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my first order of business was to put her at ease .
walking over to where she stood in front of the door as if ready to escape at a moment 's notice , i took my jacket from around her shoulders .
i kept my eyes on her bent head until i threw the jacket in the general direction of the chair in the corner .
then lifting her chin with the tip of my finger , i looked into her eyes .
`` you have nothing to fear here ; it 's like i said , we do n't have to f**k each other tonight .
i can maybe hold off until tomorrow , but i want you in my bed , in my arms .
what i saw tonight , i would be a fool to waste any time . ''
`` um , what 's your name ? ''
i threw my head back and laughed uproariously .
i 'm such a beast .
i had n't even introduced myself .
it 's a wonder she had n't run away screaming bloody murder .
`` i 'm trace mckenzie . ''
her eyes widened a bit at my name and led me to my next question .
`` you know my name ? ''
`` everybody knows who you are , do n't they ? ''
`` i do n't know about everyone , but maybe a good few do .
can i get you something to drink ?
what do you usually do after a performance , which was magnificent by the way . ''
`` i usually have warmed lemon and honey with a glass of water .
it helps keep my throat soothed , but i do n't expect you to have that stuff here , so it 's okay . ''
she bit her lip and looked down at her feet even more shy now .
very endearing .
i walked over to the in house phone and called down to have them go pick me up what she needed from the all-night market a few blocks over .
`` that 's taken care of .
it should be here in a few .
why do n't we go out onto the patio and relax until they get here ? ''
i took her elbow and led her outside where the stars were putting on a show in the night sky .
i was amazed at my control , everything in me wanted in her now .
but somehow , i knew this , whatever it was between us would n't be rushed .
i quirked my brow at my thoughts .
i 'm not one for patience and i 'd be the first to admit it .
she moved to sit in the chair next to mine , but i had other ideas .
pulling her down into my lap , i did n't give her time to protest before my lips were covering hers again .
i could n't seem to get enough of her taste .
she was wearing the same silk robe and underwear she 'd worn on stage and her body 's heat seared me .
by the time the bell chimed announcing the arrival of her delivery , my hands were buried in her beautiful hair and my c**k was digging into her hip .
i sat her in the seat a little dazed and went to answer the door .
in the kitchen i prepared the concoction for her and had a weird sense that i was going to be doing that a lot in the future .
that 's something else i never pay too much attention to , the future .
i usually let the chips fall where they may .
`` here love , i hope it 's the way you like it . ''
she took the tumbler from me and sipped .
`` umm , perfect thanks trace . ''
i hunkered down in front of her and she stopped with the glass halfway to her lips .
i held her eyes as i tried to form the words in my head .
`` do you have any upcoming engagements planned ? ''
`` i have three weeks until my next show , i do n't go on tour for another couple of months and i just wrapped up in the studio a few days ago . ''
`` then the next three weeks are mine .
let 's go to bed tomorrow is going to be a long day . ''
i took the empty glass from her and led her inside .
she was back to being nervous which was totally understandable .
`` the bedroom 's through there with an en suite bath if you 'd like .
i 'll find you something to sleep in . ''
she walked on in the direction i 'd pointed out while i turned for the kitchen .
when i made it back to the bedroom she was in the shower .
it took everything i had in me not to go after her .
the night sure was turning into one for the books .
i 've never brought a woman home for the sole purpose of just having here there .
she came out fifteen minutes later and i fought the kick in my heart .
she looked like a teenager with her hair brushed out around her shoulders and her face bare of makeup .
i walked over and unwrapped the towel she had clutched in her fist .
`` fuck me , it 's gon na be a long f**king night . ''
she was perfection .
her tits , which for some reason had been hidden in the robe were magnificent , i would say a dd or close , with pale pink ni**les that almost blended into the rest of her flesh .
her waist was tiny , i could easily span it with my hands and her hips had a nice flare to them .
all woman and now all mine .
it was topped off with a homegrown beauty that you never see these days .
pink flesh with a hint of a tan on her cheeks , and the cutest sprinkling of freckles across her perfectly upturned nose .
`` i see you 're a real blonde . ''
her whole body lit up with her blush at my mention of the strip of hair over her pu**y mound .
i kissed the top of her head as i passed her the tee shirt i 'd chosen for her to sleep in .
another first , i usually avoided too much familiarity with the women i dealt with .
having her sleep in my favorite old college shirt was very telling in deed , but we 'll see how this plays out .
`` i 'll be right out sweetie , you can watch tv until i 'm done or if you 're tired go to sleep . ''
i left her standing there and went to my own shower before i went back on my word and threw her to the ground and f**ked her the way i imagined .
i barely avoided rubbing one out in the shower ; just let the water beat down on me as cold as i could stand it , cooling me down a little .
when my felt the slight ping in my heart i held my hands out to wall and hung my head as the water cascaded down on me .
i knew what was happening to me , knew it down to my bones , should i fight it or let it take its natural course ?
i 'd never felt threatened before , in all my years of playing the filed , there was never a time when my bachelorhood was in danger .
it was too early yet , or at least that was the crutch i held onto as i turned the water off and stepped out of the marble shower stall .
wrapping a towel around my hips and grabbing another i walked into the bedroom to find her asleep .
my new baby was tired .
i stood over her , taking in the softness of her beauty in sleep .
i wonder how many people had ever seen this side of her .
i had a brief stab of jealousy at the thought of the boy she 'd been linked with .
i ran my fingers gently through her hair , going softly so i did n't awaken her .
i shook my head at myself after i leaned over and kissed her hair .
`` so f**king beautiful . ''
i whispered the words in her ear before heading to the closet for some boxer shorts .
no sleeping in the buff tonight , i 'd changed the game plan somewhere between seeing her on that stage and handing her that tee shirt .
i was treading unchartered waters here , so we 'll play it by ear , but there 's always been one constant with me throughout my lifetime .
i always play to win .
i could n't help drawing her into my arms when i finally crawled into bed .
she just cuddled into my chest and settled , just like this kitten i once had as a child .
what the f**k ?
i have n't thought of my f**ked up childhood or anything to do with it in a long time .
i looked down at the head on my chest and felt fear for the first time in my life , or at least for the first time in forever .
what was i to do with this new thing that was growing inside of me ?
i have no notion of how to deal with love and all its trappings .