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i 'm man enough to own my feelings , but logical enough , grounded enough not to believe in love at first sight .
but this whatever it was that had hit me from out of left field , was a close second .
i fell asleep with the thought of what tomorrow might bring for us .
first time in thirteen years , that i did n't close my eyes with a spreadsheet running through my head .
chapter 3 in the morning my eyes popped open to land on hers as she looked up at me from her place on my chest .
`` morning beautiful girl . ''
i drew her in for a cuddle and to sniff the morning scent of her skin .
she felt right in my arms , in my bed .
when i pulled back she was looking at me askance .
`` this is so weird , i hope you do n't think i 'm in the habit of going home with strange men ... '' `` whatever you did or did not do before we met last night is in the past .
besides , i do n't remember giving you much of a choice . ''
`` i 'm gon na kiss you now sweet shiane , do n't worry about my hard cock , it ca n't seem to help doing that around you . ''
i turned her onto her back and covered her body with mine .
starting at her ear i kissed my way down her jawline to the corner of her mouth before taking soft nibbles of her lips .
i did n't force my way in this time , but made her want my tongue so much that she was the one who came in search of it .
she was the one who took my face in her hands and forced my lips open with her tongue .
i told myself to go easy even as i pressed my aching c**k into her heat .
her shirt had ridden up so that all that stood between us were a few scraps of silk .
my control lasted for all of ten seconds before i was eating at her lips , my hands roaming all over her body .
`` fuck , fk , fk ... shiane . ''
i buried my face in her neck and prayed for the strength to leave it there , not to push her panties aside and slip into her heat that i knew was going to own my ass .
when she nuzzled my head and squeezed me between her legs , i knew the jig was up .
`` baby we got ta get up ; i 'm trying to keep my word here but you 're not making it easy . ''
i sucked the skin of her neck between my teeth and rocked my ck back and forth into her , my ck ring hitting her clit with each stroke and driving me insane .
she hissed and shook beneath me .
`` fuck baby do n't do that . ''
i gritted my teeth and rolled away with my arm thrown over my eyes .
`` fuck !
get off the bed baby ... please . ''
she hesitated for a minute before i felt her leave the bed .
this was not f**king happening to me .
how the f**k was this happening to me ?
when i felt my breathing calm enough and my dick was down to a slow throb instead of a raging pulse , i lifted my hand and looked at her .
she looked so f**king young and innocent standing there , unsure of the crazy man who 'd dragged her off to his lair in the middle of the night and was now acting like an ass .
`` i 'm sorry baby if you 'd stayed here one second more i would 've f**ked you .
since i kinda gave my word i do n't want to go back on it .
that 's no way to start thins off .
it 's saturday morning , you said you do n't really have anything pressing on the calendar so i 'll tell you what we 're gon na do . ''
`` i 'm pretty sure if we went anywhere in this city you 'd be recognized in five minutes flat am i right ? ''
`` yeah pretty much . ''
`` and you did n't bring any clothes with you obviously , so going out to breakfast was pretty much out anyway , for now at least .
so ... i 'm gon na go downstairs and make us some breakfast sounds good ? ''
`` yeah , okay . ''
i studied her as she stood there with her hair all mussed from my fingers , my mark forming on her neck and the shirt hanging off her shoulder .
it was the sexiest f**king thing i 'd ever seen .
`` i changed my mind come 'ere . ''
she made a running leap for the bed and landed on top of me , causing my eyes to open in surprise .
the smile that broke out across my face was another shared first as i pulled her head down and clasping her there , took her lips in another wild kiss .
she kissed like an innocent and i found it thrilling to teach her my showing her how to chase my tongue with hers .
my c**k was leaking profusely at this point as i enjoyed running my tongue around the inside of her mouth , over her teeth , and lips before diving back in .
it was a long time since i 'd dry humped anyone , but f**k if that is n't what i found myself doing .
with one hand clasped behind her head and the other holding her ass in place , i moved her body over mine , while my c**k started leaking even more into my shorts .
i wanted to turn her over onto her back and just take her , but i did n't .
instead i pressed her cunt harder into my aching c**k and ground our pelvises together .
she moaned into my mouth and quivered as i felt the first burst of cum leave my spewing cock .
we laid still until our breathing went back to normal .
`` i think a shower is in order do n't you ? ''
i sat up with her still in my lap and rolled out of bed , headed for the shower .
shiane i ca n't believe i 'm doing this .
nothing like this has ever happened to me before , but when i 'd looked into his eyes last night while on stage , there was something there that called to me , what that was i still was n't sure , but somehow i knew i would be a fool to let it pass .
i would 've gone on as usual if he had n't approached me , i 'm not bold enough to have sought him out .
but now that i was here i was n't sure of my moves .
i 've only ever been with one guy , someone i met when i first started my music career .
i 'd saved myself all through high school , holding out for that special someone .
and then after i 'd been discovered , i 'd been too busy in the studio and with other engagements to think about a relationship .
i 've never been into the casual scene , so when i met donnie , i 'd thought i 'd found my soul mate .
someone i could spend my life with .
that was before i 'd overheard him making plans to hook up with someone else .
that day was the lowest point of my life .
when i 'd confronted him after coming out of the bathroom unexpectedly and overheard him , he 'd grown angry .
angry enough to hit me for questioning him ; then he 'd filled me in on the truth .
he 'd only been with me because it was good for his career .
he thought that being linked to the hottest new number on the music scene would open doors for him , which it did .
he called me a stupid little farm girl with rose-colored glasses .
as he put it , everyone was doing it ; it was known part of the business .
people f**ked one another to get ahead .
when i 'd stupidly told him i thought we would get married like we 'd talked about he 'd laughed in my face .
it was then that my love had started to die .
it did n't die completely until news of our split got out and i learned that this was n't the first time he 'd cheated , and that everyone thought i knew .
apparently they thought i was doing the same .
i was never so humiliated in my life , all our friends , if you can call them that ; had known .
i 'd slipped out of the spotlight for a while until my management told me i had to appear with the snake for publicity sake because of prior agreements and the album we 'd collaborated on together .
so for a few months the world thought we were an item again .
it was hard , especially when he cornered me one day after rehearsal and said we could just pick up where we left off , i was an okay f**k after all .
i did n't even know this person .
all i could do was walk away in disgust .
since then he 'd called me a few times , he knew i was n't seeing anyone and since he 'd been my first somehow this little farm girl should just overlook his infidelity and turn a blind eye , because according to him i was never going to find better , because everybody in the business cheats .
now here i am , not even a month later doing something i never thought in a million years i would ever do .
when i opened my eyes this morning and saw him there , his face relaxed in sleep , so perfectly handsome .
the first thing that caught my attention was the tattoos on his chest and arms .
the business suit sure had n't prepared me for that , or for what i was sure was a piercing in his cock .
of course i knew who he was , everyone did , the self-made billionaire who 'd come from nothing .
his story was told far and wide in all circles .
a male cinderella story if you will .
from what i remember his parents had been poor , from some place in the midwest .
he 'd boxed in high school and gained a scholarship to an ivy league university where he 'd continued his boxing career but had focused more on his studies .
then he 'd invented some game software and used the money from that to start his own securities firm .
they called him the wonder kid of wall street .
though kid was n't exactly accurate .
he put me down in the bathroom long enough to start the shower before he turned back to me and lifted the worn tee shirt over my head .

i 'm man enough to own my feelings , but logical enough , grounded enough not to believe in love at first sight .

but this whatever it was that had hit me from out of left field , was a close second .

i fell asleep with the thought of what tomorrow might bring for us .

first time in thirteen years , that i did n't close my eyes with a spreadsheet running through my head .

chapter 3 in the morning my eyes popped open to land on hers as she looked up at me from her place on my chest .

`` morning beautiful girl . ''

i drew her in for a cuddle and to sniff the morning scent of her skin .

she felt right in my arms , in my bed .

when i pulled back she was looking at me askance .

`` this is so weird , i hope you do n't think i 'm in the habit of going home with strange men ... '' `` whatever you did or did not do before we met last night is in the past .

besides , i do n't remember giving you much of a choice . ''

`` i 'm gon na kiss you now sweet shiane , do n't worry about my hard cock , it ca n't seem to help doing that around you . ''

i turned her onto her back and covered her body with mine .

starting at her ear i kissed my way down her jawline to the corner of her mouth before taking soft nibbles of her lips .

i did n't force my way in this time , but made her want my tongue so much that she was the one who came in search of it .

she was the one who took my face in her hands and forced my lips open with her tongue .

i told myself to go easy even as i pressed my aching c**k into her heat .

her shirt had ridden up so that all that stood between us were a few scraps of silk .

my control lasted for all of ten seconds before i was eating at her lips , my hands roaming all over her body .

`` fuck , f**k , f**k ... shiane . ''

i buried my face in her neck and prayed for the strength to leave it there , not to push her panties aside and slip into her heat that i knew was going to own my ass .

when she nuzzled my head and squeezed me between her legs , i knew the jig was up .

`` baby we got ta get up ; i 'm trying to keep my word here but you 're not making it easy . ''

i sucked the skin of her neck between my teeth and rocked my c**k back and forth into her , my c**k ring hitting her clit with each stroke and driving me insane .

she hissed and shook beneath me .

`` fuck baby do n't do that . ''

i gritted my teeth and rolled away with my arm thrown over my eyes .

`` fuck !

get off the bed baby ... please . ''

she hesitated for a minute before i felt her leave the bed .

this was not f**king happening to me .

how the f**k was this happening to me ?

when i felt my breathing calm enough and my dick was down to a slow throb instead of a raging pulse , i lifted my hand and looked at her .

she looked so f**king young and innocent standing there , unsure of the crazy man who 'd dragged her off to his lair in the middle of the night and was now acting like an ass .

`` i 'm sorry baby if you 'd stayed here one second more i would 've f**ked you .

since i kinda gave my word i do n't want to go back on it .

that 's no way to start thins off .

it 's saturday morning , you said you do n't really have anything pressing on the calendar so i 'll tell you what we 're gon na do . ''

`` i 'm pretty sure if we went anywhere in this city you 'd be recognized in five minutes flat am i right ? ''

`` yeah pretty much . ''

`` and you did n't bring any clothes with you obviously , so going out to breakfast was pretty much out anyway , for now at least .

so ... i 'm gon na go downstairs and make us some breakfast sounds good ? ''

`` yeah , okay . ''

i studied her as she stood there with her hair all mussed from my fingers , my mark forming on her neck and the shirt hanging off her shoulder .

it was the sexiest f**king thing i 'd ever seen .

`` i changed my mind come 'ere . ''

she made a running leap for the bed and landed on top of me , causing my eyes to open in surprise .

the smile that broke out across my face was another shared first as i pulled her head down and clasping her there , took her lips in another wild kiss .

she kissed like an innocent and i found it thrilling to teach her my showing her how to chase my tongue with hers .

my c**k was leaking profusely at this point as i enjoyed running my tongue around the inside of her mouth , over her teeth , and lips before diving back in .

it was a long time since i 'd dry humped anyone , but f**k if that is n't what i found myself doing .

with one hand clasped behind her head and the other holding her ass in place , i moved her body over mine , while my c**k started leaking even more into my shorts .

i wanted to turn her over onto her back and just take her , but i did n't .

instead i pressed her cunt harder into my aching c**k and ground our pelvises together .

she moaned into my mouth and quivered as i felt the first burst of cum leave my spewing cock .

we laid still until our breathing went back to normal .

`` i think a shower is in order do n't you ? ''

i sat up with her still in my lap and rolled out of bed , headed for the shower .

shiane i ca n't believe i 'm doing this .

nothing like this has ever happened to me before , but when i 'd looked into his eyes last night while on stage , there was something there that called to me , what that was i still was n't sure , but somehow i knew i would be a fool to let it pass .

i would 've gone on as usual if he had n't approached me , i 'm not bold enough to have sought him out .

but now that i was here i was n't sure of my moves .

i 've only ever been with one guy , someone i met when i first started my music career .

i 'd saved myself all through high school , holding out for that special someone .

and then after i 'd been discovered , i 'd been too busy in the studio and with other engagements to think about a relationship .

i 've never been into the casual scene , so when i met donnie , i 'd thought i 'd found my soul mate .

someone i could spend my life with .

that was before i 'd overheard him making plans to hook up with someone else .

that day was the lowest point of my life .

when i 'd confronted him after coming out of the bathroom unexpectedly and overheard him , he 'd grown angry .

angry enough to hit me for questioning him ; then he 'd filled me in on the truth .

he 'd only been with me because it was good for his career .

he thought that being linked to the hottest new number on the music scene would open doors for him , which it did .

he called me a stupid little farm girl with rose-colored glasses .

as he put it , everyone was doing it ; it was known part of the business .

people f**ked one another to get ahead .

when i 'd stupidly told him i thought we would get married like we 'd talked about he 'd laughed in my face .

it was then that my love had started to die .

it did n't die completely until news of our split got out and i learned that this was n't the first time he 'd cheated , and that everyone thought i knew .

apparently they thought i was doing the same .

i was never so humiliated in my life , all our friends , if you can call them that ; had known .

i 'd slipped out of the spotlight for a while until my management told me i had to appear with the snake for publicity sake because of prior agreements and the album we 'd collaborated on together .

so for a few months the world thought we were an item again .

it was hard , especially when he cornered me one day after rehearsal and said we could just pick up where we left off , i was an okay f**k after all .

i did n't even know this person .

all i could do was walk away in disgust .

since then he 'd called me a few times , he knew i was n't seeing anyone and since he 'd been my first somehow this little farm girl should just overlook his infidelity and turn a blind eye , because according to him i was never going to find better , because everybody in the business cheats .

now here i am , not even a month later doing something i never thought in a million years i would ever do .

when i opened my eyes this morning and saw him there , his face relaxed in sleep , so perfectly handsome .

the first thing that caught my attention was the tattoos on his chest and arms .

the business suit sure had n't prepared me for that , or for what i was sure was a piercing in his cock .

of course i knew who he was , everyone did , the self-made billionaire who 'd come from nothing .

his story was told far and wide in all circles .

a male cinderella story if you will .

from what i remember his parents had been poor , from some place in the midwest .

he 'd boxed in high school and gained a scholarship to an ivy league university where he 'd continued his boxing career but had focused more on his studies .

then he 'd invented some game software and used the money from that to start his own securities firm .

they called him the wonder kid of wall street .

though kid was n't exactly accurate .

he put me down in the bathroom long enough to start the shower before he turned back to me and lifted the worn tee shirt over my head .