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"jPgi-V5Dl8u-00003-00000712-00000950": "are a manufacturer who is a part of this", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00004-00000951-00001215": "automotive supply chain or even a car", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00005-00001216-00001311": "buyer", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00006-00001312-00001574": "then this video is a must watch for you", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00007-00001575-00001791": "also at the end of the video i will be", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00008-00001792-00001982": "sharing three business ideas which you", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00009-00001984-00002102": "can pursue", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00010-00002103-00002367": "or diversify into if and when this", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00011-00002368-00003219": "policy is implemented so stay tuned", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00012-00003220-00003527": "[Music]", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00013-00003528-00003703": "welcome to yet another episode of the", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00014-00003704-00003943": "thing filter show where we dig a little", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00015-00003944-00004031": "deeper", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00016-00004032-00004311": "into the recent developments and news", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00017-00004312-00004495": "surrounding the mechanical engineering", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00018-00004496-00004719": "industry so make sure to subscribe to", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00019-00004720-00004999": "our channel and never miss an episode or", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00020-00005000-00005111": "even better", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00021-00005112-00005335": "hit the notification icon a flexible", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00022-00005336-00005463": "fuel vehicle", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00023-00005464-00005735": "is basically an alternative fuel vehicle", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00024-00005736-00005967": "with an internal combustion engine", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00025-00005968-00006222": "capable of running on more than one seal", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00026-00006223-00006446": "usually the fuels that are used is", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00027-00006447-00006710": "gasoline that is petrol blended with", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00028-00006711-00007055": "either ethanol or methanol as a fuel", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00029-00007056-00007246": "stored in the same tank", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00030-00007247-00007519": "but don't get confused with bi-fuel", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00031-00007520-00007814": "vehicles flex fuel vapors are different", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00032-00007815-00008134": "than biofuel vehicles because in them", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00033-00008136-00008463": "two separate fuels are kept or stored in", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00034-00008464-00008695": "two separate tanks and are used one", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00035-00008696-00009023": "after the other for example cng or lpg", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00036-00009024-00009239": "or even hydrogen these engines are", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00037-00009240-00009527": "capable of burning any blend of fuel", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00038-00009528-00009791": "in the combustion chamber since the fuel", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00039-00009792-00010095": "injection and spark timing are adjusted", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00040-00010096-00010374": "automatically as per the actual blend", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00041-00010375-00010599": "detected by the fuel sensor now what", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00042-00010600-00010951": "this means as a car owner is that you", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00043-00010952-00011151": "don't need to worry about which blend of", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00044-00011152-00011359": "petrol you have actually put in the car", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00045-00011360-00011574": "since the vehicle is smart enough to", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00046-00011575-00011863": "detect and make adjustments accordingly", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00047-00011864-00012142": "flex fuel engines are a marvel of modern", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00048-00012143-00012391": "engineering since it allows the cars to", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00049-00012392-00012663": "take advantage of higher octane levels", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00050-00012664-00012927": "in ethanol it actually improves the", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00051-00012928-00013143": "engine performance which eventually", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00052-00013144-00013391": "saves money for the car owners there are", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00053-00013391-00013558": "two main benefits", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00054-00013559-00013751": "of using flex fuels", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00055-00013752-00013975": "that is ethanol blended petrol", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00056-00013976-00014263": "one is to reduce the dependence on", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00057-00014263-00014511": "foreign oil and 2 is to reduce the", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00058-00014512-00014711": "emission so when it is burned", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00059-00014712-00014919": "we don't get carbon monoxide or other", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00060-00014919-00015135": "toxic emissions which we get from", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00061-00015136-00015375": "burning petrol this reduces the carbon", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00062-00015376-00015671": "footprint compared to burning petrol", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00063-00015672-00015927": "apart from environment sustainability", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00064-00015928-00016111": "another major advantage for a country", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00065-00016112-00016327": "like india is that the raw material", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00066-00016328-00016607": "required for making ethanol or ethanol", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00067-00016608-00016839": "is abundantly available to us since", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00068-00016840-00017150": "ethanol is a byproduct of agricultural", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00069-00017151-00017471": "crops like sugar cane corn and wheat", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00070-00017472-00017711": "which we have abundant supply of so much", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00071-00017712-00017983": "so that our country actually faces", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00072-00017984-00018271": "problem storing surplus produce of these", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00073-00018272-00018614": "crops however the main benefit that you", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00074-00018615-00018783": "and i will enjoy", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00075-00018784-00019022": "is the reduced spend on petrol fuel", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00076-00019023-00019191": "costs in india have been rising for a", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00077-00019192-00019383": "very long time and this is a matter of", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00078-00019384-00019663": "concern for individuals who own petrol", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00079-00019664-00019950": "vehicles as we are aware in major cities", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00080-00019951-00020214": "in india cost of one liter of petrol has", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00081-00020215-00020439": "crossed hundred rupees later", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00082-00020440-00020663": "with the use of flex fuels we can", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00083-00020664-00020894": "estimate that it will come down to", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00084-00020895-00021199": "around 65 to 70 rupees a liter the major", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00085-00021200-00021455": "benefit of using flex fuel engines", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00086-00021456-00021630": "is that they are more environmentally", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00087-00021631-00021855": "sustainable since they emit 50 percent", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00088-00021856-00022150": "lower carbon monoxide and up to 80", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00089-00022151-00022358": "percent lower nitrogen oxides and other", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00090-00022359-00022583": "hydrocarbons compared to regular", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00091-00022584-00022886": "vehicles lower efficience are important", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00092-00022887-00023167": "for people staying in metros or big", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00093-00023168-00023271": "cities", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00094-00023272-00023535": "since degrading air quality is a major", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00095-00023536-00023639": "concern", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00096-00023640-00023855": "which needs immediate solution if we", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00097-00023856-00024127": "take examples from other countries where", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00098-00024128-00024358": "these flex fuel engines have been in use", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00099-00024359-00024614": "for a very long time it can be seen that", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00100-00024615-00024886": "these engines can be converted to run on", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00101-00024887-00025230": "100 pure ethanol very cheaply and", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00102-00025231-00025503": "quickly using after market kits", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00103-00025504-00025639": "these kits", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00104-00025639-00025878": "contain an oxygen sensor", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00105-00025879-00026158": "placed on the exhaust system of the car", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00106-00026160-00026431": "which gives information on engine's air", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00107-00026432-00026646": "fuel ratio back to the electronic", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00108-00026647-00026887": "control unit the unit", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00109-00026888-00027158": "then adjusts the engine's fuel based on", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00110-00027160-00027295": "this feedback", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00111-00027295-00027543": "and maintains optimal combustion now i", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00112-00027544-00027718": "know a question will be cropping up in", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00113-00027719-00027951": "your mind that whether you will be able", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00114-00027952-00028239": "to use these flex fuels in your existing", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00115-00028239-00028470": "petrol vehicle while regular petrol", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00116-00028472-00028574": "vehicles", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00117-00028575-00028911": "are not specifically designed to run on", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00118-00028912-00029055": "these fuels", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00119-00029056-00029207": "but technically", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00120-00029208-00029446": "you can use your vehicles for a short", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00121-00029447-00029783": "term however this definitely is not a", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00122-00029783-00029943": "long term solution", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00123-00029944-00030102": "for several reasons", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00124-00030103-00030383": "one of the reasons is that ethanol", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00125-00030383-00030535": "unlike petrol", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00126-00030536-00030790": "is prone to oxidation which can cause a", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00127-00030791-00031055": "ground-like sediment to accumulate in", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00128-00031056-00031343": "various engine parts another reason", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00129-00031344-00031607": "is that ethanol will react with other", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00130-00031608-00031839": "materials in the car like rubber", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00131-00031839-00032127": "which can cause then degradation hence", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00132-00032127-00032383": "if flex fuels are to be rolled out", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00133-00032383-00032551": "engines will have to be specifically", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00134-00032552-00032815": "built for them what this means is that", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00135-00032816-00033055": "an additional engine variant for car", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00136-00033056-00033271": "manufacturers to be built in their", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00137-00033272-00033471": "production facilities making it", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00138-00033472-00033727": "mandatory to manufacture these flex fuel", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00139-00033728-00033974": "vehicles will impact the indian", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00140-00033975-00034215": "automotive industry significantly the", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00141-00034216-00034431": "popularity of these flex fuel vehicles", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00142-00034432-00034607": "in several other countries like the", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00143-00034608-00034862": "brazil or the usa is", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00144-00034863-00035127": "majorly because of the fact that the", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00145-00035128-00035439": "flex fuels are easily available in", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00146-00035440-00035783": "abundance at regular pumps hence making", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00147-00035784-00035871": "these", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00148-00035872-00036062": "cars is one issue", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00149-00036063-00036271": "but supplying this", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00150-00036272-00036615": "flex fuels at regular pumps will be a", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00151-00036616-00036711": "challenge", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00152-00036712-00036967": "and it needs to be taken seriously", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00153-00036968-00037190": "before making a policy change the", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00154-00037191-00037430": "technology to make these vehicles or", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00155-00037431-00037711": "engines is certainly not new however", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00156-00037712-00037967": "making these engines available in india", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00157-00037968-00038183": "will take a greater part of the year at", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00158-00038184-00038479": "least since it requires modification in", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00159-00038480-00038679": "the existing supply chain and", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00160-00038680-00038887": "calibrating these engines to sort indian", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00161-00038888-00039151": "conditions additionally a policy like", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00162-00039152-00039246": "this", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00163-00039247-00039543": "will give manufacturers who are already", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00164-00039544-00039855": "in advanced flex fuel markets", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00165-00039856-00040046": "an advantage over indigenous car", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00166-00040047-00040327": "manufacturers companies like volkswagen", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00167-00040328-00040551": "toyota andesan yundai", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00168-00040552-00040790": "they are already present in brazil or", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00169-00040791-00041055": "usa and making these kind of cars since", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00170-00041056-00041279": "a very long time hence any such policy", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00171-00041280-00041415": "implementation", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00172-00041416-00041695": "will be beneficial for companies like", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00173-00041696-00041935": "this at first according to our industry", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00174-00041936-00042223": "expert for car manufacturing company it", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00175-00042224-00042487": "is the variety that kills them setting", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00176-00042488-00042646": "up an additional", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00177-00042647-00042823": "engine variant production line is", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00178-00042824-00043046": "certainly not cheap and all this", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00179-00043047-00043335": "accumulates as internal company costs", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00180-00043336-00043590": "which these companies do not like to do", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00181-00043591-00043758": "unless they are forced to", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00182-00043759-00043951": "apart from that these additional", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00183-00043952-00044118": "manufacturing costs", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00184-00044119-00044374": "will be passed on in some measure to", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00185-00044375-00044615": "consumers like us as promised at the", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00186-00044616-00044758": "start of this video", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00187-00044759-00044951": "i am going to share some golden nuggets", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00188-00044952-00045190": "of business ideas that i came up with", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00189-00045191-00045462": "which you can pursue to diversify your", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00190-00045463-00045687": "current business so here they are the", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00191-00045688-00045846": "obvious business case", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00192-00045847-00046118": "is to make auto components specifically", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00193-00046119-00046335": "for these engine variants and approach", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00194-00046336-00046630": "car manufacturers because remember", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00195-00046631-00046918": "each and every component which the fuel", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00196-00046919-00047030": "touches", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00197-00047031-00047262": "will have to be redesigned and rebuilt", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00198-00047263-00047518": "you can base an entire business", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00199-00047519-00047790": "in making after market kits for", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00200-00047791-00048046": "retrofitting with existing vehicles to", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00201-00048047-00048335": "run on flex fuels this could mean that", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00202-00048336-00048446": "anybody", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00203-00048447-00048527": "can", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00204-00048528-00048727": "use their existing vehicle", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00205-00048728-00049086": "and use the skids to run on any type of", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00206-00049087-00049335": "non-petroleum based fuels this", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00207-00049336-00049655": "technology will be especially useful", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00208-00049656-00049967": "for places where petroleum is expensive", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00209-00049968-00050199": "or difficult to update last but not the", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00210-00050200-00050455": "least you can think of manufacturing", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00211-00050456-00050646": "testing kits or equipment", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00212-00050647-00050958": "to test the exact blend of petrol such", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00213-00050959-00051238": "kind of kits will be in huge demand", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00214-00051239-00051487": "across the country and across", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00215-00051488-00051782": "the entire fuel supply chain to avoid", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00216-00051783-00052030": "adulteration i hope you learn at least", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00217-00052032-00052287": "some basics about flex fuel cars and", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00218-00052288-00052447": "i'll be very happy", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00219-00052448-00052638": "if some of you can make use of the", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00220-00052639-00052838": "business ideas that i just shared", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00221-00052839-00053126": "adoption of this technology will depend", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00222-00053127-00053471": "on adequate infrastructure and public", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00223-00053472-00053679": "perception as of now this development", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00224-00053679-00053830": "looks good on paper", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00225-00053832-00054054": "for all stakeholders involved however", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00226-00054055-00054350": "how this plays out only time will take", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00227-00054351-00054487": "and finally", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00228-00054488-00054703": "please don't forget to give your", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00229-00054704-00054942": "feedback in the comment section below", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00230-00054944-00055215": "please remember your comments are like", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00231-00055216-00055519": "fuel for us to make videos like these", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00232-00055520-00055729": "thank you", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00233-00055729-00056303": "[Music]", "jPgi-V5Dl8u-00234-00056304-00056512": "you"}}, {"audio_id": "jPilEYVAxso", "text": {"jPilEYVAxso-00000-00000000-00000087": "hello", "jPilEYVAxso-00001-00000088-00000254": "and welcome to the final part of the", "jPilEYVAxso-00002-00000256-00000438": "hometown fork series this one's all", "jPilEYVAxso-00003-00000440-00000743": "about punishment specifically physical", "jPilEYVAxso-00004-00000744-00000935": "punishment which had been a form of", "jPilEYVAxso-00005-00000936-00001174": "acceptable justice for a very long time", "jPilEYVAxso-00006-00001175-00001335": "and it was pretty usual that different", "jPilEYVAxso-00007-00001336-00001511": "forms of punishment had been performed", "jPilEYVAxso-00008-00001512-00001687": "in special occasions let me give you", "jPilEYVAxso-00009-00001688-00001855": "some examples from my hometown for", "jPilEYVAxso-00010-00001855-00002014": "lesser criminal acts they had people", "jPilEYVAxso-00011-00002016-00002175": "stand in the pillory where people you", "jPilEYVAxso-00012-00002176-00002447": "know would shout at them boo with them", "jPilEYVAxso-00013-00002448-00002679": "or sometimes even throw stuff at them in", "jPilEYVAxso-00014-00002680-00002855": "most places you could find the pillaries", "jPilEYVAxso-00015-00002856-00003071": "at the facade of the town hall torture", "jPilEYVAxso-00016-00003072-00003247": "on the other hand was performed in the", "jPilEYVAxso-00017-00003247-00003447": "basement of their very building for", 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work we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00051-00038208-00038374": "invite you to acknowledge the First", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00052-00038375-00038585": "Peoples of the lands that you are on", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00053-00038586-00038974": "currently and name them in the chat and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00054-00038975-00039233": "if you would like to learn more you can", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00055-00039234-00039307": "visit", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00056-00039308-00039617": "nativeland.ca and I'll see you again in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00057-00039618-00039767": "a few moments thanks for being with us", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00058-00039768-00039893": "great", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00059-00039894-00040151": "so once again thank you for joining us", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00060-00040152-00040552": "uh for art dialogue uh and race uh this", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00061-00040553-00040811": "is the second session of our series", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00062-00040812-00041039": "animating democracy reflecting forward", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00063-00041040-00041374": "and we're so uh delighted and excited to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00064-00041375-00041567": "have the opportunity to work with art", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00065-00041568-00041879": "action on this series uh as some of you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00066-00041880-00042274": "may know many moons ago Andrea SF was", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00067-00042275-00042539": "one member of a small three-member team", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00068-00042540-00042815": "that launched the animating democracy", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00069-00042816-00042907": "program", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00070-00042908-00043246": "and as as one of our colleagues back", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00071-00043247-00043559": "then and throughout these last couple", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00072-00043560-00043877": "decades she's really contributed so much", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00073-00043878-00044152": "to uh to the thinking behind animating", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00074-00044153-00044399": "democracy and this work of art for", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00075-00044400-00044740": "change in general it's been awesome to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00076-00044741-00045077": "also work with Andrea's 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"here at Art to action to enable some", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00090-00048834-00049127": "folks to maybe be a little bit more", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00091-00049128-00049445": "immediately before us and with us uh and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00092-00049446-00049739": "so we want to welcome everyone in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00093-00049740-00049918": "whatever space you're in and wherever", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00094-00049919-00050177": "you are on the planet uh for for being", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00095-00050178-00050279": "here", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00096-00050280-00050674": "Barb thanks Pam this reflecting forward", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00097-00050675-00051005": "series is an opportunity to consider the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00098-00051006-00051220": "practice and progress of community-based", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00099-00051221-00051457": "and socially and civically engaged art", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00100-00051458-00051694": "for each session we're bringing together", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00101-00051695-00051940": "artists and cultural leaders from", 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"jRx6_W-DGtA-00167-00068838-00069149": "social impacts we engaged across sectors", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00168-00069150-00069437": "to nurture an ecosystem of supports and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00169-00069438-00069755": "work to inform discourse and policy", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00170-00069756-00070138": "about quality and Equitable practices", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00171-00070139-00070475": "as we reflect forward we see societal", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00172-00070476-00070744": "challenges mounting rather than receding", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00173-00070745-00071003": "but support infrastructure and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00174-00071004-00071344": "Leadership for this work has expanded we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00175-00071345-00071494": "are pleased that recognition and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00176-00071495-00071776": "resources honor Alana and bipoc led", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00177-00071777-00072011": "organizations and artists and that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00178-00072012-00072250": "leadership for this work is more widely", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00179-00072251-00072526": "distributed in this evolving Ecology of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00180-00072527-00072719": "arts for change", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00181-00072720-00072859": "foreign", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00182-00072860-00073193": "democracy gratefully acknowledges the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00183-00073194-00073373": "thought partnership and collaboration of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00184-00073374-00073625": "all our partners and supporters first we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00185-00073626-00073811": "thank the Ford foundation for its", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00186-00073812-00074069": "generous and early support we extend", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00187-00074070-00074291": "admiration and gratitude to all our", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00188-00074292-00074699": "grantees advisors Liaisons researchers", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00189-00074700-00074963": "evaluators writers and all of our", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00190-00074964-00075250": "funders on behalf of Americans for the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00191-00075251-00075547": "Arts Pam and I thank you for your vision", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00192-00075548-00076150": "creativity and very powerful work", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00193-00076151-00076487": "great so um so we have one more thing", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00194-00076488-00076703": "that we want to do before we get into", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00195-00076704-00077044": "the main event uh and in each of the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00196-00077045-00077141": "sessions", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00197-00077142-00077303": "um in the series we're taking a few", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00198-00077304-00077621": "moments to pay tribute to an artist who", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00199-00077622-00077879": "is part of animating democracy and whose", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00200-00077880-00078226": "work really impacted uh our thinking and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00201-00078227-00078503": "the participants with whom we uh with", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00202-00078504-00078791": "whom we worked and also the field at", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00203-00078792-00079175": "large uh these artists are now past uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00204-00079176-00079661": "but uh we we truly remember them uh for", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00205-00079662-00079847": "the the contributions that they made and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00206-00079848-00080182": "we're honoring two today seku sundiada", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00207-00080183-00080521": "and John O'Neill", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00208-00080522-00080893": "was a poet whose bold rigorous", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00209-00080894-00081232": "multi-disciplinary Works emerged from a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00210-00081233-00081461": "love of one's Community a quest for", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00211-00081462-00081700": "social justice and a vision for a better", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00212-00081701-00081838": "world", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00213-00081839-00082121": "one of the most known works that he did", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00214-00082122-00082379": "was the America project a deep response", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00215-00082380-00082655": "to the aftermath of 9 11.", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00216-00082656-00082853": "working with colleges and universities", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00217-00082854-00083179": "the America project held poetry readings", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00218-00083180-00083550": "interviews Community things Civic", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00219-00083551-00083800": "conversations and dinners in homes", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00220-00083801-00084035": "churches and bookstores across the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00221-00084036-00084305": "country and among the questions at the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00222-00084306-00084643": "center of uh of of the America project", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00223-00084644-00084899": "and the dialogues that happened with it", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00224-00084900-00085121": "were what does it mean to be a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00225-00085122-00085355": "critically engaged Citizen and resident", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00226-00085356-00085715": "of the U.S in a time of intensifying U.S", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00227-00085716-00085967": "Imperial power and influence", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00228-00085968-00086176": "and what are the prospects for love", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00229-00086177-00086519": "compassion and human solidarity in that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00230-00086520-00086632": "endeavor", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00231-00086633-00086915": "what emerged from this journey and um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00232-00086916-00087119": "and the discoveries was say whose", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00233-00087120-00087443": "remarkable staged work entitled the 51st", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00234-00087444-00087676": "dream state", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00235-00087677-00088144": "in 2000 when seiku joined us for our", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00236-00088145-00088306": "very first learning exchange with", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00237-00088307-00088535": "grantees little did we know how", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00238-00088536-00088799": "profoundly important his participation", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00239-00088800-00088925": "would be", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00240-00088926-00089165": "the morning's introductions of grantee", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00241-00089166-00089441": "projects turned into an intense and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00242-00089442-00089693": "unplanned discussion of white privilege", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00243-00089694-00089938": "and black and brown people's exhaustion", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00244-00089939-00090215": "of having to educate and listen to white", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00245-00090216-00090450": "people work out their own stuff", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00246-00090451-00090725": "unresolved we broke for lunch", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00247-00090726-00091067": "after lunch seiku entered a space that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00248-00091068-00091223": "was still holding the tensions of the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00249-00091224-00091523": "morning he was expecting to share a poem", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00250-00091524-00091762": "or two as a basis for a facilitated", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00251-00091763-00092026": "dialogue but he stepped in front of the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00252-00092027-00092279": "room took a deep breath and the words", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00253-00092280-00092675": "that came out gentle slow sonorous fast", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00254-00092676-00092962": "furious and full his poetic power", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00255-00092963-00093341": "embraced refocused inspired and reset", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00256-00093342-00093599": "the group he created a new and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00257-00093600-00093821": "generative space for human emotion to be", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00258-00093822-00094079": "felt and honored and for thoughts about", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00259-00094080-00094415": "race democracy and dialogue to be formed", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00260-00094416-00094715": "and expressed we remember sakus and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00261-00094716-00094961": "biata for bringing himself and his work", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00262-00094962-00095255": "into animating democracy and for a brief", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00263-00095256-00095471": "moment that's remained Everlasting in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00264-00095472-00096005": "our hearts and souls", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00265-00096006-00096311": "Andrea", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00266-00096312-00096599": "thank you so much for that um moving", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00267-00096600-00096923": "memory and tribute to seku Sundial", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00268-00096924-00096994": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00269-00096995-00097288": "someone who was a great and inspiring", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00270-00097289-00097732": "artist and moved so many of us", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00271-00097733-00098111": "um it is now my great honor to pay", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00272-00098112-00098465": "tribute to John O'Neill", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00273-00098466-00098676": "um there is so much to say about John", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00274-00098677-00099150": "and those of you who knew him I'm sure", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00275-00099151-00099431": "have so many stories and memories to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00276-00099432-00099587": "share as I do", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00277-00099588-00100043": "uh John was a playwright a performer a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00278-00100044-00100306": "civil rights organizer co-founder of the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00279-00100307-00100559": "free Southern Theater which saw itself", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00280-00100560-00100793": "as the cultural arm of snake the student", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00281-00100794-00100973": "non-violent Coordinating Committee", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00282-00100974-00101176": "during the Civil Rights Movement", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00283-00101177-00101488": "and later June bug Productions he was a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00284-00101489-00101731": "founding member of alternate routes", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00285-00101732-00102100": "where I knew him well as well as through", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00286-00102101-00102508": "anime democracy and he was a mentor to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00287-00102509-00102582": "me", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00288-00102583-00102856": "uh and it's just so many practitioners", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00289-00102857-00103108": "of theater Community organizing dialogue", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00290-00103109-00103349": "facilitation nationally and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00291-00103350-00103780": "internationally his impact continues to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00292-00103781-00103925": "ReSound", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00293-00103926-00104128": "um he impacted the thinking and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00294-00104129-00104434": "evolution of animating democracy and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00295-00104435-00104716": "everyone who was in that cohort as well", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00296-00104717-00105004": "as us as the organizers through his", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00297-00105005-00105190": "presence and participation in the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00298-00105191-00105436": "learning exchanges and through his", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00299-00105438-00105766": "artistic and Community Practice", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00300-00105767-00105895": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00301-00105896-00106163": "I invite you if you're in the zoom room", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00302-00106164-00106547": "to lift up memories of seku or John uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00303-00106548-00106828": "or anything you'd like to say about them", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00304-00106829-00107207": "and we're going to play a short clip", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00305-00107208-00107536": "um courtesy of June bug Productions uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00306-00107538-00107854": "to hear John in his own words", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00307-00107855-00108052": "let's take a few minutes to listen to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00308-00108053-00108666": "that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00309-00108667-00108984": "I am a storyteller", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00310-00108985-00109354": "still retelling now I say Storyteller", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00311-00109355-00109607": "said a liar because there's a Hebrew", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00312-00109608-00109804": "difference between a Storyteller and a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00313-00109805-00110195": "liar a liar that's somebody taken", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00314-00110196-00110425": "cover things over", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00315-00110426-00110819": "many for his own private benefit the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00316-00110820-00111058": "storytelling now", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00317-00111059-00111307": "that's somebody what you're taking", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00318-00111308-00111623": "uncover things", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00319-00111624-00111958": "so everybody can get some good out of it", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00320-00111959-00112147": "yeah I've", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00321-00112148-00112351": "started teller", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00322-00112352-00112601": "keep a good meaning be found in the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00323-00112602-00112919": "story yeah", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00324-00112920-00113355": "foreign", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00325-00113356-00113701": "[Music]", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00326-00113702-00114016": "almost everything through the lens of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00327-00114017-00114365": "story and storytelling", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00328-00114366-00114616": "cause I find that what happens when you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00329-00114617-00114827": "when you get to telling stories and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00330-00114828-00115145": "working through metaphor rather than", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00331-00115146-00115390": "argument", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00332-00115391-00115493": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00333-00115494-00115758": "people come to shed", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00334-00115759-00116008": "understanding more quickly", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00335-00116009-00116201": "they started going", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00336-00116202-00116458": "oh I could I understand that happened to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00337-00116459-00116639": "me too let me tell you what happened to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00338-00116640-00117281": "me and then boom boom boom and so", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00339-00117282-00117719": "I don't think it's accidental", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00340-00117720-00117977": "that most the great holy books for an", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00341-00117978-00118078": "example", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00342-00118079-00118378": "are in fact simply collections of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00343-00118379-00118654": "stories when I finally decided I was", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00344-00118655-00118883": "going to work in the Arts", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00345-00118883-00119039": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00346-00119040-00119225": "didn't know exactly what I was going to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00347-00119226-00119323": "do but", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00348-00119324-00119536": "finally decided", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00349-00119538-00119747": "that would be a playwright and we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00350-00119748-00120107": "finally decided after that that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00351-00120108-00120436": "the context in which I would", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00352-00120438-00120793": "begin my life and work after school was", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00353-00120794-00121169": "in the civil rights movement and when we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00354-00121170-00121427": "decided we'd make a theater", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00355-00121428-00121816": "I found other people to work with", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00356-00121817-00122183": "and so forth and I found myself really", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00357-00122183-00122434": "worried", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00358-00122435-00122813": "that that was not a coherent", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00359-00122814-00123160": "there was little coherency in the way", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00360-00123161-00123413": "people think about art", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00361-00123414-00123827": "it just it was incoherent you know if it", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00362-00123828-00124210": "wasn't about making money", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00363-00124211-00124433": "that was the only consistency I could", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00364-00124433-00124558": "see", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00365-00124559-00124721": "and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00366-00124722-00124969": "I remember telling my dad", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00367-00124970-00125254": "when he asked when I came home said I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00368-00125255-00125416": "was going to be a playwright", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00369-00125417-00125554": "he said", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00370-00125555-00125777": "frankly son what do you intend to do for", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00371-00125778-00125945": "a living", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00372-00125946-00126251": "I wanted to be a writer myself once", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00373-00126252-00126527": "but what do you I said I don't intend to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00374-00126528-00126731": "work for a living", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00375-00126732-00127308": "I intend to live for my work", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00376-00127309-00127654": "that's just a small moment of a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00377-00127655-00127919": "wonderful interview with John O'Neill", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00378-00127920-00128123": "that you can find on the Junebug", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00379-00128124-00128381": "Productions website on their page called", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00380-00128382-00128681": "our story about their history there's a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00381-00128682-00128921": "wonderful uh that the rest of that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00382-00128922-00129143": "interview as as well as more interviews", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00383-00129144-00129328": "and I encourage you all to go check it", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00384-00129329-00129490": "out", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00385-00129491-00129766": "um one of the many legacies that John", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00386-00129767-00130031": "left us was uh is the story Circle", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00387-00130032-00130366": "process uh which he was a developer of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00388-00130367-00130654": "and a teacher of and a leader of for", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00389-00130655-00130834": "many many years both during the Civil", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00390-00130835-00131027": "Rights Movement and his artistic work", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00391-00131028-00131285": "for decades and in the spirit of John's", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00392-00131286-00131602": "Legacy we will be um introducing in a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00393-00131603-00131866": "few minutes our guest speakers using an", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00394-00131867-00132173": "Adaptive Story Circle process", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00395-00132174-00132245": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00396-00132246-00132449": "but before we get to that I'm going to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00397-00132450-00132664": "introduce you to who our speakers are", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00398-00132665-00132935": "going to be today who Our Guest artists", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00399-00132936-00133252": "are in animating democracy uh in the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00400-00133253-00133613": "learning exchanges that we um hosted and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00401-00133614-00133852": "organized for several years attention", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00402-00133853-00134202": "that often came up was between dialogue", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00403-00134203-00134519": "practitioners dialogue facilitators and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00404-00134520-00134759": "artists about the notion of neutrality", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00405-00134760-00135035": "there was an idea at the time in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00406-00135036-00135257": "dialogue practice that the facilitator", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00407-00135258-00135587": "should be neutral and if art was to play", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00408-00135588-00136025": "a role in in a dialogue that perhaps art", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00409-00136026-00136240": "should embrace this notion of neutrality", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00410-00136241-00136337": "as well", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00411-00136338-00136657": "and many artists push back against that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00412-00136658-00136931": "and talked about the importance of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00413-00136932-00137177": "having a point of view and both", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00414-00137178-00137447": "aesthetically uh having point of view in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00415-00137448-00137728": "it in a creative work but also what the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00416-00137729-00137981": "artist is trying to say or what the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00417-00137982-00138173": "community is trying to say driving the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00418-00138174-00138478": "work and um and that was a you know an", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00419-00138479-00138928": "area of um of tension and exploration uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00420-00138929-00139157": "for several years in our process with", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00421-00139158-00139451": "anime democracy so in this session", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00422-00139452-00139613": "um we're actually going to look at the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00423-00139614-00139907": "role of provocative or confrontational", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00424-00139908-00140152": "artistic work in creating", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00425-00140153-00140351": "transformational dialogue in creating", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00426-00140352-00140675": "transformational change and um and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00427-00140676-00140752": "really", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00428-00140753-00141023": "um we're going to talk about race and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00429-00141024-00141202": "the history of racism in the United", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00430-00141203-00141640": "States and uh that conversation might go", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00431-00141641-00141904": "deep as the work itself that we're going", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00432-00141905-00142127": "to look at is", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00433-00142128-00142607": "um impactful and uh and deep so we're", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00434-00142608-00142804": "going to invite you on this journey with", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00435-00142805-00143195": "us and uh we want to let you know that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00436-00143196-00143440": "uh there is no chat on the how round", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00437-00143441-00143609": "right now and if you are in the zoom", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00438-00143610-00143728": "room", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00439-00143729-00144040": "um we are now going to uh turn off the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00440-00144041-00144227": "chat function", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00441-00144228-00144437": "um and we're not going to be doing a q a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00442-00144438-00144652": "in this session this is in an", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00443-00144653-00144887": "intentional Choice recognizing the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00444-00144888-00145187": "sensitivity of the subject of race and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00445-00145188-00145564": "racism and uh how important it is to be", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00446-00145565-00145913": "able to facilitate those dialogue spaces", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00447-00145914-00146213": "um and and the limitations of this uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00448-00146214-00146363": "format and the time that we have", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00449-00146364-00146639": "together today so we invite you to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00450-00146640-00146764": "listen deeply", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00451-00146765-00147107": "to this exchange to be fully present to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00452-00147108-00147287": "be in your body", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00453-00147288-00147449": "um and to reflect on your own", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00454-00147450-00147863": "experiences and what uh the work and the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00455-00147864-00148043": "dialogue that we're going to have um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00456-00148044-00148277": "bring up for you and um we have a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00457-00148278-00148439": "wonderful facilitator who's going to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00458-00148440-00148702": "guide you through that process as well", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00459-00148703-00148985": "um but right now I'm going to introduce", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00460-00148986-00149171": "you to the two artists that we'll be", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00461-00149172-00149513": "featuring today whose Works have deeply", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00462-00149514-00149752": "engaged issues of race in the United", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00463-00149753-00149914": "States", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00464-00149915-00150137": "um in and sometimes in challenging ways", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00465-00150138-00150583": "uh James Scruggs you can see uh his bio", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00466-00150584-00151007": "here and will also drop links for people", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00467-00151008-00151283": "who are in the zoom room", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00468-00151284-00151595": "um but I like to give some relational uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00469-00151596-00151885": "introductions I first got to know James", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00470-00151886-00152311": "by presenting his peace disposable men", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00471-00152312-00152657": "at New World Theater and at the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00472-00152658-00152957": "University of Massachusetts and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00473-00152958-00153047": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00474-00153048-00153378": "seeing his work his process in person", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00475-00153379-00153714": "and since having many many conversations", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00476-00153715-00154121": "with him both around work related to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00477-00154122-00154607": "being a survivor of 9 11 which he is and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00478-00154608-00154787": "how that has intersected with my own", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00479-00154788-00155111": "work and most recently art to action is", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00480-00155112-00155404": "commissioning a new work of his that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00481-00155405-00155633": "takes on the criminal justice system", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00482-00155634-00155861": "called off the Record which I hope", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00483-00155862-00156125": "you'll follow and get to know more about", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00484-00156126-00156389": "later and today we're going to see a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00485-00156390-00156604": "clip from disposable men and engage", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00486-00156605-00156893": "James in conversation", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00487-00156894-00157073": "um and we're also going to be joined by", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00488-00157074-00157223": "Katrina Brown", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00489-00157224-00157721": "who is a filmmaker uh who has dedicated", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00490-00157722-00158099": "um many many years now to uh her", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00491-00158100-00158507": "projects traces of the trade in which uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00492-00158508-00158897": "we look at the role of the North in the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00493-00158898-00159149": "transatlantic slave trade and we're", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00494-00159150-00159304": "going to be seeing a clip from that work", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00495-00159305-00159551": "and hearing Katrina talk about it as", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00496-00159552-00159869": "well as engaging dialogue traces of the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00497-00159870-00160097": "trade was one of the anime democracy", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00498-00160098-00160481": "funded projects and um and in it at its", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00499-00160482-00160757": "time was controversial", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00500-00160758-00161128": "um because it was creating a space for", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00501-00161129-00161495": "white people in the U.S to talk to their", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00502-00161496-00161683": "families and other white people about", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00503-00161684-00161945": "the history of slavery in the United", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00504-00161946-00162185": "States and the history of race and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00505-00162186-00162395": "racism here", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00506-00162396-00162725": "um so these two fabulous artists are", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00507-00162726-00163019": "going to be uh in dialogue facilitated", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00508-00163020-00163264": "by Kim pedia", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00509-00163265-00163607": "and I'm so excited it is really my joy", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00510-00163608-00163913": "and honor to welcome Kim uh whom I know", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00511-00163914-00164213": "uh well through alternate routes", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00512-00164214-00164428": "um Kim is a leader in alternate route so", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00513-00164429-00164573": "those are served on the executive", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00514-00164574-00164825": "committee is also", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00515-00164826-00165119": "um a producer of an organizer of the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00516-00165120-00165443": "Lumbee film festival and a an incredible", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00517-00165444-00165766": "facilitator who I have had the uh the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00518-00165767-00166073": "great honor of co-facilitating with and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00519-00166074-00166366": "so um with that I will gladly welcome", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00520-00166367-00166757": "Kim into the virtual space", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00521-00166758-00167201": "um Kim how are you doing today", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00522-00167202-00167464": "well now that I'm seeing you I'm much", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00523-00167465-00167693": "better and just so delighted to be in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00524-00167694-00168059": "this space it's a beautiful day here in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00525-00168060-00168287": "Red Springs North Carolina I'm Kim pvia", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00526-00168288-00168587": "IU she day and cousin pronouns and I'm", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00527-00168588-00168839": "on the land of the Lumbee Tuscarora and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00528-00168840-00169073": "Cheraw here in Robinson County", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00529-00169074-00169390": "and like I already feel Creator and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00530-00169391-00169643": "creativity and the ancestors here in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00531-00169644-00169931": "this space and just thank you so much", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00532-00169932-00170225": "for for lifting up and continuing to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00533-00170226-00170428": "lift up voices that aren't here that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00534-00170429-00170657": "that whose spirits of course are still", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00535-00170658-00170825": "here with us and will always be here", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00536-00170826-00170975": "with us", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00537-00170976-00171052": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00538-00171053-00171281": "yeah oh just really so excited about", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00539-00171282-00171401": "that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00540-00171402-00171671": "um I wanted to just lift up a little bit", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00541-00171672-00171851": "about", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00542-00171852-00171904": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00543-00171905-00172259": "how I uh show up in this work", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00544-00172260-00172349": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00545-00172350-00172583": "I really like to explore the tensions", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00546-00172584-00172901": "around the work but in generative ways", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00547-00172902-00173140": "and in ways that engage our bodies and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00548-00173141-00173404": "in ways that give us the tools to not", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00549-00173405-00173663": "override ourselves but to expand", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00550-00173664-00173873": "ourselves to hold whatever it is that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00551-00173874-00174154": "we're called to hold in these moments", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00552-00174155-00174389": "um that allow our Liberation and our", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00553-00174390-00174664": "breakthrough so not running away from", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00554-00174665-00174899": "but giving ourselves all the tools and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00555-00174900-00175193": "what a powerful Act of decolonization it", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00556-00175194-00175439": "is when we when we bring our body back", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00557-00175440-00175787": "into it so just um wanted to name the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00558-00175788-00176087": "way that I hold the work which is I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00559-00176088-00176351": "frame my work working love which means", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00560-00176352-00176495": "that no matter what it is that I'm", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00561-00176496-00176711": "working with and and working to be", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00562-00176712-00176914": "malleable with that love is one of the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00563-00176915-00177125": "ingredients that we that we put into it", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00564-00177126-00177388": "and love not in the man be pamby way but", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00565-00177389-00177599": "love in the way that orients in our", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00566-00177600-00177857": "bodies love in the way that is a field", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00567-00177858-00178054": "that calls us to want to be together and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00568-00178055-00178313": "to be in relationships so", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00569-00178314-00178559": "um yeah just really excited super", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00570-00178560-00178738": "excited to be here and again just a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00571-00178739-00178883": "reminder that we're not going to have a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00572-00178884-00179002": "chat", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00573-00179003-00179266": "um but just really deeply listen to us", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00574-00179267-00179645": "as we offer this conversation", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00575-00179646-00179801": "um and you know we talked earlier before", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00576-00179802-00179999": "everyone came on and our goal is to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00577-00180000-00180137": "really just get out of the way of what's", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00578-00180138-00180340": "already trying to happen think about", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00579-00180341-00180557": "what had to happen for us to all come", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00580-00180558-00180907": "here and be at this moment today", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00581-00180908-00181145": "and you know we decided it was", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00582-00181146-00181354": "intentional to begin with story circles", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00583-00181355-00181540": "as we were gathering and planning for", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00584-00181541-00181757": "this and our stories were arising we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00585-00181758-00181954": "felt that our I mean not felt but we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00586-00181955-00182159": "could tell their hearts were opening up", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00587-00182160-00182399": "and in the words of gracely Boggs we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00588-00182400-00182578": "were practicing becoming more human", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00589-00182579-00182897": "human beings just in the interactions", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00590-00182898-00183107": "with each other so in the figuring out", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00591-00183108-00183281": "how to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00592-00183282-00183502": "um honor John O'Neal in particular", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00593-00183503-00183778": "beginning with story circles felt like a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00594-00183779-00184097": "really appropriate way to do it so", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00595-00184098-00184307": "um Andrea will be our facilitator for", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00596-00184308-00184487": "that conversation", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00597-00184488-00184793": "um and you just heard from Andrea and uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00598-00184794-00185021": "and now we want to invite James and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00599-00185022-00185261": "Katrina", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00600-00185262-00185428": "to our space", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00601-00185429-00185807": "welcome James and Katrina who I've been", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00602-00185808-00185975": "so fortunate to get to know in just a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00603-00185976-00186161": "few brief meetings before but yeah so", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00604-00186162-00186328": "super stoked for this juicy conversation", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00605-00186329-00186521": "we're gonna", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00606-00186522-00186802": "thank you so much Kim hi James hi", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00607-00186803-00187109": "Katrina how y'all doing", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00608-00187110-00187373": "good excellent thank you thanks so much", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00609-00187374-00187559": "for being with us today", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00610-00187560-00187738": "um I'm going to do a really quick", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00611-00187739-00188116": "overview of uh the story Circle uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00612-00188117-00188411": "structure process which of course has", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00613-00188412-00188704": "been modified for this virtual space but", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00614-00188705-00188909": "really as a tool for those watching and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00615-00188910-00189143": "just a reminder of how we will use the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00616-00189144-00189221": "next", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00617-00189222-00189569": "um oh 10 to 15 minutes of our time", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00618-00189570-00189826": "um story circles uses a timed story", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00619-00189827-00190187": "sharing structure you'll have up to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00620-00190188-00190390": "three minutes each", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00621-00190391-00190625": "um and I will time you I'll have a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00622-00190626-00190775": "little cell phone here and let you know", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00623-00190776-00190961": "if you are getting to that three minute", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00624-00190962-00191326": "Mark uh when it's time to wrap up", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00625-00191327-00191585": "um when we're doing story circles we ask", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00626-00191586-00191921": "for a true personal story meaning based", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00627-00191922-00192166": "on your lived experience so in this case", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00628-00192167-00192454": "not fiction uh not pontificating", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00629-00192455-00192737": "opinions about a theme and not someone", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00630-00192738-00193013": "else's story but actually your own lived", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00631-00193014-00193337": "experience and uh if we were in person", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00632-00193338-00193588": "we would sit in a circle together but in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00633-00193589-00193793": "this virtual space we'll just do a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00634-00193794-00193997": "virtual circle like this we'll start", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00635-00193998-00194297": "with James then go to Katrina and then", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00636-00194298-00194507": "to Kim", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00637-00194508-00194711": "um during story circles there is no", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00638-00194712-00194938": "crosstalk until all the stories are", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00639-00194939-00195190": "finished no interrupting", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00640-00195191-00195466": "um and no discussion after everyone's", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00641-00195467-00195701": "had the opportunity to tell a story then", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00642-00195702-00195940": "we'll have time for dialogue", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00643-00195941-00196283": "we encourage everyone uh whether you're", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00644-00196284-00196571": "spotlighted on camera or in the zoom", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00645-00196572-00196811": "room or watching the live stream to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00646-00196812-00197278": "practice deep listening be fully present", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00647-00197279-00197531": "um bring your full self here and notice", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00648-00197532-00197837": "what you're feeling and what your how", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00649-00197838-00198059": "you're responding to what you're hearing", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00650-00198060-00198371": "if we were in person we would all agree", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00651-00198372-00198623": "to confidentiality but since we're live", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00652-00198624-00198940": "streaming we'll just be mindful that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00653-00198941-00199240": "whatever we say is public and is being", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00654-00199241-00199438": "recorded today", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00655-00199439-00199666": "um so that's a very brief overview of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00656-00199667-00199937": "the story Circle process uh much", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00657-00199938-00200261": "truncated for our virtual space but if", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00658-00200262-00200404": "you'd like to learn more about story", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00659-00200405-00200681": "circles please visit junebugproductions", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00660-00200682-00200945": "and get in touch with them for uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00661-00200946-00201214": "trainings and in facilitating this", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00662-00201215-00201497": "wonderful methodology so now I'm going", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00663-00201498-00201863": "to give our storytellers a prompt", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00664-00201864-00202109": "um I will invite you to please tell a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00665-00202110-00202397": "story about a time or a specific", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00666-00202398-00202552": "experience", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00667-00202553-00202852": "a specific experience that brought you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00668-00202853-00203140": "to the work that you will share today in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00669-00203141-00203278": "this session or the work that you're", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00670-00203279-00203411": "doing now", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00671-00203412-00203675": "so I'll repeat that one more time", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00672-00203676-00203909": "please tell a story about a time or", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00673-00203910-00204209": "specific experience that brought you to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00674-00204210-00204388": "the work you will share in this session", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00675-00204389-00204659": "or the work that you're doing now and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00676-00204660-00204929": "I'll give you just a moment to think on", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00677-00204930-00205132": "that as I set the timer", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00678-00205133-00205379": "and I will pass it to James to begin", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00679-00205380-00205762": "whenever you're ready", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00680-00205763-00206044": "okay I'm ready", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00681-00206046-00206255": "um I would like to briefly introduce", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00682-00206256-00206573": "myself I am a 66 year old black gay man", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00683-00206573-00206860": "using he him pronouns I'm calling from", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00684-00206861-00207142": "New Jersey land stolen from the lenient", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00685-00207144-00207473": "Lenape native India Americans and from", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00686-00207473-00207653": "land where people who look like me were", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00687-00207654-00207892": "enslaved in fact New Jersey was the last", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00688-00207894-00208186": "Northern State to abolish enslavement I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00689-00208187-00208390": "offer this land acknowledgment", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00690-00208391-00208619": "and enslavement and acknowledgment and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00691-00208619-00208769": "the hope that we as a nation can move", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00692-00208769-00209057": "toward actual actions of Retribution to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00693-00209058-00209290": "Native Americans and descendants of the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00694-00209291-00209542": "enslaved acknowledgments are a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00695-00209544-00209723": "performative start", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00696-00209723-00210113": "a humbly await action", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00697-00210114-00210232": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00698-00210233-00210508": "my um little short story that I'm going", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00699-00210509-00210646": "to have which is about two minutes I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00700-00210648-00210719": "guess", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00701-00210719-00210803": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00702-00210804-00211163": "I'm going to share some video from my", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00703-00211164-00211432": "first production which is disposable men", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00704-00211433-00211667": "I was working in the World Trade Center", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00705-00211667-00211925": "for Windows on the world on the 106th", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00706-00211926-00212110": "and 107th floors", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00707-00212111-00212417": "of uh the tower number one", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00708-00212417-00212663": "I was on vacation I was due back on", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00709-00212664-00212873": "September 10th for a reason that I don't", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00710-00212873-00213065": "understand", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00711-00213066-00213334": "um I extended my vacation in August to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00712-00213335-00213515": "September 12th", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00713-00213516-00213827": "on September 11th in 2001 everyone knows", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00714-00213828-00213953": "what happened", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00715-00213954-00214415": "um I lost 74 co-workers I lost four men", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00716-00214416-00214846": "I I worked with and hired and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00717-00214848-00215296": "um I lost a six-figure job do you know I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00718-00215298-00215567": "would not have left that job I was a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00719-00215567-00215753": "pipe dream artist I was an artist who", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00720-00215754-00216029": "was going to Dot", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00721-00216030-00216142": "um and I don't know that I would ever", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00722-00216144-00216394": "have done that um the the fact that this", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00723-00216396-00216575": "this building came the buildings came", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00724-00216576-00216971": "down was horrific in every single way", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00725-00216971-00217156": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00726-00217157-00217523": "but and and that launched my career I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00727-00217523-00217679": "decided I would not go back to Corporate", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00728-00217680-00217906": "America that I would um instead follow", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00729-00217907-00218117": "what was in my heart which was to be an", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00730-00218117-00218398": "artist in my mind it was like starving", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00731-00218400-00218644": "preceded artists so I didn't want to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00732-00218646-00218819": "take a chance", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00733-00218819-00218915": "um but", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00734-00218916-00219203": "uh post 911", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00735-00219204-00219682": "I became very brave because I um I know", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00736-00219683-00220127": "I know what my co-workers saw", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00737-00220128-00220331": "um on 9 11. there's a there's a room", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00738-00220332-00220648": "that faces Uptown", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00739-00220650-00220871": "um with floor-to-ceiling Windows and I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00740-00220871-00221032": "know two of my co-workers were in that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00741-00221033-00221105": "room", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00742-00221106-00221381": "and to me that's what fear", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00743-00221382-00221644": "that's what fear looks like and when I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00744-00221646-00221801": "get a little nervous like now I'm a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00745-00221802-00222060": "little nervous you know", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00746-00222061-00222563": "but I I remind myself that um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00747-00222564-00222958": "my co-workers faced fear for real", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00748-00222959-00223373": "um and I am I I draw strength from them", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00749-00223373-00223792": "um and um and I'm grateful to be here", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00750-00223794-00224129": "and I see Andrew looking at the clock so", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00751-00224130-00224369": "I will wrap it up there thank you very", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00752-00224369-00224513": "much", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00753-00224514-00224939": "thank you so much James Katrina", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00754-00224940-00225101": "thank you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00755-00225102-00225244": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00756-00225246-00225556": "I uh was struck by", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00757-00225557-00225706": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00758-00225707-00226306": "a native tribal map by Aaron caparella", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00759-00226307-00226541": "at how many tribes there are in the DC", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00760-00226542-00226834": "area that used to live here like", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00761-00226835-00227219": "um more than somewhere in the 10 to 20.", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00762-00227219-00227446": "um so I acknowledge all those who lived", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00763-00227448-00227644": "here in this area", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00764-00227646-00227887": "and in terms of the history of slavery", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00765-00227888-00228256": "my work the story that informed the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00766-00228257-00228442": "creation of the documentary traces of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00767-00228444-00228748": "the trade is", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00768-00228750-00228953": "um was started by my grandmother when", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00769-00228954-00229144": "she sent a booklet to all her", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00770-00229146-00229421": "grandchildren mostly with proud stories", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00771-00229421-00229631": "that she wanted to pass on but", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00772-00229632-00229829": "courageously she put in two sentences", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00773-00229830-00230117": "about our Rhode Island ancestors having", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00774-00230117-00230375": "been slave Traders", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00775-00230376-00230506": "and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00776-00230507-00230806": "um the double shock for me was first", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00777-00230807-00231034": "hearing that and then realizing that I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00778-00231035-00231173": "already knew", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00779-00231173-00231371": "and that I had buried it and repressed", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00780-00231371-00231563": "it because it was too painful", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00781-00231564-00231791": "so I was in my late 20s at that point", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00782-00231792-00231953": "and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00783-00231954-00232198": "determined to not repress it again but", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00784-00232200-00232481": "to reckon with it and face it", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00785-00232482-00232558": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00786-00232559-00232894": "head on and happily I was in seminary so", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00787-00232896-00233177": "I was in a place where reflection on", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00788-00233178-00233332": "such things were supported and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00789-00233333-00233453": "encouraged", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00790-00233454-00233596": "and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00791-00233598-00233758": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00792-00233759-00234010": "a particular class that I had with", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00793-00234011-00234215": "someone named Joanna Macy who people may", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00794-00234216-00234484": "have heard of but she's a deep ecology", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00795-00234485-00234706": "leader and um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00796-00234707-00235103": "she was teaching a course that at one", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00797-00235104-00235379": "particular class just rocked my world", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00798-00235380-00235589": "through the guided meditation that she", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00799-00235590-00235925": "led it's Tibetan Buddhist Meditation and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00800-00235926-00236110": "I'm going to describe it in a very", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00801-00236111-00236327": "abbreviated form and I invite you to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00802-00236328-00236579": "actually think along of how you might", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00803-00236580-00236782": "answer some of the questions", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00804-00236783-00237046": "um that were posed to us", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00805-00237048-00237484": "so she reminded us that before we were", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00806-00237485-00237682": "incarnated into this current", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00807-00237683-00238025": "manifestation of living as a human", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00808-00238026-00238367": "um we were", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00809-00238367-00238553": "out in ether", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00810-00238554-00238817": "um of sort of ball of forming energy", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00811-00238817-00238979": "that was coming together and sensing", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00812-00238980-00239171": "that it was ready to be born again", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00813-00239171-00239351": "and she said as you will remember", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00814-00239352-00239584": "there's a reincarnation Committee in the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00815-00239585-00239860": "sky and as you will remember The", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00816-00239861-00240046": "Reincarnation committee insists that you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00817-00240048-00240275": "come before them to propose what kind of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00818-00240276-00240544": "family and person you want to be born", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00819-00240546-00240923": "into what country what city", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00820-00240923-00241127": "what race", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00821-00241128-00241463": "quote unquote race fictional concept", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00822-00241464-00241673": "um what class", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00823-00241673-00241894": "socioeconomically", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00824-00241896-00242098": "who else is in your family", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00825-00242100-00242363": "who are your ancestors", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00826-00242364-00242591": "what formative events would happen in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00827-00242592-00242801": "your life and you had to tell them all", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00828-00242802-00243077": "these things that you had chosen", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00829-00243078-00243263": "because they wanted to make sure you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00830-00243264-00243598": "were focused on using that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00831-00243600-00243844": "profile as it were to contribute to the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00832-00243846-00244055": "healing of the world", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00833-00244056-00244229": "so", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00834-00244230-00244456": "all of it had to be justified by how", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00835-00244457-00244625": "that would position you perfectly to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00836-00244626-00244781": "make a certain contribution to the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00837-00244782-00244987": "healing of the world so it was", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00838-00244988-00245206": "transformative for me to hear that after", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00839-00245207-00245506": "I wanted to push this ancestry away and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00840-00245507-00245801": "it invited me to think about", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00841-00245802-00245879": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00842-00245880-00246132": "being a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00843-00246133-00246431": "someone who would create something I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00844-00246432-00246539": "didn't know would be a film at that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00845-00246540-00246719": "point but um create something that could", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00846-00246719-00246971": "be of service to addressing the harms of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00847-00246971-00247163": "enslavement in this country and Beyond", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00848-00247164-00247553": "thank you Katrina thank you for this", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00849-00247554-00247744": "that story and and we'll certainly get", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00850-00247746-00247955": "into it more when we see your work", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00851-00247956-00248525": "um passing to Kim", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00852-00248526-00248842": "you're muted", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00853-00248844-00249071": "I only had a dollar for every time that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00854-00249071-00249329": "happened during covet I could fund all", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00855-00249330-00249532": "y'all's dreams", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00856-00249533-00249841": "just saying", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00857-00249842-00250121": "yeah my story actually changed from", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00858-00250121-00250282": "listening so", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00859-00250283-00250492": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00860-00250494-00250732": "so I was living in Fort Lauderdale", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00861-00250733-00250925": "loving my life and Creator called me to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00862-00250926-00251044": "come back home", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00863-00251046-00251387": "and I came back home with a plan in my", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00864-00251388-00251573": "intellectual brain that I thought could", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00865-00251573-00251782": "be useful to the community and could you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00866-00251783-00251932": "know to fix all the things and check", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00867-00251933-00252101": "mark and I could go back", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00868-00252102-00252179": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00869-00252180-00252539": "and so I came and sat in the spaces and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00870-00252540-00252832": "I tried to speak but uh it was as if I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00871-00252833-00253031": "was invisible and it was extremely", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00872-00253032-00253192": "frustrating because I knew I'd been", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00873-00253194-00253342": "called home", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00874-00253344-00253553": "and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00875-00253554-00253834": "over time we had some small successes we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00876-00253835-00254177": "started some organizing in the community", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00877-00254178-00254525": "and invariably it seemed that we were", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00878-00254526-00254710": "getting into conflict despite our best", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00879-00254711-00254987": "intentions that something was getting", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00880-00254988-00255173": "activated in the work that was", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00881-00255173-00255425": "disallowing and we were breaking up with", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00882-00255426-00255665": "each other or struggling to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00883-00255666-00255767": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00884-00255767-00256229": "living in states of confusion and I had", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00885-00256230-00256403": "done you know", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00886-00256404-00256625": "um emotional intelligence work for", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00887-00256626-00256894": "Corporate America and I kept feeling", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00888-00256896-00257063": "that there were like I you know I could", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00889-00257064-00257267": "use this and my indigeneity and some", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00890-00257267-00257531": "other things to be more grounded in our", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00891-00257532-00257651": "practices", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00892-00257652-00257956": "and I was driving around my community", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00893-00257957-00258191": "because I didn't know I was very lost", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00894-00258192-00258413": "and I was like okay Creator I need you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00895-00258414-00258563": "to help me understand what I'm supposed", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00896-00258564-00258815": "to be doing and I would drop tobacco or", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00897-00258816-00259108": "go by the river and just really sit to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00898-00259109-00259330": "here and it was in that time when", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00899-00259331-00259498": "Creator said that when I learned to let", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00900-00259500-00259655": "when you learn to let your intellect", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00901-00259656-00259894": "serve your spirit and not the other way", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00902-00259896-00260171": "around you'll you'll know what you're", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00903-00260171-00260542": "supposed to do so when that happened for", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00904-00260544-00260819": "me I began to really marry the body and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00905-00260819-00261077": "understand the energy and the energetics", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00906-00261078-00261305": "of how we are with each other and be", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00907-00261306-00261551": "intentional in naming that and offering", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00908-00261552-00261713": "tools for that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00909-00261714-00262042": "um because it helped us change", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00910-00262044-00262289": "our ability to move forward in the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00911-00262290-00262523": "community by Rolling these practices in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00912-00262524-00262930": "so uh with the artist in particular we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00913-00262931-00263134": "were able to then recreate the artist", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00914-00263135-00263297": "Market that had failed the first time", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00915-00263298-00263477": "around because we got so caught up in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00916-00263478-00263608": "the Dogma", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00917-00263609-00263819": "um as well as creating the Lumbee film", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00918-00263820-00264041": "festival and the community is able to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00919-00264042-00264280": "align more as we begin these selling", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00920-00264281-00264589": "practices so", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00921-00264590-00264863": "thank you so much for that thank you for", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00922-00264864-00265030": "all your stories", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00923-00265031-00265247": "um for those watching uh in a regular", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00924-00265248-00265505": "Story Circle as a facilitator I would", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00925-00265506-00265756": "also share a story but for time to make", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00926-00265757-00265930": "the most of our time with James Katrina", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00927-00265931-00266147": "and Kim I'm not going to do so right now", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00928-00266148-00266537": "I'm just going to take a moment to um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00929-00266538-00266830": "uh to name some themes and connections", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00930-00266831-00267010": "that I heard and what was shared and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00931-00267011-00267269": "then invite you to do the same", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00932-00267270-00267365": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00933-00267366-00267658": "what really struck me is that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00934-00267659-00267929": "the notion of fear", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00935-00267930-00268115": "and courage", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00936-00268116-00268360": "and it particularly struck me in the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00937-00268361-00268613": "context of this session on race and and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00938-00268614-00268925": "dialogue and art making that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00939-00268926-00269182": "um so often we hear", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00940-00269183-00269434": "um when we're doing anti-racism work so", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00941-00269435-00269734": "we so often hear people talk about the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00942-00269735-00269932": "fear of talking about it", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00943-00269933-00270347": "right or what uh what we're afraid to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00944-00270348-00270629": "say or we're afraid to feel or afraid to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00945-00270630-00270947": "acknowledge and it was really refreshing", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00946-00270948-00271180": "James for you to remind us", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00947-00271181-00271577": "what real fear is and how to and how to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00948-00271578-00271877": "have the courage to move through those", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00949-00271878-00272134": "spaces where we feel afraid and Katrina", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00950-00272135-00272273": "your story", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00951-00272274-00272530": "mentioned that too and in some way can", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00952-00272531-00272777": "yours the the courage and this is the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00953-00272778-00272999": "second theme I heard the courage to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00954-00273000-00273263": "follow a calling that in some way all", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00955-00273264-00273430": "three of you talked about", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00956-00273431-00273671": "whether that calling was coming from a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00957-00273672-00273858": "spiritual practice or an inner voice", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00958-00273859-00274193": "like the idea that at some point what", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00959-00274194-00274453": "has led you to the work you do now was", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00960-00274454-00274780": "listening to that calling and following", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00961-00274781-00275147": "it and Having the courage to do so and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00962-00275148-00275213": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00963-00275214-00275627": "the third thing I would say uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00964-00275628-00276077": "is is this this notion of um and maybe I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00965-00276078-00276203": "think we'll get into this in the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00966-00276204-00276389": "dialogue Kim what you were talking about", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00967-00276390-00276737": "about community and what", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00968-00276738-00277180": "um what blocks us from building what", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00969-00277181-00277379": "gets us stuck and how we move through", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00970-00277380-00277523": "that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00971-00277524-00277684": "um and and sometimes that's very", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00972-00277685-00277858": "internal", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00973-00277859-00278110": "um Katrina and we need to find like the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00974-00278111-00278303": "notion that you brought up of being in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00975-00278304-00278458": "service", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00976-00278459-00278680": "um how we are called through our work", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00977-00278681-00278879": "whether that's making art or", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00978-00278880-00279245": "facilitating Community or producing work", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00979-00279246-00279580": "um that that it is uh what drives many", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00980-00279581-00279875": "of us who do what uh anime democracy", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00981-00279876-00280247": "refers to as this art for change work is", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00982-00280248-00280439": "um that idea of being in service to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00983-00280440-00280673": "something larger than ourselves and so", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00984-00280674-00280853": "maybe that'll come up in the dialogue as", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00985-00280854-00280979": "well", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00986-00280980-00281303": "um I am going to soon exit this", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00987-00281304-00281513": "conversation and leave the three of you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00988-00281514-00281795": "and as I do that perhaps I'll just", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00989-00281796-00282055": "invite you to begin", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00990-00282056-00282334": "by sharing are there any other themes", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00991-00282335-00282617": "connections or Reflections that you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00992-00282618-00282845": "heard just in this opening Story Circle", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00993-00282846-00283037": "something that you connected to in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00994-00283038-00283769": "someone else's story", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00995-00283770-00284008": "I'll jump in and say it was moving to me", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00996-00284009-00284279": "to hear you say Kim that you changed", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00997-00284280-00284525": "your story on the spot after listening", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00998-00284526-00284830": "because I have such training to be", "jRx6_W-DGtA-00999-00284831-00285106": "prepared be prepared and it can be hard", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01000-00285107-00285377": "to just let go to the moment and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01001-00285378-00285641": "switch gears thank you for that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01002-00285642-00285856": "which I I have to say is very much in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01003-00285857-00286055": "the spirit of story circles", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01004-00286056-00286523": "um so thank you for modeling that Kim", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01005-00286524-00286780": "well I think I almost had to because you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01006-00286781-00286943": "know I talk a lot about Creator and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01007-00286944-00287177": "Creator got joke and Creator got Winks", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01008-00287178-00287519": "so adding to Katrina's story if you hang", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01009-00287520-00287680": "around me for any length of time I'm", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01010-00287681-00287891": "like yeah well there was a day when I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01011-00287892-00288053": "was planning this lifetime around I'm", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01012-00288054-00288197": "sitting up there with Creator I'm like", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01013-00288198-00288460": "hey send me to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01014-00288461-00288653": "um an indigenous community in the Jim", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01015-00288654-00289001": "Crow South with some trauma and uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01016-00289002-00289187": "and I will you know and put me through", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01017-00289188-00289349": "all these processes and I will remember", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01018-00289350-00289630": "love like that is literally my joke that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01019-00289631-00289834": "I tell so when you said that Katrina I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01020-00289835-00290063": "almost fell out I was like huh I didn't", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01021-00290064-00290219": "know that it was a little what did you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01022-00290220-00290393": "call it reincarnating Committee in my", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01023-00290394-00290525": "language it's a different thing but the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01024-00290526-00290753": "same thing so yes I do feel like I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01025-00290754-00291053": "picked this particular path and then how", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01026-00291054-00291239": "to pay attention to what's already", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01027-00291240-00291430": "trying to happen like Paula Larkin said", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01028-00291431-00291593": "lock says you know where's the swirl", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01029-00291594-00291779": "we're sufficient that we feel in our", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01030-00291780-00292145": "body that says move that way yeah oh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01031-00292146-00292501": "thank you for naming Paula Lark yes", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01032-00292502-00292715": "we're shouting out to you out there", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01033-00292716-00292865": "somewhere", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01034-00292866-00293093": "James any reflection before we move on", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01035-00293094-00293356": "yeah I just uh just want to reinforce", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01036-00293357-00293669": "the fact that I'm a man of a certain age", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01037-00293670-00293963": "and I remember when", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01038-00293964-00294245": "um people didn't talk about white people", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01039-00294246-00294413": "and people didn't talk about race race", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01040-00294414-00294634": "was a problem for people who look like", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01041-00294635-00294832": "me so I really I really appreciate the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01042-00294833-00295117": "fact that Katrina is showing up here", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01043-00295118-00295408": "and um talking about the kind of work", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01044-00295409-00295721": "white people need to do and um that's", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01045-00295722-00295889": "very important", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01046-00295890-00296243": "um and it's uh it's it's I mean I think", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01047-00296244-00296525": "this amount of Bravery that that comes", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01048-00296526-00296729": "with that for all of us to be here and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01049-00296730-00296993": "and to actually show up we just behind", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01050-00296994-00297232": "the scenes we've had a couple of uh of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01051-00297233-00297556": "uh pre-meetings where you know things", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01052-00297557-00297899": "got not raw but just real you know and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01053-00297900-00298169": "I'm really grateful to be here um with", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01054-00298170-00298708": "two three real women so you know um but", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01055-00298709-00299087": "yeah I'm I'm excited about being", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01056-00299088-00299363": "thank you all so much uh that is my cue", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01057-00299364-00299621": "to gracefully exit and leave you to your", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01058-00299622-00299873": "facilitator Kim for the rest of the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01059-00299874-00300155": "session thank you all for being here and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01060-00300156-00300767": "uh continue to be real see y'all soon", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01061-00300768-00300977": "thanks yeah we'll do our best to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01062-00300978-00301169": "continue to be real", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01063-00301170-00301408": "um just want to um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01064-00301409-00301619": "to uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01065-00301620-00301882": "save for our folks um just to offer a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01066-00301883-00302056": "little bit of grounding and just", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01067-00302057-00302243": "noticing in your body before we even", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01068-00302244-00302501": "begin because it was lifted up the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01069-00302502-00302747": "presence of fear and how much courage it", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01070-00302748-00303017": "takes to have these conversations", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01071-00303018-00303371": "um and fear is uh it's going to be", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01072-00303372-00303695": "present but to be able to just be with", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01073-00303696-00303779": "it", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01074-00303780-00304121": "um to metabolize it to ferret out the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01075-00304122-00304295": "parts of it that are worth it sometimes", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01076-00304296-00304463": "our brain is sending us a signal to run", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01077-00304464-00304643": "like hell because we need to and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01078-00304644-00304871": "sometimes it feels the same but it's", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01079-00304872-00305171": "really just a discomfort so just want to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01080-00305172-00305356": "give you a moment to just check in with", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01081-00305357-00305543": "yourself because we also name", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01082-00305544-00305717": "relationships and relationship with", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01083-00305718-00305956": "ourselves matters first because who is", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01084-00305957-00306101": "the me that I'm bringing to these", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01085-00306102-00306304": "conversations that we're trying to have", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01086-00306305-00306539": "so just taking a moment to just check in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01087-00306540-00306821": "with yourself you know just noticing", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01088-00306822-00307019": "did you take a moment to get here to get", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01089-00307020-00307139": "present", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01090-00307140-00307330": "are you still thinking about what's to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01091-00307331-00307421": "come", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01092-00307422-00307630": "are you noticing any anxiety or any", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01093-00307631-00307745": "tension", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01094-00307746-00308015": "so just take a moment to check in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01095-00308016-00308171": "and then as we're moving through these", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01096-00308172-00308315": "conversations we'll talk a little bit", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01097-00308316-00308567": "more about it on the other side", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01098-00308568-00308729": "um but the breath is always a beautiful", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01099-00308730-00309010": "tool for bringing us back to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01100-00309011-00309215": "um to the present moment and to our", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01101-00309216-00309497": "capacity to expand to hold these deeper", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01102-00309498-00309815": "conversations to stay in relationship in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01103-00309816-00309958": "connection with ourselves and with our", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01104-00309959-00310163": "bodies and being in relationship with", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01105-00310164-00310337": "our body is such a powerful Act of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01106-00310338-00310541": "decolonization because they win when", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01107-00310542-00310684": "they teach us to separate from our", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01108-00310685-00310913": "bodies so we're reclaiming our bodies", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01109-00310914-00311123": "and uh bringing those back and not", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01110-00311124-00311297": "really wishing I had brought my earbuds", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01111-00311298-00311453": "but you know", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01112-00311454-00311621": "so if you hear the neighbors it's all", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01113-00311622-00311849": "good it's all relationships", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01114-00311850-00312077": "love it so much", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01115-00312078-00312419": "um yeah so super excited to keep moving", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01116-00312420-00312695": "forward in this conversation", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01117-00312696-00312851": "um and I'm gonna get back to my document", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01118-00312852-00313091": "here uh who was as it said it's so great", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01119-00313092-00313229": "when you can be", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01120-00313230-00313475": "um flexible it is but then you know I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01121-00313476-00313763": "also can get a little bit lost so just", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01122-00313764-00313882": "want to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01123-00313883-00314206": "um invite us to breathing", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01124-00314207-00314423": "um and sometimes if you need to tap I'll", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01125-00314424-00314645": "also tap here and I noticed my brother", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01126-00314646-00314795": "James was doing a little bit of swaying", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01127-00314796-00314987": "earlier you know we those of us that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01128-00314988-00315137": "were raised in school and in church we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01129-00315138-00315358": "knew to sway our bodies a little bit but", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01130-00315359-00315580": "we were told to stop moving but we know", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01131-00315581-00315808": "too we know to sway and move a little", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01132-00315809-00316180": "bit so be sure to use whatever tools you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01133-00316181-00316432": "want to to stay fully connected not to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01134-00316433-00316793": "override but to stay fully connected", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01135-00316794-00316991": "um so I think we'll say the slides were", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01136-00316992-00317201": "on the other end they're um Gabby and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01137-00317202-00317417": "I'd like to invite James and Katrina to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01138-00317418-00317645": "share samples of their work so I think", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01139-00317646-00318334": "looks like Katrina you might be up first", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01140-00318335-00318653": "hi", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01141-00318654-00318808": "um so", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01142-00318809-00319049": "I don't have much to say by way of setup", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01143-00319050-00319349": "of the clip it's going to be a clip of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01144-00319350-00319660": "the opening just three minutes of the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01145-00319661-00319930": "film choices of the trade and I'll have", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01146-00319931-00320032": "a couple", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01147-00320033-00322084": "remarks after that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01148-00322085-00322252": "foreign", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01149-00322253-00322512": "[Applause]", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01150-00322513-00323627": "[Music]", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01151-00323628-00323819": "every year my family would get together", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01152-00323820-00324184": "for July 4th in Bristol Rhode Island", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01153-00324185-00324413": "it was a big deal because Bristol boasts", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01154-00324414-00324580": "the longest running Fourth of July", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01155-00324581-00324717": "parade in the country", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01156-00324718-00325093": "[Music]", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01157-00325094-00325517": "mind of living now the same", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01158-00325518-00325860": "when they have our father", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01159-00325861-00326093": "you'd watch the parade from the lawn of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01160-00326094-00326267": "Linden place", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01161-00326268-00326458": "this big white mansion used to belong to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01162-00326459-00326615": "my relatives", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01163-00326616-00326842": "it's right in the center of town", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01164-00326843-00327660": "[Music]", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01165-00327661-00327923": "this is me Age Two with my mother and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01166-00327924-00328091": "grandmother", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01167-00328092-00328234": "[Music]", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01168-00328235-00328979": "here's me H3 bossing my brother around", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01169-00328980-00329182": "my DeWolf ancestors were known as the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01170-00329183-00330053": "great folk in Bristol", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01171-00330054-00330247": "there were professors and writers", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01172-00330248-00330503": "artists and architects", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01173-00330504-00331025": "and many Episcopal ministers", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01174-00331026-00331295": "I was proud to be related to them", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01175-00331296-00331482": "foreign", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01176-00331483-00331769": "to this fairy tale world of old New", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01177-00331770-00331913": "England", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01178-00331914-00332104": "images of my grandparents when they were", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01179-00332105-00332503": "young", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01180-00332504-00332747": "it never occurred to me to ask how we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01181-00332748-00333232": "got so established", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01182-00333233-00333617": "one day my grandmother traced back", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01183-00333618-00333827": "I was in seminary when I got a booklet", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01184-00333828-00334001": "in the mail that she wrote for all her", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01185-00334002-00334384": "grandchildren", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01186-00334385-00334601": "he shared our family history", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01187-00334602-00334991": "all the Happy Days", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01188-00334992-00335213": "she also explained that the first a wolf", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01189-00335214-00335530": "Marc Anthony came to Bristol as a sailor", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01190-00335531-00335801": "in 1744", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01191-00335802-00336041": "and then she wrote", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01192-00336042-00336280": "I haven't stomach enough to describe the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01193-00336281-00337201": "ensuing slave trade", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01194-00337202-00337456": "what Hit me hard was the realization", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01195-00337457-00337697": "that I already knew this", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01196-00337698-00338035": "new but somehow buried it along the way", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01197-00338036-00338471": "[Music]", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01198-00338472-00338723": "but no one in my family realized", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01199-00338724-00338915": "was that the dwolves were the largest", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01200-00338916-00339293": "slave trading family in U.S history", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01201-00339294-00339545": "they brought over 10 000 Africans to the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01202-00339546-00339880": "Americas and chains", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01203-00339881-00340054": "half a million of their descendants", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01204-00340055-00341110": "could be alive today", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01205-00341111-00342397": "foreign", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01206-00342398-00342899": "so I'll just share briefly that what um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01207-00342900-00343289": "the film follows is a journey that uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01208-00343290-00343534": "nine fellow dwarf descendants and I took", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01209-00343535-00343865": "to retrace the triangle trade", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01210-00343866-00344206": "um having written 200 people and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01211-00344207-00344308": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01212-00344309-00344453": "nine", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01213-00344454-00344843": "um decided to join me and we went from", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01214-00344844-00345071": "Rhode Island to Ghana to the slave Forts", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01215-00345072-00345269": "and to Cuba where the dewolves owned", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01216-00345270-00345401": "plantations", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01217-00345402-00345701": "and um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01218-00345702-00346079": "it was intense I'll leave it at that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01219-00346080-00346421": "and I can conclude there and pass it", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01220-00346422-00346606": "back to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01221-00346607-00346913": "Kim or Andrea", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01222-00346914-00347321": "thank you Katrina yeah let's um invite", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01223-00347322-00347560": "James and then we'll collectively have a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01224-00347561-00347795": "conversation after we've witnessed both", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01225-00347796-00348149": "pieces of work", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01226-00348150-00348358": "okay", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01227-00348359-00348437": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01228-00348438-00348760": "yes just a really quick quote", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01229-00348761-00349145": "um from um cesare beware my body and my", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01230-00349146-00349427": "soul beware above all of crossing your", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01231-00349428-00349739": "arms and assuming the sterile attitude", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01232-00349740-00350110": "of The Spectator even in thought for", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01233-00350111-00350537": "life is not a spectacle a sea of grief", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01234-00350538-00350795": "is not a proscenium", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01235-00350796-00351058": "and a man who wails is not a dancing", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01236-00351059-00351293": "bear", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01237-00351294-00351521": "um I've always been very interested in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01238-00351522-00351778": "uh making work that implicates my", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01239-00351779-00352084": "audience to get them to make a decision", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01240-00352085-00352415": "to participate to bring them in to uh to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01241-00352416-00352613": "disappear the fourth wall and what I'm", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01242-00352614-00352858": "gonna show is uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01243-00352859-00353093": "uh an excerpt from a peace disposable", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01244-00353094-00353399": "man which is a solo piece with um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01245-00353400-00353603": "like five six", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01246-00353604-00353977": "um channels of video done back in 2004", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01247-00353978-00354427": "it's standard definition video so uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01248-00354428-00354821": "diminish your high definition hopes and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01249-00354822-00355097": "you know and and watch this what I'm", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01250-00355098-00355337": "just going to say briefly before", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01251-00355338-00355649": "um this to frame it is this piece was it", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01252-00355650-00355823": "was live theater of course", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01253-00355824-00356280": "um the audience was actually given", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01254-00356281-00356789": "41 laser pointer guns", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01255-00356790-00356987": "guns", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01256-00356988-00357328": "um and they were invited to participate", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01257-00357329-00357610": "and what you're going to see is uh what", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01258-00357611-00357971": "happened not everybody participated I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01259-00357972-00358091": "didn't", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01260-00358092-00358278": "it didn't matter to me what happened", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01261-00358279-00358571": "every all every gun was numbered and if", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01262-00358572-00358727": "you um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01263-00358728-00358984": "uh saw your number on the screen and you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01264-00358985-00359297": "were asked to point the um the the gun", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01265-00359298-00359658": "on my body you knew what was expected", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01266-00359659-00360004": "and I dare say that you would feel it", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01267-00360005-00360275": "whether you did it or not so my interest", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01268-00360276-00360689": "was in um largely in implicating the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01269-00360690-00361013": "audience and with Amadou Diallo which is", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01270-00361014-00361243": "the incident that I was exploring I was", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01271-00361244-00361637": "fascinated slash horrified at the the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01272-00361638-00362087": "high number of 41. he was shot at 41", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01273-00362088-00362410": "times and I wanted to show", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01274-00362411-00362777": "an audience how large a number 41 was in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01275-00362778-00363154": "a way that was oddly beautiful so I'll", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01276-00363155-00363769": "stop there we can talk about more later", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01277-00363770-00364045": "pay attention", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01278-00364046-00364319": "as you know we are looking for a black", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01279-00364320-00364771": "man pay attention", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01280-00364772-00365099": "he is probably dangerous and may be", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01281-00365100-00365225": "armed", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01282-00365226-00365404": "if you've not received your weapon", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01283-00365405-00365728": "please raise your hand", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01284-00365729-00366154": "listen up very important once you get", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01285-00366155-00366437": "your revolver point it to the floor", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01286-00366438-00366653": "put your finger to the trigger and push", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01287-00366654-00366851": "it's very lightly", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01288-00366852-00367156": "you will see a red dot each gun is", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01289-00367157-00367354": "numbered pay attention", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01290-00367355-00367589": "when your number appears", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01291-00367590-00367871": "shoot where instructed", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01292-00367872-00368171": "when you are prompted shoot and hold it", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01293-00368172-00368249": "there", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01294-00368250-00368530": "I'm standing outside", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01295-00368531-00368717": "it's me", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01296-00368718-00369004": "and my cigarette we turn the corner and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01297-00369005-00369295": "that's when we saw the suspect he was uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01298-00369296-00369623": "fidgeting looking very nervous", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01299-00369624-00369808": "agitated", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01300-00369809-00369971": "when he saw her unmarked car approaching", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01301-00369972-00370163": "he clearly flinched", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01302-00370164-00370397": "very aggressive body language clearly he", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01303-00370398-00370654": "was up to something", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01304-00370655-00370804": "his car full of white men come around", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01305-00370805-00371099": "the corner driving real slow", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01306-00371100-00371278": "strange", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01307-00371279-00371453": "my neighborhood a car full of slow", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01308-00371454-00371867": "driving white folks there's a bad sign", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01309-00371868-00372197": "that's", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01310-00372198-00372443": "that's when the situation", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01311-00372444-00372737": "I mean it doesn't make sense now but I I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01312-00372738-00372989": "reached my wallet I mean", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01313-00372990-00373504": "I'm not doing anything wrong I live here", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01314-00373505-00374110": "I got rights", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01315-00374111-00374286": "I got rights", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01316-00374287-00374777": "[Music]", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01317-00374778-00375101": "guess it I guess it must have been Dave", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01318-00375102-00375473": "officer Roberts he yelled gun", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01319-00375474-00375737": "at the same time Ramsay went down and we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01320-00375738-00376145": "all assumed he was shot so we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01321-00376146-00376408": "drew our weapons", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01322-00376409-00376553": "well that's where the first shots were", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01323-00376554-00376751": "fired", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01324-00376752-00376967": "first bullet number one would be right", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01325-00376968-00377069": "here", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01326-00377070-00377404": "blue number one was right here", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01327-00377405-00377584": "book number two", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01328-00377585-00377995": "it's here", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01329-00377996-00378310": "as soon as my hand touched my wallet it", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01330-00378311-00378491": "kicked in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01331-00378492-00378787": "black man not standing absolutely still", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01332-00378788-00379271": "undercover cops charging", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01333-00379272-00380315": "I knew I was in deep", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01334-00380316-00380525": "the suspect doesn't go down", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01335-00380526-00380687": "we assumed that he was wearing a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01336-00380688-00380819": "bulletproof vest", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01337-00380820-00381111": "so we keep firing", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01338-00381112-00381232": "[Music]", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01339-00381233-00381599": "and we keep fighting", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01340-00381600-00383053": "foreign", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01341-00383054-00383339": "I saw all of these bullets", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01342-00383340-00383608": "coming back towards me", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01343-00383609-00383806": "I assumed they were being fired by the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01344-00383807-00384341": "suspect", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01345-00384342-00384665": "I was hit", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01346-00384666-00384828": "I was hurt", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01347-00384829-00385217": "I kept saying", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01348-00385218-00385475": "this white man the guns", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01349-00385476-00385727": "pointing at me", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01350-00385728-00385930": "exploding", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01351-00385931-00386087": "again", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01352-00386088-00386591": "and again", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01353-00386592-00386915": "look for their eyes", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01354-00386916-00387347": "and I caught one for a moment", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01355-00387348-00387767": "scare he was really scared", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01356-00387768-00388180": "scared of me", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01357-00388181-00388320": "I want to tell us", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01358-00388321-00388475": "[Music]", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01359-00388476-00391091": "it's just me I live here I can prove it", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01360-00391092-00391397": "thank you James", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01361-00391398-00391678": "I invite us all to just", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01362-00391679-00391913": "um again check in with our bodies", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01363-00391914-00392273": "and again not to override but to honor", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01364-00392274-00392489": "what we've just seen", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01365-00392490-00392734": "to give ourselves a chance to metabolize", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01366-00392735-00392849": "it", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01367-00392850-00393023": "to take it in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01368-00393024-00393287": "we're all moving at the speed of beyond", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01369-00393288-00393575": "the speed of Life faster than that so", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01370-00393576-00393815": "let's just take a couple of breaths and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01371-00393816-00394060": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01372-00394061-00394301": "see what's there on the other side of a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01373-00394302-00394601": "couple of breaths not to override", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01374-00394602-00394943": "but to hold to metabolize", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01375-00394944-00395332": "push this inhale together", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01376-00395333-00395710": "and exhale", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01377-00395711-00396137": "one more time inhale", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01378-00396138-00396917": "and exhale", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01379-00396918-00397204": "so thank you James and Katrina for your", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01380-00397205-00397589": "Brave work I do feel it in my body", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01381-00397590-00397817": "and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01382-00397818-00398056": "um I'm imagining", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01383-00398057-00398284": "because that's what we do I'm imagining", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01384-00398285-00398584": "that that might have been intentional", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01385-00398585-00398854": "so since we're having a somatic", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01386-00398855-00399199": "conversation along with this I'm curious", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01387-00399200-00399515": "about what it was that you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01388-00399516-00399767": "wanted us to feel or if there was an", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01389-00399768-00400013": "intention and what it was that you were", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01390-00400014-00400169": "seeking for us to feel", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01391-00400170-00400463": "what was the intention James you're off", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01392-00400464-00400793": "camera Michael so go first difficult", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01393-00400794-00400960": "okay", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01394-00400961-00401130": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01395-00401131-00401447": "when I created disposable men this was", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01396-00401448-00401651": "post Rodney King", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01397-00401652-00401915": "and I was when Rodney King incident", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01398-00401916-00402178": "happened where five policemen viciously", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01399-00402179-00402449": "beat him I was like finally", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01400-00402450-00402713": "finally Justice", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01401-00402714-00402971": "it didn't come", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01402-00402972-00403271": "um there were others before Amadou", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01403-00403272-00403547": "Diallo but when Amadou Diallo was shot", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01404-00403548-00403901": "he was an unarmed black man standing", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01405-00403902-00404171": "outside of his own home", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01406-00404172-00404369": "approached by I think four or five", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01407-00404370-00404656": "policemen who unloaded their Clips one", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01408-00404657-00404980": "policeman actually Reloaded", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01409-00404981-00405401": "um and I just could not", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01410-00405402-00405665": "I couldn't understand I mean I was", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01411-00405666-00405851": "Amadou Diallo you know I could I could", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01412-00405852-00406097": "easily see that happening to me he", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01413-00406098-00406354": "didn't do anything wrong", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01414-00406355-00406582": "and I was really interested", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01415-00406583-00406780": "in telling his story in a way that was", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01416-00406781-00406895": "visceral", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01417-00406896-00407243": "and that I could put the audience in the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01418-00407244-00407525": "uh in the role of the policeman", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01419-00407526-00407843": "um and I would be Amadou Diallo and we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01420-00407844-00407993": "hand it out as I mentioned we handed out", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01421-00407994-00408184": "41 laser pointer guns each one was", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01422-00408185-00408293": "numbered", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01423-00408294-00408539": "and I spoke to people afterwards some", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01424-00408540-00408749": "people decided not to shoot but they", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01425-00408750-00409091": "told me that when their number came up", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01426-00409092-00409271": "they felt something and that's that's", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01427-00409272-00409577": "what what I was really interested in is", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01428-00409578-00409780": "that the audience experienced what a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01429-00409781-00410051": "huge number 41 was and at the end of the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01430-00410052-00410339": "piece I wanted to have 41 points of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01431-00410339-00410518": "light floating around and it was this", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01432-00410519-00410795": "beautiful music and I was being I was", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01433-00410796-00411034": "still and these these points of light", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01434-00411035-00411232": "were there and you know", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01435-00411233-00411509": "um it was oddly beautiful and horrific", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01436-00411510-00412013": "and I wanted the audience to um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01437-00412014-00412282": "to sit with that you know", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01438-00412283-00412643": "um that was that was my um intention not", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01439-00412643-00412930": "to traumatize not to um do anything", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01440-00412931-00413314": "other than to consider what it was like", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01441-00413316-00413663": "for that man to consider what it is like", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01442-00413664-00414407": "for a man who looks like me", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01443-00414408-00414580": "thank you James Katrina did you have", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01444-00414581-00414724": "anything you wanted to add to that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01445-00414725-00414916": "respond to that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01446-00414917-00415174": "um I would throw in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01447-00415175-00415439": "um what you've already raised up which", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01448-00415439-00415799": "is body and emotions and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01449-00415800-00416063": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01450-00416064-00416524": "I made a decision pretty early on that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01451-00416525-00416741": "uh the power of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01452-00416742-00416993": "an art form that has narrative and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01453-00416993-00417130": "characters", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01454-00417131-00417539": "and imagery and music is a form in this", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01455-00417539-00417778": "case filmmaking that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01456-00417779-00418145": "helps people feel emotions and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01457-00418146-00418522": "um just you know in in the privacy of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01458-00418523-00418745": "their home if it's on TV in a theater if", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01459-00418746-00418949": "it's in a theater", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01460-00418950-00419128": "um and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01461-00419129-00419416": "I think for white folks in particular", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01462-00419417-00419627": "um I actually was flashing back on how", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01463-00419628-00419968": "Joanna Macy also named numbness as an", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01464-00419969-00420227": "emotion doesn't usually get listed when", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01465-00420228-00420479": "people list emotions but it was really", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01466-00420480-00420731": "helpful when she did that to sort of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01467-00420732-00420893": "look at how", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01468-00420893-00421120": "as part of white privilege we just kind", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01469-00421121-00421355": "of numb ourselves to the pain", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01470-00421356-00421631": "um that's being suffered by people of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01471-00421632-00422027": "color so I was interested in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01472-00422028-00422459": "I'm cracking open that numbness with", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01473-00422460-00422663": "the fact that there were 10 of us and we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01474-00422664-00422801": "were all going to be different and be on", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01475-00422802-00423077": "our own emotional trajectories and so on", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01476-00423078-00423287": "and so forth would give people it didn't", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01477-00423288-00423503": "mean people had to like us or agree with", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01478-00423504-00423697": "us or what we were feeling they could", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01479-00423697-00423964": "react against as well as be pulled", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01480-00423965-00424120": "towards", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01481-00424121-00424199": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01482-00424200-00424397": "and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01483-00424397-00424666": "fast forward there's been I started", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01484-00424667-00424949": "working on the film in 1999 and the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01485-00424950-00425237": "concept of white privilege was", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01486-00425238-00425477": "um out there thanks to Peggy McIntosh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01487-00425478-00425687": "and others", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01488-00425688-00425741": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01489-00425742-00426125": "but Concepts like white fragility hadn't", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01490-00426126-00426281": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01491-00426282-00426497": "they'd probably been named but hadn't", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01492-00426497-00426689": "gotten popularized", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01493-00426689-00427025": "um so the last thing I'll just offer is", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01494-00427026-00427277": "um it's been so helpful when people of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01495-00427278-00427427": "color have", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01496-00427428-00427541": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01497-00427542-00427810": "raised up the fact that white people's", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01498-00427812-00428057": "emotions are have a long horrible", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01499-00428058-00428249": "history of people of color taking care", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01500-00428250-00428453": "of white people and their emotions their", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01501-00428454-00428759": "fear their defensiveness their guilt", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01502-00428760-00429016": "um it hasn't been safe for people of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01503-00429017-00429197": "color to express their emotions about", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01504-00429197-00429514": "all of this in a public way around white", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01505-00429515-00429695": "people so", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01506-00429696-00429779": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01507-00429780-00429983": "thanks to the naming of some of these", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01508-00429984-00430168": "things like white fragility I think it", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01509-00430169-00430307": "can help", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01510-00430308-00430439": "tease out", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01511-00430439-00430691": "things that we should do", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01512-00430692-00430913": "in Affinity spaces just for white people", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01513-00430914-00431153": "so as to spare people of color our", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01514-00431154-00431320": "processing that doesn't mean we don't", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01515-00431321-00431657": "need to process", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01516-00431658-00431872": "thank you thank you for that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01517-00431873-00432166": "um uh you know andresma minicums work", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01518-00432167-00432299": "around", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01519-00432300-00432497": "um grandmother's hands and racialized", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01520-00432497-00432618": "Trauma in the body", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01521-00432619-00433060": "and lifting up that we've been taught to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01522-00433062-00433360": "think about race but it doesn't live in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01523-00433362-00433553": "our thinking white supremacy culture the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01524-00433554-00433775": "culture that allows this way of being to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01525-00433776-00433918": "continue", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01526-00433919-00434068": "um it lives in our body so it's a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01527-00434069-00434459": "somatic experience and so then knowing", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01528-00434460-00434795": "that art activates the body and that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01529-00434796-00434945": "we're sitting now at this intersection", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01530-00434946-00435293": "of how do we how do we use art", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01531-00435293-00435599": "um uh at the intersection of race having", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01532-00435600-00435791": "race conversation through ART but the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01533-00435792-00435989": "dialogue part that is so tied to our", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01534-00435989-00436193": "somatics", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01535-00436193-00436499": "um how do we begin to like manage that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01536-00436500-00436660": "energy even tied to like the earlier", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01537-00436662-00436829": "conversations we were having around", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01538-00436830-00437045": "whether or not to even ground folks", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01539-00437046-00437339": "before or after because does that then", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01540-00437339-00437705": "take away from their visceral response", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01541-00437706-00438029": "um how do we uh like Grace Lee Boggs", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01542-00438030-00438166": "talks about become more human human", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01543-00438167-00438401": "beings so that and even John O'Neill and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01544-00438402-00438635": "Joe Carson talked about you know finding", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01545-00438635-00438935": "the way through so it gets activated and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01546-00438935-00439247": "lifted up but but what's I'm just from", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01547-00439247-00439559": "the artist's point of view then is there", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01548-00439560-00439841": "a role for the artist or even a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01549-00439842-00440045": "responsibility or anything and of course", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01550-00440046-00440279": "this is just me genuinely curious", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01551-00440280-00440447": "because I don't know this is how we you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01552-00440447-00440597": "know hopefully will be nimble in the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01553-00440597-00440837": "evolution of how do we evolve these", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01554-00440838-00441172": "these conversations in ways that um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01555-00441173-00441322": "actually allow for our transformation", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01556-00441323-00441520": "and our Liberation and aren't just", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01557-00441521-00441659": "conversations for confirmations", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01558-00441660-00441857": "conversations say that build", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01559-00441858-00442055": "relationship and and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01560-00442056-00442372": "um I our capacity to to move forward to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01561-00442373-00442522": "create the world that we want so yeah", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01562-00442523-00443429": "hopefully you found a question in there", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01563-00443430-00443825": "um yeah you invited me I will yeah", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01564-00443826-00444107": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01565-00444108-00444281": "yeah I guess you know what I'm hearing", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01566-00444282-00444479": "and I'm hearing in our conversations", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01567-00444480-00444755": "which is really interesting to me is how", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01568-00444756-00444947": "do you talk about how do you talk about", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01569-00444947-00445103": "this stuff", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01570-00445104-00445295": "how do you talk about the history of a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01571-00445296-00445541": "country that is ridden with racist", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01572-00445542-00445847": "Carnage that is too horrific to really", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01573-00445847-00446153": "show most times that people don't really", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01574-00446154-00446470": "want to engage with and right now", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01575-00446471-00446849": "there's an initiative to erase which is", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01576-00446850-00447083": "really disturbing for me", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01577-00447084-00447349": "um so and I you know", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01578-00447350-00447575": "sometimes I've been in rooms where I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01579-00447576-00447695": "feel like the bull in the china shop", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01580-00447696-00447868": "because I'm just feeling like I'm", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01581-00447869-00448120": "calling it like it is you know and I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01582-00448121-00448210": "don't", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01583-00448212-00448577": "um almost without regard", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01584-00448578-00448816": "um because I feel like largely", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01585-00448817-00448885": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01586-00448885-00449255": "that is what is needed I mean we went", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01587-00449256-00449501": "through we meaning a society we went", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01588-00449502-00449795": "through Rodney King", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01589-00449796-00449975": "we went through", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01590-00449976-00450281": "um Tamir rice laquan McDonald", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01591-00450282-00450563": "uh Brianna", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01592-00450564-00450810": "and as a society I really believe", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01593-00450812-00451205": "unfortunately we needed to see a black", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01594-00451206-00451727": "man die live on TV that is horrific to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01595-00451728-00451966": "even just say it", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01596-00451967-00452320": "but George Floyd died", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01597-00452321-00452572": "we saw the nine minutes of his death", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01598-00452573-00452897": "actually happened to us and that is the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01599-00452897-00453149": "thing that has moved the needle forward", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01600-00453150-00453377": "in in many more ways", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01601-00453378-00453616": "than any of the other things that that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01602-00453617-00453814": "um that have come up in my in my", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01603-00453815-00454127": "lifetime and I feel like it's really sad", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01604-00454128-00454337": "that you know we're a society where we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01605-00454338-00454631": "we have to see it you know we can't we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01606-00454632-00454793": "can't just sort of talk about it and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01607-00454793-00455063": "allude to it you know", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01608-00455064-00455231": "um we have to see it and I think that if", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01609-00455232-00455566": "we did not see George Floyd die", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01610-00455567-00455813": "on camera", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01611-00455814-00456053": "we would not be at a place now where", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01612-00456054-00456185": "we're asking the questions that are", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01613-00456185-00456407": "really asking and that we're getting the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01614-00456408-00456564": "the the the the the the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01615-00456565-00456820": "attention to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01616-00456821-00457127": "um black lives mattering and uh and and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01617-00457128-00457301": "and the things that are happening right", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01618-00457302-00457595": "now I really feel like um that was a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01619-00457596-00457883": "moment in time and unfortunately we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01620-00457884-00458105": "needed to see it viscerally which makes", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01621-00458106-00458237": "me wonder", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01622-00458238-00458513": "about art that is dealing with race and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01623-00458514-00458879": "racism I don't feel like", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01624-00458880-00459035": "um it's out of place", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01625-00459035-00459275": "to be", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01626-00459276-00459641": "in your face so to speak excuse to you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01627-00459642-00459863": "know I'm a performer sorry", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01628-00459864-00460091": "um but yeah I think that there's there's", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01629-00460092-00460247": "room for that and there's also room for", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01630-00460247-00460522": "nuance and thank God for for Kim who's", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01631-00460523-00460799": "who's like she's really", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01632-00460800-00460991": "um carefully facilitating this", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01633-00460992-00461320": "discussion and I have no intention of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01634-00461321-00461675": "traumatizing people but I I am so afraid", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01635-00461676-00461987": "of the phrase it uh to talk about trauma", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01636-00461988-00462245": "is to inflict trauma and if that is true", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01637-00462246-00462520": "then we can have no discussion about the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01638-00462521-00462766": "history of America unless we find nice", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01639-00462767-00462959": "ways to talk about enslavement and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01640-00462960-00463229": "lynching and you know redlining and it", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01641-00463230-00463414": "you know make it a pretty it's not", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01642-00463415-00463816": "pretty", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01643-00463817-00464189": "um James I was struck by a segment of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01644-00464189-00464435": "one of your other performances", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01645-00464435-00464770": "um the Three-Fifths Supremacy", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01646-00464771-00465016": "um white supremacy and um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01647-00465017-00465172": "and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01648-00465173-00465485": "the white woman that you had during the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01649-00465485-00465737": "like karate chops", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01650-00465738-00465827": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01651-00465828-00466168": "and how she was basically saying no", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01652-00466169-00466355": "go away stop I don't want to talk about", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01653-00466356-00466637": "it and she was doing it with a smile on", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01654-00466638-00466805": "her face", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01655-00466806-00466889": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01656-00466889-00467159": "that was a powerful image", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01657-00467160-00467549": "and the other thing I'm thinking of from", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01658-00467550-00467855": "your question Kim is at the most simple", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01659-00467856-00467987": "level", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01660-00467988-00468053": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01661-00468054-00468293": "after every screening we do that I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01662-00468293-00468593": "facilitate of traces of the trade I ask", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01663-00468593-00468803": "people to turn to someone sitting next", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01664-00468804-00469007": "to them and share what's on their heart", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01665-00469008-00469397": "at the conclusion of the film not I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01666-00469397-00469566": "specifically discourage", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01667-00469567-00469763": "intellectualizing but what's on your", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01668-00469764-00469866": "heart", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01669-00469867-00470218": "and it Harkens back to when I was a kid", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01670-00470219-00470422": "and I would go see independent films", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01671-00470423-00470675": "that um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01672-00470676-00471037": "were about various uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01673-00471038-00471214": "injustices", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01674-00471215-00471389": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01675-00471389-00471635": "I would be so moved by the ant by the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01676-00471635-00471851": "end of the film and in that darkened", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01677-00471852-00472049": "theater I would let myself cry but as", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01678-00472050-00472270": "soon as the lights went up wipe away the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01679-00472271-00472493": "tears wipe away the tears", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01680-00472493-00472672": "um so I really wanted to honor that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01681-00472673-00472859": "moment of transition from the end of a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01682-00472860-00473068": "film to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01683-00473069-00473422": "encountering another human and inviting", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01684-00473423-00473572": "that dialogue because I think when", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01685-00473573-00473764": "there's that emotional honesty at a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01686-00473765-00474029": "moment like that that helps set the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01687-00474030-00474293": "stage for some", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01688-00474293-00474541": "deeper soul searching and and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01689-00474542-00474814": "relationship building and hopefully some", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01690-00474815-00474989": "accountability emerging if it's a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01691-00474989-00475120": "screening for a particular Community", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01692-00475121-00475403": "like a church to take the conversation", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01693-00475404-00475637": "farther and turn to action towards", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01694-00475638-00475943": "racial Justice", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01695-00475943-00476237": "um yeah thank you both", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01696-00476238-00476470": "um for your beautiful and thoughtful", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01697-00476471-00476770": "responses and again", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01698-00476771-00476914": "um you know because I'm a somatic", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01699-00476915-00477143": "practitioner and we're like holding all", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01700-00477143-00477299": "of these", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01701-00477300-00477364": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01702-00477365-00477557": "like just shifting turning this diamond", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01703-00477558-00477689": "around and seeing it from all these", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01704-00477689-00478037": "points of view uh and I'm I'm feeling", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01705-00478038-00478199": "the passion with which you're holding", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01706-00478200-00478577": "that space and I love that uh and I am", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01707-00478578-00478829": "curious too how then we so we've named", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01708-00478830-00479063": "fear as definitely part of these", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01709-00479064-00479279": "conversations and that the art can", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01710-00479280-00479597": "sometimes evoke fear and or trauma and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01711-00479597-00479851": "knowing that the brain is a very simple", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01712-00479852-00480203": "tool that has a brain stem and if it's", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01713-00480204-00480418": "activated India a major light goes", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01714-00480419-00480599": "offline which separates it from our", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01715-00480600-00480905": "emotional Corner um emotional Center and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01716-00480906-00481163": "throws our cortex off so we can't", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01717-00481164-00481451": "actually think at our best date and so", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01718-00481452-00481781": "we're activated at that point in time so", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01719-00481782-00482039": "as we're learning more about these tools", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01720-00482039-00482214": "how can we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01721-00482215-00482477": "marry these tools where the body can", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01722-00482478-00482891": "actually be settled so it doesn't then", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01723-00482892-00483155": "um there's a a way through can be", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01724-00483156-00483329": "thought about and that relationship can", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01725-00483330-00483466": "happen because first if we don't feel", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01726-00483467-00483653": "safe we don't feel connected and if we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01727-00483654-00483791": "don't feel connected we can't think", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01728-00483792-00484163": "about what can we learn so how can we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01729-00484164-00484451": "or do we even need to offer that you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01730-00484452-00484643": "know as part of the art or is that part", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01731-00484643-00484877": "of maybe talkbacks that then create", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01732-00484878-00485159": "deeper intentionality around dialogue", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01733-00485160-00485531": "and art and race so that so that all the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01734-00485532-00485716": "goodness is not left on the stage or", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01735-00485717-00485879": "maybe sometimes it is because I think", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01736-00485880-00486035": "there were times when James talked about", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01737-00486035-00486257": "he wanted to you know to engage with", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01738-00486258-00486466": "folks and other times you know not so", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01739-00486467-00486695": "I'd love to just hear you know whatever", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01740-00486696-00486922": "is coming up for you as we're holding", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01741-00486923-00487120": "these intersections and the juiciness of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01742-00487121-00487318": "what can come forth not in the knowing", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01743-00487319-00487505": "but how are we you know even thinking", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01744-00487506-00487666": "about this differently", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01745-00487667-00487829": "how are we letting this change us even", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01746-00487830-00488141": "in this conversation", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01747-00488142-00488368": "um I'll jump in you know this question", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01748-00488369-00488747": "of safe space is so complicated", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01749-00488747-00489029": "because it's not safe for people of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01750-00489030-00489268": "color to talk with white people about it", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01751-00489269-00489616": "um in some respects you know", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01752-00489617-00489929": "I I noticed at a certain point that you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01753-00489930-00490091": "know the types of emotions that white", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01754-00490092-00490325": "folks have in response to a piece of art", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01755-00490326-00490607": "or life about racism", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01756-00490608-00490793": "um those emotional responses are", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01757-00490793-00491129": "vulnerable responses so things like fear", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01758-00491130-00491477": "anxiety guilt defensiveness those are", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01759-00491478-00491716": "vulnerable emotions but when you have", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01760-00491717-00491914": "vulnerable emotions and structural power", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01761-00491915-00492149": "as a white person", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01762-00492150-00492220": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01763-00492221-00492455": "your emotions can", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01764-00492456-00492677": "take things where you want to go as", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01765-00492678-00492959": "opposed to where others want to go so", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01766-00492960-00493283": "um I don't think it feels realistic to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01767-00493284-00493385": "have", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01768-00493385-00493577": "safe space and yet I completely agree", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01769-00493578-00493714": "with you that without that feeling of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01770-00493715-00493960": "safety it's hard to think straight and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01771-00493962-00494291": "not just be kind of I do workshops where", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01772-00494292-00494531": "I ask people to notice in their body", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01773-00494532-00494716": "what they're feeling and with white", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01774-00494717-00495064": "people it's like just Frozen", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01775-00495065-00495520": "sweaty Palms churning stomach red face", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01776-00495521-00495760": "so it is hard to have", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01777-00495762-00496055": "a process in an interracial space that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01778-00496056-00496181": "takes", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01779-00496182-00496493": "people of color and white people to what", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01780-00496493-00496841": "you're referring to as this settled", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01781-00496842-00497099": "space", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01782-00497100-00497945": "so I see it as a a big challenge", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01783-00497946-00498425": "yeah a couple things come up for me um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01784-00498426-00498672": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01785-00498673-00498916": "in I did a piece called three-fifths and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01786-00498917-00499105": "we created a a a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01787-00499106-00499439": "an actual theme park called uh Supremacy", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01788-00499439-00499685": "land and in Supremacy Land There was an", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01789-00499685-00499895": "atrocity Carnival where", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01790-00499896-00500027": "um you walked into the room and it was a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01791-00500028-00500314": "smorgasbord of of the the horrible", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01792-00500315-00500531": "racist Carnage that has been perpetrated", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01793-00500532-00500777": "upon people who look like me raised and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01794-00500778-00501143": "twisted into Sideshow level experiences", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01795-00501143-00501443": "every night people came in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01796-00501443-00501701": "um black people came in and were like oh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01797-00501702-00501870": "no", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01798-00501871-00502133": "I am out of here I can't deal with that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01799-00502134-00502360": "white people every single night a white", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01800-00502362-00502522": "person came up to me and said I'm so", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01801-00502523-00502745": "uncomfortable", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01802-00502746-00502937": "um as if they've never been", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01803-00502938-00503183": "uncomfortable and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01804-00503184-00503435": "um not been able to get out of it and we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01805-00503435-00503533": "we we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01806-00503534-00503801": "designed that into the experience and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01807-00503802-00503993": "when whenever somebody came up to me a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01808-00503993-00504179": "white person said I'm so uncomfortable I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01809-00504180-00504443": "said I'll get you a fragility nurse", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01810-00504443-00504670": "and it was basically someone who did a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01811-00504671-00504845": "little silly dance and it was pushed him", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01812-00504846-00505091": "deeper into the experience and not a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01813-00505092-00505264": "sadistic way but I mean I just walk in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01814-00505265-00505522": "my shoes was the kind of thing also in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01815-00505523-00505853": "disposable men I was um I am I was not a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01816-00505854-00505991": "seasoned actor that was my first", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01817-00505992-00506164": "performance so I didn't know what", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01818-00506165-00506410": "audience would do audiences would do and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01819-00506412-00506735": "I didn't know that they could opt to not", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01820-00506735-00506909": "do what I asked him because I was", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01821-00506910-00507233": "ignorant and there was one part where I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01822-00507234-00507533": "pulled from my zipper in my pants a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01823-00507534-00507731": "little hook with a string and I handed", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01824-00507732-00507929": "it to three white women", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01825-00507930-00508060": "and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01826-00508062-00508313": "um I did this show for four or five", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01827-00508314-00508643": "weeks and every single so I did not let", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01828-00508643-00508816": "this woman off the hook I would stand", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01829-00508817-00509099": "there until she took it except one white", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01830-00509100-00509320": "woman and I'm not you know I can't read", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01831-00509321-00509645": "minds but she started shaking and her", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01832-00509646-00509801": "her husband or her boyfriend was there", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01833-00509802-00510029": "and I was like if she takes this this", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01834-00510030-00510239": "man is gonna beat her", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01835-00510239-00510472": "later you know so I let her off the hook", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01836-00510473-00510695": "but she's the only one and when I backed", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01837-00510696-00511018": "up the string went to inside my pants", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01838-00511019-00511199": "and I pulled out a dildo and we were", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01839-00511200-00511529": "talking about the the tension that has", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01840-00511530-00511775": "historically lived between white women", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01841-00511776-00512075": "and black men and if a white woman and a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01842-00512076-00512387": "black man man were alone in the room", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01843-00512388-00512603": "um and a white woman screamed that black", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01844-00512604-00512813": "man will go down no matter what so I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01845-00512814-00513005": "really wanted to explore that tension", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01846-00513006-00513293": "with a literal line you know which was", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01847-00513293-00513491": "which was interesting and again they", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01848-00513492-00513797": "didn't have to take it but they did and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01849-00513797-00513955": "I think there's something really uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01850-00513956-00514289": "important about my my state at the time", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01851-00514289-00514451": "because I was not a seasoned performer", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01852-00514452-00514613": "and I actually thought they were like", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01853-00514614-00514799": "everybody's Gonna Take It", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01854-00514800-00514979": "and everybody did except this one woman", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01855-00514980-00515183": "but um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01856-00515184-00515633": "yeah I um uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01857-00515634-00515999": "I I am fascinated by", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01858-00516000-00516172": "um engaging", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01859-00516173-00516431": "uh engaging audiences and although", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01860-00516432-00516766": "Katrina's pieces of film and it's not", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01861-00516767-00517018": "there's not a direct dialogue between it", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01862-00517019-00517264": "but it opens up you know with a story", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01863-00517265-00517541": "and she's a person in a white family and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01864-00517542-00517768": "she's doing this and then we find out oh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01865-00517769-00518057": "her family was the largest slave", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01866-00518058-00518249": "holder what must that feel you know it's", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01867-00518250-00518470": "just like I just think it's just so cool", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01868-00518471-00518759": "that you know that that film was done", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01869-00518760-00519089": "and I wonder what kind of pushback that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01870-00519089-00519281": "you got Katrina I mean I got a feeling", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01871-00519282-00519520": "your family didn't pull out pom-poms and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01872-00519521-00519755": "we're like yeah let's do this", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01873-00519756-00520085": "laughs", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01874-00520085-00520301": "that is true", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01875-00520302-00520559": "um but that it was the whole Spectrum", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01876-00520560-00520822": "from you know those who", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01877-00520823-00521110": "came on the journey to those who were", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01878-00521112-00521285": "usually", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01879-00521285-00521416": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01880-00521417-00521639": "secretly upset and not telling me", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01881-00521639-00521964": "because of a whole culture of politeness", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01882-00521965-00522197": "so I would hear Through the Grapevine", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01883-00522197-00522466": "about those who were most upset um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01884-00522467-00522766": "except for one person in particular who", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01885-00522767-00523181": "had the guts to tell me directly", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01886-00523182-00523451": "but", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01887-00523452-00523720": "yeah", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01888-00523721-00524033": "yeah and it's so even fascinating games", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01889-00524034-00524285": "to you know that this person struggled", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01890-00524285-00524668": "to engage with you and and and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01891-00524669-00524885": "I'm offering that it was probably more", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01892-00524886-00525233": "somatic than even thought because of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01893-00525234-00525412": "this experience of how the bodies", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01894-00525413-00525659": "register or don't register together and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01895-00525660-00525785": "so then", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01896-00525786-00526043": "having that deeper understanding of that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01897-00526044-00526385": "is there a way to actually use that in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01898-00526386-00526643": "art or art or especially the dialogue", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01899-00526644-00526877": "around it not the art but the dialogue", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01900-00526878-00527153": "around it is there a way", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01901-00527154-00527411": "um to be able to to use that because", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01902-00527412-00527591": "understanding that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01903-00527592-00527885": "shame digs Us in you know and so even", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01904-00527886-00528185": "allowing folks tools and Katrina's piece", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01905-00528186-00528418": "too especially when it becomes to the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01906-00528419-00528605": "shaking and quaking of white folks I too", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01907-00528606-00528755": "have had to say to you know white women", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01908-00528756-00528862": "don't worry about these white men", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01909-00528863-00529007": "they're okay you know not check the room", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01910-00529008-00529168": "anybody need your support no okay you're", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01911-00529169-00529414": "off duty because it's literally like in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01912-00529415-00529679": "the Box literally like in the bodies you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01913-00529680-00529925": "know to just move towards that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01914-00529926-00530068": "um and so beginning to name those things", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01915-00530069-00530237": "and offer people settling tools so that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01916-00530238-00530459": "they can actually engage their thinking", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01917-00530460-00530651": "before their shame and their fragility", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01918-00530652-00530861": "sets in because it's the one thing it's", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01919-00530862-00531070": "we've we've become very Nimble at naming", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01920-00531071-00531316": "it can we provide tools that help folks", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01921-00531317-00531599": "have a way through and these race art", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01922-00531600-00531791": "dialogue conversations I don't know I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01923-00531792-00531989": "think that's just the question that I'm", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01924-00531990-00532535": "um posing and uh I'm understanding that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01925-00532536-00532807": "um that in this provocative conversation", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01926-00532808-00533159": "uh another provocateur named Andrea", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01927-00533160-00533411": "Assaf", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01928-00533412-00533705": "would like to pop in and be part of our", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01929-00533706-00533914": "conversation so as Andrea's coming in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01930-00533915-00534107": "didn't know right come on there come on", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01931-00534108-00534275": "didn't know if there was anything that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01932-00534276-00534455": "you all wanted to respond to what my", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01933-00534456-00534772": "offering was around how do we in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01934-00534773-00534995": "addition to naming offer folks tools to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01935-00534996-00535222": "actually be able to receive and process", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01936-00535223-00535457": "and metabolize especially okay there you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01937-00535458-00535739": "go Katrina Katrina and then Andrew I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01938-00535740-00535966": "have to jump in wearing a different hat", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01939-00535967-00536081": "which is", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01940-00536082-00536375": "um that of a dancer and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01941-00536376-00536585": "um a practitioner of interplay which is", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01942-00536586-00536872": "a participatory incremental", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01943-00536873-00537112": "accessible way of moving and telling", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01944-00537113-00537227": "stories", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01945-00537228-00537514": "um in the present moment and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01946-00537515-00537857": "um a couple of us well a group of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01947-00537858-00538097": "interplayers people of color and white", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01948-00538098-00538331": "folks have been working on how to use", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01949-00538332-00538697": "interplay tools for unpacking and moving", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01950-00538698-00538835": "through", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01951-00538836-00539189": "issues related to racism and um another", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01952-00539190-00539387": "woman and I had", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01953-00539388-00539687": "um a great time conceiving of a tool", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01954-00539688-00539795": "where", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01955-00539796-00540005": "white people figure out how to switch", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01956-00540006-00540383": "from upset of whatever kind to a calmer", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01957-00540384-00540485": "state", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01958-00540486-00540761": "in the dance in the workshop", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01959-00540762-00540995": "and then the idea is to think of one", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01960-00540996-00541312": "gesture that is a mini gesture that you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01961-00541313-00541475": "could use to self-soothe to remind", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01962-00541476-00541762": "yourself that in the workshop you had", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01963-00541763-00541991": "figured out how to move from upset to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01964-00541992-00542279": "calm in order to be present to people of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01965-00542280-00542591": "color specifically so like you might end", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01966-00542592-00542807": "up with a little reminder like a gesture", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01967-00542808-00542962": "like this that no one knows what you're", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01968-00542963-00543172": "doing but it's your secret", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01969-00543173-00543641": "message to yourself to breathe", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01970-00543642-00544037": "breathe some more shake a little while", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01971-00544038-00544481": "staying present in a conversation", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01972-00544482-00544691": "that's wonderful thank you for offering", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01973-00544692-00545020": "that tool Katrina and and that's partly", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01974-00545021-00545351": "where I want to go in responding but", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01975-00545352-00545749": "really uh the the provocateur part", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01976-00545750-00546011": "since you named me that Kim I want a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01977-00546012-00546143": "t-shirt", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01978-00546144-00546253": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01979-00546254-00546629": "is uh just to add to this conversation", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01980-00546630-00546857": "yes to all the things that you're saying", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01981-00546858-00547235": "about the somatic responses to fear and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01982-00547236-00547487": "fight or flight and the things that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01983-00547488-00547918": "prevent us from having deep dialogue uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01984-00547919-00548255": "or or that we might that audiences might", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01985-00548256-00548537": "be feeling when we see the work", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01986-00548538-00548777": "uh what I want to offer is I think that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01987-00548778-00549166": "that intersects in a very complex way", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01988-00549167-00549509": "with who is in the audience and where", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01989-00549510-00549707": "they are in their Journey or process", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01990-00549708-00549835": "around", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01991-00549836-00550162": "uh confronting or talking about race and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01992-00550163-00550522": "racism so I I think a connection that I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01993-00550523-00550751": "have with James is that we both like to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01994-00550752-00551116": "do work uh live performance that is um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01995-00551117-00551362": "that can be considered confrontational", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01996-00551363-00551549": "or", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01997-00551550-00551962": "um or provoke difficult emotions and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01998-00551963-00552281": "I've seen such a broad range of audience", "jRx6_W-DGtA-01999-00552282-00552514": "response to that some people are", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02000-00552515-00552887": "fighting that shutdown response or uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02001-00552888-00553162": "perhaps even defensiveness but some", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02002-00553163-00553529": "people are so relieved and I have to say", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02003-00553530-00553807": "but I was actually in that room", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02004-00553808-00554099": "with a with a performance of the clip", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02005-00554100-00554518": "that James showed of disposable men", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02006-00554519-00554795": "um and audience pulling that laser", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02007-00554796-00555001": "trigger and sitting there in the room", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02008-00555002-00555389": "and how did how difficult it was to sit", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02009-00555390-00555575": "through that moment with all the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02010-00555576-00555743": "questions racing through my head about", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02011-00555744-00555989": "why are they pulling the trigger right", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02012-00555990-00556235": "do they think they're helping the show", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02013-00556236-00556511": "do they actually really want to pull the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02014-00556512-00556781": "trigger uh are they just following", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02015-00556782-00557045": "orders like what what's actually", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02016-00557046-00557291": "happening but I have to say that those", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02017-00557292-00557464": "moments in the theater are some of the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02018-00557465-00557737": "most memorable moving and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02019-00557738-00558101": "transformational moments for me as an", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02020-00558102-00558329": "audience member and in my own work I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02021-00558330-00558581": "have experienced people audience members", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02022-00558582-00558851": "coming up after with a great sigh of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02023-00558852-00559216": "relief that they had a space to mourn", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02024-00559217-00559475": "that they had a space to feel", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02025-00559476-00559733": "because we so often don't have those", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02026-00559734-00560101": "spaces especially publicly in this white", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02027-00560102-00560441": "supremacy culture of the United States", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02028-00560442-00560759": "and so you know it also brings up then", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02029-00560760-00561022": "who is the work made for like Katrina's", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02030-00561023-00561245": "very specifically making work for white", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02031-00561246-00561431": "audiences", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02032-00561432-00561616": "to address", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02033-00561617-00561887": "white history and the role of whiteness", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02034-00561888-00562222": "in the transatlantic slave trade", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02035-00562223-00562435": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02036-00562436-00562768": "what kind of responses are we hoping for", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02037-00562769-00562937": "and what's going to happen to the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02038-00562938-00563164": "audience I do think", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02039-00563165-00563464": "depends on who the audience is and who", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02040-00563465-00563687": "are who are primarily making the work", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02041-00563688-00563770": "for", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02042-00563771-00563951": "so I just wanted to offer that and then", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02043-00563952-00564262": "just support what Katrina was uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02044-00564263-00564545": "offering about tools and what you've", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02045-00564546-00564761": "been offering Kim and how important when", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02046-00564762-00565018": "we know work is traumatizing that it is", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02047-00565019-00565247": "to offer the audience tools and ways to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02048-00565248-00565397": "process", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02049-00565398-00565522": "um either before or after the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02050-00565523-00565745": "performance and also in the process of a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02051-00565746-00565918": "dialogue", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02052-00565919-00566105": "um so I know we need to move toward", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02053-00566106-00566531": "closing soon uh uh Barbara just", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02054-00566532-00566675": "mentioned in the chat that we're giving", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02055-00566676-00566962": "this session a little more time to give", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02056-00566963-00567143": "space to the conversation but I will", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02057-00567144-00567491": "stop talking now and let uh James", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02058-00567492-00567712": "Katrina and Kim wrap up and then we'll", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02059-00567713-00567893": "pass it off to Pam and Barbara for our", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02060-00567894-00568109": "closing but thank you so much for this", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02061-00568110-00568349": "amazing and important conversation and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02062-00568350-00568564": "work", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02063-00568565-00568781": "thanks for your comments Andrea", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02064-00568782-00569051": "provocateur and what I'm really you know", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02065-00569052-00569201": "what I'm really loving and want to hear", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02066-00569202-00569585": "your your final Reflections but I I want", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02067-00569586-00569741": "to lift up that it's I'm not advocating", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02068-00569742-00569897": "for either or and I don't think you all", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02069-00569898-00570155": "are either but like the more tools that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02070-00570156-00570305": "we have and the more that we know and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02071-00570306-00570520": "the more that we understand even if we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02072-00570521-00570683": "choose to be provocative to then", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02073-00570684-00570916": "understand you know what might be needed", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02074-00570917-00571120": "on the other side of that to allow a way", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02075-00571121-00571391": "through towards our shared Liberation", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02076-00571392-00571775": "um so yeah I I I love the richness and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02077-00571776-00571961": "the evolution of this and may we all", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02078-00571962-00572135": "continue to be nibble in our Evolution", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02079-00572136-00572362": "you know and and learn and grow as we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02080-00572363-00572566": "move through so love to hear any", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02081-00572567-00572855": "Reflections that you all had from", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02082-00572856-00573245": "um from Andrea's comments uh when she", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02083-00573246-00573514": "came in as well and I I just want to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02084-00573515-00573616": "also say", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02085-00573617-00573814": "there's something so powerful yes like", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02086-00573815-00574007": "Andre said about being in the room that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02087-00574008-00574259": "I know I'm craving I haven't been in the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02088-00574260-00574522": "space in a minute so yeah when she just", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02089-00574523-00574666": "said that it reminded me of what it's", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02090-00574667-00575375": "like to say close to people", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02091-00575376-00575770": "yeah I can uh I can jump in here um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02092-00575771-00575920": "yeah I'm really grateful for this", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02093-00575921-00576137": "conversation and I feel like uh I want", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02094-00576138-00576455": "to State the obvious it's 2022 and it is", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02095-00576456-00576659": "still kind of radical to have a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02096-00576660-00576911": "conversation about race with a mixed", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02097-00576912-00577043": "race group", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02098-00577044-00577259": "which is where these conversations", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02099-00577260-00577541": "should really live but I think we we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02100-00577542-00577745": "sequester ourselves in our little bubble", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02101-00577746-00578116": "and we talk about it there and we we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02102-00578117-00578327": "tend to I think most people tend to not", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02103-00578328-00578735": "be comfortable in in sharing that and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02104-00578736-00578927": "just one other thing about like comfort", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02105-00578928-00579322": "and theater and to be honest I just", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02106-00579323-00579466": "don't care whether you're comfortable", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02107-00579467-00579629": "you know", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02108-00579630-00579857": "um and that's a horrible thing to say to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02109-00579858-00580127": "somebody who's so somatically centered", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02110-00580128-00580325": "as you Kim you're probably like oh God", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02111-00580326-00580727": "it's God James but we had we had uh we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02112-00580728-00580907": "were doing okay but timeout said it's", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02113-00580908-00581039": "the most uncomfortable you're ever going", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02114-00581040-00581183": "to feel in the theater and then we sold", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02115-00581184-00581525": "out so there is a notion that people are", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02116-00581526-00581879": "interested in feeling something that was", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02117-00581880-00582089": "a part of the show that most people", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02118-00582090-00582322": "didn't know whether it was real or not", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02119-00582323-00582545": "and because I'm graphic I'm gonna be", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02120-00582546-00582791": "graphic now so get ready", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02121-00582792-00583193": "um there was a guy a a the the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02122-00583194-00583462": "um the mascot of Supremacy name was Jim", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02123-00583463-00583564": "Crow", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02124-00583565-00583889": "and he told jokes", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02125-00583890-00584116": "and jokes are funny to black", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02126-00584117-00584381": "people and with in a white black and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02127-00584382-00584735": "white audience is horrifying then a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02128-00584736-00584951": "white guy started telling jokes", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02129-00584952-00585251": "and things got really crazy and people", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02130-00585252-00585425": "even theater makers came up to me", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02131-00585426-00585701": "afterwards and said is this real and I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02132-00585702-00586018": "loved that the blurring of the lies to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02133-00586019-00586193": "be in a situation where you know it's", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02134-00586194-00586414": "theater but it's like if this is this", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02135-00586415-00586637": "real and if you think it's real do you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02136-00586638-00586841": "process it differently how does that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02137-00586842-00587141": "work I don't know I'm just uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02138-00587142-00587447": "that's that's what interests me and I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02139-00587448-00587645": "wanted to state that it's still radical", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02140-00587646-00587951": "to have a conversation about race with", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02141-00587952-00588487": "mixed a mixed race group", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02142-00588488-00588809": "sad but true", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02143-00588810-00588937": "um yeah", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02144-00588938-00589331": "I was thinking well Andrea was", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02145-00589332-00589553": "um offering her thoughts um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02146-00589554-00589907": "about audience and intentionality it", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02147-00589908-00589985": "always", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02148-00589986-00590057": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02149-00590058-00590225": "stands out for me one particular", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02150-00590226-00590422": "screening we did at a seminary in", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02151-00590423-00590543": "Philadelphia", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02152-00590544-00590770": "and it was one of those incredibly rare", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02153-00590771-00590987": "occasions when it was like half and half", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02154-00590988-00591191": "half black", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02155-00591192-00591377": "um audience members and half white", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02156-00591378-00591568": "audience members", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02157-00591569-00591761": "um it's usually always majority one", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02158-00591762-00591989": "group and a minority of the other group", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02159-00591990-00592211": "on both ways", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02160-00592212-00592427": "um and there was something like Electric", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02161-00592428-00592589": "in the air", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02162-00592590-00592853": "around the power of that sort of you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02163-00592854-00593170": "know equal representation and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02164-00593171-00593231": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02165-00593232-00593555": "a white woman asked she said I'd love to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02166-00593556-00593831": "hear from the black folks present how", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02167-00593832-00594172": "they would Define reparations", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02168-00594173-00594389": "and the first person who was moved to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02169-00594390-00594575": "come up to the microphone was an elderly", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02170-00594576-00594989": "black woman and she came up slowly and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02171-00594990-00595181": "she said there's many different", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02172-00595182-00595420": "definitions of reparations as there are", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02173-00595421-00595666": "black Americans", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02174-00595667-00596009": "and so that was taken as a cue for", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02175-00596010-00596291": "everyone else there of African descent", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02176-00596292-00596537": "to give their answer", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02177-00596538-00596770": "and you could have heard a pin drop the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02178-00596771-00597089": "whole time it was a really moving", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02179-00597090-00597377": "important conversation", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02180-00597378-00597479": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02181-00597480-00597653": "and the other thing that had popped to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02182-00597654-00597881": "mind was", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02183-00597882-00598018": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02184-00598019-00598337": "about your balls draw to live", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02185-00598338-00598522": "performances I think it's true that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02186-00598523-00598703": "those live performances", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02187-00598704-00598991": "can be like a ritual and James looking", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02188-00598992-00599266": "at some of your work it feels very much", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02189-00599267-00599572": "like a ritual and A procession as you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02190-00599573-00599735": "had the immersive", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02191-00599736-00599945": "piece pieces", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02192-00599946-00600070": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02193-00600071-00600407": "so that kind of public opportunity to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02194-00600408-00600670": "grieve together and to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02195-00600671-00601175": "just things that are beyond words", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02196-00601176-00601391": "a collective prayer together all of that", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02197-00601392-00601816": "I think is very much needed", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02198-00601817-00602620": "so thank you for creating those spaces", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02199-00602621-00602897": "beautiful yeah and uh Andrew just", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02200-00602898-00603107": "dropped in consent to morning", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02201-00603108-00603449": "um in the chat as well and and James I", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02202-00603450-00603653": "think you know maybe one of the things", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02203-00603654-00603905": "too that you lifted up is that you name", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02204-00603906-00604012": "that this would be the most", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02205-00604013-00604157": "uncomfortable and you're right when", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02206-00604158-00604439": "folks consent to to attend a piece of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02207-00604440-00604759": "art you know we we do consent to be", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02208-00604760-00604966": "provoked or made uncomfortable and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02209-00604967-00605159": "hopefully that's that's what we're there", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02210-00605160-00605459": "for you know and again to honor John", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02211-00605460-00605668": "O'Neill's work again and and Joe", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02212-00605669-00605951": "Carson's and still how do we do that and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02213-00605952-00606143": "find a way through do that and find a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02214-00606144-00606311": "way through towards our shared", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02215-00606312-00606431": "liberation", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02216-00606432-00606743": "yeah any closing comments before we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02217-00606744-00606941": "invite a breath and just allow folks for", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02218-00606942-00607187": "a moment of introspection before we move", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02219-00607188-00607481": "to closing", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02220-00607482-00607661": "James or Katrina I can't believe the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02221-00607662-00607870": "time went by so fast can y'all we could", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02222-00607871-00608007": "have done this for days and days", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02223-00608008-00608459": "[Laughter]", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02224-00608460-00608620": "yeah just briefly I want to talk about", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02225-00608621-00608849": "what's to come for me um I'm working on", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02226-00608850-00609037": "two projects one's called off the Record", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02227-00609038-00609275": "acts of restorative justice I've been", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02228-00609276-00609509": "doing work for a long time about look", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02229-00609510-00609814": "what they did to me and I'm moving into", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02230-00609815-00610162": "what can I do about it and with off the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02231-00610163-00610529": "Record we are going to identify several", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02232-00610530-00610829": "um by POC folk in New York", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02233-00610830-00611116": "Florida and Boston who have misdemeanor", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02234-00611117-00611333": "records pair them with attorneys and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02235-00611334-00611597": "actually get their records expunged and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02236-00611598-00611962": "do device work about that process so I'm", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02237-00611963-00612125": "really interested in moving it moving", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02238-00612126-00612401": "into actual", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02239-00612402-00612562": "um like blurring the line between", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02240-00612563-00612868": "theater and social justice you know", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02241-00612869-00613012": "because I'm doing a piece off the Record", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02242-00613013-00613360": "as a theatrical piece but actual", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02243-00613361-00613660": "criminal records will be expunged so um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02244-00613661-00613937": "that's that's where I'm headed and thank", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02245-00613938-00614339": "you for for this and thank you Kim", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02246-00614340-00614651": "and thank you Katrina", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02247-00614652-00614855": "thank you James how about you Katrina", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02248-00614856-00615089": "what's uh what's what's percolating for", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02249-00615090-00615299": "you right now", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02250-00615300-00615851": "um well I would offer uh um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02251-00615852-00615995": "uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02252-00615996-00616301": "resource for those who are interested of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02253-00616302-00616510": "the supplies which is uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02254-00616511-00616859": "dialogue series based on a whole spine", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02255-00616860-00617183": "of documentary films", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02256-00617184-00617368": "um looking at the history of race racism", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02257-00617369-00617597": "and whiteness and not just black white", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02258-00617598-00617945": "but indigenous and Latina latinx and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02259-00617946-00618209": "Asian American history as well", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02260-00618210-00618418": "um that's called sacred ground and it's", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02261-00618419-00618670": "something I was able to create for the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02262-00618671-00618820": "Episcopal Church", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02263-00618821-00619043": "but we have licensing such that other", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02264-00619044-00619253": "spiritual religious communities can", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02265-00619254-00619462": "access it as well so", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02266-00619463-00619649": "if folks are interested that's called", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02267-00619650-00619870": "sacred ground and it can be found on an", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02268-00619871-00620099": "Episcopal website", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02269-00620100-00620333": "um and I just want to end with a shout", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02270-00620334-00620405": "out", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02271-00620406-00620501": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02272-00620502-00620753": "definitely obviously", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02273-00620754-00620962": "big shout out to the two of you for", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02274-00620963-00621364": "being in this conversation together and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02275-00621365-00621449": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02276-00621450-00621779": "for the genuineness of it", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02277-00621780-00621959": "um which I really feel", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02278-00621960-00622120": "um and then a big shout out to the", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02279-00622121-00622289": "animating democracy initiative because", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02280-00622290-00622564": "they took a risk on me for which I am", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02281-00622565-00622762": "forever indebted because I was a first", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02282-00622763-00622991": "time filmmaker this idea of a white", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02283-00622992-00623225": "woman making a film about history and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02284-00623226-00623566": "Legacy of slavery was controversial", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02285-00623567-00623891": "they and the advisory team took a risk", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02286-00623892-00624016": "and we couldn't have done it without", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02287-00624017-00624443": "them they really made it happen", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02288-00624444-00624683": "and my deep gratitude for the both of", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02289-00624684-00624851": "you for your Open Hearts for our", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02290-00624852-00625007": "newfound friendship and relationship", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02291-00625008-00625199": "like I said before like I'm saying to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02292-00625200-00625451": "all of you on Hall around I love you we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02293-00625452-00625570": "don't have to 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"jRx6_W-DGtA-02307-00629208-00629393": "me for", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02308-00629394-00629477": "um", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02309-00629478-00629729": "for going there uh honestly for going", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02310-00629730-00629885": "there and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02311-00629886-00630203": "um I I do also feel that we could have", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02312-00630204-00630455": "had a second session following up on", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02313-00630456-00630814": "this uh especially to explore those uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02314-00630815-00630979": "sort of movements forward around", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02315-00630980-00631337": "reparations and reconciliation but we", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02316-00631338-00631681": "will watch your work from now on", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02317-00631682-00632051": "yeah we issued a pretty challenging", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02318-00632052-00632351": "invitation I think uh to have this", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02319-00632352-00632603": "conversation and so we want to thank Kim", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02320-00632604-00632903": "and James and Katrina for the grace and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02321-00632904-00633166": "the spirit that you brought to it and to", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02322-00633167-00633383": "this exchange which is why it should", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02323-00633384-00633593": "continue and could go on for quite a", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02324-00633594-00633725": "long time", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02325-00633726-00634145": "um also Andrea uh and Gabby uh for being", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02326-00634146-00634391": "our co-curators and Co and producing", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02327-00634392-00634637": "Partners uh and for the heart and head", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02328-00634638-00634991": "work that you put into this series", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02329-00634992-00635272": "uh thanks Barb so um as you see we've", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02330-00635273-00635489": "got websites for Kim and James and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02331-00635490-00635681": "Katrina so if you'd like to learn more", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02332-00635682-00636016": "about their work please visit them uh", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02333-00636017-00636299": "and I'll just 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"jRx6_W-DGtA-02346-00639911-00640162": "jawale zoller Adrian Marie Brown and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02347-00640163-00640468": "Sage Crump have so much to to say about", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02348-00640469-00640662": "this topic", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02349-00640663-00640997": "and I think uh there may be one more", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02350-00640998-00641351": "slide with uh some yes there we go with", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02351-00641352-00641710": "our websites uh feel free to check them", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02352-00641711-00642035": "out and I think on that note the final", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02353-00642036-00642347": "thanks is to DJ cotton for the music", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02354-00642348-00642514": "that we're hearing at the beginning and", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02355-00642515-00642916": "end of these sessions and uh thank you", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02356-00642917-00643307": "and to Tanya who has managed an amazing", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02357-00643308-00643555": "amount of technical prowess", "jRx6_W-DGtA-02358-00643556-00643909": "behind the scenes today", 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think uh the clarity of who", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00013-00006184-00006422": "pay the cost and how", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00014-00006423-00006678": "is needed for effective uh fire", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00015-00006679-00006927": "management due to land uses for example", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00016-00006928-00007151": "in the case of tropical heat fire the", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00017-00007152-00007383": "third one i think linking this with the", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00018-00007384-00007598": "payment for ecosystem services scheme in", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00019-00007600-00007934": "terms of incentive mechanism etc", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00020-00007936-00008110": "will be one", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00021-00008111-00008303": "effective", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00022-00008304-00008542": "vehicle towards", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00023-00008543-00008799": "breaking the cycle of climate change and", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00024-00008800-00009078": "wildfires", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00025-00009079-00010406": "[Music]", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00026-00010407-00010687": "let's take indonesia for example because", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00027-00010688-00010855": "indonesia is the country with the", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00028-00010856-00011055": "largest tropical pitman area in the", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00029-00011056-00011223": "world", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00030-00011224-00011351": "so that", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00031-00011352-00011559": "requires regard and fire that has", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00032-00011560-00011846": "happened in these areas really actually", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00033-00011847-00012063": "produced a lot of uh", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00034-00012064-00012287": "uh purchase significant uh carbon", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00035-00012288-00012591": "emission and also caused hazardous", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00036-00012592-00012774": "impacts over the years", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00037-00012775-00013102": "including transboundary smoke and haze", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00038-00013103-00013335": "it it comes with huge cost", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00039-00013336-00013479": "actually", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00040-00013480-00013719": "and the prevention can be done in terms", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00041-00013719-00013935": "of changing the means of land reading to", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00042-00013936-00014103": "zero burning", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00043-00014104-00014383": "and also avoiding fuel availability by", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00044-00014384-00014527": "maintaining the wetness of the", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00045-00014528-00014719": "vegetation and feed", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00046-00014719-00014951": "on peatland this can be done by blocking", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00047-00014952-00015222": "canals to keep the water table high", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00048-00015223-00015430": "enough and prohibiting the building of", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00049-00015431-00015743": "new canals there are apology policies", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00050-00015744-00016047": "that ban land bleeding without burning", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00051-00016047-00016350": "however for smallholder farmers often", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00052-00016351-00016567": "complying with such policy is not", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00053-00016568-00016783": "visible since burning is the cheapest", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00054-00016784-00017022": "way to prepare their farms that they can", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00055-00017023-00017143": "afford", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00056-00017144-00017383": "therefore a system approach that address", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00057-00017384-00017622": "rural likelihood in finding solutions", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00058-00017623-00017822": "stupid fire prevention needs to be in", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00059-00017823-00017919": "place", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00060-00017920-00018183": "so in a recent paper that i co-authored", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00061-00018184-00018383": "we showed that farmers can still", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00062-00018384-00018583": "generate a higher profit in clearing", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00063-00018584-00018663": "their", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00064-00018664-00018839": "their land without fire", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00065-00018840-00019030": "if they can apply good agricultural", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00066-00019031-00019167": "practices", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00067-00019168-00019407": "programs and government policies that", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00068-00019408-00019630": "can facilitate good agricultural", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00069-00019631-00019822": "practices in conjunction with zero", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00070-00019823-00020030": "funding policy can increase the", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00071-00020031-00020158": "effectiveness", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00072-00020159-00020350": "also partnership partnership between", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00073-00020351-00020471": "large scales", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00074-00020472-00020703": "land holders and farmers in applying", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00075-00020704-00020919": "mechanized land preparation", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00076-00020920-00021143": "can also be an alternative", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00077-00021144-00021422": "the other way is that a management", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00078-00021423-00021622": "practice that combines trees with other", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00079-00021623-00021950": "many species that is agroforestry system", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00080-00021951-00022286": "can help maintain soil humidity and", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00081-00022287-00022511": "micro temperature and therefore can be", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00082-00022512-00022807": "promoted as smallholder farming system", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00083-00022808-00022975": "which then can be linked as well to", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00084-00022976-00023327": "payment for ecosystem services", "jRCsjWZrnmY-00085-00023328-00023765": "[Music]"}}, {"audio_id": "jRGAqVftb4Q", "text": {"jRGAqVftb4Q-00000-00000008-00000175": "all over the place so all you needed to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00001-00000176-00000311": "do then was to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00002-00000312-00000574": "and it's a classic example you see this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00003-00000575-00000751": "over and over again you have this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00004-00000752-00001062": "uh um i remember the exact so there's a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00005-00001063-00001287": "there's a um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00006-00001288-00001478": "an existential condition in which", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00007-00001479-00001630": "something has to be", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00008-00001632-00001791": "done in order for the organism to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00009-00001792-00001951": "survive that whatever that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00010-00001952-00002151": "it's being confronted with and then that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00011-00002152-00002263": "existential", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00012-00002264-00002502": "phenomenon then becomes genetically hard", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00013-00002503-00002702": "um hardwired in a sense", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00014-00002703-00002942": "and that's that's like the lipids and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00015-00002943-00003110": "the hysteresis", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00016-00003111-00003463": "versus the dna the dna is f in the rna", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00017-00003464-00003575": "and the protein", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00018-00003576-00003919": "that dogma and um watson", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00019-00003920-00004222": "calls it just that um i'm sorry quick", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00020-00004223-00004479": "in crick's book he said it's dogma it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00021-00004480-00004735": "just it's just a uh a shorthand for we", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00022-00004736-00004854": "don't really understand", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00023-00004855-00004967": "what's going on here but we're going to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00024-00004968-00005135": "give it a label we're going to say it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00025-00005136-00005286": "dna protein", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00026-00005287-00005535": "rna protein but that's descriptive it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00027-00005536-00005663": "not mechanistic it's not really", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00028-00005664-00005791": "understanding the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00029-00005792-00006031": "the causal relationship anyway i'm", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00030-00006032-00006127": "rambling on", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00031-00006128-00006359": "sorry wonderful thank you one of the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00032-00006360-00006542": "great things about this group is that i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00033-00006543-00006703": "i'm increasingly i don't need to do", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00034-00006704-00006855": "anything because things seem to just", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00035-00006856-00006959": "start", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00036-00006959-00007310": "um i wonder if it it actually would be", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00037-00007311-00007414": "useful", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00038-00007415-00007663": "john to dig into this business of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00039-00007664-00007855": "reasoning after the fact", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00040-00007856-00008214": "of um uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00041-00008215-00008535": "this sort of critique of what", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00042-00008536-00008895": "what you see as um a fundamentally", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00043-00008896-00009014": "synchronic", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00044-00009015-00009191": "way of explaining things which doesn't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00045-00009192-00009342": "take account of the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00046-00009343-00009663": "diachronic processes um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00047-00009664-00009863": "i mean can you can you sort of explain", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00048-00009864-00010110": "give some examples as to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00049-00010111-00010471": "where um i don't know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00050-00010472-00010751": "sort of the work of people like lee", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00051-00010752-00010814": "smalling", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00052-00010815-00011246": "go wrong well again i mean you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00053-00011247-00011567": "it's it's a kipling just so story it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00054-00011568-00011814": "it's it's trying to reason from the the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00055-00011815-00012006": "present appearance", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00056-00012007-00012423": "backwards which we know is illogical", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00057-00012424-00012799": "thinking and it's fine", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00058-00012800-00013038": "so basically i've concluded that solenes", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00059-00013039-00013247": "is thought to be the founder of biology", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00060-00013247-00013622": "he didn't say a lot and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00061-00013623-00013838": "linnaeus basically just allowed us to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00062-00013840-00014055": "label organisms with binomial", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00063-00014056-00014151": "nomenclature", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00064-00014152-00014366": "we're still there we haven't moved from", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00065-00014368-00014486": "that from that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00066-00014487-00014807": "position because we continue to merely", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00067-00014808-00015079": "apply terminology without actually", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00068-00015080-00015286": "understanding the uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00069-00015287-00015511": "causation so there are many papers for", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00070-00015512-00015599": "example um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00071-00015600-00015758": "in the literature where they talk about", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00072-00015759-00015983": "some evolutionary", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00073-00015984-00016255": "transition at the molecular level uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00074-00016256-00016383": "classic examples", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00075-00016384-00016767": "again talk to them on the evolution of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00076-00016768-00016919": "the glucocorticoid receptor from the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00077-00016920-00017071": "mineralocorticoid receptor it's a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00078-00017072-00017183": "brilliant paper", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00079-00017184-00017415": "and has all the right pieces in it but", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00080-00017416-00017494": "they but", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00081-00017495-00017711": "it's like rearranging the deck chairs he", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00082-00017712-00017879": "doesn't exp he's not", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00083-00017880-00018150": "and he will not violate the first i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00084-00018151-00018471": "think the first tenet of darwinism is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00085-00018472-00018791": "that um that that is random", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00086-00018792-00018958": "i'm sorry peter you're right it's not", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00087-00018959-00019158": "darwin who said it's random mutation", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00088-00019159-00019407": "he just darwin said it was random these", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00089-00019408-00019550": "are random changes", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00090-00019551-00019758": "and then natural selection makes the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00091-00019759-00019943": "call as to how to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00092-00019944-00020303": "how and why to to to exploit that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00093-00020304-00020486": "if you will but that's all after the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00094-00020487-00020767": "fact reasoning yeah", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00095-00020768-00020975": "there's a logical there's a logical", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00096-00020976-00021127": "underpinning to all of this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00097-00021128-00021311": "and you know we all love a good story", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00098-00021312-00021486": "right uh we talked about that in the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00099-00021487-00021647": "last zoom but the problem is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00100-00021648-00021871": "if it's just leading us down the garden", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00101-00021872-00021967": "path", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00102-00021968-00022175": "and that's another issue you know the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00103-00022176-00022335": "the the garden of eden story", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00104-00022336-00022694": "you know er that snake is oraboros okay", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00105-00022695-00022919": "so you know we're constantly telling us", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00106-00022920-00023039": "ourselves these stories to make", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00107-00023040-00023327": "ourselves feel okay about our mortality", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00108-00023328-00023542": "in reality that's not do it it's not", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00109-00023543-00023703": "helping us it's hindering us", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00110-00023704-00023903": "so i want to ask peter because peter", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00111-00023904-00024055": "you've got your", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00112-00024056-00024367": "distinction that you make between um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00113-00024368-00024783": "synthetic and analytic thinking", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00114-00024784-00025135": "where it is is what john's talking about", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00115-00025136-00025375": "about this reasoning after the fact", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00116-00025376-00025631": "is that the same as your synthetic", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00117-00025632-00025783": "reasoning i think so i think", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00118-00025783-00026111": "synthetic means that given some starting", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00119-00026112-00026231": "point you just", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00120-00026232-00026590": "show where they go to okay okay", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00121-00026591-00026823": "so well analytic is actually finding the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00122-00026824-00027102": "starting point", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00123-00027104-00027358": "okay so if so is finding the starting", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00124-00027360-00027502": "point", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00125-00027504-00027823": "um yeah i know what you mean", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00126-00027824-00028407": "um is that still", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00127-00028408-00028799": "at risk john of uh your reasoning after", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00128-00028800-00028999": "the fact if people are actually", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00129-00029000-00029174": "thinking analytically and they're trying", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00130-00029175-00029470": "to think back to origins of things", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00131-00029472-00029679": "but they still find themselves falling", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00132-00029680-00029790": "foul of this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00133-00029791-00030007": "thing thinking after the fact is is that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00134-00030008-00030167": "is that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00135-00030168-00030311": "how you see it i don't i don't know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00136-00030312-00030502": "whether that question is clear but um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00137-00030503-00030783": "i've said many times i i pride myself", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00138-00030783-00030990": "and proud goes before the fall", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00139-00030991-00031127": "everything i say", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00140-00031127-00031390": "is predicated on experimental evidence", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00141-00031391-00031487": "the problem with", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00142-00031488-00031783": "um a pure inductive way of thinking is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00143-00031783-00031943": "that you fall into that trap", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00144-00031944-00032111": "or potentially you do and i think you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00145-00032112-00032287": "will fall into the trap because", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00146-00032288-00032551": "without that objective hypothesis", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00147-00032552-00032662": "testing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00148-00032663-00033031": "um you will in fact just go through that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00149-00033032-00033159": "same do loop", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00150-00033160-00033383": "you know in a different way you need the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00151-00033384-00033583": "experimentation to allow you to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00152-00033584-00033887": "free yourself from the um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00153-00033888-00034071": "subjective way that you know boehm talks", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00154-00034072-00034262": "about our senses having evolved", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00155-00034263-00034543": "okay makes a lot of sense to me okay so", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00156-00034544-00034727": "is this question then about reasoning", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00157-00034728-00034871": "after the fact", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00158-00034872-00035062": "then a question about the role of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00159-00035063-00035287": "experiment in our", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00160-00035288-00035599": "um our thinking about our thinking about", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00161-00035600-00035774": "nature it's about the role of experiment", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00162-00035775-00035855": "is it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00163-00035856-00036039": "absolutely and every every balanced", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00164-00036040-00036159": "equation is a con", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00165-00036160-00036367": "is a consequence of experimentation", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00166-00036368-00036479": "basically okay", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00167-00036480-00036702": "that's the way i look at it so i'm", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00168-00036703-00036799": "trying to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00169-00036800-00037167": "i i've tried to understand how i backed", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00170-00037168-00037279": "into this position", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00171-00037280-00037535": "i mean i did it um pragmatically but", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00172-00037536-00037711": "then all of a sudden it take up it took", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00173-00037712-00037759": "on", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00174-00037760-00037918": "pardon the pun a life of its own in the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00175-00037919-00038135": "sense that experimentation", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00176-00038136-00038374": "is really the order of the day it's it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00177-00038375-00038559": "and it and it falls into the veil of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00178-00038560-00038790": "even of education that you that without", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00179-00038791-00038959": "a mind that is always thinking", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00180-00038960-00039223": "beyond the apparent you're not going to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00181-00039224-00039279": "learn", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00182-00039280-00039511": "you're only going to regurgitate what's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00183-00039512-00039639": "you know being told you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00184-00039640-00039862": "right yeah so okay so we have a lot of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00185-00039863-00039959": "manifestations", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00186-00039960-00040135": "a lot a lot of implications in my", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00187-00040136-00040415": "opinion", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00188-00040416-00040679": "peter i'm not sure what john means by", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00189-00040680-00040887": "induction", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00190-00040888-00041007": "i mean it means a lot of different", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00191-00041008-00041239": "things um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00192-00041240-00041455": "to me means making the big gas and the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00193-00041456-00041695": "big hypothetical leap which will explain", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00194-00041696-00041927": "a lot of things", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00195-00041928-00042071": "right i'm saying i'm saying induction in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00196-00042072-00042230": "the sense that it's purely uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00197-00042231-00042479": "you know it's a reasoned rather than a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00198-00042480-00042615": "test than a hyper than a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00199-00042616-00042990": "experimentally tested kind of um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00200-00042991-00043151": "evidence for whatever you're well you do", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00201-00043152-00043367": "the experimental testing afterwards", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00202-00043368-00043695": "sure once you've got the idea", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00203-00043696-00043951": "well but i i think the chain", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00204-00043952-00044127": "experimentation is really key you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00205-00044128-00044190": "you just", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00206-00044191-00044327": "have one experiment that leads to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00207-00044328-00044511": "another to another to another", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00208-00044512-00044735": "that's really what i'm interested in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00209-00044736-00044902": "well that's not what's possible to do", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00210-00044903-00045039": "sometimes you need to do a lot of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00211-00045040-00045143": "reasoning first", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00212-00045144-00045455": "and then sure but you know like in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00213-00045456-00045711": "in evolution it was uh you know darwin", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00214-00045712-00045846": "gets this package", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00215-00045847-00046055": "in the mail and it's this flower that's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00216-00046056-00046183": "got a huge", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00217-00046184-00046399": "you know it's an orchid with a huge tube", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00218-00046400-00046502": "and the uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00219-00046503-00046671": "the person who sent him the orchid says", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00220-00046672-00046902": "okay now find an organism that benefits", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00221-00046903-00046958": "from that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00222-00046959-00047118": "and he did it took him about three years", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00223-00047119-00047295": "to do it um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00224-00047296-00047599": "similarly you have you know even um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00225-00047600-00047902": "the the things buzz on i mean", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00226-00047903-00048086": "it was all speculative until you had the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00227-00048087-00048215": "data", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00228-00048216-00048551": "yes but but but we kind of knew", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00229-00048552-00048871": "it was likely to be found but i'm going", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00230-00048872-00049046": "to talk about an interesting case in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00231-00049047-00049111": "physics", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00232-00049112-00049399": "when i on monday when i give my lecture", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00233-00049400-00049558": "to ampa", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00234-00049559-00050039": "tuesday tuesday sorry", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00235-00050040-00050183": "the first example that was actually it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00236-00050184-00050327": "could be it could be wednesday i'm not", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00237-00050328-00050446": "sure", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00238-00050447-00050686": "wasn't it 1920 and they some i don't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00239-00050687-00050830": "know maybe it was einstein who goes out", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00240-00050831-00050886": "on a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00241-00050887-00051111": "you know to the southern hemisphere and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00242-00051112-00051207": "sees the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00243-00051208-00051446": "eclipse and he cannot he can document", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00244-00051447-00051511": "that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00245-00051512-00051799": "light right so that was evidence empiric", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00246-00051800-00051999": "evidence to support his idea", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00247-00052000-00052263": "of gravitational effects of on photons", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00248-00052264-00052399": "for example", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00249-00052400-00052623": "i'm not so convinced that in the case of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00250-00052624-00052799": "physics that evidence", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00251-00052800-00053023": "follows immediately from a theory", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00252-00053024-00053150": "theories are usually", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00253-00053151-00053430": "a long way from from it and you have to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00254-00053432-00053694": "manipulate them a lot to find a way of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00255-00053695-00054030": "making them evidential you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00256-00054032-00054191": "whatever's name you know the cold fusion", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00257-00054191-00054375": "that fell apart because it couldn't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00258-00054376-00054526": "they couldn't come up with the goods", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00259-00054527-00054735": "well nobody really believed it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00260-00054736-00054966": "really because essentially the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00261-00054967-00055150": "probability is so", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00262-00055151-00055479": "so remote that this would happen um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00263-00055479-00055775": "it's against all previous you know when", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00264-00055776-00055942": "they came up with this thought oh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00265-00055944-00056335": "come on this can't be true and uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00266-00056336-00056487": "we've had that before we had that when", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00267-00056488-00056726": "somebody claimed the velocity of light", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00268-00056727-00056926": "uh something was travelled faster than", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00269-00056927-00057054": "the velocity of light", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00270-00057055-00057454": "neutrinos was it radiation or something", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00271-00057455-00057591": "like that wasn't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00272-00057591-00057815": "it was neutrinos with traveling faster", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00273-00057816-00057959": "than like remember the grand", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00274-00057960-00058319": "sass experiment and you know what i said", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00275-00058320-00058423": "was that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00276-00058424-00058638": "this experiment simply measures a length", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00277-00058639-00058766": "and a time", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00278-00058767-00059030": "if they are not very closely correlated", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00279-00059032-00059071": "and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00280-00059072-00059238": "you know you can easily get them out of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00281-00059239-00059599": "sync that's what they did do", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00282-00059600-00059775": "and you know there was all this stuff", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00283-00059776-00059959": "about velocity of light", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00284-00059960-00060175": "being exceeded and it just wasn't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00285-00060176-00060335": "plausible", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00286-00060336-00060606": "so we didn't believe it no matter what", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00287-00060607-00060799": "they'd said we didn't believe it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00288-00060800-00060942": "and there are people who claim", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00289-00060944-00061111": "experiments and you just say i'm sorry", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00290-00061112-00061287": "we don't believe you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00291-00061288-00061582": "yeah on lots of things on biological", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00292-00061583-00061766": "ones more than anything", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00293-00061767-00061919": "one of the biggest breakthroughs in 20th", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00294-00061920-00062119": "century medicine was this australian", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00295-00062120-00062238": "pathologist who", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00296-00062239-00062479": "realized that ulcer was caused by", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00297-00062479-00062606": "heliobacter", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00298-00062607-00062823": "and not by stress and the only way you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00299-00062824-00062991": "could actually convince anyone of the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00300-00062991-00063150": "validity of what he was saying is he", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00301-00063151-00063319": "swallowed the stuff and he developed", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00302-00063320-00063479": "the symptoms and then there was this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00303-00063479-00063630": "huge nih panel", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00304-00063632-00063894": "discussion and now everybody agrees that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00305-00063895-00064063": "he was right", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00306-00064064-00064326": "so you know again experimentation was", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00307-00064327-00064482": "the really the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00308-00064483-00064671": "ultimate but where did the idea come", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00309-00064672-00064854": "from in the first place", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00310-00064855-00065087": "the pathologist he was doing a residency", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00311-00065088-00065166": "in pathology", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00312-00065167-00065399": "i can't remember his name marshall larry", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00313-00065400-00065471": "marshall", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00314-00065472-00065647": "barry marshall thank you and he was", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00315-00065648-00065815": "looking at you know you have to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00316-00065816-00065999": "do a certain number of slides for a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00317-00066000-00066175": "certain number of diseases and you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00318-00066176-00066326": "come up with the right call anyway so", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00319-00066327-00066471": "he's looking at these slides", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00320-00066472-00066703": "and he's seeing the bacteria in the in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00321-00066704-00066775": "the tissue", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00322-00066776-00066991": "okay and he just all of a sudden he", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00323-00066992-00067119": "realized that at least there was an", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00324-00067120-00067319": "association between the heliobacter and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00325-00067320-00067359": "the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00326-00067360-00067582": "in the ulcer and then he you know he", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00327-00067583-00067694": "swallowed you know he swallowed the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00328-00067695-00067847": "kool-aid", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00329-00067848-00068015": "and if you it wasn't cooler it was back", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00330-00068016-00068175": "you know a bacterial broth with with", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00331-00068176-00068343": "this heliobacter in it and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00332-00068344-00068575": "he became sick not sick enough that he", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00333-00068576-00068647": "actually", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00334-00068648-00069006": "became you know uh had he he had also", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00335-00069007-00069231": "all the symptoms of ulcer", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00336-00069232-00069382": "the only way to make the others swallow", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00337-00069383-00069442": "it wasn't it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00338-00069443-00069815": "[Laughter]", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00339-00069816-00070382": "pretty much won't catch me doing it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00340-00070383-00070503": "it's not they're not the only time", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00341-00070504-00070719": "that's happened but right", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00342-00070720-00070982": "quite often um well jenner too right", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00343-00070983-00071175": "didn't jenner have to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00344-00071176-00071494": "vaccinate himself or i think there was", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00345-00071495-00071550": "some proof", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00346-00071551-00071735": "yeah i'm not sure about that but but", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00347-00071736-00071903": "though", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00348-00071904-00072255": "it was lindemann in the first world war", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00349-00072256-00072447": "that when they saw planes were going on", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00350-00072448-00072567": "a spin and out of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00351-00072568-00072911": "control he said i know to solve that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00352-00072912-00073191": "and so he actually had to put his plane", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00353-00073192-00073303": "into a spin", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00354-00073304-00073543": "but the risk of his life just to to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00355-00073544-00073703": "prove that he could do it he went into a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00356-00073704-00073847": "dive or something to do it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00357-00073848-00074231": "yeah yeah but you know he's had to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00358-00074232-00074511": "if if his hypothesis had been wrong he", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00359-00074512-00074694": "would have been a goner", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00360-00074695-00074903": "well that's the the paradox is that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00361-00074904-00075047": "seeing is believing but you cannot", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00362-00075048-00075175": "believe everything you see", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00363-00075176-00075415": "no right so there's always that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00364-00075416-00075655": "dichotomy", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00365-00075656-00075806": "he was lucky because there are some", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00366-00075807-00075967": "planes that after", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00367-00075968-00076175": "you know x number of spins sometimes", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00368-00076176-00076382": "it's as short as one and a half", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00369-00076383-00076567": "you cannot recover so he was a little", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00370-00076568-00076823": "bit lucky too so how about it is yeah", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00371-00076824-00077111": "i couldn't believe that so he invented", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00372-00077112-00077159": "the uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00373-00077160-00077391": "vertical stabilizer what came out of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00374-00077392-00077519": "that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00375-00077520-00077711": "i may have just come up with a technique", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00376-00077712-00077935": "which is to to do the counter-intuitive", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00377-00077936-00078567": "thing and that's to point the nose", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00378-00078568-00078767": "it's down what you think to do but", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00379-00078768-00078919": "that's what you have to do", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00380-00078920-00079191": "yeah yeah my brother-in-law's a pro as a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00381-00079192-00079399": "professional pilot as are my two nephews", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00382-00079400-00079503": "but anyway", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00383-00079504-00079615": "so they had these friends who were", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00384-00079616-00079882": "flying back from some air", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00385-00079883-00080150": "circus uh they were flying um these", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00386-00080151-00080271": "stunt planes", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00387-00080272-00080447": "and they were fooling around they got", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00388-00080448-00080575": "too close they touched", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00389-00080576-00080759": "and they both went down and died so i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00390-00080760-00080903": "mean you know it's very it's a very", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00391-00080904-00081199": "labile condition", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00392-00081200-00081535": "so just to come back to this if if it is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00393-00081536-00081735": "about the issue of experiment", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00394-00081736-00082055": "and the the primacy of experiment and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00395-00082056-00082294": "i've been reading um carlo revelli's got", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00396-00082295-00082406": "this tiny little book", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00397-00082407-00082575": "on um i can't remember what it's called", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00398-00082576-00082782": "now seven seven principles of physics or", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00399-00082783-00082959": "something like that it's quite nice", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00400-00082960-00083191": "and at the end he talks about the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00401-00083192-00083271": "scientific", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00402-00083272-00083615": "impulse in um human beings", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00403-00083616-00083967": "and imagines you know neanderthals", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00404-00083968-00084294": "thinking about antelope tracks and the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00405-00084295-00084471": "scientific", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00406-00084472-00084655": "neanderthal amongst them is actually", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00407-00084656-00084775": "analyzing the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00408-00084776-00084975": "antelope tracks in the snow or in the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00409-00084976-00085206": "earth and predicting", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00410-00085207-00085375": "how they're going to catch an antelope", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00411-00085376-00085559": "so that they can eat and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00412-00085560-00085831": "maybe not get eaten by something else", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00413-00085832-00085911": "and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00414-00085912-00086079": "and he says you know this is the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00415-00086080-00086215": "scientific impulse this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00416-00086216-00086438": "this process of using our intelligence", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00417-00086439-00086671": "to analyze the evidence in front of us", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00418-00086672-00086782": "that there's something absolutely", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00419-00086783-00087023": "fundamental there and of course if we", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00420-00087024-00087167": "couldn't do that we wouldn't we wouldn't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00421-00087168-00087215": "have been", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00422-00087216-00087775": "we wouldn't be here now um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00423-00087776-00088111": "but is he is he right", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00424-00088112-00088423": "completely john or is is there something", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00425-00088424-00088791": "missing in his account", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00426-00088792-00088950": "well i think you know the hand-to-mouth", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00427-00088951-00089118": "kind of thing yeah he's right", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00428-00089119-00089318": "but life is more than just a handful you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00429-00089319-00089487": "know it's not just a subsistence", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00430-00089488-00089775": "living and i would maintain that beyond", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00431-00089776-00089935": "the synchronic which is what he's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00432-00089936-00090167": "talking about you have to your it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00433-00090168-00090359": "behooves us to go beyond the synchronic", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00434-00090360-00090511": "to the diacronic", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00435-00090512-00090694": "okay uh what i said to you was you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00436-00090695-00090815": "so then", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00437-00090816-00091023": "you know the offspring they go to lasko", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00438-00091024-00091279": "and they paint they", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00439-00091280-00091567": "of the hunt for example and and that's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00440-00091568-00091718": "where that diacronic", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00441-00091719-00092047": "uh feature comes in because then it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00442-00092048-00092326": "it transcends the immediate it's not", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00443-00092327-00092511": "just the animal tracks it's also where", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00444-00092512-00092567": "they", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00445-00092568-00092750": "they live and how they live and what", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00446-00092751-00092974": "they what kinds of plants they eat and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00447-00092975-00093215": "you know that kind of dynamic kind of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00448-00093216-00093287": "analysis", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00449-00093288-00093623": "is really where our origins derive from", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00450-00093624-00093655": "but i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00451-00093656-00093847": "also and i i don't want to offend anyone", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00452-00093848-00094023": "but that's actually my theory of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00453-00094024-00094855": "religion too because as i said", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00454-00094856-00095150": "go out and catch food for the for the my", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00455-00095151-00095231": "family in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00456-00095232-00095471": "the cave and you know i confront the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00457-00095472-00095599": "saber-toothed tiger", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00458-00095600-00095950": "if i blink the tiger is eating me if i'm", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00459-00095951-00096103": "you know ahead of the curve i kill the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00460-00096104-00096350": "tiger and then you if you permute", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00461-00096351-00096631": "if you iterate that over and over again", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00462-00096632-00096823": "that belief in self", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00463-00096824-00097047": "is really where religion i think derives", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00464-00097048-00097182": "from i don't think it uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00465-00097183-00097423": "it's coming from the from us upward not", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00466-00097424-00097535": "from uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00467-00097536-00097743": "from above and it makes a lot of sense", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00468-00097744-00097935": "to me that that's that organizing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00469-00097936-00097999": "principle", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00470-00098000-00098287": "of um the calcium waves it's it's a it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00471-00098288-00098423": "a it's a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00472-00098424-00098647": "maslow peak moment killing that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00473-00098648-00098750": "saber-toothed tiger", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00474-00098751-00098982": "and it can be learned your physiology", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00475-00098983-00099143": "can learn that it becomes reflexive", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00476-00099144-00099287": "because the receptors", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00477-00099288-00099447": "in your muscle and your brain and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00478-00099448-00099574": "everything in between that integrates", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00479-00099575-00099655": "that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00480-00099656-00099982": "it can be um programmed because", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00481-00099983-00100174": "it's mediated by receptor receptors and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00482-00100175-00100326": "we know that those receptors", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00483-00100327-00100543": "their density and their numbers actually", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00484-00100544-00100718": "facilitate that process so there's an", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00485-00100719-00100799": "underlying", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00486-00100800-00100982": "set of principles there as well what", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00487-00100983-00101143": "about when you solve a mathematical", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00488-00101144-00101215": "equation", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00489-00101216-00101638": "is that the same thing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00490-00101639-00102015": "yeah yes it's a it's yeah", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00491-00102016-00102206": "yeah it's the it's the purest form of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00492-00102207-00102326": "this of the same thing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00493-00102327-00102654": "so are we saying that our logic and our", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00494-00102655-00102847": "resolution of logical problems", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00495-00102848-00103215": "is physiological fundamentally", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00496-00103216-00103486": "i think so yeah all right well i'd like", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00497-00103488-00103615": "to know what other people think about", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00498-00103616-00103654": "that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00499-00103655-00104023": "i'm sure", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00500-00104024-00104302": "i'll believe myself i must admit when i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00501-00104303-00104486": "was a kid i always thought this because", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00502-00104488-00104623": "i struggled with maths", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00503-00104624-00104910": "and as until i was a teenager i think", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00504-00104911-00105095": "and then i started to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00505-00105096-00105343": "feel that there was something something", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00506-00105344-00105623": "physiological in my", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00507-00105624-00105823": "approach to mathematical and logical", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00508-00105824-00105983": "problems", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00509-00105983-00106295": "but that that was me well", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00510-00106296-00106710": "i um difficulty", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00511-00106711-00106951": "last night and when i finally got it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00512-00106952-00107143": "figured out there was a haha", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00513-00107144-00107407": "a little bit of a high and i didn't see", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00514-00107408-00107878": "any calcium anywhere", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00515-00107879-00108175": "are you sure did you look hard enough no", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00516-00108176-00108207": "i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00517-00108208-00108415": "i looked for it of course i've been", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00518-00108416-00108566": "hanging around john for a couple years", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00519-00108567-00108615": "now", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00520-00108616-00108783": "so i'm looking for calcium i haven't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00521-00108783-00108958": "seen it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00522-00108959-00109286": "okay you know my my perspective", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00523-00109288-00109583": "on this uh hope it's close enough but um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00524-00109583-00109686": "biologically", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00525-00109688-00110007": "uh i get uh that we are our", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00526-00110008-00110302": "nervous system is a really cool neural", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00527-00110303-00110502": "net that's recursive and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00528-00110503-00110807": "can cycle back upon itself i think the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00529-00110808-00110847": "big", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00530-00110848-00111302": "switch from non-humans to humans", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00531-00111303-00111599": "is that the the main game becomes", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00532-00111600-00111678": "recursive", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00533-00111679-00112007": "stories or narratives as opposed to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00534-00112008-00112334": "just a experiences and as", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00535-00112335-00112510": "as i think about the world i live in and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00536-00112511-00112719": "why people do the things they do", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00537-00112720-00112990": "i essentially see it as a set of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00538-00112991-00113127": "interacting", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00539-00113128-00113375": "stories and the stories are all internal", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00540-00113376-00113534": "they're not external", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00541-00113535-00113751": "once we create that first story whether", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00542-00113752-00113878": "it's the antelope or", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00543-00113879-00114215": "whatever then we we feed other stories", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00544-00114216-00114334": "into it so we become", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00545-00114335-00114647": "a storified animal and and these all", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00546-00114648-00114775": "these discussions", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00547-00114776-00114943": "with all of you guys they're just", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00548-00114944-00115095": "wonderful", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00549-00115096-00115295": "stories interacting with stories there's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00550-00115296-00115478": "no calcium involved", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00551-00115479-00115807": "directly and that that's not to discount", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00552-00115808-00115990": "the role of calcium but at different", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00553-00115991-00116134": "scales", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00554-00116135-00116358": "the mechanism of the thing below becomes", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00555-00116359-00116558": "more or less irrelevant i think", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00556-00116559-00116847": "we have to always be clear about the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00557-00116848-00116943": "transformation", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00558-00116944-00117239": "at the phase where the scale shift and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00559-00117240-00117334": "for me", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00560-00117335-00117654": "sociology is all and psychology is all", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00561-00117655-00117807": "about stories", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00562-00117808-00118015": "okay so i think the point about scale i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00563-00118016-00118143": "know john wants to come in but i think", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00564-00118144-00118366": "the point about scale is probably really", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00565-00118367-00118743": "important um but john oh just quickly to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00566-00118744-00118919": "mark's comment so there was a classic", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00567-00118920-00119110": "experiment done at ucla", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00568-00119111-00119327": "where they had put people into an mri", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00569-00119328-00119447": "and they could tell whether they were", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00570-00119448-00119639": "republican or democrat and that's a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00571-00119640-00119943": "story and that is calcium waves i would", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00572-00119944-00120047": "maintain", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00573-00120048-00120214": "you know you're looking at the brain uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00574-00120215-00120358": "and i understand it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00575-00120359-00120607": "they're doing functional um uh they're", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00576-00120608-00120719": "doing functional", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00577-00120720-00120934": "fmri which is based up you know you eat", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00578-00120935-00121078": "this form of glucose", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00579-00121079-00121247": "that makes your blade brain light up but", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00580-00121248-00121431": "the lighting up is calcium", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00581-00121432-00121631": "what do we do to get rid of trauma let", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00582-00121632-00121807": "me share this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00583-00121808-00122254": "there's nothing there", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00584-00122255-00122439": "20 years ago i got interested in neural", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00585-00122440-00122686": "nets and went and got some stupid", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00586-00122688-00122943": "program with a cd in the back where you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00587-00122944-00123078": "could use a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00588-00123079-00123310": "you had to use a windows pro computer", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00589-00123311-00123454": "and decided to get one", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00590-00123455-00123758": "and you could um just use a 10 node", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00591-00123759-00123934": "neural net and it blew", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00592-00123935-00124295": "my mind when i saw a stupid 10 node", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00593-00124296-00124527": "neural net could recognize", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00594-00124528-00124734": "could teach itself to recognize the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00595-00124735-00124854": "letter a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00596-00124855-00125039": "and so back to your john there's no", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00597-00125040-00125183": "calcium involved", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00598-00125183-00125454": "but it's doing a similar thing so i'm", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00599-00125455-00125607": "not discounting", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00600-00125608-00125878": "but i'm also not discounting uh neural", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00601-00125879-00126143": "nets and digital computers the mechanism", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00602-00126144-00126199": "behind", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00603-00126200-00126566": "it is disassociated uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00604-00126567-00126847": "in the phase shifts or the scales okay", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00605-00126848-00127223": "so the brain is computer", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00606-00127224-00127463": "the brain is a computer the brain is a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00607-00127464-00127599": "neural is a biological", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00608-00127600-00127910": "neural net that does computing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00609-00127911-00128086": "okay i want to ask peter about that then", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00610-00128088-00128247": "because um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00611-00128248-00128463": "i know he's got a view on this well the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00612-00128464-00128583": "brain isn't a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00613-00128583-00128799": "isn't a computer as we understand it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00614-00128800-00128910": "because", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00615-00128911-00129175": "computers is a fine art machine that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00616-00129176-00129327": "doesn't interact with its environment", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00617-00129328-00129583": "unlike the brain", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00618-00129583-00129814": "well yeah brain is the best computer and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00619-00129815-00129958": "the others are", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00620-00129959-00130143": "deficient but i i don't need to argue", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00621-00130144-00130295": "the point i think the distinction is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00622-00130296-00130439": "real", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00623-00130440-00130631": "i mean the brain isn't the communication", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00624-00130632-00130839": "generals have this theory", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00625-00130840-00131166": "of how the brain works um based upon", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00626-00131167-00131583": "these on microtubules in the neurons", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00627-00131584-00131871": "uh acting as a as a network but the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00628-00131872-00132047": "fallacy there is that every neuron in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00629-00132048-00132163": "your body has", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00630-00132164-00132423": "microtubules i maintain that the brain", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00631-00132424-00132607": "is just a concentrated", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00632-00132608-00132975": "site for neurons that are uh pervasive", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00633-00132976-00133199": "and that and that you know for example", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00634-00133200-00133302": "chambers", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00635-00133303-00133535": "or um i'm sorry uh chambers idea of the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00636-00133536-00133735": "heart problem you know why we see red", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00637-00133736-00133854": "when we're in pain", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00638-00133855-00134102": "that reverts back to you know seeing a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00639-00134103-00134287": "bloody mess when you cut yourself", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00640-00134288-00134463": "back you know when you're cutting up", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00641-00134464-00134639": "that saber to the tiger", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00642-00134640-00134854": "that's the history historic arc in my", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00643-00134855-00135039": "opinion so i was saying that i don't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00644-00135040-00135254": "the brain is highly a highly overrated", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00645-00135255-00135390": "organ in the sense that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00646-00135391-00135799": "we know that it evolved from the skin", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00647-00135800-00136047": "and the skin brain idea really goes all", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00648-00136048-00136175": "the way back to the cell membrane of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00649-00136176-00136311": "unicellular organisms", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00650-00136312-00136623": "so as let's say perennially if you have", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00651-00136624-00136671": "a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00652-00136672-00136854": "paramecium and you put glucose in the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00653-00136855-00136999": "water the paramecium", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00654-00137000-00137190": "literally lights up calcium in that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00655-00137191-00137359": "paris and paramecium lights up and it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00656-00137360-00137439": "gravitates", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00657-00137440-00137687": "in locomotes to the glucose source you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00658-00137688-00137783": "put", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00659-00137784-00138014": "glucose on my tongue and an mri and the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00660-00138015-00138102": "same thing happens", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00661-00138103-00138414": "it's the same process we that john and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00662-00138415-00138511": "you can", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00663-00138512-00138663": "push back pretty hard on this if you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00664-00138664-00138919": "like but it seems to me that we're in a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00665-00138920-00138990": "game of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00666-00138991-00139223": "having the essential necessary parts of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00667-00139224-00139319": "a system", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00668-00139320-00139590": "somehow fighting against each other in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00669-00139591-00139759": "some sort of human little", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00670-00139760-00140031": "brother brother battle and if the parts", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00671-00140032-00140239": "are necessary and sufficient", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00672-00140240-00140407": "you can't throw one out and one isn't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00673-00140408-00140566": "more important than the other", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00674-00140567-00140759": "other than as we tend to identify with", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00675-00140760-00140878": "them so i i've never", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00676-00140879-00141190": "spent a lot of time", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00677-00141191-00141407": "trying to prioritize whatever it would", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00678-00141408-00141583": "mean for something to be more important", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00679-00141584-00141695": "than another part", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00680-00141696-00142007": "of a of a simple system where if you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00681-00142008-00142054": "remove", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00682-00142055-00142343": "one the thing dies so you remove the dna", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00683-00142344-00142566": "it dies i'm i'm on your side emotionally", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00684-00142567-00142735": "i mean i think the membrane", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00685-00142736-00142983": "is by far more interesting if i could", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00686-00142984-00143159": "only know about one i'd want to know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00687-00143160-00143254": "about membranes", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00688-00143255-00143471": "i mean that's a personal bias but to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00689-00143472-00143702": "think a cell survives without both", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00690-00143703-00143959": "and that they didn't have to co-evolve i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00691-00143960-00144071": "don't understand", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00692-00144072-00144343": "where the emotion comes from no but", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00693-00144344-00144399": "where i'm", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00694-00144400-00144583": "i'm coming from is the way that i got", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00695-00144584-00144766": "back from the lung in my case because", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00696-00144767-00144959": "i'm a lung biologist to the unicellular", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00697-00144960-00145031": "state", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00698-00145032-00145254": "in gas exchange because then you are", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00699-00145255-00145431": "able to then reverse the whole process", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00700-00145432-00145590": "and see it from the in appropriate", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00701-00145591-00145663": "fashion", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00702-00145664-00145919": "logically there is a logic it was the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00703-00145920-00145999": "title of the book", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00704-00146000-00146214": "evolution the logic of biology but in in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00705-00146215-00146366": "this in the context of what you're", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00706-00146367-00146478": "saying mark", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00707-00146479-00146823": "you can in fact see that hierarchy from", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00708-00146824-00147078": "an evolutionary standpoint you can peel", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00709-00147079-00147454": "the layers back and see why a will", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00710-00147455-00147711": "cause b cause c cause d and i would", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00711-00147712-00147790": "submit", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00712-00147791-00148023": "and in fact there's a genetic basis for", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00713-00148024-00148111": "that the uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00714-00148112-00148366": "target of rapamycin gene is servode is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00715-00148367-00148559": "is actually literally", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00716-00148560-00148766": "connected to the cytoskeleton and the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00717-00148767-00148975": "target of rapamycin gene controls every", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00718-00148976-00149102": "aspect of the of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00719-00149103-00149414": "the of cellular metabolism it is a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00720-00149415-00149654": "so there's a central genetic and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00721-00149655-00149766": "interestingly if you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00722-00149767-00150039": "uh so the target of rapamycin gene was", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00723-00150040-00150295": "found because they fed mice rapamycin", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00724-00150296-00150407": "which is a toxin", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00725-00150408-00150559": "and this gene lights up but my point", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00726-00150560-00150726": "being that if you treat the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00727-00150727-00150983": "mouth a mouse with rapamycin it extends", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00728-00150984-00151095": "their lifespan", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00729-00151096-00151271": "so it you know it addresses that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00730-00151272-00151454": "fundamental relationship between that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00731-00151455-00151519": "gene", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00732-00151520-00151847": "and its and all of its functions so", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00733-00151848-00152151": "yeah andrew i was", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00734-00152152-00152471": "uh sorry firstly there are parts to the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00735-00152472-00152663": "brain that surely are neural networks", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00736-00152664-00152878": "you say take the visual cortex start", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00737-00152879-00153039": "starting on the retina", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00738-00153040-00153343": "it recognizing simple shapes that is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00739-00153344-00153559": "i would say what i've read about it in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00740-00153560-00153751": "disputed a kind of neural network", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00741-00153752-00153990": "whatever the rest of the brain is doing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00742-00153991-00154231": "so there is a very machinic part you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00743-00154232-00154351": "know we go from", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00744-00154352-00154566": "the machine body into the brain it goes", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00745-00154567-00154799": "machine quite quite a long way in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00746-00154800-00154975": "i was interested in your statement the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00747-00154976-00155239": "brain is overrated", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00748-00155240-00155583": "well in terms of what yeah i mean i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00749-00155584-00155647": "understand", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00750-00155648-00155863": "that it's you know i mean if you cut it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00751-00155864-00156039": "off your head off then you're", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00752-00156040-00156278": "probably you know that's ending yeah my", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00753-00156279-00156366": "point is that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00754-00156367-00156519": "that we look at it from from an", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00755-00156520-00156702": "anthropocentric perspective there are", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00756-00156703-00156823": "organisms that don't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00757-00156824-00157031": "have a central nervous system all they", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00758-00157032-00157199": "have is a peripheral nervous system and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00759-00157200-00157319": "they're they're okay", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00760-00157320-00157535": "for their environment and for their arc", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00761-00157536-00157678": "of evolution", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00762-00157679-00157871": "my point being that i think that we tend", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00763-00157872-00157990": "to look at at", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00764-00157991-00158254": "life from our own perspective and we", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00765-00158255-00158375": "miss the point", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00766-00158376-00158590": "in my opinion the great in the in the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00767-00158591-00158751": "great scheme of things we don't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00768-00158752-00158926": "we're missing the point of the cause of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00769-00158927-00159078": "the causal relationships and their", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00770-00159079-00159263": "origins", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00771-00159264-00159566": "okay lisa can you say something", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00772-00159567-00159783": "because one of the presentations you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00773-00159784-00159935": "gave a while ago", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00774-00159936-00160135": "about to the british computer society", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00775-00160136-00160335": "about nature's information or nature's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00776-00160336-00160439": "code i can't remember", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00777-00160440-00160719": "what it was called but you made a very", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00778-00160720-00160919": "profound distinction between natural", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00779-00160920-00161063": "systems and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00780-00161064-00161390": "our computing systems yeah well", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00781-00161391-00161559": "they're they're confined systems aren't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00782-00161560-00161726": "they computing systems they have rules", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00783-00161727-00161799": "like this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00784-00161800-00162087": "that start out with and they carry on", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00785-00162088-00162126": "and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00786-00162127-00162319": "the same rules the same alphabet all", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00787-00162320-00162551": "that that's what a computer does", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00788-00162552-00162726": "but the brain doesn't do that he has to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00789-00162727-00163007": "adapt and change all the time", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00790-00163008-00163254": "but isn't that what ross ashby i mean", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00791-00163255-00163478": "he's sort of my hero until you guys find", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00792-00163479-00163751": "me a replacement i mean to realize that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00793-00163752-00163990": "a mechanistic thing a couple of four", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00794-00163991-00164102": "bomb sites", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00795-00164103-00164383": "could could uh interact with an", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00796-00164384-00164623": "environment and change its own internal", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00797-00164624-00164831": "i mean i completely to the extent i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00798-00164832-00165007": "understand your point peter i agree with", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00799-00165008-00165190": "you the beautiful thing about", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00800-00165191-00165375": "i would say the computer that the brain", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00801-00165376-00165502": "is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00802-00165503-00165759": "is that it's ash being and it it it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00803-00165760-00165935": "modifies itself", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00804-00165936-00166263": "from experience randomly it's testing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00805-00166264-00166423": "but when it finds something it works", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00806-00166424-00166678": "better it adopts it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00807-00166679-00166823": "but it doesn't make it not a computer", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00808-00166824-00166999": "for me it makes it a special class of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00809-00167000-00167175": "computer if you like but i'm talking", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00810-00167176-00167326": "about the computers that we've so far", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00811-00167327-00167383": "designed", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00812-00167384-00167638": "we are designing computers that are more", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00813-00167639-00167790": "able to adapt to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00814-00167791-00168126": "the things now but yeah no the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00815-00168127-00168295": "distinction is important because", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00816-00168296-00168502": "the ai people drive me a little crazy in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00817-00168503-00168711": "their extrapolations", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00818-00168712-00169023": "well i'm not known yeah has anybody i've", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00819-00169024-00169147": "been following the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00820-00169148-00169511": "gpt-3 stuff", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00821-00169512-00169743": "do you know about this well what is it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00822-00169744-00169975": "um so gpt-3 is the latest sort of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00823-00169976-00170151": "iteration of ai", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00824-00170152-00170526": "and um basically it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00825-00170527-00170823": "can um well there are a number of people", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00826-00170824-00170959": "number of professionals who are quite", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00827-00170960-00171014": "worried", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00828-00171015-00171414": "because you can ask it to do things in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00829-00171415-00171647": "almost natural language and it will then", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00830-00171648-00171831": "write computer code", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00831-00171832-00172038": "automatically to to perform those", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00832-00172039-00172366": "functions", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00833-00172367-00172551": "yeah i mean it's it's it's in it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00834-00172552-00172695": "interesting but", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00835-00172696-00173143": "it's also you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00836-00173144-00173454": "there's something very the fact that we", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00837-00173455-00173623": "get excited about this stuff the fact", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00838-00173624-00173671": "that we", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00839-00173672-00174047": "try so hard to make these things happen", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00840-00174048-00174375": "is in itself interesting and it feels", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00841-00174376-00174614": "slightly pathological", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00842-00174615-00174878": "oh it is i'm looking for god still", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00843-00174879-00175078": "looking for a god in in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00844-00175079-00175431": "in peter's uh computer now the brain is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00845-00175432-00175575": "like a muscle if you don't use it you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00846-00175576-00175719": "lose it and if we become", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00847-00175720-00176047": "con you know uh dependent upon ai we", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00848-00176048-00176311": "will become their pardon my", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00849-00176312-00176399": "language", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00850-00176400-00176663": "wow so there was this you know i'm sorry", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00851-00176664-00176726": "i watched", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00852-00176727-00176911": "way too much tv or watch jeopardy it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00853-00176912-00177111": "the national alzheimer's test", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00854-00177112-00177423": "and you had big blue the ibm ai machine", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00855-00177424-00177583": "competing against the best of the best", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00856-00177584-00177790": "two humans and it beat two humans but", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00857-00177791-00177926": "there were two questions that had", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00858-00177927-00178023": "flooded on", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00859-00178024-00178214": "which were they could not the machine", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00860-00178215-00178423": "could not understand", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00861-00178424-00178671": "because they were inferential and i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00862-00178672-00178871": "would maintain", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00863-00178872-00179102": "that a computer may be able to get a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00864-00179103-00179199": "joke", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00865-00179200-00179390": "but it cannot make up a joke because it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00866-00179391-00179575": "doesn't have that capacity", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00867-00179576-00179895": "i'm what i'm saying is that the ai", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00868-00179896-00180087": "is a closed system it's only as good as", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00869-00180088-00180247": "the software that was designed by some", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00870-00180248-00180343": "human being", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00871-00180344-00180599": "or another computer whereas our brains", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00872-00180600-00180743": "you know i don't think a computer could", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00873-00180744-00180871": "have been able to come up with the idea", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00874-00180872-00180919": "that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00875-00180920-00181063": "energy and mass could be have an", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00876-00181064-00181319": "equivalency it doesn't make any sense", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00877-00181320-00181607": "it's only when you do that big arc kind", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00878-00181608-00181671": "of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00879-00181672-00181823": "you know out of the box thinking like", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00880-00181824-00181966": "einstein did that you come up with this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00881-00181967-00182054": "stuff that's what", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00882-00182055-00182207": "that's where the difference lies in my", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00883-00182208-00182399": "opinion", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00884-00182400-00182663": "they can't always beat humans at chess", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00885-00182664-00182863": "because uh roger penrose has come up", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00886-00182864-00182966": "with a problem that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00887-00182967-00183231": "chess no chess computer can solve but a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00888-00183232-00183366": "human can solve it in a couple of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00889-00183367-00183543": "minutes", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00890-00183544-00183759": "you know some weird structure on the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00891-00183760-00184014": "board that they're not familiar with", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00892-00184015-00184183": "and that there's no obvious way of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00893-00184184-00184366": "dealing with it in the way that a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00894-00184367-00184535": "computer would", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00895-00184536-00184854": "right well essentially that passage from", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00896-00184855-00185038": "that calvino book", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00897-00185039-00185335": "imaginary cities he's talking about uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00898-00185336-00185487": "genghis khan playing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00899-00185488-00185702": "chess against marco polo and he goes", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00900-00185703-00185790": "through this whole", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00901-00185791-00186071": "um process of reducing the chessboard", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00902-00186072-00186159": "down to the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00903-00186160-00186311": "you know the little wooden piece you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00904-00186312-00186471": "know the ebony and the um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00905-00186472-00186735": "whatever the black and white wears you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00906-00186736-00186943": "know and that's where you know it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00907-00186944-00187095": "everything evaporates at that point", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00908-00187096-00187335": "because you know it's it can't transcend", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00909-00187336-00187383": "that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00910-00187384-00187647": "he can't transcend that that idea but", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00911-00187648-00187766": "but i would submit that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00912-00187767-00187990": "experimentation allows for us to do that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00913-00187991-00188135": "yes okay so we're back to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00914-00188136-00188287": "experimentation i was going to say", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00915-00188288-00188607": "um the worry that we would be um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00916-00188608-00188895": "uh effectively imprisoned by machines", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00917-00188896-00188950": "was", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00918-00188951-00189183": "voiced by norbert wiener in the 1950s i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00919-00189184-00189287": "mean he saw", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00920-00189288-00189478": "he wrote this book called the human use", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00921-00189479-00189614": "of human beings in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00922-00189615-00189935": "what 1951 and and all of the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00923-00189936-00190054": "all of the stuff that we're seeing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00924-00190055-00190247": "around us he predicted", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00925-00190248-00190599": "he was there um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00926-00190600-00190895": "but experimentation is such is it an", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00927-00190896-00191231": "intrinsically human activity isn't it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00928-00191232-00191575": "yeah problem solving is the is the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00929-00191576-00191895": "foil to fight or flight you have a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00930-00191896-00192038": "biological", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00931-00192039-00192278": "i wouldn't say human i think earthworms", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00932-00192279-00192431": "yeah okay i was going to correct myself", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00933-00192432-00192478": "actually", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00934-00192479-00192766": "yeah but do they problem solve well i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00935-00192767-00192878": "mean they can't sure yeah", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00936-00192879-00193199": "they do otherwise they'd be dead sure", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00937-00193200-00193431": "okay oh i'm just thinking so ian", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00938-00193432-00193559": "forrester wrote a wonderful", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00939-00193560-00193743": "short story called the machine stops", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00940-00193744-00193911": "which is basically the same idea", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00941-00193912-00194375": "and he published that in like 1905.", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00942-00194376-00194647": "which story john oh i can send them like", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00943-00194648-00195671": "it's called", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00944-00195672-00195854": "it's about everybody having to live in a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00945-00195855-00196087": "machine", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00946-00196088-00196214": "right and then the machine stops and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00947-00196215-00196335": "everybody's screwed because they don't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00948-00196336-00196463": "know how to deal with it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00949-00196464-00196614": "you know they become so dependent upon", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00950-00196615-00196831": "the machine that they", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00951-00196832-00197183": "they die so covet 19 is that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00952-00197184-00197487": "yeah we're living there now in the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00953-00197488-00197687": "electricity grid goes out we're all", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00954-00197688-00197759": "stuck", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00955-00197760-00198214": "yeah that's right absolutely", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00956-00198215-00198566": "well zoom goes down so mark you're a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00957-00198567-00198687": "physician i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00958-00198688-00198911": "do do you have any sense of how our", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00959-00198912-00199311": "microbiome is coping with cobot", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00960-00199312-00199511": "i've asked that question on a list", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00961-00199512-00199814": "survey of play with", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00962-00199815-00200135": "you're muted", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00963-00200136-00200414": "done here i perspective i've", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00964-00200415-00200638": "dramatically changed my interest", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00965-00200639-00201007": "away from medicine and even biology to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00966-00201008-00201143": "to neighborhoods because i think the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00967-00201144-00201199": "future", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00968-00201200-00201447": "of the planet depends on the viability", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00969-00201448-00201575": "of neighborhoods and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00970-00201576-00201790": "and i also think that the test of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00971-00201791-00201902": "viability", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00972-00201903-00202183": "is disconnectability and so if you don't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00973-00202184-00202326": "have the ability to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00974-00202327-00202511": "if you can't test like making good", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00975-00202512-00202687": "software if you don't have a way to test", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00976-00202688-00202854": "as you move along and the test is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00977-00202855-00203014": "what happens if the roads or the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00978-00203015-00203311": "internet or the supply chains", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00979-00203312-00203519": "are shut down and you've got to always", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00980-00203520-00203623": "be saying", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00981-00203624-00203838": "can this neighborhood survive and that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00982-00203839-00204007": "should be the design", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00983-00204008-00204359": "principle going forward because as", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00984-00204360-00204583": "far as i can see i'll tell you the most", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00985-00204584-00204726": "pissed off i can remember being in the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00986-00204727-00204846": "last 10 years", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00987-00204848-00205223": "was reading rander's soul production", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00988-00205223-00205503": "of the the latest version of the of the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00989-00205504-00205655": "uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00990-00205656-00205886": "you know the model the that meadows and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00991-00205887-00205998": "those guys created back", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00992-00206000-00206271": "in the 70s and then i just put it down i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00993-00206271-00206351": "couldn't even", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00994-00206352-00206510": "look at the book anymore because his", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00995-00206511-00206662": "personal conclusion", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00996-00206663-00206871": "is the right strategy for the world", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00997-00206871-00207071": "going forward is mega cities and i'm", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00998-00207071-00207319": "going", "jRGAqVftb4Q-00999-00207319-00207543": "i'm going you're cr you're insane", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01000-00207544-00207655": "[Music]", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01001-00207656-00207838": "you don't you don't need a model to know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01002-00207839-00208055": "that's insane", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01003-00208056-00208310": "to look at the newspapers the lack of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01004-00208311-00208558": "protective equipment because uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01005-00208559-00208951": "hospitals don't wish to afford to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01006-00208952-00209175": "have backup storage because they're", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01007-00209176-00209438": "anticipating just in time delivery", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01008-00209439-00209879": "and so you have lots and lots of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01009-00209880-00210191": "small areas that are incapable of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01010-00210192-00210375": "holding out for themselves", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01011-00210376-00210758": "yeah my good friend don berwick", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01012-00210759-00211127": "got infatuated in 1988 with toyota", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01013-00211128-00211271": "production system", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01014-00211271-00211639": "and and then the entire medical industry", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01015-00211640-00211846": "shift its mindset from effectiveness", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01016-00211848-00211991": "which is what we used to be about even", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01017-00211992-00212167": "though we didn't name it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01018-00212167-00212310": "to efficiency inefficiency and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01019-00212311-00212494": "effectiveness are orthogonal if not", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01020-00212496-00212598": "oppositional", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01021-00212600-00212742": "and in healthcare i can assure you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01022-00212744-00212910": "they're oppositional so we have", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01023-00212911-00213046": "efficient systems", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01024-00213048-00213294": "that are so fragile that you're getting", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01025-00213296-00213887": "to see it play out today", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01026-00213888-00214071": "efficiency should only come after you've", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01027-00214071-00214294": "assured effectiveness not before", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01028-00214296-00214639": "right i have a friend who's an ar doctor", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01029-00214640-00215031": "and numerous times she would tell me", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01030-00215032-00215310": "that the whole point of having a 24 hour", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01031-00215311-00215398": "service", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01032-00215400-00215567": "had nothing to do with people who were", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01033-00215567-00215727": "in an auto accident", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01034-00215728-00215958": "but it was a backup protection in case", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01035-00215959-00216223": "of a major disaster", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01036-00216223-00216375": "oh i don't think it's that well thought", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01037-00216376-00216527": "out but i think that is one final that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01038-00216528-00216727": "was her explanation", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01039-00216728-00216919": "yeah well i mean that's not the way it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01040-00216919-00217119": "actually evolved but it really was to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01041-00217119-00217319": "keep normal doctors from having to get", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01042-00217319-00217439": "up in the middle of the night", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01043-00217440-00217631": "i mean they used nurses first and then", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01044-00217632-00217798": "they used family practitioners and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01045-00217800-00217942": "finally i'm an er doc", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01046-00217944-00218206": "boarded in internal medicine and er most", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01047-00218207-00218375": "so i mean the evolution of it is not", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01048-00218376-00218534": "quite what she put together but that is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01049-00218535-00218606": "a legitimate", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01050-00218607-00218958": "function yeah i've been in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01051-00218959-00219334": "my entire career and um the criterion", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01052-00219335-00219406": "for", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01053-00219407-00219582": "being bored eligible other than the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01054-00219583-00219734": "usual is to do uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01055-00219735-00220015": "original uh experimental work which was", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01056-00220016-00220175": "where i came in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01057-00220176-00220479": "and um and i've long", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01058-00220480-00220791": "held that that was important because the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01059-00220792-00220910": "kinds of things that happened to a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01060-00220911-00221055": "pre-term newborn", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01061-00221056-00221263": "are not physiologically as apparent as", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01062-00221264-00221358": "they are in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01063-00221359-00221534": "someone who is full you know fully", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01064-00221535-00221815": "developed and so you have to have that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01065-00221816-00222110": "that insight and cellular and then a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01066-00222111-00222198": "molecule", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01067-00222200-00222334": "my point being that i had this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01068-00222335-00222510": "discussion with my", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01069-00222511-00222887": "and attending um not that long ago and i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01070-00222888-00223046": "and i'm talking about this and she says", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01071-00223048-00223223": "to me dr tour day do you realize that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01072-00223223-00223310": "when our", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01073-00223311-00223510": "fellows get into trouble in the er in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01074-00223511-00223646": "the nicu", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01075-00223648-00223903": "they take out their pdas but that's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01076-00223904-00223982": "ridiculous", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01077-00223983-00224191": "in my opinion because we know that every", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01078-00224192-00224342": "second counts you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01079-00224344-00224558": "every second that you don't react to the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01080-00224559-00224798": "situation in a preterm newborn", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01081-00224800-00225071": "that sends them on a trajectory for the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01082-00225071-00225198": "rest of their lives", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01083-00225200-00225463": "okay that is horrendous but that's an", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01084-00225464-00225639": "example of how ai", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01085-00225640-00225927": "is co-opting our you know what we really", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01086-00225928-00226015": "know is true", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01087-00226016-00226175": "uh you know it's making an end run on", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01088-00226176-00226375": "our on our on", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01089-00226376-00226598": "common sense john let me ask you a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01090-00226600-00226767": "question about that and because i've", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01091-00226767-00226958": "never had anyone to talk about this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01092-00226959-00227175": "i fortunately wasn't diagnosed as", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01093-00227176-00227334": "dyslexic but clearly have moderate", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01094-00227335-00227527": "dyslexia and it means that i can't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01095-00227528-00227598": "personally", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01096-00227600-00227791": "memorize anything and you can imagine", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01097-00227792-00227967": "being a medical student who can't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01098-00227967-00228127": "memorize anything is kind of an", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01099-00228128-00228246": "interesting challenge", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01100-00228248-00228487": "and what that means for me uh is that i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01101-00228488-00228598": "build models", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01102-00228600-00228758": "because i can remember models", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01103-00228759-00228975": "relationships are like velcro they hold", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01104-00228976-00229055": "it together", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01105-00229056-00229310": "so your point about memorizing things my", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01106-00229311-00229415": "my", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01107-00229416-00229591": "the way my life evolved i don't think i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01108-00229592-00229775": "get any credit for this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01109-00229776-00229982": "was that i would build models and so the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01110-00229983-00230206": "models were really robust and so i could", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01111-00230207-00230358": "go to the emergency department and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01112-00230359-00230519": "switch models and grab a model that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01113-00230519-00230575": "worked", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01114-00230576-00230855": "the details i often had to look up but", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01115-00230856-00231006": "the thing that would put me in the right", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01116-00231007-00231087": "phase space", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01117-00231088-00231319": "to solve the problem were these models i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01118-00231319-00231398": "had", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01119-00231400-00231775": "so i didn't uh use pdas but when i got", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01120-00231776-00232031": "into treating a particular kind of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01121-00232032-00232215": "poisoning that i hadn't seen in a few", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01122-00232216-00232342": "years then", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01123-00232344-00232519": "you know but i had the whole model how", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01124-00232519-00232679": "do you think about poisoning", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01125-00232680-00232855": "and then i would go look at the details", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01126-00232856-00233023": "so that's how i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01127-00233023-00233142": "because you can't know everything you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01128-00233144-00233271": "can't keep everything in your head you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01129-00233271-00233391": "have to decide", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01130-00233392-00233558": "and i was terrified by one of my", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01131-00233559-00233719": "partners who look had that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01132-00233719-00233958": "he had actually notes in his pocket he", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01133-00233959-00234103": "had a book of notes and he would always", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01134-00234104-00234215": "be looking him up", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01135-00234216-00234471": "and i'm going what if he loses that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01136-00234471-00234655": "book", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01137-00234656-00234839": "anyway sorry for that that's a that's a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01138-00234840-00234975": "distraction you can forget the whole", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01139-00234976-00235039": "thing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01140-00235040-00235263": "mark your your answer to john's original", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01141-00235264-00235382": "question", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01142-00235383-00235623": "which was uh what's happening in the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01143-00235623-00235798": "microbiome and you said you were less", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01144-00235800-00235951": "interested in the physiology", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01145-00235952-00236182": "and more interested in neighborhoods", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01146-00236183-00236303": "aren't they connected", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01147-00236304-00236598": "and isn't it in the connection between", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01148-00236600-00236831": "these things that is perhaps the area", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01149-00236832-00236927": "which we're", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01150-00236928-00237223": "exploring in these discussions you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01151-00237223-00237319": "on the if we're looking at the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01152-00237319-00237494": "connection between quantum mechanics and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01153-00237496-00237582": "biology", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01154-00237583-00237710": "we're looking at the connection between", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01155-00237711-00237975": "the microbiome and the organization of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01156-00237976-00238198": "our societies our education system and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01157-00238200-00238415": "that kind of thing isn't it in those", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01158-00238416-00238558": "vertical connections", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01159-00238559-00238863": "well look everything is connected uh so", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01160-00238864-00238975": "then the question is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01161-00238976-00239127": "in your lifetime and for the things you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01162-00239128-00239382": "care about what what is relevant", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01163-00239383-00239623": "you know and for me the biggest danger", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01164-00239623-00239687": "we have", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01165-00239688-00239951": "is that people have lost the ability to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01166-00239952-00240087": "self-organize", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01167-00240088-00240375": "at the scale at which they live and so", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01168-00240376-00240415": "that's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01169-00240416-00240623": "all i care about i mean i'm not i'm too", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01170-00240623-00240791": "old i'm 70 years old", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01171-00240792-00241079": "if i you know i love here and i go read", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01172-00241080-00241230": "stuff listening to you guys is so", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01173-00241231-00241310": "fascinating", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01174-00241311-00241519": "but when i go back to work you know my", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01175-00241519-00241623": "own work", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01176-00241623-00241887": "it is how can neighborhoods build models", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01177-00241888-00242134": "that allow self-organizing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01178-00242135-00242358": "might those models be enhanced if we", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01179-00242359-00242463": "understood", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01180-00242464-00242687": "for example uh something of the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01181-00242688-00242823": "epigenetics", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01182-00242823-00243006": "that is operating within those", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01183-00243007-00243191": "neighborhoods and the impact of the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01184-00243192-00243294": "environment", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01185-00243296-00243503": "of course if we survive long enough that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01186-00243504-00243679": "kind of enhancement can occur", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01187-00243680-00243934": "i'm trying to build a basic model that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01188-00243935-00244046": "any mother", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01189-00244048-00244271": "because i have no faith in men sorry", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01190-00244271-00244406": "this group", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01191-00244407-00244694": "but any mother could uh could use to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01192-00244696-00244863": "self-organize to solve problems in the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01193-00244864-00244942": "neighborhood and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01194-00244944-00245223": "epigenetics while always playing i mean", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01195-00245223-00245303": "the the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01196-00245304-00245446": "the story that blew me away with", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01197-00245448-00245742": "epinephrine epigenetics john you'll", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01198-00245744-00246006": "you'll be able to clarify this but the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01199-00246007-00246127": "women who were", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01200-00246128-00246303": "their grandmothers were pregnant at a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01201-00246304-00246471": "certain part of gestation during the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01202-00246471-00246623": "dresden bombing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01203-00246623-00246855": "three or four generations later they had", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01204-00246856-00246967": "epigenetic", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01205-00246967-00247294": "traits things that have been transmitted", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01206-00247296-00247479": "epigenetics so epigenetics is a huge", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01207-00247480-00247534": "thing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01208-00247535-00248006": "it's not the lever it's the explanation", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01209-00248007-00248334": "looking for levers okay john what do you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01210-00248335-00248463": "what do you think about this i mean is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01211-00248464-00248655": "this multi-level thinking really i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01212-00248656-00248823": "suppose i'm driving out is that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01213-00248823-00249151": "is that really where you're you're at", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01214-00249152-00249310": "or are you doing something mark was", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01215-00249311-00249479": "talking there was this interesting npr", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01216-00249480-00249639": "discussion about why it is that when you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01217-00249640-00249823": "have these medical breakthroughs", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01218-00249823-00250094": "people don't they run the other way and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01219-00250096-00250294": "the these two sociologists are talking", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01220-00250296-00250455": "about that and they're saying that we're", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01221-00250456-00250782": "we evolved from cave dwellers and then", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01222-00250783-00250927": "if it's not something that the group", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01223-00250928-00251103": "sitting around the fireplace", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01224-00251104-00251358": "that night after dinner agrees to they", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01225-00251359-00251463": "don't do it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01226-00251464-00251598": "so there's this i think that's what", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01227-00251600-00251823": "you're talking about mark isn't it it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01228-00251823-00252015": "definitely a part of it i mean eleanor", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01229-00252016-00252198": "ostrom is closer to me than the cave", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01230-00252200-00252327": "dwellers but i often", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01231-00252328-00252606": "go back to the same metaphor you know of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01232-00252607-00252671": "the k", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01233-00252671-00252982": "because i think we we make sense of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01234-00252983-00253127": "everything around us as you guys have", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01235-00253128-00253294": "been saying but mostly we make sense of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01236-00253296-00253534": "facial expressions bodily expressions", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01237-00253535-00253751": "the ambience of a group and we and i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01238-00253752-00253927": "think that's what bohm i did bohmian", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01239-00253928-00254103": "dialogue with a group for two years", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01240-00254104-00254271": "you know once every two weeks it's the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01241-00254271-00254479": "most amazing experience of my life", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01242-00254480-00254663": "intellectually the group is always so", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01243-00254664-00254846": "much smarter than i was and believe me i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01244-00254848-00254887": "was", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01245-00254888-00255071": "far more educated than anyone else in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01246-00255071-00255287": "the group it didn't matter", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01247-00255288-00255542": "you know so your point is really right", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01248-00255544-00255591": "and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01249-00255592-00255767": "but what i see is neighborhoods have", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01250-00255767-00255942": "lost they don't sit around campfires", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01251-00255944-00256015": "anymore", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01252-00256016-00256223": "they look at you know there are no", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01253-00256223-00256334": "campfires and so", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01254-00256335-00256479": "my friends in sweden they have a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01255-00256480-00256598": "campfire they have a place called", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01256-00256600-00256679": "culturum", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01257-00256680-00256863": "and they get together and they made", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01258-00256864-00257006": "medicine the most effective and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01259-00257007-00257167": "efficient system in the world", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01260-00257167-00257463": "in just a few years by having a place", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01261-00257464-00257598": "with campfires", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01262-00257600-00257742": "so that's what i'm trying to do but i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01263-00257744-00257903": "don't care about medicine", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01264-00257904-00258063": "i care about health and health is in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01265-00258064-00258382": "neighborhoods not in medicine", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01266-00258383-00258542": "so can you you know there's this huge", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01267-00258544-00258742": "great human cry now we all know in this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01268-00258744-00258982": "country", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01269-00258983-00259215": "people running in the opposite direction", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01270-00259216-00259287": "from the sign", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01271-00259288-00259558": "from science you know and it's it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01272-00259559-00259734": "evident you know when people not wearing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01273-00259735-00259855": "masks and saying they're not going to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01274-00259856-00259951": "get vaccinated", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01275-00259952-00260127": "on and on and on i did a back of the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01276-00260128-00260327": "napkin calculation we've spent about a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01277-00260328-00260455": "trillion dollars", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01278-00260456-00260623": "on biomedical research in this country", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01279-00260623-00260767": "alone in the last 50 years", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01280-00260767-00260942": "and it's all gone by the wayside in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01281-00260944-00261110": "favor of political science", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01282-00261111-00261271": "can you explain that in a neighborhood", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01283-00261271-00261455": "sense", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01284-00261456-00261615": "well you know you and i you know i don't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01285-00261616-00261775": "know if i mean i'm happy to say anything", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01286-00261776-00261919": "in any group but", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01287-00261919-00262343": "um i i just don't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01288-00262344-00262863": "this may is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01289-00262864-00263119": "i find that a lot of the things talib", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01290-00263120-00263167": "says", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01291-00263168-00263399": "makes sense okay i'm not a follower of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01292-00263400-00263503": "anybody", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01293-00263504-00263839": "but i do think that um being able to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01294-00263840-00263895": "focus", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01295-00263896-00264175": "you know where the big risks are is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01296-00264176-00264230": "really", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01297-00264231-00264503": "critical and so i try not to and of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01298-00264504-00264695": "course as an er doc that was the gig", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01299-00264696-00264887": "right was not to miss", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01300-00264888-00265175": "small signals that had big negative", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01301-00265176-00265351": "outcomes i mean to me that is the job of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01302-00265352-00265463": "an er doc", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01303-00265464-00265623": "is to when people come in front of you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01304-00265624-00265806": "not to miss the weak signals", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01305-00265807-00265999": "well i think that's the challenge we", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01306-00266000-00266206": "have in society today right now", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01307-00266207-00266510": "we have it's clear to many of us across", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01308-00266511-00266687": "the world that the system even if", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01309-00266688-00266751": "they're", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01310-00266752-00266879": "not system thinkers they know at some", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01311-00266880-00267095": "gut level the system", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01312-00267096-00267319": "was fragile and it's breaking so my", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01313-00267320-00267534": "question is how do we fix it and i'm", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01314-00267535-00267687": "quite", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01315-00267688-00268015": "i'm what do you call it uh persevere", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01316-00268016-00268215": "uh you know i'm iterating you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01317-00268216-00268423": "endlessly like maybe crazily", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01318-00268424-00268527": "[Music]", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01319-00268528-00268871": "perseverating on neighborhoods because", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01320-00268872-00269143": "families are too small municipalities", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01321-00269144-00269215": "are too large", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01322-00269216-00269439": "they're both necessary but the game that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01323-00269440-00269567": "we have to get good at", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01324-00269568-00270079": "is campfires but can't that be deceptive", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01325-00270080-00270247": "in the same way that an individual can", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01326-00270248-00270406": "deceive themselves", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01327-00270407-00270630": "you know you can everything has that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01328-00270631-00270719": "risk so", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01329-00270720-00270847": "that's why you have to do a lot of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01330-00270848-00270999": "experiments you have to have it going on", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01331-00271000-00271151": "a lot of places and you have to have a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01332-00271152-00271287": "way for people to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01333-00271288-00271447": "learn from each other without being", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01334-00271448-00271630": "overwhelmed by the other in other words", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01335-00271631-00271847": "you can't have an authoritarian central", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01336-00271848-00272127": "control because you you just you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01337-00272128-00272199": "pursue", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01338-00272200-00272495": "one it's too slow and two you you you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01339-00272496-00272663": "you extend the mistakes right", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01340-00272664-00273006": "um but look i i don't know any more than", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01341-00273007-00273063": "you guys", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01342-00273064-00273287": "how to save the world but i do think", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01343-00273288-00273399": "that the domain", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01344-00273400-00273615": "is as much as i'm interested in cell", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01345-00273616-00273703": "membranes", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01346-00273704-00274079": "the domain is in uh neighborhoods", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01347-00274080-00274247": "do you have you heard of the dunbar", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01348-00274248-00274391": "number", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01349-00274392-00274799": "yes so about 130 people is that what", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01350-00274800-00274951": "you're thinking of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01351-00274952-00275230": "well i i i've gotten really turned on to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01352-00275231-00275295": "scale", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01353-00275296-00275655": "effects basically you know intuitively i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01354-00275656-00275767": "thought it was important", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01355-00275768-00275975": "you know ostrom 20 years ago says the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01356-00275976-00276087": "eighth rule is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01357-00276088-00276255": "nested recursions and she doesn't really", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01358-00276256-00276415": "explain it very well but when i ran into", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01359-00276416-00276591": "stafford beer which is i think what mark", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01360-00276592-00276734": "and i have in common", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01361-00276735-00276999": "you know he kept saying strange things", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01362-00277000-00277263": "like metacognition and meta systems and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01363-00277264-00277447": "and i go what the i mean because he", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01364-00277448-00277567": "doesn't explain it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01365-00277568-00277910": "so i kept looking out exploring and i've", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01366-00277911-00278103": "come to the conclusion that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01367-00278104-00278343": "the concept of meta is missing in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01368-00278344-00278447": "america", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01369-00278448-00278599": "and it's the most important missing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01370-00278600-00278823": "everywhere yeah it's the most important", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01371-00278824-00279006": "concept the most important missing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01372-00279007-00279151": "concept", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01373-00279152-00279527": "for understanding complex", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01374-00279528-00279903": "for me meta and and ashby's law", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01375-00279904-00280175": "are all you need to derive good", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01376-00280176-00280375": "sociology", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01377-00280376-00280710": "so why haven't we done it one look i'm", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01378-00280711-00280815": "70 years old and i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01379-00280816-00281047": "never heard of it till i was 66 and i'm", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01380-00281048-00281271": "a pretty curious wide red guy", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01381-00281272-00281479": "so there's something pathologic going on", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01382-00281480-00281623": "in america when guys like", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01383-00281624-00281943": "akoff chose to have a some", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01384-00281944-00282247": "mild friendly animosity with beer to me", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01385-00282248-00282487": "that's pathologic beyond belief", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01386-00282488-00282799": "i i hold acouff responsible i hold", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01387-00282800-00283023": "american philosophers responsible for", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01388-00283024-00283182": "not taking what the europeans and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01389-00283183-00283327": "particularly the british", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01390-00283328-00283527": "understood and they didn't bring it to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01391-00283528-00283758": "america and if a cough were here", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01392-00283759-00284110": "i would express my displeasure", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01393-00284111-00284399": "because he knew it he knew it those guys", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01394-00284400-00284510": "were all in chicago", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01395-00284511-00284679": "they had to go back to europe to keep it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01396-00284680-00284887": "alive now could you repeat what you just", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01397-00284888-00285103": "said this is russell aikoff yes", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01398-00285104-00285295": "yes would you repeat what you just said", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01399-00285296-00285510": "about him well i say this and i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01400-00285511-00285999": "look uh john you can take it outside", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01401-00286000-00286223": "a good friend of mine and i i read a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01402-00286224-00286358": "cough and i love him but", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01403-00286359-00286671": "what i think happened was so american", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01404-00286672-00286951": "they show their their business model for", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01405-00286952-00287127": "for continuing their work for getting", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01406-00287128-00287199": "paid they chose", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01407-00287200-00287382": "their business model to be a consulting", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01408-00287383-00287615": "model in america", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01409-00287616-00287879": "okay so they worked within those", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01410-00287880-00288054": "constraints they only did things that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01411-00288055-00288206": "had short time periods", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01412-00288207-00288399": "and and they did an experiment with a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01413-00288400-00288558": "community which was much more", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01414-00288559-00288823": "you know english but but in their most", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01415-00288824-00288927": "of their work it was", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01416-00288928-00289310": "it was working um for short time periods", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01417-00289311-00289734": "uh and not not with complex ideas", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01418-00289735-00289943": "and acos is a complex thinker i mean", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01419-00289944-00290127": "akov is brilliant", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01420-00290128-00290399": "truly brilliant but he chose what he", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01421-00290400-00290447": "would", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01422-00290448-00290743": "share and emphasize in america and he", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01423-00290744-00290975": "knew beer he knew beer's work", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01424-00290976-00291279": "and he chose to keep it quiet", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01425-00291280-00291639": "to me that's unforgivable", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01426-00291640-00291854": "i think it was an economic decision i'm", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01427-00291855-00291951": "speculating", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01428-00291952-00292206": "i just look at how he made his money the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01429-00292207-00292351": "the thing he set up you know in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01430-00292352-00292487": "pennsylvania", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01431-00292488-00292951": "it was just a way to get funding", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01432-00292952-00293191": "that was basically based on businesses", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01433-00293192-00293263": "okay", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01434-00293264-00293510": "i mean it's interesting isn't it how we", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01435-00293511-00293679": "started this discussion talking about", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01436-00293680-00293847": "experiment and we've ended up talking", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01437-00293848-00293991": "about quite abstract things", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01438-00293992-00294334": "john but to the this discussion it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01439-00294335-00294454": "reminds me of a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01440-00294455-00294671": "when i was a postdoc at the university", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01441-00294672-00294847": "of wisconsin i actually came into the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01442-00294848-00295006": "field of biomedical research", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01443-00295007-00295175": "when you didn't have to show statistical", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01444-00295176-00295367": "differences in your control and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01445-00295368-00295503": "experimental groups", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01446-00295504-00295815": "and when i got to to wisconsin", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01447-00295816-00296143": "one of the forebear forerunners in that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01448-00296144-00296206": "whole", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01449-00296207-00296479": "mission of applying statistics to biol", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01450-00296480-00296639": "to biomedical research", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01451-00296640-00296879": "was one of my mentors and he could tell", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01452-00296880-00296958": "that i was", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01453-00296959-00297119": "i was digging in my heels because i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01454-00297120-00297295": "wasn't trained that way sister", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01455-00297296-00297575": "john understand this the reason for the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01456-00297576-00297799": "statistics is important is because if", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01457-00297800-00297927": "you make an observation in your", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01458-00297928-00298087": "laboratory the only way you can express", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01459-00298088-00298263": "it to somebody in another laboratory not", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01460-00298264-00298463": "next door but way far away", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01461-00298464-00298727": "action at a distance non-local is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01462-00298728-00298927": "through the statistical method", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01463-00298928-00299087": "and i know we all know rich is a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01464-00299088-00299263": "statistician you can lie with statistics", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01465-00299264-00299471": "but at that time they didn't do that yet", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01466-00299472-00299687": "my point being that that was the way", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01467-00299688-00299847": "that people understood", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01468-00299848-00300023": "the the duplicate ability and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01469-00300024-00300215": "reproducibility of any given observation", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01470-00300216-00300279": "which is the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01471-00300280-00300487": "are the cornerstones of the scientific", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01472-00300488-00300679": "method yeah so", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01473-00300680-00300934": "who were you talking with box or someone", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01474-00300935-00301103": "else", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01475-00301104-00301527": "what are you talking about uh fox", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01476-00301528-00301910": "who george box famous statistician who", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01477-00301911-00302087": "was at wisconsin", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01478-00302088-00302303": "yeah i know no he he was what was his", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01479-00302304-00302527": "name uh i can think of in a minute", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01480-00302528-00302751": "he was a working biologist who", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01481-00302752-00302854": "contracted some", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01482-00302855-00303110": "chronic illness and so he was bedridden", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01483-00303111-00303295": "and he was had this long dialogue with a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01484-00303296-00303479": "statistician and so they came up with", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01485-00303480-00303527": "these", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01486-00303528-00303871": "ways of getting biologists entrained in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01487-00303872-00304263": "statistical methods um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01488-00304264-00304495": "blanket on his name richard i i want to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01489-00304496-00304575": "know why you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01490-00304576-00304830": "asked me to repeat what i'd said a few", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01491-00304831-00304927": "minutes earlier", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01492-00304928-00305095": "and i'd also like you to comment on", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01493-00305096-00305287": "lying with statistics because", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01494-00305288-00305510": "when we use the bell-shaped curve as the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01495-00305511-00305703": "basis for most of our statistics i think", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01496-00305704-00306039": "they're all lies", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01497-00306040-00306495": "well there are go ahead refugees", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01498-00306496-00306975": "um well", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01499-00306976-00307199": "i was at penn and i overlapped acosta", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01500-00307200-00307351": "and i didn't really know him but i think", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01501-00307352-00307551": "i'd met him once or twice", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01502-00307552-00307758": "and most of the people in the statistics", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01503-00307759-00308030": "department were poking fun at him", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01504-00308031-00308391": "um i couldn't quite decide", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01505-00308392-00308719": "how that all fit um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01506-00308720-00309482": "the how to lie with statistics book is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01507-00309483-00309806": "um this is quite old", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01508-00309807-00310151": "you know i've seen it but i was just", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01509-00310152-00310239": "making the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01510-00310240-00310430": "that's overt lying where you intend to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01511-00310431-00310575": "lie the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01512-00310576-00310895": "rio show was 1993 and i found the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01513-00310896-00311151": "original date yeah", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01514-00311152-00311375": "i think my sense is it goes back to the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01515-00311376-00311527": "50s", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01516-00311528-00311982": "um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01517-00311983-00312319": "54 1954 so", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01518-00312320-00312847": "um statistics is a tool", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01519-00312848-00313119": "and it can be used for good or for evil", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01520-00313120-00313247": "and it can be", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01521-00313248-00313415": "misused and it can be done so", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01522-00313416-00313630": "intentionally", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01523-00313631-00313854": "oh the the biologist i was talking about", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01524-00313855-00314063": "is lester cassida", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01525-00314064-00314263": "um he was an important reproductive", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01526-00314264-00314454": "biologist i don't remember who he", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01527-00314455-00314719": "he and someone else wrote a textbook on", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01528-00314720-00314839": "statistics and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01529-00314840-00315054": "applications biology but but there's a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01530-00315055-00315143": "guy um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01531-00315144-00315367": "who's now at stanford he used to be uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01532-00315368-00315471": "at yale", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01533-00315472-00315767": "um he wrote a paper in 2005 the title of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01534-00315768-00315958": "which was why is it that all biomedical", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01535-00315959-00316119": "research is false", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01536-00316120-00316310": "that was a pretty inflammatory statement", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01537-00316311-00316479": "but one of the things he points out", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01538-00316480-00316710": "to your point mark worse than just", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01539-00316711-00316854": "fitting you know not", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01540-00316855-00317039": "not determining whether some phenomenon", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01541-00317040-00317182": "you're looking at is parametric or", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01542-00317183-00317399": "non-parametric and forcing a gaussian", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01543-00317400-00317479": "curve", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01544-00317480-00317791": "is that by and large people when they do", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01545-00317792-00317958": "biomedical research these days", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01546-00317959-00318279": "they do the they do the ana the the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01547-00318280-00318471": "experiment experimental effort you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01548-00318472-00318606": "they generate the data and then they", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01549-00318607-00318791": "figure out what statistics to apply", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01550-00318792-00319071": "that's totally wrong those talk you mean", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01551-00319072-00319167": "what", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01552-00319168-00319543": "those talk yeah about", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01553-00319544-00319895": "not kosher i agree it's wicked", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01554-00319896-00320087": "well it's yeah you're just", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01555-00320088-00320230": "fitting the data to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01556-00320231-00320543": "what you would you expect yeah so i'm", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01557-00320544-00320823": "gonna have to argue with you there", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01558-00320824-00321071": "exploratory data analysis is one of the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01559-00321072-00321279": "absolutely fundamental and important", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01560-00321280-00321343": "things", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01561-00321344-00321687": "that you absolutely must do", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01562-00321688-00321967": "for a level of understanding from which", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01563-00321968-00322095": "you can now", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01564-00322096-00322358": "construct a confirmatory experiment yes", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01565-00322359-00322503": "you have to construct", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01566-00322504-00322758": "an experiment an explanatory step i'm", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01567-00322759-00322919": "saying the stuff you publish", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01568-00322920-00323254": "it's not a pilot experiment", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01569-00323255-00323599": "right yes that's what i'm talking about", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01570-00323600-00323782": "unless you label it as such and then you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01571-00323783-00323903": "should", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01572-00323904-00324167": "i yeah but the whole idea of you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01573-00324168-00324327": "using a cutoff of 0.05", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01574-00324328-00324575": "is predicated on being honest about how", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01575-00324576-00324767": "you obtain the data and how you analyze", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01576-00324768-00324847": "the data", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01577-00324848-00325054": "the american statistical association is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01578-00325055-00325239": "recommending against that whole concept", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01579-00325240-00325343": "now", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01580-00325344-00325479": "what are they going to do right about", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01581-00325480-00325679": "time i can tell you sociologists don't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01582-00325680-00325863": "do anything like that they just", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01583-00325864-00326039": "crank the data until they get the answer", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01584-00326040-00326175": "they want and publish it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01585-00326176-00326358": "and apply for another grant you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01586-00326359-00326495": "it's gone", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01587-00326496-00326839": "right in a couple of minutes", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01588-00326840-00327103": "is anyone here has anyone here ever read", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01589-00327104-00327206": "um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01590-00327207-00327375": "chris ardress's book the inner", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01591-00327376-00327751": "contradictions of rigorous research", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01592-00327752-00328047": "nope if somebody's smarter than me and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01593-00328048-00328223": "that would be everyone else in this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01594-00328224-00328334": "group", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01595-00328335-00328639": "should take a look at it i've", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01596-00328640-00328903": "i've read it twice but you know one", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01597-00328904-00329103": "chris is a horrible writer", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01598-00329104-00329391": "and but he's also incredibly smart and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01599-00329392-00329439": "has", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01600-00329440-00329743": "great data so what he essentially does", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01601-00329744-00329999": "in that book is blow away the entire", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01602-00330000-00330071": "construct", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01603-00330072-00330327": "of of research the way we do it of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01604-00330328-00330382": "course you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01605-00330383-00330567": "probably you may know that he's sort of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01606-00330568-00330734": "the father of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01607-00330735-00330958": "participatory action research in america", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01608-00330959-00331167": "i mean i think the scandinavians did a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01609-00331168-00331271": "better job in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01610-00331272-00331543": "the brits too but but anyway somebody", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01611-00331544-00331703": "who's really a researcher i'd love to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01612-00331704-00331830": "hear a critique", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01613-00331831-00332030": "of that it's not a very big book but", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01614-00332031-00332239": "it's a pretty arcane", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01615-00332240-00332478": "but i think it essentially shakes the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01616-00332479-00332606": "roots of the whole", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01617-00332607-00333087": "academic research enterprise", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01618-00333088-00333958": "thanks for that mom that's interesting", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01619-00333959-00334223": "the inner contradictions of rigorous", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01620-00334224-00334327": "research", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01621-00334328-00334887": "okay okay", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01622-00334888-00335182": "you're driving the other thing and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01623-00335183-00335351": "listening about statistics and you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01624-00335352-00335551": "i i'm aware of some of the weaknesses", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01625-00335552-00335654": "not all of them", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01626-00335655-00335958": "but i got very interested for years in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01627-00335959-00336230": "a statistical process control and it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01628-00336231-00336303": "interesting", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01629-00336304-00336478": "you know mark you may know this beer was", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01630-00336479-00336678": "doing this with a pegasus machine", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01631-00336679-00336843": "in this british steel industry in like", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01632-00336844-00337015": "1953 or something", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01633-00337016-00337199": "you know long before ford motor company", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01634-00337200-00337406": "learned about it in america", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01635-00337407-00337695": "but for all of its weaknesses and i have", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01636-00337696-00337878": "statisticians friends who", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01637-00337879-00338071": "basically start cursing when i talk", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01638-00338072-00338263": "about statistical process control", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01639-00338264-00338519": "but the thing i like about it is that it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01640-00338520-00338567": "does", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01641-00338568-00338895": "allow uh the separation of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01642-00338896-00339110": "noise from weak signals and to me that's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01643-00339111-00339478": "the big risk is missing weak signals", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01644-00339479-00339663": "that's the whole name of the game in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01645-00339664-00339854": "biomedical research is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01646-00339855-00340167": "uh separating the signal from the noise", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01647-00340168-00340391": "yeah but in the process you know as", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01648-00340392-00340519": "you're i i would", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01649-00340520-00340695": "guess that arduous is arguing that it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01650-00340696-00340887": "too reductionist and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01651-00340888-00341078": "so in the process of trying to find the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01652-00341079-00341263": "uh truth with a lowercase t", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01653-00341264-00341471": "we don't find the truth with a capital t", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01654-00341472-00341654": "right that's that's the issue he may", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01655-00341655-00341823": "yeah it's been 10 years but he may even", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01656-00341824-00342039": "go into the sociology of it meaning what", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01657-00342040-00342199": "are the biases what are the pressures", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01658-00342200-00342334": "put on research", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01659-00342335-00342647": "so that it you know anyway i'll wait for", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01660-00342648-00342815": "somebody else to critique it rather than", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01661-00342816-00342958": "trying to remember it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01662-00342959-00343263": "but but richard anything to say about", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01663-00343264-00343439": "signal noise because that seems to be", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01664-00343440-00343623": "what statistics is about anyway", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01665-00343624-00343871": "and process uh statistical process", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01666-00343872-00344047": "control", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01667-00344048-00344391": "as a layman's term for for uh finding", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01668-00344392-00345343": "weak signals", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01669-00345344-00345854": "[Music]", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01670-00345855-00346167": "when i think of the word process control", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01671-00346168-00346575": "i'm thinking of the manufacturing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01672-00346576-00347039": "setup and that's what the process is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01673-00347040-00347487": "and um you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01674-00347488-00347719": "measure the variability of the outcome", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01675-00347720-00347854": "regular intervals", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01676-00347855-00348039": "and if it ever gets too big you've got", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01677-00348040-00348287": "to go tighten up some parameter", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01678-00348288-00348430": "does that answer the question you had in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01679-00348431-00348687": "mind well yeah i was looking for an", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01680-00348688-00348806": "opinion i thought it might", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01681-00348807-00348982": "touch a nerve and we might you know get", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01682-00348983-00349134": "some fireworks here but you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01683-00349135-00349327": "i you and i are talking about the same", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01684-00349328-00349527": "thing you don't seem to have a strong", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01685-00349528-00349678": "opinion about its uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01686-00349679-00349895": "place in society well there was that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01687-00349896-00350047": "classic experiment that they did at", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01688-00350048-00350134": "harvard", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01689-00350135-00350351": "i don't know i don't know how long it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01690-00350352-00350510": "been a long time maybe 50 years ago", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01691-00350511-00350575": "where", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01692-00350576-00350719": "they were testing the type 2 error you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01693-00350720-00350943": "know you expect to see a difference", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01694-00350944-00351191": "and you find it and i think it was they", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01695-00351192-00351343": "they had these students who were going", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01696-00351344-00351463": "into a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01697-00351464-00351703": "you know an insane asylum and they lined", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01698-00351704-00351839": "up normal people", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01699-00351840-00352006": "who and they found that they had", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01700-00352007-00352158": "pathology because that was what they", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01701-00352159-00352278": "expected", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01702-00352279-00352519": "so yeah the type 2 error is is yeah that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01703-00352520-00352799": "haunts us for sure", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01704-00352800-00353103": "that's a big problem it's called um i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01705-00353104-00353454": "have it here", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01706-00353455-00353734": "it's called uh on being sane in insane", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01707-00353735-00353863": "places by", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01708-00353864-00354239": "david rosenham 117 where people", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01709-00354240-00354471": "volunteered to go into an asylum", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01710-00354472-00354663": "and then tried to get out and found they", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01711-00354664-00354982": "couldn't there were ten of them", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01712-00354983-00355191": "it's in them that sounds like any", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01713-00355192-00355839": "american corporation", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01714-00355840-00355982": "amongst many other interesting very good", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01715-00355983-00356143": "book this one", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01716-00356144-00356463": "radical constructivism uh therefore", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01717-00356464-00356630": "as an illustration of mental illness as", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01718-00356631-00356823": "being completely constructed by", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01719-00356824-00357127": "as being a social construction", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01720-00357128-00357367": "yeah well mine to address that you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01721-00357368-00357663": "john north", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01722-00357664-00357999": "um it's normative", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01723-00358000-00358375": "it's all defined by society", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01724-00358376-00358615": "that's why around the campfire you need", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01725-00358616-00358758": "people to occasionally be", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01726-00358759-00359119": "eaten by cyber tooth tigers to keep it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01727-00359120-00359382": "grounded in reality you didn't say cyber", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01728-00359383-00359575": "tooth not saber tooth yes", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01729-00359576-00360047": "it's hybrid safety i guess", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01730-00360048-00360534": "good very good", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01731-00360535-00360847": "um i always look over at peter's face", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01732-00360848-00360975": "just to see what", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01733-00360976-00361303": "what the extreme uh scientist is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01734-00361304-00362103": "thinking about all the rest of us", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01735-00362104-00362399": "peter what do you make of statistics i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01736-00362400-00362582": "mean physics is full of statistics now", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01737-00362583-00362647": "isn't it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01738-00362648-00362847": "article physics is for statistics", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01739-00362848-00363006": "because they", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01740-00363007-00363182": "that their experiments are totally based", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01741-00363183-00363319": "on statistics", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01742-00363320-00363671": "and uh look i don't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01743-00363672-00363839": "really know what to say i mean obviously", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01744-00363840-00364087": "it is a very powerful tool and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01745-00364088-00364439": "um there's some statistics baffled me", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01746-00364440-00364510": "you know that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01747-00364511-00365006": "how they come about and um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01748-00365007-00365215": "some probability questions for example i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01749-00365216-00365382": "can't get my head around still", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01750-00365383-00365558": "i know that they're true but i still", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01751-00365559-00365734": "can't get my head around", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01752-00365735-00365919": "you know the one with the three choices", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01753-00365920-00366127": "and the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01754-00366128-00366439": "that you've got three choices the monty", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01755-00366440-00366710": "hall problem is called", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01756-00366711-00366910": "i know what the the true answer is and i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01757-00366911-00367047": "know why it's the truth i still can't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01758-00367048-00367151": "get my head around it you know you've", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01759-00367152-00367327": "got three choices", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01760-00367328-00367543": "and you you've got three doors and if", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01761-00367544-00367767": "you open one door", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01762-00367768-00367967": "or the other two doors you get a goat", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01763-00367968-00368087": "yeah so you open", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01764-00368088-00368399": "one door you get a goat oh sorry", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01765-00368400-00368663": "yeah no you make a choice i'm going to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01766-00368664-00368751": "go for door", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01767-00368752-00369127": "a say and they say are you sure", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01768-00369128-00369310": "and you say yes i think i'll stick with", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01769-00369311-00369534": "that said okay what we'll do is open one", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01770-00369535-00369695": "of the other doors so the open door b", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01771-00369696-00369751": "and the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01772-00369752-00370054": "goat there and the thing is you've got", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01773-00370055-00370134": "to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01774-00370135-00370303": "decide whether you want to change your", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01775-00370304-00370543": "mind or not do you change your mind from", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01776-00370544-00370567": "a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01777-00370568-00370782": "to c or do you stick with a it sounds", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01778-00370783-00370903": "like busy", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01779-00370904-00371119": "apparently you've got more chance much", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01780-00371120-00371230": "more chance if you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01781-00371231-00371415": "if you change your mind than if you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01782-00371416-00371582": "stick with the original choice", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01783-00371583-00371887": "but i've never got my head around that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01784-00371888-00372039": "even though i can see the mathematics", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01785-00372040-00372239": "and how it works out it still doesn't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01786-00372240-00372510": "strike to me as though it makes sense i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01787-00372511-00372606": "think it's because", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01788-00372607-00372927": "you have a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01789-00372928-00373406": "uh an active adversary", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01790-00373407-00373751": "i see adore bnc yeah", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01791-00373752-00373975": "your adversary will choose the one which", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01792-00373976-00374102": "is not the winner", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01793-00374103-00374382": "yeah that's correct biasing it yes", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01794-00374383-00374543": "that's a little bit of bias i agree", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01795-00374544-00374671": "there there's a bit of bias in an", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01796-00374672-00374839": "intentional bias", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01797-00374840-00375047": "and it's taking advantage of the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01798-00375048-00375167": "intentional bias", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01799-00375168-00375367": "that's why switching is the right answer", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01800-00375368-00375519": "yeah they can't possibly open the door", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01801-00375520-00375663": "that does have the car behind because", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01802-00375664-00375743": "that's right", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01803-00375744-00375919": "that wouldn't be the part of the problem", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01804-00375920-00376071": "yeah i think that's the best answer i've", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01805-00376072-00376375": "heard certainly that sounds good", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01806-00376376-00376687": "and i can i ask is it the case when our", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01807-00376688-00376782": "whole", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01808-00376783-00377087": "scientific research enterprise does seem", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01809-00377088-00377278": "to be driven by statistics and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01810-00377279-00377478": "computers and all the rest of it is it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01811-00377479-00377663": "the case that fundamentally", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01812-00377664-00377943": "that really means that uncertainty is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01813-00377944-00378263": "the principal currency of science now", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01814-00378264-00378623": "and is there a contradiction in the fact", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01815-00378624-00378815": "that our institutional structures of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01816-00378816-00378975": "science our publishers", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01817-00378976-00379310": "our universities those structures are", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01818-00379311-00379406": "fundamentally", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01819-00379407-00380182": "uncomfortable with uncertainty is that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01820-00380183-00380334": "if you're going to do it right you would", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01821-00380335-00380567": "publish negative results", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01822-00380568-00380854": "people only pos published positive", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01823-00380855-00380975": "results", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01824-00380976-00381175": "so most of the papers you see are going", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01825-00381176-00381295": "to be", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01826-00381296-00381606": "uh showing significance at 0.05 whereas", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01827-00381607-00381791": "if you publish negative results", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01828-00381792-00381967": "only one out of 20 papers should show", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01829-00381968-00382119": "significance of 0.05", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01830-00382120-00382375": "yes okay so how many publish how many", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01831-00382376-00382534": "papers with negative results actually", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01832-00382535-00382663": "get published", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01833-00382664-00382927": "not very many that's the problem isn't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01834-00382928-00382982": "it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01835-00382983-00383278": "yes especially what analysis is the coin", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01836-00383279-00383391": "of the realm", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01837-00383392-00383654": "so again when meta analysis is really", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01838-00383655-00383799": "thought to be the coin of the realm", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01839-00383800-00384078": "that you take the analysis of all the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01840-00384079-00384287": "analyses and you say oh well", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01841-00384288-00384495": "this proves it but the problem is it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01842-00384496-00384623": "the underpinning of that is these are", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01843-00384624-00384663": "all", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01844-00384664-00384910": "the the findings that were positive it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01845-00384911-00385078": "doesn't factor in the negative findings", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01846-00385079-00385206": "they never published", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01847-00385207-00385358": "and one of the reasons that that's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01848-00385359-00385495": "really heinous is because my", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01849-00385496-00385630": "understanding is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01850-00385631-00385791": "when they did the soul searching at", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01851-00385792-00385943": "harvard medical school about people", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01852-00385944-00385991": "cheating", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01853-00385992-00386175": "there was this cardiologist who's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01854-00386176-00386358": "publishing 400 papers a year and finally", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01855-00386359-00386471": "got caught with his", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01856-00386472-00386727": "hand in the cookie jar they can the the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01857-00386728-00386895": "blue ribbon panel among other things", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01858-00386896-00387047": "concluded that one of the reasons for", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01859-00387048-00387143": "this is because", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01860-00387144-00387358": "people no longer are doing masters", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01861-00387359-00387510": "theses in this country", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01862-00387511-00387823": "where people would try to reproduce data", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01863-00387824-00388006": "that was a sort of a choke point it was", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01864-00388007-00388143": "a it was a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01865-00388144-00388423": "you know a check against that kind of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01866-00388424-00388543": "thing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01867-00388544-00388687": "but i actually just published a paper", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01868-00388688-00388934": "recently with a german botanist", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01869-00388935-00389182": "the question on why control an", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01870-00389183-00389343": "experiment i was trying to point out to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01871-00389344-00389478": "my colleagues", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01872-00389479-00389702": "that it was important to realize that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01873-00389703-00389871": "you know the bone idea we're still", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01874-00389872-00390015": "we're just messing around we're just", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01875-00390016-00390127": "we're accepting the fact that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01876-00390128-00390295": "everything's shifting all the time", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01877-00390296-00390558": "we use the controls in order to sort of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01878-00390559-00390743": "poison the system long enough to be able", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01879-00390744-00390806": "to observe", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01880-00390807-00391063": "and to make conclusions but the reality", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01881-00391064-00391151": "is it's kind", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01882-00391152-00391406": "everything is you know in flux we need", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01883-00391407-00391454": "to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01884-00391455-00391654": "we need to acknowledge that it's an", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01885-00391655-00391758": "artificial", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01886-00391759-00392078": "we're artificially analyzing nature", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01887-00392079-00392287": "yeah i mean john when you talk about", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01888-00392288-00392430": "controlling an experiment", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01889-00392431-00392623": "you're generally you're you're", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01890-00392624-00392734": "conceiving of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01891-00392735-00393087": "um uh controlled trials and that kind of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01892-00393088-00393471": "thing are you so there's a control group", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01893-00393472-00394143": "or are", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01894-00394144-00394295": "experimental observation i could not", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01895-00394296-00394543": "reproduce it and we used radioactive", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01896-00394544-00394734": "tracers at that time and i had this vial", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01897-00394735-00394863": "of radioactivity", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01898-00394864-00395047": "and just to make sure that i hadn't gone", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01899-00395048-00395191": "nuts i would stick it in the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01900-00395192-00395358": "the gamma counter and i would get the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01901-00395359-00395534": "same result all the time so at least i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01902-00395535-00395695": "knew something was constant", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01903-00395696-00395967": "you know plus or minus but yeah but i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01904-00395968-00396127": "think you know we have we do", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01905-00396128-00396319": "the fact that we acknowledge that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01906-00396320-00396471": "there's a possibility", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01907-00396472-00396678": "twenty you know uh five percent of the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01908-00396679-00396878": "time that you came up with this answer", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01909-00396879-00397047": "fallaciously but you can still get it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01910-00397048-00397263": "published tells us that we're really", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01911-00397264-00397302": "just", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01912-00397303-00397471": "you know it's a it's a confederate", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01913-00397472-00397647": "confederacy of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01914-00397648-00397823": "dances if you will you know we have to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01915-00397824-00398006": "recognize that it's not these are not", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01916-00398007-00398127": "absolute", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01917-00398128-00398382": "observations until you can replicate", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01918-00398383-00398463": "them", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01919-00398464-00398671": "and other people see the same thing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01920-00398672-00398895": "that's critically important", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01921-00398896-00399095": "if you make you mention an anecdotal", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01922-00399096-00399302": "case a friend of mine", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01923-00399303-00399551": "has a daughter who got banned for drink", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01924-00399552-00399687": "driving", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01925-00399688-00399839": "banned for two years and served her", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01926-00399840-00400047": "sentence this is about", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01927-00400048-00400310": "two years ago she finished and i said oh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01928-00400311-00400482": "she's got a license back and they said", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01929-00400483-00400606": "no", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01930-00400607-00400791": "he said why not you know she's done a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01931-00400792-00400951": "sentence and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01932-00400952-00401215": "they they they suddenly came up with", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01933-00401216-00401351": "this thing that said", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01934-00401352-00401502": "people of your age and she was probably", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01935-00401503-00401799": "about 35 or something or 30s", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01936-00401800-00402143": "said there's a study done in some", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01937-00402144-00402310": "peculiar universities somewhere in the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01938-00402311-00402534": "states which said that people are likely", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01939-00402535-00402630": "to offend", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01940-00402631-00402975": "of that age group yeah", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01941-00402976-00403206": "this is incredible that they've that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01942-00403207-00403351": "they've hauled this up", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01943-00403352-00403719": "from nowhere one study somewhere", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01944-00403720-00404071": "one set of results it was unbelievable", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01945-00404072-00404391": "and it took a hell of a lot of hassle", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01946-00404392-00404615": "months before she got her license back", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01947-00404616-00404878": "so this isn't science this is politics", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01948-00404879-00405247": "this is this is people using um um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01949-00405248-00405567": "literature in in uh nefarious ways", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01950-00405568-00405782": "to achieve political ends but you would", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01951-00405783-00406015": "never take one study as being meaning", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01952-00406016-00406078": "anything", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01953-00406079-00406351": "especially in that kind of field but you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01954-00406352-00406406": "when do you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01955-00406407-00406687": "have many many many studies", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01956-00406688-00406951": "independently done with before it would", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01957-00406952-00407167": "mean anything i would say that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01958-00407168-00407375": "completely out of order", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01959-00407376-00407623": "because the whole legal structure that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01960-00407624-00407806": "came up with the two-year suspended", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01961-00407807-00407919": "license issue", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01962-00407920-00408119": "should have dealt with all that stuff", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01963-00408120-00408558": "right up front", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01964-00408559-00408702": "once you've done your sentence you get", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01965-00408703-00408919": "your license back yes", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01966-00408920-00409102": "and the the the decision should have", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01967-00409103-00409239": "been developed with as part of the law", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01968-00409240-00409287": "just", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01969-00409288-00409591": "design of the law not not as a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01970-00409592-00409887": "after the fact attempted interpretation", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01971-00409888-00410007": "yeah", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01972-00410008-00410199": "it's a bit it was uh it was i couldn't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01973-00410200-00410343": "believe it i couldn't believe that that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01974-00410343-00410487": "kind of thing could happen", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01975-00410488-00410718": "that they could misuse scientific", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01976-00410719-00410878": "research in that way", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01977-00410879-00411007": "but this is the whole thing about the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01978-00411008-00411182": "whole system isn't it so what is the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01979-00411183-00411366": "system that allows that paper to get", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01980-00411367-00411518": "published in the first place", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01981-00411519-00411663": "and it's about money it's about", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01982-00411664-00411822": "publishers making money", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01983-00411823-00412055": "what is the system that causes the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01984-00412056-00412222": "academic to write the bloody thing in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01985-00412223-00412310": "the first place", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01986-00412312-00412599": "well that's that's yeah but now that's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01987-00412600-00412774": "to do with the institutional conditions", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01988-00412775-00412910": "of their university and the fact that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01989-00412912-00413047": "they want to hold on to their job and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01990-00413047-00413222": "they've got to publish stupid papers to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01991-00413223-00413318": "do it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01992-00413319-00413703": "you know it's it's so multi-level this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01993-00413704-00413903": "and and you know if you keep on", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01994-00413904-00414087": "following that train of logic down", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01995-00414088-00414534": "you get back to the microbiome don't you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01996-00414535-00414759": "or the neighborhood one thing talib said", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01997-00414760-00414991": "i was reading him a couple days ago", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01998-00414992-00415214": "was that uh um i grew up in southern", "jRGAqVftb4Q-01999-00415215-00415310": "louisiana and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02000-00415312-00415518": "so this is really poignant he says", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02001-00415519-00415743": "corruption is much easier to detect in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02002-00415743-00415926": "neighborhoods than at", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02003-00415927-00416134": "larger fails and i think it isn't that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02004-00416135-00416295": "people are more or less corrupt it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02005-00416296-00416518": "that it's hard to find at larger scales", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02006-00416519-00416687": "and finding corruption which is what", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02007-00416688-00416855": "you're describing is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02008-00416856-00417222": "is critical", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02009-00417223-00417382": "interesting the flip side of this is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02010-00417383-00417599": "this thing called uh risk homeostasis", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02011-00417600-00417855": "and sociologic literature", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02012-00417856-00418166": "um the prime example that i came across", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02013-00418167-00418470": "uh was so there's this pedestrian uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02014-00418471-00418614": "you know the traffic light people", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02015-00418615-00418807": "crossing the street and a lot of people", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02016-00418808-00418855": "are being", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02017-00418856-00419143": "killed by motorists so the authorities", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02018-00419143-00419334": "decide to paint a crosswalk", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02019-00419335-00419527": "guess what happened more people got", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02020-00419528-00419710": "killed because people assume that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02021-00419712-00419870": "they're protected by this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02022-00419871-00420159": "thing right so there's that's kind of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02023-00420160-00420255": "yeah", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02024-00420256-00420407": "it's i think it's the flip side of what", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02025-00420408-00420559": "we're talking about", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02026-00420560-00420783": "faith in in some methodology that's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02027-00420784-00420983": "going to protect you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02028-00420984-00421151": "and it goes back to what mark i think", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02029-00421152-00421287": "your comments mark about the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02030-00421288-00421366": "neighborhood", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02031-00421367-00421599": "and common sense what is it that we all", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02032-00421600-00421695": "agree", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02033-00421696-00421943": "is of value and yeah i think it's cool", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02034-00421943-00422014": "that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02035-00422015-00422207": "cyber tooth tiger eats somebody every", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02036-00422208-00422335": "once in a while just to keep", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02037-00422335-00422639": "people you know in line i think ostrom", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02038-00422639-00422718": "gave us", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02039-00422719-00422887": "really important information because she", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02040-00422888-00423031": "was an empiricist she", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02041-00423032-00423222": "you know we we tried to hire her we did", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02042-00423223-00423399": "hire her before she died to help us", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02043-00423400-00423639": "design stuff and she said look we", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02044-00423639-00423903": "i've never i'm not an interventionalist", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02045-00423904-00424095": "i just go out and study how it is that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02046-00424096-00424263": "people have cooperated and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02047-00424264-00424535": "keeping the commons of different ilk uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02048-00424535-00424807": "going for in some cases 700 years", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02049-00424808-00425110": "but i think those patterns they always", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02050-00425112-00425335": "came back to smallers better", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02051-00425335-00425575": "and it's because she discovered those", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02052-00425576-00425655": "seven", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02053-00425656-00425887": "then she added an eighth rule that are", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02054-00425888-00426103": "always present when people successfully", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02055-00426104-00426318": "manage the commons and those are", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02056-00426319-00426591": "affordable cheap face-to-face", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02057-00426592-00426703": "interactions and her", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02058-00426704-00427022": "her funny expression her her nobel", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02059-00427023-00427295": "prize winning speech is definitely worth", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02060-00427296-00427479": "watching the one she did at indiana the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02061-00427480-00427535": "reread", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02062-00427535-00427863": "is easier to listen to but um you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02063-00427864-00427959": "she uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02064-00427960-00428183": "she uses this expression cheap talk and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02065-00428184-00428375": "she's you know she's a midwesterner so", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02066-00428376-00428591": "and i am too so i can appreciate the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02067-00428592-00428759": "midwest humor in that but", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02068-00428760-00429039": "you know cheap talk is the whole deal", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02069-00429039-00429183": "yeah but these are all conversations", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02070-00429184-00429335": "aren't they uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02071-00429335-00429487": "and they organize themselves at", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02072-00429488-00429647": "different levels", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02073-00429647-00430007": "the utterances are situated obviously", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02074-00430008-00430247": "within individuals with their own", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02075-00430247-00430470": "biology their own history their own", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02076-00430471-00430583": "environment", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02077-00430584-00430718": "and their own place yes which is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02078-00430719-00430927": "environment that's the critical thing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02079-00430928-00431207": "so my my thinking these days is that you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02080-00431208-00431239": "know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02081-00431239-00431439": "trying to always make ashby part of my", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02082-00431439-00431575": "life i think", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02083-00431576-00431903": "people living in place the model", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02084-00431904-00432127": "is their experience it's actually not", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02085-00432128-00432239": "abstracted", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02086-00432239-00432510": "they they have the detail so that's why", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02087-00432512-00432647": "they have more", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02088-00432647-00432918": "ability to deal with certain forms of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02089-00432919-00433070": "variety is because", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02090-00433071-00433270": "they don't have an abstract model they", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02091-00433271-00433518": "have the model of having", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02092-00433519-00433710": "you know walked under the street light", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02093-00433712-00433918": "that's out of tripped over the walkway", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02094-00433919-00433999": "that's broken", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02095-00434000-00434303": "of you know being uh accosted by an", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02096-00434304-00434422": "outsider whatever it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02097-00434423-00434591": "lived experience that's why i think", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02098-00434592-00434895": "mothers uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02099-00434896-00435191": "are the best people to self-organize our", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02100-00435192-00435295": "neighborhoods", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02101-00435296-00435431": "because they've been working with the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02102-00435432-00435647": "tversky condiments stuff", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02103-00435647-00435927": "you know they're love taversky and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02104-00435928-00436166": "they're israeli uh psychologists uh one", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02105-00436167-00436247": "of them is dead", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02106-00436247-00436575": "uh zuberski died anyway so that it was", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02107-00436576-00436743": "the basis for that movie moneyball", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02108-00436743-00436910": "the book moneyball so this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02109-00436912-00437087": "counter-intuitive way of thinking", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02110-00437088-00437439": "and which was gave the the the inside", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02111-00437439-00437766": "provided advantage i i've read the book", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02112-00437767-00437959": "i know the theory i don't understand it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02113-00437960-00438159": "it's almost as if they're saying", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02114-00438160-00438375": "is this parallel universe that we don't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02115-00438376-00438510": "really understand", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02116-00438512-00438751": "but but that we can utilize that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02117-00438752-00438959": "information effectively", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02118-00438960-00439191": "um i just find it remarkable and you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02119-00439192-00439407": "know these guys had the inside track", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02120-00439408-00439535": "so anyway i just thought i'd mention", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02121-00439535-00439831": "that because that's an example of how uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02122-00439832-00440175": "it's a it's a um a tangible evidence for", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02123-00440176-00440422": "this sort of implicat", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02124-00440423-00440622": "order that i think that uh that bone", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02125-00440623-00440831": "talks about these guys have that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02126-00440832-00441047": "have that had that insight so what are", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02127-00441047-00441351": "they saying", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02128-00441352-00441518": "you know it's hard to understand it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02129-00441519-00441695": "like this counter it's it's basically", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02130-00441696-00441895": "counterintuitive but there is a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02131-00441896-00442039": "rationale to it it's not", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02132-00442039-00442231": "anecdotal it's like there is a system", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02133-00442232-00442343": "that they use", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02134-00442343-00442703": "to gain an advantage by seeing beyond", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02135-00442704-00442766": "the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02136-00442767-00442991": "you know the apparent you can understand", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02137-00442992-00443470": "it when it comes to this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02138-00443471-00443735": "truth that lies beyond you know you're", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02139-00443735-00443870": "going to close this reality", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02140-00443871-00444366": "basically so", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02141-00444367-00444718": "are they looking are they look", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02142-00444719-00444831": "what are they looking at are they", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02143-00444832-00444966": "looking at the environment are they", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02144-00444967-00445103": "looking at people are they looking at", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02145-00445104-00445183": "biography", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02146-00445184-00445399": "history yeah they've been they've been", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02147-00445400-00445535": "asked to to analyze", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02148-00445535-00445759": "many different situations and have come", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02149-00445760-00445918": "up with answers that no one else can", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02150-00445919-00445999": "come up with", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02151-00446000-00446175": "basically they've used their", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02152-00446176-00446359": "psychological acumen", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02153-00446360-00446710": "to to solve very difficult problems", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02154-00446712-00446855": "you know they were used by the israeli", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02155-00446856-00446991": "army uh at one point they were", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02156-00446992-00447214": "consultants to the army for example", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02157-00447215-00447479": "so yeah we're doing it across uh large", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02158-00447480-00447679": "spans that which is what's unique my", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02159-00447680-00447822": "and i don't know if you were responding", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02160-00447823-00448070": "to this john or if it's a non-sequitur", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02161-00448071-00448110": "but i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02162-00448112-00448310": "i think that people sitting around the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02163-00448312-00448487": "campfire or mothers", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02164-00448488-00448710": "in neighborhoods they have so much", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02165-00448712-00448943": "information available to them", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02166-00448943-00449159": "that is being handled behind their", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02167-00449160-00449295": "consciousness", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02168-00449296-00449518": "that it is a kind of awareness that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02169-00449519-00449679": "allows them to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02170-00449680-00449966": "negotiate better futures among each", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02171-00449967-00450007": "other", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02172-00450008-00450222": "then and these guys could do that at", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02173-00450223-00450551": "scale which is why they became wealthy", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02174-00450552-00450879": "yeah yeah yeah", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02175-00450880-00451127": "i mean i have the um of the opinion that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02176-00451128-00451199": "there are", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02177-00451200-00451391": "that these neuroendocrine hormones that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02178-00451392-00451710": "um align our physiology", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02179-00451712-00451999": "work better in women than in men um and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02180-00452000-00452079": "um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02181-00452080-00452279": "yeah and i think there is this uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02182-00452280-00452551": "insightful kind of way of thinking that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02183-00452552-00452839": "intuitive but real and i think that it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02184-00452839-00452918": "you know if we could", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02185-00452919-00453175": "figure that out i think we'd probably be", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02186-00453176-00453414": "a better species", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02187-00453415-00453710": "yeah right i mean i you know i wonder", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02188-00453712-00453895": "why it is that you know women", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02189-00453896-00454191": "were the dominant sp you know gender in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02190-00454192-00454366": "society um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02191-00454367-00454607": "until you know i think until monotheism", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02192-00454608-00454751": "and that sort of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02193-00454752-00454910": "knocked the wheels off you know the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02194-00454912-00455095": "women being the dominant", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02195-00455096-00455335": "how do we know that i think there's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02196-00455335-00455479": "historic evidence for it i don't know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02197-00455480-00455631": "people have claimed it but i don't know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02198-00455632-00455870": "that we know that like in the nouns", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02199-00455871-00456110": "no you know people in the middle east um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02200-00456112-00456207": "i thought it was", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02201-00456208-00456407": "you know it was females that dominated", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02202-00456408-00456622": "but then there were these problems with", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02203-00456623-00456807": "you know the reproductive cycle and that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02204-00456808-00456975": "all that kind of stuff that sort of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02205-00456976-00457239": "allowed men to make an end run but my", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02206-00457239-00457447": "point is that i think that women", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02207-00457447-00457703": "produce oxytocin more oxytocin than men", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02208-00457704-00457807": "do for sure", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02209-00457808-00458127": "oxytocin has a huge effect in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02210-00458128-00458375": "impact effect on this sort of holistic", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02211-00458376-00458559": "way of understanding", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02212-00458560-00458831": "um peter i don't know if it's it's you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02213-00458832-00458870": "know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02214-00458871-00459095": "this is the first evidence i know of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02215-00459096-00459270": "this being discussed really", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02216-00459271-00459455": "cleverly and i think the play is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02217-00459456-00459575": "lysistrata", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02218-00459576-00459799": "you know where the men are off having a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02219-00459800-00459983": "war and the women take over", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02220-00459984-00460207": "so i mean there's some this thing we are", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02221-00460208-00460335": "talking about here today", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02222-00460335-00460535": "has been in play for you know a few", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02223-00460535-00460655": "thousand years", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02224-00460656-00460887": "this idea that women and men have", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02225-00460888-00461055": "different inclinations and different", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02226-00461056-00461310": "uh approaches well i think it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02227-00461312-00461479": "remarkable that we're still debating the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02228-00461480-00461599": "same things that the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02229-00461600-00461863": "greeks were debating 2500 years ago we", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02230-00461864-00461999": "still haven't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02231-00462000-00462295": "but we recognize it you know it's like", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02232-00462296-00462495": "justice potter when he was asked about", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02233-00462496-00462670": "pornography he said i don't know how i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02234-00462671-00462822": "can't define it but i know it when i see", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02235-00462823-00462895": "it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02236-00462896-00463231": "that kind of thing yeah carrie", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02237-00463232-00463375": "um you're sort of lurking in the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02238-00463376-00463575": "background nick have you got an opinion", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02239-00463576-00464047": "on this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02240-00464047-00464614": "no comment okay", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02241-00464615-00465110": "that's the wisdom we lack", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02242-00465112-00465303": "yeah i mean we are we are a group of men", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02243-00465304-00465439": "talking about this stuff that's all i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02244-00465439-00465759": "mean i think um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02245-00465760-00465892": "yeah um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02246-00465893-00466366": "[Music]", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02247-00466367-00466679": "it seems to me that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02248-00466680-00467159": "that we we do need some sort of vertical", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02249-00467160-00467414": "vertical thinking and john i think this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02250-00467415-00467599": "is how i understand", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02251-00467600-00467863": "your arguments about the diacronic that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02252-00467864-00468079": "the diacronic reaches into history", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02253-00468080-00468535": "reaches across um levels of biological", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02254-00468535-00468879": "organization is that right", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02255-00468880-00469199": "yeah yeah and my sense is that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02256-00469200-00469559": "uh you know the unicel is the dominant", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02257-00469560-00469751": "form we don't we only think that it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02258-00469752-00469991": "this com complexification of biology", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02259-00469992-00470103": "that's that's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02260-00470104-00470375": "all the rage it's not and i think", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02261-00470376-00470470": "genetics", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02262-00470471-00470639": "demonstrates that that's the whole", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02263-00470639-00470822": "that's the whole point of an epigenetic", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02264-00470823-00471151": "inhere inheritance mechanism and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02265-00471152-00471455": "that in that beyond that the unicel is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02266-00471456-00471510": "in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02267-00471512-00471839": "sync with the cosmos and so", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02268-00471839-00472183": "i i have the opinion that that nexus", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02269-00472184-00472351": "between our consciousness and the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02270-00472352-00472527": "consciousness of the cosmos because they", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02271-00472528-00472575": "align", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02272-00472576-00472743": "with one another that's where you want", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02273-00472743-00472887": "to be it's it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02274-00472888-00473095": "it's you know it's spock versus kirk you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02275-00473096-00473343": "know in in star wars in star trek", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02276-00473343-00473543": "it's that intuitive understanding of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02277-00473543-00473703": "where the cosmos works as opposed to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02278-00473704-00473822": "this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02279-00473823-00473999": "behavior of you know responding to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02280-00474000-00474207": "emotions that just", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02281-00474208-00474535": "muck everything up so", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02282-00474535-00474847": "yeah so i i kind of i think of stafford", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02283-00474847-00474935": "beer too", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02284-00474935-00475255": "um and i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02285-00475256-00475591": "think i i did meet him i did meet him", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02286-00475592-00475703": "but i didn't know it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02287-00475704-00475855": "um because he used to come to my", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02288-00475856-00476022": "university to go to the music department", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02289-00476023-00476151": "every now and then", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02290-00476152-00476455": "but um i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02291-00476456-00476775": "suspect that well and everybody", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02292-00476776-00477127": "says that he was somebody who uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02293-00477128-00477455": "was intellectually working", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02294-00477456-00477695": "in very in very abstract ways with", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02295-00477696-00477870": "organizations and thinking about", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02296-00477871-00478127": "variety and cybernetic concepts but", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02297-00478128-00478207": "within his", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02298-00478208-00478591": "own being he was also very spiritual", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02299-00478592-00478791": "and very you know very connected to his", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02300-00478792-00478975": "environment", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02301-00478976-00479183": "and and i think john you made the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02302-00479184-00479375": "comment about beer that he was intuitive", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02303-00479376-00479510": "and i think that's correct i think", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02304-00479512-00479807": "it was intuitive and and i think that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02305-00479808-00479991": "raises the question as to whether", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02306-00479992-00480255": "it's possible to start to be explicit", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02307-00480256-00480366": "about this stuff", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02308-00480367-00480718": "without it and without it necessarily", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02309-00480719-00480918": "just being down to intuition actually", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02310-00480919-00481359": "there's some science there to support it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02311-00481360-00481622": "i mean i i haven't actually read beer", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02312-00481623-00481783": "i've only read what you've you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02313-00481784-00481966": "what's in wikipedia and this person", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02314-00481967-00482110": "sent me and there was that really", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02315-00482112-00482343": "interesting holistic kind of diagram", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02316-00482343-00482439": "that you sent me and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02317-00482439-00482607": "what i said to you i believe if i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02318-00482608-00482743": "remember correctly was", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02319-00482743-00482983": "that that sort of that cpu that was in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02320-00482984-00483118": "the middle of all of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02321-00483119-00483391": "you know that diagram it didn't dive", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02322-00483392-00483455": "that's what", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02323-00483456-00483791": "and maybe that's that's absolutely well", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02324-00483792-00484022": "it it deep dives in the sense that it is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02325-00484023-00484222": "recursive so it's a fractal", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02326-00484223-00484527": "um but i think it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02327-00484528-00484831": "correct that there is no history", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02328-00484832-00485151": "and that is a problem and and that is a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02329-00485152-00485287": "problem for the whole", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02330-00485288-00485718": "of um the systems world i think", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02331-00485719-00485951": "uh the the history hasn't been taken", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02332-00485952-00486022": "seriously", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02333-00486023-00486231": "in in that world of thought and i say", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02334-00486232-00486391": "this as someone who's been fascinated by", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02335-00486392-00486583": "this stuff for a very long time", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02336-00486584-00486870": "and i suppose i've had a um something of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02337-00486871-00486959": "a revelation", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02338-00486960-00487247": "in talking to you and in becoming aware", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02339-00487247-00487407": "of the importance of history and it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02340-00487408-00487695": "ironic for beer because he was a marxist", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02341-00487696-00487999": "um so he should have known this but", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02342-00488000-00488135": "maybe he took it for granted and that's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02343-00488135-00488222": "why he didn't do it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02344-00488223-00488543": "well obviously yes i think i think but i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02345-00488543-00488683": "think", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02346-00488684-00489231": "then excuse me", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02347-00489232-00489431": "i think the possib the possibility of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02348-00489432-00489614": "actually re-looking at some of this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02349-00489615-00489807": "stuff and putting the history into it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02350-00489808-00489999": "maybe that there is something to explore", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02351-00490000-00490166": "there", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02352-00490167-00490327": "well i thought that that paper that i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02353-00490328-00490631": "posted on the google doc", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02354-00490632-00490983": "about the um wave collapse", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02355-00490984-00491175": "gets at that in the sense that there is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02356-00491176-00491439": "a there is a continuum", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02357-00491439-00491718": "of quantum mechanics and the biology so", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02358-00491719-00491831": "the atom and the cell", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02359-00491832-00492070": "being homologues it offers opportunity", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02360-00492071-00492295": "to think in those terms because that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02361-00492296-00492510": "really goes back to the almost the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02362-00492512-00492710": "origins not quite", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02363-00492712-00492895": "and again it starts to sound", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02364-00492896-00493110": "hand-weighty i know especially when you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02365-00493112-00493462": "when i try to make the case for the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02366-00493463-00493607": "singularity being the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02367-00493608-00493855": "prototype for the for the use for the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02368-00493856-00493991": "atom and the cell", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02369-00493992-00494166": "they both derive from the singularity", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02370-00494167-00494375": "and of course i can't demonstrate that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02371-00494376-00494447": "but i've", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02372-00494447-00494743": "i've posited that um you could actually", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02373-00494743-00494870": "use the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02374-00494871-00495214": "cellular in effect um uh what's his name", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02375-00495215-00495462": "the british biologist uh nobel laureate", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02376-00495463-00495583": "he was talking about", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02377-00495584-00495783": "the middle out approach brenner sid", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02378-00495784-00495966": "brenner was suggesting the same thing i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02379-00495967-00496062": "do but he was", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02380-00496063-00496279": "but he was doing it like a pile of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02381-00496280-00496383": "spaghetti and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02382-00496384-00496583": "and and doing an analysis i'm saying no", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02383-00496584-00496807": "no you have to look at the end", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02384-00496808-00496983": "how the ends stick out beyond the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02385-00496984-00497135": "surface of the cell to see how", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02386-00497135-00497207": "everything", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02387-00497208-00497535": "is in interconnected in a commun", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02388-00497535-00497759": "um in that messaging way that i that i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02389-00497760-00497943": "talk about with regard to embryology but", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02390-00497943-00498135": "my point being that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02391-00498135-00498551": "i do think that so my my way of thinking", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02392-00498552-00498791": "in terms of the reverse engineering", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02393-00498792-00499062": "walking the whole process back was well", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02394-00499063-00499279": "why did the cell occur you know occur in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02395-00499280-00499383": "the first place", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02396-00499384-00499566": "and i think that the prototype the pre", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02397-00499567-00499879": "the pre-adaptive state of the cell", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02398-00499880-00500079": "was the singularity so you can query", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02399-00500080-00500231": "this unit cell", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02400-00500232-00500470": "in ways that might give you hypothesis", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02401-00500471-00500607": "testing ways of understanding the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02402-00500608-00500695": "physics", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02403-00500696-00500918": "the physics so we have a bioassay for", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02404-00500919-00501055": "the physics and then you can bounce one", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02405-00501056-00501127": "another them", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02406-00501128-00501375": "off one another that's been my sort of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02407-00501376-00501487": "pit theory", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02408-00501488-00501735": "okay so uh john's the paper that john's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02409-00501735-00501895": "just mentioned is at the bottom of the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02410-00501896-00501991": "google doc in fact", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02411-00501992-00502127": "you posted a couple of papers there", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02412-00502128-00502447": "haven't you um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02413-00502447-00502727": "yeah so um it might be worth actually", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02414-00502728-00502879": "looking at that stuff because i think i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02415-00502880-00502999": "think", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02416-00503000-00503166": "i mean we've wondered about a bit today", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02417-00503167-00503310": "but i think", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02418-00503312-00503662": "there is this core idea about the role", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02419-00503663-00503895": "of history or the embeddedness", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02420-00503896-00504270": "and overlap between historical processes", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02421-00504271-00504343": "and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02422-00504343-00504566": "structural conditions that's that's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02423-00504567-00504727": "there's phthalogeny and ontogeny", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02424-00504728-00504966": "basically", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02425-00504967-00505407": "yeah yes um i threw a question in for", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02426-00505408-00505759": "peter yeah i'm looking yeah i don't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02427-00505760-00505927": "really think the big bang is real", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02428-00505928-00506095": "science myself", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02429-00506096-00506470": "and i think that time is infinite before", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02430-00506471-00506951": "and after and um i think my own work on", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02431-00506952-00507335": "dark energy um shows that there isn't a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02432-00507335-00507495": "beginning to time", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02433-00507496-00507766": "and that shift doesn't necessarily mean", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02434-00507767-00507918": "expansion as we", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02435-00507919-00508239": "often think it does in the ordinary way", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02436-00508239-00508591": "there's something different about it so", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02437-00508592-00508870": "also the temperature aspect well again i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02438-00508871-00508975": "don't think", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02439-00508976-00509222": "timing the big bang says you start off", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02440-00509223-00509422": "with a high temperature and it cools", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02441-00509423-00509735": "but i'm not convinced by that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02442-00509735-00509943": "um i think what i was saying can", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02443-00509943-00510127": "accommodate i don't have to have a big", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02444-00510128-00510391": "bang it just helps", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02445-00510392-00510566": "i'm not talking about what you're saying", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02446-00510567-00510751": "i'm talking about what i'm being asked", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02447-00510752-00510887": "on here", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02448-00510888-00511087": "and also i'm also being asked if there's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02449-00511088-00511310": "any any relevance to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02450-00511312-00511614": "ordinary life to what i do and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02451-00511615-00511855": "i would say what i do is all about", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02452-00511856-00512031": "discovering patterns and things", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02453-00512032-00512183": "and often those patterns do have", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02454-00512184-00512364": "relevance to ordinary life", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02455-00512364-00512503": "[Music]", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02456-00512504-00512759": "is there a pattern that connects it's a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02457-00512760-00512879": "pattern that connects", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02458-00512880-00513127": "everything really in many ways so that's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02459-00513128-00513318": "patience phrase", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02460-00513319-00513455": "i want to be clear it might not have", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02461-00513456-00513631": "been clear from my cryptic question", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02462-00513632-00513862": "there was nothing uh dismissive or", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02463-00513863-00513951": "derogatory was", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02464-00513952-00514127": "actually i didn't think there was but", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02465-00514128-00514262": "okay good good but", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02466-00514263-00514447": "i was just saying i do think there is a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02467-00514447-00514591": "connection with honor knife in that way", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02468-00514592-00514655": "alone", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02469-00514656-00514927": "but there are other connections as well", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02470-00514928-00515055": "um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02471-00515056-00515262": "yeah i like it when we come back to that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02472-00515263-00515566": "because i think that you're", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02473-00515567-00515862": "as i understand these conversations um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02474-00515863-00516087": "your piece is the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02475-00516088-00516222": "long wavelength in these other", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02476-00516223-00516518": "conversations and john's is the next", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02477-00516519-00516695": "and longest wavelength and all the rest", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02478-00516696-00516855": "of us have shorter wavelengths", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02479-00516856-00517103": "that's a nice way of putting it yeah so", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02480-00517104-00517279": "there you are using a physics analogy", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02481-00517280-00517327": "there", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02482-00517328-00517631": "they but it came from your physiology", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02483-00517632-00517687": "first", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02484-00517688-00518087": "[Laughter]", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02485-00518088-00518222": "all right well i i think we should", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02486-00518223-00518447": "probably uh leave it until next week", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02487-00518447-00518703": "oh next week now we're gonna have to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02488-00518704-00518799": "think about this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02489-00518800-00519095": "next week uh we're all involved well me", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02490-00519096-00519159": "peter", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02491-00519160-00519479": "andrew uh john um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02492-00519480-00519647": "and anybody else who wants to come and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02493-00519647-00519918": "join us is involved in a conference", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02494-00519919-00520327": "of the um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02495-00520328-00520639": "amper the association of the alternative", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02496-00520639-00520759": "natural association", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02497-00520760-00521239": "natural god what's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02498-00521239-00521391": "alternative natural philosophy", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02499-00521392-00521559": "association", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02500-00521560-00521799": "which is a haircut that's the problem", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02501-00521800-00522039": "it's the it's 40 years old last year so", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02502-00522039-00522222": "it's been going a long time", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02503-00522223-00522551": "yeah and uh the first talk", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02504-00522552-00522799": "on monday will be a kind of historical", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02505-00522800-00522918": "account of amper", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02506-00522919-00523270": "and such things um there are", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02507-00523271-00523431": "one of the interesting things mark", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02508-00523432-00523647": "you'll be interested in this possibly", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02509-00523647-00523951": "is that um the guy who's giving the talk", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02510-00523952-00524175": "uh was very familiar with gordon pass", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02511-00524176-00524366": "particularly and stafford beer", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02512-00524367-00524695": "um and one of the key people i didn't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02513-00524696-00524791": "know this people", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02514-00524792-00525151": "ted bastian in ampa uh was a close", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02515-00525152-00525343": "friend at gordon pasque and went with", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02516-00525344-00525743": "the past to um i think it was the states", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02517-00525744-00525783": "where", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02518-00525784-00525975": "where pasc was doing lots of stuff with", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02519-00525976-00526127": "early teaching machines and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02520-00526128-00526447": "um artificial intelligence", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02521-00526448-00526662": "yeah he was one of the key people in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02522-00526663-00526766": "ampa", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02523-00526767-00527070": "uh he's been died about 10 years ago or", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02524-00527071-00527335": "eight years ago or so but he was one of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02525-00527336-00527511": "the key people in ampa when i first", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02526-00527512-00527711": "started going to amp", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02527-00527712-00527918": "how do we get in on this conference i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02528-00527919-00528022": "will send a link around", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02529-00528023-00528343": "it's soon and it's at 5 00 p.m", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02530-00528344-00528783": "no actually on monday it's 4 30 um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02531-00528784-00528991": "so same time as this this talk which is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02532-00528992-00529175": "why i'm hesitating about what we do next", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02533-00529176-00529255": "week", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02534-00529256-00529447": "but um well there'll be a lot of talks", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02535-00529448-00529591": "about many things", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02536-00529592-00529822": "over this next few years yes and there", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02537-00529823-00529943": "is a there's a sort of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02538-00529944-00530255": "a program for the first week uh which", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02539-00530256-00530751": "features peter luke kaufman um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02540-00530752-00530951": "andrew i'm actually andrew i think i put", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02541-00530952-00531118": "you in the second week now", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02542-00531119-00531318": "whatever yeah i know i know it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02543-00531319-00531479": "whatever um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02544-00531480-00531847": "uh um and and yeah lots of interesting", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02545-00531848-00531903": "things but", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02546-00531904-00532262": "some big you know talks about lots of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02547-00532263-00532335": "things i mean", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02548-00532336-00532527": "dino bossette is talking isn't he yeah", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02549-00532528-00532679": "he's he's going to do something very", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02550-00532680-00532791": "interesting", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02551-00532792-00533135": "yeah yeah sounds great send the the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02552-00533136-00533335": "the timing and the the talks and how we", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02553-00533336-00533743": "uh how we get in that'd be great", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02554-00533744-00533911": "is there any way i was happy to take on", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02555-00533912-00534062": "new members as well", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02556-00534063-00534318": "yes so peter is there any way i can", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02557-00534319-00534383": "avoid", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02558-00534384-00534575": "stepping in it uh the stuff on the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02559-00534576-00534687": "sidewalk", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02560-00534688-00535022": "and mentioning the big bang no", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02561-00535023-00535159": "you can actually give a whole talk", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02562-00535160-00535399": "saying the big bang is great you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02563-00535400-00535662": "many people think so i'm just i'm just", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02564-00535663-00535791": "dubious but it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02565-00535792-00536055": "still up there for discussion it's it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02566-00536056-00536159": "not what anybody", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02567-00536160-00536470": "says it's what it what's true and you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02568-00536471-00536614": "might be right or i might be right or", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02569-00536615-00536766": "somebody else might be right", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02570-00536767-00536927": "and no i can't actually just figure my", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02571-00536928-00537079": "exit strategy i'm just gonna show", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02572-00537080-00537155": "sheldon", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02573-00537156-00537683": "[Laughter]", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02574-00537684-00537839": "okay", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02575-00537840-00538079": "it doesn't matter really it doesn't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02576-00538080-00538262": "matter to you don't really need it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02577-00538263-00538583": "for your work it's just just a metaphor", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02578-00538584-00538662": "that you use", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02579-00538663-00538879": "just like people who used to use god", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02580-00538880-00539111": "created the universe kind of thing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02581-00539112-00539366": "it's it's it's just nice symmetry", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02582-00539367-00539487": "between you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02583-00539488-00539759": "the sexual act and the you know the big", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02584-00539760-00539799": "bang", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02585-00539800-00540127": "you know yeah", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02586-00540128-00540335": "i i did send you george betsy to read", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02587-00540336-00540447": "didn't i john i don't know if you've", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02588-00540448-00540575": "looked at it but uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02589-00540576-00540951": "he's in that ballpark i mean", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02590-00540952-00541231": "the entire universe something and even", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02591-00541232-00541383": "had this analogy that i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02592-00541384-00541495": "didn't understand what he was talking", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02593-00541496-00541735": "about yeah it's funny", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02594-00541736-00542070": "yeah it's yeah", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02595-00542071-00542431": "no ampere is very open it's um and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02596-00542432-00542783": "i mean my well my whole experience of um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02597-00542784-00542975": "of when i came to liverpool and i met", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02598-00542976-00543191": "peter and peter invited me to this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02599-00543192-00543518": "this conference my um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02600-00543519-00543855": "i think i realized that peter lou knew", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02601-00543856-00544062": "lou kaufman who i knew from the american", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02602-00544063-00544231": "society for cybernetics", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02603-00544232-00544422": "and i had no idea that there was this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02604-00544423-00544639": "other other world which was actually", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02605-00544640-00544855": "revolving much closer to physics", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02606-00544856-00545103": "involving the same people you didn't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02607-00545104-00545270": "know there was an implicat order", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02608-00545271-00545479": "no i didn't it was the intricate exactly", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02609-00545480-00545791": "right that was it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02610-00545792-00545927": "it was the implicat order of the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02611-00545928-00546135": "american society for cybernetics and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02612-00546136-00546327": "and damn it it needs an implicat order", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02613-00546328-00546695": "so um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02614-00546696-00547014": "anyway is there some desire to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02615-00547015-00547239": "find a unified field theory of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02616-00547240-00547343": "everything uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02617-00547344-00547687": "by the by ampa or is it just whatever up", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02618-00547688-00547783": "to the individual", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02619-00547784-00547999": "it's up to whoever feels that they've", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02620-00548000-00548183": "got a drive to do something", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02621-00548184-00548439": "uh you know what they do because there's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02622-00548440-00548511": "no", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02623-00548512-00548766": "common program for ampa it's you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02624-00548767-00548983": "it's for", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02625-00548984-00549143": "used to be something there used to be", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02626-00549144-00549295": "something called the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02627-00549296-00549495": "what does that call it i don't think", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02628-00549496-00549662": "that's uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02629-00549663-00549927": "there used to be a kind of thing that ed", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02630-00549928-00550135": "and clive and other people got involved", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02631-00550136-00550166": "in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02632-00550167-00550327": "i can't remember what it was called", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02633-00550328-00550575": "combinatorial handling", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02634-00550576-00550822": "remembered yeah combinatorial hierarchy", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02635-00550823-00550991": "and the early days that was", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02636-00550992-00551311": "a driving force of many but that's less", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02637-00551312-00551487": "prominent now though you know maybe one", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02638-00551488-00551683": "or two people are still interested in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02639-00551684-00551959": "that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02640-00551960-00552318": "great okay well um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02641-00552319-00552607": "is it better to be more generalist than", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02642-00552608-00552775": "trying to really find", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02643-00552776-00553207": "you know the pot of gold kind of thing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02644-00553208-00553366": "better to do what you bought you feel", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02645-00553367-00553639": "good at and uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02646-00553640-00553903": "yeah but what's at least smalling you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02647-00553904-00554007": "mentioned", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02648-00554008-00554262": "yeah that there were hill climbers and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02649-00554263-00554479": "valley crosses", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02650-00554480-00554783": "and then the hill climber you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02651-00554784-00555007": "climbs their own mountain to and keeps", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02652-00555008-00555183": "working on one particular thing to try", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02653-00555184-00555247": "to get", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02654-00555248-00555439": "to perfection in it where the valley", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02655-00555440-00555703": "crosser goes into various areas and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02656-00555704-00556022": "connects and uh and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02657-00556023-00556191": "more of valley crosses conference than", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02658-00556192-00556343": "their hill climbers", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02659-00556344-00556511": "well for you know i've i was a downhill", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02660-00556512-00556703": "skier for many years and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02661-00556704-00556887": "the analogy i use is you know at first", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02662-00556888-00557022": "you go across", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02663-00557023-00557222": "the mountain and it's bumpy but then you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02664-00557223-00557414": "find the fall line all of a sudden", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02665-00557415-00557470": "everything", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02666-00557471-00557655": "starts you know there's this great", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02667-00557656-00557879": "synthesis that's the way i think", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02668-00557880-00558047": "that there will there is some way to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02669-00558048-00558207": "find that fall light certainly water", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02670-00558208-00558422": "does it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02671-00558423-00558855": "okay yes", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02672-00558856-00559175": "yeah i thought that that's actually what", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02673-00559176-00559511": "peter's null potent c thing is and the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02674-00559512-00559631": "uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02675-00559632-00559895": "what's the guy's equations um no there", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02676-00559896-00560022": "and uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02677-00560023-00560383": "no sir", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02678-00560384-00560535": "yeah that's what i thought all these", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02679-00560536-00560727": "things are about is that it's all to get", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02680-00560728-00560847": "the big picture", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02681-00560848-00561087": "yeah i mean i'm only interested in the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02682-00561088-00561247": "big picture really", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02683-00561248-00561647": "and it's all about uh the i don't know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02684-00561648-00562022": "in chemistry you know it's um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02685-00562023-00562175": "the least free energy i mean it's the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02686-00562176-00562351": "easy doing the easiest thing is the way", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02687-00562352-00562479": "i say it and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02688-00562480-00562822": "i think that's the most interesting", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02689-00562823-00562991": "thing i've come across in the last few", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02690-00562992-00563135": "years is that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02691-00563136-00563351": "and are you guys familiar with william", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02692-00563352-00563614": "shindell", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02693-00563615-00563775": "bill's an interesting guy i could send", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02694-00563776-00563943": "you some stuff he's sort of the father", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02695-00563944-00564070": "of something called pattern-based", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02696-00564071-00564222": "systems engineering", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02697-00564223-00564535": "and he essentially claims repeatedly uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02698-00564536-00564703": "a very nice guy", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02699-00564704-00564959": "uh an american from indiana but he's a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02700-00564960-00565111": "mathematician first", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02701-00565112-00565383": "and then an uh uh aeronautical engineer", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02702-00565384-00565543": "and then he has his own company", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02703-00565544-00565807": "which helps people abstract patterns out", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02704-00565808-00565879": "of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02705-00565880-00566303": "engineering models but uh", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02706-00566304-00566670": "yeah so he he's a very interesting guy", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02707-00566671-00566814": "and he has what he calls the the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02708-00566815-00566879": "smallest", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02709-00566880-00567087": "possible model which i think is relevant", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02710-00567088-00567239": "to some of this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02711-00567240-00567575": "and uh yeah i've lost my train of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02712-00567576-00567718": "thought but i'll i'll try to introduce", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02713-00567719-00567807": "some of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02714-00567808-00567975": "the oh i know why because he's the guy", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02715-00567976-00568207": "who kept saying look the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02716-00568208-00568518": "system science is um hamilton's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02717-00568519-00568607": "equations", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02718-00568608-00568759": "and of course i never heard of hamilton", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02719-00568760-00568951": "until i i met bill so i kept going who", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02720-00568952-00569079": "the hell is hamilton", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02721-00569080-00569487": "and uh and he you know so for the iss", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02722-00569488-00569839": "and the incoce and all these folks it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02723-00569840-00570103": "worth looking at and i think if i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02724-00570104-00570247": "understand what's going on here", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02725-00570248-00570614": "peter is has a new rendition", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02726-00570615-00570935": "of hamilton's equations and and it maybe", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02727-00570936-00571207": "is the origin of all systems which is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02728-00571208-00571270": "what", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02729-00571271-00571487": "bill schendel's been saying for a decade", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02730-00571488-00571647": "or more", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02731-00571648-00571879": "anyway enough certainly use other work", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02732-00571880-00572047": "of hamilton's a lot", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02733-00572048-00572414": "is quaternions so as a humanist i find", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02734-00572415-00572551": "it interesting that i think there's a", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02735-00572552-00572807": "consensus that the great the gatsby is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02736-00572808-00572910": "the perfect", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02737-00572911-00573166": "novel so if if fitzgerald could pull", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02738-00573167-00573351": "that off i think the science can do", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02739-00573352-00573662": "the equivalent in science as well got to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02740-00573663-00573807": "have goals but", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02741-00573808-00574083": "yeah we're all looking at raspberry or", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02742-00574084-00574247": "something", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02743-00574248-00574575": "i think i think um yeah", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02744-00574576-00574814": "well my feeling is where we are heading", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02745-00574815-00574935": "towards something and there's there's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02746-00574936-00575039": "something that keeps", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02747-00575040-00575199": "us wanting to come back which is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02748-00575200-00575343": "interesting", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02749-00575344-00575566": "and um and i don't think it's just habit", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02750-00575567-00575710": "i think there is something here", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02751-00575711-00575991": "not through a flame yeah well there is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02752-00575992-00576047": "that as well", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02753-00576048-00576359": "yeah there's a book look yes", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02754-00576360-00576551": "exactly the relevance of the nil potent", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02755-00576552-00576727": "i mean i think that's what bill shindell", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02756-00576728-00576918": "is saying that that's what", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02757-00576919-00577110": "peter's saying that's why my question", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02758-00577111-00577231": "isn't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02759-00577232-00577462": "pushing on peter it's drawing him out", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02760-00577463-00577583": "keep telling us how", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02761-00577584-00577814": "helping us realize how relevant it is to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02762-00577815-00577935": "everyday", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02763-00577936-00578143": "you know to saving you know humanity", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02764-00578144-00578303": "frankly because it's at risk", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02765-00578304-00578527": "well i think yeah if you want to be", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02766-00578528-00578687": "morally good you've got to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02767-00578688-00578966": "get your intellectual side right as well", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02768-00578967-00579175": "you know that's often been said", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02769-00579176-00579391": "but peter do you think i mean i i've", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02770-00579392-00579543": "said this a couple of times now i just", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02771-00579544-00579607": "want to know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02772-00579608-00579943": "your you know my insight was that i kept", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02773-00579944-00580166": "thinking no potent meant zero", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02774-00580167-00580422": "until i realized no zero is not the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02775-00580423-00580518": "answer the answer is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02776-00580519-00580807": "everything all material things are are", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02777-00580808-00580983": "contingent on the nil potent", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02778-00580984-00581175": "that's where you have to start and then", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02779-00581176-00581303": "you back into the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02780-00581304-00581495": "you know in my opinion it's either", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02781-00581496-00581662": "matter or energy so now you can you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02782-00581663-00581751": "once you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02783-00581752-00582031": "factor out the matter energy is what's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02784-00582032-00582166": "left and now you're in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02785-00582167-00582407": "alfred north whitehead territory i don't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02786-00582408-00582575": "advocate that but i'm just saying that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02787-00582576-00582703": "you know it's all energy and now you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02788-00582704-00582895": "have to follow the energetic", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02789-00582896-00583207": "patterns but well i mean physics is all", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02790-00583208-00583510": "about energy anyway always was", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02791-00583511-00583647": "but i think you and i agree that the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02792-00583648-00583831": "cell and the atom are", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02793-00583832-00584166": "i'm sorry zero is that the cell is the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02794-00584167-00584470": "uh homolog of the um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02795-00584471-00584662": "i mean i've talked about it in my own", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02796-00584663-00584895": "work i've actually gone through a lot of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02797-00584896-00585070": "homologs in earlier you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02798-00585071-00585222": "publications so", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02799-00585223-00585510": "saying that this pattern repeats in lots", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02800-00585511-00585647": "of places", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02801-00585648-00585935": "yes yeah so that that idea of the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02802-00585936-00586039": "attractor", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02803-00586040-00586183": "poisoning the system and giving it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02804-00586184-00586479": "meaning so again you know come back to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02805-00586480-00586766": "the or some origin um a cartesian", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02806-00586767-00586895": "coordinates and then you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02807-00586896-00587262": "the origin is what you know zero", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02808-00587263-00587566": "the cell and again i you know then i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02809-00587567-00587727": "lapse into the big bang because i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02810-00587728-00588055": "feel compelled to find the yeah well i i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02811-00588056-00588310": "don't like it because it's um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02812-00588311-00588559": "it's um too contingent it's not", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02813-00588560-00588631": "generally", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02814-00588632-00588791": "off on the corner i understand that i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02815-00588792-00589118": "get that i understand that yes", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02816-00589119-00589399": "okay i think that a lot of us when we", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02817-00589400-00589503": "hear the word zero", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02818-00589504-00589751": "and i for a certain mark making a joke i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02819-00589752-00589887": "think about nothing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02820-00589888-00590047": "you know we tend to think of nothing as", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02821-00590048-00590262": "simplifying and you're nothing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02822-00590263-00590503": "is the opposite of simplifying because", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02823-00590504-00590679": "the mark the conversation we had last", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02824-00590680-00590855": "week when you make the mark", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02825-00590856-00591207": "you're equally uh obligated would be my", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02826-00591208-00591399": "word but that's a moral", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02827-00591400-00591735": "comment uh to define what it's not so", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02828-00591736-00591943": "you're suddenly always into everything", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02829-00591944-00592135": "it's the least it's the thing we least", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02830-00592136-00592199": "understand", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02831-00592200-00592518": "zero we don't understand it at all", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02832-00592519-00592783": "do you do you distinguish zero and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02833-00592784-00592959": "nothing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02834-00592960-00593287": "um not really no i think um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02835-00593288-00593631": "i think they are the same thing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02836-00593632-00593814": "but their everything was is the you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02837-00593815-00593999": "it took me a few weeks to realize", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02838-00594000-00594231": "you're not saying a reduction to to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02839-00594232-00594375": "nothing you're saying", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02840-00594376-00594687": "a an expansion to nothing yeah yeah it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02841-00594688-00594735": "it's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02842-00594736-00595031": "in fact my rewrite structure is a series", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02843-00595032-00595110": "of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02844-00595111-00595814": "cardinalities of nothing if you like", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02845-00595815-00596110": "mark maybe you you can you can guide me", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02846-00596111-00596183": "into", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02847-00596184-00596343": "peter's work in a way that i won't be", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02848-00596344-00596518": "lost or overwhelmed", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02849-00596519-00596862": "yes yeah i can send i can", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02850-00596863-00597127": "i can uh point people to stuff and i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02851-00597128-00597166": "think", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02852-00597167-00597422": "um yeah there is a point at which we", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02853-00597423-00597639": "actually do need to do some reading and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02854-00597640-00597791": "i think reading of john's work reading", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02855-00597792-00597951": "and peter's work all of that is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02856-00597952-00598279": "is really important um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02857-00598280-00598614": "but it is exciting i'm i'm i'm", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02858-00598615-00598918": "excited by this i think uh the ampa next", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02859-00598919-00599103": "week will be very interesting lou", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02860-00599104-00599318": "kaufman is also on a very similar", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02861-00599319-00599487": "wavelength to peter and they've been", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02862-00599488-00599655": "working together", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02863-00599656-00599855": "um interesting speaker i've heard in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02864-00599856-00600007": "decades i mean i met him", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02865-00600008-00600262": "through this and i was with that sunday", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02866-00600263-00600366": "session and i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02867-00600367-00600575": "i could listen to that guy forever he's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02868-00600576-00600839": "extraordinary he's he's um yeah he's an", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02869-00600840-00600927": "extraordinary figure", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02870-00600928-00601262": "um but um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02871-00601263-00601655": "yeah so you know we've we've got some", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02872-00601656-00601807": "we've got some amazing brains here", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02873-00601808-00601847": "really", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02874-00601848-00602031": "i think and that's that's uh this is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02875-00602032-00602247": "what university should be doing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02876-00602248-00602407": "and that's another discussion because", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02877-00602408-00602566": "i've had a discussion with um john", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02878-00602567-00602718": "williamson about what's happening with", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02879-00602719-00602822": "his group", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02880-00602823-00603159": "cusical um this group and a couple of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02881-00603160-00603327": "other groups where basically the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02882-00603328-00603551": "professoriat are organizing themselves", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02883-00603552-00603759": "internationally using technology", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02884-00603760-00603895": "and this is a real thing that's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02885-00603896-00604087": "happening um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02886-00604088-00604375": "under the present circumstance and this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02887-00604376-00604407": "is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02888-00604408-00604679": "time and about time and this is this is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02889-00604680-00604807": "important and it's going to be", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02890-00604808-00605014": "institutionalized at some point", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02891-00605015-00605247": "but we we should be on top of it and we", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02892-00605248-00605399": "should be mindful about", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02893-00605400-00605670": "steering it in a responsible direction", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02894-00605671-00605831": "this is clearly happening", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02895-00605832-00606070": "if jerry seinfeld and larry david could", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02896-00606071-00606295": "be paid 450 million dollars for", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02897-00606296-00606447": "the seinfeld series which was about", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02898-00606448-00606718": "nothing we should be able to do", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02899-00606719-00606975": "well you know you just you just hope to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02900-00606976-00607070": "do the right thing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02901-00607071-00607375": "um i do james lovelock gave an interview", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02902-00607376-00607679": "um this this week because he's 101", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02903-00607680-00607966": "and um he he's he was asked you know", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02904-00607967-00608166": "does he have any advice advice for young", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02905-00608167-00608375": "scientists and he said", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02906-00608376-00608687": "treat science like art don't expect to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02907-00608688-00608895": "make a living from it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02908-00608896-00609062": "and i thought that was a lovely that was", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02909-00609063-00609199": "an important thing to say actually", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02910-00609200-00609366": "because the pathologies of our", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02911-00609367-00609607": "publication system our universities", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02912-00609608-00609783": "all of these things are fundamentally", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02913-00609784-00610007": "anti-intellectual and anti-scientific", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02914-00610008-00610239": "so we need to be doing more of this even", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02915-00610240-00610566": "if we don't get paid for it", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02916-00610567-00610959": "yeah i i asked to write a do a piece for", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02917-00610960-00611135": "i don't know american society for", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02918-00611136-00611262": "cybernetics or something", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02919-00611263-00611559": "by pillai so i'm working on it but for", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02920-00611560-00611614": "me", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02921-00611615-00611903": "uh i've taken a cough and aristotle's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02922-00611904-00612062": "beauty aesthetics", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02923-00612063-00612310": "uh you know a beauty good truth and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02924-00612311-00612407": "economy which i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02925-00612408-00612703": "picked up from um geodoggy and akov", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02926-00612704-00612799": "actually", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02927-00612800-00612983": "and and it's become a big part of my", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02928-00612984-00613207": "life and listening to you guys", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02929-00613208-00613535": "what what you just quoted the lovelock", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02930-00613536-00613599": "of saying", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02931-00613600-00614007": "is for me it's standing in aesthetics", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02932-00614008-00614270": "and looking at ethics and science and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02933-00614271-00614487": "economy it's a very different stance and", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02934-00614488-00614591": "he just", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02935-00614592-00614791": "he just said what i've figured out in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02936-00614792-00615007": "the last few years if you don't", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02937-00615008-00615343": "if you don't organize society and your", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02938-00615344-00615422": "own", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02939-00615423-00615566": "internal society your own way of", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02940-00615567-00615775": "thinking about the world from aesthetics", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02941-00615776-00615975": "from what's emotionally", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02942-00615976-00616127": "you know this gets very much to john's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02943-00616128-00616295": "world that's where i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02944-00616296-00616479": "i think if we stand there if we stand", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02945-00616480-00616670": "where the american culture stands we", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02946-00616671-00616814": "stand on economy", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02947-00616815-00617199": "we get um we get", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02948-00617200-00617359": "lawyers telling you what you they think", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02949-00617360-00617510": "you can get away with we get", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02950-00617511-00617879": "only technology in service to to making", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02951-00617880-00617927": "stuff", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02952-00617928-00618159": "and we end up with propaganda trying to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02953-00618160-00618310": "convince you that something's beautiful", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02954-00618311-00618431": "it's really ugly", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02955-00618432-00618583": "and as soon as you figure it out they", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02956-00618584-00618791": "sell you another one so where you stand", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02957-00618792-00618943": "in that four-part thing", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02958-00618944-00619239": "and lovelock i think just just said", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02959-00619240-00619318": "quite", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02960-00619319-00619535": "wonderfully because of who he is that", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02961-00619536-00619703": "standing on aesthetics", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02962-00619704-00620022": "will help you create a world we want to", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02963-00620023-00620087": "live in", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02964-00620088-00620351": "science is a big part of it but so is", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02965-00620352-00620414": "ethics", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02966-00620415-00620662": "and i also think he's a perfect example", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02967-00620663-00620887": "of john's argument that in old age we", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02968-00620888-00621062": "produce more oxytocin because he's", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02969-00621063-00621222": "clearly a much more cuddly character", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02970-00621223-00622095": "than he used to be", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02971-00622096-00622375": "on that note i hope to see you next week", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02972-00622376-00622543": "um so we start on monday", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02973-00622544-00622718": "and we're going every day at five", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02974-00622719-00622847": "o'clock in the uk", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02975-00622848-00623127": "um i know it cuts into the middle of the", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02976-00623128-00623270": "day for people in the states but", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02977-00623271-00623414": "hopefully it will work", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02978-00623415-00623718": "and um late morning um", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02979-00623719-00623895": "yeah well you know it's time for your", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02980-00623896-00624047": "your lunch and it's time for our dinner", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02981-00624048-00624079": "so", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02982-00624080-00624414": "um thank you for letting me in this", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02983-00624415-00624447": "group", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02984-00624448-00624614": "uh it's great it's a pleasure to have", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02985-00624615-00624775": "you it's pleasure to have all of you i", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02986-00624776-00624935": "mean it's amazing i can't believe people", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02987-00624936-00625103": "keep on wanting to come back really but", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02988-00625104-00625414": "uh it's great um okay", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02989-00625415-00625639": "let's keep on going okay we'll see you", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02990-00625640-00625743": "soon all right", "jRGAqVftb4Q-02991-00625744-00626184": "bye bye everyone"}}, {"audio_id": "jRXDsAFeJIU", "text": {"jRXDsAFeJIU-00000-00000955-00001255": "hey"}}, {"audio_id": "jSjNUGfahaE", "text": {"jSjNUGfahaE-00000-00000224-00000318": "um", "jSjNUGfahaE-00001-00000319-00000407": "well", "jSjNUGfahaE-00002-00000408-00000559": "um", "jSjNUGfahaE-00003-00000560-00000878": "alfred hitchcock once said that that an", "jSjNUGfahaE-00004-00000880-00001183": "author all an author needs is a pen", "jSjNUGfahaE-00005-00001184-00001495": "anybody who makes a movie needs an army", "jSjNUGfahaE-00006-00001496-00001734": "and sometimes in the army", "jSjNUGfahaE-00007-00001735-00001926": "there's different points of view and if", "jSjNUGfahaE-00008-00001927-00002223": "you know if i had it to do over", "jSjNUGfahaE-00009-00002224-00002391": "i would have a slightly different point", "jSjNUGfahaE-00010-00002392-00002679": "of view not about blanche who was as", "jSjNUGfahaE-00011-00002680-00002983": "amazing as you heard here but about", "jSjNUGfahaE-00012-00002984-00003118": "other people", "jSjNUGfahaE-00013-00003119-00003367": "um of course the new york times but if", "jSjNUGfahaE-00014-00003368-00003567": "you look at all the other obituaries for", "jSjNUGfahaE-00015-00003568-00003679": "blanche", "jSjNUGfahaE-00016-00003679-00004006": "they all start off woman suffrage person", "jSjNUGfahaE-00017-00004007-00004167": "and then talk about", "jSjNUGfahaE-00018-00004168-00004454": "but kate needed to find somebody to make", "jSjNUGfahaE-00019-00004455-00004767": "a good ending", "jSjNUGfahaE-00020-00004768-00004999": "blanche didn't have to convert her", "jSjNUGfahaE-00021-00005000-00005222": "mother-in-law one thing that they agreed", "jSjNUGfahaE-00022-00005223-00005406": "on", "jSjNUGfahaE-00023-00005407-00005654": "from the start was the fact that women", "jSjNUGfahaE-00024-00005655-00005895": "needed the right to vote", "jSjNUGfahaE-00025-00005896-00006159": "as any of you who are married may", "jSjNUGfahaE-00026-00006160-00006367": "feel it doesn't take much for a", "jSjNUGfahaE-00027-00006368-00006542": "daughter-in-law or mother-in-law to get", "jSjNUGfahaE-00028-00006543-00006878": "in a in a battle and", "jSjNUGfahaE-00029-00006879-00007087": "if there was a battle over suffrage it", "jSjNUGfahaE-00030-00007088-00007319": "was a generational one the first", "jSjNUGfahaE-00031-00007320-00007527": "generation of women's suffrages the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00032-00007528-00007783": "elizabeth katie generation", "jSjNUGfahaE-00033-00007784-00007967": "was fading away", "jSjNUGfahaE-00034-00007968-00008142": "when blanche was", "jSjNUGfahaE-00035-00008143-00008383": "at smith", "jSjNUGfahaE-00036-00008384-00008639": "her future mother-in-law was of that", "jSjNUGfahaE-00037-00008640-00008910": "generation and was working hard to", "jSjNUGfahaE-00038-00008911-00009223": "provide women's suffrage literature to", "jSjNUGfahaE-00039-00009224-00009463": "the girls at smith college so even", "jSjNUGfahaE-00040-00009464-00009742": "before they had met", "jSjNUGfahaE-00041-00009743-00009951": "they had pretty much agreed to principle", "jSjNUGfahaE-00042-00009952-00010271": "if not in in uh strategy", "jSjNUGfahaE-00043-00010272-00010631": "um", "jSjNUGfahaE-00044-00010632-00010878": "does anybody have any questions before", "jSjNUGfahaE-00045-00010879-00011063": "a few things want to know a little bit", "jSjNUGfahaE-00046-00011064-00011246": "about that you know how", "jSjNUGfahaE-00047-00011247-00011463": "how you all", "jSjNUGfahaE-00048-00011464-00011799": "get to know about her life and how you", "jSjNUGfahaE-00049-00011800-00012095": "decided to make a documentary on her", "jSjNUGfahaE-00050-00012096-00012406": "i mean it obviously like it her life you", "jSjNUGfahaE-00051-00012407-00012638": "need to make a documentary right but you", "jSjNUGfahaE-00052-00012639-00012855": "know what's the process like", "jSjNUGfahaE-00053-00012856-00013127": "how how how difficult was it to dick you", "jSjNUGfahaE-00054-00013128-00013479": "know just getting information about her", "jSjNUGfahaE-00055-00013480-00013663": "getting know about her like all the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00056-00013663-00013943": "process of making that documentary it's", "jSjNUGfahaE-00057-00013944-00014366": "more difficult than you might imagine", "jSjNUGfahaE-00058-00014368-00014719": "and yet on the other hand", "jSjNUGfahaE-00059-00014719-00014927": "when we started making the film there", "jSjNUGfahaE-00060-00014928-00015183": "were many people in our town who had", "jSjNUGfahaE-00061-00015184-00015494": "known her", "jSjNUGfahaE-00062-00015495-00015655": "as a as a young", "jSjNUGfahaE-00063-00015656-00015975": "fella i'm on the same age as her her", "jSjNUGfahaE-00064-00015976-00016143": "cousin bill", "jSjNUGfahaE-00065-00016144-00016415": "uh you know i remember bicycling by the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00066-00016416-00016622": "by the property and she always had an", "jSjNUGfahaE-00067-00016623-00016783": "interest in agriculture and had these", "jSjNUGfahaE-00068-00016784-00017094": "huge black angus cows out there so", "jSjNUGfahaE-00069-00017095-00017407": "there was a connection", "jSjNUGfahaE-00070-00017408-00017543": "at least up until this current", "jSjNUGfahaE-00071-00017544-00017679": "generation there's been a strong", "jSjNUGfahaE-00072-00017680-00017822": "connection between the town and the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00073-00017823-00018079": "family of the ames so she was remembered", "jSjNUGfahaE-00074-00018080-00018286": "and there were a lot of there's a lot of", "jSjNUGfahaE-00075-00018287-00018599": "stories because she was unique but many", "jSjNUGfahaE-00076-00018600-00018855": "of the ames women were unique her rival", "jSjNUGfahaE-00077-00018856-00019183": "mary frothingham was a character as well", "jSjNUGfahaE-00078-00019184-00019399": "and much beloved by the time despite the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00079-00019400-00019591": "fact that she", "jSjNUGfahaE-00080-00019592-00019822": "started out as an anti-suffragist and as", "jSjNUGfahaE-00081-00019823-00020135": "soon as women got the right to vote", "jSjNUGfahaE-00082-00020136-00020327": "she became the campaign manager for a", "jSjNUGfahaE-00083-00020328-00020703": "husband who ran for congress", "jSjNUGfahaE-00084-00020704-00020830": "so", "jSjNUGfahaE-00085-00020831-00021111": "there's a lot of a lot of traditional", "jSjNUGfahaE-00086-00021112-00021447": "stories when it comes to researching", "jSjNUGfahaE-00087-00021448-00021758": "she donated most of her papers to smith", "jSjNUGfahaE-00088-00021759-00021958": "college so there's a extensive", "jSjNUGfahaE-00089-00021959-00022127": "collection at smith", "jSjNUGfahaE-00090-00022128-00022430": "the harvard collection of", "jSjNUGfahaE-00091-00022431-00022663": "of oaks is a little bit more of a", "jSjNUGfahaE-00092-00022664-00022839": "problem um", "jSjNUGfahaE-00093-00022840-00023014": "just recently", "jSjNUGfahaE-00094-00023015-00023230": "a lot of it was released into the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00095-00023231-00023455": "internet archive so you can actually see", "jSjNUGfahaE-00096-00023456-00023671": "some of the correspondence and things", "jSjNUGfahaE-00097-00023672-00023830": "like that", "jSjNUGfahaE-00098-00023831-00024111": "but a bunch of it remains at borderland", "jSjNUGfahaE-00099-00024112-00024191": "um", "jSjNUGfahaE-00100-00024192-00024486": "and despite the fact that uh blanche was", "jSjNUGfahaE-00101-00024487-00024655": "a brilliant architect with many", "jSjNUGfahaE-00102-00024656-00024878": "innovations she put a flat roof on the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00103-00024879-00025094": "mansion which is leaked three times in", "jSjNUGfahaE-00104-00025095-00025167": "its", "jSjNUGfahaE-00105-00025168-00025255": "cost", "jSjNUGfahaE-00106-00025256-00025447": "caused a major problem so we're trying", "jSjNUGfahaE-00107-00025448-00025631": "to get the stuff out of there the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00108-00025632-00025943": "problem for us as researchers is", "jSjNUGfahaE-00109-00025944-00026206": "that that particular collection of stuff", "jSjNUGfahaE-00110-00026207-00026462": "which is a mixed bag of", "jSjNUGfahaE-00111-00026463-00026807": "related plant material and related to", "jSjNUGfahaE-00112-00026808-00027014": "you know how much blanche paid for her", "jSjNUGfahaE-00113-00027016-00027214": "corsets", "jSjNUGfahaE-00114-00027216-00027367": "is", "jSjNUGfahaE-00115-00027368-00027574": "was willed initially to the historical", "jSjNUGfahaE-00116-00027575-00027783": "society to be sorted out and then sent", "jSjNUGfahaE-00117-00027783-00028070": "to harvard and the two groups are in", "jSjNUGfahaE-00118-00028072-00028495": "dispute over who gets what", "jSjNUGfahaE-00119-00028495-00028614": "so", "jSjNUGfahaE-00120-00028616-00028814": "that makes it hard to research", "jSjNUGfahaE-00121-00028816-00029070": "blanche did write articles", "jSjNUGfahaE-00122-00029072-00029462": "she's famous for an article from 1931", "jSjNUGfahaE-00123-00029463-00029702": "which uh was quite controversial", "jSjNUGfahaE-00124-00029704-00029807": "actually", "jSjNUGfahaE-00125-00029808-00029943": "um", "jSjNUGfahaE-00126-00029944-00030190": "as a good solid unitarian she didn't", "jSjNUGfahaE-00127-00030191-00030351": "have much good to say about the catholic", "jSjNUGfahaE-00128-00030352-00030623": "church and its stand on birth control", "jSjNUGfahaE-00129-00030624-00030870": "and she expressed that in a way that", "jSjNUGfahaE-00130-00030872-00031062": "would have appalled her", "jSjNUGfahaE-00131-00031063-00031146": "great", "jSjNUGfahaE-00132-00031147-00031351": "grandfather-in-law who worked very hard", "jSjNUGfahaE-00133-00031352-00031558": "to integrate the irish into our", "jSjNUGfahaE-00134-00031560-00031758": "community", "jSjNUGfahaE-00135-00031760-00031935": "since more than half of his workers at", "jSjNUGfahaE-00136-00031936-00032287": "the shuffle works for irish", "jSjNUGfahaE-00137-00032288-00032535": "but um", "jSjNUGfahaE-00138-00032536-00032718": "it's hard to you know it's hard to find", "jSjNUGfahaE-00139-00032719-00032927": "the quotes you would like to find", "jSjNUGfahaE-00140-00032928-00033062": "um", "jSjNUGfahaE-00141-00033063-00033159": "i did", "jSjNUGfahaE-00142-00033160-00033374": "do a little additional research and", "jSjNUGfahaE-00143-00033375-00033727": "about the the quitting of of", "jSjNUGfahaE-00144-00033728-00033871": "what essentially is today planned", "jSjNUGfahaE-00145-00033872-00034062": "parenthood the birth control league she", "jSjNUGfahaE-00146-00034063-00034223": "and her sister were the two founding", "jSjNUGfahaE-00147-00034224-00034327": "people", "jSjNUGfahaE-00148-00034328-00034559": "and essentially what it was was a very", "jSjNUGfahaE-00149-00034560-00034871": "socialite kind of a thing until the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00150-00034872-00035174": "1920s when margaret sanger suggested", "jSjNUGfahaE-00151-00035175-00035351": "that they needed to turn it into a mass", "jSjNUGfahaE-00152-00035352-00035695": "movement and then blanche really got", "jSjNUGfahaE-00153-00035696-00035983": "into into that but what happened was", "jSjNUGfahaE-00154-00035984-00036215": "uh against her wishes", "jSjNUGfahaE-00155-00036216-00036455": "uh", "jSjNUGfahaE-00156-00036456-00036735": "in a big campaign to raise funds", "jSjNUGfahaE-00157-00036736-00036967": "they pointed out to", "jSjNUGfahaE-00158-00036968-00037062": "um", "jSjNUGfahaE-00159-00037063-00037230": "readers of the of one of the big", "jSjNUGfahaE-00160-00037231-00037574": "newspapers in massachusetts that 250 000", "jSjNUGfahaE-00161-00037575-00037743": "women", "jSjNUGfahaE-00162-00037744-00037918": "on welfare", "jSjNUGfahaE-00163-00037919-00038174": "had children in the previous year", "jSjNUGfahaE-00164-00038175-00038495": "blanche", "jSjNUGfahaE-00165-00038496-00038702": "never believed", "jSjNUGfahaE-00166-00038703-00039039": "in anything other than birth control as", "jSjNUGfahaE-00167-00039040-00039374": "a way for women to have control over", "jSjNUGfahaE-00168-00039375-00039615": "their lives and over their bodies it was", "jSjNUGfahaE-00169-00039616-00039774": "never about let's get rid of the poor", "jSjNUGfahaE-00170-00039775-00039887": "people", "jSjNUGfahaE-00171-00039888-00039983": "um", "jSjNUGfahaE-00172-00039984-00040118": "you know i'm", "jSjNUGfahaE-00173-00040119-00040311": "as a historian i'm one of those guys", "jSjNUGfahaE-00174-00040312-00040567": "let's find the feet of clay so i was the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00175-00040568-00040711": "one i kept saying you know about the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00176-00040712-00040983": "eugenics here you should check on this", "jSjNUGfahaE-00177-00040984-00041295": "uh and it's it's sort of like", "jSjNUGfahaE-00178-00041296-00041527": "bombs in the ukraine sadly you know a", "jSjNUGfahaE-00179-00041528-00041743": "bomb would fall here there's a member of", "jSjNUGfahaE-00180-00041744-00041927": "the family that belonged to the american", "jSjNUGfahaE-00181-00041928-00042087": "eugenics society there's another one", "jSjNUGfahaE-00182-00042088-00042311": "over here there's another one over here", "jSjNUGfahaE-00183-00042312-00042630": "never a piece of evidence that blanche", "jSjNUGfahaE-00184-00042631-00042887": "believed in eugenics despite the fact", "jSjNUGfahaE-00185-00042888-00043095": "that she was a very competent uh", "jSjNUGfahaE-00186-00043096-00043390": "botanist and uh those turkeys you saw", "jSjNUGfahaE-00187-00043391-00043662": "the film she actually was was breeding", "jSjNUGfahaE-00188-00043663-00044015": "turkeys for resistance to a disease that", "jSjNUGfahaE-00189-00044016-00044255": "was very common back then for them", "jSjNUGfahaE-00190-00044256-00044335": "so", "jSjNUGfahaE-00191-00044336-00044535": "she was always experimenting and knew", "jSjNUGfahaE-00192-00044536-00044839": "her science but did not ever suggest", "jSjNUGfahaE-00193-00044840-00045095": "that eugenics was the way to go", "jSjNUGfahaE-00194-00045096-00045358": "more questions please you're all masked", "jSjNUGfahaE-00195-00045359-00045513": "so nobody will know it's you", "jSjNUGfahaE-00196-00045514-00045774": "[Music]", "jSjNUGfahaE-00197-00045775-00045967": "i have a question yes um and it said", "jSjNUGfahaE-00198-00045968-00046143": "that", "jSjNUGfahaE-00199-00046144-00046318": "when her and her husband were interested", "jSjNUGfahaE-00200-00046319-00046543": "in building borderlands that they had", "jSjNUGfahaE-00201-00046544-00046767": "initially went through a formal", "jSjNUGfahaE-00202-00046768-00047046": "architect in boston ended up firing him", "jSjNUGfahaE-00203-00047047-00047246": "and taught herself architecture how", "jSjNUGfahaE-00204-00047247-00047390": "would a woman in that time frame be able", "jSjNUGfahaE-00205-00047391-00047830": "to teach herself architecture", "jSjNUGfahaE-00206-00047831-00048023": "first of all it wasn't the the highly", "jSjNUGfahaE-00207-00048024-00048151": "technical", "jSjNUGfahaE-00208-00048152-00048271": "um", "jSjNUGfahaE-00209-00048272-00048471": "trade that it is today", "jSjNUGfahaE-00210-00048472-00048655": "um", "jSjNUGfahaE-00211-00048656-00048935": "all of her contemporaries in easton were", "jSjNUGfahaE-00212-00048936-00049039": "building", "jSjNUGfahaE-00213-00049040-00049358": "uh mansions uh mary frothingham was", "jSjNUGfahaE-00214-00049359-00049639": "building a mansion slightly after this", "jSjNUGfahaE-00215-00049640-00049807": "her", "jSjNUGfahaE-00216-00049808-00050071": "other cousin was building the what's now", "jSjNUGfahaE-00217-00050072-00050271": "the administration building at stonehill", "jSjNUGfahaE-00218-00050272-00050599": "it's gigantic and what she did is she", "jSjNUGfahaE-00219-00050600-00050823": "went home to lowell again", "jSjNUGfahaE-00220-00050824-00051046": "and um sketched out the house that she", "jSjNUGfahaE-00221-00051047-00051326": "was raised in so borderland looks a lot", "jSjNUGfahaE-00222-00051327-00051542": "like her original home", "jSjNUGfahaE-00223-00051544-00051879": "now the technical innovations were um", "jSjNUGfahaE-00224-00051879-00052070": "very special", "jSjNUGfahaE-00225-00052071-00052246": "there was a tradition in easton that the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00226-00052247-00052438": "mansion was made out of cement because", "jSjNUGfahaE-00227-00052439-00052719": "she was terrified of fire", "jSjNUGfahaE-00228-00052720-00052879": "she wasn't terrified of fire i don't", "jSjNUGfahaE-00229-00052879-00053030": "think she was terrified of much of", "jSjNUGfahaE-00230-00053032-00053199": "anything", "jSjNUGfahaE-00231-00053200-00053479": "but what they were afraid of was that if", "jSjNUGfahaE-00232-00053479-00053775": "a fire did break out the orchid the dry", "jSjNUGfahaE-00233-00053776-00054007": "and orchid collection would be destroyed", "jSjNUGfahaE-00234-00054008-00054199": "so one of the stipulations was the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00235-00054200-00054542": "entire building had to be fireproof", "jSjNUGfahaE-00236-00054544-00054775": "so she did a research in the in the big", "jSjNUGfahaE-00237-00054776-00055094": "innovation was that instead of having uh", "jSjNUGfahaE-00238-00055095-00055335": "the supports of the building", "jSjNUGfahaE-00239-00055336-00055487": "internally", "jSjNUGfahaE-00240-00055488-00055703": "none of the interior walls are", "jSjNUGfahaE-00241-00055704-00055942": "weight-bearing walls what they did is", "jSjNUGfahaE-00242-00055944-00056238": "they built a wall a wall and then ran", "jSjNUGfahaE-00243-00056239-00056503": "i-beams across", "jSjNUGfahaE-00244-00056504-00056663": "to to hold the place up and that was", "jSjNUGfahaE-00245-00056664-00056863": "innovative for its time any anybody that", "jSjNUGfahaE-00246-00056864-00056999": "was using", "jSjNUGfahaE-00247-00057000-00057254": "i-beams and reinforced concrete that's a", "jSjNUGfahaE-00248-00057255-00057482": "big step forward", "jSjNUGfahaE-00249-00057483-00057823": "we're sort of famous in easton for our h", "jSjNUGfahaE-00250-00057824-00057982": "richardson buildings", "jSjNUGfahaE-00251-00057983-00058119": "and that's", "jSjNUGfahaE-00252-00058120-00058430": "half a generation earlier and richardson", "jSjNUGfahaE-00253-00058432-00058623": "uh despite the fact that his engineering", "jSjNUGfahaE-00254-00058624-00058791": "firm kind of invented reinforced", "jSjNUGfahaE-00255-00058791-00059071": "concrete never used the stuff", "jSjNUGfahaE-00256-00059072-00059254": "which turned out to be a real problem", "jSjNUGfahaE-00257-00059255-00059503": "because one of his buildings is", "jSjNUGfahaE-00258-00059504-00059711": "right now on the verge of", "jSjNUGfahaE-00259-00059712-00059887": "maybe falling down we're taking care of", "jSjNUGfahaE-00260-00059888-00060166": "it but", "jSjNUGfahaE-00261-00060167-00060406": "there's a big crack here and oh yeah the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00262-00060407-00060582": "beam that's holding up the second floor", "jSjNUGfahaE-00263-00060583-00060782": "is rotted on this end and rotted on that", "jSjNUGfahaE-00264-00060783-00061038": "end so", "jSjNUGfahaE-00265-00061039-00061479": "as i say we'll take care of it but", "jSjNUGfahaE-00266-00061479-00061838": "blanche's buildings don't fall down", "jSjNUGfahaE-00267-00061839-00062038": "she's amazing we have a", "jSjNUGfahaE-00268-00062039-00062199": "a", "jSjNUGfahaE-00269-00062200-00062591": "frederick law olmsted memorial carn", "jSjNUGfahaE-00270-00062591-00062782": "in in our", "jSjNUGfahaE-00271-00062783-00063199": "our town and after world war ii the ames", "jSjNUGfahaE-00272-00063200-00063382": "boys", "jSjNUGfahaE-00273-00063383-00063630": "wanted to knock it down and turn it into", "jSjNUGfahaE-00274-00063632-00063903": "a world war ii memorial was originally", "jSjNUGfahaE-00275-00063904-00064087": "designed to be a civil war memorial look", "jSjNUGfahaE-00276-00064088-00064223": "like a fort", "jSjNUGfahaE-00277-00064224-00064415": "but the ames women", "jSjNUGfahaE-00278-00064416-00064854": "mrs frothingham the rival and blanche", "jSjNUGfahaE-00279-00064855-00065054": "came down there", "jSjNUGfahaE-00280-00065055-00065223": "and blanche had a model of the way it", "jSjNUGfahaE-00281-00065224-00065399": "was supposed to look", "jSjNUGfahaE-00282-00065400-00065687": "that she had made held it up and", "jSjNUGfahaE-00283-00065688-00065943": "the men from the olmstead company went", "jSjNUGfahaE-00284-00065944-00066087": "back and said no we're not going to do", "jSjNUGfahaE-00285-00066088-00066159": "it the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00286-00066160-00066431": "women say we're not going to do it and", "jSjNUGfahaE-00287-00066432-00066599": "they didn't", "jSjNUGfahaE-00288-00066600-00066799": "and", "jSjNUGfahaE-00289-00066800-00067111": "it's it's there for you to see today", "jSjNUGfahaE-00290-00067112-00067447": "more questions please", "jSjNUGfahaE-00291-00067448-00067631": "yes i", "jSjNUGfahaE-00292-00067632-00067903": "i think that it's just fascinating that", "jSjNUGfahaE-00293-00067904-00068087": "this character", "jSjNUGfahaE-00294-00068088-00068311": "this living person", "jSjNUGfahaE-00295-00068312-00068479": "has sort of been in the like the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00296-00068480-00068703": "backyard of so many people for so long", "jSjNUGfahaE-00297-00068704-00068967": "without the story being told", "jSjNUGfahaE-00298-00068968-00069279": "i would imagine for you as a historian", "jSjNUGfahaE-00299-00069280-00069599": "there are thousands of these stories and", "jSjNUGfahaE-00300-00069600-00069743": "sort of getting back to an adidas", "jSjNUGfahaE-00301-00069744-00069950": "original question of like", "jSjNUGfahaE-00302-00069951-00070215": "how do you how do you choose whose story", "jSjNUGfahaE-00303-00070216-00070431": "to tell", "jSjNUGfahaE-00304-00070432-00070663": "and and i guess from your perspective", "jSjNUGfahaE-00305-00070664-00071038": "why do some folk stories become legend", "jSjNUGfahaE-00306-00071039-00071255": "you know when so many other people are", "jSjNUGfahaE-00307-00071256-00071606": "sort of doing the same thing", "jSjNUGfahaE-00308-00071607-00071679": "uh", "jSjNUGfahaE-00309-00071680-00071871": "that's a good question i i'm actually", "jSjNUGfahaE-00310-00071872-00072159": "working on a a book about", "jSjNUGfahaE-00311-00072160-00072455": "uh oaks's uh grandmother", "jSjNUGfahaE-00312-00072456-00072615": "who was", "jSjNUGfahaE-00313-00072616-00072750": "she didn't know it but she was a", "jSjNUGfahaE-00314-00072751-00072959": "suffragist as well", "jSjNUGfahaE-00315-00072960-00073191": "what she did was convince her sons to", "jSjNUGfahaE-00316-00073192-00073455": "run for office so that she could suggest", "jSjNUGfahaE-00317-00073456-00073806": "things like changes in school", "jSjNUGfahaE-00318-00073807-00073975": "and", "jSjNUGfahaE-00319-00073976-00074159": "you choose people because they're", "jSjNUGfahaE-00320-00074160-00074319": "interesting and there's enough", "jSjNUGfahaE-00321-00074320-00074471": "information that you can do something", "jSjNUGfahaE-00322-00074472-00074711": "with it in her case there's two years", "jSjNUGfahaE-00323-00074712-00074999": "just two years of diaries", "jSjNUGfahaE-00324-00075000-00075215": "she was the wife of congressman oak", "jSjNUGfahaE-00325-00075216-00075438": "james the man who was", "jSjNUGfahaE-00326-00075439-00075719": "censured by congress for his role in the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00327-00075720-00075991": "credit mobiere scandal the building of", "jSjNUGfahaE-00328-00075992-00076167": "the transcontinental railroad", "jSjNUGfahaE-00329-00076168-00076494": "he was innocent by the way", "jSjNUGfahaE-00330-00076495-00076652": "we all believed that", "jSjNUGfahaE-00331-00076653-00076806": "[Music]", "jSjNUGfahaE-00332-00076807-00077023": "and the case is pretty strong for him", "jSjNUGfahaE-00333-00077024-00077167": "but", "jSjNUGfahaE-00334-00077168-00077382": "she did destroy a lot of her own diaries", "jSjNUGfahaE-00335-00077383-00077623": "and his diaries which is unfortunate but", "jSjNUGfahaE-00336-00077624-00077903": "we do have these two years before he was", "jSjNUGfahaE-00337-00077904-00078087": "in congress", "jSjNUGfahaE-00338-00078088-00078406": "and uh they were in that generation", "jSjNUGfahaE-00339-00078407-00078703": "um they were anti-slavery people they", "jSjNUGfahaE-00340-00078704-00078791": "were", "jSjNUGfahaE-00341-00078792-00078959": "moving towards becoming strong", "jSjNUGfahaE-00342-00078960-00079175": "abolitionists he voted for the 13th", "jSjNUGfahaE-00343-00079176-00079294": "amendment", "jSjNUGfahaE-00344-00079295-00079591": "they hid fugitive slaves", "jSjNUGfahaE-00345-00079592-00079806": "so it's always been an activist family", "jSjNUGfahaE-00346-00079807-00079967": "on both sides", "jSjNUGfahaE-00347-00079968-00080167": "i should put in a word for ben butler", "jSjNUGfahaE-00348-00080168-00080382": "another larger-than-life figure the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00349-00080383-00080615": "reason they put a price on his head", "jSjNUGfahaE-00350-00080616-00080871": "uh is he didn't sell", "jSjNUGfahaE-00351-00080872-00081135": "southern womanhood that's the reason for", "jSjNUGfahaE-00352-00081136-00081238": "the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00353-00081239-00081503": "because a southern lady in new orleans", "jSjNUGfahaE-00354-00081504-00081775": "dumped a chamber pot on a union officer", "jSjNUGfahaE-00355-00081776-00082031": "and he said if they do that again they", "jSjNUGfahaE-00356-00082032-00082191": "should be treated like a woman of the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00357-00082192-00082303": "streets", "jSjNUGfahaE-00358-00082304-00082535": "which went against um", "jSjNUGfahaE-00359-00082536-00082926": "you know the southern virtue of of women", "jSjNUGfahaE-00360-00082927-00083150": "it didn't help him that his nickname", "jSjNUGfahaE-00361-00083151-00083423": "after he left louisiana was spoons", "jSjNUGfahaE-00362-00083424-00083631": "because the people of louisiana claimed", "jSjNUGfahaE-00363-00083632-00083823": "that every silver spoon in the state had", "jSjNUGfahaE-00364-00083824-00084350": "disappeared along with mr bartlett um so", "jSjNUGfahaE-00365-00084351-00084575": "he was a legendary and controversial", "jSjNUGfahaE-00366-00084576-00084879": "character but he was in favor of women's", "jSjNUGfahaE-00367-00084880-00085111": "suffrage uh the first presidential", "jSjNUGfahaE-00368-00085112-00085262": "candidate first male presidential", "jSjNUGfahaE-00369-00085263-00085471": "candidate to", "jSjNUGfahaE-00370-00085472-00085999": "be in favor of that", "jSjNUGfahaE-00371-00086000-00086271": "i talk too much so", "jSjNUGfahaE-00372-00086272-00086471": "i guess i do too um", "jSjNUGfahaE-00373-00086472-00086623": "you had mentioned earlier that when", "jSjNUGfahaE-00374-00086624-00086799": "creating this documentary that everybody", "jSjNUGfahaE-00375-00086800-00087006": "in easton had this connection with", "jSjNUGfahaE-00376-00087007-00087199": "blanche ames ames and the family as a", "jSjNUGfahaE-00377-00087200-00087279": "whole", "jSjNUGfahaE-00378-00087280-00087367": "so", "jSjNUGfahaE-00379-00087368-00087606": "with these younger generations with this", "jSjNUGfahaE-00380-00087607-00087855": "dying connection what can we do to try", "jSjNUGfahaE-00381-00087856-00088103": "to keep that connection alive", "jSjNUGfahaE-00382-00088104-00088343": "well i think like you know i think i the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00383-00088344-00088631": "question i have in mind kind of like", "jSjNUGfahaE-00384-00088632-00088862": "uh a sub question maybe", "jSjNUGfahaE-00385-00088863-00089215": "because um i like many of the issues", "jSjNUGfahaE-00386-00089216-00089382": "that she raised right are so", "jSjNUGfahaE-00387-00089383-00089718": "contemporary yes and we still need", "jSjNUGfahaE-00388-00089719-00089926": "younger generation to invest in that", "jSjNUGfahaE-00389-00089927-00090175": "conversation because obviously like", "jSjNUGfahaE-00390-00090176-00090391": "right to um", "jSjNUGfahaE-00391-00090392-00090638": "women's body reproductive rights it's", "jSjNUGfahaE-00392-00090639-00090791": "still you know", "jSjNUGfahaE-00393-00090792-00090959": "i don't know where we are heading right", "jSjNUGfahaE-00394-00090960-00091231": "now like right because it's only it's", "jSjNUGfahaE-00395-00091232-00091391": "not getting better", "jSjNUGfahaE-00396-00091392-00091687": "um voting oppression is a big thing", "jSjNUGfahaE-00397-00091688-00091903": "right and women of color people of color", "jSjNUGfahaE-00398-00091904-00092191": "are not uh you know still struggling to", "jSjNUGfahaE-00399-00092192-00092431": "exercise to vote", "jSjNUGfahaE-00400-00092432-00092759": "so her what she did her the issues she", "jSjNUGfahaE-00401-00092760-00092943": "raised are so relevant", "jSjNUGfahaE-00402-00092944-00093223": "but also younger generations are should", "jSjNUGfahaE-00403-00093224-00093462": "be part of that conversation", "jSjNUGfahaE-00404-00093463-00093718": "and making a documentary i feel like", "jSjNUGfahaE-00405-00093719-00093862": "these documentaries", "jSjNUGfahaE-00406-00093863-00094159": "kind of adds to that conversation right", "jSjNUGfahaE-00407-00094160-00094382": "so along with her", "jSjNUGfahaE-00408-00094383-00094518": "question my question would be like you", "jSjNUGfahaE-00409-00094519-00094815": "know how do you think or how whether you", "jSjNUGfahaE-00410-00094816-00094967": "have", "jSjNUGfahaE-00411-00094968-00095167": "thought about like you know how you can", "jSjNUGfahaE-00412-00095168-00095399": "use this movie to kind of further the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00413-00095400-00095679": "conversations well we'll show it to any", "jSjNUGfahaE-00414-00095680-00095765": "anybody", "jSjNUGfahaE-00415-00095766-00096071": "[Laughter]", "jSjNUGfahaE-00416-00096072-00096359": "although it's ironic as a lifelong", "jSjNUGfahaE-00417-00096360-00096518": "republican", "jSjNUGfahaE-00418-00096519-00096679": "i've shown this to a number of", "jSjNUGfahaE-00419-00096680-00096862": "democratic town committees", "jSjNUGfahaE-00420-00096863-00097071": "they're much in favor of her and she", "jSjNUGfahaE-00421-00097072-00097238": "probably", "jSjNUGfahaE-00422-00097239-00097479": "one of the answers charlton who was", "jSjNUGfahaE-00423-00097480-00097726": "there at the end always introduces", "jSjNUGfahaE-00424-00097727-00098071": "himself as i'm charlton i'm the democrat", "jSjNUGfahaE-00425-00098072-00098231": "because he's the only family member", "jSjNUGfahaE-00426-00098232-00098462": "that's uh a democrat now but i think", "jSjNUGfahaE-00427-00098463-00098687": "blanche probably would have simply over", "jSjNUGfahaE-00428-00098688-00098911": "the issue of reproductive rights and as", "jSjNUGfahaE-00429-00098912-00099111": "we all know you know clarence thomas", "jSjNUGfahaE-00430-00099112-00099311": "cough today and all of all the people", "jSjNUGfahaE-00431-00099312-00099455": "who are concerned about the birth", "jSjNUGfahaE-00432-00099456-00099703": "control issue in front of the supreme", "jSjNUGfahaE-00433-00099704-00100071": "court had hopes but apparently he's", "jSjNUGfahaE-00434-00100072-00100191": "could have signed one of those health", "jSjNUGfahaE-00435-00100192-00100374": "forms that i had to sign", "jSjNUGfahaE-00436-00100375-00100479": "um", "jSjNUGfahaE-00437-00100480-00100718": "the answer how do we keep keep her name", "jSjNUGfahaE-00438-00100719-00100903": "alive well we", "jSjNUGfahaE-00439-00100904-00101047": "we built a", "jSjNUGfahaE-00440-00101048-00101255": "unified elementary school or a building", "jSjNUGfahaE-00441-00101256-00101471": "it's not quite done and i'm very proud", "jSjNUGfahaE-00442-00101472-00101647": "to say that one of my student teachers", "jSjNUGfahaE-00443-00101648-00101894": "from stone hill led the campaign to name", "jSjNUGfahaE-00444-00101895-00102167": "the school after blanche", "jSjNUGfahaE-00445-00102168-00102454": "so that the young women of easton would", "jSjNUGfahaE-00446-00102455-00102686": "have a role model", "jSjNUGfahaE-00447-00102688-00102902": "like the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00448-00102903-00103054": "people who", "jSjNUGfahaE-00449-00103055-00103278": "honor governor ames", "jSjNUGfahaE-00450-00103279-00103399": "that's the name of our high school", "jSjNUGfahaE-00451-00103400-00103582": "oliver ames", "jSjNUGfahaE-00452-00103583-00103766": "we just won the staple we just won the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00453-00103767-00104054": "state girls basketball championship over", "jSjNUGfahaE-00454-00104055-00104375": "the weekend and have oh oh oh yes and by", "jSjNUGfahaE-00455-00104376-00104542": "the way", "jSjNUGfahaE-00456-00104543-00104815": "changed her opinion no way", "jSjNUGfahaE-00457-00104816-00105078": "anna c ames", "jSjNUGfahaE-00458-00105079-00105286": "was so committed", "jSjNUGfahaE-00459-00105288-00105390": "to", "jSjNUGfahaE-00460-00105391-00105631": "girls rights that when she built the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00461-00105632-00105863": "gymnasium to go along with the high", "jSjNUGfahaE-00462-00105864-00106095": "school that her husband built", "jSjNUGfahaE-00463-00106096-00106334": "it was required that there was an equal", "jSjNUGfahaE-00464-00106335-00106543": "sport for girls for every sport there", "jSjNUGfahaE-00465-00106544-00106686": "was for a boy", "jSjNUGfahaE-00466-00106688-00106958": "and we won our first girls state", "jSjNUGfahaE-00467-00106959-00107271": "championship in 1913 only three years", "jSjNUGfahaE-00468-00107272-00107447": "after the boys won their first state", "jSjNUGfahaE-00469-00107448-00107695": "championship now how did she prove to", "jSjNUGfahaE-00470-00107696-00107839": "her friends that girls could play", "jSjNUGfahaE-00471-00107840-00108063": "basketball they played boys rules back", "jSjNUGfahaE-00472-00108064-00108319": "then some of you now you guys aren't old", "jSjNUGfahaE-00473-00108320-00108486": "enough but i'm old enough to remember", "jSjNUGfahaE-00474-00108488-00108775": "that girls basketball was played in", "jSjNUGfahaE-00475-00108776-00108975": "zones and the girls couldn't run around", "jSjNUGfahaE-00476-00108976-00109199": "not in anna's time that was they played", "jSjNUGfahaE-00477-00109200-00109390": "boys roles ran full court like they do", "jSjNUGfahaE-00478-00109391-00109510": "today", "jSjNUGfahaE-00479-00109511-00109790": "and she brought a bunch of her society", "jSjNUGfahaE-00480-00109791-00109975": "friends out to watch a game and then", "jSjNUGfahaE-00481-00109976-00110239": "after the game was over she had doctors", "jSjNUGfahaE-00482-00110240-00110478": "come out and give medical tests to the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00483-00110479-00110639": "girls to make sure that their hearts", "jSjNUGfahaE-00484-00110640-00110807": "weren't damaged by the fact that they", "jSjNUGfahaE-00485-00110808-00111023": "were running around", "jSjNUGfahaE-00486-00111024-00111278": "so she was there", "jSjNUGfahaE-00487-00111279-00111407": "and", "jSjNUGfahaE-00488-00111408-00111678": "she also was the head of the start of", "jSjNUGfahaE-00489-00111679-00111943": "our music program at school and", "jSjNUGfahaE-00490-00111944-00112134": "if you were a good player", "jSjNUGfahaE-00491-00112135-00112366": "male or female", "jSjNUGfahaE-00492-00112367-00112615": "you could play at her band the nsc ames", "jSjNUGfahaE-00493-00112616-00112878": "band the only problem for boys was that", "jSjNUGfahaE-00494-00112879-00113102": "the nsa ames band played in suffragette", "jSjNUGfahaE-00495-00113103-00113207": "parades", "jSjNUGfahaE-00496-00113208-00113310": "so", "jSjNUGfahaE-00497-00113311-00113566": "if you were marching and parade as a boy", "jSjNUGfahaE-00498-00113567-00113927": "you were supporting women's suffrage", "jSjNUGfahaE-00499-00113928-00114119": "um", "jSjNUGfahaE-00500-00114120-00114390": "so it was an organized thing i i imagine", "jSjNUGfahaE-00501-00114391-00114575": "in 1915", "jSjNUGfahaE-00502-00114576-00114927": "as it's been described to me that", "jSjNUGfahaE-00503-00114928-00115119": "there were limousines driving all over", "jSjNUGfahaE-00504-00115120-00115390": "over town anna's limousine blanche's", "jSjNUGfahaE-00505-00115391-00115607": "limousine and mary's on the other side", "jSjNUGfahaE-00506-00115608-00115878": "limousine driving people to the polls to", "jSjNUGfahaE-00507-00115879-00116215": "vote on on the issue so", "jSjNUGfahaE-00508-00116216-00116431": "the family", "jSjNUGfahaE-00509-00116432-00116527": "does", "jSjNUGfahaE-00510-00116528-00116775": "battle but they do seem to be friends", "jSjNUGfahaE-00511-00116776-00117015": "the story in the family is that after a", "jSjNUGfahaE-00512-00117016-00117183": "woman got the right to vote branch", "jSjNUGfahaE-00513-00117183-00117310": "always called up", "jSjNUGfahaE-00514-00117311-00117519": "mary frothingham her former rival and", "jSjNUGfahaE-00515-00117520-00117743": "said okay who's the best republican", "jSjNUGfahaE-00516-00117744-00117927": "candidate this year", "jSjNUGfahaE-00517-00117928-00118015": "and", "jSjNUGfahaE-00518-00118016-00118334": "they talked about it", "jSjNUGfahaE-00519-00118335-00119071": "okay", "jSjNUGfahaE-00520-00119072-00119254": "please fill that two minutes", "jSjNUGfahaE-00521-00119255-00119431": "i always feel that i'm mansplaining when", "jSjNUGfahaE-00522-00119432-00119695": "i talk too much", "jSjNUGfahaE-00523-00119696-00120023": "questions yes um what would you say is", "jSjNUGfahaE-00524-00120024-00120271": "probably your favorite part um that was", "jSjNUGfahaE-00525-00120272-00120463": "featured in the film or", "jSjNUGfahaE-00526-00120464-00120695": "um something you wish that was featured", "jSjNUGfahaE-00527-00120696-00120895": "in it", "jSjNUGfahaE-00528-00120896-00121063": "i'm impressed by the fact that blanche", "jSjNUGfahaE-00529-00121064-00121319": "was such an athlete", "jSjNUGfahaE-00530-00121320-00121510": "she actually won", "jSjNUGfahaE-00531-00121511-00121758": "new england state tennis tournaments", "jSjNUGfahaE-00532-00121759-00121975": "back in the days when it was mostly", "jSjNUGfahaE-00533-00121976-00122223": "amateurs she was she was fantastic", "jSjNUGfahaE-00534-00122224-00122407": "my other favorite story is that meeting", "jSjNUGfahaE-00535-00122408-00122678": "that took place in january of 1915", "jSjNUGfahaE-00536-00122679-00123007": "there was one person there who was never", "jSjNUGfahaE-00537-00123008-00123271": "ever discriminated against", "jSjNUGfahaE-00538-00123272-00123551": "as a a person who couldn't vote they", "jSjNUGfahaE-00539-00123552-00123751": "invited one girl from brockton who was", "jSjNUGfahaE-00540-00123752-00124023": "15 years old and by the time she had the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00541-00124024-00124271": "right to vote women had suffrage", "jSjNUGfahaE-00542-00124272-00124390": "uh", "jSjNUGfahaE-00543-00124391-00124719": "but that was on that was we reenacted", "jSjNUGfahaE-00544-00124720-00124951": "that a couple of years ago with the", "jSjNUGfahaE-00545-00124952-00125190": "pandemic stuck in the middle of it uh", "jSjNUGfahaE-00546-00125191-00125334": "that was a really interesting thing", "jSjNUGfahaE-00547-00125335-00125543": "people of all walks of life and those", "jSjNUGfahaE-00548-00125544-00125790": "are people that are even as amazing as", "jSjNUGfahaE-00549-00125791-00126102": "blanche that are totally unknown there", "jSjNUGfahaE-00550-00126103-00126375": "was a woman teacher in brockton", "jSjNUGfahaE-00551-00126376-00126686": "who gave up teaching was supported by", "jSjNUGfahaE-00552-00126688-00126943": "her sister who worked in the factories", "jSjNUGfahaE-00553-00126944-00127166": "while she took a year off to fight for", "jSjNUGfahaE-00554-00127167-00127423": "this suffrage amendment", "jSjNUGfahaE-00555-00127424-00127566": "and then she got her job back which i", "jSjNUGfahaE-00556-00127567-00127951": "thought was pretty amazing um", "jSjNUGfahaE-00557-00127952-00128175": "there's a million stories out there so", "jSjNUGfahaE-00558-00128176-00128478": "you know find your own story and", "jSjNUGfahaE-00559-00128479-00128654": "get out there and tell it please", "jSjNUGfahaE-00560-00128655-00128790": "especially in this this is women's", "jSjNUGfahaE-00561-00128791-00128990": "history month", "jSjNUGfahaE-00562-00128991-00129223": "talk about your mothers and grandmothers", "jSjNUGfahaE-00563-00129224-00129510": "yeah thank you and for your time and we", "jSjNUGfahaE-00564-00129511-00129681": "really appreciate", "jSjNUGfahaE-00565-00129682-00129839": "[Applause]", "jSjNUGfahaE-00566-00129840-00130007": "because", "jSjNUGfahaE-00567-00130008-00130310": "we are still kind of in transition uh", "jSjNUGfahaE-00568-00130311-00130678": "you know we were first event in person", "jSjNUGfahaE-00569-00130679-00130910": "at the women's center so", "jSjNUGfahaE-00570-00130911-00131127": "we are looking forward to having more we", "jSjNUGfahaE-00571-00131128-00131447": "are actually going to we have four other", "jSjNUGfahaE-00572-00131448-00131678": "three other campuses so we are planning", "jSjNUGfahaE-00573-00131679-00131990": "to show the movie to all other faculties", "jSjNUGfahaE-00574-00131991-00132263": "and staff and students", "jSjNUGfahaE-00575-00132264-00132527": "and thank you for making such a good", "jSjNUGfahaE-00576-00132528-00132614": "movie", "jSjNUGfahaE-00577-00132615-00132895": "and very contemporary movie thank you", "jSjNUGfahaE-00578-00132896-00133212": "thank you"}}, {"audio_id": "jSBx2kgOPB0", "text": {"jSBx2kgOPB0-00000-00000028-00001775": "[Music]", "jSBx2kgOPB0-00001-00001776-00003556": "[Music]", "jSBx2kgOPB0-00002-00003557-00004110": "[Music]", "jSBx2kgOPB0-00003-00004111-00004283": "[Music]", "jSBx2kgOPB0-00004-00004284-00005028": "it's", "jSBx2kgOPB0-00005-00005029-00005553": "[Music]", "jSBx2kgOPB0-00006-00005554-00005686": "[Applause]", "jSBx2kgOPB0-00007-00005687-00006734": "it", "jSBx2kgOPB0-00008-00006734-00007078": "[Music]", 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"jSNAZTu63_8-00076-00015400-00015447": "the work", "jSNAZTu63_8-00077-00015447-00015719": "canteen if you can quietly stop them", "jSNAZTu63_8-00078-00015719-00015903": "from making a radio call to their", "jSNAZTu63_8-00079-00015904-00015991": "colleagues then", "jSNAZTu63_8-00080-00015991-00016215": "well that guard will be the only one", "jSNAZTu63_8-00081-00016216-00016479": "that ever knew about sock gate", "jSNAZTu63_8-00082-00016480-00016655": "the guards and civilians won't react", "jSNAZTu63_8-00083-00016656-00016830": "well to a number of stimuli", "jSNAZTu63_8-00084-00016831-00017030": "as well continually pointing a gun at", "jSNAZTu63_8-00085-00017031-00017183": "someone's face for example", "jSNAZTu63_8-00086-00017184-00017479": "will raise their ire significantly but", "jSNAZTu63_8-00087-00017480-00017550": "they will", "jSNAZTu63_8-00088-00017551-00017791": "issue warnings and tell you to stop", "jSNAZTu63_8-00089-00017792-00017958": "rather than just reaching for the", "jSNAZTu63_8-00090-00017959-00018127": "automated lead dispenser", "jSNAZTu63_8-00091-00018128-00018430": "and then letting iron jesus sort it out", "jSNAZTu63_8-00092-00018431-00018622": "as was shown in the playthrough heist", "jSNAZTu63_8-00093-00018623-00018830": "video access to some buildings and", "jSNAZTu63_8-00094-00018831-00019014": "equipment is gated by an", "jSNAZTu63_8-00095-00019015-00019247": "authority level a large number printed", "jSNAZTu63_8-00096-00019248-00019494": "on the readout for a door or console", "jSNAZTu63_8-00097-00019495-00019711": "and you can gain access to those gates", "jSNAZTu63_8-00098-00019712-00019927": "via a number of different means", "jSNAZTu63_8-00099-00019928-00020119": "all of which come with their own plus", "jSNAZTu63_8-00100-00020120-00020255": "and minus points", "jSNAZTu63_8-00101-00020256-00020463": "the heist video shows a door access", "jSNAZTu63_8-00102-00020464-00020686": "panel being cut away with a new cutting", "jSNAZTu63_8-00103-00020687-00020743": "tool", "jSNAZTu63_8-00104-00020744-00020950": "and then the door mechanism overloaded", "jSNAZTu63_8-00105-00020951-00021063": "with another new", "jSNAZTu63_8-00106-00021064-00021294": "power siphon and delivery tool but", "jSNAZTu63_8-00107-00021295-00021503": "you're not restricted to that to gain", "jSNAZTu63_8-00108-00021504-00021614": "access", "jSNAZTu63_8-00109-00021615-00021855": "every ai you encounter can be scanned in", "jSNAZTu63_8-00110-00021856-00022047": "a similar way to how you scan a ship in", "jSNAZTu63_8-00111-00022048-00022183": "the main game currently", "jSNAZTu63_8-00112-00022184-00022414": "and in doing so you get to see their", "jSNAZTu63_8-00113-00022415-00022535": "access level", "jSNAZTu63_8-00114-00022536-00022775": "it's possible to clone their credentials", "jSNAZTu63_8-00115-00022776-00022943": "and then use them to gain", "jSNAZTu63_8-00116-00022944-00023183": "access to areas or kit that were locked", "jSNAZTu63_8-00117-00023184-00023335": "off to you previously", "jSNAZTu63_8-00118-00023336-00023527": "don't get caught cloning them or get", "jSNAZTu63_8-00119-00023528-00023703": "caught with the cloned credentials", "jSNAZTu63_8-00120-00023704-00023758": "however", "jSNAZTu63_8-00121-00023759-00023983": "they won't react well and you may be", "jSNAZTu63_8-00122-00023984-00024167": "forced to flee prematurely", "jSNAZTu63_8-00123-00024168-00024375": "or persuade them to quietly lay down and", "jSNAZTu63_8-00124-00024376-00024575": "take a long duration dirt nap", "jSNAZTu63_8-00125-00024576-00024886": "while you continue your dubious deeds", "jSNAZTu63_8-00126-00024887-00025127": "likewise if the ai sees evidence of your", "jSNAZTu63_8-00127-00025128-00025207": "ill doings", "jSNAZTu63_8-00128-00025208-00025527": "like the cut panel an overloaded door or", "jSNAZTu63_8-00129-00025528-00025727": "frank from accounts taking a sudden and", "jSNAZTu63_8-00130-00025727-00025958": "unexpected horizontal perm asleep", "jSNAZTu63_8-00131-00025960-00026158": "they will react adversely to your", "jSNAZTu63_8-00132-00026160-00026383": "presence and attempt to negotiate your", "jSNAZTu63_8-00133-00026383-00026511": "forced ejection", "jSNAZTu63_8-00134-00026512-00026790": "from the universe overall the vibe", "jSNAZTu63_8-00135-00026791-00026990": "frontier we're attempting to convey", "jSNAZTu63_8-00136-00026991-00027207": "is that despite the predominantly run", "jSNAZTu63_8-00137-00027208-00027367": "and gun approach shown in the", "jSNAZTu63_8-00138-00027368-00027590": "necessarily action-packed promotional", "jSNAZTu63_8-00139-00027591-00027662": "video", "jSNAZTu63_8-00140-00027663-00027895": "there are in fact a number of different", "jSNAZTu63_8-00141-00027895-00028127": "approaches you can take and gareth also", "jSNAZTu63_8-00142-00028127-00028214": "described", "jSNAZTu63_8-00143-00028216-00028479": "how it would be possible to for example", "jSNAZTu63_8-00144-00028480-00028687": "modify your weapons and equipment", "jSNAZTu63_8-00145-00028688-00028974": "for a more stealthy approach infiltrate", "jSNAZTu63_8-00146-00028975-00029031": "the base", "jSNAZTu63_8-00147-00029032-00029295": "deactivate alarms and defenses etc and", "jSNAZTu63_8-00148-00029295-00029551": "then perform your nefarious actions", "jSNAZTu63_8-00149-00029552-00029758": "without anyone ever knowing you were", "jSNAZTu63_8-00150-00029760-00029983": "there until of course they go to get", "jSNAZTu63_8-00151-00029983-00030167": "their salad from the shared canteen", "jSNAZTu63_8-00152-00030168-00030231": "fridge", "jSNAZTu63_8-00153-00030232-00030399": "and someone has clearly had a dip in", "jSNAZTu63_8-00154-00030400-00030558": "their mayo already", "jSNAZTu63_8-00155-00030560-00030727": "oh and jeff the maintenance guy is", "jSNAZTu63_8-00156-00030727-00030911": "slumped next to the coffee machine", "jSNAZTu63_8-00157-00030912-00031167": "with a brand new still smoking third eye", "jSNAZTu63_8-00158-00031168-00031223": "socket", "jSNAZTu63_8-00159-00031224-00031462": "in the middle of his forehead when the", "jSNAZTu63_8-00160-00031463-00031583": "team went on to describe", "jSNAZTu63_8-00161-00031583-00031751": "more of the mission types we'd be", "jSNAZTu63_8-00162-00031752-00031951": "engaged in one of the more interesting", "jSNAZTu63_8-00163-00031952-00032079": "to me personally", "jSNAZTu63_8-00164-00032080-00032318": "was in fact the exact reverse of what", "jSNAZTu63_8-00165-00032319-00032479": "was shown in the heist video", "jSNAZTu63_8-00166-00032480-00032702": "instead of infiltrating and disabling a", "jSNAZTu63_8-00167-00032703-00032823": "perfectly functional", "jSNAZTu63_8-00168-00032824-00033055": "installation after stealing a power", "jSNAZTu63_8-00169-00033056-00033151": "regulator", "jSNAZTu63_8-00170-00033152-00033415": "we'll be given a power regulator and", "jSNAZTu63_8-00171-00033416-00033679": "tasked with installing it in a disabled", "jSNAZTu63_8-00172-00033680-00033911": "damaged and abandoned base to bring it", "jSNAZTu63_8-00173-00033912-00034015": "back online", "jSNAZTu63_8-00174-00034016-00034231": "these installations may be on fire or", "jSNAZTu63_8-00175-00034232-00034479": "may have criminal types ransacking them", "jSNAZTu63_8-00176-00034480-00034718": "or be visited by scavengers halfway", "jSNAZTu63_8-00177-00034719-00034846": "through your mission", "jSNAZTu63_8-00178-00034847-00035046": "but if successful you'll be bringing the", "jSNAZTu63_8-00179-00035047-00035246": "installation back to life again which", "jSNAZTu63_8-00180-00035247-00035446": "sounds like a really cute twist on the", "jSNAZTu63_8-00181-00035447-00035646": "usual video game trope of", "jSNAZTu63_8-00182-00035647-00035927": "make that thing not work anymore the", "jSNAZTu63_8-00183-00035928-00036118": "subject of death in odyssey was finally", "jSNAZTu63_8-00184-00036119-00036295": "addressed last night and the solution is", "jSNAZTu63_8-00185-00036296-00036390": "actually simple", "jSNAZTu63_8-00186-00036391-00036583": "if you're on foot and don't own a", "jSNAZTu63_8-00187-00036584-00036759": "spaceship if you didn't know by the way", "jSNAZTu63_8-00188-00036760-00036911": "you don't need to own a spaceship to", "jSNAZTu63_8-00189-00036912-00036999": "play odyssey", "jSNAZTu63_8-00190-00037000-00037215": "then you'll be respawned at the nearest", "jSNAZTu63_8-00191-00037216-00037399": "star port or space station", "jSNAZTu63_8-00192-00037400-00037590": "if you do own a ship then you'll get the", "jSNAZTu63_8-00193-00037591-00037718": "star port choice", "jSNAZTu63_8-00194-00037719-00038007": "or the choice to spawn in your ship if", "jSNAZTu63_8-00195-00038008-00038151": "your ship is in a station", "jSNAZTu63_8-00196-00038152-00038359": "you're spawning the ship there if the", "jSNAZTu63_8-00197-00038360-00038567": "ship was on the ground it'll be pushed", "jSNAZTu63_8-00198-00038568-00038655": "to orbit", "jSNAZTu63_8-00199-00038656-00038830": "and then you'll spawn on the ship there", "jSNAZTu63_8-00200-00038831-00038967": "instead", "jSNAZTu63_8-00201-00038968-00039167": "if you had anything in your backpack the", "jSNAZTu63_8-00202-00039168-00039351": "on foot odyssey equivalent of your", "jSNAZTu63_8-00203-00039352-00039439": "ship's hold", "jSNAZTu63_8-00204-00039440-00039727": "then unsurprisingly you'll lose it we've", "jSNAZTu63_8-00205-00039728-00039927": "seen some comments online that the ai", "jSNAZTu63_8-00206-00039928-00040071": "shown in the demonstration", "jSNAZTu63_8-00207-00040072-00040271": "had a weapon accuracy that seemed to", "jSNAZTu63_8-00208-00040272-00040462": "imply that they've learned to shoot at", "jSNAZTu63_8-00209-00040463-00040655": "the same place as the stormtroopers from", "jSNAZTu63_8-00210-00040656-00040735": "star wars", "jSNAZTu63_8-00211-00040736-00040967": "and that they didn't evade fire much if", "jSNAZTu63_8-00212-00040968-00041046": "at all", "jSNAZTu63_8-00213-00041047-00041262": "fair criticism but the community team", "jSNAZTu63_8-00214-00041263-00041415": "were keen to stress", "jSNAZTu63_8-00215-00041416-00041590": "what we'd suspected that for the", "jSNAZTu63_8-00216-00041591-00041767": "purposes of the demonstration", "jSNAZTu63_8-00217-00041768-00041974": "they didn't spawn in the most competent", "jSNAZTu63_8-00218-00041975-00042102": "and deadly ai", "jSNAZTu63_8-00219-00042103-00042279": "and that in the final game you can", "jSNAZTu63_8-00220-00042280-00042487": "expect all sorts of different levels of", "jSNAZTu63_8-00221-00042488-00042630": "ai competency", "jSNAZTu63_8-00222-00042631-00042887": "driven by the nature of the installation", "jSNAZTu63_8-00223-00042888-00043087": "the faction in control and various", "jSNAZTu63_8-00224-00043088-00043295": "wobbles in the bgs etc", "jSNAZTu63_8-00225-00043296-00043527": "and scanning the ai before you engage", "jSNAZTu63_8-00226-00043528-00043607": "with them will tell", "jSNAZTu63_8-00227-00043608-00043911": "you what you're up against other details", "jSNAZTu63_8-00228-00043912-00044079": "that came out in the discussion", "jSNAZTu63_8-00229-00044080-00044327": "rewards as you'll expect will scale with", "jSNAZTu63_8-00230-00044328-00044471": "mission difficulty", "jSNAZTu63_8-00231-00044472-00044671": "the hacking into systems that was shown", "jSNAZTu63_8-00232-00044672-00044871": "uses a consumable called an", "jSNAZTu63_8-00233-00044872-00045111": "e-breach and these are apparently quite", "jSNAZTu63_8-00234-00045112-00045239": "expensive to buy", "jSNAZTu63_8-00235-00045240-00045415": "which will need to be balanced against", "jSNAZTu63_8-00236-00045416-00045615": "the mission rewards to determine", "jSNAZTu63_8-00237-00045616-00045839": "how you'll approach the mission players", "jSNAZTu63_8-00238-00045840-00046079": "will be able to take on diverse roles", "jSNAZTu63_8-00239-00046080-00046311": "based on the balance and modification of", "jSNAZTu63_8-00240-00046312-00046407": "their suits", "jSNAZTu63_8-00241-00046408-00046630": "weapons loadout and equipment and the", "jSNAZTu63_8-00242-00046631-00046823": "team reiterated that base", "jSNAZTu63_8-00243-00046824-00047143": "anti-ship defenses are very strong and a", "jSNAZTu63_8-00244-00047144-00047183": "full", "jSNAZTu63_8-00245-00047184-00047423": "frontal aerial assault on the base that", "jSNAZTu63_8-00246-00047424-00047518": "was shown", "jSNAZTu63_8-00247-00047519-00047743": "would mean your ship lasting between 15", "jSNAZTu63_8-00248-00047744-00047927": "to 20 seconds or so", "jSNAZTu63_8-00249-00047928-00048174": "before becoming an expensive fiery lawn", "jSNAZTu63_8-00250-00048175-00048295": "dart", "jSNAZTu63_8-00251-00048296-00048574": "and two very cool final details as we", "jSNAZTu63_8-00252-00048575-00048727": "reported yesterday", "jSNAZTu63_8-00253-00048728-00048911": "your ship's docking computer will have", "jSNAZTu63_8-00254-00048912-00049199": "the ability to auto land you on a planet", "jSNAZTu63_8-00255-00049200-00049479": "surface not just a landing pad doing", "jSNAZTu63_8-00256-00049480-00049695": "away with the embarrassing dirt shuffle", "jSNAZTu63_8-00257-00049696-00049895": "that often accompanies that particular", "jSNAZTu63_8-00258-00049896-00050151": "maneuver and whilst frontier have stated", "jSNAZTu63_8-00259-00050152-00050262": "before that certain", "jSNAZTu63_8-00260-00050263-00050462": "ambient conditions on a planet that are", "jSNAZTu63_8-00261-00050463-00050662": "lethal will prevent you leaving your", "jSNAZTu63_8-00262-00050663-00050767": "ship entirely", "jSNAZTu63_8-00263-00050768-00051015": "i'm speaking particularly of temperature", "jSNAZTu63_8-00264-00051016-00051223": "those conditions can change and whilst", "jSNAZTu63_8-00265-00051224-00051438": "it might be safe to leave your ship on a", "jSNAZTu63_8-00266-00051439-00051654": "given planet in darkness while the sun", "jSNAZTu63_8-00267-00051655-00051750": "is down", "jSNAZTu63_8-00268-00051751-00052030": "you are still orbiting a star and as we", "jSNAZTu63_8-00269-00052032-00052087": "know", "jSNAZTu63_8-00270-00052088-00052279": "daylight can cause things to warm up", "jSNAZTu63_8-00271-00052279-00052487": "considerably in elite and if you don't", "jSNAZTu63_8-00272-00052488-00052671": "pay attention to the conditions", "jSNAZTu63_8-00273-00052672-00052926": "and where you are in those conditions", "jSNAZTu63_8-00274-00052927-00053007": "daybreak", "jSNAZTu63_8-00275-00053008-00053175": "could mean you becoming a charcoal", "jSNAZTu63_8-00276-00053176-00053399": "flavoured french fry", "jSNAZTu63_8-00277-00053400-00053582": "so there you have it that's one very", "jSNAZTu63_8-00278-00053583-00053815": "small portion of the odyssey experience", "jSNAZTu63_8-00279-00053816-00054071": "expanded upon we still know almost", "jSNAZTu63_8-00280-00054072-00054319": "nothing about exploration and scavenging", "jSNAZTu63_8-00281-00054320-00054519": "in the upcoming paid expansion", "jSNAZTu63_8-00282-00054520-00054742": "and i suspect there's a whole bunch of", "jSNAZTu63_8-00283-00054744-00054935": "stuff that we don't yet know", "jSNAZTu63_8-00284-00054936-00055175": "that we don't know how are you feeling", "jSNAZTu63_8-00285-00055176-00055350": "about odyssey now that you've seen this", "jSNAZTu63_8-00286-00055351-00055438": "slice", "jSNAZTu63_8-00287-00055439-00055630": "what sort of approach can you see you", "jSNAZTu63_8-00288-00055632-00055807": "taking when assaulting a base like the", "jSNAZTu63_8-00289-00055808-00055838": "one", "jSNAZTu63_8-00290-00055839-00056079": "shown and what sort of mission type has", "jSNAZTu63_8-00291-00056079-00056223": "you most excited", "jSNAZTu63_8-00292-00056224-00056454": "let us know in the comments below the", "jSNAZTu63_8-00293-00056455-00056711": "elite dangerous odyssey alpha launches", "jSNAZTu63_8-00294-00056712-00057047": "on the pc on the 29th of march this is", "jSNAZTu63_8-00295-00057048-00057103": "going to be", "jSNAZTu63_8-00296-00057104-00057407": "a very long month indeed that's it for", "jSNAZTu63_8-00297-00057408-00057454": "now", "jSNAZTu63_8-00298-00057455-00057615": "thanks very much for watching we'll be", "jSNAZTu63_8-00299-00057616-00057799": "back later this week with more videos", "jSNAZTu63_8-00300-00057800-00057879": "until then", "jSNAZTu63_8-00301-00057879-00058063": "oh seven commanders follow the greens on", "jSNAZTu63_8-00302-00058064-00058238": "the way out and do keep clear of the", "jSNAZTu63_8-00303-00058239-00058335": "toast rack", "jSNAZTu63_8-00304-00058336-00058487": "we very much look forward to seeing you", "jSNAZTu63_8-00305-00058488-00059516": "next time", "jSNAZTu63_8-00306-00059516-00060966": "[Music]", "jSNAZTu63_8-00307-00060967-00061176": 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classroom", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00159-00049144-00049350": "and I know as we discuss some of those", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00160-00049351-00049539": "things like class size and those sorts", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00161-00049540-00049803": "of issues minimum class sizes this this", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00162-00049804-00050088": "may come into play on sorts of classes", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00163-00050089-00050346": "that they do actually seek outside of", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00164-00050347-00050556": "the school district so and one of the", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00165-00050557-00050904": "reasons for that is we really do not get", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00166-00050905-00051153": "enough students in these areas to offer", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00167-00051154-00051640": "a course to justify paying a teacher", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00168-00051641-00052205": "thank you very much thank you okay then", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00169-00052207-00052389": "the next item is the employee handbook", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00170-00052390-00052596": "and it looks like melissa is making her", 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helps us to have provides", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00246-00074205-00074405": "greater clarity to the IRS if they were", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00247-00074406-00074657": "to ever come back and question what", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00248-00074658-00074849": "we're doing with all the alternative", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00249-00074850-00075149": "benefit plans so the yellow is the new", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00250-00075150-00075368": "language it's really just defining what", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00251-00075369-00075482": "we already have written into our", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00252-00075483-00075815": "policies and just placing that in the", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00253-00075816-00076305": "handbook", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00254-00076306-00076853": "next one is vacation accumulation with", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00255-00076854-00077149": "this language what we are recommending", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00256-00077150-00077378": "is adding another option for employees", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00257-00077379-00077599": "so as you may recall when we", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00258-00077600-00077846": "transitioned into the handbook we had", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00259-00077847-00078061": "employees who were receiving vacation at", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00260-00078062-00078235": "different times of the year and to make", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00261-00078236-00078501": "everyone equal and on one date we", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00262-00078502-00078941": "provided some vacation to employees when", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00263-00078942-00079148": "they leave the district who may have", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00264-00079149-00079387": "been on and earned but not allocated or", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00265-00079388-00079660": "so to get everyone on the same schedule", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00266-00079661-00079837": "we've got some of these banks out here", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00267-00079838-00080074": "for people when they leave we ran into", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00268-00080075-00080242": "some problems over the summer for people", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00269-00080243-00080512": "who were retiring and they forgot they", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00270-00080513-00080800": "had this and the options that we gave", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00271-00080801-00081059": "them weren't working for them it", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00272-00081060-00081347": "required them to extend their retirement", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00273-00081348-00081574": "out and then they had to contact wrs and", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00274-00081575-00081832": "it made it more of a challenge than it", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00275-00081833-00082010": "should have been so the recommendation", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00276-00082011-00082255": "is to add another option that allows", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00277-00082256-00082479": "them just a lump sum payout of that", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00278-00082480-00082709": "vacation that has been accumulated for", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00279-00082710-00083238": "them and then the last two are the", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00280-00083239-00083518": "substitute pay rates so this is for the", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00281-00083519-00083863": "hourly and actually just the EA's and", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00282-00083864-00084091": "the teachers the language is the same", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00283-00084092-00084353": "and it really this is a result of moving", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00284-00084354-00084616": "to teachers on call in that contract", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00285-00084617-00084916": "that we entered into over the summer", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00286-00084917-00085162": "with the teachers on call paying our", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00287-00085163-00085448": "substitute teachers and EA's so really", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00288-00085449-00085703": "just saying that we don't pay them the", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00289-00085704-00086200": "third party does so that's all I have", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00290-00086201-00086536": "any questions on any of those or any", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00291-00086537-00086805": "that I did not go over tonight any", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00292-00086806-00087330": "questions they think use it", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00293-00087331-00087659": "then it's time for a consent agenda we", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00294-00087660-00087880": "have the personnel report financial", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00295-00087881-00088099": "claims and accounts second reading of", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00296-00088100-00088324": "the Student Code of Conduct and the", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00297-00088325-00088640": "American education recognition week so I", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00298-00088641-00088825": "would entertain unless you want any of", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00299-00088826-00089029": "those pulled out separately I would", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00300-00089030-00089171": "entertain a motion to approve the", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00301-00089172-00089546": "consent agenda items as presented motion", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00302-00089547-00090067": "there a second any discussion or", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00303-00090068-00090310": "questions seeing none all those in favor", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00304-00090311-00090499": "of approving the consent agenda as", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00305-00090500-00090679": "presented please signify by saying aye", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00306-00090680-00091081": "aye opposed nay motion carries", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00307-00091082-00091310": "okay board member reports and discussion", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00308-00091311-00091490": "alcohol on board members in the order of", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00309-00091491-00091669": "roll call and ask that they present any", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00310-00091670-00091873": "comments or committee reports that they", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00311-00091874-00092011": "may have", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00312-00092012-00092329": "Lisa Collins I don't have anything at", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00313-00092330-00092548": "this time okay mr. Cruz", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00314-00092549-00093223": "Tom what did I know I'm sorry", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00315-00093224-00093635": "any comments not pertaining to the board", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00316-00093636-00094147": "thank you Alex", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00317-00094148-00095263": "Anita okay and Kate I have lots but I'll", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00318-00095264-00095647": "be back", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00319-00095648-00096082": "one is a thank you to sue Outland Tom", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00320-00096083-00096328": "and I had the privilege of touring pre-k", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00321-00096329-00096497": "and that was one of the schools I didn't", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00322-00096498-00096790": "get to last year I still have a couple", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00323-00096791-00097006": "others but you're not the only one that", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00324-00097007-00097243": "I didn't get to in or two or three years", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00325-00097244-00097426": "ago and Lisa and I think went around to", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00326-00097427-00097786": "schools the kids are precious and the", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00327-00097787-00098026": "staff is phenomenal and what I", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00328-00098027-00098435": "especially enjoyed was the just this", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00329-00098436-00098747": "high level of all of your staff and", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00330-00098748-00099022": "yourself included in what is best needed", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00331-00099023-00099361": "for our little bitty bitty bits and how", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00332-00099362-00099766": "important those first steps are it was", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00333-00099767-00099829": "wonderful", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00334-00099830-00100207": "so thank you for that this past weekend", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00335-00100208-00100438": "I took part in the resolution committee", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00336-00100439-00100587": "for waz B and", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00337-00100588-00100841": "also attended a full-day seminar on", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00338-00100842-00101193": "legislative advocacy and came back with", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00339-00101194-00101424": "a really good booklet which maybe our", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00340-00101425-00101673": "district has already but ways that board", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00341-00101674-00101955": "members across the state can advocate", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00342-00101956-00102219": "for what their needs are state", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00343-00102220-00102555": "legislature legislators were there and", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00344-00102556-00102987": "spoke and listened many good speakers on", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00345-00102988-00103317": "many different issues as the resolutions", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00346-00103318-00103587": "which have been approved our forwarded", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00347-00103588-00103800": "to me I'll make sure I get that black", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00348-00103801-00104154": "and white copy to you and lastly in the", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00349-00104155-00104442": "red packet that's going on I just feel", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00350-00104443-00104643": "like I want to say something just in", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00351-00104644-00104964": "case Brian Olson who is Jenny's husband", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00352-00104965-00105201": "is listening tonight he put a letter of", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00353-00105202-00105333": "thank you and I think it's appropriate", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00354-00105334-00105724": "for me to just quote one of the things", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00355-00105725-00106029": "he said because it is it is a week", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00356-00106030-00106266": "coming up where we honor everyone who", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00357-00106267-00106554": "works with our kids the letter is a", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00358-00106555-00106776": "thank you in many ways to everyone who", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00359-00106777-00107034": "has touched his children and supported", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00360-00107035-00107510": "them and his wife as she was struggling", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00361-00107511-00107940": "in her last days hmm one of the quotes", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00362-00107941-00108138": "he said though I think is is something I", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00363-00108139-00108327": "want all of you to know because we are", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00364-00108328-00108576": "public servants we don't make the best", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00365-00108577-00108879": "money in the world but we have the best", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00366-00108880-00109188": "job I think here's what he said and is", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00367-00109189-00109531": "this is verbatim numbers", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00368-00109532-00109768": "are things that you do he's talking to", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00369-00109769-00109969": "the school board and that's important", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00370-00109970-00110259": "but remember the people the great people", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00371-00110260-00110541": "they are not just numbers they are the", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00372-00110542-00110709": "caring people who go out of their way to", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00373-00110710-00111022": "support those in need particularly the", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00374-00111023-00111247": "children that everyday enter their", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00375-00111248-00111321": "classrooms", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00376-00111322-00111820": "so using Brian's words thank you Brian", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00377-00111821-00112110": "for that letter that was remarkable but", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00378-00112111-00112302": "thank you to every single person that", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00379-00112303-00112659": "works in this district from every", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00380-00112660-00112950": "department every department the lowest", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00381-00112951-00113224": "paid to the highest paid those who work", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00382-00113225-00113451": "the longest hours or the shortest hours", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00383-00113452-00113650": "you do make a difference and people", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00384-00113651-00113927": "appreciate that", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00385-00113928-00114375": "thank you sure Tom I just wanna yeah I", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00386-00114376-00114501": "was thinking about something that the", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00387-00114502-00114726": "Finance Committee but yeah Suze has a", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00388-00114727-00114951": "really good program and I look forward", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00389-00114952-00115227": "to working more with her and her staff", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00390-00115228-00115440": "and trying to make the most of what she", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00391-00115441-00115624": "brings to the table for the homeland", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00392-00115625-00115882": "school district so real opportunities at", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00393-00115883-00116136": "that age group real opportunity you can", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00394-00116138-00116482": "make some big changes so I just thank", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00395-00116483-00116625": "you again for your time that was really", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00396-00116626-00116784": "nice water bottle tool that was really", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00397-00116785-00117279": "great thank you mister Menninger just a", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00398-00117280-00117438": "couple of things buildings and grounds", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00399-00117439-00117673": "met tonight we did some policy work that", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00400-00117674-00117888": "you have some policies coming relatively", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00401-00117889-00118266": "soon to the board we've just about got a", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00402-00118267-00118575": "couple finalized and then we reviewed to", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00403-00118576-00118768": "some of the third Friday pupil counts", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00404-00118769-00118986": "and how it relates to the buildings and", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00405-00118988-00119151": "we continue to be in pretty good shape", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00406-00119152-00119460": "there for the time being but always", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00407-00119461-00119652": "looking out into the future and good", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00408-00119653-00119913": "that that committee continues to keep", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00409-00119914-00120162": "the community formed on that as well and", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00410-00120163-00120309": "then the last thing the weather forecast", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00411-00120310-00120615": "does is thinking winter and just remind", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00412-00120616-00120786": "everybody no better place to be on the", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00413-00120788-00121006": "cold winter nights then inside the gym", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00414-00121007-00121296": "or at the rink cheering on Holmen Sports", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00415-00121297-00121756": "thank you well I have a couple things", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00416-00121757-00121999": "too I think I missed the last meeting so", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00417-00122000-00122218": "I've got a couple aggregate sorts of", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00418-00122219-00122577": "things but I did attend the villages", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00419-00122578-00122821": "tiff meeting that was held recently and", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00420-00122822-00123043": "we are progressing and moving forward", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00421-00123044-00123256": "everyone was in attendance this time so", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00422-00123257-00123504": "that was a positive thing and moving", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00423-00123505-00123864": "forward I think pretty routinely through", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00424-00123865-00124038": "the ranks I know that the village and", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00425-00124039-00124233": "the county had some issues and it sounds", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00426-00124234-00124422": "like they were able to work those out", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00427-00124423-00124723": "also attended an educator compensation", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00428-00124724-00125211": "meeting we have reviewed the steps or", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00429-00125213-00125431": "the survey that was done in the", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00430-00125432-00125934": "community we the focus group also had an", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00431-00125935-00126094": "opportunity those folks some of those", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00432-00126095-00126303": "folks who participated in the focus", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00433-00126304-00126670": "group as part of that earlier it had an", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00434-00126671-00126825": "opportunity to see those results and", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00435-00126826-00126886": "then the next", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00436-00126888-00127175": "the compensation committee came through", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00437-00127176-00127483": "and and saw that and we are working on", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00438-00127484-00127706": "releasing that information to the", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00439-00127707-00128000": "greater School District community to", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00440-00128001-00128225": "share with you the results of that but I", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00441-00128226-00128570": "think pretty positive results so good", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00442-00128571-00128864": "things good things to hear and our", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00443-00128865-00129041": "committee is set some dates to move", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00444-00129042-00129263": "forward then and will continue to to", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00445-00129264-00129527": "meet and the plan is to have some sort", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00446-00129528-00129859": "of resolution that we as a school board", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00447-00129860-00130135": "will probably begin hearing about as we", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00448-00130136-00130384": "start to talk about compensation for the", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00449-00130385-00130538": "upcoming school year", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00450-00130539-00130838": "we the plan isn't to adopt that change", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00451-00130839-00131035": "although we may be able to depending on", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00452-00131036-00131339": "what we see and what we find but that we", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00453-00131340-00131560": "at least give a year out notice to our", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00454-00131561-00131771": "educators and that's who this is", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00455-00131772-00132311": "primarily affecting so that they can", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00456-00132312-00132638": "make decisions on continuing education", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00457-00132639-00132923": "and those sorts of things in more I", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00458-00132924-00133223": "guess informed manner so we continue to", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00459-00133224-00133463": "do that work also had since my last", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00460-00133464-00133622": "meeting the opportunity to attend the", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00461-00133623-00133808": "salt committee and they have a lot on", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00462-00133809-00133973": "their agenda and a lot of good", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00463-00133974-00134267": "discussion there and thank you Kate for", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00464-00134268-00134468": "your role as the the chair that coming", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00465-00134469-00134774": "in I know that we had some really good", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00466-00134775-00134954": "discussion and it was good to hear a", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00467-00134955-00135382": "couple parents their some of their", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00468-00135383-00135659": "perceptions of things that are happening", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00469-00135660-00135860": "in the buildings and just the you know", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00470-00135861-00136484": "the impact of educator assistants and", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00471-00136485-00136901": "and the EA's and but the role that they", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00472-00136902-00137096": "see of that teacher and the highly", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00473-00137097-00137273": "skilled teachers that we have and the", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00474-00137274-00137405": "respect that they have for those", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00475-00137406-00137783": "teachers to deliver the the education", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00476-00137784-00137951": "for their students so that was it was", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00477-00137952-00138476": "very interesting and then I attended the", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00478-00138477-00138890": "memorial service for Zak mang I can't", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00479-00138891-00139157": "say his kimchee I think is how they", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00480-00139158-00139383": "pronounce his name his mom named", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00481-00139384-00139811": "I tell you it was a very very touching", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00482-00139812-00140132": "service and I was so proud of our", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00483-00140133-00140388": "teaching staff and our educators and", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00484-00140389-00140712": "coaches and guidance people that were", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00485-00140713-00141191": "there that spoke and were there to", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00486-00141192-00141593": "console whether they were just recent", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00487-00141594-00141897": "graduates alumni of our school or", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00488-00141898-00142176": "current students that had played soccer", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00489-00142177-00142392": "with that young man or were on the seeds", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00490-00142393-00142779": "program with him and it was a Sunday", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00491-00142780-00143013": "afternoon but there was that core group", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00492-00143014-00143250": "of people who were there taking out", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00493-00143251-00143445": "their personal time to again provide", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00494-00143446-00143694": "served support and services to our", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00495-00143695-00143886": "students both the current and past", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00496-00143887-00144201": "students and eloquence Laurie Kessler", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00497-00144202-00144477": "spoke about what was happening in that", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00498-00144478-00144870": "room that day and how this is what he", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00499-00144871-00145032": "would have that young man would have", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00500-00145033-00145410": "left us his legacy to really see the", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00501-00145411-00145686": "Holmen community school community Hmong", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00502-00145687-00146085": "community community period coming", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00503-00146086-00146445": "together and recognizing a vibrant young", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00504-00146446-00146829": "man and and I remember him not that I", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00505-00146830-00147048": "knew him but I do remember graduation", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00506-00147049-00147333": "and he smiled he had that biggest smile", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00507-00147334-00147540": "on his face as he came across the stage", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00508-00147541-00147711": "and I remember turning back and looking", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00509-00147712-00147951": "at my fellow board members and say this", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00510-00147952-00148137": "is what it's all about that smile that", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00511-00148138-00148602": "he had and great young man and just - it", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00512-00148603-00148935": "was my first time at a Hmong service and", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00513-00148936-00149199": "so I stayed a little bit later they had", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00514-00149200-00149367": "a nice slide show and all of that but", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00515-00149368-00149838": "where we all had some sparkling toast to", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00516-00149839-00150009": "him and all of that in they had of", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00517-00150010-00150273": "course wanted to feed us but then the", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00518-00150274-00150501": "the beating of the drum and the some of", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00519-00150502-00150690": "the other things that were happening as", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00520-00150691-00151128": "the Hmong tradition that was just I kind", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00521-00151129-00151542": "of invoking of me of this was something", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00522-00151543-00151809": "big that happened for those people who", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00523-00151810-00151913": "were there that day", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00524-00151914-00152141": "and it changed me and I'm sure it", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00525-00152142-00152387": "changed all of them so thank you for", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00526-00152388-00152591": "going I was out of town that weekend and", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00527-00152592-00152816": "it's just I I think it's so important", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00528-00152817-00153098": "that we as a board help our people", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00529-00153099-00153296": "grieve well and I was just so impressed", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00530-00153297-00153500": "by our staff that were there it was just", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00531-00153501-00153689": "such a nice thing to see that they were", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00532-00153690-00154037": "there that day yeah it does it really", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00533-00154038-00154126": "does", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00534-00154127-00154430": "so with that high note then I will just", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00535-00154431-00154637": "review our meeting schedule that we have", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00536-00154638-00154955": "coming up the 19th we have a board", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00537-00154956-00155153": "workshop with Matt sail at six at", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00538-00155154-00155495": "Prairie View the 24th is our school", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00539-00155496-00155930": "board meeting the third of December is a", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00540-00155931-00156116": "school board workshop and that's a one", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00541-00156117-00156350": "on one it will be here Matt will be here", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00542-00156351-00156575": "and then we have board meetings on the", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00543-00156576-00157025": "8th and the 22nd of December and the", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00544-00157026-00157346": "12th of January and then the convention", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00545-00157347-00157499": "teacher educator the state education", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00546-00157500-00157850": "convention is January 21st to the 23rd", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00547-00157851-00158057": "in Milwaukee and I would encourage you", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00548-00158058-00158252": "to take a look at your plans and", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00549-00158253-00158549": "schedule possibly attend it's really I", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00550-00158550-00158807": "think a positive thing for our board to", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00551-00158808-00159104": "attend school election notice of course", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00552-00159105-00159335": "anita and kate are up for election this", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00553-00159336-00159542": "year and there are in our packet", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00554-00159543-00159793": "materials and things that need to be", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00555-00159794-00160205": "completed and the the deadlines are also", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00556-00160206-00160580": "included there so board meeting", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00557-00160581-00160802": "reflection other than it was a short one", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00558-00160803-00161024": "anyone have anything else they would", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00559-00161025-00161504": "like to share I think you probably do", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00560-00161505-00161975": "too well with nothing else then I would", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00561-00161976-00162212": "entertain a motion to adjourn so is", "jSV_zOrOBcg-00562-00162213-00162539": 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"jVocSPJ7c1k-00039-00009247-00009567": "um and also for for them to to make uh", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00040-00009568-00009855": "connections uh as as much as possible so", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00041-00009856-00010135": "to that end we do have a linkedin group", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00042-00010136-00010414": "that all of our our speakers are part of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00043-00010415-00010542": "that's a great way", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00044-00010543-00010710": "uh a tomcat linkedin group is a great", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00045-00010711-00010959": "way to connect with them and we will", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00046-00010960-00011151": "post that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00047-00011152-00011463": "a little bit later in the showcase", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00048-00011464-00011542": "um", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00049-00011543-00011742": "before i turn it over to our teams i", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00050-00011743-00011967": "want to make two really quick uh tomcat", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00051-00011968-00012303": "specific announcements um the the first", 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and the two big problem areas that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00066-00016144-00016263": "we've highlighted", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00067-00016263-00016647": "this year are tropical deforestation", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00068-00016648-00016991": "and uh the abatement of greenhouse gases", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00069-00016992-00017263": "uh specifically in the developing world", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00070-00017264-00017503": "um we're really excited about the this", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00071-00017504-00017791": "program and the potential to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00072-00017792-00017958": "sort of uh", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00073-00017959-00018207": "direct uh some of the innovation talent", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00074-00018208-00018535": "towards these problem areas um the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00075-00018536-00018775": "proposals for phase one will open in", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00076-00018776-00018983": "december uh please reach out to us look", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00077-00018984-00019191": "at uh connect with our website to find", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00078-00019192-00019263": "out", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00079-00019264-00019494": "uh more information", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00080-00019495-00019791": "and to synergize with that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00081-00019792-00019958": "we are", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00082-00019959-00020247": "continuing uh we're running a new season", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00083-00020248-00020503": "of uh our tackling global challenges", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00084-00020504-00020647": "series", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00085-00020648-00020967": "this will be a series of zoom events", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00086-00020968-00021239": "um where we engage out outside experts", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00087-00021240-00021519": "to provide uh insight into", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00088-00021520-00021711": "a particular problem area and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00089-00021712-00021991": "opportunities to develop new solutions", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00090-00021992-00022286": "so uh last year we had plastics as the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00091-00022287-00022439": "theme this year", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00092-00022440-00022686": "to synergize with tomcat solutions we're", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00093-00022687-00022886": "focusing this series on tropical", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00094-00022887-00023039": "deforestation", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00095-00023040-00023278": "um we've already uh lined up some some", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00096-00023279-00023519": "really phenomenal speakers uh to provide", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00097-00023520-00023735": "some some insight into that into that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00098-00023736-00023927": "problem", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00099-00023928-00024230": "uh so with that i'm going to uh begin", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00100-00024231-00024455": "the uh the main event here i'll just do", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00101-00024456-00024671": "really quick uh introductions to give", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00102-00024672-00024871": "our speakers for the maximum time", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00103-00024872-00025127": "uh to tell us about their companies um", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00104-00025128-00025375": "the first team we're gonna hear from", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00105-00025376-00025542": "his company called bundle", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00106-00025543-00025839": "um this is uh edison ding and janna", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00107-00025839-00026006": "kalucci", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00108-00026007-00026246": "bundle the the sort of tagline is a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00109-00026247-00026423": "one-stop shop for building materials", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00110-00026424-00026718": "procurement um so builders save time and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00111-00026719-00026911": "money and access", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00112-00026912-00027207": "health and sustainability information", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00113-00027208-00027295": "um", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00114-00027295-00027527": "this is a obviously a company that's", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00115-00027527-00027735": "addressing a big problem in the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00116-00027736-00027911": "construction industry", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00117-00027912-00028143": "um the construction industry accounts", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00118-00028144-00028487": "for uh accounted for about 38", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00119-00028488-00028767": "of co2 emissions globally in 2019 so", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00120-00028768-00028911": "it's a huge", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00121-00028912-00029199": "uh footprint as you'll hear from bundle", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00122-00029200-00029302": "there's", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00123-00029304-00029495": "incredible opportunities to improve", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00124-00029495-00029711": "efficiency reduce waste and have a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00125-00029712-00029967": "correspondingly big impact so", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00126-00029968-00030158": "janna and edison thank you for for", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00127-00030160-00030302": "joining us", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00128-00030303-00030495": "great thanks for having us exciting to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00129-00030495-00031087": "be here", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00130-00031088-00031327": "all right well hello everyone and thank", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00131-00031327-00031543": "you so much for attending today we're", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00132-00031544-00031735": "excited to tell you more about bundle", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00133-00031736-00031958": "our one-stop shop for building materials", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00134-00031960-00032199": "procurement i'm jana flucci and i'm our", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00135-00032200-00032470": "ceo and co-founder to give you a little", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00136-00032472-00032655": "bit more background about myself before", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00137-00032656-00032902": "we get started i graduated from stanford", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00138-00032903-00033127": "gsb in june but before that worked in", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00139-00033128-00033311": "design and construction for five years", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00140-00033312-00033423": "in new york", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00141-00033424-00033639": "and during that time one of my projects", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00142-00033640-00033815": "was to build my company's headquarters", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00143-00033816-00033983": "which was really supposed to be a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00144-00033984-00034215": "showcase of healthy sustainable", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00145-00034216-00034367": "innovative building", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00146-00034368-00034559": "and while the project was ultimately a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00147-00034560-00034767": "success it really opened my eyes to how", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00148-00034768-00034902": "fragmented and antiquated the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00149-00034903-00035143": "construction industry is specifically i", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00150-00035144-00035359": "saw that the way that we buy materials", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00151-00035360-00035599": "greatly limits innovation and i decided", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00152-00035600-00035839": "to use business school as a time to step", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00153-00035840-00036030": "up the construction stack to try to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00154-00036031-00036215": "address these systemic problems and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00155-00036216-00036383": "ultimately unlock healthier more", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00156-00036384-00036702": "sustainable and more innovative building", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00157-00036703-00036902": "hi everyone my name is edison and prior", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00158-00036903-00037135": "to pursuing my mba at stanford i spent", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00159-00037136-00037302": "about four years in new york working in", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00160-00037303-00037527": "design and construction as an architect", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00161-00037528-00037671": "i led designs for larger scale", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00162-00037672-00037846": "commercial projects such as the new uber", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00163-00037847-00038055": "headquarters in mission bay and an 800", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00164-00038056-00038215": "foot tall tower as part of a mixed-use", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00165-00038216-00038487": "project called hudson's site in detroit", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00166-00038488-00038655": "the process of translating architectural", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00167-00038656-00038830": "designs to real buildings showed me how", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00168-00038831-00038943": "much friction and how many", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00169-00038944-00039102": "inefficiencies there are in the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00170-00039103-00039262": "construction process starting from", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00171-00039263-00039407": "getting the right building materials on", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00172-00039408-00039535": "the job site", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00173-00039536-00039735": "with bundle our goal is to transform how", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00174-00039736-00039983": "the construction industry buys sells and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00175-00039984-00040174": "manages materials and improve the way", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00176-00040175-00040367": "that we build we're excited to share our", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00177-00040368-00040607": "vision here with you today", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00178-00040608-00040839": "awesome so what might surprise you is", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00179-00040840-00041095": "that 98 of construction projects finish", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00180-00041096-00041302": "over time and over budget and the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00181-00041303-00041439": "current system of building materials", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00182-00041440-00041655": "procurement is a major contributing", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00183-00041656-00041751": "factor", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00184-00041752-00041967": "costing builders and owners up to 250", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00185-00041968-00042199": "billion dollars annually to dig into", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00186-00042200-00042390": "this a little bit more deeply on every", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00187-00042391-00042551": "single project builders spend much of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00188-00042552-00042767": "their day researching products placing", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00189-00042768-00042974": "orders and coordinating delivery which", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00190-00042975-00043143": "can mean calling tens to hundreds of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00191-00043144-00043318": "vendors to get current pricing lead", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00192-00043319-00043511": "times and availability for any of the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00193-00043512-00043718": "products that they want to order", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00194-00043719-00043990": "and as you may be privy to covet has", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00195-00043991-00044207": "only made lead times and pricing more", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00196-00044208-00044390": "unpredictable with all of these supply", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00197-00044391-00044543": "chains", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00198-00044544-00044702": "so let's take one of our pilot builders", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00199-00044703-00044918": "as an example brian who's one of our", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00200-00044919-00045111": "current customers should be building on", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00201-00045112-00045311": "the job site but instead he needs to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00202-00045312-00045527": "manage figuring out pricing and lead", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00203-00045528-00045718": "times for products he has to manage", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00204-00045719-00045862": "payments for all of the products that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00205-00045863-00046046": "he's ordering and he also has to put out", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00206-00046047-00046271": "fires when products unexpectedly don't", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00207-00046272-00046543": "arrive on time he may even lose business", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00208-00046544-00046758": "because projects become delayed or are", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00209-00046759-00046958": "so far over budget that people don't", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00210-00046959-00047158": "want to work with him anymore", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00211-00047159-00047302": "should there be greener healthy building", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00212-00047303-00047518": "requirements brian dreads this even more", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00213-00047519-00047655": "because there's more research more", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00214-00047656-00047839": "paperwork and probably more cost", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00215-00047840-00047974": "involved", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00216-00047975-00048158": "however with bundle", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00217-00048159-00048335": "brian can really focus on building", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00218-00048336-00048502": "bundle's the first procurement platform", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00219-00048503-00048711": "that enables builders and suppliers to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00220-00048712-00048879": "buy sell and manage construction", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00221-00048880-00049095": "materials from quote to delivery", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00222-00049096-00049279": "powered by a two-sided marketplace and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00223-00049280-00049462": "project management tools", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00224-00049463-00049630": "with bundle builders like brian get", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00225-00049631-00049783": "access to real-time pricing and lead", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00226-00049784-00049990": "times all in one place and they get that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00227-00049991-00050174": "information through a few clicks rather", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00228-00050175-00050423": "than hundreds of calls and emails", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00229-00050424-00050567": "on the other side of the marketplace", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00230-00050568-00050790": "suppliers benefit from a digitized sales", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00231-00050791-00051030": "process custom ecommerce storefronts and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00232-00051031-00051366": "access to data to better predict demand", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00233-00051367-00051575": "on bundle brian simply uploads a product", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00234-00051576-00051790": "order form and our system optimizes for", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00235-00051791-00052046": "price lead time sustainability metrics", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00236-00052047-00052270": "or other project goals brian can even", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00237-00052271-00052447": "see price trends for specific products", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00238-00052448-00052663": "over time informing him if he should buy", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00239-00052664-00052847": "now or wait for a better price or lead", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00240-00052848-00052959": "time", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00241-00052960-00053119": "brian can then check out through bundle", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00242-00053120-00053287": "only paying one vendor rather than", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00243-00053288-00053471": "dealing with the payment terms of many", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00244-00053472-00053607": "different suppliers", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00245-00053608-00053799": "and on brian's first project with bundle", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00246-00053800-00053975": "he saved eight percent on his project", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00247-00053976-00054150": "costs and access up-to-date lead time", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00248-00054151-00054447": "information for almost all of them", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00249-00054448-00054599": "brian's also able to view project", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00250-00054600-00054830": "information orders and tracking status", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00251-00054832-00055038": "all on a personalized dashboard should", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00252-00055039-00055199": "there be any delays on the project he", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00253-00055200-00055350": "has real-time updates rather than", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00254-00055351-00055519": "finding out about a problem when a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00255-00055520-00055663": "product doesn't show up or the wrong", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00256-00055664-00055830": "product gets delivered to the project", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00257-00055832-00055935": "site", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00258-00055936-00056063": "this also reduces the amount of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00259-00056064-00056230": "construction waste and excess carbon", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00260-00056232-00056407": "footprint that results from mis-ordered", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00261-00056408-00056638": "or reordered products", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00262-00056639-00056807": "on the supplier sides to the other side", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00263-00056808-00056991": "of the marketplace manufacturers and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00264-00056991-00057182": "distributors are able to pre-populate", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00265-00057183-00057399": "product information even before an order", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00266-00057400-00057582": "comes in allowing them to speed up and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00267-00057583-00057830": "simplify the bidding process overall", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00268-00057832-00058054": "bundle smart quoting tool enables easy", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00269-00058055-00058215": "communication between suppliers and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00270-00058216-00058415": "builders which really supports existing", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00271-00058416-00058623": "relationships but simplifies all of the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00272-00058624-00058975": "communication that typically happens", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00273-00058976-00059159": "bundle we think of environmental impact", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00274-00059160-00059366": "through three different buckets", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00275-00059367-00059535": "first and foremost bundle enables", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00276-00059536-00059687": "greater transparency throughout the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00277-00059688-00059894": "product procurement process which helps", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00278-00059895-00060063": "builders avoid waste generation through", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00279-00060064-00060279": "product miss orders over orders and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00280-00060279-00060438": "delivery delays", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00281-00060439-00060591": "leveraging industry research about", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00282-00060591-00060799": "carbon emissions on construction sites", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00283-00060800-00060942": "and specifically emissions resulting", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00284-00060944-00061142": "from on-site construction we predict", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00285-00061144-00061406": "that bundle can eliminate at least 25 of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00286-00061407-00061599": "product order errors", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00287-00061600-00061791": "this results in saving an estimated 9", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00288-00061791-00062030": "million metric tons of co2 each year", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00289-00062032-00062215": "worldwide and we expect that this could", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00290-00062216-00062430": "increase from there", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00291-00062432-00062630": "secondly as an end-to-end procurement", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00292-00062632-00062830": "solution integration with existing", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00293-00062832-00062975": "healthy and sustainable material", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00294-00062976-00063238": "databases is very top of mind", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00295-00063239-00063423": "for suppliers this gives environmentally", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00296-00063424-00063559": "friendly products a competitive", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00297-00063560-00063766": "advantage through increased exposure and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00298-00063767-00063935": "marketability to a broad network of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00299-00063936-00064111": "customers and maybe even more", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00300-00064112-00064215": "importantly", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00301-00064216-00064406": "on the other side for builders if all", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00302-00064407-00064559": "products are purchased through one", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00303-00064560-00064782": "consolidated platform sustainability", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00304-00064783-00064959": "attributes and total project carbon", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00305-00064960-00065230": "become much easier to calculate this is", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00306-00065232-00065406": "something i've experienced firsthand and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00307-00065407-00065550": "really hoped that there was a solution", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00308-00065551-00065655": "for", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00309-00065656-00065894": "and lastly we have longer term dreams of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00310-00065895-00066126": "a building materials resale market even", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00311-00066127-00066335": "if products are ordered incorrectly even", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00312-00066336-00066526": "through bundle bundles marketplace", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00313-00066527-00066735": "infrastructure allows for easy resale of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00314-00066736-00066894": "materials rather than scrapping them", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00315-00066895-00067094": "into a landfill or sending them all the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00316-00067095-00067447": "way back to a supplier", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00317-00067448-00067638": "so shifting gears a little bit looking", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00318-00067639-00067838": "at traction we're currently underway", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00319-00067839-00068006": "with four builder pilots in three", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00320-00068007-00068206": "geographic regions as well as pilots", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00321-00068207-00068438": "with three national manufacturers for", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00322-00068439-00068599": "these pilots we've evaluated more than", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00323-00068600-00068743": "two million dollars worth of building", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00324-00068744-00068879": "products and expect our first", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00325-00068880-00069038": "transactions through the platform in the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00326-00069039-00069167": "coming weeks", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00327-00069168-00069326": "through this process we've also engaged", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00328-00069327-00069550": "with over 300 product distributors which", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00329-00069551-00069703": "has built up our network to quickly get", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00330-00069704-00069894": "the information we need even if it isn't", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00331-00069895-00070199": "pre-populated on bundle", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00332-00070200-00070391": "broadly bundle taps into the 1.3", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00333-00070392-00070623": "trillion dollar u.s construction market", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00334-00070624-00070782": "across the country most construction is", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00335-00070783-00071038": "done by the 730 000 small and medium", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00336-00071039-00071206": "construction companies who don't have", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00337-00071207-00071399": "robust procurement teams or purchasing", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00338-00071400-00071615": "power and as a result our prime users", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00339-00071616-00071719": "for bundle", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00340-00071720-00071926": "with the 700 k average annual product", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00341-00071927-00072126": "spent per builder assuming a five", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00342-00072127-00072311": "percent market penetration and bundles", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00343-00072312-00072559": "each 10 take rate bundle can make at", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00344-00072560-00072943": "least 2.6 billion in annual revenue", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00345-00072944-00073119": "within the small medium business segment", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00346-00073120-00073255": "we believe that the modular market", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00347-00073256-00073431": "provides bundle key strategic entry", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00348-00073432-00073526": "point", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00349-00073527-00073703": "primarily compared with uh to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00350-00073704-00073903": "traditional subcontractors modular", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00351-00073904-00074047": "builders need to manage even more", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00352-00074048-00074215": "product orders because they take on the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00353-00074216-00074399": "roles of many subcontractors under one", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00354-00074400-00074487": "roof", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00355-00074488-00074671": "through creating buildings in factories", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00356-00074672-00074767": "they're essentially a super", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00357-00074768-00074967": "subcontractor and experience procurement", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00358-00074968-00075238": "pain points at an even larger scale", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00359-00075239-00075406": "modular builders also tend to seek out", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00360-00075407-00075582": "technology making them key early", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00361-00075583-00075782": "adopters in comparison to other more", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00362-00075783-00075919": "technology-adverse players in the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00363-00075920-00076062": "industry", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00364-00076063-00076238": "our product easily serves both module", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00365-00076239-00076447": "builders and more traditional builders", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00366-00076448-00076606": "allowing for a seamless transition to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00367-00076607-00076838": "the broader market in the near future", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00368-00076839-00077023": "our go-to-market strategy continues to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00369-00077024-00077238": "leverage strategic players such as owner", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00370-00077239-00077423": "operators managing large real estate", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00371-00077424-00077631": "portfolios and top-down general", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00372-00077632-00077823": "contractor engagement", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00373-00077824-00078015": "in the coming months we expect customer", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00374-00078016-00078143": "acquisition to occur through", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00375-00078144-00078391": "partnerships warm connections and highly", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00376-00078392-00078567": "concentrated industry groups for both", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00377-00078568-00078871": "builders and suppliers", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00378-00078872-00079023": "in terms of our business model it's", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00379-00079024-00079255": "twofold builders pay a transaction fee", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00380-00079256-00079431": "when they order products which is folded", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00381-00079432-00079591": "into the quoted prices they see on the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00382-00079592-00079694": "platform", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00383-00079695-00079879": "suppliers pay sas fees for the core", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00384-00079880-00080055": "platform and additional subscription", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00385-00080056-00080262": "fees for access to business intelligence", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00386-00080263-00080631": "and data analytics features", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00387-00080632-00080823": "a little bit about our competitors", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00388-00080824-00081006": "bundles focus is not just on the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00389-00081007-00081206": "builders but we also focus on providing", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00390-00081207-00081375": "tools to suppliers", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00391-00081376-00081599": "some startups like reno run or curry", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00392-00081600-00081831": "focus on last minute last mile delivery", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00393-00081832-00082023": "whereas bundle is focusing on stepping", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00394-00082024-00082199": "up the construction stack to address the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00395-00082200-00082343": "root cause of procurement problems", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00396-00082344-00082511": "before they happen", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00397-00082512-00082606": "there are a few other product", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00398-00082607-00082862": "marketplaces like agora or join they", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00399-00082863-00083055": "focus primarily on builder focused", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00400-00083056-00083343": "features and project management tools", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00401-00083344-00083535": "big box retailers such as home depot can", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00402-00083536-00083694": "be fast but they can be limited in", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00403-00083695-00083879": "variety because they own their inventory", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00404-00083880-00084150": "and need to leverage economies of scale", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00405-00084151-00084271": "and lastly we've started to see", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00406-00084272-00084455": "supplier-focused e-commerce solutions in", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00407-00084456-00084631": "other industries which we're bringing to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00408-00084632-00084782": "construction as a way to get real-time", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00409-00084783-00085167": "supplier data we need in our marketplace", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00410-00085168-00085311": "currently we're raising our pre-seed", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00411-00085312-00085455": "rounds to grow our engineering team", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00412-00085456-00085631": "develop the next version of our product", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00413-00085632-00085782": "and move forward with the next stages of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00414-00085783-00085894": "our pilots", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00415-00085895-00086087": "we're also taking part in both startups", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00416-00086088-00086238": "and on-deck which provide us with", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00417-00086239-00086462": "additional mentors educational content", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00418-00086463-00086791": "and hiring and fundraising support", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00419-00086792-00086943": "so in addition to our fundraise we're", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00420-00086944-00087118": "working hard on building up our supplier", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00421-00087119-00087335": "pipeline talking to leaders of relevant", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00422-00087336-00087518": "industry groups and also hiring a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00423-00087519-00087647": "front-end engineer", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00424-00087648-00087767": "we'd love to talk if you have any of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00425-00087768-00088023": "these connections", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00426-00088024-00088215": "so during a time when supply chains are", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00427-00088216-00088406": "more fragile than ever and we need", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00428-00088407-00088599": "solutions to minimize waste and reduce", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00429-00088600-00088799": "our carbon footprint bundle can provide", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00430-00088800-00088911": "an answer", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00431-00088912-00089031": "thank you and we look forward to your", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00432-00089032-00089294": "questions", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00433-00089295-00089606": "great thank you jenna and edison for a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00434-00089607-00089735": "really interesting presentation", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00435-00089736-00089943": "congratulations on the early traction", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00436-00089944-00090062": "you're getting", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00437-00090063-00090238": "um i think i'm going to start with a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00438-00090239-00090647": "question from the from the audience so", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00439-00090648-00090838": "given the the long tail on building", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00440-00090839-00091062": "supplies how will you populate your", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00441-00091063-00091279": "supplier list sufficiently", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00442-00091280-00091455": "to really be seen as the one stop shop", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00443-00091456-00091662": "for for procurement management", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00444-00091663-00091847": "yeah really great question happy to take", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00445-00091848-00092031": "that one um so right now the way that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00446-00092032-00092238": "we're essentially managing that process", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00447-00092239-00092503": "is twofold so eventually we want to get", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00448-00092504-00092662": "to the point where we have all of this", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00449-00092663-00092887": "data pre-populated on bundle which", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00450-00092888-00093143": "really expedites any sort of speed leak", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00451-00093144-00093279": "or any sort of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00452-00093280-00093431": "pricing information lead time any of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00453-00093432-00093623": "that straight into the order forms and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00454-00093624-00093879": "into the platform on the builder side", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00455-00093880-00094047": "but in addition to doing that with the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00456-00094048-00094247": "manufacturer information that we have to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00457-00094248-00094518": "date we essentially have created a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00458-00094519-00094735": "digitized bidding process of sorts that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00459-00094736-00094926": "really mimics the more manual process", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00460-00094927-00095167": "that exists in the industry today and so", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00461-00095168-00095335": "that allows us to basically still", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00462-00095336-00095567": "deliver really high quality value and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00463-00095568-00095774": "output to those initial builders that we", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00464-00095775-00095943": "have without having all of that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00465-00095944-00096126": "information already built up in our", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00466-00096127-00096335": "system so we've actually slowed down the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00467-00096336-00096535": "build up of our builder pipeline right", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00468-00096536-00096687": "now really to make sure that we're", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00469-00096688-00096847": "giving them exactly what they need", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00470-00096848-00097150": "delivering high value services again", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00471-00097151-00097318": "um and until we get to that point where", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00472-00097319-00097479": "we have critical mass on the supplier", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00473-00097480-00097591": "side", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00474-00097592-00097743": "great thank you", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00475-00097744-00097871": "um and maybe you could elaborate a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00476-00097872-00098111": "little bit more on the on the incentives", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00477-00098112-00098343": "from the suppliers point of view for for", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00478-00098344-00098447": "working with you particularly some of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00479-00098448-00098703": "the the early adopters here", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00480-00098704-00098838": "yeah definitely happy to talk a little", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00481-00098839-00099087": "bit about that so one initial kind of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00482-00099088-00099255": "interesting strategic entry point we're", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00483-00099256-00099399": "taking which edison talked a little bit", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00484-00099400-00099638": "about is into this modular market or", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00485-00099639-00099879": "off-site construction and what basically", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00486-00099880-00100047": "happens with that is it's people", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00487-00100048-00100206": "building buildings and factories as", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00488-00100207-00100447": "opposed to on a construction site and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00489-00100448-00100631": "what's nice about this there's a variety", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00490-00100632-00100750": "of different reasons as we mentioned why", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00491-00100751-00100887": "we're partnering with them but what's", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00492-00100888-00101062": "great about them is that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00493-00101063-00101294": "in terms of the supply chain you're", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00494-00101295-00101511": "really selling from manufacturer into a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00495-00101512-00101735": "factory and so you don't need as many of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00496-00101736-00101918": "the middlemen typically wholesalers", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00497-00101919-00102223": "distributors in between that process so", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00498-00102224-00102391": "very interesting kind of initial", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00499-00102392-00102663": "go-to-market strategy um beyond that we", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00500-00102664-00102854": "do eventually see ourselves competing", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00501-00102855-00103063": "with distributors and wholesalers in the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00502-00103064-00103247": "sense that we're really a tech enabled", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00503-00103248-00103478": "distributor in a lot of ways but what", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00504-00103479-00103663": "incentivizes suppliers to work with us", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00505-00103664-00103863": "is we can essentially simplify a lot of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00506-00103864-00104102": "that process using tech save some margin", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00507-00104103-00104351": "for them and really cut out all these", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00508-00104352-00104510": "different steps that really complicate", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00509-00104511-00104742": "the communication process through all", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00510-00104743-00104943": "those different pieces", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00511-00104944-00105134": "and are you going after", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00512-00105135-00105439": "everything required for for building a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00513-00105440-00105551": "a new", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00514-00105552-00105766": "unit or is there sort of a subset of the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00515-00105767-00105975": "supplies that are particularly well", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00516-00105976-00106223": "suited to to this type of platform yeah", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00517-00106224-00106423": "definitely we're very focused at least", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00518-00106424-00106607": "initially on what we think of as", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00519-00106608-00106790": "mid-construction cycle products which", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00520-00106791-00106990": "are also of most interest to a lot of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00521-00106991-00107207": "these modular builders if you picture a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00522-00107208-00107319": "typical", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00523-00107320-00107527": "building being built in a factory they", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00524-00107528-00107775": "typically have some ip in the core and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00525-00107776-00107943": "shell of the building but want to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00526-00107944-00108134": "provide a lot of variety with the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00527-00108135-00108295": "interior finished products or exterior", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00528-00108296-00108519": "finished products so flooring windows", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00529-00108520-00108799": "doors countertops those sorts of things", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00530-00108800-00108983": "while that's still a very long list of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00531-00108983-00109175": "skus it's allowed us to really narrow", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00532-00109176-00109375": "into some of those product categories", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00533-00109376-00109510": "which also happen to be the product", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00534-00109511-00109743": "categories that have the most opacity in", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00535-00109744-00109886": "terms of pricing and lead time", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00536-00109888-00110071": "information essentially the typical", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00537-00110072-00110199": "process is that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00538-00110200-00110366": "anytime you want information about any", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00539-00110367-00110558": "of those products at a commercial level", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00540-00110559-00110758": "kind of above the do-it-yourself type", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00541-00110759-00111007": "market you need to essentially put out a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00542-00111008-00111247": "bid or go out to bid that then goes", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00543-00111248-00111390": "through a couple people to eventually", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00544-00111391-00111599": "bring you back the price and lead time", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00545-00111600-00111766": "and so we're really trying to simplify", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00546-00111767-00111934": "that process", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00547-00111935-00112231": "and with respect to sustainability so", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00548-00112232-00112415": "how are you going to vet", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00549-00112416-00112631": "you know certain suppliers claiming", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00550-00112632-00112783": "you know certain green credentials for", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00551-00112783-00113039": "their products versus versus another how", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00552-00113040-00113231": "was the quality control for that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00553-00113232-00113478": "implement yeah yeah great question um so", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00554-00113479-00113695": "really leveraging the resources that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00555-00113696-00113863": "exist in the market so actually one of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00556-00113864-00114119": "the the tools that i built prior to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00557-00114120-00114271": "coming to business school is a platform", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00558-00114272-00114486": "called mindful materials which is a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00559-00114488-00114751": "healthy and sustainable product database", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00560-00114752-00115078": "open to the public really made to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00561-00115079-00115302": "simplify the vetting process that goes", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00562-00115303-00115447": "into finding the healthiest most", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00563-00115448-00115599": "sustainable products and being able to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00564-00115600-00115775": "easily compare those", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00565-00115776-00115943": "they've continued to advance even since", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00566-00115944-00116102": "my time there in terms of putting more", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00567-00116103-00116351": "numbers and embodied carbon and just", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00568-00116352-00116519": "factors even beyond health and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00569-00116520-00116751": "sustainability standards and attributes", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00570-00116752-00116983": "and that as well as some other platforms", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00571-00116983-00117271": "like ec3 which is very focused on carbon", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00572-00117272-00117558": "have apis that we easily tap into and so", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00573-00117559-00117751": "can show you the contrast between", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00574-00117752-00117927": "products that may not have any of that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00575-00117928-00118095": "data with the products that are really", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00576-00118096-00118271": "leading in the industry", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00577-00118272-00118375": "okay", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00578-00118376-00118590": "maybe i'll end with uh somewhat personal", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00579-00118591-00118799": "questions so you both came from", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00580-00118800-00118927": "construction and building backgrounds", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00581-00118928-00119063": "did you find each other right away at", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00582-00119064-00119390": "gsb or how did you how did you connect", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00583-00119391-00119654": "to to launch bundle", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00584-00119655-00119834": "yeah so um jan and i actually", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00585-00119835-00120023": "serendipitously met through a class", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00586-00120024-00120183": "called startup garage", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00587-00120183-00120407": "over in the business school where um we", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00588-00120408-00120551": "found out that we came from similar", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00589-00120552-00120734": "backgrounds and had a shared passion for", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00590-00120735-00120958": "improving the industry um both stemming", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00591-00120959-00121175": "from our uh first-hand frustrations uh", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00592-00121176-00121447": "working on certain types of projects um", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00593-00121448-00121631": "so that was earlier this year um we", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00594-00121632-00121831": "really liked working with each other and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00595-00121832-00121990": "we're both passionate about the idea so", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00596-00121991-00122158": "we've been um full steam ahead ever", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00597-00122159-00122239": "since", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00598-00122240-00122471": "fantastic thank you so there are a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00599-00122472-00122678": "number of other questions in the q a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00600-00122679-00122958": "i'll let you um take those up uh", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00601-00122959-00123214": "separately and offline and thanks again", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00602-00123215-00123486": "for for being here thank you", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00603-00123488-00123671": "thank you", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00604-00123672-00123951": "all right so uh so now we're going to uh", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00605-00123952-00124166": "switch gears quite quite dramatically", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00606-00124167-00124295": "from", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00607-00124296-00124639": "construction to the barren landscapes uh", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00608-00124640-00125023": "so our next uh speaker is neil spacman", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00609-00125024-00125310": "from uh regenerative resources", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00610-00125311-00125486": "uh the tagline here is rejuvenating", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00611-00125488-00125654": "degraded landscapes and turning them", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00612-00125655-00125807": "into ecosystems that attract", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00613-00125808-00126158": "biodiversity and financial wealth for", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00614-00126159-00126558": "rural uh communities uh neil has a lot", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00615-00126559-00126814": "of direct experience working in these", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00616-00126815-00127039": "landscapes and some very unforgiving", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00617-00127040-00127158": "climates", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00618-00127159-00127407": "um a surprising fact to sort of set the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00619-00127408-00127702": "stage for his presentation or is this a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00620-00127703-00127878": "depressing fact", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00621-00127879-00127999": "um", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00622-00128000-00128278": "nearly 30 billion tons of fertile soil", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00623-00128279-00128502": "is lost every year", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00624-00128503-00128678": "um over the course of this one hour talk", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00625-00128679-00128854": "that means three million tons of fertile", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00626-00128855-00128990": "soil will be", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00627-00128991-00129214": "will be lost", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00628-00129215-00129319": "so", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00629-00129320-00129502": "neil with that backdrop", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00630-00129503-00129671": "we're excited to hear about regenerative", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00631-00129672-00129854": "resources", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00632-00129855-00130119": "hey thanks very much", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00633-00130120-00130454": "hey folks i'm neil sphagman i was an msx", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00634-00130455-00130663": "student at stanford's graduate school of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00635-00130664-00130934": "business graduated in 19", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00636-00130935-00131175": "and where i essentially incubated what", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00637-00131176-00131495": "is now regenerative resources", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00638-00131496-00131639": "and the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00639-00131640-00131831": "we do indeed seek after the most", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00640-00131832-00132023": "degraded landscapes on the planet which", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00641-00132024-00132143": "we'll get into", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00642-00132144-00132327": "but i want to start with", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00643-00132328-00132654": "two really important quotes", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00644-00132655-00132878": "could you try to pop it to the the full", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00645-00132879-00132969": "screen view", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00646-00132970-00133087": "[Music]", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00647-00133088-00133447": "thank you how's that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00648-00133448-00133854": "not quite", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00649-00133855-00133975": "and now", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00650-00133976-00134078": "that's better if you just get rid of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00651-00134079-00134247": "this stuff on the right i don't know if", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00652-00134248-00134414": "i can get rid of this stuff on the right", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00653-00134415-00134647": "at the moment", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00654-00134648-00134895": "um but here we go", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00655-00134896-00135102": "there you go great thanks sorry", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00656-00135103-00135263": "no thank you matt", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00657-00135264-00135390": "um", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00658-00135391-00135639": "first off there's no path to delivering", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00659-00135640-00135839": "climate mitigation without investing in", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00660-00135840-00135935": "nature", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00661-00135936-00136151": "we do consider ourselves an ecosystem", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00662-00136152-00136335": "services company or a nature-based", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00663-00136336-00136487": "solutions company", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00664-00136488-00136702": "the second quote uses a term that most", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00665-00136703-00136847": "people have never heard", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00666-00136848-00137095": "halophytes are crops that grow in sea", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00667-00137096-00137311": "water", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00668-00137312-00137511": "um of which there are", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00669-00137512-00137887": "800 that have commercial viability", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00670-00137888-00138127": "almost none of which have been", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00671-00138128-00138383": "bred or commercialized in any sense of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00672-00138384-00138519": "the word as we would think of with", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00673-00138520-00138799": "typical crops", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00674-00138800-00139078": "and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00675-00139079-00139375": "this is a landscape that we intend to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00676-00139376-00139671": "purchase in the next 12 months", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00677-00139672-00139927": "it's 8 000 hectares on the pacific coast", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00678-00139928-00140223": "of baja california sword", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00679-00140224-00140463": "you can see that there is a cactus", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00680-00140464-00140695": "ecology that starts about a kilometer", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00681-00140696-00140823": "off the ocean", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00682-00140824-00141039": "and in this in between space you've got", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00683-00141040-00141343": "highly saline", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00684-00141344-00141614": "sandy soils on which nothing is living", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00685-00141615-00141814": "there's literally no life on this site", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00686-00141815-00142143": "we saw a coyote and an osprey in two", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00687-00142144-00142543": "weeks of staying here", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00688-00142544-00142831": "and we are intending to transform it", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00689-00142832-00142959": "into this", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00690-00142960-00143102": "this is a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00691-00143103-00143351": "system of seawater-based mangrove", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00692-00143352-00143511": "agroforestries", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00693-00143512-00143735": "constructed mangrove wetlands", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00694-00143736-00144207": "driven by effluent from aquacultures", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00695-00144208-00144478": "it is a circular regenerative system", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00696-00144479-00144766": "that increases fresh water increases", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00697-00144767-00145047": "biodiversity sequesters carbon creates", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00698-00145048-00145407": "jobs and produces a wide array of goods", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00699-00145408-00145663": "from textiles to food to mushrooms and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00700-00145664-00145935": "other cpgs", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00701-00145936-00146159": "process flow i'll go through really", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00702-00146160-00146295": "quickly but we start off with", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00703-00146296-00146535": "aquacultures", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00704-00146536-00146751": "we've got experts in shrimp sea", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00705-00146752-00146966": "cucumbers oysters", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00706-00146967-00147199": "tilapia and a number of other finfish on", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00707-00147200-00147359": "our team", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00708-00147360-00147439": "and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00709-00147440-00147719": "typical aquaculture operations they dump", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00710-00147720-00147935": "their effluent into the ocean", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00711-00147936-00148199": "which creates dead zones", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00712-00148200-00148431": "and their feed tends to be one-third", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00713-00148432-00148647": "soybeans one-third wheat paste and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00714-00148648-00148823": "one-third bycatch", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00715-00148824-00149014": "all of which have their own kind of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00716-00149015-00149278": "destructive issues", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00717-00149279-00149423": "what we're doing is we're starting with", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00718-00149424-00149575": "aquacultures and we're pumping the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00719-00149576-00149911": "effluent through these systems", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00720-00149912-00150151": "to do mangrove coppice", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00721-00150152-00150463": "to do halophytic alley cropping this is", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00722-00150464-00150775": "where we're growing crops in seawater", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00723-00150776-00151063": "alley cropped with mangrove trees", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00724-00151064-00151239": "as a version of integrated pest", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00725-00151240-00151502": "management", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00726-00151503-00151702": "and the last place where that water", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00727-00151703-00151895": "flows is in constructed mangrove", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00728-00151896-00152007": "wetlands", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00729-00152008-00152214": "where we can produce a wide variety of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00730-00152215-00152375": "goods", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00731-00152376-00152639": "using multi-trophic aquacultures", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00732-00152640-00152831": "the best thing about this is we have a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00733-00152832-00153023": "number of feeds in development where the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00734-00153024-00153295": "aquacultures grow the forests and we can", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00735-00153296-00153454": "actually grow the feed for our", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00736-00153455-00153759": "aquacultures in these same forests so it", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00737-00153760-00154039": "is a contained closed-loop circular", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00738-00154040-00154495": "regenerative system", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00739-00154496-00154735": "here are some of the products that we", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00740-00154736-00154935": "have grown in the past on different", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00741-00154936-00155175": "iterations of this", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00742-00155176-00155359": "finfish and shrimp as well as sea", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00743-00155360-00155543": "cucumbers and oysters", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00744-00155544-00155814": "we were the first in the world to grow", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00745-00155815-00156095": "edible mushrooms on halophilic crop", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00746-00156096-00156254": "residues", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00747-00156255-00156423": "algae is including both macro and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00748-00156424-00156654": "microalgaes", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00749-00156655-00156966": "and here's the estimated impact", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00750-00156967-00157271": "per 500 hectares of this system", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00751-00157272-00157487": "and our first iteration", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00752-00157488-00157726": "we start which was done in eritrea from", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00753-00157727-00158151": "2000 to 2004 by my partners", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00754-00158152-00158407": "we started with 20-something birds on", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00755-00158408-00158663": "site and within four years we had about", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00756-00158664-00159166": "250 species of birds living on site", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00757-00159167-00159287": "and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00758-00159288-00159511": "significant impact across a wide variety", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00759-00159512-00159847": "of different metrics", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00760-00159848-00160023": "applications here are really pretty", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00761-00160024-00160126": "shocking", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00762-00160127-00160414": "um we are in the process of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00763-00160415-00160551": "uh", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00764-00160552-00160799": "talking with efed the international fund", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00765-00160800-00160959": "for agricultural development which is a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00766-00160960-00161478": "un body to send a task force to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00767-00161479-00161735": "to madagascar madagascar is facing", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00768-00161736-00161926": "massive famine and drought right now", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00769-00161927-00162207": "because they aren't able to grow crops", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00770-00162208-00162366": "and we're talking with them to send a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00771-00162367-00162639": "task force to start growing sea water", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00772-00162640-00162902": "crops which are we are never going to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00773-00162903-00163126": "run out of sea water it is an infinite", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00774-00163127-00163351": "resource and we can grow food without", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00775-00163352-00163599": "any fresh water whatsoever fodder and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00776-00163600-00163854": "feed is a really big deal in places like", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00777-00163855-00164111": "the horn of africa and places like in", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00778-00164112-00164319": "madagascar", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00779-00164320-00164654": "senegal mauritania namibia etc where we", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00780-00164655-00164854": "can essentially", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00781-00164855-00165063": "increase the food security of countries", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00782-00165064-00165566": "that are prone to famine and drought", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00783-00165567-00165823": "we can produce all sorts of stuff with", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00784-00165824-00166143": "sea water aside from the animal fodder", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00785-00166144-00166407": "and in places like these where food", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00786-00166408-00166590": "security is so critical", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00787-00166591-00167031": "this is a massive solution", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00788-00167032-00167214": "biodiversity", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00789-00167215-00167471": "is a big one but also this is a system", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00790-00167472-00167575": "that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00791-00167576-00167847": "we think can actually adapt to sea level", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00792-00167848-00167966": "rise", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00793-00167967-00168263": "because mangroves are capable of growing", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00794-00168264-00168511": "between 5 and 15 millimeters of soil a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00795-00168512-00168759": "year", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00796-00168760-00168895": "and then they're also a massive", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00797-00168896-00169102": "protector against hurricanes", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00798-00169103-00169295": "against storm surges", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00799-00169296-00169614": "and at the same time they're massive for", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00800-00169615-00169878": "fishery sustainability", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00801-00169879-00170183": "it's estimated that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00802-00170184-00170566": "one-third of all species in the ocean", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00803-00170567-00170847": "rely on mangroves during some part of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00804-00170848-00171063": "their life cycle", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00805-00171064-00171238": "and we have lost over a third of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00806-00171239-00171543": "mangroves on the planet since the 1970s", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00807-00171544-00171759": "right so this climate and environment is", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00808-00171760-00171902": "a huge", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00809-00171903-00172078": "a huge piece of this and a huge", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00810-00172079-00172311": "motivator for us", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00811-00172312-00172535": "we are integrating macro algae and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00812-00172536-00172775": "microalgae into these systems", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00813-00172776-00173054": "um which show major promise in the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00814-00173055-00173231": "development of other industries such as", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00815-00173232-00173590": "bioplastics biopolymers", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00816-00173591-00173783": "and then cooling and greening this is a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00817-00173784-00173999": "helicopter photo of our first iteration", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00818-00174000-00174159": "in eritrea", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00819-00174160-00174390": "on this system we did cool the local", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00820-00174391-00174726": "climate by two degrees celsius", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00821-00174727-00175023": "um as a function of this regenerative", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00822-00175024-00175263": "seawater system so it's got wide", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00823-00175264-00175407": "applicability", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00824-00175408-00175502": "we've", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00825-00175503-00175711": "we estimate there's about 15 million", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00826-00175712-00175895": "hectares globally where we could build", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00827-00175896-00176031": "these systems", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00828-00176032-00176326": "and are doing so in a number of places", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00829-00176327-00176559": "here's a project we're going after in", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00830-00176560-00176807": "spain this is not mangrove based this is", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00831-00176808-00177063": "marsh restoration", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00832-00177064-00177390": "this is the river in cadiz", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00833-00177391-00177759": "it is a very salty river because the the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00834-00177760-00177966": "tides here are about five and a half", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00835-00177967-00178238": "meters and so about a hundred kilometers", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00836-00178239-00178511": "upriver you have very salty water", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00837-00178512-00178790": "this used to be a marsh they built dikes", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00838-00178791-00178999": "around it you can see that's a totally d", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00839-00179000-00179166": "it's a totally barren landscape", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00840-00179167-00179383": "extremely salty almost nothing grows on", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00841-00179384-00179478": "there", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00842-00179479-00179647": "we intend to convert it into a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00843-00179648-00179854": "multi-traffic aquaculture system that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00844-00179855-00180190": "includes halophytic crops", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00845-00180191-00180463": "this is that's probably going to be our", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00846-00180464-00180687": "first project in spain", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00847-00180688-00180878": "spain is facing huge issues with", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00848-00180879-00181143": "desertification and there are thousands", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00849-00181144-00181343": "of hectares of degraded land where we", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00850-00181344-00181535": "could build these kinds of multi-traffic", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00851-00181536-00181759": "systems", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00852-00181760-00182023": "this is the one in uh in mexico that i", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00853-00182024-00182263": "already showed you the numbers on this", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00854-00182264-00182447": "is that if we integrate the carbon and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00855-00182448-00182631": "the real estate gain", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00856-00182632-00182743": "it's a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00857-00182744-00182943": "about an 80 million dollar project with", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00858-00182944-00183183": "an irr of 18 to 20 percent over the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00859-00183184-00183423": "first 10 years", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00860-00183424-00183543": "the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00861-00183544-00183775": "how do we make money it's kind of four", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00862-00183776-00184023": "different ways of value creation the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00863-00184024-00184254": "sale of goods off of the sites", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00864-00184255-00184519": "uh carbon is a very big one for us", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00865-00184520-00184687": "particularly", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00866-00184688-00185102": "in uh the projects we're doing in africa", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00867-00185103-00185375": "uh the real estate gain is extremely", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00868-00185376-00185559": "significant it's it's kind of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00869-00185560-00185750": "mind-blowing numbers when we're able to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00870-00185751-00185935": "integrate real estate into the business", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00871-00185936-00186023": "model", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00872-00186024-00186238": "and then fourth this transformation of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00873-00186239-00186519": "land allows for all sorts of ancillary", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00874-00186520-00186663": "activities to happen whether it's", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00875-00186664-00186926": "eco-tourism or medical tourism", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00876-00186927-00187214": "um or similar kinds of things when you", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00877-00187215-00187390": "when you transform a landscape from", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00878-00187391-00187566": "something like this to something like", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00879-00187567-00187663": "that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00880-00187664-00187838": "people want to come see it", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00881-00187839-00187943": "it's", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00882-00187944-00188119": "we've experienced it every place we've", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00883-00188120-00188278": "done this", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00884-00188279-00188478": "and that's kind of what we're up to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00885-00188479-00188799": "right now we have projects underway", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00886-00188800-00189102": "in spain ghana namibia and mexico we", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00887-00189103-00189375": "just secured permits in mexico", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00888-00189376-00189695": "and a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00889-00189696-00189838": "i got to be careful what i'm allowed to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00890-00189839-00189966": "say here in public", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00891-00189967-00190159": "we have permits to do our first sight", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00892-00190160-00190423": "and encouragement from mexico's epa", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00893-00190424-00190599": "that they are going to study this with", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00894-00190600-00190902": "an eye towards expanding it across", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00895-00190903-00191247": "multiple states within the country", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00896-00191248-00191359": "um", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00897-00191360-00191550": "and that's where we are right now thanks", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00898-00191551-00191799": "very much", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00899-00191800-00191959": "great thank you neil that was uh", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00900-00191960-00192063": "fascinating", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00901-00192064-00192199": "and uh", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00902-00192200-00192271": "uh", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00903-00192272-00192502": "almost too too good to be true at times", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00904-00192503-00192583": "uh", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00905-00192584-00192726": "some of the uh", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00906-00192727-00192919": "all the benefits uh added together", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00907-00192920-00193038": "really seemed", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00908-00193039-00193247": "uh remarkable so i", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00909-00193248-00193583": "a lot to um to ask about", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00910-00193584-00193895": "um i i guess first just these designs", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00911-00193896-00194007": "for these", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00912-00194008-00194102": "um", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00913-00194103-00194302": "for these whole systems", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00914-00194303-00194511": "where did those come from and and and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00915-00194512-00194687": "how have those been sort of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00916-00194688-00194887": "you know validated and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00917-00194888-00195102": "refined so that you have a pretty clear", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00918-00195103-00195271": "idea of exactly how much land you need", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00919-00195272-00195390": "for each part and how it's all going to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00920-00195391-00195687": "work together how how does that um so", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00921-00195688-00195926": "we are the pioneers of this system my", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00922-00195927-00196143": "partner ned doherty", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00923-00196144-00196335": "built and directed and designed the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00924-00196336-00196575": "first system like this which was done in", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00925-00196576-00196831": "eritrea he's been working on this for", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00926-00196832-00196990": "over 30 years", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00927-00196991-00197231": "the concept was developed by a scientist", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00928-00197232-00197414": "named carl hodges", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00929-00197415-00197775": "who um was he passed away earlier this", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00930-00197776-00197983": "year he was our senior science advisor", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00931-00197984-00198190": "and kind of passed the baton of these", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00932-00198191-00198359": "systems on to us", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00933-00198360-00198623": "but there have been multiple", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00934-00198624-00198950": "failed efforts at establishing these", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00935-00198951-00199183": "around the globe including in mexico", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00936-00199184-00199471": "before with carl hodges in saudi arabia", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00937-00199472-00199614": "so there have been a lot of lessons", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00938-00199615-00199735": "learned", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00939-00199736-00199838": "and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00940-00199839-00199943": "a lot", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00941-00199944-00200278": "the one successful attempt was eritrea", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00942-00200279-00200519": "they had 800 employees", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00943-00200520-00200766": "they had tripled their income", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00944-00200767-00200975": "they were exporting two tons of shrimp", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00945-00200976-00201199": "to the eu every month", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00946-00201200-00201359": "um", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00947-00201360-00201575": "they did initial measurements on carbon", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00948-00201576-00201823": "sequestration and biodiversity", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00949-00201824-00202023": "and it was too successful for their own", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00950-00202024-00202111": "good", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00951-00202112-00202407": "because in 2004 the eritrean navy showed", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00952-00202408-00202471": "up", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00953-00202472-00202654": "seized the operations and gave my", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00954-00202655-00203031": "partners 48 hours to leave the country", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00955-00203032-00203150": "because they thought it was going to be", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00956-00203151-00203359": "a cash cow for them", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00957-00203360-00203559": "um", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00958-00203560-00203847": "and and so when you um when you first", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00959-00203848-00204119": "you so you start with the aquaculture is", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00960-00204120-00204511": "that yes right and so that um and then", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00961-00204512-00204702": "and then that will support the the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00962-00204703-00204966": "mangrove trees and then those feed back", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00963-00204967-00205166": "into the agriculture so so how long does", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00964-00205167-00205319": "it take to get to sort of a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00965-00205319-00205494": "self-sustaining system maybe certainly", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00966-00205496-00205631": "you'd have to you have to bring feed in", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00967-00205632-00205886": "for the first four to five year process", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00968-00205887-00206062": "on that side i showed you we're gonna", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00969-00206063-00206414": "grow 45 million 45 million mangroves", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00970-00206415-00206494": "okay", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00971-00206496-00206686": "and it takes some time to get that many", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00972-00206687-00206919": "trees in the ground okay and then and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00973-00206919-00207151": "then all of that that can supply", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00974-00207152-00207455": "sufficient feed for the aquaculture or", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00975-00207456-00207727": "the aquaculture is yes okay and then", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00976-00207728-00207910": "basically they fertilize", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00977-00207911-00208127": "the the mangroves and it's it's all a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00978-00208128-00208406": "close that's it that's it the the limit", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00979-00208407-00208606": "to growth on that system", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00980-00208607-00208806": "in these landscapes particularly the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00981-00208807-00209046": "arid landscapes is the nitrogen and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00982-00209048-00209286": "phosphorus right in a delta like you", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00983-00209287-00209494": "like we have in ghana that's not so much", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00984-00209496-00209655": "of an issue so you get much faster", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00985-00209656-00209887": "growth rates but on", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00986-00209888-00210094": "in a place like baja california sewer", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00987-00210096-00210255": "there's no nutrient in the land", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00988-00210256-00210382": "whatsoever", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00989-00210383-00210671": "and so it is using the aquaculture", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00990-00210671-00210798": "effluent", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00991-00210800-00210982": "as the source of that fertility and the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00992-00210983-00211175": "source of that nutrient instead of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00993-00211176-00211375": "dumping it into the ocean which is", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00994-00211376-00211482": "standard", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00995-00211483-00211710": "practice okay", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00996-00211711-00211887": "and and do you worry about", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00997-00211888-00212142": "about sort of diseases in these in these", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00998-00212144-00212406": "closed systems or", "jVocSPJ7c1k-00999-00212407-00212775": "yes yes um white spot is a is a really", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01000-00212776-00212958": "big issue with shrimp", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01001-00212959-00213103": "the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01002-00213104-00213327": "i am not an expert in the aquacultures", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01003-00213328-00213551": "but we have really phenomenal people", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01004-00213552-00213742": "with decades of experience on our team", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01005-00213744-00213919": "doing this kind of thing", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01006-00213919-00214071": "my role", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01007-00214071-00214598": "as a ceo or as a designer is more of a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01008-00214600-00214742": "choreographer", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01009-00214744-00214894": "right because each one of those systems", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01010-00214896-00215142": "has separate management and we can hire", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01011-00215144-00215294": "people who know how to manage each", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01012-00215296-00215527": "system for us it's choreographing the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01013-00215528-00215751": "connections between those making sure", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01014-00215752-00215991": "that the outputs of one function as the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01015-00215992-00216191": "inputs of the next", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01016-00216192-00216271": "okay", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01017-00216271-00216382": "and can you speak a little bit more", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01018-00216383-00216639": "about about your team and and how you", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01019-00216640-00216823": "see that sort of uh", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01020-00216823-00217031": "growing as the business grows", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01021-00217032-00217334": "yeah we have um our plan is to keep our", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01022-00217335-00217558": "us team very small", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01023-00217559-00217815": "we currently have um", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01024-00217816-00218031": "a team of seven in the us which is kind", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01025-00218032-00218175": "of our core", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01026-00218176-00218431": "we have a dozen people on our mexico", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01027-00218432-00218655": "team including in our cso came from", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01028-00218656-00218791": "mexico", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01029-00218792-00218975": "uh she's a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01030-00218976-00219094": "a world", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01031-00219096-00219303": "expert in multi-traffic aquacultures", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01032-00219304-00219527": "who's coming out of sybnort", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01033-00219528-00219910": "um we have a team of about a dozen in", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01034-00219911-00220134": "europe from a company that we just", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01035-00220135-00220398": "acquired called seawater solutions", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01036-00220400-00220679": "we have a team of 20 in ghana", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01037-00220680-00220887": "and the idea is to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01038-00220888-00221134": "everywhere we go we are cooperating and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01039-00221135-00221375": "partnering with local communities", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01040-00221376-00221623": "and our intention is to maximize local", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01041-00221623-00221903": "labor and and local expertise as much as", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01042-00221904-00222046": "possible", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01043-00222048-00222198": "the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01044-00222200-00222375": "and then it's our job to fill in the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01045-00222376-00222623": "gaps right of what what knowledge isn't", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01046-00222623-00222839": "there so in eritrea our our country", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01047-00222840-00222942": "director", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01048-00222944-00223198": "has 15 years experience doing tilapia", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01049-00223200-00223446": "aquacultures and tilapia has a massive", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01050-00223448-00223687": "market in ghana they love that stuff", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01051-00223688-00223887": "over there", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01052-00223888-00224055": "and so it's about finding the right", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01053-00224056-00224246": "expertise locally putting together the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01054-00224248-00224479": "right teams locally and then working", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01055-00224480-00224679": "with them to institute the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01056-00224680-00224887": "primary system and then expansion", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01057-00224888-00225071": "happens from there", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01058-00225071-00225151": "okay", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01059-00225152-00225342": "and if you sort of you know think", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01060-00225344-00225815": "forward 10 years um what sort of scale", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01061-00225816-00225998": "are you targeting 10 10 years from now", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01062-00226000-00226239": "in terms of hectares or whatever metric", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01063-00226240-00226382": "you want to use", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01064-00226383-00226631": "well i've i've committed to myself that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01065-00226632-00226806": "we're going to grow a billion mangroves", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01066-00226807-00227063": "before i retire okay", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01067-00227064-00227182": "um", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01068-00227183-00227463": "we will in 10 years we'll have expanded", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01069-00227464-00227655": "in latin america we'll be in at least", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01070-00227656-00227879": "three states in mexico we'll probably be", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01071-00227880-00228231": "in la guajira in colombia", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01072-00228232-00228510": "i mean we're already in talks with", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01073-00228511-00228867": "senegal mauritania mozambique", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01074-00228867-00229023": "somaliland", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01075-00229023-00229375": "egypt oman the emirates northwestern", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01076-00229376-00229463": "india", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01077-00229464-00229682": "the last place we'll end up is", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01078-00229683-00229855": "australia because we're going to have to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01079-00229856-00230055": "automate our systems before we go there", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01080-00230056-00230263": "because cost of labor is so high", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01081-00230264-00230439": "but we intend to be", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01082-00230440-00230591": "global", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01083-00230592-00230910": "within 10 years quite and and quite", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01084-00230911-00231082": "quickly at", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01085-00231083-00231310": "that fantastic", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01086-00231311-00231551": "uh thanks so much for for sharing this", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01087-00231552-00231791": "uh vision really really exciting story", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01088-00231792-00232006": "um please check the the q a there's a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01089-00232007-00232158": "number of additional questions for you", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01090-00232159-00232455": "sure thank you for for being with us", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01091-00232456-00232623": "uh", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01092-00232623-00232863": "who's", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01093-00232864-00233103": "all right we've got elisa asking do we", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01094-00233104-00233303": "plan to build a product brand across our", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01095-00233304-00233542": "projects yes eventually", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01096-00233544-00233703": "so i'll let you i'll let you answer", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01097-00233704-00233967": "those uh uh offline uh great you just", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01098-00233967-00234158": "you can type so i'll read the question", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01099-00234159-00234398": "out loud for other folks it says", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01100-00234400-00234623": "do we plan to build a product brand", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01101-00234623-00234846": "across our projects how many projects do", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01102-00234848-00235015": "we envision in x years", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01103-00235016-00235151": "so the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01104-00235152-00235351": "it's gonna take just as much time to go", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01105-00235352-00235606": "from zero to one project as it will to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01106-00235607-00235855": "go from one to ten and as it will to go", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01107-00235856-00236046": "from ten to a hundred", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01108-00236048-00236175": "um", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01109-00236176-00236303": "because we're going to get better and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01110-00236304-00236463": "better at it and we're gonna be able to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01111-00236464-00236615": "train people we'll be able to bring them", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01112-00236616-00236871": "to the nuclei sites", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01113-00236871-00237127": "each project is telling the same story", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01114-00237128-00237367": "of regeneration eventually we will have", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01115-00237367-00237598": "a food brand we're starting out just", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01116-00237600-00237782": "wholesaling", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01117-00237783-00238006": "because it's it's more work than we want", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01118-00238007-00238182": "to handle to try to vertically integrate", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01119-00238183-00238375": "across the whole supply chain at the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01120-00238376-00238479": "beginning", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01121-00238480-00238767": "but eventually the story is so powerful", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01122-00238767-00238951": "it gives hope and inspiration to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01123-00238952-00239119": "everybody we talk to about it and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01124-00239119-00239294": "eventually we are going to want a brand", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01125-00239296-00239542": "that tells that story and represents", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01126-00239544-00239839": "that kind of transformation we want", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01127-00239840-00239958": "um", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01128-00239959-00240127": "yeah i think that the future you're", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01129-00240128-00240303": "going to get tapped to do terraforming", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01130-00240304-00240623": "at some point in the mars mission", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01131-00240623-00240823": "is the ultimate horizon", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01132-00240823-00241055": "i i don't know we'll see", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01133-00241056-00241158": "we'll see", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01134-00241159-00241319": "okay um", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01135-00241319-00241494": "louder asked", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01136-00241496-00241727": "sorry no thank you we just didn't", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01137-00241728-00241903": "stop yeah we got to move on to our to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01138-00241904-00242094": "our last uh our last speaker but thanks", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01139-00242096-00242294": "so much uh this is really", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01140-00242296-00242542": "really amazing", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01141-00242544-00242815": "okay our uh our final um", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01142-00242816-00242887": "uh", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01143-00242888-00243182": "team today is uh velex computing and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01144-00243183-00243479": "we're joined by uh jason poon", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01145-00243480-00243742": "this is a uh we're back to the to the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01146-00243744-00244023": "built world um uh this is a software", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01147-00244023-00244215": "accelerator platform", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01148-00244216-00244351": "um for advanced analytics and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01149-00244352-00244510": "computation that enables more", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01150-00244511-00244806": "intelligent resilient and secure", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01151-00244807-00245006": "industrial systems", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01152-00245007-00245334": "um just as a fun fact to set the stage", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01153-00245335-00245598": "for jason's presentation", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01154-00245600-00245934": "um if you look in the upper midwest uh", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01155-00245935-00246223": "the average person loses power annually", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01156-00246223-00246542": "for about an hour and a half", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01157-00246544-00246767": "whereas in japan the average person", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01158-00246767-00246982": "loses power for about four minutes per", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01159-00246983-00247127": "year", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01160-00247128-00247334": "so with that i'll turn it over to jason", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01161-00247335-00248079": "tell us about relics", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01162-00248080-00248255": "great thank you matt", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01163-00248256-00248503": "thank you matt so hi everyone it's it's", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01164-00248504-00248758": "really great uh great to be here i'm", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01165-00248759-00248887": "jason poon", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01166-00248888-00249134": "i'm a visiting scholar here", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01167-00249135-00249510": "in the double e department", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01168-00249511-00249775": "um and also co-founder of our venture", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01169-00249776-00249967": "that we call felix computing", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01170-00249967-00250151": "and super excited to be here to give you", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01171-00250152-00250534": "an overview of what we've been up to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01172-00250535-00250623": "so", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01173-00250623-00250855": "um as matt mentioned the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01174-00250856-00251023": "really the central challenge that we're", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01175-00251023-00251358": "trying to address here is the fact that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01176-00251359-00251630": "operating and maintaining electric grids", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01177-00251631-00251734": "today", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01178-00251735-00251871": "is", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01179-00251871-00252158": "more critical more complicated and more", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01180-00252159-00252471": "important than ever before", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01181-00252471-00252646": "and you know i don't have to go through", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01182-00252648-00252871": "all of the recent events in the news", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01183-00252871-00253039": "that have really highlighted this", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01184-00253040-00253271": "whether they're the the wildfires out", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01185-00253271-00253430": "here in california", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01186-00253431-00253655": "or you know events in texas or in", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01187-00253656-00253927": "florida that have shown that you know", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01188-00253928-00254191": "the the reliability and resiliency of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01189-00254192-00254430": "our electric grid is really critical", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01190-00254431-00254663": "and really impacts the lives of of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01191-00254664-00254815": "millions and millions of people around", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01192-00254816-00254975": "the world", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01193-00254976-00255071": "so", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01194-00255071-00255375": "there are a lot of things that we wish", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01195-00255376-00255646": "our electric grid could do automatically", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01196-00255648-00255910": "to prevent these problems", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01197-00255911-00256087": "and i've listed a laundry list of them", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01198-00256088-00256182": "here", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01199-00256183-00256382": "so so for example wouldn't it be great", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01200-00256383-00256558": "if if the grid could you know just", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01201-00256559-00256751": "automatically detect faults and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01202-00256752-00256879": "anomalies", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01203-00256880-00257151": "and then automatically reconfigure to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01204-00257152-00257423": "ensure that the power would never go out", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01205-00257423-00257646": "or or wouldn't it be great if we could", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01206-00257648-00257934": "detect where and when", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01207-00257935-00258271": "wildfires are most likely to occur and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01208-00258271-00258455": "then modify how the power flows to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01209-00258456-00258871": "reduce the likelihood of starting one", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01210-00258871-00259094": "and what really underpins this list of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01211-00259096-00259398": "things is is the reliance on computing", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01212-00259400-00259471": "so", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01213-00259471-00259719": "not only having the the algorithms to do", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01214-00259719-00259942": "these things but also having the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01215-00259944-00260246": "necessary computing capabilities", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01216-00260248-00260463": "exactly where they're needed", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01217-00260464-00260655": "and unfortunately", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01218-00260656-00260879": "we think this poses a big challenge for", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01219-00260880-00261167": "the grid today because if you look at", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01220-00261167-00261375": "how the grid is set up", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01221-00261376-00261639": "it often looks something like this", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01222-00261640-00261927": "so the infrastructure is extremely", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01223-00261928-00262046": "distributed", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01224-00262048-00262295": "and often in locations that are very", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01225-00262296-00262479": "remote", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01226-00262480-00262871": "so if we think about our ability to do", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01227-00262872-00263119": "the really advanced computing that we", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01228-00263120-00263230": "need", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01229-00263231-00263519": "in these types of settings then there's", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01230-00263520-00263799": "a number of very obvious pitfalls so the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01231-00263800-00263958": "first is that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01232-00263959-00264110": "you know given that these locations are", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01233-00264111-00264303": "very remote", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01234-00264304-00264487": "connecting to the cloud could be really", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01235-00264488-00264606": "challenging", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01236-00264607-00264879": "and this is a problem because a lot of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01237-00264880-00265103": "services today", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01238-00265104-00265358": "that companies offer rely heavily on the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01239-00265359-00265503": "cloud", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01240-00265504-00265591": "so", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01241-00265592-00265782": "getting a bunch of data from these", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01242-00265783-00265991": "locations that are very remote to the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01243-00265992-00266279": "cloud can be really difficult and also", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01244-00266280-00266503": "there are a lot of security and privacy", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01245-00266504-00266599": "issues", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01246-00266600-00266830": "moving data off site that our customers", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01247-00266831-00266999": "are really concerned and cautious about", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01248-00267000-00267110": "as well", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01249-00267111-00267482": "so that's that's the first problem", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01250-00267483-00267734": "second if you want to keep everything", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01251-00267735-00267839": "local", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01252-00267840-00268110": "the computing resources that you have at", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01253-00268111-00268247": "these you know at these for instance at", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01254-00268248-00268519": "these transformer substations", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01255-00268520-00268687": "you may know that the equipment for the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01256-00268688-00268967": "grid is often designed to last decades", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01257-00268968-00269047": "so", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01258-00269048-00269255": "you're dealing with these legacy", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01259-00269256-00269534": "industrial pcs that absolutely weren't", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01260-00269535-00269679": "designed to run", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01261-00269680-00269879": "the latest and greatest", 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"jVocSPJ7c1k-01357-00291768-00291967": "and and we believe that these verticals", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01358-00291968-00292271": "could potentially really expand our tam", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01359-00292272-00292487": "and we're actively exploring pilots in a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01360-00292488-00292751": "number of these areas", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01361-00292752-00292943": "so speaking of pilots we're we're", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01362-00292944-00293095": "excited to say that we're actually", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01363-00293096-00293327": "engaged with with one pilot uh with a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01364-00293328-00293543": "company called dynamic uh they're an", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01365-00293544-00293823": "edge com edge operating system company", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01366-00293824-00294134": "uh located out here in uh in menlo park", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01367-00294135-00294310": "and with them we're aiming to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01368-00294311-00294534": "demonstrate a live prototype of our", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01369-00294535-00294663": "technology", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01370-00294664-00294895": "with a community-owned utility company", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01371-00294896-00295095": "in florida", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01372-00295096-00295303": "and in addition we have five additional", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01373-00295304-00295503": "pilots in our pipeline that we're aiming", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01374-00295504-00295775": "to start in in this next six six months", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01375-00295776-00296110": "or so", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01376-00296111-00296343": "so in order to capitalize on on these", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01377-00296344-00296567": "markets we we envision having three", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01378-00296568-00296854": "revenue streams so we'll we want to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01379-00296855-00297119": "monetize our accelerator platform uh", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01380-00297120-00297399": "with it with a usage-based pricing model", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01381-00297400-00297599": "uh and we'll also provide turnkey", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01382-00297600-00297710": "solutions", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01383-00297711-00297943": "and also to license our ip to to end", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01384-00297944-00298487": "users and also supply chain customers", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01385-00298488-00298743": "um and our go-to-market plan consists", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01386-00298744-00298919": "first of deploying these these paid", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01387-00298920-00299182": "pilots and field trials with our supply", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01388-00299183-00299310": "chain customers", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01389-00299311-00299454": "and then we'll launch on a beachhead", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01390-00299455-00299743": "market and then subsequently scale once", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01391-00299744-00299919": "we've reached something like qrl9 level", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01392-00299920-00300054": "validation", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01393-00300055-00300206": "we've also shown here what our", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01394-00300207-00300358": "forecasted revenue looks like for the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01395-00300359-00300454": "next", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01396-00300455-00300727": "five years", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01397-00300728-00300879": "and this is the team that's making it", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01398-00300880-00300975": "happen", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01399-00300976-00301071": "so", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01400-00301072-00301247": "i think we have a really unique blend of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01401-00301248-00301439": "technical and business expertise that's", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01402-00301440-00301582": "needed to bring this technology to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01403-00301583-00301806": "market uh so we have over 20 combined", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01404-00301807-00301982": "years of work experience in the power", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01405-00301983-00302206": "and energy sector including uh", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01406-00302207-00302487": "experience in in the utility space", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01407-00302488-00302734": "and we also have business expertise", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01408-00302735-00303006": "leading and operating b2b companies so", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01409-00303007-00303254": "we so i think we have some some sense of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01410-00303255-00303415": "the challenges of selling into these", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01411-00303416-00303823": "enterprise and regulated industries", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01412-00303824-00304047": "so uh with that and you know i think", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01413-00304048-00304191": "we're all really excited about the next", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01414-00304192-00304351": "steps and we'd love to connect with you", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01415-00304352-00304527": "if you're curious to learn more so thank", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01416-00304528-00304710": "you", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01417-00304711-00304958": "great thank you very much jason", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01418-00304959-00305271": "um maybe i'll i'll start uh just with", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01419-00305272-00305534": "some a little bit more uh", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01420-00305535-00305775": "questions about the um about the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01421-00305776-00306015": "technology itself so it seems that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01422-00306016-00306223": "you're you're focused on the sort of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01423-00306224-00306439": "power and energy industry early on at", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01424-00306440-00306606": "least as sort of the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01425-00306607-00306847": "initial target market can can you walk", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01426-00306848-00307079": "me through a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01427-00307080-00307287": "edge computation", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01428-00307288-00307527": "that that can't be done now that isn't", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01429-00307528-00307671": "done now of course at a transformer", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01430-00307672-00307806": "substation that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01431-00307807-00307967": "that this would really", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01432-00307968-00308151": "unlock that that would", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01433-00308152-00308334": "sort of impact the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01434-00308335-00308503": "power and energy", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01435-00308504-00308671": "industry", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01436-00308672-00308854": "sure sure so so the big one in the in", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01437-00308855-00308991": "the space you know if you talk about a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01438-00308992-00309247": "transformer substation really the a big", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01439-00309248-00309406": "application today is in predictive", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01440-00309407-00309558": "maintenance", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01441-00309559-00309847": "and around that you know it's basically", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01442-00309848-00310015": "looking at the hardware that you have", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01443-00310016-00310254": "and trying to anticipate failures say in", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01444-00310255-00310615": "a transformer before it happens", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01445-00310616-00311047": "and a lot or some of those methods today", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01446-00311048-00311158": "use", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01447-00311159-00311343": "machine learning", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01448-00311344-00311630": "but the challenge is that in order to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01449-00311631-00311830": "train and build these machine learning", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01450-00311831-00312079": "models they need to send a bunch of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01451-00312080-00312287": "operating data", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01452-00312288-00312615": "um from the the operation of this", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01453-00312616-00312791": "transformer whether that's voltage", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01454-00312792-00313039": "current temperature vibration data to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01455-00313040-00313206": "the cloud and this could be gigabytes", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01456-00313207-00313406": "and gigabytes of data over the course of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01457-00313407-00313543": "of months", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01458-00313544-00313775": "in order to really characterize the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01459-00313776-00313887": "operation", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01460-00313888-00314015": "of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01461-00314016-00314206": "the normal you know this is what the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01462-00314207-00314375": "transformer operation looks like under a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01463-00314376-00314582": "normal situation versus this is an", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01464-00314583-00314727": "anomaly this is something that's not", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01465-00314728-00314879": "expected", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01466-00314880-00315103": "so today that 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i think that's one of the first key", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01495-00320400-00320751": "things that we aim to address okay", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01496-00320752-00320927": "uh it's a couple of uh technical", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01497-00320928-00321151": "questions from the from the audience so", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01498-00321152-00321319": "um the first is uh what are the", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01499-00321320-00321495": "bandwidth requirements from edge to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01500-00321496-00322175": "cloud at some of these remote locations", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01501-00322176-00322406": "again i i that that would really depend", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01502-00322407-00322719": "on the type of of application", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01503-00322720-00322910": "um", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01504-00322911-00323095": "that", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01505-00323096-00323271": "is being implemented", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01506-00323272-00323375": "um", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01507-00323376-00323471": "for", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01508-00323472-00323710": "a lot of vision based", 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"validate the core ip", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01537-00329407-00329606": "as i mentioned the technology is", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01538-00329607-00329767": "amenable to both a software", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01539-00329768-00329910": "implementation and a hardware", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01540-00329911-00330054": "implementation", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01541-00330055-00330239": "so our initial", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01542-00330240-00330503": "go to market plan initially is to really", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01543-00330504-00330782": "focus on the software version of this", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01544-00330783-00331023": "um of this technology because we think", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01545-00331024-00331127": "that would", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01546-00331128-00331327": "first allow us to to validate what our", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01547-00331328-00331606": "value proposition and also iron out um", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01548-00331607-00331775": "you know any problems that we come", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01549-00331776-00332039": "across with the technology", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01550-00332040-00332230": "um in in developing the hardware you", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01551-00332231-00332415": "know that's obviously a much longer a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01552-00332416-00332558": "development cycle", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01553-00332559-00332806": "uh you know we could", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01554-00332807-00332943": "you know you could potentially even", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01555-00332944-00333127": "envision something that would be uh you", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01556-00333128-00333287": "know implemented as an integrated", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01557-00333288-00333495": "circuit where and that would you know", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01558-00333496-00333630": "you're talking about you know years of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01559-00333631-00333854": "development there so we do", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01560-00333855-00334110": "envision a staged cycle where we're", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01561-00334111-00334295": "focused focusing first on a software", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01562-00334296-00334423": "realization of this and then", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01563-00334424-00334703": "transitioning to 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"jVocSPJ7c1k-01577-00337096-00337351": "sure so exactly uh soft so software", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01578-00337352-00337647": "engineering is one component but also", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01579-00337648-00337830": "another big component that we're looking", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01580-00337831-00338063": "at or are seeking to address is you know", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01581-00338064-00338327": "in selling to a lot of these um", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01582-00338328-00338647": "regulated or regulated industries or", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01583-00338648-00338903": "really any any b2b industry is i think", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01584-00338904-00339110": "it's important to have or it is", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01585-00339111-00339287": "important to have", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01586-00339288-00339399": "um", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01587-00339400-00339582": "somewhat of a reputation in the field", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01588-00339583-00339782": "it's very difficult to sell into some of", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01589-00339783-00339958": "these industries sometimes", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01590-00339959-00340167": "so we're", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01591-00340168-00340510": "you know trying to to work with or", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01592-00340511-00340687": "find people who", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01593-00340688-00340951": "have experience in in this space and are", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01594-00340952-00341143": "familiar with the sales cycles of some", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01595-00341144-00341358": "of these you know utility companies or", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01596-00341359-00341606": "or other businesses that we want to work", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01597-00341607-00341695": "with", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01598-00341696-00341887": "because that's definitely a something", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01599-00341888-00342054": "that we", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01600-00342055-00342223": "want to de-risk you know and it's", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01601-00342224-00342447": "definitely a challenge as a young or as", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01602-00342448-00342743": "a small b2b uh business", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01603-00342744-00342878": "and and then sort of last question you", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01604-00342879-00343134": "know beyond utilities and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01605-00343135-00343247": "power and energy", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01606-00343248-00343519": "what's sort of the next target industry", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01607-00343520-00343967": "um for for this type of technology", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01608-00343968-00344095": "and you know that's a great question and", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01609-00344096-00344223": "that's something we're actively", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01610-00344224-00344454": "exploring so again if if you know anyone", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01611-00344455-00344687": "in the audience has has thoughts or or", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01612-00344688-00344934": "is interested in you know talking more", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01613-00344935-00345119": "we would love to hear from you and happy", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01614-00345120-00345430": "to to be connect to to connect with you", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01615-00345431-00345558": "um", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01616-00345559-00345687": "terrific", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01617-00345688-00345767": "okay", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01618-00345768-00346063": "thank you jason for uh for sharing velix", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01619-00346064-00346182": "with us", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01620-00346183-00346439": "um i want to thank all of our uh", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01621-00346440-00346791": "participants uh one more time it's a", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01622-00346792-00347127": "really fascinating mix of exciting", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01623-00347128-00347295": "new technologies", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01624-00347296-00347454": "um if", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01625-00347455-00347630": "any of you who didn't have a chance to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01626-00347631-00347815": "ask a question to get your question", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01627-00347816-00347919": "answered", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01628-00347920-00348239": "um please don't hesitate to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01629-00348240-00348447": "either try to connect directly with our", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01630-00348448-00348710": "participants i'm sure they would love to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01631-00348711-00348934": "to talk with you offline", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01632-00348935-00349223": "or connect through the tomcat", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01633-00349224-00349487": "linkedin group site", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01634-00349488-00349567": "or", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01635-00349568-00349687": "contact", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01636-00349688-00349967": "any of us on the tomcat team", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01637-00349968-00350047": "so", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01638-00350048-00350310": "thank you all for uh for joining us uh", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01639-00350311-00350567": "this afternoon and uh we look forward to", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01640-00350568-00350678": "another", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01641-00350679-00350927": "innovation showcase uh next quarter", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01642-00350928-00351895": "thanks so much", "jVocSPJ7c1k-01643-00351896-00352104": "you"}}, {"audio_id": "jVOlPe4rD3I", "text": {"jVOlPe4rD3I-00000-00000850-00001967": "[Music]", "jVOlPe4rD3I-00001-00001968-00002417": "um", "jVOlPe4rD3I-00002-00002418-00004946": "[Music]", "jVOlPe4rD3I-00003-00004947-00006433": "[Music]", 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we want to", "jW38BRpE42o-00012-00005262-00005483": "deliver some value to you I spent a lot", "jW38BRpE42o-00013-00005484-00005686": "of time listening to my dad talking to", "jW38BRpE42o-00014-00005687-00005897": "my dad and he's got a lot of really cool", "jW38BRpE42o-00015-00005898-00006118": "things to say and you know that too how", "jW38BRpE42o-00016-00006119-00006400": "do I know you know because in 2019 he", "jW38BRpE42o-00017-00006401-00006617": "came out to the 21 convention and gave a", "jW38BRpE42o-00018-00006618-00006839": "talk and an interview and those videos", "jW38BRpE42o-00019-00006840-00007187": "have combined almost a million views and", "jW38BRpE42o-00020-00007188-00007403": "to this day I still get comments", "jW38BRpE42o-00021-00007404-00007703": "questions concerns about your dad hey", "jW38BRpE42o-00022-00007704-00007948": "Elliot we want him back so we got him", "jW38BRpE42o-00023-00007950-00008063": "here today", "jW38BRpE42o-00024-00008064-00008455": "Edmund house is in the house", "jW38BRpE42o-00025-00008456-00008723": "make it happen yeah we're making it", "jW38BRpE42o-00026-00008724-00008974": "happen so what do you want to talk about", "jW38BRpE42o-00027-00008975-00009185": "so I figure it would be good for people", "jW38BRpE42o-00028-00009186-00009437": "to know a little bit more about you", "jW38BRpE42o-00029-00009438-00009592": "and so okay", "jW38BRpE42o-00030-00009593-00009773": "let's begin", "jW38BRpE42o-00031-00009774-00010006": "with the fact that you were born in", "jW38BRpE42o-00032-00010007-00010433": "Belize Central America yes in the 1950s", "jW38BRpE42o-00033-00010434-00010759": "51 yeah yeah right and so here we are in", "jW38BRpE42o-00034-00010760-00011010": "2022 in America", "jW38BRpE42o-00035-00011011-00011251": "what was your life like back then", "jW38BRpE42o-00036-00011252-00011531": "growing up in a third world country", "jW38BRpE42o-00037-00011532-00011681": "Belize", "jW38BRpE42o-00038-00011682-00011849": "uh", "jW38BRpE42o-00039-00011850-00012185": "my life it's a beautiful life I mean", "jW38BRpE42o-00040-00012186-00012359": "Yellow Pages are called beautiful right", "jW38BRpE42o-00041-00012360-00012677": "beautiful for me is being free", "jW38BRpE42o-00042-00012678-00012916": "to basically do almost", "jW38BRpE42o-00043-00012917-00013247": "everything that you like to do", "jW38BRpE42o-00044-00013247-00013451": "not to be controlled", "jW38BRpE42o-00045-00013452-00013577": "see", "jW38BRpE42o-00046-00013578-00013793": "some people like to be controlled for", "jW38BRpE42o-00047-00013794-00014069": "some reason it's my nature", "jW38BRpE42o-00048-00014069-00014225": "I don't know why", "jW38BRpE42o-00049-00014226-00014525": "but I don't like to be controlled", "jW38BRpE42o-00050-00014526-00014885": "I like rules because rules make sense", "jW38BRpE42o-00051-00014886-00015136": "but some rules doesn't make sense so I", "jW38BRpE42o-00052-00015137-00015263": "don't like to follow rules that doesn't", "jW38BRpE42o-00053-00015263-00015557": "make sense right but sometimes I have to", "jW38BRpE42o-00054-00015558-00015730": "and sometimes I don't and I pay the", "jW38BRpE42o-00055-00015731-00015922": "price but it's okay", "jW38BRpE42o-00056-00015923-00016127": "I learned a little bit about it", "jW38BRpE42o-00057-00016128-00016330": "so that's my main concern but otherwise", "jW38BRpE42o-00058-00016331-00016529": "I was just", "jW38BRpE42o-00059-00016530-00016636": "you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00060-00016637-00016889": "just a regular kid growing up and", "jW38BRpE42o-00061-00016890-00017086": "having fun you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00062-00017087-00017249": "running wrong like", "jW38BRpE42o-00063-00017250-00017483": "kids here in America you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00064-00017484-00017758": "my mom didn't have to worry about me", "jW38BRpE42o-00065-00017759-00017950": "my dad didn't have to worry about me I", "jW38BRpE42o-00066-00017951-00018155": "could sometimes I used to go away", "jW38BRpE42o-00067-00018156-00018443": "from my home for maybe a day or two they", "jW38BRpE42o-00068-00018444-00018563": "don't question it they don't know if I'm", "jW38BRpE42o-00069-00018564-00018700": "dead or alive I'm not saying that's the", "jW38BRpE42o-00070-00018701-00018893": "right thing to do but today the way life", "jW38BRpE42o-00071-00018894-00019019": "is you can't be that way with your", "jW38BRpE42o-00072-00019020-00019217": "family because there's too many people", "jW38BRpE42o-00073-00019218-00019505": "out there that's not very nice you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00074-00019506-00019661": "what I'm saying so everybody's scared", "jW38BRpE42o-00075-00019662-00019871": "you live a life in fear I never lived my", "jW38BRpE42o-00076-00019872-00020057": "life in fear of this day today I still", "jW38BRpE42o-00077-00020058-00020243": "doesn't leave my life in fear", "jW38BRpE42o-00078-00020244-00020453": "because I fear nothing I hear a fear no", "jW38BRpE42o-00079-00020454-00020729": "man nobody the only person affair", "jW38BRpE42o-00080-00020730-00020950": "I'm afraid of and I have faithful it's", "jW38BRpE42o-00081-00020951-00021149": "the almighty man", "jW38BRpE42o-00082-00021150-00021293": "and that's", "jW38BRpE42o-00083-00021294-00021503": "just me I'm not telling anybody to be", "jW38BRpE42o-00084-00021504-00021767": "where I am because just just so I am you", "jW38BRpE42o-00085-00021768-00021893": "know if you come to me and you pull a", "jW38BRpE42o-00086-00021894-00022000": "gun in front of me and you want to shoot", "jW38BRpE42o-00087-00022001-00022180": "me go ahead shoot me I ain't be scared", "jW38BRpE42o-00088-00022181-00022253": "of that", "jW38BRpE42o-00089-00022254-00022469": "because if it's my time to go you could", "jW38BRpE42o-00090-00022470-00022630": "put 10 20 bullets in me I'm gonna still", "jW38BRpE42o-00091-00022631-00022775": "be alive but if the man feel like I'm", "jW38BRpE42o-00092-00022776-00022889": "supposed to go", "jW38BRpE42o-00093-00022890-00023153": "then I just drop dead with the first", "jW38BRpE42o-00094-00023154-00023285": "shot", "jW38BRpE42o-00095-00023286-00023530": "so that's basically how", "jW38BRpE42o-00096-00023531-00023644": "you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00097-00023645-00023897": "my mentality is growing up in my country", "jW38BRpE42o-00098-00023898-00024233": "that's just how I felt all my life and", "jW38BRpE42o-00099-00024234-00024383": "you know that yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-00100-00024384-00024550": "what would you say are some of the", "jW38BRpE42o-00101-00024551-00024743": "biggest differences between the way you", "jW38BRpE42o-00102-00024744-00024899": "grew up as a child", "jW38BRpE42o-00103-00024900-00025222": "and the way you raised us or the way we", "jW38BRpE42o-00104-00025223-00025427": "grew up in you know suburb of New York", "jW38BRpE42o-00105-00025428-00025564": "City what were some of the biggest", "jW38BRpE42o-00106-00025565-00025787": "differences between well it was a little", "jW38BRpE42o-00107-00025788-00025918": "different but it wasn't much of a", "jW38BRpE42o-00108-00025919-00026068": "difference because you know that", "jW38BRpE42o-00109-00026069-00026279": "because you grew up kind of pretty free", "jW38BRpE42o-00110-00026280-00026746": "too because I didn't stop you from going", "jW38BRpE42o-00111-00026747-00026867": "out and", "jW38BRpE42o-00112-00026868-00027190": "be a man find out who you are uh I", "jW38BRpE42o-00113-00027191-00027364": "always tell my wife", "jW38BRpE42o-00114-00027366-00027718": "that I want my kids to get in trouble I", "jW38BRpE42o-00115-00027719-00027905": "want them to get in trouble", "jW38BRpE42o-00116-00027906-00028133": "see and the reason why I wanted to get", "jW38BRpE42o-00117-00028133-00028270": "in trouble because I wanted to know", "jW38BRpE42o-00118-00028272-00028517": "right and wrong but", "jW38BRpE42o-00119-00028518-00028805": "the situation here is that that's where", "jW38BRpE42o-00120-00028806-00028996": "it comes in", "jW38BRpE42o-00121-00028997-00029279": "when you get in trouble", "jW38BRpE42o-00122-00029280-00029614": "I'm there to guide you", "jW38BRpE42o-00123-00029616-00029752": "so", "jW38BRpE42o-00124-00029754-00030017": "today these kids today", "jW38BRpE42o-00125-00030018-00030185": "the parents should protect them too much", "jW38BRpE42o-00126-00030186-00030473": "so they never know what they're always", "jW38BRpE42o-00127-00030474-00030683": "scared and there's always Fair on them", "jW38BRpE42o-00128-00030683-00031031": "see I don't like to be I don't like fear", "jW38BRpE42o-00129-00031032-00031349": "see that's not a good way to grow up and", "jW38BRpE42o-00130-00031350-00031720": "it's anyway right see and that was made", "jW38BRpE42o-00131-00031722-00031949": "my main thing and I always had a", "jW38BRpE42o-00132-00031950-00032068": "guideline", "jW38BRpE42o-00133-00032069-00032212": "for my kids", "jW38BRpE42o-00134-00032213-00032429": "and my family and you know everybody", "jW38BRpE42o-00135-00032430-00032662": "have guidelines differently and my", "jW38BRpE42o-00136-00032663-00032915": "guideline for you guys my family was", "jW38BRpE42o-00137-00032916-00033077": "basically", "jW38BRpE42o-00138-00033078-00033299": "follow the rules in the house", "jW38BRpE42o-00139-00033300-00033562": "take care of responsibility", "jW38BRpE42o-00140-00033563-00033779": "keep up your grade in School", "jW38BRpE42o-00141-00033780-00033959": "and once you do that what you doing", "jW38BRpE42o-00142-00033960-00034271": "outside is fine for me because once you", "jW38BRpE42o-00143-00034272-00034601": "get yourself in trouble I'll know", "jW38BRpE42o-00144-00034602-00034883": "then that's why I gotta step in", "jW38BRpE42o-00145-00034884-00035129": "not wait until", "jW38BRpE42o-00146-00035130-00035399": "you become a certain age when you get in", "jW38BRpE42o-00147-00035400-00035555": "trouble then", "jW38BRpE42o-00148-00035556-00035759": "you can't recover from it because you", "jW38BRpE42o-00149-00035760-00035945": "know you're a man and you have a family", "jW38BRpE42o-00150-00035946-00036095": "you know what I'm saying so you have to", "jW38BRpE42o-00151-00036096-00036389": "know these problems early in your life", "jW38BRpE42o-00152-00036390-00036659": "so you will think more towards your", "jW38BRpE42o-00153-00036660-00036862": "family then", "jW38BRpE42o-00154-00036863-00037139": "your so-called friends that you hanging", "jW38BRpE42o-00155-00037140-00037324": "out with that you think is your buddies", "jW38BRpE42o-00156-00037325-00037493": "or whatever it is you know those people", "jW38BRpE42o-00157-00037494-00037702": "that really guiding you out there right", "jW38BRpE42o-00158-00037703-00037907": "you know it's okay for them to guide you", "jW38BRpE42o-00159-00037908-00038051": "when you're a kid if that's what you", "jW38BRpE42o-00160-00038052-00038159": "want you're not supposed to be a", "jW38BRpE42o-00161-00038160-00038405": "follower or a leader yeah I always try", "jW38BRpE42o-00162-00038406-00038596": "to teach you guys to be a leader not a", "jW38BRpE42o-00163-00038597-00038921": "follower you know so that's basically", "jW38BRpE42o-00164-00038922-00039268": "how I look at you know as far as my life", "jW38BRpE42o-00165-00039269-00039562": "and when you were growing up in Belize", "jW38BRpE42o-00166-00039563-00039767": "you had a lot of brothers and sisters", "jW38BRpE42o-00167-00039768-00039989": "way more than I did how many", "jW38BRpE42o-00168-00039990-00040180": "I had like Seven Brothers Three Sisters", "jW38BRpE42o-00169-00040181-00040673": "yeah yeah and you know that was kind of", "jW38BRpE42o-00170-00040674-00040979": "rough because which is", "jW38BRpE42o-00171-00040980-00041123": "good", "jW38BRpE42o-00172-00041124-00041321": "because when you have brothers and", "jW38BRpE42o-00173-00041322-00041477": "sisters", "jW38BRpE42o-00174-00041478-00041795": "you'll have difference differences and", "jW38BRpE42o-00175-00041796-00041974": "you need to have differences in your", "jW38BRpE42o-00176-00041975-00042149": "life you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00177-00042150-00042274": "I mean you could have your own brother", "jW38BRpE42o-00178-00042275-00042424": "your sister doesn't like you because of", "jW38BRpE42o-00179-00042425-00042623": "whatever reason you know saying so you", "jW38BRpE42o-00180-00042624-00042785": "will fight and then you know you you", "jW38BRpE42o-00181-00042786-00043102": "kind of bring peace to each other's", "jW38BRpE42o-00182-00043103-00043271": "which is good to", "jW38BRpE42o-00183-00043272-00043433": "to fight", "jW38BRpE42o-00184-00043434-00043685": "but then you have to realize there's", "jW38BRpE42o-00185-00043686-00043895": "Time For Peace", "jW38BRpE42o-00186-00043896-00044233": "so if you don't practice that", "jW38BRpE42o-00187-00044234-00044524": "disagreement as a young child", "jW38BRpE42o-00188-00044525-00044795": "then you grow older and you always", "jW38BRpE42o-00189-00044796-00045046": "fighting fake no reason you know what", "jW38BRpE42o-00190-00045047-00045167": "I'm saying so this way you understand", "jW38BRpE42o-00191-00045168-00045424": "that like okay I disagree with you but", "jW38BRpE42o-00192-00045425-00045623": "we have our issues", "jW38BRpE42o-00193-00045624-00045965": "you know but now it's over right you", "jW38BRpE42o-00194-00045966-00046235": "life goes on you don't care you don't", "jW38BRpE42o-00195-00046236-00046505": "take it to the next level you know carry", "jW38BRpE42o-00196-00046506-00046679": "Grudge right you know because that's", "jW38BRpE42o-00197-00046680-00046955": "that's that's weakness you know you", "jW38BRpE42o-00198-00046956-00047080": "become weak", "jW38BRpE42o-00199-00047081-00047308": "because the more things the more things", "jW38BRpE42o-00200-00047309-00047645": "you accumulate in your head", "jW38BRpE42o-00201-00047646-00047873": "the weaker you get", "jW38BRpE42o-00202-00047874-00048089": "it's like they say baggages some people", "jW38BRpE42o-00203-00048090-00048239": "say baggage whatever you want to call it", "jW38BRpE42o-00204-00048240-00048371": "right you can call it whatever you want", "jW38BRpE42o-00205-00048372-00048743": "to call it I like for me", "jW38BRpE42o-00206-00048744-00049007": "I don't care what anybody do to me", "jW38BRpE42o-00207-00049008-00049193": "I don't care", "jW38BRpE42o-00208-00049194-00049355": "because", "jW38BRpE42o-00209-00049356-00049517": "once that's done", "jW38BRpE42o-00210-00049518-00049871": "it's done right I I move on so you're", "jW38BRpE42o-00211-00049872-00050093": "free right I'm free I free my mind my", "jW38BRpE42o-00212-00050094-00050308": "body my soul and I", "jW38BRpE42o-00213-00050309-00050555": "I'm a strong man again", "jW38BRpE42o-00214-00050556-00050807": "but if I keep carrying that from each", "jW38BRpE42o-00215-00050808-00051058": "person and Everywhere I Go", "jW38BRpE42o-00216-00051059-00051226": "I become weak", "jW38BRpE42o-00217-00051227-00051544": "yeah miserably sad you know you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00218-00051545-00051857": "people see you right if you you look at", "jW38BRpE42o-00219-00051858-00052108": "a person you could see sadness", "jW38BRpE42o-00220-00052109-00052366": "you don't know you can't judge because I", "jW38BRpE42o-00221-00052367-00052576": "don't judge anyone when I say I don't", "jW38BRpE42o-00222-00052577-00052799": "judge anyone we're all human and we do", "jW38BRpE42o-00223-00052800-00053080": "judge I just said I don't judge I judge", "jW38BRpE42o-00224-00053082-00053213": "to a certain degree but when I say I", "jW38BRpE42o-00225-00053214-00053363": "don't judge it because when I find", "jW38BRpE42o-00226-00053364-00053597": "myself trying to judge someone", "jW38BRpE42o-00227-00053598-00053873": "I stopped myself", "jW38BRpE42o-00228-00053874-00054185": "I say who are you to judge anyone", "jW38BRpE42o-00229-00054186-00054419": "you know what I'm saying what's the", "jW38BRpE42o-00230-00054420-00054671": "difference between judging and pointing", "jW38BRpE42o-00231-00054672-00054876": "out right and wrong", "jW38BRpE42o-00232-00054877-00055049": "is", "jW38BRpE42o-00233-00055050-00055403": "perfect if somebody is right", "jW38BRpE42o-00234-00055404-00055582": "they're right", "jW38BRpE42o-00235-00055583-00055757": "if they're wrong", "jW38BRpE42o-00236-00055758-00056038": "they're wrong so that's that's a tricky", "jW38BRpE42o-00237-00056039-00056171": "word too where you just say it right or", "jW38BRpE42o-00238-00056172-00056530": "wrong because what's right for me", "jW38BRpE42o-00239-00056532-00056794": "might be wrong for you", "jW38BRpE42o-00240-00056795-00057035": "so you can't really it's opinionated", "jW38BRpE42o-00241-00057036-00057316": "everybody have an opinion you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00242-00057317-00057550": "so", "jW38BRpE42o-00243-00057551-00057761": "I wouldn't look at it as judge if I look", "jW38BRpE42o-00244-00057762-00058091": "at a situation where", "jW38BRpE42o-00245-00058091-00058342": "what he's doing I don't like", "jW38BRpE42o-00246-00058344-00058576": "fine but he likes that so that that's", "jW38BRpE42o-00247-00058577-00058744": "okay with him because he's working for", "jW38BRpE42o-00248-00058745-00058888": "you", "jW38BRpE42o-00249-00058889-00059057": "what you do might not work for me so I", "jW38BRpE42o-00250-00059058-00059171": "don't want to do that", "jW38BRpE42o-00251-00059172-00059482": "so I just leave it alone yeah why should", "jW38BRpE42o-00252-00059483-00059699": "I put my energy or not", "jW38BRpE42o-00253-00059700-00059992": "so what's your energy", "jW38BRpE42o-00254-00059994-00060221": "so that's just how I go about Talent", "jW38BRpE42o-00255-00060222-00060526": "situation like that you know so having", "jW38BRpE42o-00256-00060527-00060875": "Seven Brothers Three Sisters getting", "jW38BRpE42o-00257-00060876-00061025": "along or not getting along having", "jW38BRpE42o-00258-00061026-00061379": "opinions and living life what was your", "jW38BRpE42o-00259-00061379-00061576": "parents involvement and where were they", "jW38BRpE42o-00260-00061577-00061853": "and what was going on with them well hey", "jW38BRpE42o-00261-00061854-00062063": "you know my parents these days those", "jW38BRpE42o-00262-00062064-00062297": "days was a little different because", "jW38BRpE42o-00263-00062298-00062585": "uh again I don't know my parents see I", "jW38BRpE42o-00264-00062586-00062723": "don't judge my parents either I'm not", "jW38BRpE42o-00265-00062724-00062866": "saying my prayer was a great experience", "jW38BRpE42o-00266-00062867-00063035": "in the world just like you", "jW38BRpE42o-00267-00063036-00063244": "as my son you're not going to say I'm", "jW38BRpE42o-00268-00063245-00063388": "the greatest parent in the world either", "jW38BRpE42o-00269-00063389-00063550": "because there's lots of stuff that you", "jW38BRpE42o-00270-00063551-00063749": "don't prove and you don't like that I do", "jW38BRpE42o-00271-00063750-00063982": "that's fine", "jW38BRpE42o-00272-00063983-00064187": "I'm not going to make that a problem", "jW38BRpE42o-00273-00064188-00064469": "but my parents was never really", "jW38BRpE42o-00274-00064470-00064804": "uh involved the way I was involved with", "jW38BRpE42o-00275-00064805-00065069": "you guys where I'm concerned well my", "jW38BRpE42o-00276-00065070-00065266": "sibling concerns some of them because", "jW38BRpE42o-00277-00065267-00065416": "you gotta remember one thing when you", "jW38BRpE42o-00278-00065417-00065603": "have seven", "jW38BRpE42o-00279-00065604-00065819": "brothers and three sisters and you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00280-00065820-00066106": "and my my mom have to really and my dad", "jW38BRpE42o-00281-00066107-00066347": "have to really try to overlook that that", "jW38BRpE42o-00282-00066348-00066641": "that's that's that's a big job yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-00283-00066642-00067109": "that's huge so I'm not gonna", "jW38BRpE42o-00284-00067110-00067487": "if I fall through the cracks of my", "jW38BRpE42o-00285-00067488-00067594": "family", "jW38BRpE42o-00286-00067595-00067937": "I'm not gonna judge my parents because I", "jW38BRpE42o-00287-00067938-00068129": "look at the situation", "jW38BRpE42o-00288-00068130-00068338": "that I can see how that happened right", "jW38BRpE42o-00289-00068339-00068621": "so that's why a lot of times you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00290-00068622-00068909": "you have a person to have a you know say", "jW38BRpE42o-00291-00068910-00069203": "10 kids and then maybe two three goes", "jW38BRpE42o-00292-00069204-00069413": "straight it's straight because they", "jW38BRpE42o-00293-00069414-00069617": "don't they don't have that discipline", "jW38BRpE42o-00294-00069618-00069821": "and love because it's very hard to give", "jW38BRpE42o-00295-00069822-00070085": "that discipline love to so many siblings", "jW38BRpE42o-00296-00070086-00070288": "at the same time that's that's you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00297-00070289-00070499": "it's hard I had my four kids you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00298-00070500-00070775": "you including one and I have to share", "jW38BRpE42o-00299-00070776-00071050": "all the love and attention to everybody", "jW38BRpE42o-00300-00071051-00071225": "and work and try to do the right thing", "jW38BRpE42o-00301-00071226-00071365": "for you so that's that's a difficult", "jW38BRpE42o-00302-00071366-00071669": "problem and when I say not a problem but", "jW38BRpE42o-00303-00071670-00071950": "a different difficult job", "jW38BRpE42o-00304-00071951-00072250": "so when you see someone and have a a", "jW38BRpE42o-00305-00072251-00072355": "family", "jW38BRpE42o-00306-00072356-00072647": "and they're structured", "jW38BRpE42o-00307-00072648-00072887": "you always have to look at their", "jW38BRpE42o-00308-00072888-00073085": "Guardians their parents", "jW38BRpE42o-00309-00073086-00073379": "why is this kid like that it's not the", "jW38BRpE42o-00310-00073380-00073469": "kid", "jW38BRpE42o-00311-00073470-00073649": "it's the parent", "jW38BRpE42o-00312-00073650-00073835": "so if you have a lot if you only have 10", "jW38BRpE42o-00313-00073836-00074009": "kids or 20 kids I don't care how many", "jW38BRpE42o-00314-00074010-00074159": "kids you want to have if you could give", "jW38BRpE42o-00315-00074160-00074297": "them the attention instruction guide", "jW38BRpE42o-00316-00074298-00074585": "that's that's a beautiful thing", "jW38BRpE42o-00317-00074586-00074765": "but don't go have", "jW38BRpE42o-00318-00074766-00074981": "all these kids and you can't guide them", "jW38BRpE42o-00319-00074982-00075179": "and give them what they need to become a", "jW38BRpE42o-00320-00075180-00075563": "decent Citizen and decent human", "jW38BRpE42o-00321-00075564-00075743": "you know on the face of the Earth", "jW38BRpE42o-00322-00075744-00075941": "it's a sad thing", "jW38BRpE42o-00323-00075942-00076175": "for", "jW38BRpE42o-00324-00076176-00076421": "uh society and it's a sad thing for the", "jW38BRpE42o-00325-00076422-00076643": "kid", "jW38BRpE42o-00326-00076644-00076859": "so you know the story of my that your", "jW38BRpE42o-00327-00076860-00077285": "mom want to have more kids right", "jW38BRpE42o-00328-00077286-00077500": "I had three boys and I said look I have", "jW38BRpE42o-00329-00077501-00077693": "three kids I think three kids enough for", "jW38BRpE42o-00330-00077694-00077891": "me to to Really structure them and give", "jW38BRpE42o-00331-00077892-00078059": "them a good life so they can", "jW38BRpE42o-00332-00078060-00078275": "have a better life and and be better for", "jW38BRpE42o-00333-00078276-00078605": "society So I says look three kids is not", "jW38BRpE42o-00334-00078606-00078844": "enough for me", "jW38BRpE42o-00335-00078845-00079091": "but she wanted", "jW38BRpE42o-00336-00079092-00079319": "her daughter so", "jW38BRpE42o-00337-00079320-00079529": "I have a daughter which I'm very", "jW38BRpE42o-00338-00079530-00079769": "grateful that I have four kids right so", "jW38BRpE42o-00339-00079770-00080044": "it just become more now I have to decide", "jW38BRpE42o-00340-00080045-00080212": "well look", "jW38BRpE42o-00341-00080213-00080519": "I have to work harder", "jW38BRpE42o-00342-00080520-00080765": "and I gotta do things", "jW38BRpE42o-00343-00080766-00081047": "huh because I want now I'm dealing with", "jW38BRpE42o-00344-00081048-00081473": "four kids now to do right for them", "jW38BRpE42o-00345-00081474-00081755": "you're in the same situation right", "jW38BRpE42o-00346-00081756-00081911": "you could have one kid and be life would", "jW38BRpE42o-00347-00081912-00082079": "be easy like so you think it's easy", "jW38BRpE42o-00348-00082080-00082217": "because you have one kid and that one", "jW38BRpE42o-00349-00082218-00082397": "kid could be more if you don't structure", "jW38BRpE42o-00350-00082398-00082529": "them the right thing that could be like", "jW38BRpE42o-00351-00082530-00082867": "having four kids", "jW38BRpE42o-00352-00082868-00083050": "so", "jW38BRpE42o-00353-00083051-00083344": "it's difficult but again", "jW38BRpE42o-00354-00083345-00083500": "earlier we're talking about choices", "jW38BRpE42o-00355-00083501-00083867": "right you choose to have", "jW38BRpE42o-00356-00083868-00084149": "kids or you choose not to have kids some", "jW38BRpE42o-00357-00084150-00084365": "people do that's okay there's no problem", "jW38BRpE42o-00358-00084366-00084641": "with that yeah yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-00359-00084642-00084838": "what do you think about people who uh", "jW38BRpE42o-00360-00084839-00084976": "get married and they don't have children", "jW38BRpE42o-00361-00084977-00085156": "that don't want to have kids you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00362-00085157-00085361": "well I don't think anything about them", "jW38BRpE42o-00363-00085362-00085505": "that's your choice", "jW38BRpE42o-00364-00085506-00085744": "they got to deal with that dung the land", "jW38BRpE42o-00365-00085745-00085961": "in their life right if they feel like", "jW38BRpE42o-00366-00085962-00086111": "kids just too much problem and it", "jW38BRpE42o-00367-00086112-00086261": "doesn't work it then they don't have no", "jW38BRpE42o-00368-00086262-00086609": "kids you know but if you get you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00369-00086610-00086837": "I'm at you know I never have kids in my", "jW38BRpE42o-00370-00086838-00087017": "life because I says I want to have kids", "jW38BRpE42o-00371-00087018-00087149": "because I want my kids to take care of", "jW38BRpE42o-00372-00087150-00087412": "me when I get old I never there's such", "jW38BRpE42o-00373-00087413-00087569": "thing in my head I don't put that in my", "jW38BRpE42o-00374-00087570-00087731": "hand because that's not what I have my", "jW38BRpE42o-00375-00087732-00087887": "kids for I have my kids because I love", "jW38BRpE42o-00376-00087888-00088199": "them and I want them to grow and have a", "jW38BRpE42o-00377-00088200-00088331": "nice you know like I like to enjoy kids", "jW38BRpE42o-00378-00088332-00088432": "I like little baby because they're", "jW38BRpE42o-00379-00088433-00088673": "innocent you could train a kid to do", "jW38BRpE42o-00380-00088674-00088805": "whatever you want and it's just pleasure", "jW38BRpE42o-00381-00088806-00088961": "to watch your kid growing and be", "jW38BRpE42o-00382-00088962-00089279": "themselves you know so watching you guys", "jW38BRpE42o-00383-00089280-00089435": "having your kids and watching you money", "jW38BRpE42o-00384-00089436-00089567": "with your kids sometime I look at you", "jW38BRpE42o-00385-00089568-00089711": "and look at my other kids them doing", "jW38BRpE42o-00386-00089712-00090041": "that and I laugh you know I love left me", "jW38BRpE42o-00387-00090042-00090185": "and my wife together and we make fun", "jW38BRpE42o-00388-00090186-00090317": "because I look at them and I see they're", "jW38BRpE42o-00389-00090318-00090541": "doing the same thing I was doing", "jW38BRpE42o-00390-00090542-00091012": "and it's just beautiful you know so if", "jW38BRpE42o-00391-00091013-00091138": "they don't want to have no kids and they", "jW38BRpE42o-00392-00091139-00091318": "feel like", "jW38BRpE42o-00393-00091319-00091576": "they'd be okay when they get old then", "jW38BRpE42o-00394-00091577-00091768": "that's okay you might never get old so", "jW38BRpE42o-00395-00091769-00091900": "you can look at it this way it's a", "jW38BRpE42o-00396-00091901-00092044": "chance you take it's a church you make", "jW38BRpE42o-00397-00092045-00092215": "you can save on Amazon", "jW38BRpE42o-00398-00092216-00092494": "oh you know I forgot that early or", "jW38BRpE42o-00399-00092495-00092723": "whatever it is and who cares you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00400-00092724-00093059": "right but if you get old enough God", "jW38BRpE42o-00401-00093060-00093173": "bless you", "jW38BRpE42o-00402-00093174-00093455": "somehow to live a certain age and and", "jW38BRpE42o-00403-00093456-00093749": "you kind of disable a little bit to help", "jW38BRpE42o-00404-00093750-00094018": "yourself then you just have to have the", "jW38BRpE42o-00405-00094019-00094175": "nursing home or some stranger take care", "jW38BRpE42o-00406-00094176-00094379": "of you then someone that really gonna be", "jW38BRpE42o-00407-00094380-00094553": "dead and love you", "jW38BRpE42o-00408-00094554-00094817": "so you need love", "jW38BRpE42o-00409-00094818-00094967": "see if you have your kids and you do the", "jW38BRpE42o-00410-00094968-00095099": "right I don't care what anybody says", "jW38BRpE42o-00411-00095100-00095321": "people say oh you have a kid and then", "jW38BRpE42o-00412-00095322-00095476": "maybe the kid turn out I did everything", "jW38BRpE42o-00413-00095477-00095656": "for my kid and my kid never turned back", "jW38BRpE42o-00414-00095657-00095921": "and look with me yeah look that's all", "jW38BRpE42o-00415-00095922-00096323": "I'm not saying it doesn't happen", "jW38BRpE42o-00416-00096324-00096617": "but if you put the time", "jW38BRpE42o-00417-00096618-00096911": "and energy if you put all the love into", "jW38BRpE42o-00418-00096912-00097025": "your kid", "jW38BRpE42o-00419-00097026-00097187": "you'll get low because everything in", "jW38BRpE42o-00420-00097188-00097373": "this life need love", "jW38BRpE42o-00421-00097374-00097553": "everything", "jW38BRpE42o-00422-00097554-00097750": "and you get love you get to get love in", "jW38BRpE42o-00423-00097751-00097912": "return", "jW38BRpE42o-00424-00097913-00098153": "and if you give love to something or", "jW38BRpE42o-00425-00098154-00098273": "anything", "jW38BRpE42o-00426-00098274-00098543": "and you don't get the love in return", "jW38BRpE42o-00427-00098544-00098855": "then you just eliminate it", "jW38BRpE42o-00428-00098856-00098987": "what do you think about the difference", "jW38BRpE42o-00429-00098988-00099305": "between uh love and respect love and", "jW38BRpE42o-00430-00099306-00099467": "respect you have to have both you see if", "jW38BRpE42o-00431-00099468-00099706": "you love somebody who respect them", "jW38BRpE42o-00432-00099707-00099767": "um", "jW38BRpE42o-00433-00099768-00099905": "How Could You Love", "jW38BRpE42o-00434-00099906-00100043": "how could you don't respect something", "jW38BRpE42o-00435-00100044-00100324": "that you love right you know you you", "jW38BRpE42o-00436-00100325-00100618": "love something you it's like you protect", "jW38BRpE42o-00437-00100619-00100859": "it you you care for it you you know you", "jW38BRpE42o-00438-00100860-00101111": "nurture it you give it everything it", "jW38BRpE42o-00439-00101112-00101279": "needs to survive and that's just that's", "jW38BRpE42o-00440-00101280-00101506": "with everything", "jW38BRpE42o-00441-00101507-00101662": "even in", "jW38BRpE42o-00442-00101663-00101956": "relationship", "jW38BRpE42o-00443-00101957-00102215": "if you have your wife and you don't give", "jW38BRpE42o-00444-00102216-00102449": "your wife love", "jW38BRpE42o-00445-00102450-00102725": "do you expect to get loved by", "jW38BRpE42o-00446-00102726-00103036": "and if you give them love", "jW38BRpE42o-00447-00103038-00103175": "and you give them enough love because", "jW38BRpE42o-00448-00103176-00103289": "you'll know", "jW38BRpE42o-00449-00103290-00103397": "look", "jW38BRpE42o-00450-00103398-00103654": "I like plants", "jW38BRpE42o-00451-00103655-00103818": "I like nature", "jW38BRpE42o-00452-00103819-00104165": "I love nature", "jW38BRpE42o-00453-00104166-00104339": "I'm grateful for you that you put me out", "jW38BRpE42o-00454-00104340-00104536": "in more nature thank you", "jW38BRpE42o-00455-00104538-00104680": "now", "jW38BRpE42o-00456-00104681-00104897": "if I have a little plan and I give that", "jW38BRpE42o-00457-00104898-00105040": "all the love that I want all the", "jW38BRpE42o-00458-00105041-00105263": "nutrients that I could ever dream of to", "jW38BRpE42o-00459-00105264-00105443": "give that little plan because it's just", "jW38BRpE42o-00460-00105444-00105743": "wittering it's not doing well", "jW38BRpE42o-00461-00105744-00105934": "I'm gonna give it everything I need that", "jW38BRpE42o-00462-00105935-00106354": "I know of research", "jW38BRpE42o-00463-00106355-00106558": "and that plan does not respond to my", "jW38BRpE42o-00464-00106559-00106745": "love", "jW38BRpE42o-00465-00106746-00106901": "I get rid of it", "jW38BRpE42o-00466-00106902-00107201": "huh it's like that yeah I pull it on the", "jW38BRpE42o-00467-00107202-00107369": "ground I throw it away I said that's it", "jW38BRpE42o-00468-00107370-00107525": "forget you don't I give you everything", "jW38BRpE42o-00469-00107526-00107747": "you need to give me back love and you", "jW38BRpE42o-00470-00107748-00107957": "don't so I'm done with you", "jW38BRpE42o-00471-00107958-00108221": "did you know that there's a story in the", "jW38BRpE42o-00472-00108222-00108508": "gospel about that Jesus says that do you", "jW38BRpE42o-00473-00108509-00108966": "know that well yeah no I don't know", "jW38BRpE42o-00474-00108967-00109163": "so that's the same thing with anything", "jW38BRpE42o-00475-00109164-00109408": "no I have you as my son yeah I love you", "jW38BRpE42o-00476-00109409-00109727": "I care for you I'll do anything for you", "jW38BRpE42o-00477-00109728-00109919": "but the moment I'm giving you love I am", "jW38BRpE42o-00478-00109920-00110081": "giving you and you start disrespecting", "jW38BRpE42o-00479-00110082-00110302": "me and treat me", "jW38BRpE42o-00480-00110303-00110513": "in a bad way that I don't think it's the", "jW38BRpE42o-00481-00110514-00110657": "right thing to do", "jW38BRpE42o-00482-00110658-00110860": "I'm done with you too", "jW38BRpE42o-00483-00110861-00111065": "you've gone better illuminate you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00484-00111066-00111245": "my life so you can just cut people out", "jW38BRpE42o-00485-00111246-00111484": "here I cut you out yeah I could cut", "jW38BRpE42o-00486-00111485-00111616": "anything out that", "jW38BRpE42o-00487-00111617-00111766": "not", "jW38BRpE42o-00488-00111767-00112247": "prospering to me you says to me and", "jW38BRpE42o-00489-00112248-00112415": "not doing right from doing not doing", "jW38BRpE42o-00490-00112416-00112558": "righteous I'm doing everything for you", "jW38BRpE42o-00491-00112559-00112810": "and you do nothing returned look I'm", "jW38BRpE42o-00492-00112811-00112936": "sorry", "jW38BRpE42o-00493-00112938-00113110": "some people might", "jW38BRpE42o-00494-00113111-00113339": "have I I got hopes", "jW38BRpE42o-00495-00113340-00113495": "I have faith", "jW38BRpE42o-00496-00113496-00113633": "but there's a time when you got to draw", "jW38BRpE42o-00497-00113633-00113758": "the line", "jW38BRpE42o-00498-00113759-00114058": "and you you will know", "jW38BRpE42o-00499-00114059-00114245": "why do you think it's so hard for people", "jW38BRpE42o-00500-00114246-00114581": "to draw the line and and cut people out", "jW38BRpE42o-00501-00114582-00114845": "of their lives when they don't produce", "jW38BRpE42o-00502-00114846-00115084": "fruit touchment", "jW38BRpE42o-00503-00115085-00115301": "people attached to things", "jW38BRpE42o-00504-00115302-00115439": "I'm saying", "jW38BRpE42o-00505-00115440-00115697": "and you can't attach to nothing see I", "jW38BRpE42o-00506-00115698-00115834": "touch the none", "jW38BRpE42o-00507-00115835-00116015": "nothing matters I mean I could walk away", "jW38BRpE42o-00508-00116016-00116213": "from anything anytime", "jW38BRpE42o-00509-00116214-00116386": "that's why I live my life", "jW38BRpE42o-00510-00116388-00116693": "I don't you know what because", "jW38BRpE42o-00511-00116694-00117083": "whatever you think is yours", "jW38BRpE42o-00512-00117083-00117245": "it's not yours", "jW38BRpE42o-00513-00117246-00117497": "you you have you own nothing", "jW38BRpE42o-00514-00117498-00117754": "hmm you don't even own yourself what do", "jW38BRpE42o-00515-00117755-00118090": "you mean", "jW38BRpE42o-00516-00118091-00118271": "your Mighty Man", "jW38BRpE42o-00517-00118272-00118516": "could shut you up right now take a sip", "jW38BRpE42o-00518-00118517-00118631": "of that right now you're choking you", "jW38BRpE42o-00519-00118632-00118966": "drop dead right there now he can do that", "jW38BRpE42o-00520-00118967-00119213": "so you're saying that I don't have", "jW38BRpE42o-00521-00119214-00119381": "control over my life", "jW38BRpE42o-00522-00119382-00119716": "to a certain extent you have your", "jW38BRpE42o-00523-00119717-00120040": "control to talk right yeah I could", "jW38BRpE42o-00524-00120041-00120223": "choose to do something", "jW38BRpE42o-00525-00120224-00120449": "right you choose that that's okay you", "jW38BRpE42o-00526-00120450-00120563": "can go about your life you think you're", "jW38BRpE42o-00527-00120564-00120904": "all wonderful yeah yeah that's okay you", "jW38BRpE42o-00528-00120905-00121084": "build a big Empire you're the king you", "jW38BRpE42o-00529-00121085-00121199": "have all this money you have everything", "jW38BRpE42o-00530-00121200-00121427": "you you wonderful right", "jW38BRpE42o-00531-00121428-00121654": "yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-00532-00121655-00121871": "but if you don't follow the rules", "jW38BRpE42o-00533-00121872-00122039": "if you don't it's just like when you", "jW38BRpE42o-00534-00122040-00122183": "don't follow rules with me when I when", "jW38BRpE42o-00535-00122183-00122410": "you was a kid it's consequence", "jW38BRpE42o-00536-00122411-00122621": "and what are some of those rules", "jW38BRpE42o-00537-00122622-00122752": "what are some of the rules that people", "jW38BRpE42o-00538-00122753-00123101": "should follow in general in life", "jW38BRpE42o-00539-00123102-00123365": "for me again I can't talk for anyone my", "jW38BRpE42o-00540-00123366-00123463": "opinion", "jW38BRpE42o-00541-00123464-00123658": "because everybody everybody have", "jW38BRpE42o-00542-00123659-00123923": "opinions even though it's crap sometimes", "jW38BRpE42o-00543-00123924-00124069": "but it's okay", "jW38BRpE42o-00544-00124070-00124373": "there's only one thing there's one rules", "jW38BRpE42o-00545-00124374-00124589": "there's only one thing in this life that", "jW38BRpE42o-00546-00124590-00124745": "you got to follow", "jW38BRpE42o-00547-00124746-00125002": "and do", "jW38BRpE42o-00548-00125003-00125177": "is Give Love", "jW38BRpE42o-00549-00125178-00125358": "that covers everything", "jW38BRpE42o-00550-00125359-00125536": "just slow", "jW38BRpE42o-00551-00125538-00125752": "just feel how it feels", "jW38BRpE42o-00552-00125753-00126058": "anything else doesn't feel right", "jW38BRpE42o-00553-00126059-00126160": "right", "jW38BRpE42o-00554-00126161-00126352": "so you get love and you'll be okay", "jW38BRpE42o-00555-00126353-00126677": "because if you don't", "jW38BRpE42o-00556-00126678-00126916": "you're gonna get a weapon", "jW38BRpE42o-00557-00126917-00127133": "if you don't give love if you don't if", "jW38BRpE42o-00558-00127133-00127469": "you don't give love and share the love", "jW38BRpE42o-00559-00127470-00127771": "and be nice to people generous to people", "jW38BRpE42o-00560-00127772-00127984": "kind-hearted whatever we you know put it", "jW38BRpE42o-00561-00127985-00128171": "you just got to be a decent human being", "jW38BRpE42o-00562-00128172-00128297": "I'm not telling you to be a perfect", "jW38BRpE42o-00563-00128298-00128566": "human being because nobody's perfect", "jW38BRpE42o-00564-00128567-00128866": "you think things I think things", "jW38BRpE42o-00565-00128867-00129202": "I do things that I'm not proud of I can", "jW38BRpE42o-00566-00129203-00129299": "say that", "jW38BRpE42o-00567-00129300-00129545": "but I don't keep doing it", "jW38BRpE42o-00568-00129546-00129833": "the moment I don't feel proud of it and", "jW38BRpE42o-00569-00129833-00130121": "if you don't feel proud of something", "jW38BRpE42o-00570-00130122-00130354": "it tells you from the inside", "jW38BRpE42o-00571-00130355-00130751": "it makes you feel it talks to you mm-hmm", "jW38BRpE42o-00572-00130752-00131039": "so if you think because you have all", "jW38BRpE42o-00573-00131040-00131273": "these Welter", "jW38BRpE42o-00574-00131274-00131566": "goal or things that doesn't belong to", "jW38BRpE42o-00575-00131567-00131783": "you like I was saying before", "jW38BRpE42o-00576-00131784-00131951": "because everything that you have can be", "jW38BRpE42o-00577-00131952-00132173": "taken away in heartbeat", "jW38BRpE42o-00578-00132174-00132352": "just like that um", "jW38BRpE42o-00579-00132353-00132677": "and you say well what did I do why me", "jW38BRpE42o-00580-00132678-00132845": "well think about all the [__] things", "jW38BRpE42o-00581-00132846-00133097": "that you've been doing all your life", "jW38BRpE42o-00582-00133098-00133240": "that you didn't give love you didn't", "jW38BRpE42o-00583-00133241-00133469": "share yourself issue everything is yours", "jW38BRpE42o-00584-00133470-00133714": "everything is me you know I own this I", "jW38BRpE42o-00585-00133715-00134093": "create this I'm the best", "jW38BRpE42o-00586-00134094-00134416": "you don't get all that knowledge", "jW38BRpE42o-00587-00134417-00134602": "and well", "jW38BRpE42o-00588-00134603-00134909": "because you're no different from me", "jW38BRpE42o-00589-00134910-00135190": "I am the father I'm the son of the", "jW38BRpE42o-00590-00135191-00135323": "father and you're the son of the father", "jW38BRpE42o-00591-00135324-00135514": "it's like me I have my kids like you", "jW38BRpE42o-00592-00135515-00135635": "guys always tell you I have no favorite", "jW38BRpE42o-00593-00135636-00136109": "child Almighty may have no favorite", "jW38BRpE42o-00594-00136110-00136378": "but he wants us to share", "jW38BRpE42o-00595-00136379-00136511": "she might give you a little bit more", "jW38BRpE42o-00596-00136512-00136739": "than me", "jW38BRpE42o-00597-00136740-00137081": "because he wants you to share with me he", "jW38BRpE42o-00598-00137082-00137225": "can't come down outside give everybody a", "jW38BRpE42o-00599-00137226-00137363": "big wealth and all this stuff everybody", "jW38BRpE42o-00600-00137364-00137663": "owns Empires and [__] no he wants us to", "jW38BRpE42o-00601-00137664-00137813": "live nicely so I give you a little bit", "jW38BRpE42o-00602-00137814-00138078": "more on this guy over here my neighbor", "jW38BRpE42o-00603-00138079-00138359": "so you can give my name a little bit of", "jW38BRpE42o-00604-00138360-00138599": "what I give you", "jW38BRpE42o-00605-00138600-00138821": "but you keep taking that and keep it", "jW38BRpE42o-00606-00138822-00139043": "locked up just for you and it's only for", "jW38BRpE42o-00607-00139044-00139223": "me", "jW38BRpE42o-00608-00139224-00139385": "you're gonna get a weapon", "jW38BRpE42o-00609-00139386-00139816": "and you can get whipped in so many ways", "jW38BRpE42o-00610-00139817-00139990": "I mean I'm sure they're saying I mean", "jW38BRpE42o-00611-00139991-00140147": "religion you know it's a different story", "jW38BRpE42o-00612-00140148-00140519": "but they always say that uh", "jW38BRpE42o-00613-00140520-00140759": "the almighty man works in mysterious way", "jW38BRpE42o-00614-00140760-00141071": "right that I'm sure most people hear", "jW38BRpE42o-00615-00141072-00141352": "that you know how he's gonna whip your", "jW38BRpE42o-00616-00141353-00141587": "ass yeah what are some of the ways that", "jW38BRpE42o-00617-00141588-00141749": "you so you've worked with a lot of", "jW38BRpE42o-00618-00141750-00142019": "people yeah recently you've retired and", "jW38BRpE42o-00619-00142020-00142204": "we could talk about that later but even", "jW38BRpE42o-00620-00142205-00142337": "what retirement means because some", "jW38BRpE42o-00621-00142338-00142578": "people what does that mean", "jW38BRpE42o-00622-00142579-00142847": "I always tell people I'm never going to", "jW38BRpE42o-00623-00142848-00143075": "retire yeah I work so I died because I", "jW38BRpE42o-00624-00143076-00143213": "just changed Korea", "jW38BRpE42o-00625-00143214-00143590": "what have you seen uh some people suffer", "jW38BRpE42o-00626-00143591-00143843": "from as a result of their selfishness", "jW38BRpE42o-00627-00143844-00144047": "well you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00628-00144048-00144245": "uh what are some of the whippings that", "jW38BRpE42o-00629-00144246-00144521": "people might expect by not following the", "jW38BRpE42o-00630-00144522-00144701": "rules there's lots of ways you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00631-00144702-00144887": "maybe", "jW38BRpE42o-00632-00144888-00145054": "you might have all the wealth you have", "jW38BRpE42o-00633-00145055-00145228": "but you can't really enjoy it", "jW38BRpE42o-00634-00145229-00145516": "yeah you know that's one thing so", "jW38BRpE42o-00635-00145517-00145745": "you know I don't want like I told you", "jW38BRpE42o-00636-00145746-00145877": "before", "jW38BRpE42o-00637-00145878-00146183": "I never asked for wealth because I'm", "jW38BRpE42o-00638-00146184-00146471": "already wealthy", "jW38BRpE42o-00639-00146472-00146764": "I just asked for health", "jW38BRpE42o-00640-00146765-00147107": "held over wealth health is my wealth ah", "jW38BRpE42o-00641-00147108-00147431": "see if I have health and wealthy", "jW38BRpE42o-00642-00147432-00147725": "I'm a wealthy man right now right", "jW38BRpE42o-00643-00147726-00147928": "right", "jW38BRpE42o-00644-00147929-00148283": "I'm blessed", "jW38BRpE42o-00645-00148284-00148583": "again like it says I haven't done", "jW38BRpE42o-00646-00148584-00148823": "I've done things or say things or think", "jW38BRpE42o-00647-00148824-00148978": "things", "jW38BRpE42o-00648-00148979-00149135": "that", "jW38BRpE42o-00649-00149136-00149351": "is not very nice because I'm human and", "jW38BRpE42o-00650-00149352-00149507": "the only perfect person", "jW38BRpE42o-00651-00149508-00149669": "is the man and you know what they did to", "jW38BRpE42o-00652-00149670-00149923": "him so we didn't even talk about that", "jW38BRpE42o-00653-00149924-00150227": "but you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00654-00150228-00150497": "the idea is that you just gotta share", "jW38BRpE42o-00655-00150498-00150625": "the love", "jW38BRpE42o-00656-00150626-00150887": "you know if you have a little bit more", "jW38BRpE42o-00657-00150888-00151127": "that you don't need because you don't", "jW38BRpE42o-00658-00151128-00151331": "really don't need nothing or when I say", "jW38BRpE42o-00659-00151332-00151631": "need need is one thing that won't we", "jW38BRpE42o-00660-00151632-00151901": "always want one want", "jW38BRpE42o-00661-00151902-00152152": "you have all your needs", "jW38BRpE42o-00662-00152153-00152357": "we all have our needs", "jW38BRpE42o-00663-00152358-00152614": "some people don't mm-hmm", "jW38BRpE42o-00664-00152615-00152987": "that guy having needs to have a meal", "jW38BRpE42o-00665-00152988-00153209": "you know you have kids and he's", "jW38BRpE42o-00666-00153210-00153569": "struggling you know you see that", "jW38BRpE42o-00667-00153570-00153719": "happy mode", "jW38BRpE42o-00668-00153720-00154013": "how do you decide who's", "jW38BRpE42o-00669-00154014-00154349": "worthy of your help", "jW38BRpE42o-00670-00154350-00154504": "where did my health you know I don't", "jW38BRpE42o-00671-00154505-00154649": "decide that", "jW38BRpE42o-00672-00154650-00154733": "um", "jW38BRpE42o-00673-00154734-00154973": "when I say it on the side is uh", "jW38BRpE42o-00674-00154974-00155189": "well you can't help everybody so how do", "jW38BRpE42o-00675-00155190-00155597": "you decide who to help now", "jW38BRpE42o-00676-00155598-00155819": "what's inside of me", "jW38BRpE42o-00677-00155820-00156023": "I could just walk", "jW38BRpE42o-00678-00156024-00156214": "again", "jW38BRpE42o-00679-00156215-00156407": "I'm not judging that man over there and", "jW38BRpE42o-00680-00156408-00156539": "see this man on the side of the road", "jW38BRpE42o-00681-00156540-00156652": "he's", "jW38BRpE42o-00682-00156653-00156809": "looks like he needs a meal sometimes", "jW38BRpE42o-00683-00156810-00156959": "they ask you for a meal", "jW38BRpE42o-00684-00156960-00157325": "all right for a dollar they ask you", "jW38BRpE42o-00685-00157326-00157487": "people are begging you", "jW38BRpE42o-00686-00157488-00157685": "if I see that", "jW38BRpE42o-00687-00157686-00157871": "I go over there and I give him a few", "jW38BRpE42o-00688-00157872-00158099": "dollars I take 20 bucks here buddy", "jW38BRpE42o-00689-00158100-00158314": "whatever I have in my pocket that I feel", "jW38BRpE42o-00690-00158315-00158483": "that I", "jW38BRpE42o-00691-00158484-00158639": "in my heart that I want to give that", "jW38BRpE42o-00692-00158640-00158776": "person", "jW38BRpE42o-00693-00158777-00159023": "I'm going to give it to him with a lot", "jW38BRpE42o-00694-00159024-00159131": "of love", "jW38BRpE42o-00695-00159132-00159281": "now", "jW38BRpE42o-00696-00159282-00159569": "I don't care what he does with it", "jW38BRpE42o-00697-00159570-00159766": "you could take that", "jW38BRpE42o-00698-00159767-00159989": "20 bucks you could buy drugs you could", "jW38BRpE42o-00699-00159990-00160163": "buy alcohol", "jW38BRpE42o-00700-00160164-00160390": "away I don't really care", "jW38BRpE42o-00701-00160391-00160781": "that's on him", "jW38BRpE42o-00702-00160782-00160925": "it's what I had", "jW38BRpE42o-00703-00160926-00161297": "so when I received from giving", "jW38BRpE42o-00704-00161298-00161459": "I know I did the right thing I feel it", "jW38BRpE42o-00705-00161460-00161795": "in my heart I did the right thing", "jW38BRpE42o-00706-00161796-00162161": "right so by me even just feeling what in", "jW38BRpE42o-00707-00162162-00162425": "my heart that I feel so good that I can", "jW38BRpE42o-00708-00162426-00162640": "afford that he blessed me enough that I", "jW38BRpE42o-00709-00162641-00162826": "could go in my pocket and take 20 bucks", "jW38BRpE42o-00710-00162827-00163013": "your horizons in my pocket and give it", "jW38BRpE42o-00711-00163014-00163228": "to a man on the street", "jW38BRpE42o-00712-00163229-00163511": "to me that's a blessing in itself", "jW38BRpE42o-00713-00163512-00163769": "that I can I can do that", "jW38BRpE42o-00714-00163770-00164033": "you know what I'm saying", "jW38BRpE42o-00715-00164034-00164249": "so that's why I look at it so am I", "jW38BRpE42o-00716-00164250-00164381": "looking to", "jW38BRpE42o-00717-00164382-00164573": "I don't need a top on the shoulder I", "jW38BRpE42o-00718-00164574-00164831": "don't need a plaque I don't need to make", "jW38BRpE42o-00719-00164832-00165028": "an announcement that hey look what I did", "jW38BRpE42o-00720-00165029-00165281": "no", "jW38BRpE42o-00721-00165282-00165707": "I give it secretly from my heart", "jW38BRpE42o-00722-00165708-00165916": "and I'm done with it and then I forget", "jW38BRpE42o-00723-00165917-00166031": "it", "jW38BRpE42o-00724-00166032-00166276": "because I already bless the moment I", "jW38BRpE42o-00725-00166277-00166390": "give it to him", "jW38BRpE42o-00726-00166391-00166661": "I help someone in any way", "jW38BRpE42o-00727-00166662-00166847": "a person falling down you go over there", "jW38BRpE42o-00728-00166848-00167285": "to help them anybody doesn't matter", "jW38BRpE42o-00729-00167286-00167633": "kind word", "jW38BRpE42o-00730-00167634-00168011": "see a guy walking wrongs the other day", "jW38BRpE42o-00731-00168012-00168275": "looks like he's wondering", "jW38BRpE42o-00732-00168276-00168599": "say hi sir", "jW38BRpE42o-00733-00168600-00168935": "next you know I have a story with him", "jW38BRpE42o-00734-00168936-00169109": "he needed help but he doesn't know where", "jW38BRpE42o-00735-00169110-00169354": "to go", "jW38BRpE42o-00736-00169355-00169559": "so I just see him kind of you know that", "jW38BRpE42o-00737-00169560-00169763": "just so he just wanted to know where to", "jW38BRpE42o-00738-00169764-00169840": "go", "jW38BRpE42o-00739-00169841-00170164": "so I guide him to go and we could all do", "jW38BRpE42o-00740-00170165-00170351": "that", "jW38BRpE42o-00741-00170352-00170597": "because we can sense when someone is in", "jW38BRpE42o-00742-00170598-00170764": "trouble", "jW38BRpE42o-00743-00170765-00170999": "who who taught you this where did you", "jW38BRpE42o-00744-00171000-00171263": "learn this idea well I don't learn I", "jW38BRpE42o-00745-00171264-00171413": "learned these things", "jW38BRpE42o-00746-00171414-00171557": "from life", "jW38BRpE42o-00747-00171558-00171743": "that's why I always tell you I always", "jW38BRpE42o-00748-00171744-00171869": "tell my kids", "jW38BRpE42o-00749-00171870-00172343": "pay attention to life", "jW38BRpE42o-00750-00172344-00172535": "they say the right books they have", "jW38BRpE42o-00751-00172536-00172823": "stories there's lots of stories we all", "jW38BRpE42o-00752-00172824-00173116": "have our stories", "jW38BRpE42o-00753-00173117-00173321": "but just pay attention to your life", "jW38BRpE42o-00754-00173322-00173609": "because it says it's a journey right", "jW38BRpE42o-00755-00173610-00173963": "hmm they say it's a journey but are you", "jW38BRpE42o-00756-00173964-00174119": "paying attention to the journey", "jW38BRpE42o-00757-00174120-00174371": "right a fully Miracles that's happened", "jW38BRpE42o-00758-00174372-00174563": "to your life people doesn't know the", "jW38BRpE42o-00759-00174564-00174713": "Miracles that have with their life what", "jW38BRpE42o-00760-00174714-00174826": "are some of the Miracles that have", "jW38BRpE42o-00761-00174827-00175013": "happened in your life you're a miracle", "jW38BRpE42o-00762-00175014-00175175": "right now", "jW38BRpE42o-00763-00175176-00175402": "you're a miracle of my life", "jW38BRpE42o-00764-00175403-00175661": "my wife is a miracle of my life", "jW38BRpE42o-00765-00175662-00175985": "just being here is a miracle be able to", "jW38BRpE42o-00766-00175986-00176452": "talk I can talk I can use my hands", "jW38BRpE42o-00767-00176453-00176657": "this is a miracle", "jW38BRpE42o-00768-00176658-00176963": "some people can't do that", "jW38BRpE42o-00769-00176964-00177323": "some people can't even sit", "jW38BRpE42o-00770-00177324-00177604": "so I'm a blessed man yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-00771-00177605-00177845": "let's let's backtrack for a moment and", "jW38BRpE42o-00772-00177846-00178102": "just talk about uh your childhood right", "jW38BRpE42o-00773-00178103-00178264": "and", "jW38BRpE42o-00774-00178265-00178547": "so", "jW38BRpE42o-00775-00178548-00178757": "you've explained to me that your dad", "jW38BRpE42o-00776-00178758-00178901": "really wasn't around very much because", "jW38BRpE42o-00777-00178902-00179093": "he was busy working because you know 12", "jW38BRpE42o-00778-00179094-00179302": "10 kids", "jW38BRpE42o-00779-00179303-00179590": "so you also mentioned how you would", "jW38BRpE42o-00780-00179591-00179795": "disappear for days at a time and nobody", "jW38BRpE42o-00781-00179796-00179951": "knows", "jW38BRpE42o-00782-00179952-00180269": "nobody knows where you are yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-00783-00180270-00180497": "would you say that those are things that", "jW38BRpE42o-00784-00180498-00180611": "have", "jW38BRpE42o-00785-00180612-00180857": "helped you in your life", "jW38BRpE42o-00786-00180858-00181175": "or have hurt you", "jW38BRpE42o-00787-00181176-00181426": "I said help me", "jW38BRpE42o-00788-00181427-00181601": "and you just asked me", "jW38BRpE42o-00789-00181602-00181901": "how I know certain things right", "jW38BRpE42o-00790-00181902-00182447": "because I follow my journey", "jW38BRpE42o-00791-00182448-00182716": "who took care of me right who guide me", "jW38BRpE42o-00792-00182717-00183119": "right who would text me right", "jW38BRpE42o-00793-00183120-00183316": "my mama didn't do it", "jW38BRpE42o-00794-00183317-00183551": "my dad I didn't do it I'm just a Wonder", "jW38BRpE42o-00795-00183552-00183959": "so who's doing that me what did I know", "jW38BRpE42o-00796-00183960-00184331": "somebody's got in me", "jW38BRpE42o-00797-00184332-00184559": "so if you look at that", "jW38BRpE42o-00798-00184560-00184919": "ways to control your life", "jW38BRpE42o-00799-00184920-00185069": "I'm here today", "jW38BRpE42o-00800-00185070-00185416": "right how did you get here so you came", "jW38BRpE42o-00801-00185417-00185819": "to America right in the 1970s yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-00802-00185820-00185987": "how did that end up happening you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00803-00185988-00186190": "running around in the jungle Barefoot as", "jW38BRpE42o-00804-00186191-00186431": "a kid nobody knows where you are and", "jW38BRpE42o-00805-00186432-00186743": "then you pop up in Brooklyn one day what", "jW38BRpE42o-00806-00186744-00187163": "was that like even that's", "jW38BRpE42o-00807-00187164-00187385": "a miracle again that's the Journey about", "jW38BRpE42o-00808-00187386-00187487": "it", "jW38BRpE42o-00809-00187488-00187607": "that's what we're talking about Journey", "jW38BRpE42o-00810-00187608-00187954": "right some people forget", "jW38BRpE42o-00811-00187955-00188225": "and that's the problem they forget you", "jW38BRpE42o-00812-00188226-00188369": "know they always say a story never", "jW38BRpE42o-00813-00188370-00188513": "forget where you come from", "jW38BRpE42o-00814-00188514-00188681": "right", "jW38BRpE42o-00815-00188682-00188890": "don't forget", "jW38BRpE42o-00816-00188891-00189154": "I always go back", "jW38BRpE42o-00817-00189155-00189388": "to that Journey", "jW38BRpE42o-00818-00189389-00189683": "and then you'll appreciate your life", "jW38BRpE42o-00819-00189684-00189916": "and that's how you'll be more", "jW38BRpE42o-00820-00189917-00190295": "Kinder and have a better look towards", "jW38BRpE42o-00821-00190296-00190499": "other people's life", "jW38BRpE42o-00822-00190500-00190631": "I'm saying", "jW38BRpE42o-00823-00190632-00190883": "that to say to yourself that you will", "jW38BRpE42o-00824-00190884-00190997": "blessed", "jW38BRpE42o-00825-00190998-00191278": "so just give some blessing back", "jW38BRpE42o-00826-00191279-00191452": "so you would say it's a blessing that", "jW38BRpE42o-00827-00191453-00191776": "you left Belize and all the freedom it's", "jW38BRpE42o-00828-00191777-00192028": "a blessing", "jW38BRpE42o-00829-00192029-00192238": "in a way", "jW38BRpE42o-00830-00192239-00192443": "because", "jW38BRpE42o-00831-00192444-00192995": "I'm I'm able to do a lot more", "jW38BRpE42o-00832-00192996-00193271": "because", "jW38BRpE42o-00833-00193272-00193523": "I need to do a lot more", "jW38BRpE42o-00834-00193524-00193781": "you know what I'm saying I tell you", "jW38BRpE42o-00835-00193782-00194051": "before earlier when you're coming that", "jW38BRpE42o-00836-00194052-00194399": "you can't stay in the same Circle", "jW38BRpE42o-00837-00194400-00194675": "you have to change yeah and that's why", "jW38BRpE42o-00838-00194676-00194878": "I'm making a change right now I don't", "jW38BRpE42o-00839-00194879-00195011": "have to make a change where I'm at right", "jW38BRpE42o-00840-00195012-00195299": "now living where I was there I'm happy", "jW38BRpE42o-00841-00195300-00195473": "my wife is happy wife doesn't want to", "jW38BRpE42o-00842-00195474-00195761": "leave me they want me to leave", "jW38BRpE42o-00843-00195762-00195916": "she gave me a hard time but I have to", "jW38BRpE42o-00844-00195917-00196445": "show her the picture of my journey", "jW38BRpE42o-00845-00196446-00196661": "and she know who I am", "jW38BRpE42o-00846-00196662-00196901": "she knows that I'm a creator", "jW38BRpE42o-00847-00196902-00197290": "you know you know why", "jW38BRpE42o-00848-00197291-00197590": "do things", "jW38BRpE42o-00849-00197591-00197807": "you know what I'm saying", "jW38BRpE42o-00850-00197808-00197987": "I don't sweat it wrong for [__] to", "jW38BRpE42o-00851-00197988-00198251": "happen", "jW38BRpE42o-00852-00198252-00198461": "I apply myself", "jW38BRpE42o-00853-00198462-00198599": "and that's one of the things you got to", "jW38BRpE42o-00854-00198600-00198911": "remember", "jW38BRpE42o-00855-00198912-00199097": "I don't like to say the word but there's", "jW38BRpE42o-00856-00199098-00199397": "no other word I could say about it", "jW38BRpE42o-00857-00199398-00199750": "don't be lazy yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-00858-00199751-00199954": "you got to get up every day and work", "jW38BRpE42o-00859-00199955-00200213": "remember because everything you do is", "jW38BRpE42o-00860-00200214-00200338": "work", "jW38BRpE42o-00861-00200339-00200699": "chewing your goddamn food is work", "jW38BRpE42o-00862-00200700-00200926": "so as soon as you understand that and", "jW38BRpE42o-00863-00200927-00201131": "you apply yourself to that method", "jW38BRpE42o-00864-00201132-00201281": "you'll be okay", "jW38BRpE42o-00865-00201282-00201521": "so what happened you you came to America", "jW38BRpE42o-00866-00201522-00201676": "you're in Brooklyn right that's the very", "jW38BRpE42o-00867-00201677-00201928": "first place you probably didn't have", "jW38BRpE42o-00868-00201929-00202204": "very much money or not anything else I", "jW38BRpE42o-00869-00202205-00202414": "came here with no I don't need none", "jW38BRpE42o-00870-00202415-00202654": "because I have I don't own them I don't", "jW38BRpE42o-00871-00202655-00202997": "I don't my need was met how old were you", "jW38BRpE42o-00872-00202998-00203147": "19.", "jW38BRpE42o-00873-00203148-00203363": "and so what was your next step you you", "jW38BRpE42o-00874-00203364-00203663": "you're in a brand new land how shocking", "jW38BRpE42o-00875-00203664-00203938": "was it to arrive in New York City was", "jW38BRpE42o-00876-00203939-00204154": "you was it very different from living in", "jW38BRpE42o-00877-00204155-00204311": "the jungle well it was different because", "jW38BRpE42o-00878-00204312-00204461": "it is jungle but it's just different", "jW38BRpE42o-00879-00204462-00204593": "kind of joke different kind of jungle", "jW38BRpE42o-00880-00204594-00204766": "yeah but it was just something I had to", "jW38BRpE42o-00881-00204767-00205019": "figure out yeah that's what it is were", "jW38BRpE42o-00882-00205019-00205307": "you were you afraid or excited afraid of", "jW38BRpE42o-00883-00205308-00205392": "what", "jW38BRpE42o-00884-00205394-00205696": "I'm afraid we should be fair enough the", "jW38BRpE42o-00885-00205698-00205919": "only thing you can prefer is dying", "jW38BRpE42o-00886-00205919-00206051": "if you're afraid of dying then you're", "jW38BRpE42o-00887-00206052-00206194": "afraid of everything", "jW38BRpE42o-00888-00206196-00206410": "so you had nothing you're 19 years old", "jW38BRpE42o-00889-00206411-00206596": "right you're going on your journey what", "jW38BRpE42o-00890-00206598-00206801": "was your first step", "jW38BRpE42o-00891-00206802-00207053": "my first step was just trying to figure", "jW38BRpE42o-00892-00207054-00207221": "what [__] going on here what's what's", "jW38BRpE42o-00893-00207221-00207394": "all this is all about what am I even", "jW38BRpE42o-00894-00207396-00207514": "doing here", "jW38BRpE42o-00895-00207515-00207748": "you know I came here because I didn't", "jW38BRpE42o-00896-00207750-00207905": "wake up one day and say hey I'm gonna", "jW38BRpE42o-00897-00207906-00208079": "come here in America", "jW38BRpE42o-00898-00208080-00208421": "I didn't do that yeah I'll just", "jW38BRpE42o-00899-00208421-00208558": "you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00900-00208559-00208769": "I had one of my older aunt that was", "jW38BRpE42o-00901-00208769-00208966": "living here many years ago", "jW38BRpE42o-00902-00208967-00209369": "and you know who it is and she came", "jW38BRpE42o-00903-00209369-00209621": "there to visit", "jW38BRpE42o-00904-00209621-00209807": "and", "jW38BRpE42o-00905-00209808-00210173": "my mom my mom and my dad to figure out", "jW38BRpE42o-00906-00210173-00210508": "like you know this guy here he's just", "jW38BRpE42o-00907-00210509-00210653": "surviving he's just leaving he's doing", "jW38BRpE42o-00908-00210654-00210779": "whatever he wants he wants you know I'm", "jW38BRpE42o-00909-00210780-00210958": "saying I'll just do whatever I want what", "jW38BRpE42o-00910-00210959-00211127": "kind of stuff were you doing well I was", "jW38BRpE42o-00911-00211128-00211331": "working but you know I was driving a", "jW38BRpE42o-00912-00211332-00211589": "truck I was doing some mechanical work", "jW38BRpE42o-00913-00211590-00211919": "hey it doesn't excite me I mean I was", "jW38BRpE42o-00914-00211919-00212105": "excited doing all the crazy stuff you", "jW38BRpE42o-00915-00212106-00212237": "know hang on the street you know what", "jW38BRpE42o-00916-00212238-00212441": "I'm saying like be free right this isn't", "jW38BRpE42o-00917-00212442-00212669": "Belize yeah been working", "jW38BRpE42o-00918-00212669-00212908": "nobody teach me that I had like I", "jW38BRpE42o-00919-00212909-00213101": "explained to you guys you see I see my", "jW38BRpE42o-00920-00213102-00213329": "dad he got to work my mom but", "jW38BRpE42o-00921-00213330-00213484": "nobody's drilling that nobody's", "jW38BRpE42o-00922-00213485-00213737": "disciplined me that this is how you have", "jW38BRpE42o-00923-00213738-00213946": "to live I have to figure like oh my mom", "jW38BRpE42o-00924-00213948-00214175": "worked after years you know you look", "jW38BRpE42o-00925-00214176-00214337": "back see a lot of times certain things", "jW38BRpE42o-00926-00214338-00214541": "happen in your life you don't mix it", "jW38BRpE42o-00927-00214542-00214696": "doesn't make sense to you but when you", "jW38BRpE42o-00928-00214698-00214817": "look back five years old yeah I", "jW38BRpE42o-00929-00214817-00214984": "understand why that happened oh you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00930-00214985-00215242": "what I'm saying right that's", "jW38BRpE42o-00931-00215244-00215713": "the way it is was for me and so", "jW38BRpE42o-00932-00215714-00216010": "they convinced my end", "jW38BRpE42o-00933-00216011-00216251": "to see if he could get me", "jW38BRpE42o-00934-00216252-00216419": "in America", "jW38BRpE42o-00935-00216419-00216646": "so she came to me and said your mom and", "jW38BRpE42o-00936-00216648-00216796": "dad said you want me to take you to", "jW38BRpE42o-00937-00216798-00217031": "America for a visit a visit I'm going", "jW38BRpE42o-00938-00217032-00217139": "for a visit", "jW38BRpE42o-00939-00217140-00217384": "and that's what I end up being a visit", "jW38BRpE42o-00940-00217385-00217613": "and I stay with her and I try to figure", "jW38BRpE42o-00941-00217614-00217769": "[__] out six months time I supposed to", "jW38BRpE42o-00942-00217769-00217889": "go back no", "jW38BRpE42o-00943-00217890-00218021": "I'm just coming here and visit to see", "jW38BRpE42o-00944-00218021-00218194": "what this [__] is all about", "jW38BRpE42o-00945-00218196-00218501": "and six months time I'm ready to go back", "jW38BRpE42o-00946-00218502-00218596": "you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00947-00218598-00218741": "because just a visit", "jW38BRpE42o-00948-00218742-00218903": "I didn't see anything that excites me", "jW38BRpE42o-00949-00218904-00219041": "there was no excitement here as far as", "jW38BRpE42o-00950-00219042-00219263": "me because all I see is buildings and", "jW38BRpE42o-00951-00219264-00219592": "dirt and the area I was and you know the", "jW38BRpE42o-00952-00219594-00219737": "old building look all the same and all", "jW38BRpE42o-00953-00219738-00219946": "these things so it's like I don't like", "jW38BRpE42o-00954-00219948-00220096": "that I want to see plants I want to see", "jW38BRpE42o-00955-00220098-00220348": "trees right water you know so you", "jW38BRpE42o-00956-00220350-00220548": "weren't in practice I want nature", "jW38BRpE42o-00957-00220550-00220823": "no I was impressed I want nature I you", "jW38BRpE42o-00958-00220823-00220973": "know I'm used to that you know the trees", "jW38BRpE42o-00959-00220973-00221225": "cuddling me and the water you could you", "jW38BRpE42o-00960-00221226-00221531": "know going in diving in all that [__]", "jW38BRpE42o-00961-00221532-00221794": "River you know so I wasn't impressed", "jW38BRpE42o-00962-00221796-00222263": "with that but then you know once I uh", "jW38BRpE42o-00963-00222264-00222473": "you know six months ago my aunt said", "jW38BRpE42o-00964-00222473-00222592": "well you have to get another you're", "jW38BRpE42o-00965-00222594-00222737": "gonna have to get an extension the", "jW38BRpE42o-00966-00222738-00222887": "extension is there's all the rules and", "jW38BRpE42o-00967-00222888-00223103": "extensions or whatever", "jW38BRpE42o-00968-00223104-00223325": "so then I finally said well you know I", "jW38BRpE42o-00969-00223326-00223589": "remember I used to do um", "jW38BRpE42o-00970-00223590-00223775": "I like to", "jW38BRpE42o-00971-00223776-00224015": "I like to work with my hands and I like", "jW38BRpE42o-00972-00224016-00224291": "to be creative no Excel realizing well", "jW38BRpE42o-00973-00224292-00224471": "they want me to stay here you know you", "jW38BRpE42o-00974-00224471-00224682": "know the group my parents and my my", "jW38BRpE42o-00975-00224683-00224963": "Guardians they're trying to", "jW38BRpE42o-00976-00224964-00225119": "make something happen", "jW38BRpE42o-00977-00225119-00225263": "for me", "jW38BRpE42o-00978-00225264-00225503": "they're giving an effort", "jW38BRpE42o-00979-00225504-00225725": "to make my life better", "jW38BRpE42o-00980-00225726-00226151": "so that's when I uh said well you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00981-00226152-00226444": "I'm good with my hands", "jW38BRpE42o-00982-00226446-00226739": "so I start", "jW38BRpE42o-00983-00226740-00226817": "um", "jW38BRpE42o-00984-00226817-00227063": "looking for a job", "jW38BRpE42o-00985-00227064-00227189": "now I'm looking for a job I'm looking", "jW38BRpE42o-00986-00227190-00227344": "for any job", "jW38BRpE42o-00987-00227346-00227584": "I know they tell me I just got to work I", "jW38BRpE42o-00988-00227585-00227734": "understand it won't", "jW38BRpE42o-00989-00227735-00227969": "that's work you got to work so I just", "jW38BRpE42o-00990-00227969-00228155": "look for job those days you have to go", "jW38BRpE42o-00991-00228156-00228437": "to an agent", "jW38BRpE42o-00992-00228438-00228642": "you know", "jW38BRpE42o-00993-00228644-00228856": "Manhattan they have these agents go over", "jW38BRpE42o-00994-00228857-00229013": "there find your job", "jW38BRpE42o-00995-00229014-00229355": "and you paid him", "jW38BRpE42o-00996-00229356-00229565": "a salary if you go to the job at the", "jW38BRpE42o-00997-00229566-00229775": "time when I first came here making uh", "jW38BRpE42o-00998-00229776-00230003": "you make uh 50 a week that's a lot of", "jW38BRpE42o-00999-00230004-00230069": "money", "jW38BRpE42o-01000-00230069-00230273": "wow 50 bucks", "jW38BRpE42o-01001-00230273-00230539": "my paycheck 50 lives", "jW38BRpE42o-01002-00230540-00230765": "that's crazy I want to buy a pair of", "jW38BRpE42o-01003-00230766-00230969": "shoes I gotta I gotta work like two", "jW38BRpE42o-01004-00230969-00231205": "weeks this is like 19 cents", "jW38BRpE42o-01005-00231206-00231521": "the first shoes I bought is", "jW38BRpE42o-01006-00231521-00231725": "the first time I walk in the rain I", "jW38BRpE42o-01007-00231726-00231994": "can't use it again oh yeah yeah I'm", "jW38BRpE42o-01008-00231996-00232144": "saying but anyway I'm getting at is that", "jW38BRpE42o-01009-00232146-00232439": "uh so then I I started applying myself", "jW38BRpE42o-01010-00232440-00232589": "no", "jW38BRpE42o-01011-00232590-00232781": "and I went from one job to that and I", "jW38BRpE42o-01012-00232782-00232931": "ended up with uh", "jW38BRpE42o-01013-00232932-00233248": "with kind gentlemen", "jW38BRpE42o-01014-00233250-00233419": "he was my best man", "jW38BRpE42o-01015-00233419-00233813": "you know subscribe Bob muffledo", "jW38BRpE42o-01016-00233814-00234071": "awesome guy he was never judging he was", "jW38BRpE42o-01017-00234071-00234215": "just so", "jW38BRpE42o-01018-00234216-00234569": "he's just a great person", "jW38BRpE42o-01019-00234569-00234742": "so I always remember him because that's", "jW38BRpE42o-01020-00234744-00235198": "why I become my best friend yeah because", "jW38BRpE42o-01021-00235200-00235396": "I learned a lot from him despite not", "jW38BRpE42o-01022-00235398-00235655": "that he teaches me physically like show", "jW38BRpE42o-01023-00235656-00235841": "me", "jW38BRpE42o-01024-00235842-00236098": "just watch what he does so this is", "jW38BRpE42o-01025-00236100-00236255": "amazing let me just stop for a moment", "jW38BRpE42o-01026-00236256-00236387": "because I've always found this", "jW38BRpE42o-01027-00236388-00236710": "fascinating you have seven brothers your", "jW38BRpE42o-01028-00236711-00236879": "father you have all this family and", "jW38BRpE42o-01029-00236880-00237167": "whatnot but I always thought it was", "jW38BRpE42o-01030-00237167-00237323": "fascinating when I opened up your", "jW38BRpE42o-01031-00237323-00237581": "wedding album and it was one white guy", "jW38BRpE42o-01032-00237582-00237805": "there that you taking pictures of me", "jW38BRpE42o-01033-00237806-00238096": "who's that guy yeah and he was the best", "jW38BRpE42o-01034-00238098-00238294": "man he was your best man and this is a", "jW38BRpE42o-01035-00238296-00238492": "guy that yeah took you under his wing", "jW38BRpE42o-01036-00238494-00238691": "anyway well like I said he didn't took", "jW38BRpE42o-01037-00238692-00239039": "me on his wing nobody ever took me under", "jW38BRpE42o-01038-00239040-00239242": "the wing nobody I never had that", "jW38BRpE42o-01039-00239244-00239482": "opportunity to say somebody said oh you", "jW38BRpE42o-01040-00239483-00239765": "took me on a wing now", "jW38BRpE42o-01041-00239766-00240232": "I went there for a job right", "jW38BRpE42o-01042-00240233-00240460": "but I do my job", "jW38BRpE42o-01043-00240461-00240617": "right", "jW38BRpE42o-01044-00240617-00240791": "and that's different", "jW38BRpE42o-01045-00240792-00240960": "what do you mean by that what I mean", "jW38BRpE42o-01046-00240961-00241463": "your job I focus a hundred percent on my", "jW38BRpE42o-01047-00241464-00241696": "job whatever the hell I do", "jW38BRpE42o-01048-00241698-00242039": "if you tell me to mop that flow", "jW38BRpE42o-01049-00242040-00242260": "they're gonna be the best smart flow you", "jW38BRpE42o-01050-00242261-00242501": "ever have in your entire life you'll see", "jW38BRpE42o-01051-00242502-00242734": "you never see another flow map like that", "jW38BRpE42o-01052-00242735-00242903": "at that [__] ain't gonna have not", "jW38BRpE42o-01053-00242904-00243137": "even a speck of dirt on it", "jW38BRpE42o-01054-00243138-00243365": "there's a hundred percent when I do my", "jW38BRpE42o-01055-00243366-00243767": "job and whatever I do", "jW38BRpE42o-01056-00243767-00243977": "so he knows that so when he give me", "jW38BRpE42o-01057-00243978-00244192": "something to do", "jW38BRpE42o-01058-00244194-00244546": "it's done righteous", "jW38BRpE42o-01059-00244548-00244727": "and time", "jW38BRpE42o-01060-00244728-00244865": "doesn't matter", "jW38BRpE42o-01061-00244866-00245117": "hmm working", "jW38BRpE42o-01062-00245117-00245437": "from nine to five now I could work from", "jW38BRpE42o-01063-00245438-00245825": "six to six to ten to eleven I don't care", "jW38BRpE42o-01064-00245826-00246089": "that doesn't matter to me", "jW38BRpE42o-01065-00246090-00246406": "I'm just working and do my job was that", "jW38BRpE42o-01066-00246407-00246544": "different than maybe some of the other", "jW38BRpE42o-01067-00246546-00246796": "guys in the shop well people expect too", "jW38BRpE42o-01068-00246798-00247025": "many things", "jW38BRpE42o-01069-00247026-00247246": "you know what I'm saying and they don't", "jW38BRpE42o-01070-00247248-00247487": "they expect", "jW38BRpE42o-01071-00247488-00247673": "but again they don't give", "jW38BRpE42o-01072-00247673-00247889": "you know I give the man will man pay me", "jW38BRpE42o-01073-00247890-00248021": "a week sorry", "jW38BRpE42o-01074-00248021-00248255": "if you pay me a week sorry he's getting", "jW38BRpE42o-01075-00248256-00248669": "a week and a half or me", "jW38BRpE42o-01076-00248669-00248956": "so I hope you don't like that guy right", "jW38BRpE42o-01077-00248957-00249221": "that's the guy you want where did you", "jW38BRpE42o-01078-00249221-00249556": "develop that work ethic", "jW38BRpE42o-01079-00249557-00249946": "uh actually uh when I really started", "jW38BRpE42o-01080-00249948-00250115": "doing that it was uh", "jW38BRpE42o-01081-00250116-00250342": "up trailer with him", "jW38BRpE42o-01082-00250344-00250594": "and the reason why too with him when I", "jW38BRpE42o-01083-00250596-00250708": "say he had a lot to do in my life", "jW38BRpE42o-01084-00250709-00250865": "because I was there and I watch and I", "jW38BRpE42o-01085-00250866-00251213": "learned a lot from him", "jW38BRpE42o-01086-00251214-00251398": "like I said he didn't spoon feed me then", "jW38BRpE42o-01087-00251400-00251753": "right but I wanted to do right", "jW38BRpE42o-01088-00251754-00252167": "so I watch a lot of things he does", "jW38BRpE42o-01089-00252167-00252334": "that I like and other things he does", "jW38BRpE42o-01090-00252335-00252556": "that I don't like so I choose the one I", "jW38BRpE42o-01091-00252557-00252863": "like the best and I follow that", "jW38BRpE42o-01092-00252864-00252977": "because", "jW38BRpE42o-01093-00252978-00253253": "the things that I like made sense right", "jW38BRpE42o-01094-00253254-00253487": "and it works", "jW38BRpE42o-01095-00253488-00253684": "and", "jW38BRpE42o-01096-00253685-00253871": "what happened is uh", "jW38BRpE42o-01097-00253871-00254134": "it was a small place at work it was a", "jW38BRpE42o-01098-00254135-00254344": "mechanic shop yeah yeah my auto body", "jW38BRpE42o-01099-00254346-00254579": "shop auto body and he was the owner yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-01100-00254580-00255034": "Auto Body Shop okay and he uh", "jW38BRpE42o-01101-00255035-00255431": "he used to like to go on vacations", "jW38BRpE42o-01102-00255432-00255634": "say you should take the maybe like a", "jW38BRpE42o-01103-00255635-00255971": "month yeah what it's a small shop they", "jW38BRpE42o-01104-00255971-00256205": "didn't have a lot of money was happy he", "jW38BRpE42o-01105-00256206-00256439": "was happy to a certain degree", "jW38BRpE42o-01106-00256440-00256679": "because happiness is just temporary you", "jW38BRpE42o-01107-00256680-00256739": "know", "jW38BRpE42o-01108-00256740-00256948": "I I don't I don't happiness is good but", "jW38BRpE42o-01109-00256950-00257242": "I like joy joy what's the difference Joy", "jW38BRpE42o-01110-00257244-00257392": "enjoy because when you're joyful you're", "jW38BRpE42o-01111-00257394-00257584": "always Joy Joy's always there happiness", "jW38BRpE42o-01112-00257585-00257789": "is temporary okay so Joy's in your heart", "jW38BRpE42o-01113-00257790-00257915": "you're always joyful you know what I'm", "jW38BRpE42o-01114-00257916-00258113": "saying happiness just I want this cup", "jW38BRpE42o-01115-00258114-00258263": "I'm happy to get into two minutes there", "jW38BRpE42o-01116-00258264-00258401": "you don't care about that I've heard", "jW38BRpE42o-01117-00258402-00258580": "that happiness comes from happening so", "jW38BRpE42o-01118-00258581-00258760": "it's about just yeah yeah yeah yeah yes", "jW38BRpE42o-01119-00258761-00259006": "right this is nice and I'm happy when", "jW38BRpE42o-01120-00259007-00259175": "it's not happening anymore I'm happy I'm", "jW38BRpE42o-01121-00259176-00259367": "happy yeah but I know that's only two", "jW38BRpE42o-01122-00259367-00259501": "minutes right", "jW38BRpE42o-01123-00259502-00259806": "but joy is lasting", "jW38BRpE42o-01124-00259807-00260056": "you see who I am right I mean you're way", "jW38BRpE42o-01125-00260057-00260339": "well your whole life you see the way was", "jW38BRpE42o-01126-00260340-00260621": "oh you ever see me in a Wheels no the", "jW38BRpE42o-01127-00260621-00260729": "only way you're going to see me in a", "jW38BRpE42o-01128-00260730-00260837": "different set of knees when you don't", "jW38BRpE42o-01129-00260838-00261082": "follow the rules and you see yeah but", "jW38BRpE42o-01130-00261083-00261346": "otherwise you I was always joyful you", "jW38BRpE42o-01131-00261348-00261508": "know watching my kids playing with you I", "jW38BRpE42o-01132-00261509-00261634": "used to play with you guys do some crazy", "jW38BRpE42o-01133-00261635-00261784": "right you know in the flow and all over", "jW38BRpE42o-01134-00261785-00261994": "you know and that's just yes that's", "jW38BRpE42o-01135-00261996-00262403": "awesome but anyway uh so but he used to", "jW38BRpE42o-01136-00262404-00262732": "go away for like animals his kids", "jW38BRpE42o-01137-00262733-00262930": "out of school I used to take a month off", "jW38BRpE42o-01138-00262931-00263153": "and go away with his kids and so no he's", "jW38BRpE42o-01139-00263154-00263543": "always me and him we used to work hard", "jW38BRpE42o-01140-00263544-00263819": "yeah I just does my early late just to", "jW38BRpE42o-01141-00263820-00263993": "get certain amount of work done and then", "jW38BRpE42o-01142-00263994-00264227": "we he goes and vacation and I go on", "jW38BRpE42o-01143-00264228-00264371": "vacation so I haven't were there other", "jW38BRpE42o-01144-00264372-00264610": "guys in the shop yeah just you and him", "jW38BRpE42o-01145-00264611-00264863": "one me and him so he wasn't he would it", "jW38BRpE42o-01146-00264864-00265043": "wasn't ideas to make an Empire it was", "jW38BRpE42o-01147-00265044-00265277": "just to have enough to enjoy his family", "jW38BRpE42o-01148-00265278-00265505": "and enjoy each other yeah so we made", "jW38BRpE42o-01149-00265506-00265763": "enough to enjoy each other's so we were", "jW38BRpE42o-01150-00265764-00265925": "able to close the business for a whole", "jW38BRpE42o-01151-00265926-00266123": "summer you know for the whole month", "jW38BRpE42o-01152-00266124-00266351": "actually one month he goes over his", "jW38BRpE42o-01153-00266352-00266513": "family and I just go hang on and do", "jW38BRpE42o-01154-00266514-00266639": "whatever the hell I want to do you know", "jW38BRpE42o-01155-00266640-00266867": "what I'm saying but for us to do that", "jW38BRpE42o-01156-00266868-00267082": "you have to work a lot of hours to make", "jW38BRpE42o-01157-00267083-00267275": "up for the time when you're there", "jW38BRpE42o-01158-00267276-00267413": "you have bills you're gonna pay right", "jW38BRpE42o-01159-00267414-00267610": "right and so you're willing to work I", "jW38BRpE42o-01160-00267611-00267803": "don't mind so if you say it well you're", "jW38BRpE42o-01161-00267804-00267958": "working there I don't care 10 11 o'clock", "jW38BRpE42o-01162-00267959-00268169": "I don't I don't care I understand what", "jW38BRpE42o-01163-00268170-00268384": "so I see where that benefits me", "jW38BRpE42o-01164-00268385-00268571": "throughout my life", "jW38BRpE42o-01165-00268572-00268780": "if I want something all I have to do is", "jW38BRpE42o-01166-00268781-00269021": "work a little bit harder for it", "jW38BRpE42o-01167-00269022-00269195": "if I want it", "jW38BRpE42o-01168-00269196-00269417": "not if I need it though", "jW38BRpE42o-01169-00269418-00269789": "I gotta want that see so huh what do you", "jW38BRpE42o-01170-00269790-00270010": "mean not if you want it but if you need", "jW38BRpE42o-01171-00270011-00270239": "it no is that what I needed", "jW38BRpE42o-01172-00270240-00270599": "I you know if I need something I'm not I", "jW38BRpE42o-01173-00270600-00270773": "already have my niche", "jW38BRpE42o-01174-00270774-00270851": "so", "jW38BRpE42o-01175-00270852-00271097": "I always was blessed with my needs yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-01176-00271098-00271397": "needs are met right I always met but", "jW38BRpE42o-01177-00271398-00271673": "want you have to want it yeah if I want", "jW38BRpE42o-01178-00271674-00271841": "it", "jW38BRpE42o-01179-00271842-00272110": "then I know what I got to do to get it I", "jW38BRpE42o-01180-00272111-00272225": "know what I got to do to get it it's", "jW38BRpE42o-01181-00272226-00272345": "just like you right now you know what", "jW38BRpE42o-01182-00272346-00272495": "you need to do if you want to get", "jW38BRpE42o-01183-00272496-00272680": "something and everyone right", "jW38BRpE42o-01184-00272681-00272908": "everybody you know what do you say to", "jW38BRpE42o-01185-00272909-00273095": "people who have a hard time doing what", "jW38BRpE42o-01186-00273096-00273275": "they know they need to do they just", "jW38BRpE42o-01187-00273276-00273563": "can't get the motivation to get going I", "jW38BRpE42o-01188-00273564-00273797": "can't sometimes it's very difficult", "jW38BRpE42o-01189-00273798-00274091": "because I don't know the person the way", "jW38BRpE42o-01190-00274092-00274295": "he was brought up right see and that's", "jW38BRpE42o-01191-00274296-00274427": "again teens you're judging the person", "jW38BRpE42o-01192-00274428-00274660": "because I don't know his blockage", "jW38BRpE42o-01193-00274661-00274787": "I know what's I don't know what's", "jW38BRpE42o-01194-00274788-00275087": "stopping him I don't know what tragedy", "jW38BRpE42o-01195-00275088-00275303": "in their life trauma trauma or whatever", "jW38BRpE42o-01196-00275304-00275458": "it is I don't really know all these", "jW38BRpE42o-01197-00275459-00275710": "things so but", "jW38BRpE42o-01198-00275711-00275951": "if a person is", "jW38BRpE42o-01199-00275952-00276143": "I don't know have a decent family I", "jW38BRpE42o-01200-00276144-00276239": "don't really don't know I can't I can't", "jW38BRpE42o-01201-00276240-00276371": "it's hard it's very hard to tell to", "jW38BRpE42o-01202-00276372-00276491": "because again you're judging the person", "jW38BRpE42o-01203-00276492-00276658": "I could say whatever I want to say what", "jW38BRpE42o-01204-00276659-00276808": "would you say to somebody to come to you", "jW38BRpE42o-01205-00276809-00277043": "and say Edmund I want to have your", "jW38BRpE42o-01206-00277044-00277210": "motivation I want to be able to work", "jW38BRpE42o-01207-00277211-00277463": "like that I just can't make myself do it", "jW38BRpE42o-01208-00277464-00277741": "uh what advice would you give that guy", "jW38BRpE42o-01209-00277742-00278171": "the first thing you got to do", "jW38BRpE42o-01210-00278172-00278471": "have a reason uh", "jW38BRpE42o-01211-00278472-00278939": "a good reason yeah sit your ass down and", "jW38BRpE42o-01212-00278940-00279173": "think about a reason why would I want to", "jW38BRpE42o-01213-00279174-00279401": "get up every day", "jW38BRpE42o-01214-00279402-00279755": "and go to work and achieve X among a", "jW38BRpE42o-01215-00279756-00279953": "dollar for that day so if you think", "jW38BRpE42o-01216-00279954-00280258": "about that reason", "jW38BRpE42o-01217-00280259-00280493": "that will give you motivation", "jW38BRpE42o-01218-00280494-00280637": "but you don't have a reason to get up", "jW38BRpE42o-01219-00280638-00281003": "why would you get up", "jW38BRpE42o-01220-00281004-00281230": "think about it if I go to my bed I have", "jW38BRpE42o-01221-00281231-00281380": "no reason to get up", "jW38BRpE42o-01222-00281381-00281591": "why would I want to get up what was your", "jW38BRpE42o-01223-00281592-00281710": "reason", "jW38BRpE42o-01224-00281711-00281873": "my reason why I want to get up that's", "jW38BRpE42o-01225-00281874-00282143": "why for me", "jW38BRpE42o-01226-00282144-00282347": "I would recommend it you know I'm not", "jW38BRpE42o-01227-00282348-00282610": "saying it's for everyone because family", "jW38BRpE42o-01228-00282611-00282815": "is not for everybody", "jW38BRpE42o-01229-00282816-00283123": "so you have to decide if it's for you", "jW38BRpE42o-01230-00283124-00283439": "if you don't think it's for you then", "jW38BRpE42o-01231-00283440-00283619": "don't you know do something else but", "jW38BRpE42o-01232-00283620-00283799": "that was your reason my reason to get up", "jW38BRpE42o-01233-00283800-00283973": "every day because", "jW38BRpE42o-01234-00283974-00284393": "I always tell my wife", "jW38BRpE42o-01235-00284394-00284627": "I had four kids", "jW38BRpE42o-01236-00284628-00284819": "and every day I look my kids are coming", "jW38BRpE42o-01237-00284820-00285041": "along the table to eat there's four eyes", "jW38BRpE42o-01238-00285042-00285277": "looking at eight eyes looking at me", "jW38BRpE42o-01239-00285278-00285653": "eight they're looking at me because", "jW38BRpE42o-01240-00285654-00285887": "I gotta feed them right I gotta take", "jW38BRpE42o-01241-00285888-00286019": "care of my kids", "jW38BRpE42o-01242-00286020-00286229": "so you imagine you have it's like you go", "jW38BRpE42o-01243-00286230-00286337": "home or you have your dog they're like", "jW38BRpE42o-01244-00286338-00286517": "they're waiting for you to eat", "jW38BRpE42o-01245-00286518-00286703": "right same thing you have your kids in", "jW38BRpE42o-01246-00286704-00286901": "there waiting for you to take care of", "jW38BRpE42o-01247-00286902-00287063": "them", "jW38BRpE42o-01248-00287064-00287332": "work have food on the table have their", "jW38BRpE42o-01249-00287333-00287543": "needs", "jW38BRpE42o-01250-00287544-00287680": "so", "jW38BRpE42o-01251-00287681-00287849": "I have enough love", "jW38BRpE42o-01252-00287850-00288106": "for my family", "jW38BRpE42o-01253-00288107-00288545": "that working", "jW38BRpE42o-01254-00288546-00288773": "is unlimited for me I don't I don't", "jW38BRpE42o-01255-00288774-00289019": "think about", "jW38BRpE42o-01256-00289020-00289427": "work I just apply that's right because I", "jW38BRpE42o-01257-00289428-00289619": "know if I get up every day and I go to", "jW38BRpE42o-01258-00289620-00289793": "work I'll be able to take care of my", "jW38BRpE42o-01259-00289794-00290051": "kids they'd be happy and I'll be happy", "jW38BRpE42o-01260-00290052-00290363": "so that's my reason to get up every day", "jW38BRpE42o-01261-00290364-00290632": "so you're a young man in Brooklyn", "jW38BRpE42o-01262-00290633-00290801": "working", "jW38BRpE42o-01263-00290802-00291060": "and", "jW38BRpE42o-01264-00291061-00291337": "sometime along the way you met my mother", "jW38BRpE42o-01265-00291338-00291653": "and I know it's because they're family", "jW38BRpE42o-01266-00291654-00291989": "friends and yeah yeah ties like that", "jW38BRpE42o-01267-00291990-00292301": "um so my question my question for you is", "jW38BRpE42o-01268-00292302-00292487": "uh", "jW38BRpE42o-01269-00292488-00292708": "uh what made you you're a good looking", "jW38BRpE42o-01270-00292709-00292937": "guy I'd like to say because I like you", "jW38BRpE42o-01271-00292938-00293134": "it's kind of like you you're hustling", "jW38BRpE42o-01272-00293135-00293363": "you're doing your thing you know you're", "jW38BRpE42o-01273-00293364-00293593": "you're building your frame", "jW38BRpE42o-01274-00293594-00293849": "what was it about", "jW38BRpE42o-01275-00293850-00294071": "Deborah in particular that made you", "jW38BRpE42o-01276-00294072-00294280": "decide that's the one that's going to be", "jW38BRpE42o-01277-00294281-00294449": "my wife I would assume there were other", "jW38BRpE42o-01278-00294450-00294641": "women that would love to have hang out", "jW38BRpE42o-01279-00294642-00295258": "with you but you chose one why is that", "jW38BRpE42o-01280-00295259-00295534": "I chose one I don't know you end up with", "jW38BRpE42o-01281-00295535-00295810": "one girl she's my mother and she's still", "jW38BRpE42o-01282-00295811-00296015": "here I'm wondering how the heck that", "jW38BRpE42o-01283-00296016-00296106": "happened", "jW38BRpE42o-01284-00296107-00296387": "that's rare you what it doesn't happen", "jW38BRpE42o-01285-00296388-00296741": "very often cool again", "jW38BRpE42o-01286-00296742-00297160": "I keep saying go back to the same thing", "jW38BRpE42o-01287-00297161-00297706": "no control no control", "jW38BRpE42o-01288-00297707-00297977": "it's", "jW38BRpE42o-01289-00297978-00298408": "um well what I want to say is this uh", "jW38BRpE42o-01290-00298409-00298547": "it was made", "jW38BRpE42o-01291-00298548-00298697": "there might have been", "jW38BRpE42o-01292-00298698-00298834": "crate that", "jW38BRpE42o-01293-00298835-00298973": "hmm", "jW38BRpE42o-01294-00298974-00299213": "I'm just for me", "jW38BRpE42o-01295-00299214-00299399": "because I'm looking at my road that I", "jW38BRpE42o-01296-00299400-00299699": "trouble", "jW38BRpE42o-01297-00299700-00299956": "he made that happen", "jW38BRpE42o-01298-00299957-00300173": "not me", "jW38BRpE42o-01299-00300174-00300334": "how did it come up so you weren't", "jW38BRpE42o-01300-00300335-00300491": "looking for a wife no I'm looking for", "jW38BRpE42o-01301-00300492-00300623": "wife I never looked for wife I didn't", "jW38BRpE42o-01302-00300624-00301001": "take my wife", "jW38BRpE42o-01303-00301002-00301289": "wife I'm 19 years old I wasn't really", "jW38BRpE42o-01304-00301290-00301565": "thinking about a wife", "jW38BRpE42o-01305-00301566-00301727": "I", "jW38BRpE42o-01306-00301728-00302032": "just doing what I do at work and I just", "jW38BRpE42o-01307-00302033-00302141": "hang out", "jW38BRpE42o-01308-00302142-00302525": "19 years old right today", "jW38BRpE42o-01309-00302526-00302825": "she was 14 years old", "jW38BRpE42o-01310-00302826-00303077": "when you met her when I met her when I", "jW38BRpE42o-01311-00303078-00303310": "no no when I when I first lay eyes on", "jW38BRpE42o-01312-00303311-00303569": "her right first eyes first time I ever", "jW38BRpE42o-01313-00303570-00303791": "see her she was 14 years old you figure", "jW38BRpE42o-01314-00303792-00303977": "it out your granddaughter just turned", "jW38BRpE42o-01315-00303978-00304265": "four yeah yesterday good so the first", "jW38BRpE42o-01316-00304266-00304397": "time I met", "jW38BRpE42o-01317-00304398-00304673": "your mother is", "jW38BRpE42o-01318-00304674-00304895": "14 right", "jW38BRpE42o-01319-00304896-00305182": "and you were 19 and I was 19. they ain't", "jW38BRpE42o-01320-00305183-00305429": "they ain't no way to happen right that's", "jW38BRpE42o-01321-00305430-00305699": "not supposed to happen at all right but", "jW38BRpE42o-01322-00305700-00306184": "again you got another thing", "jW38BRpE42o-01323-00306185-00306580": "I'm not thinking age yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-01324-00306581-00306706": "people could think whatever they want to", "jW38BRpE42o-01325-00306707-00306893": "think about me but I don't wasn't", "jW38BRpE42o-01326-00306894-00307025": "thinking of an age guy because I didn't", "jW38BRpE42o-01327-00307026-00307234": "look at her as", "jW38BRpE42o-01328-00307235-00307463": "a woman that I want to be with a young", "jW38BRpE42o-01329-00307464-00307667": "girl right you weren't even he wasn't", "jW38BRpE42o-01330-00307668-00307925": "even in the radar it wasn't even exist", "jW38BRpE42o-01331-00307926-00308117": "that's just a", "jW38BRpE42o-01332-00308118-00308351": "a young girl that was introduced to me", "jW38BRpE42o-01333-00308352-00308710": "and that was just done", "jW38BRpE42o-01334-00308711-00308999": "nice to meet you and Dad", "jW38BRpE42o-01335-00309000-00309725": "but as years goes by and I seen her", "jW38BRpE42o-01336-00309726-00310030": "and I went in her Circle", "jW38BRpE42o-01337-00310031-00310408": "you know", "jW38BRpE42o-01338-00310409-00310649": "I can sense", "jW38BRpE42o-01339-00310650-00310954": "that", "jW38BRpE42o-01340-00310955-00311182": "there's some chemistry", "jW38BRpE42o-01341-00311183-00311567": "I feel the chemistry after a while and", "jW38BRpE42o-01342-00311568-00311908": "and she felt it too because she give", "jW38BRpE42o-01343-00311909-00312149": "that Vibes you know you could tell when", "jW38BRpE42o-01344-00312150-00312287": "somebody's kind of like you know she's", "jW38BRpE42o-01345-00312288-00312419": "younger she's not supposed to look at me", "jW38BRpE42o-01346-00312420-00312832": "anyway she called me Mr Eddie wow Mister", "jW38BRpE42o-01347-00312833-00313001": "she called me mister", "jW38BRpE42o-01348-00313002-00313273": "so he's not even close", "jW38BRpE42o-01349-00313274-00313523": "but it doesn't mean because you're young", "jW38BRpE42o-01350-00313524-00313643": "I mean so you don't can't like somebody", "jW38BRpE42o-01351-00313644-00313829": "older right you could see a guy or you", "jW38BRpE42o-01352-00313830-00313979": "know it's just nature you know what I'm", "jW38BRpE42o-01353-00313980-00314117": "saying just you know that's what", "jW38BRpE42o-01354-00314118-00314375": "happened that's what it is yeah and I", "jW38BRpE42o-01355-00314376-00314471": "felt", "jW38BRpE42o-01356-00314472-00314710": "you know the same thing towards home but", "jW38BRpE42o-01357-00314711-00314903": "that was it because it's not support", "jW38BRpE42o-01358-00314904-00315208": "that you can't have a 19 or", "jW38BRpE42o-01359-00315209-00315377": "14 I don't make any sense I wouldn't", "jW38BRpE42o-01360-00315378-00315556": "want that for my daughter right you know", "jW38BRpE42o-01361-00315557-00315737": "like you right now you're some 19 year", "jW38BRpE42o-01362-00315738-00315887": "old punk come trying to hang out with", "jW38BRpE42o-01363-00315888-00316067": "your daughter and say Hey you know find", "jW38BRpE42o-01364-00316068-00316363": "your own age group yeah right yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-01365-00316364-00316613": "so and I ain't looking for am I looking", "jW38BRpE42o-01366-00316614-00316841": "for that to happen but as life goes as", "jW38BRpE42o-01367-00316842-00317182": "time went by and you know she got older", "jW38BRpE42o-01368-00317183-00317417": "and Hammer wrong you know and you know", "jW38BRpE42o-01369-00317418-00317651": "after a while we start you know when she", "jW38BRpE42o-01370-00317652-00317908": "was 16 and she started acting a little", "jW38BRpE42o-01371-00317909-00318395": "more towards you know uh liking me", "jW38BRpE42o-01372-00318396-00318647": "and I thought you know talk to her not", "jW38BRpE42o-01373-00318648-00318851": "to say anything sexual or whatever it is", "jW38BRpE42o-01374-00318852-00319043": "you know but but it developed from then", "jW38BRpE42o-01375-00319044-00319403": "and that's how our relationship", "jW38BRpE42o-01376-00319404-00319541": "uh", "jW38BRpE42o-01377-00319542-00319804": "but the good part of it that I I'm", "jW38BRpE42o-01378-00319805-00319943": "really", "jW38BRpE42o-01379-00319944-00320410": "you know I'm blessed you know that", "jW38BRpE42o-01380-00320411-00320801": "um I can almost say", "jW38BRpE42o-01381-00320802-00320927": "that", "jW38BRpE42o-01382-00320928-00321191": "when I met my wife and when I murdered", "jW38BRpE42o-01383-00321192-00321563": "on the time that all the time that you", "jW38BRpE42o-01384-00321564-00321743": "know I would say and I would put my head", "jW38BRpE42o-01385-00321744-00321958": "in Black Death I'm the only man", "jW38BRpE42o-01386-00321959-00322193": "that she ever been with", "jW38BRpE42o-01387-00322194-00322421": "see that's", "jW38BRpE42o-01388-00322422-00322654": "she", "jW38BRpE42o-01389-00322655-00323058": "I am the only man that she ever had", "jW38BRpE42o-01390-00323059-00323429": "sexually if you want to talk about sex", "jW38BRpE42o-01391-00323430-00323699": "you know what I'm saying so do you think", "jW38BRpE42o-01392-00323700-00323993": "that that's an important part of why it", "jW38BRpE42o-01393-00323994-00324154": "works I", "jW38BRpE42o-01394-00324155-00324443": "it's very important in a lot of ways for", "jW38BRpE42o-01395-00324444-00324754": "me I I can't talk for anybody else I'm", "jW38BRpE42o-01396-00324755-00324982": "not the ownership", "jW38BRpE42o-01397-00324983-00325193": "celebrating opinion and whatever it is", "jW38BRpE42o-01398-00325194-00325595": "but I've you know the love that I have", "jW38BRpE42o-01399-00325596-00326189": "for my wife is", "jW38BRpE42o-01400-00326190-00326417": "I can't describe it", "jW38BRpE42o-01401-00326418-00326867": "the only way I can describe it that uh", "jW38BRpE42o-01402-00326868-00327256": "I would die for her", "jW38BRpE42o-01403-00327257-00327551": "yeah I know you would and now you would", "jW38BRpE42o-01404-00327552-00327730": "cut your hand off for me too and you've", "jW38BRpE42o-01405-00327731-00327856": "said that", "jW38BRpE42o-01406-00327857-00328139": "my mom is a is a beautiful woman I've", "jW38BRpE42o-01407-00328140-00328289": "seen pictures of her when she was young", "jW38BRpE42o-01408-00328290-00328463": "too and I'm like but I didn't look at", "jW38BRpE42o-01409-00328464-00328654": "the view so my question I didn't look at", "jW38BRpE42o-01410-00328655-00328891": "the outside right I know yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-01411-00328892-00329308": "my question for you is what other traits", "jW38BRpE42o-01412-00329309-00329669": "did she exhibit that made her", "jW38BRpE42o-01413-00329670-00329956": "seem as if somebody worth marrying", "jW38BRpE42o-01414-00329957-00330304": "again", "jW38BRpE42o-01415-00330305-00330575": "marriage did not come in my head", "jW38BRpE42o-01416-00330576-00330773": "I never think about marriage", "jW38BRpE42o-01417-00330774-00331067": "I'm just telling you in life how life is", "jW38BRpE42o-01418-00331068-00331295": "you weren't you didn't notice some", "jW38BRpE42o-01419-00331296-00331847": "attributes I don't think about marriage", "jW38BRpE42o-01420-00331848-00332039": "because marriage is good if you want to", "jW38BRpE42o-01421-00332040-00332453": "say use the word marriage", "jW38BRpE42o-01422-00332454-00332632": "you go to church tomorrow you go to", "jW38BRpE42o-01423-00332633-00332879": "elementary marriage", "jW38BRpE42o-01424-00332880-00333149": "it's just to me it's just like", "jW38BRpE42o-01425-00333150-00333473": "I want to say it's a waste of time hmm", "jW38BRpE42o-01426-00333474-00333808": "but mostly politics yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-01427-00333809-00334049": "marriage is two people that really love", "jW38BRpE42o-01428-00334050-00334265": "each other's", "jW38BRpE42o-01429-00334266-00334595": "and respect each other right not", "jW38BRpE42o-01430-00334596-00334810": "marriage in the church or the government", "jW38BRpE42o-01431-00334811-00335045": "to show reminders for a piece of paper", "jW38BRpE42o-01432-00335046-00335297": "or what are you what are you telling me", "jW38BRpE42o-01433-00335298-00335477": "you're married to me I own you you own", "jW38BRpE42o-01434-00335478-00335663": "me what what's the purpose of it you", "jW38BRpE42o-01435-00335664-00335860": "know what I'm saying it's just claim one", "jW38BRpE42o-01436-00335861-00336137": "I don't know I don't know", "jW38BRpE42o-01437-00336138-00336545": "but you follow the rules of", "jW38BRpE42o-01438-00336546-00336749": "the the", "jW38BRpE42o-01439-00336750-00336880": "um you say", "jW38BRpE42o-01440-00336881-00337091": "like we would say you live with the", "jW38BRpE42o-01441-00337092-00337247": "Romans you act like the Romans right", "jW38BRpE42o-01442-00337248-00337458": "yeah one of those things right", "jW38BRpE42o-01443-00337459-00337747": "you really don't need marriage", "jW38BRpE42o-01444-00337748-00337984": "you just need respect and love that's", "jW38BRpE42o-01445-00337985-00338219": "all you need", "jW38BRpE42o-01446-00338220-00338465": "why is it that well you have a lot of", "jW38BRpE42o-01447-00338466-00338680": "siblings right", "jW38BRpE42o-01448-00338681-00338999": "and I can't honestly think of one of", "jW38BRpE42o-01449-00339000-00339208": "them that have a marriage that lasts and", "jW38BRpE42o-01450-00339209-00339467": "as strong as yours", "jW38BRpE42o-01451-00339468-00339797": "why is it or what is it about you and", "jW38BRpE42o-01452-00339798-00339982": "she that make it such that your marriage", "jW38BRpE42o-01453-00339983-00340289": "is so strong and lasts so long", "jW38BRpE42o-01454-00340290-00340517": "well we respect each others and we want", "jW38BRpE42o-01455-00340518-00340787": "we have the same value in life you know", "jW38BRpE42o-01456-00340788-00341171": "what I'm saying she wants uh", "jW38BRpE42o-01457-00341172-00341501": "to look she", "jW38BRpE42o-01458-00341502-00341782": "sees the way her life was", "jW38BRpE42o-01459-00341783-00342203": "the way she was brought up right", "jW38BRpE42o-01460-00342204-00342377": "she doesn't like it", "jW38BRpE42o-01461-00342378-00342532": "mm-hmm", "jW38BRpE42o-01462-00342533-00342706": "she didn't like her childhood the way it", "jW38BRpE42o-01463-00342707-00342856": "was", "jW38BRpE42o-01464-00342857-00343049": "my childhood", "jW38BRpE42o-01465-00343050-00343330": "you know storyboard I give you a little", "jW38BRpE42o-01466-00343331-00343480": "bit how it was just", "jW38BRpE42o-01467-00343481-00343734": "free free", "jW38BRpE42o-01468-00343735-00344230": "that worked to a certain extent sure", "jW38BRpE42o-01469-00344231-00344351": "no", "jW38BRpE42o-01470-00344352-00344854": "she wants the same thing that I wanted", "jW38BRpE42o-01471-00344855-00345010": "a good family", "jW38BRpE42o-01472-00345011-00345382": "a together family", "jW38BRpE42o-01473-00345383-00345604": "she didn't have a together family her", "jW38BRpE42o-01474-00345605-00345749": "mom and dad you know whatever it is", "jW38BRpE42o-01475-00345750-00345937": "right it's broken", "jW38BRpE42o-01476-00345938-00346253": "we had a family but my mom and dad was", "jW38BRpE42o-01477-00346254-00346408": "together and we were awesome together", "jW38BRpE42o-01478-00346409-00346582": "they have the issues with everybody else", "jW38BRpE42o-01479-00346583-00347075": "but it wasn't as connected", "jW38BRpE42o-01480-00347076-00347297": "with the sibling as much my parents love", "jW38BRpE42o-01481-00347298-00347530": "us don't get me wrong but too many kids", "jW38BRpE42o-01482-00347531-00347710": "to try to", "jW38BRpE42o-01483-00347711-00348065": "put together right it's a big job", "jW38BRpE42o-01484-00348066-00348251": "and", "jW38BRpE42o-01485-00348252-00348449": "I don't want that", "jW38BRpE42o-01486-00348450-00348769": "for my family you didn't want 10 kids", "jW38BRpE42o-01487-00348770-00348995": "I want I want to have enough kids that I", "jW38BRpE42o-01488-00348996-00349282": "can can take care of right way to give", "jW38BRpE42o-01489-00349283-00349654": "them the good foundation and the tool to", "jW38BRpE42o-01490-00349655-00349930": "fight the life of John his life is a", "jW38BRpE42o-01491-00349931-00350129": "jungle yeah I was in the jungle but it's", "jW38BRpE42o-01492-00350130-00350213": "a different thing but it's a different", "jW38BRpE42o-01493-00350214-00350434": "jungle yeah so so you need to have the", "jW38BRpE42o-01494-00350435-00350680": "right tool to fight this life today", "jW38BRpE42o-01495-00350681-00350860": "you know and", "jW38BRpE42o-01496-00350861-00351154": "I my main thing was to make my kids in", "jW38BRpE42o-01497-00351155-00351419": "mentally and physically smart that that", "jW38BRpE42o-01498-00351420-00351628": "that's what I want and that's all I", "jW38BRpE42o-01499-00351629-00351743": "focus on", "jW38BRpE42o-01500-00351744-00351928": "you know and she wanted the same thing", "jW38BRpE42o-01501-00351929-00352121": "she wanted good for her kids because", "jW38BRpE42o-01502-00352122-00352510": "what she didn't have as a child", "jW38BRpE42o-01503-00352511-00352739": "she wants to give her", "jW38BRpE42o-01504-00352740-00352925": "children", "jW38BRpE42o-01505-00352926-00353363": "that she want that I want the same right", "jW38BRpE42o-01506-00353364-00353723": "so the same goal same goal same vision", "jW38BRpE42o-01507-00353724-00354232": "yeah so we missing Focus only on that", "jW38BRpE42o-01508-00354233-00354545": "I noticed uh growing up that both of you", "jW38BRpE42o-01509-00354546-00354856": "worked a lot yeah you would work uh you", "jW38BRpE42o-01510-00354857-00354989": "know you're nine to five but then you", "jW38BRpE42o-01511-00354990-00355132": "would come home you spend a lot of time", "jW38BRpE42o-01512-00355133-00355354": "in the garage doing side jobs my mother", "jW38BRpE42o-01513-00355355-00355613": "worked that night yeah yeah and so she's", "jW38BRpE42o-01514-00355614-00355949": "working a lot right how do you maintain", "jW38BRpE42o-01515-00355950-00356273": "the flame in a relationship like that", "jW38BRpE42o-01516-00356274-00356441": "with four children and you're working so", "jW38BRpE42o-01517-00356442-00356801": "hard it's easy", "jW38BRpE42o-01518-00356802-00357113": "the flame is always there", "jW38BRpE42o-01519-00357114-00357503": "because of the love and respect", "jW38BRpE42o-01520-00357504-00357754": "you know", "jW38BRpE42o-01521-00357755-00358199": "I'm happy just to have my wife to talk", "jW38BRpE42o-01522-00358200-00358439": "to her just to be in the same room where", "jW38BRpE42o-01523-00358440-00358763": "she's at you know if if we don't have to", "jW38BRpE42o-01524-00358764-00358967": "be", "jW38BRpE42o-01525-00358968-00359153": "having a contact", "jW38BRpE42o-01526-00359154-00359278": "you know what I'm saying I'm a few hog", "jW38BRpE42o-01527-00359279-00359471": "you know you never see when I was", "jW38BRpE42o-01528-00359472-00359627": "growing up you didn't see me going my", "jW38BRpE42o-01529-00359628-00359854": "your wife I'll be hugging kissing do all", "jW38BRpE42o-01530-00359855-00360053": "these kind of nonsense you do you see", "jW38BRpE42o-01531-00360054-00360328": "that no no no I do not we don't need to", "jW38BRpE42o-01532-00360329-00360503": "do that I never saw either end of the", "jW38BRpE42o-01533-00360504-00360665": "spectrum I never saw you fighting and", "jW38BRpE42o-01534-00360666-00360893": "arguing no and I never saw you being", "jW38BRpE42o-01535-00360894-00361151": "overly affectionate", "jW38BRpE42o-01536-00361152-00361373": "it's always neutral there's a time and", "jW38BRpE42o-01537-00361374-00361678": "place for everything time and place for", "jW38BRpE42o-01538-00361679-00361889": "everything", "jW38BRpE42o-01539-00361890-00362147": "if I have a situation with my wife and", "jW38BRpE42o-01540-00362148-00362375": "she have a situation with me", "jW38BRpE42o-01541-00362376-00362621": "we take time out", "jW38BRpE42o-01542-00362622-00362830": "we're going for a ride", "jW38BRpE42o-01543-00362831-00363010": "I'm not gonna fight with my kid my wife", "jW38BRpE42o-01544-00363011-00363208": "and I have a disagreement that's going", "jW38BRpE42o-01545-00363209-00363425": "to create a scene in the house with my", "jW38BRpE42o-01546-00363426-00363695": "family I'm not gonna do that oh see I", "jW38BRpE42o-01547-00363696-00363947": "don't do that [__] I don't raise my", "jW38BRpE42o-01548-00363948-00364225": "voice in front of my wife or any kind of", "jW38BRpE42o-01549-00364226-00364601": "discussion back and forth well you guys", "jW38BRpE42o-01550-00364602-00364853": "are wrong I never do that yeah wait till", "jW38BRpE42o-01551-00364854-00365171": "everybody's have their pajamas on ready", "jW38BRpE42o-01552-00365172-00365291": "for bed", "jW38BRpE42o-01553-00365292-00365543": "we take a little ride and we go battle", "jW38BRpE42o-01554-00365544-00365669": "our [__] out", "jW38BRpE42o-01555-00365670-00365884": "come to our agreement", "jW38BRpE42o-01556-00365885-00366245": "and we're done right", "jW38BRpE42o-01557-00366246-00366401": "and that's what we do", "jW38BRpE42o-01558-00366402-00366773": "because there's no such thing as perfect", "jW38BRpE42o-01559-00366774-00366904": "especially when you're dealing with a", "jW38BRpE42o-01560-00366905-00367163": "guy that's off the wall like me half the", "jW38BRpE42o-01561-00367164-00367249": "time", "jW38BRpE42o-01562-00367250-00367439": "and that's one of the things that I", "jW38BRpE42o-01563-00367440-00367703": "really love my wife for because she can", "jW38BRpE42o-01564-00367704-00367930": "see", "jW38BRpE42o-01565-00367931-00368128": "me", "jW38BRpE42o-01566-00368129-00368380": "she knows me", "jW38BRpE42o-01567-00368381-00368603": "I'm saying", "jW38BRpE42o-01568-00368604-00369082": "in other words", "jW38BRpE42o-01569-00369083-00369449": "she knows what not to touch", "jW38BRpE42o-01570-00369450-00369832": "what button not to touch", "jW38BRpE42o-01571-00369833-00370001": "and the same thing", "jW38BRpE42o-01572-00370002-00370147": "with her", "jW38BRpE42o-01573-00370148-00370558": "I know when not to say certain things or", "jW38BRpE42o-01574-00370559-00370756": "do certain things", "jW38BRpE42o-01575-00370757-00370889": "to create", "jW38BRpE42o-01576-00370890-00371201": "a situation", "jW38BRpE42o-01577-00371202-00371578": "so as crazy as well and as aggressive as", "jW38BRpE42o-01578-00371579-00371813": "I am", "jW38BRpE42o-01579-00371814-00372130": "because I love her", "jW38BRpE42o-01580-00372131-00372341": "so why would I want to upset her why", "jW38BRpE42o-01581-00372342-00372653": "would I want to hurt her", "jW38BRpE42o-01582-00372654-00372923": "I don't want to protect her right mm-hmm", "jW38BRpE42o-01583-00372924-00373258": "make sure she's happy", "jW38BRpE42o-01584-00373259-00373534": "right do all the nice things not like I", "jW38BRpE42o-01585-00373535-00373708": "says", "jW38BRpE42o-01586-00373709-00373895": "I", "jW38BRpE42o-01587-00373896-00374104": "there's a lot of things similar things", "jW38BRpE42o-01588-00374105-00374254": "and you know that that she get upset", "jW38BRpE42o-01589-00374255-00374453": "with me", "jW38BRpE42o-01590-00374454-00374675": "but I know how far to go with that right", "jW38BRpE42o-01591-00374676-00375004": "I don't want to hey", "jW38BRpE42o-01592-00375005-00375227": "so there's a limit", "jW38BRpE42o-01593-00375228-00375413": "he's a limited", "jW38BRpE42o-01594-00375414-00375760": "and she knows when if I am annoyed or", "jW38BRpE42o-01595-00375761-00375917": "upset about certain things she knows", "jW38BRpE42o-01596-00375918-00376097": "well you know what whatever it is even", "jW38BRpE42o-01597-00376098-00376367": "if I'm right", "jW38BRpE42o-01598-00376368-00376810": "or wrong if I'm wrong", "jW38BRpE42o-01599-00376811-00376991": "she knows how to deal with that", "jW38BRpE42o-01600-00376992-00377134": "mm-hmm", "jW38BRpE42o-01601-00377135-00377369": "and I know and I know she knows how to", "jW38BRpE42o-01602-00377370-00377513": "deal with that", "jW38BRpE42o-01603-00377514-00377825": "because all she's going to do", "jW38BRpE42o-01604-00377826-00378103": "is to agree with me with everything", "jW38BRpE42o-01605-00378104-00378406": "that means she disagrees she agrees with", "jW38BRpE42o-01606-00378407-00378551": "everything that we should disagree yes", "jW38BRpE42o-01607-00378552-00378799": "yes she is", "jW38BRpE42o-01608-00378800-00379054": "believe me everything I said from there", "jW38BRpE42o-01609-00379055-00379378": "go back is wonderful", "jW38BRpE42o-01610-00379379-00379834": "fine sure yeah okay good yeah then I", "jW38BRpE42o-01611-00379835-00380063": "know when to shut up", "jW38BRpE42o-01612-00380064-00380351": "and deal with it yeah I'm saying that's", "jW38BRpE42o-01613-00380352-00380525": "what it is so we understand each other", "jW38BRpE42o-01614-00380526-00380758": "I'm saying yeah because yeah you know", "jW38BRpE42o-01615-00380759-00381058": "especially I'm telling especially", "jW38BRpE42o-01616-00381059-00381371": "for me as as a man you know we you know", "jW38BRpE42o-01617-00381372-00381575": "we always try to control you know and", "jW38BRpE42o-01618-00381576-00381682": "you know", "jW38BRpE42o-01619-00381683-00381863": "you be a control freak you want to fix", "jW38BRpE42o-01620-00381864-00382060": "everything because that's what we do we", "jW38BRpE42o-01621-00382061-00382180": "want to fix everything is there a", "jW38BRpE42o-01622-00382181-00382349": "situation we want to fix it we can't fix", "jW38BRpE42o-01623-00382350-00382487": "everything", "jW38BRpE42o-01624-00382488-00382649": "we think we can fix everything but we", "jW38BRpE42o-01625-00382650-00382823": "can right but you have to know what you", "jW38BRpE42o-01626-00382824-00383003": "can fix and what you can't fix and back", "jW38BRpE42o-01627-00383004-00383182": "off right you know that's that's all", "jW38BRpE42o-01628-00383183-00383410": "take care of that let's fix that", "jW38BRpE42o-01629-00383411-00383704": "you know hey and that's what I do yeah I", "jW38BRpE42o-01630-00383705-00383849": "don't", "jW38BRpE42o-01631-00383850-00384113": "angry at home because", "jW38BRpE42o-01632-00384114-00384575": "she can fix that and I can't no", "jW38BRpE42o-01633-00384576-00384851": "when I was younger you you would give us", "jW38BRpE42o-01634-00384852-00385097": "this advice these are your words right", "jW38BRpE42o-01635-00385098-00385445": "don't marry a useless [__]", "jW38BRpE42o-01636-00385446-00385708": "well yeah because what do you mean by", "jW38BRpE42o-01637-00385709-00386069": "that what's it well you just mean in any", "jW38BRpE42o-01638-00386070-00386230": "any and everything", "jW38BRpE42o-01639-00386231-00386675": "hmm and especially if you have a a wife", "jW38BRpE42o-01640-00386676-00386915": "that see if you're thinking about having", "jW38BRpE42o-01641-00386916-00387119": "a wife", "jW38BRpE42o-01642-00387120-00387437": "it's supposed to be forever", "jW38BRpE42o-01643-00387438-00387678": "I mean I don't believe in", "jW38BRpE42o-01644-00387679-00388013": "uh blending family and I I'm sorry you", "jW38BRpE42o-01645-00388014-00388169": "know some people like that you know they", "jW38BRpE42o-01646-00388170-00388354": "help with that I I can't deal with that", "jW38BRpE42o-01647-00388355-00388625": "right yeah and I can tell you stories", "jW38BRpE42o-01648-00388626-00388775": "and I'm sure you could tell me story I", "jW38BRpE42o-01649-00388776-00388913": "know a lot of story The Last Story I", "jW38BRpE42o-01650-00388914-00389410": "ever uh got this one gentleman told me", "jW38BRpE42o-01651-00389411-00389741": "that you know working with us so he had", "jW38BRpE42o-01652-00389742-00389963": "some pictures", "jW38BRpE42o-01653-00389964-00390341": "and in this wall when he works and", "jW38BRpE42o-01654-00390342-00390760": "I see a family", "jW38BRpE42o-01655-00390761-00391099": "and nice family cute kids you know", "jW38BRpE42o-01656-00391100-00391325": "grandkids whatever it is so I'm", "jW38BRpE42o-01657-00391326-00391463": "impressed I'm happy you guys have a nice", "jW38BRpE42o-01658-00391464-00391565": "family", "jW38BRpE42o-01659-00391566-00391841": "come to final", "jW38BRpE42o-01660-00391842-00392356": "he's displaying these grandkids", "jW38BRpE42o-01661-00392357-00392543": "that's not really his", "jW38BRpE42o-01662-00392544-00392651": "hmm", "jW38BRpE42o-01663-00392652-00392932": "it's", "jW38BRpE42o-01664-00392933-00393065": "from", "jW38BRpE42o-01665-00393066-00393358": "the blending family yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-01666-00393359-00393497": "no I don't have no problem with that", "jW38BRpE42o-01667-00393498-00393754": "because I love kids doesn't matter what", "jW38BRpE42o-01668-00393755-00393953": "you know I I have nothing to do with the", "jW38BRpE42o-01669-00393954-00394103": "kids the kids I love the kids name I", "jW38BRpE42o-01670-00394104-00394289": "don't care where they come from", "jW38BRpE42o-01671-00394290-00394643": "don't mess with kids who I am concerned", "jW38BRpE42o-01672-00394644-00394960": "but that's not the point the point is", "jW38BRpE42o-01673-00394961-00395291": "I know you have your family on the side", "jW38BRpE42o-01674-00395292-00395801": "that's angry with you because of that", "jW38BRpE42o-01675-00395802-00396077": "so now you have these two families", "jW38BRpE42o-01676-00396078-00396275": "how do you", "jW38BRpE42o-01677-00396276-00396539": "take care of that in a good way good", "jW38BRpE42o-01678-00396540-00396737": "nature way love you know give it all you", "jW38BRpE42o-01679-00396738-00396893": "know what I'm saying right I I", "jW38BRpE42o-01680-00396894-00397078": "understand you could love anybody in", "jW38BRpE42o-01681-00397079-00397175": "anything", "jW38BRpE42o-01682-00397176-00397384": "if it's yours or not", "jW38BRpE42o-01683-00397385-00397613": "I'm saying not because it's not your kid", "jW38BRpE42o-01684-00397614-00397751": "you can't love that kid because I always", "jW38BRpE42o-01685-00397752-00398045": "say to myself right if I ever we can", "jW38BRpE42o-01686-00398046-00398369": "it's not even but you know something to", "jW38BRpE42o-01687-00398370-00398627": "think about but if I look at a man or a", "jW38BRpE42o-01688-00398628-00398849": "woman if you gonna murder someone and", "jW38BRpE42o-01689-00398850-00399071": "have other kids you got to make your", "jW38BRpE42o-01690-00399072-00399275": "mind up one you gotta put this in your", "jW38BRpE42o-01691-00399276-00399401": "head", "jW38BRpE42o-01692-00399402-00399665": "you gonna murder that gentleman and have", "jW38BRpE42o-01693-00399666-00399934": "a kid before and you gotta love that kid", "jW38BRpE42o-01694-00399935-00400228": "exactly as yours", "jW38BRpE42o-01695-00400229-00400415": "if you feel like in your heart you can't", "jW38BRpE42o-01696-00400416-00400523": "do that", "jW38BRpE42o-01697-00400524-00400721": "then it's not for you", "jW38BRpE42o-01698-00400722-00400967": "because you can't have your kid", "jW38BRpE42o-01699-00400968-00401284": "and his kid and love your kids more than", "jW38BRpE42o-01700-00401285-00401423": "his kid", "jW38BRpE42o-01701-00401424-00401854": "that don't work that's a sad situation", "jW38BRpE42o-01702-00401855-00402082": "you see him again that So when you say", "jW38BRpE42o-01703-00402083-00402263": "useless woman", "jW38BRpE42o-01704-00402264-00402515": "right how does that match up with you", "jW38BRpE42o-01705-00402516-00402641": "know what you're talking about now the", "jW38BRpE42o-01706-00402642-00402952": "Blended for kids", "jW38BRpE42o-01707-00402953-00403132": "when I say you said someone is because", "jW38BRpE42o-01708-00403133-00403408": "if a woman is out there to give you", "jW38BRpE42o-01709-00403409-00403691": "exactly", "jW38BRpE42o-01710-00403692-00404015": "the life that you and her", "jW38BRpE42o-01711-00404016-00404165": "plan", "jW38BRpE42o-01712-00404166-00404513": "right", "jW38BRpE42o-01713-00404514-00404878": "all she wants to do is look pretty", "jW38BRpE42o-01714-00404879-00405130": "don't participate in the family", "jW38BRpE42o-01715-00405131-00405347": "just be selfish the bottom line here is", "jW38BRpE42o-01716-00405348-00405497": "all they're talking about is selfishness", "jW38BRpE42o-01717-00405498-00405652": "right", "jW38BRpE42o-01718-00405653-00405845": "all of them are saying are you such a", "jW38BRpE42o-01719-00405846-00406163": "man I'm talking men too I use this man", "jW38BRpE42o-01720-00406164-00406445": "and a useless woman", "jW38BRpE42o-01721-00406446-00406727": "or anyone", "jW38BRpE42o-01722-00406728-00406973": "is selfish", "jW38BRpE42o-01723-00406974-00407206": "because all you think about yourself you", "jW38BRpE42o-01724-00407207-00407406": "don't think about the other person", "jW38BRpE42o-01725-00407407-00407656": "so why would I want someone at all care", "jW38BRpE42o-01726-00407657-00407956": "about themselves and not you that you're", "jW38BRpE42o-01727-00407957-00408113": "not giving love to me you're giving love", "jW38BRpE42o-01728-00408114-00408287": "to just you", "jW38BRpE42o-01729-00408288-00408430": "so why would I want someone like that in", "jW38BRpE42o-01730-00408431-00408641": "my life", "jW38BRpE42o-01731-00408642-00408791": "that if I have my kids you're not giving", "jW38BRpE42o-01732-00408792-00409001": "my kids attention and the love and the", "jW38BRpE42o-01733-00409002-00409271": "care and myself like I'm doing for you", "jW38BRpE42o-01734-00409272-00409480": "I'm going I'm working I'm spending time", "jW38BRpE42o-01735-00409481-00409637": "with my kids I'm doing this for my kids", "jW38BRpE42o-01736-00409638-00409816": "I'm taking my kids to the game this", "jW38BRpE42o-01737-00409817-00410009": "whatever it is and in return what are", "jW38BRpE42o-01738-00410010-00410230": "you giving to the family what do you", "jW38BRpE42o-01739-00410231-00410466": "bring to the table that's the balance", "jW38BRpE42o-01740-00410467-00410776": "okay good so what are some of the things", "jW38BRpE42o-01741-00410777-00410974": "that young men that are considering", "jW38BRpE42o-01742-00410975-00411232": "marriage should look for a woman to", "jW38BRpE42o-01743-00411233-00411376": "bring to the table", "jW38BRpE42o-01744-00411377-00411670": "huh the first thing I can say is I keep", "jW38BRpE42o-01745-00411671-00411880": "saying same thing over and over is", "jW38BRpE42o-01746-00411881-00412343": "respect and love for each others what", "jW38BRpE42o-01747-00412343-00412637": "are some other tangible things but it", "jW38BRpE42o-01748-00412638-00412943": "well just like I said work together as a", "jW38BRpE42o-01749-00412943-00413213": "team right it's teamwork", "jW38BRpE42o-01750-00413214-00413405": "you know", "jW38BRpE42o-01751-00413406-00413632": "I could give you examples like", "jW38BRpE42o-01752-00413633-00413813": "and you see the way your mother and I", "jW38BRpE42o-01753-00413814-00413993": "operate and even I see the way you and", "jW38BRpE42o-01754-00413993-00414551": "your wife operate which again", "jW38BRpE42o-01755-00414552-00414797": "it all boils on", "jW38BRpE42o-01756-00414797-00415097": "the family", "jW38BRpE42o-01757-00415097-00415426": "your wife sees the way", "jW38BRpE42o-01758-00415427-00415847": "our families and sue you and she copycat", "jW38BRpE42o-01759-00415847-00416116": "from that that's why you're fortunate", "jW38BRpE42o-01760-00416117-00416249": "you have a wife", "jW38BRpE42o-01761-00416250-00416428": "and all my", "jW38BRpE42o-01762-00416429-00416716": "kids wife they come their home in a city", "jW38BRpE42o-01763-00416717-00417005": "where we are and they complicate that", "jW38BRpE42o-01764-00417006-00417178": "so that's why you guys are having a good", "jW38BRpE42o-01765-00417179-00417449": "life too yeah right so that's what I'm", "jW38BRpE42o-01766-00417450-00417557": "talking about", "jW38BRpE42o-01767-00417558-00417737": "you know what I'm saying so you have to", "jW38BRpE42o-01768-00417738-00417868": "have a wife that's going to work with", "jW38BRpE42o-01769-00417869-00418163": "you respect you", "jW38BRpE42o-01770-00418164-00418541": "and give you a good family good families", "jW38BRpE42o-01771-00418542-00418918": "are rare today it seems", "jW38BRpE42o-01772-00418919-00419147": "how do you navigate that when you don't", "jW38BRpE42o-01773-00419147-00419374": "have an example like I know I'm blessed", "jW38BRpE42o-01774-00419375-00419560": "that I've had the example and Colleen", "jW38BRpE42o-01775-00419562-00419849": "acknowledges it too very difficult", "jW38BRpE42o-01776-00419850-00420035": "it's very it's a hard thing very", "jW38BRpE42o-01777-00420035-00420163": "difficult", "jW38BRpE42o-01778-00420164-00420593": "and a lot of times I see things and I it", "jW38BRpE42o-01779-00420593-00420803": "just it saddened me in a way and I", "jW38BRpE42o-01780-00420804-00420955": "talked to your mother a lot of time", "jW38BRpE42o-01781-00420956-00421266": "sometimes I wish if I could do", "jW38BRpE42o-01782-00421267-00421553": "for some kid that", "jW38BRpE42o-01783-00421554-00421727": "you know", "jW38BRpE42o-01784-00421728-00422051": "that her life that was not structured in", "jW38BRpE42o-01785-00422052-00422464": "the love and and in this very hard thing", "jW38BRpE42o-01786-00422465-00422759": "to fix it's a person yes it's like", "jW38BRpE42o-01787-00422760-00423013": "almost like you know a kid is damaged", "jW38BRpE42o-01788-00423014-00423268": "you know that kid would have to be", "jW38BRpE42o-01789-00423269-00423407": "living", "jW38BRpE42o-01790-00423408-00423766": "with you day in and day out and kind of", "jW38BRpE42o-01791-00423767-00423953": "right and and pick up from it you're", "jW38BRpE42o-01792-00423954-00424181": "like sure if you or you like anyone that", "jW38BRpE42o-01793-00424182-00424379": "will come in my home like if they come", "jW38BRpE42o-01794-00424380-00424714": "to my house and see how we live they", "jW38BRpE42o-01795-00424715-00424943": "could detect that you know learn", "jW38BRpE42o-01796-00424943-00425135": "teachable too yeah well yeah it could be", "jW38BRpE42o-01797-00425135-00425363": "there but just observe it and seeing the", "jW38BRpE42o-01798-00425364-00425639": "love and you can feel the chemistry and", "jW38BRpE42o-01799-00425639-00425777": "the love in a family when you go to", "jW38BRpE42o-01800-00425778-00425939": "someone home you ever you ever been to", "jW38BRpE42o-01801-00425939-00426101": "someone home and you could feel", "jW38BRpE42o-01802-00426102-00426395": "it's from bad energy yeah yeah and then", "jW38BRpE42o-01803-00426396-00426557": "you go to somebody home that's wow I", "jW38BRpE42o-01804-00426558-00426701": "feel like I'm at home right I feel", "jW38BRpE42o-01805-00426702-00426941": "welcome I won't you show you that's how", "jW38BRpE42o-01806-00426942-00427168": "uh all of my friends would describe", "jW38BRpE42o-01807-00427169-00427313": "coming to our house when we were young", "jW38BRpE42o-01808-00427314-00427487": "right they would like to spend time at", "jW38BRpE42o-01809-00427488-00427643": "our house and Colleen of course they're", "jW38BRpE42o-01810-00427643-00427877": "going refrigerate it they eat they eat", "jW38BRpE42o-01811-00427878-00428003": "whatever you want it's like they're at", "jW38BRpE42o-01812-00428004-00428159": "home", "jW38BRpE42o-01813-00428160-00428351": "they just", "jW38BRpE42o-01814-00428352-00428591": "do what you do you haven't had to take", "jW38BRpE42o-01815-00428592-00428710": "food they're going there it's like they", "jW38BRpE42o-01816-00428712-00428920": "live there mm-hmm", "jW38BRpE42o-01817-00428921-00429172": "it seems almost as if the culture is", "jW38BRpE42o-01818-00429173-00429425": "against the family if you look at the", "jW38BRpE42o-01819-00429426-00429731": "music in the movies and the media it", "jW38BRpE42o-01820-00429732-00429910": "seems like it's normalized to have", "jW38BRpE42o-01821-00429912-00430145": "broken families or dysfunctional", "jW38BRpE42o-01822-00430146-00430429": "families or you know", "jW38BRpE42o-01823-00430430-00430751": "I understand all that but you gotta", "jW38BRpE42o-01824-00430752-00431063": "remember one thing", "jW38BRpE42o-01825-00431064-00431279": "I don't blame anybody", "jW38BRpE42o-01826-00431280-00431657": "well my question is what could what", "jW38BRpE42o-01827-00431658-00431957": "could we do as a culture", "jW38BRpE42o-01828-00431958-00432251": "to correct that where where is the", "jW38BRpE42o-01829-00432252-00432616": "linchpin the one lever that if we work", "jW38BRpE42o-01830-00432617-00432905": "on maybe we could bring things", "jW38BRpE42o-01831-00432906-00433295": "that sort of thing is that you", "jW38BRpE42o-01832-00433296-00433577": "again I'm gonna go to", "jW38BRpE42o-01833-00433578-00434105": "what happened outside the fence", "jW38BRpE42o-01834-00434106-00434357": "I have no control of it but some people", "jW38BRpE42o-01835-00434358-00434614": "inside their fence is terrible well when", "jW38BRpE42o-01836-00434615-00434770": "I'm saying like that now when I'm right", "jW38BRpE42o-01837-00434771-00434920": "where I'm bringing it up now when I say", "jW38BRpE42o-01838-00434921-00435131": "that is because", "jW38BRpE42o-01839-00435132-00435299": "I'm putting", "jW38BRpE42o-01840-00435300-00435455": "the person", "jW38BRpE42o-01841-00435456-00435641": "inside the fence", "jW38BRpE42o-01842-00435642-00435875": "and once don't have a good life with", "jW38BRpE42o-01843-00435876-00436072": "your family when I say a good life I", "jW38BRpE42o-01844-00436073-00436283": "mean you want to have a a good structure", "jW38BRpE42o-01845-00436284-00436547": "family right they have to control what's", "jW38BRpE42o-01846-00436547-00437009": "inside their fence boundary yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-01847-00437010-00437189": "Duke kin", "jW38BRpE42o-01848-00437189-00437363": "control the world you can't worry about", "jW38BRpE42o-01849-00437364-00437525": "the world you can't save the world you", "jW38BRpE42o-01850-00437526-00437807": "can only do as your part we all have to", "jW38BRpE42o-01851-00437808-00438125": "do a part it's a game you know so if I", "jW38BRpE42o-01852-00438126-00438251": "do my part you do your part of everybody", "jW38BRpE42o-01853-00438252-00438407": "I can't worry about you doing your part", "jW38BRpE42o-01854-00438408-00438601": "it's so new", "jW38BRpE42o-01855-00438602-00438833": "you dropped the ball hey I can't do", "jW38BRpE42o-01856-00438834-00439007": "nothing I give it to you the right way", "jW38BRpE42o-01857-00439008-00439253": "so", "jW38BRpE42o-01858-00439254-00439535": "if you have your family", "jW38BRpE42o-01859-00439535-00440003": "and you structure the household", "jW38BRpE42o-01860-00440004-00440339": "that was reflect an outside", "jW38BRpE42o-01861-00440339-00440513": "I'm saying", "jW38BRpE42o-01862-00440514-00440651": "but if you start thinking about the", "jW38BRpE42o-01863-00440652-00440879": "outside like for example", "jW38BRpE42o-01864-00440880-00441083": "when you're a kid right and they started", "jW38BRpE42o-01865-00441084-00441227": "having these music they used to be", "jW38BRpE42o-01866-00441228-00441389": "rapping music of course I call him", "jW38BRpE42o-01867-00441389-00441664": "crushed music what did I do", "jW38BRpE42o-01868-00441665-00441922": "take it away see", "jW38BRpE42o-01869-00441923-00442109": "I don't want you to listen to that", "jW38BRpE42o-01870-00442110-00442259": "but it sounds like you're saying", "jW38BRpE42o-01871-00442260-00442547": "boundaries not in my house", "jW38BRpE42o-01872-00442547-00442714": "see you remember that", "jW38BRpE42o-01873-00442715-00442889": "when you're in my", "jW38BRpE42o-01874-00442889-00443020": "surrounding", "jW38BRpE42o-01875-00443021-00443381": "there's respect and discipline", "jW38BRpE42o-01876-00443382-00443572": "when you're going outside", "jW38BRpE42o-01877-00443573-00443849": "I have no control over it", "jW38BRpE42o-01878-00443850-00444047": "because your friends and who wherever", "jW38BRpE42o-01879-00444047-00444185": "you call so-called Fame whatever it is", "jW38BRpE42o-01880-00444185-00444418": "people hang on with", "jW38BRpE42o-01881-00444419-00444563": "if you want to follow them when you're", "jW38BRpE42o-01882-00444564-00444718": "out there and you get yourself in", "jW38BRpE42o-01883-00444719-00444941": "trouble fine then when you come home", "jW38BRpE42o-01884-00444942-00445163": "you'll deal with me", "jW38BRpE42o-01885-00445164-00445445": "and you're getting double trouble so you", "jW38BRpE42o-01886-00445446-00445733": "understand that so when you go there you", "jW38BRpE42o-01887-00445734-00445931": "want to be a follower there you know", "jW38BRpE42o-01888-00445932-00446107": "consequence you have to understand", "jW38BRpE42o-01889-00446108-00446393": "consequence so if you", "jW38BRpE42o-01890-00446393-00446801": "instill consequence in your kids", "jW38BRpE42o-01891-00446802-00447083": "they will know how far to go", "jW38BRpE42o-01892-00447084-00447287": "and they will push a little bit but", "jW38BRpE42o-01893-00447288-00447455": "that's where you have to", "jW38BRpE42o-01894-00447456-00447647": "you started this conversation with", "jW38BRpE42o-01895-00447647-00447995": "defense right and what I hear you saying", "jW38BRpE42o-01896-00447996-00448277": "is that boundaries yeah and consequences", "jW38BRpE42o-01897-00448278-00448541": "for crossing boundaries is the most", "jW38BRpE42o-01898-00448542-00448768": "important thing right right we all need", "jW38BRpE42o-01899-00448769-00448925": "consequence right", "jW38BRpE42o-01900-00448926-00449177": "Action Reaction", "jW38BRpE42o-01901-00449178-00449387": "you know so you have to look at it that", "jW38BRpE42o-01902-00449388-00449837": "way and if you as a a parent today and", "jW38BRpE42o-01903-00449838-00450016": "you want to keep your kids in a certain", "jW38BRpE42o-01904-00450017-00450149": "way you have to keep them in that", "jW38BRpE42o-01905-00450150-00450383": "bonjour area you know I don't this is", "jW38BRpE42o-01906-00450384-00450479": "how you have to act when you're in this", "jW38BRpE42o-01907-00450480-00450616": "house it's all you have to dress me in", "jW38BRpE42o-01908-00450617-00450772": "this house if that's my requirement", "jW38BRpE42o-01909-00450773-00451031": "right it is I'm saying", "jW38BRpE42o-01910-00451032-00451391": "and you got to follow it", "jW38BRpE42o-01911-00451392-00451799": "I'm saying and um", "jW38BRpE42o-01912-00451800-00451979": "they got to pay the consequence that's", "jW38BRpE42o-01913-00451980-00452129": "it because if they feel like they're not", "jW38BRpE42o-01914-00452130-00452213": "going to pay the consequence they're", "jW38BRpE42o-01915-00452214-00452339": "going to do whatever they want you know", "jW38BRpE42o-01916-00452339-00452591": "right why do you think it's so hard for", "jW38BRpE42o-01917-00452592-00452899": "parents these days to create boundaries", "jW38BRpE42o-01918-00452900-00453149": "and instill consequences with their", "jW38BRpE42o-01919-00453150-00453370": "children it seems almost as if a lot of", "jW38BRpE42o-01920-00453371-00453497": "children just walk all over their", "jW38BRpE42o-01921-00453497-00453683": "parents well there's a lot of different", "jW38BRpE42o-01922-00453684-00453989": "reasons why there's it's unbelievable", "jW38BRpE42o-01923-00453989-00454133": "It's just sad that the way it is because", "jW38BRpE42o-01924-00454134-00454320": "to start with", "jW38BRpE42o-01925-00454321-00454666": "is again you all started with the", "jW38BRpE42o-01926-00454667-00454979": "parents because", "jW38BRpE42o-01927-00454980-00455309": "parents people in a hole they want every", "jW38BRpE42o-01928-00455310-00455483": "they want they watch what other people", "jW38BRpE42o-01929-00455484-00455789": "have you know so they want one on and", "jW38BRpE42o-01930-00455789-00455914": "they don't pay attention to the right", "jW38BRpE42o-01931-00455915-00456257": "thing see instead of me uh", "jW38BRpE42o-01932-00456258-00456587": "say spend my money on stupid [__]", "jW38BRpE42o-01933-00456588-00456766": "I mean I just say I'm sorry I'm saying", "jW38BRpE42o-01934-00456767-00456899": "stupid because the reason why I said", "jW38BRpE42o-01935-00456900-00457133": "that is because what's stupid to me is", "jW38BRpE42o-01936-00457134-00457391": "not stupid you again it's all opinion so", "jW38BRpE42o-01937-00457392-00457666": "I'm drawing out this opinion to me I", "jW38BRpE42o-01938-00457667-00457943": "don't think it's important", "jW38BRpE42o-01939-00457943-00458110": "to have certain things", "jW38BRpE42o-01940-00458112-00458345": "when you have kids I feel like you put", "jW38BRpE42o-01941-00458346-00458587": "your time and energy into your family", "jW38BRpE42o-01942-00458588-00458807": "and you'll be okay", "jW38BRpE42o-01943-00458808-00459016": "you know what I'm saying because", "jW38BRpE42o-01944-00459017-00459418": "instead of me working two jobs", "jW38BRpE42o-01945-00459419-00459622": "because I want this exotic car this", "jW38BRpE42o-01946-00459623-00459857": "exotic home or whatever it is", "jW38BRpE42o-01947-00459858-00460066": "then I neglect my kids see you got to", "jW38BRpE42o-01948-00460067-00460235": "give something to", "jW38BRpE42o-01949-00460235-00460577": "get something right if you want this", "jW38BRpE42o-01950-00460578-00460745": "you got to do this if you want your", "jW38BRpE42o-01951-00460746-00460931": "children to respect you right yeah you", "jW38BRpE42o-01952-00460932-00461057": "have to spend time with them you gotta", "jW38BRpE42o-01953-00461058-00461416": "spend time it's like you guys right", "jW38BRpE42o-01954-00461417-00461668": "we sit around the table every day", "jW38BRpE42o-01955-00461669-00461851": "and have dinner", "jW38BRpE42o-01956-00461852-00462220": "no people say oh oh that's easy", "jW38BRpE42o-01957-00462221-00462395": "it is easy", "jW38BRpE42o-01958-00462396-00462610": "oh it's not easy", "jW38BRpE42o-01959-00462612-00462766": "I work", "jW38BRpE42o-01960-00462767-00462929": "my wife work", "jW38BRpE42o-01961-00462930-00463139": "and you know my whole school", "jW38BRpE42o-01962-00463139-00463463": "and every evening", "jW38BRpE42o-01963-00463464-00463727": "I sit you sit right there I sit right", "jW38BRpE42o-01964-00463728-00463937": "here and all my kids around me", "jW38BRpE42o-01965-00463938-00464225": "and I observe all my kids", "jW38BRpE42o-01966-00464226-00464422": "and I know sometimes what they're", "jW38BRpE42o-01967-00464423-00464591": "thinking I don't know sometimes what the", "jW38BRpE42o-01968-00464592-00464801": "how they're acting and just just by", "jW38BRpE42o-01969-00464802-00464999": "watching the way the reactions", "jW38BRpE42o-01970-00465000-00465227": "the way they dress", "jW38BRpE42o-01971-00465228-00465395": "the clothes are wear you're going to put", "jW38BRpE42o-01972-00465396-00465701": "their hair I pay attention to that I see", "jW38BRpE42o-01973-00465702-00465875": "what they're doing yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-01974-00465876-00466181": "no I know", "jW38BRpE42o-01975-00466182-00466505": "what kind of Road he's gone and see the", "jW38BRpE42o-01976-00466506-00466643": "road he's going right", "jW38BRpE42o-01977-00466643-00466955": "I just keep an eye on it", "jW38BRpE42o-01978-00466956-00467225": "I want you messed up then I know how to", "jW38BRpE42o-01979-00467226-00467351": "react", "jW38BRpE42o-01980-00467352-00467572": "but if I don't know because I'm not", "jW38BRpE42o-01981-00467573-00467705": "paying attention I don't want to hold a", "jW38BRpE42o-01982-00467706-00467777": "wreck", "jW38BRpE42o-01983-00467778-00467987": "I think some parents they see what they", "jW38BRpE42o-01984-00467988-00468143": "pretend like they don't see why they", "jW38BRpE42o-01985-00468143-00468299": "can't do that", "jW38BRpE42o-01986-00468300-00468514": "just keep an eye on it keep an eye on", "jW38BRpE42o-01987-00468515-00468629": "your kids you can see how they'll have", "jW38BRpE42o-01988-00468630-00468827": "the way to talk to you a couple of times", "jW38BRpE42o-01989-00468828-00469018": "you try to respect me disrespect me as a", "jW38BRpE42o-01990-00469019-00469355": "kid I didn't I did that all that no huh", "jW38BRpE42o-01991-00469356-00469577": "you fly from that table so fast you run", "jW38BRpE42o-01992-00469578-00469810": "away because you know what the", "jW38BRpE42o-01993-00469812-00470057": "consequence you're gonna get you know", "jW38BRpE42o-01994-00470058-00470327": "what I'm saying so let me ask you a", "jW38BRpE42o-01995-00470328-00470525": "question about that what do you think", "jW38BRpE42o-01996-00470526-00470860": "about uh spanking children and all right", "jW38BRpE42o-01997-00470862-00471083": "good bringing that question good", "jW38BRpE42o-01998-00471084-00471179": "question", "jW38BRpE42o-01999-00471180-00471370": "good question", "jW38BRpE42o-02000-00471371-00471887": "no one asks you a question okay", "jW38BRpE42o-02001-00471888-00472187": "when do I ever spank you", "jW38BRpE42o-02002-00472188-00472318": "well", "jW38BRpE42o-02003-00472319-00472625": "how much time do I have not very often I", "jW38BRpE42o-02004-00472626-00472805": "I remember the belt a few times I", "jW38BRpE42o-02005-00472806-00473029": "remember getting headbutt", "jW38BRpE42o-02006-00473030-00473351": "good auntie used to like to bring out my", "jW38BRpE42o-02007-00473352-00473513": "auntie who's you know the art that", "jW38BRpE42o-02008-00473514-00473729": "helped you she used to like the the", "jW38BRpE42o-02009-00473730-00473933": "witch the switch she called she called", "jW38BRpE42o-02010-00473934-00474172": "switch I don't know my mom I don't think", "jW38BRpE42o-02011-00474173-00474305": "I ever remember", "jW38BRpE42o-02012-00474306-00474664": "spanking me at all so very few now I", "jW38BRpE42o-02013-00474665-00474983": "don't have to spank you guys", "jW38BRpE42o-02014-00474984-00475264": "I just have to let you know just the way", "jW38BRpE42o-02015-00475265-00475620": "I speak to you right that", "jW38BRpE42o-02016-00475621-00475853": "if you don't", "jW38BRpE42o-02017-00475854-00476164": "get your app together", "jW38BRpE42o-02018-00476165-00476333": "what's coming next", "jW38BRpE42o-02019-00476334-00476483": "right", "jW38BRpE42o-02020-00476484-00476718": "you get the headbutt right", "jW38BRpE42o-02021-00476719-00476963": "that was your go-to move", "jW38BRpE42o-02022-00476964-00477214": "well what I'm getting at is that um", "jW38BRpE42o-02023-00477215-00477731": "see you don't have to abuse your kids", "jW38BRpE42o-02024-00477732-00477935": "but you gotta let them feel a little", "jW38BRpE42o-02025-00477935-00478205": "pressure right so no you disrespect me", "jW38BRpE42o-02026-00478206-00478559": "like you try to be tough I get up for my", "jW38BRpE42o-02027-00478560-00478763": "child and you know if I get on my chair", "jW38BRpE42o-02028-00478764-00478889": "what's gonna happen something happening", "jW38BRpE42o-02029-00478889-00479110": "you don't know you know you know", "jW38BRpE42o-02030-00479112-00479297": "something's gonna happen to you so you", "jW38BRpE42o-02031-00479297-00479422": "get up that you want to run away right", "jW38BRpE42o-02032-00479423-00479663": "of course", "jW38BRpE42o-02033-00479664-00479849": "but the reason why because I already", "jW38BRpE42o-02034-00479850-00480053": "give you a taste", "jW38BRpE42o-02035-00480054-00480364": "you already know what's gonna happen I", "jW38BRpE42o-02036-00480365-00480443": "either", "jW38BRpE42o-02037-00480443-00480718": "grab you very firm like", "jW38BRpE42o-02038-00480719-00480916": "so you're going to feel the strength of", "jW38BRpE42o-02039-00480917-00481157": "my hand when I grab you", "jW38BRpE42o-02040-00481158-00481487": "just the strength of my hand that claws", "jW38BRpE42o-02041-00481488-00481589": "you", "jW38BRpE42o-02042-00481589-00481877": "you feel power right", "jW38BRpE42o-02043-00481878-00482164": "and if that's not enough and you know if", "jW38BRpE42o-02044-00482165-00482405": "you feeling that power from me", "jW38BRpE42o-02045-00482406-00482549": "there's only worse could happen to you", "jW38BRpE42o-02046-00482550-00482705": "right", "jW38BRpE42o-02047-00482706-00483010": "so you don't want it to go that far", "jW38BRpE42o-02048-00483012-00483166": "and you don't allow it to go that far", "jW38BRpE42o-02049-00483167-00483449": "you stop what the hell you're doing so", "jW38BRpE42o-02050-00483450-00483707": "if you're disrespecting the table and", "jW38BRpE42o-02051-00483708-00483910": "you're having dinner like sometimes", "jW38BRpE42o-02052-00483912-00484277": "anyone any sibling you know that and I", "jW38BRpE42o-02053-00484278-00484516": "says guys cut it out and nobody listens", "jW38BRpE42o-02054-00484517-00484816": "what do I do", "jW38BRpE42o-02055-00484817-00485057": "the chair moves back let's stand up", "jW38BRpE42o-02056-00485058-00485201": "that's right I don't have to do anything", "jW38BRpE42o-02057-00485202-00485483": "else nothing else yeah right I just go", "jW38BRpE42o-02058-00485484-00485693": "like that right I didn't have to I just", "jW38BRpE42o-02059-00485693-00485891": "make the move yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-02060-00485892-00486172": "you used to take the fork right on my", "jW38BRpE42o-02061-00486173-00486353": "phone shake the fork yeah because you", "jW38BRpE42o-02062-00486354-00486503": "know we know when this when the shaking", "jW38BRpE42o-02063-00486504-00487020": "Fork comes out right so I don't have to", "jW38BRpE42o-02064-00487021-00487247": "spank you and I have to do all that", "jW38BRpE42o-02065-00487247-00487433": "stuff I don't do nothing because my", "jW38BRpE42o-02066-00487434-00487745": "energy alone will tell you hey", "jW38BRpE42o-02067-00487746-00487877": "you can't", "jW38BRpE42o-02068-00487878-00488231": "be that way you have to respect right", "jW38BRpE42o-02069-00488232-00488381": "and that's it", "jW38BRpE42o-02070-00488382-00488560": "you don't have to abuse your kid to slap", "jW38BRpE42o-02071-00488562-00488693": "them wrong and all this [__] and then", "jW38BRpE42o-02072-00488693-00488891": "the next thing no when you become a", "jW38BRpE42o-02073-00488892-00489095": "certain age", "jW38BRpE42o-02074-00489096-00489241": "when the kid become a certain age", "jW38BRpE42o-02075-00489242-00489449": "there's different way of discipline", "jW38BRpE42o-02076-00489450-00489635": "right", "jW38BRpE42o-02077-00489635-00489922": "so I can't have a look if I don't have", "jW38BRpE42o-02078-00489923-00490145": "my kids disciplined by the time they say", "jW38BRpE42o-02079-00490146-00490414": "12 years old if you don't", "jW38BRpE42o-02080-00490415-00490625": "you got a problem", "jW38BRpE42o-02081-00490626-00490859": "because of the 12 become very hard", "jW38BRpE42o-02082-00490860-00490991": "because then you really start talking", "jW38BRpE42o-02083-00490992-00491279": "about more now disrespect you want to", "jW38BRpE42o-02084-00491280-00491381": "have their own way", "jW38BRpE42o-02085-00491382-00491585": "but if you have it all straightened by", "jW38BRpE42o-02086-00491585-00491741": "12 you're okay", "jW38BRpE42o-02087-00491742-00491903": "you know they you know if you do I gotta", "jW38BRpE42o-02088-00491904-00492149": "do the chair or you know make a sign and", "jW38BRpE42o-02089-00492150-00492268": "then we'll understand that you know what", "jW38BRpE42o-02090-00492269-00492353": "I'm saying", "jW38BRpE42o-02091-00492354-00492659": "so I don't want to put the same category", "jW38BRpE42o-02092-00492660-00492833": "as a dog", "jW38BRpE42o-02093-00492834-00493066": "but training human is just like training", "jW38BRpE42o-02094-00493067-00493229": "a dog right you know there's certain", "jW38BRpE42o-02095-00493230-00493349": "signs a certain things you know they", "jW38BRpE42o-02096-00493350-00493481": "know well the next level what's going to", "jW38BRpE42o-02097-00493482-00493691": "happen so now you you do what you got to", "jW38BRpE42o-02098-00493692-00494003": "do you know I'm sorry but uh", "jW38BRpE42o-02099-00494004-00494255": "that's just how it is with you guys you", "jW38BRpE42o-02100-00494256-00494518": "know I have a few questions here from my", "jW38BRpE42o-02101-00494519-00494759": "fans that they sent in right we'll get", "jW38BRpE42o-02102-00494760-00495010": "to them in a second but one that came in", "jW38BRpE42o-02103-00495012-00495239": "is applicable to our conversation right", "jW38BRpE42o-02104-00495239-00495545": "now right he asked what was the most", "jW38BRpE42o-02105-00495546-00495899": "challenging part of raising Elliot what", "jW38BRpE42o-02106-00495900-00496270": "was tough about me", "jW38BRpE42o-02107-00496271-00496468": "I drink some water for that", "jW38BRpE42o-02108-00496469-00496859": "that's holy water", "jW38BRpE42o-02109-00496860-00497099": "well anyway", "jW38BRpE42o-02110-00497100-00497266": "I don't think you guys want to know that", "jW38BRpE42o-02111-00497267-00497416": "because", "jW38BRpE42o-02112-00497417-00497620": "this man", "jW38BRpE42o-02113-00497621-00497860": "he's tough", "jW38BRpE42o-02114-00497862-00498172": "but you know what the way I look at it", "jW38BRpE42o-02115-00498173-00498455": "I like it", "jW38BRpE42o-02116-00498456-00498629": "because I like to fight I like to", "jW38BRpE42o-02117-00498630-00498875": "challenge I like the ex you know that's", "jW38BRpE42o-02118-00498876-00499097": "me", "jW38BRpE42o-02119-00499097-00499589": "when you try to be tough for me", "jW38BRpE42o-02120-00499589-00500068": "I'm tougher than you I I", "jW38BRpE42o-02121-00500069-00500327": "just give me more energy", "jW38BRpE42o-02122-00500328-00500591": "give me more creativity because now I", "jW38BRpE42o-02123-00500592-00500813": "gotta think I got a problem I have a", "jW38BRpE42o-02124-00500814-00500963": "situation here right so if you have a", "jW38BRpE42o-02125-00500964-00501166": "situation what do you do you got to go", "jW38BRpE42o-02126-00501167-00501329": "to the drawing board right you gotta", "jW38BRpE42o-02127-00501330-00501527": "think", "jW38BRpE42o-02128-00501528-00501743": "so when he's", "jW38BRpE42o-02129-00501743-00501977": "thinking or doing", "jW38BRpE42o-02130-00501978-00502133": "what he thinks he's doing that he's so", "jW38BRpE42o-02131-00502134-00502259": "smart", "jW38BRpE42o-02132-00502260-00502645": "I've been there done that", "jW38BRpE42o-02133-00502646-00502943": "but but I just have to find a way to fix", "jW38BRpE42o-02134-00502943-00503164": "it", "jW38BRpE42o-02135-00503165-00503495": "but uh the other shoot yeah it was", "jW38BRpE42o-02136-00503496-00503807": "well yeah the way I look at it you could", "jW38BRpE42o-02137-00503808-00503993": "say was tough", "jW38BRpE42o-02138-00503993-00504359": "but it was more tougher for my wife than", "jW38BRpE42o-02139-00504360-00504514": "me yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-02140-00504515-00504899": "because I personally", "jW38BRpE42o-02141-00504900-00505060": "I'm a tough guy I can deal with it I", "jW38BRpE42o-02142-00505062-00505385": "know how to handle it see I can endure", "jW38BRpE42o-02143-00505385-00505697": "see my wife I must say most female", "jW38BRpE42o-02144-00505697-00505901": "because they're more nurturing it's hard", "jW38BRpE42o-02145-00505902-00506039": "for them indoor when they have a problem", "jW38BRpE42o-02146-00506039-00506375": "child right and you were a problem child", "jW38BRpE42o-02147-00506376-00506609": "I couldn't imagine being raised just by", "jW38BRpE42o-02148-00506610-00506777": "my mom no", "jW38BRpE42o-02149-00506778-00507160": "I with a man by a man forget about he", "jW38BRpE42o-02150-00507162-00507275": "said I don't know where he'd be at right", "jW38BRpE42o-02151-00507276-00507551": "now but and the same thing yeah with it", "jW38BRpE42o-02152-00507552-00507749": "with it with a person that didn't have", "jW38BRpE42o-02153-00507750-00508043": "the the the way out the aggressiveness", "jW38BRpE42o-02154-00508043-00508181": "that I have I'm a very aggressive guy I", "jW38BRpE42o-02155-00508182-00508403": "don't care anybody says I know myself I", "jW38BRpE42o-02156-00508404-00508577": "need anybody tell me about me I'm a very", "jW38BRpE42o-02157-00508578-00508781": "aggressive guy and", "jW38BRpE42o-02158-00508782-00509218": "I I don't and I don't like violent", "jW38BRpE42o-02159-00509219-00509501": "but", "jW38BRpE42o-02160-00509502-00509675": "you know I'll", "jW38BRpE42o-02161-00509676-00509909": "I do what I have to do right", "jW38BRpE42o-02162-00509910-00510185": "but I'm against Valley", "jW38BRpE42o-02163-00510185-00510653": "but I'm aggressive and I'd rather be", "jW38BRpE42o-02164-00510654-00510916": "aggressive towards the situation", "jW38BRpE42o-02165-00510917-00511091": "and fix it with that", "jW38BRpE42o-02166-00511092-00511264": "before you go to the next level right", "jW38BRpE42o-02167-00511265-00511368": "you know what I'm saying because", "jW38BRpE42o-02168-00511369-00511841": "aggressive become then action become so", "jW38BRpE42o-02169-00511842-00512122": "what would you", "jW38BRpE42o-02170-00512123-00512405": "I had to come up with different ideas", "jW38BRpE42o-02171-00512406-00512620": "to fix you and I know I have to fix you", "jW38BRpE42o-02172-00512621-00512897": "I know I had to and you know what I you", "jW38BRpE42o-02173-00512897-00513079": "know you know some of the things I did", "jW38BRpE42o-02174-00513080-00513407": "like that time when you leave the home", "jW38BRpE42o-02175-00513408-00513653": "for a week what are you away for a week", "jW38BRpE42o-02176-00513654-00513889": "wait at least a week a couple days", "jW38BRpE42o-02177-00513889-00514379": "yeah well now but what are we thinking", "jW38BRpE42o-02178-00514380-00514541": "you think you want to get away with that", "jW38BRpE42o-02179-00514542-00514703": "I was thinking I'll suffer the", "jW38BRpE42o-02180-00514704-00514870": "consequence when I get home but then you", "jW38BRpE42o-02181-00514871-00515010": "did suffer", "jW38BRpE42o-02182-00515012-00515299": "I'll deal with it when I get home", "jW38BRpE42o-02183-00515300-00515609": "yeah but uh I said to myself you know", "jW38BRpE42o-02184-00515610-00515687": "what", "jW38BRpE42o-02185-00515688-00515837": "your mom your brother everybody's", "jW38BRpE42o-02186-00515838-00516185": "complex just leave them alone", "jW38BRpE42o-02187-00516185-00516568": "just didn't go do [__]", "jW38BRpE42o-02188-00516569-00516701": "well he's gonna have to deal with me", "jW38BRpE42o-02189-00516702-00517127": "when he comes home when I'm ready", "jW38BRpE42o-02190-00517128-00517337": "so when I was ready what'd I do", "jW38BRpE42o-02191-00517338-00517481": "I'm gonna get your ass and bring you", "jW38BRpE42o-02192-00517482-00518045": "home and you pay the price right mm-hmm", "jW38BRpE42o-02193-00518046-00518489": "but uh I know you will I know", "jW38BRpE42o-02194-00518489-00518627": "she's hard when you have tough love", "jW38BRpE42o-02195-00518628-00518777": "she's tough love is a problem when it", "jW38BRpE42o-02196-00518778-00519077": "comes to family because you love your", "jW38BRpE42o-02197-00519078-00519245": "kids you you want everything beautiful", "jW38BRpE42o-02198-00519246-00519401": "them you don't want them to feel any", "jW38BRpE42o-02199-00519402-00519562": "pain you know that's just what love is", "jW38BRpE42o-02200-00519563-00520060": "all about nurture it and", "jW38BRpE42o-02201-00520062-00520414": "when I did what I did took your room", "jW38BRpE42o-02202-00520415-00520864": "apart and rocked your world", "jW38BRpE42o-02203-00520865-00521068": "I know you didn't expect that", "jW38BRpE42o-02204-00521069-00521357": "was very creative you didn't expect that", "jW38BRpE42o-02205-00521358-00521566": "right tell us what happened what did you", "jW38BRpE42o-02206-00521567-00521866": "do I have to know", "jW38BRpE42o-02207-00521867-00522095": "what I'm doing", "jW38BRpE42o-02208-00522096-00522401": "is going to give you pain not physically", "jW38BRpE42o-02209-00522402-00522683": "pain", "jW38BRpE42o-02210-00522684-00523033": "mental pain yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-02211-00523034-00523427": "and I know you love that room so much", "jW38BRpE42o-02212-00523428-00523649": "with all your artwork in there and you", "jW38BRpE42o-02213-00523650-00523829": "have it on stage of nights all your", "jW38BRpE42o-02214-00523830-00524093": "telephone you got your everybody loved", "jW38BRpE42o-02215-00524093-00524285": "their littleness everyone loved their", "jW38BRpE42o-02216-00524285-00524525": "home you know what I'm saying the space", "jW38BRpE42o-02217-00524526-00524843": "and your space you had so cozy and so", "jW38BRpE42o-02218-00524844-00525268": "wonderful to your creativity", "jW38BRpE42o-02219-00525269-00525629": "and I said to myself", "jW38BRpE42o-02220-00525630-00525827": "I'm gonna take your comfort zone away", "jW38BRpE42o-02221-00525828-00525929": "from you", "jW38BRpE42o-02222-00525930-00526222": "and see how you like that now mm-hmm", "jW38BRpE42o-02223-00526223-00526457": "and put you in a dungeon yeah I was in", "jW38BRpE42o-02224-00526458-00526691": "the in the basement with the dog behind", "jW38BRpE42o-02225-00526692-00526997": "the stairs yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-02226-00526998-00527477": "no privacy", "jW38BRpE42o-02227-00527478-00527831": "and", "jW38BRpE42o-02228-00527832-00528016": "just a bit", "jW38BRpE42o-02229-00528017-00528322": "that's it that's who you live", "jW38BRpE42o-02230-00528323-00528557": "so you're in a dungeon", "jW38BRpE42o-02231-00528558-00528718": "I get up in the morning", "jW38BRpE42o-02232-00528719-00528947": "four o'clock", "jW38BRpE42o-02233-00528948-00529216": "if you like it or not you gotta be up", "jW38BRpE42o-02234-00529217-00529391": "because I'm going on with my program I'm", "jW38BRpE42o-02235-00529392-00529631": "gonna go do my workout because you hear", "jW38BRpE42o-02236-00529632-00529799": "me breathing and making noise and I", "jW38BRpE42o-02237-00529800-00529918": "don't give a [__] you over there just", "jW38BRpE42o-02238-00529919-00530111": "like you wasn't there you got to do it", "jW38BRpE42o-02239-00530112-00530314": "my [__] no", "jW38BRpE42o-02240-00530315-00530645": "pumpkin irons yeah you hear all that", "jW38BRpE42o-02241-00530646-00530812": "noise I'm making I wake you up", "jW38BRpE42o-02242-00530813-00530975": "everything yeah it's pretty fascinating", "jW38BRpE42o-02243-00530976-00531143": "though that you know that's the place", "jW38BRpE42o-02244-00531144-00531418": "where I was punished but it was also the", "jW38BRpE42o-02245-00531419-00531653": "place from where I launched because the", "jW38BRpE42o-02246-00531654-00531791": "rest of my life", "jW38BRpE42o-02247-00531792-00531953": "I'm lifting weights and teaching people", "jW38BRpE42o-02248-00531954-00532193": "how to lift weights and I was I was in", "jW38BRpE42o-02249-00532194-00532372": "the gym I slept in the gym you slept in", "jW38BRpE42o-02250-00532373-00532483": "the gym", "jW38BRpE42o-02251-00532484-00532829": "while I do my workouts right at four", "jW38BRpE42o-02252-00532830-00533170": "o'clock in the morning yeah so", "jW38BRpE42o-02253-00533171-00533477": "that's fine with me yeah yeah so that", "jW38BRpE42o-02254-00533478-00534011": "was a I mean I could I could uh I mean I", "jW38BRpE42o-02255-00534012-00534311": "but", "jW38BRpE42o-02256-00534312-00534520": "to be honest with myself", "jW38BRpE42o-02257-00534521-00534881": "when I did that to your room", "jW38BRpE42o-02258-00534882-00535139": "and you went in your room you opened you", "jW38BRpE42o-02259-00535140-00535289": "come home like you're okay everything's", "jW38BRpE42o-02260-00535290-00535414": "all right", "jW38BRpE42o-02261-00535415-00535595": "I didn't upset with you I didn't tell", "jW38BRpE42o-02262-00535596-00535714": "you anything right I just picked you up", "jW38BRpE42o-02263-00535715-00535816": "I said let's go it's time to go home", "jW38BRpE42o-02264-00535817-00536141": "right find out where you are I find you", "jW38BRpE42o-02265-00536142-00536416": "pick you up put in my car take you home", "jW38BRpE42o-02266-00536417-00536639": "I didn't say I want you but I said no no", "jW38BRpE42o-02267-00536640-00536825": "punishment", "jW38BRpE42o-02268-00536826-00537016": "I'll let you in the house God what about", "jW38BRpE42o-02269-00537017-00537155": "your business", "jW38BRpE42o-02270-00537156-00537431": "that nothing happened mm-hmm", "jW38BRpE42o-02271-00537432-00537631": "but when you open that door", "jW38BRpE42o-02272-00537632-00537839": "that's when you know something happened", "jW38BRpE42o-02273-00537840-00538189": "right", "jW38BRpE42o-02274-00538190-00538451": "when you open the door that was a", "jW38BRpE42o-02275-00538452-00538847": "surprise for you so I know I got your", "jW38BRpE42o-02276-00538848-00539207": "ass now when you when I hear you on the", "jW38BRpE42o-02277-00539208-00539545": "outside crying like a baby", "jW38BRpE42o-02278-00539546-00539872": "whining and crying", "jW38BRpE42o-02279-00539873-00540137": "I almost want to go inside and", "jW38BRpE42o-02280-00540138-00540281": "see what's going on if you're not going", "jW38BRpE42o-02281-00540282-00540431": "to kill yourself", "jW38BRpE42o-02282-00540432-00540670": "that as a parent would do you know right", "jW38BRpE42o-02283-00540671-00540839": "I think the kid is suffering he's in", "jW38BRpE42o-02284-00540840-00541043": "pain he's crying he's laying I don't", "jW38BRpE42o-02285-00541044-00541157": "know what you're doing but I know I hear", "jW38BRpE42o-02286-00541158-00541366": "you crying in this room forget about it", "jW38BRpE42o-02287-00541367-00541522": "and that wasn't done you didn't know the", "jW38BRpE42o-02288-00541523-00541637": "next step you didn't know you're going", "jW38BRpE42o-02289-00541638-00541781": "to leave be in the basement you didn't", "jW38BRpE42o-02290-00541782-00541883": "know that yet", "jW38BRpE42o-02291-00541884-00542170": "after", "jW38BRpE42o-02292-00542171-00542327": "when you find out that you have to be in", "jW38BRpE42o-02293-00542328-00542477": "the basement and they said us that's", "jW38BRpE42o-02294-00542478-00542747": "another step right and then it was all", "jW38BRpE42o-02295-00542748-00543016": "right yeah it's still in fix you", "jW38BRpE42o-02296-00543017-00543203": "it was always something else definitely", "jW38BRpE42o-02297-00543204-00543329": "one of the best things that ever", "jW38BRpE42o-02298-00543330-00543557": "happened to me yeah but he still", "jW38BRpE42o-02299-00543558-00543803": "it give you", "jW38BRpE42o-02300-00543804-00544049": "uh something to think about yeah if you", "jW38BRpE42o-02301-00544050-00544162": "want to screw up again you're gonna", "jW38BRpE42o-02302-00544163-00544397": "think well let's change at that that", "jW38BRpE42o-02303-00544398-00544583": "changed my life yeah but I didn't get in", "jW38BRpE42o-02304-00544584-00544745": "trouble very much after that yeah well", "jW38BRpE42o-02305-00544746-00544937": "you did uh", "jW38BRpE42o-02306-00544938-00545220": "did a little screw up after that um", "jW38BRpE42o-02307-00545221-00545549": "well that happened twice yeah oh yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-02308-00545550-00545693": "yeah it was still getting the police", "jW38BRpE42o-02309-00545694-00545935": "came to my house that's right", "jW38BRpE42o-02310-00545936-00546227": "that was around that's another story", "jW38BRpE42o-02311-00546228-00546395": "there's lots of stories so but that", "jW38BRpE42o-02312-00546396-00546520": "that's another that's another scenario", "jW38BRpE42o-02313-00546521-00546779": "and the police came to my house that I", "jW38BRpE42o-02314-00546780-00546989": "think Diana should", "jW38BRpE42o-02315-00546990-00547372": "uh what really um make it better and I'm", "jW38BRpE42o-02316-00547373-00547511": "happy for it yeah so I'm happy you got", "jW38BRpE42o-02317-00547512-00547672": "in trouble yeah you know that's why I", "jW38BRpE42o-02318-00547673-00547822": "said I want you to get it I want to when", "jW38BRpE42o-02319-00547823-00547943": "a kid is certain way they have to get in", "jW38BRpE42o-02320-00547944-00548122": "trouble yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-02321-00548123-00548272": "so", "jW38BRpE42o-02322-00548273-00548572": "I think once the police came in I went", "jW38BRpE42o-02323-00548573-00548783": "to the station with you and online and", "jW38BRpE42o-02324-00548784-00548903": "they had to go through the whole court", "jW38BRpE42o-02325-00548904-00549077": "system blah blah blah you know all that", "jW38BRpE42o-02326-00549078-00549175": "garbage", "jW38BRpE42o-02327-00549176-00549491": "uh parole officially standing and it's", "jW38BRpE42o-02328-00549492-00549737": "kind of I think after that then it kind", "jW38BRpE42o-02329-00549738-00549959": "of things kind of start simple and kind", "jW38BRpE42o-02330-00549960-00550120": "of start getting the right Truck Yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-02331-00550121-00550270": "and then it's almost time for you to go", "jW38BRpE42o-02332-00550271-00550379": "to college and then once you get to", "jW38BRpE42o-02333-00550380-00550535": "College everything was all right but if", "jW38BRpE42o-02334-00550536-00550793": "I didn't if you don't", "jW38BRpE42o-02335-00550794-00550961": "get your kid in the right track before", "jW38BRpE42o-02336-00550962-00551116": "College you got a problem a lot of", "jW38BRpE42o-02337-00551117-00551272": "people used to ask me say hey that was", "jW38BRpE42o-02338-00551273-00551662": "like I was like 12 13 14 13 14. yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-02339-00551663-00551818": "yeah what I'm trying to say if you don't", "jW38BRpE42o-02340-00551819-00551987": "have your kid the right way before they", "jW38BRpE42o-02341-00551988-00552209": "go to college and somewhat as a", "jW38BRpE42o-02342-00552210-00552335": "guideline", "jW38BRpE42o-02343-00552336-00552503": "you don't", "jW38BRpE42o-02344-00552504-00552743": "yeah you don't yeah don't even try to", "jW38BRpE42o-02345-00552744-00552929": "fix something the people wait till the", "jW38BRpE42o-02346-00552930-00553061": "kids they become", "jW38BRpE42o-02347-00553062-00553301": "a man before they try to discipline you", "jW38BRpE42o-02348-00553302-00553414": "can't do this with a kid once you go to", "jW38BRpE42o-02349-00553415-00553570": "college that's what you're done yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-02350-00553571-00553757": "they already have the", "jW38BRpE42o-02351-00553758-00553912": "[__] lined up", "jW38BRpE42o-02352-00553913-00554087": "so when people ask me about all right", "jW38BRpE42o-02353-00554088-00554272": "when you go to kids going to college I", "jW38BRpE42o-02354-00554273-00554507": "said oh and how you feel don't you you", "jW38BRpE42o-02355-00554508-00554705": "know let me tell you something", "jW38BRpE42o-02356-00554706-00554866": "I ain't worried about my kids I take my", "jW38BRpE42o-02357-00554867-00555016": "kid and drop him off the college like oh", "jW38BRpE42o-02358-00555017-00555179": "my you know like your brothers and so", "jW38BRpE42o-02359-00555180-00555395": "forth you know your sister drop down on", "jW38BRpE42o-02360-00555396-00555520": "the couch and walk away and leave them", "jW38BRpE42o-02361-00555521-00555718": "that's a hard thing to do", "jW38BRpE42o-02362-00555719-00555868": "that everything is a hard thing to do", "jW38BRpE42o-02363-00555869-00556079": "for any parent take your kid drop him", "jW38BRpE42o-02364-00556080-00556331": "off in a different environment", "jW38BRpE42o-02365-00556332-00556529": "and they're on their own", "jW38BRpE42o-02366-00556530-00556703": "now if you don't prepare them to be on", "jW38BRpE42o-02367-00556704-00556799": "your own", "jW38BRpE42o-02368-00556800-00557003": "then that's a problem and that's why it", "jW38BRpE42o-02369-00557004-00557177": "says if you don't prepare them before", "jW38BRpE42o-02370-00557178-00557399": "you get to kind of go to college you", "jW38BRpE42o-02371-00557400-00557543": "have a problem", "jW38BRpE42o-02372-00557544-00557795": "because all my kids know how to do the", "jW38BRpE42o-02373-00557796-00557968": "laundry they know how to bonds or", "jW38BRpE42o-02374-00557969-00558137": "checkbook and all these things when they", "jW38BRpE42o-02375-00558138-00558329": "when they when they leave to go to", "jW38BRpE42o-02376-00558330-00558562": "college", "jW38BRpE42o-02377-00558563-00558899": "I'm saying so once you have your kids on", "jW38BRpE42o-02378-00558900-00559066": "that truck then you could be you feel", "jW38BRpE42o-02379-00559067-00559264": "good uncomfortable to drop my daughter", "jW38BRpE42o-02380-00559265-00559445": "off in the middle of nowhere and", "jW38BRpE42o-02381-00559446-00559709": "shooting the gun in my other kids", "jW38BRpE42o-02382-00559710-00559883": "your brothers and you don't want to", "jW38BRpE42o-02383-00559884-00560045": "exact local a little bit", "jW38BRpE42o-02384-00560046-00560218": "matter of fact you wanted to do some", "jW38BRpE42o-02385-00560219-00560387": "crazy [__] too and I stopped from Subway", "jW38BRpE42o-02386-00560388-00560555": "from do and maybe you should thank me", "jW38BRpE42o-02387-00560556-00560872": "for that no", "jW38BRpE42o-02388-00560873-00561011": "I don't remember", "jW38BRpE42o-02389-00561012-00561316": "when all your so-called friends", "jW38BRpE42o-02390-00561317-00561514": "was living on campus", "jW38BRpE42o-02391-00561515-00561629": "um", "jW38BRpE42o-02392-00561630-00561833": "what do you want to do I want to go", "jW38BRpE42o-02393-00561834-00562116": "there good because I stayed home", "jW38BRpE42o-02394-00562117-00562416": "you need to be home yeah yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-02395-00562417-00562709": "I didn't go away right you need to be so", "jW38BRpE42o-02396-00562710-00562895": "you wanted to be on campus yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-02397-00562896-00563068": "everybody else so you come up with that", "jW38BRpE42o-02398-00563069-00563285": "fancy idea that oh yeah you don't want", "jW38BRpE42o-02399-00563286-00563512": "to go get some kind of loan and you're", "jW38BRpE42o-02400-00563513-00563681": "going to work and pay for it to live on", "jW38BRpE42o-02401-00563682-00563837": "campus Because you got to pay to live on", "jW38BRpE42o-02402-00563838-00564143": "campus right right there you ain't gonna", "jW38BRpE42o-02403-00564144-00564322": "know Lord I'm you're not gonna go get no", "jW38BRpE42o-02404-00564323-00564551": "goddamn loan to live on campus you", "jW38BRpE42o-02405-00564552-00564803": "getting your ass home every day you're", "jW38BRpE42o-02406-00564804-00564941": "gonna drive and come back you want to", "jW38BRpE42o-02407-00564942-00565055": "have it for a while that's it but you're", "jW38BRpE42o-02408-00565056-00565270": "done I ain't doing that [__] that'd be", "jW38BRpE42o-02409-00565271-00565475": "dope for me to do first you you'll be", "jW38BRpE42o-02410-00565476-00565666": "doing hanging out doing some crazy", "jW38BRpE42o-02411-00565667-00565877": "you're not supposed to do and plus", "jW38BRpE42o-02412-00565878-00565985": "you're putting yourself in the expense", "jW38BRpE42o-02413-00565986-00566201": "that's not unnecessary", "jW38BRpE42o-02414-00566202-00566507": "that's it okay enough about me yeah yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-02415-00566508-00566633": "well you said your friend want to know", "jW38BRpE42o-02416-00566634-00566759": "so yeah they did so you don't have to", "jW38BRpE42o-02417-00566760-00566951": "talk about it no more here it is they", "jW38BRpE42o-02418-00566952-00567125": "already know unless you want some more", "jW38BRpE42o-02419-00567126-00567293": "you want to know more so there's a bunch", "jW38BRpE42o-02420-00567294-00567418": "of questions but I don't think we have", "jW38BRpE42o-02421-00567419-00567533": "time for all of them we'll definitely", "jW38BRpE42o-02422-00567534-00567737": "have to do a number two one question", "jW38BRpE42o-02423-00567738-00568037": "though uh there's two that rang out to", "jW38BRpE42o-02424-00568038-00568264": "me one of them I'm gonna I'm gonna ask", "jW38BRpE42o-02425-00568265-00568391": "you and then the other one I have to go", "jW38BRpE42o-02426-00568392-00568691": "look but I remember somebody asks they", "jW38BRpE42o-02427-00568692-00568859": "want to know from you", "jW38BRpE42o-02428-00568860-00569183": "how do you get good sleep", "jW38BRpE42o-02429-00569184-00569320": "and I know you have something to say", "jW38BRpE42o-02430-00569321-00569591": "about that sleep yeah how do you get", "jW38BRpE42o-02431-00569592-00569747": "good sleep someone asks how to sleep", "jW38BRpE42o-02432-00569748-00570101": "better well", "jW38BRpE42o-02433-00570102-00570599": "sleep is a easy to sleep if you are", "jW38BRpE42o-02434-00570600-00570803": "don't clog your brain up with [__] you", "jW38BRpE42o-02435-00570804-00571031": "know what I'm saying it's a mental thing", "jW38BRpE42o-02436-00571032-00571181": "you know you gotta learn to shut", "jW38BRpE42o-02437-00571182-00571379": "yourself down yeah you know shut your", "jW38BRpE42o-02438-00571380-00571559": "brain off that's like uh practice", "jW38BRpE42o-02439-00571560-00571799": "medication meditation", "jW38BRpE42o-02440-00571800-00572075": "you got to meditate it's just you're not", "jW38BRpE42o-02441-00572076-00572225": "going to come over tonight and nothing", "jW38BRpE42o-02442-00572226-00572555": "comes overnight and", "jW38BRpE42o-02443-00572556-00572764": "nobody want to put the work in", "jW38BRpE42o-02444-00572765-00572968": "see the whole thing is work", "jW38BRpE42o-02445-00572969-00573197": "consistency", "jW38BRpE42o-02446-00573198-00573311": "so", "jW38BRpE42o-02447-00573312-00573533": "whenever you feel like you having a", "jW38BRpE42o-02448-00573534-00573677": "problem sleeping there's always a reason", "jW38BRpE42o-02449-00573678-00573797": "why maybe you're thinking about work", "jW38BRpE42o-02450-00573798-00573929": "maybe you're thinking about whatever it", "jW38BRpE42o-02451-00573930-00574151": "is and you have to learn to separate", "jW38BRpE42o-02452-00574152-00574301": "work", "jW38BRpE42o-02453-00574302-00574595": "from family family from work", "jW38BRpE42o-02454-00574596-00574972": "and work from quiet time you have to", "jW38BRpE42o-02455-00574973-00575147": "separate these things you put them", "jW38BRpE42o-02456-00575148-00575489": "together then your mind is so", "jW38BRpE42o-02457-00575490-00575699": "worked up that it's too many things", "jW38BRpE42o-02458-00575700-00575903": "going you you're working in your mind", "jW38BRpE42o-02459-00575904-00576101": "all the time right so you have to learn", "jW38BRpE42o-02460-00576102-00576305": "not to work in your mind all the time", "jW38BRpE42o-02461-00576306-00576485": "so you have to practice", "jW38BRpE42o-02462-00576486-00576845": "to meditate to like think uh shut your", "jW38BRpE42o-02463-00576846-00577007": "brain off shut your brain you sound like", "jW38BRpE42o-02464-00577008-00577211": "I always tell people it's like shutting", "jW38BRpE42o-02465-00577212-00577457": "down your computer", "jW38BRpE42o-02466-00577458-00577733": "so you but you have to practice that", "jW38BRpE42o-02467-00577734-00577949": "I remember you telling me stories about", "jW38BRpE42o-02468-00577950-00578129": "when you were young you learned", "jW38BRpE42o-02469-00578130-00578214": "something", "jW38BRpE42o-02470-00578215-00578566": "uh sleeping with mosquitoes well yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-02471-00578567-00578818": "well that's what I'm saying that's right", "jW38BRpE42o-02472-00578819-00579016": "that's where the method of meditation", "jW38BRpE42o-02473-00579017-00579197": "came from", "jW38BRpE42o-02474-00579198-00579431": "that's how you learn", "jW38BRpE42o-02475-00579432-00579664": "so what was happening there and how did", "jW38BRpE42o-02476-00579665-00579839": "you learn that well the whole thing is", "jW38BRpE42o-02477-00579840-00580091": "that you have to sleep", "jW38BRpE42o-02478-00580092-00580475": "that's number one sleep so if you are", "jW38BRpE42o-02479-00580476-00580822": "uncomfortable like mosquitoes mosquitoes", "jW38BRpE42o-02480-00580823-00581014": "whatever it is but that's what you're in", "jW38BRpE42o-02481-00581015-00581218": "pain that I just wanted to point out if", "jW38BRpE42o-02482-00581219-00581464": "you sleep with mosquitoes mosquitoes", "jW38BRpE42o-02483-00581465-00581785": "biting your ass bushing out your ears", "jW38BRpE42o-02484-00581786-00582101": "hot sweltering cover yourself so after a", "jW38BRpE42o-02485-00582102-00582245": "while you have to like say like look you", "jW38BRpE42o-02486-00582246-00582509": "know what I gotta sleep", "jW38BRpE42o-02487-00582510-00582727": "so if you just", "jW38BRpE42o-02488-00582728-00583018": "like almost make yourself numb like just", "jW38BRpE42o-02489-00583019-00583205": "listless", "jW38BRpE42o-02490-00583206-00583475": "practices like oh man", "jW38BRpE42o-02491-00583476-00583714": "you know just well another question I", "jW38BRpE42o-02492-00583715-00583949": "want to ask you you ever", "jW38BRpE42o-02493-00583950-00584218": "in a doge do you have a doze off it's", "jW38BRpE42o-02494-00584219-00584422": "even the same thing yeah you put", "jW38BRpE42o-02495-00584423-00584681": "yourself like in a doze off mode", "jW38BRpE42o-02496-00584682-00584909": "you know what I'm saying go soft yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-02497-00584910-00585257": "just listless like no no resistance it's", "jW38BRpE42o-02498-00585258-00585418": "just", "jW38BRpE42o-02499-00585419-00585689": "a garage door you know like you know", "jW38BRpE42o-02500-00585690-00585797": "that's why you have to like really put", "jW38BRpE42o-02501-00585798-00585905": "yourself into", "jW38BRpE42o-02502-00585906-00586175": "you know freedom", "jW38BRpE42o-02503-00586176-00586372": "sleep and another thing you need to do", "jW38BRpE42o-02504-00586373-00586607": "too is", "jW38BRpE42o-02505-00586608-00586751": "be active", "jW38BRpE42o-02506-00586752-00587239": "during the day yeah you have to exercise", "jW38BRpE42o-02507-00587240-00587614": "and eat right eat good food you can't", "jW38BRpE42o-02508-00587615-00587812": "eat bad food and you can't don't", "jW38BRpE42o-02509-00587813-00587981": "exercise and expect to get a good sleep", "jW38BRpE42o-02510-00587982-00588089": "right", "jW38BRpE42o-02511-00588090-00588383": "I'm saying because those are nutrition", "jW38BRpE42o-02512-00588384-00588695": "for your body exercise", "jW38BRpE42o-02513-00588696-00589127": "and nutrition food yeah so that have to", "jW38BRpE42o-02514-00589128-00589295": "do with your sleeping pattern too you", "jW38BRpE42o-02515-00589296-00589481": "know I'm saying Sunshine fresh air lots", "jW38BRpE42o-02516-00589482-00589870": "of good things yeah and be and again uh", "jW38BRpE42o-02517-00589871-00589943": "um", "jW38BRpE42o-02518-00589944-00590303": "try not to um", "jW38BRpE42o-02519-00590304-00590827": "have too much uh uh toward maybe like uh", "jW38BRpE42o-02520-00590828-00591155": "envious jealousy", "jW38BRpE42o-02521-00591156-00591418": "emotional emotion all these things", "jW38BRpE42o-02522-00591419-00591581": "affect you man you know I mean so you", "jW38BRpE42o-02523-00591582-00591718": "have to stop all that", "jW38BRpE42o-02524-00591719-00591899": "yeah you know what I'm saying yeah all", "jW38BRpE42o-02525-00591900-00592072": "that you have to eliminate in your life", "jW38BRpE42o-02526-00592073-00592451": "let me ask you the second question", "jW38BRpE42o-02527-00592452-00592870": "someone asks do we have free will", "jW38BRpE42o-02528-00592871-00593201": "or is everything ultimately ordained by", "jW38BRpE42o-02529-00593202-00593489": "God's Sovereign will", "jW38BRpE42o-02530-00593490-00593651": "free will", "jW38BRpE42o-02531-00593652-00593783": "well", "jW38BRpE42o-02532-00593784-00593957": "what I'm trying to say you see see", "jW38BRpE42o-02533-00593958-00594064": "another thing you're talking about right", "jW38BRpE42o-02534-00594065-00594311": "now we just the almighty man which is", "jW38BRpE42o-02535-00594312-00594539": "righteous", "jW38BRpE42o-02536-00594540-00594653": "um", "jW38BRpE42o-02537-00594654-00595031": "but our free will to do things", "jW38BRpE42o-02538-00595032-00595337": "we can do certain things we have freedom", "jW38BRpE42o-02539-00595338-00595666": "to do certain things if it", "jW38BRpE42o-02540-00595667-00595961": "uh how can I say if it meant to be for", "jW38BRpE42o-02541-00595962-00596243": "you to do it", "jW38BRpE42o-02542-00596244-00596447": "you can do it you could do bad you could", "jW38BRpE42o-02543-00596448-00596572": "do good", "jW38BRpE42o-02544-00596573-00596885": "but when you say free is are you really", "jW38BRpE42o-02545-00596886-00597053": "free when you do something that's not", "jW38BRpE42o-02546-00597054-00597143": "right", "jW38BRpE42o-02547-00597144-00597257": "what", "jW38BRpE42o-02548-00597258-00597485": "free will you Tony to say take this and", "jW38BRpE42o-02549-00597486-00597749": "drink it or free will of doing whatever", "jW38BRpE42o-02550-00597750-00597893": "you want", "jW38BRpE42o-02551-00597894-00598120": "ah you know what I'm saying so you're", "jW38BRpE42o-02552-00598121-00598343": "free to do what you want you can do good", "jW38BRpE42o-02553-00598344-00598547": "things", "jW38BRpE42o-02554-00598548-00598781": "and that's whatever again opinion again", "jW38BRpE42o-02555-00598782-00598997": "right because what I say is good might", "jW38BRpE42o-02556-00598998-00599177": "be bad for you whatever it is but if you", "jW38BRpE42o-02557-00599178-00599411": "feel within what you're doing it's free", "jW38BRpE42o-02558-00599412-00599705": "and it makes you feel good", "jW38BRpE42o-02559-00599706-00599885": "I think that's a good thing if you call", "jW38BRpE42o-02560-00599886-00600070": "that free will I'm free willing to do", "jW38BRpE42o-02561-00600071-00600227": "that so I feel nice about it I've heard", "jW38BRpE42o-02562-00600228-00600485": "it described this way before uh with", "jW38BRpE42o-02563-00600486-00600695": "regard to American Liberty because", "jW38BRpE42o-02564-00600696-00601001": "America whole Freedom as a high value", "jW38BRpE42o-02565-00601002-00601259": "everybody free free not really free you", "jW38BRpE42o-02566-00601260-00601481": "gotta free yourself but where people", "jW38BRpE42o-02567-00601482-00601685": "have gotten it mixed up is that they", "jW38BRpE42o-02568-00601686-00601949": "think they're free to do anything when", "jW38BRpE42o-02569-00601950-00602195": "the founders establish that you're free", "jW38BRpE42o-02570-00602196-00602447": "to do the right thing right you're free", "jW38BRpE42o-02571-00602448-00602716": "to do the best thing the right thing but", "jW38BRpE42o-02572-00602717-00603005": "to do evil is to actually be a slave", "jW38BRpE42o-02573-00603006-00603191": "right yeah yeah because you'll suffer", "jW38BRpE42o-02574-00603192-00603341": "you'll feel it well you think you're", "jW38BRpE42o-02575-00603342-00603461": "free because you're doing these things", "jW38BRpE42o-02576-00603462-00603659": "you're gonna feel good but ultimately", "jW38BRpE42o-02577-00603660-00603839": "you don't feel good you're a slave you", "jW38BRpE42o-02578-00603840-00604018": "know how could you feel good", "jW38BRpE42o-02579-00604019-00604475": "if you're doing harm to someone", "jW38BRpE42o-02580-00604476-00604709": "you don't feel good", "jW38BRpE42o-02581-00604710-00604918": "ultimately you don't feel good even", "jW38BRpE42o-02582-00604919-00605147": "though the person is doing it and act", "jW38BRpE42o-02583-00605148-00605333": "like it feels good but he can't feel", "jW38BRpE42o-02584-00605334-00605711": "good harming someone suffering", "jW38BRpE42o-02585-00605712-00605945": "you know you don't feel good", "jW38BRpE42o-02586-00605946-00606155": "so you have a lot of pain", "jW38BRpE42o-02587-00606156-00606437": "and pain is not good", "jW38BRpE42o-02588-00606438-00606659": "but you could do it", "jW38BRpE42o-02589-00606660-00606875": "yeah but if you're doing something nice", "jW38BRpE42o-02590-00606876-00607114": "to someone", "jW38BRpE42o-02591-00607115-00607457": "you're more Freer because you're lighter", "jW38BRpE42o-02592-00607458-00607727": "you know stress no resistant right", "jW38BRpE42o-02593-00607728-00607895": "you're not doing any resistance just", "jW38BRpE42o-02594-00607896-00608093": "going ease a river right", "jW38BRpE42o-02595-00608094-00608218": "moment you're doing something that's", "jW38BRpE42o-02596-00608219-00608483": "negative because doing something that's", "jW38BRpE42o-02597-00608484-00608651": "nice", "jW38BRpE42o-02598-00608652-00608849": "is positive and doing something and not", "jW38BRpE42o-02599-00608850-00609022": "nice it's negative right so think about", "jW38BRpE42o-02600-00609023-00609161": "negative and you know anything negative", "jW38BRpE42o-02601-00609162-00609407": "you do it doesn't feel right", "jW38BRpE42o-02602-00609408-00609653": "so that's how I look at it so I", "jW38BRpE42o-02603-00609654-00609857": "I mean if you want to free yourself for", "jW38BRpE42o-02604-00609858-00609977": "within this he said you want to say", "jW38BRpE42o-02605-00609978-00610079": "you're free yourself it's like another", "jW38BRpE42o-02606-00610080-00610318": "illustration I give it to you is like", "jW38BRpE42o-02607-00610319-00610475": "you have something on your mind that", "jW38BRpE42o-02608-00610476-00610643": "bothering you", "jW38BRpE42o-02609-00610644-00610997": "you did something that you know affect", "jW38BRpE42o-02610-00610998-00611105": "Elliot", "jW38BRpE42o-02611-00611106-00611255": "and unless you're suffering because of", "jW38BRpE42o-02612-00611256-00611416": "me", "jW38BRpE42o-02613-00611417-00611812": "right I'm free to do that I did it", "jW38BRpE42o-02614-00611813-00612047": "but if I want to free myself", "jW38BRpE42o-02615-00612048-00612329": "I have to go to you and apologize to you", "jW38BRpE42o-02616-00612330-00612551": "Say Elliot I'm sorry", "jW38BRpE42o-02617-00612552-00612755": "I give you a hug if you accept my", "jW38BRpE42o-02618-00612756-00612868": "apology", "jW38BRpE42o-02619-00612869-00613072": "so once you do that", "jW38BRpE42o-02620-00613073-00613312": "if you accept my apology or not it", "jW38BRpE42o-02621-00613313-00613570": "doesn't matter at this point for me", "jW38BRpE42o-02622-00613571-00613762": "because I'm already free", "jW38BRpE42o-02623-00613763-00613912": "bye", "jW38BRpE42o-02624-00613913-00614141": "apology", "jW38BRpE42o-02625-00614142-00614416": "but if I don't apologize to you", "jW38BRpE42o-02626-00614417-00614729": "knowing that I did wrong to you", "jW38BRpE42o-02627-00614730-00615053": "I'm never gonna be free", "jW38BRpE42o-02628-00615054-00615370": "it's just gonna be another", "jW38BRpE42o-02629-00615371-00615653": "something building up", "jW38BRpE42o-02630-00615654-00615833": "you know a lot of oh you call like", "jW38BRpE42o-02631-00615834-00615983": "another pain", "jW38BRpE42o-02632-00615984-00616091": "you know", "jW38BRpE42o-02633-00616092-00616360": "so you have all these pain", "jW38BRpE42o-02634-00616361-00616553": "that you create in yourself and you", "jW38BRpE42o-02635-00616554-00616859": "become an old man or 10 years or", "jW38BRpE42o-02636-00616860-00617147": "whatever it is and you you look stressed", "jW38BRpE42o-02637-00617148-00617333": "out you know", "jW38BRpE42o-02638-00617334-00617512": "I know Elliot", "jW38BRpE42o-02639-00617513-00617705": "five years now", "jW38BRpE42o-02640-00617706-00617879": "he died", "jW38BRpE42o-02641-00617880-00618083": "never have to change to apologize to the", "jW38BRpE42o-02642-00618084-00618160": "guy", "jW38BRpE42o-02643-00618161-00618389": "so I feel bad though so I gotta take a", "jW38BRpE42o-02644-00618390-00618599": "degree right", "jW38BRpE42o-02645-00618600-00618901": "so you're not free right I understand", "jW38BRpE42o-02646-00618902-00619270": "does that make sense yeah let me ask you", "jW38BRpE42o-02647-00619271-00619457": "one last question before we wrap up", "jW38BRpE42o-02648-00619458-00619841": "today what would you offer as your best", "jW38BRpE42o-02649-00619842-00619997": "advice", "jW38BRpE42o-02650-00619998-00620387": "for men today just general", "jW38BRpE42o-02651-00620388-00620866": "for men I would just say uh", "jW38BRpE42o-02652-00620867-00621179": "it's not an advised I could give but", "jW38BRpE42o-02653-00621180-00621553": "against my opinion is just just", "jW38BRpE42o-02654-00621554-00621862": "have a kind heart good love love it in", "jW38BRpE42o-02655-00621863-00622037": "your heart you know", "jW38BRpE42o-02656-00622038-00622283": "give everything yeah give everything you", "jW38BRpE42o-02657-00622284-00622529": "do a hundred percent", "jW38BRpE42o-02658-00622530-00622679": "and everything you do you give it love", "jW38BRpE42o-02659-00622680-00622877": "because love is", "jW38BRpE42o-02660-00622878-00623003": "you know", "jW38BRpE42o-02661-00623004-00623195": "he's doing 100 you know what I'm saying", "jW38BRpE42o-02662-00623196-00623422": "care for what you do respect what you do", "jW38BRpE42o-02663-00623423-00623572": "you know what I'm saying", "jW38BRpE42o-02664-00623573-00623849": "don't do things because like some people", "jW38BRpE42o-02665-00623850-00623987": "just do things and they don't do right", "jW38BRpE42o-02666-00623988-00624166": "you know you have to do right things you", "jW38BRpE42o-02667-00624167-00624359": "know if you're going to watch this cup", "jW38BRpE42o-02668-00624360-00624539": "this simple cup here if you're going to", "jW38BRpE42o-02669-00624540-00624755": "watch the scope make sure you watch the", "jW38BRpE42o-02670-00624756-00624941": "summer watch it good get make sure you", "jW38BRpE42o-02671-00624942-00625199": "get all the corners everything nice so", "jW38BRpE42o-02672-00625200-00625451": "this cup is beautiful clean don't just", "jW38BRpE42o-02673-00625452-00625589": "go like that and inside still have", "jW38BRpE42o-02674-00625590-00625768": "garbage and then you're gonna give it to", "jW38BRpE42o-02675-00625769-00626003": "me to drink that's not good", "jW38BRpE42o-02676-00626004-00626177": "do everything with love everything with", "jW38BRpE42o-02677-00626178-00626435": "love and 100 do everything well when I", "jW38BRpE42o-02678-00626436-00626651": "say 100 there's no such thing 100 but", "jW38BRpE42o-02679-00626652-00626872": "you strive for 100 excellence and you", "jW38BRpE42o-02680-00626873-00627137": "might you might get maybe 80 or 90. well", "jW38BRpE42o-02681-00627138-00627281": "don't do something for like oh I'm just", "jW38BRpE42o-02682-00627282-00627539": "gonna I go to my job right you go to", "jW38BRpE42o-02683-00627540-00627749": "your job you go to your job you work 100", "jW38BRpE42o-02684-00627750-00627922": "of what you're doing focus on the person", "jW38BRpE42o-02685-00627923-00628375": "do your job the right way", "jW38BRpE42o-02686-00628376-00628612": "instead of doing 100 I'm gonna do 50", "jW38BRpE42o-02687-00628613-00628787": "percent", "jW38BRpE42o-02688-00628788-00628937": "you can't do that", "jW38BRpE42o-02689-00628938-00629068": "your family want to raise your family", "jW38BRpE42o-02690-00629069-00629362": "100 percent", "jW38BRpE42o-02691-00629363-00629572": "you cook a nice meal a lot of love 100", "jW38BRpE42o-02692-00629573-00629770": "percent", "jW38BRpE42o-02693-00629771-00630047": "you take care of your plan 100 percent", "jW38BRpE42o-02694-00630048-00630287": "everything strive for a hundred and you", "jW38BRpE42o-02695-00630288-00630593": "get 80 or whatever it is or 90. so I I", "jW38BRpE42o-02696-00630594-00630877": "would that not only for men in general", "jW38BRpE42o-02697-00630878-00631199": "in life", "jW38BRpE42o-02698-00631200-00631703": "have pride and ambition in what you do", "jW38BRpE42o-02699-00631704-00631877": "right", "jW38BRpE42o-02700-00631878-00632087": "like like they always say they have a", "jW38BRpE42o-02701-00632088-00632364": "saying that says education versus", "jW38BRpE42o-02702-00632365-00632737": "ambition and pride who is going to win", "jW38BRpE42o-02703-00632738-00633112": "ambition and pride", "jW38BRpE42o-02704-00633113-00633287": "that's it yeah", "jW38BRpE42o-02705-00633288-00633635": "so if you do that believe me I guarantee", "jW38BRpE42o-02706-00633636-00633785": "you have a decent life", "jW38BRpE42o-02707-00633786-00633989": "amazing thank you", "jW38BRpE42o-02708-00633990-00634247": "you see the word in my life everything I", "jW38BRpE42o-02709-00634248-00634655": "do in my home and my family is like", "jW38BRpE42o-02710-00634656-00634997": "100 you guys don't do righteous I would", "jW38BRpE42o-02711-00634998-00635191": "just send your daughter", "jW38BRpE42o-02712-00635192-00635464": "I love when you talk to my daughter my", "jW38BRpE42o-02713-00635465-00635891": "granddaughter Isabelle came to me today", "jW38BRpE42o-02714-00635892-00636083": "and give me", "jW38BRpE42o-02715-00636084-00636364": "his report no report is act or whatever", "jW38BRpE42o-02716-00636365-00636659": "he had for his college thing", "jW38BRpE42o-02717-00636660-00636809": "which is great", "jW38BRpE42o-02718-00636810-00636970": "what's for great", "jW38BRpE42o-02719-00636971-00637414": "it's nothing less than an a I'm sure 7.4", "jW38BRpE42o-02720-00637415-00637559": "5.", "jW38BRpE42o-02721-00637560-00638041": "hmm yes we had okay", "jW38BRpE42o-02722-00638042-00638279": "I don't know I she showed you before she", "jW38BRpE42o-02723-00638280-00638483": "showed me so I did then he asked me", "jW38BRpE42o-02724-00638484-00638753": "about you oh she asked me ask me about", "jW38BRpE42o-02725-00638754-00639107": "you okay", "jW38BRpE42o-02726-00639108-00639407": "and you know what I tell her", "jW38BRpE42o-02727-00639408-00639683": "you're dead", "jW38BRpE42o-02728-00639684-00639959": "his report card", "jW38BRpE42o-02729-00639960-00640216": "was somebody else report card", "jW38BRpE42o-02730-00640217-00640462": "okay where are we going with this we're", "jW38BRpE42o-02731-00640463-00640639": "supposed to be done", "jW38BRpE42o-02732-00640640-00640877": "oh you remember that how did we get on", "jW38BRpE42o-02733-00640878-00641099": "this topic you remember that yes sir", "jW38BRpE42o-02734-00641100-00641449": "good all right so that's what it is", "jW38BRpE42o-02735-00641450-00641693": "what I tell them but you know why are", "jW38BRpE42o-02736-00641694-00641855": "you telling her about me I tell her", "jW38BRpE42o-02737-00641856-00642101": "because she asked me so I tell her but", "jW38BRpE42o-02738-00642102-00642389": "you know what", "jW38BRpE42o-02739-00642390-00642593": "I'm happy", "jW38BRpE42o-02740-00642594-00642868": "because you know what that tells me", "jW38BRpE42o-02741-00642869-00643139": "he's smart yeah he's using his head he's", "jW38BRpE42o-02742-00643140-00643416": "thinking I Almost Got Away With It", "jW38BRpE42o-02743-00643417-00643745": "you've been creative but not creative", "jW38BRpE42o-02744-00643746-00644051": "enough yeah so hey I just asked me", "jW38BRpE42o-02745-00644052-00644309": "Grandpa did did you did you know I said", "jW38BRpE42o-02746-00644310-00644543": "yeah oh you know I said I had to go to", "jW38BRpE42o-02747-00644544-00644722": "school well yeah this the school told", "jW38BRpE42o-02748-00644723-00644860": "you yeah I had to go down to the school", "jW38BRpE42o-02749-00644861-00645035": "yeah what I did was I took somebody out", "jW38BRpE42o-02750-00645036-00645310": "support card photocopied it cut out the", "jW38BRpE42o-02751-00645311-00645683": "grades put it on mine photography with", "jW38BRpE42o-02752-00645684-00645964": "my name that girl's name so that's what", "jW38BRpE42o-02753-00645965-00646133": "I told her today I almost had it but", "jW38BRpE42o-02754-00646134-00646301": "then the teacher called and said I want", "jW38BRpE42o-02755-00646302-00646462": "to talk to you about at least bad grades", "jW38BRpE42o-02756-00646463-00646703": "I see A's over here what do you mean", "jW38BRpE42o-02757-00646704-00646912": "yeah because you know if you have bad", "jW38BRpE42o-02758-00646913-00647075": "grades it's gonna happen right right you", "jW38BRpE42o-02759-00647076-00647225": "can't go to sports you can't do all that", "jW38BRpE42o-02760-00647226-00647399": "[__] you got to be grounded yeah you", "jW38BRpE42o-02761-00647400-00647633": "know and there's a lot of stories man if", "jW38BRpE42o-02762-00647634-00647722": "you guys didn't want to know a story", "jW38BRpE42o-02763-00647723-00648010": "about you but I get it it's that's what", "jW38BRpE42o-02764-00648011-00648245": "it is your parents right it's hard it's", "jW38BRpE42o-02765-00648246-00648491": "not it's and that's that's the problem", "jW38BRpE42o-02766-00648492-00648647": "with a lot of parents two people", "jW38BRpE42o-02767-00648648-00648899": "together as parents it's hard for one", "jW38BRpE42o-02768-00648900-00649072": "it's hard with two parents", "jW38BRpE42o-02769-00649073-00649283": "so I know it's very hard with just one", "jW38BRpE42o-02770-00649284-00649499": "you know you know it's difficult", "jW38BRpE42o-02771-00649500-00649751": "difficult for that because", "jW38BRpE42o-02772-00649752-00650129": "you know it's just not easy raising a", "jW38BRpE42o-02773-00650130-00650285": "family you know you have to make up your", "jW38BRpE42o-02774-00650286-00650489": "mind that you got to work hard that's", "jW38BRpE42o-02775-00650490-00650687": "right hard work yeah it's a hard job to", "jW38BRpE42o-02776-00650688-00650903": "do but at the end it's working because", "jW38BRpE42o-02777-00650904-00651095": "now look where I'm talking to you I have", "jW38BRpE42o-02778-00651096-00651310": "my family I'm I'm grateful all my kids", "jW38BRpE42o-02779-00651311-00651485": "are doing well", "jW38BRpE42o-02780-00651486-00651743": "they all have a decent career to take", "jW38BRpE42o-02781-00651744-00651899": "care of the family the discipline their", "jW38BRpE42o-02782-00651900-00652031": "family the same way you are who's", "jW38BRpE42o-02783-00652032-00652270": "disciplined so you know I always like my", "jW38BRpE42o-02784-00652271-00652445": "daughter I always tell my daughter it", "jW38BRpE42o-02785-00652446-00652660": "says you know people ask me how is my", "jW38BRpE42o-02786-00652661-00652816": "family", "jW38BRpE42o-02787-00652817-00653197": "and I always say this to them", "jW38BRpE42o-02788-00653198-00653483": "nobody's sick", "jW38BRpE42o-02789-00653484-00653716": "you know what I'm saying everybody lived", "jW38BRpE42o-02790-00653717-00653885": "to retire", "jW38BRpE42o-02791-00653886-00654160": "we're not you now somebody asked about", "jW38BRpE42o-02792-00654161-00654268": "that", "jW38BRpE42o-02793-00654269-00654431": "what yeah you want to know your opinion", "jW38BRpE42o-02794-00654432-00654616": "or retirement no retirement but we're", "jW38BRpE42o-02795-00654617-00654712": "not going to talk about it I didn't want", "jW38BRpE42o-02796-00654713-00654851": "to talk about the time man retirement", "jW38BRpE42o-02797-00654852-00655120": "doesn't exist we'll do a whole video on", "jW38BRpE42o-02798-00655121-00655379": "what your retirement looks like we'll", "jW38BRpE42o-02799-00655380-00655612": "make that happen that we're done I love", "jW38BRpE42o-02800-00655613-00655687": "you", "jW38BRpE42o-02801-00655688-00656014": "you know good life man thanks yeah and I", "jW38BRpE42o-02802-00656015-00656183": "enjoy spending these times just", "jW38BRpE42o-02803-00656184-00656410": "listening to you talk this is what we do", "jW38BRpE42o-02804-00656411-00656675": "I'm a preacher yeah I know and I absorb", "jW38BRpE42o-02805-00656676-00656897": "it all and then I spit it back and", "jW38BRpE42o-02806-00656898-00657112": "that's what I do too yeah yeah yeah it's", "jW38BRpE42o-02807-00657113-00657287": "nice all right well you know sometimes", "jW38BRpE42o-02808-00657288-00657431": "it makes sense", "jW38BRpE42o-02809-00657432-00657587": "not everything makes sense but something", "jW38BRpE42o-02810-00657588-00657718": "doesn't always have to make sense just", "jW38BRpE42o-02811-00657719-00657910": "has to sound good yeah yeah yeah well", "jW38BRpE42o-02812-00657911-00658127": "well you know like you have to make more", "jW38BRpE42o-02813-00658128-00658259": "sense to it I'm saying it's gotta be", "jW38BRpE42o-02814-00658260-00658553": "logical yeah I'm saying but uh", "jW38BRpE42o-02815-00658554-00658714": "and it's real you know things are", "jW38BRpE42o-02816-00658715-00658859": "happening you know I'm saying", "jW38BRpE42o-02817-00658860-00659135": "fabricating my life yeah talking about", "jW38BRpE42o-02818-00659136-00659339": "life yeah yeah stuff like I should write", "jW38BRpE42o-02819-00659340-00659501": "a book that's what I said there's a", "jW38BRpE42o-02820-00659502-00659657": "story everybody have a story you know", "jW38BRpE42o-02821-00659658-00659885": "it's like the Three Little Pigs is this", "jW38BRpE42o-02822-00659886-00660035": "a story", "jW38BRpE42o-02823-00660036-00660231": "okay we're done", "jW38BRpE42o-02824-00660232-00661754": "[Music]", "jW38BRpE42o-02825-00661755-00662587": "[Music]", "jW38BRpE42o-02826-00662588-00662689": "thank you", "jW38BRpE42o-02827-00662690-00663460": "[Music]"}}, {"audio_id": "jW-5CsIeBYg", "text": {"jW-5CsIeBYg-00000-00000008-00000223": "i have a whole lot a lot of morphe", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00001-00000224-00000303": "products", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00002-00000304-00000519": "to show you guys and to create this look", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00003-00000520-00000927": "with today", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00004-00000927-00001135": "hi friends thanks so much for stopping", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00005-00001136-00001278": "by and spending a little bit of your", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00006-00001279-00001383": "time with me", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00007-00001384-00001639": "we are going to be trying quite a few", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00008-00001639-00001839": "morphe products i have been wanting to", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00009-00001839-00002039": "try these products for a long time", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00010-00002039-00002207": "because i have tried their shadows", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00011-00002208-00002415": "before but i've really never tried any", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00012-00002416-00002558": "of their other products", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00013-00002559-00002799": "now this is not going to be at the end", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00014-00002800-00002958": "i'm going to show you a wear test", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00015-00002959-00003254": "because i am moving my life is super", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00016-00003255-00003415": "crazy right now i don't know where i", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00017-00003415-00003527": "will be in about", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00018-00003528-00003815": "six hours to 10 hours i could be at my", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00019-00003815-00004015": "other house i could be back at this one", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00020-00004015-00004238": "so i tell you what i will do though i", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00021-00004239-00004470": "will give you my thoughts down below on", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00022-00004471-00004567": "how this wore", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00023-00004568-00004719": "throughout the day so we're going to", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00024-00004720-00004943": "create this look i actually really", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00025-00004944-00005111": "like how this look turned out i hope", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00026-00005112-00005327": "that you do too if you want to see how i", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00027-00005328-00005406": "did this with", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00028-00005407-00005615": "mostly morphe products i do have a few", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00029-00005616-00005718": "products in here", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00030-00005719-00005967": "that i didn't pick up from morphe so you", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00031-00005968-00006047": "know that", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00032-00006048-00006295": "but most of it is morphe let's get into", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00033-00006296-00006463": "the video so you can see how i did", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00034-00006464-00006518": "create", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00035-00006519-00006767": "this look okay so what i didn't have for", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00036-00006768-00006934": "morphe was a color corrector i went", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00037-00006936-00007095": "ahead and did some color correcting and", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00038-00007095-00007246": "actually i'm trying to film", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00039-00007247-00007527": "two videos at once right now i did use", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00040-00007528-00007574": "the p", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00041-00007575-00007887": "louise base for my primer i did get this", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00042-00007888-00008014": "from morphe as well", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00043-00008015-00008271": "it did a great job of cancelling out all", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00044-00008272-00008463": "of the discoloration that i have on my", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00045-00008464-00008527": "eyes", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00046-00008528-00008895": "and we are going to use the morphe 35c", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00047-00008896-00009206": "everyday chic palette i there went the", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00048-00009207-00009335": "little plastic thing", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00049-00009336-00009583": "i really like this palette a lot i love", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00050-00009584-00009767": "the color scheme of it i think that you", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00051-00009768-00009831": "could get", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00052-00009832-00010078": "countless looks out of this it's just so", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00053-00010079-00010271": "pretty and a lot of you had asked me", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00054-00010272-00010446": "about my last eye look", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00055-00010447-00010703": "that i had and i think i can recreate it", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00056-00010704-00010871": "with this palette so i'm just going to", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00057-00010872-00011014": "go ahead and do that today", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00058-00011015-00011199": "the difference from my last look is", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00059-00011200-00011438": "going to be that i'm going to put", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00060-00011439-00011735": "this morphe pencil into my waterline", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00061-00011736-00011951": "these are like five dollars i've never", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00062-00011952-00012095": "even noticed them before", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00063-00012096-00012335": "the color is called harper and i'm going", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00064-00012336-00012478": "to go ahead and i'm just going to put it", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00065-00012479-00012719": "in my waterline it's a beautiful", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00066-00012720-00013015": "flower blue so it's light it's not going", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00067-00013016-00013271": "to give me darkness in my waterline", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00068-00013272-00013591": "and it goes on fairly well but it's kind", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00069-00013591-00013735": "of bright and kind of pretty", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00070-00013736-00013903": "i'm going to be starting off with a", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00071-00013904-00014103": "fluffy transition brush", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00072-00014104-00014479": "brush this is a 227 from zoeva", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00073-00014480-00014743": "and i am going to be starting off with", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00074-00014744-00014919": "this peach color right here", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00075-00014919-00015127": "i'm not using the tape today i'm doing", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00076-00015128-00015311": "freehand because", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00077-00015312-00015527": "i just want it to be a very soft look", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00078-00015528-00015679": "just going right there", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00079-00015680-00015943": "above my crease that is where your", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00080-00015944-00016158": "transition should go and i have a lot of", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00081-00016159-00016343": "wrinkles right in here", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00082-00016344-00016535": "that if i'm not careful will get all", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00083-00016536-00016655": "folded up with", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00084-00016656-00016975": "that eyeshadow so i don't raise my eye", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00085-00016976-00017127": "like this because when i lower it then", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00086-00017128-00017286": "i'm going to see that crinkle", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00087-00017287-00017535": "so i'm just going in there into that", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00088-00017536-00017622": "area", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00089-00017623-00017799": "when i have that built up i'll go to the", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00090-00017800-00018014": "other eye this brush right here", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00091-00018015-00018367": "is an e18 from morphe it's very short", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00092-00018368-00018486": "and it's very dense", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00093-00018487-00018703": "and it's what i'm going to use to lay", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00094-00018704-00018950": "down the deepening color on my outer v", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00095-00018951-00019086": "and i haven't really thought about where", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00096-00019087-00019327": "i'm even going to go yet let's keep the", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00097-00019328-00019375": "look", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00098-00019376-00019694": "cool let's go in with this kind of a", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00099-00019695-00019975": "khaki brown color doesn't have any green", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00100-00019976-00020127": "in it so i shouldn't say khaki it's just", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00101-00020128-00020263": "a very cool toned brown", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00102-00020264-00020430": "now all i'm going to do is i'm going to", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00103-00020431-00020663": "go in this corner where i want that", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00104-00020664-00020991": "to stop where i want that color to stop", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00105-00020992-00021183": "and i'm just going to push that color", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00106-00021184-00021399": "and wiggle it into the corner and i'm", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00107-00021400-00021639": "just going to make sure that that corner", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00108-00021640-00021775": "gets saturated", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00109-00021776-00021991": "i'm not going up into the crease i'm not", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00110-00021992-00022199": "going around anywhere you know back and", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00111-00022200-00022247": "forth", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00112-00022248-00022455": "i'm only pushing that color to lay it", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00113-00022456-00022663": "down don't try to lay too much down", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00114-00022664-00022799": "i know it looks like it's skipping", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00115-00022800-00022999": "around right there but i promise you", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00116-00023000-00023167": "it's not if you put too much", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00117-00023168-00023358": "in there it's going to get too dark and", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00118-00023359-00023511": "you don't want that", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00119-00023512-00023758": "working with much smaller brushes really", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00120-00023759-00023847": "does help you", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00121-00023848-00024158": "keep your look precise instead of having", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00122-00024159-00024342": "it get away with you you know you need a", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00123-00024343-00024463": "fluffy brush", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00124-00024464-00024767": "to blend things but the precision comes", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00125-00024768-00024958": "in using these little brushes where we", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00126-00024959-00025111": "can lay things down", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00127-00025112-00025342": "and not have them go all over the place", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00128-00025343-00025494": "and i think that's really important", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00129-00025495-00025814": "next i'm using the 203 brush from bk", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00130-00025816-00025911": "beauty", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00131-00025912-00026102": "i know a lot of you are going to ask me", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00132-00026104-00026343": "is bk beauty worth the price", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00133-00026344-00026543": "is those kinds of expensive more", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00134-00026544-00026679": "expensive brushes", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00135-00026680-00026831": "i personally don't think they're super", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00136-00026832-00027007": "expensive when you look at brushes like", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00137-00027008-00027087": "reefer", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00138-00027088-00027487": "i'm sorry refer and wayne goss", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00139-00027488-00027839": "sonia k sonya g i think that really", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00140-00027839-00028070": "if you invest in them one time a brush", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00141-00028072-00028262": "like this you're going to have forever", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00142-00028263-00028567": "and they have really great discounts a", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00143-00028568-00028758": "lot of times so if you want to get on", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00144-00028760-00028862": "their mailing list", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00145-00028863-00029070": "or just check out their instagram and be", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00146-00029072-00029207": "on their feed with that", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00147-00029208-00029502": "i'm going to now take a tiny bit of this", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00148-00029504-00029623": "green right here now this", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00149-00029624-00029927": "is a shimmer metallic beautiful color", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00150-00029927-00030127": "but i'm going to barely dip into it and", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00151-00030127-00030231": "then i'm going to place it", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00152-00030232-00030511": "right next to the brown now that i got", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00153-00030512-00030718": "it on here it's actually quite pretty", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00154-00030719-00030935": "because not only does it have that green", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00155-00030936-00031079": "it has a shift of brown", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00156-00031080-00031295": "in it so it's a duochrome okay because", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00157-00031295-00031455": "of that i'm just going to go into this", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00158-00031456-00031639": "matte green right here a little bit", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00159-00031639-00031807": "just to get a little bit more green on", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00160-00031808-00032070": "there i really wanted it to show up the", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00161-00032072-00032118": "green", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00162-00032119-00032390": "all right now i'm taking a clean luxie", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00163-00032391-00032470": "231", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00164-00032472-00032695": "brush and i'm just going to go in here", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00165-00032695-00032895": "and i'm going to take that color", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00166-00032896-00033095": "and i'm just going to buff all these", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00167-00033096-00033318": "colors together the transition color i'm", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00168-00033319-00033471": "not coming up too far", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00169-00033472-00033718": "because i don't want that crease color", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00170-00033719-00033799": "to get away from", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00171-00033800-00034079": "me i'm just buffing all of these colors", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00172-00034080-00034231": "together and you can see i'm kind of", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00173-00034232-00034407": "just staying right down there", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00174-00034408-00034743": "not going very far and then on the lid i", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00175-00034744-00034927": "am going to take this silver", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00176-00034928-00035127": "kind of taupe color right here on my", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00177-00035128-00035399": "finger and you guys have seen me do this", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00178-00035400-00035462": "before", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00179-00035463-00035599": "i'm going to spray it with a tiny bit of", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00180-00035600-00035839": "setting spray just a little tiny bit", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00181-00035840-00036007": "and then i'm going to go in and i'm", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00182-00036008-00036174": "going to lay it down", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00183-00036175-00036439": "towards that last color we used and", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00184-00036440-00036727": "bringing it over top of that last color", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00185-00036728-00036918": "to blend the two together now i don't", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00186-00036919-00037087": "know if you can see it or not but that", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00187-00037088-00037327": "has transitioned across the lid", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00188-00037328-00037583": "and it just makes a really pretty look", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00189-00037584-00037807": "across the lid and it softens", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00190-00037808-00038015": "your darker colors that are right there", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00191-00038016-00038167": "i don't bring it all the way out", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00192-00038168-00038367": "i would say i come about two thirds to", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00193-00038368-00038527": "three quarters of the way out", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00194-00038528-00038759": "before hitting that dark outer v color", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00195-00038760-00038911": "now one more time i'm going to go back", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00196-00038912-00039143": "in and i'm going to do just a little bit", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00197-00039144-00039255": "more buffing", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00198-00039256-00039471": "to bring that dark color a little bit", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00199-00039472-00039727": "more into the crease just a tiny bit so", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00200-00039728-00039783": "i did", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00201-00039784-00040062": "pick up a brow kit from morphe and this", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00202-00040063-00040143": "one is in", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00203-00040144-00040487": "hazelnut it does come with a morphe m158", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00204-00040488-00040559": "brush", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00205-00040560-00040783": "this brush is dual ended it has the", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00206-00040784-00040974": "spoolie on one end and then it has a", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00207-00040975-00041079": "really", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00208-00041080-00041399": "micro fine um tip here where it's just", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00209-00041400-00041599": "an angled liner brush", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00210-00041600-00041855": "and then it comes with the highlighter", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00211-00041856-00041983": "brow highlighter", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00212-00041984-00042143": "i'm not crazy about this color because", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00213-00042144-00042295": "it's very very yellow i", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00214-00042296-00042502": "probably will just use that as a base", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00215-00042503-00042599": "sometime", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00216-00042600-00042830": "it's creamy and it feels nice i just", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00217-00042831-00042935": "wish that it was in a little bit", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00218-00042936-00043023": "different color", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00219-00043024-00043262": "and then in that kit there is also this", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00220-00043263-00043446": "pencil and this is called micro brow", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00221-00043447-00043630": "pencil and again it's in hazelnut", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00222-00043631-00043807": "so you get the spoolie on this end and", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00223-00043808-00044039": "then you get that micro fine tip on this", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00224-00044040-00044118": "end", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00225-00044119-00044430": "you get a brow setter gel and this is", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00226-00044431-00044479": "just", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00227-00044480-00044815": "clear this wand is a little bit too big", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00228-00044816-00044958": "for me i'm not", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00229-00044959-00045174": "real super crazy about that wand and", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00230-00045175-00045311": "then you get the pot", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00231-00045312-00045646": "of the actual gel that you can use and", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00232-00045647-00045815": "um with that brush that they gave you", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00233-00045816-00046071": "disclaimer i forgot to disclaimer this", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00234-00046072-00046279": "i do have a shaking in my hands that is", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00235-00046280-00046558": "a palsy it is a familial tremor", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00236-00046559-00046815": "which means that it is inherited it's", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00237-00046816-00046974": "also something that has", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00238-00046975-00047295": "been accumulating through the years", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00239-00047296-00047455": "it has been aggravated by some", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00240-00047456-00047671": "medication that i was taking and so it's", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00241-00047672-00047855": "pretty pronounced especially when i'm", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00242-00047856-00048071": "doing tutorials it shows up i don't know", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00243-00048072-00048311": "why so much more i'm not nervous", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00244-00048312-00048551": "it just does show up so please bear with", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00245-00048552-00048751": "me if you haven't heard that before if", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00246-00048752-00048871": "you have heard it before", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00247-00048872-00049062": "bear with me even more that that's what", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00248-00049063-00049286": "happens to me all right so i'm going to", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00249-00049287-00049407": "take this pencil", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00250-00049408-00049623": "and i'm just going to work it through my", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00251-00049624-00049711": "brows", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00252-00049712-00050023": "you guys have seen me do my brows before", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00253-00050024-00050207": "it's hard for me to do my brows on", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00254-00050208-00050439": "camera because of my trimmer", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00255-00050440-00050702": "so i will try to get this one framed in", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00256-00050703-00050855": "and then i'll do the other one off of", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00257-00050856-00050918": "camera", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00258-00050919-00051214": "if you want to see me do my brows i do", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00259-00051215-00051319": "have a video", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00260-00051320-00051502": "where i go completely through it and", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00261-00051503-00051663": "i'll make sure that i link that for you", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00262-00051664-00051863": "so far this is a really good color for", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00263-00051864-00052007": "me maybe a", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00264-00052008-00052375": "tad bit too light i love working with", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00265-00052376-00052463": "these micro", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00266-00052464-00052807": "fine tips though for me and my shaking", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00267-00052808-00052950": "hands and the way", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00268-00052951-00053166": "that you know everything happens for me", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00269-00053167-00053350": "it works really well i will", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00270-00053351-00053638": "show you just a quick demonstration of", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00271-00053639-00053823": "the little pot or the gel", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00272-00053824-00054038": "that they have in here this one is where", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00273-00054039-00054230": "it gets a little bit tricky for me but i", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00274-00054232-00054311": "will try", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00275-00054312-00054623": "for you guys that gel is super saturated", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00276-00054624-00054679": "which is", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00277-00054679-00054935": "really nice but i find that i have to", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00278-00054936-00055054": "use a super light", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00279-00055055-00055263": "touch to get it to not look like it's", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00280-00055264-00055454": "just gotten too dark and too out of hand", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00281-00055455-00055526": "too quickly", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00282-00055527-00055775": "so i will use that brush to kind of", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00283-00055776-00055975": "widen my eyebrows at the", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00284-00055976-00056279": "over here at the inner part just kind of", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00285-00056279-00056335": "touch", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00286-00056336-00056599": "all of my eyebrow hair i think i like", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00287-00056600-00056766": "the color of the gel", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00288-00056767-00057038": "or the pot better than i do the pencils", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00289-00057039-00057207": "so it does a really good job", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00290-00057208-00057494": "and then lastly i will show you just the", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00291-00057495-00057566": "clear gel", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00292-00057567-00057807": "there's it's not a lot not a big deal", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00293-00057808-00057950": "but i just put a little bit of that", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00294-00057951-00058159": "clear gel to hold those in place and it", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00295-00058160-00058391": "does hold them really well into place", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00296-00058391-00058535": "the other thing that i didn't get was a", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00297-00058536-00058703": "liquid liner to go across", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00298-00058704-00058942": "my top lash line i'd like to tight line", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00299-00058944-00059071": "so i'm just going to use", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00300-00059072-00059350": "that brow pencil or not pencil the brow", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00301-00059351-00059430": "brush", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00302-00059432-00059647": "and i'm going to use it in this black", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00303-00059648-00059807": "color right here and i'm just going to", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00304-00059808-00059950": "go across", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00305-00059951-00060479": "my lash line really tight with it", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00306-00060479-00060775": "for mascara i chose to try the morphe", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00307-00060776-00060942": "make it big mascara", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00308-00060944-00061230": "this is kind of odd this brush is so", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00309-00061232-00061287": "weird", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00310-00061288-00061487": "it looks like it the bristles are", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00311-00061488-00061726": "twisted so there's like", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00312-00061727-00061903": "little bristles and then bigger bristles", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00313-00061904-00062079": "and little bristles anyway", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00314-00062079-00062342": "i do you know work this off a little bit", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00315-00062344-00062519": "because it feels like it or looks like", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00316-00062520-00062671": "it's a tiny bit goopy", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00317-00062672-00062830": "yeah it's kind of surprising to me that", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00318-00062832-00062975": "i do like it after", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00319-00062976-00063254": "seeing the brush and then after you know", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00320-00063255-00063342": "using it", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00321-00063344-00063703": "once and you know trying to not get too", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00322-00063704-00063854": "much on in the beginning", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00323-00063855-00064166": "but it does kind of just work i don't", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00324-00064167-00064271": "know even how", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00325-00064272-00064519": "to say it other than it just does work", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00326-00064520-00064750": "so it gives some definition the bristles", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00327-00064751-00064959": "are a natural bristle brush", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00328-00064960-00065150": "it's not plastic it gives some", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00329-00065151-00065359": "definition right off the bat", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00330-00065360-00065735": "and is picking up all of those hairs", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00331-00065736-00066031": "or eyelashes and is really coating each", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00332-00066032-00066182": "individual one which i", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00333-00066183-00066415": "really like is it the best one i've ever", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00334-00066416-00066582": "used i would say no", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00335-00066583-00066767": "but it does stay on all day and it", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00336-00066768-00066950": "didn't smudge or flake on me which i", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00337-00066951-00067055": "really like", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00338-00067056-00067359": "and i really like the way that it really", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00339-00067360-00067487": "gave a lot of volume", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00340-00067488-00067703": "and a lot of length so it's not my", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00341-00067704-00067903": "favorite but it's not the worst either", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00342-00067904-00068055": "so the next thing we're going to try", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00343-00068056-00068303": "is the morphe this is the filter effect", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00344-00068304-00068503": "soft focus foundation", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00345-00068504-00068823": "mine is in medium 12. i do feel like", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00346-00068824-00069135": "it's a tiny bit too light for me and i'm", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00347-00069136-00069231": "going to put just", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00348-00069232-00069503": "a dropper full not a dropper full two", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00349-00069504-00069591": "drops", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00350-00069592-00069894": "of this nyx that is the dark that helps", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00351-00069895-00070055": "foundations be different a different", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00352-00070056-00070111": "color", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00353-00070112-00070319": "and this one just happens to help it be", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00354-00070320-00070447": "a little bit darker", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00355-00070448-00070615": "so i'm going to go ahead and i'm just", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00356-00070616-00070791": "going to dot this all over", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00357-00070792-00071055": "all right so this is one coat of that", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00358-00071056-00071175": "foundation", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00359-00071176-00071375": "from morphe and we will see how it", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00360-00071376-00071559": "covers so working that", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00361-00071560-00071879": "in that is one pump of it", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00362-00071880-00072143": "and it's really done a good job of", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00363-00072144-00072343": "covering everything i actually really do", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00364-00072344-00072399": "like it", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00365-00072400-00072550": "i do have a little bit of breakthrough", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00366-00072551-00072806": "right through here that's normal for me", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00367-00072807-00072999": "and i'm going to put a little bit more", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00368-00073000-00073319": "on my decollete so i will dot this", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00369-00073320-00073726": "in the troublesome areas", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00370-00073727-00073903": "and i am bringing it up underneath my", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00371-00073904-00074150": "eyes i've done that lately as a", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00372-00074151-00074494": "extra concealer trick just to", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00373-00074495-00074767": "pat away everything and mix it all", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00374-00074768-00074855": "together", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00375-00074856-00075006": "and i'm finding that i don't have to use", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00376-00075007-00075206": "as much concealer and i love that", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00377-00075207-00075391": "and then for concealer i'm using the", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00378-00075392-00075631": "morphe 2 hide and peak concealer this is", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00379-00075632-00075735": "supposed to be", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00380-00075736-00075991": "like a light to medium coverage but so", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00381-00075992-00076223": "far i found it to be quite nice", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00382-00076224-00076479": "it is just a regular doe foot applicator", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00383-00076480-00076606": "and the color", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00384-00076607-00076862": "is just a kind of a bright kind of", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00385-00076863-00077015": "peachy yellow and it's a really good", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00386-00077016-00077087": "color for me", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00387-00077088-00077375": "so as you can see i used a very very", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00388-00077376-00077559": "small amount i'm barely dotting", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00389-00077560-00077743": "in that corner right there i'm not", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00390-00077744-00077919": "putting this anywhere else", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00391-00077920-00078191": "and i'm just going to go ahead and i'm", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00392-00078192-00078247": "going to put", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00393-00078248-00078399": "put it there and i'm going to put it on", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00394-00078400-00078582": "the edge and then i'm going to connect", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00395-00078583-00078759": "the two like i said", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00396-00078760-00078975": "this is not a full coverage it's going", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00397-00078976-00079159": "on very lightly", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00398-00079160-00079431": "and it's covering up beautifully this is", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00399-00079432-00079582": "not an emollient concealer", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00400-00079583-00079838": "at all it's not a thick concealer at all", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00401-00079839-00080087": "it's very thin consistency", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00402-00080088-00080335": "and this is the you know the second one", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00403-00080336-00080519": "the second dot that i put on there", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00404-00080520-00080726": "i would definitely say that this is", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00405-00080727-00080919": "light to medium coverage this is not a", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00406-00080920-00081047": "full coverage if you need", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00407-00081048-00081206": "a thicker one you might want to look", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00408-00081207-00081423": "into that it's setting down quite", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00409-00081424-00081631": "quickly which i really do like about it", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00410-00081632-00081791": "another thing that i don't have from", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00411-00081792-00081823": "them", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00412-00081824-00082071": "is any sort of a powder so i'm just", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00413-00082072-00082231": "going to take my becca powder and i'm", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00414-00082232-00082391": "going to put it on my big brush", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00415-00082392-00082526": "that i got from ulta and i'm going to", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00416-00082527-00082767": "set those under eyes i have gotten into", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00417-00082768-00082926": "the habit of setting my under eyes with", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00418-00082927-00083094": "powder you guys but only because it's", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00419-00083095-00083231": "this becca powder", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00420-00083232-00083487": "and this brush deposits such a light", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00421-00083488-00083662": "amount that i can go across it", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00422-00083663-00083855": "and make it look perfected without it", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00423-00083856-00084023": "ever looking cakey at all", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00424-00084024-00084238": "i didn't get contour or bronzer either", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00425-00084239-00084479": "i'm using the beautiful danessa myrick's", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00426-00084480-00084679": "um this is her contour", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00427-00084680-00084967": "and i'm just using it on a big fan brush", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00428-00084968-00085055": "and i'm going to use", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00429-00085056-00085303": "it to contour a little bit and warm up", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00430-00085304-00085650": "my face some", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00431-00085651-00086231": "[Music]", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00432-00086232-00086375": "i almost forgot my inner corner", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00433-00086376-00086582": "highlight i will just go into this bone", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00434-00086583-00086703": "color right here", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00435-00086704-00086982": "i've been really enjoying having a flat", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00436-00086983-00087047": "matte", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00437-00087048-00087255": "either bone color or white color as an", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00438-00087256-00087431": "inner highlight i feel like it just", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00439-00087432-00087535": "brightens things", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00440-00087536-00087767": "up without giving more glitter in that", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00441-00087768-00088006": "area so i've been enjoying that a lot", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00442-00088007-00088287": "after my bronzer is laid down this is a", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00443-00088288-00088399": "stackable", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00444-00088400-00088687": "um this is called pink please i don't i", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00445-00088688-00088855": "don't remember what the stack is called", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00446-00088856-00089071": "but i'll put it up here on the screen", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00447-00089072-00089462": "this one is um it's got your highlighter", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00448-00089463-00089806": "and it's got a blush in there it has", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00449-00089807-00090006": "the lip balm which i will put a little", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00450-00090007-00090191": "tiny bit of that on right now while", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00451-00090192-00090462": "i am getting ready for a lipstick it", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00452-00090463-00090687": "feels so good that balm feels so good", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00453-00090688-00090999": "and then down here it has like a gloss", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00454-00091000-00091215": "so this is kind of a cream product it's", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00455-00091216-00091438": "a gloss that will go across your cheeks", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00456-00091439-00091606": "for a highlighter as well", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00457-00091607-00091791": "so i'm going to start out with using", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00458-00091792-00091982": "this highlighter underneath my blush", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00459-00091983-00092175": "this is a fan brush i've had forever", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00460-00092176-00092382": "but i will link for you another fan", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00461-00092383-00092623": "brush so that you can see i'm just", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00462-00092624-00092687": "putting this", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00463-00092688-00092950": "underneath my blush to illuminate my", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00464-00092951-00093111": "blush just a tiny bit", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00465-00093112-00093399": "i have this morphe blush this cream one", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00466-00093400-00093543": "so i might use this one", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00467-00093544-00093750": "underneath the other one and let me find", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00468-00093751-00093935": "out what the color is on this too i hate", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00469-00093936-00094015": "being blind", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00470-00094016-00094399": "fyp and so this is a cream product", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00471-00094400-00094599": "and it's a pretty color this is kind of", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00472-00094600-00094726": "a rosy color", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00473-00094727-00094991": "i'm using my angled stipple brush from", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00474-00094992-00095143": "it cosmetics", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00475-00095144-00095423": "and to pick that up this does so good", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00476-00095424-00095694": "with any cream product i love this brush", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00477-00095695-00095926": "that's tinted woo i picked up too much", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00478-00095927-00096143": "let me wipe off just a tiny bit onto my", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00479-00096144-00096247": "rag here real quick", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00480-00096248-00096599": "okay there we go now it's gonna just", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00481-00096600-00096855": "blend in beautifully i had just a little", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00482-00096856-00096935": "bit too much", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00483-00096936-00097126": "so that's very pigmented so a little bit", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00484-00097127-00097367": "goes a long ways and that is pretty", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00485-00097368-00097591": "oh my goodness isn't that pretty blush", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00486-00097592-00097718": "that's a beautiful blush", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00487-00097719-00098062": "that is just such a pretty blush okay", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00488-00098063-00098238": "now what i'm going to do is i'm going to", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00489-00098239-00098406": "take this cream balm", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00490-00098407-00098703": "that's down there this is used for a", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00491-00098704-00098782": "highlight", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00492-00098783-00099087": "but you don't want to put it on before", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00493-00099088-00099287": "you want it to make your cheeks look", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00494-00099288-00099494": "really glowy and dewy and that's what", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00495-00099495-00099711": "they're going for so i'm using this", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00496-00099712-00100015": "is the 108 brush from bk beauty it's a", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00497-00100016-00100223": "tiny precise little brush that i really", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00498-00100224-00100423": "like and it will pick up this cream", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00499-00100424-00100567": "product really well", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00500-00100568-00100743": "and i'm just going to pick that up and i", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00501-00100744-00100911": "really want you guys to see what this is", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00502-00100912-00101094": "going to do because it really does", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00503-00101095-00101415": "a pretty glow on the skin it's not going", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00504-00101416-00101606": "to make a highlighted look", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00505-00101607-00101759": "what it's going to do is it's going to", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00506-00101760-00102023": "make a glowy look this has a tiny bit of", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00507-00102024-00102150": "a tint in it", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00508-00102151-00102439": "it's just kind of a light pink tint to", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00509-00102440-00102502": "it", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00510-00102503-00102727": "it's not really got any color to it but", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00511-00102728-00102854": "what it's going to do when it gets on", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00512-00102855-00102975": "your skin", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00513-00102976-00103278": "it just makes such a nice highlight it's", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00514-00103279-00103518": "not even a normal highlight that you see", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00515-00103519-00103702": "when you put highlight under your blush", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00516-00103703-00103823": "or anything like that", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00517-00103824-00104134": "it's a glow to your skin because it is", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00518-00104135-00104318": "that balmy product", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00519-00104319-00104494": "and i think it's really pretty and i", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00520-00104495-00104663": "really think it's something special", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00521-00104664-00104943": "i love this that whole those quads i", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00522-00104944-00105143": "think there's a purple one a nude one", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00523-00105144-00105390": "a coral one they have a bunch of them", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00524-00105391-00105575": "and i was looking at getting some more", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00525-00105576-00105695": "of them because i just think they're so", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00526-00105696-00105775": "pretty", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00527-00105776-00105990": "oh my goodness i just think that is", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00528-00105991-00106207": "absolutely gorgeous i was gonna put a", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00529-00106208-00106454": "little bit of this color of blush on", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00530-00106455-00106678": "the top but i've got enough on right now", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00531-00106679-00106823": "i think i'm going to just stop there", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00532-00106824-00106966": "before i look like a clown", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00533-00106967-00107151": "this little brush right here is one of", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00534-00107152-00107271": "my trade secret", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00535-00107272-00107519": "favorite brushes this is an m168 from", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00536-00107520-00107623": "morphe", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00537-00107624-00107886": "this little brush is so fine and so", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00538-00107888-00108086": "dense that it doesn't deposit", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00539-00108088-00108383": "too much down on your eyes and what i", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00540-00108383-00108575": "want to do is i want to give just a", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00541-00108576-00108766": "little bit of definition out here on my", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00542-00108767-00108966": "outer eye now that we have all the other", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00543-00108967-00109031": "stuff", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00544-00109032-00109239": "and i'm going to use this purple i", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00545-00109240-00109407": "normally wouldn't do that", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00546-00109408-00109590": "but i want to use it because i put that", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00547-00109591-00109710": "blue a little bit", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00548-00109711-00109966": "into that water line and so i want to", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00549-00109967-00110110": "kind of blend those together and show", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00550-00110111-00110254": "those together i don't know if you can", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00551-00110255-00110415": "see that or not but i'm using a very", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00552-00110416-00110527": "small amount", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00553-00110528-00110743": "and i'm just barely going to go out here", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00554-00110744-00110871": "i'm not going to take this", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00555-00110872-00111215": "completely across i'm just barely on", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00556-00111216-00111358": "that outside right there", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00557-00111359-00111599": "using a little bit hopefully you can see", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00558-00111600-00111766": "that little edit", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00559-00111767-00112071": "added bit it just added a tiny bit of", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00560-00112072-00112207": "dimension right here", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00561-00112208-00112375": "made my eyes look a little bit more", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00562-00112376-00112543": "lifted a little bit more defined out", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00563-00112544-00112671": "there it's really pretty", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00564-00112672-00112854": "i'm going to put some bottom lashes on", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00565-00112855-00113047": "but not with that morphe one because i", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00566-00113048-00113223": "don't have enough control with it", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00567-00113224-00113447": "this is my ride or die for my bottom", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00568-00113448-00113583": "lashes you guys have seen it a million", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00569-00113583-00113766": "times is the benefit they're real", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00570-00113767-00113919": "i'm gonna put this on my bottom lash", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00571-00113920-00114151": "line now for lips they also had a trio", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00572-00114152-00114399": "of lips i think this is the one that is", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00573-00114400-00114654": "um it might be pink nude i will make", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00574-00114655-00114815": "sure i link it for it list it and link", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00575-00114816-00114927": "it for you below", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00576-00114928-00115151": "but it comes with a liner a lipstick and", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00577-00115152-00115239": "a lip gloss", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00578-00115240-00115478": "and so i'm kind of excited to try these", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00579-00115479-00115647": "but it is a very orangey looking color", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00580-00115648-00115766": "this is not a color that i would", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00581-00115767-00115871": "normally wear", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00582-00115872-00116086": "i don't like corals this looks very", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00583-00116088-00116231": "orange and it said pink", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00584-00116232-00116423": "nice consistency it went on really", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00585-00116424-00116623": "smoothly really nice and just not crazy", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00586-00116624-00116758": "about the color", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00587-00116759-00117471": "and then again this is the lipstick", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00588-00117472-00117663": "not me normally but kind of a nice", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00589-00117664-00117799": "change very nudey coral", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00590-00117800-00118110": "color and then this is the lip gloss by", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00591-00118111-00118231": "the way the lipstick is", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00592-00118232-00118463": "a creamy formula it feels very creamy", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00593-00118464-00118583": "but it is a matte", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00594-00118583-00118854": "formula or it sets down as a matte and", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00595-00118855-00118990": "then the lip gloss on top", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00596-00118991-00119278": "oh i think the lip gloss just saved it i", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00597-00119279-00119431": "always love lip gloss you guys know i'm", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00598-00119432-00119558": "such a lip gloss girl", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00599-00119559-00119727": "if i'm being honest with you i'm gonna", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00600-00119728-00119902": "eventually go and i'm gonna change this", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00601-00119903-00119966": "coral", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00602-00119967-00120207": "or this nude coral out because it's just", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00603-00120208-00120414": "one that i probably would not get along", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00604-00120415-00120495": "with very well", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00605-00120496-00120686": "but i'll tell you what might be fun is", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00606-00120688-00120863": "i'm going to put my finger in that balm", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00607-00120864-00120927": "that went", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00608-00120928-00121134": "on the cheeks and i'm going to tap this", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00609-00121135-00121286": "in the middle to just make it a little", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00610-00121288-00121510": "bit brighter", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00611-00121511-00121814": "oh look that just that just did it", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00612-00121815-00122166": "oh wow that just made it look so much", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00613-00122167-00122375": "better because it's dimensional now", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00614-00122376-00122575": "instead of just being all three of those", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00615-00122576-00122686": "the same color", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00616-00122688-00122934": "so i think if i was gonna order again", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00617-00122935-00123143": "the lip products i like all of them they", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00618-00123144-00123407": "actually all felt really good on my lips", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00619-00123408-00123558": "i think if i was going to order again i", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00620-00123559-00123719": "would order different colors because i", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00621-00123720-00123902": "do like a dimensional look on my lips", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00622-00123903-00124078": "because my lips are smaller", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00623-00124079-00124407": "putting a darker lip liner and then", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00624-00124408-00124663": "a lighter lipstick and an even lighter", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00625-00124664-00124758": "lip gloss", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00626-00124759-00124951": "really helps make my lips look a little", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00627-00124952-00125151": "bit bigger so i probably would do", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00628-00125152-00125478": "that that way and so this is the final", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00629-00125479-00125527": "look", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00630-00125528-00125758": "on that i hope that you did enjoy seeing", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00631-00125759-00125934": "a bunch of morphe products", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00632-00125935-00126199": "in action i enjoyed bringing this to you", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00633-00126200-00126383": "and i love you for sticking with me i", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00634-00126383-00126510": "just appreciate", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00635-00126511-00126727": "all of your time with me and your", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00636-00126728-00126934": "comments and everything", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00637-00126935-00127143": "love you guys so very much please take", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00638-00127144-00127263": "care of yourselves", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00639-00127264-00127454": "and i will catch you all in my next", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00640-00127455-00127599": "video have a good week", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00641-00127600-00129175": "or weekend bye friends", "jW-5CsIeBYg-00642-00129176-00129383": "you"}}]