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As though he read her mind, Rhett's hand closed upon her arm in a
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grip that would leave a bruise, the rough grip of a careless
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stranger.
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"I've never known an Irishman to be a coward. Where's your much-
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vaunted courage?"
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"Rhett, do please, let me go home and explain."
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"You have eternity in which to explain and only one night to be a
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martyr in the amphitheater. Get out, darling, and let me see the
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lions eat you. Get out."
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She went up the walk somehow, the arm she was holding as hard and
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steady as granite, communicating to her some courage. By God, she
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could face them and she would. What were they but a bunch of
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howling, clawing cats who were jealous of her? She'd show them.
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She didn't care what they thought. Only Melanie--only Melanie.
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They were on the porch and Rhett was bowing right and left, his hat
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in his hand, his voice cool and soft. The music stopped as they
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entered and the crowd of people seemed to her confused mind to
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surge up to her like the roar of the sea and then ebb away, with
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lessening, ever-lessening sound. Was everyone going to cut her?
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Well, God's nightgown, let them do it! Her chin went up and she
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smiled, the corners of her eyes crinkling.
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Before she could turn to speak to those nearest the door, someone
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came through the press of people. There was an odd hush that
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caught Scarlett's heart. Then through the lane came Melanie on
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small feet that hurried, hurried to meet Scarlett at the door, to
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speak to her before anyone else could speak. Her narrow shoulders
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were squared and her small jaw set indignantly and, for all her
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notice, she might have had no other guest but Scarlett. She went
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to her side and slipped an arm about her waist.
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"What a lovely dress, darling," she said in her small, clear voice.
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"Will you be an angel? India was unable to come tonight and assist
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me. Will you receive with me?"
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CHAPTER LIV
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Safe in her room again, Scarlett fell on the bed, careless of her
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moire dress, bustle and roses. For a time she could only lie still
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and think of standing between Melanie and Ashley, greeting guests.
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What a horror! She would face Sherman's army again rather than
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repeat that performance! After a time, she rose from the bed and
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nervously paced the floor, shedding garments as she walked.
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Reaction from strain set in and she began to shake. Hairpins
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slipped out of her fingers and tinkled to the floor and when she
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tried to give her hair its customary hundred strokes, she banged
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the back of the brush hurtingly against her temple. A dozen times
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she tiptoed to the door to listen for noises downstairs but the
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hall below lay like a black silent pit.
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Rhett had sent her home alone in the carriage when the party was
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over and she had thanked God for the reprieve. He had not come in
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yet. Thank God, he had not come in. She could not face him
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tonight, shamed, frightened, shaking. But where was he? Probably
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at that creature's place. For the first time, Scarlett was glad
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there was such a person as Belle Watling. Glad there was some
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other place than this house to shelter Rhett until his glittering,
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murderous mood had passed. That was wrong, being glad a husband
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was at the house of a prostitute, but she could not help it. She
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would be almost glad if he were dead, if it meant she would not
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have to see him tonight.
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Tomorrow--well, tomorrow was another day. Tomorrow she would think
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of some excuse, some counter accusations, some way of putting Rhett
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in the wrong. Tomorrow the memory of this hideous night would not
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be driving her so fiercely that she shook. Tomorrow she would not
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be so haunted by the memory of Ashley's face, his broken pride and
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his shame--shame that she had caused, shame in which he had so
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little part. Would he hate her now, her darling honorable Ashley,
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because she had shamed him? Of course he would hate her now--now
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that they had both been saved by the indignant squaring of
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Melanie's thin shoulders and the love and outspoken trust which had
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been in her voice as she crossed the glassy floor to slip her arm
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through Scarlett's and face the curious, malicious, covertly
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hostile crowd. How neatly Melanie had scotched the scandal,
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keeping Scarlett at her side all through the dreadful evening!
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People had been a bit cool, somewhat bewildered, but they had been
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polite.
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Oh, the ignominy of it all, to be sheltered behind Melanie's skirts
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from those who hated her, who would have torn her to bits with
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their whispers! To be sheltered by Melanie's blind trust, Melanie
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of all people!
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Scarlett shook as with a chill at the thought. She must have a
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drink, a number of drinks before she could lie down and hope to
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sleep. She threw a wrapper about her gown and went hastily out
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into the dark hall, her backless slippers making a great clatter in
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the stillness. She was halfway down the stairs before she looked
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toward the closed door of the dining room and saw a narrow line of
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