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<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 8:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/herbs/sjwort/">St. John's Wort</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(tincture)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 8:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance">Rhodiola rosea</td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(tincture)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 8:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/herbs/albizia/">Albizia julibrissin</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(tincture)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">290 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I took 2 ml of [commercially available tincture] to sort of stop the post-acid humming that often leaves me without sleep though I'm very tired from the trip and all I did during it (I get very busy during acid trips). I have opioids and a few benzos for this purpose, but Benzo's are getting scarce and expensive. As an arthritic, my opioids have to last out the month (Lest I drink some Pod tea and seriously fuck up my tolerance for real medical use, but that's another report I guess). <br> <br> To steer away from these, I purchased some [commercially available tincture] with Rhodolia, St. John's wort, Avena Sativa (which are just oats, sorry) and the real interest, Albizia Julibrisin, all in very vague levels, but I was assured by the somewhat ungainly girl at the Holistic place we have here in town that sold me the stuff, it would be a great product for anxiety. <br> <br> I thought for a second telling her that some carbs in her life and a job that wasn't selling magic potions to stupid people might do a similar job, but instead thanked her and left. <br> <br> There is an ingredient list, but no measurements of what do you call em? Compounds? Do Holistic Health places sell compounds? Anyway no measurements aside from what the bottle says to do with the liquid, 1-2 ml of this wood alcohol tasting crap, three times a day in a bit of water. I downed 2 ml with water in a shot glass, cuz I wanted very badly for it to be like getting high. <br> <br> I waited an hour, got nothing, and tried the nasty shit again (its not that horrible tasting, but it's got that Holistic tincture/witch's brew taste to it). There may have been something there, but it was minor if not a total placebo. If anything would've made the effects apparent, it would be two stale tabs of pretty good acid in need of a come down. After another hour of waiting I fell asleep, which may have been an effect of the tincture, but I'd been up for like 20 some hours, tripped balls for a good eight of those, then burned up the last of my energy waiting for the Chinese Happy Bark to start friggin barking. <br> <br> <!--I know just because some asshole on Erowid says it's not the bomb doesn't make it so for everyone, by all means, try Albizia, -->I don't know for sure if my own experiments are concluded as this was a tincture and I don't know what actual bark might do, ala real Corynanthe Yohimbe to a supplement. But I've been around enough to know I like a real ride, not vague suggestion. A psychonaut of high standing who needs a bit of calming needs to keep looking, or stop looking, cuz benzos and opium fulfill this unique need very well.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2015</td><td width="90">ExpID: 106250</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 32</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Apr 3, 2018</td><td>Views: 846</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=106250&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=106250&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Combinations (3), Alone (16)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/pharms/trazodone/">Pharms - Trazodone</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(daily)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/quetiapine/">Pharms - Quetiapine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(daily)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/dmt/">DMT</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">154 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I am on psyche meds, so, firstly, I must stress that I do not encourage people on psyche meds to do psychedelics. DMT, however, has crossed my path twice in my life. Both times, I turned it down because I felt I was not emotionally ready for it and also, because I was on LSD. <br> <br> I decided to try it, though, because I was in an ideal place with very safe people, and this is rare for me. I was reassured that the LSD would not cause a problem, and was with someone very experienced in DMT and trustworthy. I've also read that DMT 'finds you' you don't go looking for it. <br> <br> I had been depressed and anxious due to valium withdrawal for three years, and felt that I needed to be in a psychedelic headspace to sort out some problems that my limited psyche could not sort out, that had been blighting my life. I felt in need of some 'realisations'. The substances 'showed' me that it really wasn't worth spending so much energy thinking about destructive people who had hurt me badly in the past. <br> <br> The DMT reminded me, as previous physically uncomfortable psychedelic experiences had, that I needed to be more comfortable in my own body and personal space than I was. Uncomfortable psychedelic experiences were always valuable for me, because they each came with a 'lesson' I badly needed to learn. <br> <br> Although the DMT-experienced person held the pipe for me, and directed me as to what to do, and I tried to 'go with' the experience, my consciousness stayed in the same egoic, aware mode, and I had an unpleasant physical feeling that made me panic and feel claustrophobic. I don't think I had enough DMT though, or the pharm meds may have blocked it, and this was why I did not 'break though'. I did get full on open and closed eye patterning which was nice. <br> <br> I am also on antipsychotics and anti-depressants and I think that they may have interfered a bit with the DMT and the LSD because I did not get as affected by the LSD as my friends who also took it. <br> <br> WARNING Although I had a non traumatic experience overall, I urge extreme caution and consideration to people prescribed pharmaceutical medication.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2012</td><td width="90">ExpID: 96574</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 45</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Apr 11, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,065</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=96574&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=96574&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), DMT (18) : Unknown Context (20), Combinations (3)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">5 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">transdermal</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 line</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">insufflated</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/ketamine/">Ketamine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(powder / crystals)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">165 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> For the longest time, I was able to purchase some of the cleanest, best acid I've ever found. So of course, I got as much as my hands could get. My city became flooded with what would soon be known as the 'fluff attack'. My friends an I went on an extended acid binge that lasted for about a week and a half. Absolutly crazy. <br> <br> So I go to pick up the next vile, which proves to be equally as strong as those prior. I take my 5 hits for the night straight into my bellybutton. We all start to go crazy, as expected. Then, another friend swings by, and tells us of how he has come across some special K, and wants us to partake in the festivities. So we do. <br> <br> My friend busts out a few rails of the K, and tells us to have at it. This being my first expirience with the drug, I opt to blow the smallest of the rails.. Because hey, I'm already tripping. <br> <br> The intial thought was that I didn't do enough, but that was soon deminished as the room began to focus on one central point on the wall. And the next thing I know, the light, and everything else begin to suck into this, what now has become a hole in the wall. It felt like the matrix, things were blowing past my head, and getting sucked into this vortex in the middle of the wall. Then it all went black, but I was still very much awake. <br> <br> When my eyes finally began to see colors again, it had seemed like I was not on LSD anymore. It seemed like everything was over. I had convinced myself that no matter how I got out of this K hole, I was happy to be alive, and I was back to reality. <br> <br> Then, all of a sudden, it hit me like a ton of bricks. The normal effects of a healthy, enjoyable trip were back in full effect, and I have't touched Ketamine since.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2002</td><td width="90">ExpID: 22431</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Apr 11, 2018</td><td>Views: 987</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=22431&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=22431&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Ketamine (31) : General (1), Combinations (3), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">200 ug</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">10 st</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> In Steven Spielberg’s celebrated sci-fi fantasy Close Encounters of the Third Kind, the hero, Roy Neary (played by Richard Dreyfuss), is entranced by visitations from another world. After spotting what he believes to be UFOs, Neary embarks on <br> a journey of discovery, culminating in him being whisked away from the planet by benign aliens. So what, you may ask, has this Hollywood epic to do with the hallucinogenic substance Lysergic Acid Diethylamide? Simply put, if you substitute <br> the name Leary for Neary, the story arc of Close Encounters closely resembles the life and career of one of the drug’s foremost evangelists, Dr Timothy Leary.<!-- <br/> <br/> As you may recall from the film, after receiving sublime intimations about the true nature of the universe, Neary is plunged to the depths of despair as his efforts to explain the radical change in his life is derided by family and work colleagues alike. Eventually he is imprisoned by the authorities, but Neary makes a bolt for freedom before… well, the ashes of the late Dr Leary were certainly shot into space in 1997, as was his wish. However, after circling the Earth for six years, the capsule containing his remains fell from orbit and presumably was engulfed in flames upon re-entry. But the fact remains that parallels between Neary and Leary are intriguing, even more so if you delve back to the early Seventies before Encounters hit the screens.--> <br> <br> Despite the bookshelves of the time groaning under the weight of stacked copies of Erick von Däniken’s Chariots of the Gods, a best-selling account of how humans around the globe recorded signs of extraterrestrial landings, anyone more interested in voyages into ‘inner space’ in the early Seventies was spoilt for choice. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">anyone more interested in voyages into ‘inner space’ in the early Seventies was spoilt for choice.</div></div> Carlos Castaneda, for example, had chronicled his relationship with Mexican shamen in The Teachings of Don Juan. Scientists, such as John C Lilly – author of The Centre of the Cyclone – were also publishing books describing how experimenting with psychedelics enabled them to meet ‘higher beings’. Timothy Leary, too, had a reprinted volume vying for attention – The Politics of Ecstasy. But by then, his reputation, even among the underground press which had once championed his cause, had been laid low. <br> <br> After being arrested in Afghanistan, then being extradited back to the US, stories began to circulate accusing Leary of supplying information to the FBI in order to reduce his lengthy, accumulated prison sentences. Even if this were true, his moment in the sun had long since passed. But the ever-optimistic Leary had not been idle during the three years he had evaded American justice. During a spell in Switzerland, he recorded an album with German musicians Ash Ra Temple, or Die Komischen Kuriere as they dubbed themselves. Entitled Seven Up, the record was a musical sortie through the seven levels of consciousness Leary believed to constitute the psychedelic state. As some of my peers were avid collectors of German imports, the record was soon added to the play list at teenage parties. And that is how, at the age of 15, on hearing the taped monologues spoken over the synthesizers and guitars, I found myself unwittingly being psychologically ‘reprogrammed’ by the indefatigable Dr Timothy Leary. <br> <br> Not that I realised it at the time. I never particularly enjoyed the man’s books, nor when I witnessed Leary once in the flesh, when he gave what he called his ‘stand-up philosophy’ to a room full of Californians. But his name and career was so synonymous with LSD, not to mention the whole freak scene, that anyone entertaining the thought of taking acid during that era had to take note of what Leary was saying, or in the case of Seven Up, listening to his discombobulated voice. <br> <br> We’d taken a tab each, almost certainly some of the millions produced by Richard Kemp in his laboratory in Wales before it was raided in Operation Julie. As such, the LSD was pure and with a classic dosage of around 200 micrograms. Although most of us had been using the drug for a year or so, no-one in the group had yet had a ‘bad trip’, so the evening began with a light-hearted attempt to bring one on, with each of us standing in front of a mirror while projecting a torch under our faces to produce strange, illuminated shapes. After failing miserably, we carried on with our usual fun and games. At some point, Seven Up was put on the record player, no doubt one of many LPs played during the night. I don’t remember it being significantly different to the others or having any kind of unusual effect. <br> <br> Later, however, as I stepped off a train at my local station, it helped bring about the only true hallucination I ever experienced in hundreds of psychedelic sessions, and perhaps something far more profound. At one point on the album, Leary solemnly pronounces the phrases ‘spiral’ and ‘coil’. Suddenly, as I walked down the platform to pay my fare, I heard these sounds trundling down the train track towards me – not just in an auditory sense, but visually and emotionally, too, until the spirit <br> of both words seemed to pass through my entire cellular structure as they continued their weird, elongated journey along a suburban railway line. Within minutes I’d returned home, opened the door and saw my brother walking up the stairs. <br> He took one look at my ashen face and asked, ‘What the fuck happened to you?’ <br> <br> Actually, I didn’t think much of it at the time, shrugging off the shock as just ‘one of those things’. But the memory remained vivid until one night, four years later, when I saw an exact visual representation of ‘spiral’ and ‘coil’ played out on a movie screen – the tumbling, rolling, cartwheeling UFOs that buzzed over the head of Neary in Close Encounters of the Third Kind. Was it just a coincidence? Almost certainly, yet a lingering sense of wonder has persisted over the years. <br> <br> I gave up using acid decades ago, having neither the time nor the inclination to indulge in psychedelic pursuits. But I’ve never lost interest in the subject and continue to read accounts, both new and old, of these unusual states. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">I gave up using acid decades ago, having neither the time nor the inclination to indulge in psychedelic pursuits. But I’ve never lost interest in the subject and continue to read accounts, both new and old, of these unusual states.</div></div> Recently, I tracked down a proof of The Varieties of Psychedelic Experience, written by Jean Masters and Robert Houston, and published just as LSD was made illegal in 1966. <br> <br> In the book, the couple contend that there are four, rather than Leary’s seven (who, let’s face it, never did anything by halves), distinct phases to a guided, acid-fuelled excursion into the human psyche. Firstly, the sensory, that is the visually intoxicating melange of sights, sounds, colours and distortions of reality – the tangerine trees and marmalade skies of popular imagination. Secondly, the recollective-analytic, where more hardy voyagers might descend to confront their fears or phobias. Deeper still lies the symbolic, the level at which issues uncovered in the recollected phase can be addressed by way of eidetic confrontations (images seen with your mind’s eye, as it were) based on myths, legends, historical events or fictional characters. And once these battles have been won, a select few may pass on to final level, the integral, a cosmic arena set aside for going mano-a-mano with the deity of your choice. <br> <br> Of course, being kids, we barely scratched the surface. The sensory was our playground and there did we gaily romp. Occasionally, in my twenties, I stumbled into the analytic, as by then I actually had a past to reflect upon. But the symbolic remained a mystery. Masters and Houston examine these phases quite extensively, including describing the tools used by researchers to push their subjects deeper and deeper into the experience, one of which was taped monologues. The actual recording Masters and Houston mention is by Gerald Heard, a close friend and colleague of Aldous Huxley, the well-known author of Brave New World. Together, Heard and Huxley began exploring the potential benefits of psychedelics in the early Fifties. <br> <br> In 1960, Huxley received a letter from a psychologist working at Harvard University inviting him to join in with sessions being conducted on campus. The psychologist was Timothy Leary, who went on to develop his own sound recordings, described <br> in Storming Heaven, Jay Stevens’ history of the use of LSD in America, as tapes containing ‘whispered instructions’. Masters and Houston also chronicle the subject matter most associated with the symbolic level, ranging from ‘personal totemic animals’ to ‘geometric configurations’ including – wouldn’t you know it – spirals. <br> <br> Incredible though it may seem, it would appear that the good doctor had managed to deliver a coded message into my brain, sending me deeper into the psychedelic experience as well as scaring me out of my skin. According to Wikipedia, the spiral ‘plays a specific role in symbolism and appears in megalithic art. Spirals are also a symbol of hypnosis and found in structures as small as DNA’s double-helix to the spiral structure of galaxies.’ Meanwhile, a coil is a ‘structural motif found in many proteins.’ In essence, these two symbols can be seen as visual representations of everything from the cellular to the cosmic – infinite and universal. <br> <br> Unfortunately, Uncle Tim neglected to tell me what to do with the information. Unlike the seeded vision Neary receives in Close Encounters, Leary’s imprint was not specific to a point in time and space. In contrast to Devils Tower – the monolithic national monument in Wyoming that features at the climax of the film – spirals and coils appear ephemeral, delicate creations with neither a beginning nor an end. I suspect, however, that this story has not yet run its course. In the meantime, let’s remember Roy Neary’s reaction on being implanted with symbolic images by extraordinary means. Struggling to visually represent what he feels in his head, Neary messes with shaving foam on his palm, then masses mounds of mashed potato on his plate. Aware of his family’s incredulous reaction to this increasingly erratic behaviour, Neary attempts an explanation. ‘This means something,’ he whispers. ‘This is important.’<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 1973</td><td width="90">ExpID: 92991</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 15</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Apr 19, 2018</td><td>Views: 866</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=92991&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=92991&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Retrospective / Summary (11)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 drops</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">165 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> It was 25 years ago, but it could have happened yesterday! Cold outside, snow on the ground (like today) I was 15 years old, terrible high school student. Drinking alot and smoking way too much weed on a daily basis. Jim Morrison was my hero, I had a beautiful girlfriend coincedently named Paula who was completely subservient. I loathed authority and rules. <br> <br> Paula and I went to a party at a mutual friend of ours. This guy throwing the party was cool as shit! Always had weed, knew alot of people, he was hispanic and the music was bumpin. Lotsa people I knew were there we were drinking Bud from a keg, smoking weed, great time!! Not drunk yet, maybe stoned, I return from a looooong piss outside with various stops on the way inside to talk with other fellow partiers. Finally reached my glass of beer and killed it. About ten min. Later this girl we all knew as the Acid Queen comes up to me at the keg and says 'I hope you're not busy for the next 12 hours', then laughs and walks into the crowd. <br> <br> Right away I knew what she had done, she was known for it. Dosing people`s drinks and food and shit. I had planned on tripping sometime in the very near future but when I was ready, on my own terms with Paula whom I loved dearly. I searched for, and found the Acid Queen about 3 mins later on the porch of the house and asked her if she had in fact dosed me. She laughed and said 'dont worry baby, its pure LSD from the lab' and took out a small amber colored bottle from her purse. I destinctly saw the word SANDOZ and warning labels on the bottle and I remember feeling relieved '. Well if its prescription I guess it cant be that bad'. She said she put two drops in my glass. She normally dosed people with one but she thought I needed more. 'Your gonna thank me for this, you`ll see just stay with Paula, she`ll take care of you.' Then one of those big ass cars from the 70`s pulled up, like an LTD or Caddy pulled up. She hugged me, said she loved me and she was gone. <br> <br> And thats when I started to feel scared. Should I tell Paula? I didnt know what to do so I made a beeline for the keg and started drinking fast, after about an hour I was drunk and not consumed by the thought of what was about to happen, I was actually thinking that this was bullshit, she never dosed me, when a close friend of mine said ' dude you ok? ' 'what do ya mean'? 'you`ve been chewing on those potato chips for like 10 mins now ' 'I've been eating the chips' I said. 'No. Your just chewing and chewing, Are you ok? ' Thats when it really hit! I kept chewing on that chip puree, but I couldn't swallow, I could feel every little grain, molecule,and density of those chips, kinda like cardboard under a microscope. Where`s Paula? I NEED TO FIND HER, SHE HATES ME, I CANT LOSE HER. I`M WALKING THROUGH THE LIVINGROOM heart pounding, sweating, PEOPLE ARE LAUGHING. ARE THEY PEOPLE? WHAT ARE PEOPLE? EYES, EYES, PEOPLES EYES!!! DARKNESS WHEN THEY OPEN THEIR MOUTHS. WHERE DOES THAT DARKNESS LEAD TO? PAULA`S GONE.... SHE FOUND OUT AND HATES ME... ' DUDE YOUR MY FRIEND, HAVE YOU SEEN PAULA?' 'MAN... ARE.... YOU.....O....K....? <br> <br> He took me outside to the porch, it was raining, there was a yellow Honda parked down the street, the rain was hitting the car and the yellow paint was running off the car and down the street drain. ' COLD, FROZEN SOLID, I`M DEAD'... Don`t know how long I was sitting there on that porch out in the cold March evening, people came and went and I`m told we talked and that I seemed 'normal'. That must have been some serious facade on my part cuz I remember the humming from the power lines overhead taking me away and my body melting into a sparkling roof shingle I was caressing and thinking about how I was poisoned with mercury fillings and that I was a liar and that (if I live) I will never lie again. And I remember thinking that I stink and that all humans smell bad and that was just the evil permeating from us and how dolphins have no smell. <br> <br> Well to make a very long trip short, Paula found me and took me home. Guess what? I was two blocks away sitting on some old dudes porch. He was cool enough to figure the party house was where I came from and walked there. Paula was frantic looking for me for what she said was 2hrs. She scooped me up (or what was left of me) and took me home. At my place I didnt want her to touch me I didnt want to be around any human.. She was vile, Evil, and I was above her, (I was special) better then them. LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND (THEY) HAVE NOW ..... FOR 25 YEARS..... <!--HAPPY ANNIVERSARY--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 1980</td><td width="90">ExpID: 41209</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 15</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Apr 19, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,661</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=41209&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=41209&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Train Wrecks & Trip Disasters (7), Post Trip Problems (8), Difficult Experiences (5), First Times (2), Large Group (10+) (19)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">180 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> <span class="erowid-note">[Erowid Note: The term "acid" has been used as a common name for d-LSD since the 1960s. Although confusion associated with newer psychoactive substances has lead some people to use the term "acid" to refer to anything LSD-like or anything psychedelic on blotter or sold in drops, we believe this represents an error and not a useful evolution in language.]</span> <br> <br> My first experience with acid was October 2017. I had recently became friends with a girl who took interest in it and so did I. I wouldn't say we were the closest of friends but her persona was very intriguing. We planned it out about a week before and I had asked just about everybody where I could buy a tab or two from. Eventually I met this guy who was very sketchy but at the point I didn't care since I had been looking everywhere. It ended up being nbome. <br> <br> Now to my second experience which was not too long ago. I had received two tabs of pure acid from a guy I was seeing at the time (which we’ll call Jayson) and decided to do it with a close friend of mine who I have known for 4 years. We planned to do it at my house and she would sleepover and do half a tab while I did a full tab. They were each 125ug which excited me very much since I had to split a tab the last time I did it. As soon as we got to my house we immediately took it, they had a cute design of purple and blue atoms on it. <br> <br> I was feeling pretty good and chill so we decided to sit outside, listening to music and talking for a bit. I hadn’t really felt any effects but I remember my heart beating fast from the nervousness which later wore off. I decided that we should walk to the store and get food or something and on our way there I distinctly recall looking at the sky and watching the clouds wave in slow motion. I was amused and ecstatic and kept shouting at my friend about how beautiful and HD everything outside is. We got to the store and headed for the back to get chips and it felt like we had been there for a whole day. We kept going back and forth between the candy isle and chip isle and I would repeatedly ask my friend if she wanted chips or not. Eventually we got tortilla chips and salsa which my friend proceeded to drop and I started to get paranoid and it felt like everyone was watching us. We got another jar of salsa and made our way to the register. I unknowingly left my money at home which made us panic and I started to think my friend had stole it since I had seen her previously steal from shops. The cashier let us go with our chips and salsa and then we stopped at Starbucks on our way back. <br> <br> Once we were seated my friend kept fiddling with her jacket saying it was hot. She would take it off then put it on and this went on for about a minute or two. I started to feel nauseous and hot as well and went outside to wait for her. After another 5 minutes or so she came out with our drinks and suddenly I didn’t want my drink anymore. We walked back to my place and grabbed our food and sat outside, it was night by the time we got back and everything looked beautiful. I stared at the stars and it looked like the galaxy was pulling in towards me. <br> <br> Stars were bigger and brighter, airplanes started to appear out of nowhere and it was just beautiful. I had an old blanket outside on an old couch we used to use and the wind had blown it which made me jump from my seat, thinking there was a cat. We went back inside and up to my room and my door started to shrink so I asked my friend to open it for me. We settled down and I got up and started pacing back and forth. I was sweating a little bit and sort of panicking. <br> <br> I texted one of my friends and they recommended me to watch Electric Sheep which calmed me down and sent me into a laughing fit. Afterwards I was in a good mood and mostly on my phone talking to my other friend occasionally. My parents didn’t want us outside anymore so we were confined to my miniscule hot room. I laid down and looked at my Lana Del Rey poster and her eyes started turning black which freaked me out so I took it down for the time being. I opened up Instagram for the 3rd time and saw a picture of Lana and she looked dead and anorexic which made me sad. I asked my friend if Lana Del Rey was alive and she looked it up just to reassure me that she wasn’t dead. <br> <br> We spent most of the time listening to music, talking, and enjoying our trip. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">We spent most of the time listening to music, talking, and enjoying our trip.</div></div> I opened up Snapchat to view one of my close friends stories and felt sad and ashamed that I hadn’t really been the greatest friend for her. I always saw her rants but never really spoke up and I started to tear up. I apologized to her and told her I would make it up. At this point in the trip is where I realized I need to start being more considerate about my friends and family’s feelings. Sometimes I’d say some harsh stuff to them without giving it a thought. <br> <br> I called Jayson to tell him about the big dipper in the sky and how he should go out there and look at it since we both had a thing for the constellation. Previously I had texted him a couple minutes before telling him that I was panicking which did frighten him. We stayed on the phone and I felt so warm and comforted by just talking to him. I kept looking at my friend while I was on the phone and we both kept laughing. She had started to look like an ogre which made me laugh even more. <br> <br> He recommended that I should just turn off the lights and sit in silence for a minute which I was really hesitant to do since I was a little scared of the dark. I turned off my lamp which left me and my friend in the darkness and I saw little things falling. Sort of like glitter. Once he hung up I listened to some music which for some reason spiked up my anxiety. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">I listened to some music which for some reason spiked up my anxiety.</div></div> There was a white, vague rectangle above my door and I kept thinking it was a halo. I assumed it came from the cross that hung outside my door since my family are devoted Christians. <br> <br> During the comedown I felt like a complete tweaker and the only reason I couldn’t sleep was because I was worried about my heartbeat. I thought a fast beating heart is better than a weak beating heart. My friend got up and went to the bathroom while I shut my eyes and zoned out. I remember seeing visuals behind my eyelids like glitter again. I talked to Zeus who claimed to be a natural being and I asked him what I needed to do to be successful in the future. He showed me a board that was blank and confusion washed over me. He said to do what I think is best for me. <br> <br> I thought about Jayson and a skull mountain with water came into the visuals. Zeus said he had to leave and I begged him to stay but he told me he’d be back next time. I opened my eyes and was shocked to find myself still in my bedroom, my friend was still in the bathroom and it felt like she had been in there forever. <br> <br> The rest of the night/morning I spent trying to sleep which I didn’t get until about 5am/6am. I slept until 12pm and woke up the next day feeling weird. I cried a bit and stayed in my room trying to recall everything that happened the night before. That was my second experience with acid and I really want to try it again soon.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2018</td><td width="90">ExpID: 111579</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 16</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Apr 19, 2018</td><td>Views: 821</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=111579&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=111579&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : First Times (2), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">120 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I've taken acid quite a few times in the past. I've had many good trips, such as wandering in what seemed like an enchanted forest with friends to extremely bad trips like hours of not being able to breath properly with my heart pounding in my ears. I've never had a trip even remotely like the one I had about fifteen years ago. <br> <br> I took some with another girl. She ended up scratching her skin to bloody pieces thinking things were crawling all over her. I totally felt like I perceived another reality. I couldn't move my body as it was just a bunch of molecules moving around. I couldn't see our three dimensional world at all. The air around me was alive and moving, and I saw many dwarf-like beings moving around intently doing things, but unaware that I could see them. My body was melted into the atmosphere so I couldn't move. To this day I'm convinced that the drug somehow opened my awareness to another dimension that we normally can't sense. Ever since that trip I feel like perhaps there is other life out there, but with our human perceptions, we can't begin to understand them. <br> <br> Do you think I'm crazy? Was it lsd that I took? Have you heard of anyone else having a similar experience? Why did the other girl have a dif experience? Did we take dif amounts? Were we poisoned? I don't recall the specifics, other than we were told the tabs were saved from the '60's and there might have been two different kinds. The thing I will never forget is that was the most far out trip I've ever had, and it altered my belief systems and brought a whole new way of thinking. After all, we are just a bunch of molecules, perhaps somehow all joined together...<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 1999</td><td width="90">ExpID: 34640</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Apr 19, 2018</td><td>Views: 889</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=34640&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=34640&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">20 ug</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance">1P-LSD</td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 7:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">insufflated</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/4_acetoxy_dmt/">4-AcO-DMT</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(powder / crystals)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 8:30</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">insufflated</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/4_acetoxy_dmt/">4-AcO-DMT</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(powder / crystals)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 8:40</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">80 ug</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance">1P-LSD</td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/pharms/etizolam/">Etizolam</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">4 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance">1P-LSD</td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  repeated</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/pharms/etizolam/">Etizolam</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/alcohol/">Alcohol - Hard</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">140 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> <span class="erowid-warning">[Erowid Note: The dose described in this report is very high, potentially beyond Erowid's 'heavy' range, and could pose serious health risks or result in unwanted, extreme effects. Sometimes extremely high doses reported are errors rather than actual doses used.]</span> <br> <br> Unfortunately this report won't be as linear as some might like given my blurry at best recollection of the day. Times listed are approximate. Any embellishment is unintentional but given the mind-altering nature of these substances, in addition to the portions consumed, 100% accuracy to events is silly to expect, but I’ll try my best. <br> <br> The day begins mildly overcast and I loathe the coming work-day. To spice things up, I decide to micro-dose some 1p-lsd. I cut off about a fifth of a tab which should equate to approximately 20 micrograms. As time passes, the effects slowly become present, though I wouldn’t say prominent, reaching an undeniable presence. I certainly experience a mild version of the electric, abstract mind space that have, for me, always been characteristic of lysergamides. I’ll skip the minutiae of my day to day activities and get to the meat, although this is the leanest portion of what becomes a fat slab of savory, psychedelic, incoherent space-meat. <br> <br> I’ve heard many reports of people saying a microdose of psychedelics helps them focus on their work and become more productive. Not so in this instance. Though not full on tripping sack by any means, I am easily distracted from tasks by a sense of wonder and curiosity. The chore of folding and stocking clothes seemed more tedious than usual, but in my day to day interactions with customers, I felt a more genuine connections to each individual. The nuances of their body language and gestures became more evident. It almost feels like I can read into some sort of subconscious mechanisms acting in people, but of course that’s just the 1p. I can definitely see the merit of a microdose for being productive, but for me, if it’s not something I care about on a personal level, the electric drive isn’t quite there for that task. <br> <br> After a 7 hour work day I get home somehow. The stretched entree of chemical pleasure that I am to later endure obscures, at the time of my writing this, my recollection of the rest of the night, but like I said I’ll try my best to get the key events across in a coherent fashion. I was excited, I had never tried 4-aco-dmt before. My scale isn’t mg accurate so being my dumbass I try to weigh it in grains and eyeball from there. I have a mg tab of etizolam in my pocket in case things go south, along with about 20 more mg in a bag, along with 5 tabs 100 ug 1p-lsd, and the 250 mg of 4 aco. I’d put what was maybe 8 mg of the substance in a little hump on the CD case to Nirvana’s nevermind. I lick a little bit off of my finger and am immediately surprised how much bitterness was packed into so little powder. After the first taste, I nervously, but excitedly rail the remaining hump with a snipped chipotle straw. I have been waiting all day for this. There is an immediate burn, but I like to snort things so I don’t pay it much mind, though the drip tastes like robot asshole and just sits there uncomfortably for like 10 minutes before finally sinking into my stomach. <br> <br> It begins, or at least ostensibly. My room is organized for the event. My speakers are set up, bed made with a body pillow, and the blacklight on my wall shines brightly, illuminating the psychedelic tapestry hanging behind my bed. I sit in my blankets all snug and such, but about an hour fifteen, maybe an hour thirty goes by and still nothing. Well shit. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">I sit in my blankets all snug and such, but about an hour fifteen, maybe an hour thirty goes by and still nothing. Well shit.</div></div> I head back over to the scale next to my laptop on my desk and use my ingenious dosing method to get about 35 or 40 mg on nevermind. I dump the powder on the cd case and rail it off of the picture of the naked baby. <br> <br> This is where time really begins to escape me. My psychedelic experience prior to this has been lysergamides exclusively so the imagery beginning to manifest was new, though still quite enjoyable for me. About 10 minutes after, colors started to wander around shades of themselves. The white light of my laptop screen shifts between a vague green hue and a brighter pink splash along with some other colors. <br> <br> I turn on that trap shit because I’m that type of fella and I’m vibing the fuck out. Fuck it, I’mma take more shit. I pop the remaining 80 ug of 1p from the tab I cut earlier and also popped an etizolam (1mg) or two. Probably two. I hobble back to bed in an otherworldly stupor. All of the lights in my room dance across my periphery. I throw on some clam’s casino and I am into it. Like really into it. The music surround my very being and essence and consumes me softly. Predicting that I will black from the etiz, I message my friend to keep a log of my trip. This is said string of messages. Blew some more 4 and am listening to some clams casino <br> “Its mysticle <br> Imma throw on some more 1p and another etiz <br> We fuckin ball <br> I'm having such a good time and I will likely blackout because oft he etiz so this message commnication line will also be my incoherant captians looooogz <br> Considering downthing the last 400 ug of 1p” <br> <br> I take the rest of the 1p that I had, along with some more etiz (3 or 4 mg having been taken at this point). I feel like a barred the fuck out space shaman after about 15 minute when that shit tackles me. I’m chilling, vibing to that trap shit again. Just wow. <br> <br> At this point I’m contacted by a friend and am being invited to a bonfire. Fucking nice. I don’t know how much time passed between the messages and when I got scooped, but time wasn’t feeling super real at that point. They probably got me around 8 or 9, and I have come down a little, or perhaps the eitz is just mellowing me. The vibe in the car is great. I’m surrounded by friends and immersed in a muddled psychedelic bliss. Though fun, I don’t really remember much the ride there, though I am surprised, I do recall, by my own coherence at this point. We get there and there is a huge campfire swaying with a sort furious nonchalance, fizzing and crackling almost as if it’s trying to share its secrets. In actuality it is just a big camp fire and I’m just tripping balls. As soon as we get there I’m pretty much offering everyone free etiz with few takers. A bottle of vodka is being passed around and I take a pull. I take a few more throughout the night, but no more than like 3 shots. Joints are being rolled and the host mentions to me that he has L. I buy three tabs and pop them. He keeps going on about how they’re super strong yadayada, same thing everyone who has ever sold acid has said. I haven’t mentioned this yet and I suppose I really ought to have. I had tripped the day prior and also no more than 10 days prior to that, so my tolerance was up. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">I had tripped the day prior and also no more than 10 days prior to that, so my tolerance was up.</div></div> At no tolerance the amount of psychs I so far had taken and what I’ve yet to take would have fucking obliterated me. <br> <br> I forget when, but at some point we piled back into the car to get something or other. We’ll call the two ladies in the front seats A and D, A driving, D being passenger. I’m in the back seat with a new acquaintance, we’ll call him C. I offered C some 4 aco dmt and after a brief explanation of the substance he partakes. Remember what I said about my tolerance being up? Well me being a fucking idiot, I give him the same dose I take. We each took at least 50 mg. He snorts it and sits back. C looks at me, bewildered. It hit him like a train. “What did you give to me, dude?”He looks like he’s spacing all over the place. The other occupants of the car and I reassure him that he is completely safe.I think someone gave him a blanket. I offer some etizolam to mellow his trip, but A interjects that he shouldn’t take anything else. Fair enough, I guess. <br> <br> Almost as if by teleportation, we’re back at the bonfire. I take another swig of the vodka and I have at the point largely lost track of my etiz consumption ( I’m well aware how risky and stupid mixing alcohol and other cns depressants is, particularly this sort. I’m lucky not to have suffered any serious physical repercussion) . After this point I lose all recollection. <br> <br> The next day all of my drugs are gone which makes sense except for the etiz. I couldn’t have consumed all of the etiz with everything else without at least a hospital trip, so I still have yet to locate that.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2017</td><td width="90">ExpID: 110882</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 20</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: May 1, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,493</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=110882&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=110882&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">4-AcO-DMT (387), 1P-LSD (682), LSD (2) : Music Discussion (22), Combinations (3), Various (28)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/ibogaine/">Ibogaine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/mushrooms/">Mushrooms</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(dried)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">12 st</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Well, I am not sure where to start, so I'll start with my childhood days of experimenting with substances at wild late night parties. It was during one such occasion a friend introduced me to LSD and gave me a tab, which we both agreed we would wait to take together. He called me later that night and said he had already taken his as he couldn't go out so he'd decided to take his on his own at home, then he prompted me to take mine and said 'may as well as it will just go off if you leave it sitting in the cupboard!' <br> <br> So not sure of what to expect I decided to do so and soon after he called me just when I started to experience its effects to inform me he hadn't actually taken his, he just wanted me to find out what it was like (nice friend, with friends like that who needs enemies?). Anyway it was a wonderful experience, I sat in my room staring at the walls for most of the night as they where shimmering and moving and I had an uncontrollable urge to giggle at nothing in particular, this was followed by tracers and a lot of visuals. <br> <br> Anyway it wore off after a full 12 hours and I pretty returned to normality. Carried on with my normal everyday life, I would have to say I found the experience to be both enlightening and very stimulating. <br> <br> Anyway, years later, after being to more than one such party in my youth and having tried a variety of substances, I decided whilst living away down in the countryside to go out on a mushroom hunt for some Psilocybin. I found a huge field with loads of cows grazing and found a few mushrooms growing right out of a cow pat! <br> <br> These I took home, washed and dried, then a friend I had met and gotten to know told me he had managed to get hold of some Acid and some Ibogaine paste, he asked me if I wanted any to which I replied that I would indeed like to get hold of some of each. A few days later and I was in possession of all three, Ibogaine, LSD and Shrooms. <br> <br> This is where it started to get very funky, I first took a few wraps of the Ibogaine paste wrapped in a cigarette paper, then I followed that up with some dried and crushed shrooms in a bowl and then followed that up with 3 tabs of Acid! <br> <br> The experience itself was terrifying, I saw bright rainbow colors to begin with, followed by a huge urge to sleep (on LSD hard to believe but true!), I fell asleep at around 6:30 in the afternoon thinking my heart was going to explode out of my chest with my thoughts becoming very incoherent to awake sharply at around 10:30 at night. What I saw was something like vine leaves crawling from the walls of the place I was staying, followed by the sight of lights in the sky. I saw something that looked like a huge hooded figure of a man wrestling with a tree outside my bedroom window, this was followed up by a shimmering kind of plant invading the bedroom I was living in which then proceeded to shimmer up and down my arms and YES I could feel this happening as though it was actually real and not a hallucination! I remained awake for most of the night, next day I saw something like a giant worm slithering past the window, whilst smoking another bowl of shrooms. I hadn't slept in almost two days and my mind was bordering on severe psychosis. I eventually abandoned my habitat and returned home to my mother's across 50 miles of land to get there, whilst gibbering about aliens from another world. In the end I even started to hear voices and had to physically force myself to go to sleep and ignore the visuals and the voices in my head which kept re-appearing in the dark, when I turned out the lights! <br> <br> When I awoke I was convinced it was some kind of huge cosmic joke and that the whole universe was in on it having a huge laugh at my expense. It took two days of sleep to recover from the experience and for me to come to my senses and realize it had all been a very bad trip brought on by taking all three substances at the same time. <br> <br> I will never do something so stupid ever again, but I will certainly have a much wider view on substance abuse because of the experience itself<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2007</td><td width="90">ExpID: 69608</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: May 17, 2018</td><td>Views: 5,233</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=69608&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=69608&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Ibogaine (28), Mushrooms (39) : Combinations (3), Entities / Beings (37), Bad Trips (6), Alone (16)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">.5 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:30</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">.5 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 1:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">.5 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">8 st</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> SO last night I decided to take acid for only the second time in my life. The first time I was 18 and I hated it but I have read a lot about the therapeutic benefits of LSD and thought it would help me to heal. I was on my own in the flat and put some calming music on. <br> <br> I took half a tab at 3pm, and then didnt feel anything so took another half, half hour later, and then again another half, half hour after that. By 5pm I was wasted, I couldnt see properly or stand up, I ended up falling into my bed and just closing my eyes, I cant remember anything that happened, only my mind was racing so fast, I couldnt sleep, I was tossing and turning, so hot and sweaty and uncomfortable, and then finally at 4am I started to feel a little normal again. I was meant to go to work this morning but I was a right mess after no sleep. I'm feeling ok now, 24 hours post drug injestion, but I was just wondering what other peoples experience was. Did I take too much, was the environment not good? I must say I never want to take it again! I have DMT and find that a much more powerful and healing experience.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2017</td><td width="90">ExpID: 110119</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 30</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: May 23, 2018</td><td>Views: 998</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=110119&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=110119&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Difficult Experiences (5), Bad Trips (6), Hangover / Days After (46), Unknown Context (20)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">30 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/2cb/">2C-B</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">200 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">300 ug</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">150 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> While attending Electric Daisy Carnival 2015, after one day of 20mg of 2C-B, and another day of candyflipping that gave me crosstolerance to LSD, 2-CB, and MDMA; I chose to candyflip again for the third day <br> <br> I took the LSD right as I entered the gates and approximately 3 and a half hours into the experience I dropped the 2-CB (sic) and MDMA. Shortly after Calvin Harris finished his set; I experienced a state of utter bliss and ego death, wherein an expanse of visual closed eye hyperspace was reached. I found me repeating to myself with my eyes shut, 'I accept' 'I accept' 'I release myself' 'I allow myself'. Here, I confessed my sins to my consciousness and all of reality, and subsequently gave consent for the higher power or ultimate grand architect to embrace me. Then, the entities and universe accepted me into their presence and I realized that it was my duty as an ego less 'nothingness' to use my beautiful language to help others and spread the truth to all beings. <br> <br> All the while over 130,000 human beings were rolling and raging hard around me, I took a sit on the floor and adopted a Buddhist meditative pose in the midst of the oceanic boundless chaos. I felt and saw the Indian God Vishnu as well, and subsequently identified as a creature similar to this God. When I finally managed to open my eyes and regain control over my shaking weak limbs I looked at the wondrous creatures around me and heard not a single sound but the music overhead, my own thoughts and that of the meditations around me. It was the most beautiful and magnificent of all the experiences in my life. On the day I die, I now know that when I approach the final nothingness and great void, that for at least one time in my life I will have already experienced what it was like to 'die' and be 'reborn'. As Socrates said thousands of years ago, all one ever does in life is prepare for our eventual death. This practice I now have done. I am afraid no longer, only free.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2015</td><td width="90">ExpID: 106484</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 20</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: May 25, 2018</td><td>Views: 2,795</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=106484&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=106484&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), 2C-B (52), MDMA (3) : Festival / Lg. Crowd (24), Therapeutic Intent or Outcome (49), Entities / Beings (37), Mystical Experiences (9), Glowing Experiences (4), Combinations (3)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">4 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/pharms/clonazepam/">Pharms - Clonazepam</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(pill / tablet)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:45</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 1:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 3:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 3:30</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">180 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Hello guys I just thought I would share the best trip of my life that happened the other day <br> <br> I ended up getting a Vial of LSD from a friend of mine containing a few drops of L. I ended up using the drops of course and was left with an empty Vial. This was some very strong acid and when I did it before 2 drops on a sour patch kid send me to another dimension. Little did I know what I was in for with this rinse. <br> <br> 12:00 p.m. dosed 4 mg of Klonopin and went to my friends. <br> <br> 12:45 p.m start feeling the effects of the klonopin, my body is feeling loose and relaxed this is when I decide to light up a joint. <br> <br> 1:00 arrive at my friends hung out with him and his family and smoked a few bowls before I had to leave. This is when I was feeling great. <br> <br> 2:00 p.m. arrive back at home and begin contemplating on enjoying a trip but did not want to waste the acid due to the klonopin. <br> <br> 3:00 p.m. I finally decide to trip, but how? I have tabs and the coal but I decided to use the vial to see if a rinse is as strong as everyone says. I begin to pour a small amount of bottled water into the vial. I begin to squeeze it on the cap repeatedly and shaking it as hard as possible . I decide to put enough water in it for 2 doses and that was a great idea for me because if I did it all I would have lost it. I began to put half the liquid in my mouth and swallow. <br> <br> 3:30 rolled a joint to smoke before the trip began, but I'm too late. I was already tripping hard. I begin to smoke and the acid is heavy. I start to become paranoid because I have never felt a come up this strong. <br> <br> 4:30 begin to peak hard. Tracers are everywhere. No matter what I look at it is morphing and tracing into multiple objects. And the colors wow was this a colorful trip. I was feeling so amazed by this drug. I feel like the acid is massaging my body, I feel so comfortable. I texted my friend and wanted to go hangout with him since I was tripping hard all by myself. The road looked like a cartoon. The trees were swaying everywhere and since it was a rainy day the rain literally was red, green, purple, and pink. <br> <br> 5:00 arrive at my friend's safely. We began to play games and he decided Cuphead would be perfect for me and boy was he right. The cartoon game was full of colors and tracers. he took a glance at my eyes and there was no color. I looked in the mirror and seen myself but it looked like my whole face was covered in eyes, weird. We wanted to smoke but I left the weed in my car so I went to get it. It must've took me 20 mins to find it even though I knew where it was. My mind was everywhere. It was dark outside and the rugs to my car seemed like arms reaching for me. This was scary but then I finally found it and went in to smoke. We smoked some bong packs and it was blast off time again. I stayed at his place watching Rick and Morty and playing Cuphead it was fun but it was midnight now so I had to leave. I was coming down slowly now but the dark seemed to have light. The rain was still colorful even in the dark. I make it home and decide to watch some music videos.i began to feel tired around 3 a.m. and I had to work at 7 a.m. so I decided to lay down. I close my eyes and wow I see so many things. The closed eyes visuals lead me to a dream like state and I finally fall asleep.<!--My advice to anyone doing a vial rinse is to just take half and see where it gets you. It is extremely potent and I must say this was the best trip of my life. --> <br> <br> I feel as if I got the full effects from the drug and saw the world in another way. I have tripped many times but this was the best. Please be safe and I hope this was a good description but it's hard for me to remember the details.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2018</td><td width="90">ExpID: 111814</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Not Specified</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: May 25, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,066</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=111814&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=111814&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Combinations (3), Glowing Experiences (4), Various (28)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">125 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Last year, when I was 16 years old when I did acid to trip for the first time, previous times I had did 25I-NBOME which I identified by its strong metallic and bitter taste. The only reason I know this was truly LSD was because I had got caught at school smoking and they searched me, they found the LSD tablets on me and gave them to the cops to be tested, I later discovered through the police department it was indeed LSD. Also to note I don’t remember a whole lot from this trip so I apologize for the choppy sequence of events. <br> <br> I was stoked to do acid for the first time and I was hyped for spring break, I chose my room as the place to trip. I took one tablet of 200 μg LSD the day I got out of school for spring break. I let the paper sit on my tongue for about 30 minutes and then I chewed it up and swallowed it. It was around 8:30 pm and I kept looking in the mirror to see if my eyes were dilated, they weren’t. I kept waiting as I layed in my bed. I can’t remember whether I was meditating as I waiting for it to kick in or what. <br> <br> Eventually it did kick in and the first thing I remember doing is rolling around in my bed, laughing to myself. Then my sister came into my room, apparently I disturbed her by rolling around too much in my bed or something. To my surprise I was able to talk to her normally and I told her I was sorry and I’d try to keep to keep it down. The reason why I was rolling around so much is because I loved he way the acid made my body feel, silky and elevated, and my head felt just wierd, but I enjoyed every second of it <br> <br> The next thing I remember doing is stripping out of my clothes and walking around in my room stark naked. I think I might have been dancing for a few seconds too. After a while I got horny and decided it would be a fantastic idea to jerk off on acid. It took a bit of effort but it was worth it because when I orgasmed I closed my eyes and a explosion of color took life under my eyelids and the orgasm felt sublime. <br> <br> After masturbating I laid in my bed, and decided just to let my new found euphoria take over. I was rubbing my hands up and down my body and I just kept drooling, I let it roll down my face and down my neck. I let my mind wander as I laid on my bed, It felt like I was floating but not at the same time. After a while I decided to get out of bed to use the restroom, before doing so I decided to put my clothes back on incase someone saw me. I took a piss and it felt strange peeing on acid, I felt it run through my entire system before leaving my body. After that, I just sat on the toilet seat and noticed my skin looked very stange, my veins looked like snakes slithering underneath my skin. As I left the bathroom, my mom was standing outside the door asking me if I was alright, I said I just had to use the bathroom really bad and she believed me. <br> <br> Around 1 or 2 am I picked up my D.S. and started to play New Super Mario Bros. Quite frankly I was disappointed that it didn’t look trippier on acid. And after that I decided to go to sleep. The next morning I felt the effects had completely gone away. However I look back on this experience as a positive one and I would do it again.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2018</td><td width="90">ExpID: 111748</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 16</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: May 31, 2018</td><td>Views: 907</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=111748&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=111748&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Various (28), First Times (2), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I can hear the music harsh rattling whirr and thump - marching human automaton technology rattling the ceiling up the stairs places crazy living noise party on the upper floors of the high-rise, banners draped from the uppermost windows block the light to the top half of the building. The lift doors all open into the black shaft makes a great image in the mind falling falling through the void crack! My head catching the steel girders of the shaft in hard fast deathpain clanging silence still falling. Real blackness now that would really whack bounce right off skull cracking on that steel edge. <br> <br> In this corridor is an old joystick arcade machine smashed screen behind circuit boards and panels are visible - a row of glowing oblong panels shoots from behind me just past my right eye and into the distance - click click - whirrr - patterns like Mayan idols line the outer extremes of my vision, dancing - morphing with solid liquid technology of mercury and hard frictionless plastic tac - seeds dying and reborn inside patterned in spiral matrix - in the party people are decoding - parts breaking off into reams of numerical digits and light - split like bad tracking - blips inherent in my system blocked messages of violence images seem to skip and freeze randomly - eyes roll in the sockets - lesbians with space cadet jackets held down below the shoulders mooch around sporting booze and fags, rat-hair matted layers give her extra. Huge rubbish piles and abandoned hoardings rot and overlap damply in a corner - in one room sun shines brightly through a solitary exposed window white as someone touches my neck inaudible whispers coolly into my ear I’m watching the fenced road scarred concrete block landscape wracked with steel and synthetic frames the planet is a concrete and steel ice crystal in all directions splaying, growing outwards - cheek touch in the shiny milk light of the room. <br> <br> Another room steel sounds rain down force from the ceiling big black bags around this guy’s eyes like coal sacks all the way to the ears cap peak coming over straight darkening mechanic. Another room dusty, dark, empty time delaying. Another room he comes down on his victim heavy with a fist I see it all blood spurting out of his nose and mouth - sledgehammer - smash the huge lump of metal crashes up through the edge of his jaw shattering tooth and bone across the room man drops death gurgling head coming apart - Get out! Run! Leave the building blood from the victim splattered on my shirt mind spinning sickening turns - get away from there! Go! Darkness spinning in from all sides.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2005</td><td width="90">ExpID: 43438</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Not Specified</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jun 5, 2018</td><td>Views: 721</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=43438&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=43438&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Unknown Context (20)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">150 ug</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">sublingual</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">sublingual</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/pharms/alprazolam/">Pharms - Alprazolam</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(pill / tablet)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">70 kg</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> First time on LSD <br> <br> -- 16:30 <br> Took one blotter á 150µg about 30 minutes ago. <br> Going to try to update this as a sort of trip report today. <br> Don't feel anything yet. A little bit light headed, but no visual changes. <br> <br> -- 17:10 <br> 40 minutes since I ingested it. <br> Colors seem interesting, but no hallucinations yet. <br> <br> -- 17:31 <br> I'm feeling very funny. Sound is starting to sound weird. Colors are very appealing. <br> <br> -- 19:04 <br> Everything is changing forms, and colors are turning into eachother. When I try to look at the screen to type, the background fades from white to light-gray, and the presumably blue sides of the document is blue, then green, then blue, then pink. <br> <br> Words are mixing up with eachother. I'm feeling a strong sensation of euphoria right now. <br> <br> Tracers everywhere <br> <br> --19:27 <br> Forgot to mention it before, but since my initial ingestion of 1 blotter á 150ug, I've since consumed 2 more blotters. <br> <br> The brand was said to be hoffman, but I'm not sure. I haven't seen any strong hallucinations as of yet. <br> Things are changing shapes and colors are turning into eachother, and I'm feeling a bit euphoric, but other than that, nothing to report thus far. <br> <br> <br> -- 20:20 <br> Shaved my face and my balls. That was a bad idea. The hairs just grew back out. Not sure how it looks down there now. <br> Not sure I want to know. <br> <br> Euphoria has decreased in strength, but is still present. <br> Tracers fucking everywhere, and colors are no longer staying the same at all. <br> <br> -- 22:15 <br> Tracers still there. I think visual enhancements and changes appear less now than before. <br> Euphoria no longer present. Feel an uncomfortable feeling of anxiety for something. Not sure what. And the text in the textbox becomes distorted from time to time. Not sure if hallucinating. Feel much more introverted than before. Would like to embalm myself inside a warm cornbrown shell carried by some older asian woman. Obviously (as proven by the above) I have a tendency to drift of in thoughts. Still not feeling comfortable. <br> <br> -- 22:39 <br> tracers still there, and as I'm concentrating on the screen, the surroundings seems to blur and change shapes. <br> All in all, so far, I'm a bit dissapointed. I had expected a stronger experience. <br> <br> -- 01:09 <br> tracers still there. I've come back from a visit to some friends where I enjoyed some weed, which seemed to help me focus on some abstract fractial-ish art on the wall for a couple of hours. <br> <br> Atm I dont feel very high, but screen still shaking and surroundings still changing shapes, so must be under unfluence. gonna go outside for some outside stimuli. should be mentioned that visual changes are nothing to what happens inside (emotionally, spiritually, and in ways that no sober man could understand. like another dimension.) <br> <br> -- 01:16 <br> still haven't gone outside. Just felt the urge to explain something. psychedelic patterns inspire me to reform them and also rethink aspects of me. <br> <br> -- 01:41 <br> going outside was amazing. stay focused on the changes and they will be more evident. calling it a night for me. gonna go to sleep with a candle light in front of me <br> <br> -- 02:05 <br> still get tracers. feels like I should've taken these blotters earlier on the day to be able to experience the full tripp. there's still some left as far as I can tell. I have a poster on my wall. I can make this turn into a lesbian orgy just by laying down and really really STARING at it. and this changes into three girls kissing, into three chicks in bathing suites, into something I dont even know what's supposed to be, and then, when I eventuelly flash out of it (which I'm trying to prevent), it's just that picture. Thing is... when these transformations begin, I can actually see duplicates from these transformations all around me; on the walls; on the roof; on the floor. it's like a movie playing all around me. <br> <br> Going to bed again now. Still got some fuel left, but I'm pretty tired. <br> <br> --02:26 <br> took my night medication now. Tracers still here. transformations still appear. note to self: get incense for next trip <br> <br> --19:39 following day <br> I felt slightly dysforic earlier today, but it passed when I took a light dose of alprazolam. <br> Right now I feel at peace. The trip - of course - is over, but I feel like it helped me understand myself in some way. <br> And strangely enough, I don't feel tempted to trip again. In fact I don't feel tempted to do drugs at all. I feel contamplated. <br> Some day I may do another trip, but as of now, although the trip was pleasant, I'm not interested in doing it again. <br> <br> My rating in the trip: 4/5. <br> By far the most amazing drug experience I've ever had, but I was under the impression that the hallucinations would be more 'fear and loathing in las vegas'-ish. <br> In contrast, that visuals wasn't the most powerful part of the trip. It was the inner journey that the music and visuals guided me through - spiritually and emotionally - that was the amazing part.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2012</td><td width="90">ExpID: 96473</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 27</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jun 7, 2018</td><td>Views: 837</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=96473&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=96473&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Unknown Context (20), First Times (2), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3.5 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">220 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Me and a friend had taken many hits of LSD before this intense experience. I was very educated on the drug and had a sincere passion for its effects. We got our hands on some LSD-25 blotter papers made in Switzerland. I took 3 and a half and he took two. We layed down on the end of my dock around 6 oclock looking up at the sky waiting for the LSD to kick in and the sun to start setting. About 1 hour and a half after taking it the most ridiculous things started appearing in the clouds, we saw many faces glaring at us. The clouds moved to form a huge spiral in the sky covering the entire sky. My mind and spirit left my body. I felt like I had no control over myself or anything else around me I went wherever the doses took me. Many other things happened during my trip that by the way lasted 16 hours. LSD is fun.<!--Be safe though.--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2007</td><td width="90">ExpID: 77279</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jun 17, 2018</td><td>Views: 934</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=77279&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=77279&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Nature / Outdoors (23), Glowing Experiences (4), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">130 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> First time LSD trip for a constant shroomer <br> <br> On a clear night, I went to someone's house I didn't know that well with a new good friend of mine from treatment. I have gobbled tons of boomers in my lifetime but I had never experienced acid. <br> <br> I felt like I knew what to expect: maybe to get a little uneasy because it would be very intense. But this was not so. <br> Yes, it was more intense. Things seemed to move much faster than on shrooms. I ended up having sex on acid. This was something that was not planned! I saw stars, tons of them, beautiful stars,slightly deformed stars--- and the scenery was always immaculate. I studied everything, because there was so much demention, and it didn't have any similar hallucinations to shrooms. This was an individualized drug, I must say. Completely unexpected. I remember looking at a Kurt Cobain poster. Kurt was winking, smiling and even slightly flirting with me through his stares.I laughed at lot, this drug is so beautiful, I seemed to be seeing chinese dragons in trees and such, it was SO beautiful. Everything was. <br> <br> The next 2 days I felt a little dead/emotionless but it all comes back.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2006</td><td width="90">ExpID: 54676</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jun 17, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,035</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=54676&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=54676&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), First Times (2), Glowing Experiences (4), Sex Discussion (14), Unknown Context (20)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(edible / food)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">140 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> The night I did two cubes was a crazy night, the experience was absolutely amazing. I had only done one hit befor I did these two, so it was quite a leap in dosage. In the beginning of the night I was having an amazing amount of fun, riding a bmx around, jumping off stuff, times where good. After maybe 2 hours my peak began, and it was unlike anything I had ever experienced before. The hallucinations where absolutely insane, stuff like trees swaying in the non-existent wind, and clouds forming really beautiful shapes. The most odd thing that I had experienced was what I call 'cone vision' where the middle of my sight seemed closer to me than it really was, while the outer sides of my sight was farther away than it really was. <br> <br> The whole thing was really an odd experience. Then the anxiety hit me, I cant quite remember how scared I was that night, but I know that the fright was overwhelming. I soon realized, after my trip, that the reason I got so scared was because of the place that I took the cubes in the start. It was new to me, so during the trip, everything seemed new to me, too new, and thats what scared me the most... I think atleast.<!--I believe that more people should do LSD, and it shouldn't be considered a really bad thing to do. Thanks for reading my experience, and I hope I have made you feel more impressed by the drug, and the people who do the drug.--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2005</td><td width="90">ExpID: 49782</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jun 17, 2018</td><td>Views: 916</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=49782&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=49782&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Difficult Experiences (5), General (1), Unknown Context (20)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">75 kg</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> A Tattoo On Acid... <br> <br> Two days ago, I went to get my second Tattoo done and my first one retouched, and decided, since I don't get tattoos often, and I had a tab with me, I should eat it, and I did, and let me tell you something, NOT A GOOD IDEA, at least not from the acid side, I was so concentrated on keeping the pain away, that I didn't peak on the acid, only after the tattoos where done and I relaxed, I got the acid working, and it was After Peak, I was comming down, and I was never really up, the good part is that I was able to keep most of the pain away thanks to the acid since when I relaxed, the pain also came flaring back with a Bad attitude. <br> <br> So... Tattoo on acid, A good idea for the pain, A bad Idea for the Acid<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2008</td><td width="90">ExpID: 70183</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jun 18, 2018</td><td>Views: 818</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=70183&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=70183&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Therapeutic Intent or Outcome (49), Various (28)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2.5 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 1:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(pill / tablet)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">155 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I have experienced many psycadelic drugs such as lsd, mushrooms, and dmt. About 2 months ago I took 2.5 hits of blotter acid and 1 blue dolfin roll about 1 hour after peaking on the cid. I was in a state of control where I could add to my trip in different ways; I could add or seem to control the music around me as well as distort faces of the people around me and my setting. I had gotten to a point where I was convinced I could actually control it permanently. After I came down I was exausted and I slept about 5 hours. After that experience I can concentrate my thoughts to the tripping mindset. The first time I did it in school about 6 weeks ago and I thought I was going insane. I then realized it was exactly like the last trip I experienced. Ever since I seem to get better and better at reaching this point and even exceeding it. I am still trying to discover how I can concentrate and upbring this state of mind to a perfection.<!--Let me know if anyone is haveing similar symptoms.--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2006</td><td width="90">ExpID: 52168</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jun 18, 2018</td><td>Views: 967</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=52168&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=52168&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), MDMA (3) : General (1), Combinations (3), Hangover / Days After (46), Unknown Context (20)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  repeated</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/tobacco/">Tobacco - Cigarettes</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(daily)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  repeated</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">135 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Quit smoking with help from lsd <br> <br> I had only been smoking for 6 months but when I tried to quit I found it very difficult. I was smoking almost a pack and a half a day at this time and we picked up our blotters of 4-20 acid we were gonna save till 4-20. We decided to test it out and I took one hit. <br> <br> We walked around the downtown area of our small town in northern Arizona smoking pot and ciggarettes. About an hour into the trip I started having really bad back and chest pain and after every stog it just got worse. I started analizing how my body was reacting to the constant cloud of smoke I was breathing in and how ciggarettes didnt even do much for me in the first place. <br> <br> The next day I had no cravings no axiety or any of the sort. I tryed to quit many times but always gave in but this time it was not even a challenge, I just didnt do it. Its been 2 weeks now and I havnt smoked one ciggarette.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2007</td><td width="90">ExpID: 70912</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jun 18, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,086</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=70912&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=70912&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Tobacco - Cigarettes (266) : General (1), Therapeutic Intent or Outcome (49), Various (28)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  repeated</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis - Hash</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(extract)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 glass</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/alcohol/">Alcohol - Beer/Wine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">212 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> 12 Month old LSD, Doesn't work? <br> <br> I have taken LSD for around 10 years, smoked Cannabis for 14 years and have tried most other soft drugs. I was at my friends house, we talked about various drugs and the effects, smoked a bit of grass and watched a few videos. Just before I left to go home he said he had some old LSD tabs (about 12 months he said) he brought out the packet, it contained 10 tabs with piece signs draw in red. Goody Goody I thought, ill go home ring a couple of mates get a few vid's in and we'll have a bash. 12 month acid probably won't work anyway I thought. <br> <br> Got home called 2 of my best mates, it was about 7pm when they arrived. Sat down smoked a bong with hash and downed a Tab with a can of Lager. 30 mins later and a couple of joints nothing was happening(LSD wasn't working) we each ate another LSD tab and smoked another bong, we waited for another 45mins 'nothing'. Must be duff acid, by this time we were pretty stoned so time was starting to be difficult to pin down. It was around 9pm and me and one of my mates ate another acid and smoked another bong, BANG it was almost as-if it was waiting for us to take that one extra. I have had some excellent trips before but this took the biscuit, my friend who had the 2 acid left the house in a hurry saying he had to go(poor guy didn't no what hit him). Thats left me and Dave to finnish the acid our selfs, it get patchy and hard to describe as I'm not great at writing, but I will try, while sitting on the sofa with TV in corner and CD going, my vision became completey detached from what I was looking at, the room was gone, although it was gone it used the same lines which I could see just different? Weird shit. 10 hours later after a bad trip with spiders and fireplaces and curtains we started to surface and get back to talking to each other.<!--Watch out for old Acid which you think won't work.--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2000</td><td width="90">ExpID: 17220</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jun 18, 2018</td><td>Views: 798</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=17220&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=17220&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">4 shots</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/alcohol/">Alcohol - Hard</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/pharms/lorazepam/">Pharms - Lorazepam</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">140 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> First Time Too Much <br> <br> I was hanging out with a good friend of mine at his place when we starting talking about other drugs we might try during a nightly smoking session. I said that I was interested in Acid, but my friend(M we'll call him) said that he thought it to be too dangerous, not knowing that I had just purchased 3 Blotters of LSD that afternoon. Frustrated, I went down to the kitchen grabbed a tall glass of vodka , swallowed three tabs awaiting my first trip ever. I went up stairs and we continued smoking, forgetting quickly about the big mistake I had just made. <br> <br> After about another hour of smoking I saw my friends eyes light up a sparky green as his face contorted into shapes like I had never seen before. Freaked out, I fell out of my chair and M got off his bed and yelled at me to relax he said 'calm the fuck down, its marijuana, oh shit! What else did you take?' I muttered out L-S-D quietly in shock of rememberance. 'where did you get it? How much did you take?' M asked, but I didn't answer, I had been thrust into a new dimension of sights and sounds, I can't really put into words what I felt like or saw, but its what I had kind of expecting from hearing other's experiences. I was very scared, not a bad trip though, and I only remember a short trip until M came back and mixed what he said the next morning were 3 lorazepam into a glass of water. He made me drink it and after what seemed like seconds I passed out asleep and woke up 9 hours later the next morning. I don't feel like I experienced the full effect due to being tranq'ed, but I got the idea and would try it again, just a little more controlled. M was really pissed at me at first, but got over it quickly. I was just thankful he helped me out like that.<!--and hope that everyone that tries similar drugs has a competant sitter with them that can act correctly and quickly in the time of need.--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2005</td><td width="90">ExpID: 43675</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jun 18, 2018</td><td>Views: 4,513</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=43675&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=43675&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Pharms - Lorazepam (79) : First Times (2), Combinations (3), Difficult Experiences (5), Guides / Sitters (39), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 capsl</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance">Bad/Suspect Ecstasy</td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">170 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> LSD Experience <br> <!--Hey everyone, <br/> I'll try and keep it short and in main sections what I believe to be most important. <br/> Festivals are long days many things happen so just the main things. <br/> <br/> -->Last year in September I took some acid. I was 22 years old and a skinny guy. I purchased some 3 x small card board tabs <br> Unsure of print or Pattern. Me and a group of friend's were attending a music festival, I took my 3 tabs about 30-40 minutes from the festival at about 11.30am. I also should say I am a fairly experienced user of LSD with this not being my first trip. <br> <br> I started to feel the effects as we walked threw the gates and past the boys in blue. It really did hit me hard, I walked with my friends and my one mate who I had tripped with before guide me into the festival, I remember a lot of things going ' klaidescope ' of whatever the spelling. It was really intense, everything was wobbly, and morphing like good acid should be, for a good 2 or so hours we walked around, meeting new people gathering supply's and just exploring, in that time I was just a mess, I don't remember much in that time. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">I don't remember much in that time.</div></div> <br> <br> We came to the blue stage where some friends went one way some the other so me and a couple of people decided to sit around and wait. I remember sitting there talking to friends and constantly touching the grass, at this part I remember two things: <br> <br> 1) there was a photo frame set up for people to stand in and it had the stage in the back ground, there was two girls dressed up, I would call them fairy girls, I asked them to take my picture, one girl replied 'do you have a phone' I didn't really know what I was thinking I just wanted my picture taken and had this thought about me being in a picture in a picture. Lol. I salute the fairy's and sit back with my friends. <br> <br> 2) Was my trip guiding friend saying something to me, I can't remember what it was but it cracked me up, so much I was in hysterics, I couldn't stop laughing for a good five or so minutes, the proper giggles it was good, what ever my spirit leader said did what he attended it to do. Good fellow <br> <br> From there we went and got food, I purchase two sausages rolls and tried to eat them both at same time whilst laughing with myself following my group around, another half hour passes and I come to a point I realise everyone else is dancing and I'm trying to eat sausage rolls. So I THROW my rolls down and dance in victory over those delicious pastry's. <br> <br> Some time past partying and killing time we came to another stage sitting on the grass, at this point I fairly sore and was laying up and down looking at the clouds and feeling the grass, the clouds were making triangle patterns into each other. Also there was another moment where I sat up having a cigarette with my eyes closed hallucinating the warmth of the sun made me feel like a golden orb of some sort. The moment past we danced some more seen more people walked around did plenty of things. My trip started to settle a bit and when we were standing at the back of the stage I could see the clouds all flare up like in a time lapse in a big circle all around the stage. It was magical. Over time my trip settled and I could have conversations more and just function normally. <br> <br> Later in the night towards the end I dropped a cap, I was told to be MDMA, I had a mad rush of heat and threw up about 3 times I had a pretty bad experience from then feeling mainly sick. I surely did feel the M came up and was somewhat peaking on the ride home more then usual it was weird. I got back to the hotel 12-1am that night and got warm. <br> <br> Thanks the end<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2017</td><td width="90">ExpID: 112075</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 22</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 2, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,260</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=112075&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=112075&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), MDMA (3), Bad/Suspect Ecstasy (567) : Festival / Lg. Crowd (24), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  repeated</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/alcohol/">Alcohol - Beer/Wine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1200 ug</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">440 ug</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mescaline/">Mescaline</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(pill / tablet)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">170 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> My mescaline journey started after four days of almost no sleep. We had decided to pack up every psychedelic I can think of and went to the woods. The last day after eating 6 white on white blotters I discovered my acid tolerance was too much to really trip. So I did what anyone would and got drunk and went to find some mescaline. After about an hour a had obtained a couple 440 mg pills of pure mescaline. I went back to my camp and ate one. The come up was harsh almost jet rocketed by the acid. I collapsed on the ground screaming that some hippie had sold me pcp. Someone threw a blanket on me and I watched imaginary indians dance around the fire. Then it happened I started vomiting and when I stood up it was on. I was off wondering in the woods. Tripping nuts I had very few visuals but I was tripping my fucking nuts off. Eventually I got scared to be outside and sat in my tent for a long period of the trip until I passed out. When I came to I was still tripping hard and continued to trip for 26 hours total. I am not sure what happened to the cool visuals I may of had a cross-tolerance to the ectasy or mushrooms I had eaten the previous morning.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2003</td><td width="90">ExpID: 49538</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 5, 2018</td><td>Views: 3,588</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=49538&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=49538&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Mescaline (36), LSD (2), Sleep Deprivation (140) : Combinations (3), Difficult Experiences (5), Various (28)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">4 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">138 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Tripping <br> <br> It was friday night and me and my buddies had planned to do acid for the past week. My buddy Shaun supplied the blotter tabs. I had bought four and was only planning on taking two (since this was my first time), but my friends forced me to take them all at once, so I did. It seemed like forever waiting for the acid to start working (45-60 min). When I started to get high I felt like my legs were soaking in a hottub, it was very relaxing. After about 10 min I started to feel the stronger effects, I couldn't stop laughing, even when I thought about hurtfull, depressing events that happened in my life all I could do was laugh about them. 15 minutes later I was still laughing, but I started to see stuff now. The walls of buildings would seem to sway and buckle, trees would seem to sway but there was no wind.I could hear a disturbance all around me (almost like static). I wandered around town like this for a while. There were times when I felt scared, like I was loseing my mind a very overwhelming feeling. I had to find cover so I went to the teen center. I stayed there and tried to watch T.V. In the back room but I couldnt pay attention so I turned it off. The tv then began to almost split apart but not quite,like it was trying to split apart. I then noticed the floor was doing the same thing. I left the teen center and wandered some more. I had lost my friends so I had no direction. I was so obcest with perfection that I lit my swetter on fire outside the fire station cause I had found some dirt on it.I then went home and layed in bed all night trying to sleep. I look forward to acid again.<!--and I highly recomend that if you do acid for the first time take at least 3 tabs, if you dont its just a waste of money--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2004</td><td width="90">ExpID: 34622</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 5, 2018</td><td>Views: 935</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=34622&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=34622&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), First Times (2), Various (28)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  repeated</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/meth/">Methamphetamine</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  repeated</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">140 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> It started out on my birthday, I bought some meth and snorted/smoked it that night.. Nothing unusual, just the typical meth buzz.. I dont remember how I got the money for all this but about every day after this for 4 days I bought meth and acid.. I remember doing it just about every way there is to do it, except eating it. <br> <br> This was wednesday, sunday night I'm tweeked out, thinking my gf stole a bunch of meth from me [never even had it] and I think I'm talking to her on the phone, but she was asleep all night. Anyway I thought she told me alot of fucked up shit, I went crazy and thought she was there, then I thought I got in a fight with 3 guys, took them to the hospital, talked to the police, and had a court date scheduled. None of this really happened. I thought it did, but the police never called or came to my house, and when I broke up with my gf the next morning she was confused as hell. <br> <br> I've used meth for a long time now and never had an experience like this, but I've never been up for that long either. I havent done meth since, and I dont plan on doing it again. I stil luse acid, seeing as how it never did any harm by itself.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2006</td><td width="90">ExpID: 57072</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Not Specified</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 14, 2018</td><td>Views: 2,905</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=57072&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=57072&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Methamphetamine (37), LSD (2), Sleep Deprivation (140) : Combinations (3), Difficult Experiences (5), Multi-Day Experience (13), Alone (16)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">165 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Acid From Hell <br> <br> So I had just dropped 2 hits of acid questioning the real strength of this drug and oh boy was I wrong about it <br> <br> Dosed at midnight, by 1 oclock I was playing halo 2 on my xbox 360 when I got this sudden burst of energy and then I look around the basement and I see all these colors pertruding out of the ceiling tiles. Just to let you know this waas my first time and I was in my basement without any1 to watch me. So then I hurd my dad coming down the stairs so then I ran to my bedroom which was dark and hid uner the covers and closed my eyes. Then I get very sweaty and panicky and started hearing these loud sounds as if my dad came down and through evreything to the ground, and then I questioned reality thinking mayb I was throwing evreything to the ground and I just wasnt seeing it kind of like an out of body expierence, and this terrified the hell out of me so then I opened my eyes and looked around my basement and saw evreything was normal and that ended the peak of my trip <br> <br> The next couple of hours sucked the worst, I couldnt go to sleep, tremors, loss of appetite and my body tempature went up about 10 degrees and this lasted for the next 16 hours <br> <br> <!--I wouldnt reccoment acid to anyone at all, -->I am lucky my trip wasnt worse and the come down of lsd is sucks and I needed about 3 days to recover from it <br> <br> -dave 17/illinois<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2006</td><td width="90">ExpID: 55318</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 17</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 14, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,482</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=55318&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=55318&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Alone (16), Hangover / Days After (46), Bad Trips (6), Difficult Experiences (5), First Times (2), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">140 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I took the hits around 7 p.m. on a perfect spring day. About 20-25 of us were hanging out in a field waiting for it to kick in. After 30 minutes, I started to get an ongoing rush in my chest, and I went across the field to my friends house and jumped on his trampoline for awhile. <br> <br> Once I got off the trampoline, I started to feel pretty weird. I met up with my dealer so I could buy another hit for later. Me, him, and one other person took off on bikes. My dealer stopped and looked at me and when he turned around he looked very wavy and he told me to give him the money. For a second I thought he was robbing me, but of course, he was just going to get the stuff. <br> <br> Me and the other kid sat on the curb waiting for him. While I waited I looked down at the curb next to me and one of the stones there turned into an ant, and then another did, and another, until the ants were crawling all over me. I started brushing them off and eventually they soaked back into the cement. <br> <br> On the way back to the rest of the people, we took the train tracks. As I walked along, I started to hear the increasingly obnoxious crunching of my feet on the coal, only when I looked down, I saw piles of brightly colored glass. I didn't want to get a flat tire, so I picked up my bike. We got to the end of the tracks and we had to climb down a small hill. I got to the edge and slipped. I started to slide down on the glass, but once I reached the end, I was fine, I never even fell. <br> <br> Eventually we made our way to another friends house, and after a little while, everybody showed up. We put in The Wall, and fell into a deep couch. As soon as the first note was played, I got burst of air in my face. I leaned over towards my friend and it seemed like the wall of the living room followed me, and I could now see through it. Another kid walked in, who wasn’t tripping, and he sat in the front. The DVD player shorted out, and without saying anything about it we all yelled at the kid that just walked in. He stood up and everybody started to make fun of him. He was really just trying to fix the movie, but I thought he was trying to act like daffy duck and put on a comedy skit. <br> <br> After that was over we went for a walk. Me and three others split off from the huge group and went our old middle school. We sat for there and just tripped face for about an hour, then we decided to go back to the house. We came to a hill that led down to the road, but we were all afraid to go down. I decided it would be best to get it over with and jumped in. I quickly jumped right back out because I thought the tall grass was stabbing me all over. We found a path down, and we walked the sidewalk back to the house, and on the way, me and my one friend dodged across the street right in front of a cop, but for some reason, he didn’t say anything. <br> <br> When we got back, we just sat around watching horror movies while we were coming down, because it turned out to be Friday the 13th. Needless to say, that was the craziest night I experienced up to that point.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2005</td><td width="90">ExpID: 53556</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 14, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,070</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=53556&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=53556&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Large Group (10+) (19)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">180 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> The clouds where made of lsd <br> <br> Every thing is breathing, can you hear it <br> Every thing is moving <br> Every thing is soft, hard, and soundless <br> Melting.... <br> Deeper... <br> Deeper... <br> I wish everyone could feel that I do <br> Skin... <br> Soft... <br> Floating away... <br> <br> ' we were waiting for it to kick in, and by the end of the night we were like,' oh thats just a space ship. Thats all.' <br> <br> We took our drugs around 10, as soon as they kicked in we became wrapped into the movie we were watching, it was snowing in my room, the cold air of the atmosphere, steamed on our skin, like pouring cold water on a hot frying pan.. The room was breathing, walls were bending, we could tell there was a war or something like it going on outside from all the flashing lights and shaking of the room.. I had to pee all the sudden, so I got up to go to the bathroom, the journey 4 feet seemed like a walk across the desert, once inside the bathroom, I could see that my reflection was not me, I thought, who am I, is this what I look like, and why is my face dripping, I'm not sure if I ever even got a chance pee because I became intranced by the character that supposely was my reflection.. I remember thinking to myself, this is my reality, and if yours is anywhere close to mine, then your fucked... <br> -w-<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2005</td><td width="90">ExpID: 45733</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 15, 2018</td><td>Views: 894</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=45733&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=45733&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Poetry (43), General (1), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">145 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Lsd and the spirit <br> <br> It was A gloomy October 31st...yes it was all hallows eve. Me and my friend who will be called J set out on A journey. Our minds clear and deep we purchased some acid. Everything started at 5:00 Pm darkness had just sat in, we are in my apartment we comsume the blotter pieces at 5:30. 45 minuites later my body felt light and I sat up to shake it off. After this time had passed I felt like I have never taken a drug before. My friend J was also feeling the same effects. We decided to go out and walk the town as soon as I set foot outside I suddenly became strangely inebriated. The external world became changed as in a dream. Objects appeared to gain inrelief; they assumed unusual dimensions; and colors became more glowing. Even self-perception and the sense of time were changed. When the eyes were closed, colored pictures flashed past in a quickly changing kaleidoscope. After a few hours, the not unpleasant inebriation, which had been experienced whilst I was fully conscious, disappeared. I came back to reality for a moment and relized there were two cops talking to me saying son what have you injested? I said Lsd; I thought to myslef he cant do anything he cant prove anything so I told my story. He took my firend and I back to our apartment and we walked in and sat and let the Lsd dive into our minds. <br> <br> End<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2003</td><td width="90">ExpID: 28090</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 15, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,104</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=28090&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=28090&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Police / Customs (60) : General (1), Nature / Outdoors (23), Various (28)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">sublingual</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">120 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I first took the hit in front of the mirror. I went out of the bathroom and held it under my tongue for about 30 minutes then swallowed. I started looking up at the ceiling and saw bugs gathering around the ceiling fan. The patterns on the ceiling looked really intricate like a top-notch old western painting. I knew it was just the Christmas lights reflecting off of the tree. I took LSD for my first and last time that day. It was Christmas break and everybody else took more hits than me so it was like they were in a different world. I wanted to be alone so I went out to my car and when everybody else got in I thought they were trying to set me up. I knew that they were my friends but I just wanted to trip by myself, as I though that was the best way to trip so that I didn't have any distractions. <br> <br> While I was in my car I stayed up the whole night from 11pm to 12am and went to work while I was coming down. I made pizza and that was the easiest job to trip while I am working. During that time in my car I lost half of my ego. I thought that I turned into somebody else and I had to tell all of my friends that I wasn't really human. I believe that is the true feeling of dying. I turned into something else other than an earthly body. My soul carries on. People may think that the reasoning behind LSD is to seduce people. But the true good trips are those that make one loose their ego and bring one back down to reality. Reality is just an finite spec in time. <br> <br> LSD is the whole universe thrown into a drug.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2009</td><td width="90">ExpID: 84118</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 18</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 16, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,111</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=84118&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=84118&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), First Times (2), Various (28)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(edible / food)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">200 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> amazing experience <br> <br> I began to feel the effects an hour after ingestion of a liquid hit dropped on a sugar cube. At first I saw mild distortions of shapes and objects began to look funny. Shortly after I had stopped writing in my journal because I believed it would be better to fully enjoy the experience and forget about logging the details. <br> <br> My senses were mixing with everything around me. I tasted lights. I felt as if everything around me was a flowing texture of sensory data and emotion. I felt heavenly. Everything felt right. I felt like I was doing the right things with my life, and that I was treating people the way they should be treated. I could not understand at the time how someone might have a bad trip on this stuff. <br> <br> I had visual hallucinations but the emotional charge on objects around me was what moved me the most. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">I had visual hallucinations but the emotional charge on objects around me was what moved me the most.</div></div> I ignored most aspects of the visual hallucinations and focused on what intrigued me the most. It felt extremely spiritual. <br> <br> This was a very profound experience, but I was in a safe setting and it lasted 12 hours. <br> <br> The next day, I felt charged. I feel like quitting drinking, and I feel motivated and goal-oriented. I feel 'fixed'. I am confident. I do not regret it the least bit.<!--I don't believe many people can handle the effects of this drug, and I don't recommend the common person to take it whatsoever. I believe I have a better mindstate to handle these things than most.--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2007</td><td width="90">ExpID: 61751</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 16, 2018</td><td>Views: 752</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=61751&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=61751&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Glowing Experiences (4), Hangover / Days After (46), Therapeutic Intent or Outcome (49), Unknown Context (20)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">9 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">135 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> <span class="erowid-warning">[Erowid Note: The dose described in this report is very high, potentially beyond Erowid's 'heavy' range, and could pose serious health risks or result in unwanted, extreme effects. Sometimes extremely high doses reported are errors rather than actual doses used.]</span> <br> <br> I have taken LSD several times, usually between 2 and 4 'hits'. With this particular batch, I felt the hits were fairly potent. I decided to take 9 in my dorm room. (5 days ago, I had taken 4 hits, so I probably had a light tolerance built up) <br> <br> The experience was similar to a 4-hit trip, except the visual hallucinations were more vivid, perhaps more synthetic(?) Far more interesting for me was the audio. I had not noticed it until a good 5 hours or so into the trip. I heard a faint creaking in my mind, sort of like rapid pulses of sound like a modem noise over the telephone. I found that as I concentrated on this noise, playing it up in my mind, it grew louder. I could hear distortions of this sort of 'data stream' noise analogous to the settings in an audio program such as Pro Tools or Sound Forge (modulation, frequency, wow-flutter). Very bizarre and very cool. <br> <br> Up until this point, I had doubted the notion that LSD could produce auditory hallucinations greater than the sort of 'whirr' that accompanies most serotogenic trips of mine. Here, the LSD seemed to generate its own stream of sound, independent from all sounds in the room. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">Here, the LSD seemed to generate its own stream of sound, independent from all sounds in the room.</div></div> I tend to view LSD as the most natural-feeling of the 'synthetic' hallucinogens - however, the sounds I heard reminded me more of the synthetic character of, say, 2ci.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2006</td><td width="90">ExpID: 57443</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 16, 2018</td><td>Views: 932</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=57443&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=57443&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Unknown Context (20)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">320 ug</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">155 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> It was Thursday night and I had no school on Friday so I decided to take four 80 ug tabs. Previosly I had been tripping constantly. I would say I'm experience as I've had 41 trips In last year. ( I know that I shouldnt or that it can lose its magic but Its always amazing and I never feel burnt out after) anyway, so I left home in a happy mood once I could feel the effects, I surprisingly havnt noticed any tolerance issues with the amount I do. <br> <br> I got a ride from 2 good friends of mine to a party going on but when I got there the party had just ended so I felt bummed out because I had to walk home. Suddenly my buddy, lets call him Trevor comes out of nowhere and I asked if he wanted to smoke up alittle. He agreed. I sat in his room and felt a chill go down my spine. Visuals arent that apparent untill I took 3 or 4 tokes. I needed to breath and think so I asked him to tell the music off for a few minutes and instead, he decided to put on pink floyed another brick in the wall. <br> <br> At this point I'm super on edge of a bad trip. He offered my chocolate milk and I accepted but then he kept pouring glass after glass and practically was forcing me to drink cup after cup. If things couldnt get worse he decide he was gonna show me his new axe when I wasnt paying attention. As soon as this guy takes the weapon out I'm conviced he wants to kill me. I insist on leaving but he kept trying to force me to stay. I finally managed to get out and the road is getting longer. I wasnt sure if I crossed the road that a car was gonna appear out of thin air so I ran. As I slowed down, to avoid police I went through a back alley where a gas station is and I hear a group of people taking about 50 - 70 feet away at the gas station. As soon as I came around the corner the voices stopped and the group was almost anticipating that I was gonna be around that corner because they all stared at me from a distance while I walked. <br> <br> There was a car dealership and they had a outdoor light that was shinking on a sign they had. I noticed that it was constantly flicker like a horror movie. As I walk across the town bridge the beams are lit up red and the bridge (made of wood and extremely long) seemed like it wouldnt end but I've walked that bridge many times sober and know that it is only a 5 minute walk but seemed like 20- 30. The rest of the walk home I felt as though somebody was gonna attack me at any second.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2017</td><td width="90">ExpID: 111153</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 16</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 24, 2018</td><td>Views: 941</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=111153&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=111153&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Combinations (3), Bad Trips (6), Various (28)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/nbome/">NBOMe Series</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">160 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Not LSD... <br> <br> Last night I was sold one blotter tab of 'LSD'. I saved it for this morning and placed the blotter under my tongue and swished around the excess saliva and swallowed the tab after chewing it after about 15 minutes. <br> <br> The tab itself had a bitter flavor, and left a numb tingly sensation on my tongue. This (among other things) leads me to believe the chemical I just consumed was 2C-C-NBOMe. I am currently experiencing extreme euphoria. This is accompanied by intense music enhancement and a general feeling of well-being and enhanced creativity. I have had quite a bit of psychedelic/hallucinogen experience in the past. I am also experiencing time distortion (I can't even tell if it feels like time is faster or slower, it's just distorted). I am experiencing a butterfly sensation in my stomach comparable to the come-up euphoria just prior to an MDMA peak. <br> <br> Considering the intensity of this experience so far, I would imagine that this peak will last a minimum of 2-4 hours. I am experiencing moderate intensity CEV's and a general distortion when I open my eyes. Colors also seem much more vivid. Overall, this experience is very, very enjoyable so far.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2013</td><td width="90">ExpID: 101357</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 16</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 26, 2018</td><td>Views: 3,242</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=101357&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=101357&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">NBOMe Series (539), LSD (2) : What Was in That? (26), Unknown Context (20)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/pharms/oxycodone/">Oxycodone</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(pill / tablet)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">125 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I'm just finishing my trip and so everyone reading this, you are now apart of my trip! Yeee :) <br> <br> I'm not going to tell you about what I did, because this is not the point of the drug. It's for each their own trip. Plus I can not put into words about this experience. I never want it to end! <br> <br> First of all it made me so happy that I was crying! And the same thing happened to one of my girls. On top of that I could not stop drawing for the life of me, I felt that I needed to do this so I can draw a map for myself so I can get back into my trip and stay there forever. I saw across the universe for the first time today and wow, <!--if you ever trip you must-->I really enjoyed listening to as many Beatles as I could<!--can-->! They make me so happy and ever line they say makes sense and just puts a smile on my face. The Beatles know what they are talking about, they guided me down the best path ever. Plus with weed, it just intensified the experience! <br> <br> I am in love with the world. Everything makes sense and I can live with that! The people I was tripping with, I felt like we were on our own wavelengths and we just understood each other. And even though our conversations were short I felt they were more deeper! Its just the best drug ever. I took 2 oxycodones to try to get me back there but I doubt it can :( the world is so pretty. <br> <br> Love you all!<!--Stop reading this and go try it! Plus music makes the trip trust me put good happy music on ya playlist!! --><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2009</td><td width="90">ExpID: 76743</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 28, 2018</td><td>Views: 766</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=76743&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=76743&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Combinations (3), Glowing Experiences (4), Music Discussion (22), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">5 g</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/amanitas/">Amanitas - A. muscaria</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(edible / food)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:30</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">170 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Let me paint the picture: <br> <br> I've recently graduated and only just started playing with my own pharmacology. My first dose was five grams 'Psili' mushrooms and a gram of green. Needless to say a very interesting first time. <br> <br> A year passes giving me the chance to smoke some incredible pot, bit of hash, acquire a sheet of acid and I feel like I'm on top of the world:). At this point I start researching legal alternatives. So I end up with a big bag of salvia and 5 grams Amanitas. <br> <br> That day I'm a month away from moving out of my first childhood home. This is cause for an initiation by 'fiery reds'. I cooked up the shroomz with butter, garlic, eggs and toast (breakfast of champions) it was delicious. After half an hour I'm disappointed and drop 3 hits of acid. My buddy B. drops by par chance and I'm pleased to tell him what I've done. We chill...time passes... The phone rings... I answer: 'Hi dad what's up?' dad says; 'blah, clean house...Grandma's coming over, blah!' frustration kicks in as I send B. home. I close the door and that's when it happens. <br> <br> It starts with that flashing 'no coin' sign you see on an idle arcade game. A little freaked at the sudden onset, I decide to do the laundry. Suddenly, I can hear the blast of sirens, which I'm convinced are the final trumpets spoken of in the book of Revelations. (At this point I have to admit; I'm a little religious) I get totally nude of course, cover myself head to toe in detergent to cleanse my inadequacies and begin screaming at the top of my lungs; 'Thank you lord Jesus!!!' Surprisingly I heard voices and giggles of which I cannot tell if they were my neighbors or something celestial. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">I heard voices and giggles of which I cannot tell if they were my neighbors or something celestial.</div></div> <br> <br> Beginning to pace back and forth, ready to meet my maker, I go even deeper into the Maelstrom. A twirling vortex of dimensions I can only describe as 'Yin & Yang' as well as 'up and down' oscillate and take me into the great unknown...(T.I.M.E . D.I.S.T.O.R.T.I.O.N.)... Throughout this moment I recall being very happy that I took those mushrooms. I recall telepathically communicating with recently dead Grandpa who told me he was alive and so was I in a practically infinite multiverse of which all probable realities constitute individual realities. Knowing this I was certain I had died and had incarnated in one of those realities. <br> <br> Climbing up stairs is tiresome, I see a bed so I lay on it. Wake up to realize I'm covered head to toe in detergent (which is in my eyes), on my brother's bed and I'm supposed to clean up. The cold and immediate truth that someone would be home soon set in. I still needed to clean and my eyes were fucking on fire. I wasted allot of time but on the bright side I could tell grandma that grandpa was alright. <br> <br> <!--The long & short of it is; drugs are bad, mmkay, but drugs are also good. If you haven't realized that then there are worlds of knowledge available so make sure to educate yourself. Just realize the toxicology of Amanitas.--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2005</td><td width="90">ExpID: 74863</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Aug 7, 2018</td><td>Views: 2,291</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=74863&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=74863&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Amanitas - A. muscaria (70) : Entities / Beings (37), Train Wrecks & Trip Disasters (7), Combinations (3), Alone (16)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(pill / tablet)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 glass</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/alcohol/">Alcohol - Beer/Wine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  repeated</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/tobacco/">Tobacco - Cigarettes</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  repeated</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/tobacco/">Tobacco</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">5 glasses</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/alcohol/">Alcohol - Beer/Wine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">190 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> <span class="erowid-caution">[Erowid Note: While it may be that the substance described is pure MDMA, Ecstasy/Molly tablets and powders are notoriously impure, misrepresented, or adulterated. Ecstasy sold in retail contexts such as festivals or parties often contain chemicals other than MDMA.]</span> <br> <br> Craziness for a Candyflip <br> <br> I took the LSD (marvin hits because of the Mrvin the Martian logo on the blotter paper) and immediately followed this with a full beer and with the beer, I swallowed the MDMA pill, an ecstacy hit called a Green Apple, which suggests that it was cut with light mescaline. The following three hours were filled with a great feeling of understanding regarding how substance and science reflect to create the illusion on of life, and as I played a few hours of Final Fantasy video games whilst listening to Led Zepeelin and the occasional masturbatory release, I felt the world was my own, a place in which I was allowed to frolick and play in a mystical garden of narcotics and splendor. <br> <br> The follwing three hours were a bit shaky, and had I not had a pack of clove cigarettes, a shesha hookah and five more beers to calm me down, I'm certain I would have been in for a bad night.<!--As a heavy user with extreme tolerance, I recommend that anyone going in for a candyflib wiht legitimate drugs that can warp everything you know about reality, make certain you have an equalizer on hand, or you will regret having ever imbibed such substance.--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2005</td><td width="90">ExpID: 44428</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Aug 15, 2018</td><td>Views: 851</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=44428&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=44428&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), MDMA (3) : Combinations (3), Unknown Context (20)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">180 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> The musings of an idiot. <br> <br> As I listen to kate bush <br> I feel the beauty of one who experiences beyond the fringes of normality. <br> Such beautiful music and passion . I am left strengthless to tryto explain. <br> She has found what isimportaint to her and has managed to make a living at it. <br> How fortunate she is How jealous I feel! <br> Andyet howcanyoustay angrywhenyouaredisarmeedby the beautyofthemusic. <br> Andshe managed to capture those moments that you aspireto. Yet can’t find the time to create these momentsyourself. Or if you are busy trying to create such moments <br> You have no need of the means, but why deny it? Why Hide it.If you can’t stick at anything for morethan a few seconds than all it needs is to be posted on erowid <br> With a dosage and bodyweight, likethat was supposed to influence anyone whomiight be one triip away from a permanent vacation. <br> <br> The truth will be explained later, if only it were that simple. If the answers to all of your questions were so fucking obvious when you weren’t tripping your nutsoff then maybe we would all be betteroff.(thestickyspacebar syndromekind of addstothe effect doesn’t it?) <br> <br> <br> Yes it’s all beautiful, ifyou want to close youreyes to the decaying mind and body of the user,addict. <br> I will never deny that I am a user. <br> I will defendit to my grave. Which I feel every trip I take will hasten such a journey. <br> <br> Yet I relish in them more than I should. <br> To put it plainly is never difficult ifyou are tripping. Yet tryto put relevance to those thoughts to anyone whomightgive a shit to and…. <br> <br> Absolute <br> Definite <br> What kind of bullshit are youtryiing tofeed me <br> The only thing that is absolute when youcomeupwith this shit is your (Insert world altering phrase here) <br> Eg. Insanity <br> Lack of sobriety <br> Candor <br> Sense of futility <br> Helplessness <br> Despair <br> And yet….. If I stop the pnk floyd album.. <br> <br> Hope <br> For the future of mankind, or at least a tiny private bit of my sanity that is all that I can hold onto until the next trip.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2007</td><td width="90">ExpID: 60225</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Aug 15, 2018</td><td>Views: 833</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=60225&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=60225&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Poetry (43), Not Applicable (38)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance">1P-LSD</td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 3:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">10 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/2cb/">2C-B</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">80 kg</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Boring prequel: Been working my way towards LSD over the years and taking my time, because of some history of bipolars in family. Previous psychedelic experiences limited to; 2cb, shrooms, K. <br> <br> Was at a nice festival with friends, perfect setting and all, all of us taking a single blotter supposedly 100mcs. After ~2 hours not much happening (did shrooms the day before), we all agree to give it some more time but generally don't believe in it. Slight bodyload and some visual distortion but no oev. I'd been looking forward to my first time on the big dandy acid, so it was unsatisfying. <br> <br> Luckily I had some leftovers ~10mgs (rough estimate) of 2c-b in an alcohol solution, which by itself wouldn't give me real visuals. I took it when I had the feeling of plateau or was sure that it wouldn't completely take me by surprise (est T+3) and once it got working it was really nice. The LSD didn't seem to carry as much bodyload as I was used to from 2c-b, and there seemed to be some synergy between the two. It wasn't the usual 2c 'breathing' visuals. ie. when looking at some cloth with a mandala, it just kept spinning around which wouldn't happen on 2c-b. <br> <br> All in all it really saved the night to have some backup psychedelic 'catalyst' in case of degraded acid. <!--I would recommend it as a-->A trip-'safety' button the opposite way of carrying a benzo, I guess most people would just do some more acid, but we didn't have any, and it was also more comfortable doing a known drug to spark the existing dose when in unknown waters.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2013</td><td width="90">ExpID: 102628</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 25</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Aug 28, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,012</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=102628&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=102628&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">2C-B (52), LSD (2) : Festival / Lg. Crowd (24), Combinations (3), First Times (2)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance">Unknown</td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">230 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> 30 years ago I had several life altering experiences with LSD. Much of my personal philosophy and belief system is based on these experiences. I have not had had any since 1991, and as the years have passed I have become increasingly desirous to acquire more. <!--LSD is a drug I would recommend to anyone, in a responsible dosage. -->I don't view LSD as a recreational drug, so much as a spiritual sacrament. The effects are extraordinary, and life-changing. <br> <br> Last summer while on a camping trip I met a young couple who, after some discussion admitted to having brought several tabs of blotter acid with them. Needless to say I persuaded them to part with a few tabs. <br> <br> I took some immediately that night, and had a 'trip' unlike any other. Strongly introspective, with a sensation of very heightened awareness, heavy stomach cramps and a bad headache. I wanted to believe it was LSD, and chose to do so, despite misgivings. Last week I decided to try another hit, and my experience was very similar to the first time. There was no dilation of my pupils, and I was nervous and felt a pessimistic depression. After returning to relative normality I am completely convinced that it was not LSD, or any related drug. <br> <br> <!--After some internet research I am quite certain that it was Fentanyl, a medication used in hospital anesthesia. The dosages, averaging 100+ micrograms are virtually the same for both drugs, and there are no other drugs that can have such a strong effect with such a small dosage. Apparently it easier for criminals to create fake acid than to make the real stuff. Certainly the existence of this fake blotter acid is giving LSD a very bad image. I can only wonder how long this charade has been going on. <br/> It is extremely saddening to me that LSD is not available, not only personally, but for subsequent generations. There are any number of drugs that are more toxic and dangerous than LSD. Most of them are viewed with less distrust and suspicion by the authorities. --><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2010</td><td width="90">ExpID: 84147</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Not Specified</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 48</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Aug 28, 2018</td><td>Views: 2,645</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=84147&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=84147&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Unknown (120) : Unknown Context (20), What Was in That? (26)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  repeated</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/dmt/">DMT</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(edible / food)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">6 bowls</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">115 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> <!-- So the age of this LSD report is 17 but when I was 15 I thought I had taken 2 hits of LSD because of the symptoms I was experiencing, except I'm incapacitated and I didn't peak until 14 hours in and to this day after various drug experiences it was the highest I've ever been. I did not have this 'LSD' tested at all what so ever. I do not take any medications. <br/> <br/> So this year, this experience goes like this: <br/> <br/> -->bLiss <br> <br> I am at a local music festival, where drugs are widely available, but surprisingly no high number of hospitalizations and deaths. It's the 2nd day out of 4; Me and my only mate didn't stock too mighty on food, but plenty of water. I end up going to pretty much the only people I can trust about not getting bunk, and planned to buy a 'clean dose' that I had heard him say on the previous day. As I'm approaching their site, I hear him say: 'Hey man, you wanna smoke some DMT?' I say yes and sit down with him, and continue to smoke <!--about .3 of--> really good DMT ( I had gotten sparked on other DMT the previous day) for free and ended up buying a .1 for 15 because I had enjoyed it so much. <br> <br> I take a rest from smoking DMT and hang with friends and after a while, I decided it was time to rip some more DMT with my camp mate. After I realized I couldn't make this DMT last all day, I deceided to actually buy myself a 'clean dose'. I obtain it while I watch him eat another 1 and a half because 'they're so good'. He takes a plastic vial, places the other half of his Sour Patch Kid into the vial and drops 3 drops of his multi drug testing solution, and instantly goes pitch black<!--; showing presence of LSD-->. I instantly place my Sour Patch Kid in my mouth and begin to chew and suck at approximately 7pm, which I had planned to enjoy with everything that is going on. <br> <br> I enjoy a familiar onset high of the drug that I am on, and after an hour, I begin to get higher. I headed to the middle of the festival where the porta-potties are located, and used one of them. After I had gotten out, I had realized that I am soon going to be incapacitated so I head for the tent with my camp mate, where we lay down for about 45 minutes. During this time, I begin to get as comfortable as possible, which I had enjoyed. I realized I'm going to be incapacitated for a nice while, and eventually my body has recognized this substance as a poison. <br> <br> I had waves of nausea. I was tripping almost as hard as some of the waves of the '2 doses LSD' (which were ON OFF ON OFF ON OFF ON OFF for about 4 minutes at a time, where this LSD waves were surprising, random, and long). I had third eye visuals of a roll of film sliding to the left with perfect circles next to each other in it; one representing me, the next, the universe, then me, then the universe, and so on; it kept sliding from me to me to me, past the universe every time, except for one time, the last time, when it landed on the universe, then the third eye visual dissipated. I was shocked and thought that I had done something seriously wrong. <br> <br> I was starting to talk to myself, which my friend lay spun like a cookie. I tried to get up and talk to him, but he would get up, look at me confused, and go back to bed; disturbing. I took nice portions of water when I thought I needed it. I eventually started to see white with normal vision on the outskirts, and I was shaking acutely uncontrollably, I had honestly thought that I was going to 'white out' and that this was the highest I would ever get. I try to mentally shake it off and I look at my phone to see what time it was. <br> <br> 7:35?! For some reason I thought I had entered my tent at that time and I thought I was stuck in some sort of loop; I listen for the evidence; not there, thank the lord. Whiting out starts to come back, 'Holy shit I can't believe I'm going to black out on LSD' I thought to myself. I try to shake it off again, it goes away like a gorilla off my back. My friend is still fried, I decide to leave, for I am starting to feel bliss. <br> <br> My friend that I had put on my stay away from list attended, took 2 doses of this LSD half an hour later I did, and he has a weaker mindset, never mind the fact that he said he didn't want to get too fucked up anyways. We meet up and give each other a massive hug at about 10 mph. We instantly can feel each others bliss and hang out until about 4am, which I return to to sleep. I knew what bliss was. I had a head ache that honestly went along with the bliss, I enjoyed running my hand threw my head and hair. <br> <br> Symptoms: <br> <br> -People's voices seeming familiar <br> -Getting higher when separated alone <br> -Dilated pupils <br> -Third eye visuals <br> -Long, surprising waves for a long time <br> -Being naturally faster at everything <br> -Finding a place to hang, then choosing to leave shortly after <br> -Strong visuals <br> <br> Mescaline was my favorite drug prior to that day. Now my favorite drug is LSD; I find blissful beauty in quite a bit of things now, A great pick me up to my life as a 21st century American, if you know what I mean. <br> <br> Thanks, <br> <br> 'Keep the Love for Life'<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2012</td><td width="90">ExpID: 96382</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Not Specified</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 17</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Sep 4, 2018</td><td>Views: 741</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=96382&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=96382&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Combinations (3), General (1), Festival / Lg. Crowd (24)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">200 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I wanted to experience whatever LSD gives you, and this may have been the only chance I have to do it in a very long time, so I decided to drop two tabs. Apparently these tabs were Pure L and 250 ug each. I got a little nervous after having heard that, but I didn't panic. I did it with two friends, and my girlfriend. One of the friends, along with my girlfriend, dropped one tab, where I dropped two and our more experienced friend dropped three, (fuckkng 750 ug) <br> <br> So at first I didn't know what to expect, and then euphoria came. Everything was funny, and I mean everything. We just looked at dumb memes on this huge tv that was in the room and laughed our asses off for about two hours, and then shit got weird. At some point someone turned on dark side of the moon, and I was laying in bed watching the ceiling melt. My girlfriend is an artist, so she had s bunch of her pieces hug up around her room. They looked so Trippy, especially the self portraits, I thought the paper was melting off the wall. At one point my experience friend said he was seeing waves so my new friend starts explaining longitudinal and transverse waves to him, asking what he was seeing, and eventually he comes to the conclusion that he was seeing surface waves. There is a napkin with waves drawn all over it, along with the words help, night vale, and the number 17. We started watching these videos, these Trippy as fuck videos like double King, fever the ghost (source) and elephant garden. I thought they were super cool, my new friend got freaked out by them. In one of the videos there's a pair of dancing shadow guys with masks. And I swear to God I was seeing them in the corner of my eyes all day. This was the best part of the trip to me, nothing was really making sense and all that we were doing was laying on the bed or looking into mirrors. The house is actually an apartment, with two floors. We agreed to stay in her room for the peak, but I really really wanted to go outside for like 10 seconds to look at the sky, unfortunately it was a gray and cloudy cold as fuck day, so there wasn't really anything to see. <br> <br> About two hours after that we all eventually came to a consensus that we wanted to go walk to the park, something that was about a 15 minute walk away. My girlfriend kept trying to say stuff like 'oh it's gone now' 'I'm not high anymore' but then I would ask 'is the sky still moving' and she would accept that she was still tripping balls. We got to the park, no body was there. My experienced friend and I were just playing this this musical xylophone thing built into the play ground. Every now and then I would hear the song from that video, and I would see the little mask guys dancing in the shadows somewhere, at first it scared me but then I realized they're nice and I started to like it. This is when my girlfriend and my new friend started to have a bad trip. They both got filled with anxiety and were super nervous for no real reason, they kept saying that someone is gonna catch us, something bad is gonna happen, even though we were just some teens at a park. I calmed them down a bit and made them start enjoying it again, but then my new friend started to black out. <br> <br> We immediately went back to my girlfriends place, making sure that the new friend did not fall or pass out. As we were walking me and the experienced guy started talking about some super weird shit, and now there is s video of me walking down the street sayin 'wub wub, wub wub wub' as a sentence and then getting a response of wubs from my friend back. At one point I said 'one wub unto the many' and we thought it was the deepest shit ever. Anyway eventually we got back to the room and chilled there. My new friend curled up in a ball in a chair and started talking about how much he misses his girlfriend, so we gave him a stuffed animal and named it his girlfriends name, which calmed him down a bit. <br> <br> We went back to the park a few times, nothing too weird happened, colors changing and shit being weird, the usual. Then it was 10:30 pm, when we had to go home. We had already agreed not to drive, and we left the car back at my place and took the bus to my girls in the morning, but now we had To go back. The bus we took earlier was not running any more. It was 40 degrees Fahrenheit outside. It was raining. I was on acid. So we start our journey to the train, cold and wet at balls. We get to the train station and my experienced friend says 'gotta take a piss Brb' so he jumps the train tracks to god knows where to go piss. He gets back like 30 seconds before the train gets there, that made me nervous. We take the train to a transit center, then wait for THIRTY MINUTES at MIDNIGHT, TWENTY FEET FROM COPS, while its raining and cold. Some homeless people try to finagle us out of our money, but they give up eventually. That was the longest thirty minutes of my life. Eventually we get on the correct bus and get back to my house, where it took me like an hour to fall asleep. <br> <br> So, I didn't have an epiphanies, nothing really deep realized about myself, it was just a fun time. My girlfriend didn't have the best Time, but she was nervous because we were at her house, she she's willing to try again. My new friend doesn't want to do it ever again, he just wants to stick with weed. My girlfriend realized she's too uptight about stuff and my friend realized he's An anxious piece of shit, and I just had fun. Hopefully that's not a bad thing for dropping 500 ug after never drinking smoking or doing any drug ever before.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2017</td><td width="90">ExpID: 111432</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 18</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Sep 5, 2018</td><td>Views: 909</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=111432&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=111432&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), First Times (2), Various (28)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2.5-3 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">150 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> The Day I Thought I Died on LSD <br> <br> Ok so I am a very experienced psychedelic user. I have used frequently for up to 4 years but I have never felt anything like this. <br> <br> The night before I got very intoxicated, probably around 8-10 shots worth. I So while I was intoxicated, made plans to trip the next day. I wake up and didn't think about eating or even hydrating fully from the hangover (biggest mistake of my life). <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">I wake up and didn't think about eating or even hydrating fully from the hangover (biggest mistake of my life).</div></div> Then me and my 1 buddy ate around 2.5-3 doses around 12 pm. <!--It was pure lsd I had it tested afterwards very strong, I'm thinking 125-150 nice which is a lot if you are eating around 3 doses. --> <br> <br> 45 minutes in I was at the point where I couldn't handle it anymore but I just keep that to myself just assuming they were strong doses and that it was just the come up. But no I was wrong. After about an hour it all started. At first I started throwing up violently. Then I started to feel disoriented and like I was about to pass out. I had no clue what was happening, it was very intense and unpleasent. Then I relaxed for a few minutes. It came in waves, each more intense, then I was laying in my bed covered in a blanket because I had the cold sweats contemplating what was happening. Then all of a sudden my body got super hot. I ran the the bathroom frantically splashing water on my face because I thought I was overheating (this happened multiple times) and eventually I relaxed for good after about 3 hours of what I called hell. <br> <br> At the time me nor my buddy didn't know why this was happening (because of the alcohol and lack of food and hydration) so I had convinced myself it was research chemicals because I was having such a bad reaction. It was very intense I was blacking in and out a couple times I couldnt remember what was going on when I was disoriented. <!--Be careful and make sure you eat food before taking doses and I do not really recommend lsd and alcohol but some people might.--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2017</td><td width="90">ExpID: 111703</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 19</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Sep 6, 2018</td><td>Views: 717</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=111703&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=111703&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Hangover / Days After (46), Difficult Experiences (5), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">250 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Around three months ago I was at a large music festival in <!--Manchester, -->TN and experienced a bad trip on 3 hits of very excellent quality LSD. I was well experienced in LSD, DMT, Mushrooms, and various research chemicals prior to the trip I had. After the trip though, I could never look at psychedelics in the same light I had before the trip. To be honest the overwhelming fear of having a bad trip all over again made me want to never touch a psychedelic again in my life. <br> <br> For the next couple of months I felt an emptiness in me, I knew if I were to come across LSD again I would have to make amends with the chemical and would have to see where my mind could go. <br> <br> Finally after three long months I received a text message saying, 'lucy's in town, call if you want to go to her art show.' Of course I wanted to go to her art show, so obtained 4 hits, selling two to one of my friends who always bugs the shit out of me for some L and saving two for myself. <br> <br> Today, the morning of Wednesday, August 26th I finally got over my fear of LSD and popped the two hits into my mouth and embarked on a very strange, but mentally refreshing trip. The quality of the acid was a little bit weak, but was definitely made up by the cleanliness of the material. <br> <br> The reason I'm writing this is to document my realization that even though I had a bad trip on LSD, I did not need to be afraid of it. I needed to accept the fact that a bad trip can happen. I have come out a drastically changed person with a new perspective on my life, which is why I trip in the first place, new perspectives.<!--The reason I'm writing this is to say that if you've had a bad trip from LSD or are considering trying LSD, don't be afraid to do it just accept the fact that a bad trip can happen. Even if you have a bad trip, it can be a very positive thing because you will come out of it a drastically changed person with new perspective on your life, which is why we trip in the first place, new perspectives.--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2009</td><td width="90">ExpID: 80846</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 18</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Sep 6, 2018</td><td>Views: 920</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=80846&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=80846&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Retrospective / Summary (11), Unknown Context (20)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 bowls</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">135 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Dosage: 1 blotter LSD; 2 bowls cannabis <br> Environment: My old apartment <br> Mindset: Excited to rebel <br> LSD Trip 2 <br> <br> Overall experience: Positive <br> Total duration: 6 hours <br> Demographic: White; Male; 20; 135 lbs; Full-time student and part-time worker; Summer of 2017 <br> <br> I did not test these compounds before ingesting. <br> <br> Trip: While I was living in my old apartment, it was an hour away from my acid dealer, so I had to drive a total of two hours before I could take the acid safely. My dealer told me that the dosage is lower than what he usually gets. <br> <br> I was prepared to trip hard. I bought Alice in Wonderland on my Apple TV. Halfway through the movie, I still felt fine with only color changes. I began to smoke a bowl of weed and playing Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild on my Nintendo Switch. I’m not sure how long I was playing for but I got lost in the mountains by the Zora’s Domain. My memory was seeming to fade as my thoughts wandered. <br> <br> Colors were much more intense and there were some visual anomalies occurring. It was much weaker than what I was anticipating. I smoked another bowl of weed, turned off the game, and started to listen to music. It was pitch black and all these colors kept appearing. After a few hours of this, I fell asleep. <br> <br> When I woke up the next morning, I was exhausted from the lack of sleep as well as disappointed in the acid’s potency. However, I had a pleasant time with the visuals that I got. The trip felt somewhere around six hours before I fell asleep.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2018</td><td width="90">ExpID: 111489</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 19</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Sep 10, 2018</td><td>Views: 668</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=111489&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=111489&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Alone (16), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">140 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> <!--*Read this if you are confused about an ego death.* <br/> <br/> -->My name is Trip Daddy. I found the meaning of the ego death and I would like to share this knowledge. <!--This knowledge will change your life, and may make you rethink your idea of existence. Let’s begin:--> <br> <br> I started going to music festivals when I was 17. I had tried mushrooms and then quickly started using acid. Acid is everything that it seems. It is beautiful, geometric, and vibey. It is interesting and <!--you can -->I quickly fell in love with its wisdom. I had been doing acid for about 6 months, and would progressively learn more and more about the trip. <br> <br> At festivals, people would take turns spinning poi and tracing glow sticks. I would look at all of these things and just think, “hmm, there is something about the way that light makes me feel”. I was just beginning to understand The Vibe. My crew and I began spinning poi ourselves to trip each other out, and had fun playing with tracers. <br> <br> One night we began our trip party just as usual with a few of our trip buddies. The acid began to kick in, and we would do the usual game, “pass the vibe”. One person would do one thing with a glow stick, and somebody else would creatively do another thing with their glow sticks. We would flash them into each other’s eyes and show each other the magic. Soon though, the vibes started to turn, and some people began to be a little pushy with the vibe. We were all experienced trippers and were thinking the same thing. <br> “Do you guys ever feel like...” <br> “Feel like what!? Say what you were gonna say.” <br> “No you guys will think I am gay or weird.” <br> “No we won’t, say it anyways.” <br> “Do you guys ever feel like this is a....this is a power?” <br> All at once in one agreement they said, “Yes! We’ve all been thinking this, this whole time, but nobody would say it.” <br> This opened up Pandora’s Box. <br> <br> Immediately knowledge began to fill my mind. I was learning that the universe happened in infinite cycles to increase the likelihood of success. With eternity at the universe’s fingertips, the universe would try and try and try to create itself, only to ultimately collapse and wait eternity for the next attempt. The Universe didn’t have to happen. If it didn’t we wouldn’t know it. But it did, so we do. <br> <br> The next thing I began to realize, is that everything conglomerates. Conglomeration is when a “number of different things or parts are put together to form a whole, but remain distinct entities”. Cells in the body conglomerate into organs that are then specialized into organ systems. Everything groups together to create the next system or entity as a conglomerate whole. Particles do it to create atoms, atoms do it to create molecules, and molecules come to life. If particles conglomerate, molecules conglomerate, and cells conglomerate, wouldn’t it make sense that we do too? <br> All of a sudden, as if there was wind in the room rushing towards me, like time was finally catching up to itself, the trip itself asked me in the form of a feeling, “Are you sure you are ready?” <br> “Yes”, I replied. Followed next by, “Oh, shit.” <br> <br> The floor shot up at me. I laid down and was paralyzed in my body. Looking upward, a void was projected in my field of vision, with the intensity of really being there. I was completely submerged into the trip. But, I wasn’t alone. In the void of nothing, I began to hear arguing. Basically, when the body dies, the mind does not. It exists, and it exists forever. What I was hearing, was like mental warfare. Everybody felt fear about being stuck in the void. We all thought we would be there forever. A few leaders began to speak their mind. Roughly one third of the voices took the stance that basically God would miraculously save us from the void. I remember one saying, “Don’t say anything, God will come save us.” Another one third of the voices took the stance that basically there was no God, and string theory was a product of chance. We would have to wait for eternity until the next Universe’s cycle to reincarnate. “There is no God, there is only string theory”. <br> <br> I am always the one that says what everyone is thinking, and it was no different during this part of the trip. Everyone knew it, but didn’t want to accept it. I announced in my own thought to the void, filled with these individual sparks of thoughts, “I am God, but I’m not the only one. We are God.” Everybody began to digest it, and all in one agreement we all realized that we were God. If the Universe created itself, than at some point in the whole history of eternity, it would have to have created some form of awareness to eventually realize it is alive. We are the Universe realizing it is alive. <br> <br> The next thing I knew, I was no longer seeing the projection of the void before me, I simply didn’t exist for a moment. There was a gap between the time that I was seeing and feeling the projection when I had said that solution (still while in my body), and to now, where I was no longer physically in my body but existing again. I was now in the void, not witnessing the void, but a part of a Light Entity. When all of the blue sparks of thought came together in the void, in one beautiful harmony in thought, we conglomerately became a being, and Light was created. It was truly a beautiful idea. With small sacrifice, and working together, light can literally be created in the darkest of places. I was a part of this Light Being now that I had left my body. We were all morphing in and out of each other, and sharing all kinds of memories. Sorry’s were said for hurtful things people did, and forgiveness was easy. We were all not so different. Laughter was heard, and overall rejoicing was happening. What was supposed to be said was said. But we all began to think the same thing at once. Now what? We looked around and there was still nothing but darkness, no points or stars in space to see in front of us. We had waited eternity for this moment, and we all came to the same consensus. All of us had lived pretty good lives, and every story has a beginning and an ending. We all thought these words in harmony, “I say these things, in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.” Like an old tube TV turning off, we said our final prayer. <br> <br> I was no longer in the Light Entity. Instead, I was just in a place where there was golden light everywhere, just an individual spirit. I looked up, almost stereotypically like a Joseph Smith photo at the star I was now seeing, because the light was so bright. The star had a personality. He said to me, and directly to me: <br> “You know what you must do. This is your destiny”. I could feel that I would be persecuted for what I know now. All in this feeling, he warned me of sharing this knowledge to other people, and continued, “It always has been.” <br> He gave me two missions: Find a girl, and do DMT. Then he placed me back into my body. <br> <br> The Comedown <br> “Holy shit guys! Did you guys just go through what I just went through?” Everybody was holding their heads in their laps. Overall awkwardness prevailed the room. It was almost as if somebody had done something very gay to another person. We all felt like something perverted had just happened. But I thought to myself, “I have the science to back it up. I know I’m not crazy, and me telling others that I was God was not a gay thing.” <br> Everyone said, “Ya we just went through it, but not nearly as deep as you did.” My closest friend I could confide in took me aside, and asked, “What the fuck just happened?” Then he asked, “Are you gay?” <br> <br> I’ve always been a killer with the ladies, but I never considered myself gay. It seemed to me that when I said I was God, it was like coming out of the closet of divinity. It’s almost a perverted idea. Using my own self to create myself. It would be like me taking my own penis and fertilizing myself to make myself. “I know I’m right, and my solution to the problem had nothing to do with being gay,” I thought to myself. <br> <br> My mother came and picked me up from said location. Prior to my plea that I was too sick to go to church, my mother made me go to church. Yes, going to church while on acid. It is not an experience I would really recommend to anyone, especially having just proved that you are God. <br> “Brother Fisher, how are you today,” as a hand to shake came from nowhere. <br> “Uh- Just peachy,” as my blank white face arose. <br> I mustered myself through that grueling event, and finally made it home. I still couldn’t sleep however. I had already been up since the day before, all throughout the night, and now it approached the evening. This became a problem, because I still couldn’t get restful sleep for the next 3 months. <br> <br> This made me start to question what was going on with me. I couldn’t sleep, could hardly eat, and felt like I constantly had to fidget or do something. My comprehension level had slipped dramatically. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">I couldn’t sleep, could hardly eat, and felt like I constantly had to fidget or do something. My comprehension level had slipped dramatically.</div></div> I would read the same sentence 10 times, and would still pull my hair out trying to comprehend it. I began to realize the similarities between me and a robot. The only difference between me and a robot, was that a robot doesn’t have free agency. Free Agency. That’s an interesting idea. <br> <br> I began to slip more and more, and became a black hole of depression. I wanted to open up about my experience, but risked being persecuted or shamed by my family. Even worse I was worried that somebody would turn me in or tell a schoolboard member. The curiosity of what happened to me would never go away. <br> <br> Dosing Again <br> I continued to dose after that, and it increasingly got worse. I started to fear getting stuck in a trip, and was worried that I would control people’s minds if I got stuck in a trip. This fear kept growing in me, until one night I saw Satan pointing his finger and laughing at me as I was stuck in a trip like a repeating broken record: HAHA-HAHA-HAHA for eternity. Fear can cause your fears to magnify, and this only made things worse. After that, I could no longer trip on LSD without having fear in my heart. I kept degrading more and more, and I attempted suicide. I knew this was the time to quit taking acid. <br> <br> You see, when something is falling into a black hole, when that object approaches the event horizon, it falls so fast that space loops back in time. There, you are stuck in a loop, for what feels like an eternal length of time, almost like in a glitch. Stuck on repeat, over and over and over. But, it doesn’t take eternity. And when you are seeing this, your brain has enzymes that will break it down, it is just a lesson to learn. The concept is an eternal concept, because the Universe is eternal. It is no coincidence time behaves the way it does next to a black hole, and the physics we have as I am writing this. After all, we have come from a singularity so it is no surprise to the Universe how a black hole behaves. I enjoyed thinking past this knowledge, and I knew that this was for me to share to with others. During my time of reflection during sobriety, after understanding the God theory, and the relativity of space and time next to a black hole, I still wondered about one thing. Was that really Satan pointing at me, or was that just the acid affecting the neurons in my brain chemistry? That answer is not an easy one. In fact, when I learned about the God Theory, and time dilation next to a black hole, I had to begin to fight back against Satan as he waged war on me. He tried a series of tactics. One of them was to place a “No Thinking Policy” on my head<!-- to give you an idea-->. I had to learn to meditate to visualize light to push him away. He would push harder, and I would feel like I was suffocating. He obviously had a thing for lack of free agency, and wanted to convince me that I could get everybody stuck in a trip if I did DMT. You see everything has DMT in it, even plants. So if everything is connected through DMT, one effector could affect all of them. That use to be a very scary idea. I was conditioning my power, and was no longer afraid to control my thoughts, using rippling light as my meditation tool. <br> <br> I decided to go to another festival and do shrooms and had a beautiful experience. I had had an epiphany earlier before coming to the festival that light is dimensionless. One way to think about this is to imagine the smallest and lightest particle ever. Now imagine one particle that is smaller and lighter than that one. When I was shrooming, I applied this idea in the opposite direction. No matter how high I could stack blocks, there would always be one thing to stack on top even higher. This was later told to me to be a confundalism. Think of it this way, “who is the God of God?” “Well God.” “And who’s his God?” “God”. “And His?” “God.” This is the idea of infinity, but adding one to the end of it. I was finally able to allow myself to believe in a Creator with this new knowledge. <br> <br> In my previous acid trip, I had disproved the existence of an all-powerful God. The Universe created itself. He literally could have held a billboard saying, “Hi, I’m God.” And I would have said, “No you’re not, there is no God. There is only nothing. We came from nothing, and we return to nothing.” <br> <br> But now, I had found out this wonderful new piece of knowledge- the confundalism. And just like that God entered my trip. I reasoned with myself, “If somebody with a long beard, long hair, and sandals walked up to me at a festival and said, hey my name is ______.” I would say, “Hey, nice to meet you, sit down and drink some wine with us.” So why should it be any different if I did this to Jesus, if he were meeting me. I started to vibe with Jesus, and believe it or not, it was the first time I fully and wholeheartedly accepted the possibility of there being a God. I had been forced to go to church my whole life, but never entertained the thought that there really is someone higher than me. This put tremendous weight off my shoulders, ‘God Jr.’ I could relate to him in many different ways, such as the pressure of feeling like I am holding the card that determines the fate of the Universe. I had now happily given up that tremendous responsibility, and a great weight had been irrevocably lifted. <br> <br> I came down, and I continued to vibe with Jesus, this new friend that had became a close companion. I remember him telling me, “It helps to talk”, when I felt guilty about “taking his glory the moment I became God”. I didn’t know what I did during my acid trip, but it helped to know that God had it handled, and even in the long run, I still feel like I did the right thing at the right time. Those four simple words, “it helps to talk” have sculpted me into the character that I am today. I could open up to him about Satan and how he would literally try with only one purpose and goal: to end my life. Jesus could relate to that as well. We began to build a friendship, and I look forward to the day I see an old friend. We sure have had our times where I have invented new cuss words and hateful phrases to say to him. He didn’t completely take away my burdens with the nonstop torment of Satan, but he did take away the burden that these knowleges that had been inflicted on me, that 1.) I was God 2.) I could get stuck in a trip, and 3.) I could have my mind controlled or could control other’s minds. I have new confidence with me, and I know that I don’t have to worry anymore. I am not a God, but I may be a part of God, just as every grain of sand makes the beautiful beaches. I will not get stuck in a trip, because the mathematics of black holes are child’s play for Jesus. And I won’t have my mind controlled, because God gives free agency, and this is Universal Law. <br> <br> I still have yet to decide if I will do DMT. I do not want to try it when I am rushed or have plans ahead of me. I will no longer take acid, as it only makes my brain hurt more than it helps <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">I will no longer take acid, as it only makes my brain hurt more than it helps</div></div> (personal preference). I talk to Jesus every day, even while I am taking a fat bong rip at times. Hiddle and hum, but we at least still have a relationship. I forgave myself for the things that I had done, and will be taking strides to get me closer to the light. I found the love of my life, and she brightens up my day with her sunshiney smile. We have a son, and I can see why Destiny has brought us together. He is a brilliant boy, and the greatest creation that a man and a woman can accomplish together, when their hearts are in it. <br> <br> No I am not telling you to believe in Jesus. I really don’t care what you believe- it doesn’t affect me at all. I do believe in science, and can see certain views in religions. But one thing I do know is this: if I try DMT, the Universe won’t come to a sudden collapse. After all, every new beginning comes from another beginning’s end.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2013</td><td width="90">ExpID: 112459</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 17</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Oct 15, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,453</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=112459&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=112459&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Retrospective / Summary (11), Post Trip Problems (8), Mystical Experiences (9), Various (28)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/dmt/">DMT</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/dmt/">DMT</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">140 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Well this night was magical, being the first time dropping doses and I had stacked on some rolls as well. I took my second hit of DMT after about an hour or two since the first (the 1st was perfection but not anywhere near as intense as the 2nd), I took a large hit and then ZOOM my vision just tunnels and off into the wall and I fall completely into a type of dream; but since I was awake I was completely influenced by my visual and audio environment, then it became as if the 'Real world' and reality had been completely fake(Matrix) and I was the last person to find this out. So my now 'alienated' friends show me what is capable in this unseen dimension, they start morphing themselves into unthinkable, even imperceivable mirrored shapes and colors in unimaginable visual definition. Different patterns and fractals rapidly fill the background as I begin to morph into the rest of everyone which had become everything, nothing else seemed to exist but colors and us (morphing ball shape). As I came out of the intense trip I had thought I died took almost 35 minutes to convince me otherwise. <br> <br> After the experience I will say my interest in life itself, religion, death and the capabilities of humanity was peaked. <br> <br> I didn't want this post to run too long so I am leaving many boring details out like how everyone around seemed somewhat deceitful and had smooth snake-like skin similar to the aliens in the feature film 'Avatar', other details such as the 'dream' world story my conscious mind invented from being exposed to my visual stimulus(friends),audio stimulus(friends words), the environment(outside sunlight), and the slightly scary confusing after effect(neardeath). <br> <br> During the trip I was given an answer, and told I was 'going to be okay'. It was a thrilling and a bit scary at the same time. Although I do think I will be much more prepared if I decide to try and repeat a similar experience.<!--Questions or Comments [email protected]><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2010</td><td width="90">ExpID: 86731</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 19</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Oct 22, 2018</td><td>Views: 1,286</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=86731&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=86731&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">DMT (18), MDMA (3), LSD (2) : Unknown Context (20), Difficult Experiences (5), Combinations (3), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">110 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> This past Halloween weekend I took some LSD. While I had a good and insightful trip, I also had a frightening experience that tested the strength of my psyche. <br> <br> We all know that set and setting is essential to an acid trip. I was at a good friend's party. I thought it was just going to be people we knew, but it turned out there were friends of his roommate as well. And one of them took an interest in me. (He was not tripping, by the way.) <br> <br> We got to talking and just to make conversation, I asked him if he was in college. He responded, 'No. I am a private military contractor. I go into foreign countries, take care of business there.. and yeah. I can't really tell you anymore.' <br> <br> I was like WTF. Let me just say, when I am tripping on acid, that is the last thing I ever want to hear. Especially being the peace-loving, environmental girl that I am. And this guy is telling me he's involved in top secret mercenary activities?! <br> <br> Even if I was just normal, this would scare me. Um yeah.. I was tripping on acid and terrified. <br> <br> My interpretation of private military contractors kill people in defense of business and government interests. They are involved in guarding corrupt political figures, training militias, and protecting 'resource extraction sites', such as diamond mines and oil fields. They defend this exploitative, unsustainable way of life. <br> <br> It scares me that people like this exist. It scares me that we live in such a violent and unsustainable world. He told me how he served two years in Iraq, and how he'd just gotten back from diamond mines in the Congo. It was all very hard to handle while tripping on acid. The icing on the cake was when he said, 'I'll be right back, I have to go to the hummer'. I was like are you serious. It was like a ridiculous joke at that point. <br> <br> It was a terrible encounter, but I managed to draw some positive conclusions from the experience. I feel like a stronger person than ever before. I feel stronger about my beliefs than ever before. What i know to be right, good and true~ I am more sure about than ever.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2010</td><td width="90">ExpID: 88036</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 21</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Oct 31, 2018</td><td>Views: 940</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=88036&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=88036&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Large Party (54), Therapeutic Intent or Outcome (49), Bad Trips (6), Difficult Experiences (5)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">145 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Acid Transgressions <br> <br> Below is a creative/theoretical interpretation of my mindset during my initial acid experience. <br> <br> As I gaze across the buzzing vacantness of the living room my eyes <br> constantly shift to embrace the xenophobic wonder of familiar forms. The <br> expected arrogant mockery of the objects which immediately surround me is <br> replaced with the quiet reverence of something that has been disrobed of its <br> symbolic quality. The usual comfortable agitation we receive from the <br> constant symbolic exchange between our subconscious and our <br> affiliation/interpretation of inanimate objects in sustaining our <br> microcosmic reality is replaced with a pure apathy that is felt through the <br> precursor to knowledge which, in turn, completely dissolves the matrices of <br> the mitigating ego. When I gaze over at the table it ceases to sustain me <br> through my symbolic affiliation with it as I am unable to interpret it as <br> anything but that which I cannot be affected by. A mutual distinctiveness <br> achieved through the difference of 'knowing'. I can no longer impose meaning <br> and it can no longer sustain meaning so a mutual distinctiveness is achieved <br> as no reason can possibly be constructed to oppose each other's presence.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 13536</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Nov 1, 2018</td><td>Views: 762</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=13536&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=13536&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Retrospective / Summary (11), Poetry (43), Not Applicable (38)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">200 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">11 st</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> At the time of my experience I had been experimenting with hard drugs for about one month but so far had only taken ecstasy and cocaine. On this night me and a few of my friends had planned to buy some mdma and have a fucked uo night. The person who supplied the mdma did not have the ammount that we requested however but we bought what he had which was 0.6 grams. I dropped 0.2 grams of the mdma and thoroughly enjoyed myself for a few hours. <br> <br> My friend, who had taken lsd before, informed me that he could get some if I wanted to do it. We headed off to get the acid and once we got it I dropped a tab. <br> <br> Once we had returned to my friends house I began to trip pictures and people in the room swirling in mad patterns this was amazing. <!--As you may or may not know after you take --> For me, LSD the affects can last for hours and eventually after destroying pumpkins, laying against a wall, eating mass amounts of sweets and pulling endless toots the acid began to get very boring and eventually I wish it away. <br> <br> Soon after this me and my friends decided to try and sleep I remember trying to watch the film the devil's rejects but becoming confused every few seconds as to what was a trip and what wasn't. I layed down and tried to sleep and all that I can remember where two red lights dashing around the ceiling and seeing a young girl running towards me with a hand full of flowers. There was nothing but white and she began to hit me with the flowers. I then awoke and in a very confused state sat up and questioned my friend as to 'what the fuck we did the night before. His answer was one that I will never forget 'I don't know but for some reason I'm wearing a bra.' <!--Although LSD is an interesting experience I would not recommend it over any kind of stimulant or as a first time drug.--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2006</td><td width="90">ExpID: 58147</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Nov 12, 2018</td><td>Views: 763</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=58147&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=58147&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Combinations (3), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">135 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> My name is Casey, I go to college in Oklahoma. All the years of highschool I had wanted to trip but in our little town, acid is unheard of. I finally got the chance last Feb. 13. Lucky thirteen! <br> <br> The day before the trip I get a phonecall from my friend Slim, he informs me that he found some acid (obviously knowing I would be interested). I was excited. I told him I wanted to drop early in the morning, so I could see the sunrise. Which was supposed to be the cool 'trip' thing to do, according to my friends. <br> <br> I arrived at his house about 5am, he was already up and ready to drop (this was his first too). He presents a piece of wrinkled tin foil about the size of a playing card, he unfolded, and inside I counted six little scooby doo heads. I couldn't wait!!! <br> <br> We decided to split it up down the middle and go for broke. We drop our hits at the same time and stare at each other, for a moment before laughing at each other. We were nervous and very excited at the same time. <br> <br> About 5:30, the sunlight is starting to show a little. I feel nothing, slim says he is starting to feel it. He said he felt like he was in a rollercoaster. This was the last thing I remember him saying for quite awhile, because at that instant the sun peaked up over the hills, and my trip began explosively. The sun came up, and it was the most glorious thing I have ever seen, I heard the william tell overture throughout the suns magnificent arrival to our day. The sun radiated off waves of light in synch with every symbol crash of the symphony going on in my brain. This lasts what seemed like hours but being perfectly content with it, I didn't mind. <br> <br> Im interrupted by Slim saying something about the sun winking at him. I stare at him for a second, and begin laughing hysterically. We both fall on the floor laughing and talking about what we saw during the sun's appearance, acting like a couple jocks winning the championship. It was the most amazing thing I had ever seen in my life. I was in love with LSD. I have since tripped maybe 500 times, I have never had a bad trip. I have never felt better in my life.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2006</td><td width="90">ExpID: 56014</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Nov 27, 2018</td><td>Views: 912</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=56014&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=56014&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), First Times (2), Glowing Experiences (4), Nature / Outdoors (23), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">10.3 st</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I'm 15 an I live in manchester,england and I had a fucking weired experience on holiday in majorca.I was out on the beach one morning when a guy came up 2 me and asked if I wanted sum 'stuff' he then whiped out a bag of skunk and some blotters,I was aprehensive about the acid as I had never tried it before but I decided to buy a couple of trips and some skunk.Later at the hotel I met up with a friend and had a couple of joints out of the window.I then took a tab in the lift.When I got off I saw a hypnotist in the bar asking for volenteers,so naturaly I got up there.He told me I was going to give up smoking, so he sat me down and he told me to close my eyes and let my mind drift,which was easy as I was stoned and hallucinating slightly!!! I then found my self in the most relaxed 'floaty' mood I have ever experienced in my life.The colours were drifting round my face,I wasnt sure if I was in a trance or tripping.Next thing I remember was waking up in my room 6 hours later totally awake and alert. I was told the next day that the hypnotist couldnt wake me and a doctor had been called!I have recently tried to recreate this experience with no effects near the ones I experienced before.<!--Please feel free to contact me on MSN messenger- [email protected]><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 18675</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Nov 27, 2018</td><td>Views: 938</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=18675&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=18675&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Various (28)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3.5 g</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/mushrooms/">Mushrooms</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(dried)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:10</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">215 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Experienced Tripper Combines Trips <br> <br> Before this experience, I had had 6 experiences on Psilocybin mushrooms, 3 on acid, 4 on DXM, 2 on Salvia, and 1 on LSA, <br> <br> I enjoyed them all. <br> <br> I wanted to experiment with mixing, to see if one would over power this other, or if one could actually experience a mixture of both. <br> <br> So one day at my friends apartment, with a few friends I trusted, I ate an 1/8th of Psilocybin mushrooms. Then after thinking about whether or not it would be a good idea, I took a hit of acid 10 minutes after eating the 1/8. My friends thought I was crazy and adventurous. <br> <br> The experience: It was a very mixture of both. My mindset became locked more into thinking than ever before. I could not stop thinking and analyzing every aspect art and science. I constantly tried to put a system into place for everything. We watched a few movies, and I would attempt to analyze every line and action each character made, and what they were thinking that caused their emotions and actions. <br> <br> I would often time comment to my friends I was with that I could not stop thinking! I thought of problems in my life, and of the excitement. I could feel every inch of my body as I breathed in air and smoke. <br> <br> The visuals were very nice also, as I truly did get a mix of both fruits. The 'walls breathing and patterns emerging' from acid, and the 'patterns moving and creating shapes' from shrooms were both mixed into the visuals I experienced. As many trippers know, the pop corn ceiling is amazing to stare at while tripping, but this was very special as it was as if the ceiling was a canvas, and I was able to finger paint with it, as I pointed at it, parts of the ceiling followed my fingers, it was quite entertaining. <br> <br> But this combination was amazing not because of the visuals, but because of the mind set and the places my mind traveled. This was definitely an intense trip.<!--Would only recommend to those with experience.--> <br> <br> <br> Thanks for reading. <br> <br> PS- movies we watched were Half Baked, and The Fountain. The Fountain is a very beautiful movie, and extremely intense to watch while tripping.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2007</td><td width="90">ExpID: 65155</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Dec 3, 2018</td><td>Views: 2,725</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=65155&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=65155&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Mushrooms (39), LSD (2) : Combinations (3), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> This report is the negative experience that I've had with LSD. I could go on rants for days, so I will try to keep this as simple as possible. <br> <br> I tried LSD at a very young age. I mean real LSD, not the bunk papers of DOB or DOC. Most people state that theyve done LSD, and throughout my life I tend to disbelieve those people. Part of that may be my own subconscious superiority complex that I try to deny. <br> <br> I had done LSD repeatedly throughout my teenage years [at age 14 to 19]. At first as an experiment, and as it progressed I justified my use as some sort of enlightenment tool. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">I justified my use as some sort of enlightenment tool.</div></div> <br> <br> In more recent years, I've began to see how negative LSD was on my brain. I was psychotic. LSD has a line, <!--and if you cross it, there is no going back. For me, -->I didnt know I crossed it until it was too late. <br> <br> Like most teenagers, I was trying to figure myself out. Trying to understand who I am as a person and who I want to become when I'm older. By using LSD I lost myself before I found myself. <br> <br> Now that I'm older I suffer from severe anxiety, depersonalization, and HPPD. If I was given the opportunity to change one thing in my life, it would be to un-do my LSD use. <br> <br> <!--For all those teenagers who venerate the idea of 'enlightenment', understand that your throwing blind faith in conscious psychosis. I cant make decisions for anyone, but I really hope that some of you reading this can understand the impact that psychedelics have on your mind. <br/> <br/> All those feelings of enlightenment are false. You can reach that level of understanding without drug use. By doing this your actually learning and experiencing something concrete.--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2007-2012</td><td width="90">ExpID: 95233</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 19</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Dec 12, 2018</td><td>Views: 755</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=95233&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=95233&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Unknown Context (20), HPPD / Lasting Visuals (40), Post Trip Problems (8), Retrospective / Summary (11)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  repeated</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">230 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I'd like to talk about my first, and thusfar only LSD trip. To set the mood, I'll say that this was at college, on my birthday (a bit more than a week away from the end of school), we were still living in dorms, I had only just the week prior heard that we might have access to LSD, and I was the only one of my friends brave enough to try it (everyone was worried about flashbacks, but the research I did suggested that they really wouldn't be too bad, if at all). We're a strong group of friends, tightly knit. These were the guys that introduced me to weed, etc. My first true friends, due to my awful experiences in high school. <br> <br> Anyway, I awaken for my birthday, the tab already stored away in my fridge, I picked up my brand new grinder from the post office, I check through my mail, and I've gotten an email from a Google recruiter (quick opportunity to call my mom so I don't have to ignore her all day). Oh yeah, and it was an absolutely GORGEOUS day - high of 62*F, sunny (so it was absolutely comfortable to be out in pants and a t-shirt), this was looking good. I emptied my pockets of all but my wallet and keys, and popped the tab in my mouth at 12:00 noon. (so that t+1 would be 1:00, etc.). I chilled on my couch with a few of my friends waiting around for the inevitable, all while wondering if I had just eaten a piece of paper... <br> <br> Fast forward to about 1:00. Still haven't felt any effects, although I obviously didn't know what I was looking for exactly. Until the shadow behind the towel on the wall started to shift and colorcycle just slightly. It wasn't much, but I knew I was in for a ride. At that point, I only had fairly vague visuals (things colorcycled, but only within a small range of colors), and I could feel my mind starting to run in interesting ways fairly quickly (Two good quotes from me: 'I was going to ask you what color the poster was, but then I realized your answer could not be satisfying to me.' and 'How come words don't look like words upside down, they look like upside down words?'). I enjoyed staring at the walls for a bit, but then decided to start my adventure. <br> <br> First stop, my friend who lived across the hall from me. She showed me that IBM video explaining logarithms - basically it's a shot of zooming way out on a couple enjoying a picnic, all the way to the universe scale, then zooming way in to the subatomic scale. That absolutely captured me, and did color a lot of my thoughts throughout the day. A few other videos weren't as appealing, and we all decided it would be a good time to go outside. <br> <br> It's me and three of my friends, we make it out of the door of the dorm, and we run into our RA in short order. I crack up, thinking about how she has no idea what's going on inside my head. We run a little later into more RA's doing an area program involving, as far as I recall, watersports and freezepops - neither of which interested me at the time. One of my friends goes off to get a freeze pop, and I think at that point had to go to class, so goes off towards academic side while the rest of us head off through the woods. I should mention, that in my mind, it's absolutely amazing looking at all the people around, thinking about what they're thinking, thinking about how visible I am to myself, and how basically invisible I am to everyone else, and being put into a damn good mood by everyone talking about how they were basically done with classes for the year. <br> <br> We head off to the woods, and I don't know whether it's because of the LSD, or the weather, but it seems to me like everything is just a hell of a lot more GREEN in there. Everything was growing in, and I really hadn't noticed until then. Plus, although I wasn't feeling much in terms of visuals, all the green that was there was definitely a lot more vibrant a green than I had ever seen before. We take a walk through the woods (often used by stoners, by the way). I notice how damn big one of the robins is. I'm distracted by the movement of just about everything in the forest. We go over to one of the more popular spots in the woods, 'Narnia', which we hadn't been to since I got caught with a bong between my legs about a month back. We had nothing on us, so nothing to worry about. I run through those events a little bit, although in a totally great mood. We also run through the time we met up with a schizophrenic girl back there, and we figured out which tree she jumped out of. A bit more nature enjoyment, and we're off - we keep walking and we catch up with the road around campus to get back to the dorms. Here's where a bit of auditory tripping comes out. <br> <br> Up to that point, everything had been fairly moderate - probably a +. When the auditory trip kicked in, I'd say it went up to a ++. I all of a sudden stopped walking - all of my mind was just as 'there' as it had been all day, but I noticed something funny. I could just barely hear the cars driving right next to me, but the sounds of the forest, the wind blowing through the trees, the birds chirping, etc. all were intensely loud. I started losing my ability to think like normal, and started thinking in 'LSD mode' (which I'll explain a bit later), and came up with some funny idea about how important nature was, and how unimportant the real world was... an idea it was almost impossible to put into words. After a little bit, we keep walking, and we head right back up to my dorm. <br> <br> Physically, at that point, I was red and overheating, people commented that it looked like I had gotten a bit too much sun, but after resting a bit, sweating it off, and keeping with my liquid intake like I had been so careful to do all day, I went back to normal. I should stress this - I was VERY glad to have a ton of those 23oz green tea cans around - I went through alll of the ones I had left, and that was good. Just keep drinking. <br> <br> Back in the dorm, we met up with a few more friends who had been in class up to that point, talked for a bit, and such. My concept of time is a bit fuzzy, but my guess would be that this was around 2-3pm. <br> <br> Basically, chilling at this point involved my sitting on my couch, mostly thinking, occasionally talking with people, and my friend who was watching me playing a videogame in my room, while playing music on my stereo. I don't know how much time passed around then - it feels like a lot, but at the same time, I can't remember enough events around there to justify it being a lot - that's a common theme, asking my internal clock about what time it was, and my internal clock responding three different answers at the same time depending on how it figured it - one was way slow, one was dead on, and one was way fast, although I had no trust that any one of them was correct. <br> <br> At that point, I'd classify my baseline as ++. I was getting used to my thoughts shooting off, etc. I still held myself fairly grounded, though. It was then that I determined that I wanted to try to let that go a little. Basically, I lay down on my couch, stared at the ceiling, and through a process very similar to trying to get to sleep while being a bit curious about what happened while you go to sleep, I let myself drift off into a deeper trip. This was the peak of my visuals, and while I let it, it certainly felt like a +++ (although was still a ++ since I could easily come out of it). The walls started to melt around, distort into absolutely intangible shapes, all while my mind did things I can no longer comprehend... what a cool experience. <br> <br> Part of that, was one of the coolest things I've ever experienced - I saw the double helix of DNA in the sky, much, I imagine, like Francis Crick did so many years prior. Feeling a thought begin to form, I asked my friend to play Longview by Green Day - with a bassline conceived from an acid trip. It fit exactly well. I realized just how similar all of our thought processes were, and really felt connected to everyone else in the world. <br> <br> Anyway, I guess at that point it was a bit before, or actually more likely, a bit after 4:00. We decided to go out into the woods again, this time with a different assortment of people, and the tiny bit of weed that we had between us. The goal was for two of my friends to study for a math test coming up, while getting high, and I was coming along for the walk. We went to a lesser-known spot in the woods. My original plan was to not smoke with them - I wanted to experience as pure an LSD experience as possible. <br> <br> They talked a bit about math, and I thought a bit about other things - well, at the rate I was going, everything all at once. Here I'll explain what my 'LSD mode' is - it's what really made me realize how much of a stimulant LSD really is. My thoughts would start somewhere, then, instead of just going linearly from one thought to the next, they seemed to bounce, for some reason I want to describe it as back and forth always moving up, always moving towards more abstract thoughts and concepts, always towards the same sorts of satisfying conclusions (one of which was the idea of the logarithms - that many concepts we had that are rated on some scale are really logarithmic, not linear, and that everyone has a different 'zero point' - a different spot on that scale. I can pin that idea on the video I had watched earlier). The disturbing part about the thoughts were that they continued faster than I could have them - I felt like I totally understood each point they were bouncing off of, but at the same time, if I tried to actually conceptuallize any one of those points into communicable or even just 'normal' thought, it took far too long, and I missed a few of the points ahead. I was able to, with intense concentration, commit a few of these steps in a single thought to short-term memory, and after a while, to talk about them to my increasingly high friends. They couldn't fathom how I was thinking, so they thought it pretty funny. I did too. <br> <br> I'd like to mention a few of the more poignant thoughts I had at that point. First off, I should note that this really felt like another peak of my trip, and it was just like my previous auditory and visual trips, although this one was in another sense. I thoroughly believed that there were, for sake of argument, 4 senses - visual, auditory, tactile and the last one, which I'll call chronospacial. The other two 'normal' senses, smell and taste, were part of chronospacial and tactile, respectively (although there was certainly some overlap). I believed (and it would come mostly true) that I would experience 4 seperate major trip events, like the previous two, and that this was the chronospacial turn. Basically, it messed with time, space, and primarily thought - the things involved with this sense that I had come up with. At this point, I was sort of bouncing fairly quickly between this strong +++ trip and my baseline. After that thought came through (well, I was chronospacially tripping, so order really wasn't important to me. It may have been before, I'll talk like I knew any sort of order, but it may not be right), I really started to feel the LSD jitters - I got a very funny feeling in my legs like I had been all day and on a previous trip on LSA, like they had just about fallen asleep, and the bloodflow was returning; I also physically was jittery at that point - my jaw particularly was vibrating pretty violently. I had heard that weed was good for this, and I decided to try it. The others had already smoked a bit, but they were more than willing to pack another - in this case, since we were pretty much out of everything else, a kief pack of my friend's pipe. He had to leave at that point, for either work or class, leaving just three of us on that little hill in the woods. It certainly helped calm the jitters quickly, and sprung my trip back up. <br> <br> Earlier in the year, one of our good friends had taken a leave of absence from school, and wasn't going to be back until at least the next year. We really missed him. For today, in wishing me a happy birthday, he mentioned to 'smoke a bowl for him.' The type of request that I would usually think about, but never to the degree that I did right there. In smoking that bowl, I was brought right back, almost completely right back into the experience of one lazy saturday morning wake-and-bake with him and one other friend on that same little hill - at that point I was on a t-break, but I still managed, with little effort, into coaxing them accidentally into smoking far more than they were expecting to - 5 big bowls from a BIG bong. I remembered all the details of the experience - although my visual, auditory, and tactile senses were still back there in reality, my chronospacial sense was right back in that old experience. That was absolutely amazing, and truly a great sense of smoking a bowl for someone. I had never missed him more, and I felt great in a reminiscing sort of way. <br> <br> One more thought I had that I shared with everyone else was about our perception of reality. After a recent salvia trip, I had realized suddenly the difference between perception and reality, and a big part of my current theory on what reality truly was, and how we'd never even be able to come close to comprehending everything in reality, and that the 'reality' we're in - this universe, etc. was just part of our perception of actual reality. Anyway, I wasn't talking about this idea - we'd already talked about this some time prior. First, I had a funny thought about how we'll never really be able to replay experiences ever again. We can remember quite a bit about them, but we can't go back and relive the whole experience - we can't be there again. I thought about the salvia trip I had, and how, although I can imagine what I saw, I can't see it again, and furthermore, how I'd be able to recall the experience at that point, but I'd never be able to have the experience, to feel the same way, to think the same way, etc. After that, I talked to my friends about a funny idea, almost fear that I sometimes had, that I was living life like the main character in A Beautiful Mind - basically, that my friends were all in my head, complete schizophrenic hallucinations. It was thought-provoking, and to satisfy myself, I came back to a conclusion I got during the perception vs. reality discussion from the salvia trip - that it didn't matter, that all we all had was the approximation of reality we see in our perception, so it didn't matter what was real, as long as the perception we lived in was the best we wanted it to be. <br> <br> I can't recall whether it was the cause or the result of that discussion, but at one point, we seemed to have an entire discussion about some topic, none of us actually using real words for a while, seemingly in each other's heads. It wasn't just me - the other two agreed with me that that had happened successfully. It was odd that it mimicked the way I was thinking so well (in progressing thoughts with and without understanding any of them, at the same time). <br> <br> Another big theme I felt there (again, all this is totally out of order, but order doesn't really matter when you're brain is in that state), was almost like deja vu. While I was sitting there, looking down, I could see my legs and arms, and I was aware of the sunglasses I had on my face (I was wearing them all day, I liked them, and they came up a couple of times), and it felt... right. It all felt familiar, I guess it felt like it had all come to this point, this was the greatest point ever. I kept thinking about the word 'LSD' at that point, and just seeing how well it fit. It agreed with the shape of my face, the shape of my glasses, the clothes I was wearing, the color of everything, it all felt so familiar as what I can only describe as perfectly satisfying. I hope that made some sense, because it made perfect sense at the time. Also, I felt a totally positive self-image. I had lost about 50lbs from that point last year, I felt healthier than ever, I had only started smoking, and truly expanding my mind in that year, and I really only gained friends, these friends within that year. I absolutely loved every part of me at that moment, and I even appreciated greatly that I appreciated myself so greatly. <br> <br> Anyway, after some time of that, it was probably after 5 at that point, we decided to walk over to an eatery at the other side of campus, and we'd meet up with another friend there, since she was just finishing up class. The walk there was quite intense, since I was still strongly chronospacially tripping. A common thing that would happen would be for me to continue walking, with no idea how I was doing it, since it felt like my head and my thoughts were just sort of floating around. Random things in my peripheral vision, including the ground, stopped existing in my view of the world, my arms felt weird, time felt weird, etc. Again with that three different answers for time deal, I honestly thought it took an hour to walk there, I knew it was only about 10-15 minutes, and part of me wanted to believe that it was basically instant. Walking around people once we got out of the woods was interesting - it was the same experience with them as it had been earlier, only to a greater degree, and also I had no idea where I was, every knowledge of where I was, and my periphery was going in and out of existence. For parts, I felt like I could, not see, but know the entire path of where we were going and coming from, all at once, and other times, I was just floating thoughts again. At one point, while we were walking past a few buildings, I had entirely believed that we were one path to the right of where we were - it's not that I was visually tripping, but I had entirely interpreted what I had seen completely wrong. That's where I learned a lot about how our other senses relate to the chronospatial, looking back. <br> <br> We eventually made it. I wasn't hungry (I wasn't expecting to be), although I did need a drink. This was going to be a challenge. This facility was a few different types of food all in one, with different cashiers and lines for food. I'd been there maybe twice before, but this time was really a challenge - I have always had social anxiety related to not knowing how to do certain social processes, and I realized, after wandering around for a tiny bit like an idiot, that I had no idea what to do. I ended up waiting in the Mexican food line with my friends, although I didn't want any food. When the lady asked me what I wanted, I told her that I just wanted a drink, and she said that I didn't have to wait in line, that I could go right ahead to the register. I still had no idea how to do this without cutting a line, so I told her it was alright, and only looked like a bit of an idiot. The most important part was that I not look like a tripping idiot, and I think I pulled that off. Anyway, I bought the large drink cup finally, and went over, wanting unsweetened iced tea. I filled an entire large cup with sweetened before figuring out how to get unsweetened - in retrospect I should've asked one of my friends to help me with that. It was alright, the artificial sweetener was bad, especially in that quantity, but it was liquid, and that helped. <br> <br> We sat outside, in some of the most comfortably proportioned wooden chairs that have ever existed, and talked about the day, about how done we were with school, etc. There were a lot of people around (it was the start of the dinner rush), and they were all talking about the same things. I spent most of the time half listening, half letting my thoughts bounce around - to the outside, it looked like I was totally spacing out half the time. That period of time lasted for a while, that friend we were meeting met us there, and as it approached what I guess was 6:00, my other friend left to go to that math test. Around then, we realized that the sun was going to set pretty soon, and that we should totally go somewhere to enjoy it fully. We eventually decided on the hill not far from us that was the tallest hill in the county, and where the city's radio towers were. After another seemingly both forever and instant walk back to dormside, we got ready to go. At this point, that was sort of my last big peak, and was on the comedown from there. <br> <br> 5 or 6 of us packed into my car, and I took shotgun and let one of my friends drive. It's a somewhat powerful (above average, at least) car, and while we were on our way, at one point, I told my friend to gun it in second - and was immediately brought back to the first test drive, the first time I got to experience just how fun that car could be, sitting shotgun because I couldn't even drive stick back then. I also remembered a bit of woods on the north side of campus that I wanted to smoke in at some point that day, and made a mental note of that. We made it to the hill, which I thought was fairly cool. I had wanted to make it up there anyway, because I had always been a bit of a radio geek, and tower farms have always interested me. I really enjoyed walking up the hill, and thought about both the time the last year, my senior year of high school, on our senior trip to the Poconos, and how strikingly similar an experience it was - this sort of end-of-year experience that wasn't all the way at the end of the year, etc. I also thought about how I had never truly appreciated hikes like this with my family. We looked out on the landscape, which was beautiful, but it was hard for me to put into place exactly where everything I was looking at was. It was interesting seeing how still most of the landscape was, and then seeing the highway around the city, and all the streets, totally full of motion, like little ants scurrying around. I thought about what it's like to be in one of those cars, and what it's like to look out and see the whole picture (again, like the logarithms from before). I thought about the fact that I could see this tower farm from my window in my dorm, and tried to find campus, but couldn't figure exactly where it was. We took a look at the sunset, but couldn't get a great view, since it wasn't on the right side of the hill to get a good overlook. My friend who drove did take the opportunity to take some great pictures with the light shining through the woods, and got what is still one of my favorite pictures of me (fortunately, I can show it to people, because you really can't tell what I was on). We chilled up there until the sun went down a bit, and then headed back (the mosquitos weren't as strong as they'd be in a few weeks, but there were some bothering us). We drove back, this time I sat in the back, and I thought about how satisfying it was that the sunset wasn't a satisfying cutoff, I thought about what it was like being in the back of my parent's car as a kid, not knowing the way (although I did have to give directions a few times), and so on. <br> <br> We made it back, at which point it was late enough that pretty much everyone was out of class. We all headed to my room, since it was the most comfy for holding a lot of people (with the couch and all). Everyone talked about the day, again about how they were done or almost done with school for the year, etc. Just good solid, happy conversation. Also, at one point, I got just a tiny bit of a tactile trip - I started feeling the texture of my pants, the shape of my sunglasses, and so on, and feeling absolutely wonderful for every bit of it. A few of our less close friends showed up to and chilled with us for a bit, there was a little bit of beer left (I didn't take any), etc. There were talks to try to acquire more weed, but that wasn't going so well at that point. After a while, pretty much everyone wanted to play kanjam out on campus somewhere - I didn't want to join because the plan was to also drink and smoke while doing that - I didn't want to risk getting caught like that, so I stayed back for a bit. <br> <br> It didn't take long to get antsy, I packed myself up my bong and everything I needed to go along with it (at this point I'm maybe feeling +, but convincing myself I was totally sober, although I had the biggest urge in the world to smoke). Since we as a group were basically eniterly out of weed, I had to borrow some from someone else - it's great that everyone on my floor is super friendly, and I'm totally willing to smoke him out later, I just REALLY NEEDED to smoke at that point. It's hard to explain that urge. I'm on my way out, and I run into my friend who had been at her sorority thing of some sort all night thusfar (I hadn't seen her since the first time I went outside), and she happily agrees to go with me to the woods. We head to that spot on the north side that I had made a note to smoke at earlier, I talk about my experience up to now, she talks about her day with the sorority thing, etc. I smoked most of a pack of that bong by myself, as she was still new to the weed game. <br> <br> The first really bad thing to happen all day was when we were almost done (oh yeah, and smoking was really bringing my trip back up), and we hear some people going around the woods - I bag up the bong (although it's totally set up still), and try to figure out what's going on - nobody ever came out to the part of the woods we were in, so we both sort of assumed it was public safety looking for us. A bit of freaking out later, and it's just some people starting a fire a little further away. We finish up, then get word that the other group was in the woods on the other side of campus. Cool, we'll meet up, hang out, it sounds great. <br> <br> We leave the woods, and I make sure to stop for a second to look up at the stars - I had wanted to lie down, but the grass was very wet. It was a very clear day, and you could see tons of stars. Two things happened to me during that. At one point, I totally heard a rave that didn't exist going on around there, and sort of had the experience in my head to some degree - definitely auditory hallucinations, and a bit on that chronospatial, but not too much. Also, for the first time I totally understood constellations. I had always been able to pick out the shapes and such, but this time, I was actually able to see the horses, the people up there, superimposed over the stars. That was pretty cool. <br> <br> We continued on our way, and made it to the woods, although we weren't yet at our destination. As we were finally approaching the spot, we, and everyone already at the spot, saw a flashlight, followed be somebody in a deep voice yelling 'Hey, there's kids in there!' The way they were talking, it was as though it was the cops, trying to give us a chance to get the hell out of there, because they were looking. I wouldn't have freaked out, since everything I had on me was away, and I felt confident in my ability to refuse a search and whatnot, except that I entirely believed they had drug dogs with them. I panicked pretty badly, along with everyone else, and was trying to decide whether to ditch my stuff or not - I believed the most rational thing to do was to run. I tried to make it to another path that eventually led across a stream and back to dorm side, but I missed the entrance to that (nighttime in the woods is just about the worst situation for trying to get any input from your senses - which led to it being terrifying in both instances), and ended up cornering myself basically in the swamp. All along, I was thinking, if I didn't have all that stuff on me, I was going to check out the situation, see if it actually was the cops, and maybe end the panic altogether. I was really hoping that someone would do that, and not long after thinking that, it sounded like someone was doing that, although I had entirely believed that, from the sounds of it, it actually was the cops, and that there was no way out of it for me. I should also mention that, since I had already been caught earlier in the year, if I got caught again, I was basically out of school, which basically meant I was afraid for my life. Just a little more of that panic, before it all came out that the 'cops' were some drunk third-years who were playing a bit of a prank while they were looking for one of thier friends who had made his way through the woods somewhere. I was not the only one to thank them for the experience - now that we knew it was totally safe, I realized that I had not been that absolutely terrified in a long time, and in retrospect, it was thrilling. I honestly believed that I was not safe, and that doesn't come up often. <br> <br> We made our way back to the dorms - I can't recall if we went out again after that, so I'll say we didn't. We all talked over what had happened for a bit, and then, because it was still a weekday, slowly started going off to bed. At that point it was around midnight, and I myself made it into bed. <br> <br> The next day, I was mentally exhausted, did hardly anything, and still went to sleep early. Both that day and the day after, when I smoked, I was brought back very slightly into my trip, although even at its strongest, it was barely a ++. I have not experienced any other flashbacks since.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2012</td><td width="90">ExpID: 96678</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 19</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Dec 12, 2018</td><td>Views: 846</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=96678&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=96678&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), First Times (2), Nature / Outdoors (23), Hangover / Days After (46), Various (28)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 5:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">135 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> The acid trip was great. A very good time, but thats not what I'm here to talk about. About 5 hours after taking the acid, while I was coming down, we smoked a joint on the deck. Everything was going fine, I only hit the joint about 3 times before it was gone. <br> <br> All of a sudden, I was just staring at the fire. Everyones voices blended together in a maelstrom of words. Next thing I know, my friends are all looking at me asking if I had just had a seizure. I don't think I had a seizure I just passed out. At this point I was pretty scared, so I went in the house. I remember falling on the ground in the living room and just being unable to move. After this happened I stood up and went into a dark room to lay on the bed. Everything was coated with stars and circles and it looked like the matrix in that room. <br> <br> I got up after I calmed down, went into the kitchen and attempted to tell the story of what just happened. Apparently I had passed out again and they caught me. I laid on the ground in the kitchen for a while and then went upstairs to go to bed. I was laying in my bed watching Monty Python when all of a sudden my spine started to ache. I knew it was happening again, so I rolled over and put my face in a pillow. This seemed to stop me from passing out again. Overall, it was worth it. I lived, and looking back on it the next day, it was kinda funny.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2010</td><td width="90">ExpID: 87334</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 17</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Dec 13, 2018</td><td>Views: 791</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=87334&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=87334&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Cannabis (1) : Combinations (3), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/ketamine/">Ketamine</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">11 st</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> LSD Trip Addiction <br> <br> [Reported Substance: "any hallucinogenic with ketamine"] <br> <br> Discovering my preferred apparently non-addictive drug LSD or similar I entered a journey which became my goal and absolution. I persued the most enlightened aware powerful being I could be, bad trips were triggered at will after I realised evil was my evolutionary tool and was utilised with control. Good trips were to enjoy at parties etc. <br> <br> Alone I would go deep into my mind with LSD bottles emptied and very close to overdose with synthetic cousins of LSD. Through a couple of years I learnt what it is to 'be' god as I knew how to compose this persona. I learnt one's 'miracles' had to keep improving if one was to up hold this divine image, I learnt this is where Jesus went wrong and was crucified, people started to clock my seemingly super human abilities and started to test my abilities. After realising this I couldn't rest until I was ahead again but realising my position I got myself into I was compelled to search deeper and remain on top. It took more hallucinogenics and more deep meditation to realise I couldn't uphold this veneer and was reduced to normality to learn my next lesson. My mind was like a untouchable fortress yet my body wasn't, my brain started to fatigue my body became effortless and unmotivated so I decided to clean up repair the temple which is my body so I could proceed my journey. <br> <br> I retreated to the only place I could, nature, away from any distractions and live on my survival skills and take a 3 month break from society and its expectations. Hallucinations would occur on will now without need for any drugs I told myself its a reminder of the illusion we live in battling with my fragile body wasn't until 2 months in the wilderness I had experienced my personified god after weeks of hell mentally. He told me my errors what I needed to do and returned my body to full strength with a condition I didn't show off my abilities with universal energy's and didn't use them for ego gain. I returned to my family and friends like a new man unwilling to perform or show anything I learnt unless it was righteous, I remain a open ear for help and a healer for injuries and likewise but now I have a subconscious master guiding me for supreme purpose <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">now I have a subconscious master guiding me for supreme purpose</div></div>. <br> <br> Can I say LSD gave me this? No I can say it helped but its nothing you can't achieve with meditation. Some claim I've lost it but I'm still in college still abide fine with standard lifestyles. The question is, is ignorance bliss? Yes but if you want more, total dedication and belief in your path is required its a fine line between insanity and enlightenment make sure you do it within your own boundaries and your own comfort you don't know what is round the corner and you might reject it. LSD and likewise can be addictive mentally not physically<!-- I hope this helps and I hope people can read and relate with growing numbers-->. <br> Glory to thee not to me, Strength with virtue, Victory and Defeat, Peace, Love and Harmony World :)<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2011</td><td width="90">ExpID: 92598</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 19</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Dec 27, 2018</td><td>Views: 3,376</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=92598&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=92598&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Ketamine (31) : Retrospective / Summary (11), Addiction & Habituation (10), Not Applicable (38)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2.5 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">140 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I was 22. Had just moved in with my boyfriend into a building that was being gentrified from a former crack house to the standard yuppie apartments (we had bullet holes in one window). As the renovations were ongoing for our time there it was rarely quiet and often workers walked in and out of our residence unannounced. But the day previous they stated they all had Sunday off, so that was when we decided to do our acid. <br> <br> Unfortunately my mind set was much as it is now and always has been. Depressed, anxious, paranoid, and pessimistic. I try to keep all that at bay and enjoy my life, but its difficult. So that Sunday morning with a freshly neat and cleaned apartment my boyfriend gave me two and half little pieces of paper. I put them in my mouth and left them for half an hour. He did the same. <br> <br> At first it was nice. It was sunny out. A warm late spring day in the midwest. Sun was streaming through the windows. I was with the man I loved and would eventually marry. I felt nice and cozy. The cat was on my lap purring. Just laying there purring. I wasn't even petting her. We decided to paint. Make some music. Draw some. Just do as we pleased. <br> <br> I honestly have no recollection of how it happened, but I found myself naked as the day as I was born and just laying on our bed. I was perfectly content to stare at the textures of the ceiling. Then someone knocked on the door. It seemed impossibly loud. My boyfriend hurriedly put his pants back and on and went to the door. The workers decided to try and get some time and a half pay. They were working Sunday. <br> <br> I heard all this while cowering naked in the closet and desperately clutching my confused cat for comfort. My man came back and tried to calm me down. It did not work. <br> <br> We returned to the bed (I had replaced my clothing), the cat sticking by my side for some reason, and tried to again find the calm comfy place we were. I couldn't find it. I could hear everything at once. Screaming children, running faucets, footsteps, conversations, the pipes being worked on downstairs and it all came from everywhere and nowhere. It was horrible. I started to cry. I thought of the sharks sticker in the bathroom, the bullet holes in the window, the phantom image of a toddler running by it I had experienced much earlier and while not all drug impaired. I decided then that he had been shot to death and cried even harder. <br> <br> The cat nuzzled my face and emitted a worried little meow in my direction. This for some reason struck me as hilarious. I then proceeded to laugh hysterically for approximately 15 minutes. <br> <br> At the site of my mate's worried face I then flipped into sobbing mode for a few minutes. Eventually the groaning, whining, screeching, and banging caused from the plumbing work below began to disturb him as well. It sounded like it was in our bathroom. The footsteps seemed to be in our hall. We looked but no one was there. <br> <br> We relocated ourselves to the front room and sat in front of the big windows and just basked in the sun for awhile. I was feeling pretty good. Then I heard a woman scream. Heard a kid being smacked. Heard a baby cry. I looked out and saw the beautiful tall old trees, taller than our building, and thought of all the horrible human mess below. I then proceeded to cry non-step for more than half an hour. <br> <br> We tried listening to music. It sounded like the musician was standing next to me, singing the words directly into my ear. I could not stand the sensation. We shut it off. <br> <br> Somehow I gave in to my man's request for sexual intercourse. I found myself naked on the bed again. I felt like I was going to sink into the mattress like someone sinks into quicksand and I assumed I would be suffocated. It took an intense effort to keep myself sane enough to recongnize the fear as completely insane. Then he was doing what guy's do and I was enduring it. I usually love it. I felt like my limbs were shrinking. Like rapidly deflating balloons and that my skull was collapsing. I thought he was going to meld with me like two plastic pieces being melted and stuck together forever. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">I felt like my limbs were shrinking. Like rapidly deflating balloons and that my skull was collapsing. I thought he was going to meld with me like two plastic pieces being melted and stuck together forever.</div></div> We'd be like siamese twins conected at the genitals. I focused on staying calm. I heard footsteps, but disregarded them. I heard a man laugh. A man say, 'There indisposed.' Then a door close. I still do not know whether or not a worker walked in and witnessed or drugged copulation or if it was a hallucination. <br> <br> For the remainder of the trip we retreated to a newly empty room of the house. My man's schizo brother had moved back in with his mommy and taken his stuff with him. The large empty minimalist space soothed my mind and my racing heart. We sat on the floor and just stared at each other. Waiting out the unpleasantness. We seemed to read each other's mind. I leaned on the window while he went to use the toilet and was horrified at how I actually did want to do the cliche. I felt my body wanting to toss itself out the window and I fought with my hands to not open it and help me through. It was no death wish. There was a crack dealer standing below. It ocurred to me that it would be hilarious for a drugged chick to land on him and smash him. <br> <br> Fianlly, after 9 horrible hours the trip ended. I had never felt my depression, paranoia, and anxiety at a more intense level than when I was on LSD. I'm 26 now and still have never taken it again. And I never will.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 1998</td><td width="90">ExpID: 14114</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jan 6, 2019</td><td>Views: 1,069</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=14114&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=14114&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), First Times (2), Bad Trips (6), Sex Discussion (14), Depression (15), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">8 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/pharms/alprazolam/">Pharms - Alprazolam</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(pill / tablet)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 1:30</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">140 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> A Night Not Soon Forgotten <br> <br> The day started out normal, me, hustling through the day to pay the rent and 'accessories' I thought I needed at the time. Now don't get me wrong I'm not lazy at all. I have always had a full time job but whenever I get home I flip the switch into dealing weight and only weight of high quality herb (humbolt) and some mexican bricks. I made quite an ammount of money over the years, and now I'm broke and not much to show for it besides a couple 60' tvs and some videogames I dont care about anymore. Anyway... <br> <br> A friend called me trying to score some xanax. Being the regular bar head I am I almost always have a hookup and I ended up getting myself a few while I was there. Now before I go on, you all must understand I've been taking xanax everyday for almost 3 1/2 years and have quite a tolerance (8-10 BARS a day), and 4 bars isn't really shit. Well later on that night another friend asked me to get him some cid. After I got his I decided fuck it I'll take two hits for myself. WORST IDEA EVER <br> <br> T-00:00 I pop all four bars orally and popped my doses and began the long wait to trip. After only a few minutes I was starting to feel the xanax. <br> <br> T-00:45 After awhile the tv show I was watching began to become funny as fuck and eventually I wasn't paying much attention to it because the walls were breathing too hard lol. <br> <br> T-1:30 By this time I'm faded pretty good and smoking a few bowls of kush helps alot and not to mention the poster above my TV came to life and freaked the fuck outa me! Only problem was the kid I got the doses for was LINGERING around my apt and wouldn't leave..which would have been fine if he would have been QUIET for 2 seconds... <br> <br> T-2:00 My trips going well, a few ppl come over to get bricks of mexican redhair (dirt weed...) and I'm completely fine in my tripped out state, aside from minor aches in my lower legs. <br> <br> T-3:00 Still tripping hard and having a pretty good time, this kid in my ear yapping bout how much he loves acid and my legs are at 6-10 for the pain level. I thought this was extremely odd for my legs to hurt at all and accounted it to the acid maybe having strick-9 or something idk. <br> <br> 4:00 OKAY now I'm ready to just pass out my legs are killing me IDK why the fuck they are... Gosh its fucking weird but I still try to enjoy my trip. I was very close to slipping into a bad trip AT MY OWN HOUSE because of the pain. My mind was thinking I was gonna die and my legs were the problem!!! CUT THEM OFFFFF!!!! <br> <br> Just kidding, but seriously my head was filled with Crazy ideas of why my legs were hurting. The funiest thing was anything I thought really hard about, i.e. my blood vessels and veins, I could see and be inside them as if I was flowing through them like blood. It was very good acid. <br> <br> T-5:45 to 6:30 I began looking at my floral pattern on my couches and started to get nauseas and went back to my bedroom to lay in the dark and listen to music... All this money I had and no fucking good cds... Turn on the FM stero to some classic rock and layed in the dark trying to relax. Hard as I tried relaxing wasn't on my leg pain's agenda. <br> <br> T:7:00- 7:30 I was starting to get angry I couldnt fall asleep and ended up calling my GF over to massage my legs. She's so wonderful I love her so much... <br> T:8:00ish My gf made them feel much better and I quickly fell asleep only to feel like SHIIITT the next day. <br> <br> This was the first time I'd ever had a bad experience with acid. It was strange for me to have had a bad experience with the combination of LSD and xanax as I've done it quite a few times. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">It was strange for me to have had a bad experience with the combination of LSD and xanax as I've done it quite a few times.</div></div> I've had a few bad trips with shrooms but nothing to bad and never with acid. <br> <br> In the long run phsyco drugs or any other drugs are not great in large doses... My best friend is completely FRIED due to acid, shrooms and moonpods. I hope one day he'll come back from his crazy state of mind and be the friend I've known for 11 years.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2009</td><td width="90">ExpID: 86638</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 20</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Feb 3, 2019</td><td>Views: 872</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=86638&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=86638&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Health Problems (27), Combinations (3)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  repeated</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/tobacco/">Tobacco - Cigarettes</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">insufflated</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/dmt/">DMT</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">200 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I have had some experience with a few drugs in the past. I had smoked marijuana for a few years. Then at a festival I tried Ecstasy for the first time. Sometime after that a friend got a hold of some acid. I had done it once before this experience. <br> <br> My friend A was attempting to have a party that night, but since he couldn't get a hold of any alcohol we just decided to trip that night. Sometime after that we played some flaming badminton high. <br> <br> Throughout the night we were steadily blazed. Finally friend B showed up with the array of substances. He brought some Gel Tabs, E, DMT he extracted, and some great Cannibas. <br> <br> I purchased 5 hits for 40 and dropped 3, saving 2 for a later time. Before friend A and B dropped they walked home and picked up a bunch of crazy lights for all of us to enjoy. Finally after what seemed like an hour or two they got back... but it was only 40 tops. Right about now I was starting to get a few chasers and becoming a tad stupider. <br> <br> After this things get fragmented. But sometime during the night 3 other friends who weren't dropping left to go to another party, because they were dissapointed there was no beer. After 40 minutes they returned, I swear it was more like 2 or more hours. <br> <br> After that we all just sat around smoking and tripping to some Colour Haze (band). We took a cigarette break and returned. Friend B asked me if I wanted to make the trip more intense, instinctively I wanted to but I knew I had to get up early in the morning and get some sleep, so I turned down dropping the other 2 hits. He then corrected me and said that's not what he meant, he called me up to where he was sitting and had me snort some Ecstasy; I was pleasantly surprised! <br> <br> Now everything was so much more happy and I was having some nice visuals from the gels (I was a blast looking at all the crazy lights he had, he even had a projector that projected amoebas moving around on the wall!) Then maybe 30 minutes to an hour after the E, friend B pulled out the DMT he extracted earlier in the year. I just took the seconds of 3 or 4 other people's big hits, which was fine with me, it was free. With the DMT I closed my eyes and let it take me to another world! I was flying through corridors and flipping, slipping, and sliding through space. <br> <br> After that the weed started to take its toll and I passed out. It was a very, very enjoyable night. I'm looking forward to doing something like this again!<!--I highly recommend trying these three substances separately at first (of course), then trying them combined!--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2009</td><td width="90">ExpID: 83217</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Feb 14, 2019</td><td>Views: 779</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=83217&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=83217&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), DMT (18) : General (1), Combinations (3), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:30</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">105 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I've done probably a hundred pills and know how to use xtc. But I've only done acid once before, and it wasn't a good experience. So I figured taking a pill while I was frying would make me hapy right? Not the case. <br> <br> About 30 minutes after dropping the acid, I took a pill, chewed up. The acid started kicking in and it was interesting as hell, and a bit weird just getting use to the visual changes. Then the mental acid effects started to come in, like 'stuck on stupid' status also I was laughing at everything, mainly because I think I was nervous. <br> <br> This is why I believe that I shouldn't have taken the x, an extreme sense of paranoia would not leave my head for a good hour and 30 minutes. I was convinced that my dad was going to come home and see me on acid. Even though I just talked to him on the phone and he said he was still at work hours away. This was the only part of my trip that was bad, and kind of embarrassing. Cos my friend had to keep reassuring me that I was 'safe'. I think it was the xtc that made me mentally be so hyper that all of my thoughts and energy had nowhere to go except paranoia. <br> <br> After about two hours after dropping acid and after leaving my house I became truly happy. And began the experience of a true acid trip. I regret taking the x cos I wasn't able to really enjoy the peak of my trip cos I was too busy being paranoid.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2009</td><td width="90">ExpID: 82593</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 16</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Feb 20, 2019</td><td>Views: 764</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=82593&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=82593&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), MDMA (3) : Combinations (3), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">4 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 cup</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/coffee/">Coffee</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  repeated</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">insufflated</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/ketamine/">Ketamine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">140 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> <!--Hi everyone, I initially posted this under r/Psychonauts, and someone suggested I post here as well. I just copy-pasted cause I’m lazy- <br/> <br/> - - - <br/> <br/> I have to post this under a throwaway because my mom is on reddit more than I am and I know for a fact she’s on here, so first I’d like to say an obligatory “Hey Mom.” Also, I know its long but just bear with me- <br/> <br/> Now first, -->I’d like to say that even though it sounds like I’m an idiot- I have actually done psychedelics before, both LSD and ketamine multiple times before. I know the risks of mixing substances, and I haven’t done much more mixing than some weed with whatever I’m doing (mdma, alc, xan, etc.). I’m pretty cautious with drugs for the most part. <br> <br> I have these dropper bottles I bought from the store that I was going to use for microdosing LSD, but I grabbed the wrong bottle from the drawer. This bottle was empty but the inside was coated with a thin facial oil (I think CE ferulic) and I didn’t realize until I dropped some of my pure stuff over in it. I was pissed, it was a big bottle, and I put like 4 drops in there. <br> <br> Later that night I was going to a “shesh” with some friends, in which there would be some psychedelic present that we hadn’t decided on yet. My friends show up, I tell them my fuck up and one suggested that I just do the acid right then anyway, and if I was tripping at the party then they would do their best to accommodate me, and if I wasn’t then hey I could smoke or do something else. So I had this moment like “Fuck it guess I’m either tripping balls tonight or this shit is straight destroyed.” I just fill the bottle a quarter of the way with some distilled water, and drank that. We go get some coffee and some snacks, walk around a bit, find ourselves at our friends. <br> <br> We get the chonger out, we’re doing hella rips. We’ve got good vibes, I believe we were listening to a lot of Yeasayer and then eventually like some “HipHop Beats to Study to” for just ambience, cause I think we were getting a little fussy with each other’s music. I smoke several rips, I did like a small piece of a dab- I feel NO-THING from the acid I took earlier. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">I feel NO-THING from the acid I took earlier.</div></div> Like absolutely nothing reminiscent to LSD, just the heaviness of weed. And at this point the parties going on, several friends show up, one after another, and they’re all staying for a while and sharing the like deats. (“Yeah my brothers been in the Virgin Islands getting some major tang.”, “I recently found out that I have a heart condition, so I can’t do *as much* coke as I have been doing....”, for example) This carried on throughout the night with everyone being at totally different levels of sobriety. And then, one of my own friends drops by, to share some of the shit he just got. <br> <br> Now, I’ve done ketamine, but I like my sinuses a lot and that shit tastes nasty. However, once he busted it out, everyone wanted a taste. He, however, offers me the first line (after his). And of course, you gotta get while the gettin’s good, and I wanted to feel something that night so- I do the line. <br> <br> And it hurts, I rub my nose for a second, chat with my friend for a second an then realize I have to pee. I stand up, feel some kind of vertigo. Everything slows down a bit, like my vision is one of those scanners in a movie that locks onto tiny movement and interesting patterns. I recognize, instantly, that for the amount of ketamine I did, I should not be feeling it so strong. I am now in the bathroom, hyper aware of my existence in the bathroom. It smells like piss, and this turns my stomach and I puke into the toilet. <br> <br> After I puked, I felt so much better. Like near the point of like ascension better. I actually felt my clouds of depression, the anxieties, the everything. I felt so at peace with my being, I felt beautiful. I felt like a god- because I recognized that I was one, and I said this aloud many times to myself in the bathroom, very much like a severely mentally ill person does. <br> <br> As I raised my head from the toilet, I went to share my revelations with my friends, but I was stopped by another involuntary puke. Followed by another. Not a problem, I’m still very much tripping, and accepting the puke as part of a cleansing of my spirit. I recognize that I must purge my nastiness to begin again. <br> <br> Well, the purging did not stop, and frankly my optimism about this whole cleansing my spirit shit lasted like 5 minutes <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">the purging did not stop, and frankly my optimism about this whole cleansing my spirit shit lasted like 5 minutes</div></div>, after all, gods do not puke uncontrollably. So I guess I was pretty humbled in that moment. I sat by that toilet for 15 more minutes, vomiting more than what I thought my stomach could hold. I leave the bathroom, and my friends have come to check on me. They escort me upstairs to a guest bedroom, and I lay down for a bit before I’m up again, my stomach not wanting to lay down. My head hurts, and while I did still have something in my stomach, the only thing I keep coughing up is a bit of water that I keep trying to hold. My throat just keeps contracting like I need to purge. My mouth is dry, I feel like I might dehydrate. So I’m just holding water in my mouth, letting it absorb into my mouth because every sip brings gagging. <br> <br> I lay back down, and my stomach is shifting again. And then I smell something. A litter box. It’s right next to the bed, between the wall. Once I find it, I can smell it perfectly, and see it has indeed been used recently by the house cat. And I just can’t help myself, the sight of cat shit and the smell of that deodorizing litter working overtime. Ugh. I vomit the rest of my stomach into the cat box. Then I keep retching but can’t puke, which was even worse. I fell into an acid sleep, where I'm like asleep but really not cause I feel like I was actually awake the entire time and the night just went by very quickly. <br> <br> I awoke, my friends came and brought me a bagel. I felt pretty good actually, despite the mush of my stomach being spilled into the litter box. I had a pretty good week, and became actually rather happy and stable for like a month. Which is really surprising to me because I thought that torture would fry my brain into oblivion, but I find myself being much more decisive than I was before- which is an odd takeaway from this whole thing. <br> <br> TL;DR: I took some acid that didn’t have any effect on me, so later that night I did some ketamine at a party. It made me think I was god, and then I spent the rest of the night vomiting into a litter box. Thought I was going to die, may have actually made life a bit better for me.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2019</td><td width="90">ExpID: 113031</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 18</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Mar 28, 2019</td><td>Views: 1,053</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=113031&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=113031&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Ketamine (31) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Combinations (3)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance">Unknown</td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">9 st</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Meet A and ingest a tab of what I am told by him is LSD, however after reflection on the matter it seems highly unlikely this was LSD, its bitter metallic taste was unlike anything I had had before, in fact it seems more than likely to be DOC as to the time frame of the trip seemed to last for much longer than 8 hours of acid, more like 22. <br> <br> As to the time of the dosage, it was just as night was falling across the festival, I’d guess to be about 8.30pm. One the first events post drop is that I follow A and J and sneak past a festival steward into crew camping by confidence trick, simply strolling through with my ordinary punter wristband openly on show, not a backstage one, the darkness definitely helps us succeed. We sit in M’s beat up people carrier which is when we start tripping balls – I’d estimate this is about 45 minutes to an hour into the trip. The van feels like a grotto, subterranean vibes, we begin chewing seat belts at J’s suggestion. <!--Together we discover van is chewable particularly the rubber door frames and steering wheel. Chew our way round on the soft rubber. M’s van is the only one on site much to securities disgust as he arrived early and by the time they found him to move it, it was already surrounded by tents.--> <br> <br> <!--Head back into festival after that strange experiences J tells me a story of the man who wanted success. He climbs higher to the top, on each rung of the ladder to “success” and each time he is offered beautiful women and declines because he still wants to reach “success”, as he climbs higher the women are more and more beautiful but still he wants success. At last he reaches the top and is confronted by a hideous being pouring out a stream of cess from his shrivelled penis. “Whose that!?” the man exclaims. That is Cess he is told, I thought you wanted to suck him? <br/> <br/> -->Head back to festival proper and go to watch band called Tantz in Rebel Soul tent, crazy klezmer sounds, full of emotion, I experience a full on synasthesia experience; the music elongates from the strings, hangs in jagged shapes and sad ornate loops. The colour of the music is a vivid purple and pinky red, the notes look like the violins and violas, an air of raggedness permeates all, faded glamour items now in tattered guises. The whole atmosphere is beautiful and overwhelming by the last song I am in tears. I feel like the set is a an ongoing narrative, each song is a story, a tale of a homeless peoples, a sad bedraggled group gathered here as festival goers, as humans, a celebration and a lament for our lives in a world where poverty is endemic and evil is afoot to stamp out our feelings, our emotions, our own rebel soul, something trying to rob us of this, our birthright. Share some cool moments with A and M and pose for photos of gurny faces. <br> <br> Am wearing A’s hoodie I should mention, borrowed from when we were at the van as I was cold. Strange hieroglyphs like wizarding ciphers adorn it, it feels like has a shamanic quality. I wear this hoodie for the evening with some kind of ever changing combo with the green earth jumper, sometimes the hoodie hangs loose from my shoulders, hanging down my back, barely worn, yet perfectly positioned, letting it all hang out, loosely jangling round the festival. I feel like a borrowed item myself, my clothes are from charity shops or borrowed from friends, like I am a waif or a stray, not only at the festival but in my life generally. This theme reoccurs throughout the evening. <br> <br> After the gig somehow lose everyone, maybe run away to explore and end up headed the woods, discover a grove and am hugged by trees, wrapped in folds of limbs it seems like a good time to stop and build a spliff and smoke. Encounter strange tree nymphs who may or may not have been really there, frolicking and spinning in the overarching beams of an ever living roof. Approached by a man who resembles a tourist, silly hat clutching a festival programme like a guide book to the pyramids or something. I talk to him, but he is confusing to me, I think he wants some acid but I can’t really help him as I haven’t got anything to give. He startles me slightly, I am a bit wary of him. I later dispatch myself into the forest proper and am lost in a maze of wood paths. Meet an unexpected party of 3 people who make me laugh with their weed tales and a story of another friend who has her own strain of cannabis named after her, they seem a bit like a cast of a strange TV show, a psychedelic sitcom yet to be written, one declares its his birthday today, here, now at the festival, all at once it feels as if its MY BIRTHDAY! And it is kind of a re-birthday. Suddenly it feels as if I am on holiday from Reality, suspended consequences apparently, or so it seems. My birthday, the holiday, I feel like a child, everything is exciting, I can’t even recite my own name, it doesn’t matter, I introduce myself to them as the Man with No Name. I am on holiday from all consequences. <br> <br> Rush around the festival more, feeling surges of energy leave the woods, JF calls me on my mobile, asks me to play out; meet him by the swings! Like a small child I rush off to the playground, but JF’s only a break from work. He is haggard and Dickensian looking, he droops tiredness, his saucer eyes have a forlornness of them of one who has worked too long in the coal fired town, a refugee from the slums of the festival. We enter the Reggae Roots Yard, the iron fire is huddled by a mass of pill chasers, vagrant mumblers’, sketchy characters and the girl I know - CCG stereotyping herself perfectly. Too much conversation with CCG and JF make me want to rush out of the grimy yard and back to the tranquil woods. I give her some MDMA I find in my pocket and decide to leave. CCG wants more pills, the more I talk to her the more robotic and computer like she seem, like a broken doll or something. Broken computer child, beeping out encoded messages. I take her to another tent, I am anxious to get in but CCG points out there is a queue to get in. The entrance is shaped like a police box, like the TARDIS from Doctor Who, you enter into a long corridor before coming out into a dance tent, it seems appropriate, we take photographs of ourselves, clickety click, glamour pouts, mooch down the eternity corridor that seems stretched and longer than usual and emerge into what at first glance seems like a middle class disco. Everything seems quite nice here; I feel as though I’ve suddenly become married to CCG, the thought seems terrifying. I wait around a while, but I just want to get away, I feel as though I’ve dragged her from the choking slums of the festival to this comfortable world of high society, I feel trapped as I play out this relationship with her in my head, I leave her talking to some DJs and then flee across country desperately seeking the freedoms of the woods. <br> <br> Meet A and M again somehow, A is tripping also, they want to go to the woods so we go together. Crossing a bridge we encounter a beautiful stream, suddenly the trees start to bequeath visions to us, the water shimmers and the trees start to vibrate to the colour waves around it. On rounding a corner a shark like thing hidden in the water takes us by surprise, M shouts a warning - lurking dangers, hidden depths, under river terrors! Consumer by fear and laughter. <br> <br> Find what seems to be a pub in the woods, actually a collection of instruments, old pianos and keys hung in the trees. I christen it the Piano and Elbow boozer with an old piano all beaten up and left in the woods. It is labelled the Silver Medal Exhibition, the runner up piano, second hand, second rate, now stripped of keys and back board, bare strings to be twanged, to be played. Play with sticks of metal, sinister piano music, watching the photographer (A) as he takes photos of us playing. Absolute super good fun, one of the best experiences of the festival. Al suddenly denounces it as useless, a silver medallist. M and I defend the runner up piano, but suddenly it all seems a bit close to the bone, M hits the piano, its all a bit too much for us both at the bone at the old Piano and Elbow. Leave swiftly. Stop at the next “pub” we christen it the Slag and Lizard refill water bottles after much confusion about what exactly is going on there, seems like we are in our home town at this point. <br> <br> Find a small grotto bedecked with mushroom type hieroglyphs, we look inside, feels like it is a den of our trippy mushroom cousins on earthy missions. We lie on our backs on the woodland floor, I begin to lose all sense of perspective or gravity, the trip hits really hard now, I feel as though I am lying down, standing up straight and hanging upside down all at once. It’s a beautiful weightlessness. Above (or below) the trees morph into strange dancers, dressed in brown 1920s style outfits, fans, top hats, the elaborate dresses, they toss and twirl in slow succession, waltzes in the stars, a cacophony of synchronisation. Yet to merely move ones head to the right was simply to observe A and M seated in usual position. Yet on my back I am weightless. I feel so incredibly eternally happy. JF appears briefly and seems like a soft-spoken elf. M attempts to collect glasses so he can reclaim his “deposit” on them and get a pint, I try to explain to him that there is no deposit, that by paying a pound extra he has simply bought a glass. M refuses to believe, claims he can still get a deposit back. I laugh louder and louder at the whole idea of holding a deposit, suddenly the cosmic joke strikes again, everybody is looking for their deposit from life but there is no deposit. This is it. <!-- M shows his coconut insurance, a pilfered coconut, we lament on the origins of the term “coconut shy” and its connotations. I ask what he is going to use his coconut for, M reckons he’s gonna throw it at some guy who didn’t serve him any rum in his coke. --> <br> <br> <!--Leave woods eventually, attempt to get in the “Hippie Fields” area but “rules are the rules” security guard overrules us. We try to reason with him for laughs but he claims if I enter he will need four men to tackle me and four more for M and four more for A. Like a Dalek he barks orders, guarding his bridge like a troll. His radio crackles in time to his petty dictates. -->After much deliberation we head to the big fire by the lake. Here we find the remainder of the band clinging to the Scouse outcrops, the wooden towers surrounding the fire, the spires of desires. <!--The Scouse miscreants as shark witted as the tree splintered tongues upon which they sit. -->We sit and stare for a while at the people below. A and I descend to gaze at the mansion across the lake, the scene is set, the graphics have loaded, a great wobble bubates the house, its windows bulge in geometric diamonds, its like we are playing both playing a game we christen Ketamine Mansions, both of us Level One, Player One. We’re always playing Level One of Infinity Levels. <!--We are both Player One. Postal messages, interrogation, ample supply of conversation. Rude apologies, shifting allegiances, laughing a lot. We reclimb the tower, perch and observe a man we name Wobbly K on another tower, a man so perilously close to the edge that he seems in danger of falling to his doom. He teeters on the edge of the edge, his fingers grip eternity. M exchanges his coconut across the void with his friend who sits next to Wobbly K. Scouse games – snide rules apply, an accidents an accident. M is daunted by ethical conflicts as to what would happen if he hit him off the perch. --> <br> <br> I see B and P near the fire below. I buy P some trips from A, I owe him. I wish more of my friends were there, I tell A how I love them all, how he’d love them, we try to summon them, chanting their names across the lake at the Kettie Mansion that simply wobbles back. But I feel as though I am there for them all, the ones who couldn’t make it, a representative for them, the Greats, the Legends. I owe them one. <br> <br> Trip hits its height at this point, the sun is bouncing over the horizon. I feel like I have ultimate control of whether its going to rise or not, I start to mutter a manta that comes to mind everythings gonna be, gonna be alright, everythings gonna be, gonna be alright, I feel like this simple act starts to affect everyone around me, the fire starts to react, the people start to play the tune, the drums start to beat it, my intentions start to manifest, its so overwhelming, I feel like a wizard, it’s a bit too much. I start directing this reality, I feel like God, fractal open eye visuals on the sky. I stop though, the power of my own intentions scares me, I want to sing, to shout to rave, to trip out, I am tripping out; you can do whatever you want to do seems to be the message of the trip, the one that manifests itself anyway in reoccurring trips… <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">I am tripping out; you can do whatever you want to do seems to be the message of the trip, the one that manifests itself anyway in reoccurring trips…</div></div> <br> <br> <!--Meet B again and we salvage an old chicken container from the floor and attach sticks from near the fire place that B mounts into a cross, typical of him. We stuff the bows of our makeshift boat before taking it to the lake below the wobbling Ketty Mansion and setting it on fire, is this Level 2? The boat is of course a flop. The fire doesn’t take properly, the flame gutters and the solitary chicken bone sinks with the craft. My half arsed stand against authority went barely unnoticed. We salvage the wreckage with a piece of firewood. The bark crunches in my hand, the splinters fly off at curling angles. Digging futile into the nearby sandpit I retrieve my water bottle from what seems like a desert. <br/> <br/> -->Heading back to my tents I check in on S and N, to find S fast asleep dreaming uneasy dreams. I climb inside my tent and lie half in and half out of consciousness, I cannot sleep, I find myself crouched over a crate of beer drawing a mind map of the festival, its provinces and pubs mapped<!--, the Piano and Elbow is baroque ornateness, beneath it the Slag and Lizard, adjacent to Tramps Paradise-->. Talk to friends who emerge about 9 o’clockish, we drink tea together. Life is nice, sit and chat for some while head off to find S, head off down to festival to admire the Skarumba, people dancing and exercising to the early morning tunes. Eat tomato and cheese but it’s a bit much for my stomach. Wander over to S’ tent to find them up and awake. Sit at the table and build a spliff and light it as a crowd of police walk by. I feel unconcerned but S urges me to rectify the situation. No spliffs. <!--Police thought raid over we settle back and play a dice game, Zilch 3000. S asks if we would play Zilch to decide our method of execution if we had the chance. We all agree we would. Reminds me of the Rime of the Ancient Mariner, the part were Life and Life in Death play dice for control of the Mariners fate. I win Zilch. The dice was loaded by the universe I swear. But its ok I am on holiday from reality so I knew I’d win, it’s my birthday! --> <br> <br> Back to the festival still tripping balls in between moments of lucidity. Watch the Festival Games, ridiculous light entertainment on a Sunday afternoon. <!--, a bit like television but worse, upsidedown football tournaments, greasy pole vaults, gay wrestling. I laugh so much its unbelievably stupid. This is what the Circus Maximus must have been like. We agree we are in Foreverfest, where everyday is like this, festival veterans must fight for survival in this arena of hay. Slightly weirded out we leave and head to the helterskelter where we rag it down, the height seems unbelievable, I sing the Beatles tune the whole way down. Can the best day ever get any better? We suddenly meet our friends from last night playing frisby on what appears to be a park. Barefooted we chase the frisby, I take a leaping jump on JH who seems incredibly happy also. We play frisby chase, hoping over laces, diving on each other – pile on M! <br/> -->Find I have no water or smokes or anything, I have to ask S if I can drink some of his, feel a lot of love towards him, like an older brother helping me out, feel borrowed and immature again like I'm dependent on others for substance and meaning. <!--We pass a group of people playing with the internal telephone system of the festival, S urges me to pass a message Gravy is a sin! I rush over and shout the secret message, they all turn to face me, they are all just a bunch of kids! S whispers Oh no you’ve traumatised them! Run away! I feel terrible, what if they have been traumatised for life as S helpfully suggests? Religion, lies, sexuality, sin…. cheers S… you managed to put a dark turn in there. --> <br> <br> The trip continues… later I find myself in a tent smoking a spliff. Outside its evening and the trees are eating each other… I point this to S who points out that it’s not actually real… bringing me back to ground… back to earth. The trees stop eating each other, everything is normal, some 22 hours later and reality has returned. We stand by the lake watching the fireworks whilst blasty pop music reminds us about money money money, its back to the realities of the edge world, back to work on the post round… its been the most amazing day, the best day ever, everything shimmered in its true form, interconnected, intertextualities, reality revealed, the curtain drawn back, the door of perception truly blasted open, I felt like I had touched the true face of god and it was in here in our own reality, in ourselves, we are the gods, we are the one we create this, perceptions altered, the world is the world but it just depends on how you see it… life altering… <br> <br> Note: Some years have passed since this trip, I remember it with fondness as it was my big break out trip, nothing, even on a higher dose, has ever come close to it again, which in a way I am glad. For a while I was in almost complete happiness after this, the next 6 months was a really sweet time anyway. I took some lessons onboard, eventually, one was not to be so dependent on others and to try and map out my own destiny. <!-- I’m pretty sure this was a DOC or DOB trip as it’s the only thing that seems to match up after extensive research; it --> <br> <br> Definitely wasn’t acid due to the duration.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2018</td><td width="90">ExpID: 112350</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 27</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Apr 16, 2019</td><td>Views: 1,031</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=112350&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=112350&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Unknown (120), LSD (2) : Festival / Lg. Crowd (24), Glowing Experiences (4)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">185 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> At the time I was dropping acid I was in College and tripping was the thing to do. I dropped probably 12-20 times and enjoyed the hell out of it. <br> <br> The only bad experience I had was after a particularly prolonged episode of tripping I neglected to physically take care of myself and no one else was looking out for me either (a lifeguard is always essential) and I got very sick, probably pneumonia from outside winter exposure and vitamin depletion from LSD binging. But that was from my own ignorance and foolishness. <br> <br> The actual experience of tripping was always a good one <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">The actual experience of tripping was always a good one</div></div> even if it was intense ('it's only a drug, it's only a drug...'). <br> <br> As for flashbacks, I've been in situations that were momentarily reminiscent of tripping and were quite enjoyable but nothing more than a passing curious phenomenon, like deja vu.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 1981-1982</td><td width="90">ExpID: 109102</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: May 1, 2019</td><td>Views: 586</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=109102&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=109102&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Unknown Context (20), Retrospective / Summary (11)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/mushrooms/">Mushrooms</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">300 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> June 21st 1997 - recovering from MS exacerbation on 3 months at parents home. Lost bladder control during exacerbation. No medical clearance to drive, to walk 30' it took my aprx 20 minutes due to MS plaque damage in gray matter. <br> <br> That evening I dosed w/ tab of paper, one cap/stem of mushroom. Depressed state of mind due to illness but felt good on conducting experiment upon my brain. Not the greatest of health at 300lbs, 6'2' tall. <br> <br> On evening in question, ran through the woods, no use of cane. I was a mountain bike while balancing on both pedals. I do have 4 witnesses to report observing what happened. <br> <br> Entering into June 22nd, life had improved greatly, could move faster, balance had improved almost 80% and upon second set of MRI images- neurologist at time in Maine stated, 'I'm not sure of what you did do, but the plaques have almost become non existent.' So he then presrcibed me sansert medication (derived from ergot). That medication is horrible by the way. <br> <br> <!--Please follow up with questions if you wish. -->I have MS and I have every INTENTION to perform such an experiment again when needed.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 1997</td><td width="90">ExpID: 84851</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 27</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: May 5, 2019</td><td>Views: 1,169</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=84851&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=84851&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Mushrooms (39), LSD (2) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Health Benefits (32), Combinations (3)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">140 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> <span class="erowid-warning">[Erowid Note: A substance(s) in this report might be identified incorrectly. Erowid reviewers question the author's identification of the drug described. Although the report is included in the collection, the substance might be something other than the author believed it to be.]</span> <br> <br> First Flashback <br> <br> The last time I did LSD was nearly 4 years ago. It will be 4 years on 9/10/02. A friend of mine at the time gave me one. All I know it was orange, small, clear and square. So small I didn't think it would fuck me up as bad as it did. I came home from school and dropped it. Making the worst mistake of my life. It was the worst and most life injuring trip I had. It was so scary, I thought I was going to stay like that. I remember as this fact I will come back to later, I went outside at my father's advice. I put my sunglasses on, as my eyes were hurting in the sun. For 14 hours it seemed, I feared for my old mind. It subsided but the trauma had already been done. I had so many more thoughts, but so many more fears afterwards. Well time went on, school was just one big fear. Thankfully I only a 2 classes. Well 4 years passed, on Monday I was again with my father outside I had my sunglasses on, and it occurred to me, 'Do I really need my sunglasses?' It popped into my head when I last thought that, 4 years ago. We were going to home depot and I thought, I can't handle this. This was my first flashback, its been 3 days and I have only felt normal in the daytime and with my family around. But when I'm alone I feel very lonely and panicky. My feet begin to feel numb and my neck begins to hurt. Oh I hope this is temporary.<!--For those that haven't done Acid and think about doing it, don't. Who wants to live insecure and sketchy the rest of their life...?--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 1998</td><td width="90">ExpID: 16975</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: May 7, 2019</td><td>Views: 781</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=16975&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=16975&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : First Times (2), Difficult Experiences (5), Bad Trips (6), HPPD / Lasting Visuals (40), Not Applicable (38)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">.5 joints/cigs</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 cig.</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">115 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Greatest Experience of My Life <br> <br> I had recently purchased 1 trip of liquid acid from my friend. I had always wanted to trip on acid. I bought 1 trip and 3.5 grams of hydro weed. So, I rolled the weed into 2 blunts. I smoked one with my friend. He left shortly after so I dropped the acid. <br> <br> About 45 minuted later I was tripping. It was night time and my and my friend left the woods and the leaves and trees gave off a metallic glow. Then I felt psychic. My friends were at a school sitting down when I called them. I said 'the cops will come meet me at arrowhead park' after that I had a vision where police dogs arrested all of them and I was there getting maced. So I sat down at the park and meditated. I saw lots of closed eye visuals including a green 'W' which was everywhere. <br> <br> Then people started shooting off fireworks and I got scared and ran away. After that I had psychic visions of God,Moses, and all religious dietes telling me that I was the chosen one and to lead the enslaves people to The Sea of Tides. I was also felling very happy, the greatest I have ever felt. I smoked my second blunt and thats where the colored trails set in. The were everywhere. Then I started spacing out and I saw a glowing larve come out of a door with a huge eye in the middle. The eye was telling me to join forces with it in the battle against evil. It was weird but also cool. <br> <br> I went home and started playing 'spyro The Dragon' for PS1. The dragon was flying out of the tv and around the room. Then I started to come down about 4.5 hours later. Aparently it wasn't the best acid but it was all I could get ahold of. This was by far the greatest experience of my life.<!--I would reccoment LSD to anyone that wants to see awesome visuals.--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2006</td><td width="90">ExpID: 55694</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: May 7, 2019</td><td>Views: 940</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=55694&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=55694&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Meditation (128) : General (1), First Times (2), Combinations (3), Mystical Experiences (9), Various (28)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/mushrooms/">Mushrooms</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(extract)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">100 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Giger and I <br> "LSD and Psilocybe extract" <br> <br> There was a time in the past when I traipsed through the world of trance music and psychedelia. I didn’t need guides and Goa gurus; Zappaesque Cosmik Debris replete with dreadlocks and Ganesh tee-shirts. That groove reminded me too much of school uniforms with everyone owning one. Not attractive enough. I was more seriously involved in learning the many paths and gateways encrypted in my own brain. I could never be a raver. <br> <br> “The further in you go, the bigger it gets!” <br> <br> A benign psychedelic person once gave me a reasonable measure of a certain plant extract. DJ Cosmosis had just made a spanking new album, “Contact” and I forged entry into an inner space that is actually larger than the real. At first it was like any normal Experience, deep felt euphoria, a sense of peace, beautiful Thangkas of indescribable beauty, kaleidoscopes of great clarity, color and crystalline structures of flower petals. A swaying lantern in the room caught my attention. Plumes of iridescent spectral smoke floated around with the music. Something said, Watch! And I did, eyes peeled. <br> <br> The music now emitted a nasal alien voice that sounded like a cross between electronic voice generation and the grinding sound of cicadas. It spoke in the midst of the electronic pulse “and what is important is to look inside yourself and discover you own inherent divinity ….and remember to be a responsible member of the intergalactic community…... this whole physical universe is a hologram.” At this juncture, I realized that there were very large beings actually dancing in the smoke. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">I realized that there were very large beings actually dancing in the smoke.</div></div> They were female, identical and predatory! <br> <br> They seemed to be unaware of me, engrossed in psycho erotic self expression- a slow transformation of erect nipples into three inch long iron nails, treaded and grooved. Their three inchers grooved outward and spun synchronized to the music. Their coiffures challenged even the most elaborate hairstyles that are carved in monolithic Hoysala sculptures. They stood at least eight feet tall with faces like ants except for the redeeming feature of bee-stung lips. <br> <br> There was no fear just an element of kinky voyeurism. Though strictly heterosexual I couldn’t get my eyes off them. It was vitally important at that point, to observe DJ Cosmosis getting them to perform. They swayed and moved under the lamp like the room didn’t exist. I certainly did not. DJs, sounds, tempos and bass lines changed, they carried on. At some stage, the feeling was like I had been carried inwards for Eons through to a gradual fade out as the lantern stopped all emissions. Some six hours had gone by with the girls, before the real world crept in alongside receding images of surrealistic landscapes, close up views of brushes slapping on pigments that create impossibly intricate water color paintings of Nature. Sleep and rest. <br> <br> Time went by. I never saw them again. I did think of them occasionally and wondered about their origin. It was certainly not just the music. I soon forgot all about them and time went by. <br> <br> I visited Gruyere once, enjoying the quaint beauty of castle and village. One afternoon, I wandered down a small path and came across a bronze bust of an alien woman installed on the sidewalk. Was this a bad cosmic joke? There was a replica of my girls, placed in the entrance to Hans Rudi Giger’s museum. His horrific and artistic vision of beautiful and lethal beings made the cult “Alien” movie series, today in a museum open to the public. <br> <br> I couldn’t help but admire his extreme vision. Many years would have gone into conceptualizing those beings. I discovered that Giger’s girls did have three inch nails for teats. The paintings are accurate freeze framed shots from my Experience with the Ant People <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">The paintings are accurate freeze framed shots from my Experience with the Ant People</div></div>; in Black and White. Long talons stretch out languidly. There is a huge alien conference hall replete with Extra Large alien girls holding the four corners pillars upright. A nauseating alien birthing room painted in black and white depicts the ultimate synthesis of man and machine. Furniture is constructed out of spinal bones that seem to have come off several entire skeletons of bovines and large water birds and great reptiles. In fact the entire roof of the Giger Bar is made up of reptile spines in arched symmetry. <br> <br> Was I destined in some way to see his museum? Are there really “Alien Worlds” in us? As the human neo- cortex is the most advanced, cutting edge part of all biological life, does it in all probability decide what, when, who and why? <br> <br> [Reported Substance & Dose: "1200mcs LSD / 6ml Psilocybe extract"]<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2008</td><td width="90">ExpID: 85779</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 39</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: May 7, 2019</td><td>Views: 667</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=85779&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=85779&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Mushrooms (39) : Entities / Beings (37), Combinations (3), Rave / Dance Event (18)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">170 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Wow <br> <br> I was a High School Freshman boy and was very naive and intruged at all the stuff High School had to offer. I thought High School would be boring since I was only a Freshman and not very popular, but people at this school were very nice and friendly, so getting into crazy stuff was pretty easy. <br> <br> I had an older friend Ill call X. I gotta thank X. He would pretty much do anything for me and this other dorky Freshman and expect nothing in return. One time, me and X were and this other kid were playing Watch Dogs pretty high on weed. We were playing the digital trip and I asked X if we could do Hallucinagens sometime. He said sure, and next weekend he had LSD for us both.<!--A warning to anyone doing LSD, do not swallow the tab. I do not know what happens, but X told me that something really bad happens If all that LSD is ingested so quickly. Thats why you just put the tab on you tounge and wait for the LSD to slowly absorb through your tounge.--> <br> <br> The first stage is the giggles. Everything seemed funny, and I notice the slight effect of my friend moving faster. While giggling hysterically I smushed my face in a pillow. When I looked up from the pillow... It happened. Just like that I was tripping balls. The high is hard to explain. But it is very intense. So intense that it may have even been a bigger part of the trip than the hallucinations. The best way to describe it is that I feel this disoriented, depressed, euphoric, overwhelming, dreamlike, meaty, and spiritually mysterious feeling. That doesn't really give it full justice. I can't really describe it. <br> <br> A lot happened, so I will just give you the most interesting details in no particular order. I very interesting experience was star gazing. Lines formed between the stars forming constellations. But the were not any constellations. They were 3-D. To add even more complexity, they were not actually 3-D, but were made of 2-D lines that gave a sense of depth, like when you draw a cube. To extenuate this perspective effect, the stars were different sizes, so that the bigger ones would be were they would be closer tho the viewer if the shape was 3-D. Another interesting effect was an invisible buffolo on a monocolor TV screen. If you think about it, an infinite variety of shapes make up any shape, because any shape can be cut out of any shape. Well I saw the silhouette of an invisible buffolo on this surface. It was not a different color than the rest of the surface or separated with a line. The screen was still monocolor, but I just saw where the buffolo would be. <br> <br> As well as the visual hallucinations, I also had situational hallucinations. Keep in mind, that hallucinations are not dillusions. You can tell hallucination from reality. But I had a hallucination that X was my dad. I knew he wasn't, and he had no characteristics of my dad that could be detected by the five senses. It more just felt like this whole thing was a dad/son adventure. Music was also very odd. After every lick, it would end out of tune. But even though it was not in tune from a conventional standpoint, it sounded very good in its own unique way. <br> <br> Another amazing thing was that I could not tie my shoes. I knew how to tie them. I was physically able to. I wanted to. I had the willpower, but something was missing. This was so interesting cause it made me consider that there may be many more parts of our brain involved in even mundane tasks that we are not aware of. And I only became aware of one of these parts when it was turned off. I heard there can be much worse side effects, but fortunately the only side effect I had was feeling extremely stuffy. Thankfully we had a bucket of water right by our side, but it mentally felt like I was covered in way to many blankets. That is not a metaphor. It was the physical equivalent of that, but in my brain. But other than that small discomfort, it was pretty fun.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2015</td><td width="90">ExpID: 108785</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 15</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: May 9, 2019</td><td>Views: 630</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=108785&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=108785&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), First Times (2), Music Discussion (22), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 3:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">120 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">70 kg</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> <!--If you haven't done this combo, you probably don't have an idea what it's like. -->This was also my first time Candyflipping. <br> <br> Its not like LSD and MDMA just together, it works in a special way. I would say its like MDMA but with extremely deep understanding. <br> <br> So I dropped 240ug of LSD around 9 am and went to bike to the nearby beach during a peaceful and sunny Sunday morning. <br> <br> After taking a fun and crazy bike ride on LSD for 3 hours, I got home and took 120mg of MDMA as I had planned. 10 minutes later I felt this strange feeling I've never felt before, and it made me quite anxious for a bit. Very hard to explain the feeling. After that passed, I suddenly experienced crazy intense but very pleasant waves of joy, happiness and contentment like I never felt before even on higher doses of MDMA. Next was a huge build up of energy and I just HAD to dance like a mad man to release some of the energy. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">I just HAD to dance like a mad man to release some of the energy.</div></div> <br> <br> +40 minutes later, MDMA is starting to peak and I have an ego death which leaves me floored, I felt connected to the universe, nothing mattered and it was such an amazing feeling, I had this vision of "melting" into infinity and it felt as real as typing this now. <br> <br> The visuals of the external world weren't that interesting, MDMA might have even reduced them a bit, but when I decided to close my eyes, I was literally blown away by the closed eye visuals. It was crazy to say the least, Alex Grey painting like, haven't done DMT but I guess it would be similar. Deep space, fractals, eyes, tunnel-like visuals. <br> <br> I felt like I finally had all the answers to my problems, and I wrote a ton of personal stuff down to think about. The whole trip felt very significant to my life and I think I got just what I wanted out of it. <br> <br> The comedown was quite nasty, I didn't eat much before the trip and I had some tolerance to MDMA, so it might have affected that. Got a pretty bad headache even though I drank a lot of water and my body felt very exhausted afterwards, slept 10 hours after that. <br> <br> Overall, it was an amazing experience.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2019</td><td width="90">ExpID: 113137</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 25</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: May 16, 2019</td><td>Views: 719</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=113137&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=113137&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">MDMA (3), LSD (2) : Alone (16), Therapeutic Intent or Outcome (49), Glowing Experiences (4), Combinations (3)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">.5 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(tea)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/pharms/alprazolam/">Pharms - Alprazolam</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(tea)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 g</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/mushrooms/">Mushrooms</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(tea)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  repeated</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">160 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Amazing Combination <br> <br> At some point during my sophomore year in college, My friend (B) and I decided to make a little concoction in honor of a returning friend. He had just drove cross country with some nice Oregon caps, so we decided to celebrate. I had a strong dose saved from a while back, and B had a couple milligrams of xanax in the neurovam dissolving orange flavored tabs (which are great). We boiled 4 g's of the mushrooms, dropped the cube in the finished tea, and added a couple neurovams, a teabag and a touch of honey. Mixed it together thoroughly, and split the mixture between us. We figured the combination of the west-coast mush and the very strong, slow settling cube could get pretty serious, so the neurovams were a pretty integral part of the mixture to keep us calm. <br> <br> Because everything in the mixture was so fast acting, we were very spun within 40 minutes. However, the xanax calmed us and made the onset of the trip extremely pleasurable. The dose set on very slowly with very kaleidascope-like CEVs. The mushrooms were extremely clean and enjoyable, but the 2 gram dose per person was just to sort of set the scene for the slow-acting LSD. Once the tea wore off, the acid came in full strength and we started to smoke a few joints now that the xanax had mostly worn off (the neurovam form of xanax is extremely fast acting.) <br> <br> We tripped pretty calmly for about 8 hours, with very long lasting after-effects from the LSD, simply because that was the nature of these particular doses. Altogether though, amazingly calm, euphoric, and even quite sociable. The only thing that is negative about this combination is that the xanax sometimes dims my memory a little bit.<!--but altogether i'd encourage a milligram or two with a strong trip if you easily lose your shit around people when youre tripping--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2006</td><td width="90">ExpID: 60298</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: May 22, 2019</td><td>Views: 1,240</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=60298&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=60298&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Pharms - Alprazolam (98), LSD (2), Mushrooms (39) : Combinations (3), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">155 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> The first time I did lsd I was alone. I walked around my small town and just enjoyed visual exaggerations. That should have <br> been the last time I did it. I have had several frightening experiences while on the drug. When I started, I was curious about hallucinations. I thought it would be like being reborn. Seeing with new eyes. It was that way on the few good times. But the cost of the 'bad trips' was heavy. <br> <br> I was always socially akward. I am not a complete outsider. But I do have moods that seem to keep me from having consistent <br> relationships. And when I started to up the dosage more than two hits, I had some really uncomfortable experiences. First time that I took two hits at a time was at my highschool on the day of the talent show the have every year. I started to become depressed from the participants in the show. They were trying their hardest to be good at what they were doing. But all I <br> saw were fragile people who were not talented and I was reminded of my weaknesses. This was slightly depressing, but did not even compare to the time I took four hits at one time. <br> <br> I started to up the dosage in a session because I felt I needed to go beyond normal thinking thresholds. Beyond the peak of the last trip. My thinking was wrong. After a certain point I was only deluding myself. thoughts are distorted. One time I thought I was Jesus. And my mother was Satan. She took my brother,sister and I out to eat. I was unfortunately very far gone in this trip and I refused to eat what I had ordered. I thought I was being tempted like eve in the garden of eden. In reality, I was mad because of problems we were having. And it manifested this way because i was afraid of confrontations. So while I was tripping it became 'the ultimate confrontation'. <br> <br> Other times that I have consumed to much at one time I heard sounds so terrifying I hid in my room, in my bed, clutching myself in cold sweats. The noises were animal type growls, but not any animal I could possibly single out. Accompanying the sounds were the belief that someone was in the house and was going to murder me and my family.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2003</td><td width="90">ExpID: 24922</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: May 22, 2019</td><td>Views: 658</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=24922&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=24922&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Retrospective / Summary (11), Difficult Experiences (5), Not Applicable (38)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3.5 g</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/mushrooms/">Mushrooms</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(dried)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:20</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">155 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Another boring day sitting on the computer, asking my friend whats good?, led to the hardest trip I've ever experienced in my life..I've done LSD around 6 or 7 times, Mushrooms around 5, experimented with MDMA, and up until a week or so ago, was a daily pot smoker. I'm going into the service soon, so I figured mine as well trip out. <br> <br> It began around 8 in the evening, with the sun setting on a summer day, when my friend N said come over, psyc's! So I headed over to N's, and consumed the mushrooms first, followed by the hit of LSD around 20 minutes after. <br> <br> Within 30mins to an hour, I can't quite remember, my stomach began turning upside down (One side-effect of shrooms which is kinda shitty), and I tried settling in in N's room. After going outside for a bit and coming back in with my other friend NS, I took a piss, went downstairs and outside, talked to my sister about a party the next day, and got off the phone and didn't know what was going on at all. A car pulled in the driveway and SS, N's girlfriend, said hi, and SC, the driver just walked in and said what up If I recall, or something to the lines of that.... <br> <br> It was after this, I decided to just go for a walk, I don't know what urged me, but as soon as I got to the end of the street (which is off a major st in my small town), I had to vomit. Not so bad, walking onto the rock road across from my friends street, the sky began melting with color, and the moon never looked so bright... I can't remember much from this walk other than a couple things: <br> <br> Cars as they drove by seemed like spaceships, crossing streets was like buying a lotto ticket of death, I believed as I walked across the street, that I was narrowly missing the cars. <br> <br> Further along on my walk, I got to a park with a really bright light which turned the soccer field into day.. I decided to lay down for a bit here in the middle of the field looking up, and as I did, it seemed like the whole world around me way melting.. I looked at my cellphone, which up until then was just bothering me - I really couldn't communicate with anyone - and it was 3 hours since I ate everything... <br> <br> The world continuing to melt, it was at this time, while still in the park, someone started launching fireworks a couple streets away... It was the most beautiful sight in the whole world, and I had to just yell thank you. I felt kinda stupid for yelling out loud so late, but I got up and continued my walk home. <br> <br> I know I got home around 4-5 hours or so into this whole experience, and just watched TV until 9-10 hours into this all, and finally fell asleep. I can't remember much , but all I know, is I've never tripped harder in my life and been more closer and accepted to die.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2007</td><td width="90">ExpID: 64074</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: May 22, 2019</td><td>Views: 795</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=64074&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=64074&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Mushrooms (39), LSD (2) : Various (28), Combinations (3)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 24:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis - Hash</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">82 kg</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> In 2018 me and friend of mine went to a festival together spend quite a lot on the tickets so were quite excited. We brought 2 tabs of acid online marked 275ug, we brought 2 before marked 250 but were more like 150. <br> <br> The night of the experience we had taken MDMA the night before which was good fun, nothing too crazy. We were suppose to take the acid earlier in the day but we put it of till about 8:30, this turned out to be the first mistake, Immediately after putting it on my tongue the come up began, which was uncomfortable with a feeling of dread. My friends were 4 of those we were camping with but there was about 12 others, and these fuckers were fucking druggos! Worse than me and my friend and we've tried our fair share of substances. Most of these people were excessive drug users, and during our come up they were rolling hard on MDMA, mixed with god knows what and candy flipping. These crazy people began to freak me out but as we made our way to the main area the acid's strength reared its terrifying beauty. Many people were walking to the main area at this time, and I could see all the people walking to each other and completely transformed into a neon river of which I was a part!! I then had an amazing sense of oneness with all the festival goers. <br> <br> At this point it was clear this acid was super strong <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">it was clear this acid was super strong</div></div>. We walked through another part of the festival I was looking at one of our group a girl as she walked through the crowd, everyone else disappeared except her with a long tracer after her, I could even see through others. Now from this point until we reached the area I can't remember but had completely broken through to the other side. Once in the main arena I looked at a tree which leaves had transformed into diamond shaped pulsating green, flowing. I had a delusion as I saw a performance and the huge stage, I was wearing silk so I must be a rockstar right? So I was walking around like a fucking rockstar. It was around this point I had the vivid vision of an alien space space or mainframe in which the controllers put a tape in the machine titled acid trip, I felt awesome! I was lucky to have this amazing experience I thought might as well just ride it. <br> <br> After this I don't remember till myself and my friend made it back to our tent. I felt stuck full vision of neon pulsating epic! And then I was back this is only the 4 hour mark I got up in my tent and roused my friend and walked to the toilets on returning we look for a joint. Secondary mistake at this point I didn't know what a joint was or use my hands so my friend searched for the joints which he began to stress us out, he got annoyed at me and I didn't know why. We found a weed/hash joint, very strong I didn't know what we were doing we smoked half of this fucking thing and the paranoia emerged. Two campers approached us at this point, one coked up bitch up for 48hours at this point and a rasta dude who was freaked out on MDMA. Great setting right? Unsurprisingly these fuckers scared the fuck out of me I then jumped into my friends tent in fear, later I retreated into my tent but had no phone or light, no stimulation except for the craziness surrounding the tent, with people taking more and more drugs throughout the night, noises of which I didn't know humans could make under the influence of every combinations of drugs. I was tripping hard so these must of been extenuated. <br> <br> I didn't sleep all night, me and my friend then went to get food and charge our phones. Fuck we were shook this was my strongest trip to that point and had to take a month take from all drugs for month and had some minor effects of HPPD. Please be careful with this shit it requires respect, surround yourself with friends and a safe setting.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2018</td><td width="90">ExpID: 113171</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 21</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: May 22, 2019</td><td>Views: 673</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=113171&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=113171&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Festival / Lg. Crowd (24), Difficult Experiences (5), Combinations (3)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">10 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">180 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> <!--Summer, 2010 <br/> <br/> -->Ten strip of really clean, good strong acid. The best I've ever had. Well this trip went on for a long time, and a lot happened. But to me, the most interesting part, the most moving part, is described below. <br> <br> I am flying over the ocean. Not really in a body, just looking down at the ocean from high above. There's a ship down there. I'm not really paying attention, not too concerned with whatever is happening. Somehow, I know that this is the Pacific Theater of World War II. Somewhere near Japan or the Phillipines. Somehow, I become aware that I am a man on the ship. There is a violent explosion in which I am killed. It is very disturbing, I look away, horrified. It's terrible, terrible. My body is ripped apart. It's awful. I turn away. I'm up in the sky looking down. <br> <br> Now I am in a dark underground cave. There are many people here. We are all dead. A huge crowd of dead people, standing around, frowning. It feels sketchy here. Not like we are in Hell, but this is not a nice place. I think, 'This is Sheol.' It's like a waiting room. I want to leave. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">It's like a waiting room. I want to leave.</div></div> But you're not allowed to. There are these monsters guarding us. They look like big disembodied mouths, with snaggly teeth, drooling slime and blood, hovering above the ground. <br> <br> I go right up to one and assert, 'Angels are real! Angels exist!' I don't know why I said this. I was not raised religious and did not believe in such things. It says something to me in an aside, like it doesn't want anyone else to hear, 'Well I don't doubt it.' And then it stands aside and lets me walk out of there. <br> <br> Now I am floating, ascending upwards through many red and gold spinning pentagrams. I pop out in a vast open space. There is bright light everywhere, so I can hardly see anything. I feel like everything is totally peachy. I feel great, not scared at all. This is a wonderful place. If I was a Christian I would definitely say I was visiting heaven. <br> <br> There are creatures here. There are no other human beings, as far as I can tell. The creatures are enormous, the size of a two-storey house. It's hard to tell what they look like, because their flesh is like looking at the sun. They best I can describe is that it was like an enormous lion with wings, but that's not really what it is. It had eyes. I saw its eyes. There was more than one of the creatures. They were very benevolent. They said something to me, to the effect of, 'You can stay here with us forever, if you like. But we want you to go back. We want you to reincarnate. But you don't have to.' <br> <br> I remember clearly, thinking, 'Ha! You'd really have to have a screw loose to agree to do that!' It felt so good to be there, I would never want to leave. And I certainly wouldn't go back to being a human on Earth! All the fear, confusion and suffering. I'd have to literally be insane to agree to go back there. <br> <br> And then *click* all of a sudden I was me again, back in my room, sober. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">And then *click* all of a sudden I was me again, back in my room, sober.</div></div> Guess I agreed. <br> <br> Footnote: <br> <br> I was curious about what that ship was, and asked about it later when I was tripping. I saw a man wearing one of those caps that veterans wear, it was blue and it said 'USS ----------'. I looked it up and sure enough, the USS ---------- was a ship in the Pacific Theater in WWII. In the early 1940s there was an explosion in which men were killed. Strangely enough, it happened on my birthday...<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2011</td><td width="90">ExpID: 111541</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 30</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jun 4, 2019</td><td>Views: 796</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=111541&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=111541&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Unknown Context (20), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 tablet</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 5:15</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 9:45</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 g</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">185 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> First LSD Trip <br> <br> So, this experience takes place a few days after thanksgiving. I was at Dairy Queen an hour before clockin so I could smoke a few cigarettes before work. Well I was on Snapchat looking at stories, and I ran across my guys story. He said he “had Lucy in”. So I texted him and asked him what “Lucy” was, and he said Acid. I had been reading about LSD for the past few months, and just knowing that my dealer who was mobile that had it made me super excited. I knew that would be the day I first open my mind. We haggled about quantity and price, and I ended up settling on 7 tabs for 60$. Well he pulled up about 4:45 PM. And we did the deal. He said These tabs are really good, I can’t take more than 2 or I get a little crazy. <br> <br> I went into work and told my fellow mixer coworker what I just did. Well, as it turns out, my coworker had actually been into acid a while back and asked if he could get 2 hits. I love for people to get to experience LSD, and the first time was the same thing. It was so hard to get, but I felt bad for the people who couldn’t, so I gladly handed him 2 tabs. We get to work, and for about an hour and a half nothing happened. <br> <br> Next thing I know, I look up at my screen to see what needs to be made, and I noticed that the screen was slightly moving. I was confused. But I just kept on working. Well my buddy coworker was talking to the register operator during a break from the rushes we get. I walked out to converse with them, and she laughed when we made eye contact. I asked what was so funny? She said I used to be a paramedic, and I can see that by your pupils, you are under the influence of a substance you shouldn’t be under. I got a little worried, but then my buddy hopped back in and explained she wasn’t going to say anything, she just thought it was funny we did it at work. <br> <br> Well skip to the end of work, my mom comes and picks me up, and I’m starting to peak. I have such an amazing body feeling, and considering that I’m 6’8” and have severe chronic leg pain, this is one of the best moments in my life. We get home, and I go inside and enjoy spending time with my family during a time a lot of arguements would erupt. <br> <br> Well, at about 10:30 PM, everyone is turning in for bed, but I being the wild child I was, I wanted to go deeper into the rabbit hole. So I went to my bathroom and dropped another 2 tabs. Well nothing but just hitting the End of the peak for the tab I took for about 45 minutes. Then, my girlfriend called so I went outside. Mind you, it’s FUCKING cold. Like 10 degrees cold. After about 15 minutes outside I started to feel a strange tingling sensation. I turned around and looked at my house and watched the fucking house move around and then settle back in the spot it was originally. I about fucking died laughing seeing my first hallucination. <br> <br> Well, not realizing the weather, I walk around out there for 3 hours on the phone talking nonsense to my girlfriend, my buddy coworker from earlier, and my homie (who also is my buddies step nephew). Turns out my homie and my buddy from work were walking to my place cause my homie hadn’t tried LSD before and I offered that and some weed for them to smoke (I was about to go to court so I had to stop). Well after about 2 hours they show up and we all start talking and chilling. We sit down and I give them the acid and the weed (which is a quarter ounce) and tell them to have fun. By this point I’ve peaked already again after the second dose. They start smoking and then after 45 minutes, my homie saw dust in the air and said Look at all the butterflies. I never saw any butterflies so I demanded he pass the bong. He laughed and went to hit it, and my Buddy said I think he’s serious. I wasn’t, but he passed it over any way and I started ripping. <br> <br> Took about 6 large hits out of it before I was the highest I had ever been. My peripheral vision was nonexistent. Us talking was hard for me. The conversation we had was tripping me out so I remained calm. Well when they were leaving, I started saying weird random shit. They started laughing and left. Well me being in a deleriant state by this point heard creaking in the barn I was in smoking. I thought my friends returned to kill me! Even though I just sent the weed with them since I was trying to quit anyways, I completely forgot that. I ran inside and flopped onto the couch and next thing I know my mom is waking me up for school. Ended up getting an hour of sleep, and I went to school and worked the next day. I was able to reactivate the trip somewhat at approximately 2:30 PM the day after the trip. I had a disposable CBD pen and chiefed it down, and I watched the school change from a light orange to a dark brown, and the sky turned purple. Morale of the story, I should wait until after work to trip<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2018</td><td width="90">ExpID: 113291</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 17</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jun 18, 2019</td><td>Views: 772</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=113291&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=113291&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Cannabis (1) : General (1), First Times (2), Combinations (3), Various (28)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">.25 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">112 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> My friend *G* had a house to himself for a few weeks and it was open to all freinds for parties and such. Every night there was about 10-15 people round and everyone were smoking joints, bongs, pipes and buckets it was the ultimate stoner household.I was there with my boyfriend *j* most of the time. <br> <br> *J* had done acid before with *g* and a few other friends at a festival, while I watched in horror at the things they were saying and the faces they were pulling. <br> <br> So I was there being stoned as I do, when *S* called round, now *S* was known to have many things available to him including E,Cocaine and Acid. He was talking to us and mentioned that he had a few tabs of acid with him if we wanted to indulge ourselves. <br> <br> *J* and I talked about it and we had done other drugs before like E's and Coke so we decided it'd be fun, but I warned after the festival I only wanted to experience a small amount of the effects as he scared me shitless last time. He agreed with me and said the same.Apparenltly its strong stuff, it was called 'A HOFFMAN' we did'nt know what the fuck we were in for. <br> <br> So we bought 1 tab and cut it into quarters, we both had a quarter each. <br> <br> TIME: 10:00pm <br> We then sat down and waited for it to kick in. <br> <br> One hour later and it still had'nt kicked in, 'it dosent work' we thought, so we had a nibble more. Then we got bored and went to the bathroom to talk, we talked for a bit and then decided to have a shower, all of a sudden *J* started to freak out saying he had grown ten feet and I was tiny and he was a giant! <br> <br> So he had started tripping and I was bored and frustrated so I asked for more. No he said you'll feel it anytime now. <br> I was in the bathroom and I was doing what you usually do in a bathroom when I looked at a towel, the towel glistened and the strands stood up. From then on I was on a rollercoaster ride that wasn't gonna stop. <br> <br> *G*'s house was a spaceship stuck in space. It was a lone capsule floating around the atmosphere, each room was a different colour and had sound waves which I could touch and move around and then distort sound and smell it. *J*'s facial features were pushed down right into the bottom of his face and he had a massive forehead. I was seeing mad, colourfull, and glittery trails come off my hand, my fingers were stuck together and were clammy even though *J* said they were dry, there were also insects circling my fingers that would'nt budge no matter how hard I shook them off. The stairs carpet changed colour every time I went up and down the stairs. <br> <br> TIME:3:00AM <br> I then decided to do something meaningfull rather than sit and stare and be amazed, so I wrote, I wrote five pages of babble to my friend gem, (which my mum found later and went mad cos she's completley anti-drugs) about the colours and shapes and the haze that was surrounding me, it said stuff like ' did I say it twice?' and 'you can't hear me I know it'. I also said I had lost my mind completley and was never ever gonna come back. The letter was bizarre and it freaked everyone out. <br> <br> We then watched a film 'The Waterboy' which seemed to be based on Acid (it isn't of course, its just a comedy) it lasted for about 8 hrs and had the same scene running again and again. Everything in the film related to Acid and I was amazed. <br> <br> TIME:5:00AM <br> By this time the trip had just started to wear off, I was fucked. <br> *j*, *G* and I were sat down listening to comfortably numb by Pink Floyd and watching the unconcious stoners be unconcious when *G* piped up about a star he could see out of the window, it was now daylight and I told him there was no star, he said 'not a real one a mythical one' he then went on to tell us that the meaning of life is nothing, we live our lives and die to become nothing, we are born nothing, the world is nothing it's just there floating around a load of nothing. He seemed so animated, he went on, So that means that stars are nothing and if stars and life are nothing then life is a star and he looked at this imaginary star for a while and then seemed to pluck it out of the sky on his finger and it just that there on the end of his finger shining and glistening away, the meaning of life. I was absolutly amazed, I was dumbfounded, and then I felt so useless, so unsignificant, so absolutley pathetic that I was suicidal, I imagined the blood flowing out of my arms and dying and that it would'nt matter if I died because I'm nothing. <br> <br> I thought and thought and must of sat there for ages and ages listening to the whole album again and again to figure out that I was something, that I was somebodies girlfriend, daughter, grandaughter and I was loved. It dosent matter that everything is nothing because I coudn't change it..... <br> <br> And that was my Acid trip. I'm sorry if I tried your patience but it's good to share such an earth moving experience. <br> Acid is amazing, its mind expanding and emotional beyond belief. I'm glad I tried it but I would pause and really think before I did it again because I don't think I'll ever have such a good experience. And I can't ever imagine what a full Hoffman would do to me. It would send me insane I'm sure of it.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 11264</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jun 21, 2019</td><td>Views: 780</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=11264&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=11264&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : First Times (2), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">4 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(gel tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">145 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> O.K., Been tripping for five years on cid and shrooms, lots of shrooms.This particular experience, happened to be the strongest dose ever.Myself and seven other people, all close freinds, had gathered together for a trip session. A very special occasion since we never get to see each other.A week before, me and three of the others had got the acid and we sampled it. I took one and then another after I had peaked.The best trip that I had ever encountered.Smooth, clean the greatest visuals.Just the three of us on the fourth of july watching the fire works explode in to cosmic angels, chillin with my gal, and haveing revolations beyond my normal symbolic mindscape.Great I thought.The second trip, with all seven of us, had started out different.I thought , hey what the hell, I handled the last one like a pro, why not toss back three or four.No big deal.A few of the others had taken large doses as well.I can feel the first vibes run up and down my body about twenty minutes later.We all were sitting in the living room of the small two bedroom apt.I could barely understand what anyone was saying, I could here their voices but their lips did not move at all.We all experienced this same thing, as we discussed this later. <br> <br> I remember I was afraid that they were against me for some reason and I was afraid to say anything for fear that it might be true.I must have been quiet for an hour into the trip before I got the nerve to pull one of my best friends to another room and make sure that I wasnt insane.I had been trapped in my own fear and insecurities for a long time.What felt like an eternity.I was relieved to find that I was not the only person that was experiencing this.I went outside on the porch to breath the fresh air and get a grip on myself.Soon as I got out there I snapped out of it.I Went back in to discover that my cousin was running around the house swithing the lights on and off saying, Im Jeremy Im going to bed.This would of been fine if he had of stopped.He was stuck in a loop.Thats all he could do, he said the same things over and over again, and could not sit down, as if he could not figure out what he should be doing.LSD unlocks you from the dreadful repititions of boring habitual tendencies,that seem to consume our lives.He wasnt ready.Finally he was convinced to take an enormous bong hit and that did the trick. He snapped right out of it.We all had a giant learning experience that night.First, know what your taking,how strong it is and there is no need for taking more than is necessary.Two, plan out your trips.LSD is not for shits and giggles. <br> <br> It can be negative in a negative environment.LSD is a tool for evolution, and can be used effectively as such. Planning a session, taking the time to do it right is important. We were in a crowded room, we couldnt be loud , we were in an apt.The first time I tripped on this cid it was only the three of us and we were comfortable there. With seven people in a small room , not enough things to occupy us.Ive tripped hard as hell at parties where I almost lost it because of unfamiliar faces and uncomfortable surroundings.Bad tripps are not the effect of the drug, but the effect of the surroundings.<!--You must be comfortable. Have things to do, things to gain insight, things to help communication, things that are naturaly beautiful, most important you must have a positive attitude. If your mindset is negitive then your trip will reflect negitivity.Think, be responsible, positive and your LSD ,or shroom expereince will be most fruitfull.Check out some Timothy Leary, or Terence Makeena. <br/> <br/> Those guys will set you straight.Dont be afraid either.Have you ever seen the Doors movie, or listened to their song the end.He says <br/> kiss the snake on the tounge.If the snake senses fear,it will devoure you instantly.If oyu are'nt afraid he will take you to the garden.RIDE THE SNAKE!!!!! <br/> <br/> Thanks--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 10975</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jun 21, 2019</td><td>Views: 701</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=10975&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=10975&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Difficult Experiences (5), Second Hand Report (42), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">230 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> LSD, Palo Santo and Tibetan Meditation <br> <br> <!--This is a throwaway account.. -->I expirienced a transcendental state at the [event] in 2019 in New Orleans. <br> <br> I had taken 2 hits of LSD and started to expirence all the visuals that I normally do. A friend instructed me to light his stick of palo santo and blow on the ember. As the ember glowed hotter, the more I blew on it, the more I started to feel like it was sucking me into the ember, until it felt as though I teleported through the glow. That feeling was so intense that I shut my eyes, and when I opened them I awoke to a higher level of consciousness. I have always considered myself a man of science, but I swear I could see peoples life force surrounding them and my life force branching out and connecting to them. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">I swear I could see peoples life force surrounding them and my life force branching out and connecting to them.</div></div> <br> <br> My friend guided me into a meditation room at the ball. There he told me to focus on my breathing and we began to chant. I could see what appeared to be an electric fabric draping over everyone connecting us together. As we were chanting It felt like I was vibrating at the natural frequency of the universe and it was charging me up with energy and joy. At one point I was kneeled down when I felt a force acting on my hands, raising them. I looked around and saw the same effect happening to my friend and everyone in the room. I remember him saying "I'm a doctor and I dont have an explination for that." <br> <br> We left the meditation tent after some time and danced at the ball. I was still chanting and charging up energy and I found people all around me feeding off my energy. "I heard someone say "whos giving off all that energy", and heard someone say its that guy pointing at me. I started throat singing and it rang through my body giving me a feeling of ecstacy and I could feel other people feeling it. It literally felt like I was the life of the party. I could sense other people who where "tapped in" and could send them energy, I swear I got people to turn around and stare into my eyes from across a dance floor. At one point when the band was really grooving I could see strings stretching out from me connecting everyone looking like a giant arterial system. <br> <br> It has been 3 days since this happened and its all I've been thinking about. I have taken heavy doses before and experienced strong vivid visuals before but this was a horse of a completely different color. <br> <br> Everything is connected. Love is everything.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2019</td><td width="90">ExpID: 112958</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jun 28, 2019</td><td>Views: 732</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=112958&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=112958&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Chanting (456) : Combinations (3), Glowing Experiences (4), Rave / Dance Event (18)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 5:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  repeated</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">vaporized</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(extract)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">155 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> <!--trip report <br/> <br/> 1 acid tab ungrateful dead <br/> <br/> 100 micrograms? <br/> <br/> 9/3/2016 <br/> <br/> -->11:11pm Make a wish. Dropped the tab [1 acid tab ungrateful dead]. <br> <br> 11:47 pm I thought I wasn’t feeling anything but my neck feels odd. I almost feel very lightly nauseous but I know it will pass I think its because I didn’t eat much before only pizza about 5 hours ago. My hand eye coordination is staring to lag as noticed from typing on the computer and talking to a friend. <br> <br> 11:58 pm Pupils larger. Feeling weirder. Starting 2 trip. <br> <br> 12:09 am The ear thing. (whooshing) <br> <br> 12:17 am Done texting. Time to let go. Hard to type. I just feel weird. Everything is on a slant. <br> <br> 12:19 am Hearing and seeing trails if that makes sense. Hyper aware. Slipping further into it. Pupils dilated. I can’t tell if I have to pee or not lol. <br> <br> 12:29 am Woahh its only been 10 minutes lol. I’m deff tripping now. Grinding my teeth a lot. <br> <br> 12:43 am Staring the movie ‘Waking Life’. Tired of electronics. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">12:43 am Staring the movie ‘Waking Life’. Tired of electronics.</div></div> <br> <br> 2:38 am ‘Waking Life’ was intense. Really hungry I wish I could sort that. I’m surprised I can type. Everything is moving in little circles. Trying to play ‘Grand Theft Auto’ now. Really super sensitive to all the ambient music this thing makes. Everything is melting like in ‘Waking Life’ loll. <br> <br> 4:06 am Starting to come down. Pupils still very large. <br> <br> 4:46 am Still grinding teeth, ears still keen on music and my ‘Dream Sequens' by NMESH cassettes. I wish it wasn’t almost 5am. I have to remind myself I can get it again. Watching Prevue Guide clips and smoking weed. <br> <br> 5:52 am Staring into the mirror I somehow became third person. For a second my audio and visual seemed completely static “I became the reflection” somehow I became the moment I saw the reflection of myself in the mirror and I became the reflection staring back for a second. <br> <br> I did some more dabs and peacefully drifted off to sleep around 7am or so.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2016</td><td width="90">ExpID: 113018</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 25</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jun 28, 2019</td><td>Views: 632</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=113018&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=113018&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Alone (16), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">4 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/dmt/">DMT</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> It was a summer morning at home, I woke up early and on impulse I said it why not to 4 hits of a strip I had in my drawer. I had just started getting into all psychedelics. I had acid, mushrooms, and dmt, all just bought that week. Early on the acid trip, I had a thought of dmt while already tripping significantly. But it wasn't a serious notion. Then I realized I had to meet my sister and her family for lunch but they already knew what I was into so I didn't get paranoia from getting caught. <br> <br> After lunch and with my sisters boy friend waiting for her to get back from wherever, things were awkward and I was coming down after 8 hours and asked if he wanted to partake in the dmt. He said yes. ***Important to know I had never fully blasted off on dmt and wasn't ready for a 12 minute other wordly experience.*** After hitting the ridiculously over packed bowl I immediately heard the normal loud sound ringing in my heard that I HA heard before but never got past. I was there. At last. In a futuristic all white room will white beams shorting horizontally along the walls. Infront of me was a three eyed, green being who hovered a box of flashing images above his hand. I always dreamed of talking to a being or a god and I finally met one. But he wasn't talking. I quickly realized the flashing images where memories in chronological order in which they happened. It amazing, I was disappointed that there was no guidance or back and forth with the three eyed man. I also waned for advice from a 'being' on a trip. I felt I needed it. Then the images stopped on one in particular, it stopped on me working cashier at the noodles shop.<!-- and co.--> I focused on the image and then felt as if I was there in front of the register but I wasn't me because I was looking at me behind the counter, and walked up to Me. Then the me behind the counter said something ill never forget as long as a live, and I actually have lived by these words since. I, dressed up working a terrible job during a depressing point in my life, said, 'Everything I did, and I did it right.' It left me in awe and shot me back to the futuristic room with the three eyed man. The man just looked at me and we had this connection without language. I felt at peace and ready to die, even though I'm still at a rather young age. <!--DMT isn't a drug, you're not intoxicated whilst on it. You feel euphoric on it while remembering and functioning at an exceptional level.--> <br> <br> The come down was extensive because of the LSD. For the next 4 hours I tripped the hardest I've ever tripped on acid. My trip was coming down prior to dmt but seemed to have been reaccelerated by it. The rest of the LSD is an indescribable mystical experience that I can't even fathom to put in words. This mortal life is meant to prepare for what is to come after and dmt is a sneak peak into what to expect. Someone once said if everyone knew the after life was like this everyone would be killing themselves as soon as they found out.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2013</td><td width="90">ExpID: 101061</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Not Specified</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 2, 2019</td><td>Views: 918</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=101061&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=101061&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), DMT (18) : Unknown Context (20), Entities / Beings (37), Mystical Experiences (9), Combinations (3)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">170 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Took two doses about 5:30 p.m. on the familiar 'ride up' I knew this liquid was going to be very potent. <br> <br> My buddy turned on some Grateful Dead and I was comforted by the familiar sounds. M put that music on at just the right point because just as I was starting to peak the music turned into an orchestra of twisting clocks. My eyes were closed and this shift in music made me very uncomfortable. My mind was reeling in on itself to an almost unbearable pitch. <br> <br> Just when I felt like I might scream uncontrollably everything cleared away effortlessly. My body-mind became light and buoyant. I felt a peace like no other wash over me softly, and as it did the top of my head opened like a lotus. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">I felt a peace like no other wash over me softly, and as it did the top of my head opened like a lotus.</div></div> This was a very odd feeling looking back, but at the moment it felt perfectly natural. My spirit or energy or consciousness or whatever float upwards out of my body into space. I felt at total peace gazing out at the stars and all of creation. <br> <br> Then out of the inky blackness a small point of something appeared. This small point grew out symmetrically into these beautiful delicate hands that seemed to have a rainbow aura. More hands radiated outwards some were open with beautiful strange eyes looking at me some held things some held many things like somehow multiple things could fill one space. Outward until a full image of a magnificent being of golden light with many arms and hands appeared. <br> <br> This was more than a bit scary to me. It was simply too much to behold. I opened my eyes and I was almost completely sober!<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2012</td><td width="90">ExpID: 102154</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Not Specified</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 23</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 9, 2019</td><td>Views: 639</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=102154&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=102154&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Entities / Beings (37), Music Discussion (22), General (1), Unknown Context (20)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">4 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">sublingual</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  repeated</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">140 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> <span class="erowid-caution">[Erowid Note: Driving while intoxicated, tripping, or extremely sleep deprived is dangerous and irresponsible because it endangers other people. <a href="/chemicals/show_image.php?i=dmt/dmt_contraindications1.gif">Don't do it!</a>]</span> <br> <br> Alright. I'll give you a story. It was early fall about three years ago, and early as well in my LSD experience. The novelty of it had not quite yet worn off. This is the night that made my naive beginning of my 'LSD honeymoon' not so new. I had aquired about 30 hits of blotter. They were cute. They were named ufo's, and as I sat in my truck that sunny afternoon I found the tiny microscopic alien like spaceships that decorated the paper--- irresiestable. <br> <br> hmm. So I popped 4, admired the look they gave my tounge in the rear view mirror and flipped them around inside my mouth as I went to meet up with some kids who wanted to get some tabs. Well, when I got there I saw about 6 kids just standing around waiting for me. This was more than I had expected. In fact, more than twice as many. I'll give out some simple 'names' to make it easier to under stand. These kids were aquantances in a small community that I lived in. Yes. very small. Basically, I sold a five strip to Bob, Joe, Demi, Kate, and 2 hits to Mac. And accepted their plans to just drive up to the beach and chill all night with a nice bag of weed and the stars. <br> <br> Now that sounds nice, doesn't it? So apparently Bob and Joe took irresponsible amounts because they are just stupid. They had little to no experience with LSD and they each took 4. I made sure my friend Katie took two. I had already dropped, so we went to go pick up a friend in Joes car. Joe dropped after I had left my truck parked at my house. The plan was: go over to the next town to get a bag o' weed. I was stuffed in the back of the car with a nice view out the rear window. <br> Tripping. <br> <br> My artistic mind took over and I suddenly found myself stuffed in the back of a car with a nice view of the inside of an electronice star spangled universe. The back of the car had dissapeared. umm.. because I looked at the stars and they had replaced the back of the car. My whole body left trails down the road and off into the night. I lowered my head, to see patterns unfolding in the most amazing simplicity inside my eyes as I closed them. Yes. The vibrations of the car echoed in my body and I didn't even have the mental space to realize 'I'm trippn' face.' Which was why I didn't stop to liten to my senses screaming beneath my drug induced state: this is sketchy. Abbi-- there are 8 people piled into a small car that feels like it's going to fall apart. And You're tripping. And almost everyone else is tripping or is going to be tripping. <br> <br> We made it to town. And I forgot my internal warning. Got the bag. Went to the supermarket ( yeah, there were triangle gashes pulsating off of the clerks face..hmm. goldfish on the bag became my new freinds ), and proceeded to drive up to the remote end of the island. <br> <br> Ah.. how remote. 8 of us. Tripping ( except for 2 girls ), on the beach. If I knew what was in store for me down that path that led to the water I would have turned around long ago. My friend Katie was tripping for the first time. SHe was the real reason I was there. We both sat down on the beach, it felt so good. The clouds separated from the sky and made in my imagination. Everyone was so happy. Smoking. Happy... ahh...a few hours passed and as I sat in the car with Katie, talking and ranting and just being crazy--- I had this horrible lurch in the pit of my stomach. I wasn't peaking anymore. It had been almost three or fours hours since I dropped. Indides of the car pulsating... I reacted to myself and immediatley called everyone. I got there attention. They all slowly came up and we all piled into the car. Except for joe. because he wouldn't get into the car! We would get him in and he would start mumbling about puzzles and sound like some alice and wonderland shit. I was highly sensetive and I started thinking that he was doing this on purspose ( since I was still tripping and trying to drive his car to get us all outta there and take people home ). He did all this stupid stuff, honking the horn and opening the door and letting himself fall out. His friend mac came to me and said that joe was not acting like himself ( well, obviously! ) <br> <br> Joe was also not responding to us. We did get everyone in the car. And I drove. Until Bob started ranting about having to get out of the car 'OUT! OUT!!!!'. <br> <br> So I pulled into a field by a lake. I didn't know there were houses around. Joe stopped responding to us. He just sat. he wouldn't get in the car once he got out. Bob had changed to. He was getting very aggressive and pushy, he soon began yelling. <br> <br> I was worried, because he was getting violent. I kept Katie by my side as Joe sat in no response, and Bob ran around. I felt worried. I told a sober driver to use joes car to bring home the remaining people. Mac went with her. By the time she had returned with the car. Bob was yelling about 'YES! the elite race! We don't need to sleep we can just stay awake all the time! No food! NO SLEEP!!!' <br> <br> Yeah. sure. if we all ate acid all the time. <br> <br> The novelty was wearing thin. I was tripping! My thoughts wanted to stay as far away from this situation and the police as possible. Bob was getting violent, grabbing my body, and digging his finger into my skin. And Joe just sat there. My house was right through the field. I told Mac to stay with Bob and Joe while the girl and I went over to my house to get my truck. It was BOb we were worried about. He was being loud and violent. We needed to get him home. or calm him down ( but he wouldn't co operate with our attempts to get him into the car ). <br> <br> Just then. Mac appeared at my house. 'The cops just arrested Bob.' He said. Obviously joe was arrested. and we still had joes car. <br> <br> well. Bob had puched a cop. <br> <br> That's my worst experience EVER with LSD. WORST! Because I was left feeling ignorant about selling drugs to kids who didn't know any better. If I had been in a more sober and less analytical and selfish ( sorta ) state of mind I would have just called the parents right away. Since these kids were my aquantances... I felt responsible to not just leave them alone bugging out. This is a situation that did not need to happen. Being informed not only has to do with the doses, the timing, the weight.. etc... But also the setting, who you are with, and what the circumstances are. Drugs should be experienced in quiet, calm, relaxed, small, thoughtful settings. This whole experience was in vain. <br> <br> Be safe. Be careful. And Listen. Is the only advice I had for myself as I sat in the bathtub at 4am still tripping and smoking a bowl. Pondering the water, and the pulsating porcelan, I kept on realizing over and over again how good the acid was ( too bad for bob and joe ). aggghh... LSd is beautiful, mushrooms are even better. And weed is just an herbal supplement for sanity. <br> <br> I was so happy to be sleeping after everyone had gone home or been arrested. ( so it goes )<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 1998</td><td width="90">ExpID: 11542</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 9, 2019</td><td>Views: 843</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=11542&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=11542&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Difficult Experiences (5), Bad Trips (6), Train Wrecks & Trip Disasters (7), Various (28)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">0.5 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">0.5 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/mdma/">MDMA</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">128 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> What happend to me?! <br> <br> This was a terrible experience and I am not sure if what I took was really acid or something else. This had NEVER happend to me before. <br> <br> I went to the Ultra Music Festival this year for the first time. I went with my ex BF and his friend. I have done E a millions times (well not a million, but alot..hehee) before and I had done acid about 4 times before and candy-flipped once before this. My first experience with acid and E together was an awesome experience so I excepted this one to be just as good....WRONG! <br> <br> We were in the hotel room and took the E & the acid at about 7:00 at the same time (not smart, I know, but I didnt want to get searched at the festival). Then my friends had the bright idea of taking the acid too... I had a bad feeling about it and I had been anxious all day but I wasnt going to be the only one NOT tripping later on so I took it at the same time. <br> <br> We get to the festival and about 30 minutes after dropping both I start to notice some effects. I remember looking at the grass and it seemed to look 3-D-ish. Then the Nausea came... The nausea continued and seemed to get worse. I told myself it would go away that it was just hitting me so I tried to enjoy myself. My visuals at this point are there but not extreme. I feel no empathy whatsoever, I actually feel kinda not happy and just mostly nauseous. I shake it after about 2 hours and try to walk around and have a good time. I kept feeling almost lightheaded. The nausea never fully would go away but it would subside long enough for me to try to feel good. I remember sitting on the grass with everyone and the clouds were going by so quickly like smoke almost, and the skyscrapers kept changing patterns and almost looking like they were going into themselves and then back out. I was like that for about 5 hours, I couldnt seem to feel the E at all. Maybe just a smidge of tactile stimulation and clenched teeth. So the bad part begins....it been about 5 hours... <br> <br> We go to see rabbit in the moon perform, and mind you I havnt ever been to ultra or seen anything like this in my life. It was so intense, with the crazy guy with the suits and the visuals on the plasma screens. The end of the show I started to feel hot, then hotter, then a bit claustrphobic, and nausea really bad. I told them I had to go they could stay but I had to leave so finally we started to walk bad to the hotel. WE GOT LOST! I started to panic and panic more when no one else was! I felt hot, and so sick, and the more I walked the worse my visuals got. I remember thinking if I could just get back to the hotel I'll be ok. I felt dizzy, lightheaded I thought I couldnt go on, I felt something wasnt right. When I looked around the buildings were all swirling around and everything looked like it does when ur walking with a video camera, know what I mean? I got to the hotel and fell down onto the couch, my heart was racing uncontrolably so I started to freak more, I needed to get back to hotel room. I told my ex but he told me I was just dehydrated, he wouldnt take it seriously, I got more worried. <br> <br> I got to the room and kneeled down onto the floor in front of the toilet and started dry heaving, I couldnt throw up or getting anythngn to come up. I started to totally freak and knew something was very wrong, my ex told me to take a cold shower, I tried but I couldnt stand up, I was too dizzy and nauseous and lightheaded. I sat down on the floor rocking back and forth thinking that I was going to die or go crazy, I couldnt believe this was happening to me. I told him to take me to the hospital, but he said that I didnt need to go and that it was just a bad trip that it would go away. I thought to myself, that I was going to be a statistic, I'm going to die right here!I was upset and thought to myself that what an a**hole, u dont wanna take me to the hospital! I felt afraid, I was in Miami, where was the hospital? I was confused and thought I had no hope even if I did call 911 myself. I was in a hotel room and it wasnt clear EXACTLY where I was. So I did not know the tv was on and at this point I thought I was hearing voices. Everything in my visual sight was swirling around moving, and every time I closed my eyes I saw the rabbit in the moon show, lights, people. My heart raced, I was dizzy, hot, nauseous, afraid and I kept trying to talk myself out of it but it was no use. It was too strong. Something was not right. I kept guzzling water but it didnt matter. <br> <br> Finally I lay down in bed with my ex and he was trying to talk me through it but no use. I took 5 ativans to come down an kept saying over and over that I would never do this again that was never going to do this again. Finally all of the sudden, I had to throw up and NOW. I leaning over the side of the bed and threw up like I had never thrown up before. So badly I could barely get a breath. <br> <br> The strange part.... After I was finished, I sat up, stood up and smiled and said 'I'm gonna be ok now, I'm GONNA BE OK NOW!' he laughed at me and after that I raved the rest of the night, felt fine and didnt go to bed till about 7am. I didnt come down for 12 HOURS! WTF! <br> <br> I'm still not sure what happened to me. <!-- but I read something that supsect what I took was possibly now acid but amt or something, I read the symptom and it made sense. What do u think?--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2005</td><td width="90">ExpID: 43328</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 10, 2019</td><td>Views: 987</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=43328&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=43328&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">MDMA (3), LSD (2) : Various (28), Bad Trips (6), Difficult Experiences (5), Combinations (3)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">buccal</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3-4 bowls</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">120 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I'm just going to get right down to it instead of describing my entire evening/experience in full detail. I was afraid of acid; I had never done it before. I'd taken shrooms and used to trip on triple C a lot but I was still a bit anxious. I set up the entire evening: I was with my best friend and her boyfriend, we tripped in his apartment. My friend stayed sober to babysit her boyfriend and me (lol, very cautious). I held one tab on my tongue for almost an hour and sat down on the couch to watch The Science of Sleep. <br> <br> After an hour had passed, I noticed an intense euphoria. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">After an hour had passed, I noticed an intense euphoria.</div></div> I had a huge smile on my face that I just could not get rid of. I kept giggling and I felt full of energy. Then I started to feel like I was thizzing. Touching everything felt amazing and I was just perfectly satisfied. The colors on the movie screen began to change. The hue changed from pink to blue to yellow to green to red to purple etc etc etc. I didn't fully realize that I was tripping until I went to the bathroom and the walls around me began flashing through different colors again. I didn't have crazy hallucinations or anything. <br> <br> What I noticed the most was my thought process. My mind raced to every corner of the Earth and circled back around again and again. My friends kept trying to turn on the television and I remember feeling absolutely appalled by marketing and corporate America. Before the acid, I was afraid that I would resist my hallucinations; I experienced quite the opposite. Everything made me happy and warm. I would never be able to do my trip justice by explaining it<!-- over Erowid--> in an experience report. <br> <br> I had nothing to be afraid of. Ever since then I can't help but look around at people on the street and think 'they have no idea that there is this whole world next to ours. That RIGHT NOW they could be experiencing acid.' <br> <br> Acid is amazing. I <!-- just recommend that you prepare for it and have-->had plenty of pot on standby in case I started getting anxious. It also helped me a lot to have a friend nearby to remind me that it was all in my brain and would be over when the drug wore off. <!-- If you're not prone to drug anxiety, you've got nothing to worry about. -->Acid blows every other drug out of the water<!-- , I highly recommend it for those who aren't afraid of the deepest parts of their minds-->.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2008</td><td width="90">ExpID: 75514</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 16, 2019</td><td>Views: 718</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=75514&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=75514&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : First Times (2), Combinations (3), Glowing Experiences (4), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(liquid)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 9:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">10 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/pharms/zolpidem/">Pharms - Zolpidem</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(pill / tablet)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">135 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> (Background info: I am an 18 year old female, and have previous experience with mushrooms, Hawaiian Baby Woodrose seeds, pure MDMA, San Pedro Cactus, and have also tried LSD and Zolpidem on multiple occasions, though never together till now.) <br> <br> For a long time, I had been searching for a vial of LSD. After months of searching, I found one and decided to test it out. To my great surprise and joy, the acid was very strong. It felt more like I had taken 4-5 hits, as opposed to two. I dosed myself at about 10:00 PM. <br> <br> Upon mostly coming down, I decide to try and get some sleep at about 7:00 AM. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">I decide to try and get some sleep at about 7:00 AM.</div></div> I decide to assist this process with taking some Zolpidem. In my previous experiences with Zolpidem, I have noticed feelings of relaxation as well as minor hallucinations. I knew that it would probably enhance the lingering visuals I was experiencing, but mostly I just hoped it would help me get some sleep. I swallowed the tablet, and jumped under my covers. <br> <br> I sleep in a bunk bed. Due to this, I can see the mattress of the bed above me, as well as the white bars that hold the mattress up. About twenty minutes after taking the Zolpidem, I looked up at one of the bars of my bed to see that it had turned into a small, plush like crocodile. It wiggled its tail and moved its head up and down as I started to notice lily pads around it. The bottom of the mattress had turned into an upside down pond! Feeling slightly surprised at how hard I was tripping again, I remembered that I had taken another drug. Still, I was shocked by just how much my visuals intensified. The only other time I had hallucinated things that I know did not exist was when I had taken over ten hits of LSD. <br> <br> I laid down and closed my eyes. The acid had given me some bad body tension, but to my joy my body felt more relaxed than it had in months. <br> <br> I started to experience closed eyed visuals in a way I never had to before. I don't think I can describe accurately what I saw, but it was something like a magnificent, oriental hotel was created in front of my eyes. Soon, I was inside the hotel which appeared to be made out of felt like material, but also at the same time had a clay-mation feel to it. Something also felt very...pillowy to where I was. This is where I began to call the strange place Pillow Land. <br> <br> At this point, Orbs of energy started floating around the hotel, and they began to speak to me inside my head. I began to speak back to them inside my head, and didn't feel this was odd in the slightest until waking up the next morning. I can't remember any of the conversation that was said. <br> <br> I don't know if I fell asleep at 9:00 AM, or if I just blacked out and don't remember what happened. I do know that I became conscious and sober again at about 12:00 PM. Unable to get back to sleep, I got out of bed and felt completely rested throughout the entire day.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2009</td><td width="90">ExpID: 82047</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 18</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 16, 2019</td><td>Views: 877</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=82047&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=82047&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Entities / Beings (37), Combinations (3), Alone (16)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 g</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/nutmeg/">Nutmeg</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  repeated</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 1:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 8:45</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">.5 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">160 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> This whole experience started Friday morning around 1:45 in the afternoon. I had the day off from school and for some reason decided to try the nutmeg experiment. I mixed 2 gs in a glass with water. The nutmeg didn't mix well at all and tasted horrible but down it went. I proceeded to call my friend N to maybe have a weed session and off to his house I went slowly feeling a little buzzed from the nutmeg. <br> <br> Arriving at his house around 2:20 we set up a water lung. A huge bucket (usually our spitting bucket) was cleaned and filled with water. A 2 liter bottle of Coke was then cut straight at the bottom. A bowl made of aluminum foil was placed on the top of the bottle, with the cap off. The bottle was then pushed down as far as it could reach in the water without the bowl getting wet and then lit. Slowly raising the bottle up the smoke filled the bottle. When the hit was a nice size the bowl would be picked off. Putting my mouth against the top of the bottle and pushing the bottle down into the water creates a vaccuum for the smoke to go down into your lungs resulting in great hits. <br> <br> The only positive of the nutmeg may have been getting stoned very easily after only the second hit of weed. There were no negatives of the nutmeg so I have no regrets. <br> <br> A g later and a steady high (small amounts of weed will still knock me out with a water lung) me and N decided to call our dealer. <br> <br> Acid was set up! One hit each at 2:45. I first called home making sure someone knew that I would not be home all night. Around 2:50 the hits were placed in our mouths and sucked for 30 minutes. At 2:20 i chewed my hit up and swallowed. <br> <br> This being my second acid experience (my first only being with a half hit of acid) I had quite paranoid thoughts for the first 6 hours. Thinking N's mom would know we were both gone. I noticed increased visual and time had no existence. Reality seemed smudged and slow. Looking at the colorful walls and green floor showed me some wonderful and complex designs morphing. The water stain from a leak on the ceiling appeared to be a human falling through the ceiling. <br> <br> Somewhere between 3:00 and 4:00 a weed session was started. We realized the acid would be taking effect for a while and so we had to smoke weed accordingly. Only 1 g at a time we smoked with a couple hours in between each session. <br> <br> At some point before 6:30 a friend of N's named M, came by whom I recognized from school. He wanted a hit. The deal was set up and I found myself sitting at N's table with this guy while N picked up the lsd. He asked me how I felt and if I was seeing anything and I was in a confused state with paranoia slowly leaving. It left me quite tense and he seemed to only annoy me. Upon realizing we had sold M a hit N and I realized he was not ready for it and I can only hope he has a good experience. <br> <br> Around 6:30 i called my friend R to tell him how incredible I felt. I somehow convinced him to take the hour long bus riode to N's house to join is with a hit. He decided 2 hits. <br> <br> R Arriving at 7:30 we had our third weed session of the day, R's second as he had a session at his lunch break (he unfortunately had school that friday). R took his first hit as soon as he came over. <br> <br> After grabbing a beer for refreshment N, R and I left N's house to drop some money off to a dealer. N and I were tripping hard and as we walked to our destination R began to feel the effects. <br> <br> Arriving back around 8:00 after a brief situation of losing eachother on the street we set up another g session. It was great a great session as I was beginning to climb off the acid. <br> <br> We kept ourselves amused comparing our feelings. Mainly ideas like 'remembering to remember' and 'twisted and boxed realiy' were comparable and looking back are hard to understand now. Minutes seemed liked days at this point. <br> <br> 9:00 came and R decided he wanted to take his other hit of acid. This one took him soaring as he later described seeing nazi's and hitler and skeletons beckoning him. He realized this was turning into a bad trip and got out of the situation as soon as possible. N and I realized we were slowly coming off of our acid and R was left alone for the next 5 hours in his mind set. Another hit was cut into 2 and around 10:30 the half hit was placed under the tongue. At this point Nate told me we were going to have a surprise. And we did. <br> <br> And yet another weed session was arranged. The weed was smoked just as the half hit started to take effect around 11:30. For the next 7 hours things just happened. While sitting up i felt like I was in a cartoon, while laying down I felt like the wall was the ceiling and I was in a castle off some sort. Closing my eyes released amazing textures and designs and looking at my friends lamp showed me a beautiful glass ball of energy. The whole time we talked nonsense and laughed, taking breaks of silence to observe now and then. N's explanation for the acid effect was that of a metal cone being stuffed into his ear and pages of nonsense being fed through and I could relate. <br> <br> A very trippy song, Linkin Park if I believe was played through a personal cd player, 1 person at a time. While listening to this different moods of the song I visioned a naked woman, very sexual who morphed into a skeleton and broke away. The song was over. <br> <br> Sublime and The Tea Party were constantly played throughout the rest of the night. The songs affected the visions I saw as I noticed Sublime created more colourful effects while The Tea Party created more artistic effects. This being my first true experience deep with acid I wanted to feel everything, so the differences in music helped a lot. <br> <br> One last session for the night was smoked bringing us to a closing of the whole day started for N and I at 2:30. It was now 4:00 in the morning. The session boosted the experience slightly but I had a feeling of something bursting inside of me. It was warm and overwhelming, a very positive effect. <br> <br> R moving to a different room as he wanted some time alone I believe and a comfortable bed, N and I sharing a room me on a seat and chair him on his bed we went to sleep. The timer light on the television brought me into one last space trip. The light became the center of this celestial light. <br> <br> We woke up for a last session feeling great. We looked much better as we went to sleep with yellow eyes. The weed made me feel great as well as breakfast. <br> <br> A very positive experience.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2001</td><td width="90">ExpID: 10650</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 25, 2019</td><td>Views: 731</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=10650&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=10650&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Cannabis (1), LSD (2) : Combinations (3), Hangover / Days After (46), Various (28)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">125 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> This was my second time taking LSD. About 5 months before, I took some at a close friend's house and had a wonderful time. It also had lasting effects: before I took acid, I struggled with self-harm and suicidal thoughts, to the point where I was cutting on an almost-daily basis. After that first time with acid, I never got the urge to cut, and still don't. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">After that first time with acid, I never got the urge to cut, and still don't.</div></div> <br> <br> Anyway, the second time, I was with the same friends, but we had traveled about 4 hours to visit their friends who I had never met. This is where I should have been more careful. The night before, there was also a lot of fighting between my mom and brother. My dad was also in the hospital and I was worried about him because I was so far away and unable to get to him if he needed me for some reason (which wouldn't have happened, but it affected my mindset). Because of all these things, I probably shouldn't have taken the acid, but we had been planning it for a while and I figured that it would help me to feel better. <br> <br> As the acid started to kick in, I started laughing uncontrollably and was lying on the floor in a pile of blankets and pillows. I had buried my face in them. Then I couldn't stop laughing and started crying. The closed-eye hallucinations were pretty strong and were related to colors and patterns from my childhood. I had an anxiety attack and was afraid that everybody was worried about me, which made me cry more. I asked everybody what they would say if my dad called and needed me. I started babbling about all the bad shit in my life, but then I started to feel better. However, I still felt my heart beat really fast, and this continued until I had come down completely. <br> <br> The rest of the night was good, but the comedown the next day was a nightmare. On the car ride back to my friend's house, I was still basically tripping- music sounded different and I couldn't get to sleep. We got back and I was exhausted but determined to drive back to my house so I could go to bed. This didn't happen because I was still coming down and I had to stay at his house. My heart was still racing and I felt like I was in the aftermath of a panic attack. I explained all this and started to feel really bad, talked about how I shouldn't have done acid and needed to be more careful. I slept for an hour at his house but had to get back home because my mom was worried about me. I wasn't tripping anymore but still coming down and was afraid to drive. Nothing bad happened, but I needed to concentrate super hard and was just incredibly nervous- keep in mind that my heart was STILL racing. I did get home and finally fell asleep, but it was a difficult, exhausting trip. <br> <br> My advice is that even if you've made plans, you have to be really careful about your environment and mindset. Be in a familiar place, even if you've done acid before, and if you've been beset by a bunch of personal tragedy, don't do it.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2015</td><td width="90">ExpID: 105928</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 24</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 31, 2019</td><td>Views: 632</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=105928&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=105928&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Hangover / Days After (46), Difficult Experiences (5), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">10 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance">Pharms - Escitalopram</td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(daily)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">56 kg</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Cido y Escitalopram <br> <br> Hace unos días, en mi viaje de egresados, decidí tomar lsd. Lo había hecho previamente, pero nunca me había hecho efecto (Una vez con medio cartón que estaba bastante viejo y había perdido bastante su efecto, y otras veces con un cuarto que solo me había hecho estar eufórica). Tomo escitalopram (10 mg) diariamente. <br> <br> A eso de las 2 am me puse el cartón en la lengua. En las primeras dos horas no sentí mucho más que insomnio y algo de euforia, cosa que me había pasado antes. <br> <br> Al rededor de las 4:30, 5 am empecé a sentir como la droga hacía 'efecto'. Varios de mis amigos me habían contado que en sus viajes habían tenido experiencias surrealistas y alucinaciones, pero eso no se acerco a los efectos que yo sentí; en mi caso, sentí mucha euforia, deslizaba por el piso y le hablaba absolutamente a todo el mundo. Me confundía a mis amigas que son mellizas, cuando en el pasado nunca tuve problemas para hacerlo. Algunas cosas se conectaban de manera tan fácil, como la voz de la gente con su color de ojos y su ropa, era como que todo pertenecía a lo otro. A su vez, tenía mucha sed; estaba tomando agua continuamente. <br> <br> Mi entendimiento del mundo 'exterior' era reducido <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">Mi entendimiento del mundo 'exterior' era reducido</div></div>, siendo yo la única que estaba drogada en ese momento. Estaba en mi propio mundo y lo estuve por mucho tiempo. Las cosas pasaban muy rápido también, cuando me daba cuenta estaba en otro lugar haciendo otra cosa. Ese mismo día me tenía que volver a mi ciudad, por lo tanto tuve que hacer la valija completamente puesta, lo cuál no recomiendo porque no se tiene mucho maneje de lo que uno hace. <br> <br> La gente usualmente te mira raro y cree que tu comportamiento es extraño, pero para mí era muy normal. <br> <br> De todas maneras, el escitalopram paleó bastante los efectos del ácido, porque para mi peso y mi edad, la dosis debería haber sido más que suficiente para alucinar, y no lo hice.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2013</td><td width="90">ExpID: 100631</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 17</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 31, 2019</td><td>Views: 947</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=100631&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=100631&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">Pharms - Escitalopram (304), LSD (2) : Combinations (3), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">0.5 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">150 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I took notes during a recent LSD trip. This is the transcript. <br> <br> 5:00 p.m. Take half a tab, instant light high. <br> 5:20 p.m. Everything is visually sharper and more vibrant than usual, some floating neon patches of color. <br> 5:45 p.m. Colors even more vibrant, heart racing, warm feeling in chest. <br> 6:15 p.m. The effects seem to be getting stronger with each mood boost that comes over me <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">The effects seem to be getting stronger with each mood boost that comes over me</div></div> (the strengthening in intensity definately seems to be caused by the mood boosts, not the other way around). I choose to go outside. <br> 6:50 p.m. After locking myself out of house, come back and peak <br> 6:57 p.m. No longer doubt if 'it's working.' I'm riding my bike and it feels like the pedals are getting taller and shorter, very intense. <br> <br> 8:08 p.m. Yep, everything makes sense now, I'm sitting on a bench by the river listening go the JCS soundtrack and smoking a cig and I feel so good, everything is perfect. <br> 9 p.m. Oh it's HERE. <br> 9:20 p.m. Renewed zest for the trip. <br> 9:40 p.m. Vivid patterns in the darkness, lose some sense of spatial reality (dreamlike) <br> 9:44 p.m. Grasp the magnitude and power of the Willamette river for the first time ever on the Autzen footbridge. <br> 12:21 a.m. Don't try to communicate with non living beings, success would result in a complete psychotic break. <br> 1:43 p.m. Haven't slept, still having tactile hallucinations (things I'm wearing or touching melting into me) the visuals are mostly subtle. <br> 2:57 p.m. I swear the objects are creaking more than usual. <br> <br> 3:01 p.m. It feels like most everyone else is just saying 'come on, get on with it' when it comes to collective consciousness, but only for fleeting moments. Everything has been synced up all night <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">Everything has been synced up all night</div></div> (my thought patterns with the noises coming from the inanimate objects, as if to punctuate the thoughts) it makes some of what I'm thinking seem very meaningful. Reinforces my belief that psychedelics activate some sort of extra sensory perception, or that taking them encourages other forms of consciousness to attempt contact. <br> <br> 3:39 p.m. Good healthy shudder <br> 3:40 p.m. I'm comfortable again. <br> <br> [Reported Dose: "1/2 tab, very STRONG stuff really soaked it good"]<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2014</td><td width="90">ExpID: 105219</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 22</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 31, 2019</td><td>Views: 606</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=105219&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=105219&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : General (1), Alone (16)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance">1B-LSD</td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">150 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> LSD or How to Learn About Myself <br> <br> After reading all these experiences it made me want to share one of the many experiences I had with LSD or acid as we called it. I have to say that I was lucky and always stayed within the limits of reasonable dosage when using acid. This fact is probably the reason why my usage of acid had a rather positive effect on my life. <br> <br> It was summer, I was about 15 or 16 at the time. Me and my buddy Francis have already done acid a few times before. In other words it was one of the first times I tripped on this. I came to his house around 5 or 6 PM. He already had the acid and was ready to drop it. So we did. <br> <br> After half an hour or so I started feeling queasy an anxious. A little time after that I started to laugh like crazy for no apparent reasons; basically I just looked at my buddies face (and he was so stoned!) and started to laugh and laugh...it was really funny. After this insane laughing trip I started looking at some books and thats when the visuals kicked in. It made no sense. The letters were moving back and forth fucking up my perception. At one point I thought I was reading thoughts from my unconscious. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">At one point I thought I was reading thoughts from my unconscious.</div></div> I was amazed by this feeling...overwhelmed I would say. I felt like a... Recipient of ice cream, and I could dig inside myself, digging out secrets I didn't know of but were there after all. After putting the book down I started to see things which made me ecstatic. I had visions of big city landscapes. I could see it clearly; buildings and skyscrapers in front of me in a distance. And this is kinda funny 'cause a couple of years later I moved out in the big city...kinda strange. <br> <br> After a few hours my buddy got tired of me and kicked me out. So I called up my dad and he came and picked me up. The ride home was hell: my father was casually talking to me as I was seeing the street lights growing bigger and bigger. Everything was kinda yellowish and the light poles were deformed. I also had the feeling that the car was going very slowly but it as rolling at a normal pace. <br> <br> Finally when I came home my dad went to bed but I was still wide awake. The rest of the trip was in my room. At first the ceiling fan made me trip for awhile. Then colors in the ceiling started to appear. But the thing that made me trip the most is when I passed in front of the mirror. I stopped and looked at my face only to realize it wasn't my face! And it was constantly changing. Faces of people I never seen before appeared in the mirror <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">Faces of people I never seen before appeared in the mirror</div></div> with a kaleidoscope effect. Then my face morphed and melted. <br> <br> When I think about this trip and any other acid trip I made in my life; it always made me realize something about myself or our beautiful mother earth or the universe. This particular trip made me see I had a changing personality. Which is true. As I grow older I can't help but realize that I am an unstable human being constantly changing and evolving...Anyways every trip was a revelation. I love it and I can't wait the proper moment to do it again!<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 1995</td><td width="90">ExpID: 11540</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 16</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Aug 5, 2019</td><td>Views: 818</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=11540&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=11540&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Small Group (2-9) (17), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/ssris/">SSRIs</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(daily)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">55 kg</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> LSD on SSRIs <br> <br> T + 0.00 After much umming and ahhing on the subject, myself, my partner and one of our best mates decided to drop acid together. We each took 1 tab orally. It's important to add that I am currently taking SSRI antidepressants, so this may have altered my experience. We decided to stay in a nice safe place (i.e. our home) with no one we felt unfamiliar or insecure with around to limit the chances of a bad trip. <br> <br> T +1.00 I felt a general warm, 'fuzzy' sort of feeling, just a general feeling of wellbeing. <br> <br> T +2.30 My warm fuzzy feeling had expanded to great fits of laughing at absolutely humourless objects, like the shape of the doorknob and the sight of a sock puppet. My housemate went to the toilet, only to return 20 minutes later after staring at the tiles on the floor and watching them whirl and melt into each other. I did attempt to achieve the same effect, but saw nothing of the sort. <br> <br> T+ 4.00 My mild sort of high continued. Time was definitely skewed for all of us. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">T+ 4.00 My mild sort of high continued. Time was definitely skewed for all of us.</div></div> I would watch a film clip for four minutes and think that several hours had passed. I began to see trails following my hands and legs as I moved them. I ventured to the bathroom and stared into the mirror for a good five minutes and did not experience any sort of hallucination. Both my partner and my housemate stood in front of the mirror for half an hour lost in the experience. <br> <br> T+ 5.00 I was feeling tired and a little lacklustre. I retreated to my bed and fell asleep immediately. My partner and housemate stayed awake for another six hours and continued to experience visual hallucinations, including the television slowing melting into a puddle on the floor. Apparently they both happily continued to watch the TV in a puddle on the ground. They also reported that the walls appeared to be breathing or billowing, and that the tiles in the bathroom seemed to lead to another universe. They also found looking n the mirror to be either fascinating or distressing. <br> <br> Overall I was disappointed with my LSD experience. I believe the fact that I have been on SSRIs for an extended period of time prior to taking the drug have lead to my diminished experience. I certainly did not find the experience unpleasant or frightening in the least, but I would say it was similar to a mild marijuana high.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2010</td><td width="90">ExpID: 85489</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 19</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Jul 31, 2019</td><td>Views: 928</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=85489&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=85489&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Combinations (3)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">115 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> My experience happened the week of March 10th 2008. I have tripped on LSD plenty of times and never had a bad experience, I actually quite enjoy it. <br> <br> This particular time, was the most I had ever taken at one time. We had the whole night planned out, because we wanted it to be a very special trip. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">We had the whole night planned out, because we wanted it to be a very special trip.</div></div> We went to my husband's family farm for the weekend. Before we left for our trip we had spent over $300 on 'toys' for our experience. We bought over 200 glow sticks, we bought a fog machine, a couple tapestries, a couple black lights, quite a few things that light up and flash colors, some kaleidescopes, and bunch more little things. <br> <br> When we got to the farm we set the place up. We hung up all the tapestries and put the black lights and fog machine into place, we took all the glow sticks out of the packages and got them ready so when we were tripping it wouldn't be a hassel. <br> <br> When everything was finished, we decided to drop the acid! My husband and I took 11 hits of paper and Ian and his girlfriend Gina took 6 each. It was probably around 8 in the evening and I will tell you that I have never had a trip come over me so strongly! I was tripping within 20 minutes of taking the dosage. <br> <br> We first started outside because it was still daylight out, we had a fire going and everything was coming together very nicely. We were probably outside for 45 mins to an hour and I was toasted, everything was moving and my whole body was feeling amazing!!! <br> <br> We ended up moving the party inside, because it was the middle of march and it wasn't too warm outside. We made our way to the living room which was the room we decorated for our enjoyment. We played around with the fog machine, which was absolutely insane. The room got so filled with fog that you couldn't even see in front of you, and boy was that trippy, you could hear everyone talking, but you definately couldn't see them! <br> <br> After all the fun with the fog machine, we busted out the glow sticks!! <!-- If you have ever tripped and never used glowsticks, make sure that is on your agenda for the next time you drop acid, it is the most insane thing!--> The glow sticks made our evening!! We went in to this room that had no furniture or carpet, and we started breaking open the glow sticks and flinging the glow liquid all over the place. The walls and the floors were all splattered with glowing liquid. What was even more crazy, was these one particular glow sticks, they were really thick, and when you busted them open the color that was inside was a totally different color than what was glowing before we busted them. For example, say we had a pink glow stick, when we cut it open, it was green and yellow liquid!! It was fucking crazy!!! I know it wasn't just because we were trippin either, but it sure made me think that way!! <br> <br> Well after our little escapade, my husband and his friend Ian went outside and passed a flashing ball for a while. My friend Gina and I stay inside and watched 'Mr. Magoriums Wonder Emporium' and it was definately a great movie to watched fucked up! On top of that it was just a great movie!! After the movie, we were coming down, and we just hung out and smoked some weed and enjoyed the rest of the trip! <br> <br> All in all it was one of the best trips I have ever had!!! Everything turned out better than I had imagined! <br> <br> <!-- If you take it responsibly and make sure you are surrounded by people who are going to make you have a good time, nothing can go wrong, it is the ultimate feeling, the best experience ever!! =)--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2008</td><td width="90">ExpID: 73500</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Sep 19, 2019</td><td>Views: 665</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=73500&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=73500&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Personal Preparation (45), Glowing Experiences (4), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 cig.</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/tobacco/">Tobacco - Cigarettes</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">90 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> One day, I bought some acid. I got like a ten strip but I sold like seven. The hits I got were always regular paper and I could take one and not be very messed up. One time I took too much acid, so I decided to be really careful. So I only took one hit. Except for, It was like really thick hits. It was like four of the regular paper hits, seriously. <br> <br> In like 10 minutes I could feel it. In like half an hour I was tripping and I had like not that serious of visuals. It still made me nervous to be tripping so fast though. I was laying in bed and I felt the room getting so small. I felt like my face was right next to the ceiling. I also was really cold and my heart was racing and I had a stomach ache. I layed in bed for like an hour. <br> <br> Then I knew I had to take a shower before I started tripping even harder, cause then I might get too scared. I took a shower and then I thought my bathroom was a rocket ship. The sink was like the steering wheel. Blast off!!! <br> <br> Then I got dressed. It was kind of hard. Then I like tried to smoke a cigarette. The grill at my house looked like a robot. It was sweet. <br> <br> I like was really nervous though. I was like what's going on? It's sooo hard to do things when you're tripping. The plants were so cool. <br> <br> Then I went for a walk in the woods. It was really fun. I was so nervous like about the other people. I felt so unreal. I didn't even know if they could see me. All these trees looked like wild animals and cats especially. Then like all of these mushrooms grew out of the ground and I seriously like ran to my house. <br> <br> And then, like I don't remember. I guess I just watched tv or something. <br> <br> And then I wasn't tripping anymore. I felt like wow, I can't believe that crazy trip is over. Then I went back to the woods to smoke pot. I smoked like a can, and then after that like I was tripping again as hard as before. I couldn't believe I went like 8 hours without smoking weed. I used to be addicted to it. <br> <br> But then like I saw my friend, and I was like wanna smoke, but really I probably couldnt have cause I was tripping so hard. I was about to go out to dinner with my parents too. Well I only tripped for like 3 hours more. That was sweet. <br> <br> But after that every time I smoked weed id start trippin, and then like I wouldnt get visuals and eventually I could smoke normally again. It was sweet.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2006</td><td width="90">ExpID: 52781</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Female</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Oct 13, 2019</td><td>Views: 719</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=52781&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=52781&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Cannabis (1) : General (1), Combinations (3), Various (28)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1.5 tablets</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(plant material)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">182 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> So this all started on the first day of last summer. Me and my friends had gotten out of school and decided that we wanted to do something crazy as a fun way to get the summer started.(just to add this my two friends m and c and I had never tried a halluconegen before, but have tried extacy numerous amounts of times. <br> <br> So c and I decide we'll go up to haight street and try to get some molly(pure mdma) or acid, since I only have a two seater car. So c and I head up to haight and got pretty lucky because right when we had arrived on haight two hippie looking people asked if we needed doses and we said yes and bought 5 doses of acid that was in a white strip with something that looked like black ink on the inside. We talked about how easy it was to get then we were off back to our friend j's house to show our friends wat we had gotten. C and I arrive back at j's and show them we had the acid, then we immediately split it into three pieces and took the acid. <br> <br> After about an 45 min. To an hour we had noticed we were feeling an unusual kind of euphoria that was a strange thing. So after the awkwardness of the euphoria died down we started to talk about how hard the coming up part was to handle. I dont really know how to explain it but I guess you can say I started to leave everday reallity while I still have somewhat of a grip on it. The next thing I know M says he feels like he had shrunk, M stands up and he actually had looked alot shorter so C,J(My friends house I was at who wasn't tripping)and I all start to laugh at this. The next thing I started to notice was that the color of M's skin looked as if it had a yellowish red tint to it and I thought it looked pretty funny. So about 2 and a half hours into the trip now and M and C are telling me how much they are tripping out. I dont really remember what they said they were experiencing but they said they were tripping so I believed them. <br> <br> I didnt have a since of a full trip I was expecting yet, I kept telling M and C that it wasnt wat I expected and I just wasnt really tripping. So about another hour go's by and j, the owner of the house asked me since I wasnt really trippen hard if I wanted to go to the store, so I said sure since it was right down the street. So j and I set off to go to the store,(let me note at this point I didnt know how much a change of scenery affects your trip)so were walking down the street at about 10 pm and I was very familiar with this street but it somehow looked foreighn to me. So as were walking I see this little bridge that the train goes over but it looked abstract as if it was bending and moving as we walked under it. For some reason I had the feeling that we were walking in iraq at night in some foreighn warzone but it wasnt a scary feeling. So j and I arrive at the store get what we needed then headed back as I kept explaining to him how amazed I was at the change of scenery. We finaly arrived back at the house and decided to smoke some weed since we werent really trippen that hard. So as C and I start to break up the weed we relize it looks at feels as if it were little insects so j offers to do it for us and we accept and agree that C and I will take another half blot each which we did right away. After j had rolled a nice blunt of some purp, C,M and I had gone into his backyard on his hammick to smoke. <br> <br> I told them since I wasnt trippen hard at all or feeling it the least to let me take the first hit so I start to hit the blunt, and I relize M and C are staring at me wierd then I relize as I pull the blunt away from my face that I had finished almost half the blunt in one hit. So we all finish the blunt then sit for a second looking at the sky as it had appeared to be orange, purple and black and very wavy. So we start to walk inside the house and I felt a sudden burst of euphoria and energy that I haddent felt before, as I walk in to j's back door I scream 'this is what its like to be on acid' feeling that I had just begun my trip. <br> <br> I remember M, C and I were all hungry since we had just finished smoking. J offers to make us top ramen. So were all sitting there ready to eat the top ramen and I relize the bowl mine was in was very blurry and the designs seemed like they were almost 3d. So we start eating the food and for some reason I cant explain I just kept feeling as if I was eating myself and I was convinced of this until j screamed'unless your noodles or shrimp in a packet your not eating yourself' which I thought was pretty funny and relized I was starting to trip and wasnt eating myself. <br> <br> After I had finished I walked into the kithen and opened the fridge and was looking in it wondering why everything looked so bright and intense. After looking in the fridge for what seemed like 40 min. At least I started to walk back into the living room and I could see M and C sitting their not looking at me and I kept walking for what seemed like it had been another 10 min. At least even though the distance was about 10 feet. I was amazed at this and started talking to M and C about this. <br> <br> Before I know it the next thing M,C and I are all trippen extremely hard which I have to say was never one bit unpleasent. I dont know how to explain this but it was as if are senses were mixed up and we could see music, or hear sight ect. Next thing I know we all think that we are words on a cough we were convinced that are physical form was letters. So were all trippin then when the trip starts to die down a little so we arent mixing up are senses anymore something amazing happened. About an hour go's by it seemed like and we all stop what we are doing and relize for the last 15 to 20 min. Everything we had been doing was in reverse and we only relized then when we ended back in the original spot we were in when we started to go backwards. <br> <br> All of us continue to trip until about 4 in the morning and the only thing I remember after that is that at one point I thought I was running through candy land and up the walls and everything. I also remember the sound of the fan when I was trying to finaly go to sleep it seemed as if the fan was in slow motion. I remember C being a little bit scared because the trip was so long and he said he wasnt sure when he would be back to reality. Thats pretty much the whole trip and I would say lsd was overall a very fun experiance.<!--but I would recomend doing it in a safe comfortable place where theres at least one sitter to watch over you to get full enjoyment out of the experiance.--> I would also like to note that I do not think I would have tripped like I did if I didnt smoke that weed with it, but I cant be completely sure.<!--Well thats about it, all drug useres out there have fun but be carefull.--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2006</td><td width="90">ExpID: 58430</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: Not Given</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Nov 6, 2019</td><td>Views: 677</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=58430&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=58430&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Cannabis (1) : General (1), Combinations (3), Small Group (2-9) (17)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">3.5 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">smoked</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/tobacco/">Tobacco - Cigarettes</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">333 ml</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/alcohol/">Alcohol - Beer/Wine</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b> </b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">90 kg</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Hi, my name is R, I'm 20 years old and I'm not of English origin so I apologise in advance for any typos or misspelling. <br> <br> I practice yoga and meditation every once in a while, I belive I am in good physical condition and I eat well, I have experience with MDMA, cocaine, ketamine, speed paste, LSD, mushrooms ;), and some research cuemicals that were sold as MDMA and LSD although I don't do coke any more nor will I for the rest of my life as I realised it's absolute crap and I don't really get what I'm paying for and yes I've had good coke. <br> <br> It all started at 1:45am when I was waiting to get picked up to go to a psychedelic trance rave some kms away from my house. As I wait I stretch for a bit. I get picked up and driven to the place, none of the other people in the car went with be but they had some acid and I had some money so I bought 5 hits. I drop one as soon as we arrive there which was at about 2:15am. As I pay my entry and observe what's going on, I go upstairs to the balcony and immediately run into an aquaintance of mine and I give her a big hug and spin her around ahahah it felt great. <!-- She was accompanied by a guy I also know so we go upstairs and exchange contact information then go back downstairs, at--> <br> <br> At this point I was starting to heavily come up. The acid I was doing were Hoffman's, they have been advertised as 300mcg but I've done good <!-- lad (lysergic acid diethylamide) -->LSD and from personal experience I know it's not the case but nevertheless they are good, the only downside to these Hoffman's are that they don't produce much visuals but the high is great! (The tabs had no taste whatsoever). <br> <br> I start running into my friends and since I didn't have any weed on me I asked them to roll us a joint, which they did, they even let me roll it, at this point I was already tingling and in the mood to dance so we smoke the joint and go back downstairs. The music is great<!-- and if you like psy-trance you can check out A-mush and D-Maniac respectfully-->. I danced the night away and in-between 2am and 6am I dropped 3.5 tabs and gave the rest to my friends. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">in-between 2am and 6am I dropped 3.5 tabs and gave the rest to my friends.</div></div> <!-- Half to D half to G and the other half I told D to split with 'Bob' (that's his nickname) so a-->Almost everyone in that party was either on MDMA or acid and the music was great. <br> <br> The only visuals I got during the party was when I was looking at the screen and it had strips of red and blue and green triangles Wich made this trippy cornucopia and kept changing between the two I saw the triangles overlapping the red stripes and when it switched back to the triangles they were in hd and the colour was very vivid. When we left the party we went to smoke some joints at this place that was sheltered from the wind and cold, this happened during November in southern Europe so it was cold but not so cold. After daylight breaks we leave to go to the gas station that was about 2 or 3kms away<!-- from where we were and they bought beer and I bought a juice cuz I haven't drank alcohol in quite a while and I didn't want to ruin that. After we went to our spot near the river we smoked more joints and I ended up drinking a 0.33cl beer and it felt so good ahaha-->. <br> <br> Some wierd stuff happend during the process of all that. One of my friends had a bike and I rode it every now and then during the walk to the station and every time I did I started seeing patterns on the ground but not your usual ones like geometric shapes, oh no. These patterns were telling some kind of story that I really didn't understand but ok. <!-- I asked one of my friends that had weed on him, and I like smoking weed more than I like hash, and he sold me a big for 5$, I made one king-size one with them and saved the rest for the day after.--> <br> <br> I got home at about 11am, took a shower and went to sleep. I slept for about 3h give or take. <br> <br> When I woke up I had breakfast <!-- (ate some chocolate cereal with soy milk)--> and rolled myself a spliff and went to the local park. I smoked a cigarret first, which felt and tasted better than usual then the joint. As I came up from the weed I got a bit of the acid high back and just enjoyed it. At 6:30am I went to church with my family and had a really good experience. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">At 6:30am I went to church with my family and had a really good experience.</div></div> I have done this once before on 1g if mushrooms and had an amazing experience. I believe in Jesus tough I am not Catholic. My church has no saints or any images we just sing and praise the Lord almighty. <br> <br> When I got back home I ate <!-- 3 durum kebabs for dinner which tasted amaaziing with some chips and iced tea. I--> smoked my other joint and went to bed early at about 10pm, read a chapter of the Bible and went to sleep. I woke up about 15 hours later feeling kinda tired but very relaxed and in a positive mood. I am currently writing this at about 5:30pm on a Sunday. <!-- One Love. Thank you erowid for the possibility of sharing this experience I had with others. Don't be afraid, embrace your fears and use them in your advantage. Namastê--><!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2019</td><td width="90">ExpID: 113787</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 20</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Nov 14, 2019</td><td>Views: 693</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=113787&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=113787&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Rave / Dance Event (18), General (1)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br> T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">10 mg</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/pharms/citalopram/">Pharms - Citalopram</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(daily)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 0:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">1 hit</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">  T+ 24:00</td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">2 hits</td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> <td class="dosechart-form"><b>(blotter / tab)</b></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">200 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> Background: <br> Been on 20mg Celexa approximately 4 years, and wanted to stop taking Celexa altogether. Started to taper the dose approximately 2 months prior to taking the LSD. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">Started to taper the dose approximately 2 months prior to taking the LSD.</div></div> <br> <br> Trip Report: <br> Very little to report. Took 1 tab orally of LSD (approximately 200 micrograms) on a Friday night about 9pm and by 1am I was asleep. There were some feelings I had, but I chalked it up to nervousness of taking my first psychedelic. I had a very sore spine, but it wasn't like the normal pain that I experience--it felt as though my spinal column was a little stiffer and really sore. <br> <br> The following night I took the remaining two tabs about 9pm, and I followed my usual routine and was asleep by midnight or so with no effects other than the strange sore spinal column.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2019</td><td width="90">ExpID: 113825</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 30</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Nov 27, 2019</td><td>Views: 962</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=113825&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=113825&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2) : Combinations (3), Unknown Context (20)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>

<div class="report-text-surround"> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" align="right" border="0"> <tr><td></td><td width="15"> </td></tr> </table> <!-- DoseChart --> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#224422" class="dosechart"> <tr> <td width="90" align="right">DOSE:<br></td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center">oral</td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/chemicals/lsd/">LSD</a></td> </tr> <tr> <td width="90" align="right"> </td> <td width="90" class="dosechart-amount" align="center">  </td> <td class="dosechart-method" align="center"> </td> <td class="dosechart-substance"><a href="/plants/cannabis/">Cannabis</a></td> </tr> </table> <br> <table border="2" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" bordercolor="#444455" class="bodyweight"> <tr> <td width="110" class="bodyweight-title">BODY WEIGHT:</td> <td width="80" class="bodyweight-amount">250 lb</td> </tr> </table> <br><br><!-- End DoseChart --> <!-- Start Body --> I can't put time stamps but I'll try to explain what happened. <br> <br> First once the tabs dissolved and started working my vision was really bright and colorful. I decided to take a shower, a really hot shower. Only when getting out I realized I felt nothing, complete dissociation. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">I felt nothing, complete dissociation.</div></div> I dried my hair and couldn't feel the heat at all, or me getting the knots out of my hair. A while later I feel nothing at all, completely naked. My field of view seemed to get super large, with whatever I was looking at hyper zoomed in.<!-- ( https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/338188715241504789/643583023714926602/20191111_173410_Glitch2.png?width=581&height=436 This shows the zoom effect I got, not the field of view) --> I started to panic, trying to distract myself from it, I noticed that my peripheral vision was becoming a hole, my desk was getting infinitely long, my walls forming some sort of maze-like pattern. I felt shocks of pain in my body, sort of like electricity slowly pulsing through my body, I checked my heart rate and it was 125 BPM. <br> <br> After this I started to panic a bit more. The corners of my vision were stretching and stretching I was seeing my vision as if it was one of those infinite mirrors, I was seeing fractals inside of every letter I looked at, I was also sweating a bunch. I didn't feel hot or cold though, I felt nothing. I panicked on discord for a bit, asking for help but not reading the replies at all. I laid down and tried to calm myself but I started to feel a pain right inside of my heart. This is when I became visually disconnected from the world. <br> <br> As I laid in my bed looking up, I was in a corner looking up at a massive monitor. <!-- , ( https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/338188715241504789/643369447486128148/unknown.png?width=672&height=436 This doesn't explain it, butr the back was the floor and wall, the dark gray was just black, and the light gray was the massive monitor.--> I was panicking and got up, going back to my desk, the monitor did not go away, I was watching my vision from another room it felt like. It got even worse. <br> <br> Somehow I got into a thought loop, I would think about literally anything, and my mind would think of the opposite at the same time, which somehow made me visually see my ideas, zooming in and zooming out, it was like I was zooming out of atoms and back in at the same time. I lost most connection to reality visually, I could not see my room unless I got up and distracted me, I was having a thought loop both visually and mentally, Infinitely zooming in and out of my thoughts. I was on my bed staring at my clock, time was gone for me, It felt like years were passing when only seconds had. At the time I forgot how many things I do every second, I assumed that it usually took me 3-4 minutes to leave my room to walk to the kitchen. I dropped my clock and felt the pain in my heart grow, I thought I was having a heart attack. I was seeing objects that looked super familiar but that I never saw before. My watch died at this point so I couldn't check my heart rate. I assumed it was in the 200's but that makes no sense. This happened for a while until I started to accept my death, I picked out a song to die to and planned to "die" at a certain part. I didn't think it would get worse, but it did. <br> <br> My vision started to zoom out of the monitor, until I was seeing my body in these cluster of atoms, which zoomed out to show normal daily scenes, mostly of minor inconveniences, burning my hand on a hot cup, dropping a paper, spilling water. My vision would zoom out into these scenes. I had no control over my thoughts, I kept panicking and forgot all about accepting my death. I got up and poured cold and hot water on my face, feeling absolutely nothing, I then drank some tap water (which makes me disgusted because of the after taste). The taste suprised me enough to get my vision back, but a second later it started to zoom out again, trapping me into whatever well I was in now. I went outside (dressed), hoping the cold air would help, and it did for a second, then my vision returning to whatever I was seeing in my head. I went back on my bed and got under my blankets, on the edge of calling 911. This happened for a while, until around the end of my peak everything got again, worse. <br> <br> As my vision was zooming out faster and faster, It sort of stopped. My vision was inside of a white office cubicle.<!--(https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/338188715241504789/643581670108299265/The_Office.jpg?width=436&height=436 "I" was in the middle right cubicle).--> I was some sort of shadow entity, who pulled a folder out of the drawer at his desk. He pulled out a white binder folder and opened it, my vision zooming into it. I saw multiple of my vision in this folder, one sort of pulled out and zoomed into. <!-- (https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/338188715241504789/643371591861927967/unknown.png?width=669&height=437 Horrible example but this is what it looked like).--> <br> <br> I wasn't zooming out any more, until my vision went back to the monitor, I was looking up at this infinitely tall shadow person, who was watching me from that desk. It was terrifying at the time, it had no features, no emotions, I still know not one thing about it except that it looked human. <!-- (This is what it looked like https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/338188715241504789/643397918811881473/9af0e162b78eebb77a89bf2813f2c2f0_400x400.jpeg--> The eyes were microscopic dots that I was able to see no matter how far away somehow. <!-- The entity didn't look this scary though, it was more cloudy)--> It was too late to accept my "death" now, I felt like I had set off some alarm and was in trouble for it. <div class="pullquote-right1"><div class="pullquote-text">I felt like I had set off some alarm and was in trouble for it.</div></div> I don't remember much else happening except my vision sort of snapping back to normal. I fell out of my bed panicked, still very dissociated physically in an instant my thought loop was over, mentally and visually. <br> <br> I got nothing except fear out of this trip. I entirely underestimated the combo of LSD and THC, especially since I have no idea how much THC I took. I had no trip sitter, and was alone in my bedroom for most of the trip, except when going outside or to the bathroom.<!-- End Body --> <br><br style="clear:both;"> <table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" class="footdata"> <tr><td width="700">Exp Year: 2019</td><td width="90">ExpID: 113797</td></tr> <tr><td>Gender: Male</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Age at time of experience: 19</td><td> </td></tr> <tr><td>Published: Nov 20, 2019</td><td>Views: 738</td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center">[ <a href="exp.php?ID=113797&format=pdf" type="text/pdf">View as PDF (for printing)</a> ] [ <a href="exp_pdf.php?ID=113797&format=latex">View as LaTeX (for geeks)</a> ] [ <a href="#" onclick="expChangeColors(); return false;">Switch Colors</a> ] </td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2">LSD (2), Cannabis (1) : Combinations (3), Bad Trips (6), Entities / Beings (37), Difficult Experiences (5), Alone (16)</td></tr> <!-- <img src="/images/new.gif" alt="May"> --> </table> </div>