[{"audio_id": "lAzRT4hpDM4", "text": {"lAzRT4hpDM4-00000-00000017-00000247": "the worldwide Centers of Commerce", "lAzRT4hpDM4-00001-00000248-00000526": "indexes an index of the world cities by", "lAzRT4hpDM4-00002-00000527-00000836": "MasterCard using seven evaluative", "lAzRT4hpDM4-00003-00000836-00001129": "dimensions it provides rankings for 75", "lAzRT4hpDM4-00004-00001130-00002012": "leading commercial cities topic 2008", "lAzRT4hpDM4-00005-00002013-00002708": "rankings as of 2008 the top 75", "lAzRT4hpDM4-00006-00002709-00002915": "commercial centers according to the", "lAzRT4hpDM4-00007-00002916-00003146": "worldwide centres of commerce index in", "lAzRT4hpDM4-00008-00003147-00003824": "the world our topic countries with", "lAzRT4hpDM4-00009-00003825-00004844": "cities on the list by region topic see", "lAzRT4hpDM4-00010-00004845-00005461": "also emerging markets index another", "lAzRT4hpDM4-00011-00005462-00005786": "index by MasterCard"}}, {"audio_id": "lAFEweqwEE8", "text": {"lAFEweqwEE8-00000-00000135-00000430": "[Music]", "lAFEweqwEE8-00001-00000431-00000615": "hey fam welcome back to my channel it is", "lAFEweqwEE8-00002-00000616-00000790": "i idf if you're new to my channel", "lAFEweqwEE8-00003-00000791-00000943": "welcome and if you're returning back", "lAFEweqwEE8-00004-00000944-00001143": "welcome back before i get started please", "lAFEweqwEE8-00005-00001144-00001270": "don't forget to like share comment and", "lAFEweqwEE8-00006-00001271-00001358": "subscribe", "lAFEweqwEE8-00007-00001359-00001535": "and also follow me on the social media", "lAFEweqwEE8-00008-00001536-00001734": "platform because it does help out", "lAFEweqwEE8-00009-00001735-00001959": "so before i get started i do want to say", "lAFEweqwEE8-00010-00001960-00002215": "rfp to sicily tyson i mean", "lAFEweqwEE8-00011-00002216-00002375": "what can we say about a woman like that", "lAFEweqwEE8-00012-00002376-00002567": "she was one in the 20s", "lAFEweqwEE8-00013-00002568-00002879": "i think 1927. and she got to live until", "lAFEweqwEE8-00014-00002880-00003118": "2021 it's just like ah i mean", "lAFEweqwEE8-00015-00003119-00003295": "to me i think she's someone who has", "lAFEweqwEE8-00016-00003296-00003599": "transitioned at it late age you know 96", "lAFEweqwEE8-00017-00003600-00003775": "is very old you know she's been on earth", "lAFEweqwEE8-00018-00003776-00003903": "for nine centuries", "lAFEweqwEE8-00019-00003904-00004199": "i'm sorry nine decades and almost a", "lAFEweqwEE8-00020-00004200-00004359": "century years old so that's a lot to", "lAFEweqwEE8-00021-00004360-00004559": "take in for one human being", "lAFEweqwEE8-00022-00004560-00004943": "she's seen america in many facets but", "lAFEweqwEE8-00023-00004944-00005215": "also her artistry was just amazing i", "lAFEweqwEE8-00024-00005216-00005391": "mean the first time i became", "lAFEweqwEE8-00025-00005392-00005615": "aware of cicely tyson is in roots of", "lAFEweqwEE8-00026-00005616-00005695": "course", "lAFEweqwEE8-00027-00005696-00005886": "um which was a book written by alex", "lAFEweqwEE8-00028-00005887-00006022": "haley but", "lAFEweqwEE8-00029-00006023-00006263": "sister rbdu and i do want to say happy", "lAFEweqwEE8-00030-00006264-00006478": "black history month i know i'm not as", "lAFEweqwEE8-00031-00006479-00006559": "very like", "lAFEweqwEE8-00032-00006559-00006783": "um dressed up my other black history", "lAFEweqwEE8-00033-00006784-00006910": "month video was pretty like", "lAFEweqwEE8-00034-00006911-00007270": "i'm here for the black red and green but", "lAFEweqwEE8-00035-00007272-00007398": "i don't know this is not that i don't", "lAFEweqwEE8-00036-00007400-00007574": "feel festive i feel very festive even", "lAFEweqwEE8-00037-00007575-00007734": "though i have to do everything virtually", "lAFEweqwEE8-00038-00007736-00007942": "because this outside is obviously closed", "lAFEweqwEE8-00039-00007943-00008023": "but", "lAFEweqwEE8-00040-00008023-00008271": "um that's super very happy they're not", "lAFEweqwEE8-00041-00008272-00008399": "trying to push any you know", "lAFEweqwEE8-00042-00008400-00008599": "sad stuff down out y'all know that let's", "lAFEweqwEE8-00043-00008600-00008846": "talk about slavery that's just like", "lAFEweqwEE8-00044-00008847-00009199": "oh all right all right anything else", "lAFEweqwEE8-00045-00009200-00009583": "okay the trauma olympics all right the", "lAFEweqwEE8-00046-00009584-00009687": "porno", "lAFEweqwEE8-00047-00009688-00009983": "but um yes happy like this reminds all", "lAFEweqwEE8-00048-00009984-00010135": "my fellow black folks what's up", "lAFEweqwEE8-00049-00010136-00010310": "so anyway let's talk about why we're", "lAFEweqwEE8-00050-00010311-00010455": "here um i", "lAFEweqwEE8-00051-00010456-00010791": "am going to start documenting my uh", "lAFEweqwEE8-00052-00010792-00010935": "my natural hair journey i may have been", "lAFEweqwEE8-00053-00010936-00011142": "natural since i've been 14 and because", "lAFEweqwEE8-00054-00011143-00011335": "i always was a fan of youtube as a", "lAFEweqwEE8-00055-00011336-00011495": "watcher not really a", "lAFEweqwEE8-00056-00011496-00011727": "uh artist but i remember when i was", "lAFEweqwEE8-00057-00011728-00011919": "young and i would just spend all of my", "lAFEweqwEE8-00058-00011920-00012095": "allowance money on hair products the", "lAFEweqwEE8-00059-00012096-00012151": "denman", "lAFEweqwEE8-00060-00012152-00012463": "brush this the denman brush 2.50", "lAFEweqwEE8-00061-00012464-00012695": "mixed chicks but i'm clearly not mixed", "lAFEweqwEE8-00062-00012696-00012927": "the mistakes were valid and very", "lAFEweqwEE8-00063-00012928-00013207": "i'm so happy i didn't have the balls to", "lAFEweqwEE8-00064-00013208-00013247": "um", "lAFEweqwEE8-00065-00013247-00013486": "put that on camera so i cut my hair in", "lAFEweqwEE8-00066-00013487-00013566": "november", "lAFEweqwEE8-00067-00013568-00013735": "and i haven't seen a barber since then", "lAFEweqwEE8-00068-00013736-00013951": "so it's been three months february 1st", "lAFEweqwEE8-00069-00013952-00014183": "so it's been three months and um the", "lAFEweqwEE8-00070-00014184-00014430": "growth is very fast i mean", "lAFEweqwEE8-00071-00014431-00014686": "i know there's this type of belief that", "lAFEweqwEE8-00072-00014687-00014919": "4c here or black", "lAFEweqwEE8-00073-00014919-00015350": "kinky curly hair doesn't grow", "lAFEweqwEE8-00074-00015351-00015527": "they lie into y'all i mean maybe for", "lAFEweqwEE8-00075-00015528-00015686": "some people this is not enough but for", "lAFEweqwEE8-00076-00015687-00015863": "me this is very normal i mean even for", "lAFEweqwEE8-00077-00015863-00015983": "me when i got my hair cut", "lAFEweqwEE8-00078-00015984-00016207": "i i will start to generate hair like", "lAFEweqwEE8-00079-00016208-00016366": "within three days i would see like", "lAFEweqwEE8-00080-00016368-00016639": "growth anyway nonetheless i also feel", "lAFEweqwEE8-00081-00016640-00016815": "like i don't really trust a lot of folks", "lAFEweqwEE8-00082-00016816-00016863": "here", "lAFEweqwEE8-00083-00016864-00017247": "um in um the texas city that i'm in", "lAFEweqwEE8-00084-00017248-00017527": "i live in a city where it's very like um", "lAFEweqwEE8-00085-00017528-00017615": "there's a lot of", "lAFEweqwEE8-00086-00017616-00017807": "i just when it comes to my hair i'm very", "lAFEweqwEE8-00087-00017808-00017967": "like skeptical about people", "lAFEweqwEE8-00088-00017968-00018183": "who have had two mistakes here i think", "lAFEweqwEE8-00089-00018184-00018311": "i'm at a age of my life for this for my", "lAFEweqwEE8-00090-00018312-00018399": "hair to grow too so", "lAFEweqwEE8-00091-00018400-00018583": "um enough talking let me get started", "lAFEweqwEE8-00092-00018584-00018767": "with the products that i use and then", "lAFEweqwEE8-00093-00018768-00018975": "can go from there i hope y'all can see", "lAFEweqwEE8-00094-00018976-00019335": "that", "lAFEweqwEE8-00095-00019336-00019679": "he was in el fafia and i um", "lAFEweqwEE8-00096-00019680-00019919": "it was the shea butter for me baby i was", "lAFEweqwEE8-00097-00019920-00020086": "looking up black on you know", "lAFEweqwEE8-00098-00020087-00020358": "hair suppliers or hair products and when", "lAFEweqwEE8-00099-00020359-00020567": "i mean black i mean like really black", "lAFEweqwEE8-00100-00020568-00020727": "and i know pink lotion black", "lAFEweqwEE8-00101-00020728-00020958": "obviously those days are over i remember", "lAFEweqwEE8-00102-00020959-00021047": "those days", "lAFEweqwEE8-00103-00021048-00021239": "pink oh pink gloss needs to go in my", "lAFEweqwEE8-00104-00021240-00021383": "hair a lot", "lAFEweqwEE8-00105-00021384-00021671": "but so um i came across this and i", "lAFEweqwEE8-00106-00021672-00021822": "started reading reviews on it", "lAFEweqwEE8-00107-00021823-00022094": "and it was like a no go for me i went", "lAFEweqwEE8-00108-00022095-00022183": "right for it", "lAFEweqwEE8-00109-00022184-00022407": "for me i've used shea moisture carol's", "lAFEweqwEE8-00110-00022408-00022511": "daughter i've used", "lAFEweqwEE8-00111-00022512-00022711": "and i like them but this one so far", "lAFEweqwEE8-00112-00022712-00022855": "isn't the top lead of course i'll be", "lAFEweqwEE8-00113-00022856-00023014": "doing more hair reviews but", "lAFEweqwEE8-00114-00023015-00023191": "to me this is a start to a staple", "lAFEweqwEE8-00115-00023192-00023327": "product i'm just saying and i'm not", "lAFEweqwEE8-00116-00023328-00023455": "going to pay to say this y'all know i'm", "lAFEweqwEE8-00117-00023456-00023494": "not", "lAFEweqwEE8-00118-00023495-00023630": "yeah i know if i was i would have been", "lAFEweqwEE8-00119-00023631-00023863": "said it next is the camille rose", "lAFEweqwEE8-00120-00023864-00023958": "moroccan pier", "lAFEweqwEE8-00121-00023959-00024247": "conditioning custard chow i've heard", "lAFEweqwEE8-00122-00024248-00024414": "nothing but good reviews about camille", "lAFEweqwEE8-00123-00024415-00024455": "rose", "lAFEweqwEE8-00124-00024456-00024663": "another black owned staple again i", "lAFEweqwEE8-00125-00024664-00024814": "haven't been using it a lot because i've", "lAFEweqwEE8-00126-00024815-00024999": "been trying to use up my miss jessie's", "lAFEweqwEE8-00127-00025000-00025094": "like a", "lAFEweqwEE8-00128-00025095-00025399": "crawler or custard and until i'm done", "lAFEweqwEE8-00129-00025400-00025591": "with that i like how that makes my hair", "lAFEweqwEE8-00130-00025592-00025831": "look", "lAFEweqwEE8-00131-00025832-00026143": "cool you look a little rough i'm also at", "lAFEweqwEE8-00132-00026144-00026327": "a stage in my life where i have the twa", "lAFEweqwEE8-00133-00026327-00026743": "basically a teeny weeny afro so it's", "lAFEweqwEE8-00134-00026744-00026951": "ciao it's like an awkward stage for me", "lAFEweqwEE8-00135-00026952-00027070": "that's where the big chop again that", "lAFEweqwEE8-00136-00027072-00027207": "video here so you guys can watch it", "lAFEweqwEE8-00137-00027208-00027327": "i've been wanting to cut my hair a lot", "lAFEweqwEE8-00138-00027327-00027511": "because i see other boy girls on instant", "lAFEweqwEE8-00139-00027512-00027807": "i'm just like", "lAFEweqwEE8-00140-00027808-00027990": "that outfit the scenery i just", "lAFEweqwEE8-00141-00027991-00028127": "everything is just so electric and i", "lAFEweqwEE8-00142-00028127-00028311": "feel like i was more", "lAFEweqwEE8-00143-00028312-00028470": "i feel like i don't know i feel like", "lAFEweqwEE8-00144-00028472-00028599": "it's just more endearing when you're", "lAFEweqwEE8-00145-00028600-00028790": "bald headed but i'm going to try here", "lAFEweqwEE8-00146-00028791-00028918": "again i just want to see how i look my", "lAFEweqwEE8-00147-00028919-00028999": "hair again", "lAFEweqwEE8-00148-00029000-00029143": "big frog i just want to see how that was", "lAFEweqwEE8-00149-00029144-00029351": "could y'all imagine it", "lAFEweqwEE8-00150-00029352-00029655": "okay um but after that frog was here i'm", "lAFEweqwEE8-00151-00029656-00029790": "gonna be just like um", "lAFEweqwEE8-00152-00029791-00029999": "african export and shout outs to her", "lAFEweqwEE8-00153-00030000-00030158": "she's at youtube oh gee i don't know", "lAFEweqwEE8-00154-00030160-00030302": "where she's been but girl come back we", "lAFEweqwEE8-00155-00030303-00030455": "love you we'll miss you but", "lAFEweqwEE8-00156-00030456-00030774": "um after i get my big offroad erica", "lAFEweqwEE8-00157-00030775-00030879": "barnu style", "lAFEweqwEE8-00158-00030880-00031007": "i'ma cut it all back off because that'd", "lAFEweqwEE8-00159-00031008-00031199": "be like being bold but", "lAFEweqwEE8-00160-00031200-00031399": "we shall see anyway moving on to my next", "lAFEweqwEE8-00161-00031400-00031583": "product i'm i'm talking too much", "lAFEweqwEE8-00162-00031583-00031807": "we got the miss jesse's jelly soft curls", "lAFEweqwEE8-00163-00031808-00032023": "um this is a staple for me too", "lAFEweqwEE8-00164-00032024-00032279": "because it's supposedly not gel i think", "lAFEweqwEE8-00165-00032280-00032423": "it's like a fancy version of gel but", "lAFEweqwEE8-00166-00032424-00032527": "don't tell nobody", "lAFEweqwEE8-00167-00032527-00032662": "again i'm not being sponsored for", "lAFEweqwEE8-00168-00032663-00032790": "anything so i'm keeping it locked", "lAFEweqwEE8-00169-00032791-00032895": "obviously but", "lAFEweqwEE8-00170-00032896-00033095": "the miss jessie's jelly soft pro i love", "lAFEweqwEE8-00171-00033096-00033246": "the way it makes my hair feel and i have", "lAFEweqwEE8-00172-00033247-00033335": "4c texture", "lAFEweqwEE8-00173-00033336-00033559": "i really don't know my hair texture but", "lAFEweqwEE8-00174-00033560-00033711": "i'm going to tell y'all it's 4c", "lAFEweqwEE8-00175-00033712-00034071": "i feel like my hair is very kinky um", "lAFEweqwEE8-00176-00034072-00034215": "i don't know at this point i just have", "lAFEweqwEE8-00177-00034216-00034374": "to go to like a hair salon", "lAFEweqwEE8-00178-00034375-00034583": "and have a black woman just kind of just", "lAFEweqwEE8-00179-00034584-00034759": "cruise through my scalp and be like", "lAFEweqwEE8-00180-00034760-00034815": "that's", "lAFEweqwEE8-00181-00034816-00035039": "uh for something you know i don't know", "lAFEweqwEE8-00182-00035040-00035118": "for sure", "lAFEweqwEE8-00183-00035119-00035311": "but um and i don't know if my hair is", "lAFEweqwEE8-00184-00035312-00035574": "low porosity or high porosity i don't", "lAFEweqwEE8-00185-00035575-00035639": "know", "lAFEweqwEE8-00186-00035640-00035830": "i'm just gonna be we're gonna be", "lAFEweqwEE8-00187-00035831-00036015": "learning together okay because i don't", "lAFEweqwEE8-00188-00036016-00036087": "know", "lAFEweqwEE8-00189-00036088-00036239": "but again maybe when i'm back in new", "lAFEweqwEE8-00190-00036240-00036430": "york i'm gonna go to a hair salon and", "lAFEweqwEE8-00191-00036431-00036583": "have them figure it out for me right now", "lAFEweqwEE8-00192-00036584-00036727": "it's just experience and i live in a", "lAFEweqwEE8-00193-00036728-00036815": "city again where", "lAFEweqwEE8-00194-00036816-00037271": "just the people who look like me", "lAFEweqwEE8-00195-00037272-00037551": "no not much luck no my next product is", "lAFEweqwEE8-00196-00037552-00037735": "the aussie three minute miracle moist", "lAFEweqwEE8-00197-00037736-00038007": "i mean come on the name is it's already", "lAFEweqwEE8-00198-00038008-00038111": "in the name", "lAFEweqwEE8-00199-00038112-00038311": "another long time product of mine laila", "lAFEweqwEE8-00200-00038312-00038479": "washington got me on i mean layla", "lAFEweqwEE8-00201-00038480-00038671": "washington is here gold i mean her hair", "lAFEweqwEE8-00202-00038672-00038815": "is like out here", "lAFEweqwEE8-00203-00038816-00039015": "she's got a descendant so she has a", "lAFEweqwEE8-00204-00039016-00039230": "beautiful smile beautiful skin she got a", "lAFEweqwEE8-00205-00039231-00039430": "gap in her teeth too just like moi", "lAFEweqwEE8-00206-00039431-00039583": "let me stop gushing over people being a", "lAFEweqwEE8-00207-00039584-00039743": "groupie but no she", "lAFEweqwEE8-00208-00039744-00039983": "definitely got me shopping for this and", "lAFEweqwEE8-00209-00039984-00040143": "when i first put onto this aussie", "lAFEweqwEE8-00210-00040144-00040351": "product um i live in new york city and a", "lAFEweqwEE8-00211-00040352-00040446": "lot of the times", "lAFEweqwEE8-00212-00040447-00040590": "you couldn't get this product unless it", "lAFEweqwEE8-00213-00040591-00040790": "was in walmart so i used to spend money", "lAFEweqwEE8-00214-00040791-00040823": "on", "lAFEweqwEE8-00215-00040824-00041079": "shipping okay from walmart because we", "lAFEweqwEE8-00216-00041080-00041183": "don't have one in new york city unless", "lAFEweqwEE8-00217-00041184-00041246": "you go to like", "lAFEweqwEE8-00218-00041247-00041455": "long island somewhere to area i don't", "lAFEweqwEE8-00219-00041456-00041567": "know but", "lAFEweqwEE8-00220-00041568-00041799": "um i basically used to pay a whole lot", "lAFEweqwEE8-00221-00041800-00041943": "of money just to get like a five dollar", "lAFEweqwEE8-00222-00041944-00042127": "product", "lAFEweqwEE8-00223-00042128-00042262": "i was that desperate but now that i'm in", "lAFEweqwEE8-00224-00042263-00042399": "an area where i can go to walmart and", "lAFEweqwEE8-00225-00042400-00042687": "it's nothing but you know a few minutes", "lAFEweqwEE8-00226-00042688-00042958": "and cheaper it's a game changer and plus", "lAFEweqwEE8-00227-00042959-00043127": "again it's all about moisture if you", "lAFEweqwEE8-00228-00043128-00043246": "know anything about", "lAFEweqwEE8-00229-00043247-00043455": "4c here sisters you know that we need", "lAFEweqwEE8-00230-00043456-00043662": "moisture and i think my hair in", "lAFEweqwEE8-00231-00043663-00043774": "particular", "lAFEweqwEE8-00232-00043775-00043951": "well i'm about to say something that i", "lAFEweqwEE8-00233-00043952-00044102": "might you have to correct me", "lAFEweqwEE8-00234-00044103-00044287": "but i feel like my hair drinks a product", "lAFEweqwEE8-00235-00044288-00044423": "so moisture to me", "lAFEweqwEE8-00236-00044424-00044687": "is just like music to my ears like okay", "lAFEweqwEE8-00237-00044688-00044815": "need it want it got it", "lAFEweqwEE8-00238-00044816-00045030": "water in a bottle you know we just need", "lAFEweqwEE8-00239-00045031-00045167": "our", "lAFEweqwEE8-00240-00045168-00045543": "oh ciao daily spritz and don't worry", "lAFEweqwEE8-00241-00045544-00045639": "it's nothing bad", "lAFEweqwEE8-00242-00045640-00045943": "for me it's just water um olive oil and", "lAFEweqwEE8-00243-00045944-00046062": "jojoba oil", "lAFEweqwEE8-00244-00046063-00046271": "um yeah i can use any of the oils this", "lAFEweqwEE8-00245-00046272-00046486": "is just me i'm just a starter girl i", "lAFEweqwEE8-00246-00046487-00046623": "don't really know what i really need i", "lAFEweqwEE8-00247-00046624-00046799": "don't know what i need exactly but i'm", "lAFEweqwEE8-00248-00046800-00046862": "trying", "lAFEweqwEE8-00249-00046863-00047030": "moisture because i feel like with 4c", "lAFEweqwEE8-00250-00047031-00047271": "here i need moisture in my scalp", "lAFEweqwEE8-00251-00047272-00047462": "okay um and thank god i do have a", "lAFEweqwEE8-00252-00047463-00047590": "moisturized scalp because i don't have", "lAFEweqwEE8-00253-00047591-00047671": "any dandruff", "lAFEweqwEE8-00254-00047672-00047958": "anything like that thank you god but um", "lAFEweqwEE8-00255-00047959-00048095": "and my edges are intact", "lAFEweqwEE8-00256-00048096-00048407": "hello so", "lAFEweqwEE8-00257-00048408-00048567": "those are my words of the naturals not", "lAFEweqwEE8-00258-00048568-00048807": "having a bad scalp and um no edges okay", "lAFEweqwEE8-00259-00048808-00048974": "so i think i might actually do monthly", "lAFEweqwEE8-00260-00048975-00049158": "uploads about my natural hair i think i", "lAFEweqwEE8-00261-00049159-00049318": "kind of want to shift my channel a bit", "lAFEweqwEE8-00262-00049319-00049439": "because", "lAFEweqwEE8-00263-00049440-00049583": "i talk too damn much about the other", "lAFEweqwEE8-00264-00049584-00049727": "stuff that i usually talk about if you", "lAFEweqwEE8-00265-00049728-00049839": "know where that", "lAFEweqwEE8-00266-00049840-00049951": "if you get the drift that i'm putting", "lAFEweqwEE8-00267-00049952-00050151": "out here but i'm going to do monthly", "lAFEweqwEE8-00268-00050152-00050327": "uploads i'm definitely going to try", "lAFEweqwEE8-00269-00050328-00050495": "products i really want to try the issa", "lAFEweqwEE8-00270-00050496-00050662": "ray hair product i think it's a really", "lAFEweqwEE8-00271-00050663-00050727": "cute", "lAFEweqwEE8-00272-00050728-00050911": "like design for the containers and stuff", "lAFEweqwEE8-00273-00050912-00051086": "but i want to see", "lAFEweqwEE8-00274-00051087-00051335": "what the hype is all about okay so i'm", "lAFEweqwEE8-00275-00051336-00051463": "gonna be doing reviews on my channel", "lAFEweqwEE8-00276-00051464-00051582": "again right now", "lAFEweqwEE8-00277-00051583-00051766": "um elephant i think that's what you call", "lAFEweqwEE8-00278-00051767-00052007": "it um they're stapled thus far they make", "lAFEweqwEE8-00279-00052008-00052158": "my hair feel luscious", "lAFEweqwEE8-00280-00052159-00052319": "and i'm talking about shampoo and", "lAFEweqwEE8-00281-00052320-00052535": "conditioner", "lAFEweqwEE8-00282-00052536-00052687": "usually shampoo dries your hair out", "lAFEweqwEE8-00283-00052688-00052838": "right so you have to always go in and", "lAFEweqwEE8-00284-00052839-00052919": "condition it", "lAFEweqwEE8-00285-00052920-00053111": "and sometimes the 4c system i'll leave", "lAFEweqwEE8-00286-00053112-00053247": "the conditioner in my hair for a minute", "lAFEweqwEE8-00287-00053248-00053350": "and put a bag over it", "lAFEweqwEE8-00288-00053351-00053623": "because i don't do oh my god i might do", "lAFEweqwEE8-00289-00053624-00053750": "another video on this", "lAFEweqwEE8-00290-00053751-00054087": "on terminologies but anyway fam um", "lAFEweqwEE8-00291-00054088-00054223": "thank you so much for tuning in for my", "lAFEweqwEE8-00292-00054224-00054391": "three month update and i", "lAFEweqwEE8-00293-00054391-00054559": "cannot wait to and i can't wait to see", "lAFEweqwEE8-00294-00054560-00054786": "you guys in my next video bye", "lAFEweqwEE8-00295-00054787-00055710": "[Music]"}}, {"audio_id": "lBi8InoJft0", "text": {"lBi8InoJft0-00000-00000006-00001673": "[Music]", "lBi8InoJft0-00001-00001673-00002032": "I was livid if everybody's doing well", "lBi8InoJft0-00002-00002034-00002375": "why in this video as it says brother", "lBi8InoJft0-00003-00002376-00002735": "total toothpaste yeah I know everybody", "lBi8InoJft0-00004-00002736-00002915": "has to face to help this the one I have", "lBi8InoJft0-00005-00002916-00003326": "at home yeah is to me in a time", "lBi8InoJft0-00006-00003327-00003434": "situations I'm just gonna go straight", "lBi8InoJft0-00007-00003435-00003476": "into it", "lBi8InoJft0-00008-00003477-00003758": "touch touch situation this is too heavy", "lBi8InoJft0-00009-00003759-00004204": "to me this is just far too heavy so you", "lBi8InoJft0-00010-00004205-00004436": "can buy these travel by ones this is a", "lBi8InoJft0-00011-00004437-00004721": "light Scavo star one but even still", "lBi8InoJft0-00012-00004722-00004985": "that's 75 milk so that's roughly 70", "lBi8InoJft0-00013-00004986-00005371": "maybe 80 80 grams with the container", "lBi8InoJft0-00014-00005372-00005675": "this is still far too heavy invited it's", "lBi8InoJft0-00015-00005676-00005831": "nice and thin but they want but still", "lBi8InoJft0-00016-00005832-00006122": "quite bulky and I know there's other", "lBi8InoJft0-00017-00006123-00006242": "things as well like the toothpaste", "lBi8InoJft0-00018-00006243-00006448": "powder iCarly", "lBi8InoJft0-00019-00006450-00006745": "just a fantastic but if you idiot if you", "lBi8InoJft0-00020-00006747-00006878": "actually reach the bucket properly you", "lBi8InoJft0-00021-00006879-00006983": "know actually supposed to push it to you", "lBi8InoJft0-00022-00006984-00007181": "everyday via this stuff so how many to", "lBi8InoJft0-00023-00007181-00007352": "can do some damage and as you can see I", "lBi8InoJft0-00024-00007353-00007766": "think not using every day when out on", "lBi8InoJft0-00025-00007767-00008002": "the bow and this is the one I take this", "lBi8InoJft0-00026-00008003-00008764": "will you know yeah it's good huh okay it", "lBi8InoJft0-00027-00008765-00009110": "it's not bulky but this one this bolt", "lBi8InoJft0-00028-00009111-00009323": "and polka dot how much these are those", "lBi8InoJft0-00029-00009324-00009671": "do spot all things about this for ages", "lBi8InoJft0-00030-00009672-00009934": "as you can see it's our phone Mel and", "lBi8InoJft0-00031-00009935-00010253": "done yeah it's good", "lBi8InoJft0-00032-00010254-00010639": "as I said he's do my opinion are too", "lBi8InoJft0-00033-00010640-00010859": "heavy they're too bulky and yeah I'm", "lBi8InoJft0-00034-00010860-00011357": "reliable I have so many times being out", "lBi8InoJft0-00035-00011358-00011531": "so much in heard of one of these bottles", "lBi8InoJft0-00036-00011532-00011807": "they don't me I kind of give up now I've", "lBi8InoJft0-00037-00011808-00011966": "dumped even one occurring even the", "lBi8InoJft0-00038-00011967-00012128": "troubles I want I don't buy carry", "lBi8InoJft0-00039-00012129-00012274": "anymore contagious unreliable", "lBi8InoJft0-00040-00012275-00012481": "there's many is quite better because", "lBi8InoJft0-00041-00012482-00012683": "it's more solid container as you can see", "lBi8InoJft0-00042-00012684-00013049": "it's a pure plastic container but same", "lBi8InoJft0-00043-00013050-00013709": "again it's unreliable at softener Sophia", "lBi8InoJft0-00044-00013710-00014003": "there's power stuff it's good but yeah", "lBi8InoJft0-00045-00014004-00014113": "as I said you can't use it every day", "lBi8InoJft0-00046-00014115-00014237": "view which instructions even though I", "lBi8InoJft0-00047-00014238-00014524": "was using it for a week every day and", "lBi8InoJft0-00048-00014525-00014788": "happen no different", "lBi8InoJft0-00049-00014790-00015065": "the same again it's unreliable because", "lBi8InoJft0-00050-00015066-00015388": "that stuff will if I guess what", "lBi8InoJft0-00051-00015390-00015730": "they're clumsy and horrible and trust me", "lBi8InoJft0-00052-00015731-00015994": "it's not good nice when you have it and", "lBi8InoJft0-00053-00015995-00016166": "don't come I guess by the way it comes", "lBi8InoJft0-00054-00016166-00016355": "in a pot I have to get a pot one day and", "lBi8InoJft0-00055-00016356-00016742": "show you I do that hot tea on how I do", "lBi8InoJft0-00056-00016743-00016994": "this up but yeah same again the way just", "lBi8InoJft0-00057-00016995-00017486": "it's good I like it I do use it yeah but", "lBi8InoJft0-00058-00017487-00017921": "now one piece of kick they've only just", "lBi8InoJft0-00059-00017922-00018202": "been released recently and that's these", "lBi8InoJft0-00060-00018203-00018596": "listened on the gold table and I'm sorry", "lBi8InoJft0-00061-00018597-00018905": "to say this but do not buy these these", "lBi8InoJft0-00062-00018906-00019336": "are too young they don't clean you've", "lBi8InoJft0-00063-00019337-00019522": "been on clean your teeth they don't when", "lBi8InoJft0-00064-00019523-00019681": "they say that and the only advert in", "lBi8InoJft0-00065-00019682-00019981": "terms of liquid they've done unless you", "lBi8InoJft0-00066-00019982-00020128": "add water to it that's the only time", "lBi8InoJft0-00067-00020129-00020327": "we'll try to liquid they don't their", "lBi8InoJft0-00068-00020328-00020891": "water yeah and I wish good volume take", "lBi8InoJft0-00069-00020892-00021175": "two if I wish identify these and I'd", "lBi8InoJft0-00070-00021176-00021319": "advise you the guys to stay away from", "lBi8InoJft0-00071-00021320-00021515": "these but you're gonna do get something", "lBi8InoJft0-00072-00021516-00021715": "yeah what's going to take up less space", "lBi8InoJft0-00073-00021716-00022287": "yet if this probably these stuff garbage", "lBi8InoJft0-00074-00022288-00022531": "right now the thing I've recently got", "lBi8InoJft0-00075-00022532-00023039": "empty they are like these a hundred and", "lBi8InoJft0-00076-00023040-00023294": "ten deserve better and I mean a hundred", "lBi8InoJft0-00077-00023295-00023678": "terms about and that is", "lBi8InoJft0-00078-00023679-00024299": "toothpaste out or do pavement up the I", "lBi8InoJft0-00079-00024300-00024997": "like these but they are better but one", "lBi8InoJft0-00080-00024998-00025199": "there was tightly in here there's not", "lBi8InoJft0-00081-00025200-00025238": "anymore", "lBi8InoJft0-00082-00025239-00025496": "that cameras in here they're tiny as", "lBi8InoJft0-00083-00025497-00025565": "hell", "lBi8InoJft0-00084-00025566-00026158": "compared to this I can fit I'm fine 120", "lBi8InoJft0-00085-00026158-00026533": "in the next couple weeks I've been using", "lBi8InoJft0-00086-00026535-00026681": "these this is the trial path I've been", "lBi8InoJft0-00087-00026682-00026954": "using for a while and I've been enjoying", "lBi8InoJft0-00088-00026955-00027185": "using them though they don't like about", "lBi8InoJft0-00089-00027186-00027733": "them the taste tasted very strong but", "lBi8InoJft0-00090-00027735-00028331": "they are good yeah so I'm going to start", "lBi8InoJft0-00091-00028332-00028505": "putting some of these in my Park bears", "lBi8InoJft0-00092-00028506-00028661": "or two lighter they're so much easier to", "lBi8InoJft0-00093-00028662-00028939": "park I'm not exactly in this paper by", "lBi8InoJft0-00094-00028941-00029233": "because practice big crazy and stupid at", "lBi8InoJft0-00095-00029235-00029377": "the same time I'm gonna pack them into a", "lBi8InoJft0-00096-00029378-00029792": "tent and I'll let you know more I've", "lBi8InoJft0-00097-00029793-00029968": "been using them but yeah it's just so", "lBi8InoJft0-00098-00029969-00030164": "many different types of toothpastes", "lBi8InoJft0-00099-00030164-00030404": "basically what to face wax for you this", "lBi8InoJft0-00100-00030405-00030623": "one works for me at the moment and maybe", "lBi8InoJft0-00101-00030624-00030877": "in a couple months it may not so yeah", "lBi8InoJft0-00102-00030878-00031076": "don't only that there goes thank you", "lBi8InoJft0-00103-00031077-00031280": "very much for watching the whole free", "lBi8InoJft0-00104-00031281-00031499": "list has not been a born video and we're", "lBi8InoJft0-00105-00031500-00031892": "seriously", "lBi8InoJft0-00106-00031893-00032887": "[Music]"}}, {"audio_id": "lBihAwEucq4", "text": {"lBihAwEucq4-00000-00000514-00001377": "[Music]", "lBihAwEucq4-00001-00001378-00001672": "this exclusive forecast is provided by", "lBihAwEucq4-00002-00001673-00001926": "wlky weather whenever you need the", "lBihAwEucq4-00003-00001927-00002221": "forecast just ask what Jay say hi", "lBihAwEucq4-00004-00002222-00002455": "everybody I'm WLKY chief meteorologist", "lBihAwEucq4-00005-00002456-00002668": "Jay Cardosi all right I hope you've had", "lBihAwEucq4-00006-00002669-00002929": "a great week to this point if by chance", "lBihAwEucq4-00007-00002930-00003184": "you have some outdoor plans like many of", "lBihAwEucq4-00008-00003185-00003352": "us likely do as we move into the", "lBihAwEucq4-00009-00003353-00003577": "upcoming weekend tell you what around", "lBihAwEucq4-00010-00003578-00003793": "Kentuckiana it's gonna be kind of chilly", "lBihAwEucq4-00011-00003794-00003946": "out there so if you're doing some", "lBihAwEucq4-00012-00003947-00004153": "Christmas shopping perhaps you have that", "lBihAwEucq4-00013-00004154-00004311": "holiday party planned", "lBihAwEucq4-00014-00004312-00004516": "here's that detailed forecast let's talk", "lBihAwEucq4-00015-00004517-00004777": "about Saturday first off clouds will be", "lBihAwEucq4-00016-00004778-00005011": "on the increase Friday night and as we", "lBihAwEucq4-00017-00005012-00005224": "move through Saturday as a weak", "lBihAwEucq4-00018-00005225-00005475": "disturbance moves through will top out", "lBihAwEucq4-00019-00005476-00005661": "just in the middle 30s and it looks like", "lBihAwEucq4-00020-00005662-00005920": "we'll squeeze out a few flurries even", "lBihAwEucq4-00021-00005921-00006150": "some scattered snow showers in spots", "lBihAwEucq4-00022-00006151-00006310": "especially our northern communities", "lBihAwEucq4-00023-00006311-00006514": "there could be a very light coating on", "lBihAwEucq4-00024-00006515-00006730": "the grassy areas otherwise looking ahead", "lBihAwEucq4-00025-00006731-00006973": "to Sunday quiet but cold those", "lBihAwEucq4-00026-00006973-00007195": "temperatures in the middle 30s bundle up", "lBihAwEucq4-00027-00007195-00007558": "and stay warm hey Jay tell us what do", "lBihAwEucq4-00028-00007559-00007989": "you say", "lBihAwEucq4-00029-00007990-00008241": "after two decades we can say a lot about", "lBihAwEucq4-00030-00008242-00008527": "Jay Cardosi we can say he has your most", "lBihAwEucq4-00031-00008528-00008742": "accurate forecast and his fee Ohio", "lBihAwEucq4-00032-00008743-00008974": "Valley weather expert but it's not about", "lBihAwEucq4-00033-00008975-00009241": "what we say what matters is what's Jay", "lBihAwEucq4-00034-00009242-00009459": "say which Jay say about your weekend", "lBihAwEucq4-00035-00009460-00009688": "plans your little league game his answer", "lBihAwEucq4-00036-00009689-00009937": "is still the one more people trust want", "lBihAwEucq4-00037-00009938-00010198": "to know the forecast just", "lBihAwEucq4-00038-00010199-00011339": "[Music]", "lBihAwEucq4-00039-00011340-00012944": "[Music]", "lBihAwEucq4-00040-00012944-00013197": "miss Sally class has some really", "lBihAwEucq4-00041-00013197-00013419": "exciting news and this is about some of", "lBihAwEucq4-00042-00013419-00013602": "the students in our community here", "lBihAwEucq4-00043-00013603-00013779": "what is that Sally what have you got", "lBihAwEucq4-00044-00013780-00014046": "going on oh I'm so excited this is such", "lBihAwEucq4-00045-00014047-00014307": "a wonderful opportunity I was contacted", "lBihAwEucq4-00046-00014308-00014572": "by the principal at the middle school", "lBihAwEucq4-00047-00014574-00014955": "her name is Jill Meyers and she has", "lBihAwEucq4-00048-00014956-00015269": "asked me to come and help some students", "lBihAwEucq4-00049-00015271-00015480": "prepare for a contest that's going on", "lBihAwEucq4-00050-00015481-00015741": "and once I learn more about it and I", "lBihAwEucq4-00051-00015741-00015941": "read about it on the website and all oh", "lBihAwEucq4-00052-00015943-00016176": "it's so exciting what an awesome", "lBihAwEucq4-00053-00016177-00016383": "opportunity for the students", "lBihAwEucq4-00054-00016384-00016530": "now there's how many students involved", "lBihAwEucq4-00055-00016531-00016725": "in this well out of the whole middle", "lBihAwEucq4-00056-00016726-00017064": "school they will select 32 students to", "lBihAwEucq4-00057-00017065-00017235": "be in this competition and they're going", "lBihAwEucq4-00058-00017236-00017493": "to come in so junior yes can't be", "lBihAwEucq4-00059-00017494-00017799": "locally and the competition involves a", "lBihAwEucq4-00060-00017800-00018099": "handshake interview skills the eye", "lBihAwEucq4-00061-00018100-00018390": "contact the smile the networking with", "lBihAwEucq4-00062-00018391-00018585": "other corporate business leaders that", "lBihAwEucq4-00063-00018586-00018723": "they will bring in from the community", "lBihAwEucq4-00064-00018724-00019035": "right to help judge them and they will", "lBihAwEucq4-00065-00019036-00019329": "have some even some debates they will", "lBihAwEucq4-00066-00019330-00019686": "have two formal dinners I'm going to get", "lBihAwEucq4-00067-00019687-00019907": "to help", "lBihAwEucq4-00068-00019908-00020283": "guess what else they will choose two", "lBihAwEucq4-00069-00020284-00020631": "students write the 32 right they get to", "lBihAwEucq4-00070-00020632-00020988": "go to Atlanta Georgia my god or the", "lBihAwEucq4-00071-00020989-00021216": "final competition now those two are", "lBihAwEucq4-00072-00021217-00021419": "gonna compete against other students", "lBihAwEucq4-00073-00021420-00021639": "yeah it would be a national competition", "lBihAwEucq4-00074-00021640-00021912": "Oh from all over the United States oh", "lBihAwEucq4-00075-00021913-00022086": "that's kind of a middle school students", "lBihAwEucq4-00076-00022087-00022209": "but there's still that's big it's", "lBihAwEucq4-00077-00022210-00022428": "necesary big that's all these years you", "lBihAwEucq4-00078-00022429-00022725": "learn a lot and somehow they have", "lBihAwEucq4-00079-00022726-00023007": "managed to get permission and have this", "lBihAwEucq4-00080-00023008-00023211": "contest worked out within the school I", "lBihAwEucq4-00081-00023212-00023444": "get to work with them and help them get", "lBihAwEucq4-00082-00023445-00023688": "prepared and then they'll have a final", "lBihAwEucq4-00083-00023689-00023900": "competition within the middle school on", "lBihAwEucq4-00084-00023901-00024203": "December the 18th 9 o'clock and that's", "lBihAwEucq4-00085-00024204-00024465": "when those two will be chosen oh my", "lBihAwEucq4-00086-00024466-00024569": "goodness now when they do this", "lBihAwEucq4-00087-00024570-00024822": "competition is it open to the public or", "lBihAwEucq4-00088-00024823-00025050": "is it just the school and a board that's", "lBihAwEucq4-00089-00025051-00025276": "gonna do the choosing", "lBihAwEucq4-00090-00025277-00025540": "I'm not sure that that it I may have to", "lBihAwEucq4-00091-00025541-00025725": "find out about that I believe that it's", "lBihAwEucq4-00092-00025726-00025953": "just the school and kinda Blair's that's", "lBihAwEucq4-00093-00025954-00026220": "what I'm it is yes oh my goodness so", "lBihAwEucq4-00094-00026222-00026323": "they're going to sit down and eat a", "lBihAwEucq4-00095-00026324-00026461": "formal dinner and they're gonna have", "lBihAwEucq4-00096-00026462-00026761": "this meet yes and they have to wear", "lBihAwEucq4-00097-00026762-00027058": "business professional clothes yes when", "lBihAwEucq4-00098-00027058-00027252": "they go that's so important kids don't", "lBihAwEucq4-00099-00027254-00027508": "know well parents don't always know what", "lBihAwEucq4-00100-00027508-00027730": "to wear well our our society is so", "lBihAwEucq4-00101-00027731-00027964": "casual now so unless you're working in a", "lBihAwEucq4-00102-00027964-00028192": "big city or another corporate kind of a", "lBihAwEucq4-00103-00028193-00028519": "climate in like the medical field or the", "lBihAwEucq4-00104-00028520-00028774": "accounting law firm you know the law", "lBihAwEucq4-00105-00028775-00029011": "field sometimes you don't have to you're", "lBihAwEucq4-00106-00029012-00029173": "not required to wear a professional", "lBihAwEucq4-00107-00029174-00029356": "business Clause I know that they will", "lBihAwEucq4-00108-00029357-00029536": "get to learn about it so and you're", "lBihAwEucq4-00109-00029537-00029899": "gonna be the one teaching she's so good", "lBihAwEucq4-00110-00029900-00030112": "oh it's so good oh it's one of my", "lBihAwEucq4-00111-00030113-00030331": "favorite things to do yep I think", "lBihAwEucq4-00112-00030332-00030580": "they're gonna have fun yes yes and I", "lBihAwEucq4-00113-00030581-00030864": "think what an awesome opportunity that", "lBihAwEucq4-00114-00030866-00031126": "the principal is allowing them to do", "lBihAwEucq4-00115-00031127-00031414": "this yes and she managed to get the", "lBihAwEucq4-00116-00031414-00031645": "organization work you know the details", "lBihAwEucq4-00117-00031645-00031918": "in place so that they can be a part of", "lBihAwEucq4-00118-00031919-00032224": "it she's so excited to she's a very", "lBihAwEucq4-00119-00032225-00032427": "excited and the school that they'll go", "lBihAwEucq4-00120-00032429-00032683": "to in Atlanta is a very innovative", "lBihAwEucq4-00121-00032683-00032944": "school there they're sponsoring this", "lBihAwEucq4-00122-00032945-00033031": "contest", "lBihAwEucq4-00123-00033032-00033240": "well they'll even learn from them yes oh", "lBihAwEucq4-00124-00033241-00033394": "yeah they're they'll learn stuff from", "lBihAwEucq4-00125-00033395-00033619": "them so that'll be even yeah they'll", "lBihAwEucq4-00126-00033620-00033832": "grow up a little bit yes and they'll be", "lBihAwEucq4-00127-00033833-00034021": "with business leaders from the Atlanta", "lBihAwEucq4-00128-00034022-00034273": "community there's that will be a part of", "lBihAwEucq4-00129-00034274-00034615": "this this contest oh my gosh I think", "lBihAwEucq4-00130-00034616-00034846": "this is exciting you get those if you", "lBihAwEucq4-00131-00034847-00035040": "have 32 kids that are participating in", "lBihAwEucq4-00132-00035041-00035227": "this that's 32 kids in there they learn", "lBihAwEucq4-00133-00035228-00035527": "etiquette yeah for business and and", "lBihAwEucq4-00134-00035528-00035833": "dining out and things even if they don't", "lBihAwEucq4-00135-00035834-00036096": "all go to Atlanta they're still going", "lBihAwEucq4-00136-00036097-00036246": "when they go out to eat or they go out", "lBihAwEucq4-00137-00036247-00036327": "with their friends", "lBihAwEucq4-00138-00036328-00036627": "yes it's gonna influence ya the rest of", "lBihAwEucq4-00139-00036628-00036820": "the school they will all have an", "lBihAwEucq4-00140-00036821-00037174": "opportunity to do the same things and to", "lBihAwEucq4-00141-00037175-00037365": "learn the same things that the two going", "lBihAwEucq4-00142-00037366-00037570": "to the rationale contest will learn and", "lBihAwEucq4-00143-00037571-00037813": "I can't tell you how important and how", "lBihAwEucq4-00144-00037814-00038143": "much I believe in business etiquette and", "lBihAwEucq4-00145-00038144-00038433": "knowing one is socially acceptable well", "lBihAwEucq4-00146-00038434-00038557": "it's just", "lBihAwEucq4-00147-00038558-00038761": "acceptable in your community right being", "lBihAwEucq4-00148-00038762-00038940": "able to handle yourself so that you're", "lBihAwEucq4-00149-00038941-00039229": "relaxed when you go to have an interview", "lBihAwEucq4-00150-00039230-00039495": "with someone that might be employing you", "lBihAwEucq4-00151-00039496-00039817": "or maybe a scholarship committee or", "lBihAwEucq4-00152-00039818-00039985": "you're trying to get into a school or", "lBihAwEucq4-00153-00039986-00040199": "you're trying to get in somewhere those", "lBihAwEucq4-00154-00040200-00040464": "committees now what I'm understanding a", "lBihAwEucq4-00155-00040465-00040752": "lot of them hold it over a meal yes yes", "lBihAwEucq4-00156-00040753-00041074": "and one of the big things is if you wait", "lBihAwEucq4-00157-00041075-00041332": "until everybody's served that means", "lBihAwEucq4-00158-00041333-00041508": "you're a team player yeah if you start", "lBihAwEucq4-00159-00041509-00041689": "eating before they then that means you", "lBihAwEucq4-00160-00041690-00041883": "are not the team and you never never", "lBihAwEucq4-00161-00041884-00042064": "ever salt and pepper in your food before", "lBihAwEucq4-00162-00042065-00042289": "you taste it that's part of that being a", "lBihAwEucq4-00163-00042290-00042655": "team player right that employers notice", "lBihAwEucq4-00164-00042656-00042868": "about you one thing I want to share is", "lBihAwEucq4-00165-00042869-00043389": "maybe 5% of your job success and people", "lBihAwEucq4-00166-00043390-00043605": "hiring you and wanting you is based on", "lBihAwEucq4-00167-00043606-00043887": "your soft skills your soft skills", "lBihAwEucq4-00168-00043888-00044124": "include the etiquette the eye contact", "lBihAwEucq4-00169-00044125-00044398": "the smile that firm handshake all the", "lBihAwEucq4-00170-00044399-00044623": "people the relational skills that you", "lBihAwEucq4-00171-00044624-00044848": "need they want to hire you because", "lBihAwEucq4-00172-00044849-00045114": "you're a team player and because you are", "lBihAwEucq4-00173-00045115-00045343": "a person that they like they'll train", "lBihAwEucq4-00174-00045344-00045561": "you okay to do whatever they need you to", "lBihAwEucq4-00175-00045562-00045795": "do as long as you are going to be a good", "lBihAwEucq4-00176-00045796-00046152": "employee or need employee and you have", "lBihAwEucq4-00177-00046153-00046362": "those people skills oh my goodness I", "lBihAwEucq4-00178-00046363-00046549": "think your this is gonna benefit so many", "lBihAwEucq4-00179-00046550-00046792": "kids not just the 32 that are taking the", "lBihAwEucq4-00180-00046793-00046995": "class yeah because that's gonna filter", "lBihAwEucq4-00181-00046996-00047193": "out into the rest of the kids sighs I", "lBihAwEucq4-00182-00047194-00047401": "think this is great so now this is the", "lBihAwEucq4-00183-00047402-00047680": "judging is December the 18th yes so", "lBihAwEucq4-00184-00047681-00047877": "after the 18th yeah have you come back", "lBihAwEucq4-00185-00047878-00048099": "and tell us who won who gets to go yeah", "lBihAwEucq4-00186-00048100-00048387": "oh and that's gonna be and then after", "lBihAwEucq4-00187-00048388-00048685": "the event in Atlanta yes we'll have an", "lBihAwEucq4-00188-00048686-00048933": "update on that to it oh that would be", "lBihAwEucq4-00189-00048934-00049189": "exciting oh that's good I would love", "lBihAwEucq4-00190-00049190-00049215": "that", "lBihAwEucq4-00191-00049216-00049489": "oh I think you do a great job with kids", "lBihAwEucq4-00192-00049490-00049732": "I like that you know if you all if you", "lBihAwEucq4-00193-00049733-00049999": "don't have kids and you have a group of", "lBihAwEucq4-00194-00050000-00050230": "kids maybe somebody won't have a you", "lBihAwEucq4-00195-00050231-00050386": "know kids that come over and you have uh", "lBihAwEucq4-00196-00050387-00050611": "yeah a little group say 10 or 12 kids", "lBihAwEucq4-00197-00050612-00050793": "that come over and have a sleepover with", "lBihAwEucq4-00198-00050794-00050987": "you well instead of doing the sleepover", "lBihAwEucq4-00199-00050988-00051276": "Sally and maybe do a little etiquette", "lBihAwEucq4-00200-00051277-00051435": "class and then have the", "lBihAwEucq4-00201-00051436-00051831": "but it would benefit yeah I think it", "lBihAwEucq4-00202-00051832-00052024": "would and even if they complained in the", "lBihAwEucq4-00203-00052025-00052186": "beginning they always liked it I've", "lBihAwEucq4-00204-00052187-00052395": "never had any students complain about", "lBihAwEucq4-00205-00052396-00052566": "what they learned or about running with", "lBihAwEucq4-00206-00052567-00052788": "me I always have fun with that well I", "lBihAwEucq4-00207-00052789-00052915": "think some are reluctant cuz they don't", "lBihAwEucq4-00208-00052916-00053088": "know what to expect yeah and the boys", "lBihAwEucq4-00209-00053089-00053232": "are reluctant because they don't know", "lBihAwEucq4-00210-00053233-00053428": "what to expect but has a girl something", "lBihAwEucq4-00211-00053429-00053601": "who's gonna be there but yeah you know", "lBihAwEucq4-00212-00053602-00053800": "what's they all give her there yes there", "lBihAwEucq4-00213-00053801-00054042": "was have fun yes yes you know yes I've", "lBihAwEucq4-00214-00054044-00054267": "taught a lot of students and I teach a", "lBihAwEucq4-00215-00054269-00054490": "lot of 4-h groups girls got groups boy", "lBihAwEucq4-00216-00054491-00054726": "scout groups church youth groups all", "lBihAwEucq4-00217-00054727-00054993": "ages actually even down to preschool", "lBihAwEucq4-00218-00054994-00055212": "yeah I've actually taught preschool all", "lBihAwEucq4-00219-00055213-00055443": "the way through adults oh my goodness", "lBihAwEucq4-00220-00055444-00055609": "that is well you do a great job at it", "lBihAwEucq4-00221-00055610-00055806": "thank you well you guys were gonna put", "lBihAwEucq4-00222-00055807-00055944": "up some information in a minute and give", "lBihAwEucq4-00223-00055945-00056142": "her your phone number and an address and", "lBihAwEucq4-00224-00056144-00056311": "all that so you can find her but she's", "lBihAwEucq4-00225-00056312-00056473": "also down here at the fountain building", "lBihAwEucq4-00226-00056474-00056740": "on Main Street on 402 West Main yeah you", "lBihAwEucq4-00227-00056741-00056856": "can leave her a note if she's not in her", "lBihAwEucq4-00228-00056857-00057000": "office or he didn't talk to her when", "lBihAwEucq4-00229-00057001-00057265": "she's here so and they come the contest", "lBihAwEucq4-00230-00057266-00057541": "is called the amazing shake contest", "lBihAwEucq4-00231-00057541-00057738": "if you want to dizzle it and just read", "lBihAwEucq4-00232-00057739-00058005": "about it it's called the amazing shake", "lBihAwEucq4-00233-00058006-00058150": "like a handshake huh", "lBihAwEucq4-00234-00058151-00058396": "contest and it doesn't just involve a", "lBihAwEucq4-00235-00058397-00058575": "handshake no no because we just covered", "lBihAwEucq4-00236-00058576-00058825": "that it's more than a handshake it but", "lBihAwEucq4-00237-00058826-00058990": "that's just the title of it so that you", "lBihAwEucq4-00238-00058991-00059241": "don't look it up if you wanted to well", "lBihAwEucq4-00239-00059242-00059388": "this is crazy thing else we need to tell", "lBihAwEucq4-00240-00059389-00059568": "them about that I think that's it I'm", "lBihAwEucq4-00241-00059569-00059815": "just appreciative of the opportunity for", "lBihAwEucq4-00242-00059816-00060103": "these students well it's so excited it", "lBihAwEucq4-00243-00060104-00060298": "is it's it's wonderful I just like I", "lBihAwEucq4-00244-00060299-00060507": "said two or three times it's just great", "lBihAwEucq4-00245-00060508-00060792": "because what you teach those 32 is gonna", "lBihAwEucq4-00246-00060794-00060951": "filter out into the rest of that class", "lBihAwEucq4-00247-00060952-00061204": "yes yes and it will be with them for the", "lBihAwEucq4-00248-00061204-00061291": "rest of their lives", "lBihAwEucq4-00249-00061291-00061482": "I guarantee it will help them be", "lBihAwEucq4-00250-00061483-00061711": "successful in their life it will it'll", "lBihAwEucq4-00251-00061712-00061869": "definitely plant the seed for them to", "lBihAwEucq4-00252-00061870-00062023": "think that you'll realize that this is", "lBihAwEucq4-00253-00062024-00062391": "important yeah thank you so much you", "lBihAwEucq4-00254-00062392-00062651": "luck in the contest yes by all means", "lBihAwEucq4-00255-00062652-00062856": "wish everybody good luck although", "lBihAwEucq4-00256-00062857-00063055": "there's only gonna be two but", 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"lCD8mKBMFFk", "text": {"lCD8mKBMFFk-00000-00000416-00000607": "good morning and welcome to the second", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00001-00000608-00000831": "day of the 35th annual norris and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00002-00000832-00000950": "marjorie bendetson", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00003-00000951-00001166": "epic international symposium on", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00004-00001167-00001447": "preventing genocide and mass atrocities", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00005-00001448-00001623": "my name is alejandra makaya and i am a", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00006-00001623-00001798": "third year undergraduate student and a", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00007-00001800-00001847": "member", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00008-00001848-00002014": "for the institute for global", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00009-00002016-00002279": "leadership's 2020 epic colloquium", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00010-00002280-00002471": "it's a great pleasure to welcome", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00011-00002472-00002583": "everyone", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00012-00002584-00002839": "the topic of today's panel is genocide", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00013-00002840-00003079": "memory and survival it is an honor to be", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00014-00003080-00003263": "sitting among these panelists today", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00015-00003264-00003559": "to discuss how memory and memoralization", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00016-00003560-00003767": "impact the aftermath of genocide", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00017-00003768-00003983": "and mass atrocities both in terms of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00018-00003984-00004175": "healing and as well as putting in place", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00019-00004176-00004406": "preventive measures for the future we", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00020-00004407-00004502": "chose this topic", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00021-00004503-00004727": "because we believe it is our duty as", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00022-00004728-00004895": "global citizens to listen to the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00023-00004896-00005070": "experiences of survivors", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00024-00005071-00005263": "learn from them and work toward the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00025-00005264-00005399": "prevention of future mass", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00026-00005400-00005718": "atrocities studying this topic last year", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00027-00005719-00005927": "in epic we learned that memory is an", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00028-00005928-00006143": "extraordinarily influential and powerful", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00029-00006144-00006343": "part of the human experience", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00030-00006344-00006510": "especially in conjunction with mass", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00031-00006511-00006734": "atrocities and genocide", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00032-00006736-00006951": "memory provides both an individual and a", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00033-00006952-00007095": "collective narrative", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00034-00007095-00007278": "a way of remembering that will affect", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00035-00007279-00007478": "the individual and larger society for a", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00036-00007479-00007646": "long time to come", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00037-00007647-00007806": "each individual and community", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00038-00007808-00008046": "experiences genocide and mass atrocity", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00039-00008047-00008199": "in a way that can never be completely", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00040-00008200-00008303": "articulated", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00041-00008304-00008439": "but we are very thankful to the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00042-00008440-00008631": "individuals on this panel for joining us", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00043-00008632-00008831": "this morning to speak about such intense", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00044-00008832-00008910": "and emotional", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00045-00008911-00009191": "experiences in subject matter thank you", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00046-00009192-00009303": "to our panelists", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00047-00009304-00009559": "dr bridget conley reverend doctor marcel", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00048-00009560-00009655": "luineza", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00049-00009656-00009967": "and mr zia gaffij for taking this time", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00050-00009968-00010167": "to participate in the panel today", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00051-00010168-00010303": "i do not think we could have had a", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00052-00010304-00010495": "better qualified group of people and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00053-00010496-00010663": "diverse set of perspectives to address", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00054-00010664-00010783": "these issues", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00055-00010784-00010974": "before we begin i would briefly like to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00056-00010975-00011151": "describe the format of the panel", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00057-00011152-00011383": "so first i will introduce each panelist", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00058-00011384-00011487": "who will then have", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00059-00011488-00011710": "five minutes for opening remarks and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00060-00011711-00011846": "after which we will have some time for", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00061-00011847-00011910": "discussion", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00062-00011911-00012087": "among the panelists and questions from", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00063-00012088-00012238": "the audience", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00064-00012239-00012495": "now it is my pleasure to introduce our", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00065-00012496-00012631": "three panelists", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00066-00012632-00012815": "first we will hear from dr bridget", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00067-00012816-00013022": "conley dr conley is the research", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00068-00013023-00013207": "director for the world peace foundation", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00069-00013208-00013407": "an associate research professor at the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00070-00013408-00013615": "fletcher school here at tufts university", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00071-00013616-00013815": "who studied memoralization after mass", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00072-00013816-00014063": "atrocities in many different societies", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00073-00014063-00014255": "she specializes in genocide and mass", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00074-00014256-00014447": "atrocities through memorization in", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00075-00014447-00014551": "museums", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00076-00014552-00014743": "previously she has also served as", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00077-00014744-00014903": "research director of the u.s", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00078-00014904-00015127": "holocaust memorial museum's committee on", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00079-00015128-00015222": "conscience", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00080-00015223-00015391": "where she helped establish the museum's", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00081-00015391-00015647": "program on contemporary genocide", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00082-00015647-00015783": "over the course of a decade at the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00083-00015784-00016047": "museum she led many of their signature", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00084-00016047-00016222": "projects on genocide including case", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00085-00016223-00016399": "studies and issue analyses", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00086-00016400-00016647": "educational programs exhibitions and its", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00087-00016648-00016783": "podcast series", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00088-00016784-00017030": "voices on genocide prevention she is", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00089-00017031-00017158": "also editor of the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00090-00017159-00017415": "how mass atrocities and studies from", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00091-00017416-00017558": "guatemala burundi", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00092-00017559-00017871": "indonesia the sudans bosnia herzegovina", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00093-00017872-00017958": "and iraq", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00094-00017959-00018191": "dr conley thank you you now have five", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00095-00018192-00018286": "minutes", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00096-00018287-00018583": "great thank you very much um i also want", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00097-00018584-00018750": "to thank my co-panelists and i look", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00098-00018751-00018830": "forward to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00099-00018831-00019063": "to hearing what they have to say and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00100-00019064-00019175": "also to you ali", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00101-00019176-00019358": "and the students who organized this", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00102-00019359-00019630": "conference and my colleagues at igl", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00103-00019631-00019863": "abby williams and heather thank you all", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00104-00019864-00020119": "for inviting me to join you", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00105-00020120-00020407": "so if you will give me leave i'd like to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00106-00020408-00020567": "share my screen i'm going to use a", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00107-00020568-00020839": "powerpoint to try to help keep me on", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00108-00020840-00021214": "on target um and um", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00109-00021215-00021630": "on time let me see", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00110-00021631-00022239": "okay is that sharing now", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00111-00022240-00022543": "yes looks good okay so", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00112-00022544-00022655": "this talk is going to be a little", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00113-00022656-00022863": "telegraphic given how short the time", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00114-00022864-00023119": "is and i hope we'll have a lot more time", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00115-00023120-00023271": "to to talk in the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00116-00023272-00023647": "q a mass atrocities", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00117-00023648-00023942": "inflict an incommensurable wound at a", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00118-00023943-00024007": "group level", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00119-00024008-00024342": "extreme violence is not produced by", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00120-00024343-00024639": "but rather it produces chasms between", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00121-00024640-00024750": "people", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00122-00024751-00025047": "transforming with equal brutality both", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00123-00025048-00025319": "katydian and monumental questions", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00124-00025320-00025542": "about the diverse ways that people live", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00125-00025543-00025711": "together work together", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00126-00025712-00026078": "share power and wealth into a single", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00127-00026079-00026374": "overwhelming identification to which", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00128-00026375-00026455": "group", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00129-00026456-00026862": "do you belong this violence is social", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00130-00026863-00026967": "corrosion", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00131-00026968-00027207": "seeping into every crevice so that one", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00132-00027208-00027367": "never knows where the metal", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00133-00027368-00027670": "has begun turning into dust", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00134-00027672-00027887": "memory works and by this i mean various", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00135-00027888-00028070": "public forms of grappling with the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00136-00028072-00028295": "history of mass atrocities", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00137-00028295-00028374": "and this one is from the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00138-00028375-00028702": "african-american museum in washington dc", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00139-00028704-00029023": "do not change this incommensurability", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00140-00029024-00029287": "they attempt to change the loci for", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00141-00029288-00029518": "addressing it", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00142-00029519-00029831": "so let's be clear studying the memory of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00143-00029832-00030007": "mass atrocities", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00144-00030008-00030239": "is a study of attempts to change the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00145-00030239-00030535": "subject", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00146-00030536-00030767": "memory is an open-ended process of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00147-00030768-00030999": "transformation and because of this", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00148-00031000-00031343": "analysis of memory must always ask by", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00149-00031344-00031679": "and for whom in what form through what", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00150-00031680-00031783": "process", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00151-00031783-00032023": "and towards what aims is memory being", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00152-00032024-00032167": "leveraged", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00153-00032168-00032455": "however even these questions can mislead", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00154-00032456-00032535": "by seeming", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00155-00032536-00032727": "answerables matters that can be put to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00156-00032727-00032839": "rest", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00157-00032840-00033231": "they cannot the challenge", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00158-00033232-00033423": "is to analyze these questions as they", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00159-00033424-00033559": "are set into motion", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00160-00033560-00033879": "at a particular junction in time and i", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00161-00033880-00034118": "feel like these kinetic sculptures are", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00162-00034119-00034295": "sort of the best way to metaphorically", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00163-00034296-00034471": "express what i mean", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00164-00034472-00034767": "certain elements remain recognizably", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00165-00034768-00034887": "stable", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00166-00034888-00035199": "but time changes what is perceived", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00167-00035200-00035455": "memory is a shape shifter it cannot be", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00168-00035456-00035751": "approached without changing what it is", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00169-00035752-00036007": "it follows the uncertainty principle to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00170-00036008-00036159": "make the past relevant", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00171-00036160-00036479": "is to change it memory of atrocities is", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00172-00036480-00036671": "a project of making meaning about the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00173-00036672-00036718": "past", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00174-00036719-00037062": "in and for a present moment so in terms", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00175-00037063-00037279": "of public memory projects", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00176-00037280-00037423": "this means that there is no", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00177-00037424-00037695": "pre-political status to memory", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00178-00037696-00038030": "politics do not tarnish memory projects", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00179-00038031-00038223": "politics is simply a trait that must be", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00180-00038224-00038415": "analyzed and its value", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00181-00038416-00038879": "cannot be presumed", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00182-00038880-00039135": "so here's my illustration the red terror", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00183-00039136-00039255": "in ethiopia", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00184-00039256-00039471": "and the place of human remains and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00185-00039472-00039671": "memorial projects", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00186-00039672-00039855": "the red terror in ethiopia followed the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00187-00039856-00040062": "revolution that overthrew emperor haile", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00188-00040063-00040327": "selassie in 1974.", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00189-00040328-00040511": "as a committee of the army which was", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00190-00040512-00040711": "called the derg consolidated power", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00191-00040712-00040911": "under lieutenant colonel mengies du", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00192-00040912-00041030": "halemariam", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00193-00041031-00041239": "they sought to eradicate the political", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00194-00041240-00041358": "opposition", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00195-00041359-00041655": "the red terror so named by mengistu", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00196-00041656-00041999": "describes the period 1976 to 78", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00197-00042000-00042118": "where violence was directed", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00198-00042119-00042311": "overwhelmingly against one political", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00199-00042312-00042374": "group", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00200-00042375-00042583": "the ethiopian people's revolutionary", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00201-00042584-00042815": "party whose strongholds were in the city", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00202-00042816-00043167": "notably the capital addis ababa", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00203-00043168-00043383": "political activists many of them", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00204-00043384-00043615": "students high school and college to age", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00205-00043616-00043830": "left their houses to join street protest", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00206-00043831-00043943": "or secret meetings", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00207-00043944-00044230": "and never returned sometimes bodies were", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00208-00044231-00044390": "found on the street", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00209-00044391-00044583": "but often all that would follow a", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00210-00044584-00044751": "disappearance were whispers", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00211-00044752-00045030": "about where they were taken sometimes a", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00212-00045031-00045199": "loved one could be found", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00213-00045200-00045415": "they're in this detention center in that", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00214-00045416-00045518": "prison", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00215-00045519-00045695": "sometimes word got out when a group was", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00216-00045696-00045951": "taken to be executed on mass", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00217-00045952-00046127": "often though the trail would just go", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00218-00046128-00046295": "cold thus", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00219-00046296-00046567": "was a first transformation the child", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00220-00046568-00046662": "husband", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00221-00046663-00047030": "friend or comrade would be gone", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00222-00047031-00047462": "at the time even mourning was outlawed", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00223-00047463-00047767": "in 1991 the military regime was defeated", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00224-00047768-00047902": "by another group", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00225-00047903-00048102": "the ethiopian people's revolutionary", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00226-00048103-00048351": "democratic front the eprdf", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00227-00048352-00048535": "this ushered in a period of second", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00228-00048536-00048702": "transformation", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00229-00048703-00049062": "the person become body was now bones", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00230-00049063-00049318": "now however families could search for", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00231-00049319-00049407": "the remains", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00232-00049408-00049823": "of missing loved ones as human remains", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00233-00049824-00049999": "many on earth from mass graves", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00234-00050000-00050230": "re-entered or sort of entered as remains", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00235-00050231-00050358": "the public sphere", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00236-00050359-00050599": "they again changed so now they took", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00237-00050600-00050735": "shape as evidence", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00238-00050736-00051023": "against the derg ethiopia conducted what", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00239-00051024-00051199": "was called at the time by washington", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00240-00051200-00051335": "post journalist", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00241-00051336-00051590": "quote the most comprehensive examination", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00242-00051591-00051766": "of human rights abuses", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00243-00051767-00051950": "since nazi war criminals were put in the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00244-00051951-00052126": "dock at nuremberg", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00245-00052127-00052294": "this was also the first time forensic", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00246-00052295-00052454": "anthropology and archaeology was", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00247-00052455-00052615": "displayed in a local courtroom", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00248-00052616-00052782": "according to the argentine forensic", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00249-00052783-00052966": "anthropology team which conducted", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00250-00052967-00053287": "the exclamation", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00251-00053288-00053487": "transitional justice is a manner of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00252-00053488-00053679": "applying rule of law", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00253-00053679-00053879": "this quote by the way is from testimony", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00254-00053879-00054023": "from one of the anthro uh the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00255-00054024-00054182": "anthropologist who worked on the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00256-00054183-00054535": "the exclamation but transitional justice", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00257-00054536-00054750": "is also a political performance for", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00258-00054751-00055030": "internal and external audiences", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00259-00055032-00055199": "it's an attempt to transform the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00260-00055200-00055438": "evidential in judicial clarity", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00261-00055439-00055654": "into a political metaphor that separates", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00262-00055655-00055991": "the old from the new regime", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00263-00055991-00056159": "for families of the dead this was not", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00264-00056160-00056423": "enough so they joined together to create", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00265-00056424-00056694": "a different context what became the red", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00266-00056695-00056871": "terror martyrs memorial", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00267-00056872-00057223": "museum among the artifacts that they", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00268-00057224-00057287": "display", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00269-00057288-00057494": "in a windowless room that angles down", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00270-00057495-00057759": "slightly giving the subtle substance of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00271-00057760-00057991": "a sense of a reinterpret", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00272-00057991-00058191": "is a space that displays skeletal", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00273-00058191-00058375": "remains of victims", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00274-00058376-00058647": "some are identified like this man but", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00275-00058648-00059119": "some are not visitors to the museum", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00276-00059120-00059407": "however transform the setting yet again", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00277-00059408-00059647": "because they bring with them their own", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00278-00059648-00059742": "ignorance", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00279-00059744-00060126": "knowledge beliefs and assumptions", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00280-00060127-00060263": "and i hope you all have screens that are", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00281-00060264-00060471": "big enough to see these are comments i", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00282-00060472-00060750": "took from the visitor comment books", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00283-00060751-00061047": "and they display a wide range of views", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00284-00061048-00061175": "of how people", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00285-00061176-00061471": "see and interpret and make sense of what", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00286-00061472-00061575": "they encounter", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00287-00061576-00061911": "in the exhibition", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00288-00061912-00062142": "across the arc of years the history of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00289-00062144-00062366": "the red terror slipped into the margins", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00290-00062367-00062559": "of ethiopian political life and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00291-00062560-00062742": "historical relevance", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00292-00062744-00062975": "increasingly although never entirely and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00293-00062976-00063111": "nor for all", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00294-00063112-00063287": "it became identified with the aims of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00295-00063288-00063447": "the postman gesture", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00296-00063448-00063815": "government a prop to distract attention", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00297-00063816-00064111": "from new human rights abuses the dead", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00298-00064112-00064311": "encased in museum vitrines became a", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00299-00064312-00064454": "distorting mirror", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00300-00064455-00064775": "that refused to reflect contemporary", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00301-00064776-00065135": "abuses this story of the changing", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00302-00065136-00065406": "subject of memory is far from unique to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00303-00065407-00065543": "ethiopia", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00304-00065544-00065823": "it plays out everywhere that memorials", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00305-00065824-00066047": "and forms of addressing past", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00306-00066048-00066471": "are put into motion", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00307-00066472-00066775": "thank you thank you for sharing", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00308-00066776-00066887": "bridgette", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00309-00066888-00067103": "our next panelist is reverend doctor", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00310-00067104-00067287": "marcel renua", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00311-00067288-00067550": "a rwandan jesuit priest who holds a phd", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00312-00067551-00067767": "in theology from boston college", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00313-00067768-00067991": "as well as degrees in philosophy african", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00314-00067992-00068126": "studies theology", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00315-00068127-00068271": "and management from the university of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00316-00068272-00068463": "zimbabwe and the catholic university of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00317-00068464-00068647": "eastern africa in kenya", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00318-00068648-00068911": "marcel is base main interests lie in the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00319-00068912-00069071": "relationship between the church and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00320-00069072-00069150": "human rights", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00321-00069151-00069415": "religion and international politics he", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00322-00069416-00069591": "has worked at the african jesuit aids", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00323-00069592-00069926": "network in nairobi", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00324-00069927-00070206": "with the desert refugee service the 2010", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00325-00070207-00070326": "earthquake in haiti", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00326-00070327-00070526": "and also at regina pakis parish in", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00327-00070527-00070679": "kigali rwanda", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00328-00070680-00070863": "he has spoken at different universities", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00329-00070864-00071015": "including boston university tufts", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00330-00071016-00071167": "university the catholic university of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00331-00071168-00071262": "eastern africa", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00332-00071263-00071431": "boston college and most recently at the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00333-00071432-00071638": "united nations general assembly", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00334-00071639-00071782": "marcel is currently an assistant", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00335-00071783-00072006": "professor at hakima university college", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00336-00072007-00072215": "in nairobi he has published around a", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00337-00072216-00072415": "dozen articles in scholarly journals and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00338-00072416-00072615": "is also currently pursuing an mba in", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00339-00072616-00072743": "leadership and management", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00340-00072744-00072982": "through york st john university to equip", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00341-00072983-00073159": "himself with some leadership", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00342-00073160-00073335": "theoretical knowledge and to learn how", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00343-00073336-00073503": "to be a better leader now in the years", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00344-00073504-00073591": "ahead", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00345-00073592-00073838": "thank you dr reverend you know you now", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00346-00073839-00074103": "have the floor", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00347-00074104-00074406": "thank you very much it's a it's an honor", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00348-00074407-00074559": "to be part of this panel", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00349-00074560-00074815": "and i thank you very much to for this", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00350-00074816-00074950": "invitation", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00351-00074951-00075287": "to ali who invited me and to be part of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00352-00075288-00075335": "this", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00353-00075336-00075638": "wonderful uh panel uh", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00354-00075639-00075799": "thank you bridget for this wonderful", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00355-00075800-00075967": "presentation that you gave us", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00356-00075968-00076223": "i'm looking forward to zia for his uh", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00357-00076224-00076382": "presentation", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00358-00076383-00076655": "uh thank you very much alejandra for for", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00359-00076656-00076855": "this wonderful presentation and all the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00360-00076856-00077238": "moderators and all the organizers", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00361-00077239-00077567": "i would like to speak", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00362-00077568-00077950": "briefly the time allocated on the power", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00363-00077951-00078087": "of forgiveness", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00364-00078088-00078623": "and challenging assassins of memory", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00365-00078624-00078879": "and speaking on the topic of genocide", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00366-00078880-00079071": "and mass atrocities i don't speak", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00367-00079072-00079335": "from a neutral perspective because i did", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00368-00079336-00079543": "survive the genocide in rwanda", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00369-00079544-00079847": "so it is in my bonds", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00370-00079848-00080031": "the genocide in rwanda for those who may", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00371-00080032-00080582": "not recall this was in 1994", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00372-00080583-00080991": "the darkness of the genocide in 1994 i", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00373-00080992-00081047": "fell in", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00374-00081048-00081215": "the into the darkness of the genocide", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00375-00081216-00081447": "against the tutsi and those who opposed", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00376-00081448-00081487": "it", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00377-00081488-00081838": "so the moderate voters who refused to be", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00378-00081839-00082175": "part of a killing regime", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00379-00082176-00082375": "dangerous memories of losing several", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00380-00082376-00082518": "members of my family", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00381-00082519-00082847": "my father my mother my grandmother", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00382-00082848-00083167": "uncles aunties brothers and sisters and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00383-00083168-00083279": "cousins around", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00384-00083280-00083518": "50 members of my family were killed in", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00385-00083519-00083735": "that genocide", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00386-00083736-00084047": "and so you can imagine i was 14 years", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00387-00084048-00084079": "old", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00388-00084080-00084447": "then these were so my childhood dreams", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00389-00084448-00084575": "were shattered", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00390-00084576-00084926": "how can you live in a land of dry bones", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00391-00084927-00085150": "if you visit rwanda you will see quite a", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00392-00085151-00085294": "number of places where", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00393-00085295-00085711": "people are buried in mass grace graves", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00394-00085712-00085894": "so the aftermath of the genocide not", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00395-00085895-00086111": "only in rwanda even for the holocaust", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00396-00086112-00086391": "for the armenians there are many", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00397-00086392-00086559": "psychological physical", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00398-00086560-00086847": "and fractured lions deep the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00399-00086848-00087135": "deprivations and the efficient cities", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00400-00087136-00087359": "and villages", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00401-00087360-00087606": "vulnerable and battered lives seemingly", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00402-00087607-00087871": "beyond repair", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00403-00087872-00088038": "it is very easy to rebuild", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00404-00088039-00088238": "infrastructure", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00405-00088239-00088518": "but mending hearts and minds and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00406-00088519-00088662": "offering hopes", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00407-00088663-00089006": "takes long and uh following the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00408-00089007-00089479": "presentation of bridget it is even clear", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00409-00089480-00089806": "so one can certainly go in depth", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00410-00089807-00090135": "into the consequences of a genocide", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00411-00090136-00090447": "but to narrow it down so how do you live", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00412-00090448-00090847": "after genocide how do you forge a future", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00413-00090848-00091175": "on this side you see the image of of the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00414-00091176-00091479": "tombs of my parents and my brothers", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00415-00091480-00091815": "here is my mother my father and then my", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00416-00091816-00091982": "two brothers and my sister they are", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00417-00091983-00092159": "buried in the same grave", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00418-00092160-00092415": "so when we found them after the genocide", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00419-00092416-00092494": "we couldn't", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00420-00092495-00092782": "identify who was who uh especially the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00421-00092783-00092871": "brothers and the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00422-00092872-00093103": "and the sisters so we buried them in a", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00423-00093104-00093262": "in the same grave", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00424-00093263-00093535": "the the atrocity of the genocide does it", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00425-00093536-00093647": "actually makes you", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00426-00093648-00094062": "even lose your dignity even in death", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00427-00094063-00094294": "so i 10 years after the genocide i", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00428-00094295-00094462": "visited this site", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00429-00094463-00094743": "and as i as i was there the man who", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00430-00094744-00094950": "killed my relatives", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00431-00094951-00095279": "appeared and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00432-00095280-00095582": "when i saw him i literally froze i", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00433-00095583-00095879": "thought he was coming to kill me as well", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00434-00095880-00095999": "but this man", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00435-00096000-00096303": "uh he had been raised from jail", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00436-00096304-00096606": "because he had accepted his crime and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00437-00096607-00096799": "the government of rwanda had said", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00438-00096800-00097055": "whoever acknowledges their crimes they", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00439-00097056-00097174": "will be released and do", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00440-00097175-00097471": "community service yes he was released by", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00441-00097472-00097550": "the government", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00442-00097551-00097855": "but he was still a prisoner in my heart", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00443-00097856-00098174": "so when i fought i i he he met me here i", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00444-00098175-00098199": "was", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00445-00098200-00098455": "praying here we usually visit the tombs", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00446-00098456-00098662": "or mass graves not because we like them", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00447-00098663-00098703": "but", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00448-00098704-00099047": "it helps us to see the future clearly", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00449-00099048-00099223": "and all of a sudden he missed me there", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00450-00099224-00099447": "and he knelt down", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00451-00099448-00099774": "and then uh when i saw him he was", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00452-00099775-00100071": "like a beast but he looked at me in the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00453-00100072-00100271": "eyes and i refused to sit here to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00454-00100272-00100582": "look at him and then by", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00455-00100583-00100855": "power that i didn't know how to describe", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00456-00100856-00100935": "he looked at", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00457-00100936-00101206": "me and he said marcel you know what i", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00458-00101207-00101247": "did", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00459-00101248-00101606": "you see the graves here will you have", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00460-00101607-00102094": "the gut or the openness to forgive me", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00461-00102095-00102359": "i was confused i didn't know what to say", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00462-00102360-00102494": "uh", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00463-00102495-00102654": "i was wondering whether he actually", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00464-00102655-00102854": "means it whether it was safe", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00465-00102855-00103071": "whether i even have the right to forgive", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00466-00103072-00103230": "on behalf of the dead", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00467-00103231-00103447": "all sorts of questions it sounded like a", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00468-00103448-00103615": "movie", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00469-00103616-00103863": "but this is why i find forgiveness", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00470-00103864-00104047": "something transcendental i don't know", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00471-00104048-00104086": "what", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00472-00104088-00104390": "power what energy invaded me after this", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00473-00104391-00104799": "moment of confusion i asked him to rise", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00474-00104800-00105119": "and when i finally after a long time of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00475-00105120-00105199": "sirens", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00476-00105200-00105454": "and both of us were shedding tears when", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00477-00105455-00105615": "i", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00478-00105616-00105878": "asked him to rise we embraced one", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00479-00105879-00106071": "another then when i finally", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00480-00106072-00106375": "told him i forgive you i felt", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00481-00106376-00106886": "free sets me on a new journey", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00482-00106888-00107134": "now a lot can be said on the experience", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00483-00107135-00107199": "but uh", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00484-00107200-00107423": "now as i have grown and reflected the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00485-00107424-00107543": "quest for forgiveness", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00486-00107544-00107883": "really repairs broken trust and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00487-00107883-00108047": "friendship", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00488-00108048-00108343": "forgiveness is doesn't mean forgetting", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00489-00108344-00108527": "the wrongs heaven on earth i cannot", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00490-00108528-00108871": "forget that i have grown without parents", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00491-00108872-00109283": "but it is a decision to remember them", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00492-00109283-00109454": "differently", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00493-00109455-00109727": "it is turning the anger and resentment", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00494-00109728-00109783": "into", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00495-00109783-00110134": "a purpose but also a refusal to be a", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00496-00110135-00110271": "prisoner of the past", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00497-00110272-00110478": "and kick a guard used to put it", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00498-00110479-00110599": "beautifully that", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00499-00110600-00110927": "faith sees best in the dark", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00500-00110928-00111239": "forgiveness turns for my enemies and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00501-00111240-00111415": "they begin can begin again to see", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00502-00111416-00111566": "horizons in a broader", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00503-00111567-00111895": "you remember the beautiful book of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00504-00111896-00112083": "desmond tutu no future without", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00505-00112083-00112254": "forgiveness", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00506-00112255-00112463": "and of course there is one no cannot", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00507-00112464-00112583": "forget that justice", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00508-00112583-00112839": "through forgiveness both is strange", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00509-00112840-00112951": "parties are empowered", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00510-00112952-00113086": "to be and to enter into a new", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00511-00113088-00113319": "relationship and to embrace a new", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00512-00113320-00113551": "identity", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00513-00113552-00113719": "but it's not enough to talk about", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00514-00113720-00113934": "forgiveness in the aftermath of the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00515-00113935-00114031": "genocide", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00516-00114032-00114302": "what what often arises are actually the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00517-00114303-00114431": "assassins of memory", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00518-00114432-00114647": "those who deny that something this", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00519-00114648-00114854": "atrocity even never happened", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00520-00114855-00115190": "and is so disheartening so we must go to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00521-00115191-00115390": "the base of the social transformation of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00522-00115391-00115486": "our society", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00523-00115488-00115719": "if we want violence and deprivation to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00524-00115720-00115831": "come to an end", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00525-00115832-00116039": "oscar romero used to say the a", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00526-00116040-00116263": "salvadorian sent", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00527-00116264-00116623": "so what how do we do with the so many", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00528-00116624-00116990": "genocide deniers that have come up", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00529-00116991-00117190": "again with the limited time genocide", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00530-00117191-00117519": "denial represents a double killing", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00531-00117520-00117710": "the initial mother of the victim is", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00532-00117711-00117839": "obviously the first", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00533-00117840-00118063": "death but then the physical killing", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00534-00118064-00118166": "comes", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00535-00118167-00118719": "as a mother of memory says a reviser", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00536-00118720-00118934": "so in just about 25 years after the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00537-00118935-00119071": "genocide in rwanda", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00538-00119072-00119247": "there have been so many assassins of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00539-00119248-00119447": "memory", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00540-00119448-00119654": "there is a negation uh definitely of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00541-00119655-00119927": "established facts", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00542-00119928-00120239": "uh the sayings goes the nazi the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00543-00120240-00120431": "extremist voters the turks", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00544-00120432-00120599": "they do not intend to wipe out the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00545-00120600-00120871": "jewels or the tutsi or the armenians", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00546-00120872-00121143": "these killings were not pre-planned or", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00547-00121144-00121286": "directed from above", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00548-00121288-00121551": "it's just a quality of damage so you", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00549-00121552-00121886": "actually deny the intent", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00550-00121888-00122063": "then there is a a distortion of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00551-00122064-00122231": "established facts", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00552-00122232-00122486": "you minimize even statistics of people", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00553-00122488-00122734": "who died", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00554-00122735-00123054": "and then there is an under undermining", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00555-00123055-00123110": "of the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00556-00123111-00123510": "credibility of eyewitnesses", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00557-00123511-00123766": "you begin even those who survived they", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00558-00123767-00124071": "have to justify themselves", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00559-00124072-00124399": "and genocide deniers form propagandas in", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00560-00124400-00124575": "order to write", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00561-00124576-00125071": "history or to exclude perpetrators", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00562-00125072-00125383": "so how do we respond keep", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00563-00125383-00125719": "the memory of the victims", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00564-00125720-00126078": "or what are what uh johann baptist meds", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00565-00126079-00126134": "calls an", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00566-00126135-00126399": "amnestic solidarity memory keeps the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00567-00126400-00126519": "reality of the lives of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00568-00126520-00126766": "victims alive and also you want to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00569-00126767-00126983": "continue the unfinished agenda", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00570-00126983-00127239": "but also memory has the capacity to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00571-00127240-00127527": "remember to reconnect", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00572-00127528-00127663": "fighting against silence and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00573-00127664-00127895": "indifference which provides", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00574-00127896-00128214": "opening for the deniers advisor my hero", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00575-00128215-00128263": "often", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00576-00128264-00128519": "said the opposite of love is not hate", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00577-00128520-00128919": "but indifference", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00578-00128920-00129158": "and the last there are so many uh ways", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00579-00129159-00129383": "of responding but i only chose a few", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00580-00129383-00129663": "the power of stories to transform lives", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00581-00129664-00130014": "the stories of survivors", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00582-00130015-00130214": "maybe you will forget everything i've", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00583-00130215-00130399": "said but you may not", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00584-00130400-00130686": "forget my encounter with the killer of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00585-00130688-00130854": "my family", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00586-00130855-00131102": "and the power forgiveness that arose", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00587-00131103-00131295": "maybe that's where we see jesus and the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00588-00131296-00131407": "power of stories", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00589-00131408-00131743": "parables standing for the truth", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00590-00131744-00132007": "standing up for the truth that may", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00591-00132008-00132111": "easily put you", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00592-00132112-00132343": "up for criticisms but there is no other", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00593-00132344-00132623": "way", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00594-00132624-00133031": "and finally the power of lamenting", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00595-00133032-00133263": "there is no positive meaning in unjust", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00596-00133264-00133366": "radical suffering", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00597-00133367-00133727": "that destroys persons and in", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00598-00133728-00133983": "a place where people are crucified we", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00599-00133984-00134143": "have to lament", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00600-00134144-00134483": "we can speak even of the black lives", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00601-00134484-00134807": "matter so a lot could be said", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00602-00134808-00134990": "in this short time but i want to thank", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00603-00134991-00135287": "you very much forgiveness has the power", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00604-00135288-00135623": "to unbind you but also it's not", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00605-00135624-00135807": "the end it's a it's it's just a", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00606-00135808-00136023": "beginning to keep fighting", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00607-00136024-00136343": "for those who deny atrocities i thank", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00608-00136344-00136671": "you for the privilege of your attention", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00609-00136672-00136854": "thank you marcel for sharing your story", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00610-00136855-00136999": "with us um", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00611-00137000-00137311": "our final panelist is mr zia gafich an", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00612-00137312-00137463": "award-winning photojournalist and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00613-00137464-00137575": "videographer", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00614-00137576-00137775": "based in sarajevo who lived through the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00615-00137776-00138007": "bosnian war as an adolescent and now", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00616-00138008-00138159": "uses his experiences", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00617-00138160-00138431": "to inform his work he is a member of the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00618-00138432-00138583": "seven photo agency", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00619-00138584-00138839": "and a ted fellow who has covered many", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00620-00138840-00138943": "years", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00621-00138944-00139351": "for 50 countries focusing on societies", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00622-00139352-00139551": "locked in a perpetual cycle of violence", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00623-00139552-00139783": "in muslim communities around the world", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00624-00139784-00139966": "zia's work received has received many", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00625-00139967-00140135": "prettiest awards such as the world press", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00626-00140136-00140199": "photo", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00627-00140200-00140390": "grand prix discovery of the year hustle", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00628-00140391-00140519": "blood masters award", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00629-00140520-00140687": "the city of perpignan award for young", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00630-00140688-00140871": "reporters photo district news", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00631-00140872-00141031": "getty images grant for editorial", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00632-00141032-00141287": "photography and a ted fellowship", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00633-00141288-00141478": "his work is also regularly published in", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00634-00141479-00141695": "leading international publications", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00635-00141696-00141878": "and he's authored several monographs", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00636-00141879-00142054": "including troubled islam", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00637-00142055-00142287": "short stories from troubled societies", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00638-00142288-00142423": "quest for identity", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00639-00142424-00142743": "and most recently heartland zia we are", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00640-00142744-00142983": "pleased to welcome", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00641-00142984-00143166": "thank you very much for amazing", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00642-00143167-00143287": "introduction", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00643-00143288-00143575": "um first i will have to apologize if my", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00644-00143576-00143735": "vocabulary is a little bit", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00645-00143736-00144023": "vernacular as i'm not really an academic", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00646-00144024-00144126": "so i will speak", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00647-00144127-00144351": "so from perspective of a practitioner of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00648-00144352-00144607": "a documentarian who", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00649-00144608-00144990": "by chance comes from a country which", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00650-00144991-00145343": "experienced mass summary executions", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00651-00145344-00145702": "in genocide twice in its most recent", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00652-00145703-00145823": "history", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00653-00145824-00146295": "and i will play a slideshow just as", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00654-00146296-00146599": "as an illustration uh because i think", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00655-00146600-00146702": "that's", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00656-00146703-00147095": "easier so just give me a second please", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00657-00147096-00147543": "okay i think i'm sharing", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00658-00147544-00147966": "i hope everyone is seeing this", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00659-00147967-00148214": "anyway uh so i come from country that", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00660-00148215-00148407": "doesn't exist anymore that's where i was", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00661-00148408-00148551": "born the country used", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00662-00148552-00148963": "was named yugoslavia and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00663-00148964-00149366": "memorialization in former yugoslavia was", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00664-00149367-00149695": "a big thing the words never again", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00665-00149696-00149911": "that are so often repeated even today", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00666-00149912-00150143": "were really institutionalized", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00667-00150144-00150471": "those were the words that were", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00668-00150472-00150783": "used that we grew up from", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00669-00150784-00151031": "age zero so to speak those were the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00670-00151032-00151159": "words that were", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00671-00151160-00151487": "repeated over and over throughout our", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00672-00151488-00151807": "education upbringing and so on", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00673-00151808-00152047": "and i have to apologize because my kids", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00674-00152048-00152119": "are", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00675-00152120-00152495": "interrupting", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00676-00152496-00152799": "i'm apologizing for this so those", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00677-00152800-00153014": "words were really built into our", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00678-00153015-00153207": "firmware along with two other words", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00679-00153208-00153271": "which was", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00680-00153272-00153495": "uh on which my former country was built", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00681-00153496-00153735": "on which is fraternity and brotherhood", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00682-00153736-00154078": "orbital brotherhood and fraternity so", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00683-00154079-00154335": "i was brought up with that with those", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00684-00154336-00154439": "ideals", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00685-00154440-00154766": "and with very very vivid description of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00686-00154767-00154959": "what took place during the second world", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00687-00154960-00155014": "war", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00688-00155015-00155295": "in yugoslavia and in bosnia as many of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00689-00155296-00155383": "you know", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00690-00155384-00155623": "one of the worst concentration camps", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00691-00155624-00155839": "nazi concentration camps was", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00692-00155840-00156151": "on in former yugoslavia in croatia", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00693-00156152-00156478": "anyway so i used to believe that this", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00694-00156479-00156711": "this set of beliefs that we were brought", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00695-00156712-00156943": "up with was really indestructible", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00696-00156944-00157231": "unfortunately literally 10 years after", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00697-00157232-00157326": "the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00698-00157327-00157599": "the leader authoritarian leader of this", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00699-00157600-00157878": "yugoslavia tito marshalltito died", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00700-00157879-00158063": "this whole country and this whole", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00701-00158064-00158190": "narrative of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00702-00158191-00158399": "fraternity and brotherhood and never", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00703-00158400-00158671": "again and so on and so forth", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00704-00158672-00158990": "so quickly uh descended", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00705-00158991-00159383": "into chaos violence ethnic violence that", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00706-00159384-00159478": "eventually", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00707-00159479-00159702": "culminated into genocide and actually", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00708-00159703-00159878": "these pictures that you're seeing", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00709-00159879-00160111": "are pictures of personal belongings", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00710-00160112-00160287": "exhumed from the mass graves", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00711-00160288-00160678": "in sebriniza and actually you used", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00712-00160679-00160823": "for your program you use one of the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00713-00160824-00160990": "pictures from cemetery in", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00714-00160991-00161214": "srebrenica so this is a project that", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00715-00161215-00161326": "i've been working on so what you're", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00716-00161327-00161463": "looking are the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00717-00161464-00161711": "personal belongings artifacts that", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00718-00161712-00161878": "people took with themselves", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00719-00161879-00162190": "on on their way to execution", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00720-00162191-00162423": "so literally ten years after this person", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00721-00162424-00162543": "the president died", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00722-00162544-00162799": "the country descended spiraled into this", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00723-00162800-00162895": "violence", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00724-00162896-00163143": "and in such a short period of time as if", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00725-00163144-00163311": "we forgot", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00726-00163312-00163766": "everything that we've been taught and uh", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00727-00163767-00164087": "the war for independence and genocide in", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00728-00164088-00164254": "bosnia happened", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00729-00164255-00164519": "the war ended the international criminal", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00730-00164520-00164583": "tribunal", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00731-00164584-00164975": "took uh tries trying to take care of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00732-00164976-00165078": "those", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00733-00165079-00165295": "accused of war crimes as well as local", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00734-00165296-00165399": "courts and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00735-00165400-00165663": "so on and so forth what's happening now", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00736-00165664-00165863": "is now there is this new word", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00737-00165864-00166202": "and new event that is being uh uh", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00738-00166203-00166535": "institutionalized and that is genocide", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00739-00166536-00166590": "on", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00740-00166591-00166935": "that happened uh in eastern bosnia where", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00741-00166936-00167254": "serb forces committed act of genocide on", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00742-00167255-00167559": "uh muslim population so what i would", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00743-00167560-00167695": "like to bring up", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00744-00167696-00167935": "is more of a question rather than an", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00745-00167936-00168102": "introduction and i hope we'll have a", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00746-00168103-00168223": "chance to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00747-00168224-00168599": "discuss that is i have a feeling as a", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00748-00168600-00168766": "practitioner who's covered similar", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00749-00168767-00168823": "events", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00750-00168824-00169054": "around the world including rwanda i have", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00751-00169055-00169135": "a feeling", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00752-00169136-00169423": "that we are facing two problems when it", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00753-00169424-00169614": "comes to memorialization", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00754-00169615-00169983": "one is i'm afraid that we as a species", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00755-00169984-00170199": "are not capable of learning from our", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00756-00170200-00170295": "mistakes", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00757-00170296-00170535": "or from history at least when it comes", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00758-00170536-00170671": "to uh", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00759-00170672-00171126": "acts of mass atrocities and war crimes", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00760-00171127-00171407": "and the other thing that is happening", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00761-00171408-00171543": "i'm sure everywhere", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00762-00171544-00171895": "is i have a feeling that", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00763-00171896-00172135": "at some point at least now i'm speaking", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00764-00172136-00172390": "on about bosnia and former yugoslavia", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00765-00172391-00172487": "very quickly", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00766-00172488-00172847": "that state the system takes over", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00767-00172848-00173214": "of this process of memorialization which", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00768-00173215-00173366": "is really about the narrative", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00769-00173367-00173799": "right among many other things and i find", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00770-00173800-00173878": "that very", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00771-00173879-00174238": "dangerous because i don't think", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00772-00174239-00174451": "that memorialization can be", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00773-00174452-00174614": "institutionalized", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00774-00174615-00174990": "i think it should be dealt with", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00775-00174991-00175254": "on individual level and that is", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00776-00175255-00175454": "something that i would like to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00777-00175455-00175614": "hopefully discuss in the breakout", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00778-00175615-00175951": "session thank you", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00779-00175952-00176126": "thank you zia and also to our other", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00780-00176127-00176366": "panelists for your opening remarks", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00781-00176367-00176590": "so before we move on to the next part of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00782-00176591-00176766": "the panel in the breakout rooms", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00783-00176767-00176911": "um i'd actually like to open up the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00784-00176912-00177126": "floor to the three of you to see if you", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00785-00177127-00178647": "have any questions for one another", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00786-00178648-00179119": "can i i have a question for forza", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00787-00179120-00179375": "uh just give me a second i just stopped", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00788-00179376-00179471": "sharing", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00789-00179472-00179887": "yes please thank you very much uh", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00790-00179888-00180159": "as you say you in your presentation you", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00791-00180160-00180311": "say that", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00792-00180312-00180531": "your proposal would rather be to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00793-00180532-00180683": "individualize", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00794-00180684-00181023": "memorization but uh", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00795-00181024-00181363": "is there also some benefit in having a", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00796-00181364-00181671": "automatization i should say or", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00797-00181672-00182054": "a national memory so that", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00798-00182055-00182407": "actually this becomes a lesson", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00799-00182408-00182614": "for future generations because if it", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00800-00182615-00182790": "remains at an individual level", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00801-00182791-00183207": "the danger of it being relativized", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00802-00183208-00183599": "or minimized or delegitimized", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00803-00183600-00183926": "is is probably higher than having it at", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00804-00183927-00184271": "the national level", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00805-00184272-00184575": "i uh well well there are several", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00806-00184576-00184663": "questions there", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00807-00184664-00185023": "i think uh", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00808-00185024-00185247": "i don't think that institutionalizing", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00809-00185248-00185471": "memory and commemoration", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00810-00185472-00185775": "is uh going to stop", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00811-00185776-00186111": "someone or groups of uh", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00812-00186112-00186431": "uh denying what happened", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00813-00186432-00186738": "because each group can", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00814-00186739-00186999": "institutionalize within it with its own", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00815-00187000-00187159": "um", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00816-00187160-00187390": "uh with its own group it can", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00817-00187391-00187543": "institutionalize memory of certain", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00818-00187544-00187750": "events i don't think institutionalizing", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00819-00187751-00187807": "it", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00820-00187808-00188183": "actually helps a a uh in preservation", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00821-00188184-00188383": "from that aspect he can always be denied", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00822-00188384-00188414": "in", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00823-00188415-00188654": "we are living it literally every day and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00824-00188655-00188750": "i'm sure it's", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00825-00188751-00189014": "similar in rwanda as well so i don't", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00826-00189015-00189135": "think we are doing it", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00827-00189136-00189414": "a a a great service with that but i", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00828-00189415-00189638": "think the bigger danger is that once it", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00829-00189639-00189887": "becomes or there is an attempt to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00830-00189888-00190126": "institutionalize such an important", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00831-00190127-00190575": "uh memory it inevitably gets affected by", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00832-00190576-00190599": "the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00833-00190600-00190935": "politics and i don't think anything good", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00834-00190936-00191031": "can come out of it", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00835-00191032-00191423": "no matter how you know uh uh benign or", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00836-00191424-00191502": "how", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00837-00191503-00191847": "uh good intentions are i just think", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00838-00191848-00192111": "the memory has to be taken out of the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00839-00192112-00192263": "context of politics", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00840-00192264-00192575": "daily or any kind of politics and i", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00841-00192576-00192711": "don't think we can avoid that", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00842-00192712-00193283": "if you try to institutionalize it", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00843-00193284-00193671": "uh thank you very much uh", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00844-00193672-00193878": "there are certainly various perspectives", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00845-00193879-00194023": "to this before", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00846-00194024-00194383": "if we are to go from from scripture", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00847-00194384-00194687": "uh let's say as one one perspective", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00848-00194688-00195023": "we see yahweh who actually invites", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00849-00195024-00195423": "the israelites to always remember", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00850-00195424-00195575": "and they third generations and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00851-00195576-00195814": "generations after them", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00852-00195815-00196207": "of their liberation from egypt and and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00853-00196208-00196471": "their journey to israel so there is so", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00854-00196472-00196687": "to remember is actually to witness", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00855-00196688-00197014": "to tell uh yeah", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00856-00197015-00197247": "professor connolly gave gave another", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00857-00197248-00197407": "wonderful definition there", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00858-00197408-00197766": "so keep the witness but at the same time", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00859-00197767-00198031": "we can also speak of corrective memory", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00860-00198032-00198311": "so while there is individual memory uh", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00861-00198312-00198383": "so if", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00862-00198384-00198590": "it is individualized what do we make of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00863-00198591-00198871": "a collective memory that the whole group", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00864-00198872-00199063": "has suffered they say speak of the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00865-00199064-00199278": "armenians or speak of the jews", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00866-00199279-00199454": "so is there something we can call", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00867-00199455-00199647": "collective even", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00868-00199648-00200014": "without denying individual memory that a", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00869-00200015-00200287": "group has", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00870-00200288-00200526": "so they they are it's it's both and and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00871-00200527-00200590": "i guess", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00872-00200591-00200790": "uh that we can we can also have", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00873-00200791-00200926": "collective memory as", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00874-00200927-00201295": "long as collective memory doesn't deny", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00875-00201296-00201623": "also some other subsets of memories", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00876-00201624-00201911": "of individuals or memories that have not", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00877-00201912-00202047": "spoken about", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00878-00202048-00202431": "uh so uh collective memory i i i", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00879-00202432-00202631": "certainly want to advocate for it it", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00880-00202632-00202735": "also helps to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00881-00202736-00203263": "to prevent uh to warn uh so it also", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00882-00203264-00203431": "doesn't become only the memory of the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00883-00203432-00203687": "victors", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00884-00203688-00203943": "as history is always the history of the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00885-00203944-00204014": "victors", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00886-00204015-00204483": "so just an addition to what you just", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00887-00204484-00204614": "said", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00888-00204615-00204958": "i think that i think as a as a species", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00889-00204959-00205023": "again", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00890-00205023-00205262": "we are terrible at preventing atrocities", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00891-00205263-00205414": "so uh", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00892-00205415-00205623": "i hope i'm not very hopeful that's going", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00893-00205623-00205766": "to change anytime soon", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00894-00205767-00206046": "so and i guess that's why we are here", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00895-00206048-00206462": "right", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00896-00206463-00206646": "i think there's also a big question", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00897-00206648-00206775": "about what", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00898-00206776-00206958": "people are trying to prevent through", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00899-00206959-00207127": "memory um", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00900-00207128-00207471": "and one of the challenges that genocide", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00901-00207471-00207662": "those who work on policy and genocide", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00902-00207663-00207838": "mistrosities have always had", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00903-00207839-00208279": "is what exactly do you assume", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00904-00208280-00208638": "leads up produces mass atrocities", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00905-00208639-00208927": "and where do your interventions um", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00906-00208928-00209006": "intersect", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00907-00209007-00209255": "along that timeline and so if you", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00908-00209256-00209366": "believe", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00909-00209367-00209694": "for instance that propaganda um", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00910-00209696-00209958": "or that emphasizing the way zia was", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00911-00209959-00210142": "describing the formulas are", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00912-00210144-00210542": "in yugoslavia um emphasizing sort of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00913-00210544-00210606": "different", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00914-00210607-00211023": "uh memory between different groups", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00915-00211023-00211255": "that's constructed in a way by the state", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00916-00211256-00211455": "in order to produce a certain political", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00917-00211456-00211703": "end", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00918-00211704-00211934": "you know if you think if you think that", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00919-00211935-00212127": "that prevents genocide", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00920-00212128-00212423": "um that's one track if you think what", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00921-00212423-00212558": "prevents genocide", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00922-00212559-00212910": "is a stronger and more robust", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00923-00212911-00213223": "and more open democratic political", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00924-00213223-00213623": "dispensation that would lead you down", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00925-00213623-00213998": "a different track and so i think and i", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00926-00214000-00214167": "think", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00927-00214167-00214391": "the research on that front is not", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00928-00214392-00214494": "entirely", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00929-00214496-00214975": "clear actually", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00930-00214976-00215231": "so we actually have a question from one", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00931-00215232-00215287": "of our", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00932-00215288-00215615": "attendees um for zia", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00933-00215616-00215827": "and the question is any ideas for how", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00934-00215828-00216031": "bosnian-herzegovina can break this cycle", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00935-00216032-00216239": "of institutional or", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00936-00216240-00216471": "politicized memory from leading down a", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00937-00216471-00216575": "troubling", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00938-00216576-00216831": "divisive road which seems to be going on", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00939-00216832-00217646": "now in the region", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00940-00217648-00218551": "i'm just reading it again um", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00941-00218552-00218887": "i have to think about it um", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00942-00218888-00219215": "i don't i think we are past that", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00943-00219216-00219510": "i think we i don't think there's a way", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00944-00219511-00219582": "back", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00945-00219583-00219887": "it's been 25 years since the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00946-00219888-00220215": "genocide happened and war ended", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00947-00220216-00220358": "well it didn't happen it was committed", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00948-00220359-00220558": "i'm so i apologize so", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00949-00220559-00220871": "the damage i think has been already done", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00950-00220871-00221206": "and call me jaded or pessimist but i", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00951-00221207-00221246": "think", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00952-00221248-00221439": "when it comes to that particular", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00953-00221440-00221663": "question i think we are beyond", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00954-00221664-00221967": "repair but uh what we", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00955-00221967-00222351": "can still break and and and and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00956-00222352-00222591": "save whatever can be saved is by", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00957-00222592-00222791": "breaking the political structure that", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00958-00222792-00222982": "it's been in that it's in place", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00959-00222983-00223334": "since 1991 effectively in various with", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00960-00223335-00223527": "small variations so i think that's the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00961-00223528-00223663": "chance we have", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00962-00223664-00223919": "but that's rather political correct and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00963-00223919-00223975": "uh", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00964-00223976-00224142": "but when it comes to damage that has", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00965-00224144-00224310": "been done through the way it's been", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00966-00224311-00224431": "memorialized", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00967-00224432-00224767": "by various groups i think that's i think", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00968-00224767-00225198": "that's beyond repair i'm afraid", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00969-00225200-00225527": "and we have an additional question", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00970-00225528-00225839": "open to all mass atrocities and genocide", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00971-00225840-00225951": "depend on mass", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00972-00225952-00226215": "dehumanization in order to perpetuate", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00973-00226216-00226319": "all those involved", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00974-00226319-00226487": "put labels on other groups in order to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00975-00226488-00226687": "focus their hate what are the key", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00976-00226688-00226919": "aspects necessary to re-humanize the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00977-00226919-00227094": "thinking of those involved to allow for", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00978-00227096-00227303": "forgiveness and prevent dehumanization", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00979-00227304-00228255": "in the future", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00980-00228256-00228463": "and that's open to whoever would like to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00981-00228464-00228558": "i think", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00982-00228559-00228815": "media and the work that i'm trying to do", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00983-00228816-00228934": "as documentarian", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00984-00228935-00229294": "can play a major role and i think it", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00985-00229296-00229375": "actually in", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00986-00229376-00229751": "few cases it did play a role um", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00987-00229752-00229931": "but i think media have a huge", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00988-00229932-00230167": "responsibility in uh", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00989-00230167-00230479": "reversing this trend of dehumanization", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00990-00230480-00230734": "because as well as in rwanda and in", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00991-00230735-00230982": "yugoslavia media had a huge", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00992-00230983-00231327": "uh uh impact on in the early days but", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00993-00231328-00231534": "also during the war to dehumanize the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00994-00231535-00231623": "opponent", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00995-00231623-00232039": "so i think it's only logical that we try", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00996-00232040-00232239": "to reverse that trend through our work", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00997-00232240-00232558": "and i think media can do a lot that", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00998-00232559-00232639": "would be", "lCD8mKBMFFk-00999-00232640-00232967": "my perspective on that", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01000-00232967-00233382": "and in addition to this i would", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01001-00233383-00233623": "this is a very good question i would say", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01002-00233623-00233710": "a", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01003-00233711-00234103": "clear and systematic study of history", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01004-00234104-00234398": "that often has led to the scapegoating", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01005-00234400-00234463": "the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01006-00234464-00234910": "humanization of of people and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01007-00234911-00235231": "really trying to seek to do a systematic", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01008-00235232-00235455": "study and as much as objectivity is", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01009-00235456-00235606": "possible", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01010-00235607-00235863": "to reach some objective truth of what", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01011-00235864-00235998": "really led to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01012-00236000-00236191": "to those atrocities and to those", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01013-00236192-00236358": "dehumanization", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01014-00236359-00236519": "in the case of rwanda i think that is", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01015-00236519-00236758": "still a project", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01016-00236759-00237055": "to a good study objective that is not", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01017-00237056-00237271": "biased as much as objectivities can", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01018-00237271-00237391": "batch can be achieved", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01019-00237392-00237734": "so that would be one uh secondly uh", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01020-00237735-00238071": "i think uh we cannot", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01021-00238071-00238319": "do away with the power and the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01022-00238319-00238575": "narratives of survivors", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01023-00238576-00238855": "they are the only books we have of what", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01024-00238856-00239063": "have happened", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01025-00239064-00239367": "uh and we like it or not they they", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01026-00239367-00239510": "really they are the ones who tell what", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01027-00239511-00239558": "happened", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01028-00239559-00239871": "so uh in rehumanizing or repairing the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01029-00239871-00240039": "broken relationships", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01030-00240040-00240398": "uh the survivors", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01031-00240400-00240710": "uh remain pivotal", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01032-00240711-00240934": "and then thirdly and then i will shut up", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01033-00240935-00241087": "the third one is", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01034-00241088-00241303": "uh justice and account accountability", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01035-00241304-00241567": "under an international level", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01036-00241567-00241830": "uh mass atrocities or genocide don't", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01037-00241831-00241903": "just happen", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01038-00241904-00242134": "i'm so pleased that there was a there is", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01039-00242135-00242279": "a section on that on", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01040-00242280-00242582": "on on this conference they", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01041-00242583-00242846": "they happen they are planned and often", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01042-00242848-00242894": "times", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01043-00242896-00243087": "international community abandons this", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01044-00243088-00243263": "was the case in rwanda", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01045-00243264-00243567": "so if we are to seek accountability it's", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01046-00243567-00243751": "not only at the local level it", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01047-00243752-00244046": "has also to go at an international level", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01048-00244048-00244119": "and even", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01049-00244119-00244519": "apologies sometimes are one thing", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01050-00244519-00244846": "so uh so for there to be accountability", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01051-00244848-00245006": "and justice", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01052-00245007-00245294": "it has to bring both local and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01053-00245296-00245406": "international", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01054-00245407-00245879": "capability in rehumanizing", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01055-00245880-00247206": "broken communities", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01056-00247207-00247967": "sorry i was accidentally bumped out", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01057-00247967-00248215": "we actually have um an additional", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01058-00248216-00248287": "question", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01059-00248288-00248575": "from someone in the audience and it's", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01060-00248576-00248639": "from", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01061-00248640-00248967": "a colleague of mine from the colloquium", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01062-00248967-00249167": "how does the digital age easy", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01063-00249167-00249367": "dissemination of information through the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01064-00249367-00249527": "internet and social media", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01065-00249528-00249719": "affect the process of memorializing and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01066-00249719-00250310": "remembering genocide", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01067-00250311-00250767": "can you come again", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01068-00250767-00251046": "um how does the digital age and the easy", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01069-00251048-00251110": "of and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01070-00251111-00251351": "the easy dissemination of information", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01071-00251352-00251558": "through the internet and social media", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01072-00251559-00251806": "affect the process of memorializing and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01073-00251807-00252079": "remembering suicide", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01074-00252080-00252415": "yeah i would say at least for me i think", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01075-00252416-00252519": "of it as more", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01076-00252519-00252855": "question of pace rather than substance", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01077-00252856-00253063": "and so what you see is greater", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01078-00253064-00253255": "accessibility greater pacing right a", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01079-00253256-00253406": "faster pace", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01080-00253407-00253823": "of how memorial projects memorial ideas", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01081-00253823-00254046": "and precedence different examples from", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01082-00254048-00254151": "all around the world", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01083-00254152-00254415": "can be shared um but the challenge there", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01084-00254416-00254567": "is that obviously", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01085-00254567-00254806": "all those examples that can be shared", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01086-00254807-00254998": "are not only ones that um", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01087-00255000-00255246": "aim to promote positive relations", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01088-00255248-00255367": "between people", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01089-00255367-00255630": "but they also quicken the pace for other", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01090-00255631-00255782": "types of uses", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01091-00255783-00256110": "of the past as well so to me it's not", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01092-00256111-00256255": "necessarily that the digital", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01093-00256256-00256567": "age makes memorialization", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01094-00256567-00256910": "better or worse or makes the likelihood", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01095-00256911-00256967": "of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01096-00256967-00257439": "memory being sort of channeled towards", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01097-00257440-00257623": "sort of more peaceful relations or more", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01098-00257623-00257855": "harmful is that it quickens the pace of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01099-00257856-00258487": "both", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01100-00258488-00258767": "thank you professor connolly uh if i if", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01101-00258767-00258967": "i would add something", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01102-00258967-00259223": "there is something beautiful with this", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01103-00259223-00259455": "digital age", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01104-00259456-00259687": "to begin with we are now we are able to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01105-00259688-00259798": "communicate from", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01106-00259800-00260030": "the far ends of the world partly because", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01107-00260031-00260246": "of this", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01108-00260248-00260382": "so many people have been able to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01109-00260383-00260646": "continue their jobs in this", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01110-00260648-00260951": "cove era or crisis because so", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01111-00260952-00261342": "there are some positive uh aspects of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01112-00261344-00261687": "of the media and the social media", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01113-00261688-00261927": "and one can say more about that but to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01114-00261928-00262151": "go specifically to the question uh", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01115-00262152-00262327": "in an era of mass atrocities and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01116-00262328-00262487": "genocide and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01117-00262488-00262806": "in the rise of uh what i call assassins", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01118-00262807-00262895": "of memory", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01119-00262896-00263230": "or genocide deniers and liars", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01120-00263231-00263406": "they have they has to reach a point", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01121-00263407-00263599": "where one realizes that", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01122-00263600-00263895": "realizes that the easy access to media", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01123-00263896-00264087": "or the freedom of expression", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01124-00264088-00264287": "does not remove accountability for the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01125-00264288-00264534": "truth", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01126-00264535-00264839": "uh if there is one thing that is often", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01127-00264840-00265015": "put on the cross", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01128-00265016-00265310": "speaking as a priest as a christian uh", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01129-00265311-00265503": "if there's one thing that is put on the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01130-00265504-00265591": "cross", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01131-00265592-00265919": "in an era of digital media is often", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01132-00265920-00266279": "not always is often the truth", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01133-00266280-00266623": "so the that i can say anything i want", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01134-00266624-00266863": "should also go with the responsibility", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01135-00266864-00266991": "to speak", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01136-00266992-00267295": "with facts", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01137-00267296-00267534": "and i think one doesn't need to go far", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01138-00267535-00267734": "to realize how much that is", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01139-00267735-00268071": "that that is so true today you will not", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01140-00268072-00268206": "mention countries", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01141-00268207-00268527": "so that's one uh the so", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01142-00268528-00268887": "the truth in an era of digital media", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01143-00268888-00269199": "is often on the cross", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01144-00269200-00269510": "so actually the first if i", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01145-00269511-00269791": "may appeal to those who are listening to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01146-00269792-00269855": "us", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01147-00269856-00270167": "internationally let us actually", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01148-00270168-00270527": "remove the truth from the cross", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01149-00270528-00270958": "as we speak speak facts", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01150-00270959-00271255": "uh then secondly uh in the digital media", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01151-00271256-00271406": "also one of the challenges", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01152-00271407-00271775": "is actually the desire to the desire to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01153-00271776-00271910": "excurpate", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01154-00271911-00272310": "perpetrators so there is a sense of", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01155-00272311-00272663": "guilty that comes with atrocities", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01156-00272664-00272982": "so how do you exclude yourself sometimes", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01157-00272983-00273287": "the digital edge uncontrolled", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01158-00273288-00273575": "uh unchecked has become a platform to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01159-00273576-00273815": "speak whatever you want", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01160-00273816-00274006": "to get away from your psychological", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01161-00274007-00274127": "guilt or", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01162-00274128-00274430": "what people have done and so", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01163-00274431-00274767": "whilst i am all ready for what the media", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01164-00274768-00274951": "has done", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01165-00274952-00275287": "that um the danger is also so much and", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01166-00275288-00275343": "truth", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01167-00275344-00275655": "that one finds in", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01168-00275656-00275967": "the digital digital age so for scholars", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01169-00275968-00276215": "for academicians for students listening", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01170-00276216-00276575": "uh please the truth", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01171-00276576-00276967": "matters", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01172-00276968-00277223": "perfect um in the interest of time we", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01173-00277224-00277471": "might have to cut this discussion short", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01174-00277472-00277758": "um and i will and we can now break out", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01175-00277759-00277823": "into the", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01176-00277824-00278110": "breakout room sessions um on the chat", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01177-00278111-00278239": "function you can see", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01178-00278240-00278471": "that um there's three of them for each", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01179-00278472-00278647": "panelist and there's a zoom link", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01180-00278648-00278967": "so you can save copy that link", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01181-00278968-00279239": "leave this meeting and join um we'll", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01182-00279240-00279367": "leave i'll leave this", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01183-00279368-00279575": "zoom meeting open for the next five", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01184-00279576-00279758": "minutes in case anyone needs some time", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01185-00279759-00279863": "to decide", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01186-00279864-00280151": "and to join uh but thank you so much for", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01187-00280152-00280223": "this", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01188-00280224-00280510": "very interesting conversation and i look", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01189-00280511-00280615": "forward to", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01190-00280616-00280791": "bouncing around the different breakout", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01191-00280792-00281167": "rooms to listen to you all", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01192-00281168-00281367": "thank you uh just question because there", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01193-00281368-00281519": "are some questions that i think are", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01194-00281520-00281695": "interesting for the breakout session how", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01195-00281696-00281743": "do we", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01196-00281744-00281958": "get them to the breakout session do they", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01197-00281959-00282119": "stay here or you have to do that or we", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01198-00282120-00282247": "have to do that", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01199-00282248-00282599": "um i can send it to you and then", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01200-00282600-00282806": "whoever you know said those questions", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01201-00282807-00282999": "can definitely join you in your", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01202-00283000-00283206": "breakout room and ask it herself or", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01203-00283207-00283351": "himself or whoever", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01204-00283352-00283695": "perfect thank you okay leaving this", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01205-00283696-00284023": "and going to other group", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01206-00284024-00284487": "thank you thank you it was a job", "lCD8mKBMFFk-01207-00284488-00284968": "thank you so much conley and"}}, {"audio_id": "lCDcmldtLRA", "text": {"lCDcmldtLRA-00000-00000117-00001573": "[Music]", "lCDcmldtLRA-00001-00001574-00001882": "thank you", "lCDcmldtLRA-00002-00001884-00004836": "[Music]", "lCDcmldtLRA-00003-00004837-00005444": "thank you", "lCDcmldtLRA-00004-00005445-00006725": "[Music]", "lCDcmldtLRA-00005-00006726-00007830": "foreign", "lCDcmldtLRA-00006-00007831-00009487": "[Music]", "lCDcmldtLRA-00007-00009488-00009664": "thank you", "lCDcmldtLRA-00008-00009665-00009962": "foreign", "lCDcmldtLRA-00009-00009963-00010200": "[Applause]", "lCDcmldtLRA-00010-00010201-00010558": "[Music]"}}, {"audio_id": 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"last loss involved a man who reported", "lCEEMVENj6A-00014-00006918-00007367": "that he could not breathe and is pleased", "lCEEMVENj6A-00015-00007368-00007651": "for help were denied", "lCEEMVENj6A-00016-00007652-00008141": "this very same person a detainee is or", "lCEEMVENj6A-00017-00008142-00008467": "was considered in the eyes of the law", "lCEEMVENj6A-00018-00008468-00008939": "innocent until proven guilty yet he", "lCEEMVENj6A-00019-00008940-00009263": "received the death sentence the death", "lCEEMVENj6A-00020-00009264-00009437": "sentence", "lCEEMVENj6A-00021-00009438-00009683": "I would like to start with a story", "lCEEMVENj6A-00022-00009684-00010042": "when I was a young mom I filled in as a", "lCEEMVENj6A-00023-00010043-00010264": "registered nurse at the Windsor work", "lCEEMVENj6A-00024-00010265-00010559": "Farm to give the nurses who work their", "lCEEMVENj6A-00025-00010560-00010709": "time off", "lCEEMVENj6A-00026-00010710-00011087": "The Windsor work Farm was the southeast", "lCEEMVENj6A-00027-00011088-00011423": "correctional facility and was a very", "lCEEMVENj6A-00028-00011424-00011777": "Progressive form of incarceration our", "lCEEMVENj6A-00029-00011778-00012160": "folks worked they milked cows grew", "lCEEMVENj6A-00030-00012161-00012491": "vegetables to sell and they cooked", "lCEEMVENj6A-00031-00012492-00012749": "these daily jobs provided the", "lCEEMVENj6A-00032-00012750-00013008": "incarcerated people of our state dignity", "lCEEMVENj6A-00033-00013009-00013319": "while they did their time", "lCEEMVENj6A-00034-00013319-00013715": "I recall quite vividly or curmudgeonly", "lCEEMVENj6A-00035-00013716-00014027": "all vermonter who put his name on the", "lCEEMVENj6A-00036-00014028-00014225": "list to be seen", "lCEEMVENj6A-00037-00014226-00014603": "due to confidentiality I shall refer to", "lCEEMVENj6A-00038-00014604-00014765": "him as Samuel", "lCEEMVENj6A-00039-00014766-00015191": "his job was the floors he would mop wax", "lCEEMVENj6A-00040-00015191-00015377": "sweep Etc", "lCEEMVENj6A-00041-00015378-00015707": "he had two issues that needed a dressing", "lCEEMVENj6A-00042-00015708-00015988": "his eyeglasses constantly fell down on", "lCEEMVENj6A-00043-00015990-00016288": "his nose while he was doing his various", "lCEEMVENj6A-00044-00016290-00016636": "floor duties his second complaint was an", "lCEEMVENj6A-00045-00016637-00017015": "inguinal hernia so here was Sam mopping", "lCEEMVENj6A-00046-00017016-00017291": "with his glasses hanging down sweeping", "lCEEMVENj6A-00047-00017292-00017561": "with his hernia popping out", "lCEEMVENj6A-00048-00017562-00017789": "I put him on the list to see the doctor", "lCEEMVENj6A-00049-00017790-00018136": "who at the time came every Tuesday and", "lCEEMVENj6A-00050-00018137-00018455": "Thursday to interview and examine our", "lCEEMVENj6A-00051-00018456-00018703": "incarcerated Folks at the work farm", "lCEEMVENj6A-00052-00018704-00018994": "right away Samuel got an appointment for", "lCEEMVENj6A-00053-00018995-00019258": "an eye exam and new glasses and we", "lCEEMVENj6A-00054-00019259-00019529": "referred him to a surgeon at Mount", "lCEEMVENj6A-00055-00019530-00019750": "Ascutney hospital to assess the inguinal", "lCEEMVENj6A-00056-00019751-00019871": "hernia", "lCEEMVENj6A-00057-00019872-00020219": "Samuel got his new glasses and he had a", "lCEEMVENj6A-00058-00020220-00020380": "simple hernia repair", "lCEEMVENj6A-00059-00020381-00020794": "a few months later when I arrived Samuel", "lCEEMVENj6A-00060-00020795-00021119": "was mopping the floor he greeted me with", "lCEEMVENj6A-00061-00021120-00021407": "a large smile and was proud to show me", "lCEEMVENj6A-00062-00021408-00021653": "his new glasses", "lCEEMVENj6A-00063-00021654-00021911": "that was prompt and appropriate", "lCEEMVENj6A-00064-00021912-00022241": "Samuel felt validated and was able to", "lCEEMVENj6A-00065-00022242-00022547": "return to work as a contributing member", "lCEEMVENj6A-00066-00022548-00022817": "to his incarcerative community", "lCEEMVENj6A-00067-00022818-00023093": "I had also heard through the prison", "lCEEMVENj6A-00068-00023094-00023380": "grade find that no one did the floors", "lCEEMVENj6A-00069-00023381-00023597": "like Samuel", "lCEEMVENj6A-00070-00023598-00023939": "let us compare and contrast this same", "lCEEMVENj6A-00071-00023940-00024311": "story in the for-profit prison Health", "lCEEMVENj6A-00072-00024312-00024689": "Care model we practice today", "lCEEMVENj6A-00073-00024690-00024977": "Samuel would have had to put in a", "lCEEMVENj6A-00074-00024978-00025247": "multitude of six slips about his eyes", "lCEEMVENj6A-00075-00025248-00025571": "and bulging hernia eventually he'd get", "lCEEMVENj6A-00076-00025572-00025900": "an eye exam and most likely he would", "lCEEMVENj6A-00077-00025901-00026183": "have to put in six lips when the new", "lCEEMVENj6A-00078-00026183-00026405": "glasses did not arrive in a timely", "lCEEMVENj6A-00079-00026406-00026512": "manner", "lCEEMVENj6A-00080-00026513-00026873": "the hernia however would not be attended", "lCEEMVENj6A-00081-00026874-00026945": "to", "lCEEMVENj6A-00082-00026945-00027220": "Samuel would have to put in six slip", "lCEEMVENj6A-00083-00027222-00027533": "after six slip complaining of his hernia", "lCEEMVENj6A-00084-00027533-00027799": "he would not see a doctor", "lCEEMVENj6A-00085-00027800-00028024": "eventually he may see a nurse", "lCEEMVENj6A-00086-00028025-00028320": "practitioner or a physician's assistant", "lCEEMVENj6A-00087-00028322-00028685": "and it may be Telehealth", "lCEEMVENj6A-00088-00028686-00029008": "in the outside world a doctor listens to", "lCEEMVENj6A-00089-00029010-00029255": "a patient's history of illness and then", "lCEEMVENj6A-00090-00029256-00029473": "does a physical exam", "lCEEMVENj6A-00091-00029474-00029920": "this means a Hands-On assessment there", "lCEEMVENj6A-00092-00029922-00030190": "is no substitute for a Hands-on Physical", "lCEEMVENj6A-00093-00030191-00030443": "assessment for a diagnosis", "lCEEMVENj6A-00094-00030444-00030923": "that my friends is the art of Medicine", "lCEEMVENj6A-00095-00030924-00031277": "in today's prison for profit Health Care", "lCEEMVENj6A-00096-00031277-00031655": "System Samuel's new job would be putting", "lCEEMVENj6A-00097-00031656-00032045": "in six slip after six slip daily", "lCEEMVENj6A-00098-00032045-00032357": "with enough six lips and I don't know", "lCEEMVENj6A-00099-00032358-00032674": "the process for how many one needs to", "lCEEMVENj6A-00100-00032675-00032885": "file a grievance but it takes", "lCEEMVENj6A-00101-00032886-00033305": "persistence and constant nagging similar", "lCEEMVENj6A-00102-00033306-00033587": "to the squeaky wheel gets the grease but", "lCEEMVENj6A-00103-00033588-00033949": "eventually and not sure the process", "lCEEMVENj6A-00104-00033950-00034246": "Samuel's inguinal hernia complaint will", "lCEEMVENj6A-00105-00034247-00034674": "get to the defender General's office", "lCEEMVENj6A-00106-00034675-00035015": "you may or may not be aware that the", "lCEEMVENj6A-00107-00035016-00035255": "defender General's office is staffed", "lCEEMVENj6A-00108-00035256-00035512": "with lawyers not doctors", "lCEEMVENj6A-00109-00035513-00035789": "the defender General's office has to", "lCEEMVENj6A-00110-00035790-00036155": "then litigate Samuel's hernia with the", "lCEEMVENj6A-00111-00036156-00036457": "for-profit health care company", "lCEEMVENj6A-00112-00036458-00036683": "for-profit prison health care companies", "lCEEMVENj6A-00113-00036684-00036851": "have a lot of money", "lCEEMVENj6A-00114-00036852-00037265": "to hire experts to say yep Samuel does", "lCEEMVENj6A-00115-00037266-00037552": "not need to have his hernia repaired", "lCEEMVENj6A-00116-00037553-00037912": "this well-paid expert Doctor Who will", "lCEEMVENj6A-00117-00037913-00038296": "not do a physical exam on Samuel instead", "lCEEMVENj6A-00118-00038297-00038687": "he will use his fancy medical jargon to", "lCEEMVENj6A-00119-00038688-00039023": "prove that Samuel does not in fact need", "lCEEMVENj6A-00120-00039024-00039196": "a hernia repair", "lCEEMVENj6A-00121-00039197-00039401": "all the while", "lCEEMVENj6A-00122-00039402-00039730": "Samuel is sitting in his cell hoping", "lCEEMVENj6A-00123-00039731-00040049": "that at some point the for-profit", "lCEEMVENj6A-00124-00040050-00040361": "medical care company will do what our", "lCEEMVENj6A-00125-00040362-00041027": "state law says this is 28 VSA 801 a", "lCEEMVENj6A-00126-00041028-00041290": "the department shall", "lCEEMVENj6A-00127-00041291-00041652": "not the department May the department", "lCEEMVENj6A-00128-00041653-00042071": "shall provide health care for inmates in", "lCEEMVENj6A-00129-00042072-00042280": "accordance with the prevailing medical", "lCEEMVENj6A-00130-00042281-00043079": "standards", "lCEEMVENj6A-00131-00043080-00043361": "not only is this time consuming there", "lCEEMVENj6A-00132-00043362-00043571": "are medical or surgical conditions that", "lCEEMVENj6A-00133-00043572-00043840": "continue to deteriorate without timely", "lCEEMVENj6A-00134-00043841-00043943": "care", "lCEEMVENj6A-00135-00043944-00044183": "in the case of Samuel being denied", "lCEEMVENj6A-00136-00044184-00044543": "access to a specialist could result in a", "lCEEMVENj6A-00137-00044544-00044896": "rupture of the bowel peritonitis a huge", "lCEEMVENj6A-00138-00044897-00045245": "surgery a colostomy and even loss of", "lCEEMVENj6A-00139-00045246-00045371": "life", "lCEEMVENj6A-00140-00045372-00045715": "if this were to happen would the present", "lCEEMVENj6A-00141-00045716-00045973": "for-profit Health Care staff recognize", "lCEEMVENj6A-00142-00045974-00046271": "that Samuel's pink slip for abdominal", "lCEEMVENj6A-00143-00046272-00046649": "pain was urgent and not his regular sick", "lCEEMVENj6A-00144-00046650-00046996": "slip complaining of a hernia", "lCEEMVENj6A-00145-00046997-00047279": "profit Healthcare has a skeletal crew of", "lCEEMVENj6A-00146-00047280-00047471": "practitioners", "lCEEMVENj6A-00147-00047472-00047705": "practitioner I'm a", "lCEEMVENj6A-00148-00047706-00048023": "rich and LPN and an LNA are not", "lCEEMVENj6A-00149-00048024-00048299": "practitioners we do not do physical", "lCEEMVENj6A-00150-00048300-00048707": "exams write orders or prescribed meds I", "lCEEMVENj6A-00151-00048708-00048857": "would like to know how many", "lCEEMVENj6A-00152-00048858-00049102": "practitioners are for-profit health care", "lCEEMVENj6A-00153-00049103-00049301": "provider actually have", "lCEEMVENj6A-00154-00049302-00049565": "are the current providers seeing and", "lCEEMVENj6A-00155-00049566-00049895": "examining our incarcerated folks or are", "lCEEMVENj6A-00156-00049896-00050146": "they getting a report over the phone and", "lCEEMVENj6A-00157-00050147-00050429": "making medical decisions while skipping", "lCEEMVENj6A-00158-00050430-00050962": "the very art of medicine a physical exam", "lCEEMVENj6A-00159-00050963-00051280": "all incarcerated folks deserve boots on", "lCEEMVENj6A-00160-00051282-00051592": "the ground in the case of Samuel our", "lCEEMVENj6A-00161-00051594-00051935": "current system does not easily allow", "lCEEMVENj6A-00162-00051936-00052264": "access to specialists money spent on a", "lCEEMVENj6A-00163-00052265-00052535": "specialist would decrease corporate", "lCEEMVENj6A-00164-00052536-00052691": "profit", "lCEEMVENj6A-00165-00052691-00053147": "our incarcerated folks are easy targets", "lCEEMVENj6A-00166-00053148-00053429": "their voices may be heard inside those", "lCEEMVENj6A-00167-00053429-00053821": "walls but not validated through actions", "lCEEMVENj6A-00168-00053822-00054421": "actions translate into decreased profit", "lCEEMVENj6A-00169-00054422-00054725": "recently I saw the commissioner of the", "lCEEMVENj6A-00170-00054726-00055030": "Department Corrections on the news", "lCEEMVENj6A-00171-00055032-00055319": "stating how sick our inmate population", "lCEEMVENj6A-00172-00055320-00055732": "is our demograph our demographics have", "lCEEMVENj6A-00173-00055733-00055854": "changed", "lCEEMVENj6A-00174-00055855-00056273": "allegedly 90 percent are taking five or", "lCEEMVENj6A-00175-00056274-00056429": "more medications", "lCEEMVENj6A-00176-00056429-00056747": "to me that sounds exactly like victim", "lCEEMVENj6A-00177-00056748-00057125": "blaming or incarcerated folks are dying", "lCEEMVENj6A-00178-00057126-00057311": "because they are sick", "lCEEMVENj6A-00179-00057312-00057563": "and because they are sick it is their", "lCEEMVENj6A-00180-00057564-00057742": "fault", "lCEEMVENj6A-00181-00057744-00058057": "according to the source Civic science", "lCEEMVENj6A-00182-00058058-00058342": "seventy percent of Americans take at", "lCEEMVENj6A-00183-00058344-00058626": "least one prescription medication a day", "lCEEMVENj6A-00184-00058627-00059032": "that is our nation's demographic and yes", "lCEEMVENj6A-00185-00059033-00059441": "that demographic has changed as well", "lCEEMVENj6A-00186-00059441-00059753": "the amount of medications taken a day is", "lCEEMVENj6A-00187-00059754-00060094": "not an excuse for poor Medical Care", "lCEEMVENj6A-00188-00060095-00060359": "so our incarcerated folks are receiving", "lCEEMVENj6A-00189-00060360-00060588": "or not receiving", "lCEEMVENj6A-00190-00060589-00060923": "rather I would ask the commissioner what", "lCEEMVENj6A-00191-00060924-00061199": "can be done to oversee the new federal", "lCEEMVENj6A-00192-00061200-00061475": "profit health care provider well path", "lCEEMVENj6A-00193-00061476-00061637": "LLC", "lCEEMVENj6A-00194-00061638-00062044": "there should be weekly oversight is well", "lCEEMVENj6A-00195-00062045-00062200": "path providing their own medical", "lCEEMVENj6A-00196-00062201-00062459": "director and if so", "lCEEMVENj6A-00197-00062460-00062741": "is that person drinking the Kool-Aid of", "lCEEMVENj6A-00198-00062741-00063047": "their Fair profit medical model", "lCEEMVENj6A-00199-00063048-00063292": "how many institutions is this medical", "lCEEMVENj6A-00200-00063294-00063587": "director providing oversight for", "lCEEMVENj6A-00201-00063588-00063869": "is this person located in Tennessee as", "lCEEMVENj6A-00202-00063870-00063988": "well", "lCEEMVENj6A-00203-00063989-00064265": "these are important considerations if we", "lCEEMVENj6A-00204-00064266-00064456": "want true health care for our", "lCEEMVENj6A-00205-00064457-00064679": "incarcerated folks", "lCEEMVENj6A-00206-00064679-00065056": "I also read that we will be paying for", "lCEEMVENj6A-00207-00065057-00065459": "this new Pro Fair profit provider 33", "lCEEMVENj6A-00208-00065460-00065831": "million dollars and change a year", "lCEEMVENj6A-00209-00065832-00066143": "will there be boots on the ground will", "lCEEMVENj6A-00210-00066144-00066515": "he have MD's in-house will we have any", "lCEEMVENj6A-00211-00066516-00066737": "nurse practitioners or Physicians", "lCEEMVENj6A-00212-00066738-00067019": "assistants in-house will our", "lCEEMVENj6A-00213-00067020-00067300": "incarcerated folks still have to fill", "lCEEMVENj6A-00214-00067301-00067594": "out multiple sick sips until they get", "lCEEMVENj6A-00215-00067595-00067817": "the prevailing medical standard of care", "lCEEMVENj6A-00216-00067818-00068165": "as provided by Vermont law", "lCEEMVENj6A-00217-00068166-00068399": "I would urge the commissioner of the", "lCEEMVENj6A-00218-00068400-00068597": "Department of Corrections to ask such", "lCEEMVENj6A-00219-00068598-00068897": "questions what will the Staffing be if", "lCEEMVENj6A-00220-00068898-00069149": "our folks are as sick as he claims they", "lCEEMVENj6A-00221-00069150-00069376": "are there should be more practitioners", "lCEEMVENj6A-00222-00069377-00069671": "than our current model I didn't see any", "lCEEMVENj6A-00223-00069672-00070043": "jobs posted by wellpath LLC for our", "lCEEMVENj6A-00224-00070044-00070126": "state", "lCEEMVENj6A-00225-00070127-00070469": "with this new provider using the same", "lCEEMVENj6A-00226-00070470-00070793": "skeletal vital course staff sort of like", "lCEEMVENj6A-00227-00070794-00071326": "the phrase same blank different day", "lCEEMVENj6A-00228-00071327-00071717": "but we also urge our lawmakers to bring", "lCEEMVENj6A-00229-00071718-00071981": "back in state care", "lCEEMVENj6A-00230-00071982-00072287": "I would have to think with a 33 million", "lCEEMVENj6A-00231-00072288-00072575": "dollar budget for about 13 incarcerated", "lCEEMVENj6A-00232-00072576-00072959": "folks we could build our own we have", "lCEEMVENj6A-00233-00072960-00073169": "medical students at UVM in Dartmouth", "lCEEMVENj6A-00234-00073170-00073432": "Hitchcock we have nursing students at", "lCEEMVENj6A-00235-00073433-00073691": "Colby Sawyer UVM Vermont Technical", "lCEEMVENj6A-00236-00073692-00073997": "College we could offer them internships", "lCEEMVENj6A-00237-00073998-00074237": "maybe some would stay on for loan", "lCEEMVENj6A-00238-00074238-00074344": "forgiveness", "lCEEMVENj6A-00239-00074345-00074615": "we have doctors graduating from both", "lCEEMVENj6A-00240-00074616-00074873": "hospitals perhaps we could offer some", "lCEEMVENj6A-00241-00074874-00075161": "student loan payments as a perk what", "lCEEMVENj6A-00242-00075162-00075425": "about retired medical people that may be", "lCEEMVENj6A-00243-00075426-00075809": "willing to pitch in handing over a 33", "lCEEMVENj6A-00244-00075810-00076171": "million dollar check to a full profit", "lCEEMVENj6A-00245-00076172-00076349": "tennessee-based health care company", "lCEEMVENj6A-00246-00076350-00076781": "without any oversight in our state just", "lCEEMVENj6A-00247-00076782-00077137": "seems like a recipe for the same same-o", "lCEEMVENj6A-00248-00077138-00077503": "minimal health care for maximum profit", "lCEEMVENj6A-00249-00077504-00077903": "off the backs of people who sit and wait", "lCEEMVENj6A-00250-00077904-00078073": "to be cared for", "lCEEMVENj6A-00251-00078074-00078382": "these same people who dream of the day", "lCEEMVENj6A-00252-00078383-00078676": "they don't need to fill out multiple six", "lCEEMVENj6A-00253-00078677-00079019": "steps for simple things and not so", "lCEEMVENj6A-00254-00079020-00079355": "simple things waiting for the day to", "lCEEMVENj6A-00255-00079356-00079576": "feel validated", "lCEEMVENj6A-00256-00079577-00079912": "finally Mr commissioner there is an old", "lCEEMVENj6A-00257-00079913-00080350": "adage a stitch in time saves nine", "lCEEMVENj6A-00258-00080351-00080687": "it is time to make sure with oversight", "lCEEMVENj6A-00259-00080688-00080987": "that our new health care for-profit", "lCEEMVENj6A-00260-00080988-00081376": "provider uses that stitch in another", "lCEEMVENj6A-00261-00081377-00081676": "family doesn't have to lose lose their", "lCEEMVENj6A-00262-00081677-00081923": "loved one because they didn't get that", "lCEEMVENj6A-00263-00081924-00082476": "care they didn't get that Stitch", "lCEEMVENj6A-00264-00082477-00082756": "the legislature the Department of", "lCEEMVENj6A-00265-00082757-00082985": "Corrections commissioner the people of", "lCEEMVENj6A-00266-00082986-00083255": "our state the people we hold inside a", "lCEEMVENj6A-00267-00083256-00083575": "rock facility our group for Manchester", "lCEEMVENj6A-00268-00083576-00083950": "has our Collective hands on the pulse of", "lCEEMVENj6A-00269-00083951-00084293": "criminal legal reform time to clean", "lCEEMVENj6A-00270-00084294-00084647": "house time to step up time to answer", "lCEEMVENj6A-00271-00084648-00085037": "that call we are at a Tipping Point", "lCEEMVENj6A-00272-00085038-00085456": "together we are Vermont strong take the", "lCEEMVENj6A-00273-00085457-00085685": "profit out of prison health care and", "lCEEMVENj6A-00274-00085686-00086050": "prevent another death sentence thank you", "lCEEMVENj6A-00275-00086051-00086453": "all", "lCEEMVENj6A-00276-00086454-00086821": "next up we are going to hear from", "lCEEMVENj6A-00277-00086822-00087269": "Janet who has a personal story to share", "lCEEMVENj6A-00278-00087270-00087676": "about the actual care her loved one has", "lCEEMVENj6A-00279-00087677-00087869": "received in the prison Health Care", "lCEEMVENj6A-00280-00087870-00089050": "system", "lCEEMVENj6A-00281-00089051-00090209": "all right", "lCEEMVENj6A-00282-00090210-00090532": "thank you to Vermont just Justice for", "lCEEMVENj6A-00283-00090533-00090785": "asking me to speak today", "lCEEMVENj6A-00284-00090786-00091085": "and I thank you all for being here today", "lCEEMVENj6A-00285-00091086-00091276": "I have two things", "lCEEMVENj6A-00286-00091277-00091612": "I want to talk about one is adequate", "lCEEMVENj6A-00287-00091613-00091709": "Health Care", "lCEEMVENj6A-00288-00091710-00092068": "my spouse fought MRSA infections for two", "lCEEMVENj6A-00289-00092069-00092356": "years before the doc's Healthcare", "lCEEMVENj6A-00290-00092357-00092656": "got a handle on it two years of six", "lCEEMVENj6A-00291-00092657-00093049": "slips grievances scars pain and illness", "lCEEMVENj6A-00292-00093050-00093382": "my loved one had to endure", "lCEEMVENj6A-00293-00093383-00093635": "he would let nursing staff know at the", "lCEEMVENj6A-00294-00093636-00093947": "beginning of an infection", "lCEEMVENj6A-00295-00093948-00094294": "is oozing infection and highly", "lCEEMVENj6A-00296-00094295-00094468": "contagious to others", "lCEEMVENj6A-00297-00094469-00094715": "before they would address it", "lCEEMVENj6A-00298-00094716-00095044": "is this adequate Health Care", "lCEEMVENj6A-00299-00095045-00095417": "it was only after a provider came in and", "lCEEMVENj6A-00300-00095418-00095818": "cut him open in shackles and cuffs", "lCEEMVENj6A-00301-00095819-00096053": "in the correctional facilities medical", "lCEEMVENj6A-00302-00096054-00096317": "office as he repeatedly asked her to", "lCEEMVENj6A-00303-00096318-00096575": "stop because he could fill every cut", "lCEEMVENj6A-00304-00096576-00096881": "every push squeeze and medical device", "lCEEMVENj6A-00305-00096882-00097253": "she was shoving into him creating a", "lCEEMVENj6A-00306-00097254-00097523": "bloody horror show that Disturbed nurses", "lCEEMVENj6A-00307-00097524-00097931": "and correction staff alike", "lCEEMVENj6A-00308-00097932-00098200": "that he started getting better care his", "lCEEMVENj6A-00309-00098201-00098387": "grievance for that event was never", "lCEEMVENj6A-00310-00098388-00098800": "answered addressed or apologized for", "lCEEMVENj6A-00311-00098801-00099094": "is this adequate Health Care", "lCEEMVENj6A-00312-00099095-00099335": "I have an audio recording of his", "lCEEMVENj6A-00313-00099336-00099532": "accounts of the event if anyone is", "lCEEMVENj6A-00314-00099533-00099821": "interested in hearing it as well", "lCEEMVENj6A-00315-00099822-00100061": "this brings me to my next issue with", "lCEEMVENj6A-00316-00100062-00100271": "Healthcare Mental Health", "lCEEMVENj6A-00317-00100272-00100541": "when we get into an argument at home and", "lCEEMVENj6A-00318-00100542-00100853": "someone gets upset and cusses do we drag", "lCEEMVENj6A-00319-00100854-00101105": "our spouse or teenager to a locked room", "lCEEMVENj6A-00320-00101106-00101356": "take away everything from them strip", "lCEEMVENj6A-00321-00101357-00101747": "them naked strip them of their dignity", "lCEEMVENj6A-00322-00101748-00102076": "do we as a civilized people do this the", "lCEEMVENj6A-00323-00102077-00102359": "doc does this", "lCEEMVENj6A-00324-00102360-00102665": "are these the de-escalating tools that", "lCEEMVENj6A-00325-00102666-00102913": "were discussed on the news last week", "lCEEMVENj6A-00326-00102914-00103210": "if our child or spouse was sick and", "lCEEMVENj6A-00327-00103211-00103553": "begging to be taken to the hospital", "lCEEMVENj6A-00328-00103554-00103840": "that they knew something was seriously", "lCEEMVENj6A-00329-00103841-00104128": "wrong would we tell them shut up or I'm", "lCEEMVENj6A-00330-00104129-00104315": "locking you in a closet", "lCEEMVENj6A-00331-00104316-00104597": "the doc does this", "lCEEMVENj6A-00332-00104598-00104878": "I would think we would call 9-1-1 and", "lCEEMVENj6A-00333-00104879-00105143": "take them to the hospital as a civilized", "lCEEMVENj6A-00334-00105144-00105310": "society", "lCEEMVENj6A-00335-00105311-00105497": "I personally", "lCEEMVENj6A-00336-00105498-00105802": "am not against correctional facilities", "lCEEMVENj6A-00337-00105803-00106097": "it was one of my most rewarding jobs I", "lCEEMVENj6A-00338-00106098-00106240": "had in my life", "lCEEMVENj6A-00339-00106241-00106558": "there is a place for it my problem is", "lCEEMVENj6A-00340-00106559-00106775": "that there is no proper training in", "lCEEMVENj6A-00341-00106776-00106990": "trauma-informed care or mental health", "lCEEMVENj6A-00342-00106991-00107219": "for CEOs", "lCEEMVENj6A-00343-00107220-00107578": "which I know for an absolute fact and", "lCEEMVENj6A-00344-00107579-00107908": "this supposed adequate Health Care is", "lCEEMVENj6A-00345-00107909-00108190": "absolutely medieval", "lCEEMVENj6A-00346-00108191-00108425": "the medical staff is Jaded and", "lCEEMVENj6A-00347-00108426-00108551": "complacent", "lCEEMVENj6A-00348-00108552-00108833": "this is cause of deaths and long-term", "lCEEMVENj6A-00349-00108833-00109090": "trauma for our families how will they", "lCEEMVENj6A-00350-00109091-00109228": "come home to us", "lCEEMVENj6A-00351-00109229-00109373": "dead", "lCEEMVENj6A-00352-00109374-00109669": "or more mentally and emotionally", "lCEEMVENj6A-00353-00109670-00109871": "traumatized than they were when they", "lCEEMVENj6A-00354-00109872-00110075": "went to prison", "lCEEMVENj6A-00355-00110076-00110357": "what is the state of Vermont going to do", "lCEEMVENj6A-00356-00110358-00110483": "about this", "lCEEMVENj6A-00357-00110483-00110807": "what is the nation going to do about", "lCEEMVENj6A-00358-00110808-00111113": "this because it isn't just Vermont it is", "lCEEMVENj6A-00359-00111114-00111460": "happening all over the country", "lCEEMVENj6A-00360-00111461-00111827": "demand prison reform so present death", "lCEEMVENj6A-00361-00111828-00112314": "isn't the norm thank you", "lCEEMVENj6A-00362-00112315-00114793": "[Applause]", "lCEEMVENj6A-00363-00114794-00115097": "good afternoon", "lCEEMVENj6A-00364-00115098-00115343": "my name is Tim Burgess", "lCEEMVENj6A-00365-00115344-00115577": "I'm a former inmate adjusted its", "lCEEMVENj6A-00366-00115578-00115733": "impacted person", "lCEEMVENj6A-00367-00115733-00116008": "and the leader the current leader of the", "lCEEMVENj6A-00368-00116009-00116201": "citizens united for the rehabilitation", "lCEEMVENj6A-00369-00116202-00116590": "of Aarons", "lCEEMVENj6A-00370-00116591-00117154": "in 1927 Governor weeks famously said", "lCEEMVENj6A-00371-00117155-00117484": "Vermont will take care of its own", "lCEEMVENj6A-00372-00117485-00117725": "well that's been a philosophy that", "lCEEMVENj6A-00373-00117726-00118066": "sticks with vermonters today", "lCEEMVENj6A-00374-00118067-00118343": "it's a failed notion for a Justice", "lCEEMVENj6A-00375-00118344-00118589": "impacted people", "lCEEMVENj6A-00376-00118590-00118901": "those incarcerated those who sent away", "lCEEMVENj6A-00377-00118902-00119219": "to private prisons", "lCEEMVENj6A-00378-00119220-00119416": "their families and their loved ones", "lCEEMVENj6A-00379-00119417-00119681": "suffer the consequences", "lCEEMVENj6A-00380-00119682-00119963": "specifically those in our prisons who", "lCEEMVENj6A-00381-00119964-00120131": "are elderly and those with substance", "lCEEMVENj6A-00382-00120132-00120460": "abuse suffer from poor health care in", "lCEEMVENj6A-00383-00120461-00120719": "the state of Vermont", "lCEEMVENj6A-00384-00120720-00120965": "it's become commonplace", "lCEEMVENj6A-00385-00120966-00121216": "to hear that someone in our correctional", "lCEEMVENj6A-00386-00121217-00121619": "system is sick dying or has died because", "lCEEMVENj6A-00387-00121620-00121907": "of either negligence or indifference", "lCEEMVENj6A-00388-00121908-00122290": "in 2022 we had nine citizens of Vermont", "lCEEMVENj6A-00389-00122291-00122458": "die in custody", "lCEEMVENj6A-00390-00122459-00122939": "already in 2023 seven people", "lCEEMVENj6A-00391-00122940-00123125": "Southern vermonters", "lCEEMVENj6A-00392-00123126-00123473": "have died by incarceration", "lCEEMVENj6A-00393-00123474-00123678": "to paraphrase a famous movie line", "lCEEMVENj6A-00394-00123679-00124115": "Vermont we have a problem", "lCEEMVENj6A-00395-00124116-00124390": "as of today's head count for the Vermont", "lCEEMVENj6A-00396-00124391-00124631": "Department of Corrections", "lCEEMVENj6A-00397-00124632-00125189": "Vermont has 1 329 people in its care and", "lCEEMVENj6A-00398-00125190-00125495": "custody", "lCEEMVENj6A-00399-00125496-00125951": "in state there are 110 females", "lCEEMVENj6A-00400-00125952-00126216": "a hundred and I'm sorry", "lCEEMVENj6A-00401-00126217-00126510": "1094 males", "lCEEMVENj6A-00402-00126511-00126886": "420 detainees", "lCEEMVENj6A-00403-00126888-00127086": "and 25", "lCEEMVENj6A-00404-00127088-00127463": "125 are held in out of state for-profit", "lCEEMVENj6A-00405-00127464-00127690": "prisons", "lCEEMVENj6A-00406-00127691-00128015": "over 1300 miles away from where we stand", "lCEEMVENj6A-00407-00128016-00128333": "today", "lCEEMVENj6A-00408-00128333-00128578": "our legislature is prepared to spend", "lCEEMVENj6A-00409-00128579-00128986": "another eight million dollars", "lCEEMVENj6A-00410-00128988-00129208": "enough", "lCEEMVENj6A-00411-00129209-00129502": "on an unnecessary prison", "lCEEMVENj6A-00412-00129503-00129713": "while the health care and our current", "lCEEMVENj6A-00413-00129714-00130025": "institutions is abysmal", "lCEEMVENj6A-00414-00130026-00130264": "our legislative", "lCEEMVENj6A-00415-00130265-00130852": "wrong part", "lCEEMVENj6A-00416-00130853-00131128": "our state continues to use for-profit", "lCEEMVENj6A-00417-00131129-00131435": "prisons for-profit Health Care Providers", "lCEEMVENj6A-00418-00131436-00131681": "while vermonters die in public", "lCEEMVENj6A-00419-00131682-00132035": "facilities", "lCEEMVENj6A-00420-00132036-00132395": "vermonters are being denied", "lCEEMVENj6A-00421-00132396-00132628": "adequate Health Care", "lCEEMVENj6A-00422-00132629-00132899": "health services and are being denied", "lCEEMVENj6A-00423-00132900-00133102": "family contacts and being treated", "lCEEMVENj6A-00424-00133103-00133475": "indecently and inhumanly", "lCEEMVENj6A-00425-00133476-00133763": "if we as a state continually allow", "lCEEMVENj6A-00426-00133764-00133901": "vermonters", "lCEEMVENj6A-00427-00133902-00134171": "who are ill to get sicker because of", "lCEEMVENj6A-00428-00134172-00134399": "crimes they committed many of their", "lCEEMVENj6A-00429-00134400-00134759": "worst moments in time", "lCEEMVENj6A-00430-00134760-00135052": "some under the influence of substances", "lCEEMVENj6A-00431-00135053-00135293": "and with cognitive issues", "lCEEMVENj6A-00432-00135294-00135659": "we must remember all incarcerated lives", "lCEEMVENj6A-00433-00135660-00135864": "matter", "lCEEMVENj6A-00434-00135865-00136175": "some here today", "lCEEMVENj6A-00435-00136176-00136354": "may have heard the quote from", "lCEEMVENj6A-00436-00136355-00136637": "doskeyevsky", "lCEEMVENj6A-00437-00136638-00136990": "you can judge a society by how well it", "lCEEMVENj6A-00438-00136991-00137177": "treats as prisoners", "lCEEMVENj6A-00439-00137178-00137489": "how is Vermont treating its prisoners", "lCEEMVENj6A-00440-00137490-00137813": "that's apparent", "lCEEMVENj6A-00441-00137814-00138131": "by continuing to separate families by", "lCEEMVENj6A-00442-00138132-00138316": "sending them more than a thousand miles", "lCEEMVENj6A-00443-00138317-00138575": "from home", "lCEEMVENj6A-00444-00138576-00138983": "we must do better we can do better", "lCEEMVENj6A-00445-00138984-00139337": "and we demand better from the state", "lCEEMVENj6A-00446-00139338-00139583": "when a person commits a crime in Vermont", "lCEEMVENj6A-00447-00139584-00139997": "they're held to account for their crimes", "lCEEMVENj6A-00448-00139998-00140363": "when the state puts them in prison the", "lCEEMVENj6A-00449-00140364-00140849": "state must too account for their actions", "lCEEMVENj6A-00450-00140850-00141077": "or lack of action", "lCEEMVENj6A-00451-00141078-00141311": "for keeping them healthy that's their", "lCEEMVENj6A-00452-00141312-00141635": "job as Leslie pointed out earlier", "lCEEMVENj6A-00453-00141636-00142240": "that statutory that's the law", "lCEEMVENj6A-00454-00142241-00142469": "in my time in Corrections my serious", "lCEEMVENj6A-00455-00142470-00142733": "health issues were belittled", "lCEEMVENj6A-00456-00142734-00143087": "one unattended and went unheard", "lCEEMVENj6A-00457-00143088-00143428": "and were never properly addressed", "lCEEMVENj6A-00458-00143429-00143764": "after speaking with people running the", "lCEEMVENj6A-00459-00143765-00143975": "Vermont Department of Corrections I'm", "lCEEMVENj6A-00460-00143976-00144166": "told that they're working to address", "lCEEMVENj6A-00461-00144167-00144443": "these issues", "lCEEMVENj6A-00462-00144444-00144616": "let's say now", "lCEEMVENj6A-00463-00144617-00144869": "that they're that these issues are being", "lCEEMVENj6A-00464-00144870-00145090": "brought into the daylight and in the", "lCEEMVENj6A-00465-00145091-00145271": "beginning stages of how to address the", "lCEEMVENj6A-00466-00145272-00145583": "problems are being examined the state of", "lCEEMVENj6A-00467-00145584-00145907": "Vermont needs to be transparent and what", "lCEEMVENj6A-00468-00145908-00146273": "is being done and how", "lCEEMVENj6A-00469-00146274-00146483": "in conclusion", "lCEEMVENj6A-00470-00146484-00146716": "thank you for all of you who gathered", "lCEEMVENj6A-00471-00146717-00146902": "here today came out to address this", "lCEEMVENj6A-00472-00146903-00147161": "issue with us", "lCEEMVENj6A-00473-00147162-00147340": "the family and loved ones are David", "lCEEMVENj6A-00474-00147341-00147473": "Mitchell", "lCEEMVENj6A-00475-00147474-00147833": "Vermont just Justice is with you", "lCEEMVENj6A-00476-00147834-00148025": "to the families of loved ones who have", "lCEEMVENj6A-00477-00148026-00148289": "passed while incarcerated", "lCEEMVENj6A-00478-00148290-00148673": "we're with you", "lCEEMVENj6A-00479-00148674-00148889": "I am with you", "lCEEMVENj6A-00480-00148890-00149128": "I have been in your shoes if you're", "lCEEMVENj6A-00481-00149129-00149321": "incarcerated", "lCEEMVENj6A-00482-00149322-00149602": "no the pain you're dealing with every", "lCEEMVENj6A-00483-00149603-00149752": "day", "lCEEMVENj6A-00484-00149753-00150149": "how you're berated how your put in", "lCEEMVENj6A-00485-00150150-00150377": "segregation for complaining about", "lCEEMVENj6A-00486-00150378-00150497": "problems", "lCEEMVENj6A-00487-00150498-00150697": "you're not alone anymore", "lCEEMVENj6A-00488-00150698-00151109": "vermonters are here to support you", "lCEEMVENj6A-00489-00151110-00151777": "for coming out today", "lCEEMVENj6A-00490-00151778-00152854": "[Applause]", "lCEEMVENj6A-00491-00152855-00153052": "good afternoon my name is Will Hunter", "lCEEMVENj6A-00492-00153053-00153419": "and many years ago I sat up in that", "lCEEMVENj6A-00493-00153420-00153551": "building", "lCEEMVENj6A-00494-00153552-00153790": "there's a lot of talk in Vermont about", "lCEEMVENj6A-00495-00153791-00154061": "looking out for the most vulnerable", "lCEEMVENj6A-00496-00154062-00154307": "we hear it to all politicians say we've", "lCEEMVENj6A-00497-00154308-00154547": "got to look out for the most vulnerable", "lCEEMVENj6A-00498-00154548-00154823": "They Don't Really Define who that is but", "lCEEMVENj6A-00499-00154824-00155152": "I think that it's safe to say that", "lCEEMVENj6A-00500-00155153-00155440": "somebody on an oxygen tank in a prison", "lCEEMVENj6A-00501-00155441-00155759": "whose had his Liberty taken away is", "lCEEMVENj6A-00502-00155760-00155963": "pretty far up on the list of the most", "lCEEMVENj6A-00503-00155964-00156089": "vulnerable", "lCEEMVENj6A-00504-00156090-00156371": "and we didn't do a very good job taking", "lCEEMVENj6A-00505-00156372-00156635": "care of David Mitchell we didn't do a", "lCEEMVENj6A-00506-00156636-00156809": "very good job of taking care of a lot of", "lCEEMVENj6A-00507-00156810-00157043": "other people and the stories that I hear", "lCEEMVENj6A-00508-00157044-00157337": "over and over and over again from people", "lCEEMVENj6A-00509-00157338-00157583": "who have loved ones who have medical", "lCEEMVENj6A-00510-00157584-00157973": "conditions is that they have to try and", "lCEEMVENj6A-00511-00157974-00158321": "try and try to be the squeaky wheel to", "lCEEMVENj6A-00512-00158322-00158483": "get the grease that they ought to be", "lCEEMVENj6A-00513-00158484-00158940": "getting by Statute by right in a decent", "lCEEMVENj6A-00514-00158941-00159263": "caring society and a decent caring", "lCEEMVENj6A-00515-00159264-00159628": "facility you shouldn't have to advocate", "lCEEMVENj6A-00516-00159629-00159904": "for yourself when you're in the most", "lCEEMVENj6A-00517-00159905-00160301": "vulnerable position imaginable", "lCEEMVENj6A-00518-00160302-00160637": "now I watched the commissioner too", "lCEEMVENj6A-00519-00160638-00160973": "talk about how we've just got such a", "lCEEMVENj6A-00520-00160974-00161381": "sick and feeble and diseased population", "lCEEMVENj6A-00521-00161382-00161681": "that you know we can't really be", "lCEEMVENj6A-00522-00161682-00161957": "expected to have better outcomes well", "lCEEMVENj6A-00523-00161958-00162107": "I've got a question for the people up in", "lCEEMVENj6A-00524-00162108-00162407": "this building if our population that's", "lCEEMVENj6A-00525-00162408-00162851": "incarcerated is so sick and feeble why", "lCEEMVENj6A-00526-00162852-00163139": "do we have them in facilities that are", "lCEEMVENj6A-00527-00163140-00163361": "designed to make sure Clint Eastwood", "lCEEMVENj6A-00528-00163362-00163631": "can't escape from Alcatraz", "lCEEMVENj6A-00529-00163632-00164093": "why don't we use our head in design a", "lCEEMVENj6A-00530-00164094-00164404": "system that puts people in appropriate", "lCEEMVENj6A-00531-00164405-00164687": "places now there's another building", "lCEEMVENj6A-00532-00164688-00164926": "that's within sight of here that has", "lCEEMVENj6A-00533-00164927-00165107": "something to do with David Mitchell's", "lCEEMVENj6A-00534-00165108-00165340": "death and that's right over there the", "lCEEMVENj6A-00535-00165341-00165587": "Supreme Court building because David", "lCEEMVENj6A-00536-00165588-00165899": "Mitchell was being held as a pre-trial", "lCEEMVENj6A-00537-00165900-00166247": "detainee he had a whole bunch of cases", "lCEEMVENj6A-00538-00166248-00166547": "pending some of them almost three years", "lCEEMVENj6A-00539-00166548-00166678": "old", "lCEEMVENj6A-00540-00166679-00166937": "the backlog and I know that everybody", "lCEEMVENj6A-00541-00166938-00167290": "will hide behind covid the backlog in", "lCEEMVENj6A-00542-00167291-00167561": "our court system is atrocious", "lCEEMVENj6A-00543-00167562-00167885": "and there are people who have been", "lCEEMVENj6A-00544-00167886-00168275": "accused of crimes that have to do with", "lCEEMVENj6A-00545-00168276-00168713": "substance use with mental illness with", "lCEEMVENj6A-00546-00168714-00168845": "other things", "lCEEMVENj6A-00547-00168846-00169181": "they're not getting better on their own", "lCEEMVENj6A-00548-00169182-00169409": "they're being locked up in a building", "lCEEMVENj6A-00549-00169410-00169649": "that's run by a department that we used", "lCEEMVENj6A-00550-00169650-00169919": "to call the Department of Corrections I", "lCEEMVENj6A-00551-00169920-00170152": "think they like to call themselves Doc", "lCEEMVENj6A-00552-00170153-00170681": "and forget what the C stands for", "lCEEMVENj6A-00553-00170682-00170987": "one of the biggest things that Doc is", "lCEEMVENj6A-00554-00170988-00171269": "concerned about right now is how to keep", "lCEEMVENj6A-00555-00171270-00171533": "its employees happy", "lCEEMVENj6A-00556-00171534-00171833": "and that's a good thing for anybody to", "lCEEMVENj6A-00557-00171834-00172109": "be concerned about but it's become a", "lCEEMVENj6A-00558-00172110-00172589": "central Focus because their product is", "lCEEMVENj6A-00559-00172590-00172954": "so bad people don't want to work there", "lCEEMVENj6A-00560-00172955-00173254": "are a lot of good people who work in the", "lCEEMVENj6A-00561-00173255-00173423": "department of corrections and if you", "lCEEMVENj6A-00562-00173424-00173543": "talk to them", "lCEEMVENj6A-00563-00173544-00173789": "over and over and over again you hear", "lCEEMVENj6A-00564-00173790-00174154": "how unhappy they are because their hands", "lCEEMVENj6A-00565-00174155-00174419": "are tied they can't function the way", "lCEEMVENj6A-00566-00174420-00174695": "they think they ought to to work on", "lCEEMVENj6A-00567-00174696-00174935": "correcting the behavior of the people", "lCEEMVENj6A-00568-00174936-00175151": "this is often in the community when", "lCEEMVENj6A-00569-00175152-00175385": "their probation parole officers", "lCEEMVENj6A-00570-00175386-00175787": "we've gotten so fixated on charts and", "lCEEMVENj6A-00571-00175788-00175978": "Trends and talking about how we don't", "lCEEMVENj6A-00572-00175979-00176188": "lock up as many people as somebody 10", "lCEEMVENj6A-00573-00176189-00176387": "years ago thought we might be locking up", "lCEEMVENj6A-00574-00176388-00176752": "by now but we're not focused on figuring", "lCEEMVENj6A-00575-00176753-00177064": "out how to deal with the population we", "lCEEMVENj6A-00576-00177065-00177257": "have locked up so that we can correct", "lCEEMVENj6A-00577-00177258-00177511": "behavior and so that people can come out", "lCEEMVENj6A-00578-00177512-00177893": "healthy productive members of society", "lCEEMVENj6A-00579-00177894-00178337": "we've only got 1300 inmates in Vermont", "lCEEMVENj6A-00580-00178338-00178631": "this is a small state with a small", "lCEEMVENj6A-00581-00178632-00178931": "correction population and we can look at", "lCEEMVENj6A-00582-00178932-00179152": "them as individuals they don't have to", "lCEEMVENj6A-00583-00179153-00179321": "be statistics", "lCEEMVENj6A-00584-00179322-00179519": "but while I'm mentioning statistics", "lCEEMVENj6A-00585-00179520-00179866": "think about 33 million dollars that", "lCEEMVENj6A-00586-00179867-00180016": "we're going to be sending to private", "lCEEMVENj6A-00587-00180017-00180119": "equity", "lCEEMVENj6A-00588-00180120-00180395": "for 1300 people", "lCEEMVENj6A-00589-00180396-00180569": "25", "lCEEMVENj6A-00590-00180570-00180911": "000 per inmate the health care is", "lCEEMVENj6A-00591-00180912-00181247": "costing and it's as atrocious as this", "lCEEMVENj6A-00592-00181248-00181528": "something is really wrong here and it's", "lCEEMVENj6A-00593-00181529-00181835": "that private Equity firms got into this", "lCEEMVENj6A-00594-00181836-00182081": "business because they knew there was", "lCEEMVENj6A-00595-00182082-00182285": "going to be a guaranteed check coming", "lCEEMVENj6A-00596-00182286-00182549": "from the government and the patients", "lCEEMVENj6A-00597-00182550-00182788": "were going to be the most vulnerable who", "lCEEMVENj6A-00598-00182789-00183040": "nobody pays attention to", "lCEEMVENj6A-00599-00183041-00183293": "that's why private Equity wants to be in", "lCEEMVENj6A-00600-00183294-00183407": "this business", "lCEEMVENj6A-00601-00183408-00183583": "but as", "lCEEMVENj6A-00602-00183584-00183857": "Leslie said we ought to be thinking", "lCEEMVENj6A-00603-00183858-00184151": "about how we can recruit people in this", "lCEEMVENj6A-00604-00184152-00184361": "state to be providing the health care", "lCEEMVENj6A-00605-00184362-00184726": "how we can make the product of our", "lCEEMVENj6A-00606-00184727-00184985": "correctional system something that", "lCEEMVENj6A-00607-00184986-00185195": "attracts people so people want to come", "lCEEMVENj6A-00608-00185196-00185423": "be part of this thing that is", "lCEEMVENj6A-00609-00185424-00185719": "transforming lives and improving things", "lCEEMVENj6A-00610-00185720-00186004": "the Department of Corrections needs to", "lCEEMVENj6A-00611-00186005-00186340": "work on correction starting with itself", "lCEEMVENj6A-00612-00186341-00186587": "thank you all for being here thank you", "lCEEMVENj6A-00613-00186588-00186778": "for standing up for the most vulnerable", "lCEEMVENj6A-00614-00186779-00190193": "and let's have our voices be heard", "lCEEMVENj6A-00615-00190194-00190559": "so I am going to read the list of people", "lCEEMVENj6A-00616-00190560-00190799": "who have died in the custody of the", "lCEEMVENj6A-00617-00190800-00191166": "Department of Corrections since January", "lCEEMVENj6A-00618-00191167-00191513": "2022 and we will have a moment of", "lCEEMVENj6A-00619-00191514-00191795": "silence", "lCEEMVENj6A-00620-00191796-00191999": "a sheet of paper that's wafting in the", "lCEEMVENj6A-00621-00192000-00192083": "wind here", "lCEEMVENj6A-00622-00192084-00192413": "David Mitchell 46.", "lCEEMVENj6A-00623-00192414-00192631": "Anthony gallella", "lCEEMVENj6A-00624-00192632-00192821": "85.", "lCEEMVENj6A-00625-00192822-00193164": "Romeo realm III", "lCEEMVENj6A-00626-00193165-00193337": "53.", "lCEEMVENj6A-00627-00193338-00193566": "Jeffrey Hall", "lCEEMVENj6A-00628-00193567-00193721": "55.", "lCEEMVENj6A-00629-00193722-00194099": "David boglioli 73", "lCEEMVENj6A-00630-00194100-00194452": "Kenneth Jackson 60.", "lCEEMVENj6A-00631-00194453-00194831": "Raymond goudreau 73.", "lCEEMVENj6A-00632-00194832-00195245": "Matthew Castellini 35.", "lCEEMVENj6A-00633-00195246-00195478": "David Goldstein", "lCEEMVENj6A-00634-00195479-00195659": "56.", "lCEEMVENj6A-00635-00195660-00195821": "Ronald Roy", "lCEEMVENj6A-00636-00195822-00196073": "71", "lCEEMVENj6A-00637-00196074-00196283": "Dan Griswold", "lCEEMVENj6A-00638-00196284-00196463": "67", "lCEEMVENj6A-00639-00196464-00200100": "Charles mold four", "lCEEMVENj6A-00640-00200101-00200471": "thank you everybody for being here today", "lCEEMVENj6A-00641-00200472-00200747": "we have some we have some information up", "lCEEMVENj6A-00642-00200748-00201107": "here about Vermont Justice also we have", "lCEEMVENj6A-00643-00201108-00201299": "some handouts from the free hair", "lCEEMVENj6A-00644-00201300-00201461": "organization", "lCEEMVENj6A-00645-00201462-00201709": "who we have a representative", "lCEEMVENj6A-00646-00201710-00201959": "representative of here today", "lCEEMVENj6A-00647-00201960-00202150": "and um", "lCEEMVENj6A-00648-00202151-00202385": "please keep in touch with us keep", "lCEEMVENj6A-00649-00202386-00202654": "following us online on Facebook looking", "lCEEMVENj6A-00650-00202655-00202888": "at our blog signing up for our email", "lCEEMVENj6A-00651-00202889-00203164": "blast and", "lCEEMVENj6A-00652-00203165-00203399": "um let's see if we can make some changes", "lCEEMVENj6A-00653-00203400-00203525": "about this", "lCEEMVENj6A-00654-00203526-00204529": "thank you", "lCEEMVENj6A-00655-00204530-00205729": "[Music]", "lCEEMVENj6A-00656-00205730-00205829": "thank you", "lCEEMVENj6A-00657-00205830-00206303": "[Music]"}}, {"audio_id": "lCJ6gNF_PjY", "text": {"lCJ6gNF_PjY-00000-00000056-00000223": "in the coming years", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00001-00000224-00000478": "we may pay a much bigger price for it if", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00002-00000479-00000703": "we do not realize this", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00003-00000704-00000894": "we are coming to a point", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00004-00000896-00001087": "where we are destroying the very source", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00005-00001088-00001335": "of our existence", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00006-00001336-00001491": "it is", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00007-00001492-00001918": "uh for more dire than people think it is", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00008-00001919-00002071": "we are trying to move", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00009-00002072-00002279": "over three billion people", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00010-00002280-00003063": "to say one big", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00011-00003064-00003311": "well i think it's a good time to observe", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00012-00003311-00003438": "ourselves", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00013-00003439-00003599": 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"keyhole vision of everything", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00077-00018359-00018671": "sees everything separately", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00078-00018672-00019007": "i think we have paid enough price for it", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00079-00019008-00019175": "in the coming years", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00080-00019176-00019430": "we may pay a much bigger price for it if", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00081-00019431-00019630": "we do not realize this and correct this", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00082-00019631-00019758": "perception", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00083-00019759-00019943": "and correct this narrative in our own", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00084-00019944-00020135": "minds and in our actions", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00085-00020136-00020239": "and the way", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00086-00020240-00020430": "we run the world", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00087-00020431-00020727": "that is we don't understand", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00088-00020728-00020839": "that", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00089-00020840-00021103": "the planet the earth is a living", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00090-00021104-00021391": "organism by itself", 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"lCJ6gNF_PjY-00106-00025272-00025455": "where you're sitting", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00107-00025456-00025550": "because", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00108-00025551-00025806": "trillions and trillions of organisms", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00109-00025807-00026190": "have managed to function cohesively", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00110-00026191-00026527": "that is organization", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00111-00026527-00026743": "if 100 people come together they have so", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00112-00026744-00026974": "many problems but this is real", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00113-00026975-00027118": "organization", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00114-00027119-00027351": "where there is a whole plethora of", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00115-00027352-00027655": "activity happening", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00116-00027656-00027870": "life is not happening because", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00117-00027872-00027951": "of", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00118-00027952-00028199": "a few chemicals put together if you make", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00119-00028200-00028351": "a chemical soup", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00120-00028352-00028599": "that will not become life", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00121-00028600-00028727": "but", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00122-00028727-00028999": "chemistry is involved", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00123-00029000-00029246": "well just beneath the soil upon which", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00124-00029247-00029479": "you're sitting right now", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00125-00029480-00029807": "is uh an exchange happening", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00126-00029808-00030023": "more complex than any stock exchange on", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00127-00030024-00030383": "the planet believe me", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00128-00030383-00030743": "um trillions and trillions of organisms", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00129-00030744-00030887": "are gathering", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00130-00030888-00031039": "various nutrients", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00131-00031039-00031295": "and minerals and micronutrients and", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00132-00031295-00031399": "coming", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00133-00031400-00031583": "in search of roots", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00134-00031583-00031887": "of plants and grasses and variety of", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00135-00031888-00032223": "trees and whatever vegetation", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00136-00032224-00032511": "and there trading is happening", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00137-00032512-00032711": "they don't simply give away", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00138-00032712-00032951": "they ask for carbon sugars", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00139-00032952-00033199": "as the plant captures the carbon from", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00140-00033200-00033502": "the atmosphere and converts into sugar", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00141-00033503-00033695": "and pumps it into the soil", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00142-00033696-00033927": "the plant is also negotiating", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00143-00033928-00034183": "all these microorganisms are negotiating", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00144-00034184-00034455": "continuously as to who gets more who", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00145-00034456-00034574": "gets what", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00146-00034575-00034927": "and this transaction is going on in a", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00147-00034928-00035151": "super sophisticated way", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00148-00035152-00035246": "the way", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00149-00035247-00035695": "human beings cannot even imagine", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00150-00035696-00035846": "so this is", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00151-00035847-00036087": "an organism", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00152-00036088-00036199": "of", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00153-00036200-00036535": "trillions and trillions of organisms as", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00154-00036536-00036662": "we are", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00155-00036663-00036990": "this idea of individualism", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00156-00036991-00037239": "has brought such havoc", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00157-00037240-00037543": "to the world has caused so much pain to", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00158-00037544-00037743": "human beings", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00159-00037744-00037967": "so this is something that human beings", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00160-00037968-00038102": "have to sell", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00161-00038103-00038230": "that is", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00162-00038231-00038511": "the profound level of organization that", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00163-00038512-00038655": "life is", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00164-00038656-00038887": "it has come to this after millions of", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00165-00038888-00039159": "years of evolution", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00166-00039160-00039351": "if you", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00167-00039352-00039559": "you cannot appreciate it", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00168-00039560-00039695": "because you have not", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00169-00039696-00040135": "even paid attention to it", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00170-00040136-00040446": "like i've been all over the world in the", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00171-00040447-00040687": "last two months talking to various", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00172-00040688-00040911": "leaders and many people", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00173-00040912-00041102": "one common question i'm getting again", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00174-00041103-00041311": "and again he said guru where do you get", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00175-00041312-00041535": "all this not did you study environmental", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00176-00041536-00041790": "science", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00177-00041791-00042087": "i said environment the word environment", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00178-00042088-00042374": "is a crime", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00179-00042375-00042607": "because", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00180-00042608-00042935": "instead of seeing that you are", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00181-00042936-00043311": "just one more part of the larger nature", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00182-00043312-00043502": "you think you are separate from the", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00183-00043503-00043799": "environment this itself is a crime", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00184-00043800-00044079": "once you have such a thought process", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00185-00044080-00044351": "once you have such a perception that you", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00186-00044352-00044846": "are above nature or beyond nature", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00187-00044847-00045095": "then naturally what is happening is", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00188-00045096-00045343": "happening", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00189-00045344-00045615": "what you see today in the form of", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00190-00045616-00045935": "degradation of soils water sources", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00191-00045936-00046190": "everything that matters for life", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00192-00046191-00046446": "everything that sustains our life", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00193-00046447-00046655": "is just a consequence of what's", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00194-00046656-00046951": "happening in the human mind", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00195-00046952-00047127": "we", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00196-00047128-00047302": "have not understood", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00197-00047303-00047543": "we are a consequence of all the other", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00198-00047544-00047735": "life that's happening here", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00199-00047736-00047974": "they are not a consequence of our life", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00200-00047975-00048167": "but right now we think that we are the", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00201-00048168-00048343": "masters of all that", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00202-00048344-00048551": "because there is we", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00203-00048552-00048799": "and then there is the environment", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00204-00048800-00049062": "there is no environment there is living", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00205-00049063-00049174": "nature", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00206-00049175-00049430": "and it's a fortune that we are also part", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00207-00049431-00049590": "of it", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00208-00049591-00049918": "it's a great fortune that we are also a", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00209-00049919-00050030": "part of it", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00210-00050031-00050286": "and that's all there is", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00211-00050287-00050486": "so in trying to fix the world for our", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00212-00050487-00050662": "comfort", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00213-00050663-00050846": "we are coming to a point", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00214-00050847-00051046": "where we are destroying the very source", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00215-00051047-00051294": "of our existence", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00216-00051295-00051590": "it is uh", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00217-00051591-00051879": "far more dire than people think it is", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00218-00051879-00052230": "right now the question is not about who", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00219-00052232-00052407": "caused what", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00220-00052408-00052559": "because always", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00221-00052560-00052766": "moments have been run by creating an", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00222-00052767-00053030": "enemy", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00223-00053032-00053215": "this is what is unique", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00224-00053216-00053479": "about isha", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00225-00053479-00053575": "that", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00226-00053576-00053823": "there is no enemy but we are still busy", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00227-00053824-00054175": "all the time", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00228-00054176-00054271": "because", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00229-00054272-00054454": "we know we are responsible for", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00230-00054455-00054638": "everything that's happening", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00231-00054639-00054887": "we may be directly involved we may not", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00232-00054888-00055175": "be directly involved but we are 100", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00233-00055176-00055438": "responsible for everything that every", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00234-00055439-00055630": "human being does in this world and", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00235-00055632-00055775": "everything that's happening and not", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00236-00055776-00055903": "happening", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00237-00055904-00056094": "because", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00238-00056095-00056359": "this is what consciousness means", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00239-00056360-00056566": "so next year is dedicated to creating a", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00240-00056567-00056735": "conscious planet", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00241-00056736-00056847": "uh", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00242-00056848-00057007": "they're coming here as you know we're", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00243-00057008-00057342": "trying to move over three billion people", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00244-00057344-00057550": "to say one big yes i want to hear one", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00245-00057551-00057823": "big ass simply", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00246-00057824-00057966": "yeah", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00247-00057967-00058166": "so it doesn't matter what the hell it is", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00248-00058167-00058623": "say yes son", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00249-00058624-00058879": "now 2022 will leave the damn world in a", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00250-00058879-00059038": "much better place than the way it is", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00251-00059039-00059382": "right now", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00252-00059383-00060316": "let's make it happen", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00253-00060316-00060654": "[Music]", "lCJ6gNF_PjY-00254-00060655-00060864": "you"}}, {"audio_id": "lCM0lzH12fc", "text": {"lCM0lzH12fc-00000-00001392-00001702": "today we are going to start our", "lCM0lzH12fc-00001-00001703-00001879": "next module", "lCM0lzH12fc-00002-00001880-00002118": "where we would be exclusively focusing", "lCM0lzH12fc-00003-00002119-00002239": "on", "lCM0lzH12fc-00004-00002240-00002447": "aggressive behavior", "lCM0lzH12fc-00005-00002448-00002758": "ok the way we would move in this module", "lCM0lzH12fc-00006-00002759-00003063": "is that we will first take", "lCM0lzH12fc-00007-00003064-00003286": "the proper definition of aggression what", "lCM0lzH12fc-00008-00003288-00003503": "aggression means", "lCM0lzH12fc-00009-00003504-00003783": "we look at some of the very salient", "lCM0lzH12fc-00010-00003784-00004143": "characteristics of aggressive behavior", "lCM0lzH12fc-00011-00004144-00004335": "we would look at", "lCM0lzH12fc-00012-00004336-00004638": "the fact that how do people learn", "lCM0lzH12fc-00013-00004639-00004759": "anger", "lCM0lzH12fc-00014-00004760-00004870": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00015-00004871-00005111": "how do people learn how to become angry", "lCM0lzH12fc-00016-00005112-00005431": "how to display their aggression", "lCM0lzH12fc-00017-00005432-00005670": "we will also talk about you know the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00018-00005671-00006015": "hostility and non-hostility component in", "lCM0lzH12fc-00019-00006016-00006375": "aggressive behavior okay and then know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00020-00006376-00006559": "towards the end we will start", "lCM0lzH12fc-00021-00006559-00006742": "discussing about the relationship", "lCM0lzH12fc-00022-00006743-00006855": "between", "lCM0lzH12fc-00023-00006856-00007046": "frustration and aggression", "lCM0lzH12fc-00024-00007047-00007270": "we will talk about one", "lCM0lzH12fc-00025-00007272-00007470": "very popular hypothesis in psychology", "lCM0lzH12fc-00026-00007472-00007798": "called frustration aggression hypothesis", "lCM0lzH12fc-00027-00007800-00008023": "we will also discuss", "lCM0lzH12fc-00028-00008023-00008134": "a model", "lCM0lzH12fc-00029-00008136-00008383": "that talks about know how people learn", "lCM0lzH12fc-00030-00008384-00008727": "how to become angry", "lCM0lzH12fc-00031-00008728-00008951": "and", "lCM0lzH12fc-00032-00008952-00009199": "the last part of this module would be", "lCM0lzH12fc-00033-00009200-00009519": "where we would be talking about", "lCM0lzH12fc-00034-00009520-00009735": "a disorder which the behavior which", "lCM0lzH12fc-00035-00009736-00009974": "basically reflects the disorder but then", "lCM0lzH12fc-00036-00009975-00010167": "people usually", "lCM0lzH12fc-00037-00010168-00010287": "ignore it", "lCM0lzH12fc-00038-00010288-00010431": "what is called as", "lCM0lzH12fc-00039-00010432-00010695": "impulse control disorder okay the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00040-00010696-00010910": "inability of an individual", "lCM0lzH12fc-00041-00010911-00011014": "to", "lCM0lzH12fc-00042-00011015-00011278": "have a control over one's own impulse", "lCM0lzH12fc-00043-00011279-00011783": "ok so the end of this module would be", "lCM0lzH12fc-00044-00011784-00012303": "impulse control disorder", "lCM0lzH12fc-00045-00012304-00012574": "we take our definition of aggression you", "lCM0lzH12fc-00046-00012575-00012759": "will find many many definitions given by", "lCM0lzH12fc-00047-00012760-00012879": "many people", "lCM0lzH12fc-00048-00012880-00013071": "this is from", "lCM0lzH12fc-00049-00013072-00013383": "mosby's medical dictionary", "lCM0lzH12fc-00050-00013384-00013647": "which defines aggression as a forceful", "lCM0lzH12fc-00051-00013647-00013863": "behavior know again know like all other", "lCM0lzH12fc-00052-00013863-00014103": "definitions this will also have multiple", "lCM0lzH12fc-00053-00014104-00014358": "components know so i am instead of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00054-00014359-00014551": "reading the details what i will do is", "lCM0lzH12fc-00055-00014552-00014743": "that i will break it into i will break", "lCM0lzH12fc-00056-00014744-00015047": "it into multiple components now", "lCM0lzH12fc-00057-00015047-00015238": "a forceful behavior", "lCM0lzH12fc-00058-00015240-00015479": "action or attitude", "lCM0lzH12fc-00059-00015480-00015735": "ok so it could be a forceful behavior it", "lCM0lzH12fc-00060-00015736-00015927": "could be a forceful action it could be", "lCM0lzH12fc-00061-00015928-00016022": "even a", "lCM0lzH12fc-00062-00016023-00016271": "forceful attitude also", "lCM0lzH12fc-00063-00016272-00016543": "that is expressed physically verbally or", "lCM0lzH12fc-00064-00016544-00016750": "symbolically", "lCM0lzH12fc-00065-00016751-00017071": "ok so in terms of expression you find", "lCM0lzH12fc-00066-00017072-00017271": "that it can be physically expressed it", "lCM0lzH12fc-00067-00017272-00017503": "can be verbally expressed it can be even", "lCM0lzH12fc-00068-00017504-00017767": "symbolically expressed", "lCM0lzH12fc-00069-00017768-00018047": "it may arise from innate drive", "lCM0lzH12fc-00070-00018048-00018286": "or occur as a defense mechanism now so", "lCM0lzH12fc-00071-00018287-00018567": "either there is an innate", "lCM0lzH12fc-00072-00018568-00018735": "desire within you", "lCM0lzH12fc-00073-00018736-00018911": "to show this type of an aggressive", "lCM0lzH12fc-00074-00018912-00019079": "behavior or", "lCM0lzH12fc-00075-00019080-00019294": "it could simply be a strategy to defend", "lCM0lzH12fc-00076-00019295-00019494": "yourself", "lCM0lzH12fc-00077-00019495-00019791": "often resulting from threatened ego okay", "lCM0lzH12fc-00078-00019792-00019991": "and the onset the trigger of it would be", "lCM0lzH12fc-00079-00019992-00020222": "a threat to your own ego", "lCM0lzH12fc-00080-00020223-00020478": "it is manifested by either constructive", "lCM0lzH12fc-00081-00020479-00020703": "or destructive act", "lCM0lzH12fc-00082-00020704-00020943": "ok usually this is the component that we", "lCM0lzH12fc-00083-00020944-00021111": "usually ignore when we talk about", "lCM0lzH12fc-00084-00021112-00021422": "aggression that", "lCM0lzH12fc-00085-00021423-00021622": "the element of aggression can be", "lCM0lzH12fc-00086-00021623-00021807": "constructive it can be destructive", "lCM0lzH12fc-00087-00021808-00022030": "usually our common sensical experience", "lCM0lzH12fc-00088-00022031-00022247": "is that it has to be destructive in", "lCM0lzH12fc-00089-00022248-00022350": "nature", "lCM0lzH12fc-00090-00022351-00022511": "little later we will talk about the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00091-00022512-00022719": "constructive element in anger", "lCM0lzH12fc-00092-00022720-00022950": "okay", "lCM0lzH12fc-00093-00022951-00023039": "and", "lCM0lzH12fc-00094-00023040-00023135": "ah", "lCM0lzH12fc-00095-00023136-00023311": "it is a it is manifested by either", "lCM0lzH12fc-00096-00023312-00023486": "constructive or destructive act which", "lCM0lzH12fc-00097-00023487-00023686": "could be directed towards", "lCM0lzH12fc-00098-00023687-00023919": "oneself or towards other", "lCM0lzH12fc-00099-00023920-00024103": "so you could have a constructive", "lCM0lzH12fc-00100-00024104-00024278": "aggression you could have a destructive", "lCM0lzH12fc-00101-00024279-00024391": "aggression", "lCM0lzH12fc-00102-00024392-00024575": "the constructive or the destructive", "lCM0lzH12fc-00103-00024576-00024775": "aggression can be directed towards the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00104-00024776-00025007": "self or it could be directed towards the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00105-00025008-00025175": "other", "lCM0lzH12fc-00106-00025176-00025391": "common sensically the type of aggressive", "lCM0lzH12fc-00107-00025392-00025622": "behavior that we talk about are", "lCM0lzH12fc-00108-00025623-00025783": "usually", "lCM0lzH12fc-00109-00025783-00025894": "of course", "lCM0lzH12fc-00110-00025895-00026239": "behavior action we ignore attitude", "lCM0lzH12fc-00111-00026239-00026462": "ah we do know that fine it can be", "lCM0lzH12fc-00112-00026463-00026631": "physical it can be verbal it can be", "lCM0lzH12fc-00113-00026632-00026846": "symbolic also this we know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00114-00026847-00026999": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00115-00027000-00027167": "it could be innate it could be as a", "lCM0lzH12fc-00116-00027168-00027383": "defense that we know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00117-00027383-00027543": "ok it could be constructive or", "lCM0lzH12fc-00118-00027544-00027702": "destructive i think you know usually", "lCM0lzH12fc-00119-00027704-00027870": "common sensically we consider it to be", "lCM0lzH12fc-00120-00027872-00028095": "destructive so constructive is", "lCM0lzH12fc-00121-00028095-00028311": "something that we usually ignore", "lCM0lzH12fc-00122-00028312-00028639": "ok and then usually what we know is that", "lCM0lzH12fc-00123-00028639-00028783": "aggression means it will always be", "lCM0lzH12fc-00124-00028783-00028983": "directed towards others", "lCM0lzH12fc-00125-00028983-00029151": "okay so this is also one of the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00126-00029152-00029414": "component which is ignored where", "lCM0lzH12fc-00127-00029416-00029670": "there could be a possibility where anger", "lCM0lzH12fc-00128-00029672-00029951": "is directed towards the self", "lCM0lzH12fc-00129-00029952-00030151": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00130-00030152-00030607": "we would come to all of this one by one", "lCM0lzH12fc-00131-00030608-00030831": "now if you look at the features of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00132-00030832-00031070": "aggression ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00133-00031072-00031439": "as we have discussed in", "lCM0lzH12fc-00134-00031439-00031646": "this definition ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00135-00031647-00031935": "that it incorporates both it has to have", "lCM0lzH12fc-00136-00031936-00032223": "an attitude it has to have an action", "lCM0lzH12fc-00137-00032224-00032567": "ok so unless and until i have no an", "lCM0lzH12fc-00138-00032568-00032862": "attitude towards the object or threat", "lCM0lzH12fc-00139-00032863-00033127": "ok where i feel handling", "lCM0lzH12fc-00140-00033128-00033262": "the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00141-00033263-00033535": "person or the situation head on ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00142-00033536-00033735": "unless i have that attitude", "lCM0lzH12fc-00143-00033736-00034015": "i wont have the aggression within me", "lCM0lzH12fc-00144-00034016-00034159": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00145-00034160-00034327": "and once i have this", "lCM0lzH12fc-00146-00034328-00034687": "there would be an action component also", "lCM0lzH12fc-00147-00034688-00034887": "now it can take any form it could be", "lCM0lzH12fc-00148-00034888-00035062": "physically expressed", "lCM0lzH12fc-00149-00035063-00035239": "you know what physical expression of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00150-00035240-00035646": "anger means ok it could be a verbal", "lCM0lzH12fc-00151-00035647-00035879": "manifestation so you verbally state your", "lCM0lzH12fc-00152-00035880-00036255": "anger ok or there could be no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00153-00036256-00036511": "symbolic representations also", "lCM0lzH12fc-00154-00036512-00036702": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00155-00036703-00036959": "much later we will also talk about know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00156-00036960-00037183": "scapegoat finding scapegoats to reflect", "lCM0lzH12fc-00157-00037184-00037487": "your anger ok where you would realize", "lCM0lzH12fc-00158-00037488-00037711": "that in many cases", "lCM0lzH12fc-00159-00037712-00037967": "we use symbolic representations of anger", "lCM0lzH12fc-00160-00037968-00038207": "know so we do not verbally express our", "lCM0lzH12fc-00161-00038208-00038446": "anger we do not even", "lCM0lzH12fc-00162-00038447-00038751": "know get engaged into for a physical", "lCM0lzH12fc-00163-00038752-00038999": "fight but there are symbolic way of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00164-00039000-00039255": "showing the fact that i am angry", "lCM0lzH12fc-00165-00039256-00039590": "the most commonly experienced example uh", "lCM0lzH12fc-00166-00039591-00039727": "could be", "lCM0lzH12fc-00167-00039728-00039927": "but before that let me ask you all of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00168-00039928-00040279": "you have travelled in", "lCM0lzH12fc-00169-00040280-00040487": "vehicles used for mass transportation it", "lCM0lzH12fc-00170-00040488-00040759": "could be bus it could be local trains", "lCM0lzH12fc-00171-00040760-00041015": "all of you have this experience", "lCM0lzH12fc-00172-00041016-00041239": "now imagine a situation or recollect", "lCM0lzH12fc-00173-00041240-00041446": "from your past experience no you", "lCM0lzH12fc-00174-00041447-00041727": "traveling in a local bus commuting from", "lCM0lzH12fc-00175-00041728-00041911": "one point in the city to the other point", "lCM0lzH12fc-00176-00041912-00042046": "or", "lCM0lzH12fc-00177-00042047-00042374": "boarding a local train ok which is", "lCM0lzH12fc-00178-00042375-00042711": "crowded densely populated by the co", "lCM0lzH12fc-00179-00042712-00042887": "passengers", "lCM0lzH12fc-00180-00042888-00043111": "and then you realize know that you know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00181-00043112-00043358": "repeatedly somebody comes rubs", "lCM0lzH12fc-00182-00043359-00043583": "his or her shoulder against you and", "lCM0lzH12fc-00183-00043584-00043751": "moves no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00184-00043752-00043967": "there is usually a tendency to know make", "lCM0lzH12fc-00185-00043968-00044190": "it much more stiffer", "lCM0lzH12fc-00186-00044191-00044423": "ok somebody you know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00187-00044424-00044574": "the moment the bus starts moving", "lCM0lzH12fc-00188-00044575-00044823": "somebody no now hits you repeatedly it", "lCM0lzH12fc-00189-00044824-00045046": "is a gentle heating but then somebody", "lCM0lzH12fc-00190-00045047-00045223": "hits you", "lCM0lzH12fc-00191-00045224-00045487": "ok because he or she you know swings", "lCM0lzH12fc-00192-00045488-00045767": "along with the bus or the train", "lCM0lzH12fc-00193-00045768-00046030": "and either you know look at him or her", "lCM0lzH12fc-00194-00046031-00046287": "no with the frowning face", "lCM0lzH12fc-00195-00046288-00046615": "to express your disgust to express your", "lCM0lzH12fc-00196-00046616-00046967": "discomfort with the behavior ok or you", "lCM0lzH12fc-00197-00046968-00047143": "make your body very stiff no and this", "lCM0lzH12fc-00198-00047144-00047311": "itself makes the person realize that", "lCM0lzH12fc-00199-00047312-00047599": "this is an undesirable act the person is", "lCM0lzH12fc-00200-00047600-00047918": "showing his or her anger", "lCM0lzH12fc-00201-00047919-00048199": "these are symbolic representations no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00202-00048200-00048383": "and aggressive behavior", "lCM0lzH12fc-00203-00048384-00048567": "could be constructive it could be", "lCM0lzH12fc-00204-00048568-00048751": "destructive as well", "lCM0lzH12fc-00205-00048752-00049239": "when we talk of constructive aggression", "lCM0lzH12fc-00206-00049240-00049415": "basically what we are", "lCM0lzH12fc-00207-00049416-00049646": "referring to is", "lCM0lzH12fc-00208-00049647-00049815": "a module of anger", "lCM0lzH12fc-00209-00049816-00050086": "for asserting oneself in a threatening", "lCM0lzH12fc-00210-00050087-00050390": "condition", "lCM0lzH12fc-00211-00050391-00050599": "basically what happens that you will", "lCM0lzH12fc-00212-00050600-00050767": "realize that", "lCM0lzH12fc-00213-00050768-00051086": "the situation in which you are", "lCM0lzH12fc-00214-00051087-00051454": "ok it challenges your survival", "lCM0lzH12fc-00215-00051455-00051807": "okay there is a big threat to you", "lCM0lzH12fc-00216-00051808-00052063": "and in order to protect yourself you", "lCM0lzH12fc-00217-00052064-00052390": "suddenly become very angry", "lCM0lzH12fc-00218-00052391-00052542": "ok now", "lCM0lzH12fc-00219-00052544-00052766": "here if you do not", "lCM0lzH12fc-00220-00052767-00053023": "know manifest your anger", "lCM0lzH12fc-00221-00053024-00053103": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00222-00053104-00053215": "then", "lCM0lzH12fc-00223-00053216-00053335": "your", "lCM0lzH12fc-00224-00053336-00053703": "survival is at stake", "lCM0lzH12fc-00225-00053704-00054079": "because your anger helps you survive", "lCM0lzH12fc-00226-00054079-00054311": "therefore here anger is considered as", "lCM0lzH12fc-00227-00054312-00054479": "constructive now", "lCM0lzH12fc-00228-00054479-00054575": "so", "lCM0lzH12fc-00229-00054576-00054847": "you have a threatening condition", "lCM0lzH12fc-00230-00054848-00054935": "okay", "lCM0lzH12fc-00231-00054936-00055142": "you assert yourself", "lCM0lzH12fc-00232-00055144-00055407": "and this serves a", "lCM0lzH12fc-00233-00055408-00055591": "function of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00234-00055591-00055903": "helping you survive it protects you okay", "lCM0lzH12fc-00235-00055904-00056087": "and therefore such type of aggressive", "lCM0lzH12fc-00236-00056088-00056254": "behavior are considered to be", "lCM0lzH12fc-00237-00056255-00056494": "constructive aggression", "lCM0lzH12fc-00238-00056495-00056726": "when we come to the opposite form of it", "lCM0lzH12fc-00239-00056727-00057023": "that is the destructive aggression", "lCM0lzH12fc-00240-00057024-00057263": "if the hostility is directed towards an", "lCM0lzH12fc-00241-00057264-00057438": "external agent", "lCM0lzH12fc-00242-00057439-00057799": "ok and does not serve the purpose of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00243-00057800-00057950": "self production", "lCM0lzH12fc-00244-00057951-00058159": "ok remember little later we will also", "lCM0lzH12fc-00245-00058160-00058350": "come to anger which is directed towards", "lCM0lzH12fc-00246-00058351-00058559": "the self itself ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00247-00058560-00058775": "so here we are talking about the fact", "lCM0lzH12fc-00248-00058776-00059063": "that your anger is directed towards", "lCM0lzH12fc-00249-00059064-00059335": "an external agent but remember the major", "lCM0lzH12fc-00250-00059336-00059607": "determinant is that it is not serving", "lCM0lzH12fc-00251-00059608-00059815": "the purpose of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00252-00059816-00060015": "self protection no and because this", "lCM0lzH12fc-00253-00060016-00060294": "component is missing therefore you are", "lCM0lzH12fc-00254-00060295-00060479": "in turn becoming a threat for somebody", "lCM0lzH12fc-00255-00060479-00060887": "else ok and hence your aggression is", "lCM0lzH12fc-00256-00060888-00061263": "classified as destructive aggression", "lCM0lzH12fc-00257-00061264-00061479": "okay", "lCM0lzH12fc-00258-00061479-00061679": "you would find a very interesting things", "lCM0lzH12fc-00259-00061679-00062023": "know right from", "lCM0lzH12fc-00260-00062024-00062159": "the history of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00261-00062160-00062423": "human struggle in the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00262-00062424-00062703": "forest with different type of animals", "lCM0lzH12fc-00263-00062704-00062926": "or if you look at", "lCM0lzH12fc-00264-00062927-00063150": "the fight of one group of individuals", "lCM0lzH12fc-00265-00063151-00063326": "with the other", "lCM0lzH12fc-00266-00063327-00063638": "you would realize now that many a times", "lCM0lzH12fc-00267-00063639-00063982": "people show exemplary ah no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00268-00063983-00064223": "tendency to fight back", "lCM0lzH12fc-00269-00064224-00064479": "ok ah for example", "lCM0lzH12fc-00270-00064479-00064750": "a lonely person", "lCM0lzH12fc-00271-00064751-00064942": "or a lonely fighter left in a", "lCM0lzH12fc-00272-00064944-00065247": "battlefield", "lCM0lzH12fc-00273-00065248-00065631": "a lonely traveler no facing a tiger or a", "lCM0lzH12fc-00274-00065632-00065882": "lion in the forest", "lCM0lzH12fc-00275-00065883-00066303": "ok ah heavenless man", "lCM0lzH12fc-00276-00066304-00066615": "trying to safeguard himself or herself", "lCM0lzH12fc-00277-00066616-00066782": "from a", "lCM0lzH12fc-00278-00066783-00066943": "dangerous snake", "lCM0lzH12fc-00279-00066944-00067247": "ok many many a times would realize that", "lCM0lzH12fc-00280-00067248-00067471": "this person was otherwise", "lCM0lzH12fc-00281-00067472-00067687": "no nobody perceived that he or she could", "lCM0lzH12fc-00282-00067688-00068063": "be a man of exemplary bravery no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00283-00068064-00068319": "but then you realize that suddenly", "lCM0lzH12fc-00284-00068320-00068487": "the person know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00285-00068488-00068767": "shows extreme of anger and be", "lCM0lzH12fc-00286-00068768-00068950": "extreme of anger would also mean that", "lCM0lzH12fc-00287-00068951-00069191": "you have extra amount of energy being", "lCM0lzH12fc-00288-00069192-00069406": "secreted by your", "lCM0lzH12fc-00289-00069407-00069575": "endocrine system know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00290-00069576-00069767": "so you will have much more energy with", "lCM0lzH12fc-00291-00069768-00070031": "you ok so anger that way is needed", "lCM0lzH12fc-00292-00070032-00070255": "because if you do not turn angry", "lCM0lzH12fc-00293-00070256-00070375": "okay", "lCM0lzH12fc-00294-00070376-00070591": "that the whole set of neural firings the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00295-00070592-00070823": "whole backup of the endocrine system", "lCM0lzH12fc-00296-00070824-00071031": "will not be made available to you and", "lCM0lzH12fc-00297-00071032-00071311": "therefore the likelihood of you", "lCM0lzH12fc-00298-00071312-00071494": "know losing the war against the object", "lCM0lzH12fc-00299-00071495-00071694": "of threat will maximize", "lCM0lzH12fc-00300-00071695-00071975": "ok hence people turn angry and therefore", "lCM0lzH12fc-00301-00071976-00072167": "such type of aggressive acts are", "lCM0lzH12fc-00302-00072168-00072726": "classified as constructive aggression", "lCM0lzH12fc-00303-00072727-00072838": "now", "lCM0lzH12fc-00304-00072839-00072943": "the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00305-00072944-00073150": "major challenge also comes when you have", "lCM0lzH12fc-00306-00073151-00073415": "aggressive behavior", "lCM0lzH12fc-00307-00073416-00073735": "which is directed towards oneself", "lCM0lzH12fc-00308-00073736-00073926": "okay", "lCM0lzH12fc-00309-00073927-00074150": "now inward aggression is the destructive", "lCM0lzH12fc-00310-00074151-00074319": "aggressive behavior", "lCM0lzH12fc-00311-00074320-00074694": "that is inflicted on oneself", "lCM0lzH12fc-00312-00074695-00074815": "ah", "lCM0lzH12fc-00313-00074816-00074967": "that is little", "lCM0lzH12fc-00314-00074968-00075103": "sad part of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00315-00075104-00075438": "the human behavior but", "lCM0lzH12fc-00316-00075439-00075671": "you must have read about i do not know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00317-00075672-00075926": "how many of you have", "lCM0lzH12fc-00318-00075927-00076126": "personally come to know such cases but i", "lCM0lzH12fc-00319-00076127-00076262": "am sure some of you must have come", "lCM0lzH12fc-00320-00076263-00076647": "across people you know who usually would", "lCM0lzH12fc-00321-00076648-00076975": "inflict some harm on oneself", "lCM0lzH12fc-00322-00076976-00077438": "ok you are extremely frustrated", "lCM0lzH12fc-00323-00077439-00077606": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00324-00077607-00077838": "a relationship", "lCM0lzH12fc-00325-00077839-00078071": "that breaks down", "lCM0lzH12fc-00326-00078072-00078175": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00327-00078176-00078279": "and then", "lCM0lzH12fc-00328-00078280-00078550": "you have", "lCM0lzH12fc-00329-00078551-00078694": "you know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00330-00078695-00078959": "harmed yourself", "lCM0lzH12fc-00331-00078960-00079191": "with those cigarette buds", "lCM0lzH12fc-00332-00079192-00079391": "this is very common in", "lCM0lzH12fc-00333-00079392-00079671": "educational institutions", "lCM0lzH12fc-00334-00079672-00079791": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00335-00079792-00080119": "ah where you have no people in the later", "lCM0lzH12fc-00336-00080120-00080287": "dollars and years you know early", "lCM0lzH12fc-00337-00080288-00080487": "adulthood lead adolescence", "lCM0lzH12fc-00338-00080488-00080623": "this is", "lCM0lzH12fc-00339-00080624-00080926": "not very common but not so rare also", "lCM0lzH12fc-00340-00080927-00081015": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00341-00081016-00081255": "you would find somebody you know who had", "lCM0lzH12fc-00342-00081256-00081487": "a difficult relationship", "lCM0lzH12fc-00343-00081488-00081599": "okay", "lCM0lzH12fc-00344-00081600-00081815": "and then you know two three", "lCM0lzH12fc-00345-00081816-00082055": "wounds of the cigarette butts no and the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00346-00082056-00082247": "wound of the great bird takes longer", "lCM0lzH12fc-00347-00082248-00082399": "time to heal", "lCM0lzH12fc-00348-00082400-00082726": "ok very painful", "lCM0lzH12fc-00349-00082727-00082959": "but you do so", "lCM0lzH12fc-00350-00082960-00083094": "the harm is", "lCM0lzH12fc-00351-00083095-00083271": "inflicted on oneself", "lCM0lzH12fc-00352-00083272-00083406": "the anger is", "lCM0lzH12fc-00353-00083407-00083623": "self-directed why did i get involved", "lCM0lzH12fc-00354-00083624-00083838": "with her", "lCM0lzH12fc-00355-00083839-00084055": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00356-00084056-00084143": "so", "lCM0lzH12fc-00357-00084144-00084447": "this is another self-inflicting behavior", "lCM0lzH12fc-00358-00084448-00084599": "no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00359-00084600-00084838": "when you suddenly think know that oh", "lCM0lzH12fc-00360-00084839-00085111": "this life is not worth living you take a", "lCM0lzH12fc-00361-00085112-00085526": "blade and", "lCM0lzH12fc-00362-00085527-00085887": "put a cut mark on your wrist ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00363-00085888-00086255": "ah sad to say but", "lCM0lzH12fc-00364-00086256-00086494": "there are many many many such cases that", "lCM0lzH12fc-00365-00086495-00086638": "you would come to know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00366-00086639-00086950": "these are basically", "lCM0lzH12fc-00367-00086951-00087182": "ah those form of aggressive behavior", "lCM0lzH12fc-00368-00087183-00087294": "where", "lCM0lzH12fc-00369-00087295-00087591": "the threat is inflicted on the self know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00370-00087592-00087950": "the harm is inflicted on the self ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00371-00087951-00088175": "the minimum of it could be ah know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00372-00088176-00088455": "mutilating one's own body part and the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00373-00088456-00088855": "maximum of it could be", "lCM0lzH12fc-00374-00088856-00089135": "committing suicide", "lCM0lzH12fc-00375-00089136-00089382": "ok suicide is a topic that we wont be", "lCM0lzH12fc-00376-00089383-00089687": "touching in as a part of this course ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00377-00089688-00089879": "but to tell you that you know this is", "lCM0lzH12fc-00378-00089880-00090103": "the full range of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00379-00090104-00090623": "aggression inflicted on oneself", "lCM0lzH12fc-00380-00090624-00090862": "now the major question comes that how do", "lCM0lzH12fc-00381-00090863-00091175": "we learn to express our anger in this", "lCM0lzH12fc-00382-00091176-00091326": "form", "lCM0lzH12fc-00383-00091327-00091599": "okay", "lCM0lzH12fc-00384-00091600-00091918": "people who have survived", "lCM0lzH12fc-00385-00091919-00092094": "their", "lCM0lzH12fc-00386-00092095-00092471": "suicidal attempts will tell you that no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00387-00092472-00092638": "i was know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00388-00092639-00092894": "fed up of life", "lCM0lzH12fc-00389-00092895-00093006": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00390-00093007-00093271": "i failed at this i failed at that or i", "lCM0lzH12fc-00391-00093272-00093462": "failed at only one point that was the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00392-00093463-00093638": "major loss", "lCM0lzH12fc-00393-00093639-00093862": "but when you look at others in the world", "lCM0lzH12fc-00394-00093863-00094047": "who are still surviving those who did", "lCM0lzH12fc-00395-00094048-00094215": "not commit such act", "lCM0lzH12fc-00396-00094216-00094503": "ok they also had know several episodes", "lCM0lzH12fc-00397-00094504-00094647": "of failures", "lCM0lzH12fc-00398-00094648-00094935": "but why is it that some people know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00399-00094936-00095150": "think of committing such acts and some", "lCM0lzH12fc-00400-00095151-00095438": "people do not think of it at all", "lCM0lzH12fc-00401-00095439-00095615": "they keep on keep on suffering", "lCM0lzH12fc-00402-00095616-00095767": "throughout their life but they never", "lCM0lzH12fc-00403-00095768-00095862": "think of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00404-00095863-00096223": "inflicting harm on their own selves", "lCM0lzH12fc-00405-00096224-00096415": "people who wont hesitate you know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00406-00096416-00096679": "hitting the other person ok at the spur", "lCM0lzH12fc-00407-00096680-00096831": "of the movement and people who would be", "lCM0lzH12fc-00408-00096832-00097038": "extremely reluctant", "lCM0lzH12fc-00409-00097039-00097231": "ok hitting others", "lCM0lzH12fc-00410-00097232-00097471": "why are those differences seen", "lCM0lzH12fc-00411-00097472-00097694": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00412-00097695-00097871": "basically it is", "lCM0lzH12fc-00413-00097872-00098038": "accepted that", "lCM0lzH12fc-00414-00098039-00098294": "we learn aggressive behavior through two", "lCM0lzH12fc-00415-00098295-00098487": "different channels", "lCM0lzH12fc-00416-00098488-00098671": "later on we will come to anderson's", "lCM0lzH12fc-00417-00098672-00098918": "model also how these things form a", "lCM0lzH12fc-00418-00098919-00099071": "network that we will discuss little", "lCM0lzH12fc-00419-00099072-00099199": "later", "lCM0lzH12fc-00420-00099200-00099471": "so aggressive behavior could be", "lCM0lzH12fc-00421-00099472-00099694": "a behavior that is derived", "lCM0lzH12fc-00422-00099695-00100031": "rather directly learn", "lCM0lzH12fc-00423-00100032-00100223": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00424-00100224-00100326": "from", "lCM0lzH12fc-00425-00100327-00100631": "social personal environment ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00426-00100632-00100943": "so you have certain type of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00427-00100944-00101150": "acts of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00428-00101151-00101271": "aggression", "lCM0lzH12fc-00429-00101272-00101391": "which you", "lCM0lzH12fc-00430-00101392-00101774": "very you know commonly find in your", "lCM0lzH12fc-00431-00101775-00102038": "personal social environment", "lCM0lzH12fc-00432-00102039-00102318": "ok just next to it will come to very", "lCM0lzH12fc-00433-00102319-00102606": "interesting ah reports know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00434-00102607-00102942": "one from you and the other one from", "lCM0lzH12fc-00435-00102943-00103030": "again", "lCM0lzH12fc-00436-00103031-00103215": "one of the bodies of the un okay two", "lCM0lzH12fc-00437-00103216-00103390": "interesting reports", "lCM0lzH12fc-00438-00103391-00103606": "okay one of indian women the other of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00439-00103607-00103886": "indian adolescents very interesting data", "lCM0lzH12fc-00440-00103888-00104047": "okay", "lCM0lzH12fc-00441-00104048-00104327": "now if i find that", "lCM0lzH12fc-00442-00104328-00104494": "as a small baby", "lCM0lzH12fc-00443-00104495-00104782": "i find that on very small small issues", "lCM0lzH12fc-00444-00104783-00105063": "my father enjoys the liberty of shouting", "lCM0lzH12fc-00445-00105064-00105383": "at my mother", "lCM0lzH12fc-00446-00105383-00105678": "ok this is a type of aggression that i", "lCM0lzH12fc-00447-00105679-00105902": "have seen in my", "lCM0lzH12fc-00448-00105903-00106078": "social personal environment right from", "lCM0lzH12fc-00449-00106079-00106223": "the beginning", "lCM0lzH12fc-00450-00106224-00106407": "and therefore i realized that fine there", "lCM0lzH12fc-00451-00106408-00106543": "is no harm", "lCM0lzH12fc-00452-00106544-00106863": "shouting at women", "lCM0lzH12fc-00453-00106864-00107151": "you would realize that such children", "lCM0lzH12fc-00454-00107152-00107310": "in the families", "lCM0lzH12fc-00455-00107311-00107558": "where fathers take the pride in shouting", "lCM0lzH12fc-00456-00107559-00107743": "at the wife", "lCM0lzH12fc-00457-00107744-00107839": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00458-00107840-00108215": "and if the family has a male child", "lCM0lzH12fc-00459-00108216-00108390": "you would realize that the child", "lCM0lzH12fc-00460-00108391-00108654": "gradually by the time the child is two", "lCM0lzH12fc-00461-00108655-00108823": "two and a half three years", "lCM0lzH12fc-00462-00108824-00109015": "the child also starts shouting at the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00463-00109016-00109327": "mother the male child", "lCM0lzH12fc-00464-00109328-00109519": "but that the same male child will not", "lCM0lzH12fc-00465-00109520-00109743": "shout at the father because he would", "lCM0lzH12fc-00466-00109744-00109958": "make a distinction he learns", "lCM0lzH12fc-00467-00109959-00110071": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00468-00110072-00110478": "so women could be an object of anger", "lCM0lzH12fc-00469-00110479-00110766": "okay", "lCM0lzH12fc-00470-00110767-00110839": "men", "lCM0lzH12fc-00471-00110840-00111007": "can't be", "lCM0lzH12fc-00472-00111008-00111095": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00473-00111096-00111334": "because you also fear that if i shout at", "lCM0lzH12fc-00474-00111335-00111527": "my father i can be you know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00475-00111528-00111751": "getting the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00476-00111752-00112047": "reciprocal response from that end", "lCM0lzH12fc-00477-00112048-00112119": "the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00478-00112120-00112471": "possibility of reciprocal response from", "lCM0lzH12fc-00479-00112472-00112702": "the males end makes you realize that you", "lCM0lzH12fc-00480-00112703-00112902": "can enjoy the liberty of shouting at", "lCM0lzH12fc-00481-00112903-00113239": "your mother", "lCM0lzH12fc-00482-00113240-00113423": "now you have an extra addition in the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00483-00113424-00113534": "family", "lCM0lzH12fc-00484-00113535-00113727": "a girl child is added", "lCM0lzH12fc-00485-00113728-00114023": "ok and then you realize that this male", "lCM0lzH12fc-00486-00114024-00114231": "child will start now shouting at the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00487-00114232-00114558": "mother as well as the sister", "lCM0lzH12fc-00488-00114559-00114719": "it is very common", "lCM0lzH12fc-00489-00114720-00115447": "very common in our country", "lCM0lzH12fc-00490-00115448-00115783": "episodes where", "lCM0lzH12fc-00491-00115783-00115951": "out of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00492-00115952-00116119": "misunderstanding", "lCM0lzH12fc-00493-00116120-00116358": "or out of not understanding your", "lCM0lzH12fc-00494-00116359-00116502": "viewpoint", "lCM0lzH12fc-00495-00116503-00116766": "ok out of confusion or out of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00496-00116767-00117071": "displacement", "lCM0lzH12fc-00497-00117072-00117407": "the parents can enjoy the liberty of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00498-00117408-00117519": "hitting you", "lCM0lzH12fc-00499-00117520-00117671": "as a child", "lCM0lzH12fc-00500-00117672-00117847": "this is also very common in our culture", "lCM0lzH12fc-00501-00117848-00118183": "know as parents you can hit the child as", "lCM0lzH12fc-00502-00118183-00118502": "and when you want", "lCM0lzH12fc-00503-00118503-00118695": "okay", "lCM0lzH12fc-00504-00118696-00118975": "the triggers for such type of behavior", "lCM0lzH12fc-00505-00118976-00119399": "ok could look you know very absurd to us", "lCM0lzH12fc-00506-00119400-00119558": "i recollect know while i am talking", "lCM0lzH12fc-00507-00119559-00119671": "about it i recollected a very", "lCM0lzH12fc-00508-00119672-00119847": "interesting example once i was sitting", "lCM0lzH12fc-00509-00119848-00119934": "in", "lCM0lzH12fc-00510-00119935-00120447": "the health center here", "lCM0lzH12fc-00511-00120448-00120663": "women in the thirties", "lCM0lzH12fc-00512-00120664-00120910": "with two kids one little grown up and", "lCM0lzH12fc-00513-00120911-00121190": "one ah very very small a toddler", "lCM0lzH12fc-00514-00121191-00121286": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00515-00121288-00121551": "this small family unit was also sitting", "lCM0lzH12fc-00516-00121552-00121807": "on the other side waiting for their", "lCM0lzH12fc-00517-00121808-00122190": "turn to visit the doctor", "lCM0lzH12fc-00518-00122191-00122390": "the younger child was of course in the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00519-00122391-00122566": "laps of the mother", "lCM0lzH12fc-00520-00122567-00122758": "the older child was sitting next to the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00521-00122759-00122958": "mother but was also", "lCM0lzH12fc-00522-00122959-00123175": "given the responsibility of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00523-00123176-00123327": "holding the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00524-00123328-00123447": "health card", "lCM0lzH12fc-00525-00123448-00124007": "okay", "lCM0lzH12fc-00526-00124008-00124190": "and then", "lCM0lzH12fc-00527-00124191-00124431": "ah no this child started you know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00528-00124432-00124583": "playing with the health card no he will", "lCM0lzH12fc-00529-00124583-00124878": "rotate it and it fell down", "lCM0lzH12fc-00530-00124879-00124966": "once", "lCM0lzH12fc-00531-00124967-00125158": "the child picked it up", "lCM0lzH12fc-00532-00125159-00125375": "and the moment it fell down the second", "lCM0lzH12fc-00533-00125376-00125454": "time", "lCM0lzH12fc-00534-00125455-00125575": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00535-00125576-00125807": "in a moment of reflex the mother slapped", "lCM0lzH12fc-00536-00125808-00126031": "the child", "lCM0lzH12fc-00537-00126032-00126134": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00538-00126135-00126319": "i was sitting on the other side i don't", "lCM0lzH12fc-00539-00126320-00126510": "know if i would have been in place of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00540-00126511-00126702": "the mother what i would have done but", "lCM0lzH12fc-00541-00126703-00126910": "because i was the third party sitting on", "lCM0lzH12fc-00542-00126911-00127095": "the other side immediately it came to my", "lCM0lzH12fc-00543-00127096-00127286": "mind ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00544-00127288-00127390": "ah", "lCM0lzH12fc-00545-00127391-00127543": "that what this child would have thought", "lCM0lzH12fc-00546-00127544-00127678": "right now", "lCM0lzH12fc-00547-00127679-00127831": "the child would have thought come on i", "lCM0lzH12fc-00548-00127832-00128014": "don't wanted to see the doctor you have", "lCM0lzH12fc-00549-00128015-00128143": "brought me here", "lCM0lzH12fc-00550-00128144-00128343": "ok i did not want to hold the medical", "lCM0lzH12fc-00551-00128344-00128607": "card you have given it to me", "lCM0lzH12fc-00552-00128608-00128710": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00553-00128711-00128966": "and then after all this ok what is the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00554-00128967-00129175": "big deal if it has fallen down no it was", "lCM0lzH12fc-00555-00129176-00129327": "not a no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00556-00129328-00129486": "earthen pot", "lCM0lzH12fc-00557-00129488-00129686": "glass vessel that will that has no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00558-00129688-00129934": "broken down its a no collection of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00559-00129935-00130183": "pieces of papers just fallen down again", "lCM0lzH12fc-00560-00130183-00130366": "i can pick it up again i can play again", "lCM0lzH12fc-00561-00130367-00130799": "it can fall down what's so great in it", "lCM0lzH12fc-00562-00130800-00130983": "but then as children you do not have", "lCM0lzH12fc-00563-00130983-00131190": "this liberty you know of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00564-00131191-00131487": "asking back that why did you hit me", "lCM0lzH12fc-00565-00131488-00131711": "ok it will be again considered to be an", "lCM0lzH12fc-00566-00131712-00131935": "offense no that children are not", "lCM0lzH12fc-00567-00131936-00132175": "supposed to ask their parents why they", "lCM0lzH12fc-00568-00132176-00132359": "were hit", "lCM0lzH12fc-00569-00132360-00132663": "ok or you could be unreasonably the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00570-00132664-00132854": "parent can shout at you", "lCM0lzH12fc-00571-00132855-00133047": "ok keep quiet", "lCM0lzH12fc-00572-00133048-00133199": "and you do not have the liberty of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00573-00133200-00133319": "asking your", "lCM0lzH12fc-00574-00133320-00133590": "parent or telling your parent that fine", "lCM0lzH12fc-00575-00133591-00134135": "you are shouting louder than me you know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00576-00134136-00134295": "but these are the things", "lCM0lzH12fc-00577-00134296-00134471": "which are very interesting", "lCM0lzH12fc-00578-00134472-00134951": "in our culture where", "lCM0lzH12fc-00579-00134952-00135087": "these are interesting thing in our", "lCM0lzH12fc-00580-00135088-00135366": "culture which you realize are you know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00581-00135367-00135543": "very interesting but because it has", "lCM0lzH12fc-00582-00135544-00135823": "cultural acceptance therefore we ignore", "lCM0lzH12fc-00583-00135824-00135902": "these", "lCM0lzH12fc-00584-00135903-00136327": "forms of manifestation of anger", "lCM0lzH12fc-00585-00136328-00136519": "you remember the very", "lCM0lzH12fc-00586-00136520-00136647": "famous case", "lCM0lzH12fc-00587-00136648-00136895": "in our country where in the media it was", "lCM0lzH12fc-00588-00136896-00137095": "discussed for very very long two three", "lCM0lzH12fc-00589-00137096-00137271": "weeks it was discussed when", "lCM0lzH12fc-00590-00137272-00137502": "an indian couple", "lCM0lzH12fc-00591-00137503-00137799": "staying in norway", "lCM0lzH12fc-00592-00137800-00138095": "the government of norway had withdrawn", "lCM0lzH12fc-00593-00138096-00138390": "the two kids from them saying that", "lCM0lzH12fc-00594-00138391-00138599": "you are not playing the role of proper", "lCM0lzH12fc-00595-00138600-00138775": "parents no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00596-00138776-00138919": "now", "lCM0lzH12fc-00597-00138920-00139190": "take this case ok and understand it from", "lCM0lzH12fc-00598-00139191-00139463": "a cultural viewpoint", "lCM0lzH12fc-00599-00139464-00139678": "there is a culture where", "lCM0lzH12fc-00600-00139679-00139983": "hitting a child is considered to be", "lCM0lzH12fc-00601-00139984-00140295": "ok an undesirable act an unacceptable", "lCM0lzH12fc-00602-00140296-00140454": "act and", "lCM0lzH12fc-00603-00140455-00140790": "the fault is put not on the children but", "lCM0lzH12fc-00604-00140791-00140990": "on the parents know that if you are", "lCM0lzH12fc-00605-00140991-00141151": "slapping your children", "lCM0lzH12fc-00606-00141152-00141454": "this simply means you are not capable of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00607-00141455-00141759": "handling kids and therefore", "lCM0lzH12fc-00608-00141760-00142063": "ok there are many many countries know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00609-00142064-00142271": "where you have these", "lCM0lzH12fc-00610-00142272-00142551": "special care homes for children where", "lCM0lzH12fc-00611-00142552-00142790": "children they are put there", "lCM0lzH12fc-00612-00142791-00142999": "under the care of somebody the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00613-00143000-00143278": "government pays for care giving", "lCM0lzH12fc-00614-00143279-00143399": "simply because", "lCM0lzH12fc-00615-00143400-00143575": "you the government considers that you", "lCM0lzH12fc-00616-00143576-00143966": "are not matured enough to handle kids", "lCM0lzH12fc-00617-00143967-00144143": "in our country you can enjoy the liberty", "lCM0lzH12fc-00618-00144144-00144326": "whenever you come home no this side that", "lCM0lzH12fc-00619-00144327-00144551": "side no you can have no because we are", "lCM0lzH12fc-00620-00144552-00144743": "the most populous country second most", "lCM0lzH12fc-00621-00144744-00144926": "populous country so you will have more", "lCM0lzH12fc-00622-00144927-00145102": "kids around you also now", "lCM0lzH12fc-00623-00145103-00145287": "so you can keep walking no and hitting", "lCM0lzH12fc-00624-00145288-00145463": "kids the way you want", "lCM0lzH12fc-00625-00145464-00145711": "but culturally it is accepted", "lCM0lzH12fc-00626-00145712-00145887": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00627-00145888-00146135": "now if you are born in culture like this", "lCM0lzH12fc-00628-00146136-00146375": "its very easy for you to pick up those", "lCM0lzH12fc-00629-00146376-00146631": "forms of behavior and start reflecting", "lCM0lzH12fc-00630-00146632-00146783": "it in your own", "lCM0lzH12fc-00631-00146784-00146902": "behavior", "lCM0lzH12fc-00632-00146903-00147143": "ok so today you start shouting at your", "lCM0lzH12fc-00633-00147144-00147326": "mother tomorrow you start shouting at", "lCM0lzH12fc-00634-00147327-00147463": "your sister", "lCM0lzH12fc-00635-00147464-00147543": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00636-00147544-00147743": "day after tomorrow you do not even", "lCM0lzH12fc-00637-00147744-00148014": "hesitate shouting at your wife or", "lCM0lzH12fc-00638-00148015-00148199": "hitting your wife", "lCM0lzH12fc-00639-00148200-00148399": "will come to interesting statistical", "lCM0lzH12fc-00640-00148400-00148926": "data little later", "lCM0lzH12fc-00641-00148927-00149159": "there are no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00642-00149160-00149407": "places in our country if you", "lCM0lzH12fc-00643-00149408-00149575": "move from the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00644-00149576-00149902": "eastern to the western side of india", "lCM0lzH12fc-00645-00149903-00150207": "ok and just look at how people talk to", "lCM0lzH12fc-00646-00150208-00150439": "strangers", "lCM0lzH12fc-00647-00150440-00150743": "or how people talk to others no who are", "lCM0lzH12fc-00648-00150744-00151031": "known to them", "lCM0lzH12fc-00649-00151032-00151254": "you start from", "lCM0lzH12fc-00650-00151255-00151454": "the stern side i am not going to far", "lCM0lzH12fc-00651-00151455-00151743": "north east start from bengal", "lCM0lzH12fc-00652-00151744-00151943": "okay", "lCM0lzH12fc-00653-00151944-00152287": "where you will have words like tumi apni", "lCM0lzH12fc-00654-00152288-00152575": "ok so you have a clear distinction where", "lCM0lzH12fc-00655-00152576-00152863": "there are people who are given utmost", "lCM0lzH12fc-00656-00152864-00153111": "respect even in terms of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00657-00153112-00153190": "know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00658-00153191-00153326": "calling them", "lCM0lzH12fc-00659-00153327-00153447": "okay", "lCM0lzH12fc-00660-00153448-00153671": "so come to the hindi build enter", "lCM0lzH12fc-00661-00153672-00153871": "jharkhand bihar", "lCM0lzH12fc-00662-00153872-00154231": "ok come to central u p and till that you", "lCM0lzH12fc-00663-00154232-00154454": "have that distinction no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00664-00154455-00154743": "you have no younger to you you will", "lCM0lzH12fc-00665-00154744-00154943": "prefer to call thumb", "lCM0lzH12fc-00666-00154944-00155190": "older to you will ah", "lCM0lzH12fc-00667-00155191-00155414": "use the word up for them", "lCM0lzH12fc-00668-00155415-00155543": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00669-00155544-00155663": "ah", "lCM0lzH12fc-00670-00155664-00155943": "and at times even for strangers who are", "lCM0lzH12fc-00671-00155944-00156223": "younger to you you use the word up no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00672-00156224-00156407": "because you maintain certain level of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00673-00156408-00156583": "decorum", "lCM0lzH12fc-00674-00156584-00156751": "but the moment you start moving towards", "lCM0lzH12fc-00675-00156752-00157007": "the western side of up", "lCM0lzH12fc-00676-00157008-00157254": "ok you start realizing the difference no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00677-00157255-00157454": "there is no distinction of two men up no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00678-00157455-00157735": "everybody is tum", "lCM0lzH12fc-00679-00157736-00157951": "ok thats very interesting thing and the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00680-00157952-00158231": "more you start moving towards haryana", "lCM0lzH12fc-00681-00158232-00158502": "ok you find the language has become", "lCM0lzH12fc-00682-00158503-00158702": "little more rustic from", "lCM0lzH12fc-00683-00158703-00158911": "people who are", "lCM0lzH12fc-00684-00158912-00159078": "on the stern side from their viewpoint", "lCM0lzH12fc-00685-00159079-00159239": "no those who are born and brought up in", "lCM0lzH12fc-00686-00159240-00159423": "ariana for them its", "lCM0lzH12fc-00687-00159424-00159583": "normal conversation", "lCM0lzH12fc-00688-00159584-00159831": "okay", "lCM0lzH12fc-00689-00159832-00159990": "i remember", "lCM0lzH12fc-00690-00159991-00160278": "long back", "lCM0lzH12fc-00691-00160279-00160439": "i was", "lCM0lzH12fc-00692-00160440-00160711": "somewhere outside india", "lCM0lzH12fc-00693-00160712-00160966": "and there was a colleague of mine in an", "lCM0lzH12fc-00694-00160967-00161207": "indian friend of mine there ok many", "lCM0lzH12fc-00695-00161208-00161414": "times i used to visit him", "lCM0lzH12fc-00696-00161415-00161671": "because we were the only two indians", "lCM0lzH12fc-00697-00161672-00161990": "known to each other no in that country", "lCM0lzH12fc-00698-00161991-00162263": "at that point in time so", "lCM0lzH12fc-00699-00162264-00162535": "and he was basically from haryana very", "lCM0lzH12fc-00700-00162536-00162743": "close to delhi", "lCM0lzH12fc-00701-00162744-00162943": "one day he called up", "lCM0lzH12fc-00702-00162944-00163135": "to talk to his cousin", "lCM0lzH12fc-00703-00163136-00163311": "ok and the daughter of the cousin picked", "lCM0lzH12fc-00704-00163312-00163639": "up the phone", "lCM0lzH12fc-00705-00163640-00164326": "you can switch it off now", "lCM0lzH12fc-00706-00164327-00164575": "done", "lCM0lzH12fc-00707-00164576-00164775": "now this man gives a call", "lCM0lzH12fc-00708-00164776-00164999": "to his cousin the daughter of the cousin", "lCM0lzH12fc-00709-00165000-00165214": "picks up he use the word i won't use", "lCM0lzH12fc-00710-00165215-00165414": "that word here", "lCM0lzH12fc-00711-00165415-00165590": "it won't be considered so acceptable", "lCM0lzH12fc-00712-00165591-00165695": "know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00713-00165696-00165919": "but i am told that in haryana people use", "lCM0lzH12fc-00714-00165920-00166078": "this word and there is", "lCM0lzH12fc-00715-00166079-00166166": "no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00716-00166167-00166407": "no string attached to it", "lCM0lzH12fc-00717-00166408-00166751": "he used that word and said", "lCM0lzH12fc-00718-00166752-00166966": "ok had", "lCM0lzH12fc-00719-00166967-00167231": "somebody like this would have told to my", "lCM0lzH12fc-00720-00167232-00167463": "daughter to my wife to my mother or to", "lCM0lzH12fc-00721-00167464-00167783": "me we would have felt extremely offended", "lCM0lzH12fc-00722-00167784-00167895": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00723-00167896-00168175": "we do not use sentences like this no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00724-00168176-00168343": "and for them it was a normal", "lCM0lzH12fc-00725-00168344-00168471": "conversation", "lCM0lzH12fc-00726-00168472-00168663": "so then i asked him know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00727-00168664-00168823": "that", "lCM0lzH12fc-00728-00168824-00168966": "is it", "lCM0lzH12fc-00729-00168967-00169231": "the accepted part of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00730-00169232-00169431": "conversation and he said so what's the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00731-00169432-00169807": "harm in it what's wrong in it no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00732-00169808-00170054": "and that was a very interesting you know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00733-00170055-00170247": "discussion", "lCM0lzH12fc-00734-00170248-00170431": "that took place between us but i wont go", "lCM0lzH12fc-00735-00170432-00170614": "into the details", "lCM0lzH12fc-00736-00170615-00170799": "come to certain other aspects of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00737-00170800-00171119": "aggressive behavior where", "lCM0lzH12fc-00738-00171120-00171254": "you", "lCM0lzH12fc-00739-00171255-00171535": "to central u.p", "lCM0lzH12fc-00740-00171536-00171775": "where you realize that no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00741-00171776-00172007": "people will take pride", "lCM0lzH12fc-00742-00172008-00172078": "in", "lCM0lzH12fc-00743-00172079-00172375": "know becoming sober", "lCM0lzH12fc-00744-00172376-00172599": "and just you know you cross", "lCM0lzH12fc-00745-00172600-00172743": "kanpur", "lCM0lzH12fc-00746-00172744-00172975": "little ahead of kanpur no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00747-00172976-00173302": "itava manpori onwards no you start", "lCM0lzH12fc-00748-00173303-00173559": "moving there and then you will find that", "lCM0lzH12fc-00749-00173560-00173959": "a whole lot of adolescents", "lCM0lzH12fc-00750-00173960-00174151": "they carry country made weapons with", "lCM0lzH12fc-00751-00174152-00174383": "them", "lCM0lzH12fc-00752-00174384-00174559": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00753-00174560-00174799": "so as a growing child as a growing", "lCM0lzH12fc-00754-00174800-00175023": "adolescent in that culture if you are", "lCM0lzH12fc-00755-00175024-00175231": "not carrying ah know a country made", "lCM0lzH12fc-00756-00175232-00175326": "weapon", "lCM0lzH12fc-00757-00175327-00175631": "you feel inferior know because 35 of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00758-00175632-00175935": "your classmates 32 of them they carry", "lCM0lzH12fc-00759-00175936-00176159": "ok you are the one who is still not", "lCM0lzH12fc-00760-00176160-00176390": "carrying it and remaining 2 do not carry", "lCM0lzH12fc-00761-00176391-00176735": "because they are women", "lCM0lzH12fc-00762-00176736-00176919": "and therefore there is a desperate urge", "lCM0lzH12fc-00763-00176920-00177175": "in you that i should also have it", "lCM0lzH12fc-00764-00177176-00177343": "certain part of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00765-00177344-00177623": "western up you would find", "lCM0lzH12fc-00766-00177624-00177711": "that", "lCM0lzH12fc-00767-00177712-00177871": "carrying weapons", "lCM0lzH12fc-00768-00177872-00178071": "is just like carrying no mobile phone in", "lCM0lzH12fc-00769-00178072-00178454": "the class now", "lCM0lzH12fc-00770-00178455-00178638": "the moment you know you take pride in", "lCM0lzH12fc-00771-00178639-00178823": "taking out the mobile phone and holding", "lCM0lzH12fc-00772-00178824-00179007": "in your palm and sitting in the class", "lCM0lzH12fc-00773-00179008-00179183": "similarly you know somebody can oh its", "lCM0lzH12fc-00774-00179184-00179454": "very hot take out the fire weapon in the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00775-00179455-00179678": "arms and stuff", "lCM0lzH12fc-00776-00179679-00179902": "very common", "lCM0lzH12fc-00777-00179903-00180278": "do we have somebody here from western up", "lCM0lzH12fc-00778-00180279-00180783": "meredith", "lCM0lzH12fc-00779-00180784-00181014": "anybody from that region", "lCM0lzH12fc-00780-00181015-00181175": "nobody ah", "lCM0lzH12fc-00781-00181176-00181351": "couple of semesters back no i was giving", "lCM0lzH12fc-00782-00181352-00181575": "the same examples again it has come back", "lCM0lzH12fc-00783-00181576-00181743": "to me and there was somebody in this", "lCM0lzH12fc-00784-00181744-00182047": "class who was from itawa and he said yes", "lCM0lzH12fc-00785-00182048-00182254": "ok and you know later on", "lCM0lzH12fc-00786-00182255-00182375": "we did have very interesting", "lCM0lzH12fc-00787-00182376-00182559": "conversation he would twice thrice he", "lCM0lzH12fc-00788-00182560-00182775": "came to my office and shared whole lot", "lCM0lzH12fc-00789-00182776-00182983": "of experience now", "lCM0lzH12fc-00790-00182984-00183126": "the most interesting part of that", "lCM0lzH12fc-00791-00183127-00183375": "experience was", "lCM0lzH12fc-00792-00183376-00183590": "that he said that since ninth onwards i", "lCM0lzH12fc-00793-00183591-00183799": "have been carrying a", "lCM0lzH12fc-00794-00183800-00183935": "countrymate", "lCM0lzH12fc-00795-00183936-00184151": "weapon with me and i always took pride", "lCM0lzH12fc-00796-00184152-00184231": "no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00797-00184232-00184383": "there was a pride because everybody", "lCM0lzH12fc-00798-00184384-00184543": "would carry everybody would take it out", "lCM0lzH12fc-00799-00184544-00184790": "and will you know showcase it as if no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00800-00184791-00185063": "your weapon is for inferior compared to", "lCM0lzH12fc-00801-00185064-00185511": "mine and stuffs like this", "lCM0lzH12fc-00802-00185512-00185766": "so the way you have verbal exchanges in", "lCM0lzH12fc-00803-00185767-00185959": "your aggressive retaliation somebody", "lCM0lzH12fc-00804-00185960-00186143": "will take no country made weapon the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00805-00186144-00186287": "other person will take out countrymen", "lCM0lzH12fc-00806-00186288-00186478": "weapon this is also very common in the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00807-00186479-00186695": "western part here", "lCM0lzH12fc-00808-00186696-00186854": "very interestingly later on he shared", "lCM0lzH12fc-00809-00186855-00187054": "with me that", "lCM0lzH12fc-00810-00187055-00187438": "when he came to iit", "lCM0lzH12fc-00811-00187439-00187654": "there was a big cultural shock", "lCM0lzH12fc-00812-00187655-00187950": "no one was carrying a fire weapon", "lCM0lzH12fc-00813-00187951-00188207": "ok and he said that no i live so close", "lCM0lzH12fc-00814-00188208-00188414": "to kanpurno", "lCM0lzH12fc-00815-00188415-00188783": "my 15 16 17 years of age i have lived so", "lCM0lzH12fc-00816-00188784-00188966": "close to kanpur and i was always", "lCM0lzH12fc-00817-00188967-00189119": "carrying weapons for last three four", "lCM0lzH12fc-00818-00189120-00189302": "years and we all took pride now the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00819-00189303-00189487": "whole culture is like that no every", "lCM0lzH12fc-00820-00189488-00189702": "family would have multiple weapons", "lCM0lzH12fc-00821-00189703-00189911": "ok all adolescents will take pride in", "lCM0lzH12fc-00822-00189912-00190159": "carrying weapons i came here and i found", "lCM0lzH12fc-00823-00190160-00190463": "boys no dedicated more towards jeans and", "lCM0lzH12fc-00824-00190464-00190743": "t-shirts towards gel and other things", "lCM0lzH12fc-00825-00190744-00190854": "rather than", "lCM0lzH12fc-00826-00190855-00191047": "being interested in country made weapons", "lCM0lzH12fc-00827-00191048-00191159": "no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00828-00191160-00191375": "he said that i started reflecting back", "lCM0lzH12fc-00829-00191376-00191607": "and now it really hurts me and i think", "lCM0lzH12fc-00830-00191608-00191814": "that how crude i was", "lCM0lzH12fc-00831-00191815-00192087": "ok when i started seeing so many polish", "lCM0lzH12fc-00832-00192088-00192343": "people around me and i see the beauty of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00833-00192344-00192526": "being polished", "lCM0lzH12fc-00834-00192527-00192750": "this is now what", "lCM0lzH12fc-00835-00192751-00192919": "the social personal environment does to", "lCM0lzH12fc-00836-00192920-00193023": "us", "lCM0lzH12fc-00837-00193024-00193135": "you are", "lCM0lzH12fc-00838-00193136-00193302": "you live in an environment to see the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00839-00193303-00193502": "beauty of it", "lCM0lzH12fc-00840-00193503-00193654": "i will just share very interesting", "lCM0lzH12fc-00841-00193655-00194414": "experience and then we will move ahead", "lCM0lzH12fc-00842-00194415-00194711": "couple of years ago", "lCM0lzH12fc-00843-00194712-00195023": "i was staying in japan", "lCM0lzH12fc-00844-00195024-00195126": "and", "lCM0lzH12fc-00845-00195127-00195319": "i saw beautiful", "lCM0lzH12fc-00846-00195320-00195623": "things happening on the roads there", "lCM0lzH12fc-00847-00195624-00195854": "they have fantastic road system", "lCM0lzH12fc-00848-00195855-00196159": "so that was fine but you know within the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00849-00196160-00196431": "old city where you have still know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00850-00196432-00196678": "narrow roads it wasn't as narrow as we", "lCM0lzH12fc-00851-00196679-00196911": "find here in many parts in our country", "lCM0lzH12fc-00852-00196912-00197199": "but it was such that no two vehicles can", "lCM0lzH12fc-00853-00197200-00197519": "cross each other with little difficulty", "lCM0lzH12fc-00854-00197520-00197790": "they also have the such type of roads ah", "lCM0lzH12fc-00855-00197791-00198143": "you know in the old part of the cities", "lCM0lzH12fc-00856-00198144-00198295": "and then very interestingly i would see", "lCM0lzH12fc-00857-00198296-00198438": "that", "lCM0lzH12fc-00858-00198439-00198654": "the vehicles coming from two different", "lCM0lzH12fc-00859-00198655-00198831": "directions", "lCM0lzH12fc-00860-00198832-00198926": "okay", "lCM0lzH12fc-00861-00198927-00199231": "both of them will stop", "lCM0lzH12fc-00862-00199232-00199478": "now the driver of say if i am driving", "lCM0lzH12fc-00863-00199479-00199678": "one vehicle and if there is the other", "lCM0lzH12fc-00864-00199679-00199878": "vehicle on that side and we have to", "lCM0lzH12fc-00865-00199879-00200159": "cross each other on the road ok so both", "lCM0lzH12fc-00866-00200160-00200335": "the vehicles will stop", "lCM0lzH12fc-00867-00200336-00200463": "the prof", "lCM0lzH12fc-00868-00200464-00200711": "whose vehicle i used to usually sit on", "lCM0lzH12fc-00869-00200712-00200983": "ok he will know he was a japanese and he", "lCM0lzH12fc-00870-00200984-00201166": "would know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00871-00201167-00201399": "ask the other driver that", "lCM0lzH12fc-00872-00201400-00201654": "this way is you go fast that driver will", "lCM0lzH12fc-00873-00201655-00201926": "in turn stop ok and he will also say", "lCM0lzH12fc-00874-00201927-00202159": "that you go first", "lCM0lzH12fc-00875-00202160-00202447": "ok at times he used to", "lCM0lzH12fc-00876-00202448-00202614": "go first at times the other person used", "lCM0lzH12fc-00877-00202615-00202854": "to go first but then", "lCM0lzH12fc-00878-00202855-00203126": "the one who would go first would again", "lCM0lzH12fc-00879-00203127-00203366": "come in a very slow speed", "lCM0lzH12fc-00880-00203367-00203511": "close to you", "lCM0lzH12fc-00881-00203512-00203959": "ok and then wow on the steering know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00882-00203960-00204078": "symbolic", "lCM0lzH12fc-00883-00204079-00204407": "form of showing your gratitude", "lCM0lzH12fc-00884-00204408-00204583": "compare that experience with the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00885-00204584-00204735": "experience that you have when you turn", "lCM0lzH12fc-00886-00204736-00205119": "to the lecture hall complex here no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00887-00205119-00205358": "you have two three sis guards there and", "lCM0lzH12fc-00888-00205359-00205575": "still no people struggling", "lCM0lzH12fc-00889-00205576-00205798": "the best part of kanpur is that you know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00890-00205800-00206023": "even those who are on the bicycles", "lCM0lzH12fc-00891-00206023-00206238": "though also do not feel no putting their", "lCM0lzH12fc-00892-00206239-00206486": "breaks no so unless it is very very", "lCM0lzH12fc-00893-00206487-00206686": "essential", "lCM0lzH12fc-00894-00206687-00206975": "brakes are not used in kanpur no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00895-00206976-00207158": "and therefore the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00896-00207159-00207366": "at the moment at the end", "lCM0lzH12fc-00897-00207367-00207551": "suddenly when you realize that break has", "lCM0lzH12fc-00898-00207552-00207798": "to be used ok so everybody will know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00899-00207800-00208023": "press the brake very hard", "lCM0lzH12fc-00900-00208023-00208303": "ok and this is uniformly true from right", "lCM0lzH12fc-00901-00208304-00208598": "from bicycles to", "lCM0lzH12fc-00902-00208600-00208671": "the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00903-00208671-00209038": "autos the cars and the city buses", "lCM0lzH12fc-00904-00209039-00209398": "ok these are very interesting things no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00905-00209400-00209679": "why did we evolve like this and why did", "lCM0lzH12fc-00906-00209680-00209879": "they evolve like that", "lCM0lzH12fc-00907-00209880-00210079": "the best part also of the driving", "lCM0lzH12fc-00908-00210080-00210327": "phenomena there i what i observed was", "lCM0lzH12fc-00909-00210328-00210575": "that for those many months and months", "lCM0lzH12fc-00910-00210576-00210703": "together", "lCM0lzH12fc-00911-00210704-00210998": "i never ever saw any vehicle", "lCM0lzH12fc-00912-00211000-00211231": "honking", "lCM0lzH12fc-00913-00211232-00211503": "ok so there was absolute silence on the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00914-00211504-00211719": "road only you will have", "lCM0lzH12fc-00915-00211719-00211998": "the bikers who would know drive fast and", "lCM0lzH12fc-00916-00212000-00212287": "their vehicles will create more sound", "lCM0lzH12fc-00917-00212288-00212398": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-00918-00212400-00212582": "and i know their roads would have many", "lCM0lzH12fc-00919-00212583-00212758": "many lanes so people who would drive", "lCM0lzH12fc-00920-00212759-00212887": "fast of course their vehicles would", "lCM0lzH12fc-00921-00212888-00213223": "create sound except that sound ok for", "lCM0lzH12fc-00922-00213223-00213415": "months together i never ever heard", "lCM0lzH12fc-00923-00213416-00213775": "somebody honking", "lCM0lzH12fc-00924-00213776-00214006": "two three four years back there was some", "lCM0lzH12fc-00925-00214007-00214455": "indo-german work workshop in iit madras", "lCM0lzH12fc-00926-00214456-00214703": "ah i went there it was basically a", "lCM0lzH12fc-00927-00214704-00214934": "workshop of the civil engineering guys", "lCM0lzH12fc-00928-00214935-00215079": "the earthquake guys", "lCM0lzH12fc-00929-00215080-00215239": "okay but", "lCM0lzH12fc-00930-00215240-00215439": "there was no something that had to do", "lCM0lzH12fc-00931-00215440-00215615": "with know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00932-00215616-00215871": "what we had discussed now ptsd acute", "lCM0lzH12fc-00933-00215871-00215991": "stress and stuffs like this and", "lCM0lzH12fc-00934-00215992-00216223": "therefore we were also", "lCM0lzH12fc-00935-00216223-00216455": "invited there", "lCM0lzH12fc-00936-00216456-00216663": "and we were going to", "lCM0lzH12fc-00937-00216664-00216871": "mahalipuram from", "lCM0lzH12fc-00938-00216871-00217031": "matters now", "lCM0lzH12fc-00939-00217032-00217263": "the vehicle which was hired ok the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00940-00217264-00217519": "driver would very generously know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00941-00217519-00217703": "suddenly sometimes", "lCM0lzH12fc-00942-00217704-00217806": "put his", "lCM0lzH12fc-00943-00217807-00218375": "wrist on the horn and it will blow", "lCM0lzH12fc-00944-00218376-00218655": "the german sitting next to me very", "lCM0lzH12fc-00945-00218656-00218871": "jokingly told me but it was very true he", "lCM0lzH12fc-00946-00218871-00219142": "told me you indians are great", "lCM0lzH12fc-00947-00219144-00219223": "okay", "lCM0lzH12fc-00948-00219223-00219406": "it's just like say you know the moment", "lCM0lzH12fc-00949-00219407-00219542": "we cross each other in the current and", "lCM0lzH12fc-00950-00219544-00219798": "say hi how are you ok so one vehicle", "lCM0lzH12fc-00951-00219800-00219967": "just overtaking the other and will honk", "lCM0lzH12fc-00952-00219967-00220142": "know and the other will also start", "lCM0lzH12fc-00953-00220144-00220231": "honking", "lCM0lzH12fc-00954-00220232-00220415": "so you have so much of exchanges on the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00955-00220416-00220671": "road", "lCM0lzH12fc-00956-00220671-00220758": "okay", "lCM0lzH12fc-00957-00220759-00220967": "so these are interesting things why", "lCM0lzH12fc-00958-00220967-00221087": "somebody you know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00959-00221088-00221282": "learns not to honk at", "lCM0lzH12fc-00960-00221283-00221646": "all ah compared to somebody who enjoys", "lCM0lzH12fc-00961-00221648-00221831": "putting a hand on the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00962-00221832-00222063": "horn itself no", "lCM0lzH12fc-00963-00222064-00222223": "all of you must have experience know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00964-00222223-00222351": "that when the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00965-00222352-00222551": "railway crossing is", "lCM0lzH12fc-00966-00222552-00222887": "closed at iit main gate now now that you", "lCM0lzH12fc-00967-00222888-00223079": "have the divider earlier it wasn't there", "lCM0lzH12fc-00968-00223080-00223287": "no and people take pride in know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00969-00223288-00223542": "blocking the road and the moment", "lCM0lzH12fc-00970-00223544-00223703": "the shutter opens everybody starts", "lCM0lzH12fc-00971-00223704-00223934": "honking no as if the more you honk the", "lCM0lzH12fc-00972-00223935-00224094": "more space you will have which is not", "lCM0lzH12fc-00973-00224096-00224319": "true such correlations do not exist", "lCM0lzH12fc-00974-00224319-00224510": "everybody knows it but still you take", "lCM0lzH12fc-00975-00224511-00224719": "pride in doing that and in nobody", "lCM0lzH12fc-00976-00224719-00224919": "realizes that in turn you are hurting", "lCM0lzH12fc-00977-00224919-00225223": "your own ears no few of few of your hair", "lCM0lzH12fc-00978-00225223-00225439": "cells are dying each time you hear a", "lCM0lzH12fc-00979-00225440-00225839": "sound of a louder pitch", "lCM0lzH12fc-00980-00225840-00226071": "so this is what it means know", "lCM0lzH12fc-00981-00226071-00226151": "that", "lCM0lzH12fc-00982-00226152-00226358": "how the social personal environment", "lCM0lzH12fc-00983-00226359-00226798": "makes you learn certain things", "lCM0lzH12fc-00984-00226800-00226991": "there could be another very interesting", "lCM0lzH12fc-00985-00226992-00227087": "way of", "lCM0lzH12fc-00986-00227088-00227294": "learning to be angry", "lCM0lzH12fc-00987-00227296-00227503": "and that is", "lCM0lzH12fc-00988-00227504-00227734": "the aggressive behavior that is derived", "lCM0lzH12fc-00989-00227735-00227967": "more indirectly now here in the previous", "lCM0lzH12fc-00990-00227967-00228142": "case it was a very direct experience now", "lCM0lzH12fc-00991-00228144-00228375": "you have things available in your", "lCM0lzH12fc-00992-00228376-00228558": "personal social environment", "lCM0lzH12fc-00993-00228559-00228663": "here", "lCM0lzH12fc-00994-00228664-00228855": "you have things which are very", "lCM0lzH12fc-00995-00228856-00228998": "indirectly learnt", "lCM0lzH12fc-00996-00229000-00229271": "ok from experimental environment", "lCM0lzH12fc-00997-00229271-00229463": "experimental environment means that", "lCM0lzH12fc-00998-00229464-00229631": "those things do not exist in your", "lCM0lzH12fc-00999-00229632-00229798": "environment you have never experienced", "lCM0lzH12fc-01000-00229800-00230415": "it it is your novel experience", "lCM0lzH12fc-01001-00230416-00230703": "and appear more immediately motivated by", "lCM0lzH12fc-01002-00230704-00230879": "emotional states", "lCM0lzH12fc-01003-00230880-00230982": "of", "lCM0lzH12fc-01004-00230983-00231319": "anger and hostility so you have", "lCM0lzH12fc-01005-00231319-00231558": "a big", "lCM0lzH12fc-01006-00231559-00231734": "change that comes in your environment", "lCM0lzH12fc-01007-00231735-00231927": "sudden change", "lCM0lzH12fc-01008-00231928-00232134": "a novel thing a novel experience you", "lCM0lzH12fc-01009-00232135-00232367": "have not realized it", "lCM0lzH12fc-01010-00232367-00232727": "because it has come for the first time", "lCM0lzH12fc-01011-00232728-00232831": "therefore", "lCM0lzH12fc-01012-00232832-00233015": "you have certain degree of anger", "lCM0lzH12fc-01013-00233016-00233294": "hostility such type of emotions", "lCM0lzH12fc-01014-00233296-00233551": "involved in that process", "lCM0lzH12fc-01015-00233552-00233742": "out of your interaction with that", "lCM0lzH12fc-01016-00233744-00233975": "hostile experience", "lCM0lzH12fc-01017-00233976-00234191": "you realize that ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-01018-00234192-00234510": "one has to handle such situations in", "lCM0lzH12fc-01019-00234511-00234934": "such ways", "lCM0lzH12fc-01020-00234935-00235167": "i am giving couple of examples few of", "lCM0lzH12fc-01021-00235167-00235391": "them might look absurd but culturally", "lCM0lzH12fc-01022-00235392-00235846": "true therefore i am quoting it", "lCM0lzH12fc-01023-00235848-00236063": "imagine a young girl", "lCM0lzH12fc-01024-00236064-00236455": "who is growing in this culture", "lCM0lzH12fc-01025-00236456-00236655": "and experiences is talking for the first", "lCM0lzH12fc-01026-00236656-00236975": "time somebody passes adverse remark for", "lCM0lzH12fc-01027-00236976-00237351": "the first time", "lCM0lzH12fc-01028-00237352-00237582": "ok and then you realize it is a big", "lCM0lzH12fc-01029-00237583-00237775": "shock something that you have never ever", "lCM0lzH12fc-01030-00237776-00237991": "experienced comes to you for the first", "lCM0lzH12fc-01031-00237992-00238103": "time", "lCM0lzH12fc-01032-00238104-00238246": "and then", "lCM0lzH12fc-01033-00238248-00238991": "you realize that oh this can also happen", "lCM0lzH12fc-01034-00238992-00239079": "you", "lCM0lzH12fc-01035-00239080-00239455": "go with a confirmed train ticket", "lCM0lzH12fc-01036-00239456-00239655": "to realize that somebody else is sitting", "lCM0lzH12fc-01037-00239656-00239927": "or sleeping on your birth", "lCM0lzH12fc-01038-00239928-00240023": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-01039-00240023-00240223": "and with a lot of struggle you manage", "lCM0lzH12fc-01040-00240223-00240519": "only to sit on the birth the person is", "lCM0lzH12fc-01041-00240519-00240710": "not at all leaving the seat", "lCM0lzH12fc-01042-00240711-00240887": "i hope many of you must have experience", "lCM0lzH12fc-01043-00240888-00241063": "now these are very common when you", "lCM0lzH12fc-01044-00241064-00241351": "travel in the northern part of india", "lCM0lzH12fc-01045-00241352-00241567": "now these are", "lCM0lzH12fc-01046-00241567-00241871": "very these experiences gradually becomes", "lCM0lzH12fc-01047-00241871-00242071": "common experiences", "lCM0lzH12fc-01048-00242071-00242239": "with more and more of", "lCM0lzH12fc-01049-00242240-00242463": "life experience but imagine when you had", "lCM0lzH12fc-01050-00242464-00242646": "it for the first time", "lCM0lzH12fc-01051-00242648-00242806": "and you think i don't know how to handle", "lCM0lzH12fc-01052-00242807-00242982": "it", "lCM0lzH12fc-01053-00242983-00243215": "so all you do is that you take out your", "lCM0lzH12fc-01054-00243216-00243479": "ticket and you confirm your birth and", "lCM0lzH12fc-01055-00243480-00243671": "you say this is my birth and the person", "lCM0lzH12fc-01056-00243671-00243927": "says um so", "lCM0lzH12fc-01057-00243928-00244039": "and you do not know because you are", "lCM0lzH12fc-01058-00244040-00244246": "never ever experienced so this is an", "lCM0lzH12fc-01059-00244248-00244406": "experimental situation for you know so", "lCM0lzH12fc-01060-00244407-00244679": "what to do now", "lCM0lzH12fc-01061-00244680-00244863": "and then you realize this strategy does", "lCM0lzH12fc-01062-00244864-00244991": "not work", "lCM0lzH12fc-01063-00244992-00245271": "that strategy does not work", "lCM0lzH12fc-01064-00245271-00245487": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-01065-00245488-00245694": "and then ah say suddenly you say no no", "lCM0lzH12fc-01066-00245696-00245863": "no come on come on come on leave leave", "lCM0lzH12fc-01067-00245864-00246030": "my seat", "lCM0lzH12fc-01068-00246031-00246294": "and the moment you start turning angry a", "lCM0lzH12fc-01069-00246296-00246463": "bit you realize oh", "lCM0lzH12fc-01070-00246464-00246694": "the person is started know folding his", "lCM0lzH12fc-01071-00246696-00246934": "feet giving space to you to sit this", "lCM0lzH12fc-01072-00246935-00247230": "means that if i intensify it", "lCM0lzH12fc-01073-00247231-00247494": "then he will certainly allow me", "lCM0lzH12fc-01074-00247496-00247719": "occupy my seat", "lCM0lzH12fc-01075-00247719-00247975": "this one and you do so you get your seed", "lCM0lzH12fc-01076-00247976-00248167": "and then you have learned oh", "lCM0lzH12fc-01077-00248167-00248382": "so now your experimental", "lCM0lzH12fc-01078-00248383-00248598": "environment has made you realize", "lCM0lzH12fc-01079-00248600-00248798": "whenever you experience a stranger", "lCM0lzH12fc-01080-00248800-00249055": "holding your say turn angry", "lCM0lzH12fc-01081-00249056-00249246": "done", "lCM0lzH12fc-01082-00249248-00249439": "such type of aggressive behavior are", "lCM0lzH12fc-01083-00249440-00249703": "actually learned through such type of", "lCM0lzH12fc-01084-00249704-00249903": "experimental manipulations now", "lCM0lzH12fc-01085-00249904-00250039": "where you do not know you have never", "lCM0lzH12fc-01086-00250040-00250319": "experienced it so you try ah know", "lCM0lzH12fc-01087-00250319-00250446": "various", "lCM0lzH12fc-01088-00250448-00250734": "behavior of varying intensity", "lCM0lzH12fc-01089-00250735-00250942": "and then you realize that ok this is how", "lCM0lzH12fc-01090-00250944-00251319": "such people have to be handled", "lCM0lzH12fc-01091-00251319-00251527": "girls who have experienced stalking but", "lCM0lzH12fc-01092-00251528-00251855": "have never ever dared to go and confront", "lCM0lzH12fc-01093-00251856-00252063": "the individual or slap the individual", "lCM0lzH12fc-01094-00252064-00252327": "will never do so you would come across", "lCM0lzH12fc-01095-00252328-00252494": "elderly women in our culture who would", "lCM0lzH12fc-01096-00252496-00252663": "say that oh right from my earlier", "lCM0lzH12fc-01097-00252664-00252871": "dollars and days i have heard it no it's", "lCM0lzH12fc-01098-00252871-00253030": "now that i have turned old people have", "lCM0lzH12fc-01099-00253031-00253439": "stopped stop doing so", "lCM0lzH12fc-01100-00253440-00253663": "and ask them that have you ever dared ah", "lCM0lzH12fc-01101-00253664-00253846": "know going and confronting those people", "lCM0lzH12fc-01102-00253848-00253927": "or", "lCM0lzH12fc-01103-00253928-00254079": "slapping those people and they will say", "lCM0lzH12fc-01104-00254080-00254319": "no you will find interestingly a very", "lCM0lzH12fc-01105-00254319-00254606": "small number of girl who would say i had", "lCM0lzH12fc-01106-00254607-00254751": "it for the first time and i do not know", "lCM0lzH12fc-01107-00254752-00254910": "what happened i just went and said hey", "lCM0lzH12fc-01108-00254911-00255063": "what is your name", "lCM0lzH12fc-01109-00255064-00255271": "and that boy in turn suddenly you know", "lCM0lzH12fc-01110-00255271-00255503": "ran away from that place", "lCM0lzH12fc-01111-00255504-00255655": "ever since", "lCM0lzH12fc-01112-00255656-00255871": "that experience whenever i have heard so", "lCM0lzH12fc-01113-00255871-00256063": "i immediately go and ask tell me your", "lCM0lzH12fc-01114-00256064-00256271": "address i will talk to your parents is", "lCM0lzH12fc-01115-00256271-00256439": "this what they have taught you", "lCM0lzH12fc-01116-00256440-00256655": "ok once a boy", "lCM0lzH12fc-01117-00256656-00256823": "gave me some answer and then i do not", "lCM0lzH12fc-01118-00256823-00257182": "know what happened to me and i slept", "lCM0lzH12fc-01119-00257183-00257534": "others also joined me and since then ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-01120-00257535-00257823": "the boys of my hostel or the boys of my", "lCM0lzH12fc-01121-00257823-00258087": "college know they don't even dare to", "lCM0lzH12fc-01122-00258088-00258279": "converse to me even normal conversation", "lCM0lzH12fc-01123-00258280-00258606": "do not take place", "lCM0lzH12fc-01124-00258607-00258782": "experimental manipulations and it makes", "lCM0lzH12fc-01125-00258783-00258958": "you learn that if situation becomes", "lCM0lzH12fc-01126-00258959-00259255": "difficult how should you handle it", "lCM0lzH12fc-01127-00259256-00259367": "okay", "lCM0lzH12fc-01128-00259367-00259606": "the best of the example which is usually", "lCM0lzH12fc-01129-00259607-00259879": "know later on ingrained into regular", "lCM0lzH12fc-01130-00259880-00260071": "course of training is when you give", "lCM0lzH12fc-01131-00260071-00260463": "commando trainings no to selected people", "lCM0lzH12fc-01132-00260464-00260767": "for example know", "lCM0lzH12fc-01133-00260767-00261103": "within the forces you have no", "lCM0lzH12fc-01134-00261104-00261375": "much more glory attached to", "lCM0lzH12fc-01135-00261376-00261582": "personals from the air force no and", "lCM0lzH12fc-01136-00261583-00261806": "within air force know they give at most", "lCM0lzH12fc-01137-00261807-00262046": "respect to those who are selected for", "lCM0lzH12fc-01138-00262048-00262295": "paratroopers", "lCM0lzH12fc-01139-00262296-00262543": "now when you get such type of", "lCM0lzH12fc-01140-00262544-00262743": "trainings okay", "lCM0lzH12fc-01141-00262744-00262967": "one interesting part of such training is", "lCM0lzH12fc-01142-00262968-00263239": "something that you haven't experienced", "lCM0lzH12fc-01143-00263240-00263447": "others have experienced you have not", "lCM0lzH12fc-01144-00263448-00263639": "experienced and you are given it for the", "lCM0lzH12fc-01145-00263640-00263830": "first time", "lCM0lzH12fc-01146-00263831-00264047": "i will just share one or two with you", "lCM0lzH12fc-01147-00264048-00264247": "there are certain localities where you", "lCM0lzH12fc-01148-00264248-00264682": "have no more of", "lCM0lzH12fc-01149-00264683-00265079": "a water soaked soil", "lCM0lzH12fc-01150-00265080-00265367": "where and where you have snails", "lCM0lzH12fc-01151-00265368-00265543": "you know moving here and there all", "lCM0lzH12fc-01152-00265544-00265815": "through", "lCM0lzH12fc-01153-00265816-00266087": "a part of the commando training which", "lCM0lzH12fc-01154-00266088-00266382": "suggests that you will be deprived of", "lCM0lzH12fc-01155-00266383-00266551": "food", "lCM0lzH12fc-01156-00266552-00266815": "okay and you can have", "lCM0lzH12fc-01157-00266816-00267239": "a possibility of eating three snails", "lCM0lzH12fc-01158-00267240-00267463": "so you are taught how to", "lCM0lzH12fc-01159-00267464-00267647": "hold the snails is very easy no snails", "lCM0lzH12fc-01160-00267648-00267815": "they do not harm you", "lCM0lzH12fc-01161-00267816-00267991": "and then", "lCM0lzH12fc-01162-00267992-00268295": "break their shells and eat them", "lCM0lzH12fc-01163-00268296-00268479": "the reason being that three snails", "lCM0lzH12fc-01164-00268480-00268751": "provides you the basic level of", "lCM0lzH12fc-01165-00268752-00268895": "nutrition that is needed for your", "lCM0lzH12fc-01166-00268896-00269127": "survival for one day", "lCM0lzH12fc-01167-00269128-00269303": "but the other part of the training is", "lCM0lzH12fc-01168-00269304-00269471": "that all those snails are moving you", "lCM0lzH12fc-01169-00269472-00269791": "cannot eat the fourth snail", "lCM0lzH12fc-01170-00269792-00270030": "ok and if you are caught eating the", "lCM0lzH12fc-01171-00270031-00270255": "fourth one", "lCM0lzH12fc-01172-00270256-00270455": "then you will have to suffer some", "lCM0lzH12fc-01173-00270456-00270695": "punishment", "lCM0lzH12fc-01174-00270696-00270830": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-01175-00270831-00271087": "so these are no interesting things which", "lCM0lzH12fc-01176-00271088-00271447": "people have gradually gathered and many", "lCM0lzH12fc-01177-00271448-00271758": "many things that are basically a part of", "lCM0lzH12fc-01178-00271759-00271919": "life experience", "lCM0lzH12fc-01179-00271920-00272055": "which is", "lCM0lzH12fc-01180-00272056-00272230": "if it is not experimentally it has", "lCM0lzH12fc-01181-00272231-00272406": "accidentally come to you", "lCM0lzH12fc-01182-00272407-00272630": "it is deliberately implanted as part of", "lCM0lzH12fc-01183-00272631-00272847": "some higher order training because", "lCM0lzH12fc-01184-00272848-00273158": "you are trained to live without food for", "lCM0lzH12fc-01185-00273159-00273455": "long in certain areas ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-01186-00273456-00273871": "in our countries know those who go for", "lCM0lzH12fc-01187-00273872-00274103": "pumping operations in central india and", "lCM0lzH12fc-01188-00274104-00274247": "other parts", "lCM0lzH12fc-01189-00274248-00274582": "ok they are trained for eating snakes", "lCM0lzH12fc-01190-00274583-00274823": "know so how do you identify snakes how", "lCM0lzH12fc-01191-00274824-00275158": "do you catch them how do you eat them", "lCM0lzH12fc-01192-00275159-00275527": "how to eat if you have a possibility of", "lCM0lzH12fc-01193-00275528-00275647": "cooking them", "lCM0lzH12fc-01194-00275648-00275887": "roasting them and how to eat if you do", "lCM0lzH12fc-01195-00275888-00276158": "not have the possibility of litting fire", "lCM0lzH12fc-01196-00276159-00276430": "so how to eat them raw", "lCM0lzH12fc-01197-00276431-00276615": "and all this is part of", "lCM0lzH12fc-01198-00276616-00276806": "training", "lCM0lzH12fc-01199-00276807-00277006": "now those who would be experiencing it", "lCM0lzH12fc-01200-00277007-00277158": "for the first time it is a novel", "lCM0lzH12fc-01201-00277159-00277582": "experience no but then with", "lCM0lzH12fc-01202-00277583-00277847": "exposure to it you gradually learn", "lCM0lzH12fc-01203-00277848-00278175": "how to turn angry to what extent in what", "lCM0lzH12fc-01204-00278176-00278543": "type of situation", "lCM0lzH12fc-01205-00278544-00278806": "now what we realize is that if", "lCM0lzH12fc-01206-00278807-00279095": "expression of anger is very common", "lCM0lzH12fc-01207-00279096-00279399": "in the society you realize that most of", "lCM0lzH12fc-01208-00279400-00279663": "the time when anger is displayed", "lCM0lzH12fc-01209-00279664-00279887": "it need not be hostile it need not be", "lCM0lzH12fc-01210-00279888-00280071": "defensive", "lCM0lzH12fc-01211-00280072-00280247": "the most common example would be", "lCM0lzH12fc-01212-00280248-00280551": "husbands shouting at their wives", "lCM0lzH12fc-01213-00280552-00280791": "it is it might be devoid of hostility it", "lCM0lzH12fc-01214-00280792-00280982": "might be devoid of", "lCM0lzH12fc-01215-00280983-00281230": "defense it is just the way you have been", "lCM0lzH12fc-01216-00281231-00281391": "brought up with the way you have seen", "lCM0lzH12fc-01217-00281392-00281558": "interaction taking place between a", "lCM0lzH12fc-01218-00281559-00281639": "couple", "lCM0lzH12fc-01219-00281640-00281823": "ok and therefore", "lCM0lzH12fc-01220-00281824-00282023": "you do not find the hair oil you do not", "lCM0lzH12fc-01221-00282024-00282343": "find the comb and you shout", "lCM0lzH12fc-01222-00282344-00282534": "ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-01223-00282535-00282751": "and it goes to the extent that if you", "lCM0lzH12fc-01224-00282752-00283158": "look at this interesting u n report ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-01225-00283159-00283391": "it says that", "lCM0lzH12fc-01226-00283392-00283663": "39 percent of men and women in india", "lCM0lzH12fc-01227-00283664-00283799": "they think", "lCM0lzH12fc-01228-00283800-00284023": "that beating their wives is a", "lCM0lzH12fc-01229-00284024-00284254": "justifiable act", "lCM0lzH12fc-01230-00284255-00284471": "remember this includes both men and", "lCM0lzH12fc-01231-00284472-00284743": "women put together 39 percent of indians", "lCM0lzH12fc-01232-00284744-00284991": "according to this u n report saying that", "lCM0lzH12fc-01233-00284992-00285103": "yes", "lCM0lzH12fc-01234-00285104-00285510": "beating wife is justified act", "lCM0lzH12fc-01235-00285511-00285806": "come to those who are not yet married", "lCM0lzH12fc-01236-00285807-00286103": "the adolescent group your age group okay", "lCM0lzH12fc-01237-00286104-00286279": "the unicef report", "lCM0lzH12fc-01238-00286280-00286382": "okay", "lCM0lzH12fc-01239-00286383-00286606": "which again says", "lCM0lzH12fc-01240-00286607-00286999": "that a large percent no", "lCM0lzH12fc-01241-00287000-00287287": "the age group of 15 to 19 i hope this is", "lCM0lzH12fc-01242-00287288-00287463": "your age group", "lCM0lzH12fc-01243-00287464-00287615": "okay", "lCM0lzH12fc-01244-00287616-00287895": "and then you realize that 57 percent of", "lCM0lzH12fc-01245-00287896-00288239": "the adolescents saying that yes", "lCM0lzH12fc-01246-00288240-00288423": "beating wives shouting at wife there is", "lCM0lzH12fc-01247-00288424-00288575": "no harm in doing that", "lCM0lzH12fc-01248-00288576-00288782": "57 percent", "lCM0lzH12fc-01249-00288783-00288999": "so", "lCM0lzH12fc-01250-00289000-00289263": "39 percent saying that ok you can beat", "lCM0lzH12fc-01251-00289264-00289454": "your wife because you have a reason to", "lCM0lzH12fc-01252-00289455-00289551": "do so", "lCM0lzH12fc-01253-00289552-00289758": "ok unmarried people", "lCM0lzH12fc-01254-00289759-00289975": "ok and say that yes yes yes this is not", "lCM0lzH12fc-01255-00289976-00290199": "physical abuse this is treatment proper", "lCM0lzH12fc-01256-00290200-00290334": "treatment", "lCM0lzH12fc-01257-00290335-00290567": "large number of adolescents who are not", "lCM0lzH12fc-01258-00290568-00290687": "yet married", "lCM0lzH12fc-01259-00290688-00290895": "ok and this is an indicat interesting", "lCM0lzH12fc-01260-00290896-00291063": "indicator that if", "lCM0lzH12fc-01261-00291064-00291454": "aggression is inbuilt in your culture ok", "lCM0lzH12fc-01262-00291455-00291695": "you leave it without realizing that this", "lCM0lzH12fc-01263-00291696-00291782": "is", "lCM0lzH12fc-01264-00291783-00292015": "an aggressive behavior ok we will stop", "lCM0lzH12fc-01265-00292016-00293303": "here tomorrow we will continue from here", "lCM0lzH12fc-01266-00293304-00295534": "do", "lCM0lzH12fc-01267-00295535-00295744": "you"}}, {"audio_id": "lDi82BmLtCo", "text": {"lDi82BmLtCo-00000-00000128-00000471": "all right", "lDi82BmLtCo-00001-00000472-00000630": "i don't know if i'll be able to talk", "lDi82BmLtCo-00002-00000631-00000807": "much today i think i said that yesterday", "lDi82BmLtCo-00003-00000808-00001023": "as well but like", "lDi82BmLtCo-00004-00001024-00001183": "i don't know my throat is kind of still", "lDi82BmLtCo-00005-00001184-00001383": "a bit weird but i've taken some medicine", "lDi82BmLtCo-00006-00001384-00001695": "for it so what better way to [__] let", "lDi82BmLtCo-00007-00001696-00001918": "the medicine do its thing than to try", "lDi82BmLtCo-00008-00001919-00002175": "and go back to normal now", "lDi82BmLtCo-00009-00002176-00002334": "uh i was", "lDi82BmLtCo-00010-00002335-00002542": "i did try to play this yesterday but for", "lDi82BmLtCo-00011-00002543-00002767": "some reason my computer is like nah i'm", "lDi82BmLtCo-00012-00002768-00002934": "turning off bro", "lDi82BmLtCo-00013-00002935-00003102": "like i still don't even know why my", "lDi82BmLtCo-00014-00003103-00003279": "computer turned up maybe i accidentally", "lDi82BmLtCo-00015-00003279-00003503": "kicked it or something like that and", "lDi82BmLtCo-00016-00003504-00003703": "like the wire just went loose for a", "lDi82BmLtCo-00017-00003704-00003886": "second and then went back in but still", "lDi82BmLtCo-00018-00003887-00004143": "turned computer off so", "lDi82BmLtCo-00019-00004144-00004431": "yeah um we'll be continuing a plague's", "lDi82BmLtCo-00020-00004432-00004695": "uh tale we'll be seeing how i do during", "lDi82BmLtCo-00021-00004696-00004838": "the stream", "lDi82BmLtCo-00022-00004839-00005151": "if i'm too bad then i don't think i'll", "lDi82BmLtCo-00023-00005152-00005327": "stream again today but if i'm not that", "lDi82BmLtCo-00024-00005328-00005591": "bad i think we'll just keep playing like", "lDi82BmLtCo-00025-00005592-00005735": "i'll keep trying to do this because", "lDi82BmLtCo-00026-00005736-00005847": "honestly", "lDi82BmLtCo-00027-00005848-00006191": "i had the most boring [__] days", "lDi82BmLtCo-00028-00006192-00006399": "for the past two days", "lDi82BmLtCo-00029-00006400-00006719": "just lying on my bed in agony and pain", "lDi82BmLtCo-00030-00006720-00006991": "well more ache actually than pain", "lDi82BmLtCo-00031-00006992-00007278": "and i just it felt horrible just not", "lDi82BmLtCo-00032-00007279-00007510": "being able to do anything sorry i know i", "lDi82BmLtCo-00033-00007511-00007687": "should ready this off", "lDi82BmLtCo-00034-00007688-00007831": "i'm assuming we'll just go back to the", "lDi82BmLtCo-00035-00007831-00013511": "stairs", "lDi82BmLtCo-00036-00013512-00013663": "yeah i don't think that's gonna continue", "lDi82BmLtCo-00037-00013663-00013783": "from where it was", "lDi82BmLtCo-00038-00013784-00013983": "okay i think i've figured out the", "lDi82BmLtCo-00039-00013984-00014311": "problem uh for some reason every time", "lDi82BmLtCo-00040-00014312-00014383": "i", "lDi82BmLtCo-00041-00014384-00014686": "[__] do something in this game it's", "lDi82BmLtCo-00042-00014687-00015015": "crashing my whole computer so badly", "lDi82BmLtCo-00043-00015016-00015222": "that it turns it off", "lDi82BmLtCo-00044-00015223-00015483": "well actually it just restarts", "lDi82BmLtCo-00045-00015484-00015871": "it i don't how can this game exist in", "lDi82BmLtCo-00046-00015872-00016158": "this state since 2019 and be able to", "lDi82BmLtCo-00047-00016159-00016439": "crash my computer", "lDi82BmLtCo-00048-00016440-00016630": "to be fair though my computer has been", "lDi82BmLtCo-00049-00016631-00016975": "kind on the brink recently", "lDi82BmLtCo-00050-00016976-00017191": "i'll set up the model and stuff in a", "lDi82BmLtCo-00051-00017192-00017343": "second i'm just going to see if this", "lDi82BmLtCo-00052-00017344-00017558": "actually works let's try not delay this", "lDi82BmLtCo-00053-00017559-00018047": "time", "lDi82BmLtCo-00054-00018048-00018279": "if if push comes to shove maybe i'll", "lDi82BmLtCo-00055-00018280-00018519": "just like actually", "lDi82BmLtCo-00056-00018520-00018703": "turn down a few settings or something", "lDi82BmLtCo-00057-00018704-00018894": "because that's the [__]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00058-00018895-00019199": "second time that's happened now", "lDi82BmLtCo-00059-00019200-00019591": "like since yesterday hey luca", "lDi82BmLtCo-00060-00019592-00019839": "this is do you know", "lDi82BmLtCo-00061-00019840-00020022": "actually you won't because the thing", "lDi82BmLtCo-00062-00020023-00020335": "privates itself um i'd have to check in", "lDi82BmLtCo-00063-00020336-00020550": "a second", "lDi82BmLtCo-00064-00020551-00020758": "we're doing better though so far we're", "lDi82BmLtCo-00065-00020759-00021022": "actually getting into the game itself so", "lDi82BmLtCo-00066-00021023-00021367": "maybe i'll open thing", "lDi82BmLtCo-00067-00021368-00021686": "okay we're back here", "lDi82BmLtCo-00068-00021687-00021830": "okay", "lDi82BmLtCo-00069-00021831-00022143": "let's go here oh encoding overloaded", "lDi82BmLtCo-00070-00022144-00022455": "well it shouldn't be overloaded", "lDi82BmLtCo-00071-00022456-00022711": "uh not much i'm just still recovering", "lDi82BmLtCo-00072-00022712-00022807": "but", "lDi82BmLtCo-00073-00022808-00023063": "i'm i'm doing a bit better so i'm hoping", "lDi82BmLtCo-00074-00023064-00023286": "to be able to actually talk", "lDi82BmLtCo-00075-00023287-00023535": "during the stream and stuff", "lDi82BmLtCo-00076-00023536-00023847": "uh yesterday for some reason though uh", "lDi82BmLtCo-00077-00023848-00024022": "well i figured out it was literally the", "lDi82BmLtCo-00078-00024023-00024222": "game that just crashed it's like my", "lDi82BmLtCo-00079-00024223-00024358": "whole computer", "lDi82BmLtCo-00080-00024359-00024535": "and i was like you know what [__] this", "lDi82BmLtCo-00081-00024536-00024942": "i'm not i'm not streaming now screw this", "lDi82BmLtCo-00082-00024943-00025071": "oh jeez", "lDi82BmLtCo-00083-00025072-00025350": "oh man why does k bro i've been looking", "lDi82BmLtCo-00084-00025351-00025631": "for ksi videos like all yesterday and of", "lDi82BmLtCo-00085-00025632-00025911": "course he uploads a new video today like", "lDi82BmLtCo-00086-00025912-00026190": "bro", "lDi82BmLtCo-00087-00026191-00026399": "he broke his nose somehow i kind of want", "lDi82BmLtCo-00088-00026400-00026590": "to watch it but now we're doing a stream", "lDi82BmLtCo-00089-00026591-00026670": "now", "lDi82BmLtCo-00090-00026672-00026887": "yeah i'll get the model up and running", "lDi82BmLtCo-00091-00026888-00027190": "in a second i'm just checking", "lDi82BmLtCo-00092-00027191-00027439": "twitch", "lDi82BmLtCo-00093-00027439-00027614": "so if i'm right", "lDi82BmLtCo-00094-00027616-00027799": "this should be yeah just a blank screen", "lDi82BmLtCo-00095-00027800-00028079": "with me", "lDi82BmLtCo-00096-00028080-00028495": "uh video producer", "lDi82BmLtCo-00097-00028495-00028790": "the streak is broken that is from", "lDi82BmLtCo-00098-00028791-00028935": "yesterday", "lDi82BmLtCo-00099-00028936-00029295": "oh yeah okay so we are continuing from", "lDi82BmLtCo-00100-00029295-00029543": "thing vaude i think it's like", "lDi82BmLtCo-00101-00029544-00029711": "they give you like half an hour to", "lDi82BmLtCo-00102-00029712-00029935": "reconnect your stream so all this stream", "lDi82BmLtCo-00103-00029936-00030183": "should hopefully be all warm and that", "lDi82BmLtCo-00104-00030183-00030399": "when i had that seven minutes long i", "lDi82BmLtCo-00105-00030400-00030743": "should probably delete that", "lDi82BmLtCo-00106-00030744-00030879": "let me", "lDi82BmLtCo-00107-00030880-00031174": "do that first", "lDi82BmLtCo-00108-00031175-00031462": "oh let's stop", "lDi82BmLtCo-00109-00031463-00031799": "why is all this [__] releasing now", "lDi82BmLtCo-00110-00031800-00031902": "yeah no i'm actually kind of", "lDi82BmLtCo-00111-00031903-00032087": "exaggerating now because i just think", "lDi82BmLtCo-00112-00032088-00032223": "it's a bit funny", "lDi82BmLtCo-00113-00032224-00032614": "i know um", "lDi82BmLtCo-00114-00032616-00032959": "watch mccarthy", "lDi82BmLtCo-00115-00032960-00033190": "the funniest thing about like", "lDi82BmLtCo-00116-00033191-00033351": "one of the times i was sick i actually", "lDi82BmLtCo-00117-00033352-00033574": "made it into a video", "lDi82BmLtCo-00118-00033575-00033735": "it was just like", "lDi82BmLtCo-00119-00033736-00034055": "oh yeah no way i didn't [__]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00120-00034056-00034287": "not try not to laugh it was", "lDi82BmLtCo-00121-00034288-00034487": "would you rather", "lDi82BmLtCo-00122-00034488-00034743": "and like at the end i'm just like", "lDi82BmLtCo-00123-00034744-00034935": "if you didn't like the video guardians", "lDi82BmLtCo-00124-00034936-00035159": "like it just like if you didn't like it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00125-00035160-00035407": "i'm commander zavala inspecting your", "lDi82BmLtCo-00126-00035408-00035607": "[__] and balls", "lDi82BmLtCo-00127-00035608-00035823": "and now we are glad that this video has", "lDi82BmLtCo-00128-00035824-00035999": "ended", "lDi82BmLtCo-00129-00036000-00036415": "that was such a banging outro", "lDi82BmLtCo-00130-00036416-00036615": "uh yeah i could delete this i don't want", "lDi82BmLtCo-00131-00036616-00036871": "that on here anymore am i", "lDi82BmLtCo-00132-00036872-00037087": "um", "lDi82BmLtCo-00133-00037088-00037335": "that's not important it's just i can't", "lDi82BmLtCo-00134-00037336-00037590": "upload like a seven minute video to the", "lDi82BmLtCo-00135-00037591-00037911": "main channel anymore", "lDi82BmLtCo-00136-00037912-00038079": "um", "lDi82BmLtCo-00137-00038080-00038343": "okay now that i've done that", "lDi82BmLtCo-00138-00038344-00038511": "is the game still", "lDi82BmLtCo-00139-00038512-00038711": "okay the game is still here grant i'm", "lDi82BmLtCo-00140-00038712-00039283": "just making sure top disappeared", "lDi82BmLtCo-00141-00039284-00039855": "outside video settings okay let me", "lDi82BmLtCo-00142-00039856-00040111": "graphics", "lDi82BmLtCo-00143-00040112-00040390": "screen resolution full screen advanced", "lDi82BmLtCo-00144-00040391-00040551": "settings", "lDi82BmLtCo-00145-00040552-00040830": "that's already on low draw distance low", "lDi82BmLtCo-00146-00040831-00041023": "low", "lDi82BmLtCo-00147-00041024-00041223": "just turn the ball down joe did you just", "lDi82BmLtCo-00148-00041224-00041502": "do it bro", "lDi82BmLtCo-00149-00041503-00041983": "save you the pain", "lDi82BmLtCo-00150-00041984-00042111": "because honestly this game would", "lDi82BmLtCo-00151-00042112-00042383": "probably be okay running without", "lDi82BmLtCo-00152-00042384-00042799": "obs and jonesy on at the same time but", "lDi82BmLtCo-00153-00042800-00043967": "it is how it is", "lDi82BmLtCo-00154-00043968-00044215": "oh yeah jesus", "lDi82BmLtCo-00155-00044216-00044430": "my brain is going to be a lot slower", "lDi82BmLtCo-00156-00044431-00044630": "than usual now i did not want to open", "lDi82BmLtCo-00157-00044631-00045167": "that i wanted to open this", "lDi82BmLtCo-00158-00045168-00045343": "i want to take a sip of water but i", "lDi82BmLtCo-00159-00045344-00045599": "already just like took medicine not too", "lDi82BmLtCo-00160-00045600-00045751": "long ago", "lDi82BmLtCo-00161-00045752-00046030": "so i want to make sure", "lDi82BmLtCo-00162-00046031-00046283": "that she do", "lDi82BmLtCo-00163-00046284-00047215": "well hey", "lDi82BmLtCo-00164-00047216-00047407": "i was gonna do the stream like this and", "lDi82BmLtCo-00165-00047408-00047607": "sorrow but it's like nah i do i i don't", "lDi82BmLtCo-00166-00047608-00048607": "need to represent my pain", "lDi82BmLtCo-00167-00048608-00048807": "right", "lDi82BmLtCo-00168-00048808-00049302": "there we go i am back", "lDi82BmLtCo-00169-00049303-00049495": "let's hope the game runs for more than", "lDi82BmLtCo-00170-00049496-00049790": "two seconds but what if it's not 30th", "lDi82BmLtCo-00171-00049791-00050102": "huh did you think of that sorry", "lDi82BmLtCo-00172-00050103-00050311": "she's actually such a [__] like i'm not", "lDi82BmLtCo-00173-00050312-00050518": "gonna lie like bro i know you're scared", "lDi82BmLtCo-00174-00050519-00050830": "but like he's still a kid like empty", "lDi82BmLtCo-00175-00050831-00051230": "yes the rats must have been here", "lDi82BmLtCo-00176-00051232-00051679": "poor thing", "lDi82BmLtCo-00177-00051679-00051838": "i'm only going up here because i know", "lDi82BmLtCo-00178-00051839-00052382": "there's [__] up here", "lDi82BmLtCo-00179-00052383-00052671": "a few things i can collect", "lDi82BmLtCo-00180-00052672-00053038": "just like this potter", "lDi82BmLtCo-00181-00053039-00053335": "speaking of harry potter actually", "lDi82BmLtCo-00182-00053336-00053599": "they think they they've listed on", "lDi82BmLtCo-00183-00053600-00053791": "epic that the", "lDi82BmLtCo-00184-00053791-00054119": "hogwarts legacy game is there", "lDi82BmLtCo-00185-00054120-00054263": "oh wait oh i thought there was more than", "lDi82BmLtCo-00186-00054264-00054494": "just the rocks i thought there was ah", "lDi82BmLtCo-00187-00054495-00054654": "never mind", "lDi82BmLtCo-00188-00054655-00055135": "oh it's on the way out that's it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00189-00055136-00055271": "follow me", "lDi82BmLtCo-00190-00055272-00055487": "matt i am i'm not gonna lie i'm moving", "lDi82BmLtCo-00191-00055488-00055679": "mad sauce today", "lDi82BmLtCo-00192-00055679-00056071": "i straight up just post it to my", "lDi82BmLtCo-00193-00056072-00056247": "thing", "lDi82BmLtCo-00194-00056248-00056503": "to my friends just be like", "lDi82BmLtCo-00195-00056504-00056623": "yo", "lDi82BmLtCo-00196-00056624-00056823": "the doctor says this illness is getting", "lDi82BmLtCo-00197-00056824-00056942": "worse", "lDi82BmLtCo-00198-00056944-00057287": "the only way to hear he said was to", "lDi82BmLtCo-00199-00057288-00057638": "have hot steaming gay sex", "lDi82BmLtCo-00200-00057639-00057871": "with all of the baits i have ever known", "lDi82BmLtCo-00201-00057872-00058063": "and then the next like", "lDi82BmLtCo-00202-00058064-00058350": "part of the thing was um", "lDi82BmLtCo-00203-00058351-00058494": "what do we call it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00204-00058495-00058599": "it was like", "lDi82BmLtCo-00205-00058600-00058882": "now send me your [__]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00206-00058883-00059247": "hey nice cat", "lDi82BmLtCo-00207-00059248-00059359": "uh", "lDi82BmLtCo-00208-00059360-00059879": "no i don't think that's it is it uh", "lDi82BmLtCo-00209-00059879-00060111": "joe don't point that out please i beg of", "lDi82BmLtCo-00210-00060112-00060303": "you twitch will [__] ban you if you", "lDi82BmLtCo-00211-00060304-00060454": "point that out don't even look at the", "lDi82BmLtCo-00212-00060455-00060679": "pig anymore just because you saw that", "lDi82BmLtCo-00213-00060679-00061111": "you got like", "lDi82BmLtCo-00214-00061112-00061311": "yeah i think if i keep my voice very", "lDi82BmLtCo-00215-00061312-00061511": "like temperate i know it probably sounds", "lDi82BmLtCo-00216-00061512-00061759": "depressing i'm not speaking like my", "lDi82BmLtCo-00217-00061760-00061975": "normal tone for me quickly but as long", "lDi82BmLtCo-00218-00061976-00062223": "as i can still stream and do things it'd", "lDi82BmLtCo-00219-00062224-00062406": "be nice", "lDi82BmLtCo-00220-00062407-00062535": "good", "lDi82BmLtCo-00221-00062536-00062663": "thanks hugo", "lDi82BmLtCo-00222-00062664-00062919": "best character in the series", "lDi82BmLtCo-00223-00062920-00063159": "i can't do anything with that", "lDi82BmLtCo-00224-00063160-00063471": "it's alcohol from the steels", "lDi82BmLtCo-00225-00063472-00063966": "yeah we can oh wait actually", "lDi82BmLtCo-00226-00063967-00064606": "someone's there let's go", "lDi82BmLtCo-00227-00064607-00064782": "actually i didn't check this way what's", "lDi82BmLtCo-00228-00064783-00065094": "this oh i can't find the flames", "lDi82BmLtCo-00229-00065095-00065350": "rest in peace", "lDi82BmLtCo-00230-00065351-00065831": "what is this way", "lDi82BmLtCo-00231-00065832-00066159": "that weebly concocting some", "lDi82BmLtCo-00232-00066160-00066871": "witchcraft down here", "lDi82BmLtCo-00233-00066872-00067191": "yeah um obviously i am sorry", "lDi82BmLtCo-00234-00067192-00067431": "for breaking the streaming streak but i", "lDi82BmLtCo-00235-00067432-00067606": "jus i just had to", "lDi82BmLtCo-00236-00067607-00067823": "there was no way in hell especially like", "lDi82BmLtCo-00237-00067824-00068031": "the first day of this", "lDi82BmLtCo-00238-00068032-00068263": "state of being i'm in like there was no", "lDi82BmLtCo-00239-00068264-00068471": "way i was going to stream", "lDi82BmLtCo-00240-00068472-00068623": "even yesterday i probably wouldn't have", "lDi82BmLtCo-00241-00068624-00068855": "actually streamed that long but today i", "lDi82BmLtCo-00242-00068856-00069111": "feel like i can stream", "lDi82BmLtCo-00243-00069112-00069750": "what does it represent it's very pretty", "lDi82BmLtCo-00244-00069751-00069975": "i love the way i mentioned just like bro", "lDi82BmLtCo-00245-00069976-00070126": "what could this drawing represent you", "lDi82BmLtCo-00246-00070127-00070335": "just like it's pretty", "lDi82BmLtCo-00247-00070336-00070494": "it's like bro we just need more simple", "lDi82BmLtCo-00248-00070495-00070711": "moves like him", "lDi82BmLtCo-00249-00070712-00070887": "stop right there he's contagious yeah", "lDi82BmLtCo-00250-00070888-00071038": "i've already seen this", "lDi82BmLtCo-00251-00071039-00072894": "i'm not playing it again", "lDi82BmLtCo-00252-00072895-00073111": "the hams good idea", "lDi82BmLtCo-00253-00073112-00073279": "ah but they're frightened of the light", "lDi82BmLtCo-00254-00073280-00073415": "the london", "lDi82BmLtCo-00255-00073416-00074182": "it's all right do it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00256-00074183-00074359": "oh really they want me to break the", "lDi82BmLtCo-00257-00074360-00075006": "lantern as well", "lDi82BmLtCo-00258-00075007-00075223": "don't worry", "lDi82BmLtCo-00259-00075224-00075694": "that's it hugo give me your hand no", "lDi82BmLtCo-00260-00075695-00075975": "very well but stay close to me are you", "lDi82BmLtCo-00261-00075976-00076167": "too okay", "lDi82BmLtCo-00262-00076168-00076326": "it's been", "lDi82BmLtCo-00263-00076327-00076694": "a long trip", "lDi82BmLtCo-00264-00076695-00076982": "hugo where are you going hugo", "lDi82BmLtCo-00265-00076983-00077238": "hugo are you stupid where are you going", "lDi82BmLtCo-00266-00077239-00077399": "that's rats you don't need to go over", "lDi82BmLtCo-00267-00077400-00077879": "towards rats is we're following this guy", "lDi82BmLtCo-00268-00077880-00077991": "oh no", "lDi82BmLtCo-00269-00077992-00078175": "they've come back", "lDi82BmLtCo-00270-00078176-00078350": "they're everywhere we have to reach the", "lDi82BmLtCo-00271-00078351-00078479": "back of the barn", "lDi82BmLtCo-00272-00078480-00078711": "we can't leave without the ignition", "lDi82BmLtCo-00273-00078712-00079159": "how are we going to do it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00274-00079160-00079415": "must be something here i can take", "lDi82BmLtCo-00275-00079416-00079823": "there's a lantern there in there", "lDi82BmLtCo-00276-00079824-00080247": "actually maybe hugh goes on to something", "lDi82BmLtCo-00277-00080248-00080406": "we need meet", "lDi82BmLtCo-00278-00080407-00080623": "that door alive", "lDi82BmLtCo-00279-00080624-00080879": "oh we're not white can i take this we", "lDi82BmLtCo-00280-00080880-00081119": "can use this i see", "lDi82BmLtCo-00281-00081120-00081494": "let me help you are we going to feed him", "lDi82BmLtCo-00282-00081495-00081767": "you could say that oh we are we're", "lDi82BmLtCo-00283-00081768-00082062": "[__] feeding the pig to thing that's", "lDi82BmLtCo-00284-00082063-00082318": "disgusting", "lDi82BmLtCo-00285-00082319-00082599": "hugo stop man you're just not making us", "lDi82BmLtCo-00286-00082600-00082750": "any better you make me feel like a", "lDi82BmLtCo-00287-00082751-00083879": "criminal now", "lDi82BmLtCo-00288-00083880-00084271": "that's it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00289-00084272-00084494": "we have to make sure it stays how close", "lDi82BmLtCo-00290-00084495-00084911": "the door", "lDi82BmLtCo-00291-00084912-00085294": "is", "lDi82BmLtCo-00292-00085295-00085484": "ah", "lDi82BmLtCo-00293-00085485-00085759": "[Music]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00294-00085760-00085999": "there's a ladder down the side come on", "lDi82BmLtCo-00295-00086000-00086311": "let's go hugo", "lDi82BmLtCo-00296-00086312-00086503": "hugo listen", "lDi82BmLtCo-00297-00086504-00086935": "you can sulk if you like but stay close", "lDi82BmLtCo-00298-00086936-00087150": "oh that's handy", "lDi82BmLtCo-00299-00087151-00088023": "i see something shining here", "lDi82BmLtCo-00300-00088024-00088175": "what's the chances i could have used", "lDi82BmLtCo-00301-00088176-00088918": "that for crap", "lDi82BmLtCo-00302-00088919-00089182": "yeah my body has been in disarray", "lDi82BmLtCo-00303-00089183-00089391": "i haven't been able to exercise either", "lDi82BmLtCo-00304-00089392-00089638": "like i've gone well probably gonna go", "lDi82BmLtCo-00305-00089639-00089879": "three days now without exercising at all", "lDi82BmLtCo-00306-00089880-00089982": "the lights", "lDi82BmLtCo-00307-00089983-00090215": "yes hugo", "lDi82BmLtCo-00308-00090216-00090606": "look away please why", "lDi82BmLtCo-00309-00090607-00090711": "oh", "lDi82BmLtCo-00310-00090712-00091135": "poor pig", "lDi82BmLtCo-00311-00091136-00091462": "no amicia what are you doing", "lDi82BmLtCo-00312-00091463-00091757": "this is horrible man", "lDi82BmLtCo-00313-00091758-00092326": "[Music]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00314-00092327-00092526": "we have to get the rats away it's", "lDi82BmLtCo-00315-00092527-00092775": "horrible you're just like all the others", "lDi82BmLtCo-00316-00092776-00092959": "hugo", "lDi82BmLtCo-00317-00092960-00093287": "there was no other way", "lDi82BmLtCo-00318-00093288-00093391": "come on", "lDi82BmLtCo-00319-00093392-00094855": "this way all right", "lDi82BmLtCo-00320-00094856-00095015": "poor pig indeed you know i didn't even", "lDi82BmLtCo-00321-00095016-00095182": "want to do it i didn't even know we were", "lDi82BmLtCo-00322-00095183-00095462": "gonna well i did", "lDi82BmLtCo-00323-00095463-00095703": "this is more than just a daughter's lab", "lDi82BmLtCo-00324-00095704-00095894": "my master is also", "lDi82BmLtCo-00325-00095895-00096094": "a great alchemist", "lDi82BmLtCo-00326-00096095-00096287": "your name is amicia right", "lDi82BmLtCo-00327-00096288-00096494": "i'm lucas i would like to show you", "lDi82BmLtCo-00328-00096495-00096750": "something but it requires alcohol and", "lDi82BmLtCo-00329-00096751-00096879": "suffer", "lDi82BmLtCo-00330-00096880-00097079": "there must be some around here", "lDi82BmLtCo-00331-00097080-00097374": "tell me when you found them um all right", "lDi82BmLtCo-00332-00097375-00097638": "alcohol and sulphur", "lDi82BmLtCo-00333-00097639-00098094": "sulphur", "lDi82BmLtCo-00334-00098095-00098335": "these traps demons now chemical blend", "lDi82BmLtCo-00335-00098336-00098574": "i'm dissolving the agent this oven", "lDi82BmLtCo-00336-00098575-00098767": "oh it's it just must be what they call", "lDi82BmLtCo-00337-00098768-00098879": "it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00338-00098880-00099150": "why am i not like laurentius", "lDi82BmLtCo-00339-00099151-00099350": "he was bitten by heavy tears you were", "lDi82BmLtCo-00340-00099351-00099743": "distracted sick", "lDi82BmLtCo-00341-00099744-00099879": "i'll do everything to make sure that", "lDi82BmLtCo-00342-00099880-00100159": "doesn't happen here you go lucas right", "lDi82BmLtCo-00343-00100160-00100335": "now you have to mix them", "lDi82BmLtCo-00344-00100336-00100550": "do it slowly it's not dangerous all", "lDi82BmLtCo-00345-00100551-00100750": "right", "lDi82BmLtCo-00346-00100751-00101135": "hey you can now craft the egg", "lDi82BmLtCo-00347-00101136-00102215": "niffer whole tab open selection menu", "lDi82BmLtCo-00348-00102216-00102287": "so", "lDi82BmLtCo-00349-00102288-00102630": "this is it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00350-00102631-00102966": "oh no no we're stuck not yet the", "lDi82BmLtCo-00351-00102967-00103094": "ignition", "lDi82BmLtCo-00352-00103095-00103286": "it's time aim for the embers at the", "lDi82BmLtCo-00353-00103288-00103447": "center of the room", "lDi82BmLtCo-00354-00103448-00104623": "all right", "lDi82BmLtCo-00355-00104624-00104799": "did i do that", "lDi82BmLtCo-00356-00104800-00105078": "did i really just do alchemy yes your", "lDi82BmLtCo-00357-00105079-00105263": "mixture is perfect", "lDi82BmLtCo-00358-00105264-00105471": "like mother like daughter", "lDi82BmLtCo-00359-00105472-00105599": "do you know what", "lDi82BmLtCo-00360-00105600-00105719": "i'll show you how to create other", "lDi82BmLtCo-00361-00105720-00105999": "projectiles it will be really useful i'd", "lDi82BmLtCo-00362-00106000-00106310": "love to thank you i finished my mixes", "lDi82BmLtCo-00363-00106311-00106566": "we have to go back to laurentius", "lDi82BmLtCo-00364-00106567-00107054": "you should go ahead", "lDi82BmLtCo-00365-00107055-00107310": "yo hugo there that was about to that rat", "lDi82BmLtCo-00366-00107311-00107527": "was about to bite you man", "lDi82BmLtCo-00367-00107528-00109295": "where are we going this way yeah", "lDi82BmLtCo-00368-00109296-00109551": "swear i saw something behind me go on", "lDi82BmLtCo-00369-00109552-00111086": "climb up", "lDi82BmLtCo-00370-00111088-00111239": "there's a lot of them", "lDi82BmLtCo-00371-00111240-00112431": "provincius i'll clear away", "lDi82BmLtCo-00372-00112432-00112639": "i wish i could just pop down yes of", "lDi82BmLtCo-00373-00112640-00113054": "course", "lDi82BmLtCo-00374-00113055-00113327": "come on", "lDi82BmLtCo-00375-00113328-00113639": "okay your man might be dead by now leave", "lDi82BmLtCo-00376-00113640-00113902": "me alone hugo listen", "lDi82BmLtCo-00377-00113903-00114071": "about earlier", "lDi82BmLtCo-00378-00114072-00114543": "i i just wanted to tell you that i'm", "lDi82BmLtCo-00379-00114544-00114751": "not", "lDi82BmLtCo-00380-00114752-00114934": "the house has gone dark", "lDi82BmLtCo-00381-00114935-00115158": "no", "lDi82BmLtCo-00382-00115159-00116710": "ways", "lDi82BmLtCo-00383-00116711-00117206": "hey stop we need you", "lDi82BmLtCo-00384-00117207-00117654": "[Music]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00385-00117655-00118807": "time to", "lDi82BmLtCo-00386-00118808-00120558": "where did the trail lead to", "lDi82BmLtCo-00387-00120559-00122086": "how's the horse all right", "lDi82BmLtCo-00388-00122088-00122223": "oh [__]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00389-00122224-00123839": "i didn't even mean", "lDi82BmLtCo-00390-00123840-00125268": "oh", "lDi82BmLtCo-00391-00125269-00126429": "[Music]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00392-00126430-00126847": "[Music]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00393-00126848-00127023": "because nobody is safe from losing", "lDi82BmLtCo-00394-00127024-00127271": "someone in this series", "lDi82BmLtCo-00395-00127272-00127502": "oh wow that wasn't even that long of a", "lDi82BmLtCo-00396-00127503-00128839": "chapter as well", "lDi82BmLtCo-00397-00128840-00129134": "i need to try and keep my body", "lDi82BmLtCo-00398-00129135-00129366": "fueled with water man it's just so warm", "lDi82BmLtCo-00399-00129367-00129566": "nowadays i think it's part of the reason", "lDi82BmLtCo-00400-00129567-00129686": "why i'm", "lDi82BmLtCo-00401-00129688-00129966": "as sick as i am now", "lDi82BmLtCo-00402-00129967-00130231": "fun fact i haven't been able to [__]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00403-00130232-00130519": "[__] in a few days new [__] [__] every", "lDi82BmLtCo-00404-00130520-00130631": "day", "lDi82BmLtCo-00405-00130632-00130878": "so what i did uh what i thought and", "lDi82BmLtCo-00406-00130879-00131047": "theorized", "lDi82BmLtCo-00407-00131048-00131327": "was uh if i bought", "lDi82BmLtCo-00408-00131328-00131487": "um", "lDi82BmLtCo-00409-00131488-00131671": "i can't remember the brand name but it's", "lDi82BmLtCo-00410-00131672-00131951": "like this vanilla alternative", "lDi82BmLtCo-00411-00131952-00132111": "milk", "lDi82BmLtCo-00412-00132112-00132375": "that i used to like drinking", "lDi82BmLtCo-00413-00132376-00132614": "and honestly", "lDi82BmLtCo-00414-00132615-00132790": "literally like five minutes after", "lDi82BmLtCo-00415-00132791-00132951": "drinking it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00416-00132952-00133151": "i started [__] again i was like bro", "lDi82BmLtCo-00417-00133152-00133751": "i'm big brain no need for the laxatives", "lDi82BmLtCo-00418-00133752-00133951": "yes", "lDi82BmLtCo-00419-00133952-00134159": "what does he have", "lDi82BmLtCo-00420-00134160-00134351": "in his blood", "lDi82BmLtCo-00421-00134352-00134895": "there's an old story", "lDi82BmLtCo-00422-00134896-00135087": "it was the first corruption", "lDi82BmLtCo-00423-00135088-00135254": "and that it silently travels in the", "lDi82BmLtCo-00424-00135255-00135495": "blood of certain families but", "lDi82BmLtCo-00425-00135496-00135631": "something happened", "lDi82BmLtCo-00426-00135632-00135799": "the great break", "lDi82BmLtCo-00427-00135800-00136239": "and the macular awoke in hugo's blood", "lDi82BmLtCo-00428-00136240-00136351": "but", "lDi82BmLtCo-00429-00136352-00136566": "what will it do to him", "lDi82BmLtCo-00430-00136567-00136759": "the macula cares for neither good nor", "lDi82BmLtCo-00431-00136760-00137047": "evil it evolves with its host", "lDi82BmLtCo-00432-00137048-00137223": "the change things", "lDi82BmLtCo-00433-00137224-00137366": "the world", "lDi82BmLtCo-00434-00137367-00137463": "you know", "lDi82BmLtCo-00435-00137464-00137654": "your mother and laurentius were trying", "lDi82BmLtCo-00436-00137655-00138007": "to help your brother but they failed", "lDi82BmLtCo-00437-00138008-00138111": "no", "lDi82BmLtCo-00438-00138112-00138487": "i think they just ran out of time", "lDi82BmLtCo-00439-00138488-00138607": "this is it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00440-00138608-00138895": "that's an aqueduct", "lDi82BmLtCo-00441-00138896-00139278": "yeah i know my history", "lDi82BmLtCo-00442-00139279-00139559": "that's 100", "lDi82BmLtCo-00443-00139560-00139847": "at least the ruins of one", "lDi82BmLtCo-00444-00139848-00139966": "hugo", "lDi82BmLtCo-00445-00139967-00140278": "wake up", "lDi82BmLtCo-00446-00140279-00140535": "come on we'll walk from here it'll warm", "lDi82BmLtCo-00447-00140536-00140775": "you up if we follow the aqueduct we", "lDi82BmLtCo-00448-00140776-00140975": "should arrive at chateau dombros before", "lDi82BmLtCo-00449-00140976-00141271": "nightfall what's that noise nothing", "lDi82BmLtCo-00450-00141272-00141678": "it's just frogs you go", "lDi82BmLtCo-00451-00141679-00141902": "he seems well let's keep our fingers", "lDi82BmLtCo-00452-00141903-00142223": "crossed", "lDi82BmLtCo-00453-00142224-00142639": "there are so many", "lDi82BmLtCo-00454-00142640-00142839": "aren't too cold", "lDi82BmLtCo-00455-00142840-00143166": "yes", "lDi82BmLtCo-00456-00143167-00143454": "he's keeping himself warm yes", "lDi82BmLtCo-00457-00143455-00144447": "but he's too far for my liking", "lDi82BmLtCo-00458-00144448-00144654": "to be fair though vince here does feel", "lDi82BmLtCo-00459-00144655-00144799": "like", "lDi82BmLtCo-00460-00144800-00144975": "distant from hugo since she's never", "lDi82BmLtCo-00461-00144976-00145151": "really been able to see her much and now", "lDi82BmLtCo-00462-00145152-00145326": "suddenly she has to take care of him", "lDi82BmLtCo-00463-00145327-00146126": "because he's the only family left", "lDi82BmLtCo-00464-00146127-00147023": "hugo", "lDi82BmLtCo-00465-00147024-00147407": "yeah wait where the [__] is he", "lDi82BmLtCo-00466-00147408-00147543": "oh", "lDi82BmLtCo-00467-00147544-00147807": "he's got a shield english sword", "lDi82BmLtCo-00468-00147808-00148039": "where did you find that over there lying", "lDi82BmLtCo-00469-00148040-00148287": "on the ground listen hugo", "lDi82BmLtCo-00470-00148288-00148414": "put that down", "lDi82BmLtCo-00471-00148415-00148719": "it's not for children oh you're not fun", "lDi82BmLtCo-00472-00148720-00148926": "come on let's go", "lDi82BmLtCo-00473-00148927-00149254": "do you smell that oh it stinks", "lDi82BmLtCo-00474-00149255-00149607": "yes it's horrible", "lDi82BmLtCo-00475-00149608-00149799": "really that's it you just you pulled me", "lDi82BmLtCo-00476-00149800-00149975": "over to the side to tell me that", "lDi82BmLtCo-00477-00149976-00150839": "something stinks", "lDi82BmLtCo-00478-00150840-00151078": "yeah it felt weird this morning actually", "lDi82BmLtCo-00479-00151079-00151295": "waking up at nine again i haven't woken", "lDi82BmLtCo-00480-00151296-00151471": "up at nine and like what feels like", "lDi82BmLtCo-00481-00151472-00151999": "years", "lDi82BmLtCo-00482-00152000-00152166": "and obviously i have to be sick now", "lDi82BmLtCo-00483-00152167-00152302": "because uh", "lDi82BmLtCo-00484-00152303-00152683": "oh my god are they all", "lDi82BmLtCo-00485-00152684-00153078": "dead no they don't pretend", "lDi82BmLtCo-00486-00153079-00153535": "we have to follow the aqueduct", "lDi82BmLtCo-00487-00153536-00153711": "okay so you're willing to kill a pig", "lDi82BmLtCo-00488-00153712-00153919": "that's alive but not walk through some", "lDi82BmLtCo-00489-00153920-00154143": "[__] dead corpses okay", "lDi82BmLtCo-00490-00154144-00154311": "gotcha", "lDi82BmLtCo-00491-00154312-00154478": "oh my goodness", "lDi82BmLtCo-00492-00154479-00154719": "missile do we have to", "lDi82BmLtCo-00493-00154720-00154999": "walk on them i know hugo", "lDi82BmLtCo-00494-00155000-00155095": "but", "lDi82BmLtCo-00495-00155096-00155319": "we don't have a choice", "lDi82BmLtCo-00496-00155320-00155414": "damn", "lDi82BmLtCo-00497-00155415-00156071": "i thought he did care but he doesn't", "lDi82BmLtCo-00498-00156072-00156190": "actually know what i think about that", "lDi82BmLtCo-00499-00156191-00156383": "this is actually kind of [__]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00500-00156384-00156719": "just keep moving hugo come on", "lDi82BmLtCo-00501-00156720-00156854": "i don't know you won't be able to hurt", "lDi82BmLtCo-00502-00156855-00157647": "them hugo", "lDi82BmLtCo-00503-00157648-00157826": "okay", "lDi82BmLtCo-00504-00157827-00158047": "[Music]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00505-00158048-00158271": "oh", "lDi82BmLtCo-00506-00158272-00159502": "more", "lDi82BmLtCo-00507-00159503-00159854": "shouldn't be here oh the smell", "lDi82BmLtCo-00508-00159855-00160223": "it's unbearable i feel sick don't look", "lDi82BmLtCo-00509-00160224-00160711": "concentrate on the aqueduct", "lDi82BmLtCo-00510-00160712-00160847": "are we going this way are you just", "lDi82BmLtCo-00511-00160848-00161039": "leading me are you actually leading me", "lDi82BmLtCo-00512-00161040-00161431": "into a [__] dead end", "lDi82BmLtCo-00513-00161432-00161647": "okay so follow the epidural we're going", "lDi82BmLtCo-00514-00161648-00161887": "back to i think he's kind of trying to", "lDi82BmLtCo-00515-00161888-00162071": "follow where i'm going so i just need to", "lDi82BmLtCo-00516-00162072-00162247": "keep going this way though", "lDi82BmLtCo-00517-00162248-00162407": "i love the way we just don't care look", "lDi82BmLtCo-00518-00162408-00162631": "how big bro look how disrespectful we", "lDi82BmLtCo-00519-00162632-00162799": "are we're just [__] trampling all", "lDi82BmLtCo-00520-00162800-00163031": "over these [__] corpses like", "lDi82BmLtCo-00521-00163032-00163551": "that's horrible", "lDi82BmLtCo-00522-00163552-00163663": "oh", "lDi82BmLtCo-00523-00163664-00163863": "the horse", "lDi82BmLtCo-00524-00163864-00164095": "oh god rats", "lDi82BmLtCo-00525-00164096-00164414": "keep away from them", "lDi82BmLtCo-00526-00164415-00164575": "hundreds of them", "lDi82BmLtCo-00527-00164576-00164847": "i don't believe it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00528-00164848-00165287": "oh [__] they're over there as well", "lDi82BmLtCo-00529-00165288-00165366": "so", "lDi82BmLtCo-00530-00165367-00165631": "how do we pass this", "lDi82BmLtCo-00531-00165632-00165975": "oh", "lDi82BmLtCo-00532-00165976-00166183": "how convenient", "lDi82BmLtCo-00533-00166184-00166319": "i mean if they didn't make this", "lDi82BmLtCo-00534-00166320-00166478": "convenient then like i wouldn't be able", "lDi82BmLtCo-00535-00166479-00166638": "to pass this part so i'm actually very", "lDi82BmLtCo-00536-00166639-00166966": "thankful", "lDi82BmLtCo-00537-00166967-00167143": "do i have to like the corpse of the", "lDi82BmLtCo-00538-00167144-00167335": "horse no okay i have to go this way", "lDi82BmLtCo-00539-00167336-00170678": "thank god", "lDi82BmLtCo-00540-00170679-00171095": "that's the second third time i've died", "lDi82BmLtCo-00541-00171096-00171783": "and i just got impatient i'm sorry", "lDi82BmLtCo-00542-00171784-00172335": "oh no the wrecks keep away from", "lDi82BmLtCo-00543-00172336-00172438": "of them", "lDi82BmLtCo-00544-00172439-00172878": "i don't believe it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00545-00172879-00173063": "oh now i can't make any because i don't", "lDi82BmLtCo-00546-00173064-00173214": "have any", "lDi82BmLtCo-00547-00173215-00173623": "i don't know what that other material is", "lDi82BmLtCo-00548-00173624-00174511": "i'll wait the [__] here as well", "lDi82BmLtCo-00549-00174512-00176463": "run", "lDi82BmLtCo-00550-00176464-00176759": "um", "lDi82BmLtCo-00551-00176760-00177166": "oh there you go", "lDi82BmLtCo-00552-00177167-00177519": "again thank god", "lDi82BmLtCo-00553-00177520-00177735": "are you okay okay can you not [__]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00554-00177736-00178343": "run out into rats by yourself", "lDi82BmLtCo-00555-00178344-00178966": "i actually like this i can", "lDi82BmLtCo-00556-00178967-00179343": "are you [__] serious", "lDi82BmLtCo-00557-00179344-00179519": "for these rats were literally trying to", "lDi82BmLtCo-00558-00179520-00180359": "nibble on us like bro that's cringe", "lDi82BmLtCo-00559-00180360-00181054": "are you [__] serious", "lDi82BmLtCo-00560-00181055-00181263": "now you can't be dead serious i just", "lDi82BmLtCo-00561-00181264-00181614": "wasted one just because of uh", "lDi82BmLtCo-00562-00181615-00182038": "why isn't it why can't i light it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00563-00182039-00182375": "oh", "lDi82BmLtCo-00564-00182376-00182566": "dumbass", "lDi82BmLtCo-00565-00182567-00183271": "could you help me with this all right", "lDi82BmLtCo-00566-00183272-00183486": "we can't hold it back", "lDi82BmLtCo-00567-00183487-00184319": "[Music]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00568-00184320-00184511": "you're going to have to go through", "lDi82BmLtCo-00569-00184512-00184831": "but i can't you're about everywhere we", "lDi82BmLtCo-00570-00184832-00185199": "have to clear our way through", "lDi82BmLtCo-00571-00185200-00185463": "it's all right now go yes", "lDi82BmLtCo-00572-00185464-00185775": "it's not all right though be careful", "lDi82BmLtCo-00573-00185776-00185999": "but wait the rats are [__] there wha", "lDi82BmLtCo-00574-00186000-00186254": "what do you mean he's not no [__] that", "lDi82BmLtCo-00575-00186255-00186623": "let me let go", "lDi82BmLtCo-00576-00186624-00186790": "i think i was meant to light thing up", "lDi82BmLtCo-00577-00186791-00187135": "first before getting tang", "lDi82BmLtCo-00578-00187136-00187302": "yeah there's no way he can cry i need", "lDi82BmLtCo-00579-00187303-00187575": "you to do this", "lDi82BmLtCo-00580-00187576-00187766": "yeah see you can't look they're gonna", "lDi82BmLtCo-00581-00187767-00188190": "[__] eat it now", "lDi82BmLtCo-00582-00188191-00188311": "can you do it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00583-00188312-00188478": "no i can't", "lDi82BmLtCo-00584-00188479-00188759": "i need to [__] i can't back up or", "lDi82BmLtCo-00585-00188760-00188975": "back out", "lDi82BmLtCo-00586-00188976-00189083": "there we go", "lDi82BmLtCo-00587-00189084-00189414": "jesus dumbass game", "lDi82BmLtCo-00588-00189415-00189935": "oh okay so i can't okay cool", "lDi82BmLtCo-00589-00189936-00190550": "why don't i light this", "lDi82BmLtCo-00590-00190551-00191031": "we'll song get through we need fire", "lDi82BmLtCo-00591-00191032-00191471": "yeah that's what i'm trying to do", "lDi82BmLtCo-00592-00191472-00191766": "but there's rats everywhere", "lDi82BmLtCo-00593-00191767-00191854": "oh", "lDi82BmLtCo-00594-00191855-00192063": "that's for a thing", "lDi82BmLtCo-00595-00192064-00192663": "oh wait can i light this up oh", "lDi82BmLtCo-00596-00192664-00192823": "could you lend a hand", "lDi82BmLtCo-00597-00192824-00192983": "yes of course", "lDi82BmLtCo-00598-00192984-00193175": "i can't spam this very fast right now", "lDi82BmLtCo-00599-00193176-00193399": "because i still have enough energy to", "lDi82BmLtCo-00600-00193400-00193863": "play properly", "lDi82BmLtCo-00601-00193864-00194119": "okay go on hugo i need you to do this", "lDi82BmLtCo-00602-00194120-00194399": "yes", "lDi82BmLtCo-00603-00194400-00194519": "i did it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00604-00194520-00194766": "i made it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00605-00194767-00194863": "good", "lDi82BmLtCo-00606-00194864-00195631": "now come back", "lDi82BmLtCo-00607-00195632-00195726": "wow", "lDi82BmLtCo-00608-00195727-00196014": "well done you too paralyzed", "lDi82BmLtCo-00609-00196015-00197438": "excuse me", "lDi82BmLtCo-00610-00197439-00197719": "bro the funniest like tag i've ever seen", "lDi82BmLtCo-00611-00197720-00197847": "is on uh", "lDi82BmLtCo-00612-00197848-00198199": "the current rent-a-girlfriend season", "lDi82BmLtCo-00613-00198200-00198359": "like i checked season one i did it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00614-00198360-00198663": "didn't have this tag but season two does", "lDi82BmLtCo-00615-00198664-00199199": "it's literally tagged as cringe", "lDi82BmLtCo-00616-00199200-00199423": "like i i kid you not", "lDi82BmLtCo-00617-00199424-00199590": "it's literally tagged as strange and the", "lDi82BmLtCo-00618-00199591-00199887": "cringe like actual tag is used multiple", "lDi82BmLtCo-00619-00199888-00201663": "times as well", "lDi82BmLtCo-00620-00201664-00202807": "did i", "lDi82BmLtCo-00621-00202808-00203463": "i'm a [__] idiot", "lDi82BmLtCo-00622-00203464-00203775": "damn isn't he a [__] [__] like", "lDi82BmLtCo-00623-00203776-00203983": "imagine like killing someone just", "lDi82BmLtCo-00624-00203984-00204207": "because they're a person", "lDi82BmLtCo-00625-00204208-00204423": "who's over there into the grass quickly", "lDi82BmLtCo-00626-00204424-00204638": "he mustn't see us", "lDi82BmLtCo-00627-00204639-00204982": "hermesia his lantern", "lDi82BmLtCo-00628-00204983-00205566": "i understand", "lDi82BmLtCo-00629-00205567-00205694": "it's horrible", "lDi82BmLtCo-00630-00205696-00206110": "but it worked", "lDi82BmLtCo-00631-00206111-00206527": "all right can we sneak past these", "lDi82BmLtCo-00632-00206528-00207231": "yeah we can get past these", "lDi82BmLtCo-00633-00207232-00207806": "there are too many rats we're stuck", "lDi82BmLtCo-00634-00207807-00208527": "i mean we're not entirely still", "lDi82BmLtCo-00635-00208528-00208782": "huh okay this is problematic i thought", "lDi82BmLtCo-00636-00208783-00209014": "this would do more", "lDi82BmLtCo-00637-00209015-00209503": "into the tower i can see light", "lDi82BmLtCo-00638-00209504-00209727": "ah", "lDi82BmLtCo-00639-00209728-00210127": "[__] i don't have any rocks though", "lDi82BmLtCo-00640-00210128-00211903": "i do have rocks maybe five", "lDi82BmLtCo-00641-00211904-00212079": "i mean you guys are also looting", "lDi82BmLtCo-00642-00212080-00212246": "bastards so i don't know why they said", "lDi82BmLtCo-00643-00212248-00212358": "that", "lDi82BmLtCo-00644-00212359-00212631": "about us", "lDi82BmLtCo-00645-00212632-00212831": "if anything i prefer the word", "lDi82BmLtCo-00646-00212832-00213158": "survivalists", "lDi82BmLtCo-00647-00213159-00213287": "let's say", "lDi82BmLtCo-00648-00213288-00213967": "wow okay i still can't upgrade anything", "lDi82BmLtCo-00649-00213967-00214215": "right", "lDi82BmLtCo-00650-00214216-00214334": "um", "lDi82BmLtCo-00651-00214335-00214567": "okay just sticks down there get up there", "lDi82BmLtCo-00652-00214567-00215887": "very well", "lDi82BmLtCo-00653-00215888-00216094": "which where should we go they are", "lDi82BmLtCo-00654-00216096-00216942": "everywhere", "lDi82BmLtCo-00655-00216944-00217791": "i'm not", "lDi82BmLtCo-00656-00217792-00218998": "i'll go first", "lDi82BmLtCo-00657-00219000-00219191": "oh yeah and on top of like not being", "lDi82BmLtCo-00658-00219192-00219415": "able to exercise", "lDi82BmLtCo-00659-00219416-00219655": "and stream i also haven't been working", "lDi82BmLtCo-00660-00219656-00219958": "on sherry aubry's story like at all", "lDi82BmLtCo-00661-00219959-00220110": "it's so depressing because i was", "lDi82BmLtCo-00662-00220111-00220382": "literally just about to move into like", "lDi82BmLtCo-00663-00220383-00220975": "the second last volume as well", "lDi82BmLtCo-00664-00220976-00221119": "fire", "lDi82BmLtCo-00665-00221119-00221519": "there yeah", "lDi82BmLtCo-00666-00221519-00221687": "okay there's some [__] over there we can", "lDi82BmLtCo-00667-00221688-00223663": "get", "lDi82BmLtCo-00668-00223664-00224167": "oh wait if we do oh we need a push-ups", "lDi82BmLtCo-00669-00224167-00225223": "[Music]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00670-00225223-00225903": "let go", "lDi82BmLtCo-00671-00225904-00226039": "what", "lDi82BmLtCo-00672-00226040-00226471": "did he just throw a [__] spear at me", "lDi82BmLtCo-00673-00226471-00226655": "[__] [__]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00674-00226656-00226871": "honestly", "lDi82BmLtCo-00675-00226871-00227198": "that is my [__] behavior", "lDi82BmLtCo-00676-00227200-00227423": "oh my god do i i have to pick up", "lDi82BmLtCo-00677-00227423-00228934": "everything in my focus i'm just going", "lDi82BmLtCo-00678-00228935-00230119": "oh no soldiers", "lDi82BmLtCo-00679-00230119-00230319": "now i highlight him but like i don't", "lDi82BmLtCo-00680-00230319-00231167": "think it's enough", "lDi82BmLtCo-00681-00231167-00232246": "come on let me [__] do a slingshot", "lDi82BmLtCo-00682-00232248-00233023": "you need to push let me help", "lDi82BmLtCo-00683-00233023-00233191": "that's funny they actually cut out that", "lDi82BmLtCo-00684-00233192-00233455": "voice line where he says like", "lDi82BmLtCo-00685-00233456-00233734": "but the guards still notice us wait what", "lDi82BmLtCo-00686-00233735-00234039": "do i press to let go", "lDi82BmLtCo-00687-00234040-00234431": "i've done it a few times", "lDi82BmLtCo-00688-00234432-00234615": "oh i guess i can't i wanted to pick up", "lDi82BmLtCo-00689-00234616-00235127": "what's on the ground but i guess i can't", "lDi82BmLtCo-00690-00235128-00235679": "would you be how it do be", "lDi82BmLtCo-00691-00235680-00236623": "[Music]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00692-00236623-00236879": "come on i just want his teeth yeah but", "lDi82BmLtCo-00693-00236880-00237398": "still what rats are gonna eat him anyway", "lDi82BmLtCo-00694-00237400-00238031": "yeah suppose you're right", "lDi82BmLtCo-00695-00238032-00238863": "we need to pass", "lDi82BmLtCo-00696-00238864-00239094": "i might have a chance if i go alone all", "lDi82BmLtCo-00697-00239096-00239439": "over the place", "lDi82BmLtCo-00698-00239440-00239879": "wait there i'll be back soon no problem", "lDi82BmLtCo-00699-00239880-00240198": "i can't [__] stand these rodents", "lDi82BmLtCo-00700-00240200-00240375": "you've got nothing better to do than", "lDi82BmLtCo-00701-00240376-00240615": "muck around with a corpse", "lDi82BmLtCo-00702-00240616-00240806": "i mean that's what you wanted to do", "lDi82BmLtCo-00703-00240807-00241142": "right with the [__] corpse's teeth", "lDi82BmLtCo-00704-00241144-00242087": "actual hypocrite like", "lDi82BmLtCo-00705-00242088-00242246": "is he actually just gonna circle them", "lDi82BmLtCo-00706-00242248-00243182": "now", "lDi82BmLtCo-00707-00243183-00243319": "god i thought he was going to come this", "lDi82BmLtCo-00708-00243319-00244463": "way", "lDi82BmLtCo-00709-00244464-00245934": "[__]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00710-00245935-00246134": "there must be a better way i can do that", "lDi82BmLtCo-00711-00246135-00246294": "to be fair though it's not let me lock", "lDi82BmLtCo-00712-00246296-00246463": "on tom", "lDi82BmLtCo-00713-00246464-00246710": "we need to pass below the aqueduct media", "lDi82BmLtCo-00714-00246711-00246934": "but the rats are everywhere shh", "lDi82BmLtCo-00715-00246935-00247151": "we'll find a way", "lDi82BmLtCo-00716-00247152-00247279": "over there", "lDi82BmLtCo-00717-00247280-00247727": "i might have a chance if i go alone", "lDi82BmLtCo-00718-00247728-00248030": "oh yeah i need to get that torch so i", "lDi82BmLtCo-00719-00248031-00248439": "need to trail this guy from behind right", "lDi82BmLtCo-00720-00248440-00248615": "these rodents", "lDi82BmLtCo-00721-00248616-00248791": "you've got nothing better to do than", "lDi82BmLtCo-00722-00248792-00250406": "muck around with a corpse", "lDi82BmLtCo-00723-00250407-00250567": "oh [__]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00724-00250567-00250671": "[__]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00725-00250671-00251198": "[__]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00726-00251200-00252327": "i'm gonna be seeing", "lDi82BmLtCo-00727-00252328-00252839": "sorry hugo i'm here bro", "lDi82BmLtCo-00728-00252840-00253910": "okay where's your mouth", "lDi82BmLtCo-00729-00253911-00255679": "go go yes", "lDi82BmLtCo-00730-00255680-00256102": "we're going to be seeing", "lDi82BmLtCo-00731-00256103-00256239": "[Music]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00732-00256240-00256471": "come on maybe violence isn't always the", "lDi82BmLtCo-00733-00256471-00256990": "answer", "lDi82BmLtCo-00734-00256991-00257119": "[Music]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00735-00257119-00257342": "they've got sticks in their dummies", "lDi82BmLtCo-00736-00257344-00257463": "don't look", "lDi82BmLtCo-00737-00257464-00257630": "try to ignore everything you see here", "lDi82BmLtCo-00738-00257631-00258063": "hugo", "lDi82BmLtCo-00739-00258064-00258951": "i can't oh i need a craft that's what", "lDi82BmLtCo-00740-00258952-00259310": "these [__]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00741-00259311-00259791": "no i hope so", "lDi82BmLtCo-00742-00259792-00260271": "amicia look how they're drawn to them", "lDi82BmLtCo-00743-00260271-00260487": "who's drawn to what oh can i pick this", "lDi82BmLtCo-00744-00260488-00260791": "up", "lDi82BmLtCo-00745-00260792-00261479": "rip", "lDi82BmLtCo-00746-00261480-00261830": "oh", "lDi82BmLtCo-00747-00261831-00262846": "i was actually kind of right", "lDi82BmLtCo-00748-00262847-00263079": "[Music]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00749-00263080-00263255": "yes", "lDi82BmLtCo-00750-00263256-00264287": "come on", "lDi82BmLtCo-00751-00264288-00265943": "us right now", "lDi82BmLtCo-00752-00265944-00267063": "don't leave me i'm begging", "lDi82BmLtCo-00753-00267064-00267287": "we could just like do this though", "lDi82BmLtCo-00754-00267288-00267455": "yeah look he's not he's not even being", "lDi82BmLtCo-00755-00267456-00267799": "mangled by the like rats anymore", "lDi82BmLtCo-00756-00267800-00268006": "bro look at this [__] fake actor like", "lDi82BmLtCo-00757-00268007-00268167": "look at him", "lDi82BmLtCo-00758-00268168-00268806": "pretending he died cringe", "lDi82BmLtCo-00759-00268807-00270071": "the torch oh [__] without it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00760-00270072-00270406": "there's a soldier he's blocking the way", "lDi82BmLtCo-00761-00270407-00270615": "i don't see any other way", "lDi82BmLtCo-00762-00270616-00270799": "oh damn", "lDi82BmLtCo-00763-00270800-00271015": "hey yo dom's a curse we're broke don't", "lDi82BmLtCo-00764-00271016-00271327": "say that you have to take it by surprise", "lDi82BmLtCo-00765-00271328-00271551": "take this take what", "lDi82BmLtCo-00766-00271552-00272799": "the [__] is that", "lDi82BmLtCo-00767-00272800-00273082": "silently eliminates an", "lDi82BmLtCo-00768-00273083-00273375": "enemy like this perfect", "lDi82BmLtCo-00769-00273376-00273558": "now you're going to crush it on his face", "lDi82BmLtCo-00770-00273559-00273806": "are you serious lucas", "lDi82BmLtCo-00771-00273807-00273895": "well", "lDi82BmLtCo-00772-00273896-00274215": "i hope you know what you're doing", "lDi82BmLtCo-00773-00274216-00274423": "wait here and shh", "lDi82BmLtCo-00774-00274424-00275168": "right see you in a minute", "lDi82BmLtCo-00775-00275169-00275695": "[Music]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00776-00275696-00275847": "is he asleep", "lDi82BmLtCo-00777-00275848-00275943": "yes", "lDi82BmLtCo-00778-00275944-00276103": "for a while", "lDi82BmLtCo-00779-00276104-00276310": "thank you this is going to save our", "lDi82BmLtCo-00780-00276311-00276855": "lives", "lDi82BmLtCo-00781-00276856-00277079": "please last source escape death but be", "lDi82BmLtCo-00782-00277080-00277303": "careful it costs a lot to craft i may", "lDi82BmLtCo-00783-00277304-00277519": "penalize your future upgrades i don't", "lDi82BmLtCo-00784-00277520-00277830": "know what that's on about but okay", "lDi82BmLtCo-00785-00277831-00278879": "i get it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00786-00278880-00279239": "another machine this one seems a bit", "lDi82BmLtCo-00787-00279240-00280430": "different", "lDi82BmLtCo-00788-00280431-00280727": "will that move i'll try it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00789-00280728-00282951": "you never run around that way", "lDi82BmLtCo-00790-00282952-00283375": "where is he what are you [__] stupid", "lDi82BmLtCo-00791-00283376-00283615": "fella run", "lDi82BmLtCo-00792-00283616-00284006": "oh my god", "lDi82BmLtCo-00793-00284007-00285663": "think you can do this all right", "lDi82BmLtCo-00794-00285664-00285910": "come on run over", "lDi82BmLtCo-00795-00285911-00286191": "oh you [__]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00796-00286192-00286519": "look run over with us", "lDi82BmLtCo-00797-00286520-00286687": "bro you could literally just run over", "lDi82BmLtCo-00798-00286688-00286823": "with us why aren't you running all the", "lDi82BmLtCo-00799-00286824-00287295": "way oh now we have to do that again", "lDi82BmLtCo-00800-00287296-00287551": "can i just do this myself", "lDi82BmLtCo-00801-00287552-00287734": "i don't want him to do it anymore i want", "lDi82BmLtCo-00802-00287735-00288030": "to do it myself", "lDi82BmLtCo-00803-00288031-00288254": "don't move i'll be back soon i'll wait", "lDi82BmLtCo-00804-00288255-00288382": "for you", "lDi82BmLtCo-00805-00288383-00288567": "come on the coast is clear", "lDi82BmLtCo-00806-00288568-00288999": "i need you to do this yes", "lDi82BmLtCo-00807-00289000-00290510": "that is", "lDi82BmLtCo-00808-00290511-00291151": "oh my move you [__] idiot", "lDi82BmLtCo-00809-00291152-00291271": "we're probably not even gonna make it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00810-00291272-00291495": "now aren't we yeah well you might have", "lDi82BmLtCo-00811-00291496-00291775": "made it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00812-00291776-00292175": "can you take care of it i can't do it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00813-00292176-00293215": "ah yeah how we meant to do that", "lDi82BmLtCo-00814-00293216-00294110": "there we go", "lDi82BmLtCo-00815-00294111-00294999": "can you do it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00816-00295000-00295406": "i thought i'd just pass through it again", "lDi82BmLtCo-00817-00295407-00296199": "think you can do this", "lDi82BmLtCo-00818-00296200-00297158": "they're all rushing for me", "lDi82BmLtCo-00819-00297159-00297343": "i thought he was about to run over for", "lDi82BmLtCo-00820-00297344-00297615": "us i was like bro come on", "lDi82BmLtCo-00821-00297616-00297854": "oh [__] go go go", "lDi82BmLtCo-00822-00297855-00298103": "what are you doing oh my god you [__]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00823-00298104-00298399": "idiot", "lDi82BmLtCo-00824-00298400-00298630": "we're gonna die now you didn't it's your", "lDi82BmLtCo-00825-00298631-00298830": "fault you did the hard part", "lDi82BmLtCo-00826-00298831-00299006": "i just", "lDi82BmLtCo-00827-00299007-00299287": "want us to get out of here me too come", "lDi82BmLtCo-00828-00299288-00300639": "on let's go", "lDi82BmLtCo-00829-00300640-00300910": "yeah chief i don't think that's safe i'm", "lDi82BmLtCo-00830-00300911-00301487": "going this way", "lDi82BmLtCo-00831-00301488-00301951": "oh crapping [__]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00832-00301952-00302623": "did i actually craft anything oh i can", "lDi82BmLtCo-00833-00302624-00303430": "it's carrying capacity", "lDi82BmLtCo-00834-00303431-00303863": "yeah i think i'll upgrade this", "lDi82BmLtCo-00835-00303864-00304367": "not bad", "lDi82BmLtCo-00836-00304368-00304582": "this should make things a little easier", "lDi82BmLtCo-00837-00304583-00304775": "i love the way they lock days as if like", "lDi82BmLtCo-00838-00304776-00305015": "there's any point", "lDi82BmLtCo-00839-00305016-00305199": "i mean i'm still gonna get them one by", "lDi82BmLtCo-00840-00305200-00306406": "one", "lDi82BmLtCo-00841-00306407-00309230": "can you stop getting away please", "lDi82BmLtCo-00842-00309231-00309406": "get ready we're going to have to stay", "lDi82BmLtCo-00843-00309407-00309695": "let's go let's go we're not holding it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00844-00309696-00309791": "back", "lDi82BmLtCo-00845-00309792-00309982": "no run", "lDi82BmLtCo-00846-00309983-00310215": "i'm not sure about this it's working for", "lDi82BmLtCo-00847-00310216-00310567": "now", "lDi82BmLtCo-00848-00310568-00310671": "all right", "lDi82BmLtCo-00849-00310672-00313679": "it worked", "lDi82BmLtCo-00850-00313680-00313910": "where", "lDi82BmLtCo-00851-00313911-00315854": "oh", "lDi82BmLtCo-00852-00315855-00316110": "bro", "lDi82BmLtCo-00853-00316111-00316334": "what now", "lDi82BmLtCo-00854-00316335-00317175": "we can't just run over there can we", "lDi82BmLtCo-00855-00317176-00317423": "i mean there's there was like a", "lDi82BmLtCo-00856-00317424-00317582": "point two percent i could have gotten", "lDi82BmLtCo-00857-00317583-00318823": "past that", "lDi82BmLtCo-00858-00318824-00319487": "uh", "lDi82BmLtCo-00859-00319488-00319679": "i feel like we need that guy i don't", "lDi82BmLtCo-00860-00319680-00320830": "know why i killed him", "lDi82BmLtCo-00861-00320831-00323334": "hmm", "lDi82BmLtCo-00862-00323335-00323471": "oh i should have done it when we're on", "lDi82BmLtCo-00863-00323472-00323703": "the other side", "lDi82BmLtCo-00864-00323704-00323895": "i think it should just be enough nah", "lDi82BmLtCo-00865-00323896-00325495": "[__] it actually wait can i drop this", "lDi82BmLtCo-00866-00325496-00327367": "huh", "lDi82BmLtCo-00867-00327368-00327575": "i'll help you up i", "lDi82BmLtCo-00868-00327576-00328030": "i can't", "lDi82BmLtCo-00869-00328031-00328271": "i don't feel well what's the matter", "lDi82BmLtCo-00870-00328272-00328510": "looks like his fingers are going into us", "lDi82BmLtCo-00871-00328511-00328863": "he's afraid we have to get out of here", "lDi82BmLtCo-00872-00328864-00329006": "you go", "lDi82BmLtCo-00873-00329007-00329134": "you go", "lDi82BmLtCo-00874-00329135-00329287": "think of the frogs", "lDi82BmLtCo-00875-00329288-00329447": "remember how they jumped", "lDi82BmLtCo-00876-00329448-00329615": "you were chasing them", "lDi82BmLtCo-00877-00329616-00329927": "come on let's go and see some more yes", "lDi82BmLtCo-00878-00329928-00330134": "we have to get out of here", "lDi82BmLtCo-00879-00330135-00330319": "we will this place can't go on forever", "lDi82BmLtCo-00880-00330320-00330958": "right", "lDi82BmLtCo-00881-00330959-00331151": "i want to at least get this chapter done", "lDi82BmLtCo-00882-00331152-00331358": "and then i might actually", "lDi82BmLtCo-00883-00331359-00331967": "stop streaming for now", "lDi82BmLtCo-00884-00331968-00332143": "there's an awful lot of them but we", "lDi82BmLtCo-00885-00332144-00332495": "don't have a choice", "lDi82BmLtCo-00886-00332496-00332654": "courage lads", "lDi82BmLtCo-00887-00332655-00332903": "i know you're tired i know there's not", "lDi82BmLtCo-00888-00332904-00333151": "enough of us and i definitely know we'd", "lDi82BmLtCo-00889-00333152-00333423": "all like to get far far away from these", "lDi82BmLtCo-00890-00333424-00333582": "[__] rats", "lDi82BmLtCo-00891-00333583-00333791": "but these are our boys", "lDi82BmLtCo-00892-00333792-00334087": "they gave their lives for england", "lDi82BmLtCo-00893-00334088-00334239": "what if it were you", "lDi82BmLtCo-00894-00334240-00334495": "you'd want a decent burial wouldn't you", "lDi82BmLtCo-00895-00334496-00334630": "wouldn't you", "lDi82BmLtCo-00896-00334631-00334775": "come on then", "lDi82BmLtCo-00897-00334776-00336095": "guy end is ours", "lDi82BmLtCo-00898-00336096-00336558": "shut it", "lDi82BmLtCo-00899-00336559-00337278": "[__]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00900-00337279-00338175": "no i can't", "lDi82BmLtCo-00901-00338176-00338743": "oh what do i do", "lDi82BmLtCo-00902-00338744-00339775": "anyone got any plans", "lDi82BmLtCo-00903-00339776-00340295": "why do i have to run out this man", "lDi82BmLtCo-00904-00340296-00341527": "oh", "lDi82BmLtCo-00905-00341528-00341647": "you hear that", "lDi82BmLtCo-00906-00341648-00342310": "oh", "lDi82BmLtCo-00907-00342311-00342751": "that's not enough", "lDi82BmLtCo-00908-00342752-00344303": "i could have clanked the metal as well", "lDi82BmLtCo-00909-00344304-00344782": "you see nothing you see nothing", "lDi82BmLtCo-00910-00344783-00344982": "i'm very tired", "lDi82BmLtCo-00911-00344983-00345191": "look there are trees again", "lDi82BmLtCo-00912-00345192-00345382": "i think we're getting to the end", "lDi82BmLtCo-00913-00345383-00345919": "finally", "lDi82BmLtCo-00914-00345920-00346215": "watch out say something also that's my", "lDi82BmLtCo-00915-00346216-00346478": "sister you bastard now let us go you'll", "lDi82BmLtCo-00916-00346479-00346791": "never see us again i swear", "lDi82BmLtCo-00917-00346792-00346943": "no chance", "lDi82BmLtCo-00918-00346944-00347206": "where i come from we execute lose on the", "lDi82BmLtCo-00919-00347207-00347599": "spot what do we do too risky", "lDi82BmLtCo-00920-00347600-00348127": "now", "lDi82BmLtCo-00921-00348128-00348319": "soldiers let's travel over here let's", "lDi82BmLtCo-00922-00348320-00348503": "get out of here", "lDi82BmLtCo-00923-00348504-00348839": "we're following them", "lDi82BmLtCo-00924-00348840-00349343": "there they're running away", "lDi82BmLtCo-00925-00349344-00349695": "hugo", "lDi82BmLtCo-00926-00349696-00350678": "runs", "lDi82BmLtCo-00927-00350679-00350910": "ouch", "lDi82BmLtCo-00928-00350911-00352671": "oh man", "lDi82BmLtCo-00929-00352672-00353127": "i think that's decent progress for today", "lDi82BmLtCo-00930-00353128-00353295": "i won't bother play this part i'll just", "lDi82BmLtCo-00931-00353296-00353663": "wait touring thing", "lDi82BmLtCo-00932-00353664-00353895": "right", "lDi82BmLtCo-00933-00353896-00354054": "thank you so much for watching this", "lDi82BmLtCo-00934-00354055-00354287": "short stream uh hopefully when i'm a bit", "lDi82BmLtCo-00935-00354288-00354463": "better i can actually play the majority", "lDi82BmLtCo-00936-00354464-00354599": "of it instead of just playing it in", "lDi82BmLtCo-00937-00354600-00354719": "segments", "lDi82BmLtCo-00938-00354720-00354823": "and yeah", "lDi82BmLtCo-00939-00354824-00354943": "seeing uh", "lDi82BmLtCo-00940-00354944-00355135": "probably tonight or tomorrow", "lDi82BmLtCo-00941-00355136-00355799": "[Music]", "lDi82BmLtCo-00942-00355800-00356007": "you"}}, {"audio_id": "lDwilKmys0E", "text": {"lDwilKmys0E-00000-00000800-00001117": "come here"}}, {"audio_id": "lDASA64Z2Uu", "text": {"lDASA64Z2Uu-00000-00000000-00000106": "[Music]", "lDASA64Z2Uu-00001-00000107-00000245": "foreign", "lDASA64Z2Uu-00002-00000246-00000911": "[Music]", "lDASA64Z2Uu-00003-00000911-00001223": "in the late 1970s the United States was", "lDASA64Z2Uu-00004-00001224-00001403": "facing increasing concerns about the", "lDASA64Z2Uu-00005-00001404-00001601": "advanced 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"right here i have the dubu soft shell", "lF6l-F_aubU-00002-00000456-00000686": "heated jacket with 12 volt battery packs", "lF6l-F_aubU-00003-00000687-00000782": "so", "lF6l-F_aubU-00004-00000783-00001383": "let's check it out", "lF6l-F_aubU-00005-00001384-00001535": "all right so i just want to thank dubu", "lF6l-F_aubU-00006-00001536-00001710": "for sending over this jacket for me to", "lF6l-F_aubU-00007-00001711-00001895": "check out so when they got a hold of me", "lF6l-F_aubU-00008-00001896-00002030": "and asked me if i wanted to check out", "lF6l-F_aubU-00009-00002032-00002255": "their heated jacket and me living in", "lF6l-F_aubU-00010-00002256-00002542": "buffalo of course i graciously accepted", "lF6l-F_aubU-00011-00002543-00002750": "so what's this jacket all about well it", "lF6l-F_aubU-00012-00002751-00002950": "has five heating zones and it has three", "lF6l-F_aubU-00013-00002951-00003126": "different heating modes and those", "lF6l-F_aubU-00014-00003127-00003319": "heating modes are of course low medium", "lF6l-F_aubU-00015-00003320-00003519": "and high but what i thought was most", "lF6l-F_aubU-00016-00003520-00003735": "interesting was the five heating zones", "lF6l-F_aubU-00017-00003736-00003983": "it has one big heating zone on the back", "lF6l-F_aubU-00018-00003984-00004215": "two on the back of the arms and two in", "lF6l-F_aubU-00019-00004216-00004415": "the pocket area now i've been wanting a", "lF6l-F_aubU-00020-00004416-00004591": "jacket with heated pockets for a long", "lF6l-F_aubU-00021-00004592-00004799": "time that's why i was really interested", "lF6l-F_aubU-00022-00004800-00004999": "in this dubu heated jacket here and", "lF6l-F_aubU-00023-00005000-00005191": "getting back to those three modes if you", "lF6l-F_aubU-00024-00005192-00005431": "have it on low it's 110 degrees", "lF6l-F_aubU-00025-00005432-00005663": "fahrenheit and you get about eight hours", "lF6l-F_aubU-00026-00005664-00005875": "of heat on that setting on medium it's", "lF6l-F_aubU-00027-00005876-00006118": "125 degrees fahrenheit and you get about", "lF6l-F_aubU-00028-00006119-00006359": "six hours and then the maximum high is", "lF6l-F_aubU-00029-00006360-00006639": "140 degrees fahrenheit and you get about", "lF6l-F_aubU-00030-00006640-00006863": "four hours of heat on that setting", "lF6l-F_aubU-00031-00006864-00007046": "another really cool feature is this soft", "lF6l-F_aubU-00032-00007047-00007295": "shell material is both water and wind", "lF6l-F_aubU-00033-00007295-00007503": "resistant which being a heated jacket it", "lF6l-F_aubU-00034-00007504-00007655": "should definitely have some sort of", "lF6l-F_aubU-00035-00007656-00007910": "water resistance which this does but the", "lF6l-F_aubU-00036-00007911-00008070": "heating elements inside can still", "lF6l-F_aubU-00037-00008072-00008303": "withstand hand or machine washing now", "lF6l-F_aubU-00038-00008304-00008471": "the jacket that i received did come with", 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jacket", "lF6l-F_aubU-00064-00014023-00014238": "right here is the dc cable", "lF6l-F_aubU-00065-00014240-00014422": "you plug it into the dc out of the", "lF6l-F_aubU-00066-00014423-00014647": "battery and you're basically ready to go", "lF6l-F_aubU-00067-00014647-00014830": "and the battery does fit very nicely in", "lF6l-F_aubU-00068-00014831-00015135": "this little pocket zips right up yeah", "lF6l-F_aubU-00069-00015136-00015327": "very nice and compact and this jacket", "lF6l-F_aubU-00070-00015328-00015519": "has a ton of pockets there's two large", "lF6l-F_aubU-00071-00015519-00015758": "zipper pockets right here by the chest", "lF6l-F_aubU-00072-00015759-00015943": "there's two back pockets there's two", "lF6l-F_aubU-00073-00015944-00016191": "small left arm pockets and one small", "lF6l-F_aubU-00074-00016191-00016415": "pocket on the right sleeve so let's go", "lF6l-F_aubU-00075-00016416-00016622": "over how you activate the heat here", "lF6l-F_aubU-00076-00016623-00016775": "right on the left side of the jacket", "lF6l-F_aubU-00077-00016776-00016911": "there's a little power button that says", "lF6l-F_aubU-00078-00016912-00017103": "do boo on the bottom press and hold that", "lF6l-F_aubU-00079-00017104-00017263": "button for a couple seconds and it goes", "lF6l-F_aubU-00080-00017264-00017471": "right to high and then just short press", "lF6l-F_aubU-00081-00017472-00017655": "the button to cycle through medium and", "lF6l-F_aubU-00082-00017656-00017871": "low you can see high is red medium is", "lF6l-F_aubU-00083-00017872-00018127": "blue and low is green and then to turn", "lF6l-F_aubU-00084-00018128-00018271": "it off just hold it down for a couple", "lF6l-F_aubU-00085-00018272-00018455": "seconds turns it right off so the", "lF6l-F_aubU-00086-00018456-00018694": "biggest question is did it keep me warm", "lF6l-F_aubU-00087-00018695-00018927": "when i wore it outside in the cold", "lF6l-F_aubU-00088-00018928-00019135": "buffalo weather when i had it on low i", "lF6l-F_aubU-00089-00019136-00019350": "could barely tell it was on to be honest", "lF6l-F_aubU-00090-00019351-00019543": "but that's the same deal with my 20 volt", "lF6l-F_aubU-00091-00019544-00019847": "dewalt heated hoodie anytime it's on low", "lF6l-F_aubU-00092-00019848-00020094": "it's basically a waste of battery power", "lF6l-F_aubU-00093-00020095-00020255": "but where i can really start to feel", "lF6l-F_aubU-00094-00020256-00020455": "this is when it was on medium and high", "lF6l-F_aubU-00095-00020456-00020767": "medium was almost perfect just the right", "lF6l-F_aubU-00096-00020768-00020935": "amount of heat especially when i had my", "lF6l-F_aubU-00097-00020936-00021222": "hands in these pretty large chest", "lF6l-F_aubU-00098-00021223-00021375": "pockets here these pockets right here", "lF6l-F_aubU-00099-00021376-00021550": "where the heating elements are", "lF6l-F_aubU-00100-00021551-00021750": "felt nice and on medium is where i can", "lF6l-F_aubU-00101-00021751-00021878": "really start to feel that heating", "lF6l-F_aubU-00102-00021879-00022078": "element right on the back there too now", "lF6l-F_aubU-00103-00022079-00022247": "i was hoping for a little bit more on", "lF6l-F_aubU-00104-00022248-00022455": "the arms the heating element on the arms", "lF6l-F_aubU-00105-00022456-00022639": "but they happen to be on the back by the", "lF6l-F_aubU-00106-00022640-00022847": "elbows which is fine but i sort of wish", "lF6l-F_aubU-00107-00022848-00022999": "the heating elements were more towards", "lF6l-F_aubU-00108-00023000-00023222": "the shoulder area i tend to get really", "lF6l-F_aubU-00109-00023223-00023422": "cold in my shoulder area more than", "lF6l-F_aubU-00110-00023423-00023630": "anything else and i can barely even feel", "lF6l-F_aubU-00111-00023631-00023791": "those heating elements on the back of my", "lF6l-F_aubU-00112-00023792-00023967": "arms until i started moving around and", "lF6l-F_aubU-00113-00023968-00024183": "my elbows hit it and then oh yeah the", "lF6l-F_aubU-00114-00024184-00024342": "heating elements are working and then", "lF6l-F_aubU-00115-00024343-00024503": "when i clicked it on high", "lF6l-F_aubU-00116-00024504-00024758": "yeah it definitely keeps you warm in", "lF6l-F_aubU-00117-00024759-00024991": "this jacket so honestly i have no doubt", "lF6l-F_aubU-00118-00024992-00025167": "whether it's on medium or high that this", "lF6l-F_aubU-00119-00025168-00025391": "jacket will keep me warm throughout the", "lF6l-F_aubU-00120-00025392-00025575": "winter time when i'm working outside and", "lF6l-F_aubU-00121-00025576-00025758": "yes i do like the fact that it has the", "lF6l-F_aubU-00122-00025760-00025967": "five heating zones i really like the", "lF6l-F_aubU-00123-00025968-00026070": "front", "lF6l-F_aubU-00124-00026072-00026199": "chest", "lF6l-F_aubU-00125-00026200-00026455": "chest area uh hitting zones that are", "lF6l-F_aubU-00126-00026456-00026639": "more towards the pockets right here in", "lF6l-F_aubU-00127-00026639-00026823": "the front i do like those but like i", "lF6l-F_aubU-00128-00026824-00027014": "said i wish the arm heating zones", "lF6l-F_aubU-00129-00027016-00027183": "weren't on the back by the elbows i wish", "lF6l-F_aubU-00130-00027183-00027390": "they're up at the shoulder area and", "lF6l-F_aubU-00131-00027391-00027607": "maybe i like to see two smaller heating", "lF6l-F_aubU-00132-00027608-00027823": "elements up here at the chest area", "lF6l-F_aubU-00133-00027824-00028039": "because this is basically the only area", "lF6l-F_aubU-00134-00028039-00028374": "that wasn't uh covered if you will from", "lF6l-F_aubU-00135-00028375-00028535": "the heating elements here on this jacket", "lF6l-F_aubU-00136-00028536-00028662": "and i do like the fact that it comes", "lF6l-F_aubU-00137-00028663-00028911": "with this hood here but at times i wish", "lF6l-F_aubU-00138-00028912-00029111": "that this was detachable and i can zip", "lF6l-F_aubU-00139-00029112-00029270": "it right off but yeah i'd say if you", "lF6l-F_aubU-00140-00029272-00029446": "guys were looking at dubu as a company", "lF6l-F_aubU-00141-00029447-00029646": "and we're wondering about how", "lF6l-F_aubU-00142-00029647-00029887": "quality their heated jackets are", "lF6l-F_aubU-00143-00029888-00030087": "um i don't think you can go wrong here i", "lF6l-F_aubU-00144-00030088-00030255": "think it's a solid jacket even without", "lF6l-F_aubU-00145-00030256-00030543": "the heating capabilities um mix in those", "lF6l-F_aubU-00146-00030544-00030751": "five zones low medium and high water", "lF6l-F_aubU-00147-00030752-00031023": "resistant wind resistant i think it's a", "lF6l-F_aubU-00148-00031024-00031255": "winner", "lF6l-F_aubU-00149-00031256-00031399": "all right guys that's pretty much it for", "lF6l-F_aubU-00150-00031400-00031614": "this video what do you think of 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"lFgFCGo023o", "text": {"lFgFCGo023o-00000-00000042-00000911": "must check on the trails", "lFgFCGo023o-00001-00000911-00001153": "well good to see you making new friends", "lFgFCGo023o-00002-00001154-00001504": "ain't that meal in their pack of punch", "lFgFCGo023o-00003-00001505-00001780": "you know we made that happen right you", "lFgFCGo023o-00004-00001782-00002092": "have mentioned it", "lFgFCGo023o-00005-00002093-00002357": "wasn't ever sure you were listening", "lFgFCGo023o-00006-00002358-00002609": "at least it was good to see the acts on", "lFgFCGo023o-00007-00002610-00002729": "their own", "lFgFCGo023o-00008-00002730-00003041": "kind of the point yeah", "lFgFCGo023o-00009-00003042-00003454": "thank you", "lFgFCGo023o-00010-00003455-00005488": "all set this will get you home", "lFgFCGo023o-00011-00005489-00005735": "no use trying to buy Frost your way", "lFgFCGo023o-00012-00005736-00005963": "around the Realms oh just got them", "lFgFCGo023o-00013-00005964-00007120": "locked down tight or ancient", "lFgFCGo023o-00014-00007122-00007867": "notice", "lFgFCGo023o-00015-00007868-00008260": "hey one last thing there tiny if you got", "lFgFCGo023o-00016-00008261-00008489": "Acer at your door then I reckon your", "lFgFCGo023o-00017-00008490-00008695": "protection", "lFgFCGo023o-00018-00008696-00008981": "once you chase old enough you got", "lFgFCGo023o-00019-00008982-00009160": "another place to lay your head tonight", "lFgFCGo023o-00020-00009161-00009637": "and I don't mean", "lFgFCGo023o-00021-00009638-00009910": "oh yeah and what's to stop the all", "lFgFCGo023o-00022-00009911-00010145": "[__] from spying on you or even", "lFgFCGo023o-00023-00010146-00010337": "picking your house displanners while", "lFgFCGo023o-00024-00010338-00010751": "you're asleep nothing that's why you go", "lFgFCGo023o-00025-00010752-00010996": "get your boy and I'll speak to a certain", "lFgFCGo023o-00026-00010997-00011219": "someone about putting you up in his", "lFgFCGo023o-00027-00011220-00011496": "place", "lFgFCGo023o-00028-00011497-00011896": "hey get away from there I told you never", "lFgFCGo023o-00029-00011897-00012137": "step off the path good night", "lFgFCGo023o-00030-00012138-00012328": "and I practically the first and only", "lFgFCGo023o-00031-00012329-00015257": "rule around here enough I remember", "lFgFCGo023o-00032-00015258-00016769": "foreign", "lFgFCGo023o-00033-00016770-00017291": "I was about to look for you", "lFgFCGo023o-00034-00017292-00018269": "are you", "lFgFCGo023o-00035-00018270-00018515": "what does he want", "lFgFCGo023o-00036-00018516-00019025": "sure pay for the roof and", "lFgFCGo023o-00037-00019026-00019271": "he invited me to Asgard", "lFgFCGo023o-00038-00019272-00019541": "Diddy I couldn't hear once he went", "lFgFCGo023o-00039-00019542-00019864": "outside I told him no", "lFgFCGo023o-00040-00019865-00020644": "obviously", "lFgFCGo023o-00041-00020645-00021172": "good", "lFgFCGo023o-00042-00021173-00021508": "why were you searching for tear", "lFgFCGo023o-00043-00021509-00021707": "if I told you I was looking for him you", "lFgFCGo023o-00044-00021708-00021899": "would have said not to so you hit the", "lFgFCGo023o-00045-00021900-00021977": "truth", "lFgFCGo023o-00046-00021978-00022108": "for me", "lFgFCGo023o-00047-00022109-00022307": "I wanted to tell you", "lFgFCGo023o-00048-00022308-00022528": "I really did but", "lFgFCGo023o-00049-00022529-00022733": "now that you know there's something you", "lFgFCGo023o-00050-00022734-00022913": "should see no", "lFgFCGo023o-00051-00022914-00023333": "just trust me you'll want to", "lFgFCGo023o-00052-00023334-00023783": "you have broken my trust", "lFgFCGo023o-00053-00023784-00023980": "then let me regain it", "lFgFCGo023o-00054-00023981-00024221": "let me show you what I found", "lFgFCGo023o-00055-00024222-00024550": "besides we haven't seen the last of Odin", "lFgFCGo023o-00056-00024551-00024707": "or Thor", "lFgFCGo023o-00057-00024708-00024928": "and clearly they can just walk in and", "lFgFCGo023o-00058-00024929-00025103": "blast holes in our home whenever they", "lFgFCGo023o-00059-00025104-00025277": "want", "lFgFCGo023o-00060-00025278-00025457": "there's only one way to get them off our", "lFgFCGo023o-00061-00025458-00025672": "backs", "lFgFCGo023o-00062-00025673-00025972": "I think I know how", "lFgFCGo023o-00063-00025973-00027599": "sir", "lFgFCGo023o-00064-00027600-00028043": "Zoe", "lFgFCGo023o-00065-00028044-00029576": "gather your things", "lFgFCGo023o-00066-00029577-00033077": "[Music]", "lFgFCGo023o-00067-00033078-00037127": "foreign", "lFgFCGo023o-00068-00037128-00039293": "foreign", "lFgFCGo023o-00069-00039294-00039635": "are you ready", "lFgFCGo023o-00070-00039636-00040421": "go", "lFgFCGo023o-00071-00040422-00041273": "foreign", "lFgFCGo023o-00072-00041274-00042287": "bastard", "lFgFCGo023o-00073-00042288-00042502": "[Music]", "lFgFCGo023o-00074-00042503-00042737": "where are we going the old temple in the", "lFgFCGo023o-00075-00042738-00043018": "Wildwood why it'll be easier to explain", "lFgFCGo023o-00076-00043019-00044315": "once we're there", "lFgFCGo023o-00077-00044316-00045395": "oh", "lFgFCGo023o-00078-00045396-00045593": "God didn't see anything else while you", "lFgFCGo023o-00079-00045594-00045845": "were outside yeah he said he doesn't", "lFgFCGo023o-00080-00045846-00046067": "care about yodenheim anymore that the", "lFgFCGo023o-00081-00046068-00046252": "Giants can keep their secrets he's", "lFgFCGo023o-00082-00046253-00046546": "averted Ragnarok his own way", "lFgFCGo023o-00083-00046547-00046685": "you think he knows all the Giants are", "lFgFCGo023o-00084-00046686-00046865": "dead I'm more concerned that it no", "lFgFCGo023o-00085-00046866-00047261": "longer matters to him what's he up to", "lFgFCGo023o-00086-00047262-00047952": "hmm", "lFgFCGo023o-00087-00047953-00048208": "what happened here", "lFgFCGo023o-00088-00048209-00048473": "so close to home our Radar's warning", "lFgFCGo023o-00089-00048474-00048677": "with one another now those are not their", "lFgFCGo023o-00090-00048678-00050167": "arrows something else is out here", "lFgFCGo023o-00091-00050168-00050530": "more over here and fresh", "lFgFCGo023o-00092-00050531-00050711": "did they all get in while the state was", "lFgFCGo023o-00093-00050712-00050857": "down", "lFgFCGo023o-00094-00050858-00051299": "the protection spell altogether", "lFgFCGo023o-00095-00051300-00051840": "what do you see hmm just animal tracks", "lFgFCGo023o-00096-00051841-00053794": "[Music]", "lFgFCGo023o-00097-00053795-00054011": "almost to the bridge", "lFgFCGo023o-00098-00054012-00054311": "oh I guess the bridge gave out gonna", "lFgFCGo023o-00099-00054312-00054526": "need another path to the temple why", "lFgFCGo023o-00100-00054527-00054826": "would you come out this way alone I had", "lFgFCGo023o-00101-00054827-00055487": "dreams calling me here dreams", "lFgFCGo023o-00102-00055488-00055697": "hey try using your blades to pull this", "lFgFCGo023o-00103-00055698-00056176": "down", "lFgFCGo023o-00104-00056177-00056597": "whoa that one's still alive no look", "lFgFCGo023o-00105-00056598-00056773": "closer", "lFgFCGo023o-00106-00056774-00057035": "Raiders now", "lFgFCGo023o-00107-00057036-00057191": "oh", "lFgFCGo023o-00108-00057191-00058673": "yeah", "lFgFCGo023o-00109-00058674-00058853": "I suppose it's too much to Hulk but an", "lFgFCGo023o-00110-00058854-00058997": "enemy of theirs would be a friend of", "lFgFCGo023o-00111-00058998-00059579": "ours", "lFgFCGo023o-00112-00059579-00060442": "you see something down there", "lFgFCGo023o-00113-00060444-00062230": "foreign", "lFgFCGo023o-00114-00062232-00063787": "[Music]", "lFgFCGo023o-00115-00063788-00064109": "what was that something strong and", "lFgFCGo023o-00116-00064110-00064475": "dangerous beyond God oh yeah being all", "lFgFCGo023o-00117-00064476-00065372": "the way on guard", "lFgFCGo023o-00118-00065373-00066461": "[Applause]", "lFgFCGo023o-00119-00066462-00068371": "foreign", "lFgFCGo023o-00120-00068372-00069593": "ago wasn't me", "lFgFCGo023o-00121-00069594-00073438": "foreign", "lFgFCGo023o-00122-00073439-00073673": "is the temple now just need to find a", "lFgFCGo023o-00123-00073674-00075305": "way around", "lFgFCGo023o-00124-00075306-00075467": "remember when I said there was someone", "lFgFCGo023o-00125-00075468-00075647": "who might help us get answers about the", "lFgFCGo023o-00126-00075648-00075881": "Giants and Loki you ain't here", "lFgFCGo023o-00127-00075882-00076144": "the old God of War in these lands who is", "lFgFCGo023o-00128-00076145-00076432": "dead well but I'm dead man who didn't", "lFgFCGo023o-00129-00076433-00076600": "seem pretty keen on seeing he wasn't", "lFgFCGo023o-00130-00076601-00076762": "found right", "lFgFCGo023o-00131-00076763-00076967": "he knows tyr could unite the Realms", "lFgFCGo023o-00132-00076968-00077261": "against him plus here was the Giant's", "lFgFCGo023o-00133-00077262-00079897": "greatest Ally so enough", "lFgFCGo023o-00134-00079898-00080243": "[Music]", "lFgFCGo023o-00135-00080244-00081655": "look out", "lFgFCGo023o-00136-00081656-00083656": "well they have a turn from the dead", "lFgFCGo023o-00137-00083657-00084379": "foreign", "lFgFCGo023o-00138-00084380-00085593": "[Music]", "lFgFCGo023o-00139-00085594-00087994": "[Music]", "lFgFCGo023o-00140-00087995-00091171": "foreign", "lFgFCGo023o-00141-00091172-00091468": "uh that pillar was on the way last time", "lFgFCGo023o-00142-00091469-00093973": "I came", "lFgFCGo023o-00143-00093974-00094193": "like I was saying", "lFgFCGo023o-00144-00094194-00094499": "tear was an ally to the Giants so he'd", "lFgFCGo023o-00145-00094500-00094691": "be on our side if we find him", "lFgFCGo023o-00146-00094692-00094853": "and if anyone might know who I'm", "lFgFCGo023o-00147-00094854-00094997": "supposed to be", "lFgFCGo023o-00148-00094998-00095129": "it's him", "lFgFCGo023o-00149-00095130-00095482": "if he's out there we gotta find him", "lFgFCGo023o-00150-00095483-00095729": "how can we not those are many gifts", "lFgFCGo023o-00151-00095730-00098615": "atreus what do you know you'll see soon", "lFgFCGo023o-00152-00098616-00102442": "foreign", "lFgFCGo023o-00153-00102443-00107236": "foreign", "lFgFCGo023o-00154-00107238-00108463": "huh", "lFgFCGo023o-00155-00108464-00108719": "come here", "lFgFCGo023o-00156-00108720-00109643": "good", "lFgFCGo023o-00157-00109644-00111310": "morning", "lFgFCGo023o-00158-00111311-00111907": "foreign", "lFgFCGo023o-00159-00111908-00112223": "but he says he has evidence we've come", "lFgFCGo023o-00160-00112224-00114119": "this far let's see it", "lFgFCGo023o-00161-00114120-00114952": "many dead here we should keep moving", "lFgFCGo023o-00162-00114953-00115225": "it's too late", "lFgFCGo023o-00163-00115226-00115819": "father use your blades", "lFgFCGo023o-00164-00115820-00117475": "to your left", 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"lFpc6cSBWmg-00021-00006579-00007142": "so proud of you I love working at Saks"}}, {"audio_id": "lFK2X55S7rI", "text": {"lFK2X55S7rI-00000-00000018-00000503": "[Music]", "lFK2X55S7rI-00001-00000504-00000712": "you"}}, {"audio_id": "lG6noINs8PQ", "text": {"lG6noINs8PQ-00000-00000024-00000257": "hello and welcome everybody thank you", "lG6noINs8PQ-00001-00000258-00000469": "for coming to today's program", "lG6noINs8PQ-00002-00000470-00000767": "celebrating California's Poe laud Lee", "lG6noINs8PQ-00003-00000768-00000994": "Herrick and special guests", "lG6noINs8PQ-00004-00000996-00001187": "I'm John Smalley a librarian with the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00005-00001188-00001331": "general collections and Humanities", "lG6noINs8PQ-00006-00001332-00001565": "Center here at the main library on the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00007-00001566-00001726": "third floor", "lG6noINs8PQ-00008-00001727-00001901": "while we're waiting for a couple more", "lG6noINs8PQ-00009-00001902-00002123": "people to join us I want to take a", "lG6noINs8PQ-00010-00002124-00002326": "moment to acknowledge our community and", "lG6noINs8PQ-00011-00002327-00002518": "to tell you about upcoming poetry", "lG6noINs8PQ-00012-00002519-00002779": "programs this month", "lG6noINs8PQ-00013-00002780-00003095": "on behalf of the public library we wish", "lG6noINs8PQ-00014-00003096-00003311": "to welcome you to the unseated ancestral", "lG6noINs8PQ-00015-00003311-00003575": "homeland of the Rama to shaloni who are", "lG6noINs8PQ-00016-00003576-00003767": "the original inhabitants of the San", "lG6noINs8PQ-00017-00003768-00003965": "Francisco peninsula", "lG6noINs8PQ-00018-00003965-00004181": "as the indigenous stewards of this land", "lG6noINs8PQ-00019-00004182-00004367": "and in accordance with their Traditions", "lG6noINs8PQ-00020-00004368-00004631": "the ramadusha never ceded lost nor", "lG6noINs8PQ-00021-00004632-00004817": "forgotten their responsibilities as", "lG6noINs8PQ-00022-00004818-00005104": "caretakers of this place", "lG6noINs8PQ-00023-00005105-00005291": "as guests we who reside in their", "lG6noINs8PQ-00024-00005292-00005495": "traditional territory recognize that we", "lG6noINs8PQ-00025-00005496-00005806": "benefit from living and working on their", "lG6noINs8PQ-00026-00005807-00006083": "Homeland we wish to", "lG6noINs8PQ-00027-00006084-00006286": "pay our respects by acknowledging the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00028-00006287-00006569": "ancestors elders and relatives of the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00029-00006570-00006796": "ramadush and by affirming their", "lG6noINs8PQ-00030-00006797-00007169": "Sovereign rights as first peoples", "lG6noINs8PQ-00031-00007170-00007391": "now as you all know April is the coolest", "lG6noINs8PQ-00032-00007392-00007678": "month because it's National poetry month", "lG6noINs8PQ-00033-00007679-00007859": "and we're in the middle of a full month", "lG6noINs8PQ-00034-00007859-00008081": "of poetry programs I want to mention", "lG6noINs8PQ-00035-00008081-00008291": "just a few of these", "lG6noINs8PQ-00036-00008292-00008519": "here at the main library and a few", "lG6noINs8PQ-00037-00008520-00008699": "online", "lG6noINs8PQ-00038-00008700-00008867": "this Wednesday the library's", "lG6noINs8PQ-00039-00008868-00009035": "African-American Center on the third", "lG6noINs8PQ-00040-00009036-00009299": "floor will host a discussion of poet", "lG6noINs8PQ-00041-00009300-00009563": "Audrey lawd's Lord's intersectionality", "lG6noINs8PQ-00042-00009564-00009791": "as presented in her book the black", "lG6noINs8PQ-00043-00009792-00009995": "unicorn", "lG6noINs8PQ-00044-00009996-00010228": "next Sunday April 23rd there'll be an", "lG6noINs8PQ-00045-00010229-00010451": "online program featuring The Poet Chen", "lG6noINs8PQ-00046-00010452-00010721": "Chen in conversation with Sam Herschel", "lG6noINs8PQ-00047-00010722-00010960": "wine the two will discuss Chen's", "lG6noINs8PQ-00048-00010961-00011278": "Richland book your emergency contact has", 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revisits", "lG6noINs8PQ-00062-00015090-00015221": "Harlem", "lG6noINs8PQ-00063-00015222-00015443": "in which black poets gather to be", "lG6noINs8PQ-00064-00015444-00015736": "protagonists of a Modern Renaissance", "lG6noINs8PQ-00065-00015737-00016007": "lastly I want to mention a lovely book", "lG6noINs8PQ-00066-00016008-00016253": "display commemorating recently deceased", "lG6noINs8PQ-00067-00016254-00016439": "poets poets who died in the last three", "lG6noINs8PQ-00068-00016440-00016703": "years located at the general collections", "lG6noINs8PQ-00069-00016704-00016883": "in Humanities Center on the third floor", "lG6noINs8PQ-00070-00016884-00017141": "also on that floor you'll find tens of", "lG6noINs8PQ-00071-00017142-00017375": "thousands of books of poetry in 41", "lG6noINs8PQ-00072-00017376-00017519": "languages", "lG6noINs8PQ-00073-00017520-00017807": "so you can find out more about this by", "lG6noINs8PQ-00074-00017808-00018053": "picking up a flyer at the back of the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00075-00018054-00018389": "hall or one of our library newsletters", "lG6noINs8PQ-00076-00018390-00018671": "or you can visit the events calendar", "lG6noINs8PQ-00077-00018672-00019157": "online at our website at sfpl.org", "lG6noINs8PQ-00078-00019158-00019361": "so this ends my announcements about", "lG6noINs8PQ-00079-00019362-00019630": "upcoming programs I now want to turn the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00080-00019631-00019835": "microphone over to the programs", "lG6noINs8PQ-00081-00019836-00020093": "organizer the poet Kim shock please give", "lG6noINs8PQ-00082-00020094-00020367": "a warm welcome to Kim shuk", "lG6noINs8PQ-00083-00020368-00021713": "[Applause]", "lG6noINs8PQ-00084-00021714-00021929": "there's a sign on top of this that says", "lG6noINs8PQ-00085-00021930-00022144": "do not Place anything on the keyboard", "lG6noINs8PQ-00086-00022145-00022447": "it's always makes me a little bit uneasy", "lG6noINs8PQ-00087-00022448-00022697": "welcome to this event", "lG6noINs8PQ-00088-00022698-00022883": "um this is sort of a labor of love for", "lG6noINs8PQ-00089-00022884-00023117": "me I I'm really excited to have done", "lG6noINs8PQ-00090-00023118-00023350": "this you'll notice if you check it out", "lG6noINs8PQ-00091-00023351-00023764": "that uh everybody reading today is not", "lG6noINs8PQ-00092-00023765-00024041": "just a poet", "lG6noINs8PQ-00093-00024042-00024491": "um but a poet organizer and all but one", "lG6noINs8PQ-00094-00024492-00024767": "have been laureates or R laureates", "lG6noINs8PQ-00095-00024768-00024941": "somewhere", "lG6noINs8PQ-00096-00024942-00025133": "you can consider that for the one person", "lG6noINs8PQ-00097-00025134-00025427": "who isn't a bit of a prediction and it's", "lG6noINs8PQ-00098-00025428-00025612": "not an immediate prediction necessarily", "lG6noINs8PQ-00099-00025613-00025931": "it's just a sincere hope", "lG6noINs8PQ-00100-00025932-00026206": "our first reader", "lG6noINs8PQ-00101-00026207-00026477": "James Siegel is", "lG6noINs8PQ-00102-00026477-00026579": "um", "lG6noINs8PQ-00103-00026580-00027046": "this requires a slight story I'm afraid", "lG6noINs8PQ-00104-00027047-00027295": "I spent my childhood", "lG6noINs8PQ-00105-00027295-00027581": "in sort of a triple point between the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00106-00027582-00027887": "Castro Noe Valley and the mission", "lG6noINs8PQ-00107-00027888-00028151": "and I'm very possessive of the Castro", "lG6noINs8PQ-00108-00028152-00028420": "because people write about it in some", "lG6noINs8PQ-00109-00028422-00028702": "ways that are really romantic and not", "lG6noINs8PQ-00110-00028704-00028883": "necessarily", "lG6noINs8PQ-00111-00028883-00028937": "um", "lG6noINs8PQ-00112-00028938-00029308": "leaning into fact all the time", "lG6noINs8PQ-00113-00029310-00029602": "and when James's book", "lG6noINs8PQ-00114-00029604-00029812": "came out", "lG6noINs8PQ-00115-00029813-00030196": "I took a deep breath", "lG6noINs8PQ-00116-00030197-00030370": "loosened my neck", "lG6noINs8PQ-00117-00030372-00030737": "and read it and was blown away by", "lG6noINs8PQ-00118-00030738-00031108": "exactly how ex right it was", "lG6noINs8PQ-00119-00031110-00031295": "when we talk about the people who died", "lG6noINs8PQ-00120-00031295-00031517": "in the plague in the Castro these people", "lG6noINs8PQ-00121-00031518-00031864": "were like my uncles and I I loved them", "lG6noINs8PQ-00122-00031866-00032140": "and knew them and", "lG6noINs8PQ-00123-00032141-00032237": "um", "lG6noINs8PQ-00124-00032238-00032387": "you know there were at least two years", "lG6noINs8PQ-00125-00032388-00032507": "where I could have been in a funeral", "lG6noINs8PQ-00126-00032508-00032723": "every", "lG6noINs8PQ-00127-00032724-00033179": "every weekend and so I just", "lG6noINs8PQ-00128-00033180-00033383": "will take this opportunity to again", "lG6noINs8PQ-00129-00033384-00033646": "thanks thank James for his incredible", "lG6noINs8PQ-00130-00033647-00033839": "work on that", "lG6noINs8PQ-00131-00033840-00034012": "and I would have told you if I didn't", "lG6noINs8PQ-00132-00034013-00034199": "like it", "lG6noINs8PQ-00133-00034200-00034409": "because I like that there are people", "lG6noINs8PQ-00134-00034410-00034601": "laughing louder than others because they", "lG6noINs8PQ-00135-00034602-00034727": "know me", "lG6noINs8PQ-00136-00034728-00034968": "please welcome the incredibly insightful", "lG6noINs8PQ-00137-00034969-00035249": "James Siegel to this microphone he does", "lG6noINs8PQ-00138-00035250-00035489": "the Deep work and he's the one I'm", "lG6noINs8PQ-00139-00035490-00035681": "predicting will become a Laureate at", "lG6noINs8PQ-00140-00035682-00035911": "some point", "lG6noINs8PQ-00141-00035912-00036396": "[Applause]", "lG6noINs8PQ-00142-00036397-00036815": "thank you", "lG6noINs8PQ-00143-00036816-00037379": "excited", "lG6noINs8PQ-00144-00037380-00037535": "I'm looking at the center how's that", "lG6noINs8PQ-00145-00037536-00037696": "sound yeah let's do this thing let's see", "lG6noINs8PQ-00146-00037697-00037924": "a little more yeah I don't it's the song", "lG6noINs8PQ-00147-00037925-00038135": "Oh you guys oh yeah that's working all", "lG6noINs8PQ-00148-00038136-00038309": "right okay thank you so much Kim that", "lG6noINs8PQ-00149-00038310-00038543": "actually really took me by surprise too", "lG6noINs8PQ-00150-00038544-00038771": "um kind of have to gather my thoughts", "lG6noINs8PQ-00151-00038772-00038921": "again now but thank you so much thank", "lG6noINs8PQ-00152-00038922-00039083": "you to library for having me here thank", "lG6noINs8PQ-00153-00039084-00039340": "you Kim for inviting us here and happy", "lG6noINs8PQ-00154-00039341-00039580": "National poetry month and thank you for", "lG6noINs8PQ-00155-00039581-00039802": "coming out it's it's it's really give", "lG6noINs8PQ-00156-00039803-00039923": "yourself a round of applause for being", "lG6noINs8PQ-00157-00039924-00040157": "here we we need an audience so thank you", "lG6noINs8PQ-00158-00040158-00040330": "so much for being here", "lG6noINs8PQ-00159-00040331-00040499": "um I'm just gonna I'm gonna Dive Right", "lG6noINs8PQ-00160-00040500-00040715": "In and uh before I get to some poems", "lG6noINs8PQ-00161-00040716-00041002": "from the book uh I want to read some", "lG6noINs8PQ-00162-00041003-00041374": "new-ish kind of things so uh I I didn't", "lG6noINs8PQ-00163-00041375-00041549": "do a whole lot of writing during", "lG6noINs8PQ-00164-00041550-00041740": "lockdown but this is one thing that kind", "lG6noINs8PQ-00165-00041741-00041933": "of came out of it so uh this is called", "lG6noINs8PQ-00166-00041934-00042209": "wild animals", "lG6noINs8PQ-00167-00042210-00042424": "we have lost so much", "lG6noINs8PQ-00168-00042425-00042749": "but in Istanbul the Dolphins are braving", "lG6noINs8PQ-00169-00042750-00042905": "the Bosphorus", "lG6noINs8PQ-00170-00042906-00043079": "from the coast you can see them", 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he owned", "lG6noINs8PQ-00184-00046596-00046912": "the empty Embarcadero and I am falling", "lG6noINs8PQ-00185-00046913-00047117": "in love with his kind", "lG6noINs8PQ-00186-00047118-00047368": "falling in love with the kashmiri goats", "lG6noINs8PQ-00187-00047369-00047602": "breeding until they have formed an army", "lG6noINs8PQ-00188-00047603-00047812": "then invading the streets of Southern", "lG6noINs8PQ-00189-00047813-00048221": "whales devouring Hedges and flower beds", "lG6noINs8PQ-00190-00048222-00048533": "let their kind take over and multiply", "lG6noINs8PQ-00191-00048534-00048833": "like the flamingos in Albania the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00192-00048834-00049043": "lagoons overflowing with pink Wings", "lG6noINs8PQ-00193-00049044-00049435": "pelicans and herons creatures of flight", "lG6noINs8PQ-00194-00049436-00049685": "Unapologetic in their return", "lG6noINs8PQ-00195-00049686-00049990": "Feathering the beaches we've left behind", "lG6noINs8PQ-00196-00049991-00050224": "even the hummingbirds in my backyard", "lG6noINs8PQ-00197-00050225-00050471": "have descended on the Angels Trumpets", "lG6noINs8PQ-00198-00050472-00050699": "the branches bustling with their", "lG6noINs8PQ-00199-00050700-00050962": "vibrations they have decreed the end of", "lG6noINs8PQ-00200-00050963-00051280": "winter the long lost honeybees reborn", "lG6noINs8PQ-00201-00051282-00051616": "again drunk on snapdragons the absence", "lG6noINs8PQ-00202-00051617-00052001": "of man and when day Fades four-legged", "lG6noINs8PQ-00203-00052002-00052325": "Invaders families of raccoons scale the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00204-00052326-00052601": "garden walls you can hear them digging", "lG6noINs8PQ-00205-00052602-00052859": "up the rock paths overturning the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00206-00052860-00053147": "outdoor furniture but who could bear to", "lG6noINs8PQ-00207-00053148-00053338": "stop them when they Splash in the pond", "lG6noINs8PQ-00208-00053339-00053638": "like children out past curfew", "lG6noINs8PQ-00209-00053639-00053873": "the knights alive with nocturnal", "lG6noINs8PQ-00210-00053874-00054179": "creatures refusing to mourn what we have", "lG6noINs8PQ-00211-00054179-00054509": "misplaced everything we're searching for", "lG6noINs8PQ-00212-00054510-00054809": "is out there where the coyotes gather on", "lG6noINs8PQ-00213-00054810-00055054": "the streets of North Beach and howl at", "lG6noINs8PQ-00214-00055055-00055373": "the midnight sky singing out songs for a", "lG6noINs8PQ-00215-00055374-00055529": "world that has died", "lG6noINs8PQ-00216-00055529-00055835": "I am desperate to sing along", "lG6noINs8PQ-00217-00055836-00056141": "to touch the feral animal tethered", "lG6noINs8PQ-00218-00056141-00056399": "inside", "lG6noINs8PQ-00219-00056400-00056825": "thank you so much", "lG6noINs8PQ-00220-00056826-00057041": "so uh the next poem I'm going to read is", "lG6noINs8PQ-00221-00057041-00057221": "uh from my book The God of San Francisco", "lG6noINs8PQ-00222-00057222-00057569": "and um yeah I just felt I needed to to", "lG6noINs8PQ-00223-00057570-00057844": "read this one uh it's kind of my o to", "lG6noINs8PQ-00224-00057845-00058150": "drag queens and uh", "lG6noINs8PQ-00225-00058151-00058342": "we lost a very important drag queen", "lG6noINs8PQ-00226-00058344-00058679": "recently and uh yeah and and it's all", "lG6noINs8PQ-00227-00058679-00058841": "sort of we're all under attack again for", "lG6noINs8PQ-00228-00058841-00059116": "some reason so this is my uh", "lG6noINs8PQ-00229-00059117-00059363": "yeah my my o to", "lG6noINs8PQ-00230-00059364-00059530": "all the wonderful drag queens out there", "lG6noINs8PQ-00231-00059532-00059692": "especially in San Francisco it's called", "lG6noINs8PQ-00232-00059694-00059866": "Stars", "lG6noINs8PQ-00233-00059867-00060119": "in San Francisco you cannot see the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00234-00060120-00060413": "stars the planets wrap themselves in", "lG6noINs8PQ-00235-00060414-00060694": "night fog so I go searching for other", "lG6noINs8PQ-00236-00060695-00061042": "forms of light the Marquee of the Castro", "lG6noINs8PQ-00237-00061044-00061337": "theater an exclamation point punctuating", "lG6noINs8PQ-00238-00061338-00061625": "the sky and the people passing by", "lG6noINs8PQ-00239-00061626-00061900": "Shimmer and shine Queens in their", "lG6noINs8PQ-00240-00061901-00062207": "rhinestone gowns footfall lightning and", "lG6noINs8PQ-00241-00062208-00062471": "thunder and a size 12 pump", "lG6noINs8PQ-00242-00062472-00062771": "I am a lost sailor and they are the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00243-00062772-00063023": "Seven Sisters the Pleiades descending", "lG6noINs8PQ-00244-00063024-00063292": "from the darkness a chandelier earrings", "lG6noINs8PQ-00245-00063294-00063580": "sparkling in lamp glow they Captain", "lG6noINs8PQ-00246-00063582-00063791": "their own ship and I follow their", "lG6noINs8PQ-00247-00063791-00064054": "navigation to the Midnight Sun the Moby", "lG6noINs8PQ-00248-00064055-00064282": "Dick bar where they obtain a", "lG6noINs8PQ-00249-00064283-00064582": "gravitational pull the room shifts his", "lG6noINs8PQ-00250-00064583-00064900": "eyes turn to Gaze on this mythology this", "lG6noINs8PQ-00251-00064901-00065213": "astronomical event in a thigh-high boot", "lG6noINs8PQ-00252-00065214-00065555": "wigs teased to reach the troposphere", "lG6noINs8PQ-00253-00065556-00065903": "no one can resist this orbit men become", "lG6noINs8PQ-00254-00065904-00066137": "satellites leaning in to light a", "lG6noINs8PQ-00255-00066138-00066413": "cigarette to carry their bags because we", "lG6noINs8PQ-00256-00066414-00066665": "are all small creatures seeking a", "lG6noINs8PQ-00257-00066666-00066976": "fraction of this light this Duality and", "lG6noINs8PQ-00258-00066977-00067373": "fish nets a blood red lip even I cannot", "lG6noINs8PQ-00259-00067374-00067649": "escape the magnetic drag that lures me", "lG6noINs8PQ-00260-00067650-00067973": "across the bar to ask may I buy you a", "lG6noINs8PQ-00261-00067974-00068453": "drink yes vodka a splash of cranberry it", "lG6noINs8PQ-00262-00068454-00068735": "is an offering to the Heavens to Libra", "lG6noINs8PQ-00263-00068736-00069035": "the great scales and perfect balance the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00264-00069036-00069329": "male the female churning away within us", "lG6noINs8PQ-00265-00069330-00069653": "all it is an offering to the day when I", "lG6noINs8PQ-00266-00069654-00070037": "too will glow a nebula a cloud of dust", "lG6noINs8PQ-00267-00070038-00070421": "moving along the sidewalk unashamed", "lG6noINs8PQ-00268-00070422-00070679": "but tonight I Gaze on the disco ball", "lG6noINs8PQ-00269-00070680-00070949": "it's brilliant luminescence spinning on", "lG6noINs8PQ-00270-00070950-00071200": "the surface of my Martini Andromeda", "lG6noINs8PQ-00271-00071201-00071788": "floating on gin and vermouth", "lG6noINs8PQ-00272-00071789-00072131": "thank you guys and uh this is the uh I'm", "lG6noINs8PQ-00273-00072132-00072269": "gonna read the the title pump from my", "lG6noINs8PQ-00274-00072270-00072497": "book The God of San Francisco and um", "lG6noINs8PQ-00275-00072498-00072682": "I've been living in San Francisco now", "lG6noINs8PQ-00276-00072683-00072994": "for over 18 years which is crazy", "lG6noINs8PQ-00277-00072995-00073132": "um and when I moved here I thought I", "lG6noINs8PQ-00278-00073133-00073337": "kind of knew everything but uh I didn't", "lG6noINs8PQ-00279-00073338-00073487": "I didn't really know anything at all so", "lG6noINs8PQ-00280-00073488-00073625": "uh this is called the god of San", "lG6noINs8PQ-00281-00073626-00073906": "Francisco", "lG6noINs8PQ-00282-00073907-00074141": "some believe the god of San Francisco", "lG6noINs8PQ-00283-00074142-00074453": "has taken his throne at the top of Twin", "lG6noINs8PQ-00284-00074454-00074837": "Peaks a mighty Mount Olympus 900 feet", "lG6noINs8PQ-00285-00074838-00075076": "above the city where the Kingdom of", "lG6noINs8PQ-00286-00075077-00075347": "Heaven meets the kingdom of the Bay", "lG6noINs8PQ-00287-00075348-00075623": "at that elevation it is difficult not to", "lG6noINs8PQ-00288-00075624-00075881": "see that something greater guides the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00289-00075882-00076169": "way Watches Over All Creatures and", "lG6noINs8PQ-00290-00076170-00076462": "create creatures and creation coming and", "lG6noINs8PQ-00291-00076463-00076775": "going by bridge and by air by cable car", "lG6noINs8PQ-00292-00076776-00076912": "and Ferry", "lG6noINs8PQ-00293-00076913-00077200": "watch as the West erupts with light the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00294-00077201-00077435": "Sun that drops into the Pacific burning", "lG6noINs8PQ-00295-00077436-00077662": "brighter than an angel entering the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00296-00077663-00077975": "atmosphere watch the fog that follows", "lG6noINs8PQ-00297-00077976-00078215": "floats like the Holy Ghost down the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00298-00078216-00078431": "rocky hillsides to hang over Hayes", "lG6noINs8PQ-00299-00078432-00078700": "Valley the hate Ashbury the sweet", "lG6noINs8PQ-00300-00078701-00078971": "incense of some Catholic Mass", "lG6noINs8PQ-00301-00078972-00079343": "yes it is difficult not to believe but", "lG6noINs8PQ-00302-00079344-00079597": "they are correct in name and name alone", "lG6noINs8PQ-00303-00079598-00079973": "because my savior has a bar stool at the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00304-00079974-00080267": "Twin Peaks Tavern a window seat to watch", "lG6noINs8PQ-00305-00080268-00080494": "the world where Market Street meets", "lG6noINs8PQ-00306-00080495-00080788": "Castro and the rainbow Flags flap in the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00307-00080789-00081143": "cold of another West Coast wind I go", "lG6noINs8PQ-00308-00081144-00081365": "there when I need religion at a happy", "lG6noINs8PQ-00309-00081366-00081706": "hour price a Bud Light baptism when I", "lG6noINs8PQ-00310-00081707-00081929": "need a good lesson that God has yet to", "lG6noINs8PQ-00311-00081930-00082306": "leave us behind he sits alone his hands", "lG6noINs8PQ-00312-00082307-00082529": "turn to vein and Bone but buy him a", "lG6noINs8PQ-00313-00082530-00082823": "martini vodka with two olives extra", "lG6noINs8PQ-00314-00082824-00083123": "dirty and he will tell you anything you", "lG6noINs8PQ-00315-00083124-00083405": "need to know from the gold rush to North", "lG6noINs8PQ-00316-00083406-00083615": "Beach where the sailors wore dresses", "lG6noINs8PQ-00317-00083616-00083932": "over their anchor tattoos to Jose Saria", "lG6noINs8PQ-00318-00083933-00084179": "and the black cats the Nightingale of", "lG6noINs8PQ-00319-00084180-00084497": "Montgomery Street yes those were the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00320-00084498-00084731": "days when the prophets wore pearls when", "lG6noINs8PQ-00321-00084732-00084965": "the Bible was burlesque and the Saints", "lG6noINs8PQ-00322-00084966-00085241": "mingled with the Sinners the knights a", "lG6noINs8PQ-00323-00085242-00085499": "lightning strike of Arias and police", "lG6noINs8PQ-00324-00085500-00085888": "sirens God save us Nelly Queens he", "lG6noINs8PQ-00325-00085889-00086188": "raises a glass to the Nevermore the 21st", "lG6noINs8PQ-00326-00086189-00086500": "Street baths the Elephant Walk to Harvey", "lG6noINs8PQ-00327-00086501-00086759": "and his bullhorn a drink to the things", "lG6noINs8PQ-00328-00086760-00087011": "that slipped away to bullets that", "lG6noINs8PQ-00329-00087012-00087250": "shattered brains the murder called", "lG6noINs8PQ-00330-00087251-00087538": "manslaughter ushering in those white", "lG6noINs8PQ-00331-00087539-00087821": "knight riots the shattered glass of City", "lG6noINs8PQ-00332-00087822-00088126": "Hall cop cars turned to funeral pyres", "lG6noINs8PQ-00333-00088127-00088373": "and he remembers death", "lG6noINs8PQ-00334-00088374-00088685": "coming like it did in Egypt stealing the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00335-00088686-00089032": "firstborn the second born any young man", "lG6noINs8PQ-00336-00089033-00089261": "who fell in love with a Twilight over", "lG6noINs8PQ-00337-00089262-00089543": "Polk Street the obituary page is", "lG6noINs8PQ-00338-00089544-00089794": "doubling every day with the black and", "lG6noINs8PQ-00339-00089795-00090047": "white faces of The Men Who colored the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00340-00090048-00090353": "Castro he can tell you how he washed the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00341-00090354-00090599": "feet of skinny boys with lesions boys", "lG6noINs8PQ-00342-00090600-00090832": "and hospice beds wheeled to the window", "lG6noINs8PQ-00343-00090833-00091168": "for one final look of the city at dawn", "lG6noINs8PQ-00344-00091169-00091517": "then wield to the morgues with no family", "lG6noINs8PQ-00345-00091518-00091750": "to claim their remains", "lG6noINs8PQ-00346-00091751-00091918": "so he took them", "lG6noINs8PQ-00347-00091919-00092297": "all of them ashes upon ashes collected", "lG6noINs8PQ-00348-00092298-00092506": "and released where the ocean waters", "lG6noINs8PQ-00349-00092507-00092825": "worship the glory of the Golden Gate he", "lG6noINs8PQ-00350-00092826-00093029": "scattered them in south of Market bars", "lG6noINs8PQ-00351-00093030-00093275": "where the man in leather tap a keg toast", "lG6noINs8PQ-00352-00093276-00093544": "the life of another dead brother and he", "lG6noINs8PQ-00353-00093545-00093803": "set them free where the winds bow and", "lG6noINs8PQ-00354-00093804-00094079": "bend genuflect for the San Francisco Sky", "lG6noINs8PQ-00355-00094080-00094349": "all the bodies that danced in Folsom", "lG6noINs8PQ-00356-00094350-00094606": "neon and Freedom Day parades and disco", "lG6noINs8PQ-00357-00094607-00094894": "light and Speakeasy darkness and the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00358-00094895-00095188": "soft ballet of love and life they", "lG6noINs8PQ-00359-00095189-00095506": "flutter and Float forever where the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00360-00095507-00095759": "oceans wear a Halo from the Moon and the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00361-00095760-00095993": "towers of Twin Peaks glow in the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00362-00095994-00096593": "resurrection of the night", "lG6noINs8PQ-00363-00096594-00096761": "thank you", "lG6noINs8PQ-00364-00096762-00096947": "all right I'm gonna finish up with one", "lG6noINs8PQ-00365-00096948-00097235": "uh one more short poem it's uh it's a", "lG6noINs8PQ-00366-00097236-00097468": "another new one and uh", "lG6noINs8PQ-00367-00097469-00097600": "thank you guys so much for coming out", "lG6noINs8PQ-00368-00097601-00097931": "this is called call in response", "lG6noINs8PQ-00369-00097932-00098212": "from my bed I can hear the neighbor's", "lG6noINs8PQ-00370-00098213-00098399": "dog howling", "lG6noINs8PQ-00371-00098400-00098687": "left alone her owner's gone for the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00372-00098688-00099065": "evening the quiet night too quiet too", "lG6noINs8PQ-00373-00099066-00099179": "lonely", "lG6noINs8PQ-00374-00099180-00099394": "so she fills the emptiness with the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00375-00099395-00099641": "Echoes of her voice a deep-throated", "lG6noINs8PQ-00376-00099642-00099911": "growl that ends with an upper octave", "lG6noINs8PQ-00377-00099912-00100282": "wine the same note played again and", "lG6noINs8PQ-00378-00100283-00100588": "again is though she is practicing scales", "lG6noINs8PQ-00379-00100589-00100853": "and that strange space of waking and", "lG6noINs8PQ-00380-00100854-00101129": "submitting to Slumber I can't help but", "lG6noINs8PQ-00381-00101130-00101447": "feel the frequency of loneliness the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00382-00101448-00101753": "unanswered call and response the urgency", "lG6noINs8PQ-00383-00101754-00102106": "to be heard acknowledged", "lG6noINs8PQ-00384-00102107-00102287": "and from the warm blankets and his", "lG6noINs8PQ-00385-00102288-00102568": "kennel my dog intercepts the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00386-00102569-00102803": "transmission answers back with a", "lG6noINs8PQ-00387-00102804-00103084": "lethargic grunt a sleepy declarative", "lG6noINs8PQ-00388-00103085-00103366": "bark they take turns one chorus after", "lG6noINs8PQ-00389-00103367-00103654": "another two baritones conversing and a", "lG6noINs8PQ-00390-00103655-00103954": "nighttime language a duet that becomes a", "lG6noINs8PQ-00391-00103955-00104380": "trio when I add my own voice Hush Now go", "lG6noINs8PQ-00392-00104381-00104734": "to sleep everything is okay", "lG6noINs8PQ-00393-00104735-00106428": "thank you so much", "lG6noINs8PQ-00394-00106429-00106804": "we get to know each other", "lG6noINs8PQ-00395-00106805-00107021": "we get to know each other through poetry", "lG6noINs8PQ-00396-00107022-00107302": "sometimes and um you know there are", "lG6noINs8PQ-00397-00107303-00107573": "people that you sort of not at the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00398-00107574-00107681": "readings and then they're the people", "lG6noINs8PQ-00399-00107682-00107860": "that you bring home and let sleep in", "lG6noINs8PQ-00400-00107861-00108004": "your house", "lG6noINs8PQ-00401-00108005-00108252": "um", "lG6noINs8PQ-00402-00108253-00108581": "Linda Knoll is one of my best friends", "lG6noINs8PQ-00403-00108582-00108965": "now but we met through poetry she's the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00404-00108966-00109258": "former Poet Laureate of Ukiah and she's", "lG6noINs8PQ-00405-00109259-00109373": "uh", "lG6noINs8PQ-00406-00109374-00109565": "you know come the apocalypse this is", "lG6noINs8PQ-00407-00109566-00109775": "somebody I want on my team against the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00408-00109776-00111628": "bad guys Linda Knoll", "lG6noINs8PQ-00409-00111629-00111851": "I'm gonna go from here because I", "lG6noINs8PQ-00410-00111852-00112151": "scramble around with my papers", "lG6noINs8PQ-00411-00112152-00112384": "so good to be here so thankful for Kim", "lG6noINs8PQ-00412-00112385-00112786": "for all she does", "lG6noINs8PQ-00413-00112788-00113027": "and actually very honored to be here on", "lG6noINs8PQ-00414-00113028-00113333": "the bill with everybody", "lG6noINs8PQ-00415-00113333-00113531": "Old Man Fire", "lG6noINs8PQ-00416-00113532-00114040": "old man fire old man fire Old Man Fire", "lG6noINs8PQ-00417-00114041-00114258": "we Revere", "lG6noINs8PQ-00418-00114259-00114581": "respect and need you given by World", "lG6noINs8PQ-00419-00114582-00114845": "maker and coyote the glow on the tip of", "lG6noINs8PQ-00420-00114846-00115283": "his tail tip of his ears you can set us", "lG6noINs8PQ-00421-00115283-00115595": "free and you can devour us", "lG6noINs8PQ-00422-00115596-00115954": "both warmth and cold Slayer", "lG6noINs8PQ-00423-00115955-00116302": "beauty is deceptive you warp and dirty", "lG6noINs8PQ-00424-00116303-00116825": "the sky Sully us your face a glow until", "lG6noINs8PQ-00425-00116826-00117166": "distorted by growth fed by wind you sing", "lG6noINs8PQ-00426-00117167-00117727": "both a song of grandness and destruction", "lG6noINs8PQ-00427-00117728-00118223": "oh flame how you turn any beauty into", "lG6noINs8PQ-00428-00118224-00118625": "Ash linger in Black like us you need air", "lG6noINs8PQ-00429-00118626-00118978": "to survive must be fed your life like", "lG6noINs8PQ-00430-00118979-00119440": "ours is not Eternal oh fire old man old", "lG6noINs8PQ-00431-00119441-00119797": "man fire flaming fire fire flaming", "lG6noINs8PQ-00432-00119798-00120239": "essential to life you can and do take it", "lG6noINs8PQ-00433-00120240-00120340": "away", "lG6noINs8PQ-00434-00120341-00120784": "oh flame within the womb fire Moon black", "lG6noINs8PQ-00435-00120785-00121084": "Bones on the Ridgeline skeletal limb", "lG6noINs8PQ-00436-00121085-00121404": "crotch and trunk black down slopes", "lG6noINs8PQ-00437-00121405-00121913": "stubble scar Shadow oh man fire who", "lG6noINs8PQ-00438-00121914-00122284": "warms my home who took my sister old man", "lG6noINs8PQ-00439-00122285-00122590": "fire that burned our village the circle", "lG6noINs8PQ-00440-00122591-00122927": "inside our ceremonial house", "lG6noINs8PQ-00441-00122928-00123269": "heaving monster chasing whirling", "lG6noINs8PQ-00442-00123270-00123695": "devouring roaring fateful wind and spin", "lG6noINs8PQ-00443-00123696-00124193": "skirt of every color flapping black boot", "lG6noINs8PQ-00444-00124194-00124589": "old man fire we are not enemies you take", "lG6noINs8PQ-00445-00124590-00124927": "Precious sometimes everything so we must", "lG6noINs8PQ-00446-00124928-00125333": "combat you to survive even after you", "lG6noINs8PQ-00447-00125333-00125460": "depart", "lG6noINs8PQ-00448-00125461-00125836": "landscape of someone's life stripped", "lG6noINs8PQ-00449-00125838-00126202": "Meadow of charcoal ash afterward", "lG6noINs8PQ-00450-00126203-00126640": "broken glass and bent metal gyms in Gray", "lG6noINs8PQ-00451-00126641-00126928": "dust shiny black pill could take a", "lG6noINs8PQ-00452-00126929-00127402": "lifetime to swallow oh fire oh flame oh", "lG6noINs8PQ-00453-00127403-00127858": "Ash OH black cinder block smeared on", "lG6noINs8PQ-00454-00127859-00128752": "skin and we're grateful for Blue Sky", "lG6noINs8PQ-00455-00128753-00128975": "we had a heck of time with fires up", "lG6noINs8PQ-00456-00128976-00129149": "north", "lG6noINs8PQ-00457-00129150-00129395": "the reading was a benefit", "lG6noINs8PQ-00458-00129396-00129689": "make your checks payable to Valley", "lG6noINs8PQ-00459-00129690-00129940": "writers conference", "lG6noINs8PQ-00460-00129941-00130186": "and like mushrooms break through damp", "lG6noINs8PQ-00461-00130188-00130601": "but tough earth after rain the poem arcs", "lG6noINs8PQ-00462-00130602-00130925": "the circle in motion words fall out of", "lG6noINs8PQ-00463-00130926-00131201": "Pacific fog as the woman behind me", "lG6noINs8PQ-00464-00131202-00131585": "repeats each word precisely while her", "lG6noINs8PQ-00465-00131586-00131801": "husband pins the check", "lG6noINs8PQ-00466-00131802-00132154": "the donation to scholarship and as his", "lG6noINs8PQ-00467-00132155-00132437": "signature dries she asks do you know", "lG6noINs8PQ-00468-00132438-00132647": "what a squat is", "lG6noINs8PQ-00469-00132648-00133025": "halting the rocking motion of my feet I", "lG6noINs8PQ-00470-00133026-00133211": "don't know why they keep using that name", "lG6noINs8PQ-00471-00133212-00133451": "it's terrible she says", "lG6noINs8PQ-00472-00133452-00133763": "my rocking commences as her words roll", "lG6noINs8PQ-00473-00133764-00134081": "down my back with the fog how poetry", "lG6noINs8PQ-00474-00134082-00134416": "raises its head where words fall out of", "lG6noINs8PQ-00475-00134417-00134609": "the mouth of fate", "lG6noINs8PQ-00476-00134610-00134837": "my thanks are prayers", "lG6noINs8PQ-00477-00134838-00135161": "and I cannot cry for poetry or for", "lG6noINs8PQ-00478-00135162-00135454": "history in the fog light waiting for a", "lG6noINs8PQ-00479-00135455-00135661": "poetry reading on the Barbary Coast", "lG6noINs8PQ-00480-00135662-00136699": "because his tears might flood the bay", "lG6noINs8PQ-00481-00136700-00136973": "I get heckled because of that poem", "lG6noINs8PQ-00482-00136974-00137135": "because I always ask people to please", "lG6noINs8PQ-00483-00137136-00137477": "not use the word", "lG6noINs8PQ-00484-00137478-00137699": "and I was yelled from the back of the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00485-00137700-00137933": "room one time well what do you want us", "lG6noINs8PQ-00486-00137934-00138052": "to call them", "lG6noINs8PQ-00487-00138053-00138281": "and I said how about native women and", "lG6noINs8PQ-00488-00138282-00138437": "that happened in this city you were", "lG6noINs8PQ-00489-00138438-00138932": "there were you not yes okay I know it's", "lG6noINs8PQ-00490-00138933-00139157": "[Laughter]", "lG6noINs8PQ-00491-00139158-00139421": "um I know it's spring but like I said we", "lG6noINs8PQ-00492-00139422-00139673": "had a heck of a winter up north in", "lG6noINs8PQ-00493-00139674-00139937": "Mendocino County and for about two weeks", "lG6noINs8PQ-00494-00139938-00140128": "it seemed like every night it snowed", "lG6noINs8PQ-00495-00140129-00140393": "which was unusual and I grew up there so", "lG6noINs8PQ-00496-00140394-00140651": "anyway I want to read this poem Northern", "lG6noINs8PQ-00497-00140652-00140790": "women", "lG6noINs8PQ-00498-00140791-00141059": "the northern winter woman is the wet and", "lG6noINs8PQ-00499-00141060-00141347": "Moody one her legs Embrace naked hard", "lG6noINs8PQ-00500-00141348-00141647": "Timber she is the woman who pushes fog", "lG6noINs8PQ-00501-00141648-00141977": "Inland moist Brown woman bent Willow", "lG6noINs8PQ-00502-00141978-00142289": "woman the wood chopping woman the wet", "lG6noINs8PQ-00503-00142290-00142493": "winter woman struggles against wind", "lG6noINs8PQ-00504-00142494-00142757": "bending her back she is the White Water", "lG6noINs8PQ-00505-00142758-00143047": "woman who lingers with every storm", "lG6noINs8PQ-00506-00143048-00143339": "snow-faced woman waiting salmon woman", "lG6noINs8PQ-00507-00143340-00143693": "the fire building woman she is the earth", "lG6noINs8PQ-00508-00143694-00143993": "sucking water back into her womb the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00509-00143994-00144287": "woman who has herself become Knight", "lG6noINs8PQ-00510-00144288-00144611": "whose pulse is the stirring motion of", "lG6noINs8PQ-00511-00144612-00145019": "flowing water where wet women awaken in", "lG6noINs8PQ-00512-00145020-00145302": "Black forests", "lG6noINs8PQ-00513-00145303-00145552": "thank you", "lG6noINs8PQ-00514-00145553-00145852": "I have a friend up in Mendocino County a", "lG6noINs8PQ-00515-00145853-00146116": "sister poet Teresa whitehill and we were", "lG6noINs8PQ-00516-00146117-00146273": "involved in the Haiku Festival because", "lG6noINs8PQ-00517-00146274-00146681": "Ukiah spelled backward is haiku and so I", "lG6noINs8PQ-00518-00146682-00146878": "said well these don't adhere I don't", "lG6noINs8PQ-00519-00146879-00146999": "know if they're Haiku and she goes well", "lG6noINs8PQ-00520-00147000-00147239": "if they're not Haiku maybe they're loku", "lG6noINs8PQ-00521-00147240-00147581": "so I'm going with that", "lG6noINs8PQ-00522-00147582-00147959": "how long can someone hold on to a shadow", "lG6noINs8PQ-00523-00147960-00148331": "who in this life is shadowless", "lG6noINs8PQ-00524-00148332-00148769": "I'll name Shadow soft so easier to", "lG6noINs8PQ-00525-00148770-00148901": "swallow", "lG6noINs8PQ-00526-00148902-00149393": "Cloud Shadows on Blue Lake black waves", "lG6noINs8PQ-00527-00149394-00149885": "Shadow eyes lurking your heart running", "lG6noINs8PQ-00528-00149886-00150340": "Stone shadows in the throat choke", "lG6noINs8PQ-00529-00150341-00150754": "I'll lay beneath the shadow of your lips", "lG6noINs8PQ-00530-00150755-00151163": "who walks in Shadow with star mirrors", "lG6noINs8PQ-00531-00151164-00151666": "dry grass stalks shadows in night black", "lG6noINs8PQ-00532-00151667-00152177": "Inked Shadow love stain silence", "lG6noINs8PQ-00533-00152178-00152531": "Ivory Shadow Moon wink", "lG6noINs8PQ-00534-00152532-00152885": "Shadow on my eye of you", "lG6noINs8PQ-00535-00152886-00153293": "curve of your Jawbone half shadowed", "lG6noINs8PQ-00536-00153294-00153611": "sleep with me in the moist Shadows hold", "lG6noINs8PQ-00537-00153612-00154013": "my heart to the Sun", "lG6noINs8PQ-00538-00154014-00154397": "how long can someone hold on to Shadows", "lG6noINs8PQ-00539-00154398-00154739": "do you count your shadows or allow", "lG6noINs8PQ-00540-00154740-00155231": "others to", "lG6noINs8PQ-00541-00155232-00155633": "thank you", "lG6noINs8PQ-00542-00155634-00155897": "I wrote that a long long time ago I was", "lG6noINs8PQ-00543-00155898-00156035": "sitting on the computer and the TV was", "lG6noINs8PQ-00544-00156036-00156413": "on over here and it was the day that um", "lG6noINs8PQ-00545-00156414-00156689": "um the the blonde lady", "lG6noINs8PQ-00546-00156690-00156797": "um", "lG6noINs8PQ-00547-00156798-00157049": "had had departed this world and so it", "lG6noINs8PQ-00548-00157050-00157301": "was blasting on TV while I was writing", "lG6noINs8PQ-00549-00157302-00157589": "that but it had nothing to do with that", "lG6noINs8PQ-00550-00157590-00157843": "um", "lG6noINs8PQ-00551-00157844-00158189": "I I want to read this poem I called it", "lG6noINs8PQ-00552-00158190-00158375": "native plant ID and you know when you're", "lG6noINs8PQ-00553-00158376-00158519": "writing sometimes you don't know what's", "lG6noINs8PQ-00554-00158520-00158675": "going to happen or where it's going to", "lG6noINs8PQ-00555-00158676-00158797": "take you", "lG6noINs8PQ-00556-00158798-00158957": "and", "lG6noINs8PQ-00557-00158958-00159257": "um there's always this effort in the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00558-00159258-00159671": "last 20 and current years to identify", "lG6noINs8PQ-00559-00159672-00159954": "native plants and rejuvenate them", "lG6noINs8PQ-00560-00159955-00160247": "because many were", "lG6noINs8PQ-00561-00160248-00160349": "um", "lG6noINs8PQ-00562-00160350-00160714": "pushed away with non-native plants and", "lG6noINs8PQ-00563-00160715-00160949": "it's always a good effort but when I was", "lG6noINs8PQ-00564-00160950-00161159": "writing this I was not thinking of that", "lG6noINs8PQ-00565-00161160-00161471": "at all I was thinking about about plants", "lG6noINs8PQ-00566-00161472-00161783": "and how I identify with them and how", "lG6noINs8PQ-00567-00161784-00162040": "they're a part of many Native people's", "lG6noINs8PQ-00568-00162041-00162299": "lives but we don't go oh I really", "lG6noINs8PQ-00569-00162300-00162575": "identify with the native plants", "lG6noINs8PQ-00570-00162576-00162826": "and but then when I came up with the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00571-00162827-00163073": "title I was like okay that's cool", "lG6noINs8PQ-00572-00163074-00163276": "because it can play both ways and isn't", "lG6noINs8PQ-00573-00163277-00163469": "that what poetry is about", "lG6noINs8PQ-00574-00163470-00163643": "so we'll see", "lG6noINs8PQ-00575-00163644-00163876": "native plant ID", "lG6noINs8PQ-00576-00163877-00164026": "mushroom", "lG6noINs8PQ-00577-00164027-00164561": "Pope and Gill firm flesh food we share", "lG6noINs8PQ-00578-00164562-00164885": "with thousand Lincoln worm and deer in", "lG6noINs8PQ-00579-00164886-00165161": "whose flesh we taste", "lG6noINs8PQ-00580-00165162-00165340": "Pepperwood", "lG6noINs8PQ-00581-00165341-00165640": "holy medicine burned in the home of the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00582-00165641-00165947": "newly departed strength on strength", "lG6noINs8PQ-00583-00165948-00166416": "Spirit on Spirit to soften the grief", "lG6noINs8PQ-00584-00166417-00166801": "Elderberry flute song and clacker", "lG6noINs8PQ-00585-00166802-00167147": "calling the rhythm of ancient dance", "lG6noINs8PQ-00586-00167148-00167423": "sweet on our tongues", "lG6noINs8PQ-00587-00167424-00167578": "gooseberry", "lG6noINs8PQ-00588-00167579-00167921": "prickly globe of sunlight gently rolled", "lG6noINs8PQ-00589-00167922-00168311": "on a stone so we can Savor your insights", "lG6noINs8PQ-00590-00168312-00168611": "of nectar and Seed", "lG6noINs8PQ-00591-00168612-00168761": "Willow", "lG6noINs8PQ-00592-00168762-00169049": "essential for survival", "lG6noINs8PQ-00593-00169050-00169504": "split bent and woven into circles tight", "lG6noINs8PQ-00594-00169505-00169801": "enough to hold water", "lG6noINs8PQ-00595-00169802-00169961": "wormwood", "lG6noINs8PQ-00596-00169962-00170351": "healer swaying and spring wind", "lG6noINs8PQ-00597-00170352-00170749": "to heal strong enough to heal and harm", "lG6noINs8PQ-00598-00170750-00171125": "honored scent in our home", "lG6noINs8PQ-00599-00171126-00171551": "pine nut moisture in my mouth strung", "lG6noINs8PQ-00600-00171552-00171826": "with shell and Bone around the neck of", "lG6noINs8PQ-00601-00171827-00172049": "sacred dance", "lG6noINs8PQ-00602-00172050-00172175": "Cedar", "lG6noINs8PQ-00603-00172176-00172414": "your smoke and strength meet and", "lG6noINs8PQ-00604-00172415-00172793": "dissolve shadowed Spirits your planks", "lG6noINs8PQ-00605-00172794-00173009": "shelter us", "lG6noINs8PQ-00606-00173010-00173309": "I burn you each morning before leaving", "lG6noINs8PQ-00607-00173310-00173509": "my home", "lG6noINs8PQ-00608-00173510-00173675": "Angelica", "lG6noINs8PQ-00609-00173676-00174016": "carried in my bosom close to heart and", "lG6noINs8PQ-00610-00174017-00174173": "blood", "lG6noINs8PQ-00611-00174174-00174654": "healer eaten to strengthen the circle", "lG6noINs8PQ-00612-00174655-00175187": "buttercups small Sons on swaying thin", "lG6noINs8PQ-00613-00175188-00175613": "stalks my mother's favorite I will", "lG6noINs8PQ-00614-00175614-00176026": "forever see her face on your petals", "lG6noINs8PQ-00615-00176027-00176428": "dog Bane we crack and pull out your", "lG6noINs8PQ-00616-00176429-00176776": "innards roll and twist them into twine", "lG6noINs8PQ-00617-00176777-00177269": "to hold our world together", "lG6noINs8PQ-00618-00177270-00177604": "mushroom Revisited", "lG6noINs8PQ-00619-00177605-00177845": "creation does not allow for you to", "lG6noINs8PQ-00620-00177846-00178169": "remain underground you are destined to", "lG6noINs8PQ-00621-00178170-00178319": "find light", "lG6noINs8PQ-00622-00178320-00178588": "a journey beginning long before rain we", "lG6noINs8PQ-00623-00178589-00178835": "wait with you as you become firm and", "lG6noINs8PQ-00624-00178836-00179093": "Earth softens in subtle motion you", "lG6noINs8PQ-00625-00179094-00179411": "emerge to become food", "lG6noINs8PQ-00626-00179412-00179585": "We Gather", "lG6noINs8PQ-00627-00179586-00179933": "leaving your original seed to feed", "lG6noINs8PQ-00628-00179934-00180202": "tomorrow", "lG6noINs8PQ-00629-00180203-00180381": "thank you", "lG6noINs8PQ-00630-00180382-00183173": "[Applause]", "lG6noINs8PQ-00631-00183174-00183528": "apparently", "lG6noINs8PQ-00632-00183529-00183766": "that's okay", "lG6noINs8PQ-00633-00183767-00184126": "honestly it's just family here today", "lG6noINs8PQ-00634-00184127-00184426": "um our next poet I stood on this stage", "lG6noINs8PQ-00635-00184427-00184781": "and accepted my uh my Laureate ship and", "lG6noINs8PQ-00636-00184782-00184937": "Tonga was standing at the back and I", "lG6noINs8PQ-00637-00184938-00185188": "made a prediction that that he was", "lG6noINs8PQ-00638-00185189-00185351": "probably going to be I would eventually", "lG6noINs8PQ-00639-00185352-00185549": "sit in an audience and listen to him", "lG6noINs8PQ-00640-00185550-00185759": "give a similar speech and I was not", "lG6noINs8PQ-00641-00185760-00186023": "wrong except that it had to be on Zoom", "lG6noINs8PQ-00642-00186024-00186221": "because of the pandemic", "lG6noINs8PQ-00643-00186222-00186551": "I fully expect to wind up a tricky", "lG6noINs8PQ-00644-00186552-00186754": "trivia question about his early career", "lG6noINs8PQ-00645-00186755-00186976": "please welcome to the stage Tonka", "lG6noINs8PQ-00646-00186977-00187046": "eisenmark", "lG6noINs8PQ-00647-00187047-00189754": "[Applause]", "lG6noINs8PQ-00648-00189755-00190211": "S I had this uh this dream", "lG6noINs8PQ-00649-00190212-00190481": "uh Planet dead in the weekday that I was", "lG6noINs8PQ-00650-00190482-00190702": "laid up in the hospital", "lG6noINs8PQ-00651-00190703-00191002": "and people kept coming into my room by", "lG6noINs8PQ-00652-00191003-00191159": "the dozens", "lG6noINs8PQ-00653-00191160-00191495": "and each dozen had special handshakes", "lG6noINs8PQ-00654-00191496-00191704": "for each other and occasionally current", "lG6noINs8PQ-00655-00191705-00191951": "dance moves and they would kick my", "lG6noINs8PQ-00656-00191952-00192263": "hospital bed from time to time to let me", "lG6noINs8PQ-00657-00192264-00192509": 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"lG6noINs8PQ-00886-00239064-00239237": "on an amazing grace I rented this body", "lG6noINs8PQ-00887-00239238-00239381": "from some circumference of slavery", "lG6noINs8PQ-00888-00239382-00239537": "remember being kicked out the Midwest", "lG6noINs8PQ-00889-00239538-00239777": "strange food theater lithium in circuses", "lG6noINs8PQ-00890-00239778-00239927": "like-minded stomachs the ruling class", "lG6noINs8PQ-00891-00239928-00240094": "blessing their blank checks with Levy", "lG6noINs8PQ-00892-00240096-00240298": "phone with opioid T sentient dollar", "lG6noINs8PQ-00893-00240300-00240460": "bills yelling to each other pocket to", "lG6noINs8PQ-00894-00240461-00240646": "pocket cello stands in the precinct for", "lG6noINs8PQ-00895-00240648-00240815": "a company counter revolutionaries my", "lG6noINs8PQ-00896-00240816-00240971": "mother raised me with a simple pain the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00897-00240971-00241187": "poet loses his mind like the room has", "lG6noINs8PQ-00898-00241188-00241379": "weather her first girlfriend gravity", "lG6noINs8PQ-00899-00241380-00241523": "difference between me and you the man", "lG6noINs8PQ-00900-00241523-00241660": "this wants me forever a pair of", "lG6noINs8PQ-00901-00241661-00241829": "Apartments defined in both my family and", "lG6noINs8PQ-00902-00241830-00242039": "political composers books behind my back", "lG6noINs8PQ-00903-00242040-00242189": "bail money paved into the streets", "lG6noINs8PQ-00904-00242190-00242434": "playing Euphoria Euphoria cliche bracing", "lG6noINs8PQ-00905-00242435-00242584": "for the medicines recourse sharing a", "lG6noINs8PQ-00906-00242585-00242746": "dirty dirty sounds with my friends black", "lG6noINs8PQ-00907-00242748-00242927": "Jacob is underground Topography of her", "lG6noINs8PQ-00908-00242928-00243119": "grandmother's hands psychology of the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00909-00243119-00243251": "mass now", "lG6noINs8PQ-00910-00243252-00243941": "teeth of the Mask again", "lG6noINs8PQ-00911-00243942-00245765": "[Applause]", "lG6noINs8PQ-00912-00245766-00245981": "the other organizers will recognize the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00913-00245982-00246203": "concept of a slow stage this is a slow", "lG6noINs8PQ-00914-00246204-00246431": "stage", "lG6noINs8PQ-00915-00246432-00247048": "our next reader", "lG6noINs8PQ-00916-00247050-00247175": "sorry", "lG6noINs8PQ-00917-00247176-00247660": "our next reader is hayatelli on Zinga", "lG6noINs8PQ-00918-00247661-00247931": "who is the current Poet Laureate of um", "lG6noINs8PQ-00919-00247932-00248255": "Oakland and is also the inaugural poet", "lG6noINs8PQ-00920-00248256-00248477": "laureate of Oakland", "lG6noINs8PQ-00921-00248478-00248548": "um", "lG6noINs8PQ-00922-00248550-00248765": "we have not spent nearly enough time", "lG6noINs8PQ-00923-00248766-00249101": "together I Love This Woman's writing and", "lG6noINs8PQ-00924-00249102-00249448": "it is my aspiration to", "lG6noINs8PQ-00925-00249450-00249665": "create a situation where the Venn", "lG6noINs8PQ-00926-00249666-00249917": "diagram that is where we overlap gets", "lG6noINs8PQ-00927-00249917-00250373": "bigger", "lG6noINs8PQ-00928-00250373-00250848": "come on up", "lG6noINs8PQ-00929-00250850-00251069": "[Applause]", "lG6noINs8PQ-00930-00251069-00251255": "I was supposed to say she's going to be", "lG6noINs8PQ-00931-00251256-00252965": "an alternator", "lG6noINs8PQ-00932-00252966-00253156": "I'm gonna go over here because when you", "lG6noINs8PQ-00933-00253157-00253360": "stand up where things happen", "lG6noINs8PQ-00934-00253361-00253775": "just", "lG6noINs8PQ-00935-00253776-00254939": "all right", "lG6noINs8PQ-00936-00254940-00255394": "Mama Connie's point", "lG6noINs8PQ-00937-00255396-00255598": "Mama Connie is my", "lG6noINs8PQ-00938-00255600-00255832": "great-grandmother", "lG6noINs8PQ-00939-00255833-00256198": "and so", "lG6noINs8PQ-00940-00256200-00256594": "we always greet the elders in the room", "lG6noINs8PQ-00941-00256596-00257075": "whether or not you can see them", "lG6noINs8PQ-00942-00257076-00257344": "sent in a room can pull me back through", "lG6noINs8PQ-00943-00257346-00257465": "time", "lG6noINs8PQ-00944-00257466-00257813": "sometimes it's a song truth is I can be", "lG6noINs8PQ-00945-00257814-00258065": "interrupted in the middle of a thought", "lG6noINs8PQ-00946-00258066-00258377": "the ancestors call clearer than a phone", "lG6noINs8PQ-00947-00258378-00258737": "line ringing they want to talk through", "lG6noINs8PQ-00948-00258738-00259013": "me they want to say something they need", "lG6noINs8PQ-00949-00259014-00259319": "a tongue I give them mine", "lG6noINs8PQ-00950-00259319-00259606": "today they want you to know there is", "lG6noINs8PQ-00951-00259607-00259715": "nothing new", "lG6noINs8PQ-00952-00259716-00260044": "they have always been Stars we are", "lG6noINs8PQ-00953-00260046-00260387": "cosmic dust fragments of all that it's", "lG6noINs8PQ-00954-00260388-00260680": "ever been there is nothing new", "lG6noINs8PQ-00955-00260681-00260992": "only those who have forgotten those who", "lG6noINs8PQ-00956-00260994-00261173": "think this is all", "lG6noINs8PQ-00957-00261173-00261665": "now is not all here is not all they want", "lG6noINs8PQ-00958-00261666-00261815": "us to know that there is nothing new", "lG6noINs8PQ-00959-00261816-00262169": "nothing unthought only unknown in the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00960-00262170-00262265": "now", "lG6noINs8PQ-00961-00262266-00262613": "they want us to Remember to Remember", "lG6noINs8PQ-00962-00262614-00262829": "they say it's important", "lG6noINs8PQ-00963-00262830-00263177": "there are things that get lost the sound", "lG6noINs8PQ-00964-00263178-00263593": "of someone's left to a gift from on high", "lG6noINs8PQ-00965-00263594-00263980": "forgotten floating somewhere waiting to", "lG6noINs8PQ-00966-00263981-00264227": "be remembered the sweat of a brow", "lG6noINs8PQ-00967-00264228-00264575": "furrowed in concentration falling into", "lG6noINs8PQ-00968-00264576-00264743": "the dirt", "lG6noINs8PQ-00969-00264744-00264923": "to become a part", "lG6noINs8PQ-00970-00264924-00265258": "of the all carried in the wind the rain", "lG6noINs8PQ-00971-00265259-00265613": "down again absorbed forever waiting for", "lG6noINs8PQ-00972-00265614-00265889": "its moment to be recalled", "lG6noINs8PQ-00973-00265890-00266179": "the curve of a muscle strained in burden", "lG6noINs8PQ-00974-00266180-00266591": "holding lifting making the now", "lG6noINs8PQ-00975-00266592-00266999": "I stand in honoring that toll that", "lG6noINs8PQ-00976-00267000-00267382": "honest labor often free unrewarded but", "lG6noINs8PQ-00977-00267383-00267521": "earnest", "lG6noINs8PQ-00978-00267522-00267725": "there are stories of quiet Saturday", "lG6noINs8PQ-00979-00267726-00268013": "mornings in the back seats of cars", "lG6noINs8PQ-00980-00268014-00268258": "no money but going somewhere", "lG6noINs8PQ-00981-00268259-00268625": "looking seeing longing for some future", "lG6noINs8PQ-00982-00268626-00269008": "time not knowing those precious moments", "lG6noINs8PQ-00983-00269009-00269230": "would disappear under the weight of", "lG6noINs8PQ-00984-00269231-00269560": "those Future Days long and empty of the", "lG6noINs8PQ-00985-00269561-00269897": "things that roll softly before them or", "lG6noINs8PQ-00986-00269898-00270227": "were drugged down long dark hallways", "lG6noINs8PQ-00987-00270228-00270563": "some lost on purpose others Waiting For", "lG6noINs8PQ-00988-00270564-00270856": "Thought to brush up against them", "lG6noINs8PQ-00989-00270857-00271019": "things like", "lG6noINs8PQ-00990-00271020-00271241": "the sound of your dead great", "lG6noINs8PQ-00991-00271242-00271447": "grandmother's name", "lG6noINs8PQ-00992-00271448-00271697": "gasping for air", "lG6noINs8PQ-00993-00271698-00272141": "waiting for you to say it aloud", "lG6noINs8PQ-00994-00272142-00272327": "they want us to know that we are their", "lG6noINs8PQ-00995-00272328-00272513": "future", "lG6noINs8PQ-00996-00272514-00272801": "yes the dead have futures", "lG6noINs8PQ-00997-00272802-00273023": "we live them", "lG6noINs8PQ-00998-00273024-00273275": "they want us to know that they left work", "lG6noINs8PQ-00999-00273276-00273425": "for us", "lG6noINs8PQ-01000-00273426-00273653": "they want us to remember what they tried", "lG6noINs8PQ-01001-00273654-00273947": "but could not do all that was dreamed", "lG6noINs8PQ-01002-00273948-00274180": "they want us to do it", "lG6noINs8PQ-01003-00274181-00274480": "they want us to know that we are a", "lG6noINs8PQ-01004-00274481-00274703": "promise that they dream on", "lG6noINs8PQ-01005-00274704-00275003": "yes the dead have dreams", "lG6noINs8PQ-01006-00275004-00275237": "we are their dreams", "lG6noINs8PQ-01007-00275238-00275680": "are rising our falling our pain our joy", "lG6noINs8PQ-01008-00275681-00275915": "they want us to know", "lG6noINs8PQ-01009-00275916-00276173": "they told me to write it down", "lG6noINs8PQ-01010-00276174-00276479": "and to say it aloud", "lG6noINs8PQ-01011-00276480-00276719": "I wrote it down", "lG6noINs8PQ-01012-00276720-00277298": "I'm saying it aloud", "lG6noINs8PQ-01013-00277299-00277847": "[Applause]", "lG6noINs8PQ-01014-00277848-00278110": "something is always dying", "lG6noINs8PQ-01015-00278111-00278453": "just not in the middle of the room", "lG6noINs8PQ-01016-00278454-00278806": "they were roses before they were mulch", "lG6noINs8PQ-01017-00278807-00279125": "five pennies in a drawer a Beggar's", "lG6noINs8PQ-01018-00279126-00279449": "Feast is better than an empty basket all", "lG6noINs8PQ-01019-00279450-00279641": "stories start with the potential of", "lG6noINs8PQ-01020-00279642-00279839": "Happy Endings", "lG6noINs8PQ-01021-00279840-00280115": "I have walked from miles in the eye of", "lG6noINs8PQ-01022-00280116-00280445": "the storm blinded by the sun I saw it", "lG6noINs8PQ-01023-00280446-00280751": "for seven miles I was a full moon", "lG6noINs8PQ-01024-00280752-00281027": "with five pennies in my pocket", "lG6noINs8PQ-01025-00281028-00281230": "life is a dream", "lG6noINs8PQ-01026-00281231-00281603": "that ends upon waking roses and", "lG6noINs8PQ-01027-00281604-00281897": "Illusions die centuries underwater", "lG6noINs8PQ-01028-00281898-00282191": "sleeping Phantoms and deep the bones and", "lG6noINs8PQ-01029-00282192-00282623": "I sometimes death saves you for life", "lG6noINs8PQ-01030-00282624-00282905": "roses floating on water", "lG6noINs8PQ-01031-00282906-00283151": "five pennies in a drawer", "lG6noINs8PQ-01032-00283152-00283427": "now that's the smell of hope she said", "lG6noINs8PQ-01033-00283428-00283679": "but never quite understood that", "lG6noINs8PQ-01034-00283680-00283973": "metaphors dressed the truth for dinner a", "lG6noINs8PQ-01035-00283974-00284182": "meal of ghosts walking on the water", "lG6noINs8PQ-01036-00284183-00284447": "mostly bone but some Have Eyes floating", "lG6noINs8PQ-01037-00284448-00284758": "across the graveyard North Star eyes", "lG6noINs8PQ-01038-00284759-00285180": "dream of locomotion", "lG6noINs8PQ-01039-00285181-00285460": "transplanted trees grow in the direction", "lG6noINs8PQ-01040-00285461-00285760": "of home", "lG6noINs8PQ-01041-00285761-00286234": "my MLK walk resurrected itself on a milk", "lG6noINs8PQ-01042-00286235-00286577": "carton in Harlem became black Berets", "lG6noINs8PQ-01043-00286578-00286913": "leather coats and guns Locomotion became", "lG6noINs8PQ-01044-00286914-00287177": "movement they were roses before they", "lG6noINs8PQ-01045-00287178-00287356": "were mulch", "lG6noINs8PQ-01046-00287357-00287705": "something is always dying", "lG6noINs8PQ-01047-00287706-00288034": "minutes murder hours every Sunrise light", "lG6noINs8PQ-01048-00288035-00288358": "Cuts dark rage and bullets next to the", "lG6noINs8PQ-01049-00288359-00288539": "Hope in the drawer", "lG6noINs8PQ-01050-00288540-00288929": "Bones on the water bleeding Lions onto", "lG6noINs8PQ-01051-00288930-00289067": "the streets and the flow of lost", "lG6noINs8PQ-01052-00289068-00289349": "religions dangerously feeding the", "lG6noINs8PQ-01053-00289350-00289475": "lumping", "lG6noINs8PQ-01054-00289476-00289715": "Baraka said", "lG6noINs8PQ-01055-00289716-00290027": "every man should see himself when", "lG6noINs8PQ-01056-00290028-00290275": "thinking of God", "lG6noINs8PQ-01057-00290276-00290621": "spotlights and sunsets I buried my five", "lG6noINs8PQ-01058-00290622-00290897": "pennies in the back of my mind next to", "lG6noINs8PQ-01059-00290898-00291125": "the chatty dead people", "lG6noINs8PQ-01060-00291126-00291401": "I want it to be a river", "lG6noINs8PQ-01061-00291402-00291689": "but the ocean branded me", "lG6noINs8PQ-01062-00291690-00292019": "one hand a spear the other a shield", "lG6noINs8PQ-01063-00292020-00292282": "neither to favored", "lG6noINs8PQ-01064-00292283-00292529": "the dead won't shut up they got them", "lG6noINs8PQ-01065-00292530-00292853": "pennies they rattle them like dice", "lG6noINs8PQ-01066-00292854-00293153": "something is always dying", "lG6noINs8PQ-01067-00293154-00293495": "just not in the middle of the room", "lG6noINs8PQ-01068-00293496-00293765": "the wind won't leave me alone", "lG6noINs8PQ-01069-00293766-00294005": "got me watching fig trees and praying", "lG6noINs8PQ-01070-00294006-00294299": "the grapevines crows and those Watch", "lG6noINs8PQ-01071-00294300-00294856": "Over Me Knowing I too want roots", "lG6noINs8PQ-01072-00294857-00295319": "that dream drowns a thousand times a day", "lG6noINs8PQ-01073-00295320-00295679": "shocks and I itinerate poets prophets", "lG6noINs8PQ-01074-00295680-00296039": "writing dirty God's trombones Joshua", "lG6noINs8PQ-01075-00296040-00296255": "rode into Jericho with the confidence of", "lG6noINs8PQ-01076-00296256-00296399": "Hannibal", "lG6noINs8PQ-01077-00296400-00296680": "I got an eighth of some good grain", "lG6noINs8PQ-01078-00296681-00296884": "gin for ogun", "lG6noINs8PQ-01079-00296885-00297293": "I favor brown liquor drums and gods of", "lG6noINs8PQ-01080-00297294-00297419": "thunder", "lG6noINs8PQ-01081-00297420-00297610": "I talked to the Dead", "lG6noINs8PQ-01082-00297611-00297965": "we got pennies for us they rattle like", "lG6noINs8PQ-01083-00297966-00298399": "dice as we float across the graveyard", "lG6noINs8PQ-01084-00298400-00298615": "rootless", "lG6noINs8PQ-01085-00298616-00298960": "ruthlessly defying the storm", "lG6noINs8PQ-01086-00298961-00299213": "riding on a wind", "lG6noINs8PQ-01087-00299214-00299399": "rage", "lG6noINs8PQ-01088-00299400-00299603": "and bullets", "lG6noINs8PQ-01089-00299604-00300046": "in an Open Door", "lG6noINs8PQ-01090-00300047-00300725": "[Applause]", "lG6noINs8PQ-01091-00300726-00300930": "Inc", "lG6noINs8PQ-01092-00300931-00301349": "writer's blood Indigo sorcery singing", "lG6noINs8PQ-01093-00301350-00301669": "blues and exaltation without 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words of books too sacred to write", "lG6noINs8PQ-01148-00317333-00317656": "Inc never had the keys to the temple", "lG6noINs8PQ-01149-00317657-00317975": "it always told the story after", "lG6noINs8PQ-01150-00317976-00318184": "unless of course it was written on the", "lG6noINs8PQ-01151-00318185-00318406": "face of a virgin bride then it might", "lG6noINs8PQ-01152-00318407-00318730": "tell dreams that signify maybe but you", "lG6noINs8PQ-01153-00318731-00319054": "got to be sleep to dream spit is awake", "lG6noINs8PQ-01154-00319055-00319439": "Inc stole Jazz from Coltrane stole the", "lG6noINs8PQ-01155-00319440-00319708": "sound of dance from delegate Dusty", "lG6noINs8PQ-01156-00319709-00319973": "dancers no one wrote about them just", "lG6noINs8PQ-01157-00319974-00320158": "danced their stories without remembering", "lG6noINs8PQ-01158-00320159-00320380": "the calluses on their feet ink ain't", "lG6noINs8PQ-01159-00320381-00320549": "free it cost a lot to color", "lG6noINs8PQ-01160-00320550-00320806": "improvisation in amateur colors well", "lG6noINs8PQ-01161-00320807-00321082": "five-year-olds Massacre 100 year old", "lG6noINs8PQ-01162-00321083-00321341": "music trapped on a page not meaning what", "lG6noINs8PQ-01163-00321342-00321508": "it meant when it was written", "lG6noINs8PQ-01164-00321509-00321719": "yeah actually a lot", "lG6noINs8PQ-01165-00321720-00321929": "some of it ain't true", "lG6noINs8PQ-01166-00321930-00322156": "some sound fine", "lG6noINs8PQ-01167-00322157-00322451": "sound like who they want to be when they", "lG6noINs8PQ-01168-00322452-00322571": "Mama looking", "lG6noINs8PQ-01169-00322572-00322780": "not the way they treated my mama not the", "lG6noINs8PQ-01170-00322781-00322937": "way they treat me nor the way they want", "lG6noINs8PQ-01171-00322938-00323201": "to treat my kids or my kids kids", "lG6noINs8PQ-01172-00323202-00323441": "they leave that part out", "lG6noINs8PQ-01173-00323442-00323704": "they don't like the color of that down", "lG6noINs8PQ-01174-00323705-00323963": "they keep it parted in with the notes", "lG6noINs8PQ-01175-00323964-00324239": "though not like babies in bath water ink", "lG6noINs8PQ-01176-00324240-00324569": "has been known to be scandalous ink", "lG6noINs8PQ-01177-00324570-00324839": "hurts rabbits with a cannon you best", "lG6noINs8PQ-01178-00324840-00325121": "watch out for a rabbit packing heat on", "lG6noINs8PQ-01179-00325122-00325343": "with a quick tongue and they own history", "lG6noINs8PQ-01180-00325344-00325630": "Twisted in DNA and ask yourself how you", "lG6noINs8PQ-01181-00325631-00325882": "burn that if spit remembers to remember", "lG6noINs8PQ-01182-00325883-00326182": "how you shoot the nose off that if spit", "lG6noINs8PQ-01183-00326183-00326458": "see stars you need to invent a telescope", "lG6noINs8PQ-01184-00326459-00326663": "to find what else it know that you don't", "lG6noINs8PQ-01185-00326664-00326789": "know", "lG6noINs8PQ-01186-00326790-00326956": "listen", "lG6noINs8PQ-01187-00326957-00327197": "and maybe you can write it down", "lG6noINs8PQ-01188-00327198-00327449": "ink is good for that", "lG6noINs8PQ-01189-00327450-00327617": "but it don't swear to tell the truth", "lG6noINs8PQ-01190-00327618-00327856": "it's hard to look in the eye and it", "lG6noINs8PQ-01191-00327857-00328103": "don't always signify what it meant when", "lG6noINs8PQ-01192-00328104-00328379": "it was written it don't signify", "lG6noINs8PQ-01193-00328380-00328679": "what does ink leave you out", "lG6noINs8PQ-01194-00328680-00328930": "do you still exist", "lG6noINs8PQ-01195-00328931-00329237": "what if inks are you is what you like", "lG6noINs8PQ-01196-00329238-00329406": "then is you", "lG6noINs8PQ-01197-00329407-00329717": "what if ink fill up the whole page", "lG6noINs8PQ-01198-00329718-00330047": "leaving you only the margin you got", "lG6noINs8PQ-01199-00330048-00330227": "enough room to write", "lG6noINs8PQ-01200-00330228-00330425": "what if they left parts of you floating", "lG6noINs8PQ-01201-00330426-00330569": "in the ocean", "lG6noINs8PQ-01202-00330570-00330760": "what if you left parts of yourself", "lG6noINs8PQ-01203-00330761-00331097": "behind discarded out of survival's", "lG6noINs8PQ-01204-00331098-00331439": "necessity do you write that Tale", "lG6noINs8PQ-01205-00331440-00331637": "if you ain't got a language anymore how", "lG6noINs8PQ-01206-00331638-00331858": "you're right if they take your word as", "lG6noINs8PQ-01207-00331859-00332080": "soon as you say them twist Spin and mix", "lG6noINs8PQ-01208-00332081-00332579": "them ring profit from your Prophets", "lG6noINs8PQ-01209-00332580-00332758": "how you", "lG6noINs8PQ-01210-00332759-00333227": "or the story of you survive", "lG6noINs8PQ-01211-00333228-00333463": "well maybe you invent some new words", "lG6noINs8PQ-01212-00333464-00333821": "spitting freed Styles when cons is never", "lG6noINs8PQ-01213-00333822-00334127": "Inked two ball razor words meaning", "lG6noINs8PQ-01214-00334128-00334319": "changing before they can write it down", "lG6noINs8PQ-01215-00334320-00334529": "or How You Like Me Now you think you win", "lG6noINs8PQ-01216-00334530-00334732": "the conversation you think", "lG6noINs8PQ-01217-00334733-00335093": "well it don't signify like blue black", "lG6noINs8PQ-01218-00335094-00335515": "wrinkled old men in stingy brims teeth", "lG6noINs8PQ-01219-00335516-00335837": "glitching five dollars to guards breath", "lG6noINs8PQ-01220-00335838-00336010": "smelling the gin and knowing from a", "lG6noINs8PQ-01221-00336011-00336293": "distance whose eyes grin as they", "lG6noINs8PQ-01222-00336294-00336569": "eloquently explode Divine curses like", "lG6noINs8PQ-01223-00336570-00336856": "hooks from age to wine and you gotta", "lG6noINs8PQ-01224-00336857-00337108": "shake your head so it don't hit you as", "lG6noINs8PQ-01225-00337109-00337306": "it moves through the room shutting like", "lG6noINs8PQ-01226-00337307-00337613": "a big butt woman everybody looking now", "lG6noINs8PQ-01227-00337614-00337841": "how you write that though", "lG6noINs8PQ-01228-00337842-00338104": "now when Spirit rise up around midnight", "lG6noINs8PQ-01229-00338105-00338387": "can only be a piece by breath breaking", "lG6noINs8PQ-01230-00338388-00338704": "past cracked lips like wind over sharp", "lG6noINs8PQ-01231-00338705-00338951": "mountains Ink Can't signify can only", "lG6noINs8PQ-01232-00338952-00339304": "chase the wind Nomo is the wind catching", "lG6noINs8PQ-01233-00339305-00339467": "the hymns of old ladies on Sunday", "lG6noINs8PQ-01234-00339468-00339749": "mornings now how you write that down how", "lG6noINs8PQ-01235-00339750-00339941": "you write crossing the desert called an", "lG6noINs8PQ-01236-00339942-00340253": "ocean cosmically homeless transatlantic", "lG6noINs8PQ-01237-00340254-00340547": "transgression press like powder", "lG6noINs8PQ-01238-00340548-00340787": "exploding purple super beams the", "lG6noINs8PQ-01239-00340788-00340997": "products of products overflowing with", "lG6noINs8PQ-01240-00340998-00341171": "product everybody's swinging it ain't", "lG6noINs8PQ-01241-00341172-00341477": "nobody got time to Duck Boots we still", "lG6noINs8PQ-01242-00341478-00341979": "here how do you write that down", "lG6noINs8PQ-01243-00341980-00344471": "[Applause]", "lG6noINs8PQ-01244-00344472-00344795": "there are not a whole lot of people that", "lG6noINs8PQ-01245-00344796-00345095": "I have a hard time reading after", "lG6noINs8PQ-01246-00345096-00345419": "you're gonna set up", "lG6noINs8PQ-01247-00345420-00345754": "that's one of them", "lG6noINs8PQ-01248-00345755-00346253": "so I'm not gonna I'm gonna introduce", "lG6noINs8PQ-01249-00346254-00346451": "from the state of California we sure", "lG6noINs8PQ-01250-00346452-00346684": "waited long enough for you hon", "lG6noINs8PQ-01251-00346685-00346960": "there was a break in the string of", "lG6noINs8PQ-01252-00346961-00347195": "Gloria it's there for a little bit and", "lG6noINs8PQ-01253-00347196-00347441": "it's necessary for this state of all", "lG6noINs8PQ-01254-00347442-00347632": "states I'm sure all states feel that way", "lG6noINs8PQ-01255-00347633-00347884": "but I sure feel that way Lee hurricane", "lG6noINs8PQ-01256-00347885-00348073": "I've been", "lG6noINs8PQ-01257-00348074-00348353": "corresponding for some time since I", "lG6noINs8PQ-01258-00348354-00348497": "think the first time we've ever done", "lG6noINs8PQ-01259-00348498-00348658": "this face to face we've seen each other", "lG6noINs8PQ-01260-00348659-00348875": "in thumb print", "lG6noINs8PQ-01261-00348876-00349225": "um uh internet communications", "lG6noINs8PQ-01262-00349226-00349613": "periodically but uh I'm just delighted I", "lG6noINs8PQ-01263-00349614-00349913": "love his work it's quite easy sometimes", "lG6noINs8PQ-01264-00349914-00350243": "to forget that the the people who do the", "lG6noINs8PQ-01265-00350244-00350554": "organizing are also really good writers", "lG6noINs8PQ-01266-00350555-00350723": "that was sort of part of this exercise", "lG6noINs8PQ-01267-00350724-00350932": "today", "lG6noINs8PQ-01268-00350933-00351208": "um anyway you don't want to continue to", "lG6noINs8PQ-01269-00351209-00351413": "hear me Lee Herrick come on up to this", "lG6noINs8PQ-01270-00351414-00351475": "microphone", "lG6noINs8PQ-01271-00351476-00352889": "[Applause]", "lG6noINs8PQ-01272-00352890-00353777": "laughs", "lG6noINs8PQ-01273-00353778-00354082": "okay", "lG6noINs8PQ-01274-00354083-00354449": "um", "lG6noINs8PQ-01275-00354450-00354760": "I could listen to that all day those are", "lG6noINs8PQ-01276-00354761-00354875": "incredible", "lG6noINs8PQ-01277-00354876-00355228": "I'm grateful to be here I'm honored to", "lG6noINs8PQ-01278-00355229-00355523": "read with everybody and Kim thank you so", "lG6noINs8PQ-01279-00355524-00355756": "much for having me", "lG6noINs8PQ-01280-00355757-00355949": "um I was telling her earlier so I might", "lG6noINs8PQ-01281-00355950-00356165": "as well say it here", "lG6noINs8PQ-01282-00356166-00356221": "um", "lG6noINs8PQ-01283-00356222-00356453": "admired you and your work and your", "lG6noINs8PQ-01284-00356454-00356699": "spirit from afar for a long time so it's", "lG6noINs8PQ-01285-00356700-00356837": "good to be here", "lG6noINs8PQ-01286-00356838-00356980": "and and thank you for bringing us", "lG6noINs8PQ-01287-00356981-00357113": "together", "lG6noINs8PQ-01288-00357114-00357341": "I um", "lG6noINs8PQ-01289-00357342-00357658": "so I was appointed a", "lG6noINs8PQ-01290-00357659-00357995": "about four months ago now and that was", "lG6noINs8PQ-01291-00357996-00358219": "after about a seven or eight month", "lG6noINs8PQ-01292-00358220-00358463": "period where I just didn't think much of", "lG6noINs8PQ-01293-00358464-00358751": "it you know coming from a state like", "lG6noINs8PQ-01294-00358752-00358937": "this", "lG6noINs8PQ-01295-00358938-00359213": "with poets like this you don't think", "lG6noINs8PQ-01296-00359214-00359434": "something like that and I and I wasn't", "lG6noINs8PQ-01297-00359435-00359687": "really you know", "lG6noINs8PQ-01298-00359688-00359854": "um I think our next one might be in this", "lG6noINs8PQ-01299-00359855-00360197": "room too and I kind of forgot about it", "lG6noINs8PQ-01300-00360198-00360449": "um and then I got a call and I knew I", "lG6noINs8PQ-01301-00360450-00360797": "was being Advanced and had a really", "lG6noINs8PQ-01302-00360798-00361006": "kind of intense but wonderful interview", "lG6noINs8PQ-01303-00361007-00361199": "with about six people from the", "lG6noINs8PQ-01304-00361200-00361391": "governor's staff and it's been a", "lG6noINs8PQ-01305-00361392-00361619": "whirlwind ever since", "lG6noINs8PQ-01306-00361620-00361708": "um", "lG6noINs8PQ-01307-00361709-00362015": "this is incredible place I know you all", "lG6noINs8PQ-01308-00362016-00362219": "know that but", "lG6noINs8PQ-01309-00362220-00362465": "um it's been a joy just to see that in", "lG6noINs8PQ-01310-00362466-00362656": "in full color", "lG6noINs8PQ-01311-00362657-00362932": "so I'm going to read", "lG6noINs8PQ-01312-00362933-00363160": "um", "lG6noINs8PQ-01313-00363161-00363478": "actually before I read I want to say", "lG6noINs8PQ-01314-00363479-00363713": "that the program or the project that I'm", "lG6noINs8PQ-01315-00363714-00363923": "starting hopefully will be on the", "lG6noINs8PQ-01316-00363924-00364223": "California Arts Council website by June", "lG6noINs8PQ-01317-00364224-00364469": "1st we're shooting for and it's called", "lG6noINs8PQ-01318-00364470-00364739": "our California and", "lG6noINs8PQ-01319-00364740-00365021": "we hope to get poems from all", "lG6noINs8PQ-01320-00365022-00365219": "Californians who would like to send in a", "lG6noINs8PQ-01321-00365220-00365537": "poem uh any age", "lG6noINs8PQ-01322-00365538-00365782": "any experience level", "lG6noINs8PQ-01323-00365783-00365993": "documented or not", "lG6noINs8PQ-01324-00365994-00366178": "free or not", "lG6noINs8PQ-01325-00366179-00366391": "I've been doing some talks and readings", "lG6noINs8PQ-01326-00366392-00366737": "invited to state prisons those are", "lG6noINs8PQ-01327-00366738-00366887": "Californians too", "lG6noINs8PQ-01328-00366888-00367067": "so anybody who would like to sin in a", "lG6noINs8PQ-01329-00367068-00367367": "poem we hope to get those and we'll be", "lG6noINs8PQ-01330-00367368-00367565": "posting them all on the California Arts", "lG6noINs8PQ-01331-00367566-00367810": "Council website a poem about your city", "lG6noINs8PQ-01332-00367811-00368123": "or your town or or your state as you see", "lG6noINs8PQ-01333-00368124-00368453": "it what you love about it what Joy you", "lG6noINs8PQ-01334-00368454-00368723": "find in it and what you change about it", "lG6noINs8PQ-01335-00368724-00369125": "what you don't love about it", "lG6noINs8PQ-01336-00369126-00369341": "um this was a poem I wrote", "lG6noINs8PQ-01337-00369342-00369647": "uh thinking about", "lG6noINs8PQ-01338-00369648-00369856": "um California as I saw it things I'd", "lG6noINs8PQ-01339-00369857-00370775": "seen and hoped for and imagined", "lG6noINs8PQ-01340-00370776-00371141": "my California", "lG6noINs8PQ-01341-00371142-00371284": "here", "lG6noINs8PQ-01342-00371285-00371627": "an olive votive keeps the sunset lit", "lG6noINs8PQ-01343-00371628-00371854": "the Korean 20-somethings talk about", "lG6noINs8PQ-01344-00371855-00372371": "hyphens graduate school and good pot", "lG6noINs8PQ-01345-00372372-00372665": "and a group of four at a window table in", "lG6noINs8PQ-01346-00372666-00373025": "Carpinteria discuss the quality of wines", "lG6noINs8PQ-01347-00373026-00373469": "in Napa Valley versus Lodi", "lG6noINs8PQ-01348-00373470-00373606": "here", "lG6noINs8PQ-01349-00373607-00373913": "in my California the streets remember", "lG6noINs8PQ-01350-00373914-00374297": "the Chicano poet whose songs still Bank", "lG6noINs8PQ-01351-00374298-00374645": "off Fresno's beer soaked gutters and", "lG6noINs8PQ-01352-00374646-00375030": "almond trees impartial blossom", "lG6noINs8PQ-01353-00375031-00375437": "here in my California we fish out long", "lG6noINs8PQ-01354-00375438-00375730": "noodles from the pho with such accuracy", "lG6noINs8PQ-01355-00375731-00376073": "you'd know we'd done this before", "lG6noINs8PQ-01356-00376074-00376439": "in Fresno the bullets Tire of themselves", "lG6noINs8PQ-01357-00376440-00376684": "and begin to pray", "lG6noINs8PQ-01358-00376685-00377003": "five times a day", "lG6noINs8PQ-01359-00377004-00377351": "in Fresno we hope for less of the police", "lG6noINs8PQ-01360-00377352-00377471": "state", "lG6noINs8PQ-01361-00377472-00377795": "and more of a state of grace", "lG6noINs8PQ-01362-00377796-00378106": "in my California you can watch the sun", "lG6noINs8PQ-01363-00378107-00378443": "go down like in your California", "lG6noINs8PQ-01364-00378444-00378706": "on the ledge of the pregnant 22nd", "lG6noINs8PQ-01365-00378707-00379060": "century the one with a bounty of peaches", "lG6noINs8PQ-01366-00379061-00379553": "and grapes red onions and the good salsa", "lG6noINs8PQ-01367-00379554-00379925": "wine and job chair", "lG6noINs8PQ-01368-00379926-00380269": "here in my California", "lG6noINs8PQ-01369-00380270-00380506": "paperbacks are free", "lG6noINs8PQ-01370-00380507-00380891": "farmers markets are 24 hours a day and", "lG6noINs8PQ-01371-00380892-00381256": "always packed the trees and water have", "lG6noINs8PQ-01372-00381257-00381454": "no Nails in them", "lG6noINs8PQ-01373-00381455-00381706": "the priests eat well", "lG6noINs8PQ-01374-00381707-00382013": "the homeless eat well", "lG6noINs8PQ-01375-00382014-00382145": "here", "lG6noINs8PQ-01376-00382146-00382315": "in my California", "lG6noINs8PQ-01377-00382316-00382667": "everywhere is Chinatown everywhere is", "lG6noINs8PQ-01378-00382668-00383010": "K-Town everywhere is Armenia Town", "lG6noINs8PQ-01379-00383011-00383410": "everywhere A Little Italy", "lG6noINs8PQ-01380-00383411-00383645": "less Confederacy", "lG6noINs8PQ-01381-00383646-00383939": "no internment in the valley", "lG6noINs8PQ-01382-00383940-00384334": "better history texts for the juniors", "lG6noINs8PQ-01383-00384335-00384551": "in my California", "lG6noINs8PQ-01384-00384552-00384928": "free sounds and free touch", "lG6noINs8PQ-01385-00384929-00385103": "free questions", "lG6noINs8PQ-01386-00385104-00385306": "free answers", "lG6noINs8PQ-01387-00385307-00385480": "free songs", "lG6noINs8PQ-01388-00385481-00385739": "from parents and Poets", "lG6noINs8PQ-01389-00385740-00386206": "those hopeful bodies of light", "lG6noINs8PQ-01390-00386207-00386363": "so", "lG6noINs8PQ-01391-00386364-00386777": "all right thank you", "lG6noINs8PQ-01392-00386778-00387119": "um", "lG6noINs8PQ-01393-00387120-00387347": "I wasn't planning to read this but I I'm", "lG6noINs8PQ-01394-00387348-00387637": "just going to read this short poem uh", "lG6noINs8PQ-01395-00387638-00387893": "so during", "lG6noINs8PQ-01396-00387894-00388073": "2020", "lG6noINs8PQ-01397-00388074-00388325": "God and thank goodness we're past 2020", "lG6noINs8PQ-01398-00388326-00388708": "right but I was contacted by Penn Norway", "lG6noINs8PQ-01399-00388709-00389080": "who are working to free turkey's longest", "lG6noINs8PQ-01400-00389081-00389430": "serving political prisoner ilhan comach", "lG6noINs8PQ-01401-00389431-00389897": "and he was jailed at age 22 for lighting", "lG6noINs8PQ-01402-00389898-00390173": "a fire and then charged with being a", "lG6noINs8PQ-01403-00390174-00390551": "part of a political Workers Party", "lG6noINs8PQ-01404-00390552-00390797": "um and uh", "lG6noINs8PQ-01405-00390798-00391013": "so we were invited to write him a poem", "lG6noINs8PQ-01406-00391014-00391289": "he's also an amazing poet he's got I", "lG6noINs8PQ-01407-00391290-00391475": "think seven or eight books he's just", "lG6noINs8PQ-01408-00391476-00391732": "brilliant and he's been in in prison now", "lG6noINs8PQ-01409-00391733-00391943": "in Turkey for about", "lG6noINs8PQ-01410-00391944-00392008": "um", "lG6noINs8PQ-01411-00392009-00392278": "almost 30 years now", "lG6noINs8PQ-01412-00392279-00392591": "and then he wrote us a poem back", "lG6noINs8PQ-01413-00392592-00392854": "um and there are political prisoners all", "lG6noINs8PQ-01414-00392855-00393034": "across the world of course including the", "lG6noINs8PQ-01415-00393035-00393160": "United States", "lG6noINs8PQ-01416-00393161-00393353": "but I I'm going to read this poem it's", "lG6noINs8PQ-01417-00393354-00393653": "sort of a simple poem I wrote to him", "lG6noINs8PQ-01418-00393654-00393982": "um and the part of my entry into this", "lG6noINs8PQ-01419-00393983-00394115": "poem was reading some interviews with", "lG6noINs8PQ-01420-00394116-00394265": "him and he said he hadn't seen a horse", "lG6noINs8PQ-01421-00394266-00394493": "in 15 years", "lG6noINs8PQ-01422-00394494-00394895": "in a daydream for ilhan", "lG6noINs8PQ-01423-00394896-00395195": "say there is a field", "lG6noINs8PQ-01424-00395196-00395315": "in it", "lG6noINs8PQ-01425-00395316-00395519": "a horse", "lG6noINs8PQ-01426-00395520-00395860": "you have not seen one in over 15 years I", "lG6noINs8PQ-01427-00395861-00395999": "read", "lG6noINs8PQ-01428-00396000-00396310": "it is indigenous to your country much", "lG6noINs8PQ-01429-00396311-00396497": "like you're dreaming", "lG6noINs8PQ-01430-00396498-00396899": "A wilderness no State can own where the", "lG6noINs8PQ-01431-00396900-00397325": "horse like the dream can take flight and", "lG6noINs8PQ-01432-00397326-00397584": "land on a cloud", "lG6noINs8PQ-01433-00397585-00397943": "ilhan here's a true story separate from", "lG6noINs8PQ-01434-00397944-00398260": "the horse or the Daydream I was born in", "lG6noINs8PQ-01435-00398261-00398465": "South Korea and adopted to the United", "lG6noINs8PQ-01436-00398466-00398627": "States", "lG6noINs8PQ-01437-00398628-00398860": "I was 10 months old", "lG6noINs8PQ-01438-00398861-00399137": "I don't know if I was lost abandoned", "lG6noINs8PQ-01439-00399138-00399527": "given or stolen but now I write poems", "lG6noINs8PQ-01440-00399528-00399784": "and no they kept me alive", "lG6noINs8PQ-01441-00399785-00400049": "what a blessing to place words near each", "lG6noINs8PQ-01442-00400050-00400199": "other", "lG6noINs8PQ-01443-00400200-00400451": "someday I hope we could share a walk in", "lG6noINs8PQ-01444-00400452-00400732": "a field and see a horse", "lG6noINs8PQ-01445-00400733-00401021": "you would know more about them than I", "lG6noINs8PQ-01446-00401022-00401165": "ever would", "lG6noINs8PQ-01447-00401166-00401525": "How They See How They Run", "lG6noINs8PQ-01448-00401526-00402101": "how their calm Grace Keeps Us in light", "lG6noINs8PQ-01449-00402102-00402425": "oh thank you you don't have to", "lG6noINs8PQ-01450-00402426-00402754": "you don't you don't have to clap", "lG6noINs8PQ-01451-00402755-00402952": "um", "lG6noINs8PQ-01452-00402953-00403175": "now I'm all thrown off", "lG6noINs8PQ-01453-00403176-00403504": "but I'm inspired so see where this goes", "lG6noINs8PQ-01454-00403505-00403871": "um", "lG6noINs8PQ-01455-00403872-00404063": "well", "lG6noINs8PQ-01456-00404064-00404321": "might as well go further Off Script", "lG6noINs8PQ-01457-00404322-00404602": "um I got this email during the the", "lG6noINs8PQ-01458-00404603-00404789": "pandemic I don't know if it was the", "lG6noINs8PQ-01459-00404790-00405173": "pandemic or just poetry doing its thing", "lG6noINs8PQ-01460-00405174-00405443": "but I got an email from this", "lG6noINs8PQ-01461-00405444-00405652": "woman in France", "lG6noINs8PQ-01462-00405653-00405971": "who asked me permission to use a line", "lG6noINs8PQ-01463-00405972-00406277": "from one of my poems for a tattoo she", "lG6noINs8PQ-01464-00406278-00406480": "was getting", "lG6noINs8PQ-01465-00406481-00406691": "um", "lG6noINs8PQ-01466-00406692-00406852": "you poets know this so you get", "lG6noINs8PQ-01467-00406853-00407051": "interesting requests right Tonga you", "lG6noINs8PQ-01468-00407052-00407321": "know", "lG6noINs8PQ-01469-00407322-00407417": "um", "lG6noINs8PQ-01470-00407418-00407602": "and so I think I'll read that one it's", "lG6noINs8PQ-01471-00407603-00407904": "just a short poem", "lG6noINs8PQ-01472-00407905-00408251": "called The Impossible replication of", "lG6noINs8PQ-01473-00408252-00408958": "Desire", "lG6noINs8PQ-01474-00408959-00409378": "The Impossible replication of Desire", "lG6noINs8PQ-01475-00409379-00409847": "how much delight before we collapse", "lG6noINs8PQ-01476-00409847-00410153": "how much Earth in the lungs", "lG6noINs8PQ-01477-00410154-00410416": "how much wine", "lG6noINs8PQ-01478-00410417-00410830": "when we want more when the weeds sprawl", "lG6noINs8PQ-01479-00410831-00411132": "it is not what you think", "lG6noINs8PQ-01480-00411133-00411545": "how fast some Landscapes change the", "lG6noINs8PQ-01481-00411546-00411641": "lover", "lG6noINs8PQ-01482-00411642-00411982": "The Gardener's Grand idea the failing", "lG6noINs8PQ-01483-00411983-00412132": "maple", "lG6noINs8PQ-01484-00412133-00412426": "the boat about to capsize", "lG6noINs8PQ-01485-00412427-00412822": "the correction the hands reflection", "lG6noINs8PQ-01486-00412823-00413074": "The Impossible replication of weight", "lG6noINs8PQ-01487-00413075-00413291": "versus time", "lG6noINs8PQ-01488-00413292-00413724": "how it will never mean what you want", "lG6noINs8PQ-01489-00413725-00414082": "all right so", "lG6noINs8PQ-01490-00414083-00414232": "I'm gonna get", "lG6noINs8PQ-01491-00414233-00414389": "a few more", "lG6noINs8PQ-01492-00414389-00414466": "um", "lG6noINs8PQ-01493-00414467-00414760": "I think I'll read", "lG6noINs8PQ-01494-00414762-00415234": "this poem so I was born in Korea", "lG6noINs8PQ-01495-00415235-00415499": "um don't know exactly when I was born", "lG6noINs8PQ-01496-00415500-00415955": "but I know it was late 1970. uh never", "lG6noINs8PQ-01497-00415956-00416297": "met my birth mother or first mother as", "lG6noINs8PQ-01498-00416297-00416470": "we call them or", "lG6noINs8PQ-01499-00416471-00416770": "birth father or first father never met", "lG6noINs8PQ-01500-00416771-00416920": "them", "lG6noINs8PQ-01501-00416921-00417064": "um", "lG6noINs8PQ-01502-00417066-00417382": "but I I wrote this poem thinking of of", "lG6noINs8PQ-01503-00417383-00417749": "her and also it's probably one of", "lG6noINs8PQ-01504-00417750-00417964": "countless number of ways women are", "lG6noINs8PQ-01505-00417966-00418276": "stigma stigmatized and one I don't hear", "lG6noINs8PQ-01506-00418277-00418589": "about a lot uh is women who place", "lG6noINs8PQ-01507-00418589-00418780": "children for adoption", "lG6noINs8PQ-01508-00418781-00419051": "but I wrote the poem for her and also", "lG6noINs8PQ-01509-00419052-00419357": "just with with all adoptees in mind so", "lG6noINs8PQ-01510-00419358-00419560": "it's sort of a love song for", "lG6noINs8PQ-01511-00419562-00419843": "for her and for adoptees", "lG6noINs8PQ-01512-00419843-00420268": "how music stays in the body", "lG6noINs8PQ-01513-00420269-00420481": "foreign", "lG6noINs8PQ-01514-00420482-00420827": "called birth or first mother", "lG6noINs8PQ-01515-00420828-00421120": "a miracle that gave birth to another", "lG6noINs8PQ-01516-00421121-00421372": "Exquisite song", "lG6noINs8PQ-01517-00421373-00421703": "one song raises three boys with a white", "lG6noINs8PQ-01518-00421704-00421859": "husband", "lG6noINs8PQ-01519-00421860-00422381": "one song fought an American war overseas", "lG6noINs8PQ-01520-00422382-00422783": "one song left from 14 stories high", "lG6noINs8PQ-01521-00422784-00423118": "and like a dead bird shattered into the", "lG6noINs8PQ-01522-00423119-00423310": "clouds", "lG6noINs8PQ-01523-00423312-00423568": "most forgot the lyrics to their own", "lG6noINs8PQ-01524-00423569-00423743": "bodies", "lG6noINs8PQ-01525-00423743-00424037": "I've been told mothers don't forget the", "lG6noINs8PQ-01526-00424038-00424168": "body", "lG6noINs8PQ-01527-00424169-00424403": "so I decided to paint abstracts of", "lG6noINs8PQ-01528-00424404-00424666": "mountains or moons in the shape of your", "lG6noINs8PQ-01529-00424667-00424822": "face", "lG6noINs8PQ-01530-00424823-00425105": "I can't remember your face the shape or", "lG6noINs8PQ-01531-00425106-00425375": "story or how you held me the day I was", "lG6noINs8PQ-01532-00425376-00425927": "born so I wrote 1 000 poems to survive", "lG6noINs8PQ-01533-00425928-00426377": "I want to sing with you in an open field", "lG6noINs8PQ-01534-00426378-00426545": "simple room", "lG6noINs8PQ-01535-00426546-00426797": "or a quiet bar", "lG6noINs8PQ-01536-00426797-00427037": "I want to hear your opinions about", "lG6noINs8PQ-01537-00427038-00427193": "angels", "lG6noINs8PQ-01538-00427193-00427585": "truth is Angels drink too", "lG6noINs8PQ-01539-00427585-00427889": "Soju spilled on the Halo", "lG6noINs8PQ-01540-00427889-00428333": "White Wings sticky with gin as if any", "lG6noINs8PQ-01541-00428334-00428560": "mother could forget the music that left", "lG6noINs8PQ-01542-00428562-00428687": "her", "lG6noINs8PQ-01543-00428688-00429070": "you should hear how loudly I sing now", "lG6noINs8PQ-01544-00429071-00429437": "I've become a ballad of wild dreams and", "lG6noINs8PQ-01545-00429438-00429641": "coping mechanisms", "lG6noINs8PQ-01546-00429642-00429964": "I can breathe now through any fire", "lG6noINs8PQ-01547-00429965-00430235": "I imagine I got this from him", "lG6noINs8PQ-01548-00430235-00430397": "or you", "lG6noINs8PQ-01549-00430397-00430643": "my Earthly inheritance", "lG6noINs8PQ-01550-00430643-00430997": "your arms your sigh", "lG6noINs8PQ-01551-00430997-00431237": "your heavy song", "lG6noINs8PQ-01552-00431238-00431495": "I know all the lyrics", "lG6noINs8PQ-01553-00431496-00431722": "I know all the blood", "lG6noINs8PQ-01554-00431723-00432041": "I know why Angels howl into the", "lG6noINs8PQ-01555-00432042-00432310": "moonlight", "lG6noINs8PQ-01556-00432312-00432701": "all right", "lG6noINs8PQ-01557-00432702-00432941": "all right so I'll just read a couple", "lG6noINs8PQ-01558-00432942-00433055": "more", "lG6noINs8PQ-01559-00433056-00433409": "um my my wife is here grateful for her", "lG6noINs8PQ-01560-00433410-00433775": "my daughters here grateful for her", "lG6noINs8PQ-01561-00433776-00434116": "um they were of course in in I don't", "lG6noINs8PQ-01562-00434117-00434249": "know why I'm talking about the lockdown", "lG6noINs8PQ-01563-00434250-00434513": "I hope this isn't too much of a downer", "lG6noINs8PQ-01564-00434514-00434663": "um I'll try to bring it back up but I", "lG6noINs8PQ-01565-00434664-00434866": "was I was asked to write a poem about", "lG6noINs8PQ-01566-00434867-00435227": "food and open space in like April 20. do", "lG6noINs8PQ-01567-00435228-00435439": "you remember April 2020", "lG6noINs8PQ-01568-00435439-00435647": "what the", "lG6noINs8PQ-01569-00435647-00435905": "you know and um", "lG6noINs8PQ-01570-00435906-00436072": "so I'll read this one and then I'll", "lG6noINs8PQ-01571-00436073-00436210": "finish I think with a new one I was", "lG6noINs8PQ-01572-00436212-00436379": "asked to write a poem about food and", "lG6noINs8PQ-01573-00436380-00436625": "Open Spaces", "lG6noINs8PQ-01574-00436626-00436787": "um so I ended up writing a poem about", "lG6noINs8PQ-01575-00436788-00437099": "food trucks and you know those those", "lG6noINs8PQ-01576-00437100-00437453": "started way before La", "lG6noINs8PQ-01577-00437454-00437555": "um", "lG6noINs8PQ-01578-00437556-00437753": "it went out to the fields you know where", "lG6noINs8PQ-01579-00437754-00437891": "people were working and they weren't", "lG6noINs8PQ-01580-00437892-00438064": "allowed to leave so the food went out to", "lG6noINs8PQ-01581-00438065-00438209": "them or in other countries they've had", "lG6noINs8PQ-01582-00438210-00438364": "things like this of course for decades", "lG6noINs8PQ-01583-00438365-00438647": "but it was fun writing this poem", "lG6noINs8PQ-01584-00438647-00438887": "uh", "lG6noINs8PQ-01585-00438888-00439307": "AB cedarian love song for street food", "lG6noINs8PQ-01586-00439308-00439516": "with an this has an epigraph from", "lG6noINs8PQ-01587-00439517-00439877": "Anthony Bourdain who said street food I", "lG6noINs8PQ-01588-00439878-00440122": "believe is the Salvation of the human", "lG6noINs8PQ-01589-00440123-00440422": "race", "lG6noINs8PQ-01590-00440423-00440789": "all praise for the pozole glistening in", "lG6noINs8PQ-01591-00440789-00441118": "midday light by the grace of the woman", "lG6noINs8PQ-01592-00441119-00441364": "near the komal", "lG6noINs8PQ-01593-00441365-00441707": "in Southern California Raul Martinez", "lG6noINs8PQ-01594-00441708-00442049": "unveiled a mobile downtown gold mine a", "lG6noINs8PQ-01595-00442050-00442205": "Val pastor", "lG6noINs8PQ-01596-00442206-00442631": "by a bar in East L.A for the drunks the", "lG6noINs8PQ-01597-00442632-00442979": "artists the necessary future waiting in", "lG6noINs8PQ-01598-00442980-00443110": "line", "lG6noINs8PQ-01599-00443112-00443507": "praise be to the ice cream truck glory", "lG6noINs8PQ-01600-00443508-00444005": "of the Vans Slow Roll so praise the van", "lG6noINs8PQ-01601-00444006-00444118": "Hut", "lG6noINs8PQ-01602-00444119-00444383": "cart booth", "lG6noINs8PQ-01603-00444384-00444509": "tent", "lG6noINs8PQ-01604-00444510-00444641": "stall", "lG6noINs8PQ-01605-00444642-00444893": "stand bike", "lG6noINs8PQ-01606-00444893-00445127": "or truck", "lG6noINs8PQ-01607-00445128-00445445": "I once devoured it's liuda in Oaxaca", "lG6noINs8PQ-01608-00445446-00445541": "City", "lG6noINs8PQ-01609-00445542-00445895": "broke down just as the sunlight burst", "lG6noINs8PQ-01610-00445896-00446177": "through the heart of a woman kissing her", "lG6noINs8PQ-01611-00446178-00446470": "baby's forehead by the Plaza", "lG6noINs8PQ-01612-00446471-00446903": "when I say love what I mean to say is I", "lG6noINs8PQ-01613-00446904-00447157": "dream of you through disaster", "lG6noINs8PQ-01614-00447158-00447466": "malady drought", "lG6noINs8PQ-01615-00447467-00447875": "or that nightmare anxiety pandemic", "lG6noINs8PQ-01616-00447876-00448264": "but now even in this late dying Let Us", "lG6noINs8PQ-01617-00448265-00448547": "Praise the twenty thousand open-hearted", "lG6noINs8PQ-01618-00448547-00448822": "vendors in Bangkok and the Glorious", "lG6noINs8PQ-01619-00448823-00449255": "pupusas in San 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"partial Crown in Praise of absent sounds", "lG6noINs8PQ-01680-00465282-00465563": "I want the fax machine", "lG6noINs8PQ-01681-00465564-00465929": "the dot matrix Buzz saw of news across", "lG6noINs8PQ-01682-00465930-00466295": "the wire the young woman's lisp", "lG6noINs8PQ-01683-00466296-00466625": "and fire during solo Moonlight Road", "lG6noINs8PQ-01684-00466626-00466960": "Trips the shuffle of predictable card", "lG6noINs8PQ-01685-00466962-00467327": "tricks the acoustic chord like sweet", "lG6noINs8PQ-01686-00467328-00467710": "desire the rotary dial and pronunciation", "lG6noINs8PQ-01687-00467712-00467897": "error", "lG6noINs8PQ-01688-00467897-00468270": "when I say absent sounds what I I mean", "lG6noINs8PQ-01689-00468271-00468695": "typewriter key as much as anio or yay", "lG6noINs8PQ-01690-00468696-00469037": "the eight-track plunk as much as Korean", "lG6noINs8PQ-01691-00469038-00469385": "vowels drawn out at the end like a plain", "lG6noINs8PQ-01692-00469385-00469595": "Blue Sky", "lG6noINs8PQ-01693-00469596-00469864": "I want to know the way home", "lG6noINs8PQ-01694-00469865-00470189": "there's not much more I need", "lG6noINs8PQ-01695-00470189-00470314": "home", "lG6noINs8PQ-01696-00470315-00470639": "there's not much more I need except to", "lG6noINs8PQ-01697-00470639-00470927": "know how much blue sky there is from", "lG6noINs8PQ-01698-00470928-00471425": "here to you why I sometimes hear your", "lG6noINs8PQ-01699-00471426-00471868": "voice freed wild true", "lG6noINs8PQ-01700-00471869-00472175": "please take the lead", "lG6noINs8PQ-01701-00472176-00472589": "at times I thought I was going to die", "lG6noINs8PQ-01702-00472589-00472889": "at times fire", "lG6noINs8PQ-01703-00472889-00473279": "at other times Firefly", "lG6noINs8PQ-01704-00473280-00473549": "my daughter was four at the art gallery", "lG6noINs8PQ-01705-00473550-00473945": "and called it the art Galaxy", "lG6noINs8PQ-01706-00473946-00474293": "a malapropism I wish existed", "lG6noINs8PQ-01707-00474293-00474743": "star sonnet Serenade", "lG6noINs8PQ-01708-00474743-00475066": "I want the mispronunciation broken", "lG6noINs8PQ-01709-00475067-00475387": "Rhythm and scratch record", "lG6noINs8PQ-01710-00475388-00475625": "Survivor wisdom", "lG6noINs8PQ-01711-00475626-00476020": "a mother's prayer for her son who stayed", "lG6noINs8PQ-01712-00476021-00476291": "perfectly still when she left", "lG6noINs8PQ-01713-00476292-00476566": "and kissed him", "lG6noINs8PQ-01714-00476567-00476739": "thank you", "lG6noINs8PQ-01715-00476741-00478691": "[Applause]", "lG6noINs8PQ-01716-00478692-00478949": "okay I have time and I'm just going to", "lG6noINs8PQ-01717-00478950-00479147": "share two", "lG6noINs8PQ-01718-00479147-00479477": "on Thursday I wear sapphires in lithium", "lG6noINs8PQ-01719-00479478-00479789": "Bridges from Wednesday morning song We", "lG6noINs8PQ-01720-00479789-00480047": "wake in the hour of grief we wrap", "lG6noINs8PQ-01721-00480047-00480341": 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finally this", "lG6noINs8PQ-01735-00484247-00484553": "you thought you were going dark", "lG6noINs8PQ-01736-00484554-00484787": "I will take my paycheck in indigenous", "lG6noINs8PQ-01737-00484788-00485099": "people who die of old age in bed", "lG6noINs8PQ-01738-00485100-00485309": "the supplies they sent were body bags", "lG6noINs8PQ-01739-00485310-00485507": "because we're measured in scars and", "lG6noINs8PQ-01740-00485508-00485747": "Trauma and careerable but no less deadly", "lG6noINs8PQ-01741-00485747-00485981": "disease because we're measured in", "lG6noINs8PQ-01742-00485982-00486263": "inmates vanished they couldn't afford", "lG6noINs8PQ-01743-00486264-00486491": "school because we're measured in teeth", "lG6noINs8PQ-01744-00486492-00486718": "removed before our skulls are returned", "lG6noINs8PQ-01745-00486719-00486935": "stolen as they were from our Graves", "lG6noINs8PQ-01746-00486935-00487325": "cracked by grinding and sleep and stress", "lG6noINs8PQ-01747-00487326-00487595": "because the commodity can said fish but", "lG6noINs8PQ-01748-00487596-00487816": "was full of Tails and bones and there's", "lG6noINs8PQ-01749-00487817-00487960": "no running water", "lG6noINs8PQ-01750-00487962-00488164": "because in order to read a book about a", "lG6noINs8PQ-01751-00488165-00488429": "city ending who isn't an addict isn't", "lG6noINs8PQ-01752-00488430-00488716": "beaten by a boyfriend doesn't die in the", "lG6noINs8PQ-01753-00488717-00488933": "first chapter I had to write the damn", "lG6noINs8PQ-01754-00488934-00489203": "thing my own self the price of my work", "lG6noINs8PQ-01755-00489204-00489505": "has changed", "lG6noINs8PQ-01756-00489506-00490114": "[Applause]", "lG6noINs8PQ-01757-00490115-00490331": "I know I've done good when I get that", "lG6noINs8PQ-01758-00490332-00490613": "smile from Linda thank you all for being", "lG6noINs8PQ-01759-00490614-00490835": "here we're on a short leash because", 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"lGvpyqXJNUk-00002-00000848-00001158": "and improved hygiene kit there is a lot", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00003-00001159-00001383": "in here so please bear with me", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00004-00001384-00001543": "and if you think it's overkill i do", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00005-00001544-00001734": "apologize on that as well but as", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00006-00001735-00001855": "i said before and i'm going to say it", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00007-00001855-00002142": "again i do not believe in 72-hour", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00008-00002143-00002407": "situations so i'm going to turn you", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00009-00002408-00002455": "around", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00010-00002456-00002631": "and hand you down to the table and let", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00011-00002632-00002767": "you see what's in this", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00012-00002768-00002926": "so we're going to come from there okay", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00013-00002927-00003279": "guys", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00014-00003279-00003519": "all right guys as i said this is my 72", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00015-00003520-00003590": "hour", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00016-00003592-00003911": "72 hour this is my hygiene kit yes it is", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00017-00003911-00004070": "a bit big it is in the maximus", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00018-00004071-00004375": "max petition battery", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00019-00004376-00004583": "before i go into that i want to explain", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00020-00004584-00004719": "a few things first", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00021-00004720-00005167": "and that is i do carry", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00022-00005168-00005486": "this in my pockets", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00023-00005487-00005735": "every single day pack of tissues some of", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00024-00005736-00005918": "these pop-up towels some antibiotics or", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00025-00005919-00006151": "whites and some toilet", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00026-00006152-00006439": "wipes whatever you want to call them as", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00027-00006440-00006663": "well as a pack of coleman", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00028-00006664-00006831": "personal tissues what you'll be seeing", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00029-00006831-00007023": "next as well", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00030-00007023-00007310": "i do if i need to if i'm if if i have to", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00031-00007311-00007478": "go and i am never", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00032-00007479-00007695": "ever coming back to my house i will grab", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00033-00007695-00007839": "this pack", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00034-00007840-00008087": "it is an extra two packets of the common", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00035-00008088-00008367": "personal tissues", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00036-00008368-00008807": "yeah as well as some lemon fresh wipes", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00037-00008808-00009119": "and some toilet wipes inside", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00038-00009120-00009351": "i haven't put this in yet because i'm", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00039-00009352-00009559": "i'm not going to add this one into it", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00040-00009560-00009614": "but that", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00041-00009615-00009974": "is some toothpaste tabs a toothpaste um", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00042-00009975-00010174": "capsules i've made up with powdered", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00043-00010175-00010455": "toothpaste", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00044-00010456-00010751": "so yeah that is all the extras i will oh", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00045-00010752-00010887": "yeah and i do carry a bottle of hand", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00046-00010888-00011127": "sanitizer in my pocket", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00047-00011128-00011278": "i don't keep batting my mother in the", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00048-00011279-00011527": "pouch because i don't want to i do have", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00049-00011528-00011710": "another one of these in my book truck", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00050-00011711-00012006": "but i don't keep it in the pouch with my", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00051-00012007-00012078": "hygiene kit", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00052-00012079-00012406": "so and as well i do have", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00053-00012407-00012683": "my seven and a half liter kitchen sink", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00054-00012684-00012838": "so", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00055-00012839-00013183": "that's that lot let's go through", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00056-00013184-00013375": "this beast i'm going to go through this", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00057-00013376-00013511": "quite quickly because there is a lot in", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00058-00013512-00013703": "here and i don't want to take too long", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00059-00013704-00013966": "here i do have some of those lemon wipes", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00060-00013968-00014079": "as well as a", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00061-00014080-00014263": "cheap lighter i'm not changing this to a", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00062-00014263-00014447": "bic this is just for a backup of a", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00063-00014447-00014558": "backup", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00064-00014559-00014791": "all right let's go inside now shall we", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00065-00014791-00014983": "as i said there's a lot in here", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00066-00014984-00015319": "so please understand that", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00067-00015319-00015447": "right i'm gonna start this side then i'm", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00068-00015447-00015694": "gonna work to that side over here i do", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00069-00015695-00015871": "have some of these", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00070-00015872-00016271": "sto um sterilization tablets", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00071-00016272-00016430": "i do carry these they're not from water", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00072-00016431-00016567": "purification tablets they're just", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00073-00016568-00016686": "sterilized tablets", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00074-00016687-00016958": "you can use them to purify water but i", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00075-00016959-00017199": "will recommend it fully", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00076-00017200-00017367": "i'm not 100 sure if i want to keep these", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00077-00017368-00017575": "in here still or if i want to get rid of", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00078-00017576-00017943": "them please let me know what you think", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00079-00017944-00018175": "as well as i do have a metal mirror as", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00080-00018176-00018311": "you can see there's me", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00081-00018312-00018614": "and the camera that is not the more size", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00082-00018615-00018814": "the music is this side i've kept the", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00083-00018815-00018935": "film on", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00084-00018936-00019119": "to protect it a little bit more as you", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00085-00019120-00019367": "can see", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00086-00019368-00019558": "there see it's a lot better so it's a", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00087-00019559-00019894": "lot more shinier", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00088-00019895-00020111": "so yeah i do have a it's a metal one", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00089-00020112-00020279": "it's a class is unbreakable", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00090-00020280-00020591": "so yeah and i do have some of these", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00091-00020592-00020975": "facial wipes and that's all", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00092-00020976-00021271": "lucky on the back in the side in this", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00093-00021272-00021319": "pouch", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00094-00021320-00021614": "back here i don't keep nothing in there", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00095-00021615-00021791": "so i can look because i don't want to", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00096-00021792-00022094": "attach to this little little thing up", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00097-00022095-00022230": "here is one of these handy", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00098-00022231-00022519": "handy hero towels are you don't use this", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00099-00022520-00022711": "as a towel i use this as a", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00100-00022712-00023047": "flannel or face cloth so you'll see one", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00101-00023048-00023199": "of them before", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00102-00023200-00023478": "yeah no the meat in the potatoes of the", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00103-00023479-00023614": "kit", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00104-00023615-00023991": "bandana i use this after everything else", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00105-00023992-00024158": "is run out and i need some toilet roll", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00106-00024159-00024527": "this will be my toilet roll", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00107-00024528-00024711": "simple as you can see there's a lot in", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00108-00024712-00025014": "here so", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00109-00025015-00025303": "i do have some of this bio degradable", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00110-00025304-00025422": "camp soap", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00111-00025423-00025750": "in one of these class as a", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00112-00025751-00025983": "pressurized bottle when i mean", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00113-00025983-00026143": "pressurized you just pump it down", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00114-00026144-00026431": "and it comes out it pushes the thing at", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00115-00026432-00026518": "the bottom pushes", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00116-00026519-00026687": "up and it gets rid of all the air the", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00117-00026688-00026846": "vacuum steel pressurized", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00118-00026847-00027111": "bottle this does not stay in here in", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00119-00027112-00027167": "storage", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00120-00027168-00027583": "this comes out and it sits beside it", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00121-00027583-00027790": "so and if i do forget that i have other", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00122-00027791-00027927": "things in this kit", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00123-00027927-00028231": "to add as you can see", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00124-00028232-00028574": "i have four folded two pushes", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00125-00028575-00028799": "yes four i know i'm so extreme but as i", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00126-00028800-00028902": "said i don't believe in", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00127-00028904-00029214": "short term situations and when i said i", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00128-00029216-00029295": "have", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00129-00029295-00029590": "more soap in here this is a pack of soap", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00130-00029591-00029783": "sheets as well as", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00131-00029783-00030007": "a couple of those other sheets i cut", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00132-00030008-00030199": "down i will leave a link to the end ones", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00133-00030200-00030295": "what they're called", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00134-00030295-00030567": "in the corner so you can go and take it", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00135-00030568-00030639": "look", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00136-00030639-00031087": "of that video so yeah", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00137-00031088-00031462": "i do have some toothpaste tabs", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00138-00031463-00031607": "i'm hoping to get some more of these", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00139-00031608-00031943": "soon but i don't want to waste", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00140-00031944-00032318": "time or money this morning time", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00141-00032319-00032511": "so i have some of them there's enough", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00142-00032512-00032655": "there to easily", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00143-00032656-00032927": "do a long long time in the back here", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00144-00032928-00033151": "there's a zip as you all know", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00145-00033152-00033287": "with the max finishing thread there's", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00146-00033288-00033487": "not a lot back here neither it's just my", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00147-00033488-00033702": "tools that's it", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00148-00033703-00034039": "so there's my", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00149-00034040-00034215": "nail clippers tweezers there's two lots", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00150-00034216-00034415": "of tweezers in here there's toothpicks", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00151-00034416-00034711": "there's a nail file and there's a", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00152-00034712-00034871": "reusable cotton bud", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00153-00034872-00035239": "buds so yeah and that's it that's", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00154-00035240-00035495": "everything i have in my hygiene kit guys", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00155-00035496-00035687": "yes it might look bulky yes it is big", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00156-00035688-00035902": "yes it is oh yes it is i'm", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00157-00035903-00036062": "not saying it looks bulky it is bulky", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00158-00036063-00036223": "yes it is i can admit that i'm not gonna", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00159-00036224-00036383": "deny that", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00160-00036384-00036639": "but the thing is as i said before i", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00161-00036640-00036783": "don't believe in 72 hours", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00162-00036784-00037046": "situations because you're never gonna", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00163-00037047-00037150": "know", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00164-00037151-00037287": "[Applause]", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00165-00037288-00037630": "this is not my camping one this is the", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00166-00037631-00037735": "one that goes in", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00167-00037736-00037974": "to my other bag my camping one's a lot", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00168-00037975-00038087": "smaller than this that", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00169-00038088-00038455": "i just put in what i need", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00170-00038456-00038630": "for the amount of days i'm out for when", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00171-00038631-00039046": "i go camping", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00172-00039047-00039527": "but this one here is for long term", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00173-00039528-00039751": "i highly recommend these lock zack bags", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00174-00039752-00039902": "as well guys because you can stick a lot", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00175-00039903-00039959": "more stuff", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00176-00039960-00040302": "into them and they're a lot easier", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00177-00040303-00040430": "to pack things in and they keep", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00178-00040431-00040639": "everything watertight or border proof i", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00179-00040640-00040871": "should say not want a tight waterproof", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00180-00040872-00041062": "so yeah all right thank you very much", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00181-00041063-00041223": "for watching this video", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00182-00041224-00041335": "if you liked the video please put the", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00183-00041336-00041439": "thumbs up if you didn't like the video", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00184-00041440-00041543": "please put the thumbs down", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00185-00041544-00041862": "please explain why and", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00186-00041863-00042118": "thank you for watching and all the links", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00187-00042119-00042246": "will be in the description", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00188-00042247-00042455": "for the facebook page and the instagram", "lGvpyqXJNUk-00189-00042456-00043744": "page thank you"}}, {"audio_id": "lGNDwYu1Cgc", "text": {"lGNDwYu1Cgc-00000-00000367-00000624": "yeah I would talk to your doctor about", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00001-00000625-00001119": "yeah so that I can you can you don't", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00002-00001120-00001311": "forget monitor your sugar more closely", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00003-00001312-00002388": "yeah okay hi Mary how are you okay you", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00004-00002389-00002656": "okay yeah you're getting around right", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00005-00002657-00003235": "now with this corner virus you stand", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00006-00003236-00003645": "almost at the time yeah so Manny came", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00007-00003646-00004056": "for the nail issue she's diabetic she", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00008-00004057-00004327": "also has some wounds that opened up from", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00009-00004328-00004627": "the this is called venous stasis ulcer", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00010-00004628-00004831": "just got a lot of swelling here makes", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00011-00004832-00005086": "the skin very weak and then he could", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00012-00005087-00005254": "break open like this one it's not", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00013-00005255-00005475": "infected but we need to make sure that", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00014-00005476-00005752": "swelling gets down and then the treat", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00015-00005753-00006025": "the open officer and he also told me", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00016-00006026-00006120": "that you have a little pin right there", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00017-00006121-00007369": "huh this one yeah okay so you're telling", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00018-00007370-00007591": "me that your sugar gets a little bit too", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00019-00007592-00007944": "low right like in the morning yeah so", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00020-00007945-00008227": "how much medication are you taking for", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00021-00008228-00008854": "your yeah what did your did you tell", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00022-00008855-00009220": "your doctor about your sugar being too", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00023-00009221-00009904": "low in the morning where you have to you", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00024-00009905-00010087": "telling me okay that's good that's a", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00025-00010088-00010164": "good start", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00026-00010165-00010807": "what are you seeing your doctor well for", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00027-00010808-00011137": "to me okay that's next week okay so I", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00028-00011138-00011275": "think you need to tell your doctor about", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00029-00011276-00011623": "it when your sugar goes to low in the", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00030-00011624-00011844": "morning that means that you may you're", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00031-00011845-00012100": "damaged you're doing well that means", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00032-00012101-00012412": "your medication you're taking may have a", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00033-00012413-00012859": "too high of a dosage", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00034-00012860-00013397": "is it alright so I mean I don't decide", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00035-00013397-00013556": "that for you but I think you need to", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00036-00013557-00013826": "discuss that with your doctor where you", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00037-00013827-00014219": "may have to lower your dosage of your", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00038-00014219-00014488": "medication if you take too much then it", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00039-00014490-00014693": "lowers your sugar too much that's", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00040-00014694-00014840": "dangerous as well right", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00041-00014841-00015050": "you know that right yes and then you", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00042-00015051-00015281": "have to you have to run for some orange", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00043-00015282-00015461": "juice or something like that right cuz", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00044-00015462-00015827": "it's getting too long you can feel it", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00045-00015828-00016261": "you feel dizzy or how do you feel", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00046-00016262-00016895": "well it's put into the chest so how does", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00047-00016896-00016955": "it feel like", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00048-00016956-00017891": "oh honey it's not too bad because I get", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00049-00017892-00018167": "it before no you feel it you feel it", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00050-00018168-00018847": "coming and then you have to run for the", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00051-00018848-00019715": "orange juice and then that that makes it", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00052-00019716-00020282": "better so do you have to take a morning", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00053-00020283-00020678": "dosage of the medication then I take it", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00054-00020679-00021035": "later yeah yeah if it's that no you", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00055-00021036-00021170": "shouldn't take the medicine because", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00056-00021171-00021818": "that's kind of okay yeah so what is it", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00057-00021819-00023378": "lately in the morning but can I get you", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00058-00023379-00023669": "the chair to sit there I can feel it so", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00059-00023670-00023918": "just keep going to the future", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00060-00023919-00024957": "[Music]", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00061-00024958-00025210": "and then what what happened did you", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00062-00025211-00026017": "check your sugar level well really it's", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00063-00026018-00026692": "a new show no really", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00064-00026693-00027662": "no blood Wow how often does that happen", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00065-00027663-00027989": "[Music]", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00066-00027991-00028231": "so how often do you take the medicine", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00067-00028232-00028489": "you just take it in the morning you", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00068-00028489-00029017": "don't take it in the evening no just", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00069-00029018-00029479": "once a day yeah you need your sugar goes", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00070-00029480-00029658": "up in the morning actually it's the", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00071-00029660-00030013": "opposite ah usually your show sugar goes", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00072-00030014-00030442": "up in the morning your sugar goes higher", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00073-00030443-00030793": "in the morning usually yeah yeah because", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00074-00030794-00031014": "your body produces what we call cortisol", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00075-00031016-00031282": "to get up and start moving in things so", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00076-00031283-00031735": "which is a stress hormone really yeah", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00077-00031736-00031912": "that's what I'm saying so it's that's", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00078-00031913-00032721": "not normal so exactly exactly yeah so I", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00079-00032722-00032860": "think you need to talk to your doctor", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00080-00032861-00033223": "about the situation may he may have to", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00081-00033224-00033586": "modify the amount of medication or the", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00082-00033587-00033808": "time you take the medicine there's", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00083-00033809-00034012": "something else has to be done okay yeah", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00084-00034013-00034267": "if I don't want I don't want you feeling", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00085-00034268-00035275": "like that in the morning right yeah I", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00086-00035276-00035680": "would talk to your doctor about yeah so", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00087-00035681-00035968": "that I can you can you don't forget", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00088-00035969-00036235": "monitor your sugar more closely yeah", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00089-00036236-00036586": "okay and tell me about your you're", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00090-00036587-00036817": "opening right here there's an opening", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00091-00036818-00037093": "right here you see that is that is that", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00092-00037094-00037501": "painful how often does that open up like", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00093-00037502-00038220": "that", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00094-00038221-00039764": "huh oh you have the pump yeah okay when", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00095-00039765-00039932": "do you do the pumping you're talking", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00096-00039933-00040148": "about the venous stasis pump right right", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00097-00040149-00040237": "okay", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00098-00040238-00040473": "you've had that for a for a while yeah", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00099-00040474-00040723": "okay so that's been helping you right -", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00100-00040724-00040993": "getting the swelling out oh yeah it does", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00101-00040994-00041457": "so when do you do that in the morning", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00102-00041458-00041839": "are you doing the evening okay yeah that", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00103-00041840-00042139": "feels good huh like a massage yeah I", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00104-00042140-00042764": "want one of those machines thank you", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00105-00042765-00043132": "you're so generous but you need to", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00106-00043133-00043345": "continue the machine I'm gonna put some", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00107-00043346-00043586": "medication here I think you need some", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00108-00043587-00043840": "compression stocking so I'm gonna", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00109-00043841-00044007": "recommend you where to go get the", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00110-00044008-00044198": "compression stocking you should wear it", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00111-00044199-00044458": "during the day continue using the pump", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00112-00044459-00044688": "for for these cuz you got a lot of them", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00113-00044689-00044908": "swelling here that's what's causing the", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00114-00044909-00045139": "skin to be really weakened and he can", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00115-00045140-00045499": "open up with a little bit of pressure", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00116-00045500-00045826": "yeah I'll clean it up in the bandage set", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00117-00045827-00049065": "up for you okay today", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00118-00049066-00053409": "[Music]", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00119-00053410-00056355": "[Music]", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00120-00056357-00057054": "[Music]", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00121-00057055-00058078": "[Music]", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00122-00058079-00058832": "very good I'm going to put some", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00123-00058833-00059291": "medication over here I'm gonna give you", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00124-00059291-00059430": "a recommendation where to get the", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00125-00059432-00060653": "compression stockings on it this one's a", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00126-00060654-00060884": "little bit tender too huh yeah that was", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00127-00060885-00061726": "not open though put the compression", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00128-00061727-00061992": "stockings during the day and use the", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00129-00061994-00062549": "pump every night okay and if it opens up", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00130-00062550-00062782": "and it started losing more and then gets", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00131-00062783-00062948": "red you come back to see me right away", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00132-00062949-00064235": "okay any trouble yeah I'll clean that up", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00133-00064236-00065182": "a little bit too you better okay okay", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00134-00065183-00065366": "ready thank you for allowing me to film", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00135-00065366-00065645": "this today good day okay we'll see you", "lGNDwYu1Cgc-00136-00065646-00066008": "next time thank you yeah"}}, {"audio_id": "lGPETbcjSP8", "text": {"lGPETbcjSP8-00000-00000231-00000383": "now vanity holds onto the op", "lGPETbcjSP8-00001-00000384-00000567": "doesn't need to repurchase however the", "lGPETbcjSP8-00002-00000568-00000726": "rest of the team are going to buy up in", "lGPETbcjSP8-00003-00000727-00001470": "suit", "lGPETbcjSP8-00004-00001471-00001630": "i'm just glad that yeah you know we we", "lGPETbcjSP8-00005-00001632-00001814": "we get that we get that aggression from", "lGPETbcjSP8-00006-00001816-00002014": "triumph nice and early it's not like the", "lGPETbcjSP8-00007-00002016-00002071": "case that", "lGPETbcjSP8-00008-00002072-00002223": "you know finally we're having it pulled", "lGPETbcjSP8-00009-00002224-00002399": "in uh where", "lGPETbcjSP8-00010-00002400-00002710": "where even has he done that", "lGPETbcjSP8-00011-00002711-00003126": "wait would they boost on a we're", "lGPETbcjSP8-00012-00003127-00003311": "like immediately like they just died", "lGPETbcjSP8-00013-00003311-00003511": "t-spawn with bomb", "lGPETbcjSP8-00014-00003511-00003759": "what was on a junior was on the a site", "lGPETbcjSP8-00015-00003760-00003903": "was that somebody they've done a little", "lGPETbcjSP8-00016-00003904-00004119": "cheeky thing there haven't they", "lGPETbcjSP8-00017-00004120-00004351": "still lived somehow some way on overpass", "lGPETbcjSP8-00018-00004352-00004595": "we'll get that to you because that is", "lGPETbcjSP8-00019-00004596-00004927": "unbeknownst to me it wasn't even a war", "lGPETbcjSP8-00020-00004928-00005118": "bang you can do like the spawn warbang", "lGPETbcjSP8-00021-00005119-00005175": "kill", "lGPETbcjSP8-00022-00005176-00005311": "but i'm pretty sure it wasn't a wall", "lGPETbcjSP8-00023-00005312-00005463": "bang either way let's see how this round", "lGPETbcjSP8-00024-00005464-00005599": "goes chaos are confused", "lGPETbcjSP8-00025-00005600-00005751": "and look at the dead body where does", "lGPETbcjSP8-00026-00005752-00005951": "that come from i don't know we'll figure", "lGPETbcjSP8-00027-00005952-00005999": "it out", "lGPETbcjSP8-00028-00006000-00006199": "as now chaos are deep inside of b zepp", "lGPETbcjSP8-00029-00006200-00006391": "is waiting for that ctp can shake us out", "lGPETbcjSP8-00030-00006392-00006510": "but he's fully flash that", "lGPETbcjSP8-00031-00006511-00006703": "could have capitalized with no rush the", "lGPETbcjSP8-00032-00006704-00006887": "molly is good shape with a reed zeppa", "lGPETbcjSP8-00033-00006888-00007046": "he's the poor mark he comes in for the", "lGPETbcjSP8-00034-00007047-00007167": "trade that's a big kill", "lGPETbcjSP8-00035-00007168-00007375": "as has kept chaos in this postpartum not", "lGPETbcjSP8-00036-00007376-00007559": "planted for marquis so jonji", "lGPETbcjSP8-00037-00007559-00007695": "needs to kill moose coming through", "lGPETbcjSP8-00038-00007695-00007895": "monster can junior draw the attention", "lGPETbcjSP8-00039-00007895-00007934": "away", "lGPETbcjSP8-00040-00007936-00008110": "moose is gone and junior with the orphan", "lGPETbcjSP8-00041-00008111-00008351": "heaven removed as well let's figure this", "lGPETbcjSP8-00042-00008352-00008423": "one out", "lGPETbcjSP8-00043-00008424-00008751": "as chaos they take an eighth yeah please", "lGPETbcjSP8-00044-00008752-00008910": "tell me we have a replay of that i", "lGPETbcjSP8-00045-00008911-00009119": "i will be freaking out if we don't i", "lGPETbcjSP8-00046-00009120-00009319": "will i'll be molding", "lGPETbcjSP8-00047-00009320-00009623": "so oh here it is", "lGPETbcjSP8-00048-00009624-00010135": "oh it is a boost he's jump catches", "lGPETbcjSP8-00049-00010136-00010391": "wow okay that could be a mountain dew", "lGPETbcjSP8-00050-00010392-00010559": "game fuel power play for sure", "lGPETbcjSP8-00051-00010560-00010727": "yeah because that player jumping was", "lGPETbcjSP8-00052-00010728-00010903": "throwing the short molotov that stops", "lGPETbcjSP8-00053-00010904-00011006": "you aggressing on b", "lGPETbcjSP8-00054-00011007-00011183": "short so he knows that that molly comes", "lGPETbcjSP8-00055-00011184-00011335": "out from that position", "lGPETbcjSP8-00056-00011336-00011495": "and he boosts in spawn that is", "lGPETbcjSP8-00057-00011496-00011710": "ridiculous i have never seen that", "lGPETbcjSP8-00058-00011711-00011974": "still finding ways to reinvent the wheel", "lGPETbcjSP8-00059-00011975-00012263": "on overpass", "lGPETbcjSP8-00060-00012264-00012478": "don't need to find out where i'm just", "lGPETbcjSP8-00061-00012479-00012599": "trying to spike once", "lGPETbcjSP8-00062-00012600-00013163": "hello", "lGPETbcjSP8-00063-00013165-00013583": "[Applause]", "lGPETbcjSP8-00064-00013584-00013815": "and fours they dismantle it james is", "lGPETbcjSP8-00065-00013816-00013999": "scratching his head he's thinking", "lGPETbcjSP8-00066-00014000-00014255": "what has just happened that is beautiful", "lGPETbcjSP8-00067-00014256-00014407": "and that one player is just holding", "lGPETbcjSP8-00068-00014408-00014511": "right like they're the late", "lGPETbcjSP8-00069-00014512-00014719": "they're the late round insurance", "lGPETbcjSP8-00070-00014719-00014886": "everyone else are not the boost again", "lGPETbcjSP8-00071-00014887-00014975": "guys have some", "lGPETbcjSP8-00072-00014976-00015455": "goddamn humanity no", "lGPETbcjSP8-00073-00015456-00015711": "you animals it's so good and that there", "lGPETbcjSP8-00074-00015712-00015903": "hugo that's the case study of what you", "lGPETbcjSP8-00075-00015904-00016063": "were just talking about it's to catch", "lGPETbcjSP8-00076-00016063-00016238": "the mollying player", "lGPETbcjSP8-00077-00016240-00016558": "or the boost beautiful", "lGPETbcjSP8-00078-00016559-00017184": "oh these awps get out go away"}}, {"audio_id": "lGWhdvZfhJc", "text": {"lGWhdvZfhJc-00000-00000000-00000137": "forget about anything else you want to", "lGWhdvZfhJc-00001-00000138-00000289": "buy this season we're about to launch", "lGWhdvZfhJc-00002-00000290-00000574": "the fall season and what's ready to", "lGWhdvZfhJc-00003-00000575-00000941": "launch is a bracelet not one more I've", "lGWhdvZfhJc-00004-00000942-00001133": "been touched by my heart by the people", "lGWhdvZfhJc-00005-00001134-00001391": "I've met upstairs on so many people who", "lGWhdvZfhJc-00006-00001392-00001676": "have had that experience and it is", "lGWhdvZfhJc-00007-00001677-00001997": "completely and utterly unacceptable", "lGWhdvZfhJc-00008-00001998-00002492": "Democrats or Republicans everyone we", "lGWhdvZfhJc-00009-00002493-00002897": "must never stop fighting fight fight", "lGWhdvZfhJc-00010-00002898-00003454": "fight be bold be courageous the nation's", "lGWhdvZfhJc-00011-00003455-00003725": "counting on you and if every one of us", "lGWhdvZfhJc-00012-00003726-00004019": "takes that one step we will keep winning", "lGWhdvZfhJc-00013-00004020-00004349": "and moving even closer to our ultimate", "lGWhdvZfhJc-00014-00004350-00004973": "goal not water lord thank you"}}, {"audio_id": "lGX6xYj0D_Q", "text": {"lGX6xYj0D_Q-00000-00029222-00029740": "test one two can you guys hear me", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00001-00029741-00030223": "foreign", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00002-00030224-00035602": "two can you hear me", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00003-00035603-00035965": "testing", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00004-00035966-00036395": "oh now brown cow", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00005-00036396-00036815": "can you hear me", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00006-00036816-00037261": "test one two", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00007-00037262-00037709": "you guys hear me", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00008-00037710-00037829": "so", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00009-00037830-00038489": "Paul if you can or", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00010-00038490-00038674": "Paul if you can give me a test count", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00011-00038675-00038843": "they don't necessarily need to hear", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00012-00038844-00039059": "everybody well yeah we do we have board", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00013-00039060-00039196": "members online so we have to get this", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00014-00039197-00039437": "audio working", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00015-00039438-00042767": "foreign", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00016-00042768-00043193": "testing one testing two one two", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00017-00043194-00043399": "budge can you hear me", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00018-00043400-00043655": "yeah I can hear you no problem you guys", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00019-00043656-00043955": "got me yep we got you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00020-00043956-00044243": "okay I think we're ready we're Pros so", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00021-00044244-00044530": "when we do Chris Herron's update he will", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00022-00044531-00044746": "be remote", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00023-00044747-00044896": "all right and some of the board members", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00024-00044897-00045011": "will have to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00025-00045012-00045095": "um", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00026-00045096-00045443": "um us you know answer to being here uh", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00027-00045444-00045593": "remote as well so we'll have to make", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00028-00045594-00045808": "sure that's ready okay thanks guys so", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00029-00045809-00046085": "I'm gonna drop okay can you turn volume", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00030-00046086-00046318": "up on 1718", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00031-00046319-00046607": "just a little bit and then probably you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00032-00046608-00046846": "could probably pull this down number 13", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00033-00046847-00047105": "down Just A Pinch", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00034-00047106-00047777": "testing one yep we got good audio", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00035-00047778-00062987": "yep I think we're good", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00036-00062988-00063730": "foreign", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00037-00063732-00110104": "foreign", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00038-00110105-00110302": "all right just want to make sure we got", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00039-00110303-00110531": "the audio working there good morning", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00040-00110532-00110728": "um my name is budge Courier I'm going to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00041-00110729-00111095": "uh call the 911 Advisory board for the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00042-00111096-00111401": "month of November to order and uh the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00043-00111402-00111533": "first order of business is to do roll", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00044-00111533-00111628": "call", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00045-00111629-00111760": "so", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00046-00111761-00112066": "um I believe Chief Baxter is online is", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00047-00112067-00112271": "that correct", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00048-00112272-00112540": "yes good morning budge I'm here good", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00049-00112541-00112666": "morning", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00050-00112667-00113110": "all right Brenda Bruner", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00051-00113111-00113716": "Mark Chase", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00052-00113717-00114157": "Rosa Ramos", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00053-00114158-00114910": "Sheriff Braun", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00054-00114911-00115049": "Sheriff", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00055-00115050-00115181": "present", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00056-00115182-00115301": "all right", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00057-00115302-00116104": "uh Tracy Gonzalez", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00058-00116105-00116260": "Captain Ramirez", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00059-00116261-00116507": "present", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00060-00116508-00116765": "Captain Warren", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00061-00116766-00116884": "here", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00062-00116885-00117113": "and cheap White", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00063-00117114-00117431": "president okay so we have a quorum uh", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00064-00117432-00117557": "there are a couple of members that may", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00065-00117558-00117701": "be joining but we certainly have a", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00066-00117702-00117952": "quorum uh the next order of business is", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00067-00117953-00118186": "the approval of the meeting minutes if", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00068-00118188-00118390": "you will recall at the last meeting", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00069-00118391-00118589": "there was some edits that were requested", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00070-00118590-00118984": "to be made to the May minutes uh we went", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00071-00118985-00119302": "back and looked at the recording which", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00072-00119303-00119452": "did not record", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00073-00119453-00119699": "so um there's a little bit of a problem", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00074-00119700-00120028": "there we tried to capture as best we", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00075-00120029-00120299": "could what was said in those May meeting", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00076-00120300-00120575": "minutes uh and we did not have the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00077-00120576-00120802": "recording to go back to so", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00078-00120803-00120952": "um I can't remember who it was that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00079-00120953-00121145": "asked if if we would go back and do", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00080-00121146-00121373": "those additions but um you'll probably", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00081-00121374-00121619": "remember who you are if you could take a", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00082-00121620-00121793": "look at those May minutes you've got a", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00083-00121794-00121978": "hard copy in front of you those board", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00084-00121979-00122201": "members are online uh you have an", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00085-00122202-00122489": "electronic version as well and uh", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00086-00122490-00122747": "welcome to accept any feedback on the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00087-00122748-00123545": "May meeting minutes", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00088-00123546-00123784": "okay do we have a motion to approve the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00089-00123785-00123923": "May meeting minutes seeing as how", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00090-00123924-00124163": "there's no comment on those chief White", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00091-00124164-00124354": "motion to approve okay we have a motion", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00092-00124355-00124528": "from Chief white we have a second Rosa", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00093-00124529-00124823": "Ramos with the second Rosa second all", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00094-00124824-00125183": "right uh any opposed to approving the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00095-00125183-00125519": "May meeting minutes", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00096-00125520-00125819": "okay so the motion carries", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00097-00125820-00126160": "um we'll move on to the August meeting", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00098-00126161-00126304": "minutes", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00099-00126305-00126599": "so those are also a hard copy in front", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00100-00126600-00126719": "of you you've also received an", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00101-00126720-00126875": "electronic version prior to today's", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00102-00126876-00127031": "meeting", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00103-00127032-00127343": "um I want to entertain discussion about", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00104-00127344-00127571": "the August meeting minutes if anybody", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00105-00127572-00127793": "has any adjustments or clarifications", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00106-00127794-00128723": "they need on those meeting minutes", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00107-00128724-00128975": "okay seeing and hearing none do we have", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00108-00128976-00129178": "a motion to approve the August meeting", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00109-00129179-00129478": "minutes", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00110-00129479-00129707": "chief White motion approved all right a", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00111-00129708-00129839": "motion for chief White do we have a", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00112-00129840-00130121": "second Brenda Brunner second Brenda's", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00113-00130122-00130336": "second stat thank you all right anyone", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00114-00130338-00130589": "opposed to approving the August meeting", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00115-00130590-00130852": "minutes", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00116-00130853-00131104": "all right motion carries", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00117-00131105-00131302": "um we will be obviously posting a copy", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00118-00131303-00131495": "of those on our website so that they'll", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00119-00131496-00131759": "be available for others to view", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00120-00131760-00132035": "um the next order of business is agendum", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00121-00132036-00132340": "item number three closed session and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00122-00132341-00132535": "pursuant to government code", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00123-00132536-00132851": "11126 Echo we're going to meet and we'll", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00124-00132852-00133049": "enter into closed session we'll be", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00125-00133050-00133247": "adjourning upstairs", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00126-00133248-00133325": "um", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00127-00133326-00133559": "I am supposed to be advancing the slides", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00128-00133560-00133840": "Paul's motioning to me so uh I'm caught", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00129-00133841-00134116": "up now we're on item three thank you sir", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00130-00134117-00134237": "um so we're going to go into closed", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00131-00134238-00134440": "session um we've got uh we'll be meeting", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00132-00134441-00134633": "actually up in the lab conference room", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00133-00134634-00134963": "so we'll be in closed session uh and we", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00134-00134964-00135209": "will report out on any members that will", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00135-00135210-00135466": "any items that were for public", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00136-00135467-00135551": "um", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00137-00135552-00135802": "uh discussion when up on our return so", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00138-00135803-00136127": "we'll uh we'll move to the closed", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00139-00136128-00136390": "session", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00140-00136391-00136690": "yeah those members that are online", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00141-00136691-00136954": "um if you can please join the closed", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00142-00136955-00137140": "session meeting she should have received", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00143-00137141-00137459": "a Microsoft teams meeting uh join us", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00144-00137460-00137633": "there and we'll be there shortly as soon", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00145-00137634-00137861": "as it takes us to walk up to this", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00146-00137862-00138047": "conference room so we'll stand adjourned", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00147-00138048-00138701": "until then", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00148-00138702-00139102": "collab", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00149-00139103-00146327": "s", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00150-00146328-00154295": "um yeah", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00151-00154296-00154649": "Department", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00152-00154650-00158359": "foreign", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00153-00158360-00159533": "look at this", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00154-00159534-00161969": "business", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00155-00161970-00164957": "foreign", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00156-00164958-00169240": "foreign", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00157-00169241-00176431": "foreign", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00158-00176432-00176621": "thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00159-00176622-00176843": "people", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00160-00176844-00180109": "yeah", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00161-00180110-00180604": "thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00162-00180605-00183138": "um", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00163-00183139-00187152": "thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00164-00187153-00187661": "thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00165-00187662-00189090": "again", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00166-00189091-00189713": "thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00167-00189714-00193369": "foreign", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00168-00193370-00196625": "thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00169-00196626-00198095": "thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00170-00198096-00200057": "very much", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00171-00200058-00203464": "foreign", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00172-00203465-00206569": "responsible", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00173-00206569-00206758": "thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00174-00206759-00210101": "once again", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00175-00210102-00211060": "everything", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00176-00211061-00214434": "happens", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00177-00214435-00214991": "thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00178-00214992-00218155": "again", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00179-00218156-00218617": "thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00180-00218617-00221844": "myself or maybe", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00181-00221846-00225796": "thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00182-00225798-00228898": "foreign", 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"lGX6xYj0D_Q-00203-00281120-00283613": "thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00204-00283614-00284560": "thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00205-00284561-00289237": "foreign", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00206-00289238-00291119": "thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00207-00291120-00295255": "foreign", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00208-00295256-00295493": "all right", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00209-00295494-00297655": "okay", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00210-00297656-00298006": "thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00211-00298007-00301030": "foreign", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00212-00301031-00307823": "foreign", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00213-00307824-00311845": "thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00214-00311846-00312149": "okay we uh we're back from closed", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00215-00312150-00312275": "session I'm going to take a roll call", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00216-00312276-00312604": "and then I'll give a report out so", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00217-00312605-00312779": "um Chief Baxter", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00218-00312780-00313084": "I'm here thank you Brenda Brunner", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00219-00313085-00313384": "president Mark Chase president Rosa", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00220-00313385-00313841": "Ramos president Sheriff Braun", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00221-00313842-00314134": "all right Sheriff president", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00222-00314135-00314543": "Tracy Gonzalez", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00223-00314544-00314680": "Chief Ramirez", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00224-00314681-00314939": "president Captain Warren", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00225-00314940-00315071": "present", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00226-00315072-00315443": "and chief White president okay so during", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00227-00315444-00315587": "closed session", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00228-00315588-00315779": "um we did discuss", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00229-00315780-00316103": "um some of the details of the testing", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00230-00316104-00316367": "that's going on out in the peace app and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00231-00316368-00316541": "so we have a slide on that where we're", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00232-00316542-00316684": "going to repeat that information back", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00233-00316685-00316853": "here but we did get into a little bit of", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00234-00316854-00317063": "that conversation uh to provide some", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00235-00317064-00317291": "backdrop so when we get to that slide", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00236-00317292-00317434": "we'll we'll be sure to point out that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00237-00317435-00317567": "that's what we covered in closed session", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00238-00317568-00317782": "you'll recognize the slide when you see", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00239-00317783-00318017": "it other than that there's nothing to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00240-00318018-00318229": "report from the closed session", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00241-00318230-00318545": "so um moving on we'll we'll head to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00242-00318546-00318767": "agenda item number four we've got Reggie", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00243-00318768-00318989": "here to give us a legislative update go", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00244-00318990-00319151": "ahead sir", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00245-00319152-00319349": "good morning folks and uh just in the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00246-00319350-00319529": "interest of time the the bills that I", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00247-00319530-00319667": "will be reading will just be more of an", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00248-00319668-00319973": "annotated Reader's Digest version and um", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00249-00319974-00320201": "uh there's any questions it'll be free", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00250-00320202-00320482": "to follow up on that now just uh for", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00251-00320483-00320863": "starters uh the governor did sign AB 988", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00252-00320864-00321275": "uh in September and what 988 does is it", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00253-00321276-00321467": "establishes the miles Hall Lifeline", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00254-00321468-00321732": "suicide and suicide prevention act", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00255-00321733-00322091": "multiple uh uh Provisions within the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00256-00322092-00322306": "bill what it also what it does though is", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00257-00322307-00322547": "it also requires that no later than July", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00258-00322548-00322901": "1st of 2024 Cal OES will verify the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00259-00322902-00323189": "interoperability between and across 911", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00260-00323190-00323345": "and 988", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00261-00323346-00323603": "and it also requires a call OAS to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00262-00323604-00323795": "consult with specified entities on any", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00263-00323796-00324023": "technology technology requirements for", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00264-00324024-00324304": "988 centers there is a legislative uh", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00265-00324305-00324569": "there is a agenda item so we can go", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00266-00324570-00324773": "further into that during if there's any", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00267-00324774-00324929": "other questions related to the bill", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00268-00324930-00325325": "during that uh item that's on the agenda", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00269-00325326-00325549": "uh additionally", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00270-00325550-00325979": "ab2 2906 had been previously signed in", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00271-00325980-00326291": "the summer back in June uh by assembly", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00272-00326292-00326615": "member Patterson which would exempt so", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00273-00326616-00326867": "current law authorizes the puc to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00274-00326868-00327058": "control and regulate the use of", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00275-00327059-00327304": "automatic dialing announce announcing", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00276-00327305-00327527": "devices to a telephone line", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00277-00327528-00327947": "uh and as well as uh specifies the hours", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00278-00327948-00328127": "during which the devices may not be", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00279-00328128-00328241": "operated", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00280-00328242-00328373": "uh", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00281-00328374-00328558": "additionally", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00282-00328559-00328834": "it exempts from that control and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00283-00328835-00329093": "regulation certain entities that use an", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00284-00329094-00329308": "automatic dialing announcing device", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00285-00329309-00329573": "under various situations including", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00286-00329574-00329854": "contacting the parents and or guardians", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00287-00329855-00330047": "of pupils by schools regarding", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00288-00330048-00330227": "attendance and placing of calls by law", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00289-00330228-00330454": "enforcement agencies fire protection", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00290-00330455-00330754": "agencies and public health agencies for", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00291-00330755-00330934": "specified purposes relating to Public", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00292-00330935-00331163": "Safety and emergencies what the bill", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00293-00331164-00331360": "does is that it exempts from that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00294-00331361-00331679": "control and regulation the use of an", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00295-00331680-00331943": "automatic dialing announcing device for", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00296-00331944-00332267": "purposes of a school contacting parents", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00297-00332268-00332597": "or guardians of pupils regarding the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00298-00332598-00332830": "health and safety of pupils", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00299-00332831-00333430": "additionally SB 857 by senator hueso was", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00300-00333431-00333604": "also signed back in September which", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00301-00333605-00333779": "extended the California high cost", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00302-00333780-00334247": "administrative funds A and B uh and the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00303-00334248-00334504": "program requirements until January 1st", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00304-00334505-00334823": "of 2028 as I'm sure some folks here may", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00305-00334824-00335069": "recognize that that is actually a teleco", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00306-00335070-00335429": "fund that the cpuc has established uh", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00307-00335430-00335632": "which is for use for Telecom purposes", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00308-00335633-00335819": "throughout the state", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00309-00335820-00336119": "so that is on the state side", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00310-00336120-00336604": "uh on the federal side uh H.R 1250 the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00311-00336605-00336808": "emergency Reporting Act by congresswoman", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00312-00336809-00337151": "Matsui would require the FCC to report", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00313-00337152-00337456": "on certain activations of the disaster", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00314-00337457-00337804": "information Reporting System orders uh", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00315-00337805-00338093": "and to adopt specified rules related to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00316-00338094-00338363": "network outage reporting that is", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00317-00338364-00338699": "currently in the Senate and uh has been", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00318-00338700-00338969": "in the Senate since July uh just again", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00319-00338970-00339269": "as a reminder uh folks may be aware that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00320-00339270-00339430": "we are now currently in a lame duck", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00321-00339431-00339641": "session in Congress so there's not that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00322-00339642-00339880": "many bills that may be moving other than", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00323-00339881-00340097": "a concurrent Resolute a concurring", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00324-00340098-00340415": "resolution for uh the federal government", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00325-00340416-00340727": "to be funded as well as perhaps the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00326-00340728-00340925": "national uh defense authorization act", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00327-00340926-00341201": "those are two things that may be move in", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00328-00341202-00341369": "during this lame duck session", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00329-00341370-00341825": "uh H.R 1848 by Congressman polony would", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00330-00341826-00342010": "rebuild and modernize the nation's", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00331-00342011-00342208": "infrastructure to expand access to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00332-00342209-00342484": "broadband and next-gen 9-1-1", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00333-00342485-00342947": "and that is currently in the house uh as", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00334-00342948-00343343": "well and it hasn't really moved uh from", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00335-00343344-00343510": "from uh", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00336-00343511-00343654": "uh its intro", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00337-00343655-00344158": "uh another another bill H.R 1859 by uh", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00338-00344159-00344399": "Congressman uh Smith Adam Smith would", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00339-00344400-00344549": "authorize the Secretary of Health and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00340-00344550-00344771": "Human Services acting through the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00341-00344772-00344927": "assistant secretary for mental health", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00342-00344928-00345280": "and substance uh used to award grants to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00343-00345281-00345419": "States territories political", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00344-00345420-00345593": "subdivisions of states and territories", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00345-00345594-00345869": "tribal governments and Consortium tribal", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00346-00345870-00346091": "governments to establish an unarmed", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00347-00346092-00346289": "9-1-1 response program and for other", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00348-00346290-00346577": "purposes again that is also in the house", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00349-00346578-00346853": "uh has not moved and is currently in the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00350-00346854-00347056": "uh subcommittee on health", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00351-00347057-00347339": "uh another bill that has been around as", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00352-00347340-00347615": "well for is the Kelsey Smith Act Senate", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00353-00347616-00347903": "Bill 466 by Senator Moran which would", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00354-00347904-00348137": "require a mobile or Internet voice", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00355-00348138-00348358": "service provider to disclose the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00356-00348359-00348580": "location information of a device", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00357-00348581-00348941": "pursuant to certain requests that had", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00358-00348942-00349193": "actually passed the Senate but has been", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00359-00349194-00349558": "sitting in the house since last year", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00360-00349559-00349943": "and lastly Senate Bill 1175 the 911", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00361-00349944-00350177": "saves act by Senator Burton would", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00362-00350178-00350447": "categorize uh would categorize Public", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00363-00350448-00350632": "Safety telecommunicators as a protective", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00364-00350633-00350830": "service occupation under the standard", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00365-00350831-00351125": "occupational classification system and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00366-00351126-00351497": "that is also in the Senate", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00367-00351498-00351797": "still", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00368-00351798-00352043": "okay thank you Mr Salvador um do we have", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00369-00352044-00352445": "any questions from the board", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00370-00352446-00352630": "all right any comments or questions from", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00371-00352631-00352877": "the public", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00372-00352878-00353080": "all right seeing hearing none thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00373-00353081-00353278": "sir thank you move on to agenda item", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00374-00353279-00353410": "number five", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00375-00353411-00353567": "um we're gonna get an update from Mr", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00376-00353568-00353753": "Paul Troxel", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00377-00353754-00354017": "um on some uh information from the 911", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00378-00354018-00355780": "branch", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00379-00355781-00355984": "good morning everybody Paul Troxell with", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00380-00355985-00356225": "the 911 Branch thank you for joining us", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00381-00356226-00356375": "all this morning", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00382-00356376-00356519": "um here's a list of the topics that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00383-00356520-00356741": "we'll be briefing out today", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00384-00356742-00356830": "um", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00385-00356831-00357047": "I'd like to first start with our 911", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00386-00357048-00357263": "stats this is a typical side that we've", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00387-00357264-00357556": "had in Prior briefings is we're closing", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00388-00357557-00357910": "out 2022 we are starting to analyze uh", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00389-00357911-00358223": "where we set we did some predictive", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00390-00358224-00358367": "analysis", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00391-00358368-00358439": "um", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00392-00358440-00358667": "it's showing that we're going to have a", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00393-00358668-00358853": "slower year this year", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00394-00358854-00359045": "um we are still trying to figure out why", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00395-00359046-00359195": "that is and take a look at what's", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00396-00359196-00359453": "happening at the local level so we'll", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00397-00359454-00359669": "brief some more out on what happened in", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00398-00359670-00360277": "2022 when we meet in February", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00399-00360278-00360545": "with the Legacy call processing", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00400-00360546-00360658": "equipment", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00401-00360659-00360832": "um we've briefed out some of the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00402-00360833-00361121": "challenges that we've had in this", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00403-00361122-00361378": "Advisory Board we wanted to go into the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00404-00361379-00361708": "three distinct testing processes in what", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00405-00361709-00361949": "we're finding we did talk about this", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00406-00361950-00362177": "briefly in closed session as budge had", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00407-00362178-00362327": "briefed out we wanted to point this out", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00408-00362328-00362573": "to everybody in Open Session", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00409-00362574-00362813": "um the the first thing that we're", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00410-00362814-00363053": "testing is compliance with the interface", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00411-00363054-00363251": "control document that's required by our", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00412-00363252-00363473": "Prime network service provider and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00413-00363474-00363658": "that's the defining document for that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00414-00363659-00363899": "interface between call processing", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00415-00363900-00364121": "equipment and the ng-911 network and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00416-00364122-00364391": "that allows that call to flow in and out", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00417-00364392-00364577": "in the dispatcher to be able to answer", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00418-00364578-00364745": "that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00419-00364746-00364834": "um", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00420-00364835-00365195": "the interface document interface control", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00421-00365196-00365471": "document they've had to build in some", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00422-00365472-00365608": "workarounds because of some of the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00423-00365609-00365753": "limitations that we found with our", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00424-00365754-00365956": "Legacy CPE", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00425-00365957-00366293": "um and we did Define a way to overcome", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00426-00366294-00366491": "some of those limitations in the future", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00427-00366492-00366665": "slide I'll point that out", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00428-00366666-00366839": "the second testing that we're doing is", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00429-00366840-00367078": "the contract requirements for legacy", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00430-00367079-00367282": "call processing equipment when we", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00431-00367283-00367649": "purchased our uh our CPE we purchased", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00432-00367650-00367871": "with a requirement that it met I3 the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00433-00367872-00368225": "Nina I3 standard and when that contract", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00434-00368226-00368597": "was signed in 2017 there was no ng-911", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00435-00368598-00368860": "lab to validate that now we do have an", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00436-00368861-00369130": "ng911 lab and it allows us to do some", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00437-00369131-00369232": "testing", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00438-00369233-00369515": "and we're finding limitations to the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00439-00369516-00369760": "Legacy call processing equipment where", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00440-00369761-00370060": "it does not meet the I3 compliance so", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00441-00370061-00370228": "that has created", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00442-00370229-00370301": "um", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00443-00370302-00370577": "a big challenge for our team in our", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00444-00370578-00370877": "ng911 service providers to take a look", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00445-00370878-00371027": "at how do we", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00446-00371028-00371471": "deliver a 911 call to Legacy Solutions", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00447-00371472-00371753": "and then the third uh testing process", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00448-00371754-00371915": "that we're going through is our", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00449-00371916-00372263": "cloud-based call processing we do have a", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00450-00372264-00372653": "slide to identify what cloud systems we", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00451-00372654-00372875": "do have and where some of the other", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00452-00372876-00373165": "providers are in the testing process", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00453-00373166-00373408": "one of the biggest benefits that we've", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00454-00373409-00373739": "received out of our ng-911 lab is prior", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00455-00373740-00373877": "to going live with any of these", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00456-00373878-00374087": "Solutions we can validate the contract", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00457-00374088-00374243": "requirements are being met we can", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00458-00374244-00374501": "validate the I3 standard as being met so", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00459-00374502-00374723": "when we deploy we have a greater", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00460-00374724-00374956": "understanding of what needs to happen at", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00461-00374957-00375137": "installation to be able to deliver that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00462-00375138-00375401": "call through the ng91 network through", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00463-00375402-00375880": "Cloud CPE to the dispatcher", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00464-00375881-00376204": "so what we found this data is aggregated", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00465-00376205-00376673": "with our Legacy CPE providers so here we", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00466-00376674-00376973": "have some of the I3 requirements have", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00467-00376974-00377117": "been partially met", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00468-00377118-00377399": "we have some of the I3 requirements they", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00469-00377400-00377597": "have failed to meet and then we had", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00470-00377598-00377854": "eight additional I3 requirements", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00471-00377855-00378139": "we knew if they couldn't do those", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00472-00378140-00378437": "requirements there was no even need to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00473-00378438-00378580": "test those additional weight they", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00474-00378581-00378682": "couldn't meet them", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00475-00378683-00379067": "so here is is a basic report card with", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00476-00379068-00379271": "some of the challenges challenges that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00477-00379272-00379463": "we've seen in our lab and trying to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00478-00379464-00379756": "deploy the ng-911 network", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00479-00379757-00380117": "and our provider in the Cal OES team", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00480-00380118-00380356": "have had to come together figure out how", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00481-00380357-00380728": "do we deploy continue to get ng-911", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00482-00380729-00380965": "rolled out and still be able to support", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00483-00380966-00381304": "uh Legacy CPE", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00484-00381305-00381521": "so this graphic has been one that you've", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00485-00381522-00381725": "seen before the difference is the red", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00486-00381726-00381893": "box there about the middle of the screen", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00487-00381894-00382175": "the alley box this is the workaround", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00488-00382176-00382397": "that's been developed one of the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00489-00382398-00382643": "challenges that we found as CPE cannot", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00490-00382644-00383147": "take an ng911 location push through CPE", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00491-00383148-00383513": "to CAD so this alley emulation box will", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00492-00383514-00383867": "bring next-gen location in turn it to a", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00493-00383868-00384049": "Serial", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00494-00384050-00384293": "delivery through serial Port down", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00495-00384294-00384593": "through CAD system and it will allow", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00496-00384594-00385006": "that Legacy CPE to display location", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00497-00385007-00385258": "display the number information", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00498-00385259-00385451": "give the dispatcher the information that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00499-00385452-00385637": "they need they can push it to CAD and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00500-00385638-00385954": "continue the call Flow everything else", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00501-00385955-00386165": "on that graphic is still accurate in the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00502-00386166-00386404": "way of the testing process the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00503-00386405-00386645": "installation process with the ng911", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00504-00386646-00386945": "service provider the Legacy CPE provider", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00505-00386946-00387178": "whoever your maintenance provider is the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00506-00387179-00387454": "only difference is we've got this um", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00507-00387455-00387760": "this one workflow inserted to install", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00508-00387761-00388432": "the alley emulation box", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00509-00388433-00388703": "yeah go ahead there's a question", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00510-00388704-00388991": "so with the alley box", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00511-00388992-00389158": "um is there going to be someone or", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00512-00389159-00389345": "technician or someone coming to each", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00513-00389346-00389615": "piece app to install these boxes to the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00514-00389616-00389884": "individual psab and what's the timeline", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00515-00389885-00390160": "anticipated for this to happen so yes", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00516-00390161-00390328": "there will be a technician it does", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00517-00390329-00390623": "require a site visit and I believe the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00518-00390624-00390821": "way this is going to roll out and Andrew", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00519-00390822-00391060": "and Budge keep me honest they're going", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00520-00391061-00391223": "to go The Phase One Peace apps first", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00521-00391224-00391595": "where we planned on deploying and then", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00522-00391596-00391853": "through the rest of that list and and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00523-00391854-00392410": "get 100 deployment over time", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00524-00392411-00392669": "and just to clarify", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00525-00392670-00392795": "um if you're wondering has it been", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00526-00392796-00393143": "tested yet yes uh Imperial County and El", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00527-00393144-00393341": "Dorado County have these deployed today", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00528-00393342-00393580": "uh and they're working on the the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00529-00393581-00394349": "network as we speak today", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00530-00394350-00394523": "thank you for that budge I was going to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00531-00394524-00394763": "point that out on this slide here some", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00532-00394764-00394913": "good news since our last meeting in", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00533-00394914-00395267": "August in Tuolumne County we have cut", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00534-00395268-00395615": "ATT Mobility so they have", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00535-00395616-00395856": "um T-Mobile Verizon", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00536-00395857-00396227": "Frontier landline and ATT Mobility on", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00537-00396228-00396575": "ng-911 network and I believe the that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00538-00396576-00396754": "accounts for about 90 percent of their", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00539-00396755-00397097": "workload is on ng911 today and working", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00540-00397098-00397313": "the alley emulation box has been", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00541-00397314-00397517": "installed there for quite some time and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00542-00397518-00397708": "it is working", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00543-00397709-00397991": "um since our last meeting we did go live", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00544-00397992-00398284": "in South Lake Tahoe uh T-mobile was", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00545-00398285-00398651": "deployed there last week I would like to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00546-00398652-00398878": "take a second to recognize Angela Chen", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00547-00398879-00399082": "who's our Northern Region project", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00548-00399083-00399406": "manager uh Gail kin who's our regional", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00549-00399407-00399749": "coordinator and then Kurt gallat who is", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00550-00399750-00400132": "now our 988 advisor and project manager", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00551-00400133-00400421": "who was there supporting uh Gail and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00552-00400422-00400691": "Angela they drove up after the little", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00553-00400692-00400937": "snowstorm that they had to be there to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00554-00400938-00401158": "support synergym in the testing and go", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00555-00401159-00401417": "live process when they got up there", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00556-00401418-00401615": "everything worked through perfectly they", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00557-00401616-00401789": "were able to cut and have a successful", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00558-00401790-00402089": "deployment there so we now have a second", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00559-00402090-00402545": "County deployed with ng911. we do have a", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00560-00402546-00402737": "team down in Imperial County today doing", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00561-00402738-00403054": "some testing the plan if all the testing", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00562-00403055-00403252": "is successful they will cut and go live", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00563-00403253-00403565": "in Imperial County today so exciting", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00564-00403566-00403780": "good news happening", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00565-00403781-00403978": "um and it's it's been a lot of work by", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00566-00403979-00404195": "our team and the the ng91 one service", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00567-00404196-00404423": "provider so I'd like to take a moment to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00568-00404424-00404993": "recognize all that hard work", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00569-00404994-00405245": "our Statewide CPE installation one of", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00570-00405246-00405425": "the challenges that we had because of", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00571-00405426-00405641": "the contract and I3 compliance we did", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00572-00405642-00405958": "have to put a moratorium on on the sale", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00573-00405959-00406421": "of Legacy CPE so this year 2022 we are", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00574-00406422-00406715": "down to eight successful deployments and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00575-00406716-00406978": "installations those have been works that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00576-00406979-00407154": "were in progress", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00577-00407155-00407501": "we do have quite a few agencies who are", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00578-00407502-00407801": "pushing to go to Cloud CPE Janae", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00579-00407802-00408125": "debrowski's team is fully engaged", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00580-00408126-00408419": "we have a couple active deployments and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00581-00408420-00408617": "then we have a bunch of Peace apps", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00582-00408618-00408802": "contacting the team requesting their", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00583-00408803-00409078": "updated uh allotment letters what the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00584-00409079-00409223": "process is", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00585-00409224-00409427": "um and Janae and her team have been", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00586-00409428-00409541": "really", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00587-00409542-00409955": "um organized to do some demo some", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00588-00409956-00410128": "organized demo days showing the cloud", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00589-00410129-00410537": "CPE Solutions both here at our PSE", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00590-00410538-00410818": "campus as well as down in uh Los Angeles", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00591-00410819-00411043": "area we have a few more coming up", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00592-00411043-00411334": "they've been very successful to show", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00593-00411335-00411587": "what this technology is it is new it is", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00594-00411588-00412001": "different so you know a huge Kudo to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00595-00412002-00412264": "Janae and her team for all the work and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00596-00412266-00412409": "all the vendors that supported those", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00597-00412410-00412510": "days", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00598-00412512-00412770": "so in 2023 we do expect", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00599-00412771-00412991": "deployments to go up", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00600-00412992-00413459": "um and take less time", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00601-00413460-00413910": "so here we have our Cloud CPE Solutions", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00602-00413912-00414241": "on the lower right corner we have Lumen", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00603-00414242-00414587": "autos and NGA who are live cleared", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00604-00414588-00414772": "tested validated all through the lab", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00605-00414773-00415001": "they are available for purchase today if", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00606-00415002-00415318": "any psap is interested contact Janae and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00607-00415319-00415534": "her team and they can point you to the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00608-00415535-00415841": "right contacts for those companies", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00609-00415842-00415997": "um we are happy to announce that in", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00610-00415997-00416255": "Toronto and Rapid deployee CPE", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00611-00416256-00416441": "um are completing the phase one testing", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00612-00416442-00416734": "process and are engaging uh to the phase", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00613-00416735-00416993": "two testing process", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00614-00416993-00417370": "um depending on exact timelines and how", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00615-00417371-00417670": "testing goes that could be as early as", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00616-00417671-00418193": "early 2023 but likely march-ish for", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00617-00418193-00418391": "those solutions to get validated through", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00618-00418392-00418589": "the lab and be available and then we'll", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00619-00418589-00418913": "have five CPE Solutions available on", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00620-00418914-00419170": "contract we do still have Motorola and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00621-00419171-00419332": "carbine who are engaged in the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00622-00419333-00419503": "conversation however they have not", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00623-00419504-00419747": "engaged in phase one testing at this", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00624-00419747-00420197": "time", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00625-00420197-00420551": "in this graphic we did have in addition", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00626-00420552-00420887": "to the uh psap advisor team that's Anita", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00627-00420888-00421120": "Lopez she joined the team here about", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00628-00421121-00421379": "four or five months ago so she's uh", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00629-00421380-00421516": "received some", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00630-00421517-00421739": "um County assignments and she is also", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00631-00421739-00422020": "the 988 advisor", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00632-00422021-00422237": "we did have one retirement on the team", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00633-00422238-00422405": "that position is still vacant we're", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00634-00422406-00422579": "hoping to get that posted and filled", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00635-00422580-00422681": "soon", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00636-00422682-00422920": "um so this graphic is just the updated", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00637-00422921-00423251": "contact I'd leave this in uh for", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00638-00423252-00423409": "everybody to take back to your", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00639-00423410-00423635": "represented organizations professional", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00640-00423635-00423853": "associations and peace apps to share", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00641-00423854-00424066": "engineer's information is there on the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00642-00424067-00424253": "bottom if you have any questions about", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00643-00424254-00424655": "the team reach out to Janae or your pcap", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00644-00424656-00424943": "advisor Direct", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00645-00424943-00425279": "yes sir just a question on the counties", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00646-00425280-00425501": "that fall under the vacant are they uh", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00647-00425502-00425735": "to contact their previous advisor or how", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00648-00425735-00425903": "is that handled during the vacancy", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00649-00425904-00426118": "period uh contact Janae", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00650-00426119-00426293": "um what she's done is she's divvied up", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00651-00426293-00426455": "some of those counties for the other", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00652-00426456-00426760": "team members to to oversee while that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00653-00426762-00427079": "vacancy is there so Janae will get you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00654-00427080-00427943": "in in touch with bright person", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00655-00427943-00428110": "a quick update on some of the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00656-00428112-00428291": "procurements that we have going on are", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00657-00428292-00428447": "recruiting retention and training", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00658-00428447-00428651": "requests for proposal is still actively", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00659-00428652-00428981": "moving I'm engaged with the Cal OES", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00660-00428982-00429209": "procurement team", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00661-00429210-00429593": "um the contract that drafted RFP is", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00662-00429593-00429899": "being reviewed and will go through dgs", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00663-00429900-00430241": "review prior to going out live we are on", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00664-00430242-00430535": "track we do expect an early 2023", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00665-00430535-00431014": "contract execution for that contract", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00666-00431015-00431266": "question will we have access to seeing", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00667-00431267-00431410": "who are the bidders", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00668-00431412-00431777": "for the RFP for the training RFP and I", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00669-00431778-00432016": "don't believe so I believe that uh all", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00670-00432017-00432203": "the bidders while they're going through", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00671-00432204-00432460": "evaluation will be confidential and then", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00672-00432462-00432701": "once the contract is awarded that data", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00673-00432702-00433145": "will be made public got it thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00674-00433146-00433349": "and then the 988 call processing", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00675-00433350-00433577": "equipment uh that procurement is", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00676-00433578-00433866": "actively moving forward the evaluations", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00677-00433867-00434177": "are happening and they expect the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00678-00434178-00434501": "contract award by December of 2022 and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00679-00434502-00434801": "that will support all of the 13988", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00680-00434802-00434999": "centers in the state", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00681-00435000-00435214": "and then we have some uh pending", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00682-00435215-00435401": "activities that we've been discussing", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00683-00435402-00435677": "for quite some time uh Cal OES we would", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00684-00435678-00435922": "like to do a Statewide logging audio log", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00685-00435923-00436189": "contract similar to our", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00686-00436189-00436457": "CPE Master purchase agreement get", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00687-00436458-00436727": "multiple vendors on contract and at the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00688-00436728-00436949": "local level if you need an audio logger", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00689-00436950-00437129": "that needs to support something in", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00690-00437130-00437345": "addition to what CPE has in the cloud", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00691-00437346-00437579": "CPE contract you would have that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00692-00437580-00437879": "procurement vehicle available to you and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00693-00437880-00438168": "then the Statewide CAD multi-vendor", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00694-00438169-00438418": "contract the same thing we would like to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00695-00438419-00438677": "do a Statewide Master purchase agreement", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00696-00438678-00438916": "for multiple CAD vendors to be on", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00697-00438917-00439241": "contract and that would be an available", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00698-00439242-00439468": "procurement vehicle for the local", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00699-00439469-00439853": "agencies to engage in hopefully gain the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00700-00439854-00440014": "buying power of the State of California", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00701-00440015-00440243": "to get a reduced price on that CAD", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00702-00440243-00440470": "system", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00703-00440471-00440693": "I had a question regarding the um", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00704-00440693-00440872": "cloud-based recorder do you know offhand", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00705-00440873-00441053": "if there's support in that contract for", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00706-00441054-00441287": "recording the local radio channels or is", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00707-00441288-00441455": "it just the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00708-00441456-00441625": "um telephone", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00709-00441626-00442072": "Andrew Wendy digg Cloud CPE we had they", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00710-00442073-00442277": "had to connect into local PBX and local", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00711-00442278-00442522": "radio as well correct", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00712-00442523-00442757": "just telephony okay thank you but but", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00713-00442758-00442943": "the new one would that's that's what", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00714-00442943-00443177": "we're looking at yeah the existing one", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00715-00443178-00443410": "there's that gap which is the need for", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00716-00443412-00443909": "this captain", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00717-00443910-00444193": "foreign", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00718-00444193-00444539": "I would like to again express my", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00719-00444539-00444772": "appreciation for the professional", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00720-00444773-00444989": "um organizations that the 911 Advisory", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00721-00444989-00445151": "Board represents", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00722-00445152-00445301": "um the support of all the peace apps in", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00723-00445302-00445601": "2019 assembly Bill 96 was moving through", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00724-00445602-00445853": "and that was reshaping the setting of", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00725-00445854-00446135": "funding model that was successful and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00726-00446135-00446339": "that has allowed us a good stable", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00727-00446339-00446645": "funding mechanism to support", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00728-00446646-00446914": "the the state operations what we do here", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00729-00446915-00447101": "at Cal OES and the support that we", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00730-00447102-00447418": "provide all of the psaps in California", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00731-00447419-00447622": "so this is our current fund condition", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00732-00447623-00448168": "statement as of July of 2022.", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00733-00448169-00448439": "and then this is our uh fee calculation", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00734-00448439-00448727": "our last meeting in August we were still", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00735-00448728-00448949": "pending uh some of the carriers to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00736-00448950-00449353": "provide us their um access line data", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00737-00449354-00449705": "that requirement was met we received all", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00738-00449706-00449897": "of that access line data we were able to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00739-00449897-00450059": "take the information out of the fund", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00740-00450060-00450191": "condition statement", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00741-00450192-00450445": "plug in all of the data for the formula", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00742-00450446-00450731": "and determine it was our recommendation", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00743-00450732-00451181": "that for the calendar year 2023 that the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00744-00451182-00451529": "fee remain at 30 cents and we did", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00745-00451530-00451835": "provide the analysis between 2021 and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00746-00451835-00452159": "2022 uh there on the right hand of that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00747-00452160-00452464": "slide and if you notice uh Wireline and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00748-00452465-00452783": "VOIP did decline in 2022 and the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00749-00452784-00453059": "wireless did increase not significant", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00750-00453060-00453364": "amount but there is continued change in", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00751-00453365-00453659": "those areas so", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00752-00453660-00453875": "um we're very happy to say that we've", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00753-00453876-00454049": "been able to maintain that 30 cents", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00754-00454050-00454325": "that's where it was originally set", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00755-00454326-00454481": "um and we", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00756-00454482-00454703": "um that information has been sent over", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00757-00454704-00454949": "to the California Department of uh", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00758-00454950-00455314": "Taxation and fee Administration and and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00759-00455315-00455381": "um", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00760-00455382-00455579": "that was our intention", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00761-00455580-00455764": "um with this slide", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00762-00455765-00456359": "if there's any questions", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00763-00456360-00456755": "okay", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00764-00456756-00457025": "okay so that concludes agenda item", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00765-00457026-00457175": "number five", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00766-00457176-00457445": "um any questions from the board for Mr", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00767-00457446-00457655": "Troxel", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00768-00457656-00457877": "right any questions or comments from the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00769-00457878-00458045": "public", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00770-00458046-00458231": "all right seeing and hearing none we'll", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00771-00458232-00458453": "move on to agenda item number six Mr", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00772-00458454-00458609": "Troxel you're still in the hot seat so", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00773-00458610-00458735": "take it away", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00774-00458735-00458866": "thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00775-00458867-00459239": "um so I did sent out the uh drafted", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00776-00459239-00459455": "um chapter for the operations manual for", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00777-00459456-00459605": "alert and warning", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00778-00459606-00459737": "um I was hoping to be able to get it", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00779-00459738-00459905": "done earlier so we'd have a little bit", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00780-00459906-00460187": "more time to digest it at this meeting", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00781-00460188-00460403": "um so I'm asking if you could review", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00782-00460404-00460697": "that and provide any feedback through", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00783-00460697-00460918": "track changes to that document and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00784-00460919-00461179": "return that by Wednesday November 30th", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00785-00461180-00461501": "we will again collect that data get that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00786-00461502-00461651": "revised", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00787-00461652-00461914": "um I think we're very close to the first", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00788-00461915-00462268": "iteration of a final chapter we do know", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00789-00462269-00462455": "initially this is going to be a living", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00790-00462456-00462683": "document we'll post it we'll continue to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00791-00462684-00462922": "get feedback either through this board", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00792-00462923-00463157": "the long-range planning committee or our", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00793-00463158-00463403": "locals using the solution", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00794-00463404-00463618": "um so we we do know that we'll have some", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00795-00463619-00464020": "revisions moving forward", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00796-00464021-00464249": "um here is the graphic we reported out", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00797-00464250-00464566": "on in August this is the testing results", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00798-00464567-00464872": "from the Rave alert solution", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00799-00464873-00465107": "um the re the contract requires that the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00800-00465108-00465364": "alert and warning solution support 250", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00801-00465365-00465743": "000 uh notifications uh per minute and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00802-00465743-00466025": "here we have uh two examples where Rave", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00803-00466026-00466253": "was able to support", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00804-00466254-00466625": "um text voice calls and email uh in", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00805-00466626-00467099": "excess of that 250 000 requirement", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00806-00467100-00467453": "and this graphic shows all of the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00807-00467454-00467668": "systems that are live every agency", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00808-00467669-00467963": "that's live in this in the Rave Alert", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00809-00467964-00468275": "warning solution we have almost 2.4", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00810-00468276-00468472": "million notifications that have been", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00811-00468473-00468875": "sent out since March I'm very proud of", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00812-00468876-00469241": "the autos and the Rave Alert warning", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00813-00469242-00469468": "solution team they have been actively", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00814-00469469-00469799": "engaging peace apps actively supporting", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00815-00469800-00470099": "whatever those deployment needs are and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00816-00470100-00470435": "El Dorado County is identified here on", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00817-00470435-00470663": "the list and they had a significant", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00818-00470664-00470809": "amount of", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00819-00470810-00471022": "notifications that were sent when they", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00820-00471023-00471191": "had their fire here a couple of months", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00821-00471192-00471575": "ago so they did use this solution only", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00822-00471576-00471785": "for community-based notifications they", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00823-00471785-00472079": "could not use it for IPOs because FEMA", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00824-00472080-00472277": "could not get their iPod certificate", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00825-00472278-00472541": "back to them in time so for the iPods", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00826-00472542-00472703": "alerting they use their legacy system", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00827-00472704-00472913": "for Community alerting they use this", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00828-00472914-00473185": "system and the reports back was it was", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00829-00473185-00473441": "worked as designed they were extremely", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00830-00473442-00473968": "pleased with the solution", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00831-00473969-00474257": "here's our total engagement the green", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00832-00474258-00474514": "represents those that are live and using", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00833-00474515-00474779": "the solution 100 of the time the purple", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00834-00474780-00475103": "is showing those agencies who've", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00835-00475104-00475331": "committed to go and they're in some", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00836-00475332-00475505": "phase of deployment their systems being", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00837-00475506-00475753": "built out their data is being inputted", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00838-00475754-00476039": "their logons and everything the training", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00839-00476039-00476291": "is all happening in the background so we", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00840-00476292-00476501": "continue to get agencies to sign up for", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00841-00476502-00476843": "this solution and and again the Rave", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00842-00476843-00477077": "team has been able to meet all of the uh", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00843-00477078-00477413": "the locals needs to support alert and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00844-00477414-00477779": "warning in California", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00845-00477780-00478037": "here's our contact if anybody has uh any", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00846-00478038-00478235": "questions regarding the Rave Alert", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00847-00478235-00478522": "warning solution Earl cook is the Autos", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00848-00478523-00478768": "project manager and Michael Elder from", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00849-00478769-00479279": "our team is our project manager", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00850-00479280-00479483": "okay that concludes agenda item number", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00851-00479484-00479645": "six do we have any questions or comments", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00852-00479646-00479777": "from the board on that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00853-00479778-00479927": "I just wanted to comment to thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00854-00479928-00480083": "for putting together the policy thing", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00855-00480084-00480233": "and addressed what my concerns was with", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00856-00480234-00480460": "just a basic framework so if an agency", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00857-00480462-00480743": "signs up from our perspective anyways", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00858-00480743-00480964": "we've done some due diligence so thank", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00859-00480965-00481168": "you for putting that uh together the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00860-00481169-00481318": "second thing was just a clarifying point", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00861-00481319-00481649": "if there's a city that is not a psap but", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00862-00481650-00481768": "they're interested in are they covered", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00863-00481769-00481925": "or they have to be a peace app to fall", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00864-00481926-00482183": "under this", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00865-00482184-00482351": "they have to be they can be in a", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00866-00482352-00482531": "learning Authority that is a city that's", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00867-00482532-00483059": "not a peace app yes thank you yep", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00868-00483060-00483239": "okay any other questions from the board", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00869-00483239-00483466": "on this this was a topic we've been", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00870-00483467-00483622": "discussing for quite a few boards and we", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00871-00483623-00483760": "tried to put together some information", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00872-00483762-00484025": "that'd be helpful so we really would", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00873-00484026-00484181": "appreciate your feedback on this if", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00874-00484182-00484541": "you've got any further comments", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00875-00484542-00484816": "okay any comments from the public on", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00876-00484817-00485129": "this agenda item", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00877-00485130-00485327": "all right seeing and hearing done thank", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00878-00485328-00486089": "you sir", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00879-00486089-00486277": "foreign", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00880-00486278-00486689": "item number seven is on the 988 update", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00881-00486689-00486970": "this was added as an agenda item at our", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00882-00486971-00487168": "last board meeting we know the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00883-00487169-00487397": "importance of this Mr Salvador provided", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00884-00487397-00487727": "an update on AB 988 and what we've got", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00885-00487728-00487913": "on this slide really is just a high", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00886-00487914-00488051": "level summary of some of the stuff", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00887-00488052-00488314": "that's in the statute so if you've read", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00888-00488315-00488555": "ab988 there's nothing earth-shattering", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00889-00488556-00488879": "on this slide but it is a rather long", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00890-00488880-00489149": "bill because the revenue and tax code", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00891-00489150-00489364": "updates are also included in there and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00892-00489365-00489551": "there's quite a bit of reading so we", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00893-00489552-00489916": "wanted to kind of give a summary here it", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00894-00489917-00490175": "does establish these 988 centers using", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00895-00490176-00490553": "the digits 988 and it requires Cal OES", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00896-00490554-00490757": "and Health and Human Services to do", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00897-00490758-00491039": "several things the slide is not", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00898-00491039-00491266": "exhaustive there is a lot more that is", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00899-00491267-00491651": "contained in ab98 in terms of execution", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00900-00491652-00491801": "um but we've you know one of the key", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00901-00491802-00491987": "takeaways in here is the integration", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00902-00491988-00492407": "between 988 and 911 to validate that by", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00903-00492408-00492916": "July of 2024 and it also establishes a", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00904-00492917-00493253": "90-day surcharge at eight cents in the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00905-00493254-00493445": "statute for the first two calendar years", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00906-00493446-00493859": "so that's 2023 and 2024. that is a 988", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00907-00493860-00494075": "surcharge that goes into satna so it", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00908-00494076-00494287": "borrows sort of the setness structure", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00909-00494288-00494651": "911 is separate 988 is separate but it", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00910-00494652-00494914": "borrowed kind of that infrastructure and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00911-00494915-00495233": "Cal OES is administering that we're the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00912-00495234-00495407": "ones that do the access line reporting", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00913-00495408-00495622": "and all that so that's how that statute", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00914-00495623-00495899": "is set up we'll report out more detail", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00915-00495900-00496055": "but like I said for the first two years", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00916-00496056-00496397": "it's already set at eight cents", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00917-00496397-00496691": "um subsequent surcharges are based on", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00918-00496692-00496895": "the authorized budget so the process is", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00919-00496896-00497075": "the same as 9-1-1", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00920-00497076-00497429": "the 988 budget is authorized in the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00921-00497430-00497651": "governor's budget as ratified in the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00922-00497652-00497909": "legislature that budget is then said", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00923-00497910-00498118": "okay that's the maximum Revenue you can", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00924-00498119-00498310": "bring in you take the number of access", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00925-00498312-00498581": "lines you do the math that's how you set", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00926-00498582-00498827": "the fee to meet the authorized budget", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00927-00498828-00499079": "same exact process that we just briefed", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00928-00499080-00499355": "out for the 911 surcharge it's all the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00929-00499356-00499475": "same", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00930-00499476-00499660": "there are a couple other other things", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00931-00499662-00500020": "that we have to do uh we being Cal OES", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00932-00500021-00500285": "um by the first 90 days which if you do", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00933-00500285-00500525": "the math is December 28th so if you back", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00934-00500526-00500699": "that up that means Before Christmas", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00935-00500700-00500939": "because we obviously want to get this", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00936-00500939-00501214": "done before we go on Christmas break uh", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00937-00501215-00501418": "we need to appoint a 988 system director", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00938-00501419-00501695": "we're working on that and we need to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00939-00501696-00501910": "establish the 988 technical Advisory", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00940-00501912-00502133": "Board the statute establishes two boards", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00941-00502134-00502481": "an Advisory board for policy that's", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00942-00502482-00502601": "administered by Health and Human", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00943-00502602-00502889": "Services and an Advisory board for", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00944-00502889-00503068": "technical matters that that is", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00945-00503069-00503333": "administered by Cal OES", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00946-00503334-00503716": "we have a draft membership list here", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00947-00503717-00503975": "this is subject to change we think this", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00948-00503976-00504275": "is pretty solid now you can imagine the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00949-00504276-00504449": "number of folks we have to coordinate", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00950-00504450-00504749": "with to get this list vetted", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00951-00504750-00505133": "um the statute lists broad categories of", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00952-00505134-00505409": "stakeholders that need to be considered", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00953-00505410-00505733": "and so it doesn't specifically name like", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00954-00505734-00506075": "the 911 statute does the exact members", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00955-00506076-00506243": "of the board so the members of the 91", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00956-00506243-00506470": "Advisory Board are very specific in", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00957-00506471-00506645": "statute and they're appointed by the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00958-00506646-00506735": "governor", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00959-00506735-00506975": "this one just lists stakeholder groups", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00960-00506976-00507227": "that need to be represented the goal", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00961-00507228-00507485": "here is to ensure the interaction", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00962-00507485-00507772": "between 988 and 9-1-1 so you're going to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00963-00507773-00507989": "see there's a there's a cross section of", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00964-00507989-00508289": "both 9-1-1 folks as well as 988 folks", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00965-00508289-00508420": "and then you've got to bring in some of", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00966-00508421-00508727": "the behavioral health aspect as well so", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00967-00508728-00509003": "the list is still being vetted and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00968-00509004-00509243": "developed but we think this is pretty", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00969-00509243-00509453": "close to what it'll end up being", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00970-00509454-00509705": "um and we're shoot we're targeting uh", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00971-00509706-00509831": "the first board meeting to be on", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00972-00509832-00510209": "December 8th from 10 to 12 and we'll put", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00973-00510210-00510407": "out public notice and it'll be a Bagley", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00974-00510408-00510695": "Keen manage board just like this is so", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00975-00510696-00510929": "you can expect more details to come on", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00976-00510930-00511079": "that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00977-00511080-00511433": "so any questions or comments on on that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00978-00511434-00511625": "questions budge can you go back to the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00979-00511626-00511775": "previous slide please", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00980-00511776-00512020": "can you talk a little bit about the 988", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00981-00512021-00512368": "system director", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00982-00512369-00512879": "um so the statute calls out for Cala we", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00983-00512880-00513095": "asked to appoint a 988 system director", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00984-00513096-00513263": "we're still in the process of", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00985-00513264-00513568": "identifying that in a perfect world uh", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00986-00513569-00513743": "we would have received the authority in", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00987-00513743-00514025": "our budget in July to hire that person", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00988-00514026-00514264": "we did not", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00989-00514265-00514475": "um we will work on that Authority in the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00990-00514476-00514685": "next budget cycle so between now and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00991-00514685-00514805": "then we'll probably have to name an", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00992-00514806-00515081": "interim and we'll um have to absorb", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00993-00515082-00515339": "those from within our existing staff and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00994-00515339-00515572": "then that'll more than likely depending", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00995-00515573-00515764": "on the process that happens for the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00996-00515765-00515968": "upcoming budget year we'll we'll try and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00997-00515969-00516137": "get it authorized for that to to name", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00998-00516138-00516341": "that permanent position so you can", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-00999-00516342-00516472": "expect probably in the interim to be", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01000-00516473-00516629": "named and then", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01001-00516630-00516791": "from there we'll move forward with the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01002-00516792-00516929": "formal process probably take us another", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01003-00516930-00517193": "year to get there", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01004-00517193-00517391": "so just confirming that's a position", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01005-00517392-00517625": "that will be staffed by a Calais", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01006-00517626-00517864": "employee correct okay yeah the statute", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01007-00517865-00518003": "is very clear on that that it's it's", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01008-00518004-00518255": "staffed by a cal OES person second", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01009-00518256-00518375": "question", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01010-00518376-00518764": "um on slide 23 the list of the members", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01011-00518765-00518957": "of the board and just confirming this is", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01012-00518958-00519205": "not going to be Governor appointed", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01013-00519206-00519509": "positions correct correct the statute", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01014-00519510-00519725": "does not say that the membership has to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01015-00519726-00519947": "be Governor appointed so we're working", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01016-00519947-00520222": "through a process internal on how that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01017-00520223-00520583": "will be done but yeah it'll be", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01018-00520584-00520853": "we're working collaboratively with every", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01019-00520854-00521057": "stakeholder group that you see on this", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01020-00521058-00521272": "list to make sure that we haven't missed", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01021-00521273-00521410": "anyone", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01022-00521412-00521572": "um so that's the process we're in right", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01023-00521573-00521831": "now once the list is agreed upon then", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01024-00521832-00521975": "we'll go through a process of actually", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01025-00521976-00522616": "appointing uh people to fill those spots", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01026-00522617-00522970": "it's a 988 Tech committee", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01027-00522971-00523181": "and then there's a second one that's", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01028-00523182-00523397": "governed by Health Services yeah", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01029-00523397-00523516": "California Health and Human Services", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01030-00523517-00523675": "will manage that board", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01031-00523676-00523955": "who well obviously they're managing it", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01032-00523956-00524159": "but is there any influence excuse me", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01033-00524160-00524381": "from the branch office as to who will", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01034-00524382-00524651": "sit on that board will there be a 9-1-1", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01035-00524652-00524862": "psap Community representative", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01036-00524863-00525101": "representative on that board", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01037-00525102-00525383": "if I recall the statute correctly OES", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01038-00525384-00525712": "has a seat on that board and we are", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01039-00525713-00525941": "working closely with closely with Health", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01040-00525942-00526175": "and Human Services with the assistant", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01041-00526176-00526475": "secretary Stephanie Welch", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01042-00526476-00526762": "um we I talked to her weekly", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01043-00526763-00526961": "um and and we're in close communication", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01044-00526962-00527147": "so yes we want to make sure that that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01045-00527148-00527375": "connection is there but it's their board", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01046-00527376-00527561": "and we're working with them you know we", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01047-00527562-00527891": "we obviously it's their process but we", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01048-00527892-00528047": "are in close communication to make sure", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01049-00528048-00528209": "this is a real collaborative effort", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01050-00528210-00528322": "there", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01051-00528323-00528622": "yeah thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01052-00528623-00528827": "okay so", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01053-00528828-00528916": "um", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01054-00528917-00529211": "some of the things that this board is", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01055-00529212-00529468": "doing and these come straight out of the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01056-00529469-00529679": "statute so if you're wondering where", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01057-00529680-00529889": "these bullets came from this is exactly", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01058-00529890-00530075": "what's in statute", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01059-00530076-00530225": "um they're looking at you know the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01060-00530226-00530399": "feasibility and a plan for sustained", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01061-00530400-00530620": "interoperability between 911 and 988", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01062-00530621-00530861": "hence the need for the makeup of that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01063-00530862-00531083": "board obviously there's a Behavioral", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01064-00531084-00531329": "Health crisis service that's that's", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01065-00531330-00531568": "included in there and then all the the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01066-00531569-00531851": "legislative and and Regulatory and legal", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01067-00531852-00531970": "and other things that need to be", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01068-00531971-00532229": "considered both on the 911 side and the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01069-00532230-00532433": "988 side to transfer calls back and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01070-00532434-00532589": "forth you understand there's a lot of", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01071-00532590-00532733": "complexity there", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01072-00532734-00532966": "the technical and operational standards", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01073-00532967-00533189": "for the 988 system similar to what we do", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01074-00533190-00533447": "in the 911 system that this this board", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01075-00533448-00533770": "will oversee that and then protocols for", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01076-00533771-00534016": "this the 988 centers to move calls from", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01077-00534017-00534370": "988 to 911 and then vice versa and then", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01078-00534371-00534611": "once the plan is developed the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01079-00534612-00534947": "implementation plan for 988 which is a", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01080-00534948-00535175": "date further down the line whatever", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01081-00535176-00535379": "technical work is needed to support", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01082-00535380-00535762": "things like mobile crisis teams or the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01083-00535763-00535966": "entire care Continuum that's going to be", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01084-00535967-00536147": "considered as part of this 90-day", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01085-00536148-00536464": "process those technical aspects would", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01086-00536465-00536687": "all be rolled into this board as well so", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01087-00536688-00536855": "that's kind of what this board will be", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01088-00536856-00536987": "doing", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01089-00536988-00537155": "um very similar to how this board", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01090-00537156-00537575": "functions with 9-1-1", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01091-00537576-00537899": "yeah go ahead Brenda so once once the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01092-00537900-00538229": "board is established will there be an", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01093-00538230-00538672": "operation manual of sorts how the two", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01094-00538673-00538943": "entities will interact how what the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01095-00538944-00539285": "expectation is of each one and how", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01096-00539286-00539597": "collaboratively they will work together", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01097-00539598-00539897": "so yes but that's part of the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01098-00539898-00540101": "implementation plan", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01099-00540102-00540472": "um and if you go back to this slide I", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01100-00540473-00540659": "think it's on here", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01101-00540660-00540845": "no I don't think I have it I think I", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01102-00540846-00541222": "have it on next steps let's see", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01103-00541223-00541403": "there is the call out for an", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01104-00541404-00541577": "implementation plan I want to say it was", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01105-00541578-00541757": "December of 2024 but there's an", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01106-00541758-00541943": "implementation plan that Health and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01107-00541944-00542170": "Human Services is developing as a result", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01108-00542171-00542470": "of the policy side and that document", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01109-00542471-00542722": "will drive some of the technology so", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01110-00542723-00543016": "that linkage has to be in place", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01111-00543017-00543353": "um but initially the charter for that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01112-00543354-00543659": "board is captured in these three bullets", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01113-00543660-00544139": "that's all that the statute calls out", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01114-00544140-00544385": "so the short answer to your question is", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01115-00544386-00544559": "yes", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01116-00544560-00544822": "but what level of detail I think we're", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01117-00544823-00545057": "going to have to walk through as that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01118-00545058-00545285": "board is formed", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01119-00545286-00545747": "yeah maybe even sit then crawl", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01120-00545748-00546064": "then walk then run and we're probably at", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01121-00546065-00546539": "this yeah yeah burst sit crawl walk run", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01122-00546540-00546779": "and we're probably at the sitting stage", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01123-00546780-00546905": "where we're going to come together to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01124-00546906-00547355": "have these conversations yeah", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01125-00547356-00547666": "so next steps um we're continuing to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01126-00547667-00547835": "work through the 988 procurement process", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01127-00547836-00547985": "that was authorized through a budget", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01128-00547986-00548255": "change proposal so it started before AB", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01129-00548256-00548668": "988 was even signed into uh law so", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01130-00548669-00548849": "that's why that process is farther along", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01131-00548850-00549095": "we knew that that needed to happen and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01132-00549096-00549262": "we've been working on that we'll do the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01133-00549263-00549461": "the call processing equipment installs", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01134-00549462-00549659": "the it's a it's a whole call handling", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01135-00549660-00549983": "system suite and including answering the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01136-00549984-00550145": "calls and the customer relationship", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01137-00550146-00550337": "management software and interacting with", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01138-00550338-00550547": "everything that's at the 988 centers all", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01139-00550548-00550787": "that's included and then begin to have", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01140-00550788-00551003": "these conversations on best practices", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01141-00551004-00551309": "procedures between 911 and 988 transfer", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01142-00551310-00551470": "just to understand the process so the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01143-00551471-00551681": "technology can support the process", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01144-00551682-00551927": "and then we've got it obviously a lot of", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01145-00551928-00552107": "collaboration to be done", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01146-00552108-00552479": "um this is a new partnership and those", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01147-00552480-00552664": "of you that are working with your mental", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01148-00552665-00552905": "health professionals in your counties", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01149-00552906-00553109": "and and local areas you know that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01150-00553110-00553433": "they're distinctly different than 9-1-1", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01151-00553434-00553625": "um the analogy I like to use is for a", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01152-00553626-00553877": "911 operator you get about 90 seconds", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01153-00553878-00554177": "right that's it and the Call's done and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01154-00554178-00554347": "if you don't get it done in 90 seconds", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01155-00554348-00554566": "they're moving on because there's a", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01156-00554567-00554897": "whole queue of other folks in the 988", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01157-00554898-00555083": "space the average call duration is 20", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01158-00555084-00555262": "minutes", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01159-00555263-00555557": "so it's a completely different", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01160-00555558-00555905": "conversation and the two need to come", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01161-00555906-00556061": "together because there's times where", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01162-00556062-00556301": "they need to work together either a call", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01163-00556302-00556577": "comes into 9-1-1 that should be 988 or A", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01164-00556578-00556751": "call came into nine at eight that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01165-00556752-00556955": "escalates it needs emergency response", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01166-00556956-00557153": "and so that's really what this whole", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01167-00557154-00557339": "conversation is about", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01168-00557340-00557470": "um and just really understanding those", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01169-00557471-00557579": "differences", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01170-00557580-00557807": "um and then the implementation plan will", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01171-00557808-00557987": "be developed that this board will have", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01172-00557988-00558251": "to adjust the technology to support that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01173-00558252-00558455": "implementation plan um that'll be a key", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01174-00558456-00558664": "part of what this does and again we're", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01175-00558665-00558833": "going to meet on December 8th in this", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01176-00558834-00559133": "room uh from 10 to 12 so you if you're", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01177-00559134-00559366": "interested you can certainly participate", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01178-00559367-00559516": "the first meeting is probably going to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01179-00559517-00559799": "focus a lot on the the fact that it's", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01180-00559800-00559966": "badly keen and here's how the board is", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01181-00559967-00560147": "conducted and here's what the the board", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01182-00560148-00560357": "is about and answering these initial", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01183-00560358-00560566": "questions really introducing members one", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01184-00560567-00560693": "to another because it'll be the first", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01185-00560694-00560879": "time that they've come together as a", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01186-00560880-00561239": "group so we're looking forward to that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01187-00561240-00561568": "so any other questions on agenda item", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01188-00561569-00561766": "seven I want to make sure we've we've", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01189-00561767-00561922": "covered your questions we know there's a", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01190-00561923-00562151": "lot of discussion on this any questions", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01191-00562152-00562361": "from the board", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01192-00562362-00562601": "okay any questions from the public okay", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01193-00562602-00562955": "couple go ahead sir Mike's here uh three", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01194-00562956-00563159": "minutes for public comments so take it", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01195-00563160-00563729": "away sir", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01196-00563730-00563993": "so I'm Robert Bennett um VP and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01197-00563994-00564262": "Technology consultant for work manage", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01198-00564263-00564599": "um back to slide 23 I noticed that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01199-00564600-00565025": "um you have a list of Crisis folks fire", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01200-00565026-00565247": "agencies Public Safety", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01201-00565248-00565516": "on a technical advisory committee you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01202-00565517-00565691": "don't actually have anybody representing", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01203-00565692-00566068": "the technology vendors that are going to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01204-00566069-00566375": "provide this service for you or or to to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01205-00566376-00566566": "weigh in on the viability of some of", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01206-00566567-00566741": "these ideas can you comment on that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01207-00566742-00566891": "please", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01208-00566892-00567166": "yeah so the makeup of this board is very", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01209-00567167-00567383": "similar the 988 board is very similar to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01210-00567384-00567755": "the 911 board uh historically there", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01211-00567756-00567929": "hasn't been any vendors on these boards", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01212-00567930-00568175": "I think we do a really good job on the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01213-00568176-00568397": "911 Advisory Board of hearing from the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01214-00568398-00568672": "vendor community and we welcome the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01215-00568673-00568955": "partnership so we're hoping that we", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01216-00568956-00569155": "continue that collaborative", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01217-00569156-00569411": "exchange of information the other", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01218-00569412-00569653": "challenge too I think is is worth noting", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01219-00569654-00569951": "if a vendor is overly involved in the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01220-00569952-00570095": "development of policy they're", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01221-00570096-00570370": "automatically restricted from applying", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01222-00570371-00570635": "to any procurement and we're pretty sure", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01223-00570636-00570766": "that a vendor would not want to put", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01224-00570767-00571018": "themselves in that situation either so I", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01225-00571019-00571157": "think we're trying to balance those two", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01226-00571158-00571414": "but your common is is very valid we", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01227-00571415-00571577": "absolutely need a partnership with the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01228-00571578-00571751": "vendor community and we appreciate the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01229-00571752-00571949": "input terrific thank you okay thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01230-00571950-00572147": "sir all right another public comment I", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01231-00572148-00572297": "think go ahead", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01232-00572298-00573047": "we just everybody online can hear you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01233-00573048-00573227": "yeah my question is just are there", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01234-00573228-00573449": "public is is there public education", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01235-00573450-00573755": "funds associated with this new bill or", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01236-00573756-00573941": "would that be a future uh budget", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01237-00573942-00574199": "consideration", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01238-00574200-00574468": "so I don't I think that's a future", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01239-00574469-00574666": "consideration and probably more on the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01240-00574667-00574997": "policy side okay so I'm not as familiar", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01241-00574998-00575207": "with that but a good question I just", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01242-00575208-00575362": "don't know offhand the answer to that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01243-00575363-00575591": "okay I know at the federal level samhsa", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01244-00575592-00575753": "is handling some of that and there is", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01245-00575754-00575914": "some some Outreach done at that level", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01246-00575915-00576089": "but I think that's probably going to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01247-00576090-00576316": "fall more on the policy side yeah just", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01248-00576317-00576557": "because I mean there the Public's gonna", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01249-00576558-00576701": "have to understand how this whole thing", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01250-00576702-00576857": "works and there needs to be a good push", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01251-00576858-00577162": "for that yeah absolutely thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01252-00577163-00577505": "okay any other questions", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01253-00577506-00577643": "all right", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01254-00577644-00577901": "so we are going to move on to agenda", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01255-00577902-00578141": "item number eight and I believe we have", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01256-00578142-00578393": "the chair of the long range uh planning", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01257-00578394-00578639": "committee Chris Herron online so Chris", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01258-00578640-00578914": "if you're there take it away sir I'm", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01259-00578915-00579112": "here can you hear me okay", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01260-00579113-00579437": "a little muffled maybe don can mixing", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01261-00579438-00579809": "magic man can give him some more volume", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01262-00579810-00580151": "go ahead Chris okay well we'll try it", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01263-00580152-00580343": "um good morning since the last Advisory", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01264-00580344-00580655": "board meeting in August the lrpc met in", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01265-00580656-00581009": "October and again yesterday the next gen", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01266-00581010-00581303": "9-1-1 task force groups also met this", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01267-00581304-00581555": "quarter and we received updates from", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01268-00581556-00581639": "them", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01269-00581640-00581987": "as well as OES on the progress", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01270-00581988-00582233": "of the next gen and one implementation", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01271-00582234-00582509": "now these task force groups also provide", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01272-00582510-00582677": "a good opportunity for OES to discuss", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01273-00582678-00582839": "many of their projects with a", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01274-00582840-00583114": "cross-representation of psaps making for", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01275-00583115-00583289": "a very collaborative process as we've", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01276-00583290-00583462": "talked about in the past", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01277-00583463-00583612": "and part of our discussion yesterday", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01278-00583613-00583859": "included a conversation about the focus", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01279-00583860-00584062": "of the lrpc", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01280-00584063-00584272": "um you know we want to ensure", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01281-00584273-00584537": "that we continue to provide value to The", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01282-00584538-00584818": "Advisory Board and OES without too much", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01283-00584819-00585064": "duplication of effort in terms of the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01284-00585065-00585268": "work that goes on here at The Advisory", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01285-00585269-00585449": "Board and as well as sort of the working", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01286-00585450-00585701": "groups and task forces sort of kind of", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01287-00585702-00586085": "that in the middle body if you will our", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01288-00586086-00586391": "plan is to have an lrpc overview for", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01289-00586392-00586570": "distribution to The Advisory Board", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01290-00586571-00586822": "either prior to or in conjunction with", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01291-00586823-00586966": "your February meeting", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01292-00586967-00587291": "on February 23 that is in that overview", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01293-00587292-00587543": "we'll provide some history of the lrpc", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01294-00587544-00587872": "which goes back more than a decade now", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01295-00587873-00588011": "um projects that we've worked on", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01296-00588012-00588299": "Associated accomplishments and then", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01297-00588300-00588527": "where we see our Focus over the next few", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01298-00588528-00588677": "years", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01299-00588678-00588893": "items that are likely to be included in", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01300-00588894-00589079": "that Focus would include the Recruitment", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01301-00589080-00589253": "and Retention project", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01302-00589254-00589618": "which is targeted to have an RFP really", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01303-00589619-00589925": "at least in early 23 psap 911 answer", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01304-00589926-00590195": "times the next gen 911 Dynamic call", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01305-00590196-00590459": "routing and then of course what was just", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01306-00590460-00590668": "discussed the 988 integration with the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01307-00590669-00590837": "911 system", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01308-00590838-00591059": "we feel like each of these has broad", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01309-00591060-00591275": "implications that are longer term and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01310-00591276-00591581": "thus a fit for the lrpc format which is", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01311-00591582-00591916": "quarterly public meetings", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01312-00591917-00592229": "I think we'll continue to have and need", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01313-00592230-00592451": "the working groups or task forces where", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01314-00592452-00592691": "we can essentially hand off some of", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01315-00592692-00592918": "these projects once The Advisory Board", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01316-00592919-00593225": "and lrpc guidance is given so that OES", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01317-00593226-00593411": "can work directly with psap", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01318-00593412-00593627": "representatives and get much quicker", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01319-00593628-00593909": "interaction and feedback on details that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01320-00593910-00594083": "aren't suited to wait for these", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01321-00594084-00594407": "quarterly meetings so what we ask of you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01322-00594408-00594568": "is that you'd be thinking about other", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01323-00594569-00594797": "topics or projects that you want the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01324-00594798-00595103": "lrpc to have on its radar so that you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01325-00595104-00595295": "can provide us with that feedback and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01326-00595296-00595493": "direction in February", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01327-00595494-00595811": "lastly I want to mention that lrpc", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01328-00595812-00596041": "members and the appointment of the chair", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01329-00596042-00596285": "are are all at the discretion of The", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01330-00596286-00596453": "Advisory Board we have all six", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01331-00596454-00596711": "organizations from The Advisory Board", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01332-00596712-00596927": "represented on the lrpc now for the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01333-00596928-00597149": "first time in quite a few years and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01334-00597150-00597370": "while you'll all get to hear from me at", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01335-00597371-00597520": "each of your meetings we hope that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01336-00597521-00597712": "there's a line of communication where", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01337-00597713-00597881": "each of you can hear from and interact", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01338-00597882-00598162": "with your counterparts on the lrpc and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01339-00598163-00598372": "provide really provide guidance to them", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01340-00598373-00598618": "that is a representative of the parent", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01341-00598619-00598781": "organizations", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01342-00598782-00599003": "so I'm going to share our membership", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01343-00599004-00599207": "document with our contact information", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01344-00599208-00599507": "email and phone numbers with with you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01345-00599508-00599807": "via OES so ask them to provide that to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01346-00599808-00600035": "each of you so our next meeting is in", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01347-00600036-00600233": "February as I said we'll have that um", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01348-00600234-00600485": "sort of overview summary document about", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01349-00600486-00600791": "the lrpc to you before that and end of", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01350-00600792-00600916": "report unless there's any questions", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01351-00600917-00601120": "thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01352-00601121-00601516": "okay so uh thank you um any questions on", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01353-00601517-00601727": "the board we we think we're trying to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01354-00601728-00601918": "encourage some more interaction between", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01355-00601919-00602237": "the board and the lrpc so in February", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01356-00602238-00602447": "when Chris gives his update he'll", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01357-00602448-00602591": "provide you some history those that have", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01358-00602592-00602766": "been on the board for a while", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01359-00602767-00603083": "historically the board has gone back to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01360-00603084-00603370": "their member organizations and said hey", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01361-00603371-00603731": "did you guys think about x and x and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01362-00603732-00604012": "then that's brought back to the lrpc the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01363-00604013-00604247": "lrpc takes that as a task and then they", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01364-00604248-00604468": "go out and discover whatever that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01365-00604469-00604739": "Innovation is and we just want to make", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01366-00604740-00604949": "sure that that mechanism is in place so", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01367-00604950-00605195": "we really asked Chris to address the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01368-00605196-00605447": "board with that intent and then in", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01369-00605448-00605614": "February we're hoping to come back very", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01370-00605615-00605753": "purposefully", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01371-00605754-00605920": "um so between now and then I think the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01372-00605921-00606083": "ask is", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01373-00606084-00606359": "um go poll your groups that you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01374-00606360-00606557": "represent and see if you have some", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01375-00606558-00606833": "activities that the lrpc should be", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01376-00606834-00606995": "looking at and then bring them back to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01377-00606996-00607216": "the lrpc chair", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01378-00607217-00607462": "um as well as to uh this board so that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01379-00607463-00607709": "we can agendize them and get them moving", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01380-00607710-00607991": "forward as as projects so any questions", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01381-00607992-00608249": "or comments on that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01382-00608250-00608501": "yeah Chris I definitely want to thank", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01383-00608502-00608753": "you and and the lrpc for the work you've", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01384-00608754-00608927": "been doing and helping collaborate with", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01385-00608928-00609257": "OES as uh as we dream up these crazy", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01386-00609258-00609455": "things to do they're our sounding board", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01387-00609456-00609712": "uh and it's hugely valuable for us", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01388-00609713-00609910": "there's been several things where we", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01389-00609911-00610168": "thought we could be of help and the lrpc", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01390-00610169-00610325": "has said no thank you we don't need that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01391-00610326-00610457": "kind of help", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01392-00610458-00610601": "um and then there's been other ideas", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01393-00610602-00610793": "where we've said the same thing and they", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01394-00610794-00610979": "said absolutely we need the help and and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01395-00610980-00611141": "here's how you can be more helpful in", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01396-00611142-00611327": "that way so it's been a great", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01397-00611328-00611560": "partnership and we appreciate the work", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01398-00611561-00611825": "of that group is doing and we just want", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01399-00611826-00611993": "to make sure that you guys recognize", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01400-00611994-00612214": "that it's there as an extension of the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01401-00612215-00612437": "911 Advisory Board and you have the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01402-00612438-00612689": "ability uh to bring things up to them", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01403-00612690-00612922": "with taskers so", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01404-00612923-00613193": "um any other comments from the board", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01405-00613194-00613409": "okay comments or questions from the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01406-00613410-00613691": "public on that agenda item", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01407-00613692-00613960": "all right thank you thank you Chris for", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01408-00613961-00614243": "the report we appreciate it thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01409-00614244-00614597": "all right so we've set our agenda for uh", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01410-00614598-00614812": "2023.", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01411-00614813-00615125": "um we basically took the same schedule", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01412-00615126-00615316": "we've been using for the past couple of", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01413-00615317-00615593": "years uh with the same kind of weekly", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01414-00615594-00615857": "Rhythm and everything we think that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01415-00615858-00616187": "there aren't any major events or you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01416-00616188-00616468": "know Association meetings or you know", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01417-00616469-00616655": "those kinds of things that we're aware", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01418-00616656-00616960": "of uh the schedule can be adjusted uh", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01419-00616961-00617170": "please let us know if this doesn't work", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01420-00617171-00617410": "and if we don't hear anything fat back", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01421-00617411-00617591": "from you then we you know silence is", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01422-00617592-00617831": "consent uh but this is what we've set up", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01423-00617832-00618191": "for the board um in the future and there", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01424-00618192-00618383": "are some changes uh potentially coming", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01425-00618384-00618635": "for Bagley Keen that will be tracking", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01426-00618636-00618809": "closely so", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01427-00618810-00618959": "um obviously there's a couple of our", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01428-00618960-00619091": "members today that are participating", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01429-00619092-00619295": "remotely that was a change that happened", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01430-00619296-00619564": "uh this last legislative cycle we do", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01431-00619565-00619810": "need a majority of members present in", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01432-00619811-00620068": "person I believe is still the rule so", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01433-00620069-00620291": "please work closely with the 911 Branch", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01434-00620292-00620447": "whether you're able to be here or not", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01435-00620448-00620718": "it's much better in person trust me", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01436-00620719-00621029": "but we do understand the need to support", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01437-00621030-00621287": "remote members so any questions or", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01438-00621288-00621539": "comments on the meeting dates for the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01439-00621540-00621845": "next year", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01440-00621846-00622145": "now if you're tracking the way OES does", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01441-00622146-00622493": "boards the 988 boards will be very close", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01442-00622494-00622655": "to these dates", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01443-00622656-00622912": "as well as the Cal seek boards the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01444-00622913-00623045": "California Statewide interoperability", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01445-00623046-00623279": "executive Council mainly because it", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01446-00623280-00623453": "reduces our Logistics in setting this", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01447-00623454-00623587": "room up", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01448-00623588-00623897": "so Brenda go ahead yes so I do want to", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01449-00623898-00624179": "say that this is my last Advisory board", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01450-00624180-00624329": "meeting", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01451-00624330-00624551": "um this will be my final term I'm", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01452-00624552-00624851": "chairman out in January so there will be", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01453-00624852-00625199": "a new APCO representative that I have", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01454-00625200-00625510": "yet to get the name to announce but it's", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01455-00625511-00625841": "it's been very interactive and great", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01456-00625842-00626177": "opportunity to serve on this board thank", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01457-00626178-00626314": "you Brenda thank you for your service", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01458-00626315-00626489": "and I believe", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01459-00626490-00626825": "Sheriff this may be your last board as", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01460-00626826-00627005": "well is that correct sir", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01461-00627006-00627245": "yes oh that that's right I'm retiring at", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01462-00627246-00627485": "the end of the year and and uh regret", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01463-00627486-00627664": "regrettably this will be my last meeting", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01464-00627665-00627977": "and uh the state Sheriff's", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01465-00627978-00628109": "education will", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01466-00628110-00628241": "um recommend another person for", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01467-00628242-00628462": "appointment to the board in my place", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01468-00628463-00628672": "thank you thank you share for your", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01469-00628673-00628912": "service we appreciate the support", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01470-00628913-00629201": "and uh Chief Baxter from CHP welcome", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01471-00629202-00629399": "aboard you're our newest member so we're", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01472-00629400-00629693": "excited to have you and uh as you can", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01473-00629694-00629927": "see uh you know we've got a pretty busy", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01474-00629928-00630083": "year coming up", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01475-00630084-00630199": "foreign", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01476-00630200-00630527": "yes I'm very excited to be back uh", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01477-00630528-00630731": "working with you budge and being a", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01478-00630732-00630935": "member of this board so looking forward", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01479-00630936-00631235": "to the future", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01480-00631236-00631427": "and also new on the board today is Mark", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01481-00631428-00631618": "chase you thought I was gonna forget you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01482-00631619-00631895": "but I did not uh so Mark is representing", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01483-00631896-00632062": "Cal Nina and I think there's a process", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01484-00632063-00632320": "underway uh to get that formalized but", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01485-00632321-00632495": "welcome aboard I know you're sitting it", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01486-00632496-00632891": "for Liam this week but in February we", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01487-00632892-00633172": "hope that you're permanent", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01488-00633173-00633491": "thank you all right okay any other", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01489-00633492-00633670": "comments from the board on this agenda", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01490-00633671-00633779": "item", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01491-00633780-00634039": "but you have a question for the 98", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01492-00634040-00634360": "tactical Committee in um conjunction", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01493-00634361-00634559": "with the meetings we have posted here do", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01494-00634560-00634757": "we expect them to be the date before the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01495-00634758-00634925": "day after", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01496-00634926-00634985": "um", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01497-00634986-00635533": "day after right", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01498-00635534-00635903": "so it's the Cal seek meets on Tuesdays", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01499-00635904-00636268": "the 911 Advisory Board is Wednesdays and", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01500-00636269-00636491": "the 988 technical Advisory Board is", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01501-00636492-00636760": "Thursdays unless something changes", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01502-00636761-00636989": "that's what we've set up okay thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01503-00636990-00637295": "yeah just so that we all know and the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01504-00637296-00637655": "988 times are the same and Cal seek is", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01505-00637656-00637949": "the same 10 to 12. so all the times are", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01506-00637950-00638425": "the same Wow we must be pretty simple", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01507-00638426-00638668": "I like that it was probably my idea", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01508-00638669-00638777": "they're like we got to keep this simple", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01509-00638778-00639085": "for Bud she's hard enough to Wrangle in", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01510-00639086-00639347": "okay any other questions from the board", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01511-00639348-00639545": "on this okay any questions from the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01512-00639546-00639809": "public on agenda item number nine", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01513-00639810-00640072": "budgets Chris Herron could you just", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01514-00640073-00640312": "um verbalize the dates of the meetings", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01515-00640313-00640618": "in 2023 because we can't see the slides", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01516-00640619-00640889": "um for those of us online Oh I thought", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01517-00640890-00641201": "we were sharing online so I can't maybe", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01518-00641202-00641441": "it's just me no it's probably us Chris", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01519-00641442-00641639": "it's usually we're the source of the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01520-00641640-00642193": "problem okay uh February 15th uh 2023", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01521-00642194-00642629": "and then May 17th", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01522-00642630-00643145": "August 16th and November 15th and the", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01523-00643146-00643439": "times are all the same from 10 to 12.", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01524-00643440-00643757": "thank you", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01525-00643758-00644003": "and those should all be Wednesdays if we", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01526-00644004-00644297": "got it right", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01527-00644298-00644651": "okay any other questions or comments", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01528-00644652-00644855": "All Right Moving On", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01529-00644856-00645227": "item number 10 uh public comment", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01530-00645228-00645487": "any public comment that wasn't addressed", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01531-00645488-00645785": "by the individual items that we've", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01532-00645786-00646066": "already gone over", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01533-00646067-00646355": "okay any comments from the board that", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01534-00646356-00646507": "was not a just", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01535-00646508-00646720": "accounted for in the agenda items we", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01536-00646721-00646966": "already had", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01537-00646967-00647339": "all right seeing and hearing done", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01538-00647340-00647675": "your favorite slide item 11 adjourn do", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01539-00647676-00648137": "we have a motion to adjourn", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01540-00648138-00648347": "to adjourn so we have a motion from", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01541-00648348-00648551": "Brenda do we have a second", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01542-00648552-00648868": "second from Mark all right", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01543-00648869-00649055": "I think I'm supposed to do a roll call", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01544-00649056-00649157": "all right", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01545-00649158-00649403": "all right I better follow the rules", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01546-00649404-00649691": "all right Chief Baxter", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01547-00649692-00649931": "oh well I think it's a yes or no on this", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01548-00649932-00650087": "one Chief oh sorry", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01549-00650088-00650359": "you you agreed to adjourn yes", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01550-00650360-00650933": "yes all right Brenda yes Mark yes Rosa", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01551-00650934-00651449": "yes Sheriff Braun yes Sheriff yes", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01552-00651450-00651814": "uh Chief Ramirez yes Captain Warren yes", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01553-00651815-00652120": "and chief White yes all right we are", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01554-00652121-00652295": "adjourned thank you very much the time", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01555-00652296-00653629": "is 11 32.", "lGX6xYj0D_Q-01556-00653630-00653936": "thank you"}}, {"audio_id": "lGa9xqmZ03k", "text": {"lGa9xqmZ03k-00000-00000071-00000214": "hi", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00001-00000215-00000366": "really nice that you're tuning in", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00002-00000367-00000591": "through this video this is our welcome", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00003-00000592-00000815": "message for you who's going to join us", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00004-00000816-00001095": "on the five day challenge from fear to", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00005-00001096-00001319": "flow starting this monday", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00006-00001320-00001623": "so i'm irena and together with karina", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00007-00001623-00001839": "who you will see a bit later in this", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00008-00001839-00002142": "video we will guide you into", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00009-00002143-00002487": "a mini journey from fear to more", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00010-00002488-00002926": "flow more boldness more empowerment", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00011-00002927-00003158": "uh i just want to give you a heads up so", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00012-00003159-00003479": "you know a bit what to expect", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00013-00003479-00003606": "um", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00014-00003607-00003759": "we will meet", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00015-00003760-00003959": "monday to friday every day in the same", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00016-00003960-00004247": "virtual space on zoom the same time", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00017-00004248-00004470": "and each day we will have the same", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00018-00004471-00004727": "structure which goes yeah like you know", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00019-00004728-00004951": "we always start with the check in check", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00020-00004952-00005167": "in with yourself check in with the theme", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00021-00005168-00005375": "of the day and also", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00022-00005376-00005599": "with each other and then i will give my", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00023-00005600-00005847": "part in embodiment", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00024-00005848-00006047": "karina will guide you to creative", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00025-00006048-00006318": "writing to integrate your experience", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00026-00006319-00006623": "and then we do a closing and question", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00027-00006623-00006759": "and answer", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00028-00006759-00007087": "so for the embodiment part", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00029-00007088-00007231": "you know don't don't worry if you've", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00030-00007231-00007503": "never danced before or if you have", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00031-00007504-00007655": "dance and you didn't have a really", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00032-00007656-00007942": "positive experience with it no worries", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00033-00007943-00008031": "um", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00034-00008031-00008263": "i'm not gonna teach you any", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00035-00008264-00008527": "choreography or thrill you and some", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00036-00008528-00008727": "complex 10 steps", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00037-00008728-00009055": "it is more like tapping into your", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00038-00009056-00009342": "yeah kind of your body awareness and", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00039-00009343-00009574": "the natural movement that we already", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00040-00009575-00009687": "make", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00041-00009688-00010031": "yeah and kind of it's also we are always", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00042-00010032-00010342": "um expressing ourselves not only through", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00043-00010343-00010623": "words but also non-verbally", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00044-00010624-00010910": "kind of through our gestures or our", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00045-00010911-00011278": "postural shift or facial expression so", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00046-00011279-00011423": "these are kind of some of the", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00047-00011424-00011638": "ingredients that um that we are going to", 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maybe in your living", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00064-00014863-00015207": "room um but make sure it's a quiet um", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00065-00015208-00015407": "quiet space that there's no one passing", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00066-00015408-00015727": "by and distracting you", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00067-00015728-00015943": "and also enough space that you don't you", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00068-00015944-00016111": "don't feel so cramped that you know you", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00069-00016112-00016311": "don't worry about knocking things off if", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00070-00016312-00016439": "you want to", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00071-00016440-00016679": "move your arm for instance", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00072-00016680-00017071": "and also i would recommend to not wear", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00073-00017072-00017311": "any shoes or sandals", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00074-00017312-00017511": "yeah best is to", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00075-00017512-00017735": "get to to wear socks", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00076-00017736-00017814": "or", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00077-00017815-00017991": "bare feet if you're", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00078-00017992-00018150": "not feeling cold", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00079-00018151-00018327": "with pair of heat", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00080-00018328-00018494": "and um", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00081-00018495-00018719": "karina will share a bit", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00082-00018720-00018943": "uh about creative writing and also give", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00083-00018944-00019286": "you a warm warm up taste what will what", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00084-00019287-00019447": "it will be about", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00085-00019448-00019822": "so see you", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00086-00019823-00019999": "hi everybody", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00087-00020000-00020143": "i'm karina", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00088-00020144-00020367": "and as erin said i'll be leading the", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00089-00020368-00020558": "creative writing section of our", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00090-00020559-00020830": "workshops next week for the five day", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00091-00020831-00021230": "challenge from fear to flow", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00092-00021231-00021478": "we're going to be using creative writing", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00093-00021479-00021671": "as a tool", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00094-00021672-00021871": "and the exercise we're going to be doing", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00095-00021872-00022047": "is a free writing exercise so i just", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00096-00022048-00022335": "wanted to give you a quick introduction", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00097-00022336-00022583": "and an opportunity to practice before we", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00098-00022584-00023167": "meet next week if you choose to", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00099-00023168-00023383": "we can use creative writing", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00100-00023384-00023558": "to help express emotions that are", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00101-00023559-00023855": "perhaps difficult to express verbally", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00102-00023856-00024047": "but journaling", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00103-00024048-00024294": "keeping a diary", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00104-00024295-00024558": "perhaps writing a letter to somebody who", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00105-00024559-00024735": "hurt us in the past", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00106-00024736-00024839": "just to", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00107-00024840-00025199": "release the emotions and the thoughts", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00108-00025200-00025967": "not necessarily to send it um to anybody", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00109-00025968-00026143": "can you just take a moment to think", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00110-00026144-00026462": "about what writing means to you", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00111-00026463-00026814": "sometimes there are preconceptions about", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00112-00026816-00027023": "whether or not someone is a writer do", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00113-00027024-00027262": "you have to be published to be a writer", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00114-00027263-00027439": "no", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00115-00027439-00027646": "do you have to have written something", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00116-00027647-00027846": "really important and shared it with the", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00117-00027847-00028135": "world", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00118-00028136-00028246": "writing", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00119-00028247-00028583": "can be", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00120-00028583-00028895": "journaling writing can be creating lists", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00121-00028895-00029127": "to-do lists or", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00122-00029127-00029335": "goals um", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00123-00029336-00029558": "so", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00124-00029560-00029831": "perhaps you enjoy writing poetry anyway", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00125-00029832-00029958": "just have a little think about what", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00126-00029960-00030255": "writing is for you", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00127-00030256-00030758": "personally", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00128-00030760-00030918": "so free writing", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00129-00030919-00031214": "is the opposite of planning", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00130-00031216-00031495": "the idea is that using a prompt which i", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00131-00031495-00031670": "will provide for you", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00132-00031672-00031927": "you", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00133-00031927-00032207": "put your pen or pencil to paper", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00134-00032208-00032367": "and", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00135-00032368-00032446": "let", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00136-00032447-00032743": "out anything that comes to mind", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00137-00032744-00032879": "it doesn't have to be grammatically", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00138-00032880-00033062": "correct it doesn't have to be in full", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00139-00033063-00033262": "sentences", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00140-00033263-00033399": "but try", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00141-00033400-00033623": "to", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00142-00033624-00033862": "let it flow", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00143-00033863-00034079": "so", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00144-00034080-00034318": "you'll need paper and a pen", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00145-00034319-00034518": "and yes i am going to ask you to go old", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00146-00034519-00035071": "school and write by hand for this task", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00147-00035072-00035439": "you will also need a timer", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00148-00035440-00035751": "uh three minutes is the", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00149-00035752-00035911": "timer we're going to set next week", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00150-00035912-00036151": "however if as a first go you feel a", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00151-00036152-00036351": "little bit challenged by that no worries", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00152-00036352-00036655": "at all try a one minute timer there's no", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00153-00036656-00036927": "judgment there's no right or wrong", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00154-00036928-00037102": "just have a go", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00155-00037103-00037527": "um i'll share that when i first started", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00156-00037528-00037871": "freewriting um i found it very", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00157-00037872-00038127": "challenging and", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00158-00038128-00038471": "in fact i completely blocked through a", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00159-00038472-00038807": "fear of not knowing what to write or", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00160-00038808-00038967": "being wrong i guess", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00161-00038968-00039111": "and", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00162-00039112-00039335": "as i had been instructed that you cannot", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00163-00039336-00039639": "not write anything down i simply wrote i", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00164-00039640-00039855": "do not know what to write a few times", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00165-00039856-00040087": "until a few other ideas started to come", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00166-00040088-00040271": "up so really", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00167-00040272-00040495": "give it your best shot just put that pen", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00168-00040496-00040662": "pencil to paper", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00169-00040663-00040887": "and go for it", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00170-00040888-00041495": "are you ready for your prompt", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00171-00041496-00042007": "it wasn't until my 20s that i started", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00172-00042008-00042158": "set your timer", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00173-00042159-00043527": "and continue", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00174-00043528-00043695": "hooray", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00175-00043696-00043918": "well done having a go", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00176-00043919-00044055": "have some cake", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00177-00044056-00044215": "or", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00178-00044216-00044423": "something nice to treat yourself", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00179-00044424-00044590": "i like to do that when i've achieved", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00180-00044591-00044883": "something that's a bit of a challenge", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00181-00044884-00045279": "now as we will be on", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00182-00045280-00045383": "video", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00183-00045384-00045623": "call next week during the workshop", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00184-00045624-00045911": "i've got a little tip for you here", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00185-00045912-00046055": "something that i cannot provide as a", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00186-00046056-00046239": "prompt but you might be able to find for", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00187-00046240-00046511": "yourself at home", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00188-00046512-00046679": "your sense of smell", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00189-00046680-00046830": "being", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00190-00046831-00047015": "a very strong", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00191-00047016-00047255": "sense", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00192-00047256-00047599": "therefore using a prompt of a smell", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00193-00047600-00047886": "could really bring up some", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00194-00047887-00048207": "clear pictures memories", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00195-00048208-00048367": "just think about the times when you", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00196-00048368-00048551": "smelled your favorite food and", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00197-00048552-00048767": "remembered the first time you ate it or", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00198-00048768-00048990": "who cooked it for you", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00199-00048991-00049086": "anyway", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00200-00049087-00049255": "if you want to have another go", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00201-00049256-00049390": "perhaps this is something you can do for", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00202-00049391-00049574": "yourself at home", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00203-00049575-00049695": "otherwise", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00204-00049696-00049855": "look forward to seeing you next week and", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00205-00049856-00050071": "hearing how you go on", "lGa9xqmZ03k-00206-00050072-00050372": "bye"}}, {"audio_id": "lH3rVmXruYk", "text": {"lH3rVmXruYk-00000-00000008-00000254": "hey guys it's brooke i feel like i look", "lH3rVmXruYk-00001-00000256-00000318": "like a", "lH3rVmXruYk-00002-00000319-00000543": "librarian you know one of those dirty", "lH3rVmXruYk-00003-00000544-00000678": "ones", "lH3rVmXruYk-00004-00000679-00000902": "anyway so i want to talk about something", "lH3rVmXruYk-00005-00000903-00001007": "serious", "lH3rVmXruYk-00006-00001008-00001270": "so i've been reading a lot of stuff on", "lH3rVmXruYk-00007-00001271-00001366": "the internet about", "lH3rVmXruYk-00008-00001367-00001679": "there's two genders male female i'm not", "lH3rVmXruYk-00009-00001680-00001839": "arguing that point", "lH3rVmXruYk-00010-00001839-00002110": "at all i'm not claiming to be anything", "lH3rVmXruYk-00011-00002111-00002223": "but", "lH3rVmXruYk-00012-00002224-00002542": "one of the two genders i'm just not the", "lH3rVmXruYk-00013-00002543-00002742": "gender i was born", "lH3rVmXruYk-00014-00002743-00003087": "it happens research it", "lH3rVmXruYk-00015-00003088-00003319": "not all transgender people are", "lH3rVmXruYk-00016-00003320-00003551": "considered to have a mental problem", "lH3rVmXruYk-00017-00003552-00003727": "it's transgender people that have gender", "lH3rVmXruYk-00018-00003728-00004015": "dysphoria that are considered", "lH3rVmXruYk-00019-00004015-00004222": "to have a mental health problem which i", "lH3rVmXruYk-00020-00004223-00004351": "have", "lH3rVmXruYk-00021-00004352-00004654": "the only cure for gender dysphoria", "lH3rVmXruYk-00022-00004655-00004951": "is to transition people that don't", "lH3rVmXruYk-00023-00004952-00005038": "transition", "lH3rVmXruYk-00024-00005039-00005343": "that have gender dysphoria most of the", "lH3rVmXruYk-00025-00005344-00005511": "time they kill themselves", "lH3rVmXruYk-00026-00005512-00005815": "so here was my options", "lH3rVmXruYk-00027-00005816-00006079": "i could stay a guy which i'd already", "lH3rVmXruYk-00028-00006080-00006238": "done for 39 years and was", "lH3rVmXruYk-00029-00006239-00006550": "miserable", "lH3rVmXruYk-00030-00006551-00006742": "or i can transition and get sober and", "lH3rVmXruYk-00031-00006743-00006878": "get a live the", "lH3rVmXruYk-00032-00006879-00007095": "up next 40 years of my life", "lH3rVmXruYk-00033-00007095-00007246": "authentically", "lH3rVmXruYk-00034-00007247-00007470": "because the first 40 i was blacked out", "lH3rVmXruYk-00035-00007472-00007559": "most of them", "lH3rVmXruYk-00036-00007559-00007870": "because i was not that person i didn't", "lH3rVmXruYk-00037-00007872-00008087": "want to be that person", "lH3rVmXruYk-00038-00008088-00008246": "and for any of you that know me like", "lH3rVmXruYk-00039-00008247-00008399": "know me know me", "lH3rVmXruYk-00040-00008400-00008655": "you know i'm all girl inside now i'm", "lH3rVmXruYk-00041-00008656-00008919": "just making the outside match", "lH3rVmXruYk-00042-00008920-00009183": "i love all of you i don't make videos", "lH3rVmXruYk-00043-00009184-00009295": "like this", "lH3rVmXruYk-00044-00009296-00009446": "but it's really important that people", "lH3rVmXruYk-00045-00009447-00009710": "know this isn't a choice", "lH3rVmXruYk-00046-00009711-00010103": "no human being in the world", "lH3rVmXruYk-00047-00010104-00010406": "would choose none", "lH3rVmXruYk-00048-00010407-00010663": "to wear enough the opposite sex clothes", "lH3rVmXruYk-00049-00010664-00010895": "after 40 years", "lH3rVmXruYk-00050-00010896-00011206": "to change all your mannerisms", "lH3rVmXruYk-00051-00011207-00011471": "to tell everyone that you love and know", "lH3rVmXruYk-00052-00011472-00011527": "that", "lH3rVmXruYk-00053-00011528-00011727": "oh by the way i know you think i'm your", "lH3rVmXruYk-00054-00011728-00011910": "brother but i'm not your sister", "lH3rVmXruYk-00055-00011911-00012031": "you don't think that sounds", "lH3rVmXruYk-00056-00012032-00012406": "crazy you don't think i know that", "lH3rVmXruYk-00057-00012407-00012646": "the hardest person it is for a", "lH3rVmXruYk-00058-00012647-00012799": "transgender person to come", "lH3rVmXruYk-00059-00012800-00013158": "out to is themselves because this is", "lH3rVmXruYk-00060-00013159-00013486": "hard and the bravest thing i ever", "lH3rVmXruYk-00061-00013487-00013551": "did", "lH3rVmXruYk-00062-00013552-00013830": "was to take the step to freaking fix my", "lH3rVmXruYk-00063-00013831-00013975": "problem", "lH3rVmXruYk-00064-00013976-00014230": "and if you judge me that's fine unfollow", "lH3rVmXruYk-00065-00014231-00014375": "me get the hell out of here", "lH3rVmXruYk-00066-00014376-00014671": "i don't give a but for all of you", "lH3rVmXruYk-00067-00014672-00014958": "that love me and support me", "lH3rVmXruYk-00068-00014959-00015127": "you should this should not come to a", "lH3rVmXruYk-00069-00015128-00015311": "surprise to you i had a cousin i'm not", "lH3rVmXruYk-00070-00015312-00015471": "going to mention names she knows who she", "lH3rVmXruYk-00071-00015472-00015558": "is", "lH3rVmXruYk-00072-00015559-00015735": "i said hey i want to talk to you about", "lH3rVmXruYk-00073-00015736-00016007": "something i feel like that", "lH3rVmXruYk-00074-00016008-00016294": "i'm not gay she immediately interrupted", "lH3rVmXruYk-00075-00016295-00016407": "me and said oh you're not going to start", "lH3rVmXruYk-00076-00016408-00016527": "wearing dresses and stuff", "lH3rVmXruYk-00077-00016528-00017015": "are you yep i am marilyn", "lH3rVmXruYk-00078-00017016-00017335": "i mean it just is it's who i am and of", "lH3rVmXruYk-00079-00017336-00017615": "all people in the world i've spent more", "lH3rVmXruYk-00080-00017616-00017663": "time with", "lH3rVmXruYk-00081-00017664-00017886": "you than any other human being on this", "lH3rVmXruYk-00082-00017887-00017975": "earth", "lH3rVmXruYk-00083-00017976-00018343": "you know i'm a woman anyway", "lH3rVmXruYk-00084-00018344-00018679": "i'm done my rant is over transgender", "lH3rVmXruYk-00085-00018680-00018927": "women are women", "lH3rVmXruYk-00086-00018928-00019127": "uh unfortunately we weren't born oh", "lH3rVmXruYk-00087-00019128-00019230": "here's another fact", "lH3rVmXruYk-00088-00019231-00019583": "look it up it's true transgender women", "lH3rVmXruYk-00089-00019584-00019886": "have the exact same brain structure as a", "lH3rVmXruYk-00090-00019887-00020086": "cis woman which means straight woman", "lH3rVmXruYk-00091-00020087-00020478": "regular woman um", "lH3rVmXruYk-00092-00020479-00020791": "so and they found out that it's", "lH3rVmXruYk-00093-00020792-00020950": "biological", "lH3rVmXruYk-00094-00020951-00021311": "siblings are trans a lot um mother", "lH3rVmXruYk-00095-00021312-00021558": "you know it's it runs in the family so", "lH3rVmXruYk-00096-00021559-00021711": "they're finding out that", "lH3rVmXruYk-00097-00021712-00021871": "more and more every day that it's a real", "lH3rVmXruYk-00098-00021872-00022143": "thing okay let me tell you why i decided", "lH3rVmXruYk-00099-00022144-00022455": "okay it's my time 39 years old", "lH3rVmXruYk-00100-00022456-00022894": "i'm at walmart here in danville and", "lH3rVmXruYk-00101-00022895-00023078": "i see the restroom that said family", "lH3rVmXruYk-00102-00023079-00023199": "restroom and like", "lH3rVmXruYk-00103-00023200-00023350": "i guess anybody could go in there or", "lH3rVmXruYk-00104-00023351-00023558": "something i don't know but immediately i", "lH3rVmXruYk-00105-00023559-00023935": "thought oh that's a transgender restroom", "lH3rVmXruYk-00106-00023936-00024278": "and then i thought", "lH3rVmXruYk-00107-00024279-00024471": "are there really that many transgender", "lH3rVmXruYk-00108-00024472-00024567": "people that they have to give in their", "lH3rVmXruYk-00109-00024568-00024830": "own restroom", "lH3rVmXruYk-00110-00024831-00025142": "and then i thought wait a minute", "lH3rVmXruYk-00111-00025143-00025303": "all my life i've been scared to tell", "lH3rVmXruYk-00112-00025304-00025439": "someone because i thought i was the only", "lH3rVmXruYk-00113-00025440-00025550": "one", "lH3rVmXruYk-00114-00025551-00025855": "i'm not there's a lot", "lH3rVmXruYk-00115-00025856-00026167": "so if there's so many let's make it", "lH3rVmXruYk-00116-00026168-00026343": "attention to it and freaking fix the", "lH3rVmXruYk-00117-00026344-00026527": "problem", "lH3rVmXruYk-00118-00026527-00026687": "because let me tell you what if your", "lH3rVmXruYk-00119-00026688-00026839": "child comes to you and says they're in", "lH3rVmXruYk-00120-00026839-00026967": "the wrong body", "lH3rVmXruYk-00121-00026968-00027262": "it's not a face you may as well start", "lH3rVmXruYk-00122-00027263-00027407": "buying that little boy dresses because", "lH3rVmXruYk-00123-00027408-00027583": "he's going to end up wearing them", "lH3rVmXruYk-00124-00027583-00027862": "i'm telling you that you can't change", "lH3rVmXruYk-00125-00027863-00027918": "him", "lH3rVmXruYk-00126-00027919-00028343": "you can't if he's a she", "lH3rVmXruYk-00127-00028344-00028655": "he's a she if she's a he", "lH3rVmXruYk-00128-00028656-00028783": "she's a he and by the way i gotta", "lH3rVmXruYk-00129-00028783-00028958": "mention if there are any trans men", "lH3rVmXruYk-00130-00028960-00029102": "watching this", "lH3rVmXruYk-00131-00029104-00029462": "you guys are the hottest oh my", "lH3rVmXruYk-00132-00029463-00029774": "god trans men are hot so", "lH3rVmXruYk-00133-00029775-00029967": "i even thought about that so if i dated", "lH3rVmXruYk-00134-00029968-00030270": "a trans man which used to be a woman", "lH3rVmXruYk-00135-00030272-00030455": "or biologically a woman probably never", "lH3rVmXruYk-00136-00030456-00030590": "was a real woman", "lH3rVmXruYk-00137-00030591-00030967": "um if i dated a trans man that used to", "lH3rVmXruYk-00138-00030968-00031062": "be a woman", "lH3rVmXruYk-00139-00031063-00031255": "and i'm a woman that used to be a man", "lH3rVmXruYk-00140-00031256-00031558": "does that make us a straight couple", "lH3rVmXruYk-00141-00031560-00031918": "just curious anyway guys i'm done", "lH3rVmXruYk-00142-00031919-00032190": "my rant's over love you all good night i", "lH3rVmXruYk-00143-00032191-00032327": "have to get to that", "lH3rVmXruYk-00144-00032327-00032712": "could get this hot ass wig off me"}}, {"audio_id": "lH9ZAU6wfGc", "text": {"lH9ZAU6wfGc-00000-00001471-00002345": "thank you", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00001-00002346-00002500": "good morning Wolfpack I'm Kylie", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00002-00002501-00002729": "ranjalista and I'm friend Yang today is", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00003-00002730-00002879": "Monday December 12th and we are here", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00004-00002880-00003118": "with your morning announcements seniors", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00005-00003119-00003347": "please remember senior quotes are due", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00006-00003347-00003551": "this Friday December 16th for more", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00007-00003552-00003688": "information check the senior Google", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00008-00003689-00003917": "classroom", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00009-00003918-00004175": "in the spirit of the holidays NHS is", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00010-00004176-00004433": "hosting a card giveaway for veterans the", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00011-00004434-00004606": "cards can be homemade or store-bought", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00012-00004607-00004859": "and any car determine will be rewarded", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00013-00004860-00005122": "with an imco ticket today is the final", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00014-00005123-00005272": "day to drop them off in the leadership", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00015-00005273-00005375": "room", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00016-00005376-00005602": "uh let's show our veterans some love and", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00017-00005603-00005813": "thank them for their service", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00018-00005814-00006101": "also until December 15 ASB is partnered", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00019-00006102-00006299": "with men's soccer and the Elk Grove food", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00020-00006300-00006467": "bank for a food drive to support our", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00021-00006468-00006670": "local community they are accepting dry", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00022-00006672-00006923": "food canned foods small cans and ramen", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00023-00006923-00007127": "noodle packs for any donations you make", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00024-00007128-00007331": "you will be rewarded with imco tickets", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00025-00007331-00007528": "please bring all donations to the", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00026-00007529-00007798": "leadership room next to the cafeteria", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00027-00007800-00008009": "CEO Community Club is having a donation", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00028-00008009-00008237": "drive as well running through December", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00029-00008238-00008495": "16th if you have any new toys or teddy", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00030-00008496-00008699": "bears please drop them off at the", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00031-00008700-00008896": "culinary building donations will be", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00032-00008897-00009053": "given to the consumers fire department", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00033-00009054-00009310": "for more information please contact your", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00034-00009311-00009605": "Instagram at Community Club CHS", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00035-00009606-00009785": "now let's pass it on to Sterling for", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00036-00009786-00010427": "weather", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00037-00010428-00010624": "good morning I'm Sterling and I'm here", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00038-00010625-00010835": "with your weather forecast hope that you", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00039-00010836-00011110": "enjoyed the rainy weather that last week", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00040-00011111-00011314": "but in case you didn't there's no rain", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00041-00011315-00011488": "to be expected during the day at all", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00042-00011489-00011692": "this week today we can expect partly", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00043-00011693-00011878": "cloudy skies with a high temperature of", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00044-00011879-00012167": "54 degrees with light winds Northwest at", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00045-00012168-00012383": "about 5 to 10 miles per hour and a", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00046-00012384-00012617": "nighttime low of 34 degrees or 31", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00047-00012618-00012838": "degrees going into the rest of this week", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00048-00012839-00013072": "high temperatures are in the low 50s and", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00049-00013073-00013258": "low temperatures being in the low 30s", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00050-00013259-00013480": "below freezing and on Saturday a low of", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00051-00013481-00013786": "29. each day there's a chance of rain", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00052-00013787-00014351": "and snow at of between 7 and 13 at night", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00053-00014352-00014555": "enjoy the cold weather humans have a", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00054-00014556-00014729": "happy holiday season and I'll see y'all", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00055-00014730-00015427": "next year back to Kylie and Kaiden", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00056-00015428-00015683": "thank you Sterling friendly reminder", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00057-00015684-00015886": "that applying for next year's ASB", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00058-00015887-00016079": "leadership is Friday December 16th", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00059-00016080-00016265": "please fill out the Google form and make", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00060-00016266-00016421": "sure you get a teacher to fill out the", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00061-00016422-00016589": "teacher recommendation in your Synergy", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00062-00016590-00016769": "email you will be notified through", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00063-00016770-00017039": "Synergy for interviews during January", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00064-00017040-00017285": "3rd through the 6th", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00065-00017286-00017549": "starting January 4th students will be", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00066-00017550-00017783": "required to show your student ID card or", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00067-00017784-00018125": "the uh part on your phone to enter the", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00068-00018126-00018311": "library when you're not with a teacher", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00069-00018312-00018449": "or class", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00070-00018450-00018683": "on Friday December 16th the office is", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00071-00018684-00018922": "giving out covet self-test kits to", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00072-00018923-00019061": "students who are interested in getting", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00073-00019062-00019199": "them during late lunch at their", 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abundance of trash all over our", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00087-00021978-00022163": "campus and it's created a lot more work", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00088-00022164-00022336": "for them", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00089-00022337-00022553": "textbook concerns start this week in the", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00090-00022554-00022757": "library all books returns are scheduled", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00091-00022758-00023057": "from December 13th to 16th please check", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00092-00023058-00023249": "out uh with your teachers find out when", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00093-00023250-00023435": "your class is scheduled to return books", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00094-00023436-00023567": "to the library", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00095-00023568-00023764": "the spring musical has been announced", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00096-00023765-00024053": "it's ranked the musical workshop and", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00097-00024054-00024214": "auditions will be in January with", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00098-00024215-00024407": "performances in April", "lH9ZAU6wfGc-00099-00024408-00024628": "well with that being said 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