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depressed | know i m severely depressed but it s been like this for year i can t do another 0 year of this i turn on monday and i just so tired of this life already i have friend but there s no one i m close to no one to tell my day about not that there would be anything to talk about i do fuck all just barely surviving the day getting out of bed in the morning is so difficult i watch my friend able to go out everyday talk passionately about the thing they re interested in make plan for the future and i just wish i could do that i genuinely don t enjoy anything i m doing a degree i hate but it s too late now to change it and not be able to get out of bed to attend my lecture doesn t help i m on a waiting list for therapy but i m number so that could be up to a year wait i ve tried different antidepressant and they have done fuck all i just can t stop thinking about how it would be best for everyone if i got hit by a truck i am draining to be around i wouldn t be my own friend so god know what anyone else think my first thought about anything is negative someone asked me the other day what i want to do after university and i told them i want to be dead because in all truth that s what i want i don t want to be alive someone wanted me to do something and the first thing out my mouth wa yeah well i want to chuck myself in front of a train but we can t always get what we want didn t even mean to say it but it just always at the front of my mind and i don t even know if it s true because i m not at risk of doing anything i ve absolutely no intention of chucking myself infront of a train but i want to no longer exist sometimes i think i need to reach out to someone but who and why bother what are they gon na do i went to my gp about it and spoke to a mental health nurse but all that s done is given me antidepressant that don t work and put me on a year long waiting list i m meeting up with family for my st my and brother aunt and uncle and cousin that i haven t seen in a while all travelling to see me i should be looking forward to it but i m not i m dreading it because they ve all got their life together have something to live for they re gon na ask me how i m doing and either i lie though they will know i m not telling the truth or i m honest and bring the whole mood down and what point would telling them they can t do anything when i say i want to chuck myself in front of a train i m not just doing it for attention i don t plan to do anything of the sort but i think it s the only way i know of saying how i really feel because no other way describes it just saying i m not doing great doesn t really cut it i m doing fucking awfully and don t know how to stop it | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | hey everyone i recently moved to another country for work this seemed like the best option due to lack of option in my own country the move came just after various treatment facility to manage addiction which i believe wa a side affect of my depression my experience in this new country ha been hectic no one can speak english so making new friend and connection are so difficult i have found myself wallowing in this outside of work i pretty much just sit in my apartment feeling really sad last night i had a dream that pushed me to a new low this morning the dream pretty much had me in a group of friend having a good time i don t remember any of their face there wa even a girl that i remember making me feel loved i dont remember her face either but that connection left me feeling so so alone | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | ezuiequotes it s a constant positive mental attitude a way of looking on the bright side of a situation to carry with you an ideal of helping others if possible to do one s best in not falling into doubt or depression a sunny disposition is a discipline | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | mizzchievouz hey girl the site is back girlyvue is back and they have even more video | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | you know i wa thinking i need money | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | so i know i shouldn t because everyone experience anxiety differently but my social anxiety really hinders my ability to socialize and a a result i really can not currently build up the courage to have even basic social interaction sometimes i hear very popular people with ton of friend say that they have social anxiety or have no friend and it just make me angry inside or social medium influencers it s like i m mad because my social anxiety hinders me from doing what they do | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | i might break down and eat some buffalo wing tomorrow | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | i m am worried about potentially developing schizophrenia eventually my sister 0 is suffering from this disease right now of my mom aunt also had it my parent did not have it they both passed away and year ago i know the onset of symptom typically occurs in the 0 for male i smoked weed very often almost daily when i wa in a smoking mode but i also took a few tolerance break anywhere from month the past year but recently i decided to stop i also tripped on lsd 9 time within one year but the last trip i had wa almost year ago i know lsd weed and stressful situation can trigger dormant mental illness in people but i am wondering if schizophrenia would already have been triggered and active in me given my history i didn t know i had a family history of the disease until about year ago so please don t shame me for my ignorance i also just found out there wa a link between weed and schizophrenia in the past year and thankfully i have conquered my battle with weed even though it took some time do you think my previous drug usage will come back to haunt me if someone could provide some number for what my odds look like that would be nice a far a i can tell i am not in a prodromal phase but after leaving the weed behind i am worrying myself a lot thinking about all this thanks for any input | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | ha no milk for a cup of tea | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | three cheer for fiber to the home now we only have to wait year for it | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | i d love to just to die i dont have friend or family member that care about me haha no one will be sad when im gone which is good honestly but like i mentioned the possibility of religion being real scare me and it the only reason thats stopping me from ending it one day i wont care and i ll do it but it not today sadly | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | i think my depression hit me for the third time | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | ranking of king me permet de pa tomb totalement en d pression et aujourd hui c est le dernier pisode | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | i know i am not the thing my inner thought tell me i am but damn it hard to shut off the voice that tell me i m dumb fat will never succeed it s like my mind race telling me that i hate myself at worst i can even go towards thought of death and pointlessness | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | aventure that s window for you i get to deal with about 0 window server and 0 window machine misbehaving every day shoot me | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | please tell me if this isn t the sub for this i ve been preparing an exam for a couple of month but everytime i try to revise it s like everything ive written down is wrong so i go over the material again and find bit that i didn t catch the first time and it s the same the next week it happens so much that i end up going over the same 0 page text like ten time even worse when i go to my note i don t get them i just recognize the word i m using when i find the passage in the source i took the note from i m really tired and almost feel like i have some kind of brain problem i assure you i m not a perfectionist i d be completely happy knowing only just enough to pas but it seems like i never even get the basic right i m assuming it s some sort of anxiety because it can t be explained by being a slow learner i ve been pretty constant with my study schedule just not assimilating anything i don t have any diagnosed learning disability i ve been to a psychologist a couple of year ago and she said so when i asked her so it can t be that either ha anybody got a similar experience did you manage to get through it i d appreciate any help | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | can t wait | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | i have no trauma or especially horrible experience it took me yr to even admit to myself that i m most likely depressed i thought that i would write down my feeling but my mind resonated that to writing a suicide not i m proud of myself for stopping when i realised that it made me feel worse i feel lonely i have friend who i trust care for and can talk to yet it s impossible for me to tell them about any of my true feeling because even i cant understand what s going on in my head i feel guilty for thinking that one of the main reason for my behaviour is my family they have always emotionally neglected me treated me a the dumb kid invalidated any feeling i expressed and my mother is physically and verbally abusive i barely share thing with them and nowadays they ve started scolding me for telling them anything because apparently i m too pessimistic my sister seems to be using me i have always been there for her and listened to her when she needed while she is there for me if i need help with study and shit she never even make an attempt to listen to me because apparently that s a therapist duty and she isn t my therapist i can t cry i can barely feel thing at this point i m like a zombie my mental state usually deteriorates in the summer and summer is here i can sense the decline my only friend who i can physically meet and am comfortable sharing deeper detail about myself to seems to understandably freak out when it come to suicide related topic if it involves known example basically joke and stuff are fine but he seems to get a bit perplexed if i mildly hint at my suicidal nature this is just a rant i have a terrible tendency to bottle thing up in such a way that i forget about it i will probably feel better by the end of this day | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | mizzzidc la fisto healing from sneaker depression | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | fromthestars i wan na go to an amusement park ek is getting tired | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | odogwuelder brown eyed gyel bongani dee mizzzidc imagine her doing this drying depression over forgotten sneaker if this one loses her job or a child nkor what will she do | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | hot deadline | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | i am the definition of a failure i have mental diagnosis no job or education have money problem and poor health due to all the stress of life i have no idea at all how i can change my life so i become one quite normal person with normal success in life im 0 and feel so behind in life | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | i ve been very close yet i ve been postponing for a while on and off to cut thing short i believe i may end up leaving sometime next week there are a few reason why otherwise if i don t i am saving up for my mom to buy me a new ar it ll take about month to get sufficient fund but i am solely using it on myself i already have access to a firearm but i am choosing not to do it now unless i have to because the caliber might not be sufficient enough but yeah no one see the warning sign i may have potential but i can t live up to it i ll always fail i know many people that read this will skip over or not even care i am just putting my thought somewhere no one will probably read it oh well all i know is that i have tried my best my circumstance are holding me hostage from flourishing in this world i am only here to fulfill the need of specific people i am not loved i mean this with everything i m basically here surviving alone trying to keep myself sane under the condition i m under my own interest are impossible to achieve i am a batshit crazy piece of shit disguised a a well mannered average looking tall slim smart person according to them but yeah this is something i have extreme feeling for i truly believe i may end up going through with these plan sometime next week or sometime soon id love to talk to someone about this i ve tried to reach out to friend before about how i ve been feeling and everyone talk to me one time and never check on me again honestly im ready to fuckin get this shit overwith no one give me a fuckin chance literally i m getting fucking exhausted i m tired of this planet i just wish i could feel different at least i m tired help me | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | hypothetically if someone took 9 000mg fluvoxamine mg naltrexone and 0mg lorazepam what would happen all hypothetically of course | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | observe amp report wa premiering at the chinese theater i wa driving by slowly but only saw the reporter amp red carpet no star | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | let the depression stage kick in now so it can be over soon | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | everything and everyday is a struggle because i don t feel like nothing make sense i wake up on my way to work i just keep thinking why why eating why working why having a hobbie why do you guy feel it too and how to deal with that | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | we understand that most people who reply immediately to an op with an invitation to talk privately mean only to help but this type of response usually lead to either disappointment or disaster it usually work out quite differently here than when you say pm me anytime in a casual social context we have huge admiration and appreciation for the goodwill and good citizenship of so many of you who support others here and flag inappropriate content even more so because we know that so many of you are struggling yourselves we re hard at work behind the scene on more information and resource to make it easier to give and get quality help here this is just a small start our new wiki page explains in detail why it s much better to respond in public comment at least until you ve gotten to know someone it will be maintained at r depression wiki private contact and the full text of the current version is below summary anyone who while acting a a helper invite or accepts private contact i e pm chat or any kind of offsite communication early in the conversion is showing either bad intention or bad judgement either way it s unwise to trust them pm me anytime seems like a kind and generous offer and it might be perfectly well meaning but unless and until a solid rapport ha been established it s just not a wise idea here are some point to consider before you offer or accept an invitation to communicate privately by posting supportive reply publicly you ll help more people than just the op if your response are of good quality you ll educate and inspire other helper the 9 90 rule http en wikipedia org wiki rule internet culture applies here a much a it doe anywhere else on the internet people who are struggling with serious mental health issue often justifiably have a low tolerance for disappointment and a high level of ever changing emotional need unless the helper is able to make a 00 commitment to be there for them in every way for a long a necessary offering a personal inbox a a resource is likely to do more harm than good this is why mental health crisis line responder usually don t give their name and caller aren t allowed to request specific responder it s much healthier and safer for the caller to develop a relationship with the agency a a whole analogously it s much safer and healthier for our ops to develop a relationship with the community a a whole even trained responder are generally not allowed to work high intensity situation alone it s partly about availability but it s mostly about wider perspective and preventing compassion fatigue if a helper get in over their head with someone whose mental health issue including suicidality which is often comorbid with depression escalate in a pm conversation it s much harder for others including the r depression and r suicidewatch moderator to help contrary to common assumption moderator can t see or police pm in our observation over many year the people who say pm me the most are consistently the one with the least understanding of mental health issue and mental health support we all have gap in our knowledge and in our ability to communicate effectively community input mitigates these limitation there s no reason why someone who s truly here to help would want to hide their response from community scrutiny if helper are concerned about their own privacy keep in mind that self disclosure when used supportively is more about the feeling than the detail and that we have no problem here with the use of alt throwaway account and have no restriction on account age or karma we all know the internet is used by some people to exploit or abuse others these people do want to hide their deceptive and manipulative response from everyone except their victim there are many of them who specifically target those who are vulnerable because of mental health issue if a helper invite an op to talk privately and give them a good supportive experience they ve primed that person to be more vulnerable to abuser this sort of cognitive priming tends to be particularly effective when someone s in a state of mental health crisis when people rely more on heuristic than critical reasoning if ops want to talk privately posting on a wide open anonymous forum like reddit might not be the best option although we don t recommend it we do allow ops to request private contact when asking for support if you want to do this please keep your expectation realistic and to have a careful look at the history of anyone who offer to pm before opening up to them | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | gingha it is i have the doc so morning off and then into work freecycling what you getting | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | yet you just want me alive for your conscious i pray everyday that something put me out and kill me this pain hurt a lot | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | i ve always been this put together person in people s eye but in reality i m so close to the end i see no light at the end of the tunnel i have no passion motivation and anything that generates to being happy i don t know what to do i m in constant despair i don t really like opening up to anyone i know i just feel like there s nothing i can do to fix this | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | my father committed suicide day before my th birthday i still remember this day i don t really have any memory of him so i m not really sad but for a long time i wa kinda angry at him for letting u alone with a mother like that but i realized some time ago that himself didn t want to be with her anymore and he also had a difficult life i think i m pretty sure he also had depression i feel stupid for being angry at him for so long over something like that i m happy for him now he doesn t have to suffer anymore he s free from his sadness just needed to let these thought out | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | widyatarina say what kal penn s leaving house noooooo awww i totally missed it tonight | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | so first of all i know that this is all fucking messed up it is the way it is though i ve been depressed and suicidal for a while now and my ex know that aswell i promised him that i would never kill myself which i really regret but whatever i asked them a couple of time but they didn t want me to break my promise and they also said if i did they d commit suicide aswell however now my ex told me that if i told my younger brother i wa gon na do it how and why it would be okay to break the promise i just i can t i can t go to my younger brother tell him hey i m gon na km bc life suck and i m just gon na hang myself i know commiting suicide will hurt ppl around me but they will be fine except maybe my younger brother that s what i m scared for however it s so much worse though if i tell him i m gon na end my life before i do it he will feel so much more guilt and i just don t know what to do and everything hurt so much physically and mentally | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | my pookie ha a uti i have to be nurse gabbie and get him back to 00 no more soda | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | i hope i m feeling better by thursday will be seriously annoyed if i m ill over lan | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | i don t know how to communicate all of my thought stay inside me instead of telling them to other people like i should my mind simply won t let me i try i really try sometimes and i have so many of them but they get lost my mind is a endless nightmare of thought of despair and hatred towards myself i feel numb and over emotional at the same time and i dont know what to do i feel like a horrible waste of human space stripped down to my bone by my past and my seemingly dim future | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | cherylthelibr n thanks for the rebuilders rebuilding tip she s trying to help her mom thru a divorce and herself thru a breakup | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | i miss my 0 fam | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | ha anyone been on this for anxiety im currently on 0mg of lamictal and my anxiety s been getting worse my psych prescribed hydroxyzine but im only able to take it at night a it either knock me out or lead to more physical feeling of anxiety tightness in my chest and headache his only other option he talked about wa an anti anxiety buspar taken everyday but i really want an a needed i take pill a day and ssri snris are not an option i also dont deal with anxiety daily but rather panic attack anxiety attack that occur randomly i guess im wondering how anyone here would describe hydroxyzine in comparison to benzos ha anyone been on both before and have an insight to which may be better i understand the risk i just want some honest info about your experience in what help thank you in advance | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | also still struggling to ask my parent to help me set up for an adhd diagnosis a well a for my mental health a much a i say i do have thing like adhd depression and anxiety i haven t officially confirmed that it suck that i do because i can t get the support i need | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | sorry sf rescheduling my sf trip for this coming weekend to mid may bad circumstance | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | good morning i m off to the hospital with my dad to spend basically all day in the waiting room just for a two minute app fun fun fun | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | kaylee 0 yawn i m pretty good thanks awww i m sorry to hear that feel better soon lt | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | man that took forever | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | ha anyone been prescribed mirtazapine or other alpha receptor antagonist to treat their anxiety i would prefer not to use start with ssri s what wa you experience | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | i like not caring about anything i m at work all day just going through the motion the long hour and annoying customer don t phase me because i m not even all there mentally emotionally failing uni doesn t phase me because eh i have to be numb because if not i ll just constantly feel unbearable emotional and physical pain i have to swallow every bit of emotion so i don t completely fall apart | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | heartbreaking to see kid taking their life out of depression stress amp grief no parent deserves this trauma our education system is extremely result driven amp the pressure it put on the kid is unfathomable but political interference in place of education is just too much | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | erre sc aaw i miss ya all too im leaving to bh tomorrow quot morning quot i think aww i wan na go to the beach w u girl | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | i feel like sometimes i can t tell if it s anxiety or really a gut instinct | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | dananner aw sorry to hear that | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | i ve been feeling a lot and going through a lot for the past few week i can t talk to anyone i m emotionally and mentally drained i m not even diagnosed with anything but i feel like i m having anxiety and just want to be done with everything i sometimes feel like i just want to jump off our building or drown myself in the pool so that i wouldn t feel anything i m really scared i know what happened to me wa careless and full of stupidity i guess this is my karma just letting out a little bit i don t know who else to talk to i feel like i m dying inside i m afraid to go to the beach with my friend because i might do something really stupid i ve been cry and cry every night so that i could hide all my feeling but it s really killing me i want to get out of this situation but i can t escape i know i have to help myself but i can t do it there s no one else to blame but me i m so sorry for this i just have no one to talk to i don t want to be a burden to the people around me | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | ispahanjahane la psychologue dupont marie estelle a trait ce sujet sans oublier la d pression le id e noires | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | but i still look at them everyday and overthink for hour | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | this person mean the world to me so this hurt more than i can ever describe from what they have told me they haven t really struggled with mental illness so how do i make them understand | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | it wasn t to bad it s pretty easy but i wa still scared i ve lost over job due to my anxiety i hope this one stick plus it s only min from home i wa so proud that i got up early and i went to work i made myself do it but i did it my second day is tomorrow and i m nervous again i hope i can pull through and be able to do this | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | absolutelybatty hug back thanks hon i can t believe he s gone | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | gulshan hinaaltaf cylinder ka rate badhane se depression se kaise bahar aate hain doctor saheb koi sir pair hai teri baat ka | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | emperoremil yup i m at work i m on midshift na e | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | is looking at the gray sky the sun ha been stolen again | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | i m a year old girl and my best friend took her own life a few month ago i rly tried to live without her honesty i mean ok i ve tried to die after that but then i put in a real effort to live without her she suffered before she died she wa just a little girl not even a teenager i just can t do it i tried but i don t want to live in such a unfair world without her i ve had nightmare nonstop my brain is torturing itself after what happened my brain want me to kill myself and end the torture so i need to do it feeling nothing is so much better than being tortured i think everyone would agree i m gon na do it rly soon cuz idk how much more torture i can take | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | no new csi tonight fml | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | i don t see a stable future for myself i have a lot going for me right now and i don t even care i m and graduating highschool in june and alot of my friend will be moving away for college including my boyfriend of year i feel like everything is ending traveling and plane terrify me so i probably cant visit my friend unless they visit me i cant see myself every being stable enough to live a non anxious life what is wrong with me | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | lauredhel what happened | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | in bed finally long day tomorrow | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | it still suck m that ha a job that a lot of people wish they had hr showed me that they received over 00 application for my position i moved to a new city for this job right before covid took over can t seem to make friend or meaningful connection with anyone in just over year i don t really have hobby and dread coming home to an empty house every night i ve always struggled with self esteem and this crushing loneliness ha me struggling yo get out of bed nobody call or even sends me text message i have no one that care about me i m already hiding so much including my emotion just desperately hoping someone i know reach out to me life is hard i get that and i know it s not easy for anyone but so many people i know have it so much easier their constant smile and laughter hurt but i hurt even more pretending to smile and laugh with them i ve ended up losing the passion and drive i once had got my career and am truly lost no friend no family no career no future fml | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | i just let my everquest subscription lapse just don t play it anymore don t have the time | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | livinginfiction outdoors man can t get to the gym this week no time no time dinner soon babe early next week or brunch sunday | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | is not looking forward to working today | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | i m a high school student f and i m not living in a country which speaks english so i m sorry if i m making grammatical mistake i m so exhausted i have did because of the s xual a ault i went thru a a child i can t deal with all these flashback and i have exam responsibility i can t even get out of bed but i have to study for exam i don t even know what i want in the future i don t want a future at this point i can t do this anymore so i decided to end it all tonight goodbye everyone | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | yay sj will be on come to play kibum is of course missing and so is teuk | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | hi i ve been focusing on my mental health recently and i think i have depression here are my symptom i am constantly irritated i do not like any human interaction whatsoever for some reason i just don t like dealing with other people this varies from day to day i don t know if it s from past experience but i can t stand other people physically i have no energy finding interest in anything is an arduous task for me i am happy for those close to me that achieve or accomplish something but i just can t express it i notice this because i don t smile or act happy when it happens i have no motivation i am financially confident but i don t see the value of my work i don t know that to do with the reward i have earned with work i sleep a lot i probably sleep around 0hrs a day if anyone can explain if i do from past experience or if you are a professional please reply thanks | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | joypalmer i wake up at am and think ah yes that s mouse running around in the ceiling again | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | this post is regarding my father who relentlessly forced his own will upon me and made me choose my career and life choice based on that a a result it ha brought catastrophic consequence for me i wa an above average student at school but used to be excellent in creative pursuit like theatre writing story and poem english literature filmmaking etc but my father wa totally against all that he made me choose what subject i needed to take for my good future and it wa always what he think wa best that zi needed to do there wa actually no way i could protest because it would have led to physical violence so to cut the story short i graduated from school in the year 0 then because my father forced me to enroll in a wierd course i lost two more year until i couldn t and then in 0 i had to drop out because i wa failing in every exam it wa in those several month that i endured the worst mental agony of my life it wa a lot of mental burden placed upon me my father called me a failure and what not and compared me with a number of successful kid in the neighborhood and to the kid of his friend who were in good university and doing very well in 0 i cracked one of the toughest exam but unfortunately my rank wa not good and most of it wa due to the rampant corruption and lack of transparency and accountability in the examination conducting board what i mean to say is that i could have scored better if the result were not questionable in nature a court case went but nothing happened finally i take admission in one of the worst place i could imagine to spend another year of my life doing something i absolutely loathed again because of the pressure from my father then in 0 0 i finally graduated but then the covid pandemic broke out every one wa working from home and the nature of my degree wa such that for newbie like me working from home wa not possible and in hand office experience wa required so i went unemployed for a year also in my final year i contracted a terrible life long disease due to the mental stress i wa in and the crappy food that i had to eat the mess in the hostel where i lived for year wa horrendous to say the least now it is 0 and i am still unemployed my father somehow blame me entirely for this and never once accepted his mistake in life now not only him but i too view myself a a failure and have lost faith in myself the confidence that i once had the energy of youth that wa brimming to overflow when i graduated from school in thr summer of 0 is all exhausted and gone i could have done something really good with my life in the creative field that s what i think i have a knack for it i have a good power of imagination and an intuitive mind but now i feel it wa all a waste and all ha been for nothing i have wasted more than 0 year of my life in my higher study and doing something i not only loathe but detest in the highest possible way it would not be wrong to say that my father is responsible for screwing my life over but that s what i think am i making an excuse what do you think | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | innocentdrinks coke 0 minority stake really not april fool can you give it back so depressing you were a favourite brand sad | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | well this day i would like to go out in the sun instead of sitting here looking at excel | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | laratron ala i have no pimms | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | doe depression destroy your brain cell like literally i feel like i can t connect with anyone and i think in certain situation | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | my plan to have my eternal rest is starting to de rail starting today it frustrating that it is starting to de rail this late in the plan however i guess nothing go according to the plan even my back up plan are starting to de rail too i just want to have my eternal rest but why is the world too unfair that i feel like it keep saying that i should suffer more than what i have experienced | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | so i have a friend that is showing warning sign of suicide what do i do to avoid a crisis situation and what do i do if it becomes a crisis and help is too far out i know every second matter and every action and word can mean the difference between life and death for my friend any and all help is appreciated | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | i constantly have suicidal thought even if i m doing ok it s like it s always in the back of my mind i have my dark day where it s all i can think about but it s still back there during the good day too i feel like i m strange for constantly thinking about it even if i m happy | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | ecaps bloody idiot just shop him into some gay porn | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | mediccasts the alternative is suicide which is the most selfish and coward move there is people who consider that ha no sympathy from me fighting depression now that s something to be proud of | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | yeah so i got an job interview tomorrow and im pretty anxious about it ha anyone got some advice on how to prepare for it it should be good tho it just that im not sure if i will like it and im afraid to have no small talk topic with the employer yk that it gon na be awkward and shit | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | i am wondering why my lovely wife doesn t check or respond to my tweet | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | wow non work related i ve been doing the seo for a site i designed and it s now ranking on msn google and ask sadly not yahoo | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | im tired i m so tired a tiredness that i can t describe anymore i really can t believe that my life is really the one i have now when i see myself in the mirror or just at random time during the day i can t help but have tear running down my cheek hurting myself when i m wondering how i went from an innocent happy optimistic person to a destroyed and sad who just want to die i know others can have it harder but for me that s all i can bear i can t take it anymore i m unhappy but also angry angry because i wonder why all this happened to me why do i have to live all of this at only this question will never have an answer i just deserve it idk why im writing this so late even tho no one will see it in short i ve definitely given up and this message is therefore my last straw | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | when i wa i sa d a girl in her sleep why i don t know i feel like shit every day because of it it genuinely make me feel like shit when i think about it i just don t wan na live anymore i ve made so many drastic mistake that i don t see the point in life now the sa story ha gotten around school i know and understand i did this to myself but i can t help but feel like shit i really just want to go back and get my old life back but no one belief me when i say i m sorry or i feel like shit because of it i feel remorseful but there s no way to convey that | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | hoping i can get some decent sleep tonight since i didn t get any worth shittt last night goodnight world xoxo | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | ha a mild left inner ear infection and it got this irritating quot blocked quot feeling since sunday | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | you enter a store looking to buy a particular thing you browse around and realise that they do not the item you came in for so you buy something you don t really need because you are afraid that the staff at the store may suspect you of shoplifting | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | i 0f already struggle with suicidal ideation i m just tired so tired this last six month ha been the toughest six month of my life i ve been with this guy 0m for five year he ha been a step up dad for my daughter 0f nearly from the beginning of our relationship very early had always plan to get married and have child together my feeling for him have always been so strong he always made me feel like he wa different like he understood my trauma and wanted to hold my hand through my healing not set mine and my daughter life on fire i moved to the other side of our country to be with him we have had ups and down i found out six month ago he ha a new girlfriend and she also a a you g child f long story short he s leaving me for her our lease is up at the end of april and my daughter and i have nowhere to go we will be homeless for a while until i can move back to my parent my ex husband m found out we won t have a stable place to live for a little while and is filing for custody of my daughter my ex husband is it ha been extremely abusive to me since i wa none of the abuse wa ever documented because i never wanted to call the police he always made me feel like i deserved it i ended up losing my well paying job due to my emotional state my daughter and i don t have family or friend here none that aren t deeply tied to my now ex bf i don t feel like i have deserved any of this shit im the go to person that always help everyone now i m going to have nothing and i have no one willing to show up for me and my kid we also have two dog i will have to rehome because he refuse to take them and i can t hardly care for myself and my daughter right now i m literally about to lose everything i ve been chewed up and spit out my whole life i suffered a lot of emotional and sexual abuse a a child too i don t genuinely want to die but i also don t want to feel anymore like i really don t know if i could survive losing my daughter that kid is my world please how do i make it stop i can t go out like this | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | i m gon na go through with it this time just got ta graduate and at least get this stupid degree first | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | i ll try to keep it a short a possible for the past year i have been struggling with frequent wave of deep depression lasting for day or week but at the same time i have time where im just ok dont have any self esteem issue self image issue and etc so in the end all im trying to figure out if this is normal or if it a type of depression though i couldnt find anything similar to it or bipolar disorder which also seems somewhat unlikely because i never have manic or extremly energetic episode i just want to know if what im dealing with so ill have a clearer idea about how to act further | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | cliche i know but my girlfriend left me we had been together for about and a half year our anniversary wa coming up in july when we met i wa depressed and had been planning suicide she pulled me out of that and gave me purpose and happiness now that she s gone i realize i ve been living my life for her and now that i m alone i don t know what to do with myself i have no other want than her and it feel like she s the only person or thing that can make me happy again i ve lost all interest in my hobby and i have no motivation for school which i only started so i could make money for the family i had dreamed we would have i feel like i m right back where i wa when she met me alone and depressed with no motivation and no desire to continue | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | i m stuck awake in the middle of the night for the second day in a row and i felt terrible yesterday | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | i ve had tinnitus for like year could it be somehow related to anxiety also neck pain for year tension mainly thanks for answer | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
normal | david henrie i cant find it it say dtmafiaofficial doesnt exist there s jus dtmafia i found n u dun seem to b followin it wht to do | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depressed | idk how or when maybe overdose on some pill but i don t wan na suffer or maybe hang myself but again i don t wan na suffer | Find whether the text belong to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |