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now i regret ever seeking help the hotline had me wait so long and basically just mirror my word what s the point of looking for help anyway they just add to thing i fail again
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nnow i regret ever seeking help the hotline had me wait so long and basically just mirror my word what s the point of looking for help anyway they just add to thing i fail again\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
someone said this to me today he wasn t being serious it wa just banter his bros would probably be like yea you re right i do have great tit but it really opened up a healing wound for me being bullied growing up for my look i ve always been fat and people have used that against me for year these past few year i ve been healing feeling much better about myself and started to gain confidence i don t think i m ugly i m very much average and curve are much more appreciated nowadays but the feeling of inadequacy just never truly go away sometimes when i m really down i ll start self criticising and it ha crossed my mind that people who talk to me are just attracted to me physically i m not the most interesting person i m not funny i don t get joke sometimes and i take thing too seriously i ve been girlfriend zoned so many time it s tiring i just shut myself off from society men who were interested in me were never really interested in my hobby interest whatever they always complimented me on my look but that wa it if i ever tell them that i m not interested even if we talked every single day and were friend they d just ghost me it wa just something he said but wow wa it hurtful i cried for the first time after month of emotional numbness i cried because it wa probably true to a certain degree and i feel like shit
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nsomeone said this to me today he wasn t being serious it wa just banter his bros would probably be like yea you re right i do have great tit but it really opened up a healing wound for me being bullied growing up for my look i ve always been fat and people have used that against me for year these past few year i ve been healing feeling much better about myself and started to gain confidence i don t think i m ugly i m very much average and curve are much more appreciated nowadays but the feeling of inadequacy just never truly go away sometimes when i m really down i ll start self criticising and it ha crossed my mind that people who talk to me are just attracted to me physically i m not the most interesting person i m not funny i don t get joke sometimes and i take thing too seriously i ve been girlfriend zoned so many time it s tiring i just shut myself off from society men who were interested in me were never really interested in my hobby interest whatever they always complimented me on my look but that wa it if i ever tell them that i m not interested even if we talked every single day and were friend they d just ghost me it wa just something he said but wow wa it hurtful i cried for the first time after month of emotional numbness i cried because it wa probably true to a certain degree and i feel like shit\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
hi i have a social anxiety disorder and everytime i m stressed for example medical appointment my heartrate go to the roof while i am sitting and get my blood pressure checked my heart go 0 bpm this is so embarassing everytime i have to explain that i am very nervous and the medical stuff doesn t have to worry is there a specific way to get my heartrate down to normal in these situation thank you
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nhi i have a social anxiety disorder and everytime i m stressed for example medical appointment my heartrate go to the roof while i am sitting and get my blood pressure checked my heart go 0 bpm this is so embarassing everytime i have to explain that i am very nervous and the medical stuff doesn t have to worry is there a specific way to get my heartrate down to normal in these situation thank you\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
depression s killing me rn
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ndepression s killing me rn\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
i am and have been battling depression since throughout the year i ve been on anti depressive pretty much the whole time just when i feel like i m maybe stabilizing or dare i say it getting better i go crashing back down to the bottomless pit of sadness right now i m on vacation in a tropical island a dream for me yet here i am constantly emotional and unable to find joy ha anyone ever gotten over depression for good or will this plague me until the end
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni am and have been battling depression since throughout the year i ve been on anti depressive pretty much the whole time just when i feel like i m maybe stabilizing or dare i say it getting better i go crashing back down to the bottomless pit of sadness right now i m on vacation in a tropical island a dream for me yet here i am constantly emotional and unable to find joy ha anyone ever gotten over depression for good or will this plague me until the end\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
i don t care about therapy school work friend music clothes anything i don t even card enough to eat i don t care to shower or to get up i simply lack energy to care i hate this world my therapist say i should try and do thing i enjoy or atleast keep up with my room but nah i don t care to i m not doing anything anymore
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni don t care about therapy school work friend music clothes anything i don t even card enough to eat i don t care to shower or to get up i simply lack energy to care i hate this world my therapist say i should try and do thing i enjoy or atleast keep up with my room but nah i don t care to i m not doing anything anymore\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
ugh doe anyone know what i can do to stop anxiety attack pleeease i need help
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nugh doe anyone know what i can do to stop anxiety attack pleeease i need help\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
i am a male within the armed force and never really got the chance to speak my mind about a lot of thing i wa always told by everyone thats male shouldn t cry or even show a slight a bit of sadness or else it would redeem them weak a little bit if background before the military i wa a person that would always have friend along with people i thought they would appreciate who i am later on bad luck started to come around or at least i thought it wa bad luck to this day i do not have any idea why thing happen around me or people i love it seemed like every week or month or so i would go to a funeral that wa among all my friend i made accident suicide cancer or even by natural cause so far i been to funeral at this point and not able to cry or shed a tear it seems like whenever i try to show an emotion to what ha happened it never doe then people look at me like a monster and think i am a psycho or a robot in reality i am lost in the void of either to try to keep or make more friend eventually i got to enlisting into the military to serve or find a purpose in life and eventually found myself in a deeper hole i remember i had a platoon size or so group of buddy i drank and had fun with a brotherhood many would call it a home away from home that did not really last long one by one they killed themselves due to various amount of situation either it be from a divorce or just pure depression that dragged them to the ground despite all these thing i came to the conclusion that i always will think i am a robot or even a ghost that sens nothing but just what go on non human to the point where at one point i saw them paint their brain on the wall a i walked in to give them a well needed drink my reaction wa nothing and to just calmly report it to the mp on base i am sorry elijah currently in the service still have about two year left my wife at home with the dog i do feel love for both of them but for me not at all i feel guilt in the fact of it all happening like i am the bad luck charm i been seeing what seems like people that i used to speak to and where alive around me at time my old friend that could have been around but aren t i am not much of a paranormal type person but i feel them watching me or even expecting me to join them at some point a heavy weight on my shoulder if you will i can t lose myself in thought or else they are everywhere so i keep it to myself and ruck on but believe me the demon have learned how to swim after i tried drowning them with drinking i keep going in life but what purpose what it be if i keep losing those i love whoever read this thank you to my wife a well i love you and our dog despite my dark situation i don t want my demon to win but they try every night who know if i will ever wake up to see something bright again
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni am a male within the armed force and never really got the chance to speak my mind about a lot of thing i wa always told by everyone thats male shouldn t cry or even show a slight a bit of sadness or else it would redeem them weak a little bit if background before the military i wa a person that would always have friend along with people i thought they would appreciate who i am later on bad luck started to come around or at least i thought it wa bad luck to this day i do not have any idea why thing happen around me or people i love it seemed like every week or month or so i would go to a funeral that wa among all my friend i made accident suicide cancer or even by natural cause so far i been to funeral at this point and not able to cry or shed a tear it seems like whenever i try to show an emotion to what ha happened it never doe then people look at me like a monster and think i am a psycho or a robot in reality i am lost in the void of either to try to keep or make more friend eventually i got to enlisting into the military to serve or find a purpose in life and eventually found myself in a deeper hole i remember i had a platoon size or so group of buddy i drank and had fun with a brotherhood many would call it a home away from home that did not really last long one by one they killed themselves due to various amount of situation either it be from a divorce or just pure depression that dragged them to the ground despite all these thing i came to the conclusion that i always will think i am a robot or even a ghost that sens nothing but just what go on non human to the point where at one point i saw them paint their brain on the wall a i walked in to give them a well needed drink my reaction wa nothing and to just calmly report it to the mp on base i am sorry elijah currently in the service still have about two year left my wife at home with the dog i do feel love for both of them but for me not at all i feel guilt in the fact of it all happening like i am the bad luck charm i been seeing what seems like people that i used to speak to and where alive around me at time my old friend that could have been around but aren t i am not much of a paranormal type person but i feel them watching me or even expecting me to join them at some point a heavy weight on my shoulder if you will i can t lose myself in thought or else they are everywhere so i keep it to myself and ruck on but believe me the demon have learned how to swim after i tried drowning them with drinking i keep going in life but what purpose what it be if i keep losing those i love whoever read this thank you to my wife a well i love you and our dog despite my dark situation i don t want my demon to win but they try every night who know if i will ever wake up to see something bright again\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
ridley 0 i agree the shapeshifting is a copout i wa so excited for angela s ep i thought it wa this week noah wa awesome tho
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nridley 0 i agree the shapeshifting is a copout i wa so excited for angela s ep i thought it wa this week noah wa awesome tho\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
so why do i still feel so depressed i survived a horrible brain injury twice i did well in school and went to college and earned a degree i found love and got engaged i attended again and got a second degree i m working in the field i wanted to in the speciality that i love i have friend and family who love me i do the thing that i enjoy doing i feel hopeless i feel worn out i am bored with life at only i feel pessimistic i feel depressed doe anyone else feel like they ve done all the right thing followed all the right step and are still depressed i know this process take time but it s hard to feel motivated to continue trying when for almost eleven year nothing i m doing is helping
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nso why do i still feel so depressed i survived a horrible brain injury twice i did well in school and went to college and earned a degree i found love and got engaged i attended again and got a second degree i m working in the field i wanted to in the speciality that i love i have friend and family who love me i do the thing that i enjoy doing i feel hopeless i feel worn out i am bored with life at only i feel pessimistic i feel depressed doe anyone else feel like they ve done all the right thing followed all the right step and are still depressed i know this process take time but it s hard to feel motivated to continue trying when for almost eleven year nothing i m doing is helping\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
i slept for hour straight yesterday it felt really good i wish i could do that everyday
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni slept for hour straight yesterday it felt really good i wish i could do that everyday\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
labelsnotlove my home town my mammy called all depressd pls explain y a parent let their yr old child walk alone hello it 009
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nlabelsnotlove my home town my mammy called all depressd pls explain y a parent let their yr old child walk alone hello it 009\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
i ve been getting a lot of internal tremor specifically during my attempt to sleep when i m fully relaxed and my mind is not anxious i start to feel the tremor come on especially in my head and in the back of my head it s almost a if my body doesn t want me to sleep context i developed a fear for sleeping in the dark they re like tiny spasm and they actually prevent me from sleeping and have caused me to be insomniac ha anyone experienced this before last night wa particularly challenging a i wa falling asleep i felt in my head a huge spasm like sensation accompanied with a loud sound my chest wa being sucked in i don t have the precise word to describe the experience but i felt fearful for my life and my health please let me know if these experience are familiar to you
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni ve been getting a lot of internal tremor specifically during my attempt to sleep when i m fully relaxed and my mind is not anxious i start to feel the tremor come on especially in my head and in the back of my head it s almost a if my body doesn t want me to sleep context i developed a fear for sleeping in the dark they re like tiny spasm and they actually prevent me from sleeping and have caused me to be insomniac ha anyone experienced this before last night wa particularly challenging a i wa falling asleep i felt in my head a huge spasm like sensation accompanied with a loud sound my chest wa being sucked in i don t have the precise word to describe the experience but i felt fearful for my life and my health please let me know if these experience are familiar to you\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
i just need to figure out a fool proof plan and figure out how to say goodbye to my friend and family without being suspicious and getting hospitalized again i really don t wan na hurt my loved one but they don t act like they really care anyways i wa living for other people but i have no one anymore so there s not much to live for anymore i have bipolar and borderline personality disorder and my existence is painful day by day i m just posting here basically to get advice because if i do this wrong again and live through it i will hate myself even more also i have tried getting help from any and everywhere that i can and it s still this way i ve lived my year and i m at peace with my choice at this point
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni just need to figure out a fool proof plan and figure out how to say goodbye to my friend and family without being suspicious and getting hospitalized again i really don t wan na hurt my loved one but they don t act like they really care anyways i wa living for other people but i have no one anymore so there s not much to live for anymore i have bipolar and borderline personality disorder and my existence is painful day by day i m just posting here basically to get advice because if i do this wrong again and live through it i will hate myself even more also i have tried getting help from any and everywhere that i can and it s still this way i ve lived my year and i m at peace with my choice at this point\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
so i live hour away from where i wa born and raised well my very best friend twin brother oded because someone put fentanyl into his drink smoke and he wa always like a brother to me but i can t make it to his funeral i hate myself for it i want to be there for my best friend and i want to be able to say goodbye to a good friend i haven t talked to him in a long time and the way we talked to each other wa just always giving each other a hard time and now i regret it so much and just wish i would ve kept up with him and been nicer and i have to miss his funeral because i don t know how to save my fucking money amp my job ha no one to replace me while i m gone fuck i wish i wasn t like this i can t stop cry about it or the fact that i feel like i m letting down my best friend by not being there for her she say it s okay and she understands but i can t help but feel like shit
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nso i live hour away from where i wa born and raised well my very best friend twin brother oded because someone put fentanyl into his drink smoke and he wa always like a brother to me but i can t make it to his funeral i hate myself for it i want to be there for my best friend and i want to be able to say goodbye to a good friend i haven t talked to him in a long time and the way we talked to each other wa just always giving each other a hard time and now i regret it so much and just wish i would ve kept up with him and been nicer and i have to miss his funeral because i don t know how to save my fucking money amp my job ha no one to replace me while i m gone fuck i wish i wasn t like this i can t stop cry about it or the fact that i feel like i m letting down my best friend by not being there for her she say it s okay and she understands but i can t help but feel like shit\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
i wish i had the kind of depression that knocked me out for a few week at a time so that maybe people would actually realize i m not doing that well but instead i m the olympic champion at masking
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni wish i had the kind of depression that knocked me out for a few week at a time so that maybe people would actually realize i m not doing that well but instead i m the olympic champion at masking\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
sorry for the next tweet
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nsorry for the next tweet\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
i hate how some people think we use our anxiety to avoid responsabilities when in reality even moving can be difficult due to anxiety in my case sometimes anxiety attack make almost impossible grabbing thing my hand start feeling really weak
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni hate how some people think we use our anxiety to avoid responsabilities when in reality even moving can be difficult due to anxiety in my case sometimes anxiety attack make almost impossible grabbing thing my hand start feeling really weak\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
i have a friend at work that i ve been confiding in for the last couple week we both are experiencing depression and suicidal ideation over the last several year she seemed like someone who ha everything together in a sense that she ha a gridiron exterior great career very positive attitude and i come to learn she s barely hanging on in my struggle with depression she ha been my most interesting and welcomed member of my support network i m also working at getting my former bos now my director back into my network my current bos add to the depression quite a bit but having a network of people to connect with is truly a blessing my point is that there are so many wonderful people and sometimes you expect the least expected to be your strongest ally stay strong and make today the best you can practice self care exercise is therapy therapy is therapy and be a reason someone release the stigma that depression is for the weak but that the strongest have to survive the self destruct mechanism in your brain just learn to manage it
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni have a friend at work that i ve been confiding in for the last couple week we both are experiencing depression and suicidal ideation over the last several year she seemed like someone who ha everything together in a sense that she ha a gridiron exterior great career very positive attitude and i come to learn she s barely hanging on in my struggle with depression she ha been my most interesting and welcomed member of my support network i m also working at getting my former bos now my director back into my network my current bos add to the depression quite a bit but having a network of people to connect with is truly a blessing my point is that there are so many wonderful people and sometimes you expect the least expected to be your strongest ally stay strong and make today the best you can practice self care exercise is therapy therapy is therapy and be a reason someone release the stigma that depression is for the weak but that the strongest have to survive the self destruct mechanism in your brain just learn to manage it\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
where do i even start this feeling ha been going for year but now i reached a point where i am fully convinced that my life is just pointless purposeless empty i keep finding way to help myself to get better socialize talk to a psychologist then i got refered to a psychiatrist and talk to god i don t blame god for anything okay i still believe in god the psychiatrist did gave med escitalopram amp na divalproex amp quetiapin amp olanzapine amp vit b complex for a year i took those med constantly after a year i wa only prescribed with the first two med then recently the psychiatrist needed to move up my med to something more stronger because i said the med didn t work in socializing i tried to talk to friend but i couldn t open myself fully to any of them it is because no one listened or no one gave anything to help same go with my family i even tried looking for a relationship but with the trauma that my past caused me my ex s mirrored my depression towards me i also tried dating apps but every single one is either horny or just hard to talk to i tried to connect with workmate but you know that feeling when just can t connect it s hard to describe but yeah bottom line in socializing no one listens or give help in talking to god i still believe that there s a purpose for everything that s why we are created right i really don t blame god for anything even though i am suffering so much the only question is how long will i have to suffer more detail about work right now i m happy with what i m doing there s stress problem and shitty experience but at least i get task that need to be done yeah so when i m given a task i can finish it regardless of my mentality so my background well i ve been bullied since elementary until highschool for being different in the look it wa nd year highschool when the whole class bullied me constantly the teacher can t even help lol my depression really attacked me in nd year college there i realized all my suffering all my mistake and all my regret i attempted suicide for like time but always failed unfortunately twice i got caught by my family they were concerned at first but a time pass by so is the concern after all that i gave up trying to kill myself because i can t i m too much of a coward to kill myself all those physical abuse i tried to do on myself i can t do it twice so yeah i m like in the middle of trying to live and trying to kill myself if only i m brave enough to just commit suicide i would do it but i m not i actually tried to do sport in the past i wa very active in physical sport like taekwondo athletics and mma i even went to the gym right now i m doing biking but all those physical activity stopped a i lost interest or no motivation anymore i continued biking but everytime i do it i go full speed thinking i would die unfortunately my body just hold the break to slow down and make turn right now i just literally gave up on everything i m convinced that i ll be living my life like an empty shell med don t work socializing don t work and etc etc i just do my work then after just back to emptiness again i am able to do task but is it still living when you just do task out of obligation for advice sorry but i already heard too much but it didn t work anyways just trying to vent out i hope this story is clear or understandable thank you for reading
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nwhere do i even start this feeling ha been going for year but now i reached a point where i am fully convinced that my life is just pointless purposeless empty i keep finding way to help myself to get better socialize talk to a psychologist then i got refered to a psychiatrist and talk to god i don t blame god for anything okay i still believe in god the psychiatrist did gave med escitalopram amp na divalproex amp quetiapin amp olanzapine amp vit b complex for a year i took those med constantly after a year i wa only prescribed with the first two med then recently the psychiatrist needed to move up my med to something more stronger because i said the med didn t work in socializing i tried to talk to friend but i couldn t open myself fully to any of them it is because no one listened or no one gave anything to help same go with my family i even tried looking for a relationship but with the trauma that my past caused me my ex s mirrored my depression towards me i also tried dating apps but every single one is either horny or just hard to talk to i tried to connect with workmate but you know that feeling when just can t connect it s hard to describe but yeah bottom line in socializing no one listens or give help in talking to god i still believe that there s a purpose for everything that s why we are created right i really don t blame god for anything even though i am suffering so much the only question is how long will i have to suffer more detail about work right now i m happy with what i m doing there s stress problem and shitty experience but at least i get task that need to be done yeah so when i m given a task i can finish it regardless of my mentality so my background well i ve been bullied since elementary until highschool for being different in the look it wa nd year highschool when the whole class bullied me constantly the teacher can t even help lol my depression really attacked me in nd year college there i realized all my suffering all my mistake and all my regret i attempted suicide for like time but always failed unfortunately twice i got caught by my family they were concerned at first but a time pass by so is the concern after all that i gave up trying to kill myself because i can t i m too much of a coward to kill myself all those physical abuse i tried to do on myself i can t do it twice so yeah i m like in the middle of trying to live and trying to kill myself if only i m brave enough to just commit suicide i would do it but i m not i actually tried to do sport in the past i wa very active in physical sport like taekwondo athletics and mma i even went to the gym right now i m doing biking but all those physical activity stopped a i lost interest or no motivation anymore i continued biking but everytime i do it i go full speed thinking i would die unfortunately my body just hold the break to slow down and make turn right now i just literally gave up on everything i m convinced that i ll be living my life like an empty shell med don t work socializing don t work and etc etc i just do my work then after just back to emptiness again i am able to do task but is it still living when you just do task out of obligation for advice sorry but i already heard too much but it didn t work anyways just trying to vent out i hope this story is clear or understandable thank you for reading\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
yayfuckbuddies haha i would but you won t
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nyayfuckbuddies haha i would but you won t\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
look like i ve missed out on yet another job someone please employ me haha
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nlook like i ve missed out on yet another job someone please employ me haha\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
i m sorry sometimes i don t feel much i wish i did i wish i wa better for you i wish i could always try my hardest and make thing better i wish i wasn t bad i d do anything to make myself better for you i m sorry i ve cried more than i d like and felt a lot lately i wish i could feel a lot a lot of the time i truly am sorry
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni m sorry sometimes i don t feel much i wish i did i wish i wa better for you i wish i could always try my hardest and make thing better i wish i wasn t bad i d do anything to make myself better for you i m sorry i ve cried more than i d like and felt a lot lately i wish i could feel a lot a lot of the time i truly am sorry\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
theekween vhulivhadza help those who suffer from depression anxiety heart break or have witnessed something traumatic thelmasherbs
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ntheekween vhulivhadza help those who suffer from depression anxiety heart break or have witnessed something traumatic thelmasherbs\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
im seriously so stuck i developed a horrible case of health anxiety and constantly think something is wrong with my brain or heart i ve been to the er twice now with everything coming back normal i feel bed ridden most day if im up and moving around for too long i feel extremely dizzy due to my tension headache i have high blood pressure and am on medication but i constantly think it s hurting my heart im only year old and i shouldn t be this concerned about my health i m so over feeling this way and every day get worse and worse i feel like i can t do anything but lay down i get sharp pain along my chest due to costochondritis and im always thinking it s the end my breathing is always fine and my heart never beat super rapidly so that make me feel better but the dizziness is unbearable i tried antidepressant and all they did wa make my anxiety worse and my heart beat abnormally fast anytime i stood up my doctor took me off of them and is more focused on my blood pressure im so scared of dying and i m so sick of feeling like this
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nim seriously so stuck i developed a horrible case of health anxiety and constantly think something is wrong with my brain or heart i ve been to the er twice now with everything coming back normal i feel bed ridden most day if im up and moving around for too long i feel extremely dizzy due to my tension headache i have high blood pressure and am on medication but i constantly think it s hurting my heart im only year old and i shouldn t be this concerned about my health i m so over feeling this way and every day get worse and worse i feel like i can t do anything but lay down i get sharp pain along my chest due to costochondritis and im always thinking it s the end my breathing is always fine and my heart never beat super rapidly so that make me feel better but the dizziness is unbearable i tried antidepressant and all they did wa make my anxiety worse and my heart beat abnormally fast anytime i stood up my doctor took me off of them and is more focused on my blood pressure im so scared of dying and i m so sick of feeling like this\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
hour sleep in day and still working on my birthday
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nhour sleep in day and still working on my birthday\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
job searching fyi yahoo hot job suck im never going to find a job
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\njob searching fyi yahoo hot job suck im never going to find a job\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
it is snowing in tennessee too
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nit is snowing in tennessee too\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
hi please help tell me someone had this and overcame it i can t do more diagnosis at some point i wa praying it s cancer because at least i d know what it is i m suspecting anxiety since i have severe social anxiety which is fuelled even more by the symptom it is something between itching burning stinging like if someone put thousand of needle in your scalp at the same time it happens usually when i suddenly feel my body temperature rising so during exercising in hot room etc when stressed anxious since it also happens in place that aren t even that warm like supermarket or in a bus there are no visible sign on the skin like redness or rash i ve had dermatological neurological endocrine and many more diagnosis but nothing wa found so i m suspecting anxiety it s been happening couple time a week always when i feel too warm for like 0 year but human body ha a fascinating ability to forget the intensity of pain doesn t it thread i saw that are similar usually talk about itching before sleeping or sensitive skin on forehand or something alike but this is a needle like stinging sensation all over the head whenever it hot please i m almost done
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nhi please help tell me someone had this and overcame it i can t do more diagnosis at some point i wa praying it s cancer because at least i d know what it is i m suspecting anxiety since i have severe social anxiety which is fuelled even more by the symptom it is something between itching burning stinging like if someone put thousand of needle in your scalp at the same time it happens usually when i suddenly feel my body temperature rising so during exercising in hot room etc when stressed anxious since it also happens in place that aren t even that warm like supermarket or in a bus there are no visible sign on the skin like redness or rash i ve had dermatological neurological endocrine and many more diagnosis but nothing wa found so i m suspecting anxiety it s been happening couple time a week always when i feel too warm for like 0 year but human body ha a fascinating ability to forget the intensity of pain doesn t it thread i saw that are similar usually talk about itching before sleeping or sensitive skin on forehand or something alike but this is a needle like stinging sensation all over the head whenever it hot please i m almost done\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
uni suck have to leave home at 00 to attend a lecture at 0 to 0 amp roadworks everywhere mt installing fibre cable
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nuni suck have to leave home at 00 to attend a lecture at 0 to 0 amp roadworks everywhere mt installing fibre cable\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
it s coming back i m sinking again i can t do anything in life i have superior study yet i can not get a job i have friend and a girlfriend but i still feel lonely because they are busy and i have nothing to do i m all alone with my thought and i ve been for too long it s all coming back again i even feel suicidal again they promised u a happy life if we put enough effort where the fuck is my happy life my job my own house the joy fuck them all i wan na burn the fucking world down and then end myself
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nit s coming back i m sinking again i can t do anything in life i have superior study yet i can not get a job i have friend and a girlfriend but i still feel lonely because they are busy and i have nothing to do i m all alone with my thought and i ve been for too long it s all coming back again i even feel suicidal again they promised u a happy life if we put enough effort where the fuck is my happy life my job my own house the joy fuck them all i wan na burn the fucking world down and then end myself\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
m and i did what i wanted to in life grew up poor got an education make ton of money hit the top of ladder in a respect profession and i m not happy i m not rich but money isn t a a big a concern a it used to be i have a job i like sometimes but the reality of it are physically and mentally destroying i have good friend and am finding myself making more a i go but i m miserable completely miserable i wa told that you become successful you work hard and have good moral invest in your friend develop hobby and fulfillment and happiness come a a by product but when in the actual fuck doe this fullfillent and happiness come
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nm and i did what i wanted to in life grew up poor got an education make ton of money hit the top of ladder in a respect profession and i m not happy i m not rich but money isn t a a big a concern a it used to be i have a job i like sometimes but the reality of it are physically and mentally destroying i have good friend and am finding myself making more a i go but i m miserable completely miserable i wa told that you become successful you work hard and have good moral invest in your friend develop hobby and fulfillment and happiness come a a by product but when in the actual fuck doe this fullfillent and happiness come\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
well the title say it all i ve decided to off myself after thursday im not sure how i m going to do it but i m tired of fighting for my life my in law kicked me out and i have to leave on or before the th of april i have no one and no where to go my husband refuse to get an apartment with me because he s not ready i have nothing good to look forward to and i know a soon a i move out he s probably gon na file for divorce so wtf is the point of being heartbroken and alone i m scared death is gon na hurt but it s what i have to do of course i m scared shitless but not being in pain anymore is better than surviving the worst
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nwell the title say it all i ve decided to off myself after thursday im not sure how i m going to do it but i m tired of fighting for my life my in law kicked me out and i have to leave on or before the th of april i have no one and no where to go my husband refuse to get an apartment with me because he s not ready i have nothing good to look forward to and i know a soon a i move out he s probably gon na file for divorce so wtf is the point of being heartbroken and alone i m scared death is gon na hurt but it s what i have to do of course i m scared shitless but not being in pain anymore is better than surviving the worst\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
oh no it s a harrod day now i really will be sick
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\noh no it s a harrod day now i really will be sick\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
is tired
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nis tired\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
not anymore how doe daisy manage to take up of the bed
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nnot anymore how doe daisy manage to take up of the bed\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
off to work
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\noff to work\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
is stucked in paris and can t even travel into france for work
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nis stucked in paris and can t even travel into france for work\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
trying to find a tech job can t find any entry level job any were also just about every job site ha more spam now then job
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ntrying to find a tech job can t find any entry level job any were also just about every job site ha more spam now then job\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
for reference i am f graduating college in may i grew up in a really shitty town and i worked really hard in school to guarantee i could get into my dream college and move to a city where i thought i would find more likeminded people college sincerely sucked i had terrible friend now don t really have friend don t really like my major scared that i only have qualification for a job i won t like and not to mention half of college wa online because of covid i am so terrified of applying for job and figuring out what i want to do with my life this wa literally my biggest fear going into school wa that i would waste year on a degree i don t love and don t know what i want to do i feel like applying to job is also accepting that i am no longer a student which ha been a huge part of my identity for what year i also think having college be a huge disappointment make me really nervous for everything else like the narrative that high school and college are supposed to be the best year of your life is pushed so much and both really weren t great i ve also heard it really hard to make friend outside of school which scare me a lot i feel like i have a few friend that i talk to occasionally but i don t think of them a my best friend or that i am overly close with them i think i am a nice and interesting person who care about others a lot and i don t understand why i have had such a long history of really horrible friend who never really cared about me literally had my best friend in high school pick the guy who sexually assaulted me over me i just am so scared that life won t get better it seems so easy for other people and i don t understand why figuring out life ha been so difficult for me
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nfor reference i am f graduating college in may i grew up in a really shitty town and i worked really hard in school to guarantee i could get into my dream college and move to a city where i thought i would find more likeminded people college sincerely sucked i had terrible friend now don t really have friend don t really like my major scared that i only have qualification for a job i won t like and not to mention half of college wa online because of covid i am so terrified of applying for job and figuring out what i want to do with my life this wa literally my biggest fear going into school wa that i would waste year on a degree i don t love and don t know what i want to do i feel like applying to job is also accepting that i am no longer a student which ha been a huge part of my identity for what year i also think having college be a huge disappointment make me really nervous for everything else like the narrative that high school and college are supposed to be the best year of your life is pushed so much and both really weren t great i ve also heard it really hard to make friend outside of school which scare me a lot i feel like i have a few friend that i talk to occasionally but i don t think of them a my best friend or that i am overly close with them i think i am a nice and interesting person who care about others a lot and i don t understand why i have had such a long history of really horrible friend who never really cared about me literally had my best friend in high school pick the guy who sexually assaulted me over me i just am so scared that life won t get better it seems so easy for other people and i don t understand why figuring out life ha been so difficult for me\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
itsangie i canceled it with plane ticket hotel stay and ticket it wa close to 00 if we eat cheaply man i soooo want to see o
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nitsangie i canceled it with plane ticket hotel stay and ticket it wa close to 00 if we eat cheaply man i soooo want to see o\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
there s much depression in europe and the leading cause can be traced to psychological overload the peace and prosperity of europe come with boredom something nigerian will never understand or relate with cuz there s no loneliness in nigeria
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nthere s much depression in europe and the leading cause can be traced to psychological overload the peace and prosperity of europe come with boredom something nigerian will never understand or relate with cuz there s no loneliness in nigeria\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
this is beautiful but now i also have depression
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nthis is beautiful but now i also have depression\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
duncn they won t
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nduncn they won t\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
phil hellmuth so sad
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nphil hellmuth so sad\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
whatchiing commercial breakdwon lol and havee homework to do enrtertain meee
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nwhatchiing commercial breakdwon lol and havee homework to do enrtertain meee\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
lately people have been romanticizing depression into something trendy which further stigmatizes the illness and the people diagnosed with it
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nlately people have been romanticizing depression into something trendy which further stigmatizes the illness and the people diagnosed with it\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
dktofficiall i haven t talked about depression in my post kindly read again but yes if you feel depressed kindly seek help
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ndktofficiall i haven t talked about depression in my post kindly read again but yes if you feel depressed kindly seek help\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
it s one thing to feel bad mentally but when i m constantly feeling physically ill a well it make trying to get myself to do positive thing so much harder i can never just feel okay not mentally or physically always in some sort of pain and always feeling like shit then when you ask for help you just get out on a month waiting list
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nit s one thing to feel bad mentally but when i m constantly feeling physically ill a well it make trying to get myself to do positive thing so much harder i can never just feel okay not mentally or physically always in some sort of pain and always feeling like shit then when you ask for help you just get out on a month waiting list\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
not going swimming
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nnot going swimming\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
mizfitonline is ur host down i m getting nothin
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nmizfitonline is ur host down i m getting nothin\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
my brain just doesn t work i almost feel retarded with this costant foggy brain feeling that i have my head is completely foggy i can t even do simple task properly such a making the bed drive ecc i need to read a sentence multiple time before getting it now everytime i try to do these thing my brain just can t concentrate on the step to do them and i end up feeling even more depressed how is this possible my executive function is fully impaired at this point i ve been dealing with this shit since two year at least and i m just a shadow of what i used to be
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nmy brain just doesn t work i almost feel retarded with this costant foggy brain feeling that i have my head is completely foggy i can t even do simple task properly such a making the bed drive ecc i need to read a sentence multiple time before getting it now everytime i try to do these thing my brain just can t concentrate on the step to do them and i end up feeling even more depressed how is this possible my executive function is fully impaired at this point i ve been dealing with this shit since two year at least and i m just a shadow of what i used to be\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
the great depression
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nthe great depression\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
karenucol ah i bet it doe i ve been like craving to play softball or basketball but i have noo time
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nkarenucol ah i bet it doe i ve been like craving to play softball or basketball but i have noo time\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
why are there kid show on pb right now it supposed to be nature
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nwhy are there kid show on pb right now it supposed to be nature\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
it s so hard for me to say no to people or refuse when they ask me to do something because i m scared they ll dislike me or stop being my friend i feel like such a pushover
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nit s so hard for me to say no to people or refuse when they ask me to do something because i m scared they ll dislike me or stop being my friend i feel like such a pushover\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
tessaamrtz literal yo ya casi no entro pq m coge depression
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ntessaamrtz literal yo ya casi no entro pq m coge depression\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
guh the anatomy on this is horrible but this wa mostly drawn to help me get through some heavy depression so forgive that
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nguh the anatomy on this is horrible but this wa mostly drawn to help me get through some heavy depression so forgive that\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
anyone else get so distracted by so much around you that you just put off everything i ve been taking zoloft and literally since i ve taken it i ve been so unorganized it s hard for me to keep my room clean i have a bunch of appointment i have to make but keep forgetting to i have a credit card that i need to start using to build my credit but i haven t even read on it yet or gotten it activated i wan na travel and do all of this stuff i ve just been so tired i have so much to keep up with and the anxiety make me nervous to even go to appointment i need to go to the g i doc the breast cancer doc the dentist the gyno all of this stuff i need help getting organized i used to be so organized and now i feel like i m not at all
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nanyone else get so distracted by so much around you that you just put off everything i ve been taking zoloft and literally since i ve taken it i ve been so unorganized it s hard for me to keep my room clean i have a bunch of appointment i have to make but keep forgetting to i have a credit card that i need to start using to build my credit but i haven t even read on it yet or gotten it activated i wan na travel and do all of this stuff i ve just been so tired i have so much to keep up with and the anxiety make me nervous to even go to appointment i need to go to the g i doc the breast cancer doc the dentist the gyno all of this stuff i need help getting organized i used to be so organized and now i feel like i m not at all\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
just had a bowl of bran flake and is about to ave a shower and do revision
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\njust had a bowl of bran flake and is about to ave a shower and do revision\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
i m so tired for no reason other than going to bed late and sleeping in lately it make me angry
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni m so tired for no reason other than going to bed late and sleeping in lately it make me angry\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
hey guy i ve been depressed for a while now and have passive suicidal thought every day my younger sister is excelling earning lot of money travelling and living life to the full which is fantastic and i am so proud of her but i can t help comparing my low energy life lack of any friend and absence of any passion or achievement to hers a after all we came from the same weird parent if i end it the only people it would affect would be my mum she deserves better than what i have to offer but i don t know how to make her proud she must be so sick of me i just don t know what i am meant to do i m on a low income salary riddled with debt flunked university because of weed addiction i have essentially ruined my life i just wish i could press rewind on the last 0 year or at least start afresh by allowing my life energy to pas on to someone who could utilise it better what to do
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nhey guy i ve been depressed for a while now and have passive suicidal thought every day my younger sister is excelling earning lot of money travelling and living life to the full which is fantastic and i am so proud of her but i can t help comparing my low energy life lack of any friend and absence of any passion or achievement to hers a after all we came from the same weird parent if i end it the only people it would affect would be my mum she deserves better than what i have to offer but i don t know how to make her proud she must be so sick of me i just don t know what i am meant to do i m on a low income salary riddled with debt flunked university because of weed addiction i have essentially ruined my life i just wish i could press rewind on the last 0 year or at least start afresh by allowing my life energy to pas on to someone who could utilise it better what to do\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
johnnybeane hey you just changed your default
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\njohnnybeane hey you just changed your default\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
homework homework homework
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nhomework homework homework\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
at shell gas station lunch break tired
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nat shell gas station lunch break tired\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
tierd whats pt swagger mean i love the sound of it
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ntierd whats pt swagger mean i love the sound of it\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
this town is causing me depression and anxiety i lived here my whole life and i only have bad memory here abuse bullying etc i even have trouble walking and breathing because of the stress i need to leave because it s making my depression worse i tried to talk about it with my psychiatrist but she dismissed it isn t she suppose to help me get out of here
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nthis town is causing me depression and anxiety i lived here my whole life and i only have bad memory here abuse bullying etc i even have trouble walking and breathing because of the stress i need to leave because it s making my depression worse i tried to talk about it with my psychiatrist but she dismissed it isn t she suppose to help me get out of here\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
the drawback to this is that every picture i take with my phone is broadcast and is sent with the file name a text automationatacost
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nthe drawback to this is that every picture i take with my phone is broadcast and is sent with the file name a text automationatacost\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
had too much fun last night paying for it now going to go and fry an egg
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nhad too much fun last night paying for it now going to go and fry an egg\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
i am feeling sick
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni am feeling sick\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
robertzalme yes i do too much theory getting in not much solution coming out
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nrobertzalme yes i do too much theory getting in not much solution coming out\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
hitting the gym afterwards looking forward to rewiring my studio yet again
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nhitting the gym afterwards looking forward to rewiring my studio yet again\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
so for awhile now i ve tried multiple time to hang myself and also tried to slit my wrist but all my suicide attempt have failed and im trying to find happiness in life and find a reason to live but everday i just wan na end all my suffering anyways here s why i feel suicidal so basically my mom and dad are abusive and make me feel like shit and then my brother and sister don t understand what im going through so they make it worse and my parent threated me if i call cps or anyone about what happens at the house i would get whooped till i got red mark and alot of bad thing somebody please help me before i take my life
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nso for awhile now i ve tried multiple time to hang myself and also tried to slit my wrist but all my suicide attempt have failed and im trying to find happiness in life and find a reason to live but everday i just wan na end all my suffering anyways here s why i feel suicidal so basically my mom and dad are abusive and make me feel like shit and then my brother and sister don t understand what im going through so they make it worse and my parent threated me if i call cps or anyone about what happens at the house i would get whooped till i got red mark and alot of bad thing somebody please help me before i take my life\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
i hate when software update downloads update without telling me i never know what s downloading when it is
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni hate when software update downloads update without telling me i never know what s downloading when it is\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
it never get easier no matter how many year i wait it s not getting better i never learn to cope properly i don t even feel the slightest bit more okay or hopeful even after three year of therapy i am so fucking miserable every single day everything is so exhausting and i dread the fact that i have to wake up tomorrow and do something i just want to be left alone i can t deal with all of this i already shut down because of the smallest thing i have depressive episode every single day after work i don t want to live a a human being i hate this stupid world and everything in it i don t want it i never wanted to live in the first place i m so angry that i am forced to just exist because otherwise i d make people feel sad the joy i might feel for a few second once in a while doesn t make up for how much pain i go through daily none of this is fucking worth it and everyone who say it is is either lying to themselves or incredibly stupid
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nit never get easier no matter how many year i wait it s not getting better i never learn to cope properly i don t even feel the slightest bit more okay or hopeful even after three year of therapy i am so fucking miserable every single day everything is so exhausting and i dread the fact that i have to wake up tomorrow and do something i just want to be left alone i can t deal with all of this i already shut down because of the smallest thing i have depressive episode every single day after work i don t want to live a a human being i hate this stupid world and everything in it i don t want it i never wanted to live in the first place i m so angry that i am forced to just exist because otherwise i d make people feel sad the joy i might feel for a few second once in a while doesn t make up for how much pain i go through daily none of this is fucking worth it and everyone who say it is is either lying to themselves or incredibly stupid\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
just microwaved a kashi chicken and spinach thing and put in the milk dvd anyone seen it i bet it s good i still havent seen slumdog
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\njust microwaved a kashi chicken and spinach thing and put in the milk dvd anyone seen it i bet it s good i still havent seen slumdog\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
for about a week now i ve been experiencing extreme anxiety and panic restlessness a need to move my leg etc it s been waking me up in the middle of the night or it hard for me to fall asleep bc the sensation is just so uncomfortable i also feel wired and like i have all of this insane amount of energy i have no pain and my heart beat honestly seems pretty normal maybe slightly elevated at time however i keep getting this weird uncomfy fluttering tingling sensation in the middle of my chest that will not go away it is so hard to describe a little bit of butterfly in my stomach a well a slight nausea i notice with some cbd i can calm down and feel alright but i don t know if anyone else experience this it almost feel like my body is actively fighting a panic attack for day on end i ve been to the dr like time in the past month and have had ton of blood work done and had low vitamin d and low iron but i ve been on supplement now and have been feeling better there wa no other concern from my dr so i don t know if this is health anxiety or from something like gerd i just fear i m either crazy or i m dying or it s both
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nfor about a week now i ve been experiencing extreme anxiety and panic restlessness a need to move my leg etc it s been waking me up in the middle of the night or it hard for me to fall asleep bc the sensation is just so uncomfortable i also feel wired and like i have all of this insane amount of energy i have no pain and my heart beat honestly seems pretty normal maybe slightly elevated at time however i keep getting this weird uncomfy fluttering tingling sensation in the middle of my chest that will not go away it is so hard to describe a little bit of butterfly in my stomach a well a slight nausea i notice with some cbd i can calm down and feel alright but i don t know if anyone else experience this it almost feel like my body is actively fighting a panic attack for day on end i ve been to the dr like time in the past month and have had ton of blood work done and had low vitamin d and low iron but i ve been on supplement now and have been feeling better there wa no other concern from my dr so i don t know if this is health anxiety or from something like gerd i just fear i m either crazy or i m dying or it s both\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
i already called in yesterday for work i wa up all night laying here just awake counting down the hour to work wa so exhausted by the time work came around that i called in and even then i couldn t sleep it s now 0 pm and i ve gotten under an hour of sleep in the last 0 hr i m starting to worry a bit this month ha been so hard for me i literally almost walked into traffic on the way to work last week been cry so much i m so alone and it really scare me because i m going through all of this by myself
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni already called in yesterday for work i wa up all night laying here just awake counting down the hour to work wa so exhausted by the time work came around that i called in and even then i couldn t sleep it s now 0 pm and i ve gotten under an hour of sleep in the last 0 hr i m starting to worry a bit this month ha been so hard for me i literally almost walked into traffic on the way to work last week been cry so much i m so alone and it really scare me because i m going through all of this by myself\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
i absolutely hate having my picture taken right now i m going through an especially hard time my med have been changed and i m in the early stage so going through the side effect with none of the benefit and i m informed that they are doing company picture tomorrow the one day i agreed to work in the office i also have an appointment with a hand surgeon to schedule surgery on my right hand tomorrow i type for a living so i m living in dread that they can t fix my hand and will make it worse because that s what anxiety doe so what do i do i just had a complete breakdown i work from home so only my husband saw fortunately and i cancelled working in the office tomorrow i had planned it that way to be closer to the appointment but screw them i m not going to let them do this to me anxiety depression and adhd all at the same time just suck
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni absolutely hate having my picture taken right now i m going through an especially hard time my med have been changed and i m in the early stage so going through the side effect with none of the benefit and i m informed that they are doing company picture tomorrow the one day i agreed to work in the office i also have an appointment with a hand surgeon to schedule surgery on my right hand tomorrow i type for a living so i m living in dread that they can t fix my hand and will make it worse because that s what anxiety doe so what do i do i just had a complete breakdown i work from home so only my husband saw fortunately and i cancelled working in the office tomorrow i had planned it that way to be closer to the appointment but screw them i m not going to let them do this to me anxiety depression and adhd all at the same time just suck\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
so dissappointed right now guess it not meant to be
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nso dissappointed right now guess it not meant to be\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
rebeccamayne that doe sound boring a hell becs
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nrebeccamayne that doe sound boring a hell becs\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
i ve just got my streetcar essay back from jerry and it still no good ah man this is gon na be a bad day
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni ve just got my streetcar essay back from jerry and it still no good ah man this is gon na be a bad day\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
sittin here w kayla i really really reallly dis like having a brother he doesn t know when to stop i m waiting for the day when one of
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nsittin here w kayla i really really reallly dis like having a brother he doesn t know when to stop i m waiting for the day when one of\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
let me ask you a question are you a woman who ha struggled with anxiety a a result of my blindness i used to suffer from worry depression anxiety woman disability blindness http t co tztn urti http t co in avglhng
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nlet me ask you a question are you a woman who ha struggled with anxiety a a result of my blindness i used to suffer from worry depression anxiety woman disability blindness http t co tztn urti http t co in avglhng\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
wizarab 0 aunty said this would spiral her back into depression i just can t abeg sneaker
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nwizarab 0 aunty said this would spiral her back into depression i just can t abeg sneaker\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
kal penn arrrggghhh and i hadn t seen last night s episode yet pity to lose you though
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nkal penn arrrggghhh and i hadn t seen last night s episode yet pity to lose you though\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
fighter kev it s funny how they are all facing stress sorrow and depression then
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nfighter kev it s funny how they are all facing stress sorrow and depression then\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
is phoneless now off too sleep
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nis phoneless now off too sleep\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
in the garage getting an estimate for the wheel damage on my car from sunday s little mishap not looking good
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nin the garage getting an estimate for the wheel damage on my car from sunday s little mishap not looking good\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
brian armstrong what a pity youtube is currently blocked in china i can t see the vids
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nbrian armstrong what a pity youtube is currently blocked in china i can t see the vids\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
hey i posted a question here a while ago but no one answered i don t know if maybe my question got private it or something i don t think it broke any rule it s just that i m afraid death will leave you conciouss until you decompose or get cremated or that you ll suffocate due to not breathing do we know that being dead mean you re definitely unconscious
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nhey i posted a question here a while ago but no one answered i don t know if maybe my question got private it or something i don t think it broke any rule it s just that i m afraid death will leave you conciouss until you decompose or get cremated or that you ll suffocate due to not breathing do we know that being dead mean you re definitely unconscious\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
webview one of control of iphone sdk is too slow that even for loading local custom page it take a marginal time
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nwebview one of control of iphone sdk is too slow that even for loading local custom page it take a marginal time\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
is not looking forward to class and work tomorrow
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nis not looking forward to class and work tomorrow\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
morning people away to get some breakfast and then sort myself out and then must start on hwm no lazing about today xx
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nmorning people away to get some breakfast and then sort myself out and then must start on hwm no lazing about today xx\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
i have bad depression and anxiety over this i need not only advice because i ve been kicked out of hair sub but i need advice for what to say and how to explain to bully in school about my big thick curly hair
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni have bad depression and anxiety over this i need not only advice because i ve been kicked out of hair sub but i need advice for what to say and how to explain to bully in school about my big thick curly hair\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
late night is all re run http ff im y0 l
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nlate night is all re run http ff im y0 l\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
currently watching quot roommate quot i miss the nyc
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ncurrently watching quot roommate quot i miss the nyc\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
just woke up late again i wa supposed to wake up at am cause there are lot of thing to do late homework mostly
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\njust woke up late again i wa supposed to wake up at am cause there are lot of thing to do late homework mostly\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
pls guy answer what u feel
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\npls guy answer what u feel\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
wa super lucky to get a seat on the train we pay 0 for this min journey
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nwa super lucky to get a seat on the train we pay 0 for this min journey\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]