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as she started to feel lightheaded and weak on her legs , they stumbled over to the couch before pesh collapsed back , taking her with him .
straddling his lap , she gazed at him momentarily before his mouth attacked hers again .
as his tongue once again invaded her mouth , she began to raise her h*ps and grind against him .
groaning , he broke the kiss by throwing his head back .
he gulped in long breaths of air like he was a dying man deprived of his last breath .
she felt the same way .
she kissed a trail over his chin and down his neck .
`` pesh , i want you , '' she murmured into his skin .
his chest heaved up and down with her declaration as if he was finding it hard to breathe .
she broke away to stare into his eyes .
`` please . ''
chapter five pesh could n't believe the delicious nightmare he found himself trapped in .
a beautiful , sexy blonde writhed against him .
the hem of megan 's dress had ridden up to her hips , and a tiny scrap of lace underwear was the only thing covering her core as she rubbed herself against his crotch .
her heat and her arousal scorched through the fabric of his pants to singe the skin of his growing erection .
he wanted nothing more than to flip her on her back , tear away the underwear , and plunge himself deep inside her .
it had been so , so long since he had been within the tight walls of a woman .
while his conscious railed against him for even entertaining the thought , his body was onboard .
`` please , '' megan whimpered , as she continued to rise and fall over his erection .
`` we ca n't ... we should n't . ''
she ran her hands up his chest before wrapping them around his neck .
`` but i could make you feel good . ''
`` i 'm sure you could . ''
`` and i know you could make me feel good , too .
i 'm already drenched just kissing you . ''
her fingers raked through his hair , tugging desperately on the strands .
`` i need this , and you need this . ''
his body was completely onboard with how much he needed her .
if she pressed any closer to him , she was going to set him off and make him do something he had n't since he was a teenager , which was come in his pants .
but his once hazy mind was starting to refocus and overpower the desire pumping through his body .
he could not and would not take her when she was drunk .
it was completely against his character .
he 'd never taken advantage of a woman , and he never would .
he gazed into her hooded eyes .
`` but it would be so very wrong . ''
her lip trembled .
`` do n't you want me ? ''
`` yes , without a doubt . ''
`` then why wo n't you have sex with me ? ''
`` because you 're inebriated . ''
she rolled her eyes in a huff .
`` you 're sooo proper , are n't you ?
a proper gentleman . ''
he cupped her face in his hands .
`` if not taking advantage of you in your state of intoxication makes me a gentleman , then i suppose i am .
what kind of man would i be to take you now only to have you wake up with regret and remorse ? ''
`` the kind of man who wants to get laid ! ''
her hand dipped between them to grasp his erection , causing him to hiss .
`` i feel you against me-i know you want this as much as i do . ''
although the devil on his shoulder raged at him , he quickly removed megan 's hand .
`` believe me when i say i wo n't have sex with you like this .
i would never disrespect you so much as to not make love to you like you deserve . ''
she blinked a few times as if she was having a hard time processing his words .
`` regardless of what you have going on in that head of yours , you are better than this .
you deserve a man who will take his time with you and show you what pleasure through making love really is . ''
`` i 've never had that , '' she whispered regretfully .
he gave her a sad smile .
`` i did n't think you had . ''
he brushed the hair out of her face and cupped her cheek .
`` if i take you , i 'll be making love to you .
i 'll have you begging and pleading , but you 'll be coming so many times you 'll lose count .
you 'll understand the difference between a quick tumble and the all-consuming power of a physical connection fueled by an emotional one . ''
she rapidly blinked her blue eyes in disbelief while her cheeks flushed .
`` oh god , did you actually just say that ? ''
`` i did . ''
he gave her a teasing smile .
`` and you 'll be calling out my name more than his . ''
`` i ... '' she began before she quickly clamped her lips shut .
her eyes widened before she scrambled off of his lap .
before he could question her on what she was doing , she threw up all over the front of her dress .
when she wavered on her feet like she was going to collapse , pesh tumbled off the couch , reaching out for her .
grabbing both of her shoulders , he steadied her .
she glanced down at her dress before gazing back at him .
pesh 's heart ached at the sight of tears pooling in her eyes .
`` are you all right ? ''
her chin trembled before big , fat tears slid down her cheeks .
`` oh god , '' she whispered .
`` please do n't cry . ''
`` t-this is s-so embarrassing , '' she hiccupped .
`` it 's okay .
you do n't have to be embarrassed . ''
moaning , she covered her face with her hands .
`` first , i made a fool out of myself coming on to you and now i 've puked in front of you like some sorority girl who ca n't handle her liquor . ''
`` stop beating yourself up .
come , let 's get you cleaned up . ''
he slid an arm around her waist to steady her on their way down the hall to the bedroom .
she continued to weep softly as they made their way into the bathroom .
using his free hand , he flicked on the light .
`` can you stand in the shower ? ''
with a weak nod , she replied , `` i think so . ''
`` if not , there 's a ledge you can sit on .
let me turn on the water for you , and i 'll get you a towel . ''
he propped her up against the counter before striding over to the shower .
once he felt the water was a good enough temperature , he then went over to the closet .
he pulled out a towel before returning to megan who had her head in her hands .
with his free hand , he took one of her hands and pulled it away from her face .
`` please stop beating yourself up .
i hate to see you so upset . ''
`` i ca n't help it .
i 'm such a fool . ''