text: I mean it been going on and building up for so many years that I was.. yaknow... suicidal, I mean I just didnt wanna live; so I just thought, If Im gonna die, if Im gonna kill myself, I should take some drugs yaknow... huh.
  I remember when you used to hold me close and say you love me 
  Now you actin like a ghost and thats okay, I know Im ugly 
  Now Im swervin in the ghost and Im okay, Im gettin money 
  Now Im switchin up the coast, get out my way, I stop for nothin 
  Give me some time and give me your patience 
  Came in the game last month, fuck the game, Im done 
  Give me a sign and Im gonna take it 
  Whatever way I want, bitch, I get paid up front 
  Im gettin mine, so fuck all your placements 
  Baby face, Im young, fuck the place Im from 
  Dont hit my line and say somethin basic 
  If it aint about the money, please dont waste no time 
  Lookin off the edge, and Im picturin the fall cause
  I dont want to break my legs and have to carry on 
  If I carry on, Im gon need some marijuana
  Put it in my bong, then I make another song
  May as well become a junkie because I felt like a junkie everyday, yaknow? Waking up starving, just forcing myself to eat, yaknow, barfing it back up... its like... Im in pain all the time.