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Saw someone messing up our room.,0
"Defying my parents and staying out all night when I wasn't
supposed to.",2
"I experienced joy when I got the results - I had made it to the
second year.",1
"Again, a quarrel had come up in our difficult relationship. My
life-partner threw all the books off the shelf. I am sure that it
disturbed our neighbours since this happened late in the night.",2
"When thieves broke into our neighbour's house and later we heard
gunshots.",6
My inability to assert myself positively in a group.,2
"I felt dusgust with a self-iterested person who ruined the life
of another by means of utterly unfair methods.",0
"While he was drunk, my life partner tried to hit me. I felt
scared and fled to the bathroom.",6
"It was when I discovered that my boyfriend had another girl. I
discovered it through a letter he wrote to the girl when he was
away. When I asked him he accepted it.",3
"When my dad gives priority to my kid brother's band and his
other activities. We both play in different bands and rehearse
in my parents garage.",4
Someone acting stupid in public.,0
"Occured while preparing for a midterm in Social Welfare that I
thought was going to be very hard and felt unprepared for.",6
"A friend of mine lent me his apartment for holidays and besides
this he was a fine person. Months later I knew that he died
tragically in a moto accident. He was very young, and I felt sad
and couldn't believe it (until today).",4
"I really became sad when mother passed away while I was very
young.",4
"In primary school I once faltered while answering a question and
the others started laughing.",2
Walking on a dark street with noone around.,6
"[ Sometimes I have by accident said to another person something
in which it is easy to read a negative attitude.]",2
"One day I was angry with my friend who went into my drawer and
took a piece of paper on which I wanted to write a letter and
used it for her business without my knowledge.",3
"While taking a short cut through the Vasa park, I was surrounded
by three people who tried to steal my money. I was scared and
was saved only by the appearance of other people.",6
"When I had left my home, my father, under false pretences, got me
in his car and drove home where we were all alone. He was seethed
with rage because I withrew from his authority. He hit me, kicked
me and threatened me.",6
"We had to take our cat to the vet for mercy killing (an
injection).",4
When I found out that I can travel with my best friend.,1
"When I received a letter from the university telling me that my
application had been accepted.",1
"I had a little cat which was very sick. As I liked it very much I
went to a veterinary with it. He told me how to tend it and it
really recovered its health. Everybody said that I had saved its
life.",1
"The time I was threatened with expulsion from secondary school (form
four).",6
"When a pet died. The pet was the closest friend I had for 15
years.",4
"My friend replying to my letter and again saying he was attracted
to me and suggesting we write, talk and get together and see how
things went and his suggestion that I could ring and doing that it
was really good - though really insane conversation.",1
[ I have not felt this emotion yet.],6
Being caught in changing the truth (lying).,2
"In order to be admitted to my final examination, I had to pass
two examinations. As I had not studied very much, I resigned
myself to be left behind. Nevertheless I succeeded in these
examinations.",1
"When for the first time I rode on a motorcycle with my brother.
He was going so fast that I felt that I would fall off without my
brother realizing it.",6
"In 1972 I failed my Examination because of my own crooky
behaviour of dodging from Examinations.",2
"When I heard that my Uncle had passed away in a road traffic
accident.",4
Failing in an examn because of lazyness.,4
"Nearby the end of the year my wife and I were having a car ride,
when it appears another vehicle, driven by a drunk driver and
provokes an accident.",3
"When my sister lost my favourite jumper at a party and failed to
tell me for several days after it happened.",3
"When my grandfather died, with whom I had a very close
relationship.",4
"When I found out how the people of Ethiopia were starving and
their government was spending millions on celebrating being in
power so many years. Then I saw all these people on TV needing
food, etc.",0
When I was insulted by a fellow student.,3
"I felt sad when my first boyfriend and I left each other. It was neither
his fault nor mine.",4
I was very sad when I heard that my Auntie had passed away.,4
"In a course I thought that I deserved good marks but I only got
ordinary marks with no justification as to why I was given these
marks.",3
"Staying alone in the room after midnight and reading horror
stories.",6
"When I entered the operation theatre and underwent a difficult
operation.",6
"I was at home, filling my tax report. Nobody had time to help
me. I would have liked to do it quickly so that I could go and
meet a friend of mine who had just returned from hospital. I got
angry as both my brother and my father refused to give me their calculator
as I had not asked for it nicely. I could not leave as I
had to wait for help and the tax report had to be done.",3
"When I heard what mark I had got at the entrance examination and
I realized my admittance to the University was almost certain.",1
Talking to someone I disliked.,0
"My dear hamster (called Hannes) died at the age of 2 and 1/2 years.
His shape forced me to mercy killing (an injection).",4
"I lived alone in a repulsive area in the city of Rotterdam. I was
annoyed, heard a lot of Burglary and assaults. Especially in the evening
and the night I frequently felt anxious.",6
My first public appearance in front of a rathe big audience.,6
"When we took out an 84 year old woman for the evening and had
hamburgers. She described the evening out as her happiest night
out in 20 years.",1
"When I, for the first time, failed a junior exam, i.e form 3.",0
"When I failed a test at my primary school. I was then in grade 7
and we were about to take the main exam.",4
"When we stayed in Vienna with our class, my friend and I behaved
incorrectly. Our teacher threatened us with exclusion from
school.",6
"Once I worked as a designer. A fitter was hard hit in a damage
that occurred at the building site I had designed.",5
"Found money on the road and returned it to the owner through
police.",1
"Make a mistake, offended my friend.",5
"While cycling in the country a dog started running beside me,
growling and barking, and trying to bite my foot.",6
"When my grandmother, who has been living with us for 14 years,
had a stroke and was left paralysed on one side. She has been
quite close to our family and to see her suffer in this way makes
me feel really sad.",4
"When I don't say the truth, when I don't do a certain thing
thanks to my laziness.",2
"Being invited out by a person I wished to get closer to. He
telephoned and invited me to go out with him the next night.",1
"The first time that I saw a surgeon cut off a leg and put it in a
black rubbish bag.",0
"In 1980 when I was in the 12th standard, we had arranged a small
picnic in Kandala. One of my closest friends wrote a small and
cute poem for me, which expressed the feeling of closeness we had
for each other. I was very thrilled and I can still remember it.",1
"When I was young I felt guilty because I thought that I had
commited a grave sin.",5
"Being driven by friend who suddenly swerved and skidded a little.
It was night and on a long trip. We ended up on side of road.",6
Diagnosis that I have a stomache ulcer.,4
"This was when I was being followed home every day from the campus,
by a stranger. He would follow me to the campus and then sit
outside my class. If I was not there he would ask my friends as
to where I was. He was a dark, ominous looking person and I was
terrified of him as I did not know his intentions. I reported
him to the security officer, who turned him over to the police.
I was even more petrified then.",6
"When I woke up at night to find a fire spreading towards the bed
-rooms. I was very frightened as I realized that I faced death.",6
"When I was able to buy my new car, after lots of problems.",1
"At school, I did not tell the teacher that it was me who
had laughed, and she punished the entire class by making them
stay behind for one hour.",5
"First weekend back home after one week at Uni I scolded one of my
sister's best friends for using our telephone. Very silly, but I
was annoyed because she was there at a time when I needed to be
with my family.",2
"In a study group, a person always liked to argue on some
unimportant, irrelevant and minor points. He tried to persuade
others in an unfriendly way. He was obstinate and would not accept
other's point of view.",0
"When the person that I was very fond of, returned to me.",1
"I unfairly got a low mark on an exam and I failed to win a grant,
since then I don't have much confidence in myself at an exam.",3
A man spat on the wall of a house.,0
"I had an appointment with a friend. I promised him to meet with
him, but at last I did not without having informed him.",5
"I felt sad when my dear friend was needed from training school
due to his failure in a number of subjects and simply didn't know
what he had to do.",4
"When I was fighting with my elder brother I unintentionally hurt
him in the eye with a wooden bar. I felt guilty and feared that
he would be blind, fortunately he recovered after 15 days.",5
"I was really hoping that I would pass the examination, but I
failed and so I felt very sad.",4
"After a difficult exam. When I had not hoped to take it and had
got a high mark. When you present someone with something and he
feels glad.",1
"When, for example, I fail in my undertakings.",2
"When I made love with someone who I didn't really love. Sometimes
I even considered him unlikable.",0
"At my job, I got disproportionately angry with a child. My
reaction was not as it should have been.",5
"During a trivial (friendly) discussion, one of the participants
made an intervention which made me feel uncomfortable.",3
"Finding out that the class leader can go to your lectures, and
his English is worse than mine.",4
When my grandmother died - at her funeral.,4
"I was afraid to walk through the forest one day when I dropped
off the bus around 6.30 pm.",6
Being insulted in public.,2
"On May 20th I got a summon to appear in court on May 28th 1985 on
the subject of impregnanting a school girl. I really feared of
standing in the court in a few days time after this notice. I was
also embarassed due to formal approach that was expected of me to
the Principal.",6
I saw a dog who was eating excrements.,0
When I won a trip to Greece in a competition.,1
"I had a girlfriend who lived several kilometers away from my
home. One day she wrote me that she'd visit me. On her way she
had a car accident and was badly injured. I was very sorry to see
her lying in a bed in the hospital.",4
Being chosen to do your experiment with aphasia.,1
Being in love for the first time.,1
"When I was about seven or eight I was caught having stolen a
doll's dress from my next-door neighbour.",2
"I do not have accomodation on the campus so I stay with my
extended family, one young man used bad words while asking me to
leave their home.",2
"It was the time I went home for my holidays only to find that my
sister had passed away. The news had been hidden from me, so
that I could take my exams.",4
"While quarreling with my brother I broke the glass door of the
cupboard and a china doll. We were scolded by my father for
breaking the door but we did not tell him about the door.",5
"I feel fear quite often but this feeling was very strong last
year when my husband was quite unexpectedly sent to the hospital.",6
"My academic result was poor and I had to repeat the second year.
I felt sad about the coming several years.",4
I missed the last tram home and had to walk in the pouring rain.,4
"The exam was drawing near and I wanted to prepare for it. But I
had a lot of other things to do so I did not have much time to prepare
for the exams. Whenever I sat down to study I was scared that I would
not be able to finish it.",6
"I was said to be responsible for my mother getting ill and
growing thin. I did not realize that it really was my fault until
several weeks later.",5
"At the butcher's I saw an animal which had just been slaughtered;
blood was dripping on the floor.",0
"I thought that I would be scolded for a comment I had made, which
I should not have made.",6
I made dinner for some friends and they appreciated it very much.,1
"When my grandfather died I was extremely sad. However my family
members did not have any special feelings, they said that he was
already 80 years old.",4
A relative not acting on her promise.,0
"I experienced it when I was accepted at the Medical Higher
Institute.",1
Failing university entrance examn.,2
"When my boss cut off my vacations saying that in that month it
wouldn't be possible, and after some time he let another girl
take vacations that month. The anger was because of the
resentment. Resulting from our bad relationship.",3
When I dated my friend's boyfriend after they had broken up.,2
"I was ashamed when my boyfriend went to sit with another girl
when he invited me to come to watch Drama festival.",2
Joy at meeting a woman I love very much.,1
Once I lied to my parents and this made me feel very guilty.,5
"When I state things with great positiveness and try to convince
others, and it appears that my statement is not right.",2
Death of my father,4
"When I was watching a movie with many violent episodes. They
accurately showed the cutting of corpses, etc...",0
"When I stayed in the house of friends, I washed my face and
wanted to dry it with a towel. This towel seemed to have been
used over a long time already. It smelled indefinably awful.",0
"When a friend told me that my education had nothing to do with
our discussion. This friend has failed the 7th grade, what made
me angry was that I had not used my education to argue.",3
I had an accident with damage to the car body.,3
"When I saw the film ""Memorie of Prison"" I saw a scene of
masturbation of a man in the hold of a ship apart form fact that
the film wasn't pleasant I had a leg of coconut candies in my
hands.",0
"When I was a child I had a grass-parakeet I liked very much. His
legs were crippled so that he could not move very fast. Once I
came into the room, did not notice him and stepped on him. A few
days later he died.",4
"After attending a song contest proposed by a band called ""Chyne""
we (6 of us) waited for the members of the band to greet us in
front of the stage. We went out after a few minutes as it was
time to close the hall. We had been waiting at the entrance hall
for ten minutes when three of the band members came out. They
were very excited to see us, one of them was so excited that he
had tears in his eyes. We felt very warm and close to each
other. They took us back into the hall and we talked freely. We
were together for about an hour and during this time we felt
that they were very sincere.",1
A striking act of ingratitude at a public vehicle.,0
"When I passed standard 8 exams I jumped, rolled over the ground.",1
"It so happened that while staying at anaunt's place I discovered
that I was afraid of sleeping in pitch darkness. The room
which my sister and I were sharing had no light, and I would
refuse to sleep without having the light of the adjoining
bathroom switched on.",6
"Once I had torn a few pages off a library book and I felt ashamed
at this.",2
When my aunt died.,4
"When I heard that one of my good friends, when at a party, had
got herself involved with some very undesirable characters and
was experimenting with drugs.",0
My being admitted to UNZA.,1
"I took Pharmacology books from my friend's desk without
permission and I was found guilty.",5
Fear of sexual overtures from a close relative in the family.,6
"When I do not put in the needed amount of hours of work or study
for the day, I feel guilty and try to make up for the lost
time.",5
"I came across a friend with whom I had lost touch for a long
time.",1
"During the lesson the teacher called me and asked me if I had
reported that I was late. I pretended that I had but looking at
her eyes I knew that she knew that I was lying. I thought that
it was really bad luck that she had examined the list of the
students who were late.",2
"Our association had Polish visitors and when they were going back
by boat I did not go to see them off (I am the chairman of the
association).",5
Sending pictures home when I'd put on so much weight.,2
For instance when a girl is interested in me and likes me.,1
"[ When after a night of sleeping in another's arms, one wakes
alone and knows that the lonely arms of the night are not the
same that one meets in the morning.]",4
"It happened in a tram: some older people started to grumble about
the young people just because I had not immediately left my seat
to them.",3
Caught lying to my father about a speeding ticket I had received.,2
"I had an accident in which I hurt my eye. I was afraid of having
injured it badly.",6
"Saw my class leader acting like a God when he chose people to go
to your English lectures.",0
"I was very ashamed when I was neglected by a certain friend whom
I was thinking loved me very much.",2
"At work when I did not get the full co-operation of my colleagues
to complete an assignment.",0
I prayed unfaithfully.,5
Before the examn.,6
When I learned that two of my friends had had a serious car accident.,4
"When I am in an environment or with a person much worse off than
me, I realize how privileged I am.",5
"We hitch hiked our way back from a town rather drunk. We were
dropped in another town which was unknown to us. I needed to
urinate, so I did it on a wall which turned out to belong to the
military headquarters. They arrested me and made me pay a fine
of 500 pts. We had to go home on foot (6 km) since it was too
late for anyone to give us a lift.",3
"It was August 30th when I heard on the radio that I passed my
M.C.E. exams and I was really happy and joyous because of the
event.",1
Often I forget to give my immediate family birthday presents.,5
"A good friend of mine died. During the funeral I felt an intense
feeling of sadness.",4
"At the airport, eighty beer cans that I was carrying in a
bag spread all around while I was going through the metal
detector.",2
"When I passed the driving test three weeks ago and got my
licence.",1
When my boyfriend went away for a month long holiday without me.,3
Being insulted by my roommate.,3
"My brother in law was dying of cancer. To see him wasting away
was very sad.",4
"When walking along the beach with my boyfriend, we saw 2 people
having sex on the sand dunes in full view of everyone. It was the
fact that they chose that area in which to have sex, that
disgusted me.",0
"I was driving near my girlfriend's house and I decided to keep
going because it was late and I would be back in the next few
days anyway. The next day she was killed in a road accident.",4
"Finding myself alone in a public toilet block with a man known to
have had great psychological disturbances.",6
"I recently became sexually involved with my sister's lover. I
care for him very much, but I am ashamed of the hurt I may cause
her.",2
"When two hyenas made crying noise on the window of my bedroom at
home when I was preparing for my MCE examination during the
night.",6
"I experienced this when one of my friends reported to the
Headmaster that I had gone out for beer, whilst the information
was not true at all. So I had to fight the friend before the
Headmaster.",3
"There were old people in a crowded bus and I did not have the
courage to give them my seat. I closed my eyes to sleep and then
opened my book to read. In my heart I wanted to give them the
seat.",5
"I arrived in Vienna in the middle of the night. I asked for some
silly information - as I realized myself afterwards - and the inquiry
clerk reacted in a very arrogant manner.",3
"When I complained to my mother about how untidy the kitchen
loooked, she boxed my ears ( this had never happened before).",2
"For the girl who halped me go on living and made me happy - when
I don't see her even for two or three days.",4
"Immediately after the New Year holidays I happened to visit a
party where there was a lot of alcohol and I became drunk. On the
next day I felt sort of ashamed when I remembered what I had said
and done on the night before.",2
"I had been together with my boy-friend for two and a half years,
when he got to know another girl and not even tried to conceal
that from me. I drew my conclusions and left him - I also felt a
bit guilty for what had happened.",5
When I was left by the person I loved without any reason.,3
"A meeting with the family and the friends I felt dear and loved,
sharing the gladness of being together at a birthday.",1
"I was doing an experiment and was not getting the appropriate
result despite the fact that I had repeated the procedure 4-5
times. Then finally I got it right by a stroke of luck.",1
"I added a little ? to a yield in an experiment to get more of
a yield.",5
Selling the appartment after my divorce.,5
"At the seaside, when a wave suddenly came and took off my bikini.",2
When I finished the work that I had planned to do - my homework.,1
"When I got home from my job, I found a letter from the university
telling me that I had been admitted to begin my studies.",1
After a long time I saw my boy-friend again. ,1
People who discriminate other people disgust me.,0
"The day before the university results came out I was both excited
and scared. If I failed I did not know what I would do as I did
not want to work, my family was ambivalent.",6
"In a situation whereby a friend's actions were deliberately
against my wishes and (with) no regard to my feelings.",3
"When I overslept for the second time on the day I had an
examination.",2
"For a medical check-up, we - boys and girls - had to take off our
clothes with the exception of our underwear. Then we had to go
into another classroom where older pupils were sitting and
staring at us.",2
"The 2nd time someone I had met cared for came over to my house I
was absolutely inebriated and was sick into a bucket.",2
"When I was made to feel responsible for the emotional state a friend of
mine was in.",5
"I answered a certain question from Dr. Maqgda wrongly. She asked
something about Femur and my answer was saying something
concerning the brain. So I was very ashamed amongst my friends.",2
"When my room-mate made a mess of the room after having drunk the
whole night at a graduation party ceremony.",0
Going to see a good film with my best friend.,1
"I met a friend in a discotheque. he was with a girl and he told
me that she was not his girlfriend. I, to say something,
commented that she must be a viscious woman. He then told me
that she was his girl.",2
My grandfather died thirteen years ago.,4
When I imitated a teacher behind his back - walking very silly.,2
"When my daughter had problems with her friends and I could see
her predicament from the window. She was given a the cold
shoulder.",4
Can't remember that feeling.,2
"When, after having cleaned up the kitchen, two hours later I saw
that there was a big mess. It irritated me very much.",3
Finding out that the girl I like does not like me.,4
When a girl that I liked didn't accept my curting.,0
"I went to the school library and asked for a book, but the
librarian told me that there wasn't such. However when an other
colleague asked for it she gave it to him.",3
"When my friend who was drunk insulted me in public for no reason at
all.",0
My father gave money to my brother but not to me.,4
"On our way to France, my girlfriend and I went to Verona. By
chance we met an Italian couple - they gave us two tickets for
the dress-rehearsal of ""Aida"". It was a different world for us
full of fascination. After the representation we ate a phantastic
pizza in a restaurant near the ""Arena"".",1
"I was present when they found a shop-keeper dead in his shop.
He had been shot with a shotgun at close range.",0
"I thought that I had failed an examination, but when I was
informed about the mark, I saw that I had passed it.",1
When I had my first sexual relation and it didn't work.,2
"When I got 21/30 points in an exam of statistics. The result was
unexpected and it made me realize that statistics do not
surpass my abilities, as I have sometimes thought.",1
Over an argument.,0
"I spent all weekend with a friend instead of studying for my
exams.",5
"When I was in F4 I played a basket-ball match against another
school's team. One of their team members kicked a team-mate of
mine so I kicked him back and we had a fight with each other.",3
When I had to dissect a live mouse at school.,0
After an event in which I felt that I had acted unfairly.,2
"At the dentist's, waiting for my turn to come.",6
"During the Christmas holdidays I wanted to invite my brother, his
girlfriend and their child for dinner. When I said to my
brother's girlfriend that I would like them to come at my place
for dinner, she refused and never mentioned it again as if I
had never asked her.",3
"This happened a year when I was having a hard time, I got
admission to do research despite obstacles in the procedure of admission.",1
"Having been unjustly punished, I feel disgust towards the person
responsible.",0
"Not helping parents enough at home and at the farm - this has
happened many times.",5
"When males in my family try to assign house duties exclusively
with referance to sex.",3
"I had thrown with the ashtray a still lighted cigarette in the
plastic wastepaper basket. It had burnt out and my landlords made
me a row that I might had set their flat on fire.",5
Someone talking about me at my back.,3
When I feigned sick leave from work.,5
"When my mother's new husband treated her and my brothers and
sisters badly.",0
Saw a classmate knocked down by a motorcycle.,6
Not doing well in an examn.,2
"China can not even give you good sound systems for an open
lecture.",4
"The mother of a person with whom we had been sharing a housing
accused me of trying to rip her off over payment of bills in the
house. ",3
"When I was accused of having refused to do some hostel work while
I was at school. Actually I had not been allocated any work.",3
"When I was ten I got shut in the school with a friend. I had to
jump out of a window and cross a beam 10 metres high.",6
"I and my friends got acquainted with a guy from Sofia who turned
out to be gay, but we found that out only after 2 or 3 days.",0
"In the University we were convoked to a stroll like a freshman I
was still innocent about the manipulation. On seeing the goal of
the exaltation to poor character people, I felt anger on feeling
myself mass of maneuver.",3
"Remembering (at the time I did not feel guilt) in recent yrs. how
angry I would get when I was babysitting my new brother and he
would not stop crying. I did not do anything harmful or shocking.
But I feel guilty for treating him the way I did especially
since I adore him now. That's why I spoil him now.",5
"When I flew out to my mother and made rude remarks because I felt
so tense (studied too hard for an examination).",5
My girlfriend gave me the mitten (left me).,4
"When I heard that a good friend, who had been abroad for a long
time, would come and see me.",1
"I was then in the 10th standard and was going to my native place.
The last bus had already left and so I started walking, it soon
became quite dark. The road was a village road and was deserted,
I was not even sure if that was the right way. I finally reached
home at 10 P.M.",6
I felt very happy when I won the football pools.,1
"When the relationship with my first girlfriend broke up and I
realized it too late.",6
"Accidentally dropped a friends camera flash, so that it was
broken.",5
"In a warm bus full of people, someone vomited and the whole bus
stank.",0
"When my sister lost her only son, who was sixteen years old. I
felt very bad about it as this was the first death in my family
and then I learned slowly to understand to life.",4
"Watching an old lady running up the street to catch her bus and
miss it, it reminded me of my own mother and how dreadful it
would be to be her in the same situation.",4
"Saw someone who picked up a cigarette from the floor and smoked
it.",0
When I go out alone at night.,6
"When I took my entrance exams successfully and also when I got my
school leaving certificate because the delivering ceremony was
extremely official.",1
"During an argument with my brother, I behaved rather
intransigently, even cruelly, wishing to morally hurt the ""person""
opposed to me.",5
I do not study enough as I do not understand it properly.,5
"In an exam when I answered the questions with very little
assurance due to insufficiet preparation.",5
"While watching a movie, someone who was drunk started vomiting
helplessly.",0
"My son lives in the country. I feel sadness when I see mothers
having walks with their children.",4
When I see dead dogs on the road.,0
"I promised a friend that I would return a book to it's owner for
him , but I forgot to do it.",2
"I feel disgusted with toadies, hypocrites, chameleons.",0
"My sister came back home and reproached me for not having tidied
up the house, although I had been working all morning and she had
done nothing.",3
"After being told that an ex-boyfriend had been hurt by my wearing
something he had given me when I was with another guy. I was
unaware of my actions really, as I had not considered the fact
that he had given it to me, and might see me. I still respected
his opinions of me.",5
"Last night I did not do very well in one of the subjects. Before
the result was announced I feared that I would fail. Finally I
got a D and as the results of the other subjects were not all
good I felt a little sad.",4
"Our teacher had invited us to lunch and once at the canteen we
started introducing ourselves. Two of the boys showed a lot of
interest in knowing personal details and then they started
talking about some activities held in the college. I had little
interest in those activities so I talked to another student
sitting next to me as I was afraid that they would ask me
questions on those activities.",2
"I wanted to finish a relationship after 3 months. Unfortunately
my friend had a different opinion. I could not answer his
feelings this made him unhappy, and me feel guilty.",5
"I was drawn up a statement for an infringement of the traffic
ordinance. In fact I was innocent.",3
"When I realized that I did not have the basic things needed by a
student like me.",4
"Did well in an examn just before my father's birthday: the best
present I can give to my father.",1
Once I saw some children hunting a cat to death.,3
"When a man rang the doorbell and wanted to enter the house with
violence. I was alone at home that moment.",6
"Always, and this happens often when I do not keep my word.",5
I was alone at home on New Year's Eve.,4
"The first time I went away with my boyfriend and lied about where
we were staying.",5
"When I found a letter addressed ""To Mum"" by my son, 6 months
later, he begged me not to sell his new shoes which he messed up
after wearing them for the first time.",2
"During an argument an acquaintance accused me of having insulted
her parents by having had sex in their house which they
overheard.",2
"During a demonstration I climbed up the closed central door of a
bus. When the bus stopped I had to go back to the same place,
afraid that the police would see me. ",6
Hearing a strange noise in the biology building.,6
"In Biarritz (the South of France) I met some English students
who, especially for me, went to Paris and gave me food, while I
didn't have any more money.",5
"Last night I had a chat with a fellow student. I had known her
for about half a year, and for the first time we were speaking
""the same language""- meaning an inspiring discussion and
encounter.",1
"Joy of giving birth, and of sharing that joy with my husband.
Moments of complete happiness and feelings of so much love.",1
When I was accepted to study at this school I was very happy.,1
"When I was in a bus on my way to the examination centre, a man
sitting opposite me kept looking at me continously. I did not know
what was wrong. When I reached the centre I started strolling around
as I still had a little time. Suddenly a man came and whispered ""You
have forgotten to zip up your trousers."" I was at a loss to say anything
and I felt very embarrassed. When I thought of the bus incident I felt
even more ashamed.",2
When the morning newspaper has not arrived.,3
"I met again a very good friend whom I had not seen for a long
time.",1
"When I watched TV and saw a performance of ""Prince"" (a popidol).
Disgusting he'd better be a stallion.",0
"I was watching TV with a friend. After the first film I wanted to
watch another film on the same channel. My friend switched over
to the other cannel without asking me what I wanted.",3
"I was sitting for an exam in biochemistry, I was very excited
because it was a supplementary examination. I passed the exam
very well and was glad because I recovered my selfconfidence.",1
Lecturers being unfair to me in reports.,0
"When diving deep into the sea to reach the floor I felt
breathless. I was cautious but I doubted I should be able to come
to the surface and inhale.",6
"In September 1984, I was forced to live with someone I did not
like. The first week we were at loggerheads and our conversation
was like a debate. The atmosphere was very bad. When he learnt
that I had got 95 marks in a test he told me "" A failure, You lost
5 marks."" I was very angry, not because my marks were lower
than his, but because I could not tolerate his pride. I did not
show my discontentment and carried on doing my work.",3
"I was so sad when I heard that my Uncle had passed away. He was
the only man who was supporting my parents as well as myself.",4
"Finding out that old and useless practitioners of retirement age
will go to your English lectures and they do not understand
English.",0
"I thought that I could have avoided the above situation (the one
in fear) if I had concentrated more on my work, which I hate.",5
"When my mother was seriously ill and had to be admitted to the
hospital.",6
"I experienced fear when I was not prepared for the final year
degree exams.",6
"It happened that my brother promised to give me money for school
and then he told me that he had failed to fulfil his promise a
day before school started. I became so angry for I thought my
future would be ruined.",3
"When I saw a wino by some cans with Food Stamps and use the
change to buy wine.",0
"I overturned in a canoe a few years back and I didn't know how to
swim. Although I had a life-jacket on I still panicked.",6
"I hate the behaviour of my so called friends, they use bad
language, spit, boast and treat the youngsters badly.",0
"I wasn't able to see my girlfriend on her birthday and because I
was late arriving home from uni, I didn't phone her as arranged
at a certain time (she rang in the meantime).",5
A mother who shouts at her child for nothing.,0
Seeing a film in which there were several bloody crimes.,0
When someone in my family died.,4
"I saw the gare of a prison. This gare and the building were in
deplorable condition and were full of rubbish.",0
Pictures of Nazi extermination camps on a T.V program.,0
"When I was accepted into the medical school. Medicine is a
profession that I have desired ever since my childhood.",1
"Six months ago when I got acquaintanced with a person whom I
trusted infinitely and from whom I expected help and friendly
feelings. With him I found much in common - in our views and in
our fate.",1
My roommate being unconsiderate.,3
"Felt joy a few years ago when I was away on holiday. And sat very
close to my best friend looking straight into the eyes.",1
"When I was in the army, a room mate of mine came back from
furlough and threatened another fellow with a knife.",6
"While quarelling with a fellow worker of mine, I was vehement and
irritated and I told him what I thought of him in plain language.
I was ashamed of myself when I met him the next day.",2
"A person ignored my advice, did not pay any attention to what was
saying. She acted as though I wasn't even there. We were doing
group work so everybody had the right to speak yet she just
ignored me. She made me feel insignificant.",3
"I felt it when I saw our headmaster blushed ingratiating himself
with high ranking officials.",0
"One night I was called and told that the father of a close friend
died. When I visited my friend at home and when attending the
funeral I felt very sad.",4
"A shop in Downtown wouldn't accept my Visa Card - before December
last year.",3
Falling over.,2
I refused to lend my homework to a friend.,5
"I was examined by a teacher I greatly respected. I was well
prepared on the subjects but he put some side-issues to me and I
couldn't answer.",2
"After going through a glass door, I sustained a number of serious
cuts which were gaping open.",6
"A friend came for dinner with me at home. His parents are
ordinary people. My mother, however, used the very expensive
porcelain dinner-service and the silver cutlery. I felt very
ashamed.",2
"When I feel lonely, perhaps because I have to study a lot and I
am shut up in my appartment. Nothing happens in particular
because there is no time for anything else.",4
"The thought that I'll never sit at the school desk again, caused
a deep grief at the end of my eleventh form.",4
"I was angry about several drivers who showed an aggressive and
dangerous driving habit.",3
"When the class leader read out the names of those chosen for the
English lecture and I was not on the list.",2
The day I learnt that I had been admitted to the university.,1
Insulted by disgusting people.,3
I saw a report on T.V news on apartheid in South Africa. ,3
"Two boys whom I know were telling me, in an indecent manner, how
they had teased a young and shy girl I know. They had despised
her conviction, scorned and touched her. I got very angry and
did not try to conceal it and gave it back to them.",3
"On my birthday a friend came to see me unexpectedly and brought
me flowers. I usually do not see her very often.",1
"When I realized that I could not communicate properly with my
closest friend.",4
"Going to Cowell Hospital and finding out tediously that I had a
stress fracture. The anger came when the senile doctors found out
4 weeks later that I had 2 stress fractures in one foot and
should have had crutches. I was in distinct pain and barely could
walk to classes. They said it would be better in 2 weeks.",3
"When I have suffered a terrible fit of eating, that frequently
occurs. Then I eat everything, I act like a glutton I eat big
amounts of food, sometimes even half a loaf.",2
"When my father passed away in 1978. I was left alone with my
mother who was very sick so I had to go and live with my aunt, who
is very short tempered, till my mother was discharged from the
hospital.",4
"A friend who was 22 years old, died of leukemia; I had not known
that he was so ill and therefore had not cared.",5
When I first sat for an entrance examination.,6
"When I could not find my 2 year old daughter. I ran and looked
for her everywhere and could not find her. (I finally found her,
she had gone to bed to sleep)",6
"A friend of mine told other people that I was a slattern (because
of an occurence that had happened some time ago). When I heard
about that I was very angry.",3
Before my final examination.,6
"When a friend from whom I preferred to hide my private life
discovered that I had relations with a man.",2
"I felt it on the same occasion when I felt sadness which finally
grew into anger.",3
"When I am made to do things in which I see no sense and I waste
my time. Some time ago I had to participate in a sociological
investigation and then I got really angry.",3
"A friend of mine was hospitalized after having been diagnosed as
having typhoid, he had to forgo his exams and also his ambition
of doing a dissertation at the M.A level. It was a very sad
event for me and I felt very sorry for him so I volunteered to
stay with him in the hospital.",4
"When I dreamt that my family was in trouble and was facing many
difficulties.",6
"This person I know lied about how much income his parents made
and received money through grants which he did not need. Another
person is barely making it, did not lie, and did not receive
enough money.",0
"I sensed this feeling when I passed successfully the second tour
of a competition.",1
"I felt guilty because of the pain I caused to a very close
friend. But over the feeling of guilt, my conviction of being
right dominated.",5
"The final marks were to be given in the morning. I wanted to get
there late because I was very afraid. When I arrived there,
everybody was very happy and I had also passed. We had a
wonderful time all day long.",1
My boyfriend returned after a long absence.,1
"When I knew that they would not give me a transfer from one
university to another. I began to insult the educatioon
authorities and the government, I ended up at the door.",3
"After several days delay in my girlfriend's menstration I was
very glad to see that the pregnancy test was negative.",1
Forgetting a close friend's birthday.,5
"I wore a dirty dress a certain day I was going to town I met an
old friend who made a comment about my dress so I felt ashamed.",2
"I felt shame when I saw someone I knew and pretended not to see
her. Later she saw me and said hi.",2
"There was a family fight in my house some time back. My uncle
had given me a watch as a present and I lost it. During the
fight he accused me of having sold the watch. I was disgusted at
his false accusations.",0
My bed sheet (present of my parents) damaged by roommate.,3
I forgot to lock the outside door at my Land Lady's place.,5
A very drunk person.,0
When a skunk invaded camp.,0
"When I went to see the dead body of my uncle. This was a very
dramatic expreience as it was the first time that I entered a
mortuary.",4
"When I am accused of something I have not done, I get unbelievably
angry.",3
"I went to see the entrance examination results at university. I
rejoyced at my success.",1
When my grandmother died. I had lived with her for ten years.,4
"We got news that my (almost) 21 years old brother died while
visiting Europe of a cerebral hemorhage. It finally hit me an
hour after we saw his corpse in the coffin. It felt like a door
between himself and everything had closed and locked forever.",4
"When I left after the examination to enter the University, and
even though I had studied the whole year I made a bad exam. ",3
Being misunderstood by friends.,4
My sister was afraid of her husband.,2
"While preparing my master's thesis, I was scared that I would not
accomplish anything as the subject was rather difficult.",6
Found my name on the list of attending the English lectures.,1
I did badly in the mid term examination.,2
"During a dance someone slashed my tires and dumped paint on my
car. I had four other friends with me that I drove and
furthermore it was raining.",3
Once I answered my father rudely.,2
"Finding out about the university does not have enough foreign
currency to buy the yournals in your reference list.",3
"A girlfriend of mine behaves in a very childish way - she does
not like my going to see a friend who has been introduced to me
by this same friend of mine. I would like to be friends with
both of them, but she does not like this as she is possessive and
would like me to be close only to her.",0
"I felt glad to live again when I went to a meeting about the
""Knowledge"". There are 4 techniques of meditation that connect
you with the essence of the human being.",1
When I see rotten meat.,0
"When I heard that I had got the best result in school and would
be definately selected to the university of Zambia.",1
When an alcoholic stood dribbling over a food counter.,0
"I have been afraid several times. What marked me was that I
almost didn't enter University.",6
"I borrowed a friend's books and forgot I had them, she asked for
them back and I told her I didn't have them. I duly found and
returned them.",5
"I felt anger of a friend when she met ""a date"" and become nervous
and pest as she always gets when she meets him.",3
"I saw someone that I thought I knew repeatedly drunk. I do not
like to be around alcoholics.",0
"When I got my results - I had passed the form III exams. I had
not expected to do so well.",1
"I was angry at the Cafeteria when the cook scolded and said many
bad things about me without reason. He thought I was among the
girls who did him wrong.",3
"I was in my room, I just heard that my Uncle had been caught in
somebody's house with somebody's wife. He had to appear in court.
I went to see what would happen to him.",2
Getting the top price in the football pools.,1
"The day I was told that I had passed my Malawi School leaving
Exams and I was selected to go to college.",1
"Was picking up my father from work and on passing through the
Valley watched three prostitutes walk up and down waiting for
someone to pick them up. Clothing was disgusting.",0
"At the age of 12 (or so) I stole from a Ranger's fruit tree an
apple. (And eventually was compelled to confess - Dostoersky
would like this).",5
"Disgust is a feeling that I have never experienced with peoplie
but , on the other hand, it has been with repulsive animals, i;e
snakes on T.V.",0
"A good friend deceived me. Because of that little quarrel our
relationship finished, mainly because she was not honest. I was
very angry about that.",3
"When I received the acceptance letter from UNZA. I had just
come home from work when my kind sister handed me an enveloppe
which I opened and was overcome with joy.",1
"When reading a newspaper story of a man who had committed
incestuous acts on his two-year old child - the thought that
anyone could do such a thing is abhorrent to me.",0
"A similar feeling I felt quite recently while travelling in a
taxi. The driver treated me roughly and dishonestly - he chose
the longest route, he overdrawed almost one lev more and he tried
to be intimate with me.",0
"When I learned that several people had died in the street due to
the cold weather.",3
"My parents were having a typical family argument. I came in and
saw the scene and became angry.",3
"Waking up from a bad dream in a dark night with noone else
around.",6
"When I passed the whole weekend with my boyfriend, coming back
home on Sunday afternoon he met my parents for the first time.",1
In the dark an unreal figure formed by a shadow.,6
"When one has been unjust, stupid towards someone else. ",2
"When I won a position on the track-team for the trans-tasman
games when I was eleven.",1
"The same event described under ""shame"".",5
Lying to my grandparents about visiting my boyfriend in Chico.,2
When I knew the feelings of a beloved person.,1
"I was on a visit to friends who have a baby. The baby was crying
in another room, but soon it became quieter and it seemed that it
would fall asleep. I went into the room where the baby was lying
- and it started crying again.
",5
"I was the compere at a party and all my efforts to get the show
rolling were thwarted by the immobile, non co-operative guests.
I felt frustation - bordering on anger.",3
Someone attacked me with a knife.,6
"When my daughter began staying away from classes - at the age of
nine only.",3
"Carried out a vandalistic act on some windows at an old army
location.",5
"After a jogging session I had severe abdominal cramps and this
lead to my wanting to empty my bladder. My friends gathered
around me and two of them had to help me to the toilet. I was
ashamed at having to go to the toilet in the presence of my
friends.",2
"It happens sometimes in connection with certain persons with whom
I have frequent relationships but nothing special.",5
After the fact that made me ashamed I felt sadness.,4
Once I did not have enough money to pay for a coffee.,2
"When an event took place in another's life and which I thought I
could have avoided.",5
"While watching the movie called ""Deer hunter"" on TV, when it
showed how prisoners were treated.",0
Getting back my Psych 140 midterm.,6
"When I was reprimanded by the manager of the hotel where I
worked during Autumn 1984.",6
"I wrote an assignment and was given less marks than a friend with
whom I had previously discussed the assignment.",3
Bought something bad from the shop and they refused to change it.,3
"In a school parting we agreed to go to a restaurant.
We met at school and we separated us in several cars. My car
broke and we arrived late. All those who already had arrived
stand up and applauded us when we entered two hours late.
All the restaurant attention was turned on us.",2
"Some boys told me your nickname is ""Little Girl Doctor"", I did
not tell them off and laughed with them.",5
I didn't offer my seat to a pregnant woman in the bus.,2
"Once a week I work as a volunteer in a biologic garden. this work
in the garden and the contact with other volunteers filled me
with joy. They also gave me support after I failed passing my
driver's test.",1
"I had promised to do a task for someone that was close to me, and
from the outset I knew it was important that I do it, but when it
came to it, I let them down.",5
"Receiving notification that I had made a successful application
to the Speech Therapy course at Uni, gave me a very good feelig
of achievment and joy.",1
"I told a lie about someone to someone else and they found out
and questioned me about it.",2
I was angry when somebody stole my half petticoat.,3
I lost my self-control and raised my voice at a child.,5
"When biking and I felt very bad (problems with heart and
respiration).",6
"Some time ago a girl tried to make me up without any action of my
part. She used all possible means. Although I behaved refusingly
she did not give up for a longer time.",0
"I was all of the sudden sad when I heard that my cousin who
usually paid school fees had passed away after a very short
illness.",4
"When I gave water to the plants of a friend. Then one plant fell
over, and a little statue broke. I, of course, had to tell him
everything.",2
"I was once chatting with friends. Then some boys came and joined
us. These boys took all my 3 friends away and I was left alone in
shame without knowing where to go from there.",2
"My sister was impolite to my father when the family was having
lunch together at a restaurant. She thought that our parents had
been prejudiced against her, this was an extreme thought.",4
"I felt guilty because I had not accomplished a thing as well as I
had wanted to.",5
"Someone asked me to do something and I made up an excuse and said
no. I then went and didn't the same thing with someone else and
hoped the first person never found out.",5
"[ If one has planned to do something ""important"" and then, for
some reason, fails to do it.]",5
Quarreling with classmates.,3
"I was working in a classmate's house with a group. A girl began
to graze her foot against mine under the table.",0
"When I realised that I was forgiven by the God who is there, when
I realised how much God loves me and that my acceptance with him
is not based on my performance - that he loves me unconditionally
and showed that love in Christ who died because I do need
forgiveness.",1
"I had been telling lies and people discovered instantly that I
was telling lies. I felt very shameful and I felt like
disappearing from people.",2
"I felt guilty when I spent a night at my boyfriend's place,
particularly because I had been harsh and spiteful when I had
left home. The reason was that I feared a possible discussion on
the subject and I wanted to leave defiantly.",5
I felt guilty when I couldn't help a person.,5
"We had to move to a very different city because the company where
my father worked also moved to that place. It was very difficult
for me to make new friends than.",3
"When I went to a disco with a friend I started behaving badly
embarrassing him without reason.",2
"It made me very sad to hear that some construction company was
going to build houses on the beautiful hills by my house.",4
Good dinner on the National Day.,1
"I was in my village when a bull jumped over a fence and started
chasing my friends and me. We were very frightened till we
climbed up a tree.",6
Being sexually assulted on a bus.,0
First time going out with a boy and other people laughed at us.,2
I saw a lot of starving people in a T.V news report.,4
The time that I had to put my dog to sleep.,5
"In a fight with my girlfriend in a luncheonette where everybody
stared at me in such a way that I had to leave it.",2
"When I see people with burns I feel sad, actually I can not even
express my feelings as I think that they must suffer a lot.",4
My sister bkoke her leg.,4
"I had made an appointment with a girl to go to the movies, but
actually I had no mind when we arrived at the cinema, it was a
full house. I then went back and she went to the movie alone.",5
I overreacted towards my mother and felt ashamed afterwards.,2
"When a person whom I loved and admired a lot died. I felt empty,
lonely, helpless, without support, not knowing what to do.",4
"I was a prefect at secondary school. On the sports day I told
others that I would take down the names of the people who
misbehaved and after some time I sat down for a brief rest.
Suddenly the head prefect came and scolded me in front of others.
I was very angry as there were other prefects sitting and he
picked on me. I thought that a brief rest was not serious
enough to be blamed.",3
"I ran over my dog with a bicycle when I was carrying him tied to
the handle bar.",5
"I was very startled when, at night at 2.00 am, a boy approached
me and yelled ""I fuck you"", then however he stopped and laughed at
me.",6
"The negative feelings towards me displayed by my
""parents-in-law"".",5
"A friend was unpunctual, we wanted to prepare ourselves for an
examination.",3
"One day in class, the professor asked me a question concerning something
he had been explaining. He was very close to me (beside me) and I
had no idea what to answer.",2
"Too many people in TV room, I was not able to get a seat to watch
TV.",3
Talking to a close friend.,1
When my grandmother died - having to see my mother weep.,4
"When I heard that there is teasing and bulling at Secondary
School.",6
When I was presumed to have stolen maize from the school garden.,0
I said something especially stupid which I did not mean at all.,2
"When I discovered that the house we had hired in Tonga was full
of cockroaches.",0
"When I was concentrating on my work, my friend disturbed me
continously. I asked him to stop but in vain.",3
"I worked together with another student on a computer-assignment.
She didn't do her best and didn't prepare herself for it. She
expected me to explain it to her.",3
"After a short stay in Marocco we missed the ferry-boat back to
Spain and we had to look for an accomodation. By chance we met a
man who offered to take us to a camping site. While I was sitting in his
car I was terribly afraid because I had heard of people being
robbed in Marocco.",6
"When in the end of a semester I got the approval in a matter that
I judged very difficult.",1
"Eating too much I felt guilty afterwards because I knew I
shouldn't have overeaten as I'm putting on too much weight.",5
"I got angry with a stranger in a train who behaved impertinently
and immorally",3
When I fell in love.,1
"I thought of myself as being clumsy when I made love for the
first time with a girl.",2
"This was when I saw, for the first time, a naked woman
(prostitute) run away from a house after having been discovered
by the guardian.",0
After having failed my driving test.,2
"When I saw my younger sister being bothered by a boy she did not
know.",3
"When, for example, I was in my eleventh school year and I learned
I had been classed for the Bulgarian Language and Literature
National Olympiad.",1
"I wanted to go to a friend of mine who had a party; at the moment
I wanted to leave, my father said I couldn't go because he needed
me for some work in the afternoon.",3
"My got my mathematics test's marks and could not believe that it
was true. In the past I would have at least 80% marks. Was I
getting weaker at studies ? This made me feel that I should not
expect too much from going to the university.",4
"We were at school, in the room for audiovisual classes. We were
watching a film, and just behind me two classmates were bothering
me with their mocking and shoves. I reacted angrily (I suppose)
by hitting one of them.",3
"Having suffered a not very pretty sight, I reacted by uttering
some very cruel and sharp words.",5
"On the TV news I heard that Nicaragua had complained about the
increasing threat of war with the USA.",3
"When I was caught sneaking back into the house at night after
having gone to a disco without permission.",5
When I met my girlfriend - I had not counted on that.,1
When I quarrelled with a very close friend of mine.,4
"I received an unexpected letter from a friend I had met a short
time before. He sent me a poem and wished me good luck. I felt
very happy because I had great esteem for that person.",1
"The day that the results of the college entrance examinations for
the S. Paulo University were published and I didn't find my name
on the list. Entering this University was my greatest wish, and
the fact of not having succeded caused a great frustration, and
not only sadness.",4
"After a serie of facts that occurred between a colleague and me I
started to feel a certain necessity to get apart and I didn't want
to see her anymore.",0
"I had an appointment with a colleague of mine to give her my
lecture notes. I couldn't go and I didn't send them, and so the
girl missed a day for the preparation of her term exams.",5
When my boy-friend left me and I wanted to persuade him to stay.,2
The stories about the way my grandmother treated my mother.,3
"My friend had written a letter to me, the contents of which I
misunderstood and I wrote back a very harsh letter to her. On
realizing the blunder I had made, I felt like hiding my face in
the sand.",5
"Once as a child I dreamed of a fire. Since that time I hadn't
wanted to sleep in that bed and had feared the night darkness
(and so it is now).",6
"When I saw a film in which the man suffered from an illness and
his skin came peeling off.",0
"Losing close people and animals. So far, I've felt most when
losing our dog in a traffic accident.",4
"As in sadness (A), relating to this slaghter of fur-seals.",3
"I happened to have met one of my teachers in town during working
hours. The badness was I didn't ask for permission to go out and
I was guilty-conscious.",5
"I had to leave my girlfriend for 4 weeks because of my studies.
This happens frequently. The last 24 hours before my departure
are always very depressing.",4
My best friend suddenly acting strange towards me.,0
"In autumn I had to move to another lodging. My landlords, quite
intelligent people, warned me I had to move in the nearest
future. But I had difficulties in moving my luggage because I
couldn't wait for a car to come. How amazed I was to hear them
threatening me they would throw our my things. And at that my
luggage was well packed and did not stand in their way. I was
quite disappointed and disgusted.",0
A conflict with a pupil.,3
When I learnt that I had been accepted at the medical school.,1
"My elder brother and I have not always had a good relationship
and I feel ashamed of myself as I do not call him to talk to him
nowadays.",2
"I was disgusted to discover that my girlfriend of few weeks was
already fooling around with another guy. I was disappointed as
the guy was a rogue and I respected my girlfriend.",0
When I was subjected to a very nasty joke by a group of friends.,3
I stopped working (had a boring job).,1
"Despite our good performance and excellent results the management
refused to meet our demands.",3
"When I did something wrong in the past and denied having done it
when asked about it later.",5
"My friend promised to take me out for a movie but he didn't turn
up.",0
Once I promised to do something but I didn't do it.,5
A too eager approach by a dirty drunken person in a bus.,0
A recurrent lovesickness.,1
"When I first saw the state of a cafeteria in the grounds of the
university. Due to students own lack of concern for the
environment in which they eat and drink. Rubbish and spilled tea
and coffee left everywhere.",0
"One of my very good friends came to me for advice as her
boyfriend had been hitting her and beating her quite harmfully.",0
When I had to leave home to go to some other place to study.,4
"When I realized that I was pregnant. I thought about what my
relatives and friends would think about me and I felt a lot of
self pity.",2
"I experienced shame when I failed to keep a promise to meet my
friend at the bus depot. He later came and asked me why I had not
turned up.",2
"When I drove partially across the country with my father. We
stopped in a few towns and stayed overnight in motels. The joy I
got was from the feedom I felt and the real beauty of the
country.",1
"After being away on a holiday for 2 months, a friend, who lived
interstate, had remembered when I'd get back and phoned to
welcome me home on the night of my arrival.",1
"The behaviour of a colleague of mine, which doesn't correspond to
my norms of behaviour.",0
When I got through the first day here at the department.,1
"When I took the first year university exams and made a lot of
mistakes in the P110 exam. I was afraid of failing and thus
being unable to go to the school of medicine.",6
"Begining the week-end with my girlfriend : cozyness, beer and
wine.",1
"When I had to go to reconciliation before converting to
Catholicism but then once received - o.k.",5
"When my mother looked in my drawer (where I keep my personal
things) and she found some porno photos that I have kept from
more than a week, and split it.",2
"My sister once stole my mother's money and made her very angry.
After this my mother would beat her up for unreasonable reasons.
One day my sister lent her book to a friend without telling my
mother about it. When my mother learnt this she beat her up and
even threatened her with a pair of scissors. ",3
"I was selected to come here (University, College) when I was least
expecting it.",1
"A classmate told me I must have bribed the class leader to let me
go to your English lecture.",3
"Lately I've felt guilty because I'm folling behind in my classes
and not studying much.",5
The birth of my daughter.,1
Soiled my short trousers with faeces.,2
"When an acquaintance of mine told me about the way his parents
treated their sons in an unequal manner. The most successful of
them got continuous encouragement, and the youngest was not
encouraged and was rejected.",0
"One night, walking along a park, I began to think that some
roughnecks would appear suddenly with knives and things like
that.",6
"Being mistreated by my former primary school teacher, Mr Zalu.",0
"I was asked to stop studying economics, a field which interested
me, by my employers.",3
"I am usually angry at myself. This happens often. For instace
when I want to pet without falling in love and it soon proves
that I have fallen in love with him.",3
"When my close friend was involved in an accident and passed away
instantly. He had gone to buy a new car and had asked me to
wait at his home so that I could see his new car.",4
When I got my B.Sc degree with first class.,1
My mother's death.,4
"I was disgusted when I was told to dress a big rotten stinky
wound which, coming closer, made me feel like vomitting.",0
Exchange of points of view with my sister on a family matter.,3
My best friend was not chosen for the English lectures.,2
"As a child (i.e. 5-7) hiking in reasonably rugged bush and
becoming lost for a duration of 5-7 hours.",6
"When I failed my Primary school leaving Examinations. I never
thought I would fail. When I heard I had failed I really felt
ashamed of myself.",2
"When I was 20 years old, I fell severely ill and was bed-ridden for
6 months. I felt very scared for my health and my studies.",6
"The emotion came when a certain boy opened my locker without my
knowledge.",3
"For the above: guilt at not living up to my own moral
expectation, guilt for not being the type of person my patents
wanted, guilt for just about bloody everything, just realising
that I have failed drastically in my own eyes.",5
"The situation in which I felt happiest in my life was when
I was with the person I love for the first time.",1
When I had to walk home in the dark for the first time. ,6
"A friend of mine had sex with someone of a different race on a
Winnebago trip down to USC in front of everyone (all my friends
embarrassed my sorority house name).",0
My first kiss.,1
"When a friend carelessly broke and object in my parent's house
and did not apologize, or pay, or anything.",3
"When I saw a dead body in the mortuary I became afraid and I was
filled with fear.",6
"Someone stole my ski at Vitosha and of course I was the one to be
blamed. I left them without supervision.",3
"During the Christmas holidays, I met some of my old friends,
after not having seen them for six months.",1
Bus conductor insulted me for not buying a ticket (I forgot).,3
"When an argument with a friend of mine over our behaviour towards
another friend turned into a quarrel. I lost my temper and nearly
knocked him out.",3
"I was walking to my car at night and thought that I was being
followed.",6
"The last time I had to phone the Registry, after having called
them so many times in the last few days.",2
"On one occasion whilst engaging in horseplay with my girlfriend,
I caused her to be physically harmed.",2
"I had been very weary all week - no letters, no phonecalls, no
visitors and then my younger sister came with some cheese, a card
and some pocket money for me; and she told me that she was
working now.",1
"When a person is privileged in account of situations that are
unjust, and disloyal to colleagues and friends.",3
"When a friend of mine got drunk and started to blame and scorn my
other friends and me.",0
"Taking part in the mobbing of some girls in my class in primary
school.",2
"When I red a report in the magazine VESA about an Iranian telling
what she had lived in the prisons in Iran. I felt disgust about
that people.",0
"When I realized that I was not working hard enough and was not
being useful as an individual to the society or the family, guilt
at spending money on uncalled for activities - in short wasting
my life.",5
I was very sad at hearing that my grandfather had passed away.,4
"At age 10 my foster grandmother died, I had a fear of dying.",6
"This was the worst incident of my hostel life. I was insulted by
a close friend of mine on the eve of the New year and it totally
spoiled my New year's night.",3
Confession to my parents about my involvement in a moped theft.,2
Saw on TV China winning the gold medals.,1
When I was not accepted as a student in finance and accounting.,4
"I had told my boyfriend that I did not want to go on with our
relationship. I knew that I was important to him but I wanted to
be free. I saw that this was difficult for him but I remained
firm and did not change my mind.",5
A girl I do not like kept coming to me and talking to me.,0
Some days ago I had a slight car accident through my fault.,5
"A person I was attracted to walked me home in the rain and got
sick.",5
"When I was a child, I was always afraid of my father. Just when
he looked at me, I felt frightened.",6
We had to finish the life of our 8 year-old dog.,4
"During a ski tour with a friend, we two had drunk too much. When
we went down the slope on ski, I lost my friend who had lost his
way. I thought that something must have happened to him (he
finally arrived but after a very long time).",5
The discovery that one has only thought of oneself.,2
"I had a quarrel with my fiancT. When he admitted his fault,
everything was allright. It was then for the first time that he
surprised me with coffee and cake and a bunch of flowers.",1
"Feeling inadequate in a group situation, being unable to convey
my own thoughts and feelings.",2
"My little cat which I had raised all by myself, hanged itself when
playing in the garden.",4
"Four weeks ago I felt very much touched to find an asciatic
patient who had asked the very morning to be tapped of the fluid,
dying in the evening. I was really disgusted because this was the
Medical staff's negligence. Had the Clinical officers done
something that very morning he might have been alive today.",0
I offended my mother.,5
"I quarrelled with my younger sister because I had said something
against her boyfriend. Consequently she looked through me when
she saw me as she thought that I was trying to separate them.
She had misunderstood me.",4
"I walked in on a teenage patient of mine (I work in a hospital)
as he was going through my office drawers and he had removed
money from my purse.",3
"This situation happened when my friend me with a knife which I
stole from him.",5
"I went to a party with my boyfriend who got so drunk and started
vomiting. It was so disgusting.",0
"When I am dishonest to a friend to whom I am very close. I
feel guilty because I know that he gives a different version of
the truth and I have not corrected these mistakes, and he is
aware that I know that they are wrong.",5
"Riding home from school after completing two midterms in two
days, and feeling I did well on them.",1
"When I was walking on the street, I slipped on the dung of a dog.
I did not fall down, but I felt disgusted by the bad smell on my
sole.",0
"When my daughter gave her solo dance performance in Poona and
there was a big applause, I was overjoyed.",1
"I felt it when I came home after the examination session and I
said I had not passed my last exam.",5
"I had to wash my grandmother because she did not get to the
bathroom on time.",0
"My fiancee and I were at my parent's place watching TV. There
were only two TV-chairs and we were sitting on them when my
drunken brother came in and rudely chased my fiancee off the
chair she was sitting on.",3
"When we rearranged furniture in our flat and got stuck in a
chair.",3
"A friend of mine uses butter instead of oil when he is cooking. I
am always angry about that, because it is an unnecessary luxury.
Recently we both were cooking and he wanted to use butter again.
When I had already put the oil into the pan, he poured it out
again and put the butter into the pan.",3
When a person whom I do not want to see is continously present.,2
"I passed my MCE Examination. at first I was worried but when I
heard my name I had joy in my heart and I arranged for a trip to
attend a wedding ceremony.",1
"When I heard about the treatment of a friend in jail. Really
inhuman. I never realised that such things also happen in the
Netherlands.",0
"I got into a tight pair of trousers and examined myself in the
mirror. My back looked unpresentable and I felt ashamed at my
wanting to wear those clothes that day. I quickly changed into
another dress.",2
"I had promised to send something to a friend and it completely
slipped my mind. I felt guilty for having forgotten.",5
Unrealisation of the desired profession (aviator).,4
Insulted by classmate in public.,2
"My parents do not like my friend and told me not to go out with
him.",4
"The girl I was seeing didn't want to have a serious relationship.
",4
I made a comment that at the moment didn't fit.,2
"My fear appeared in the form of jealousy. I was afraid that my
girl-friend had fallen in love with another man, I was afraid to
lose her.",6
"My superior at the summer job swindled customers as much as he
could, and once put me in a difficult situation after which I
could not but detest him.",0
"When I was on holiday with my former boyfriend, he hit me and
behaved in a very evil and ugly manner in front of the hotel
personnel.",2
"A friend of mine has not very much money. Therefore, once I
stayed with him and his girlfriend, I bought some meat, but nobody
wanted to go and prepare it for dinner. My friend said ""I thought
you wanted to invite us for dinner"". ""Of course"", I said, but I
thought by myself that it must have been enough that I had bought
it.",2
"When people would tell me that my ex-girlfriend was playing
around on me.",3
"When the brother-in-law of a girlfriend of mine found us in a
bedroom with clothes and panties spread all over the place.",2
"I did badly in one of the vital exams, despite getting proper
guidance from my parents. I felt guilty of improper use of the
chances provided to me. ",5
"When my mother and father were on an excursion in Chechoslovakia
and I was at a student camp and I heard over the radio about the
events that were taking place there.",4
"One day my room-mate started imitating me, doing what I had done
a few hours back. I got very angry and started beating him up.",3
"I was going around with a foreigner's wife and my entire family
got to know about it, this was just when I had become a
Christian.",2
When my elder brother died.,4
"I had promised myself that I would do one good deed every day.
One night I saw a beggar whose muscles had been atrophyed. I
walked passed him thinking that he was feigning. Later I
realized that he had not been pretending and I had a feeling of
guilt as I had not kept my promise.",5
Had a nice letter from my close friend.,1
"Once I had to clean a lavatory which was obstructed. It was in a
friend's country house and there was nobody there to help me.",0
"To have a friend who I didn't see for months, and under the
circumstances that I met him made me feel happy, and perhaps
because it has been one of the good things that I learned with
this friend.",1
"My first girlfriend. I had the feeling that she was going out
with me only because of my defect.",2
When someone tried to bewitch me and my friends at night.,6
"My third grade teacher caught me cheating on a spelling test. I
couldn't spell Australia and she said in a loud voice something
like ""We don't have cheaters in my class"".",2
"An incident occurred to me when I was going home with my
girlfriend. On the way, a man named Banda grabbed my girlfriend
in my presence. I was really angry with him and as a result I
threw stones at him and he ran away.",3
Sleeping through crew practice one Monday morning.,5
"Once our school class went skiing. On a steep slope a boy
standing behind me lost his balance, fell down and drew me with
him. I slided down the whole slope. At about 1 m distance from a
tree I could stop.",6
When I learnt that I had been admitted to the university.,1
"When I reproached my friend because I was myself low-spirited and
disappointed.",5
"I had this feeling when I met a girl, not that she was dirty but
she was to ""fresh"", dump and childish.",0
"When I saw my father coming out of the bathroom. He thought that
he was alone at home and came out without his clothes.",2
The birth of my first child.,1
"A friend's boy-friend treated her very badly, let her serve him,
provoked her and just utilized her.",0
"I had gone to aa bookshop to buy some books. Somehow, I got very
cross with the security guard checking through what I had bought.
I lost my temper and screamed at him. Later I felt very ashamed
at myself as a lot of people I know were there.",2
"When I did bad on a chamistry midterm which I could have done
well.",4
"My best friend had failed Exams. She had to leave and so we got
separated.",4
"Last year I passed the B.A exams in Psychology in which I stood first
in my class. Thus I got the first prize from the college. I was
most happy to tell all this to my parents and friends.",1
When I was walking around all alone at night.,6
"An uncle of mine who just retired, having worked hard all his
life, got a cerebral hemorrhage.",4
"The mother of a friend of mine passed by me and saw me sitting
on a boy's lap. I tried to greet her but could not help
blushing.",2
"After a footballmatch I went home by car, a friend drove. I did
not realize that he was drunk until we were in the car. He was
madly racing. Several times we were in dangerous situations and I
told him to be cautious, but he did not care.",6
"When I had to prepare and read a paper to my fellow students but
I didn't cope with the task.",2
When I passed and qualified for the university.,1
"I had obviously done the work badly but my class-mates of the
student's association did not blame me, they helped me do the
work.",2
"When I had not been accepted to a college which I dreamed of
going to. I felt that I had let myself and my parents down.",2
"On a trip to Santander we wanted to stop at a curve because a
friend was sick, and the car skidded of the gravel.",6
Did not do what I promised to do for a friend.,5
When I refused to fetch water for my aunty while she was busy.,2
"My sister said I am not a stable person, and I think she is
right.",2
Success in university entrance examination.,1
"When my girlfriend told me that she was no longer interested in
me.",0
When I met an elephant in the bush.,6
"I had arranged with a friend to go with him to Carinthia by car.
We had arranged a place where to meet. I was a bit late and my
friend had left already. I had no money to go by train. I nearly
started to cry because I was so angry - it was very important for
me to go to Carinthia.",3
"When my room-mates were watching video-tapes and prevented me
from watching the news. The first feeling I had was that I was
being treated unfairly and then came the feeling of anger.",3
"I was very sad when I got the XIIth standard results, when I got
low marks as compared to my friend and I could not get admission
to courses like medicine.",4
"On the way home one Friday night in the heavy rain the car
acquaplanned. I lost contact with the road surface for a few
seconds.",6
"I had gone camping with my old classmates and there was a storm.
We were in a flurry but at that time I felt the love and concern
of my friends.",1
"I had a dream about my fiancTe leaving me and making an end to
our relation.",6
My friend was badly hurt.,4
"I saw a program on T.V where they had to saw a skull for an
operation.",0
"I feel shame every time I think of very dear friends of mine
abroad who were family to me for a year, and now 2 years later, I
have attempted, but have not actually gone through with
corresponding with them, to express my feelings and gratitude.",2
"When I fell in love with ""X"". Overnight I felt confidence, self-esteem,
responsible and worthwhile.",1
"When I made the winning goal during a very important football
game.",1
"When you told everyone in the last lecture you will do all
lectures again in English and everybody can come (not only
English classes)",1
"When as a child I stole, from a friend of mine, the ring she had
got in an easter egg.",5
"After hearing about the death of my grandfather. First I could
not believe it, but later I wept and felt the situation was
hopeless. I felt lonely and wanted to be consolated.",4
"I was on my surf ski. Rather large waves to strong current
separated me from my ski and we both began to drift slowly
(actually rather quickly) away to sea. The direction I was
drifting in was taking me straight over a reef on which rather
large sharks were constantly being caught. (I was alone with no
one to help me).",6
"When I discovered my mother had been having an affair with my
father's best friend, and then ran away with him without even
speaking to me about what she was doing letting me come home from
school simply to find her gone. I was filled with disgust and
contempt.",0
When I was admitted to the University.,1
When they tried to rob me.,6
"On New Year's Eve I went in a disco with friends. I amused myself
and got to know many other people.",1
"I was in the Korean War. We were attacked with mortars, me and
companion. We stopped the jeep and ran for cover. Fortunately
neither of us was hit but we both came close to being killed.",6
"Because I was lazy and unthoughtful I did not get into contact
with a very close friend when she shifted from the Gold Coast to
Brisbane, for a month, despite her efforts to contact me. I felt
shamed when I finally confronted her again.",2
When my child was born.,1
"When I failed to secure employment after my form 5 in Lusaka despite
my excellent certificate.",0
"When I didn't notify someone that he was summoned by a headmaster
and as a result he ended being on a heavy punishment.",5
"I felt disgust with alcohol in general when a close friend of
mine got so drunk that he didn't realize what he was doing and it
was quite shameful.",0
"When I was making music together with my friend. It sounded very
good and we were very satisfied.",1
"Once I arrived two hours late to my work place (a bank) and I was
still feeling feeble and tired.",2
"When I told my boy-friend, who loved me very much, that I wanted
to put an end to our relationship. a long time before I told him
that and also a long time after that I felt guilty, because I had
hurt him so much.",5
"My father had been alone for a long time because my mother and
sister were on holiday. I had not seen him for a long time and
when I finally called him I realized that he had been very sad
about that.",5
"While playing a ball game, I made a mistake and we lost the game.",5
"I was walking through a thick forest and there was a big snake at
a distance of about four metres.",6
When my dog died.,4
"I felt guilty when I mislead a person into thinking he was a
close friend when that person was more of a casual acquaintance.",5
"The breaking up of a relationship. We decided that the
relationship could not carry on, so it was no surprise to me.
And anyhow, I had known it would happen sooner or later.",4
When I fought with my friends.,5
"While I was away for the weekend some friends went into my room
and played my very expensive stereo without asking me or my
roommate.",3
"Failure to complete medical course as a result of failing fourth
year twice.",5
"I was with a girl one night and then did not call her again,
although she had asked me to do so.",5
"Realizing that a friend had been talked into signing a certain
contract.",3
"I saw a septic, smelling wound.",0
"When my brother had to spend all evening repairing a gear-lever
that I had broken.",5
"I lived in a flat with a couple. The woman was so jealous of me,
that she sometimes had crying fits. Eventually her husband could
not stand that any more and wanted to kill me.",6
"My father gave me money for school fees and I didn't pay school
fees instead I spent it on beer and did not tell him about this.",6
"I had experienced odd moments one time when a patient came into
the Ward in which I was working. The patient was badly burnt in
the right side of her body. I was very nervous at the sight.",0
"About two years ago my girlfriend suggested that we separate.
This really gave me a shock as I had never thought that she would
say such things. The reason she gave me was that we were not
suited for each other.",4
"Tutorial again ! A fearful feeling came to me when I sat on the
chair and looked at my fellow students all around. I was really
scared that they would ask me some questions or challenge the
ideas that I had presented.",6
Introducing myself at a first tutorial this year at University.,6
"Years ago, on my way to school by the forest path I came across
an exhibitionist.",6
"In my 20s - and was going out to dinner to celebrate a friend's
birthday. Her (older - in 30s) cousin, really wanted me to get
drunk cos I'd visited their (cousin & wife) place quite a bit,
but had always been very careful - brought up to believe in
moderation in drink (but not guilt repression etc). I mixed
drinking with smoking (which I rarely did) and got drunk and had
to leave the table to get sick in the loo, and later went home
and was sick again; have never felt so awful in my life. And I
didn't want to face or tell my other flatmates, or family.",2
"I had fear of my father (parents) when I first became pregnant. I
was afraid of delivery itself and whether I would give birth to a
stiiborn or a baby.",6
"When my sister (really my niece) died of cancer at the age of 2
yrs after I took her to the doctor at the age of 1 and he
diagnosed it.",4
"I got into a bad fight in a bar and my friend received a bad cut
above his left eye while trying to separate us.",5
Having a fight with a class mate.,3
"When my brother who has been out of New Zealand for 10 years came
to visit with his wife which none of our family had previously
met.",1
"I cried for 3 hours because I felt very miserable. Then I called
my boyfriend and he said lovely things to me. After this feeling
disappeared I felt ashamed.",2
A friend of mine was shouting at me in a group of juniors.,2
"That my brother and father are into alcohol, two men with
priviledge. Not using it positively.",2
"I came across a woman in town who was very drunk. She was
swearing at everyone and carried on drinking even though she
could hardly stand.",0
"One day when I came back home, I found my favourite dish broken.
I blamed the servant for it, later I found out that it was not
the servant but my daughter who had broken it.",2
"At about nine p.m., I went home by bike on a dark cycle-track;
because of lack of time I had to take the short-cut.",6
"When I woke up one morning and went to the kitchen I discovered
that our dog had diarrhoea. There were small ""piles"" all over
the floor and the smell was choking.",0
"When anybody wants to make me feel guilty. For example: I should
do something for my mother, but things didn't go as she hoped.
Then she threatens: I'll do it myself.",3
"At an unjust, or to be more precise, at a bureaucratic treatment
of one's personality.",3
"When I found out my cousin had been killed. I was angry at the
world, and her murderer who was her ex-boyfriend. It was the worst
and most hateful day of my life.",3
After masturbation.,5
When a friend of mine visited me and my house was in a mess.,2
"When I flew from Athens to Copenhagen after a holiday. The plane
was caught in a storm and it began to shake and I thouhght that
we were going to crash.",6
"After my +2, when I did not get admission in B.E I felt disgusted.",0
"I feel sadness when I only imagine that I could lose a close
person. Some time ago I lost a man whom aI greatly respected.",4
A boy I had been admiring so much asked me to go out with him.,1
"My teacher said that being university studets we did not have
any self-initiative or self-control.",2
"I had gone to see one of our professors about a book, and I did not
attend the class she took a few minutes later.
",5
"I had stolen a bottle of rum from a person who knows me well. He
threatened to call the police if I did not pay 500 Shillings.",3
"Three weeks ago a friend of mine bid me good-bye before going
abroad. I felt happy for her as she was achieving something by
making the trip, but I also felt sad as I would not be seeing her
for a long time.",4
"At a party I saw two persons having a fight. The aggressions and
the hate between these persons produced an unpleasant impression
on me.",0
An unjust calumny concerning me.,3
"After I had managed to fail my first year at University I was
scared as to what I was going to do with my future. I didn't want
a mundane 9-5 job and yet I didn't know if I could pay my way
through an unsubsidized year at university to settle down and
continue my studies.",6
NO RESPONSE.,2
"A gathering of a social sports club at which they proceeded to
show pornographic videos and then afterwards (when most people
had had quite a bit to drink) carried on in a very degrading,
unmoral manner - especially females exposing and flaunting
themselves with no shame or embarassment.",0
"When I lost the notes of the lecturer I had borrowed from my
friend.",0
I got to know about the death of a close friend.,4
"One evening, in the tramway, I was afraid of two drunk men
molesting my girlfriend and me.",6
"When someone I was close to became a paranoid schizophrenic and I
was unable to see this person because of the situation.",4
When my dog died.,4
My girlfriend sent me a letter with a shiny picture in it.,1
"Quarreling with my father, when he made false assertions.",0
Being aggressive against members of my family.,5
"About the girl (22 years, married) I felt guilty of the
relationship.",5
"I broke off with my partner as I wanted him as a friend and not
as a lover. He reacted very violently and I felt guilty as I
had made him so desperately unhappy.",5
"A) A documentary in which baby fur seals were being
clubbed/spiked to death by Canadian seal-hunters. Brutally
graphic.
B) Description of a disfigured orphaned child in Hiroshima
calling for her mother.",4
"I was once raped (one year ago) by a man who was a lot older than
me and whom I just met. Maybe it wasn't rape but the man wanted
more than I wanted to give him since there were other people in
vicinity.",0
"I had always been first in my class and in the preliminary board
exams I scored the highest marks. Then the exams were
postponed and I neglected my studies as I was confident. However
when the final results came out I felt ashamed as I had scored
less than 60% marks and my rank in the class was fifth or sixth.",2
"Recently my younger brother disappeared for two days without
leaving a trace. Usually he tells me when he wants to do
something like that, therefore I was afraid that something had
happened to him.",6
"When I was accepted for further education, here at the
university.",1
"I didn't give back in time some money that I had borrowed. My
friend relied on them.",5
"I insulted a couple of good friends of mine and even tried to hit
them when I was drunk. The next day, I was ashamed of course.",2
"I gave tutorial to a student and I found that he was lazy, he did
not pay attention to what I taught. He did some easy questions
wrong deliberately.",3
"A few years ago my mother suffered from canccer and died within
two years. We had not finished our studies then and could not
bear our responsibilities as her children. My mother had tried
her best to take care of us but she lived in pain these two
years. Neither the doctor nor we could do anything for her as
cancer is incurable. I was very eager to replace her in
suffernig , even die instead of her.",4
"While at school I had to write an essay for doing something wrong
that I didn't do. I wrote the essay about how I was mistreated and
got Saturday morning detention along with a few other kids, but
they didn't show up.",3
"When I entered the dissection room for the first time and was
exposed to preserved dead human bodies.",6
"I had got a bad cold. My father said I must be crazy to go by
motorbike at those temperatures. When I answered him that I did
not care about a cold, he said that if I did not care for
anything I could leave him (it was for the second time he said
something like that).",3
"When my father's car got stolen from me. (A 1966 Ford Mustang -
very hard to replace).",5
"When I went to visit a friend in the hospital. She had to undergo
an operation for rupture. I was glad to hear that the operation
succeeded and that she was relieved of her pain.",1
"My boyfriend's mother, whom I had not met earlier, made an
unexpected visit. I was lying lazily on the bed, reading a
newspaper and my boyfriend was studying.",2
"Unexpectedly I met some persons who I like very much.
Spontaneously they invited me and integrated me within their
group, although it was late in the evening.",1
"When we were playing, I hurt my little sister, but towards my
mother I did not admit that it was my fault.",5
"I could have passed the last exam of the public competition, but
I failed as I had not studied.",5
"When a discussion resulted in an insult, which in my opinion, was
not justified.",3
When I bought my car.,1
My parents failed to visit me as they promised.,4
"Somebody told her friend that she would hit me wherever we would
meet.",6
"I had to meet a girlfriend to go out for a drink and she arrived
with her aunt, to whom I was introduced. Then the aunt left.",2
"My best friend started moving out with my boyfriend. When I heard
this my heart sank because I didn't expect that my own good
friend could do such a thing, so I got angry.",3
"When given responsibility to grade papers in elementary school, I
cheated a little and graded my own higher.",2
"After an exhausting day I came home and wanted to take a bath to
relax. My father wanted to take a bath first and when he had
finished after an hour, there was no hot water left for me.",3
"When a so-called friend let me down, when she promised to tell me
when a certain concert was occurring, and that she'd get me
tickets. I was really looking forward to it. She did nothing,
just told me out of the blue one day what a fantastic concert it
was going to be.",3
"When I feel helpless after having tried to help someone without
any result.",4
Not being able to hand in homework in time.,2
"I was alone at home, in bed reading a womens' magazine in which
there were storiees of paranormal experiences. My leg was
itching and I stretched my hand to scratch and I felt another
strange hand. (later I realized that it was the corner of the
blanket)",6
"When it was discovered that I had done the assignment at my work
place, this caused a lot of embarrassment for me.",5
When I had to assume a position which I didn't expect.,6
"Recently I saw a young girl fawning on a man. And what for -
money and things. I was ashamed to be a woman.",2
"My girlfriend one day went out and promised to be back at 6.00 pm
however she first arrived at 10.00 pm, without a message (we had
to go out that evening).",3
"When I ate my sister's food and then she found out that it was
me. I felt very ashamed but still refused to admit that it was
me.",2
"At noon one Sunday I received a phone call telling me that my
mother had been knocked down by a car at the street crossing and
that her husband should go and see her. I could not believe this
as my father and my mother had gone out together to buy lunch
boxes. However I immediately ran to the scene of the accident.",6
"I was overwhelmed with joy when I received the acceptance letter
to UNZA. This happened again when I passed all my first year
courses.",1
"At about midnight I had to go by bike through Graz alone. On the
whole it was a distance of several kilometers. A car followed me
through the streets. Only when I went into a one-way street the
car disappeared. The rest of my way home I was very afraid.",6
"Alone in the house (late 8pm) I heard noises. Sounded like someone
was trying to get in our back door.",6
"Iqam chosen for your lecture and my best friend is not. Now he is
angry with me and I cannot help him.",4
"I found a big, black spider near a bag of food.",0
When my ex-boyfriend and I separated.,4
"I am a school teacher. One of the classes does not obey me at all,
keeps on talking, does no work. One afternoon, everything went
wrong, and I got exceedingly angry.",3
My brother caught a spider and let his frog eat it.,0
"During a discussion I reacted very aggressively and so I made it
impossible to continue discussing.",5
"I had a driver licence but I didn't drive for a long time, than I
started to drive again, and had to get into hard transit and
highways.",6
"One time I set up my journey at night going to a certain bar. On
the way I met my friends and they told me that two people had
died because of heavy fighting. I proceeded on but with fear.",6
"During a movie in which I saw the effect of white settlers in
Africa.",0
"It was necessary to organise a competition in connection with a
celebration. Everyone was to be present at that event. It turned
out that there was no audience at all because everyone had
pretended to be very intelligent and no one had come. I got
furious.",3
When I saw my family after a separation of one year.,1
When I had drunk too much and nearly got an alcohol poisoning.,5
"When my boyfriend last told me he loved me after I gave him an
impulsive kiss.",1
"I felt very sad when I had to give up something that by right was
mine and although I didn't get it, a kind of suvenir that people
don't give you the right to have.",4
When I felt lack of aid from close friends.,4
"It was when I injured a friend accidentally with a stone. It made
a cut on the cheeks which resulted in suturing.",5
"When I got permission to study at a place which was far away from my
home.",1
"A boyfriend with whom I split up with came over to a friend's
house where I was visiting with a male friend. In a confrontation
in another room he tried to find out if I was aroused by my
friend by feeling my parts.",0
"While studying chemistry with a friend we became angry with
eachother because we were both fed up.",3
"When I succeeded in achieving a scholarship for which I had
strived hard during a period of financial, personal and physical
stress.",1
"After hearing the news about the death of my sister, I felt very
sad.",4
"At the funeral of a friend about 20 years old, who was killed in
a hit-and-run motorcycle accident.",4
"I felt this situation when a certain woman from a close village
shouted at my mother because she didn't get what she wanted, she
wanted some salt to put in her relish.",0
I failed an exam which I thought I would certainly pass.,2
"I feel unbelievably happy about the relationship between my
boyfriend and me, it is a reoccurring feeling.",1
"I didn't like my former fob and felt joy when I received a
telegram offering me a new one that I though better and for which
I had been waiting.",1
"When I was at school, no one thought I could pass my MCE so at
the end of the year my name was announced on the radio that I had
passed. I was the happiest person.",1
"I was so excited once that I told my classmate that she was old,
this hurt her and I felt guilty.",5
"When I saw a male engineer one year and came back to find he was
now a female (I don't know it/them personally).",0
"A shop-assistant behaved rather roughly with me though she hadn't
the slightest grounds for it.",3
Finding out that I am not ill (not seriously).,1
Not to have studied enough when exams were near.,5
"When the car I was driving skidded on an icy road and landed in
a ditch with one side against a rock.",6
"My grandmother was about to die, and it had the effect that at
night, after having read a book, and once in bed, in perfect
darkness, the fear arose that I too may suddenly die.",6
"Did not pick up a water mellon skin, someone slipped on it.",5
"A few months a close relative of mine died. I had never expected
this to happen and was sad for a few months.",4
"Our only elder sister got married and started having pains in her
abdomen and she was told that she could not have children. To our
suprise she had a baby 2 months back.",1
"I think that the only time I really felt shame was when I was
very young and I had to defecate on the street. I was very
worried in case someone should see me.",2
Quarrel in the family.,3
When I told my girlfriend a joke openly and frankly.,1
"One day I went for a bath. I took off my clothes and as soon as I
had finished my brother came in. I felt sad and I found no reason
why he came in.",2
"I was accused of having drunk a bottle of liquor and then
refilling with water.",3
"I had written a ""love-letter"" to a class-mate of mine, this was
meant to be a joke. Unfortunately it fell in the wrong hands
and I had to face the consequences.",2
"About the car (sadness) I felt anger the way I acted after
negotiating it.",3
Caught cheating on a diet.,2
"My father stayed abroad for one year. He does not like to write
letters because he makes ortographic mistakes. I never had a good
relation to him. He wrote me a letter in which he said that he
loved me.",1
"A friend of mine was telling jokes which I felt to be very
disgusting, especially because I was eating.",0
"On Reberbahn, I was in a ""restaurant"" where drinks were
overpriced. I did not ask for the prices beforehand, and when
the bill came I could not pay the bill.",5
"One day I did not feel very well and I wanted to talk to
somebody. A friend invited me for dinner and I was very glad.",1
"When I was a child, one day while playing, I fell up to my waist
in mud.",0
"When I did not concentrate on my studies despite my mother's help
and cooperation.",5
If a guy one is not interested in makes advances.,0
"After watching the 49ers lose game after game, year after year, I
was finally rewarded with a Super Bowl victory which made me
extremely happy.",1
When I considered writing a load of crap for this emotion.,2
When one's studies seem hopelessly difficult and uninteresting. ,4
"I got a very nasty electrical shock when I was tampering with
some electrical applainces.
",6
"When I dined with my new friends, one of them kept reminding us
that he was superior.",0
"I get angry when someone imputes on me things I never can do,
naturally negative. Servility, ""connections"", impudence, traits
that get me mad.",3
"I felt disgusted when I was not given money for lunch at school
by my father as a punishment for beating my little brother.",0
"I feel sad when I see things done against men and nothing could
stop it - at least I think so.",4
"I studied medicine for several semesters and at that time I
developed a great fear of examinations. I was most afraid of my
examination of anatomy. While other students were examined, I was
dissecting. I was able to hear everything and was waiting with
fear until it was my turn.",6
"Fear when fulfilling my obligations on my first night fatigue
duty as a soldier.",6
"I feared that I was pregnant. It was not planned and I would
have been compelled to have an abortion, which I would not have
liked at all. Fortunately, after a week's anxiety, I got to know
that I was not pregnant.",6
"I was physically assaulted and sexually abused about a year ago.
Just the feeling that I might not get away intact, or even alive,
produced fear.",6
Not being able to help my friend to study English.,5
"Two-timing - going out with person other than guy I was in
relationship with.",5
In a hurry to get to lectures and the car would not start.,3
When someone chased me from his house.,3
"When I saw a friend of mine, whom I had not seen for a long time
and I had lost his address and telephone number.",1
When I was scolded by my dad for bad behaviour.,5
"Yesterday when I received a B on a history midterm. I felt
overjoyed after having received C's previously.",1
"When I was admitted to a Language school. On the day when I was
informed by a message and my parents congratulated me.",1
"At using other people, because of sexual experience that was
using another to the detriment of both. Anxiety that I may have
affected another for the worst.",2
I passed an exam that I was absolutely certain that I had failed.,1
After an argument with a friend of mine.,5
Got ill.,6
"I found a cockroach crushed between two folders in my bedroom, I
called my mother.",0
"Felt ashamed when in a group conversation and could not
understand words or comprehend the topic of discussion.",2
"Decided at the last minute not to do something that I said I
would do with a person.",5
"When a pick-pocket robbed me of my money (K20) while I was
buying bathing soap.",3
When I was locked out of my room by my room-mate's friend.,3
"I received a letter and a Christmas present from a person I had
not seen for two years.",1
"Last year when I worked during the Summer holidays and studied
at the same time for an examination I had to repeat; my boyfriend
went to Greece for a holiday for a month.",4
When I felt alone and without love.,4
When a person that I like very much got near to me.,1
"In 1960, I was going to a school which was near my village and I
met a lion on the way, which disappeared suddenly.",6
When I had to finish those big amounts of homework in time.,0
"My friend had been telling me about a certain bird which when it
cries at night it's the sign that someone will die. So one night I
was alone in the house and I heard the cry of the bird and I was
afraid.",6
"A couple of years ago during the summer holiday, I was fishing at
a lake with my husband. Suddenly it started raining while the
sun was still shining. I experienced a feeling of joy, happiness
and fulfillment. the whole nature was full of music.",1
Punished by a leader.,3
"When I saw the movie ""Poltergist"".",6
Parents finding out I smoked.,2
When I was accepted as a student.,1
"I had not punched a ticket in the bus because I had a card. But
when the ticket-collector came it turned out that I had forgotten
it. The shame I felt was great though it was not done on purpose.",2
Made a wonderful driend who understands me.,1
When out of work.,4
"At school a classmate who was a very good pupil had to help
another boy who performed less well. He told him on purpose the
wrong things so that he had to repeat a year.",0
My old teacher in primary school died.,4
"This is difficult, since I don't remember feeling disgust towards
anyone.",0
Not doing something I had promised.,5
When I felt being treated unjustly by a teacher.,3
Not applicable to myself.,5
"During my holidays I had a boyfriend who turned away from me
outwardly. Therefore I danced with another man and raised certain
hopes in him. After a while I had to explain to him the
circumstances",5
When my behaviour was immoral - thinking about sex.,5
"When a friend, after being free of drugs for half a year, started
using them again.
",4
Being threatened by another person.,6
"When I learned that my dad had cancer. I knew he was going to the
hospital for some tests. My mom told me when she picked me up one
weekend from CAL to take me home.",4
The high school entrance exam.,1
"During my Highschool time I was chairman of the student's
comitee. In this function I once had to make a speech to a large
audience and I was very nervous. After three sentences I forgot
my text.",2
"When my parents behave very ""witty"" towards me, they make insipid
jokes about which they laugh. Or my mother who treats me like a
little child.",0
"When I encountered not only with my father's lack of
understanding but also with his unwillingness to understand me as
a parent, as far as things for which I (not he) have proves to be
right are concerned.",3
Disappointment over a friend.,6
"When I see how people around me pass by certain unjustice because
of indifference or cowardice.",3
"My classmate used her personal relations to get a seat for a
subject that I wanted also. I had taken the pains to help him
apply and I did not get selected. I did not like this as he had
not told me the facts earlier, he need not have lied to me.",3
"When my co-resident opened the bathroom door while I was bathing
inside.",2
"A friend of mine that is abroad undertook recently an axam to
enter on University in Dallas, and was approved.",1
Grovelling people.,0
"When I beat up my brother in order to control him and make him
obey my parents orders.",0
"I call my mother at least once a week. However last week I
completely forgot. This morning she called me, she thought I felt
ill.",5
I fell off a bike in the presence of a lot of people.,2
"I separated with the one I liked most. She refused all my dates
and told me that she had dated another one. My heart seemed to
cease beating. I was silent for some time and then I whispered
goodbye and left without turning back.",4
"On my birthday, an old friend of mine sent me a card. I had not
met him for a year and I was very glad that he had thought of me.",1
"Having failed to help with the 5th of March arrangements (Women's
Day), although I had previously promised to take part in the
work.",5
"The computer at school had left out my name along with four
others and I had no rights for one year. So I was happy to find
my name on the medical schhol list.",1
Bulgaria won a football match against France.,1
"After taking a difficult midterm for one of my classes, I felt
shame for not studying as much as I should have. I was ashamed of
the results of the midterm.",2
A typical family argument.,3
Obscene phone call where the person knew my name.,6
"At the beginning of the year I moved to a new city - I felt sad
as I had to leave many friends and family members behind.",4
"I was angry when someone stole a magazine which I had borrowed
from another friend and locked it in a drawer.",3
"When people manipulate others through appearing better than what
they really are.",0
"Two years ago I saw a film on the TV. Even now it makes me
afraid.",6
"I felt joy when I heard my name being called on the radio as one
of the students who had passed the interview of Nursing and was
selected to start Nursing.",1
"I once was accused of falling in love with someone's girlfriend
which was not true because the girl was just a friend of mine.",3
"I had gone home for a week-end and when I came back I found that
my clothes and my bedding had been stolen.",3
When I passed the first examination that I had to repeat.,1
Deception from a person I loved very much.,0
"After failing a second attempt at Med 4, following a number of
difficult personal circumstances.",2
"I was with a group of people and everybody told me to do or say
something. It was a confusing, strong and traumatic situation
for me.",2
"When bicycling along, a courier van started to tail me very close
- I sped up and moved over and he just did the same. I reacted
violently, much physical responding in the dangerous situation.",3
I was not chosen for the All English class.,4
"We always made a lot of noise during a certain lecture. This may
have been because we did not respect the lecturer. Finaly, the
lecturer could not tolerate it and he scolded us angrily and
pointed out our misbehaviour.",5
"When I saw that I had passed an exam. It was the last chance and
there was a lot at stake.",1
I reachad home to find that my baby had not been bathed and fed.,3
"I experienced joy at a friend's 22nd birthday party. We had good
food, good liquid, good company, good music, and an overall warm
atmosphere. The birthday girl and I communicate incredibly well.
I felt very content, warm and inspired just talking with her
giving her a neck massage.",1
"When a person whom I had invited did not come on the appointed
day and time.",3
"Found out that my grandmother might have been misdiagnosed as a
psychiatric patient because the doctor did not know about
neurologism.",4
"Telling friends about how my parents had been treating my
brothers and sisters unfairly.",2
When I was dismissed from a job after having been accused of theft.,2
"Once when I complained I caused a great discussion between my
parents.",5
"When I failed an exam last Summer. I had worked very hard for it
and I was very disappointed thinking that it was hopeless to
continue at college. I did overreact.",4
"One evening a friend of mine was telling a fearful story, nobody
took it seriously but I got frightened.",6
"Some time ago a close relative of mine got off cheap with the
worst.",1
"When I received a message that my brother was seriously ill and
was in hospital.",4
When my dog was stolen.,4
"After one year of searching, my friend and I have found a flat we
are able to pay for.",1
"My father was very angry with me, and I locked me up in the
shower. Then my father knocked his fist through the door, I was
scared to death.",6
When I passed my B.A exams.,1
"I was talking to a friend and he said something which was very
funny.",1
I received a letter from a distant friend.,1
"My mother was stuck by an apoplectic fit, was hemi-paralyzed and
suffered an aphasia.",4
"I was ashamed when I got the lowest result (mark) in class. All
the same I didn't worry too much because I knew I would have got
much better if I had read enough.",2
A terrible fight that I provoked with my friend.,6
Succeeding in helping others.,1
"During an argument between friends, one of them accused me of
taking advantage of some other friends who usually come to the
university in my car, saying that I ask them too much money for
the petrol.",3
"When I realised that I had rejected a boy, who was fallen in love
with me, rather bluntly four times.",5
"I am ashamed of the way my father behaves with my mother and
sister, and with me too.",2
"When I realized that I was far behind the others in the language
course and I could no longer catch up with the others.",3
"Deliberately provoked by someone close. Angered by the
deliberation not the provocation.",3
"When my friend, as usual, forgot the tickets at home for a
performance. We missed it.",3
"We were driving a car of a friend of mine when we turned in the
wrong direction towards an unknown district, and nearly drove
down a precipice.",6
"I had been drinking with a pal and I later (1 o' clock) had a date
with my fiancee. We were going to a Spanish lesson and I was
afraid that she would smell that I had been drinking.",6
"Because I am the Captain of a basketball team I usually organise
a roster system so that everyone in the team can have a turn at
doing either a duty or a ref. A lot of the time the girls can't
be bothered or just forget - I usually have to fill in.",3
"After an exam I was in a very bad mood as I had done it very
badly. At home, my mother took so long to ask me how things had
gone that I lost my temper. I overreacted and made my mother cry.
She still prepared lunch for me and did not scold me . Suddenly,
I thought that it was my fault and I started crying.
",5
"A man in a car was following me when I went running early one
morning in a fairly secluded area.",6
[ Depressions.],4
"When I miss the train and I am late, and I have to wait half an
hour for the next one.",3
I went to visit friends and it was very companionable.,1
"I live outside Graz - so I have to go by bus. One day I went home
from the bus stop alone. It was dark, I had to go through a
forest and there was a dark figure behind me. I was very
frightened.",6
"Death of paternal grandmother to whom I was very close - died of
cancer.",4
When I called my boyfriend he asked me if I would live with him.,1
"When not fulfilling any of my obligations to a person whom I
respect.",2
"I realised that someone was insidiously attempting to shit me off
I was disgusted with him for doing so, because I afforded him
with no excuse to do so.",0
Heard some ghost-like noise at night.,6
Seeing a pornographic movie in which animals were used.,0
When I demand too much from my friends.,5
"With the girl whom I may be loved truly. When she refused to come
with me to an occasion (she was from another town).",3
For the first time in my life telling someone I loved them.,1
"A friend of mine often had difficulties with her parents. Once
she had a child she had a better relationship with them.",1
"When I misled a person: I said that I would do her a
favour and didn't.",5
[ The day I have not worked (academic) hard enough.],5
"When I went to a job interview, I met a person who was very nice,
and his attitude made me glad.",1
"When I was working in Delhi, I had gone alone to see the hostel
where I would be residing.",6
When excuses are necessary and I get out of doing it myself.,5
"I was walking outside the union refec after rain when I tripped
and fell.",2
"When I am discussing something with a person and I realize that
the other person is thinking over her own argumentations instead
of listening, I become angry.",3
"Last night, I dreamt that things that looked like monsters were
trying to kiss me.",6
My grandfather's funeral.,3
"I had cared for a horse for 2 years. One day it was sold and I
cried for several days because I was so sad.",4
"I work at a day care centre, and one day when the children were
outdoors a four-year old boy disappeared from the yard. I was
not looking after them then, but as the manager it was me who was
responsible.",6
When I passed the driving test (on the second try).,1
"I felt happy at the settlement of our marriage, even though we
are from different socio-linguistic backgrounds our parents
agreed to the wedding without any conflict or discussion. We had
thought that they would object to the wedding but it did not happen. ",1
"A lonely, neurotic, shy girl lives nearby. She has expressed a
wish to meet me, I have however avoided her (turned down an
invitation) as the crisis my partner is going through uses up all
my empathy.",5
"A group of youngsters dressed in fads talked foul language on a
bus. They also insulted the pedestrians on the road and were
impolite to the passengers of the bus.",0
When my mother died in August 1978.,4
"On the train a drunk person touched my baby and I reacted very
disapprovingly. I felt ashamed later as the person had not been
aggressive though he could have been.",2
"I needed a recommendation for something. I decided that the best
person to get one from was a professor who I had never talked to
before. I felt a lot of fear going up after class to ask him to
recommend me considering he had never heard my name before. But I
did.",6
"I called my little sister to make her pick up her toy from the
floor. When she still refused after I had asked her for the
fourth time, we began to quarrel. At last the whole family was
involved in this quarrel and trouble was brewing.",5
A friend asked for help and I was not able to help.,5
"Being in a Malaysian city with my girlfriend coming out of a
picture theatre - seeing her rush up to a taxi that a very old
sick man was trying to get to. Seeing her take over the taxi.",0
A mishap suffered on misinterpreting a girl's proposition.,2
"I felt so afraid when dad fell ill, he had never suffered from
that disease since and I had never seen him as he was.",6
"When I did not get admission in M.Sc after my B.Sc, I felt really
bad. When I started my journey to Bombay, after having accepted
my uncle's offer to come to Bombay, I was afraid, wondering if I
would succeed or not. ",6
I was made a very sharp remark at a rehearsal.,2
[ A chat on the telephone with a friend.],1
"During a meeting I said something wrong and the others laughed at
me.",2
"Sitting alone in a quiet room, concetrating on things happening
around you. Thoughts come into my mind which make me afraid.",6
When a friend of mine was beaten for what was my fault.,5
When a thief broke into my house at night.,6
"When at school I thought that I was going to get the best results
in mathematics, but it was someone else who got the prize.",0
Someone borrowed my textbook and deliberately did not return it.,3
"When I was very young, one day, I kicked my grandmother and
caused her an injury which took a long time to heal.",5
When my colleague spat on my face after a quarrel.,3
[ I have not felt this emotion.],5
"During 7th grade our class mobbed a famale teacher so badly that
she had a breackdown and was hospitalized.",5
"When I broke a tea saucer. I felt ashamed. This was during the
birthday of my girlfriend.",2
Failed to keep an appointment.,5
Saw a father beating up his small child.,4
"A class-mate answered (accidentally) the call of nature in the
class during a tough mathematics examination.",0
Saw a dirty street.,0
[ When I acted against my mind or conscious.],2
"My daughter was 2 yrs she went up to a colt tried to hit it. It
turned on her and kicked her over the heart, sent her flying
through the air. I left my mother and sister to deal to her as
they are nurses. I felt I didn't want to know if she was going to
die, it was just too much.",6
Death of grandfather (unexpected).,4
"Feeling unable to preserve one's ideas and ambitions as innocent
as they are when you are young.",4
"On my birthday, my closest friends were here at Berkeley pithched
in a lot of money each and bought me ten records to replace some
of my records that were stolen. They threw a small surprise party
for me too.",1
"It was in a tramway-carriage: A stranger insulted a girl just
because she blew her nose. I detested his behaviour.",0
"I felt guilty of revealing a secret to my in-law. I told her that
my brother and I had gone to disconight which is a thing my
brother didn't want to let her know. Later my brother was accused
of spending a night out.",5
"When someone I love told me that she did not love me anymore and
that she wanted all the snaps that she had given me in exchange
for the ones I had given her.",4
"A person whom I thought to be honest took and spend the little
money that I had and I had no way of getting any money in the
few following months.",0
A child beaten up by his mother.,4
"When my relationship with my family is very poor I often fear
being excluded from the group, a fear which is stronger in
situations when an argument is on hand.",6
"When I listened to a conversation of friends talking about the
power of money.",0
The same as in SHAME.,0
When I heard the news that my grandfather had died.,4
"After moving out of my apt. I took all the furniture and dishes
and everything. It was mine but I took it all just to spite my
roomies. We had a few (a lot) of disagreements. I felt guilt for
moving out for the bad reasons.",5
When I met an old schhol friend (school love).,1
"This is an event I will never forget. I am considered a good
mimic. This particular day we were waiting for a professor
to take her class. This professor had a peculiar accent and a
very horrible way of lecturing and to top it all we had this
class at the fag end of the day. So this particular day I got
into my element and started imitating the professor, and the
professor entered the class right in the middle of it . I was
unaware of her presence, some of my friends tried to warn me but
it was of no avail as I was too engrossed in mimicing. Then I
suddenly noticed the silence and turned around to see her
entering the class. I do not know till today if she actually saw
what I had been doing or she had completely ignored it. Through
out that lecture I died of shame. All the more shameful was the
fact that she gave me a character certificate. ",2
"When I meet old past pupils of mine - and find they are all doing
well - I feel joy. Yesterday I met a young woman (20 yrs) I'd
taught her at 6 yrs, then at 12 yrs and hadn't seen her for last
3-4 yrs; she was no longer a waitress but a meter maid for
Council.",1
I saw a friend's husband with another woman.,0
"My patient died of Anaemia while I was organising blood
transfusion for him, so I felt guilty, because I thought that may
be I was slow.",5
"Guilt at having pressed another person to expose/explore his
personal weaknesses/faults, to the extent that the other person
was made to feel terrible/defensive.",5
"I had too much homework and examinations and I did not know how
to organize my work.",3
When I married my wife and took her home for the first time.,1
"I was so sick that my relatives thought that I was bewitched. I
felt like dying.",6
"When I passed my driving test, as it was the fifth time that I
had taken this test.",1
"When I was accused by my brother of having stolen a 5 kwatcha
note from my mother's bag. I was beaten up for this, the money
was found later.",3
When I passed my MSCE Exams and was selected to go to college.,1
"There was a cat on the street. It had been run over and its head was
open. We passed beside it.",0
"I felt guilt towards my mother when I went to live on rooms in
Nijmegen where I study.",5
"I was disgusted at the existing red-tape in the government
offices. I accquired my passport three months after having applied for
it and I had to go back five times to them to correct a minor
error.",0
"I am ashamed when I am not prepared in a subject and I have to
answer in the presence of the patients.",2
"One day, at an important place I met a group of girls and while
we were waiting for a bus these girls started smoking and
commanded me to smoke; I felt very disgusted. ",0
"Joy for me is when all my family gather around home for special
occasions as Christmas etc. It really gives me joy to see my
family and relatives and to observe natures productivity process
which have been going on for centuries.",1
"When my father found me in bed with a girl, we were deep in actioon
when he entered the room.",2
"I wrote a difficult Exam at one time while in my Secodary School.
When the results were announced on the radio, I came second out
of 80 students hence I felt joy.",1
"My sister won a scholarship to Norway and it was particularly as
she walked across the tarmac to get on the plane and she looked
back at us.",4
"I felt guilty of having suspected my room-mate of stealing the
money last term.",5
"I felt guilty when I was found to be the chief leader of making
noise in class.",5
"I worked for seven months in a factory, and made friends with a
fellow worker. Later, I visited my former fellow workers and was
told that, while in the army, my friend had shot himself.",4
"I didn't do very well on a midterm and I'm disgusted with myself
because I was prepared and thought I did well.",0
"At one time while at primary school I lost a pencil case of a
friend and I didn't mention it to her until after a fortnight.",5
"One night, my boyfriend expressed his love for me in the canteen in
the presence of my friends by giving me a present.",1
"I tried after months to begin talking to my boyfriend again. He
ignored me. I felt I had lowered my pride and became his
""doormat"".",2
When I insulted an elderly person for no reason.,5
"When I received the higher level exam results, I mistook the
grade E in mathematics for a grade F and I was shocked.",6
"My roommate liked to listen to some meaningless songs which had
melody but had no content. We lived together so when he played
the recorder I was forced to listen to them. I could not tell
him that I did not like to listen to the songs, as I had no right
to disturb the freedom of others. So I would find a pretext to
leave the room and go somewhere else.",3
"Anger at doctors for their treatment of me after giving birth.
They left part of placenta behind and I bled heavily for twelve
weeks - due to this, I felt weak and emotional, and they said I
needed psychiatric treatment and give me no support.",3
"One of the greatest sadness was when my grandfather died, because
I loved him very much.",4
When my chief accused me of an error that I hadn't made.,3
"Whenever my father smokes the smell makes me feel very
uncomfortable. He never listens to my complaints and I curse him
furiously in my mind. I cannot solve this problem by violence
because of traditional moral values. ",3
"In March I was busy studying during the night I could only sleep
two or three hours only for fear that I would be weeded and sent
back.",6
"At school I was bad in mathematics. Although my teacher had
admonished me to do my homework, one day I had forgotten to do
it. When my teacher noticed it, I blushed and was ashamed to be
rebuked in front of the other pupils.
",2
"When a friend of mine was drawn into a fight because of the
stupid gang he belonged to. I felt angry with him and his
friends. They could not think about anything sensible, but would
fool around without taking into consideration the feelings of
other persons.
",3
"When my boyfriend sat up half the night playing computer games
with a friend.",3
I made my boyfriend so unhappy and depressed that I feel guilty.,5
"A class-mate urged me to carry out a particular protest along
with him, and when the time came this fellow drew back while I
had to face the situation.",3
"Girl I was fond of did not initiate conversation as I expected in
tutorial.",4
"On holidays - just driving along a road beautiful scenery. Just
with my boyfriend - not really talking but just feeling
overwhelmed.",1
"When I started a relation with a girl, with whom I have fallen in
love already some time ago.",1
"When my sister took something that belonged to me without my
permission.",3
When I had to leave my mother and my sister after a week's visit.,4
When my grandparents moved to another part of the town.,4
"My mother suffers from a mental illness. One night she was not
feeling well and was sent to the hospital. I was scared that
she would die, and all night I was very sad and did not dare to
close my eyes.",4
When my mother had a nervous illness.,6
"This happened when I could not get into the school I had
initially wanted, and ended up doing something I had never
thought I would do.",0
Being told that I have not got a personality.,3
"In the begining of teenage, on the matters of sex - speaking
about sex.",5
When I heard that I had passed the second year exams.,1
"I was travelling in a bus from school going home for holiday. In
the bus unfortunately I stepped on a bag in which there were
delicate things.",5
"I read about a murderer who brutalized his victims by cutting
open their stomaches and taking out their bowels.",0
"I reached the bus stop and realized that I had forgotten my bus
pass.",3
"Being a spokesman for the union, I got into a quarrel with a
colleague who had been acting disloyally over a sustained period
of time.",3
"In Southern Tyrol, I was gathering apples, it was a fine day, I
was not thinking about anything, I felt an overwhelming joy.",1
Seeing a pornographic film when looking for a place to live.,0
When friends try to put me down or hurt me. ,3
When the gear broke on my car.,4
"My boyfriend breaking up with me about 7 months after I had an
abortion. Just the fact that he was ignoring me and continued to
do so.",3
"[ When I break someone's things out of carelessness, or do something
to make others feel unhappy or hurt the self-esteem / self-confidence
of others, especially if they happen to be friends or family members.]",5
"Classes were over and I wanted to go home. A friend of mine
asked me to wait for half an hour to take him back home. I said
no. ",5
I feel anger when things don't come out as I wish.,3
"I saw a neighbour, from the same appartment block as me, lying
on the road. He could have been injured or ill. I kept 20
metres away and did not go to help him.",5
Overhear people talking about me and saying that I am stupid.,3
"When once my mother asked me to do some work for her at home
because she was busy and moreover this work was to be done by a
man. But it remained undone.",5
"I work part-time as a shop-assistant and a customer spoke to me
very loudly about an Indian man & white woman with children - how
horrible that was and would I want to have little dark children.",0
My class winning against another class in a football match.,1
"The same situation as with sadness. I was afraid about what my
parents would further do to distroy my relationship.",6
"Some days ago I had a car accident. It was quite slight but
through my fault. I felt strong shame because I had the spirits
of a good driver.",2
"There was a cup final match between Limbe Leaf Wanderers and
Silver Strikers and someone promised to give me some money for
admission fee to watch this game. Unfortunately he did not give
me.",3
"We had arranged a beach party with 20 people. There my father got
drunk I felt very ashamed.",2
"[ On discovering the red-tapism and the bureaucratic, corrupt,
decadent, degenerated infrastucture of every public utility,
office and service; and the rampant corruption at every single
level of education and other institutions.]",3
"I wanted to take something from under my bed. While doing this I
felt a dead bird laying under my bed.",0
When I failed the grade 7 exams.,0
"I had known the girl for a few months when I proposed to her and this
put an end to our friendship, as from then on we started
withdrawing from each other. I liked her very much.",5
Getting very low marks in mathematics.,2
Not handing in homework in time.,2
When my friend let my personal matters be publicaly known.,2
"A person (a male) told me that he liked me. He has a problem, he
is a homosexual.",2
"[ I feel a sense of joy whenever I complete a piece of writing
which is part of my work. Intense reading also brings me joy. I
also feel happy when I reminiscent about them.]",1
"A close friend of mine was leaving for graduate school out of
state. I had arranged to gather some people together the day
before he left to be with him and have a good time, but I didn't
pay as much attention to him as I should have.",5
One of my best friends was hurt by a girl he loves.,4
"When a very dirty class-mate farted in my presence. There was a
terrible smell.",0
"They wanted me to pay for a ticket twice because they said that
the one I had was out of date.",3
"A friend of mine is having psychiatric problems because of his
mother's death ages ago. He is really quiet and because it
relates back to his childhood I feel sadness for him. He doesn't
lead a normal life and it just seems unfair.",4
"After I had given the wrong answer to my students they pointed
it out to me and I had to correct myself.",2
"Prolonged ""niggling"" of friend on a single theme which I
considered of no consequence.",0
"When my father a 4th/5th generation colonial (from Eng.) attacked
me verbally about my chosen partner. A man whom he discarded
because his colour skin was not white. His ultimate disgust
saddned me.",4
"Someone didn't show up at a meeting in spite of having agreed to
come.",3
"One day I felt dizzy during a lecture. When the lecturer asked
us as to who had heard the fairy tale - I was the only one who
put up his hand and this surprised the whole class.",2
"My girlfriend and I agreed to go to the cinema. However I
completely forgot our appointment. I remembered it two hours
too late when I went to visit her.",5
"I feel shy to show all my worth when I work for the first time
with a conductor or a producer unfamiliar to me.",2
I was very happy when I got an attractive Summer job.,1
"My father got a slight heart attack after a telephone call of
mine.",5
"The day I received the key of my apartment and we could enter in
it, for my fiancT and I had bought it yet in plans, and it seemed
to us that this was almost impossible to happen.",1
"During the summer I received grade cards from my TA's. I expected
a B no better in Computer Science. I looked at the card - I got an
A - I was ecstatic.",1
When I am walking on the streets and see a gang of thugs.,6
"One day I was chatting with children at home. Then I took a lump
of soap and gave to one of them pretending that it was a sweet. I
thought the child would realise that it was not. Unfortunately he
did not and he put it in his mouth.",5
"During a lecture, a colleague who did not know anything about the
subject, got on my nerves asking silly questions.",3
A friend of mine came to see me when he was quite drunk.,0
"When I was refused a transfer from my school to another, simply
because it was far away from my house.",0
"When I was informed that I had been accepted as a student of
Psychology.",1
"I ""snapped"" very abruptly at my mother when she said something
silly and stupid, (in front of other people) she looked so
defenceless & hurt & told them that I'm always doing that.",5
I confused a girl with another.,2
"One night, after having decided to finish our relationship, I
took my girlfriend home. While driving back home, I felt that I
had not handled the whole thing very well.",5
"When I was accused of having impregnated someone's daughter, it
was the girl's cousin who had done it. ",0
"I was about to share lunch with my aunt's husband when she told
me that I would have to wait and eat with my cousins.",2
Cannot recall the emotion with any force.,2
"I could not meet my love, after having waited for a month, due to
illness.",4
"Viewing the results of senseless vandalism to a local primary
school.",0
At school - being whipped by the teacher in front of the class.,2
I had a dream in which I was an African elephant.,6
"The acts of brutal violence in generally disgusts me. Fights,
phisical aggrssion, etc.",0
"I stayed for several weeks with a friend of mine before she moved
to live with her husband. One evening he came drunk and made an
awful scene, which I still remember.",0
"When I was eight years old my father was run over by a car. When
I saw his body I was sad beyond words.",4
"Christmas Eve: there was a tension between my parents, they did
not even try to restore a harmonic atmosphere. Mother stayed in
her room almost the whole day. I felt alone and was very sad.",4
"I felt guilty when I was robbed of a friend's radio at Lilongwe
bus depot after promising that I would keep it safe.",5
"A person walking his dog allowed it to defecate on the footpath
outside my house. Although it had happened before, this was the
first time I had witnessed it. All the skills I had learnt from
PY 263 were thrown out the window when his indifference to my
protestation was obvious to me.",3
"I felt ashamed one day when my teacher shouted at me in the
presence of my boyfriend.",2
"Without my permission, my son had made popcorn after coming back
from school. The consequences were a spoilt kettle and chaos in
the kitchen but what could have happened with the hot grease ?",3
"Receiving understanding from within self of a subject I had
previously wished to understand better.",1
Saw people spitting in public.,0
When I won some coins in a small competion.,1
"I was in a bus with my school material when I fell and sat on the
lap of another passenger.",2
"I felt unfairly treated at an airport, being told to use a
different counter (for domestic traffic only).",3
The physical appearance of a meal.,0
"When a patient in the ward died (one who had been under my care).
I felt as if I didn't give the appropriate care to the patient.",5
"I was happy when at difficult times I could find support in my
friend and my fiancT, I was happy because of their spiritual and
moral help which gave me new power to struggle. I was happy then,
I felt it in my soul.",1
"[ When family mmembers or friends blame me for something I am not
responsible for. I feel very sad as it was not my fault.]",4
"I felt sad when a friend of mine died and I felt that something
had irrevocably gone away from me.",4
"A teacher gave me lower grades than I was entitled to, and was
hoping for.",0
"I was disgusted by my paranoid attitude towards myself, my
homework at university and disgusted about my lack of retention.
Especially in learning another language.",0
"The death of my guardian with whom I had stayed when I did my
grade six.",4
"My mother told my uncle who is a Roman Catholic Priest
(Redemptist Father) that I had been living in a de-facto
relationship for three years. He was very, very angry at me.",2
"I was carried away while talking about my visits abroad and I
tended to boast a little, till I realized that the listener was
amused.",2
"When I am alone in a room with no contact with anyone -
loneliness drains me.",4
"[ Any situation in everyday life has this emotional sense, in
class, in the street, at home, at the table..........]",1
"When I thought that it was going to be impossible for me to start
studying (due to wrong information from the student advisor).",4
My old friend visited me in the university.,1
"During a football game I made an offence towards an acquaintance.
Later on this acquaintance also tackeled me and the game became
very rude.",6
Someone messing up the room we share.,3
"I ate very fattening food in front of my boyfriend who would like
me to lose weight. I am supposedly pursuing a modelling career
but first I must lose weight. I had been trying to diet.",2
"The day I was told that I had been accepted as a student of
economics.",1
"[ When I act thinking that I know everything and I then realize
that there were things I had not thought about, thus hurting
others.]",5
Failing an examn.,2
"Practicing wind-surf my body was caught under the sail. On trying
to get out my leg was caught in the lashing. I was afraid of
dying by asphixia.",6
"I read a book about the situation in South-Africa, about the
terrible violations of human rights. I was disgusted with the
white population.",0
"Making an unexpected talk with a professor in the canteen. This
made me shy.",2
Because of the examination I had to study night and day.,0
"When I was told that they had got tickets for me for a film
marathon I wanted to see.",1
"I was at the corner shop, which I patronise regularly I had only
a $ 50 note and I purchased about $ 3 worth of goods that I
really needed - the keeper made sarcastic remarks to others about
people using him to cash notes.",3
Finding out that a boy I do not like is in love with me.,6
Spit and vomit.,0
"I was in ILHA GRANDE with a wonderful sun, with wonderful people,
with a wonderful sea, with a wonderful boy.",1
"I was travelling in the South of Brasil, near the end of the
year. I was well settled with 3 friends. At the evening of 31 M.,
somebody, also with us, took from his purse pints of all colours,
and the 4 of us, and other friends, that were at the same beach,
painted each other and we went to the beach with champagne.",1
"When I was a child: I had told my mother a lie and she found it
out.",2
The death of a close friend.,4
When I try to get closer at a person and she misinterpreted me.,4
"I felt it when a girl who was dear to me lied to my face. I got
angry with the fact that she knew I didn't believe her but she
kept on telling lies.",3
"When talking with my sister, she often ventilates prejudices,
which my father also adheres.",3
When my flute-teacher was replaced by a new one.,4
"My friend came to see me after she had stayed abroad. I waited at
the station.",1
When my grandfather died.,4
"I felt sadness when I notice that I'm not important for a
determinate person. We do many things for a friend, and we see
soon after, that he doesn't do anything for us, nor thinks of us.",4
My friend had trouble and I was not able to help him.,5
"My grandmother died over the summer. I knew her very well, she
baked great biscuits. She was in the hospital but expected to
improve and go home soon. She died in her sleep.",4
"I told my friend about how I had calculated my salary by cheating a
little. When my friend remarked about it, I understood that it
was wrong to do so, and I felt ashamed.",2
"One night,when I was in primary 5 or 6, I felt thirsty so I
fetched the thermos to pour a cup of water for myself. Then I
saw my brother lowering his head and I, jokingly, poured the
water on his head.",5
"After joining my M.A in Social Sciences, I appeared for the first
semester exam. I failed one of the exams, and when I looked at
my results I felt disgusted and then I got angry.",0
"When, after drinking a glass of water, I found a cockroach walking
out of the glass.",3
"When the thing that made my friends and relatives sad happened to
them.",4
When approached by a gang of youths in town at night.,6
"I felt the emotion when I entered a certain ward in the hospital
to visit my relative who was sick.",0
"My mother treated me unjustly as if I was a little child. I said
mean things. I was unable to defend myself adequately.",3
"When Kanishka was blown up, I really felt disgusted at people
killing each other.",0
"When I dropped a bottle in the state liquor store and everyboby
started laughing.",2
"When I found out that my good friend and roommate did not pay the
phone bill and electric bill like he promised and let me down.",3
When a friend died.,4
"Sleeping with a girl on a Saturday night and then not contacting
her in later days.",2
"I remember when I was a child of a storm that made me terribly
afraid. I thought that the house was coming down and that in the
next day I would be dead. Everybody was awake and I stayed all
night in bed without falling asleep.",6
"When my mother entered surgery for a quadruple heart bypass. I
felt intense fear at the time she was actually wheeled away.",6
"When I ""hated"" one of mmy flatmates who was nice to me.",5
"When my younger sister, who was then 16 years old, was pregnant.",2
My grandmother died.,4
"One morning after breakfast I was still not satisfied. My nephew
(a small boy of 2) had not eaten his breakfast and just when I
was taking a bit of his share someone walked in.",2
"I bumped my dad's car in a lamp post. He was not at home then,
neither was he home when I left for the campus. I did not tell
him about the accident and I will never tell him.",5
Being alone in the room at night.,6
"When I part with my friends I feel always sad for some time. I
can't remember a concrete example now. For example I have just
parted with a friend of mine and I am feeling sad.",4
"I was supposed to meet my girlfriend at a pre-arranged place but
it took me an hour to find her.",3
"My friend and I worked for the community centre by holding a booth.
One day my friend went off to another booth to play. This
meant that I was very busy and could not maintain order. His
behaviour disgusted me.",0
"After studying a lot for my H.S.C exams, I could not make it to
the medical stream and I felt sad about this.",4
Saw a dead rat on the street.,0
My mother was ill and my father was not at home.,4
"It was on 9th January 1983 when I received a message from home
telling me that my father passed away on the previous day with a
history of cancer of the oesophagus. This time I was doing my
third year of my Secondary School.",4
"My boyfriend hinted over the phone about wanting to ""be free"".
He thus did not say it point blank, silence followed.",6
"One night I did not come home without telling my parents and I
did not want to speak about it afterwards. My mother cried. I had
a bad conscience and felt guilty.",5
"I did not attend a social studies observation class for 1 whole
week (I am a student trainee teacher). Anyway the other teachers
thought this was okay because the teacher I was supposed to
observe was not well liked. The teacher was in fact really nice
to me - but I wanted to get out of teaching a hard topic he had
given me.",5
"I feel shame when sometimes, (unconsciously) I behave unethically
and without understanding the problems of the man I love.",2
"When I could not attend the college picnic due to some
difficulties.",0
When my grandfather died.,4
"My 80 year old grandfather underwent three successive operations
during a single year. The third operation was risky and I was
scared that he would die and feared that my grandmother would be
very sad.",6
On seeing a scene of an accident in a magazine.,0
"My sister in law was about to have a child, and there were some
problems. They had to do a Caesarean. After a while, everything
was all right.",1
"I found a human ""treasure"" that I desired and got immediately. I
didn't think about anything. When I touched him I imploded but I
am whole.",1
That I would do bad in a class and not get into Bus school.,6
"When my cousin passed away unexpectedly and tragically (a
murder).",4
When my sister left home to go and live with her husband.,4
"I was disgusted to find out that the water isn't filtered or
purified before it leaves Latimer Hall from the drains.",0
"When I do or say something inappropriate which hurts people close
to me.",5
"When I was told that I had not been successful in getting the job I
had been expecting. I was sure that I was sufficiently
qualified.",4
"My sister borrowed some LP records for a party. She had left them
in the car on curatao. Due to the heat they were crooked, so I
couldn't play them again.",3
"Went to a movie with a date, walked on the beach (in Alameda)
spent some time afterwards in her apt.",1
When my grandmother died.,4
When I got in jungle where there was a great number of snakes.,6
"When my mum's brother passed away after having been involved in a
car accident. He was bringing me a present as I had passed my
form five exams with flying colours.",4
"Like guilt - the most ashamed I have ever felt was when I began
to feel guilty about having sex with my boyfriend when it was
only ""the thing to do"", and not really an act of love.",2
"I had to take care of my little brother. When I met a friend I
did not pay attention to him for a certain time and he was hurt
while he was playing.",5
I had to change a baby's clothes for the first time.,0
"One of these people who sell meat in town used a knife to stab
his friend and later carried on using the same knife to cut meat.",0
Emotional reassurances by spouse.,1
"Late one night I was pursued by gipsies who had no good
intentions.",6
"At the death of my friend's father and especially as this
happened ten days before her wedding.",4
"I feel disgust towards those who are responsible for the death of
others.",0
"When my father was imprisoned for burning the house of his
younger brother.",4
"I asked someone to bring some present to my father and found out
that he is not a reliable person. I was afraid if my father would
not get the presents he would be angry with me.",6
In a party of friends I got completely drunk.,2
"When I got the positive result of my examination to achieve the
Bachelor Degree in Plychology.",1
"When I saw a fight I had a physical reaction of disgust and of
deep perturbation.",0
"I was ashamed of being laughed at by my colleagues when I failed
to answer a question in the classroom.",2
"When I met my boyfriend and we discovered that we shared the same
ideals and goals in life, and that we could share all our
feelings and thoughts and felt that the world's not so bad when
you have someone really close to share your life with.",1
"When I broke up my relationship with my former girlfriend as she
would ask me irrelevant quetions about my past.",5
"Found out that someone I knew well has been misunderstanding me
for 2 years.",2
"My father had a heart attack when I was not at home (I was still
living with them). He recovered relatively well although he had
to retire (which implied relief from the stress of a small scale
enterprise).",4
"When I was cycling past a parked car someone opened the door and
nearly pushed me off my bike and into the traffic.",6
"I found a big black beetle in my coffee cup. It was alive big and
it was moving its limbs.",0
"I went to the cinema with my friends, without telling my mother
about it as I had been to the cinema the day before also. When
she asked me where I had been, I lied.",5
"It was some years ago when one evening some people came home and
told us my father was badly injured in an accident.",6
"I felt afraid of losing somebody I love to another person because
I was an incomprehensive person and lots of time I fight with
this person.",6
"When I was a teacher in an evening school, a girl raised a lot of
questions and expressed her opinions. She, very often, took a
stand which was different from mine and she thought that it
was better than mine. Her opinions were helpful academically, but
she did not take into consideration my position in public. Also
she seemed to be very talkative and so she disgusted me.",0
When I got very drunk and really misbehaved at Christmas.,5
"I felt fear when my friend and I broke into an abandoned military
base in Los Angeles this summer. I feared because I didn't want
to be caught.",6
"I worked at a lawyer's office during Summer and I got a very
good reference from him.",1
"My parents were out and I was the eldest at home. At midnight a
male stranger phoned us and spoke to me in a rough language. I
hung up and heard someone walking outside our door.",6
"Once I spoke without thinking very much - it was quite a
nonsense.",2
"An old woman was violently thrown down the stairs of the tube by
a group of louts.",3
"[ Meeting some new (unpleasant) people or some new, demanding
situation.]",6
"My sister and I were fighting as usual. She's older tham I am,
bigger built and stronger I couldn't win in a physical battle and
in a verbal battle I couldn't seem to get through to her to
really hurt her.",3
"In a tram, the ticket seller was commanding, taking the role of a
leader, trying to emphasize her non-existent authority with undue
strictness towards a good-humoured drunk who could not find his
ticket at once.",3
"I finished the relationship with my boyfriend, after having felt
myself very unhappy for a long time.",4
Getting into this university.,1
The possibility of having failed the examination.,6
"When I left my boyfriend. I found another girl at his home but he
did nothing to relieve the situation.",4
"I had to undergo an operation in Summer and so my family had to
stay at home during the holidays. I felt guilty, above all
because of my brothers.",5
I was afraid before I went to the doctor's.,6
"I came home from a party rather drunk. I said things I would
never have said normally. Next morning I was terribly ashamed
about what I had said.",2
When I failed the grade seven exams.,2
"I felt very happy when I heard I had passed the examination to
move up to the second year course.",1
"Having my personal objects rearranged by someone else without my
consent and having it arranged to their taste. Then trying to
find a particular object they rearranged for an hour or more.",3
"In a dam lake, when the water was let flow to water the plants
and I and two other boys were near the water pit. We rescued
ourselves only thanks to the flippers and the tyre that was with
us.",6
"A friend asked to borrow my notes and I did not give them away
(my notes too badly written)",5
"I was forced to go to a party with someone I didn't love and he
was telling people that I was his girlfriend.",0
"I felt guilty one day when I stole a slice of bread in a
cafeteria.",5
"I spoke to my mother on the phone. She had skin cancer and was
waiting to be operated. I forgot to ask her the date of the
operation and just before finishing our conversation she gave me
the date in passing. ",5
"On days when I feel close to my partner and other friends.
When I feel at peace with myself and also experience a close
contact with people whom I regard greatly.",1
When I heard that my nephew had passed away.,4
My boat running into another boat.,1
"My father accused my brother of having bumped his car, and it was
wrong.",3
When I pass an examination which I did not think I did well.,1
Not being accepted by classmates in university.,4
"I'm allergic to most foods - eating something that I'm allergic
to caused guilt.",5
A classmate damaged ma iron and tried to hide the damage.,3
"When, for the first time I realized the meaning of death.",6
When my brother died.,4
"I felt sad after having had an argument with my boyfriend. I felt
that he did not understand me and that there was no point in
carrying on with the relationship.",4
"I had decided to propose to the man I liked to make a trip
together. One day, during breakfast I told him my idea. I was
afraid of his not accepting it and that the idea would end up as
a failure.",6
"One of my friends asked me to go shopping with her, another
friend of hers was also coming along. During the outing they
kept talking to each other and I felt left out, even when I tried
to talk to them they seemed not to listen to me and did not pay
me much attention.",3
Being sexually assulted in public.,2
"The period when I was pregnant and when I gave birth to my son.
I can say those were the happiest months in my life.",1
"In a rather important exam, when they caught me red handed
copying.",6
T.V features showing the violation of defenceless people.,0
"When I was stopped by plain clothes policemen because the car I
was driving had overturned on the Avenue. I had been driving too
fast, and I was afraid when I was stopped, questionned and then
toild to go. The situation ended happily since there were no
consequences.",6
"When I thought that my high school love and I had a mutual
emotion.",1
"I felt ashamed of my body in spite of knowing that it is more or
less beautiful and also knowing that my boyfriend considers me
beautiful, but this was only in the beginning.",2
"I feared that I would have to describe my sexual life to an
older, strange woman.",2
I am sad because some relations to friends are not very good.,4
"Boyfriend ""chatting up"" another girl.",3
"At an anti-pornography meeting, when samples from films and
magazines were shown.",0
"When I received the result slip of the higher level examination
(an university entrance exam) and saw that I had a very good
possibility of being accepted into the university, I felt very
excited.",1
"I don't know why suddenly I thought that what I was feeling for
my boyfriend was not really love. After almost three years being
together, this matter of fact shaked me and I felt a great sorrow
that I can call sadness.",4
"When I met my girlfriend again in another town after a long
separation.",1
"I was almost caught in the girls hostel by the security men, I
would have been expelled from school had I been caught.",6
"I came home one day and discovered that my sister had borrowed my
car and had gotten into an accident with it. My entire front
bumper was destroyed.",3
Doing unexpectedly well in an examn.,1
"I felt much anger when my fahter interferred in my relations with
another person whom I liked very much, ending something that I
adored.",3
"When I saw hundreds of snakes twisting over one another in a
movie.",0
"When I had to talk to some strangers, from whom I was expecting a
negative answer.",6
Whenever I see a spider or a snake I feel disgusted.,0
When my grandfather died.,4
After an exam which I failed.,4
"Once in primary five, I had forgotten to take a book to class and
the teacher punished me by asking me to stand at the back of the
class. I thought about the way my mother would react if she saw
me being punished. My mother was very good to me and though she
did not see me punished, I felt sorry for her.",2
"I sensed a strong feeling of joy when in the plant, at my working
place, I got a message that I was admitted as full time student at
the Higher Agricultural Institute.",1
When someone lies to me.,3
A boy in my class talking too loud in the lecture.,2
My parents did not let me go on holidays with my friends.,3
"When my middle child became very difficult to handle after the
birth of his baby brother and I did not have any patience with
him.",5
"I had a very horrible dream one night, I dreamt that I had fallen
off a very crowded train.",6
"It was a week before the higher level results were announced. I
had tried and failed many times and this was the last time that
I was taking the exam. I knew that if i failed again I woulld
have to enter the society. I imagined things during this period
- I dreamt that I had entered university and it was a nice
experience. When I thought about the future, an unexplainable
fear rose in me. I feared being a worker and not having a bright
prospect, I also feared the criticism of my relatives as my
brother had gone to university. Whenevr I thought of this issue
I could not eat or concentrate, and my heart beat increased.",6
Getting a letter from a friend who did not write for a long time.,1
"Being stopped by the police for a traffic offence which I don't
think I committed.",3
"When I heard that my step-mother had treated my mother in a wrong
manner.",3
Did not finish homework.,2
"Car accident. Travelling as a passenger along narrow bitumen road
at night - trying to overtake semi-trailer. The truck pulled over
onto our side and we hit the wet dirt, swerved back into the
truck, back onto the verge, over a guide post and into a ditch.",6
Made a statement that other people did not believe.,3
When my mum learnt that I had beaten up someone in a fight.,2
Not being a good host for a friend from a far away place.,5
"While working as a domestic helper, one day I had not cleaned up
very well and they made a remark about it.",2
"Receiving a very personal letter from a lady that I like, which
revealed that she was more enthusiastic about me than I had
thought possible.",1
"After I had made my debut at Ullevi against IFK, Gottenburg and
got a good write up in the paper.",1
"On New Year's Eve, when I went to the house of my girlfriend's
parents to meet them.",2
"Some time ago a man tried to teach me something. ""Tried"" because
it is very difficult to teach somebody when you yourself are not
competent and cultured.",0
"I stopped my car in front of a pedestrian crossing as a child was
crossing the street. The car driving in the next lane did not
stop and the child got hurt. Had I not stopped ...",5
When I had to act alone a character for a public (40 people).,2
"I slapped my sister's daughter and after several hours, she had a
high temperature and she ended up being admitted in hospital.",5
"When I was in a Christian institution, sometimes the nuns would
send back the people who came to visit us when it was not the
visiting hours. This disgusted me.",0
"When I received a positive answer from my appeal to withdraw my
registration at UNZA.",1
When I failed the grade 7.,2
When I shout at a colleague in classroom.,5
"When my boyfriend almost had a relationship with a close friend
of mine.",4
"When my grandfather died, I saw my grandmother crying against my
aunt's shoulder (I had never seen my grandmother cry before).",4
"I was disgusted when my brother was arrested because of stealing
money.",0
Failing in the English language exam.,2
"Uncleaniness at my work place. The place is generally not very
clean, but when it reaches a point, I get angry at the person
who is supposed to clean the place and the people who are
supposed to supervise him.",3
"I was very happy when I received the year end results as I was
worried about how well I had done. I was very happy to know that I
had passed.",1
"I was inside the car with my husband and we were assaulted with a
gun at 10 o'clock in the evening.",6
When my little sister was born.,1
"I feel disgust with my first boyfriend who made fun of our love
in an abominable way.",0
"I confronted with this feeling at the Institute quite recently,
the pedology lecturer was the cause.",3
"Following an argument with my brother, he broke my golf clubs.",3
"I feel ashamed every time that someone makes me a positive or
negative critic.",2
Class leader getting me to do things he did not want to do.,0
"When I unexpectedly received birthday greetings from a person I
like.",1
Some people not cueing in the dining hall.,0
"The day I was nearly stabbed to death by ruffians who wanted to
take my money. I refused to give them any money and they started
running after me, I ran into somebody else's house to save
myself.",6
"My old boyfriend - yes the same one - asked me out. We had a good
time. Then he asked me out the following week. He actually took
interest.",1
"I told someone that I still had a relationship with a boy
although it was finished already 3 months before. That person
seriously discussed several things relating that issue. Then I
felt very miserable because I had told lies.",5
"I had worked very hard during my vacations to raise some money
for a few major items (e.g a radio). but when I arrived at the
inter-city bus terminal, my hard earned money had been stolen
from me.",3
"During a party I overheard a conversation about china. When I
wanted to give my opinion one of the people came out to be Chinese
and his opinion was right of course.",2
I got separated from the man I loved.,4
When I gave my boyfriend a brush-off.,2
Failed to do what I had promised.,5
With self at losing an important game that I should have won.,3
When I was admitted to the Higher Institute.,1
"When the results of the part I exams came out I felt tremendous
joy in my heart. The results came out after a long period of
worry and anxiety, so it gave me endless relief and joy.",1
"Going away for the weekend, leaving my College room open - when I
returned several friends had had a party there, leaving the mess.",3
"One evening, I was with a group of friends having a talk. There
was a very trustful and joyful atmosphere.",1
Noticing my flat had maggotts !,0
"When the dean of UNZA asked me to vacate a big flat I was
occupying and take up a smaller one as I was becoming a full time
student at UNZA.",3
"When I woke up after a night of drinking I couldn't remember and
discovered several untoward things had occurred.",2
"My car had been towed away by the traffic police because it had
been wrongly parked. However the sign had been put up only after
I had already parked.",3
"[ I feel disgusted at people who talk negatively about a person
without knowing the person well.]",0
"When being made look a fool by the teacher in front of the class
during a turn.",3
When I read a lot and did not remember anything.,4
"When I was cycling through the park late one night, two people
jumped out of the woods and tried to stop me. There were
shouting something at the same time.",6
"When I found out that I had passed the last two exams by a
margin of three marks.",1
"I made an appointment to pick up someone. However I arrived
too late and she had to wait a quarter of an hour.",5
"I am the secretary of an association, and during the last meeting
I forgot to take the minutes.",5
"When I was 10, I got busted for stealing a candy-bar.",2
A close person lied to me.,3
"When a girl said in my back that we were in love, and she had
actually refused me. When I confronted her she started insulting
me.",0
"In my penultimate job I was responsible of a sections with
several employers, after several years of dedication I was
dismissed by a new chef, saying that I was incompetent.",4
"When I received my U.E. accredited as I was totally unexpecting
it and I was so happy.",1
"I look up to my Karate-teacher. When I came to a training lesson
after I had not trained for one week, I was totally stiff. I was
ashamed.",2
"No really strong such emotion. Just falling off to sleep when I
caught sight of a 5 cm diameter spider crawling onto the pillow
beside me.",6
"I learned that a class-mate had given a list, of peolpe who help
each other in exams, to the professor.",3
"When my sister left to go home, in Sweden, after the Christmas
Holidays.",4
"I felt fear when once I was asleep and dreamed that I was dying
asfixiated by a cardiac attack, I was afraid and woke up
desperate. Altough I wasn't afraid of death I was afraid.",6
"Quite unconsciously I offended a girlfriend of mine. It was
really worthy to pass this fact over in silence, but I acted so,
because I believed I was right. In fact it often happens to me to
feel guilt, after I have already done the deed.",5
"I read a story in the newspaper about butchers treating their
animals very badly. They disgusted me.",0
"I had studied for almost one week for my physics-examination.
With difficulty I passed the examn. I was angry about the teacher
and also about myself because I had not remembered enough during
the examn and because the time that I spent studying was wasted.",3
During a meeting.,2
"When I stole money from my mother and she asked me later if I was
responsible. I never admitted it.",5
"I knew a girl so lovely that everyone would like her. But she
refused to accept my Christmas present and I tried to forget
her.",4
Death in the close family.,4
"At primary school, when I vomited in front of others in the middle
of a lesson.",2
When I proposed love to a girl and she turned me down.,2
"When I patronized a certain tavern which had prostitutes, it was
almost a brothel.",0
"After having quarelled unnecessarily and without any reason, and
having been stupidly cross in every way.",2
"When my present boyfriend asked me initially to go out with him I
had waited a long time for this to occur.",1
"One evening, while going to meet a friend of mine, I had to cross
a meadow by a dark road. There were bushes on the other side of
the road. The weather was damp and a bit foggy. I heard steps
behind me and kept speeding up my steps all the time.",6
Before an oral examination - which I did not take eventually.,6
"I was in love with a very beautiful girl and when I went back for
my holidays I found her wth another guy who she said was just a
friend. Later I found them together and was convinced that there
was something fishy.",3
"At having an argument with a stranger, in the street.",3
"When I entered a brothel and saw two sailors with a young
prostitute who was not older than 18.",0
"Once I had to go home on foot at 5 a.m. I had to pass through a
forest and I was going alone.",6
"When I get something that seemed very hard like getting a job, a
boyfriend, etc. A specific sutuations, was when I started to date
a boy whom I liked for a long time.",1
"I felt very guilty when a student, sitting in front of me in the
exam, asked me a few questions and I did not show him the answers,
though I knew them.
",5
Misunderstood by friends.,3
"When I sided with my mother in a quarrel she had with my father
before they briefly separated.",5
After the death of a girl who I disliked.,5
"When I was in the 12th standard, I could not speak English. One
day, while talking with my relatives I used a wrong word and
my cousin corrected me, believing that I did not know English. I
really felt ashamed then.
",2
"Last week, my organization summoned an executive meeting and one
of the executive member's pointed out a loop hole in the
committee's administration. He could not suggest any
improvements, so I quarrelled with him.",3
When my term paper was evaluated.,1
"My father had been involved in a car accident two years ago. I
was then very scared thinking that he would die as he lay
unconscious in hospital for two weeks.",6
"While intoxicated I damaged my sister's car in a minor way and
someone elses in a minor way.",5
"I felt guilt to have come back from home without seeing my father.
When I went home he was at work.",5
"The juniors in our dormitory at school started to complain and
make a lot of noise about the duties assigned to them by the
prefect who was my class-mate and was very cool and dull.",3
"One day in the TYBA class the teacher asked me a very simple
question which I could not answer. Finally the teacher himself
gave us the answer and my friends started laughing at me as I had
not been able to answer a simple question. I knew the answer but
feared that my response may be wrong. All this made me feel
ashamed of myself. ",2
"I received a phone call from a high school friend whose younger
sister studied with me at the University and gave me a lift every
moning. She was going to get married to a guy whom I knew too and
who had died when he fell from a building, I was afraid to lose
somebody since I had already lost a brother in an accident.",6
"When I could not pass my exams with good marks. My wedding was
to take place 15 days after the exams and I tried to convince
myself that this was the reason for my not having done well.
However, I thought that had I really put my mind to doing well at
the exams I would have done well.",2
"When my sister took my things without having asked for my permission
first.",3
Breaking an implicit promise.,2
"When my pet dog,who was to us a family member, died. He had been
vomitting for the past three days and we had not found the time
to call a vet, finally when the vet came it was already too late.",5
"I was driving and a deer suddenly appeared in front of the
car when there was a lot of traffic behind me.",6
A close friend died.,4
When my cousin passed away.,4
[ After an examine I had been satisfied with.],3
"I lied to someone and some time later this person found out that
I had not told him the truth.",2
"When one of my relatives went out at night leaving me and my
friend alone, I cheated my parents that she didn't go out, after
they had heard that she was out, I was afraid that she might have
beaten me.",6
"After a pleasant evening with friends in my flat, one of them did
not want to leave, because he wanted to sleep with me. He said
that he had fallen in love with me, that he felt alone and so on.",0
Class leader told me to collect homework for him.,0
"I went on a picnic to the country side park. The beautiful
scenary made me feel relaxed and every worry disappeared , thus
the picnic was worthwhile.",1
"I had to decline an appointment which had been very important for
the other person. For this reason we even got into trouble.",5
"I got lost in a foreign town. I did not know the language of that
country and it took me hours to meet my friends again.",6
In the morning just before going to the dentist.,6
"In secondary school I had a class-mate who talked too much.
Once we went to the cinema after school and she sat next to me and
commented the movie throughout - very disgusting.",0
"I felt disgust with a man I had trusted and respected, to whose
problems I had always shown deep understanding.",0
"When they put the blame on me when I scored the third goal at the
match.",3
"Yesterday, I was just about to cross the road when a country guy
who was ahead of me spat out a mouthful of betel juice on the
road. It was very windy and had I not checked my speed I would
have had a very good shower of his saliva. Though I was not
angry, I felt that these people were very indecent.",0
"An accident happened to my little cousin because I had not taken
enough care of her. She fell on the floor and her hands were
hurt.",5
"I was to meet one of my friends (girl) at the library at 8:00
already dark. She would be walking alone. She was 45 minutes late
but I kept waiting, calling her room and other places she could
have been.",6
"In my village there was this tax collector who used to cheat
people and collected more than was wanted, the surplus was for
his family and himself.",0
"Thinking that I had been seen smoking at school by a teacher -
waiting to be summoned to the headmaster's office.",6
"Being sexually assulted and told my friends about it (we cried
together).",4
When I first came to the campus.,1
"When I met again a great friend and talked a little while with
him. When I see again another I miss.",1
Spots on the seat covers of my husband's car.,2
"I was very sad when I heard that my brother had failed the
standard 8 exams for the third time.",4
When I forgot about a meeting at work.,2
"I destroyed my step-brother's bedsheets by mistake, they were the
only ones he had.",5
"Leaving Melbourne to move interstate - leaving relatives and
friends behind.",4
"When I was going to bring back my girlfriend to LA to meet my
parents.",6
"It was extremely sad to me when I heard that a patient who I was
taking care of in hospital had passed away. He had some abdominal
pains.",4
"I was very sad when I could not take the M.A (I) exams due to
illness, and a relative of mine disheartened me about it.",4
"When I first heard ""I like you !"" from my boyfriend.",1
"Sitting in a bus, I heard behind, the voice of a girl I was
friendly with. After her talking for some time with another girl
I decided it wasn't her in fact that someone miming her, which it
was when I finally looked. I was talking to a friend at the time.",4
"I had a feeling of shame when I found myself unable to answer
some questions from my tutor simply because of a lack of
preparation.",2
"Climbing a mountain where the rocks were very loose. When we
realized the danger, we were very high up, but still had a long
climb ahead.",6
"I'm glad when I have good relations with my colleagues and most
of all when we are at a party.",1
When my husband stays late at a meeting and I have to be alone.,3
"When I do not succeed in making myself clear to other people.
When they do not understand what I say.",2
"As I was in a ward one man died and I was instructed to watch the
last offices. But this was my first time to see a dead person -
fear came.",6
My article not chosen by the college newspaper,2
When coming up for trial because of shop lifting.,2
"My grandmother's brother had taken active part in the resistance
movement. He had been in prison many times and there he lost his
health. He became an invalid. When we phoned to First Aid the
nurse on duty behaved quite unkindly when she understood how old
he was (79).",3
"I was in Sierra Nevada, climbing a peak over 3,000 metres high,
without any light and with many other problems. I was afraid for
my life.",6
"I once felt that my last hour had come when I was unexpectedly found
in the hands of.",6
When I was charmed by my relatives.,3
When I won an unexpected sum of money.,1
Talking about someone behind their back.,5
My roommate boasting about her English lectures.,0
"When I watched the T.V programme called ""The living planet"" and
saw the far reaching environmental destruction caused by man.",4
"When I was told a friend's baby had been born with only partial
sight. This was her first child and she was not young (the mother
that is).",4
"When I did not do well in the PG310 test I, I got only 4 marks
above the pass marks despite my effort. I felt bad because quite
a number of friends did better.",2
"I was disgusted at myself when I dropped a vital catch, while
playing a cricket match, and we lost the match; though the catch
was difficult. ",0
"A lady I live with had not bothered to clean up before she went
on holiday (I live in a collective).",3
When I was accepted for a course on finance and accounting.,1
"Recently, I left my bag in the car of someone who picked me up
while hitch-hiking. I spent some effort to find out where he
lived (I succeeded).",2
"I felt afraid just before receiving the question paper of the
part II exam.",6
"When I saw a drunk man urinate upon himsellf and he seemed to be
thoroughly content with it.",0
"When I was responsible for getting my friend run-out in a vital
cricket match.",5
"When I saw a man hitting a child of 2 years without any consideration,
simply because the child had been leaning against a window.",3
"When my parents quarelled over something I had done and which was
wrong.",5
"The trick was really intolerable. They hid it, and I was worried
and restless all day. When I saw them I really wanted to slap
each one of them.",3
"When some friends and I get acquainted a guy during vacations I
thought he was disgusted and ""a friend"" of mine for whom I feel a
little disgust wanted to stay with him.",0
"When I am alone and listen to a song which I like very much and
which I had listened before together with friends.",4
Watching a horror movie with friends.,6
"I was walking from my friend's house, a few blocks from my house, when a
car began to follow me. He waited I passed by it rotateed a little and
stopped on my way. I changed completely my way and the car went
on following me until I turned at a corner and running I hid in a
garden of a house, waiting for the car to pass by. I went back home
terribly afraid.",6
"It was when I stepped on a python (snake) unknowingly while it
was sleeping near a baobab tree.",6
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