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Poke'Sex ((bedlam x dahnei)) | Taiya wrapped an arm around Kai's waist, not holding back the force in his thrusts. Reiya whimpered as the warm liquid drizzled down her back and hand and the counter."What a waste." She said, putting her mouth back around the head and suckling it.Taiya granted Kai the kiss, but quickly jerked Kai's head to the side to reveal his neck. He licked his teeth, particularly a pair of protruding canines, and bit down on the skin, with enough for to just barely break the skin. |
Poke'Sex ((bedlam x dahnei)) | Kai was loving the attention he was getting from the pair. He was a little disappointed when Taiya's broke their kiss but quickly gasped out loud as his canines sunk into Kai's neck."Ahhh . Fuck " his yelp continued into a moan as he started to get more into the motion of the thrusting from Taiya's. His passion was quickly building back as his cock grew back to its prominence in Reiya's nurturing mouth. He occupied his hands by reaching around to the back of Reiya's head pushing gently at first before forcing her further onto his cock. He knew she had wanted more of it before, and he was more than willing to give it to her.He had himself between a rock hard cock and a moist mouth and he was loving it. He started teasing Taiya's length within him by flexing his ass every time he was thrusting inside him to coax more of a moan out of him. He didn't know how much longer he was going to last with these sex fiends but he was going to give them everything they wanted. He was a boy who liked to please. |
Poke'Sex ((bedlam x dahnei)) | Raiya purred happily, running her tongue along the bottom side of Kai s cock. Taiya chuckled darkly, his breathing disjointed by Kai s flexing. He leaned back, grabbing Kai s shoulder for leverage. With a devious grin plastered on his face, Taiya slammed into the young trainer with thrusts not unlike a jackhammer. At the same time, Raiya sucked Kai in deeply, hitting the back of her throat with him. With no apparent gag reflex, her nose was pressed to his groin, her tongue lapping at his balls greedily. You should consider yourself, lucky. Taiya growled, Not everyone gets this kind of treatment from us. We re a picky pair. |
Criminal Intent | Morgan sat at the bar, drinking a glass of soda and lightly moving the toes within his boot to the electronic dance music that was being played. He would sit there on most nights, doing nothing else but watching. His eyes followed one girl in particular, the same girl every time. It was Katherine Harnash, the girl of his dreams, dancing with her friends. He had always admired her from afar, and had never seen her in person until he found the nightclub she frequented. He would come there every night, look for her, and wait for the right opportunity to just go up and talk to her. He never quite found the right opportunity.He saw her stop dancing. She pulled out her iPhone, or Blackberry some electronic device and looked down at it, before turning around and walking away. She walked right past the bar, towards the back of the club. Morgan followed her with his eyes, and then stood up when she was out of view. He saw her leave out the back entrance. Looking back at the table she had been sitting at before dancing, some of her stuff was still there he realized that she would be back soon. It was his perfect opportunity to talk to her.He walked towards the back of the club, and leaned against the wall, right next to the door. He waited, sipping his non alcoholic drink and checking the time on his watch. Minutes passed, and he started to wonder where she went. So, he walked out the door, into the alley.He looked around, seeing nobody in the barely lit, dirty alley. And then, he saw her, Katherine. She was lying on a pile of cardboard, beside a dumpster. He immediately got down, and said, ??Katherine? ? His heart sunk as he checked her pulse, and tried to shake her to get her to wake up. She was dead.In the darkness, he couldn't see the gash on the side of her head, which was covered by her long black hair anyways. When he ran his fingers through her hair, he got her blood on his hand. He wiped it off on his black shirt, and started to cry. His tears landed on her dress, as he stood over her. At that point, he wanted to be dead, like her. But he had to keep going, for her. He held her for the first, and final time, and stood up.When he went inside, he immediately went into the bathroom. The blood on his black shirt didn't exactly show very well, but the moist feeling was uncomfortable. Some of it was in his hair, and still on his hand. He washed his hands, and then, looking around, he removed his shirt, to try washing it in the sink. He hoped that nobody would walk in and see his thin, pale frame, or the blood stained shirt for that matter, but somebody did, and that somebody called the police. Morgan was too frightened to run, and he ended up being arrested. |
Criminal Intent | The call to take on the case had been one that Eames had been all too happy to take on. As she was working on a Major Case squad she felt sure it was a big case and one that she could resolve. Given the choice of partners for once she had taken Wheeler. The other girl was younger than her but she was smart. Very smart. Once she made her way to the room she stopped outside the room then spoke softly. " You're taking the lead Wheeler."The girl had faltered for a moment before nodding and entering the interview room. She had settled quickly on the side of the desk they always occupied, glad of the oppourtunity to take on a criminal investigation. The question would come slowly before she spoke, she knew she had to do what she could to prove him either a perp or witness if not completely innocent. Her first question had been easy."How well did you know Ms.Harnash?" |
Criminal Intent | Morgan was taken downtown, and put in an interrogation room. He was the leading suspect in Katherine's murder, at that point, and he knew that he would be in deep shit. He sat down, and waited, looking at his own ghastly face in the one way mirror. After a few minutes, two female detectives walked in, and sat down.One of them asked how well he knew Katherine. She had short red hair, and she looked younger than the other one in the room. ??N Not very well, ? He managed to say. He was still distraught by the death of Katherine, and the two women in the room only made him feel even more uncomfortable in his own skin. ??I had never actually known her personally, ? He explained, ??I only admired her from afar. ? |
Criminal Intent | "Care to explain that comment further?" Meagen forced herself to keep her words soft and kind. Knowing that she had to try to get the truth out of him without traumatising him. All the same she passed Alex a note, a single word on it. 'Stalker?'. She wondered if he was indeed a stalker and murderer.She doubted it but she could tell from the way that Alex was looking at her that she thought much the same. |
Criminal Intent | She seemed nice, but he knew what they were probably going to think about him. ??I was too nervous to talk to her, ? He said, ??I was waiting for the right opportunity, and that's that's when I found her. ? He paused, looking down at his lap, thinking, before looking back at her, ??I would never hurt her I loved her too much. ? His eyes were beginning to water the image of Katherine's beautiful yet dead body remained in his head. |
Criminal Intent | "Where exactly did you find her?" The next question was simple. Wheeler seemed to like him but she was restricting herself to being professional, knowing she would be in deep trouble unless she waited until they were finished asking him questions. Now she waited, noting the tears and sliding a box of tissues towards him. |
Criminal Intent | He smiled faintly, when she pushed the box of tissues over to him. He wiped the tears away, and said, ??In the alley, by a dumpster. ? He was beginning to feel a bit less nervous she seemed nice. But, the other woman in the room kept him on edge. He wasn't so sure if she would be as kind as the girl with the red hair. ??She was already dead I checked her pulse. ? |
Criminal Intent | "Why didn't you call us the second you found her?" Meagen had asked, knowing he was hurting and hating having to push him but she knew she had to make him answer it. |
Criminal Intent | "I don't know," He said, a sound of distress in his voice. "I was in a state of shock, seeing her dead like that I didn't know what to do, and all I could think about was getting her blood off my shirt." He paused, breathing in slowly, and exhaling through his nose, looking down. "I thought about telling her friends," He said, "And get them to call but, someone saw me in the bathroom, and called the police." |
Criminal Intent | "Do you have any proof? Any eye witnesses who can prove you went out after she'd died?" Meagen's next question was softer, still questioning but her voice was level and fair. She seemed to be unjudging even if Alex looked a little mistrusting. After some of the things she'd seen Wheeler couldn't be surprised. |
Criminal Intent | "None that I know of," He said, "Someone could have seen me I don't know. I waited by the back door for a few minutes, before going out." He remembered that there were a lot of people around, but he doubted that anybody would have noticed him. He hoped so, because otherwise he had nothing to prove his innocence. The time of death was only a few minutes before he found her he doubted they could get it that precise. |
Criminal Intent | "We'll have to ask around." Wheeler paused. "I'm afraid we'll have to keep you in our cells for the night." She addressed him kindly, signalling the male cop to take him out, looking at Eames with a small sigh.The next day both women had asked around, finally tracking down the name of another man who had gone through. Wheeler had been forced to step off the case, Eames forced to release the boy. |
Criminal Intent | Morgan was deeply frightened by the prospect of spending the night in a cell, but he didn't resist. The fact that he had a cell of his own dispelled some of his fears, and he was released the next day, after they had apparently found another lead. As he went home, the detective who was so nice to him remained in his thoughts, and thinking about her seemed to relieve the pain of loosing Katherine. It was either her, or Katherine's cold dead body, that he would think about.He was still in pain over Katherine's death, and despite the fact that he never knew her personally, he felt a connection to the case. The following day, he went downtown and found the office of the Major Case squad. He entered, having been authorized, and waited, not quite sure what to do or who to ask. He wasn't sure if the detective who had interrogated him would be there, but a part of him was hoping she would be. |
Criminal Intent | Despite knowing that she shouldn't been on the case or even talking to anyone who was involved Meagen had moved to talk to the boy. "Have you remembered something?" The question was gentle and sweet, kind as she could be. Eames was watching and she let her voice drop. "Would you like to get a coffee??" |
Criminal Intent | "Uh I just came to ask if there was any progress being made on the case," He said, "I feel like I have a connection to it, even though I never actually knew her." He had his hands in the pockets of his black trench coat, feeling a bit nervous, just walking in there and talking to the detective. "What's your name, by the way? ," He asked, with a faint smile. |
Criminal Intent | "Well, we have a new lead." Wheeler admitted, finding herself smiling slightly. "I'm sure Katherine would be flattered that you cared that much." His question rang in her ears and she found herself blushing a little, then spoke up quietly. "Meagen, Meagen Wheeler." Her smile was soft. "We should get that coffee, before you get me fired." |
Criminal Intent | He flashed another smile, a bit less faint than the last one. He always thought there was a chance, that maybe Katherine would be flattered by his level of caring. The consensus he got from others, though, was that she would probably think of him as a freak. He wondered why she would want to go out for coffee, when they barely knew each other. But he didn't want to disappoint her or get her fired. ??Sure, ? He said, ??I'm Morgan by the way. ? She probably already knew that, he thought, but it seemed appropriate to say. |
Criminal Intent | "Come on." Wheeler was smiling as she lead him out of the building. Her eyes kept drifting back to him and the fact she was pretty sure her boyfriend, the new lead, had killed Katherine, pushed her to seek a new one. Morgan seemed like a nice guy even if everything she knew said he might be dangerous. She guessed if she didn't try she would never know. No alarms went off inside and she glanced at him again. "So, have you had many girlfriends?" |
Criminal Intent | ??No, ? He said, ??None at all. ? Morgan never even had any friends, since elementary school anyways. He was just never very interested in dating, and most girls that he liked thought he was a freak, or just not up to their standards. That was how he fell in love with Katherine he had nobody else, so he was forced to retreat into a celebrity obsession. Her question struck him as odd, maybe just because of how socially inept he was, but he decided not to ask why she had asked him that. |
Criminal Intent | "That's a shame." Her words were soft, almost a sigh. "I wonder why nobody thought to try..." She stifled her words then, seemingly aware of how wierd they could sound. "Sorry, guess I never did learn to keep work and social lives seperate." The excuse was flimsy at best but she still hoped it would work. As they turned into the coffee shop she found herself smiling, relaxed. "What would you like to drink? My treat..." |
Criminal Intent | He raised an eyebrow her interest in his personal life seemed a little odd, to him. I guess most girls think I'm a freak, He said, Uh should be obvious why. Morgan looked down at the clothing he was wearing it was all black. He dressed in black every day, and on that day he was wearing a trench coat. It wasn't just the way he dressed, that creeped a lot of girls out it was also his behavior, including his obsession with Katherine.When they reached the coffee shop, he walked in with her, and said, I guess I'll have an iced cappuccino. Even though it was cold, like most Winter days in New York City, Morgan didn't like hot coffee very much. He would always end up burning his mouth. |
Criminal Intent | Megan had smiled slightly as she ordered, ignoring the odd looks and turning to talk to Morgan. "You're different... doesn't always mean bad." She found she meant it completely. Some people would have found it odd, for some reason she found it charming. All the same she knew she couldn't just ask him out. That just didn't seem right. |
Criminal Intent | ??Yeah, ? He said, meekly, and turned around to look for a place to sit. He went over to a table by the window, and sat down. He smiled faintly when Megan arrived with the drinks, and took his, taking a sip from it. Nobody had ever been nice to him, the same way she was they barely knew each other, and she was taking him out for coffee and asking him personal questions. ??So what did you find out, in the case? , ? He asked, ??If you can talk about it, anyways. ? |
Criminal Intent | "Well..." Megan paused, squaring herself for what she had to say, hating the weakness that filled her tone even as she spoke. "We have a new lead as you know." She knew she wasn't allowed to say who but she was going to ignore that warning. Somehow she felt he needed to know. She wasn't sure why. "My current boyfriend... her ex." She wasn't proud of it but she'd taken the man in. Trusted him. |
Criminal Intent | ??Your boyfriend used to be with Katherine? , ? He said. He knew that Katherine had a plethora of ex boyfriends, all widely publicized. Most of them had themselves been famous, with their own personal lives widely publicized. He had no knowledge of a boyfriend of her's, who went on to date Megan. The news came as something of a shock she too, had a connection to the crime. ??Where is he? , ? He asked, thinking that he might be dangerous, and also thinking that he might give the guy what for, if he wasn't so physically weak. |
Criminal Intent | "For about a week." Megan smiled. "Apparently he hated her with a passion." She shrugged a little. "He scared her.... I'm not sure why." Her eyes met his then she looked away, speaking softly, almost shyly now. "He's probably at home right now." She didn't like the fact she was likely endangering him... and herself. She knew she had to say it all the same. |
Criminal Intent | It frightened Morgan, that Megan was close to someone who was potentially dangerous. ??D Do you have enough to arrest him? , ? He asked, ??Are you sure he isn't dangerous? ? He didn't want Megan to get hurt after how nice she was to him, he was starting to feel connected to her in a way, and she was pretty much all he had. |
Criminal Intent | "No, we don't yet." Megan sighed, trying not to show how much it scared her. She had a feeling he knew anyway. His next question haunted her a little before she spoke. "No, I'm not sure." She paused and looked down at her coffee, taking another drink of it. |
Criminal Intent | Morgan felt a sort of pain in his stomach, like the one he felt when he'd see pictures of Katherine kissing some guy. It worried him, that Megan was close to someone who was potentially dangerous. "Is there anything I can do to help? ," He asked, "I mean I don't want you to get hurt, or anything." |
Criminal Intent | "I'll be fine." Megan soothed. "I do own a gun you know." She was only slightly joking, she really would shoot him if she had to. |
Criminal Intent | ??Okay, ? He said, ??Just remember to stay safe, alright? ? He dug into his pocket, and found a pen. Taking it out, he said, ??I could give you my phone number you can call me if you need help with anything." |
Criminal Intent | "That might be a good idea." She agreed finally, accepting that he actually had a wonderful point. |
Criminal Intent | Morgan didn't have anything with him, that he could write his number on, so he grabbed a napkin, and wrote down his cellphone number. He handed it to her, and said, ??Don't hesitate to call me. ? He smiled at her, faintly, and then picked up his iced coffee, taking a long sip from it. |
Criminal Intent | She had smiled, tucking the napkin into her pocket and smiling over at him a little. "That's very kind of you." She meant it. He was very kind indeed. Almost a little too kind. |
Criminal Intent | He looked down at his iced coffee, then half empty. The color, a kind of light brown, was a lot like Katherine's skin tone it was mundane, but it reminded him of her. Ever since her death, things that normally didn't make him think about her, did. He looked up at Megan, and said, ??I'm willing to do whatever I can to help with the case isthere anything I can do? What exactly do you need, before you can arrest him? ? Morgan assumed that there wasn't enough evidence he was more than willing to do what he could, in order to find some. |
Criminal Intent | She had noticed him looking down and reached to gently squeeze his hand. "Are you alright?" As he spoke again she listened carefully to him. "Right now you need to stay away, let me work on him." She had his trust, his and Morgan's and she wasn't willing to risk Morgan's life. Even in place of her own. |
Criminal Intent | He looked as she touched the hand he had rested on the table. It felt strangely intimate for Morgan, who had never had anyone to hold his hand. ??I just thought of Katherine, ? He said, glancing back up at her with a faint smile. He nodded in acknowledgment of what she said. ??Just keep me updated on the case, as you get new information. ? His voice was low then, heavy with despair. The hand on his made him feel unnerved, but he hesitated to move his hand, thinking it might make her feel bad. He didn't know for sure, but he thought there was a slight possibility that maybe she actually liked him. |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | A small, hooded figure walked through the sand slowly, methodically, heading straight towards Mos Eisely. A sand storm was brewing, the wind whipping this way and that as the young girl made her way to the space port. Lara was a beautiful girl, and that was clear once she got into Eisely. The robe dropped off of her, showing a tight robe that clung to her frame. She wasn't wearing bottoms, but luckily, the robe acted more like a dress then anything. She had black curly hair that brushed against her shoulders, pale green eyes, pale skin, and a smile that could make even Emperor Palpatine smile for at least a few minutes. A few of the alien creatures turned to look at the girl, but she paid no mind, only headed to the bar before speaking quietly to the bartender."I need a smuggler. One who won't ask questions."He pointed off towards a corner of the bar, the girl nodding and walking over before dropping a bag of credits on the mans table."I need you to take me somewhere. I'll pay 25,000 now, and another ten when we make it. If you accept, you'll know the location once we get to the ship. It's far too crowded in here to risk saying anything. What do you say, can you do this for me?" |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | Arden looked up from his drink as he saw a bag drop onto his table. From the sound of it, it contained money. That was good. He liked money. He looked up at the person who had dropped it. It was an attractive young girl. This was getting even better. Now he just needed her to take of her clothes and his day would be perfect. Of course, he knew he would be dreaming since things like that never happened to him. She did want to hire him though. All he had to do was take her somewhere. That seemed easy, but maybe a little too easy. He looked at her carefully. She didn't seem to be a fugitive. He could be wrong, but he didn't want any Empire ships stopping him and searching his ship. He leaned back and thought about it for a few moments.He took a sip of his drink before looking up at her again. He then looked down at the money and back up at her. He smiled. "Follow me." was all he said. He got up from the table and placed a few coins down to pay for his drink.He left the tavern without even looking back to see if the girl was following. He stepped out onto the streets and turned toward the nearest space port. He walked along at his own pace, never looking back to check on the girl. He had to make it look as if he didn't even know she was there. He didn't know who she was or why she needed him, but she might have people following her. He had to be carefull.As he walked he ran a hand through his black hair. There was a sparkle in his blue eyes as he winked at a pretty girl he passed. He was 6'2" with a broad frame. He was strong, but not overly muscular. His skin was lightly tanned. He wore dark brown pants and a black vest. The vest just covered his chest and stomach, having no sleeves.He arrived at the space port and entered the hanger where his ship was located. He loved that ship, the Phoenix Flame. It was a custom designed ship, perfect for smuggling. It had one main area in the center that contained a small galley, a sitting room, a bedroom with a small bed, two gun emplacements on the front on the left and right with a very wide range of motion, as well as one at the back. The bridge was simple with just two seats at the very front of the ship. On either side it branched out slightly and led to a pair of large engines. They only appeared large though. The main thing about it was that the engines were only about a third the size that they appeared from the outside. Yet they could power the ship to speeds that normal engines that size could. The rest of the space inside the engine housing was perfect for hiding things. No one ever searches inside engines. Other hiding places included a very well sealed compartment beneath the bed, open spaces above cockpit control panels, and some compartments on the outside of the ship, only accessable from outside. The ship was designed for speed in both space and planetary atmospheres.He turned around to see if the girl had followed him the entire way. He had no doubts that she had. It was not likely for someone to not follow a person they hired to take them somewhere. The only problem was if she had lost him in the crowd. |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | She had followed him all the way, after first putting her cowl back on. She had stayed behind him, at least five or six feet back to make sure no one realized she was indeed with the smuggler. Lara had come from a slave background. She had been forced to work on ranches and such, and was usually the one to take trips across the dune, risking being caught by Sand People, when someone needed something. When he stopped at the ship, she lowered the hood, tucking her black hair behind her ears before speaking slowly, with a little bit of a Huttese accent."I need you to take me to Yavin IV, to the Rebel base. I need to get there fast....Can you do it?"She asked softly, looking over the ship a moment before continuing to speak."The only cargo will be me, but you can not get caught by Imperial Storm Troopers. Granted, they won't know who I am, but I have very important information that if they find, our attempts at foiling the empire will be ruined."Her accent was actually pretty cute, and when she was done speaking, she looked up into his eyes, of course, taking time to look over his physique a bit. He was pretty cute, but she couldn't think about that right now. Right now, she had to meet back up with the rebels and get ready for whatever would happen next. |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | Arden smiled as he saw the girl still there. That was good. He could use the money. He listened to what she needed and smiled. She had an interesting accent. It made her voice sound even nicer. The problem was that he recognised what the accent was. He hoped there were no hutts after her. He did not want to have to deal with that.He let her continue telling him what he needed to do. So she was a rebel. That was interesting. He had never really liked the Empire or their ships. They weren't that hard to trick or out run, but they were annoyingly persistant. He would still take the job though. He didn't see any real problems. His only worry was the hutts coming after her.He turned toward his ship, pressing a button attached to his belt. The door opened and a ramp descended. He glanced back at her. "I can get you there very fast. I can also make sure no Imperial soldiers get to you. If they stop us you may have to hide in a cramped space, but they will not find you. I can guarantee that much. Well, let's go." He walked up the ramp onto the ship and waited for her to join him.He gave her a quick tour of his ship, showing her the bedroom where she could get a quick nap, the sitting room, the galley, and the cockpit. He also showed her where to go if they got stopped by an Imperial ship. He would help her get into the hiding spot if it was needed. He finished by going to the cockpit and sitting in the pilot's seat. He got the engines started up and let her go wherever she wanted to go on his ship. He had nothing to hide from her. He wasn't smuggling anything at the moment. |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | She smiled as she was shown around, and once he left to get their journey underway, she got comfortable. She took off the cowl, setting it down on the back of a chair before taking off the robe and doing the ssame, exposing the girls slender yet curvy frame. She still had a tank top on, however, and a pair of panties, so nothing riske could be seen. After a few minutes though, she headed to the front of the ship and sat down in the cock pit next to him. She curled up, shutting her eyes slightly before looking out the windshield."I'm Lara....I used to work for the Hutts, but I bought my freedom years ago with the credits I had accrued."She said softly, but sweetly as she buckled herself in. She hated flying, which was slightly amusing since she was practically always on a ship at some point. Whether it was smuggling Rebel plans, or trying to meet up with whoever, she was always flying. The girl's eyes shut completely, happy to be out of the harsh sun and whipping winds. |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | He was about ready to take off when the girl entered the cockpit. She had removed her cloak and what she had on now surprised him very much. She had only a tank top and pair of panties on. She was quite beautiful. He had to be dreaming. He was being paid a large ammount of money for taking a beautiful woman to a planet. He was quite happy about this now.She introduced herself to him and explained her background a little. It was relieving, knowing that no hutts would be after them. He nodded. Once she was buckled in he took off. The ship lifted off the ground smoothly. He pushed a lever forward and it started to move forward and up. He picked up speed until the ship broke free of the planet's atmosphere. He flicked a few switches and pressed a couple of buttons before relaxing. The ship was now searching for the planet's exact location and plotting a course. All he had to do was wait for a minute and then hit the light speed switch.He turned to the girl, trying not to stare at her body. He smiled slightly. "It is nice meeting you Lara. I promise to get you to your destination safely. I'm Arden. I have been flying this thing for many years. I've been stopped many times, but never caught, even when holding illegal things. You have nothing to worry about. Just sit back and relax." |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | She smiled when he told her to relax, noticing him glancing at her and giggling."Don't worry, I don't care if you look at me. If you had seen what the Hutts put me in, you'd understand how.... desensitizing it is. I could probably be bare and not really think twice about it."She laughed slightly and shut her eyes completely. It was nice to know he had done this plenty of times before. At least this way some of her worries left her head. Slowly, she opened her eyes again, looking him over one more time before stretching out. Her stomach showed a little bit, but she barely even noticed it. The girl shifted in her seat slightly before staring out the window for a few moments."Well, thank you Arden. I appreciate this. Just warn me before you go off into light speed. Otherwise, I might faint."She smiled at him, running her hand through her hair lightly as she pulled her knees to her chest slightly."What drove you to be a smuggler? I mean, it may be none of my business, but I'm just curious. It seems like a scary scary thing. If I were being chased by the Empire, I'd be terrified."SHe practically whispered, leaning her head on her knees and wrapping her arms around her legs snugly. |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | He was a little surprised to hear an attractive girl tell him to not worry about looking at her. She didn't seem to have any shame. Her explaination made it clear. He nodded but still tried not to look too much. He focused on the computer telling him how long it would be until the ship was ready to go to light speed. He nodded to her request, a little preoccupied.When she asked him what had made him become a smuggler. He glanced over at her. She seemed nice enough. He didn't tell many people his story, but something about her made him trust her. He pressed a few buttons and put his hand on a switch. "Get ready. Going to light speed in ten seconds." He flicked the switch and heard the engines starting to shift into the light speed mode to jump the ship up in speed.Once the ship made the jump he relaxed in his chair and sighed. "Well, I was an orphan since I was a young child. When I turned eighteen I left the orphanage and tried to make it on my own. I stole to survive. I stole once from the wrong guy. He caught me a few days later but I had spent the money already. He was about to kill me when he figured out I was an orphan. He had been an orphan as well. He decided to spare my life if I worked off my debt for him on his ship. It was this ship. He was a smuggler. I continued to travel with him when my debt was paid off. He was killed by an angry hutt a few years ago. I got everything he owned and continued to smuggle, though I never work for hutts or against hutts. I never have anything to do with hutts." |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | "Stoopa schutta.....The Hutts aren't something to mess with. My mother was a slave, my father wasn't....He was a bounty hunter. Jabba sold him my mom, and then I came along. When my father died on a job when I was seven, Jabba figured that he should "take care" of us. A few months later, he fed her to the Rancor.... Once I was older, once I got...sexy, I think the word is, I went from being a server to a dancer....I wore less then the Twi'leks...I had to sit at Jabba's side and be....a...lur....ing...Alluring! Sorry, my english isn't as good as it could be. I've only been speaking it for a few years. "She smiled genuinley, and it seemed that even though her life had been less the great, she was happy. Once in hyper space, shen unbuckled her seat belt, slowly standing up and walking out back of the ship. She grabbed the papers she had, slowly slipping them into her top before sighing and grabbing his money. She hid it on board, not wanting him to be able to get it before she decided to give it to him. Then, she slowly made her way to the front of the ship again, stumbling slightly and grabbing his shoulder to make sure she didn't fall down. The girl ended up with one hand on his shoulder, the other on his leg as she blushed and looked at him for a minute."Sorry...." |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | Arden listened as the girl told him her story. It seemed she trusted him as well. That was a nice feeling. Most people did not trust smugglers. He looked over at her with a smile. Her life had been tougher than his had been. She seemed to be doing well though. He wished he could be as happy as she seemed to be.He glanced over as she left to go to the back of the ship. He simply adjusted a few things to make sure they stayed on course. They would have to stop a little before the planet to get past an Imperial ship, but that did not worry him. He was making the preparations for the encounter when he heard her footsteps returning. Suddenly there was a hand on his shoulder and one on his leg. He looked up at her. He couldn't avoid getting a good look at her body. The sight mixed with the feel of her hands caused him to become aroused. He looked away and stared at his computer. He hoped she didn't notice the forming bulge. He tried to speak. "I....Its ok." |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | Lara bit her lip, and then did something unexpected, even to her. She leaned forwards and kissed his cheek lightly and tenderly, a slight smile on her face before standing up and blushing."Um, I'm going to go lay down for a bit. If you need me, don't hesitate to wake me up."She giggled nervously, standing there for another second before hurrying off to the back of the ship. She was embarrassed, and rightly so. As she climbed into the bed, she sighed, getting right under the blanket and shutting her eyes. She didn't go to sleep yet, though, only tried to make herself less awkward feeling. He had given her feelings she hadn't really felt before, and they were making her uncomfortable to say the least. She couldn't really get Arden out of her head, and she didn't actually want to, either. |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | What happened next caught Arden completely off guard. He felt Lara's lips press softly against his cheek. His arousal grew from the tender kiss and he blushed from nervousness and embarrasment. He swallowed hard and just stared straight ahead, not having any clue of what he should do. He nodded slightly as she said she would be in the bedroom for a nap.Once she was gone he tried to get his thoughts under control. Sure, she was a pretty girl, but he had a job to do. He needed to get her safely to the rebels and then she would be out of his life. He couldn't develop any feelings for her and couldn't let her develop feelings for him. It shouldn't be hard. They were only together for a short while. If something did connect between them, him leaving would become much harder and more complicated. He didn't want to get caught up in the rebellion. He wanted to avoid the Empire as much as possible. He sighed and just continued to monitor the computer. |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | Lara hadn't gotten up again for a few hours, relaxed and well rested finally. The groggy eyed girl stood up, stretching slightly before walking out of the bedroom. SHe headed out to the cockpit again, sitting down in the chair next to his as she rubbed her eyes."How far away are we from Yavin IV?"She asked slowly, crossing her legs and putting her feet up in front of here. She gripped the back of the seat as she watched out the window, trying to wake herself up a bit more, although, it was proving unsuccessful. After another few moments, she shut her eyes and curled up in the seat, still feeling quite awkward about earlier. She didn't know what to say at this point, but her eyes couldn't help but wander down his frame slowly when she did open her eyes again. Her lip was clenched between her teeth lightly, a soft sigh escaping the girls lips as she played with her hair for a moment. |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | Arden napped a little in his chair for about an hour. When he woke he checked the computer again. It seemed the rendezvous with the Imperial ship just before Yavin IV was inevitable. He sighed. He just hoped they would not be stopped or questioned. He changed course to try making a wider berth around it, lessing the chance of being contacted.When Lara eventually rejoined him he was preparing for the jump back down from light speed. He glaced over as she asked how far away they were. He focused on his control panels. "Um, about four or five minutes, if we don't get stopped. don't worry about that though." He glanced over at her again and smiled. She had a bit of a strange look on her face that he didn't understand. He didn't worry about it and hit a few more buttons. "Prepare to slow from light speed." He waited a few seconds and flicked the final switch. The ship came out of light speed. He started to direct the ship as far away from the Imperial ship as possible. |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | "I said stay away from the empire, not rendezvous with them! Oh god damn it...."She jumped up, running towards the back of ship and grabbing her things alone with her robes. She quickly put the robes on, tucking the plans into her tank top before shaking her head. Now, although the Stormtroopers probably wouldn't know her, there was a possibility they'd do a search of the both of them. And if they got the plans, well, the rebellion would crumple and they'd have no chance to overthrow the empire. The girl was panicking a bit now, and rightly so. As she ran back to the front of ship, she whimpered softly, cowl being pulled up over her head as she muttered."E chu ta! Stoopa sleemo..."In truth, the way she sputtered Huttese insults was sort of attractive, but her anger was clear."You best get us out of this.....Because if I die at the hands of storm troopers, I swear I will be so angry...I was almost fed to the rancor, which is better then dying from a blaster ray." |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | Arden sighed as his passenger did exactly what he told her not to do. She was worrying. He let her got to the back of the ship. He changed course, deciding to take the route around the planet in the opposite direction as the imperial ship. He saw no indication that they were trying to contact him. In this part of the galaxy he was not well known and his ship was unknown to the imperials. They would not be looking for any ships like his.He heard the girl return and mutter in another languge. He knew it was an insult. He had heard it more than once before. He rolled his eyes. She sounded cuter than she did threatening. She gave him orders and he looked up at her. "Do you think I want to get stopped by them? Just sit down. We are not going to be stopped." Just then an imperial scout flew past. An alarm went off. He swore.He looked out the window and saw that they were close to the moon. He set his ship to go right to the rebel base on auto pilot. He then got up and ran to his gun emplacement. He wasn't about to be stopped. The ship sped up automatically. He just needed to last a few minutes. Once he got within the rebel defense line, he would be safe. He looked at Lara. "Get on the radio and tell the rebels who we are. We don't want to be attacked by them as well."He got his aim set and waited. If he attacked too soon, the battle would be crazier. The closer he could get to the rebels, the better. They were only a minute away when the final warning came. He waited another ten seconds and then took his shot. He destroyed the scout. He then ran to the rear emplacement to see more fighters on their way from the main ship. He took aim and fired to slow and divert them. He destroyed two more. The rest closed in. They got within their accurate range just as he pased the rebel defense line. He shot at them and destroyed one mroe as the others peeled off, realising that he was now protected. He breathed a sigh of relief as he retook the controls and piloted the ship toward the rebel hangar bay. |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | Lara did as he said, running back and immediately contacted them. She hung up the communicator once she knew they were on her side, watching in awe as the ships exploded from the shots. WIthin moments, they had landed, but it wasn't all good news. A few rebels came onto the ship, one holding a blaster to her as she laughed and shook her head."Dolpyee kikyuna. My name is Lara Sal.""How do we know you're not with the Empire?""Do I look like I'm in the Empire to you?""Why are you speaking huttese?""I was a chik youngee. Dancing girl for the Hutts. It's the first language I learned."A rebel started heading for the back of the ship, which caused the girl to grab one of the blaster from another rebel before pointing it at him"Chuba! Koona t'chuta?"He stopped immediately, smirking slightly as she walked over and made him turn around. She took his blaster, sticking it in her belt before pointing the other one towards the ground."This is not my ship. He's just a smuggler. You don't need to worry about him or us. Here....are the plans I was asked to bring."She said, pausing as she pulled the plans from her robes and handed them to him. They took them and left the ship, the girl smiling before grabbing the hidden 10,000 credits. She then started heading back to where Arden was, leaning against the wall lightly and sighing."I'm...sorry I called you a Sleemo. You aren't one. You're very brave, and thank you very much for bringing me here."She slowly walked over to him, putting her hands on his cheeks and kissing his lips softly before pulling back slightly and looking into his eyes."Here's your credits, and thank you. Chess ko, Arden."She leaned back in and kissed him one more time, sighing softly before standing up straight and heading off towards the front of the ship. She knew she had no chance of getting him to stay at the base with her. Why would he want to help them? He was a smuggler, and only had to do what he wanted to. She ran her hand through her hair, stepping off the ship before shutting her eyes and leaning against a dormant x wing fighter. |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | Arden set the ship down in a rebel hangar. He shut down the engines and relaxed. He had been lucky. The Imperial ship had not attacked right away. It could have done that easily and he would have had a much tougher fight on his hands. Now he would get his money and leave. He could hear a commotion at the back of the ship, but he was sure Lara could handle herself.When someone entered the cockpit again he looked up and saw Lara. He smiled at her softly. She looked happy. He was glad. It seemed to have gone well. She even appoligised for insulting him and called him brave. Then she really surprised him. He watched her approach, expecting he would get money from her. Instead she leaned in, put her hands on his face, and kissed him. He looked up into her eyes, not sure how to respond.He took the credits from her without even really thinking about it. Then she kissed him again. He was still in shock when she left the ship. He recovered a minute later and he started to consider what he wanted to do next. He could easily leave and find something to smuggle on another system. Yet something told him he should stay with the rebels. It didn't make any sense at all. He had told himself he would never get in a situation that put him in conflict with hutts or the Empire. He knew what it was keeping him around though. Lara.He felt a connection to her like he hadn't with anyone in a long time. He had only known her for a few hours, and had only spoken with her for a little while, but he still felt something. Her kisses had probably just added to it as well. He thought she might feel the same. One kiss would not have meant anything in particular, but two meant that it was probably not just a friendly gesture.After some thought he made his decision. It went against all his personal rules and all his logic and reason, but he decided he would see if they wanted his help. Actually, he would just stay. He went out to find whoever was in charge. As he stepped off the ship he saw Lara. He went over to her and cleared his throat to get his attention. Then he started to talk before letting her say anything. "Hey. I did some thinking. It sounds like you do some dangerous things for the rebels. You need some protection and a fast ship all the time. You won't be able to find anyone better than me and my ship. As of now we are a team. I am going to go and tell the person in charge and ask what they need us to do next." He looked at her to see her reaction and what she thought. |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | When he cleared his throat, she jumped, looking over at him and starting to smile as he spoke. She couldn't help but be thrilled at the fact he wanted to stay, and she took his hand before starting to lead him away without a word. Finally, they got to where Mon Mothma, the appointed leader of the Rebels before she smiled and spoke to her."This is Arden. He wants to help us defeat the Empire.""Is that so? How did he get here.""He's the one who smuggled me here.""Hmmm. Well, does he have a ship?""Yes.""You can leave us, Lara. Go find your base leader and have them show you your room. Arden will most likely be joining you shortly."She bowed slightly, smiling at Arden slightly before leaving the room quickly. She found Korvas, and he showed her where she'd be staying and where her clothes had been moved to. She quickly went off, first taking a long shower before meeting back up with Korvas who was waiting in her room. She was in a tank top and shorts, and the male laughed as she entered the room."What?""You're in hardly anything!""So what?""Well, normally, you cover every inch of yourself.""Shut up Korvas.""You like him, don't you?"'Who?""That smuggler.""Maybe. Why do you care anyways?""BEcause, I know smugglers. He doesn't care about us or about you. He cares about the bounty.""He isn't a bounty hunter. You don't know him.""And you do?""Better than you. I trust him.""Well, maybe your a fool...."She grabbed the man and shoved him into the wall, getting in his face as he went wide eyed. She had learned to defend herself quite well since her dancing girl days, since every man that came around tried to force himself on her. She smirked a bit, muttering in huttese before laughing."A fool who'll teach you to keep your mouth shut. Now, go."The man left immediately, the girl laying down on the one bed in the room as she shut her eyes and messed with the blaster she had acquired."Now, Arden, if you mean what you say, you'll have to share a room with Lara. Rooms have one bed each, so you two will get very close over the next few days. We have a week until the we attack the Empire and then move to our base on Hoth. If you still want to be a part of this, then go find your room and get some rest. Otherwise, leave before Lara becomes too attached to you." |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | Arden didn't know what to think when Lara said nothing and just pulled him along. He was confused, but followed along. When he saw an important looking person he smiled and bowed slightly. He let Lara do all the talking. When Lara was sent away he was a little nervous. He didn't know what to expect.Once Lara had left he looked at Mon Mothma and waited for her to say something. He listened to all she said very carefully. He was surprised that he would be set up to room with Arden. It made some sense though, rooms were probably fairly scarce. The fact that there would be a fight with the Empire surprised him more and made him nervous. He had hoped they would just need him to smuggle some more stuff or people. When she was finished he nodded and left.He walked slowly to find the room. As he did he thought. Did he really want to stay? He had told Lara he was staying and that they were a team. He couldn't go back on his word. It may be dangerous, but he needed to protect his new friend. He found the room and opened the door, looking inside and then entering.He spotted Lara laying on the bed. She was dressed in some clean clothes, barely. The girl definitely seemed to prefer skimpy clothes. He would have to get used to it. He rarely spent time around other humans, even less around girls, and almost never was around girls as attractive as her. He knew he would need to control himself around her to avoid awkward situations.He cleared his throat to get her attention and smiled over at her. "Uh, I was told that if I stayed I would have to share the room with you, even though there is only one bed. I have decided to stick around, even though we will apparently be attacking the Empire. I will have to teach you to use my ship's weapons so I can fly and you can shoot. Anyway, what do you think?" |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | "You don't have to stay, you know. I mean, this is something I have to do. We need to be at peace. We need the old republic back. But you don't have to at all. If you want to leave though, do it now before you meet anyone and make any attachment. You need to be dedicated to this. You need to know that you could die, and so could I."She stood up, walking over to him and putting her hands on his chest before shaking her head. Her accent was thicker, the way it seemed to get when she was emotional at all. Her hands were shaking lightly, the girl taking several deep breaths before speaking softly again."Don't stay because...of me....Stay because you believe in what we are doing....No matter what that kiss meant to either of us.....But if you do stay.....I'll make sure you don't regret it...."She smiled at him slightly, one hand movie to his cheek as she pet it lightly. She had never felt this way about a man, and the thought of him leaving made her stomach hurt and her heart slow down. She only had known him for what, a day, but she still felt like she needed him with her, That she needed him to protect her."So, decide now. Do you want to be on our side, or do you want to leave and go back to Tatooine."She looked up into his eyes, blinking slowly as her breathing got shallow. She wanted to hug him and beg him not to leave, beg him to stay and protect her from everything bad, but she knew he had to be here because he wanted to. Because he knew the Empire was wrong and evil. Her hand slid down his neck, and before she did something stupid, she moved away from him and back into the bed. She looked down at her legs, her mind going back to Jabba's palace and how....safe it had been. That sounded odd to most, but there, Jabba killed anyone who tried to touch her. Boba Fett even shot someone that tried to kidnap her. The empire couldn't hurt her, and the men who tried in secret didn't ever succeed. And they met their end soon enough. She laid down on her side, sighing heavily as she traced the wall with her back to him."If you're staying, come to bed. If you aren't....then....go now before I try to change your mind." |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | Arden listened as Lara started explaining that he needed to stay for the right reasons. She had some good points, but he was afraid of confronting the Empire. His old mentor had always taught him to avoid conflict that you couldn't win. To him it didn't seem that the rebels had a shot at completely defeating the Empire. Yet she seemed upset at considering him leaving.She touched his chest and his face and lookde into his eyes. Some of her words even told him she cared whether he was there or not. He watched her go back to the bed. He thought for a minute if he really wanted to stay. He decided that he did need to help in any way he could. His main focus was keeping Lara safe though. He considered what to do now though. He felt a little wierd sharing a bed with her, but didn't want to go back to his ship in case she thought he was leaving. With a deep breath to calm himself he walked over to the bed and lay down next to her without a word. He tried to get comfortable without having too much contact with her, not wanting it to be too awkward. He checked the clock once he was comfortable and looked over at Lara. "We should get some sleep. It is getting late." |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | "Yeah, it is. I'm glad you stayed...."She smiled, taking his hand and making him wrap his arm around her waist as she shut her eyes and smiled. She pulled the blankets up over them both, slowly rolling over to face him as she leaned her head against his chest. She felt warm and safe next to him, and fell asleep within what seemed like seconds.When she woke up the next morning, she normally would have immediately got out of bed and started her day. But with Arden laying next to her, she couldn't leave. She ran her hands over his chest slowly and lovingly almost, sighing softly as she shut her eyes again. She didn't ever want to leave his side, even though she knew her feelings were so wrong. But it felt so right with him. She laughed at herself, finding it sort of funny that before him, she though every man was a pig and couldn't stand any of them. Sure, she was nice, but only to be friendly. Anything they wanted other than conversation would never happen. But with him....he could try anything and she'd probably let him. The kiss had electrified her blood and sent it rushing through her veins. She had felt completely drugged, and she had loved it.Finally though, she moved out of bed, but not before kissing his lips softly and tenderly."Oh Arden....I hope you made the right choice..."She slowly climbed out of bed, got dressed in a tight black long sleeved shirt and a pair of tight matching pants before slipping her boots on slowly and silently. She didn't want to wake him after all. She made her way from the room, after first leaving a note on the door telling him how to get to the dining hall. Once she got to the hall, she grabbed a plate of whatever they were serving before sitting down and starting to eat slowly. |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | Arden was glad that Lara seemed happy. He didn't protest when she made him hold her. She covered them both with the blanket and lay close. He felt a little nervous, but also enjoyed it quite a bit. He relaxed after a minute and once she was asleep. He still held her and it felt comfortable. Soon he was asleep as well.His dreams were a mix of being very nice and unsettling. In a couple there was no war and he didn't have to worry about Lara's safety. What would have been confusing if he had remembered any of them would be that Lara was still there by his side. At that time he would have consciously thought that if she didn't need him there he would go on his own again. The other dreams made more sense, but also more intense. They involved battle and often Lara was in danger. In most of them he was able to protect her, but in the one that woke him she had been killed. He nearly leapt out of bed. The intensity of his worry and emotion from the dream was surprising. He felt the emotion and fear and tried to remember what he had been dreaming. It didn't work. The dream quickly faded from memory. He sat in bed and sighed, quickly calming himself down.He looked around and saw that Lara was gone. He found her note and read it, memorising the instructions to the dining hall. He was already dressed so he simply left the room and walked off to get some food. He got the plate and then looked for Lara. When he spotted her he smiled and walked over to her, sitting across from her. From the look of her plate she had not been there for long. He took a bite of food and then looked back at her once more. "Good morning Lara. I hope you slept well. I hope it was not too awkward sharing a bed with me. If so I can always sleep on my ship." |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | "I slept better then I have in such a long time. It was...nice..."She smiled and ate some more of her breakfast , shutting her eyes after several moments before glancing up into his eyes."How did you sleep? I mean, did I bother you? If you want to sleep in your ship, you can, but I liked it."She finished her food, sighing softly as she thought about what the next week would include. They'd have to go through how to work the guns on his ship, but that didn't have to happen just yet. They definitely had three or four days of just quality time together, and that made her sort of nervous. She was starting to get feelings for him, more so then before. It was like the more she was around him, the more she needed him with her. She didn't like feeling so dependent on him, but she couldn't help it."What do you want to do today anyways? I mean, I thought maybe we could just relax, but it's up to you. Whatever you want to do is fine with me,"She laughed softly, pushing her plate over a bit before getting up and taking it towards the kitchen. As she walked away, her hips swayed slightly, the girl dropping her plate off before making it back to him. She sat down next to him this time, leaning her head on his shoulder as her hand moved to his thigh. She rubbed it slowly, not being very sexual but sort of letting him know that she was into him. Her hair fell in her face, the girls eyes shining out from under the curls as she looked up at him."So, what do you feel like doing?" |
The Rebellion Strikes Back(Josu and Panda) | Arden was very happy to hear that she had slept well. He looked over into her eyes and smiled softly. She asked how he had slept and if she had bothered him. He shook his head. "No, I slept well. I'm fine with sleeping like that. It was quite comfortable." He ate as she did, but he was slower.When she finished she got up and he stayed at the table, eating. He thought about her question and watched her take her plate to the kitchen. Her hips moved in a way that made her look even more attractive. He forced himself to look away and considered her question. He wanted to spend time with her. Yet he also worried that spending too much time with her would lead to a situation that might not work out well in the end for them. He knew he liked her, and he was definitely attracted to her. He just didn't know what to do.When Lara returned she sat right next to him. He had finished his food and pushed the plate away. When Lara leaned her head against him and put her hand on his thigh Arden was surprised. She rubbed his leg and le looked over at her. The look on her face told him everything. He was left speechless for a moment as he got his thoughts together. Then he finally responded. "Uh, I think it could be nice to explore the base. We could get to know where things are and where to go in certain situations." He shifted a little, feeling a bit uncomfortable. After another few moments he got up and grabbed his plate. He started off toward the kitchen to return it. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Oh, Roxas could kill that motherfucker. How could that fucking little redhead cheat on him with that slut of a cheerleader? More importantly, how could everyone in the school but Roxas know about it? Oh, how it made his blood boil with all the rage and anger he felt at the moment. He wanted to take a knife and carve into Axel's ass like a turkey on Thanksgiving, but sadly that was illegal. The boy stomped through the hallway to his next class, he had just left lunch where he punched Axel in the face after hearing the news of him sleeping with the slutty cheerleader, the one who probably had urinary tract infection, or at least the blond had hoped so. He wanted Axel to feel massive amounts of pain for what he had done, the black eye he had given him was not enough. The small blond noticed his fist was still clenched from when he had done the glorious deed of punching the cheating bastard in the face earlier only after he shoved a Freshman out of the way and into the locker, producing a small dent from where his face landed. Hey, it was his fault, the boy shouted for everyone to "fucking move" when he exited the lunchroom, the glass on the door cracking a bit as he did so. Suddenly, Roxas heard a fit of giggles from a trio of girls down the hallway and stalked over to them, glaring at them. "So, you think it's fucking funny, do you?!" He shouted at them. "You think it's funny that EVERYONE but little old me knew about Axel fucking the whore? Well, fuck you, you stupid cunts!" Obviously, the boy was a bit...um, what's the word? Angry. He had every right to be, of course, Axel had slept with another person, a woman, no less. Roxas stalked off into his last period class, his teacher looking at him as he entered. "Roxas, you look a bit angry, what happened?" The blond only glared at his teacher as he took his seat. "Oh, did you finally find out about Axel?" He questioned, shuffling some papers in his hands. The blond's mouth dropped a bit, even his teacher knew Axel was cheating on him? No fucking way, this was ridiculous. He was truly the only one in the entire school to not know his boyfriend was sleeping with the cheerleader. Oh, this was the most embarrassing day of his life. Sadly, it was about to get worse, seeing as he shared his final period with Axel, who's seat was right next to his. Fucking great. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Hell, he never knew Roxas could punch so hard. When the squirt literally knocked him off of his feet, he felt as he temporarily lost his ability to see on his left eye. He expected a weak shove, slap to the face, a kick to the shin, or all of the above, but he definitely didn't expect for the tiny blond to land a skilled swing into his oh so handsome face ! He didn't know his punishments would come around so cruelly, but when they did, he felt an incredible wave of guilt completely wash out his insides. His boyfriend of nearly two years, Roxas, actually dumped him because he so happened to have gotten a bit tipsy one night with a cheerleader. It wasn't his fault that he was almost knocked unconscious from the drink she offered ! Hell, he was a boy, too ! If his hormones were on a roll, there was no stopping him when there was a good fuck waiting for him in bed. But Roxas wasn't so merciful, even when he tried to reason that it wasn't his choice to have knocked her up. Nothing got through that pissy kid. And sometimes, he wondered if he had been dating a girl all along. But then again, a girl couldn't have punchedthisforcefully. Covering his bruised eye, he scurried into the nearest restroom to treat his wound, hidden from any prying hyenas who wanted a chance to see his demise in person. The black eye wasn't too serious, but it did leave a nasty purple spot under his tear ledges. Axel nearly shattered the restroom mirror into pieces.Then, as he clumbered out of the public bathroom with a wet paper towel clutched to the side of his face, he was faced with Lenina, the cheerleader whom was the fault for this whole rendezvous. Then, as if this whole incident washisfault, the girl shot her knee up his crotch, sending him into a second hell that refused to leave him, even as he fell to the ground in complete agony. He limped to the nurse's office, where he received a full lecture about faithfulness from the assistant there who treated the purplish ring around his eye. Then, he sulked into class. He was just about as pissed off about everything as Roxas was. So as soon as he entered class, he threw his backpack on the ground and plopped into his seat, lazily sprawling his limbs out. He slumped his posture and threw his head back, muttering incoherent swear words under his breath. Fucking Roxas. Fucking cheerleader. He didn't need them all. Well, maybe he didn't need Lenina, but ... Roxas ? Hnnn.It was totally awkward to sit right next to his ex boyfriend, really. He was just about to request a seating change, but he decided to ignore him instead. Axel wanted to speak to him, but why risk getting another black eye ? Things would change dramatically from now on. They wouldn't be able to kiss each other across the seat ... pass notes during lectures ... fool off together during lab assignments ... and Axel would have to find another kid to cheat off of. Axel messed up the cinnamon red hair on the back of his head, grunting in frustration. And with an inward sigh, he turned to face his ex lover, leaning in ever so slightly as if a bit frightened that Roxas would lash at him again, "Now, come on, Roxas baby ! This was all a mistake ! A big misunderstanding ! I was drunk ! You of all people should understand me !" |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | As Roxas waited for the asshole to arrive he looked back upon the two lovely years they'd spent together. He could remember the first day Axel asked him out and how he couldn't stop blushing. Hell, he could remember even further back when the two met on the first day of school and how their ritual of passing notes to one another when they were bored began. He could remember their first date to go see whatever horrendous movie they saw and making fun of it the whole time, which brought a slight smile to the blond's gentle face, but it instantly hardened and he was angry once more. He then remembered hearing those two girls talking about how Axel had knocked up Lenina and how she wasn't sure whether she was going to get an abortion or not. The pencil in Roxas's usually delicate hand snapped in two, he was pissed once more. He glared as the cheater entered the room and took the seat next to him like he always had, the only thing different today was that his face was bruised and his balls were throbbing with pain, unknown to Roxas. The boy's lips turned into a slight smile as he heard the man muttering under his breath, a sign of frustration, that was a good start, but it wasn't pain, which is what he wanted the man to feel. He also wanted him to feel betrayal and humiliation, but he he wasn't quite sure how to achieve those, so pain would be good enough. Roxas turned slightly as Axel leaned towards him, ready to leap over the seat and claw at the man. What did Axel just call him? Did he seriously call him baby after what he had done? Oh, the poor man. "Don't call me baby." The blond said, clear rage in his voice. "The one you should be calling baby is the stupid slut that you knocked up!" The boy glared daggers at the poor redhead, seriously considering using his broken pencil to stab him in the eye with. "I I just don't believe this! What do you mean I should understand you? I've been drunk with you before too Axel, I just know how to keep my penis in my pants! You know what you are, Axel? You're just...just like what Britney Spears is talking about in that song! You're a fucking womanizer! You're a whore!" |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Axel's eyebrows knit together as Roxas literally screamed at his face, anchoring his heart and dragging it to the pit of his flipped stomach. Hell, was he that pissed ? Well, shit. Being in a crowded classroom of forty students didn't help with his attempt to hang on to his ex boyfriend's leg, but Axel was actually very desperate at this point. He thought he could cope with life without Roxas, but upon seeing that angelic face he now had no access to touching well, it drove him to the brink of insanity. His day wouldn't be complete without a kiss, and he now had no reason to anticipate a blowjob afterschool. But receiving oral sex wasn't his worst concern right now ! It would undoubtedly be an obstacle to get through Roxas at this point ... man, he didn't even imagine that his sweet baby could bethisdemonic because of a small mistake he made a few days ago ... Was he even talking to him ? Axel pulled back as he saw Roxas keep a firm grip on that broken pencil, eyeing the sharp wooden edges warily. "Now, Roxy baby, let's not get too angsty here ... put that pencil down ..." he murmured, holding his hands up in case he would actually have to defend himself from an incoming stab shower."B But ... it wasn't my fault ! I I don't even like fucking women !" he complained, looking downright helpless and at fault in this current scenario. He kept his voice low so that the teacher wouldn't hear, but at the same time, he was getting riled up, too. Okay, so maybe he did commit some unspeakable sin, but all relationships needed to have a few scratches to be perfectly healthy ! He wouldn't crawl into that cheerleader's den in another million years, and the present and future was much more important than the past ! There was nothing he could do to mend what already happened, but he could prove himself to be a better lover for Roxas if he'd give him the chance ! Now ... how could he summarize all of that in a few timid phrases so that Roxas wouldn't kill him in mid sentence ? "You know the pleasure's all in you, babe ! C'mon, Roxas ... I'm your whore ! We all know that already. The entire school knows it. We're an item !" he whined, glancing over at their teacher to make sure that he wasn't going to start class anytime soon. He would have to buy a lot of time to soothe this thunderstorm ...He pursed his lips together, bearing a facial expression of total confusion. Womanizer ? Britney Spears ? What the hell ? "That I have to be honest with you I can't deny that fact ... but still !" he pleaded, "If I wasn't so desperate, I wouldn't be clinging onto you like this ... Roxas ..." Then, before he could say anything more, the teacher slapped his Expo marker on the whiteboard and announced that class was now officially in session. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | "We were an item." Roxas said, correcting Axel's mistake. "You see, Axel. To be an item two people have to actually want to be together and at the moment I want to kill you, not kiss you." The blond whispered now that class had started. No matter how angry the boy was, he wasn't going to miss their teacher's lectures. He was a straight A student and wasn't going to lose that because of some stupid redhead, especially not so far into the semester. So the blond closed his ears to Axel and honed his hearing onto his teacher, although his lectures usually put him to sleep, no matter what subject the topic was. He glanced at Axel one last time, admiring the hurt look on his handsome face before turning back to the board, jotting down whatever was on it. Quite frankly though, Axel was still on his mind. He couldn't believe that Axel actually wanted him to forgive him this soon for what he had done. Roxas doubted he could forgive him at all, actually, but he supposed he would have to someday, perhaps at their high school reunion, the twenty five year one, not the ten year. There were a few things he'd miss about Axel though, such as kissing him and sex was always nice, especially the ritual blow job he gave him after school. There was nothing quite like hearing the male moan out his name as he climaxed that made Roxas smile. The boy instantly shook his head to rid himself of any thoughts like that though, he couldn't think of Axel like that anymore, the only thing he could imagine him doing was fucking that cheerleader, fucking her like he fucked him, which made him want to vomit uncontrollably. Roxas sighed as he set down his broken pencil and closed his eyes as he massaged his temples. All of this was much too stressful for him, especially for high school and with midterms coming up. He could not deal with this at the moment and he couldn't wait for this class to end so he could just go home and mope. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Gah, he hated it when people manipulated his words to backfire it on him. And he loathed it when people changed present tenses to their past forms so that they could emphasize the fact that it should remain behind them. "Don't do this to me !" he cried in complete misery, burying his face into his arms on the desk's surface. The teacher didn't even bother to remind him that they were in the middle of class, because Axel usually slept during lectures, anyways. And he decided to forgive him for this one afternoon because he felt sorry for the kid and his grotesquely distinctive left eye. Axel spent the remainder of classtime doodling on a piece of notebook paper with his cheek pressed to the desk in laziness. He didn't have the spirit to sit up straight anymore. And as if his entire back was constructed with jelly, he didn't budge or shift in his seat. One would have thought he was actually dead with his lack of movement and expression.Now, Axel wasn't the type to be sappy or totally romantic, but he did whatever his heart ordered for him to do because he felt as if it was necessary to win the affections of his lover again. The whole time, he was consecutively writing three sentences in order, caring whether or not his hand was cramping up from going on with that incredibly messy handwriting of his. At the end of class, he was on the verge of fainting from exhaustion, but he finally marked the period of his heartfelt note and weakly sat up to admire his work. On a piece of paper front and back were the sentences 'I love you, I need you, I can't live without you' written on every single line and margin. His palm was sweaty, and he rubbed his hand on his jacket, standing up with a defeated look on his face as the bell signaled for them to leave the classroom. There was no point in waiting for Roxas anymore. The kid didn't even want to look at his face. Hell, he wanted to kill him ! He would have to try again in a matter of a few months after he calmed down. Then again, wouldn't someone like Axel have moved on, anyways ? He was, after all, not one to stay attached to a person for too long.He slapped the paper onto Roxas's desk and coolly shuffled out of the classroom behind a moving line of near dead students, shoving his aching right hand into his pocket. That was honestly the most productive he had ever been since he even started school. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Throughout the whole class all Roxas did was think about the giant asshole next to him. It's like his mind was a movie theater and all that was playing that day was "Axel and Roxas' Happy Times Together." Quite frankly, it made him want to stab his brain to death. While yes, the moments they had together were wonderful and made the blond feel all warm and fuzzy inside, but he wasn't entirely sure if all of the happy memories made up for the horrible thing that Axel had done. Was Axel worth forgiving? Roxas loved him, he loved him a hell of a lot and Axel was his best friend. He'd sure as hell miss him if he just dropped him from his life and moved on, although he wasn't entirely sure there was anyone to move on to. After his rather loud outburst in the lunchroom, how could anyone be attracted to him? Hell, he was surprised Axel still wanted him.As the bell signaled the end of class, the blond was a bit taken back as Axel's hand slapped a note on his desk, on that was covered in the man's chicken scratches that he called handwriting. He unfolded the paper and read the first few lines of the note before realizing that the whole paper said the same thing, 'I love you, I need you, I can't live without you.' His lips were tugging upwards as he skimmed the note, slowly forming into a slight smile. Damn it, why did Axel have to make it so hard to be mad at him? The man wasn't much of a romantic, but when he cared about someone and actually put forth effort, he was really, really sweet.The boy put his head to his desk and groaned, stuffing the paper into his pants pocket as he did so. "Excuse me, Roxas? I know you're kind of having a...moment with Axel, but I really need to get home and I cant' lock my room with you inside." He stood and rolled his eyes as his teacher asked him to leave and went to his locker to put his books away, unsure of what exactly to do next. He was still incredibly pissed off at Axel, but already he missed having Axel there to push him against the lockers and kiss him. Fuck, this breakup was already taking it's toll. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Truthfully, he felt a bit foolish for having wasted his class time writing that useless note. Knowing Roxas, he wouldn't have given it a second glance and might have trashed it the second he walked out of that classroom. Axel was stubborn, but he knew his boundaries and when he needed to leave someone alone. With a depressed sigh, he massaged the sore ring around his eye, wincing every now and then as the bruise stung his abused flesh. He didn't mind it so much anymore. He deserved to have a near permanent mark on his face to let people know of the sin he committed against the boy he loved oh god, who was he kidding ? There was no way in hell that he would have to cope with having this ugly watermark on his handsome face for more than a couple of weeks ! This was insanity ! And why was he limping ? God, that woman drove a really nasty kick up his crotch of all people he could knock up, he had to hump a fucking cheerleader ... He pitied himself and his poor choices so much. Axel, in his almost unconscious state, didn't know where exactly he was walking to until he recognized the black numbers that were engraved on the silver plates of the lockers. Almost like natural instinct, of course, he was heading towards their regular meeting place after school. Oh, this was so typical.With a frustrated groan, he kicked the nearest pole to himself, recoiling his throbbing foot with a flying curse screamed from between his lips. He hated Mondays forever, now. But he had a reason to be here. His textbooks were still in Roxas's locker, and he would really need them for his classes tomorrow ... there was no reason to safe keep them there no longer, right ? They shared lockers because his was on the other side of the campus, but that wasn't so inconvenient anymore. Part of him didn't want to approach Roxas again, but the more dominant side that needed to see his ex boyfriend's angelic face a second time for his day to be a bit better prompted him to bravely step forward. Naturally, he held up his hands in self defense, using one hand to quickly withdraw his books from Roxas's locker. Well, what do you know ? It looked as if the blond was going to have some extra room, now. "I I'm not going to make you any more upset, all right ? I just came to get my textbooks." he murmured in slight fright, fitting the two binders under his arm, too. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Roxas sighed as he saw Axel once again, just how many times was he going to be forced to see the man today? They had broken up, he should never have to see him again, but obviously that wasn't going to happen. The boy bit his lip as the redhead seemed to be actually frightened of him, which was just hilarious because Axel wore the pants in their relationship, not the other way around, but he guessed he should be scared seeing as he punched him in the eye and then said he wanted to kill him. Oh well though, Roxas said a lot of stupid things when he was angry, it wasn't entirely his fault. "Give me your damn books, Axel." The blond said, sighing once more as he took them from the redhead's arms and put them back in his locker, shutting it once he was done. While he was a major bitch when he was angry, he wasn't going to make Axel walk all the way across campus to his locker, he knew how lazy the male was and didn't want him to get in trouble for never bringing his textbooks to class.He shifted from foot to foot, running a hand through his hair as he stared at Axel's eye, mainly at the purple spot underneath it. He bit his tongue before finally opening his mouth, "I'm sorry for punching you, kind of." |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | A dim glow of hope flickered in his heart as Roxas snatched the books from his grasp, but as he realized that it wouldn't make a difference in their severed relationship, the light extinguished. Roxas was considerate enough to keep them there to prevent Axel from walking to the other side of the campus, but wouldn't that be better for him ? After all, just a few minutes ago, Roxas gave him the dirtiest glare ever and confessed that he would rather murder than be stuck with him again. What was the point of keeping his textbooks and binders there, then ? "I was actually going to do my homework tonight, but I guess you have other plans for me." he shrugged, half of himself not quite believing that he admitted that he would do his schoolwork. Without Roxas to distract him, where was the fun in life ? Axel was a bright kid, but he had the shortest attention span ever. Roxas took up about 99.9 of his life, and the remaining O.O1 were thoughts of sex, but that tiny bit of his brain sort of blended in with his ex boyfriend, too. What would he do with all of those blank memories ? Now that his assignments were crammed in Roxas's locker and shut from his reach, there was no way he could start on them this evening, anyways. Speaking of evenings, what would he do in theafternoon? His schedule really worried him, now. Who would play Super Smash Brothers Melee with him ? Who would be there to eat his home made 'supa mega ultra hot burritos' ? "I'll come pick it up tomorrow morning, I guess." he murmured, sounding rather depressed a tone that Axel normally didn't use."Oh, this ?" he asked, momentarily reaching up to gingerly press the bruise along his high cheekbones, "I deserved it." Honestly ? He still didn't understand how it was his fault when he vulnerably ended up being manipulated by that bitchy cheerleader. He wanted to leave, but the real Axel was prompting him to do something to bring Roxas back into his arms. After all, he didn't date him for two entire years so that it could end because of a huge misunderstanding ! He didn't care if Roxas believed his excuses anymore. He just wanted him back. In one fluid moment, he wrapped an arm around his ex lover's waist, tugging his hips forward to attach their lower torsos. As always, his fingers were barely dipping under the waistband of his pants, gingerly probing what was his. "Come on, Roxy baby ... I'm sorry ! You know I love you. I love you more than anyone or anything in this entire world ! If you don't want me to speak to anyone else but you from now on, I'll do that ! Fuck, I'll even tattoo your name onto my dick." he reasoned with a tone of immature desperation, his lips carefully pursing themselves over the tender flesh of his neck. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Roxas would be lying if he wasn't thinking about who he would now hang out with, now that he and Axel were broken up. He had absolutely no one. Well, he of course had a few friends to count on, but none of them were like his beloved redhead. He and Axel were best friends and knew everything about each other, their favorite things to do, favorite songs, favorite bands, favorite pair of underwear Axel didn't have a favorite pair, he preferred to go commando, but Roxas made him wear underwear every once in awhile. The boy played with the bottom of his shirt as he thought about all the things he and Axel did together and how boring everything would be without him. Hell, even eating wouldn't be fun without Axel, his burritos were killer and Roxas loved them almost as much as he did the redhead, there was no way he could live without them. He looked up to the taller male as he used that seldom used tone, depression. He had only ever heard it once, when Axel accidentally ran over his cat, but he forgave him eventually.It was true, Axel sure as hell did deserve the shiner that he had given him, but still, he couldn't help but feel a bit bad about putting a blemish on the male's handsome face. He was a bit taken back as Axel suddenly pulled him towards him, their waists touching as they had many times before. Before the boy knew it, the other's hand was a bit down his pants and his lips were to his neck, just resting there gently. "Axel..."He said with a sigh, wrapping his own arms around him, feeling that familiar frame. He couldn't believe that the male would actually do all of that for him and he was actually being serious, Roxas could tell. "You don't have to do any of that, just please don't do this. I'm not ready." He squeezed Axel close once before letting his arms drop to his sides. "Not yet." |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Maybe their time together was really destined to come to an end ... relationships were always like that for Axel. If one thread went loose, the entire cloth unraveled and fell into a heap of jumbled yarn. A mistake was a mistake, and nobody, not even the bitch he slept with, wanted to share the blame with him. That was always the case with Axel. In the midst of every healthy bond, there had to be some kind of misunderstanding that almost made it seem like it was his fault that everything went wrong. He thought Roxas was different, forgiving at least. Not a single individual wanted to believe that he was the victim of this entire ordeal, and that his intentions didn't have anything to do with wanting to fuck her. Even Axel's 'gang' members, or his threatening posse, told him to stop moping around and suck up to the facts. But that was the problem they weren't facts. For the first time in his life, he actually felt hurt. Physical pain didn't make him learn or realize anything, but emotional suffering did. He lost his support beam, and if Roxas didn't believe him, then who would ? In a few days, he would force himself to completely forget about his best friend and move on to his normal lifestyle of fucking numerous women and men on a daily basis. He wanted to convince himself that the newly acquired freedom from faithfulness would feel amazing, but ... he preferred to be enslaved.Slightly disheartened at Roxas's answer, he pursed his lips together against the blond's neck, slowly withdrawing his head from the kissed flesh. 'Not yet' was a nicer way of saying that he wasn't interested anymore, right ? It was because he pitied him that he decided to toy with the strings of his heart to see how long they would last before it would snap and break in two. "You think you're so innocent, Roxas !" he snarled, slamming a fist into the locker next to Roxas's head. It caved in. Like fire, he was easily riled up, and when he became agitated, his emotions were extremely difficult to cradle. "I thought you loved me ! After two ..." he harshly bit on his lower lip and stopped himself from strangling his ex lover, "... I spent two years admiring and staring at you and you only. I'm humble enough to admit that I've done some wrong, but you ... as my boyfriend my best friend, you couldn't even let me have five fucking seconds to explain myself ! You punched and insulted me in front of the entire school, and went on and on about some cheerleader who drove her fucking knee up my crotch and laughed as she watched me limp away ! Is that what you want from me ? For me to feel miserable ? To be taunted by the whole fucking campus ?"He scoffed in disbelief, his fingers unraveling as Axel's knuckles slightly bled from the strong impact with the metal doors. "As if losing you wasn't enough to make my heart bleed." he murmured, pushing off of his ex boyfriend to storm down the hallway. In short, he lost all faith in love and trust now. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Axel couldn't have been more wrong in his assumptions that Roxas was leading him on. He planned to forgive him, he really did, it would just take time for him to get to that point and then eventually get back to where they were. If only Axel had not have gone off the deep end and punched the fucking locker, leaving a rather deep dent in the metal. What the hell did the male mean by thinking he was innocent? Innocent about what? He was confused as hell and having the redhead yell at him didn't help matters at all, it only made him get angry. Did Axel actually think that he wasn't going to give him a chance to explain himself? It was just that he was fucking pissed after hearing he had been cheated on. That left quite a big wound in his heart, like he had been stabbed by his lover and like most people, he covered it up with rage. He wasn't technically angry at Axel, he was angry at his actions and his choices, not to mention the cheerleader who he still had to punch in the gut. He smiled a bit at the thought, that would certainly be fun. He'd never liked that girl anyways, so that was an added bonus.Roxas pulled out his phone and quickly typed out the message, 'How do you think I feel? Do you think I'm actually happy about all of this? I'm not, I'm angry and sad. Don't walk out on us, you haven't lost me, I just need time. I still love you.' He sent the text message to Axel's cell and slumped against his locker, leaning his head back against it. He didn't want to lose Axel, he wanted it to be sometime in the future so he could forget about all this crap and just be with him. Sadly, time machines had not been invented yet, but as soon as he got home, Roxas was certain he'd start doing the research himself. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | The almighty Axel never cried. But he was so close to spilling a few tears right then. Or maybe it was his heart that was doing all the weeping, because all he did was repeatedly pump his hands into fists without caring much about his opened knuckles. It took a whole mess of emotions to actually tick the redhead off, and though his reasons weren't very justified, he was still pissed off because Axel wasn't quite used to being depressed. He preferred being angry instead, because his entire head blacked out instead of stinging with pain. He knew he made poor choices and that he shouldn't have knocked the cheerleader up whether he was unconscious or not, but Axel couldn't help but feel a tinge of betrayal. Of course, Roxas would feel that a lot more than him, but the redhead wasn't used to being pressured with a flurry of feelings. Once he was on edge about something, he tended to drive his frustrations off any cliff until it would crash and burn at the bottom. Now, all he needed was time and a bit of a distraction to think things over and clear his mind off of the weekend's past events. Finding something worthwhile to do wouldn't be easy, but Axel was considering a hot shower or a nap to cool his boiling head. "Fucking shit." he growled, gingerly holding his injured hand with the other to examine the cut. It didn't hurt as much as he did inside, but it stung, nonetheless.Just as he was about to turn the corner and follow the thin trail of students walking off of the school campus, he felt his thigh vibrating. Normally, he wouldn't have picked it up, but out of mere curiosity, he angrily flipped open his cellphone and skimmed over the received text message without much thought, gritting his teeth together in towering rage. So now he wanted to play with him ? Give him time ? I still love you ? If his signals weren't so conspicuous, he might have figured that out, but with all of those death glares, verbal threats, and especially that loud and obnoxious announcement of their break up ... yeah, he possessed every right to feel used and confused. Roxas couldn't throw and take him back whenever he wanted. Days from now, he would be fucking another woman or man to vent out his anger by the time his blond friend would grant him permission to be together again. Currently, he wasn't in the mood to think or fret about Roxas or anyone else. Maybe tomorrow morning, he would still be muttering his friend's name in his sleep, but right now, his ex lover was the last person on his mind.His fingers wouldn't cooperate with him to press the correct buttons on his cellphone, so his message came out looking like a bunch of gibberish, but it the overall note was pretty obvious to see, "Take all the time you want." He wouldn't have the patience to wait that long, anyways. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | As soon as he read Axel's text message, or more like deciphered it, he instantly regretted sending the text message he had before. He knew to leave the man alone whenever he was like this, insanely angry, but he had no right to be, at least not as much as Roxas was. Of course the boy didn't know exactly what to feel any longer. He thought he could take all the time he needed to forgive Axel and the redhead would be there waiting for him all along, but now it seemed like the other male wanted nothing to do with him, mainly because of the things he came up with in his stupid little head. He loved Axel, but sometimes the man jumped to conclusions and he could just kill him for that. The boy ran a hand through his messy locks and sighed, wondering when this would all blow over. He hoped that come tomorrow Axel would be in a better mood and they could talk it all out and go back to being best friends, but that didn't seem likely, sadly.Roxas quickly picked himself and his things up and drove home, collapsing on his full sized bed as more thoughts of his beloved redhead ran through his brain. Mainly he was imagining what he was doing at that moment, hopefully feeling as much regret as Roxas was. Thinking of what Axel was doing only led to more thoughts of the male, imagining their happy moments together once again, all the times they'd done together in this very bed, from watching movies late at night to Axel taking the boy's virginity, or was it in Axel's bed? He couldn't really remember, nor did he want to at the moment, seeing as tears began to form in his eyes and slowly trickle down his gentle cheeks. He quickly grabbed a pillow and held it to him, closing his eyes as he desperately tried to go to sleep, wanting to stop thinking about the male as soon as possible. "Fucking Axel." He muttered to himself, his voice a bit shaken. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Was there a reason for him to stay glued to one person now ? Hell, without the pressure of handling a relationship, he was free to fuck whomsoever he wished ! He should have taken the advice of his friends earlier, because if Roxas was truly going to leave him hanging like this, then he would have called someone up to hump his misery out. But honestly, sex wasn't going to feel so orgasmic anymore. And maybe in the future, he might accidentally groan the blond's name and end up being kicked in the crotch for it again. When he entered his one room apartment, he abandoned his backpack in front of the entrance door and headed straight for the showers. The steam from the water relaxed him, and as his crimson hair fell back over his shoulders and handsomely slicked back to reveal his face, Axel opened those fluorescent green eyes through the shower about halfway. There was something missing about ... everything. Roxas was supposed to be in front of him, naked from head to toe with that adorable smile plastered on his face, a loofah held in his hand to scrub both of them. The pouring water reminded him of their passionate kiss in the rain ... and of so many more memories he didn't want to forget.When he stepped out from the glass stall, he felt a bit shittier than before. Nevertheless, he towel dried his hair and left it damp and flattened, caring less to style it with gel. There was no point in that as of right now. Dressing into a pair of simple silk black boxers, he stretched out over his bed and moved his full limbs about, grunting. He stared up at the ceiling in hopes that the whiteness of it would eventually lull him to sleep, but the dizziness refused to come. Instead, he turned his head to face the only stuffed animal in his room a teddy bear he purchased with his own money because the color of its fur resembled Roxas's hair. He affectionately named it 'Roxy', and when he pressed its paw, it repeated Roxas's recorded voice. He reached over and carefully pressed the button embedded in the plush hand, gently closing his eyes in slight regret as he heard the bear shouting 'That's so lame, Axel ! What the hell ? Stop it !' His own voice got recorded in that machine, and he could hear how happily both of them were laughing as Axel chased his boyfriend around with that demented teddy bear. He almost smiled.His voice: "Say it ! Come on ! Must I sit on you to make it come out ?"Then Roxas's: "All right, all right ! I love you ! I love you, Axel !"Then his again: "Heh, finally ! I love you, too Ro "Then the recording device disconnected because there was no more memory available. In a way, 'Roxy' was all he had, now. "What are you looking at ?" he growled at the lifeless object, smacking it upside the head in hatred, "I didn't do anything !" Those beady eyes had a way of turning him inside out. And it was all Roxas's fault that he now developed a habit of talking to plushies.But he pressed the button again. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Try as he might, sleep wouldn't come to Roxas. He tried to force himself to sleep, even hitting himself on the head once, but that only brought more pain to the poor boy, pain he didn't want. He opened his eyes and rolled over on his bed, trying to get comfortable, but of course as he rolled over he only saw his picture wall. A wall full of pictures of him and his friends, or just him. The large majority of the wall were pictures of Axel however. Pictures of Axel in his bathing suit at the pool, pictures of Axel at school, pictures of Axel at the park, pictures of Axel at the mall and just countless pictures of the redheaded male, all reminding the blond of memories of him. "God hates me." He concluded, continuing to stare at the wall that was practically dedicated to Axel. He couldn't take it anymore, this didn't feel right. At this very moment, if he and Axel were together he'd have just finished giving him his after school blow job, a treat for making it through the day and not failing, or molesting Roxas in the bathroom. It was the simple things like that and what some would consider weird, that made his and Axel's relationship so special and unique. The two understood each other and were perfect together, would he let some stupid cheer leading whore come between that? Certainly not.Roxas grabbed his cell phone again and bit his lip as he pondered calling Axel or not. He was probably punching something at the moment out of anger, seeing as that was what he mostly did when he was this pissed. Axel didn't seem like a meathead at all, but he sure did have qualities like one. He bit his tender lip and thought about calling the male for a good, full five minutes. Questions swam in his brain would Axel even want to talk to him? What happens if Axel didn't want to be with him anymore? Well, he'd just keel over and die. Not being with Axel wasn't an option, not now. Axel was his everything and he wanted him back. Now.He quickly dialed Axel's number and waited rather impatiently for the male to answer. "Please pick up, please pick up." He said softly. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | After a few minutes of sharing a one sided conversation with Roxy, he literally fell asleep for almost thirty seconds, if that was even possible in a situation as depressing as this ... From pressing his paw too many times, the installed battery went dead, but Axel wasn't conscious to mourn over his speechless teddy bear any longer. After being reassured that Roxas would be happier without him to mess up his life, he was put at a slight rest in his involuntary nap. He dreamed of caressing his top naked body at night when they weren't quite feeling for sex but rather foreplay, and when Axel thought it would be far more interesting if they tried adding hot wax to the equation. He was a pyromaniac, so his intentions were rather innocent when he surrounded his entire bedroom with lit candles, but Roxas didn't seem to like the suggested kink so much. As expected, Axel repeatedly mumbled his ex boyfriend's name during his sleep, clutching onto the pillows he never quite used unless Roxas wanted it to muffle his moans.Axel was normally a heavy sleeper, but because his temporary state of slumber was indeed momentary, the vibration of his cellphone caused him to flinch in his sleep. Cracking his eyelids open, he snatched the annoying contraption into his hand and flipped the device open, hesitating whether or not to actually answer Roxas on the other line. How did he know it was Roxas ? Well, he would soon have to change his caller ID from 'Roxy Baby' to 'Person I Don't Know' sometime soon ... and that ringtone needed to leave. He lazily held the cellphone to his cheek, scratching his sturdy stomach as he rolled over onto his back, "... Yeah ?" That was all he could say for now. Usually, he greeted him with 'Hey, baby !' or something like 'I know, I know You called to say you love me !', but situations called for different measures. Maybe Roxas would apologize. Even if he didn't mean it, it would surely help to calm the tempest brewing in his head. Or possibly this was an opportunity for him to admit that he was sorry for being such an ass ! "Before you say anything ..." he mumbled, squeezing his sore eyes shut, "I don't want to argue with you. And ... I didn't mean all of the things I said earlier. Half of it I don't even remember what I said ... or meant ... It was all just useless rambling that I got so worked up about ..."The redhead barely smiled, shielding his eyes with an arm cast over his face, " ... I know, I know did you call to hear my voice ?" |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | A few rings later and Axel had finally picked up, causing Roxas to be both happy and a bit scared as to what would happen next. The other male didn't sound too happy, more like he had just been shocked awake by his cell phone going off, which was Roxas' fault, whoops. His doubts and nervousness were washed away by Axel's words though. This was officially the best phone call of his life, Axel had said he didn't mean a single thing he meant earlier, which was great, seeing as what he said really hurt Roxas. The male grabbed the pillow next to him and squeezed it tightly, a sigh of relief coming from his mouth. "H Hey Axel, yeah...I did call to hear you." He said with a sniffle as he sat up and leaned back against the backboard of his bed. "I also wanted to say," he took a gulp, preparing for his lengthy apology. "That I'm sorry for not like...believing that you were kind of innocent 'cause you were drunk and all and...yeah. I'm also sorry for being so mean and punching you and stuff a and I'm sorry for not apologizing sooner, but I was really mad." He bit his lip softly as he spoke. "I don't want to be apart anymore, life isn't fun without you." That was the truth, he completely hated the last hour or so without the other male. Without Axel there was just no joy, no passion, no excitement and Roxas wanted it all back. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Highschool would simply cease to be as exciting without fresh rumors of the Axas couple drifting around. Axel wasn't looking forward to organizing his ravaging group of excited fangirls, because, quite frankly, he didn't want them. He wanted Roxas, but he was out of his reach, now. It baffled him to realize that there was someone he couldn't win over, no matter how hard he tried. It rather ruined his 'casanova' image if the black eye didn't already. Speaking of the bruise, he probed his fingertips around it, pressing wherever it hurt the most to see if it was fatal. How long would this blemish last ? He didn't spite Roxas for marring his face, but now that he took it into full consideration, he was a bit upset. But Roxas's apology made his afternoon a lot better. Feeling smug, he curled himself up into an incomplete circle, "Yeah ? Well, I forgive you for all've that. I kinda deserved it." Then he paused and momentarily chuckled, "I I want you back, too, Roxas ... I want you back." More than anything in the world. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | A rather large smile spread upon Roxas' features as he heard that Axel wanted him back as well. His heart was beating a million times a second and he couldn't help but laugh slightly, happiness spreading throughout his body, running down his veins. "Yeah, you kinda did deserve it, but now I have to stare at your black eye when we're together. It ruins your wonderful face."He said with yet another laugh. "But I don't mind, as long as we're together you could lose an ear for all I care." This was fantastic, he and Axel were a couple again and nothing could tear them apart, not even a stupid cheerleader whom Roxas still wanted to punch, but he'd cross that bridge when he came to it. "So...we're boyfriends again?" It wasn't really a question, it was a statement. It was something Roxas needed to say out loud to make sure it was true."I wanna see you." He wanted to hug Axel for so long and so tight that he practically exploded. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | The bruise didn't hurt so much after he repeatedly pressed on it to numb the wound. He would have to put some antibiotics on the unsightly blemish to speed up the recovering process, but he would have to make Roxas do it for him. Like a baby, he always placed his head on his boyfriend's lap so Roxas could personally nurse his injuries. He was sort of a klutz, so he did fall and trip more often than the average person. And being part of a 'gang', it was embedded in his daily schedule for him to pick a fight with someone whenever his fists would feel itchy. He did claim the victorious position almost in all of his raw combats, but his triumph only left more bruises and cuts on his body afterward. After beating up a student he didn't like, he usually staggered into Roxas's embrace and left it in his care to disinfect his punctured lip or scratched cheek. Roxas, being his ultimate weakness, was the one who directly landed a punch below his eye, so it was his responsibility to mend it. After all, the kid did confess that he felt sorry for what he marked on his handsome face ... "So you're going to patch it up for me again ?" he asked with an ounce of hope, immensely touched at how forgiving Roxas was all of a sudden.So was he finally going to put their differences and problems behind them ? Oh, he hoped so. They wouldn't be able to survive a full evening without each other, anyways. They were pathetic, really. What was the point of such a huge and dramatic break up when they were going to crawl back to each other in a matter of a few hours ? Axel still couldn't believe how humongous of a gap Roxas left in his place, and now he realized how important the blond's existence was to him. "Boyfriends ? ..." he almost smirked, swinging both of his legs off to the side of the bed with a pleased exhale. He considered spiking back his hair again, but what was the point ? Roxas already saw him numerous times with his hair wet and messy unlike the rest of the human population. He never left his personal apartment without some sort of gel to hold up his hairstyle. "I prefer the term 'lovers', Roxy baby. ... Come over, then ? I was just about to order pizza. I can't step out of my door looking like this." he murmured in slight shame, wishing that he looked decent enough as of right now to make like lightning to his lover's house. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | A smile spread across his face as Axel asked him to patch up his bruise, much like he always did. He didn't like how Axel got into fights so often, but he couldn't stop the man from being in that...'gang' thing. If you could even call it a gang, it only had a handful of members, but that's what they considered themselves. "Yes Axel, I'll patch up my baby's wounds." He always had to take care of Axel whenever he got hurt, it was kind of cute actually and he didn't mind at all really. He liked to take care of the other male and tend to him, it made him happy. "Lovers, eh?" The boy said with a slight giggle. "Alright, we're not boyfriends, we're lovers." He said, confirming the other male's assumption. "Pizza?" He said excitedly, his stomach was growling at him to eat something, not having really eaten all day. "I'm on my way, love you." He immediately hung up and was putting on his shoes before he was in his car and on his way to Axels'. Roxas couldn't believe how much his day had turned around just from a simple phone call that hadn't even lasted five minutes. He was back with Axel and he was getting pizza, this may have just been the best day of the year for the young male.He arrived at his lover's apartment about ten minutes later and knocked softly at the man's door. He hadn't changed at all since Axel saw him at school, besides his hair being slightly out of place from lying on his bed. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | A wide grin crossed his lips as Roxas so willingly accepted the invitation over to his apartment and dinner. Even though it was just yesterday that they were making out on the couch, it seemed like forever that they were together. Axel couldn't even remember what happened in the early afternoon with this hysteric jumble involving a slutty cheerleader and a slightly insane boyfriend who beat the other because of some silly misunderstanding. This was how the world should revolve everyday, Axel decided. He didn't care if his future looked grim, because everything else didn't matter as long as he still had a part time job and his Roxy baby to love. "All right I'll see you later, Roxy baby ... I love you, too !" he crooned against his warm cellphone, flipping the device shut with an unmanly squeal. He didn't know he was capable of making such a noise, but who cared at this point ? Roxas was coming over, and Axel was still in his undergarments ! Well, that didn't really matter, because the two were actually very comfortable with being naked, too. Naked Roxas ... Axel daydreamed for a few seconds, placing his hands behind his head. The ceiling didn't look too bare, now. He imagined his lover on his side, clothed ever so slightly with a thin fabric as those luscious lips curved into a seductive smile ...He was idiotically smiling while fantasizing a fabricated reality, his fingers threading through his own flamboyantly crimson hair. Ah, darn. Pizza ? He forgot that he didn't have his paycheck this week ... and he wasn't up for going to the mall to withdraw a few bucks. Then he would just have to make one ! Though Axel ended up burning everything he set his hands on, when it came to cooking, he was pretty skilled at it. After all, living alone for two years really trained you to feed yourself and not rely on anyone else. With a lazy gait, he walked over to his fridge and skimmed its contents, deciding that it wouldn't be too hard to make pizza out of scratch. Besides ... Roxas would like it. In ten minutes, he got to finishing the dough, his hands covered with flour. His nose was also dotted with the powder, because he itched it once during his kneading. As the doorbell rang, he enthusiastically opened it without any hint of awkwardness or anger expressed on his handsome features."Baby ! I'm so glad to see you, kid !" he sneered, ruffling the other's blond hair with his flour caked hand. He moved aside for Roxas to enter, proudly placing a hand in the middle of his chest. "I thought I make today's dinner special and actually bake the pizza myself. I'm even going to try something different with the toppings ... how about ... potato wedges ... Doritos ... ranch ... with a sweet potato filled crust ? Hot sauce included, of course." he grinned, totally excited about their evening together, "You are staying over, right ?" |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | As Axel answered the door, Roxas couldn't help but bite his lip to keep from laughing at the male, he looked a bit ridiculous. He was dressed in only his black silk boxers, his hair was down and he had flour on the tip of his nose and hands, which he now put all in Roxas's hair, causing the boy to groan. "Axeeeeeel..." He whined as flour fell to the floor from him shaking his head. "Now I'll have to take a shower later." He stood on his tiptoes and pressed a kiss to the redhead's lips. "You look wonderful, by the way. Kind of like a lifeguard, if you pretend the flower on your nose is sunscreen." The boy grinned as he stepped inside, happy to be back in Axel's apartment, even though he was just there yesterday. He took off his light jacket and placed it on the couch, now only wearing his shirt and jeans, taking his shoes off shortly after removing his jacket. As Axel explained that he would be making the pizza and listed off his rather...unique toppings, Roxas did all he could not to gag. "Axel, that sounds absolutely disgusting." The boy laughed, moving over to hug his lover. "I'm sorry babe, but potato wedges and Doritos? A sweet potato filled crust? You're nuts." He smiled against his chest and placed a gentle kiss to it. "But I'll eat it just for you and of course I'm staying over, I always do when I come to your place." Roxas practically lived at Axel's apartment really, mostly going there after school and spending the night there, unless he had a test the next day. Axel and him got a bit too...'distracted' when they studied together and after a couple of tests that he failed, Roxas set up boundaries. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Almost in an instance, Axel was back to kneading the home made pizza's dough, the needed ingredients assembled and spread out on the cramped kitchen counter. With his arm, he wiped the mentioned flour from his nose and sniffled, shaking his hair free to make it look a bit more sightly. Oh, yeah, he was working up a handsome image for Roxas sure. "Yeah, about showers ... don't take it without me !" he excitedly added, inching over to his left to clumsily take a hold of the tomato sauce. After lathering the dough, he sprinkled several handfuls of shredded cheese over the flat, incomplete, and crimson coated pizza, sticking his tongue out to the side in intense concentration as he worked on his culinary masterpiece. Maybe if things went well that evening, he would consider doing his homework ahead of time. Even though his textbooks were all locked in Roxas's locker, he still had a few worksheets he needed to complete. If he brought it tomorrow, his ancient lady of a teacher would faint from a heart attack. Even as he was making the final arrangements to his lopsided pizza, he couldn't stop thinking about what Roxas would look like after a shower ... wet, gorgeous, and fucking sexy.He would have to let him borrow his clothes again, but his lover looked absolutely adorable in his oversized clothes. And he loved it when Roxas wore his sweaters, just because he looked completely fuckable in baggy clothing. "Why don't you go into my room and take a shower right now ? This'll take a bit to bake, anyways." he murmured, rinsing his powdery hands under the faucet. Now, mashing the sweet potatoes and actually slicing the potato wedges himself took some time, but he managed to get that task done in a few minutes, adding them onto his 'delicious' pizza. "And you never know until you try. You like my cooking, don't you ?" Axel grinned. Then again, he had to applaud Roxas for his strong stomach. He liked that about him, too. Roxas tried his cooking, no matter how horrible it looked. That was why he came to even appreciate and worship Roxas's handiwork, too even if it was just cereal sometimes. "All right, looks about ready !" he exclaimed, shoving the pan into the preheated oven with glinting eyes. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Roxas took Axel's advice and took off to his shower, even though he requested that they take one together, the boy wanted the damn flour out of his hair. As he stepped into the steaming shower, his body relaxed instantly. It was a bit chilly out that day and the heat felt good against his frigid skin. As he washed his blond locks, he couldn't help but think about all the memories that he and Axel shared in his shower. Memories of Roxas against the wall, Axel behind him and going full speed into him, memories of Axel sitting on the floor while Roxas sat in his lap and rode him until they were both satisfied. Ah, Axel's shower was a great place to have sex. The young male quickly washed himself and his hair, eager to get back to his lover and to get at the pizza, however it may turn out. He tied a towel around his waist, his blond hair sticking to his face and now fully down, much like Axels'.He stepped out into Axel's kitchen and smiled, watching Axel put the pan into the over. "Better be good, I'm starving." He announced, standing at the entrance of the kitchen, dressed in one of Axel's rather short towels and, water dripping down his slim body with only a smile on his face. Roxas would be lying if he said that he didn't have a hidden agenda in just wearing his towel, but he would never admit that to Axel. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | While Roxas showered, Axel was making preparations for dinner in hopes that it would turn out absolutely perfect. He couldn't afford to burn the pizza this time. If their meal ended up rising into flames, they wouldn't have anything to eat ! Maybe they could settle for take out, but he didn't have so much as a single penny in his apartment as of right now. Forced to hear the drizzling sound coming from the restroom, he suppressed his temptations to visit Roxas during his shower and took a comfortable seat in front of the oven. He would stare at it to know exactly how long it would take for it to rise and bake to a golden brown. His mouth was already beginning to water with the wonderful scent of dinner and of dirty thoughts pertaining to a naked Roxas in his shower stall. This couldn't be a dream. Roxas was actuallyshoweringin his apartment ! What happened to everything that occurred in the morning ? But he was currently happy, and that was all that mattered.After waiting a full five minutes in front of the smoldering heat of the oven, he stood and walked over to the fridge to take out a wine bottle he stole from the club he went to last night. It was especially reserved for this purpose, of course. He cradled the precious drink in his arms, scanning the back for any information about what it contained so he wouldn't end up knocking Roxas out cold, no matter how sexy and inviting that sounded. He didn't have fancy wine glasses, so two paper cups were set up on his dining table as he placed the liquor in the middle. Then, Roxas appeared in all of his feminine glory, looking as if he just descended from Heaven with that towel seductively wrapped at the protruding hip bones of his seductive waist, "Dayyyyymn, Roxas ! You've got me horny already !" His tongue involuntarily rolled along his upper lip eyes scanning his flawless body with hunger. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Roxas couldn't help but burst out in laughter at Axel's comment, his stomach flexing with each chuckle. "Thanks Axel, really." He muttered through his last fit of giggles. To tell the truth, Roxas was probably just as horny as Axel, but he wasn't going to admit it. Axel thought of him as an innocent little thing who really didn't get as horny as him, but that was quite a big misconception. "Do you have any clean clothes I could borrow? I don't really wanna wear mine again and yours are comfy to sleep in." He absolutely loved wearing Axel's clothes, they were so much bigger and baggy and oh so comfy, not to mention the other male seemed to get even hornier when he was wearing them for some strange reason that he could never quite figure out. It seemed that whenever he wore Axel's clothes, no matter what they were, the other couldn't keep his hands off of him. He could remember one time in the movie theater that Axel was practically begging to have sex because he kept touching his thigh and whispering seductive things in his ear and eventually the blond just mauled him and they had sex right there in the seats, it was quiet sex, but it was sex nonetheless now if only he could get Axel to be like that tonight, everything would indeed be back to normal and perfect. The boy placed his hands on his hip bones and shifted his weight to one side as he waited for Axel to get him some clothes. "Do you have...um those pajama pants? The green ones?" |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | "You're welcome," he smugly grinned, still unable to direct his eyes elsewhere but the boy's feminine body. Why was Roxas so damned perfect ? Maybe he was being biased because the said boy happened to be his lover, but he really was gorgeous. Axel could spend all day observing his significant other flip his hair or do a cute little twirl in front of him. But the redhead was sure that his dick would lengthen to quite an impossible size after going through the day like that. Crouching in front of the slowly baking pizza to get his mind off of Roxas, he turned his head towards him again, nodding, "I thought I put those in the laundry, but I'll check." He picked himself up with a grunt, ruffling the back of his head, the other firm on his upped hips. On the prowl into his room, he sneakily reached out and groped his boyfriend's unsuspecting ass, disappearing behind the door before Roxas could properly get him back. Digging through his messy drawers, he finally pulled out what the other wanted, fishing out a loose white t shirt he was quite fond of, too. Hanging them over his arm, he clumsily stepped out of his room and threw the pieces of clothing at Roxas, scoffing, "This'll be the last time I'll actually be asking for you to put your clothes on" Clothes were stuffy. That was why he liked baggy clothes on Roxas, because ripping them off was quite easy during their intimate moments.He glanced at the pizza. It was nowhere near being done, so they still had a maximum of twenty minutes to spare. With a mischevious grin, he faced Roxas, pointing over to the couch, "On second though, don't put those on ... how about ... we make out for a little bit ?" Yes, he was rather straight forward with his requests. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Roxas blushed a bit as Axel continued to stare at him, making him feel a bit self conscious. He knew he had a pretty decent body, but the other male made it seem like it was sent from the Gods above or something equally ridiculous like that. "Axel!" He shouted as his ass was squeezed as the male walked behind him. Oh, he'd get the male back for that somehow, he didn't know exactly what he would do, but he'd think of it eventually. He grabbed the clothes as they were thrown at him and dropped his towel to the floor, completely comfortable being naked in front of Axel. "Well, I can't just stand here in a towel for the rest of the night Axel, I need to wear something at least." He said as he pulled the shirt over his slim frame. "I'm going commando, I'm at least giving you that." He grinned at the older male as he pulled the man's pants over his naked legs. He rubbed is stomach a bit as it growled at him once again, begging for sustenance that wouldn't be coming for another twenty minutes. "I'd love to make out with you though." He said as he went up to Axel and quickly kissed his lips before moving over to the couch and laying on it, stretching a bit. "Alright, come and get me." |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Axel frowned when Roxas decided to ignore his simple request, secretly scheming to get rid of his clothes sooner or later. He was eager to entangle himself in the other's arms again, and with all of the excitement he could muster, he raced forward and pounced on Roxas buried in his flaccid nightwear. The couch creaked under their weight, but Axel shifted to comfortably rest on top of the blond, leaning towards the side so that they'd be able to explore each other a bit more when they were adjacent to each other. It felt so right to have Roxas at mere centimeters away from his own body, and because of their intimate position, he was able to wrap a carefree arm around his boyfriend's frame to pull their crotches closer. He desperately needed some kind of contact with that throbbing lower region ... The redhead was tempted to get down and dirty, but the conscience nagging at him told him otherwise, because he would get distracted again, thus burning the pizza in the oven. Roxas would make that incredibly difficult for him ... Once Axel got horny, he wasn't the type of man to let his erection go flimsy without releasing. "I swear, you get sexier everyday ..." he seductively whispered into his lover's ear, trailing those lips along the other's exposed neck. He tenderly kissed his jawline, his free hand simultaneously squeezing and stroking Roxas's thigh, occasionally moving up to squeeze his small ass. Yes, he was getting horny pretty fast this time around. His whispers became rugged growls, and Axel was already starting to helplessly thrust against Roxas's leg, his powerful grip keeping the smaller body still against him. "... Fuck, I just wanna screw you right now ..." he breathed like a starved animal, hungrily attaching their lips together for a prolonged kiss. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | The boy let out a yelp as the larger man sprinted towards him and then leaped on top of him, the couch creaking slightly under them. Oh God, was the couch going to break? How awful would that be? It seemed to hold both of their weight though as Axel moved to the side so they were now facing each other. "Axel...you're already hard." Roxas whispered with a slight smile as his and Axel's lower regions were pulled together. To tell the truth, the blond was already hard as well and rubbing his own clothed length against Axel's felt amazing. "I swear you tell me that at least once a week." He said with a smile as he bit softly into his lover's collarbone, placing a kiss to it as he lifted his mouth off. The boy's own hand went down and placed his hand on Axel's silk boxers, touching his shaft lightly. "...Then fuck me." He whispered right back to Axel, kissing him back with just as much hunger. Right now, Roxas was regretting putting on Axel's clothes, seeing as he was going to be removing them rather quickly, but he didn't give a damn that he was hungry as hell or that the pizza might burn, right now all he cared about was getting Axel to fuck him and fuck him hard. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Axel, like mentioned before, had an incredibly short attention span. Just a few moments ago, he was totally obsessed with baking that pizza to perfection, but now, he was all over Roxas like a horny dog. He was sex deprived. His body ran on his hormones to get him through the rest of the day, and his last intimate moment with his adorable blond was yesterday morning, which wasn't long enough for him to survive for this evening. "Why wouldn't I be ?" he growled against the other's neck, making sloppy kisses along the boy's collarbone in response to his boyfriend's signs of affection. "And I can say it forever if you want me to," he sweetly murmured, his loveydovey side becoming dormant once again as he nearly slammed his crotch into Roxas's exploring hand with need. He needed contact. As his request to fuck his delicious boyfriend was willingly approved without much thought, Axel's cat like grin spread wider to complete his facial expression of total satisfaction. "How would you like for me to fuck you, Roxas ? From behind ... at your side ... under you ... Make your request. I'll do it however you'd like today." he whispered, reaching over with one free arm to pull out a drawer from the nearest lamp counter. He kept bottles of lubricant here, because the couch was practically the most frequently used spot for their fucking. The showers was second. Then ... the bed, which was pretty ironic. |
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