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i wanted to prove to myself that i was n't so enamored by you .
so after having a couple of drinks one night , kara and i went to my car and fooled around . ''
`` you got drunk ? ''
he gave a mirthless laugh .
`` that is what is most shocking to you in what i just told you ? ''
`` did you think i would be mad at you for messing around with some woman when we were n't dating ? ''
`` yes , '' he answered honestly .
megan shook her head .
`` what you did then was your business .
i mean , i 'm not thrilled to hear that you fooled around with her , especially since you would n't sleep with me when i asked you to . ''
`` but do n't you see the difference ?
i cared for you , and i cared nothing for her .
we were barely in the car fifteen minutes if that tells you anything . ''
the corners of her lips tugged up in a small smile .
`` i really do n't need the details of how much you did n't enjoy yourself . ''
he ducked his head .
`` i 'm sorry .
i should n't have said that . ''
`` but at the same time , i 'm glad to hear that you wo n't be going back for a repeat performance . ''
jerking his gaze up to meet hers , he replied , `` never could i do that . ''
`` and you really were trying to get me off your mind ? ''
`` yes , i was . ''
`` in a warped way , that 's very romantic , '' she teased .
`` i 'm glad you think so , '' he mumbled .
`` look , it 's not the fact that she said you were using me for sex that has me so upset . ''
`` it 's not ? ''
`` she threatened me . ''
pesh 's eyes narrowed .
`` physically ? ''
`` not exactly .
she said that if i did n't watch my back , she would report me to the dean . ''
a low growl erupted from pesh 's chest .
`` she seriously said that ? ''
`` yes , she did . ''
`` i 'm sorry that her jealousy and spitefulness is rearing its head .
i never imagined she was such a person when i ... well , when i got involved with her .
i 'll make sure to speak to her .
no one should have to work in a hostile environment , and she must understand that just because of her seniority , she is not allowed to harass you . ''
pesh watched megan fidget on her feet while nibbling on her bottom lip .
`` do you not want me to speak to her ? ''
`` no , that 's fine .
it 's just ... '' `` is there something else ? ''
`` you know how much i like you .
i mean , the very fact i agreed to date you shows how much i 'm committed to you . ''
pesh crossed his arms over his chest .
`` i 'm thinking there 's a 'but ' coming that i 'm not going to like . ''
megan sighed .
`` but at the same time , whatever it is that is happening between us ... '' she swallowed hard .
`` i 've worked really hard in school , pesh .
i do n't want anything on my record that could hurt my chances of getting a job . ''
if she was the crying type , he would have sworn her eyes shimmered with tears .
he came around the counter to pull her into his arms .
`` hey now , do n't you worry one bit about getting into trouble .
anyone who has seen you in action on the floor knows what a talented and gifted nurse you are . ''
she sniffled .
`` if there 's even a rumor of me having an affair with an attending physician , i could be blacklisted . ''
pesh pulled away to grip her chin in his fingers .
`` after i speak to kara , you will have nothing to worry about , okay ? ''
he could tell that even though she wanted to relax and let go of her anxiety , she could n't .
`` come on .
let 's fix you up . ''
she wiped her eyes .
`` what do you mean ? ''
with a wink , he went over to the cabinet and got down a wine glass .
then he poured some white wine into the glass before setting it down on the bar .
`` take that . ''
megan glanced at the glass and then back at him .
`` are you trying to ply me with wine ? ''
`` maybe . ''
she leaned forward and picked it up .
he watched as she could n't resist the temptation and she took a hearty gulp .
closing her eyes , she murmured , `` that 's so good . ''
`` i 'm glad you like it . ''
he walked around the counter again .
this time he took her free hand .
`` come on . ''
`` where are we going ? ''
`` for part two of your relaxation . ''
megan smiled at him before he began tugging her down the hall .
when he got into the bedroom , he noticed her sigh of frustration when they bypassed the bed for the bathroom .
`` while i finish dinner for us , you need to soak in a nice , hot bath . ''
`` you spoil me , '' she protested with a smile .
he gave her a playful wink before turning on the bath water .
once he got the temperature right , he turned back to her .
`` bubbles ?
bath salt ? ''
she raised her brows .
`` do n't tell me you actually have those ?
i mean , i know you 're a metrosexual but really ? ''
`` we all have our secrets , '' he replied .
he did n't have the heart to tell her that he had kept some of jade 's bath and body works stuff .
he might 've tried to bury them under the bathroom counter to get them out of sight and out of mind , but they were still there .
he rummaged around to pull out a vanilla bottle as well as a peach .
he held them up to megan for her approval .
`` hmm , vanilla . ''
`` good choice . ''
it was the one scent that did n't remind him of jade since she never used it .
he poured a healthy cupful under the water , letting the foam magnify .
`` ready to get in ? ''
megan glanced down at herself before looking back at him .

i wanted to prove to myself that i was n't so enamored by you .

so after having a couple of drinks one night , kara and i went to my car and fooled around . ''

`` you got drunk ? ''

he gave a mirthless laugh .

`` that is what is most shocking to you in what i just told you ? ''

`` did you think i would be mad at you for messing around with some woman when we were n't dating ? ''

`` yes , '' he answered honestly .

megan shook her head .

`` what you did then was your business .

i mean , i 'm not thrilled to hear that you fooled around with her , especially since you would n't sleep with me when i asked you to . ''

`` but do n't you see the difference ?

i cared for you , and i cared nothing for her .

we were barely in the car fifteen minutes if that tells you anything . ''

the corners of her lips tugged up in a small smile .

`` i really do n't need the details of how much you did n't enjoy yourself . ''

he ducked his head .

`` i 'm sorry .

i should n't have said that . ''

`` but at the same time , i 'm glad to hear that you wo n't be going back for a repeat performance . ''

jerking his gaze up to meet hers , he replied , `` never could i do that . ''

`` and you really were trying to get me off your mind ? ''

`` yes , i was . ''

`` in a warped way , that 's very romantic , '' she teased .

`` i 'm glad you think so , '' he mumbled .

`` look , it 's not the fact that she said you were using me for sex that has me so upset . ''

`` it 's not ? ''

`` she threatened me . ''

pesh 's eyes narrowed .

`` physically ? ''

`` not exactly .

she said that if i did n't watch my back , she would report me to the dean . ''

a low growl erupted from pesh 's chest .

`` she seriously said that ? ''

`` yes , she did . ''

`` i 'm sorry that her jealousy and spitefulness is rearing its head .

i never imagined she was such a person when i ... well , when i got involved with her .

i 'll make sure to speak to her .

no one should have to work in a hostile environment , and she must understand that just because of her seniority , she is not allowed to harass you . ''

pesh watched megan fidget on her feet while nibbling on her bottom lip .

`` do you not want me to speak to her ? ''

`` no , that 's fine .

it 's just ... '' `` is there something else ? ''

`` you know how much i like you .

i mean , the very fact i agreed to date you shows how much i 'm committed to you . ''

pesh crossed his arms over his chest .

`` i 'm thinking there 's a 'but ' coming that i 'm not going to like . ''

megan sighed .

`` but at the same time , whatever it is that is happening between us ... '' she swallowed hard .

`` i 've worked really hard in school , pesh .

i do n't want anything on my record that could hurt my chances of getting a job . ''

if she was the crying type , he would have sworn her eyes shimmered with tears .

he came around the counter to pull her into his arms .

`` hey now , do n't you worry one bit about getting into trouble .

anyone who has seen you in action on the floor knows what a talented and gifted nurse you are . ''

she sniffled .

`` if there 's even a rumor of me having an affair with an attending physician , i could be blacklisted . ''

pesh pulled away to grip her chin in his fingers .

`` after i speak to kara , you will have nothing to worry about , okay ? ''

he could tell that even though she wanted to relax and let go of her anxiety , she could n't .

`` come on .

let 's fix you up . ''

she wiped her eyes .

`` what do you mean ? ''

with a wink , he went over to the cabinet and got down a wine glass .

then he poured some white wine into the glass before setting it down on the bar .

`` take that . ''

megan glanced at the glass and then back at him .

`` are you trying to ply me with wine ? ''

`` maybe . ''

she leaned forward and picked it up .

he watched as she could n't resist the temptation and she took a hearty gulp .

closing her eyes , she murmured , `` that 's so good . ''

`` i 'm glad you like it . ''

he walked around the counter again .

this time he took her free hand .

`` come on . ''

`` where are we going ? ''

`` for part two of your relaxation . ''

megan smiled at him before he began tugging her down the hall .

when he got into the bedroom , he noticed her sigh of frustration when they bypassed the bed for the bathroom .

`` while i finish dinner for us , you need to soak in a nice , hot bath . ''

`` you spoil me , '' she protested with a smile .

he gave her a playful wink before turning on the bath water .

once he got the temperature right , he turned back to her .

`` bubbles ?

bath salt ? ''

she raised her brows .

`` do n't tell me you actually have those ?

i mean , i know you 're a metrosexual but really ? ''

`` we all have our secrets , '' he replied .

he did n't have the heart to tell her that he had kept some of jade 's bath and body works stuff .

he might 've tried to bury them under the bathroom counter to get them out of sight and out of mind , but they were still there .

he rummaged around to pull out a vanilla bottle as well as a peach .

he held them up to megan for her approval .

`` hmm , vanilla . ''

`` good choice . ''

it was the one scent that did n't remind him of jade since she never used it .

he poured a healthy cupful under the water , letting the foam magnify .

`` ready to get in ? ''

megan glanced down at herself before looking back at him .