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`` maybe . ''
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pesh furrowed his brows .
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`` what do you mean , maybe ? ''
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aidan raised his head .
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`` if you 're asking if i 'm nauseated now , the answer would be no .
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i 'm not .
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but on the other hand , if you 're asking if i get nauseous thinking about the fact that emma could have been pregnant with twins , and i would have had three kids under two and in diapers ... '' aidan shuddered .
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`` then yeah , i get really f**king nauseous , and the room starts to spin a little . ''
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easing down on his stool , he rolled over to aidan .
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`` take a deep breath for me , okay ? ''
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aidan 's chest expanded as he inhaled and exhaled .
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`` again , '' pesh instructed .
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after a few cleansing breaths , pesh cocked his head at aidan .
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`` better ? ''
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`` yeah , a little , '' aidan croaked .
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he jerked his hand through his hair .
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`` are you going to get me a referral for a vasectomy ? ''
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pesh held up his hand .
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`` i 'm confused .
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if you know that emma is n't having twins , why do you want to have a vasectomy ? ''
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`` because twins run on both sides of our families .
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pop was a twin , and emma 's uncles are twins .
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it 's like we have a genetic bull's-eye hovering over us .
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we can barely be in the same room without conceiving , so it 's just inevitable that she 'll get pregnant again , and then i 'll have four kids ... maybe even five . ''
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aidan swallowed hard as some of the color drained from his face .
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`` i ca n't be a baby making machine . ''
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`` actually , most recent studies still conclude that identical twins can happen to anyone , whereas , fraternal twins are the result of the mother producing two eggs in a single cycle .
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this tendency to create multiple eggs is passed from mother to child .
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given that emma does n't have a non-identical twin , you are fairly safe . ''
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aidan tilted his head , his expression one of confusion .
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`` so you 're saying i do n't have to worry about that ? ''
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`` without knowing emma 's full genetic history , i could n't say , but it sounds like a no-at least for fraternal twins . ''
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after processing pesh 's words , aidan shook his head .
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`` like it really matters about the twins .
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we 're still way too fertile together .
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i need to stop this before it gets out of hand . ''
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`` and what does emma think about all of this ? ''
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a red flush entered aidan 's cheeks .
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`` um , well , i have n't actually mentioned it to her . ''
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`` you do n't think your wife needs to know about such a life-altering decision ? ''
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`` well , of course i 'd tell her before i went in for the surgery . ''
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as pesh crossed his arms over his chest , he could n't help wondering just how hard aidan had been hit in the head .
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`` you can not seriously be sitting there saying that . ''
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aidan stared at pesh for a moment before he groaned .
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`` oh man , i 'm being a giant , selfish tool about this , are n't i ? ''
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pesh smiled .
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`` pretty much . ''
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aidan rubbed his hand over his eyes .
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`` it 's just ... being a father is f**king scary sometimes .
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i worry about noah constantly , and now there 's another baby in the mix .
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plus , another baby means more time taken away from emma . ''
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he gave a weak smile .
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`` i love her so much .
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sometimes ... i just ca n't get enough of her , and i do n't want to share . ''
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`` i think that 's a perfectly normal feeling . ''
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aidan shook his head .
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`` it makes me sound like a selfish bastard .
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i mean , who is jealous of their kid for taking their wife 's time ? ''
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`` a lot of men .
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so stop beating yourself up over what you 're feeling .
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most of all , do n't bottle it up .
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talk to emma . ''
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aidan 's blue eyes widened as he shook his head furiously back and forth .
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`` oh hell no , i do n't want her thinking badly of me . ''
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`` she wo n't .
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emma always appreciates honesty . ''
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`` about me being jealous of her time with our kids ?
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i 'm pretty sure she would not want me being honest about that . ''
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`` what has emma always said is the most important thing in a relationship ? ''
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`` trust . ''
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pesh nodded .
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`` so how are you building her trust by lying to her about your feelings ? ''
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aidan 's blonde brows furrowed .
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`` so i should just tell her i 'm afraid of losing her and that i want us to maximize our time together ? ''
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`` i would think so .
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i do n't think any woman could get angry hearing her husband say how much he loves her and wants to be with her . ''
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aidan appeared thoughtful .
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`` i guess you 're right . ''
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pesh smiled as he patted aidan 's shoulder reassuringly .
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`` you 're doing a wonderful job being a father .
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i 'm sure you 'll do just as well with a second and maybe even a third child . ''
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at the mention of a third child , aidan swallowed hard , his adam 's apple bobbing up and down .
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`` i do n't mind a third kid ... just not now .
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maybe in a couple of years . ''
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he glanced up and smiled at pesh .
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`` but thanks for the vote of confidence on me being a father . ''
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`` i just call it as i see it . ''
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`` i appreciate that . ''
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`` how about i check on your head now ? ''
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aidan nodded .
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`` okay . ''
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pesh started feeling for unusual lumps and bumps on aidan 's head .
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`` hmm , i do n't feel anything abnormal .
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but just to be on the safe side , i want you to have a ct scan to rule out concussion or any brain bleeds . ''
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`` jesus , i could have all of that from just hitting my head ? ''
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`` you would be surprised .
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let me go call in the order , and they 'll come take you back .
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hopefully you wo n't have too long a wait .
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we 're usually slower during the afternoons when the doctors ' offices and imaging centers are open . ''
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as he started for the door , aidan stopped him .
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