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okay and uhhh where'd you lived what ages after that
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ummm okay so i lived there until i was eighteen and then i moved to columbia missouri and i lived there for three years i lived in okoboji iowa for about six months and then i moved here to philadelphia and i've lived here for
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four years i've lived here for four years now yeah
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okay sorry what was the the beginning uhhh
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oops sorry
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yeah that's alright i i i just realized i heard wrong uhhh and skipped over mentally
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uhhh yeah where were you born where did you live right after that
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uhhh paducah in kentucky until i was eighteen and then ummm i lived in columbia until i was twenty one and then i lived in okoboji iowa
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for like six months and then i've lived in philadelphia since then
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okay and uhhh where uhhh which place would you say you like the best
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ummm i don't know they're all very different places so it's kind of hard to compare one was like a horse farm was a really small city one was iowa which isn't like anything and now i'm living in philly which is the first like big city that i've lived in so
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i guess just because my grown up life has been in philadelphia i'll say i like philadelphia is the best but
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i liked kentucky a lot too and i liked columbia a lot too
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yeah
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uhhh
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the uhhh ummm
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so you you were mostly raised on a horse farm
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yeah i was raised sheep ummm
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mostly horses yeah
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yeah
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for like riding purposes working purposes breathing
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yeah we just had them to ride my mom always wanted horses when she was a kid so she got to live out her dreams with us and got all these ponies that we had running around the farm the sheep were what we made money off of basically ummm we had a lot of those and we
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tomorrow
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my they were really dumb when they bought them they didn't know anything about farming and they thought that they were getting sheep to get wool from uhhh but they got sheep like there's different types of sheep some sheep are for wool some sheep are for eating so they bought a bunch of sheep that were for eating and didn't realize that until they like sheared them and got all the wool and were like wow why is this wool so awful why does it do anything that wool is supposed to do and someone told them oh you know these are sheep that are supposed to be eaten so they kind of switched gears and started selling sheep and sending them to people for consumption purposes
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uhhh i yeah who what types of places uhhh eat sheep
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or what type of meat is that
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what type of meat is it
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yeah that's not like mutton or anything
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it's well it is like older sheep m is mostly mostly what you eat you have a crap of lamb they're like a year and a half old that's that's when you slaughter them eat them so most of what you eat is lamb and i mean it s basically pretty much all we all we ate like we never had beef we had sausage lamb chops like lamb you know lamb steak everything lamb i mean and old sheep but that is not as good because younger sheeps are tender and juicier i guess
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okay
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i mean it's basically
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yeah i i didn't associate lam like lamb meat with sheep yeah
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with sheep meat yeah cuz no one ever says i'm gonna eat a sheep because eating sheep is awful i mean if they're really like old and stringy and gross at that point so you if you keep em they're older than you just use them for breathing purposes but you slaughter all the babies every year
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yeah
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excellent and do you have any did that make you become a vegetarian later in life or anything like that did it any
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well it there's like a funny story about that ummm so you know every year we had to slaughter a lot of sheep so we had a huge freezer that was full of lim and you know we sold off some of it like the slaughterhouse would take some of it in payment for the slaughtering and then we would kind of trade it like you'd trade with other farmers you know i'll give you two sheep for a cow and i'll give you half a sheep for chicken and you know so you sort of trade your meat around but we always had a huge freezer full of meat and one morning at like six am my mom woke me up and said oh my gosh the freezer got uhhh during the middle of the night and all we need is defrosting and i have to go to work when your dad's at work so you have to cook all that meat today before it goes bad and so me and my brother got out and we had like all four burners at the stove going the oven we had a grill out we had a crack pot going we had another grill outside going
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all this meat was cooking and there were like big kettles of blood on the floor where the freezer defrosted the cats were running around freaking out and like the powder blowed and there was smoke everywhere and it was just such a gross smell all this meat cooking and then my mom called and we're in the midst of this my brother and i freaking out and she's like oh i just talked to the health department
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i'm sorry could you put that mic on i forgot
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this one dish
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uhhh the one right in front
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she's like oh i talked to health department and you don't have to cook the meat fine you can just use it so we did all of that and i didn't eat meat after that and then and then i started eating and then i stopped once i moved away i'm a vegetarian but it wasn't because of that i meat if i went back i know i know where it's from my raised where they where they were slaughtered how they were like and i know they were humanely had on the farm so i don't really feel bad about it whereas eating meat i'm eating i dunno i feel like it's a planet and bad for meats perfect like healthwise what's in it and slaughter kinda gross yes so i'm a vegetarian but when i go home my parents don't have sheep anymore but they still with other fars i'll eat i'll eat meat that comes from the farm their house
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interesting so so more of a uhhh more just from the the industrialization of of meatpacking that's what you're against instead of
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yeah i don't really like meat very much anymore and i mean i dunno i think eating it eating it for a lot of year doesn't taste very good but be rude you know when i cook like a big meat you know the whole just me so i'm not gonna make them cook meal eat eat it even if i very much and it's just cheaper not to easier for me not to deal with having cook meat and worry
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so i'm not
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getting sicking sick from like food doesn't food doesn't matter if my undercooked easier you know
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yeah
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yeah
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ummm so what do you do out here
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ummm i actually work next door ummm i work at ecf i'm a standardized patient ummm it's like
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like to be a doctor like a good doctor ummm i think i pretend that when i'm sick like i have fake pas i come in and asks and i grade them on how they were how well they ask me questions stuff like that i do that and then i do ummm stuff like pu that latically time
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are you in spiral cube
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no worked for mom puppet the before ummm and i like kinda start my own right now i did something for the and i'm trying to get together with all those people and do another way in between or something like that but i haven't worked i've worked people at worked there before not with company i tried to when i here but they went
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ah
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well i i i ask cuz one of my roommates is in therapeutic and also chemotherapy out there is in spire so which is the only way i know about it but
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cool oh cool
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yeah no they're really awesome they do a lot of neat stuff ummm mom was really cool i really liked working for them they're very different than spiral cube but they did a lot of really really beautiful puppetry before they closed ummm yeah so it's not i dunno i have enough i have too many problems paying my bills to do theater all the time as much as i want to at all but the asian job is great because you just do like you set your own schedule and you give them your availability and
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and pays pretty pays pretty well so i can work at work all the time and still make enough to pay but then rent but then have time off i don't know and i'm also i'm going to school right now ummm getting my mat in helping blind people
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oh what what's the technical term for that
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uhhh orientation and mobility therapy it's like teaching blind people how to use a can or how to use a dog or just basically how to navigate their environment safely and efficiently
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and what you to towards that
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well i was doing i was working at an office and i really hated it one of my friend at orientations uhhh they they say ost ummm and she's like oh you should you should out and parents
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ummm my dad works for an easter city like a center for disabled people my mom's a speech therapist so i kinda grew up in have enronment of like working for disabled individuals and i really do like the ok because you working one with someone you're not like in a class thing you get to go with that person and you basically just discuss like their what do you wanna accomplish or do you wanna watch church okay okay well that's the best way for you to get church and outside and you're moving time you're not like sitting stuck indoors all day you get a lot of downtime in your car go to the next house and then and it pays well and you can do contract so
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so i can get out and do like contract work for the state and work part time like basically what i'm doing now but make more money you know rather than barely getting by so we'll see how well that works
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but it's only it's it's only a year long master's program which i also drew me to it cuz i was like uhhh i don't really wanna go back to school for four years
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so ummm
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yeah so i'm only doing it for a year and then i'm out and i can
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start working
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how do you feel uhhh i talked to a lot of people especially within this study you know uhhh who are consistently trying to balance ummm like either an artistic form or some other passion with like needing to make money and like sucking it up and getting a job basically
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yeah
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hey
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and i'm also in the same boat so it's like uhhh how how do you how do you break that down and and justify how much time you spend towards each
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yeah yeah
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it s so hard i mean when i first when i first moved here so broke i couldn't do anything i was work five job to trying to pay back my because we were supposed friend with a friend and you know but i didn't work out and so i ended up having no money no money whatsoever kind of like stranded up here i have enough i didn't even have enough money to for gas to drive back home stay there my parents lend me a little money to get an apartment and then i had them back i had to pay them back right away i was just working constantly i worked from like five am to two am couple months straight just trying to get enough to pay bills
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stay there
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and after that was done i started doing some teaching and kind of did a while but then ran out of money again so i i've now really found a good balance it where i'm either working constantly making money or not working at all doing artistic things but i can only do that for like a few month at a time and when i'm broke i could go back to get a job but this this ummm patient thing is has been the best thing that i ve found really because it's high paying set your own schedule and yeah you can take if you need to afford to do that they'll let you do it or you know you can not work nights or not work morning that was the other nice thing you can work or mornings ummm so slowly finding some sort of balance with it but the past not this past summer but the year before that for basically and a half i didn't do
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do anything whatsoever i was just working in this office job and hating hating my life i i was working on writing a play i was produced in the french thing that kind of like kept me so i got to come home and like script that i wanted to play and then i get to do that this summer awesome and you know in looking back i was really glad that i because it was money to go to spain for a month i made and i made enough money to put on production pay my actors which is you know pretty hard to do for their friend so in looking back i was like oh i'm glad that i hated my life years and a half completely paid off but during that time it was just
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awful
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hmmm
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it's really cool that ummm that you're working for this thing uhhh have you been doing it for a long time
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yeah i mean i've been working here for six years now ummm so ever since i left school and came out to philly ummm this was like the first job i got and depending on what project you're working on it can you make your own hours so you can sometimes just choose like whatever schedule you want
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oh wow
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yeah yeah
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wow that's great
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wow
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time enough so unlimited ten hours a year just like averaged out to twenty week so i go through lot of fluctuation with touring of being home of just like working heavily when i'm back and taking off a month and a half then for like sometimes they have projects that we can do
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oh
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like half times
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that's need yeah
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yeah i mean it's now i feel better balanced here than i have in the past definitely the first three four years uhhh it got really difficult at times to pay rent and stuff like that running out of hours at the end of the year and having to take a month off and stuff like that yeah
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right
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oh god yeah
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ummm but yeah now it's it feels like it's balancing out a little bit more
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yeah it just takes so long to get to that point and now that i i started the college thing when i was still working office job and thinking oh you know i have to find a part time job where i can actually make enough money cuz i can't work full time anymore it's just like it's just not gonna work and it's just like oh you do this on i can work full time make money i mean granted it pays four times as much as what i make now but what i make now is enough for me i don't live an extravagent life and when i live here i don't need a car so i don't have a car i mean my bills are not at every so
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