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zack swallowed . |
her face turned hard but he could see the vulnerability in her eyes . |
he knew what she wanted him to say , but lord help him , he did n't know how to say it . |
he 'd thought he could , he thought it 'd be easy , but now that it was show time , his throat constricted and the words would n't form in his head . |
you 've made yourself clear . |
`` but , annie , we had fun . '' |
he thought he saw her smile before she turned away . |
`` but we want different things out of this relationship and you 're not being fair if you keep stringing me along . |
he placed a hand on her shoulder and gently tried to turn her round but she would n't budge and he would n't force her . |
he heard ragged breathing and realized it was his . |
oh hell , he was going to lose it . |
she stepped away from him and he could see the tears rolling down her cheeks . |
she opened her door and waited . |
he could n't let go of the one person in his life who cared about him , zack dimarco , not the billionaire but the regular guy . |
he could n't let the one person who made him smile walk out of his life forever . |
the one person he wanted to be with . |
oh lord , was he sure ? |
was his mind playing some sort of trick ... ? |
`` i think i need to sit down . '' |
but he remained standing , staring at annie . |
would this woman make him give up his ranch for the la glitz ? |
would she want him to attend parties with her ? |
no way-she definitely disliked them . |
would she make him give up his most valuable possession-his freedom ? |
did she want the full-time commitment , the white picket fence and children ? |
and for the first time in his life , zack realized he was ready for those things too . |
but only if he could have them with her . |
she was perfect all right , and exactly what he needed . |
`` annie , '' he stood close , inhaling the scent of soap and shampoo . |
there were tracks on her cheeks from her tears and he touched them , wishing he had n't caused them . |
she turned her face away , but he knew what he had to do now . |
he touched her chin and made her look at him . |
her eyes were deep pools , ready to spill at any moment . |
`` i 'm sorry i put you through this , '' he whispered . |
`` it 's just i did n't know until now . '' |
`` that i love you , annie . '' |
her body stiffened as a tidal wave of relief flooded his . |
he 'd said it-for the first time in his entire life , he 'd used the l word . |
but annie just stood there , her lips slightly apart , staring up at him . |
he 'd said the wrong thing . |
or he 'd said the right thing , but too late . |
he brushed a damp lock of hair from her forehead . |
he wanted to kiss her there , feel her hot skin on his lips one last time , but he did n't dare . |
`` i thought you prefer busty blondes , '' she said . |
god , she was beautiful-all damp curls and moist , pink skin . |
he barely controlled a shudder as she blinked wide-eyed up at him . |
it was easier to date them because i 'd never fall for that sort of girl . '' |
`` but you said yourself , you do n't want a relationship . '' |
he could hear the ache in her voice . |
what a complete ass he 'd been . |
`` i never wanted to end up like my parents , '' he said . |
dredging up the past would open old wounds , but he needed to explain . |
`` my dad gave up his dreams for my mother . |
and because of that , he hated her . |
they were madly in love when they married . |
but with the jobs and the pressure of raising a large family , he lost his talent for song writing . |
he could have been successful . |
bob made him successful after he died , but ... '' he shrugged , leaving the sentence hanging . |
`` and you do n't want to end up like your father ? '' |
it seems we both have father issues . '' |
`` yeah , well , you 've come to terms with yours . |
`` so be gentle with me , annie . |
outright rejection is n't easy on a commitment-phobe who 's made up his mind to make a commitment . '' |
annie frowned , her eyes searching his . |
`` so you meant what you just said ? |
she fell into him , pressed her body against his and suddenly the room spun out of control and zack felt unbalanced . |
his grip tightened around her and he pulled her closer . |
she laughed into his chest . |
his heart did somersaults . |
she pressed her fingertips to his lips and he kissed them . |
`` i 'm not like those other women . |
he grinned , relief wrapping around his aching heart . |
it felt even more right the second time . |
`` i love you too , '' she murmured when they finally came up for air . |
`` so does this mean you 'll sleep with me now ? '' |
he grinned and bent to kiss her again , so eager to taste her lips , but she pulled away . |
oh , hell , now what ? |
`` i have a confession to make , '' she said . |
`` unless you 're going to tell me you 're an alien , i do n't care . '' |
she grinned and dodged his lips . |
`` my confession is that i was n't really flirting with rick the other night . |
i was just pretending to . '' |
`` and you 're a terrible flirt . '' |
`` i feel like i hardly know you at all sometimes . '' |
it was now , anyway . |
a week was n't long enough to know everything about one person , but it was long enough to know he was in love with annie . |
`` we 're going to have the rest of our lives to find out everything about one another . '' |
`` as long as we spend the rest of our lives on your ranch in montana . |
i think i 've had enough of la . '' |
but you 've lived here your whole life . '' |
he felt himself grinning . |
he 'd wanted her to leave the city but he 'd never force her . |
`` i 've realized i do n't quite fit the la image . |
my idea of a great night is going to bed early . '' |