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DepresionWhen i was a little boy i was prety sad all the time but i always think that when i grow up and haved a job and every thing would be much better now im years old drop out from school to go work years ago not being happy with my jobs just pure sadness now im unemployed fell like im a failure to my parents not good for school or work my mom wanting me to have a bb but i have no gf because im very fucking shy and now im having thoughts of suicide for quite a year and i start to think the future pain i would avoid just by killing my self for me and every body aroud me sure when i killed my self it would be pain to my parents but i think the pain i would avoid next years would be alot larger for them | suicide |
one thing i dislike about this sub is the things that get to hot not all of them, but some memes are just so bad and some text posts are just so low effort and unfunny | non-suicide |
I can't walk further, you have to leave me here.Hello SuicideWatch, Here I am again. I feel so dead and empty since years. Years that went by like there is no future, but only day after day. I just try to live this life one more day every day. Can you relate to the feeling when the sun rises, and you know you 're still here. Every evening I hope I'll be somewhere else and someone else... i fucked up my school when I was younger and now I'm working for minimum wage as a slave. I mean I feel like I am a slave... i really hate my job. But i want to do something and don't want my family to think I am a failure. I don't live for my own. I live to pretend for others I am a normal happy person, but right now I'm crying. I am a man. What is wrong with me... I have a breakdown... I WANT TO BREAK OUT BUT I CAN'T DO IT ALONE ... PLS is someone out there... someone help me... please... oh god why... | suicide |
people on here do realize that everyone on here isnt American, right? like, i see all these posts about Halloween, like you do realize that some people on here come from countries where we don't really celebrate Halloween? so like, can yall just slow fown a bit on the haloween posts? | non-suicide |
Cactus Jack Sent Me Cactus Jack Sent Me | non-suicide |
r/teenagers is different depending on which time of the day it is Like now when all of my fellow Europeans have awoken its kinda...idk different. Im used to talking to Americans I guess lol | non-suicide |
Suicide Method Assistance.I have tried to end it all before, but I sadly failed. Now I need to succeed. But I don't want to die in agony and pain. I just wish to fall asleep peacefully. I'd hate to make a mess. Here's my predicament: I have no prescription medication and no access to some so, I can take Diphenhydramine or Doxylamine Succinate I need advice on which one would be the best one to overdose on. Thank you. | suicide |
I really don't know how much longer I can take everyone's bullshit.My parents say that I'm useless and I mess up everything. My friends say that they were never really friends with me. My sister hates me for existing. And I hate myself for not killing myself years ago. I think I'm just going fix that mistake today or tomorrow. Im done. Life is just not worth the effort. | suicide |
Weird thought I keep having.Whenever I think about suicide I have a second thought; "Wouldn't life be better if I was an animal". I actually agree with that by the way. Anyone know why I want to be an animal/I think it would be better then being a human? sorry if im dumb | suicide |
help.I feel really weak for doing this but I need someone's help. I've been very depressed for - years or so. I've never seen a doctor, I saw what happened to my older sister when she went to the hospital and fuck that. But tonight it's really bad, I'm alone in my house (parents are in europe), and it's too late for anyone to be awake. I just want to end it. I don't care about anything anymore. It's not even a loneliness thing, out of the past three nights, I've gotten laid. I just don't enjoy anything anymore. I'm really ready to do it. I don't know why I'm asking for help, if anyone will be able to say anything *not* cliche to help. But that's my story, I've got a rope tied up in the basement. | suicide |
Hmm bby youre an angel Hot hands hot hands hot hands hot hands | non-suicide |
this is the best thing ever!! courtesy of u/esberat [ | non-suicide |
Codeine overdose?Hey :) I bought some Codeine Phosphate last night. tablets at mg. If I take them all would I die? i also have tablets of Xanax (mg) So would adding the xanax to the mix of codeine increase my chances? and also alcohol, should I do it without or get drunk before hand? I believe getting drunk helps the best when it comes to overdosing. I think the best thing would be getting drunk, taking all the codeine, taking some/all of the xanax and just hold back the vomit and pray i die. Some about me: Female, Height: " (cm) Weight: stone (kg) | suicide |
Why did Russia give up on space? More than half the Russian public denies the moon landing. They don't seem too interested in exploring deep space. Why have they lost interest in space? Is it because they are religious? They think space exploration is worthless because Jesus will come back soon. | non-suicide |
I'd rather be dead than try to be happyAnd it doesn't surprise me anymore. Everytime I think I've turned the corner, I sink back into dark depression. At least I know death will put an end to my disappointments. | suicide |
So uselessI couldn't ever keep the jobs I've worked at for very long because I'm stupid, lame and have zero skills. I'm so pathetic. Why even stay alive, I'm too old to learn anything anymore and I can't do labor jobs because I'm disabled. So really I'm useless and pathetic. I'm better off dead. Idk why I had to be born when I'm this useless. Fuck my stupid life.... | suicide |
i love when people leave hate on my posts xxoxoxo any attention is good attention change my mind | non-suicide |
I just want someone to talk to about my problemsI know Im annoying but Im really down tonight and I just wanna talk to someone whos willing to listen to me Im sorry if I annoy anyone I just suck | suicide |
Props to those who have the power to go through with itIts hard. Ive attempted to stab but all my knives are sharp enough or I dont have enough power. I tried pills but I guess my intolerance is enough. excedrin migraine. lexapro. naproxen. kolopin and still here and just pissing orange two days later. On top of cheap beer and a fifth of proof of knob creek. I made a decision to get help tomorrow at :. Sushi place Opens at and getting that and going to hospital after I get it. Seriously think its not meant to be but Im not even crying this time... before I attempted were tears but this time I just want it to ends My full knives dont seem To cut deep enough long enough. A few punctures from stabs but not enough to bleed more than an hour. Even a neck puncture. I feel happiness is out of my reach. Its been years since I tried and almost did again but found hope but it was lost. Now its just bad. | suicide |
Why should I bother trying to stay alive when death is such an easy optionWhy should I keep living when all I do is fuck things up. No one will care after a couple of weeks if Im gone, I wish I didnt fail last time. Fuck life wish I wasnt such a failure to everyone. Death sounds so nice right now but Im too scared to try again. Fuck fuck fuck fuck. | suicide |
I hate the modern worldEnglish is not my first language but I will try my best to convey my feelings. I dont want to go to school. I dont want to study and worry about grades. I dont want to go to college. I dont want to worry about finding a stable job. I just want to admire the natural world. But the natural world have been destroyed for cities, buildings, and factories. What makes us so different from the cows we slaughter for food? Who decided whats right from wrong? I may be thinking irrationally, but I just want to be in nature, explore the environment, talk to animals and critters. Playing games like breath of the wild and genshin impact make me realize I really hate this world. Is it selfish to want to watch the blue sky? Is it selfish that the sounds of trees blowing in the wind eases me? Is it selfish to want to live in this world with no worries, no grades, no work, no worrying about the future. Let me die of starvation and rabies. Let me die of disease. Let me live a short life. Please, just anything else but this modern world that expect me to abide by laws and have high expectations. I want to die because these fantasies I can never fulfill. I have no other dreams than this, and if this is unachievable then there is no other meaning to live. | suicide |
Im still hung up on my boyfriend from when I was _pain_ | non-suicide |
Is it just me or does therapy seem like bullshitI've been going to therapy for almost two years now and they have just made everything worse. They give me pills that dont do shit but give me terriable side effects. They give you random pills hoping that they'll help. That's not science that's faith. They make you relive trauma because it's supposed to "help" you. But really all it does is just make you more depressed because it's all you can think about now. Then they tell you to just change your mindset with bullshit CBT techniques. If it was that easy to change your mindset you dont think we would have done that. Do they think we want all this suffering, do they think we asked for this, and then they say "just give it time things will get better". But that's just another fucking lie. All they do is tell you lies and then when you actually try to end it all they say "just give it time things will get better." Well when, you ask them this and they just ignore you because even they know that's a lie. Sorry for the rant | suicide |
People say to just do things that make you happy but if it were up to me Im the happiest when Im lazy I feel like all the things that are supposed to make me happy like learning a new skill or texting a friend just feels like hard work. Im actually a lot happier in bed and Im watching Netflix or just doing nothing productive. You know what sucks? I actually like talking to people on the phone but I just dont want to do it at the same time. I hate it how you have to actually work to be happy. I just dont want to do anything at all. | non-suicide |
Slight existential crisis time Should I read some Albert Camus and make the crisis productive or should I drown my thoughts out with music and hope they go away? | non-suicide |
I have an important question for you guys! What group in the periodic table makes cations that might make an ionic compound with a selenide ion? Give the group number and name. (No seriously. I have a Chemistry test tomorrow and am stressed out.) | non-suicide |
When bpd traits ruin everythingSo I recently had one the biggest I've had with my best friend, I don't believe she will ever trust me again, she knows I'm not a bad person (I hope anyway) I emotionally manipulated her, I didn't intend to hurt her, I didn't know what I was doing, anyway, the guilt I felt, that feeling of knowing I ruined the realationship without knowing what I was doing. I lost control of mysely. This led me to attempting to hang myself, I got lucky, that's all I have to say about it. I'm scared that side of me will come back and I don't know if I could fight it again. | suicide |
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Need someone to talk to.I've been depressed and suicidal for so long. I feel like I'm almost to the point of no return. Friends and family don't want to hear about it. I can't wait for a doctor, that takes weeks. If anyone has some time today to just chat and talk about what I'm going through. I would appreciate it. Thanks. | suicide |
If anyone wants to talk, I'm here all night.I did this [the other day]( and I got a whole bunch of PMs of people who just wanted someone to talk to and share their problems with. If you just want someone to talk to, I'm here. EDIT (//): Wow, about people messaged me last night just wanting to talk. Hopefully some of you guys got some good out of talking to me. I'll be around for tonight as well, so feel free to message me. | suicide |
BROKE PEOPLE SHOULD NEVER LAUGH- nicki minaj now hold on *gunshots*- nicki | non-suicide |
I dont want to live anymoreI feel like a child, my parents treat me like Im . Im years old and they never let me go out with friends. Im tired of this and then they wonder why Im so depressed. I just want to have a life and have fun and not stay locked in my room all weekend because of them. I cut myself again today after being clean for three months. I feel like a failure. I dont want to live anymore. I hope I go to sleep and dont wake up. It feels like no matter how hard I work I will never be good enough. I dont think anyone can love me. Im a mess. I dont even deserve a life. Theyre so many better people out there who die so early and have such great talents and potential but are taken too soon and then Im here all pathetic. I just dont get it. My life seems pointless, I have nothing to offer anyone. Im sorry for writing a lot but this is the only place I can write how I feel. I dont even know the point of all this anymore. | suicide |
I joined a pro sport! Its called professional crastination, and I think Im one of the star players for my team | non-suicide |
my life sucks so hardhi reddit i know the chances of someone reading this and giving a fuck is about .% but i will give it a shot in junior school i used to be the smartest kid in the whole school but when i went to highschool i lost all of my friends no one loved me no one give a fuck about me and all i did was watching porn like for - hours per day.. for like years or more and now in college i cant make friends in matter of fact if i try no one would help me like i tried sitting near this boy in the lab as soon as he saw me putting the bag he left me to sit in the other table with the "cool people" im legit mate thinking about killing myself, no one love me im doing most of expieremnts that require partners alone which takes double the time and most of the time i can hear them laughing about me my life sucks rn so much,and most of time people laugh behind my back in matter of fact just like last week when i went to lab i saw girls laughing on me (they looked at me and then bursted in laughing) this happens alot with me | suicide |
The despair is unbearable.I'm tired of it all and I'm still young. I just hate it, everything feels overwhelming and complex and when I think about death, it feels scary but simple. I want to be free from my thoughts, desire, disappointment, and despair. The despair is the worse. | suicide |
GUYS I DID IT The cashier said bye and I didn't say you too | non-suicide |
If you like The Mandalorian and th wall breaks, watch this... On YouTube, there are two videos parodying The Mandalorian called Existential Troopers. They are m each and videos. Its funny. | non-suicide |
Same thing everydayI wish there was somebody, but anxiety makes it so talking to people is impossible I'm and still in high school sadly I've given up on that I live with my parents still and don't know where life will take me. I want to end my life every waking moment it's been the same for about years and people always tell me it'll be okay or it'll change over time but those people could not handle me. I Fucking despise the people I live with who get angry at my depression.. what am I supposed to do when I have no friends and nothing soon I'm just gonna be homeless then that's it for men could give a shit less to what happens to me.. | suicide |
Passive suicide...I've reached a point where I wouldn't actively do anything to harm myself, I don't cut or anything. But if I were in a situation where a bus was going to hit me I don't think I would move out of the way . What do I do with this ? These feelings are new. | suicide |
Please comfort meI really wish I didnt have family or close friends so then I could just end my miserable life | suicide |
Mods you guys gotta get your god damn game up Why would you ban someone who was getting stalked here yet not the stalker. You need either get your game up or get new mods on the team. I know I'm gonna most likely gonna get banned but you banned a victim instead of the stalker. This is why r/Justiceforthewronged is for. You need to up your game and care more about your community and not the stalkers. | non-suicide |
I'm Posting Here As A Promise To MyselfWhenever I'm in an extremely vulnerable and depressed state I find myself struggling to reach out. This was the case a couple of days ago and I swore that if I survived, I would reach out. I've never considered suicide as seriously as I have in the past few months. It's beginning to occupy the same space in my mind where my dreams and ambitions would reside and it's slowly replacing them. I'm proud of having survived my depression this time, but I dread living with it. It's not something I'm used to. I've always been smiling, energetic and laughing. I have been sad and upset before but I recognize that what I'm feeling now is distinct from sadness. While I work at myself, I will do what I can to help others here. This sub can be a bit exhausting to deal with sometimes so thanks for taking the time to read this. | suicide |
Im sorryIm a waste of space and Ive never had any real friends my own mom didnt even know me I had so much fun yet somehow I was miserable for every second no one will remember me except for my family and Im even helping them out no more bonds or stealing for drugs and alcohol or late nights picking me up from rehabs Ive been kicked out of I dont want help I want silence I jus wanted someone to know the things going through my head today was the last straw I finally realized jus how much I hate myself really and how much I want this seemingly never ending nightmare to be over and I had it so much better than most people too I was blessed and cursed but all I can do is look back in it | suicide |
made this gaming x real life comp for my friends cause i got bored [sorry for bad editing]( | non-suicide |
Tomboy outback Bois Ive just discovered tomboy outback... Who needs normal girls when you can have tomboys wholl choke slam you in a respectful way | non-suicide |
Bruhh fuck Fall Guys i was way ahead of everyone and got there first so I was just waiting and I was trying to push this guy and i fell off and got eliminated filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler | non-suicide |
University makes me suicidalI obsess with studying to the point I have no personality, and I've been this way ever since my second to last year of school. I don't think I have any worth besides my grades. I used to enjoy studying quite a lot and education is the number one priority in my "life". Ever since I moved to another country I have fallen into moderate-level depression due to utter disappointment (with myself and this place). Many of my professors suck at their job of teaching and I have to waste x more time outside of class to understand concepts that I should have learned during class. This happens specially with calculus since I am not a math genius unfortunately, and although I can teach myself science, I cannot do so with maths. Therefore I am left with very little time to do anything other than studying and feel immense guilt when I am not being productive. I am not sure what is the point of living when there's nothing I enjoy doing any more and nothing I do feels like it's worth it. | suicide |
Something is wrong with me. Hello again. I had posted a few days ago I believe? Well, it was about me slowly normalizing the idea of suicide in my own mind. Recently however, I have noticed that I am speaking less. And when I do speak, I can't make full sentences. It is almost as if I get very winded as a speak, and I need to drink a lot of water. It has been three days since the break up, and I feel as if I am moving on. Yet, I still miss her? Of course, as time is going by I have noticed that there was a bunch of red flags in the relationship. One of which was a good amount of double standards. I do not want to soil her name and say what issues I see now that I did not before. However, I still feel empty. The idea of ending my own life feels almost like a happy idea. There are other issues going on in my life, which are causing me to feel this way. I just want to know if this is normal for someone to feel this way? I took my grandpa's old revolver and pulled the trigger. Of course, it was not loaded. But, I did not even hesitate in doing so. No voice in my head told me to stop. It was just there, and before I knew it; or even realized the gun was on the side of my head with the trigger pulled. What is worse about this was the I was, and am, disappointed that it did not work. I even considered looking for bullets to load the gun with. I did not. | suicide |
I messed up and now I cant tell if Im being laughed at or what.Ive always been fairly unconfident in how I am in public, even when I know Im fine, but recently its been really shit. Im pretty sure everyone in my area saw something embarrassing that happened... Like reputation destroying. Anyways, now I see people glance at me occasionally and shit. Alone thats just kind of sketch and I get weird about by that. Whats truly different about this time is the context and how, legit, Ive heard people go, is that him? Or look at me and laugh. Either way, its pretty fucked. Sometimes its girls and you think, are they checking me out, but then you get the laugh. Other times its a guy wholl occasionally be blatant about being amused. Understandable if they know but I cant tell. I cant pretend to be confident and completely ok let alone act like what happened didnt happen % of the time. It doesnt help I wasnt that way before either... To top it all off, I dont have any friends Im currently in contact with and pretty sure Ive been ghosted/left by the few I was. Id confront it but I dont want to come off as insane because I know for a fact Ive thought this way before and been wrong sometimes. Its always weird when you feel like your soul is dead. Unfortunately Ive become well acquainted with it. I still look people in the eye and walk straight but ... its rough to hear a person look at you and laugh or make a snide comment whispered or literally insult you to your face and you be too confused to figure out if its because you are looking unconfident and weird (due to you thinking about they know) or they actually know. Its a horrible fucking loop I cant break out of. Whenever I try something kills my confidence and security like the thing today: Guy and his girlfriend looks at me along with some group of girls. Girls laugh a little in the background. Guy says to his gf, is that him? The butch bitch turns around and fuckin stares at me. Turns back when I glance at them. Then I catch em fuckin staring at me again later I guess confirming who I am. | suicide |
Fuck my lifeOver the past two years my mom has gonna through two bipolar manias, one last year and now she is going into another. She becomes very violent and frankly insane. She'll even get to the point of telling me she wishes I was dead if aggravated enough. I need to constantly walk on eggshells because even the slightest thing such as an empty water bottle on a counter will set her off, and cause her to immediately flip on me. She says she doesn't know why I'm her target or such a trigger for her but she's "sorry". I fucking hate my life. Somehow I still managed to graduate highschool but I had to do it online last year for my senior year because I was too socially anxious and depressed to even leave the house, and thoseproblems are still affecting me today. I listened to juice wrld in specific to get through the hard times. He's now gone. I don't know what to do. I wish I was dead. I don't know if I have the balls to kill myself but to be honest I don't see a point in living anymore. I just want it to end. | suicide |
I started thinking about writing my suicide letter.I've been feeling horribly for quite a while now. Five, maybe six years. I feel like i don't matter to anyone and when I kill myself nobody will me affected by it in a long run. Of course my parents will be sad for like a week or two but they will move on with their lives. My brother will have to explain to his young daughter what suicide is and why people do it. Maybe my class head-teacher will give a small talk but nobody in the class will give a damn shit about it. If I write this letter I will apologise for my miserble existance and how I've let everyone down. How I did everything in my power to turn everyone against me even if it wasn't my intention. Yesterday I wrote a post on /r/Depresion in which I said that I would never kill myself because somewhere along the line of my life I might find meaning, after a sleepless night full of tears I think I've changed my mind. | suicide |
What if boss music just started playing Like how fucked would it be if you were just minding your own business and [this started playing]( | non-suicide |
Hey everyone, I'm performing a brief survey on high school students for a school project, I would really appreciate it if you could take a minute of your time to fill this out :) I need at least responses for this by next Friday, so I figured this would be a decent place to post. it is very short, only about six questions and it should only take about a minute total. Please only fill this out if you are around high school age (although that is arguably most people here). Again, I would really appreciate it if you filled this out for me, and feel free to send it to other people you know as well. Thanks in advance for your responses :D  [ | non-suicide |
I cant do this anymoreIve lost too much. I cant keep going on | suicide |
Do any of you lads know any places i can get real metal wolverine claws Im in australia and i cant get metal claws from overseas cause theud get taken by customs do any of you know where i can get claws that are real metal that come from australia. Also do replica guns from video games need the orange tip at the end for it to not be confiscated | non-suicide |
nowhere to turnNot even in my own fucking community am I able to get decency. Everyone just screams at me and berates me and doesn't realize how fucking much I'm struggling. I'm being ripped apart inside and no one will ever, ever understand. It hurts so fucking much. There's no way out of here. I'm a monster, there's no way to save me and I don't know why I'm writing this. I never got to be a fucking kid, of course I'm going to act out like this. I've been abused all of my life and for what, to die at by my own hands? That's probably what everyone wants. Even if they don't, it's too late. laters | suicide |
I want to kill myself right now but my whole family are abroad on holiday and I wouldnt be found for a week and I couldnt let them find my body rottingSorry I just need to vent ignore me | suicide |
First person to guess my number from - gets random bear award idk Ehehehehdhhsshhdhd shdhshdhshhdhshshshshsgsgshhshdhdhdhdbdbbdbsbsbsbsbshssghshshshshshshsbshshhshshshhsshhs | non-suicide |
I can separate flat lego pieces Other reasons I am a mortal god and wanted by the government I can find all the nerf darts I can clean all the glitter I consume such an excessive amount of mtn dew that my piss glows in the dark I can go back to the regular sitting position no matter how far I go back on a chair I can succ my own d without removing my ribs | non-suicide |
Been told life will get better for over decades nowMy life has been miserable and I just want it to end. My earliest thought is wishing that I was never born. This has evolved into suicide as I grew and learned that I could take my own life. I have one life line that I'm holding onto, and his candle flame is burning dimmer and dimmer. When he goes, I'm certain to follow. I've figured out what the cocktail is they give to people in Belgium for assisted death. Being in the states, I cant acquire the main ingredient, but it is an otc item in Mexico, and I live in a border state. I've calculated how much I need for my body weight, and how much alcohol to combine it with. If all goes according to plan, I will fall asleep, and then pass away due to respiratory failure peacefully in my sleep. I dont have any friends or family. I dont even have the $ I need to get my medicine right now. Life is suffering, and I want no part in it anymore. I'm just sticking around to help the one animal that has been by my side through the landslide of shit that has been the last years of my life. If it wasnt for him, I wouldnt be typing this now. I cant bear the thought of my handicapped best friend dying because I killed myself, but, when his time is up, I have decided mine will be up as well. I dont know why I'm typing all of this. I dont want to hear your cliches, nor do I want to hear your support to my solution. I just want the pain to stop. I cant say any of this to a shrink because if I did, they'd put me on watch and then my dog would die. I cant leave him alone for longer than hours at a time. I guess this is just me trying to cope without my medicine. Thanks for listening. | suicide |
Nobody is not talking about nnn cause everyone lost But me because I never but in November | non-suicide |
Hey babe girl are you mosquito? Cause you duck me dry anytime | non-suicide |
Neil Armstrong's name backwards is Gnorts, Mr.Alien OH FUCK OH FUCK OH FUCK OH FUCKKKK | non-suicide |
Cuties bad...now hand over the awards Heavy: *singing about being alive* It is good day to be not dead! Engineer: POW! You are ded Heavy: I'M DED! Engineer: *chuckiling* Spy: *doing the conga* Spy: OH! The Heavy is DED! Heavy: Yes, I am ded! Spy: WHY is the Heavy ded?! Engineer: I dunno Heavy: I think it was Spy&Engi: SHH, You are ded! Heavy: ok Sniper: What's up you wanker?! Who's up for a... AH! What the bloody little hell just happened?! Spy&Engi: The Heavy is ded! Sniper: The Heavy is ded! Spy: Correct! Spy: So Did you see the murderer? WILL THE SPY FIND WHO IS RESPONSIBLE FOR THE DEATH OF HEAVY???? WE WILL SEE IN THE NEXT EPISODE | non-suicide |
What would u do for a Klondike bar Cuz I have one with me rn | non-suicide |
Incel trait: Girl eats in front of you on a date If a woman likes a man, she would never let him watch her eat because its a turn off. But if she doesnt like him she is gonna eat. For example, my oneitis ordered a burger to eat during our first date because she didnt give a shit about my image of her. | non-suicide |
A STUPID FLY MADE ME LOSE AN HOURS WORTH OF SCROLLING Fucking fly I was holding my phone with two hands but when I tried swatting it away I used my right hand while my left hand went on the back button on my phone, which caused a refresh. Stupid fly hope it dies. I told you lot cos none of my friends care :( | non-suicide |
I have a question for you all. Where the fuck is male snoo in the banner? | non-suicide |
Good luck out there as Im starting today Its am where I am and I wake up at for online school which is also my first day so I just wanna make my first post on subreddit a good luck for all the teens who may have started,starting or gonna start because online school is confusing as hell | non-suicide |
I am declaring war on mosquitoes Its outside and my right leg has been bitten times. I am not kidding either we have the technology to end them as a genus so why are they still alive. All they do is spread diseases and cause itching they have no point and nothing would miss them they have no purpose. I will kill as many as possible | non-suicide |
Pedophilia isnt a sexuality, but why? Im not debating if pedophilia is a sexuality, but I would like some good arguments other than: Beacause its discusting or Because its unnatural. To me, those arguments seem like what they used against homophilia or being jewish back in the . I want to know why pedophilia is different. | non-suicide |
Yiddish is such a weird language. Like holy cow I don't speak German I don't speak Hebrew. And yet what I'm listening to someone speak Yiddish it sounds so familiar. And I swear there's like words I can pick out and sort of understand. It's like the weirdest feeling ever. Y'all ever heard it? | non-suicide |
What gives you the will to live?On a personal level, what gives you the will to live, whether on the good days or in a dark patch, whether it is the small things in life or a bigger goal? I am seeking inspiration for my own life, and would like to hear your thoughts on this. Also, does anyone have any suggestions for what one could do during an acute suicidal crisis? Something to think about maybe? I have heard "call a hotline", "talk to someone you trust", and "distance thoughts from actions/wait hours" many times. Thanks. | suicide |
I want to dieThats it. Thats the whole thing. Alone. And I want to be dead | suicide |
Do y'all ever just feel so uncomfortable Like uncomfortable in your own skin and you just wanna rip it all off and nothing feels right and you just feel really gross even if you try changing your appearance y'know anyone else feel that because I get that a lot | non-suicide |
Do you like your Mom or dad more Dogs or cats Math or science Science or history History or languages Drawing or music Arts or Physical activities Digital art or traditional art Tablets or laptop Big phones or small phones PC games or console games Mobile games or PC games Tencent or EA Reddit or tiktok (are you kidding? Thats insultingly easy) Being or being Youtube or Twitch Google or Microsoft Mario or Luigi Mario kart or Mario bros | non-suicide |
Don't want to die, but I must suffer.I fucking hate myself. I'm an overly aggressive asshole who picks fights with people on the internet. I'm a pathetic POS who can't get over losing his mommy. What a complete from a view years ago, such a fucking disappointment and embarrassment. Like the title says. I don't want to die, but I sure as shit feel like I must suffer. Both mentally and physically. I deserve it for not saving my mom. If I only knew CPR she might not have died. Edit: Hurting myself just always seems like the right thing to do. | suicide |
Were hitting Doomsday Valentines Day is near Valentines Day is in Days we have to unite | non-suicide |
Do I leave a note?I posted this a month ago but I'm still struggling with it. The only thing left now is to decide whether or not I should say goodbye. On the one hand, it will give my friends and family closure. But if I make it look like an accident, then I shouldn't say anything. What do I do? | suicide |
I'm just so tiredI'm tired of trying. I've fought all my life to get ahead and I always end up on rock bottom. Im have a wife and kid. I've let them down at every step. I honestly believe she only stays with me for the kid. I've fucked up so many times, I've hurt so many people. I keep thinking I can just hurt them one more time. I can make it look like an accident and they would never know it wasn't. Ive always been the strong one, I helped my siblings through everything while my parents fought I've helped everyone I could. I used to be this happy cheerfull guy. I used to try and make everyone I met smile and laugh. Idk what to do anymore, everyday driving my car off a cliff seems more and more reasonable more like a good idea. I honestly wish someone would care enough to notice and talk to me, fuck a simple hug or smile would feel so nice. I'm surrounded by family and friends and nobody has noticed in years. Nobody cares. I'm sorry I rambled. I know I sound crazy, I just wanted to get this off my chest. I think I'm going to drink myself to sleep and pray I don't wake up. | suicide |
Suicide's become a question of when, not ifI don't know what to do anymore. I've been suicidal for the past few weeks, and I keep alternating between fighting the thoughts and succumbing to the darkness. In the past year I've gotten into a car crash that totaled my car, broke up with my boyfriend of + years, lost my cat and lost a coworker. I work a full time job, a part time job and I'm a full time graduate student. I haven't been sleeping well at all and I'm slipping back into my eating disorder. I'm starting to get paranoid of everyone around me. I don't have many friends and I feel like my depression is making me a burden to the ones i have. I'm on an antidepressant which doesn't seem to be working any more, and my psychiatrist is taking forever to get back to me. I'm making myself wait until I finish the school year and my part time job. Ironically I'm studying to be a mental health counselor and I wouldn't do anything to hurt my clients. But come May th there's nothing holding me back anymore. | suicide |
What things do you think you should do or loose ends you feel you should tie, to give yourself closure before you catch the bus?I'm at a point this point where I've accepted that I'm going to kill myself, but don't feel as if I'm ready to leave just yet. I feel as if I need to get my affairs in order and tie some loose ends in order to make it as "easy" and least painful for myself and more importantly, others around me. What do you think should be done before one decides to clock out and take their life? I'm thinking of packing my stuff up, cleaning my house, getting rid of anything I don't need, etc. The one thing that breaks my heart beside leaving my family is leaving my cats behind. I am the only one that looks after them and I don't know what my family will decide to do with them when I'm dead. Does anyone have any suggestions as to what I should do to give myself and others as much closure as possible and make this as "painless" as possible for all parties involved? Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated. | suicide |
Am not a massive fan of twomad ngl He just honestly seems like a asshole who disturbs people in public. Not even in a funny way its just obnoxious I don't understand how anyone finds it funny | non-suicide |
My best friend just said she hates meShe doesnt want to be my friend anymore. She was probably the only friend I had that I truly trusted, not to mention the closest friend I've ever had. I always went to her especially when I go through my depressive episodes. I'm going through one again and I can't find a way out. Everything is just weighing down on my chest and I can't breathe. I just don't wanna live anymore. If the one friend I thought i had ended up hating me, how am I supposed to convince myself I'm not alone. I just wanna end it. | suicide |
Beginning of the endI didn't even realise it's gotten to this point until it's too late. Every day I say less and less to the people around me. I dont want it to be like this, I try, I fucking try but it feels like no one wants to talk to me, like I just annoy everyone around me. The few friends I have never speak to me. Most of my messages are left on read or if I try to make plans nothing happens. I know they all have jobs, I don't take it personally, I understand. It just hurts...I feel so fucking alone. My girlfriend and I hardly ever speak, she never seems interested in any conversation, she always seems angry, our conversations are always blunt and brief. I feel like I have no purpose anymore. The only joy I get out of life is the times where I used to laugh with people, where I made people happy, where people wanted to talk to me. No one ever makes the first contact with me, my parents never want to talk to me, I fucking hate being back here. I can't talk about how I'm feeling, because I feel like no one cares, so why would I talk about this? Every day I just want to end it all, I don't want to be here anymore. I don't want to hurt anymore, I don't want to be alone anymore. I just want to fucking die, I hate the life I have. I just want my friends back, I want to feel loved by my own family again, I want to be in the honeymoon phase again...I fucking miss feeling a sense of purpose. | suicide |
Kahoot should show who places last Idk this might be cruel there could be a option to turn it off. It would give motivation for people to actually try tho lol | non-suicide |
You know youre lonely when youd rather hang out and game with someone than have sex Totally not speaking from experience lol totally... | non-suicide |
I can't keep goingI don't have much else to say. I'm physically and emotionally and mentally exhausted. | suicide |
Another one So I've been thinking about suicide for a while now. Every day while I sit at my desk, walking home and before I go to sleep. Sometimes I'm so determined to do it... It's just I haven't figured out how to do it yet. I guess I don't have a huge reason to feel or think like this, or do I, I guess it depends on perspective. But the way I see the world is just...I don't know how to put it in words. I HATE it, everything. I despise, pity and hate every single thing or person in the world sometimes. Most of the times I just feel depressed/ sad. I don't see any reason or hope to continue liek this, it's pointless. I regret everything I do or say, even writing this right now, or the fact that I was born (even though it wasn't my decision, and that infuriates me). You might say I need help but nobody can help me right now, because I can't talk directly to another person.I just can't. Sorry for this, I just wanted to put this out there. | suicide |
I need help on picking an outfit for easter My aunts wants to take pics and ik what to wear My options are: Thigh highs with a skirt and shirt Or a mini sleeveless dress | non-suicide |
Undertale explained shortly Feel cute might kill everyone u love and care about | non-suicide |
please help me out i really hate begging and all but, i am a really small streamer and to grow i would either need a new wifi or a wifi booster, i set up a donation goal on my stream but since i have no viewers i cant achieve my goal, i am not begging you to donate, but please help me. | non-suicide |
i want to debate something but its musical not political anyone up for it? filler filler filler filler filler filler filler | non-suicide |
What effect will a decade of Crew Dragon launches have on young people's interest in space travel? From to American high school students have gone almost a decade without crewed astronaut launches from American soil. What effect did this have on American teenagers? And then on May th of last year all of that changed. They are extending the ISS to ! What effect will a decade of Crew Dragon launches have on the American high school students of the s? Crew Dragon isn't the only one. There is also the "Starliner", "Orion", and "Starship". | non-suicide |
Being both anhedonic and ugly is a potent combinationAnyone else relate? | suicide |
A whole bunch of people have a video of me vortexing a beer at a party. At the start of the year at a party, I vortexed a beer whilst a whole bunch of people were putting shit on their Snapchat stories. So for a few months, I didn't really think anything of it. However, now I'm kinda regretting it. Apparently, an absolute SHIT ton of people screen recorded it. If this is released publicly, am I going to get in trouble (legal, or with the school)? Will it decrease my chance of getting a job in the future? I just realized this and I'm SUPER anxious as I feel like it'll reflect badly on me, as I'm on my way to getting dux. | non-suicide |
What's left for me?Sorry if this post turns out long. I am (m), I have literally nothing, and I have had literally nothing for years. I have no friends, and when I say no friends, I mean zero. I have never had a girlfriend, never even kissed a girl. I feel so alone all the time, I wish I just had someone to spend my time with, to hell with sex and all that... I just want to hold someone's hand. Most guys I have known my age have already had several girlfriends. When I see a couple of my age I'm public, laughing or kissing... It just rips me apart inside... I wish I could have that. I am anti social, my parents pulled me out of school around the th grade. I was home schooled for awhile, until a year ago when I quit altogether. So I have struggled with developing socially. My parents are controll freaks.. have never let me have freedom or do anything.. the last years of my life I have spent doing nothing, I get up, and wait for my dad to yell out orders and whatever. that's why I am alone now. Hell my parents wouldn't even let me have contact with anybody, including my older siblings. Not to mention the times my dad used to beat the shit out of me when I was younger. I have a part time job now, I have had that for about a month. Like I said I'm pretty anti social so I am still trying to figure out myself. The only people I have interacted with for years was my parents, who I hate. But I don't see myself going anywhere or doing anything... I sometimes think if I kill myself maybe in the next life I will get a better hand.. I told my parents a couple months ago that I thought about hurting myself. All I got was screamed at, lectured about why my life is good, told that I am only a teenager and my whole life is ahead of me. fuck them. I hate my parents, they are the ones that stole my life. Here I am supposed to be fucking off and just enjoying life, but no. I can't even leave the house still til this day without a big deal being made.. I have little money and nowhere to go. Fuck this life I am about to give up. | suicide |
If I fully believe Ill take my own life sometime in the future, why wait?Why shouldnt end it now instead of possibly meeting new people to sadden when I do take my life? Why suffer for a few more years and possibly end up going insane and become locked away instead? Why not take my life and allow people to begin grieving instead of in the future? At least right now theyll be the youngest version of themselves and probably handle the grief better than at an older age. Why do I even have to make posts like this? Why do I know its the depression talking and not *really* me? Why am I so aware but still unable to stop it? Why do none of these medications work? Why am I even posting this? All Im doing is exposing people to my own negativity with zero benefits. My apologies. | suicide |
Im an attack helicopter. Just wanted some gender equality on that girl who got awards for saying shes a girl and that guy that got for saying hes a guy. Not expecting anything actually. Have a nice day tho | non-suicide |
Ah yes r/teenagers, the cesspool of whatever it is. | non-suicide |