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DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Seriously, all he ever thought about was scoring brownie points from Roxas that he hardly focused on the actual movie. Whenever the blond got a bit too bored, he usually offered that he get between his legs and suck him off, and the blond usually obliged if he was in the mood. Axel already had an erection in the water, and it stiffly pressed against Roxas' backside. He couldn't go a second without feeling horny again. "Oooh, I like those too, but I always get even more scared 'cause your reactions scare me the most," he teased, playing with the other boy's golden tresses. He frowned at the next part, wishing that he hadn't generalized him with "people". He should be the only one he should cuddle with during horror films ! He snapped out of his daydream when the blond mentioned the erotic movie again. "Ah, yeah. Nothing like straight out porn, but ... something that's mildly erotic," he dreamily murmured. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Roxas felt the male's erection against his lower back and simply sighed. "Are you seriously hard again? We're just in the tub!" He said with a slight smile, amused at the fact that he could turn Axel on just by being naked. He did love his boyfriend for that, he made him feel sexy nearly all the time, mainly because the redhead was always in the mood when he was near. Although, there were a few times when he wished Axel wasn't so horny, mainly when he just randomly got boners in public and he complained until Roxas would take care of them, but he really didn't mind. He raised his brow at Axel's suggestion of not straight out porn but something a bit erotic. "Like...soft core porn? Where they just like...make out in their underwear?" Why would he want to watch something like that? Foreplay? |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | When Roxas poked fun at him for being so hard in the tub again, Axel shrugged off his embarrassment with a soft chuckle, nuzzling his lips into his boyfriend's shoulder. "You're just that sexy, babe," he assured him, moving his strong palms underneath Roxas' legs and lifting him up with relative ease. Without permission, he nudged the tip of his stiff and standing erection against his boyfriend's hole, then eased the blond's weight down onto his shaft, sighing contently as his member was enveloped in Roxas' tight bum again. He had him sit on his lap instead, showing no signs of actually thrusting. He made sure Roxas was comfortable by wrapping his arms loosely around his waist and kissing his neck for comfort. "Yeah ..." he whispered, slowly spreading Roxas' legs open and stroking him between there. "Where they take it nice ... and easy ..." |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Roxas was about to flip his shit when Axel picked him up, his eyes growing wide. There was no way in hell he was actually going to fuck him again, was there? Well, as he soon felt the male's tip against his still stretched entrance, apparently there was a chance in hell that he was. He was going to protest, but as soon as he slid all the way down his shaft and he felt the male's balls on his rear, he was more than happy to have Axel inside of him again. "Nngh..." The blonde was already moaning from just the pressure of the male's length against his prostate and his length was springing back to life as Axel began to stroke him, his cock twitching a bit. "You're the devil, you know that?" In all actuality, Roxas saw Axel as his personal angel. His personal angel that just so happened to like to fuck him on a daily basis, but an angel nonetheless. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | He was relieved that Roxas had no intention of springing up on his erection and denying him any sexual pleasure. He really wouldn't have liked to be horny the entire day without any release ... How could he stop himself from having sex again when Roxas was so willingly naked like this ? He didn't move, though, but kept his cock stiffly inside his lover, caressing the boy's inner thighs and massaging his hardening member in the process. From time to time, he moved his hips and attempted a thrust, but he only slid inside half an inch further and pulled out that same distance again with no real progress. "Mmm, as long as I get to be your devil," he smartly responded, nipping and licking the shell of Roxas' ear and holding the boy's legs open as if he was being filmed from the front. If he was being recorded, the viewer would need a wide view, right ? "I'll let you go ahead and bounce if ya want ..." he seductively crooned, trailing his finger downwards to trace Roxas' stretched hole. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Roxas would never even think of denying Axel any sexual pleasure, not just because he loved the man, but any sexual pleasure he denied Axel usually meant denying himself of some as well. Even though the male was only thrusting about half an inch in and out of him and it wasn't even continuously, it was more than enough for Roxas to take notice of and it made him make little sounds of pleasure though they were barely audible. "You're terrible." The boy shuddered as he felt Axel trace his used and abused hole. "Absolutely terrible." He muttered, but nonetheless he put his hands on both sides of the tub and pushed himself up, feeling every inch of Axel's hard cock slip out of him until about only an inch remained inside of him, the tip. That mean that about eight inches of his length was below him, ready to spear into him. He let his weight fall into Axel's lap and suddenly he was completely filled with nine inches again, the male's length running across his prostate. "Shit...that's so fucking good." He said with a gasp, already lifting his hips again to bounce himself upon Axel's cock. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | He didn't really mind that Roxas so jokingly called him terrible, because he knew that the blond enjoyed this as much as he did. Sexual pleasure was so difficult to deny, and the boy's tight ass controlling his every nerve was impossible to ignore. Axel watched greedily as his boyfriend lifted himself up, witnessing how those sexy muscles moved smoothly in rhythm. He placed his hands on Roxas' hips and gently massaged them, silently encouraging him to slide down with vigor. That, he did and when Roxas impaled himself on his nine inch length, he shuddered and groaned, his fingers gripping Roxas' waist tightly. "Yeah, Roxas ... ride me ... Mmm, your ass feels so nice ..." he whispered, now lifting his hips every now and then to drill up whenever Roxas plopped down. He hoped he wasn't causing Roxas too much pain, because he really was restraining himself the best he could. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Roxas was in anything but pain at the moment, in fact, he felt amazing. He thought that his sore ass wouldn't be able to take Axel's throbbing cock until later tonight at the very earliest, but right now he felt absolute pleasure and nothing close to pain was even hinted at. He began to bounce a bit harder on Axel's length, increasing his speed just a tad, leaning his head back with a moan. "Mm...fuck..." He breathed out as his ass slapped into Axel's pelvis, causing the water around them to ripple and splash a bit. Only Axel could make him do this, coax him into getting fucked right here in the bathtub after not even ten minutes since he was last fucked. He was quite literally addicted to the male, addicted to his personality, his sexy looks, and of course his dick, the exact one that was giving him so much pleasure at the moment. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Many women and men alike probably wanted him for the size of his dick more than anything else. His looks were a plus, and his domineering personality was favorable, but he caught many girls staring straight at his crotch whispering to each other about how large it would be. Everyone in their school was practically addicted to sex, so it wasn't a surprise that they were interested in trivial matters such as these. How often do you come across a handsome man with a nine inch dick, anyways ? Axel knew Roxas loved his cock ... because it could reach certain sweet spots very easily. He rested back against the bathtub and helped his boyfriend ride his hips with his hands, craning his head forward to suckle Roxas' neck hungrily. "Yeah baby ... keep going ..." he ruggedly whispered, hissing and feeling himself get closer ... so close ... "Oooh, you love my cock, don't you ? Mm, riding me like a little slut ..." he growled, pumping Roxas' member much faster by now. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Normally, if they weren't fucking, Roxas would have turned and punched Axel in the face for calling him a slut, but in this situation, he only nodded and moaned. "Yes Axel, I love your cock. I'm your little slut..." He began to ride the male faster and harder, slamming his ass into the male's lap, his cock sliding in and out of his sensitive hole quickly now, hitting his prostate roughly. He was sure that the two of them would be together forever, not just because they got along so well, not just because they loved one another more than anything in the world, but because of their active sex life. Yes, Roxas was positive that neither of them could ever give this up, no matter how much they tried. They had broken up yesterday morning and it only took them about a seven hour period to get back together and within minutes of that they were already undress and Axel was filling him up! Roxas was surprised, but he already felt his orgasm approaching like a speeding bullet. "Axy...Axel...gonna cum!" The boy shouted as he fell upon Axel's dick one last time, his cock spurting out three lines of his seed into the water, his back arching and the rest of his cum spilling out onto Axel's fingers. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | When he had called him a slut, he had only meant a third of what he had said. Roxas acted like a whore sometimes, but he was nothing like a sex crazed prostitute in school or anywhere else. He observed that the blond actually acted a bit antisocial towards other people, making a few who didn't know of the power couple insult Roxas and call him a virgin as if being chaste was offensive. Hell, they had probably had sex more than any of them ! Indeed, their sex life was very active. Axel was being driven to the brink of insanity as Roxas pounded himself and rode his cock like there was no tomorrow, seeming so thrilled to be connected. With so much friction, he was losing himself, and without doing much but groaning now and then, Axel allowed Roxas to do most of the work by bouncing. He continued kissing Roxas' neck and littering hickeys all over his shoulders and back, huffing. "Mmmmnn ... R Roxas !" he snarled as his orgasm hit him at full blast along with Roxas', another saved load of his cum splattering out and filling his tight ass with his hot seed. Axel felt Roxas relaxing, and he loosened his tense nerves, too, going back down to trace Roxas' stretched ring of muscles. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | When anyone even dared to call Roxas a virgin, he simply laughed it off. Yes, he was a bit shy and reserved around some people, but that didn't mean he was a virgin. No, he and Axel fucked nearly everyday, no matter what obstacle stood in their way, they overcame it and then got right down to business. Hell, even the day that Roxas' aunt had died and he asked Axel to spend the night they couldn't keep their hands off one another and ended up fucking twice before they fell asleep! The boy gasped softly as he felt Axel's warm cum release into his passage for the second time this morning, filling him up to the brink once more. He went limp against Axel's chest, his own chest rising and falling rapidly as he took in heavy breaths. "You're still terrible, just picking me up and putting me on your dick as if I was a doll." He teased with a smile, grasping the hand that wasn't tracing his entrance and intertwining his fingers with Axel's own. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | He couldn't help but smirk at how adorable Roxas was. There were so many people willing to be his "one and only", but Axel would only have his eyes for his cute little blond. Axel hadn't been fond of longterm relationships, actually. He was a one time man, but Roxas had changed everything for him. He and his boyfriend had gone through so many things that nobody would ever know about them. "You are one. You're my doll, Roxas." he whispered, turning his boyfriend's head slightly so he could peck his lips romantically and sweetly. He thumbed the slit of his boyfriend's cock and released it after a few seconds, finally easing himself out of Roxas' tight ass for the second time that day. It wasn't limp, but actually half erect, refusing to stay down. He inserted the finger he had been tracing Roxas' hole with and slowly pulled it out afterward, emptying him out so that they wouldn't defeat the purpose of taking a bath. "I love you, Roxas." he murmured into his ear, taking a soapy loofah and lathering the boy's body with it. He leaned forward and fetched a bowl of water from under the faucet, then playfully dumped it over his lover's head, howling with laughter. Now, sometimes, they did really stupid shit like flood the entire bathroom by splashing water at each other ... |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Roxas' lips spread into a small smile at the kiss, not completely minding if he was Axel's doll at the moment. A doll was something you took care of and it was something you loved unconditionally, he would actually love to be the redhead's little doll. He squirmed a bit as Axel lifted him up and pulled his length out, his still semi erect length. The boy rolled his eyes, thinking to himself that he should really test Axel's blood for some sort of natural Viagara because there was absolutely no way in the world he could still be horny after two, in his opinion, great fucks within ten or fifteen minutes of each other. That was the magic of Axel though, he was already ready to go. He sucked in his breath as he replaced the missing erection with his finger and coaxed his cum out, seeping into the water. "Thanks." He murmured, leaning to kiss the male's cheek. "I love you too." Well, he did love Axel until he proceeded to pour water on him. His usual calm, warm, loving aqua eyes were now full of hate as he glared at the man through wet bangs. "You're going to die, Axel." He said in a rather calm, sort of psychotic voice as he pushed the water in the direction of Axel's face with his hand, splashing the male. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | He didn't recognize Roxas' voice soon after he had dumped that bowl of water on his head. He looked adorable, though his bangs were no longer poofy but slick and wet over his eyes. The sight made him throw his head back and roar with laughter, his hands automatically clutching his stomach as he nearly hacked out his innards. Sometimes, Roxas scared him. He was so petite and harmless on the outside but very threatening on the inside. No one would guess that Roxas was Axel's only weakness, because the redhead was nothing but a kitten when compared to his boyfriend. Roxas was like a menacing housewife ! One glare was all it took for Axel to shrink back against the tiled walls, his hands coming up protectively to shield himself from the splash. "Hey, no fair ! I was just tryin' ta wash your hair !" he chuckled, not caring that the water from the tub had sloshed out over the sides. He proceeded to splash his boyfriend, too, grabbing for the shampoo bottle before squirting a small amount and reaching forward to lather it on Roxas' head, giving him a noogie while he was at it. "You're not gonna get clean if ya don't stay still !" he laughed, sweeping Roxas' bangs back so his cute forehead showed. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | It was true, Roxas could be quite menacing if you knew him well enough. He wasn't the big, burly dude who could take you down with one punch, but he would figure out a way to make you go insane if you fucked with him. He's the kind of person who would inflict slow psychological damage over the years, such as taking your car keys from your purse and then placing them in the fridge or switching your glass of water with milk while you weren't looking, or he would send taxis and pizzas to your house every hour, on the hour and steal your cat only to return him seven days later every month. It was small things he would do, nothing major, but he would make sure you eventually lost your shit, or he would simply forgo all of that and run you over, depending how he felt. His eyes narrowed as he felt Axel's noogie. Oh, he was asking for it, he was really asking for it. Nonetheless, he stayed still for the moment and let his boyfriend lather his hair. "You are so mean to me. You fuck me and then you douse me with water. You're bipolar!" He huffed, crossing his arms over his chest after splashing Axel one more time. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Now that Roxas was facing him, it was easier to see his face and lather his hair with shampoo. To get the suds out of his eyes, he swept his shampooed hair back and leaned forward to kiss the center of his head, smirking triumphantly. "I love it when you pout like that. It makes you look so adorable," he chuckled, ruffling the boy's hair again. It was so fun washing Roxas sometimes. He had no responsibility when it came to completing his schoolwork or taking care of pets, but it was different when he had a boyfriend to tend after. Roxas returned the favor more often than he did, but it was still a fair exchange. He squeezed the blond's cheeks and pressed them together with a slight laugh, craning his head forward to plant a loud and playful kiss smack dab on Roxas' forcefully puckered lips. "Y'know, no matter what happens, I'm always gonna love ya, babe ..." he murmured, gazing at him sincerely as if he was hiding something rather ... sad. He cheered up a second after and commenced by pouring water over his head to rinse out the shampoo, filling up another bowl full to thoroughly wash everything out. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | The blonde's eyes bugged as his cheeks were pushed together and his lips were puckered up like a fish. He playfully pushed Axel's hands away after the kiss and laughed softly, wiping his lips with the back of his hand. "Ew, Axel germs." He teased, leaning forward to give him a real kiss. The boy's brow raised as Axel seemed as though he was being incredibly serious about the "no matter what happens" part of that sentence. It made Roxas feel a bit of anxiety and his heart seemed to tighten in his chest. He didn't like to think about things such as he and Axel breaking up or anything happening to either of them, it was just too painful and made him just plain sad. "I'll always love you too, Axel." He reached up for a moment and caressed the male's face for a moment before dropping his hand as the water fell upon his head, washing out the shampoo. He moved the bangs out of his face and smiled up at the red head, reaching for the bowl in his hand. "My turn now, man bitch." |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | There always was a rainbow at the end of a rainstorm, and in some odd way, it worked vice versa, too. If they were going to Las Vegas, there were going to be a few consequences that he didn't want to break to Roxas. He couldn't. In short, he had lived about four years with the realization that he had Hepatitis D, which was supposed to be some sort of a chronic disease he hadn't really cared about. His parents divorced and left him to be his own guardian, and the disease was pushed back when he ignored it for two years. The third year it popped back up a lot more seriously. Axel hated the doctor's, though, and with the crappiest job he had, how could he even dream of affording regular vaccinations ? No therewereno vaccinations available, yet there were treatments, and those were as expensive as regular chemotherapy. Axel didn't quite care, but then he had met Roxas, and he actuallywantedto live. But how ? If he didn't treat it soon, it was known to spread into a latent liver cancer one that didn't show symptoms but slowly killed in substitution. He visited a cliniconce, and he had been told that his condition was already too serious and that he should visit a bigger hospital. So he did, only to be hit with a big fat bill and a dwindling percentage of survival. That medical report was stuffed somewhere in his bookcase.He had tried saving up for his own cure, but ... it was a futile attempt to live. He was dirt poor, his parents were irresponsible but he had Roxas. Roxas was his everything. If Roxas really had broken up with him that morning, he really would have jumped off a building. His cure was Roxas' laughter and smile, so he wanted to see it again wanted to treat his boyfriend to something nice for a change. So he was using his two sessions of "chemotherapy" fund for two nights in Las Vegas. It was a more than fair trade. Axel reflected back on everything, then smiled a bit shakily. "Man bitch ?" he quickly recovered with a dramatic gasp, attempting to move the bowl further up so Roxas couldn't reach it. "Roxas ! That hurt," he sneered. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | If Roxas had even a hint, some little clue about Axel having some sort of deadly disease and that he was spending the money to take him on some trip to Las Vegas, he would kill him himself. He wouldn't wait for some stupid, silly disease to do it, he would probably drown the bastard in the tub right now. How dare the stupid redhead think something such as going on a trip to Las Vegas was more important than his life? Good for Axel's sake, Roxas was blissfully ignorant to the male having something as insignificant as the sniffles. He had never even questioned the male about things such as why he lived alone when he was still in high school, he simply figured that the information was extremely private and if Axel felt like sharing then he would, until then Roxas could live without the information."Yes, you are my man bitch!" He laughed, reaching for the bowl. "Axel! Gimme it!" The petite blonde demanded as he stood up in the bath and snatched the bowl from the redhead's hands, clutching it to his chest as if it was a map leading to buried treasure. "Now I am going to wash your hair and you will like it and you will be still, got it?" He had a teasing grin on his face as he sat back down in the tub and scooped some water in the bowl. "Lean over so I can get your hair you giant." |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | He remembered how he had been very rude at the clinic, too, but all of it had been a tough performance to conceal his fear. Why Hepatitis D ? If he had been one letter shorter, there could have been a cure. Why couldn't he have gotten Hepatitis C ? He was nowhere near the amount he needed to "fully cure" his untreatable disease, so there was no point in penny pinching for an unobtainable cause. Roxas would probably hate him for doing this in the future, but he wanted for his boyfriend to be happy and carefree. "Forever" seemed like such a greedy word. He could only nod and agree with Roxas for now, but he knew that if the doctors had been right, he didn't have a little bite of forever to live. Roxas would be so giddy in Las Vegas, and he wanted to see that smile. He wasn't dead now, so perhaps being with Roxas lengthened his life ? Laughter was the best medicine, after all."Well, as ya say, master," he joked, handing over the bowl rather willingly for someone who was about to be cruelly toyed with. It was so cute how Roxas tried to manage control over him sometimes. He was almost tempted to just lean forward and suck him off right there with how he was standing so close to him, but Axel resisted and nodded, bowing his head and smiling underneath the shadow that cast over his face. "Just keep in mind who's buying you that trip to Las Vegas, aiight ?" he teased. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | "Yes, yes, I know you're buying my plane ticket, Axy. I'm very grateful and excited, now hush as I wash you." He demanded as he poured the water over the redhead's mane, smiling as the usually spiked hair now fell down flat. Roxas ran his fingers through the fire colored locks and sighed. "Your hair is so pretty." He commented, grasping the shampoo and squeezing it out in his hands, rubbing them together to create a lather and then he scrubbed it into Axel's hair and scalp. He was always taught that he needed to really scrub the shampoo into your head for it to be clean and that's just what he did, worked the shampoo into the male's shiny hair. He filled the bowl back up with water and poured it onto the redhead's hair, making sure to keep all suds out of his eyes. "There, my baby's all clean." He smiled as he let another bowl full of water cascade down his face. He tipped the male's head up with his hand and kissed Axel's lips softly, lingering for a moment as he pulled away. "We need to pack." |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Axel smirked, satisfied with everything that Roxas had to say. He was deeply infatuated, and he didn't give a rat's ass if his obsession was healthy towards their relationship or not. Axel had lost most of his friends because of Roxas, but in a sense, the blond was his best friend. When they weren't being romantic and fucking each other like jackrabbits, they actually did get along like the closest buddies in existence. The redhead whined as his spiky mane fell limp and covered his face. He spat out water and tipped his chin up, pouting slightly as the blond lathered in the shampoo. He squinted to prevent the suds from getting into his eyes. Axel stayed still, though, resisting the temptation to wind his arms tightly around Roxas' legs and stay there. "Ahhh, the water's getting in my eyes !" he complained as the final wave of water splashed over his head. His glossy crimson hair matted to his face again, and he rubbed his eyes irritably. At the next command, he willingly swayed and reached beside Roxas' legs to drain the tub, brushing his hair back with a sweep of his hand. "Eh, not much, though. Just clothes and all that shit," he murmured, stumbling and reaching for a towel to wipe his face and dry Roxas' face, too. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Roxas smiled as Axel complained, giggling softly. He loved how the male still acted like a child when they bathed together at times, such as the splash fight and the bubbles and now even complaining as he got water in his eyes, it was so adorable. "Oh hush, it's not that bad." He ran his hand through Axel's mane and kissed the top of his forehead before he got out of the bath, dripping wet. "Yeah, we really only need like two days of clothes, we could probably fit both in one suitcase." He commented as he grasped a large towel and wrapped it around himself, drying his wet skin and opening it up, offering Axel a place of warmth with a large grin. He especially loved this part of the shower, where he and Axel shared a warm towel and dried one another off with it, snuggling close into it. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | When it came to baths, Axel really warped back into his child form. He couldn't help but be a little immature around Roxas in the restroom, because he personally loved baths. Still rubbing the water from his eyes and whining about how it stung, he climbed out of the bathtub and glanced down at Roxas as the smaller boy opened a fold for him in his towel. How cute. He wrapped himself in it with a sheepish smirk and kissed the tip of his boyfriend's nose, rubbing himself dry on the blanket that caped both of their bodies. His hair was dripping, though, and he just now noticed how wet the floor was. "Aww, look whatcha did to the floor, babe !" he whined, lifting one foot to prove how dripping wet it was. Though he had started the splash fight earlier, he wanted to tease his boyfriend by saying that he was faulty. He grabbed another towel and threw it on the floor, knowing that his previous theory that 'the water will evaporate eventually' didn't exactly work so wonderfully sometimes. He took another folded towel and ruffled his hair with it, moving quickly to dry Roxas' for fear of his baby catching a common cold. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | The blonde's eyes widened as he was blamed for the complete ocean that was the bathroom floor. How dare Axel accuse him of such a heinous crime? "Excuse me? Was I the ass who started splashing my completely innocent boyfriend with water? I don't think so!" He defended himself with a stern look on his face, snatching the towel that he and Axel shared away from the accuser. As soon as his hair was dried he stomped out of the bathroom with a smile on his face, knowing that the redhead was teasing and he was as well. The boy let out a heavy sigh as he laid down in his boyfriend's bed, wrapping himself up in the towel. "Pack my bags for me, man bitch!" Roxas called out to his boyfriend with a slight laugh, closing his eyes for a moment. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Well, they both were very much lazy, so Axel decided to leave it with his infamous "it'll evaporate eventually" theory and stepped out of the bathroom still dripping and jokingly disappointed at having lost his only source of warmth. He contemplated throwing himself on Roxas, but he realized that they barely had any time to actually pack and get to the airport. "Ehhhh ? I have to do all the packing ?!" he complained, snatching his cellphone from the bed and flicking Roxas' forehead as small payment for the work he would have to do. He decided to call a service center and order a taxi to take them to the nearest airport, because he didn't want to pay a two night's worth of parking fee to have his car there on a lot. Once he was done asking for one from a nearby service center, he looked around his room and dug out a black rolling luggage bag large enough to fit both of their things and a lot of miscellaneous stuff. He laid it open in the middle of the room, then tugged open a few of the drawers, flinging both of their shirts and pants into the suitcase. He packed pajamas, socks, boxers, extra shirts, and tank tops, then rushed into the bathroom for toiletries. "You want me to pack you some tampons, babe ?" he called from the restroom, stifling a laugh. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Roxas watched with eager eyes as the male rummaged around the room, throwing their things into the suitcase without care, his naked form a sight to behold as the blonde watched his lover's penis sway this way and that way, snickering quietly to himself. The snickering immediately died as soon as Axel asked if he wanted tampons though and he glared at the bathroom entrance. "Yes honey, pack them! I feel my period coming on and you know that means that we can't have sex!" Axel could be evil at times, insinuating that he was a female, ha! Women wished that they were Roxas, not the other way around. The male finally sat up and grabbed some clothes from the drawers that he left here and pulled them on. He wore a tight, black t shirt, a pair of Axel's boxer briefs, and a pair of ripped jeans that he had bought a year ago. He really needed to bring more clothes to Axel's house apparently. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Wait, no sex ? Aww, how awful ! Axel grinned in the restroom, then fetched the toiletries in a plastic Zip loc back, throwing in an extra bottle of lubricant and flavored condoms for perks. Though he didn't really find the need for protection, there was always something good coming out of a sweetened dick, right ? When he came out with his arms stuffed full of their belongings, he glanced at Roxas who was already dressed so casually in his clothes and his own. He was probably wearing his favorite boxers because they were the most comfortable ! "If you wear too tight of clothes, they're actually gonna hit on you over there," he huffed, throwing Roxas a flimsy white jacket that would surely sag a little. He didn't want anybody to get the wrong idea that they were merely friends. He wanted the world to know that they were together and that Roxas was off limits ! He would forever be off limits. Forever. Axel tugged on a pair of checkered crimson boxers and slipped into a pair of black jeans, wearing a loose but stylish white logo tee and a waiter vest on top of that. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | The blonde rolled his eyes at Axel's accusations. People were never going to hit on him, not when the sexy redhead was around to distract everyone with his good looks. "You're nuts and this jacket is hideous." He said plainly, checking out the white jacket. "It doesn't even fit me! I remember this jacket!" He let the horrid thing fall to the bed as he went to pick out one of his, well, the only jacket that he had in Axel's closet. "Better." He said as he picked out a snug black jacket, folding it into the suitcase. "You look smashing." He said with a grin, adjusting the male's waiter jacket so that it fit perfectly. He leaned up and pressed a kiss to the male's lips, pulling away with a smile. "Are we ready?" |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Axel marginally frowned as Roxas threw his jacket over the side of his bed and called ithideous, exclaiming that it was oversized. That was the entire point, wasn't it ? He didn't want Roxas to boast his slim and petite figure to every street predator out there ! He wanted something to sag below his waist so it looked like he didn't have much of a body so rapists would think twice before snatching him clear from view. He was all right he looked threatening enough with his icy emerald eyes and fiery red hair to ward off anyone who would so think of hitting on him, but Roxas was just a bunch of ... adorableness and fluff. He stared at Roxas fix his vest and plant a kiss on his lips, then he snagged the hood and draped it over his boyfriend's head, tightening the strings with a chuckle as it scrunched up his face. "I don't want you getting raped in Las Vegas," he mumbled, looking around. Should he pack some food ? ... But he was so lazy. "I should style my hair," he sighed, running a hand through his wet hair. He almost never left home without spiking it up, which was why he had included his gel in their luggage. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Raped? The boy's brow raised at this word. Why the hell would he get raped? Axel worried way too much, it wasn't like Roxas' body was a siren song to any gay male in the surrounding area, it may be to Axel, but certainly not to anyone else! "Who is going to rape me Axel, honestly? You'll be by my side the entire time and it's not like I'm flaunting anything, I'm just wearing my clothes." He said as he attempted to free his head from the confines of the cloth prison. "You're so mean to me!" He called out as he finally shook his head free. "You want to style your hair?" The blonde sighed, running his hand through his own wet mane. "I'm not styling the mess that's on my head so you don't get to do yours. We're going to look like shit together." He grinned at his boyfriend, taking his hand. "C'mon, I wanna get there already!" |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | He wasn't too fond of the "bright" idea of having Roxas flaunt his body down the streets like a trophy. He had heard that Las Vegas citizens were natural predators, and it was his sole duty to protect his one and only from sexual harm ! He would be there to beat off the crazy people, but he didn't want so much as a stare down where his boyfriend's cute ass was. "They'll rape you. I know it. My senses are tingling," he complained, trying to find some way for Roxas to cover up a bit more so he would feel more at ease. Maybe once they would get to the Las Vegas airport, he'd force something on him to make him look less attractive if that was possible. As Roxas grabbed his hand and jerked him to the side, he pointed towards their luggage. "Whoa, calm down, babe. I can't go out looking like this !" he huffed, kneeling beside their bag to grab his handy bottle of gel. Right there and then, he messed with his mane, making it look close to what he usually made it look like. When it moved into shape, he used the leftover goop on his hands to make Roxas' hair into something of a masterpiece. "All right. Now we can go after I fetch my wallet and cellphone," he murmured. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Roxas erupted into a small fit of laughter. Axel's rape senses were tingling? What the hell? He wasn't going to get raped! What didn't his boyfriend understand about this? If anyone tried anything he'd simply either beat the shit out of them or run like hell and if neither of those worked he had Axel there with him! He groaned as Axel made him wait for him to style his goddamn hair. Honestly, between Axel's hair and his hips of steel he swore that he had at least a little bit of female in him, just a bit. "Ah! What the hell!" The boy complained as Axel ran the sticky goop into his hair as well, probably making it look even worse than it already did. Right now he didn't care though, all he cared about was getting on that plane and getting their asses to Las Vegas. "Wallet and cellphone?" He questioned, running to the bedside stand and grabbing both of their cellphones and wallets. "Here." He said, throwing both of Axel's belongings at him. "Are we ready nowwww ?" The boy whined, a frown upon his face. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Axel had actually made Roxas' hair look decent ! He swept his bangs back with one final brush of his palm over his forehead and hoped that every spike was in place. Axel had been styling his hair for so long that he didn't necessarily need a mirror to achieve a perfect hairstyle for the day. "Ah, you look gorgeous. I actually made you look a bit better," he chuckled, finding it absolutely adorable how Roxas was so sensitive and impatient now. He was glad that his boyfriend was looking forward to the long trip there, though. He caught his cellphone and wallet and shoved them both into his back pockets, picking the handle of the zipped suitcase up. He scanned the apartment as a last minute check to see if they were missing anything nothing he supposed they were set. "Yes, we're ready " he chimed, tapping Roxas' eager ass forward and shooing him out of the door, locking it behind him with his set of keys. The taxi was already waiting in the lot, and as they came towards the vehicle, the driver helped load the luggage in the drunk and escorted them inside. "Hey mister you gotta pillow or somethin' around here ? My baby needs somethin' to get comfortable with on the ride there," he murmured, having Roxas slide in first as the driver passed back a small cushion to the redhead who in turn handed it to his boyfriend. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Roxas grinned wide as soon as Axel said they were ready. He was already more than impatient to get his ass to the city of Elvis impersonators and drunken weddings. "Great!" He exclaimed as the other male pushed his plump rear forward and out the front door, the taxi cab already waiting for them. He blushed as soon as his boyfriend asked the driver for a cushion for him, embarrassed beyond belief. "Axel, my ass doesn't hurt that bad." He whispered into his ear, kissing his neck softly. "But thank you for the consideration of my rear." He said with a smile as he pulled away, sticking the pillow under his bum. While the majority of his ass didn't hurt, his sensitive entrance was a bit sore from Axel's rough and frequent fucking. It happened often, the throbbing of his hole, but the temporary pleasure he got from his lover was more than worth it. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Leather seats were uncomfortable, so it was better for Roxas to be sitting on a cushion the entire way. Axel had promised him that he would be the protector of his health, right ? Grinning as he shut the car's door, he leaned forward and murmured, "LAX Airport, please. Step on it, too we're kinda late and I don't wanna wait in that damned place for another flight." Thankfully, the driver was a carefree and chipper man, so he didn't take Axel's rude orders to heart and chimed in with an accented 'yessir', automatically and smoothly driving out of their lane. The redhead leaned back, but kept his head slightly arched forward so the seat wouldn't mess up his hair. It seemed like forever since he had actually taken a trip out of their dull hometown and into somewhere new. Las Vegas would be very different than their cozily populated town, and losing Roxas made him all the more nervous. What if the blond found some other punkish guy who looked better than him there ? Roxas didn't know any better he had only seen and compared the ugly guys here to a seemingly handsome Axel. Yes, he was pretty hot, but there was always a 'hotter' out there somewhere. Axel chewed on his lower lip and glanced out the window, sighing as the blurred scenery passed them. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | The boy reached over and grasped Axel's hand in his own, lacing their fingers together. He was truly excited about visiting a new city, a freaking huge new city at that. Their small, pathetic little town was nothing compared to a densely populated on such as Las Vegas. This got him thinking on the same same track that Axel was thinking, what if the other male found someone better looking than him? A skinner male with a bigger ass and a better personality? In their small town Roxas was undeniably the best looking gay boy for Axel to choose from, not that there were really many options though. There was always that kid Jesse, but he sort of had some acne problems and wasn't the most fit boy in town. In Las Vegas however, there would be drunk gay guys all over the place and they were from all over, everyone went to Las Vegas, it was literally a melting pot of attractive people from all over the world! He gripped Axel's hand tighter as they got closer and closer to the airport, moving closer so that he was snuggled into his body. There was no way in hell that his boyfriend was going to get interested in anyone else, not on his watch. "I love you." He whispered to the male, leaning up to kiss his cheek softly, pulling away with a smile. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | It seemed as if both of them had their own personal problems with going to such a bustling city like Las Vegas. Axel would probably end up picking one or two fights there, but there were no rules in such a pow wow town. There were casinos, alcohol, sex, and a whole bunch of gamblers all grouped in one metropolitan city of fluorescent lights. There was no telling what might happen to Roxas there, or who he might like in terms of a significant other. He hoped the blond wouldn't be as stupid as he was in the club with the fat cheerleader. Roxas was his if he was to go by elementary terms, he would probably claim that he had found him first. He had spent countless nights tossing and turning to think of a romantic proposal idea that the blond couldn't reject. He had spent two solid years with this kid, and he wasn't letting some Las Vegas douche snatch him away ! This was their honeymoon, after all. When Roxas snuggled into his side, he welcomed him by wrapping an arm around his shoulders, pressing a soft kiss to his forehead in response to his innocent peck on the cheek. "I love you too, Roxas," he murmured quietly, moving up the other boy's thigh with his free hand."You two are a cute couple," the driver chortled, glancing at them through his rear view mirror, "It's good to see a relationship that's not awkward for once." |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | The taxi driver's comment made the blonde smile wide, he always loved hearing compliments about how close he and Axel seemed, it just gave him that extra bit of confidence that assured him that he and Axel would be together for as long as they live and possibly even after that, depending on which church you went to. It was also nice that the taxi driver wasn't some homophobic asshole who would force the two of them out of the cab because they were a couple. "Yeah, our relationship is anything but awkward." He said with a slight laugh, relaxing into Axel's side as he rested his head on the male's bicep. "We just celebrated our two year anniversary a few weeks ago." He said with a smile, looking up to Axel with his blue eyes. "What about you? Do you have a significant other?" Roxas always felt strange when he asked people if they had a partner, he never liked to use the term significant other, but people, especially males, got offended or freaked out a bit if he asked if they had a boyfriend or girlfriend. Being politically correct was some tricky shit. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | "Yeah, anythin' but awkward. I'm takin' him on a trip to Las Vegas. Aren't I so nice and romantic ?" he bragged, nuzzling his nose into the top of Roxas' head and breathing in his scent with an exaggerated exhale. For some odd reason, he loved sniffing his boyfriend because he always smelled like soap. Sometimes, when he wore his clothes, the boy had his scent on him. He wore light cologne, but Axel actually preferred to smell more like soap or baby lotion if anything. He wasn't so interested about the driver's relationship per say, but since Roxas was polite enough to strike up a conversation, he guessed he had no right to start groping the blond right there in the middle of their small talk. He did constantly stroke the other boy's thigh, though, traveling higher occasionally when he felt Roxas didn't notice it. He was horny again, but that wasn't a real surprise."Yeah, that's real romantic Las Vegas is a nice place if you know what to see and do. I'd advise for the both of you to be careful, though. There's no telling what might happen to a couple of young teenagers like you two." the driver sighed, staring straight forward at the freeway road stretched out in front of them. "Ah, that's not for me. Love is just an illusion, don't you think ? It's not exactly real." he explained, setting the mile counter to zero again. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | He always wondered just why in the hell Axel seemed to sniff him so much when they were close, he figured it was pheromones or some other science crap so he ignored it, but thought it was cute nonetheless. His brow raised slightly as he felt the redhead rubbing his slender thigh, he figured it was just a way of the male showing his affection towards him until he felt him become increasingly closer to his rather sensitive privates. The boy was half hard now and his length strained against the boxer briefs he was wearing which just so happened to be Axel's. He glared up at the male, mouthing for him to stop, not wanting the taxi driver to get any idea of what the male was doing to him. "I think we'll be fine. Axel won't even let anyone look at me and I don't plan on doing anything stupid." He kissed the male's cheek again, as if that somehow emphasized that they were going to be good this weekend. "An illusion?" The boy's brow raised at this man's point of view on love. He guessed it could be considered an illusion since it was technically all in people's heads, but he'd much prefer to think of his and Axel's love as something grand and wonderful, not something that was meaningless. "I guess you can view love like that and it's perfectly logical, but I'd like to think it's a little more than that." He looked up to the redhead he so adored. There was no way what he felt for the man could mean nothing, or at least he wanted to believe it didn't. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | "Ah, so that's your name ? He's Axel, and you're ... ?" the driver trailed off, then nodded his head in understanding as Axel filled in the blank for him, piping up with his boyfriend's name in the most excited voice. "Huh. What suiting names, too," he complimented, placing both hands on the steering wheel as they drove out of the freeway. He found the two lovebirds absolutely adorable, but what surprised him the most was that their relationship had lasted two years and they were still so sticky with each other. He admired their perseverance and fidelity. They soon arrived in front of the crowded airport, and he parked in front of the entrance, glancing back at the couple. "Don't worry about the fee. Have fun in Las Vegas you two," he said, waving as Axel tugged Roxas out with a thanks.The redhead climbed out of the taxi, completely happy with the fact that he hadn't paid a penny so far. He unloaded their bag from the trunk, then waved the driver goodbye, glancing up at the unfamiliar airport. He grasped Roxas' hand so he wouldn't get lost, then bent down to dig through the front pockets of the bag, bringing out both of their passports in a bag. He had asked Roxas for it a long time ago and never bothered to return it. He handed the small pamphlet to his boyfriend with the airplane ticket inside and held his own, dragging the bag forward. "Wouldja' just breathe in the scent of adventure ?" he sighed. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | "What a nice man." Roxas commented as the driver pulled away, getting a wave from the petite boy. He was truly surprised that they had been treated so well by a taxi driver, people who were notoriously greedy, or at least that's what Roxas gathered from all the movies he'd seen with taxi drivers in them. He held tightly onto Axel's hand as he watched what seemed to be an insane amount of people move about the crowded airport. This place was huge, but it seemed as if every person in the state of California was in here! "Don't lose me!" The blonde said as he raised his voice so Axel could hear him over the announcer. He truly was worried about being lost in this strange place, he couldn't even imagine how he would feel once they got to Las Vegas, an entirely new goddamn city! |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | "Well, then you shouldn't dawdle and zone off thinking about taxi drivers." he scoffed, giving his boyfriend's hand a light squeeze and a firm tug to get them through the sliding doors. Once they were inside, the intense roar of the crowd blew him away. Why were there so many people here ?! You barely saw this many people at the Brea Mall on Black Friday ! He had to nudge his way through the crowd in the front of the airport, managing to follow the lit announcement boards on the top to find where they needed to check in. Even though this was Axel's first time in an international airport, he knew what came first, and so he first ran their tickets and luggage through a validation check, lacing his fingers tightly with Roxas'. He didn't want to lose sight of him. The woman at the counter pointed towards their next station, then took their black bag, telling them that it would automatically be boarded on the airplane. "Cool. This place isn't as complicated as I thought it would be," he mumbled, following the crowd towards where the lady had pointed them out to earlier.Then, he noticed a McDonald's corner restaurant. He glanced down at Roxas, then pulled out his wallet, flipping through the fresh bills he had withdrawn from the bank earlier. "You wanna get some fries to eat or somethin' ? For you, babe I'll even throw in chicken nuggets." he offered, already pulling him towards the end of the line. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Roxas nodded in agreement that it was actually much easier to get through the airport and ready to go than he first thought it would be. To be honest, the boy pictured constant security checks and possibly even a strip search, ever since that whole 9 11 fiasco he heard countless stories of how unbearable getting through airport security was, but he was happy to have those stories proven wrong. His eyes widened into a rather dramatic look of shock on his face as Axel mentioned buying him chicken nuggets in addition to some fries. "Really Axel?" His voice was filled with excitement, but he had an obvious teasing tone. "You're going to get me chick nuggets as well? This is the best day ever!" He said with a grin, bringing the hand that held onto Axel's up to place a kiss on it. "You're so good to me, I swear I could never find anyone better." He said with a slight laugh, looking up to his boyfriend. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Yes, even when it came to pampering his boyfriend, Axel was a penny pincher. He usually spent most of his income on clothes and video games, so spoiling Roxas had never been a 'do' on his endless list of tasks to accomplish. Roxas was better off than he was, so why bother, right ? He did include a few gifts here and there, but he never made his gift givings very frequent. The blond needed to appreciate the smaller treats in life. He had worked an extra thirty minutes for those chicken nuggets, damn it ! "I know, I know. No need to thank me, babe. I'm just the best there is," he smugly boasted, coming up to the front and ordering a large fry, six piece nuggets, and a small drink. When the register girl handed him an empty cup, he passed it down to Roxas and slapped down six dollars on the counter, receiving the change with hilarious dignity but in all seriousness. "Sometimes, Roxas, I think I spoil ya too much," he joked, later taking the rolled up bag from the pick up counter. He handed it to his boyfriend, seeming so proud of having bought his boyfriend breakfast that he was practically glowing with happiness. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | It was a good thing for Axel that Roxas didn't really eat too much, he was small and compact and he didn't need much to survive, this was especially good if they had to share six chicken nuggets, a large fry, and a small drink for the rest of their lives. He grabbed the cup and the bag of scrumptious food and found them a small table, setting the food down before heading over to the soda machine and filling the cup up to the top with Coke, Axel's favorite drink. He returned to the table with a sigh and a slight smile on his face as he pulled out the food and laid it out on a few napkins. "I feel like the King of England." He grinned at the redhead, stealing a fry off the table and scarfing it down in one bite. Roxas truly didn't mind the sort of lifestyle he and Axel chose to live by, penny pinching and eating at McDonald's as opposed to a real restaurant or even a Chili's for that matter. As long as he was with his baby and they were both in good health, he was happy. "Eat fast so we don't miss our plane." |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | The chaotic buzz of the airport really messed with his eardrums, and though Axel preferred being in the center of a large crowd, he didn't want to be surrounded by a million people all at once. Each individual was talking about something else, and altogether, the noise was deafening and very cacophonous. He looked around the airport for any more familiar signs, finding the plane departure and arrival times all listed in neon orange. Their flight was to leave an hour later, but they needed time to actually get through the metal detectors and passport checks. He took a sip of the Coke, then munched down on the fries, dipping a chicken nugget in the BBQ sauce before taking a noisy bite out of it, too. "So what do you wanna do first in good ol' Las Vegas ?" he asked, throwing the empty bag into the nearest trashcan and turning back to Roxas, "If you're into that sappy stuff, we could go watch that fountain show ... I mean not that I wanna see something like that ..." He huffed and played with a fry, tapping his foot to some odd rhythm. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | As they finished their five star meal Roxas too had trouble dealing with all the noise. He wished that the airport was rented out for just the two of them to do as they pleased before they had to board, but sadly that was not the case and he had to deal with a couple thousand other idiots who were frantic about making their plane on time. He smirked as Axel asked him what he wanted to do first in Las Vegas. "I want to check into the hotel." He said plainly, looking up to the male before cracking a smile. "I'm kidding, I'm kidding. Don't hit me or anything." He leaned into the male's pressing their bodies together as he hooked his arms around the small of the male's back. "I'm sure we'll figure something out, no need to worry." Roxas said, burying his head into the male's chest with a sigh. "I'll have you know that I know what you were doing while we were in the cab." He said as he looked up to the male, glaring at him. "No more trying to make me hard while we're in taxis, okay? I've still got half a woody from your goddamn rubbing." He muttered, looking away from the redhead and towards the security check. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Axel cracked another one of his bright smiles once Roxas repeated his smartass comment about checking into the hotel first. He had almost seen that coming. He was tempted to lean over and peck his boyfriend's lips for being so irresistibly adorable, but Roxas was already leaning into him like a love deprived critter, cuddling rather fondly into him as if he needed his warmth and companionship more than anything else in the world. He raised a hand hesitantly and stroked the back of his boyfriend's head, loving the feeling of the blond's silky hair weaving through his fingers like ribbons of water. "It's not my fault you were sitting so close to me," he complained, jutting out his lower lip in a slight pout as he scanned the food that they had managed to finish in a short ten minutes. Axel wanted to touch and violate him in more ways than one, but now wasn't the best time and location. He did turn Roxas' chin towards him to kiss the blond rather deeply for a few seconds, then stood up, leading his boyfriend out of the McDonald's shop and into the hustle and bustle of the overpopulated airport. He followed the neon signs until he came to their gate, then with their passports handy, he offered his to the guard and waited for Roxas to hand over his, too, holding his hand tightly as they were directed to the metal detector line. "Ehhhh no sex until tonight ... how boring ..." he sighed, leaning the small of his back against the railing as they waited behind a few more passengers of the same flight. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Roxas suddenly blushed as Axel kissed him with quite a bit of passion for a few seconds. He never really liked to show public displays of affection unless they were in the hallways at school or there weren't quite as many people around as there were now, but he always did like to be kissed by the male, there was no denying that painfully obvious fact. After the sexy redhead gave his passport to the guard Roxas did the same and got his back within seconds, the guard hurrying them along into the line for the metal detector. "I know, I know," the boy sighed, shifting his weight from one leg to another as they waited patiently in line, "I'm sure you'll find some way to either relieve yourself or control yourself babe." He smiled softly up to him before emptying out his pockets into one of the containers that had to go through the metal detector. "If not, then...well...I don't think the people on the plane will appreciate you jacking off right there in the seat." The boy gave a teasing grin, gently pushing Axel. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | How could he wait until that night to touch Roxas however he wanted ? It was unfair, and Axel was already brainstorming some ways he would be able to get away with jacking off without being seen. He knew Roxas wasn't very fond of dramatic public displays of affection, and he was a bit uncomfortable with strutting his stuff in densely populated areas, too. School was different, because all of the students were either his age or younger, so he didn't mind them observing. Axel deposited his cellphone and wallet into the same bin as Roxas', eying the guard curiously as the man separated the battery pack from the cellphone before running it through. "I don't necessarily need to touch it to jack off," he whispered, using the few minutes he had before entering the metal detectors to wrap his arms around Roxas and pin him up against the railing, his lips running over the blond's neck and his crotch desperately brushing up against his boyfriend's. After a minute, though, he actually separated their hands and moved into the metal detector, undergoing the procedure with a dull expression. After he was through, he picked up their belongings and waited for Roxas on the other end, extending one hand for the other to take. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | What in the hell did Axel think he was doing? There were people here! People with eyes nonetheless and he was just going to do as he pleased, pinning him against the railing and just start rubbing against him? He didn't say anything though, he kept quiet as the male practically molested him right there in public until Axel decided it was a good time to pull apart, about the same time that Roxas was now fully hard. He walked through the metal detector shortly after his boyfriend and took his hand, "you're terrible." He huffed, trying to sneakily adjust his pants so his dick wasn't so terribly uncomfortable. Why did Axel do this to him? Why did he act so evil at times? He knew it was because the other couldn't really keep his hands off of him, but dammit sometimes they needed to be a bit civilized! He squeezed the male's hand and began to drag him towards their gate quickly, although it was a bit uncomfortable with his throbbing erection. He would have to deal with it though, there was no way in hell he was going to strip naked and take care of it right here in the airport. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | "Couldn't help it. I think I need a little break here and there to get me through the day," he yawned, making sure that Roxas' hand fit nicely in his own as he tugged him towards the final station where they were supposed to wait for the flight gate to open. There were ten minutes to spare until the line would get ridiculously long, but meanwhile, all the people were waiting in a rather quiet lobby. Unlike the heart of the airport, this little room was cozy and light. Axel chose the seat nearest to the double doors leading to the airplane chute and pat his lap for Roxas to sit on for a while. He then proceeded to wrap his arms lovingly around his boyfriend's waist, then nuzzled his lips against his shoulder, kissing it tenderly with a satisfied 'mmm'. It was a bit uncomfortable now that Roxas was sitting on his erection, but it was arousing at the same time, because his dick recognized the feel of the blond's ass and strained to stick up into it. "Mmm, in Las Vegas I'm gonna buy you a cute little vibrator so I could keep the remote and make the bullet buzz whenever I want ... Would you like that Roxas ? You want something buzzing down there while I tease you up here ?" he seductively whispered into his ear, running one hand up his boyfriend's shirt to roll his fingertip over a nipple. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Roxas hesitantly took his seat in the male's lap, his own erection straining against his already tight pants. He sighed contently as Axel wrapped his arms around his slim waist and pulled him closer, causing his rear to grind against his boyfriend's raging erection. His eyes widened slightly as he felt the erect dick slide against his ass, looking around to see if anyone noticed the two of them. Thankfully, this was a rather cozy little room and there weren't too many people here and the ones that were here were either busy reading or listening to their iPods, not paying attention to the lovebirds. "N No, Axel!" He whispered sternly to him, referring to not only the vibrator but also how the male was teasing him by sliding his fingertip over his nipple. While the two were alone they could do whatever they damn well pleased, but out in public they couldn't be the fearless sexual couple they usually were. Nonetheless, it did turn Roxas on a bit to be in public like this, the both of them hard as rocks and pretty damn horny. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Like a puppy being scorned, Axel whimpered against the shell of his boyfriend's ear and desperately pressed his distinguishable erection up against Roxas' petite ass, slipping his hand out and eventually laying it over the blond's own clothed dick. "What's wrong, babe ? No one can hear us," he lowly murmured, tracing the faint outline of Roxas' member standing straight up beneath his jeans with the tip of his index finger. He wanted so much to lay him across these seats and fuck him right there and then to hear those moans echo louder than the annoying announcements booming through the entire airport. However much he wanted to violate his boyfriend's privacy and have it his way, he didn't want to make Roxas feel seriously uncomfortable. So when the boy squirmed a bit, he immediately stopped his teasing and resorted to light cuddling, his palm still running over Roxas' crotch and occasionally across his stomach. "I think you cut off the circulation to my legs, babe," he groaned, fishing out the small MP3 player he had also brought along with his cellphone and wallet. He scrolled down to "Say My Name" by Destiny's Child and plugged in his earphones, offering one bud to Roxas if he wanted to listen as well. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | The blonde shuddered as if he were on the top of Mt. Everst once Axel touched his clothed erection. He wanted to moan out in pleasure and just take his clothes off right then and there, but they needed to control themselves. Whenever the two were near each other and they were in this particular state it was as if they had lost both their minds and were just running on sexual desire, but Roxas at least needed to use half his brain right now and remember where they were. They were going to stay in the nicest hotel in all of Las Vegas and they could do whatever they wanted once they got into that hotel room, but until they he'd have to stay off of Axel's dick, no matter how much he wanted it inside of him."I know no one can hear us...but we're in public, Axel." He whispered to him, turning his head to kiss his lips softly. Every time Axel ran his fingers even somewhat remotely close to his throbbing erection, it sprang forward, moving further up in his pants to stick straight up instead of to the side, now resting right under the waistband. "Goddamn..." He whispered to himself, barely audible to anyone else. He tried to shift once Axel said something about him cutting off circulation, but wherever he moved, there seemed to be more of Axel's dick waiting for him to slide his ass on. He really couldn't handle this right now."Sorry, do you want me to move?" He questioned as he took the earbud and popped it into his ear. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | He noticed how uncomfortable Roxas was getting by merely sitting on his strained erection, and he found it rather amusing more than anything. He felt very stuffy being underneath someone who wasn't going to let him release his member and stick it inside something. Axel shook his head and tugged Roxas closer against him, keeping his hands together on his boyfriend's stomach. "Nah, just ... stay like this for a little bit more," he mumbled, leaning his forehead against Roxas' back and breathing a sigh of relief. He felt completely at ease like this ... with Roxas in his arms and nobody else to bother them. He almost fell asleep, but by the time the announcement came over the station speakers that the plane was now in standby mode for the passengers to board, he sleepily opened his eyes and glanced around to see everyone standing up. Axel nudged Roxas off of his lap, took his hand again, then stuffed his MP3 away, rubbing his ear where it seemed he had gone deaf for a few seconds. "I think I'll need to take a nap on the plane," he tiredly mumbled, going through the last check before they were actually boarding the plane. Axel was very much interested in being in a plane for the first time ever, so he excitedly touched the contraptions at the top, peering at his ticket. Middle class. Hah ! He didn't remember buying second rank tickets, but this was nice. He passed the crowded economy section and moved past the curtains to the very much widely spaced seats, stopping near their seats. "You wanna take the window seat ?" he politely offered, showing Roxas towards the one near the window while he sat on the next to the walkway. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Unlike the redhead beneath him, he wasn't really relaxed at all, he was more on edge than ever. Precum leaked from the tip of his length and he could feel Axel's throbbing cock on his ass. In all his life he never wished that clothes were never invented and that fucking in public was a social norm than he did now. He longed to feel the redhead's tip teasing his entrance, poking it as Axel sucked on his neck and then finally pushed in, filling up his empty ass. God, maybe Axel was right, maybe he was a whore if he wanted to be fucked this badly! He sighed in relief as his boyfriend gently nudged him off his lap and grabbed his hand, pulling him through the line and eventually to his seat. "Thanks Axy, that's very kind of you." He took the window seat and plopped himself down, immediately pulling the shade up and staring out it even though the only thing he could spot was the runway. He turned to his boyfriend and grasped his hand, stroking his thumb over his skin softly. "Thank you so much for this." |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | He was relieved that Roxas was actually looking forward to this trip. If he had no itch to be there, the two years he had spent saving up for this cause would have been in vain. He wanted this journey to be a fruitful event where he would be able to cherish everything that he had with Roxas and look back on how much he had loved him during that time. He glanced down at their adjoined hands, looking lost for a moment before he finally glanced up and smiled. "Yer welcome, babe. I just want you to enjoy yourself, okay ?" he said, leaning to the side to peck Roxas' cheek. Afterward, he made use of the spare time they had by pressing all the non functional switches on the roof and arm holders, finding much amusement in the way the footholder popped up with a press of a single button. He took the blanket and cushion provided for them from the front pocket, then handed Roxas' his, glancing at his ripped ticket stub for a while. "Huh. Two hours. Doesn't sound too bad." he murmured, stretching his arms over his head with a dramatic yawn, "I'll catch a nap, then." |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Roxas gawked at Axel as he mentioned napping. He looked down at his erection with sadness and a bit of anger. It was caused by the sexy redhead that sat next to him and the boy was a bit miffed about it. His boyfriend had the nerve to get his dick all riled up and then just leave him hanging there. That was fine, it was perfectly fine, but Axel was going to pay for it later. The blonde wasn't exactly sure as to how yet, but he would think of something devious and evil that would just drive Axel insane. "A nap? That sounds lovely." He said as he reached over and gave the redhead a kiss on the check, his hand trailing down Axel's chest and abs to stop at his erection and give it a squeeze and a few tugs. "G'night Axy." He then grabbed the blanket and spread it over himself and closed his eyes, eager for the plane ride to begin. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | As much as he would have liked to fuck like silly jackrabbits in an airplane, he wasn't so sure how well Roxas would cope with the unfamiliarity of being in an open space like this. When the blond slid his palm down his chest, he sucked in his breath and exhaled as soon as Roxas toyed with his crotch, treating it like it was nothing but a dildo. He was extremely turned on, but what could he do when there were strict seat belt enforcements and an armrest to separate the two ? He glanced back at the restroom available behind the columns of seats, wondering if that little area would be big enough to hold the both of them inside. He glanced back to Roxas, then hummed. "Hnnn, good night ?" he questionably murmured, glancing off to the side at a dazzling brunette who took her seat next to him, politely offering a casual greeting. He returned the meek hello, then picked a magazine to read, stealing another glimpse of her fidgeting in her seat again. When she finally found her seat belt straps and latched herself down, she introduced herself, and he figured it would be nice to do so too. "Axel," he curtly said, lightening up a little, "You look like a Irvine sorta girl." She giggled and pointed to her UCI college logo shirt, and he nodded, letting her situate herself comfortably. At least he wasn't sitting next to a fat lady. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Axel's response more than satisfied the blonde, in fact it made him smile to himself as he readjusted the blanket on top of him. His eyes shot open as he heard someone shuffling into the seat next to Axel and the exchange of hellos. He observed the girl as she sat down and it pained him to admit it, but she was attractive, terribly attractive and instantly he wanted to move elsewhere. Why did this always happen? He always viewed attractive people as threats to stealing his Axel away from him and he really needed to stop. The two had survived over two years with one another and they still loved each other more than anyone else in the world, their sex lives proved this fact. He leaned over, smiled at the girl and gave a friendly wave. "Hello, I'm Roxas." |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Axel really had no interest in nerdy girls like her who put her hair up in buns and wore thick rimmed glasses as a regular thing. Sure, he sort of had a thing for brainy and smart people, but Roxas was all he needed. He was just god damned thankful that he hadn't been put next to a sweaty man with man boobs or a snappy old lady who would eventually fall asleep on his shoulder or have an asthma attack right next to him. She was a decent right hand side partner. The girl politely greeted Roxas and introduced herself as Hannah a boring name for a boring girl. He stared up at the ceiling and sighed, fingering the honeyed peanut packages they had been distributed. Soon, the announcement came over the plane that the aircraft would soon take lift. Everyone was buckling down, and a video about emergency cases lit up on the small television screen behind the front seat for each of them. The airplane rumbled and started running down the pavement, and Axel plugged his ears, already disliking the way the engines rumbled in his ear. When they actually took off, his heart did a back flip, and he felt nauseous for a good two seconds before the captain piloted the plane so that it stayed at a certain altitude. "Geez, that was so not fun." he complained, scarfing down his packaged peanuts. Well, at least they were in the air and getting out of their dull town ! "Mmm, say bye bye to our crappy ol' town " he sighed.The girl was pretty odd. The moment they were in the air, she pulled out her wireless laptop and glanced up at Axel, showing interest in his hair color. "Oh wow, is that your real hair color ? I mean, I thought it was fake before, but now that I see it, your roots are the same color ! How pretty ! C Can I touch it ?" she mused, and Axel obliged with a slight chuckle, warning her not to mess up his spikes. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | As soon as the plane lifted off Roxas was pretty sure that he was going to vomit. His stomach lurched and churned, his ears popped, and all of his organs felt as though they were doing their own individual somersaults. He had never been on a plane before and now he knew why, because they were terrible, horrible flying death traps that made him feel sick. "Oh god." He muttered as the plane finally evened out and they were at the appropriate altitude. His body was finally relaxing, save for the headache that he now had from the change in altitude. The blonde looked out the window and down at the land, smiling slightly, knowing that as they flew over their shitty town, they were getting closer and closer to Las Vegas, which meant that he was only about two hours away from his and Axel's dream weekend. He turned slowly as he heard Hannah ask if she could touch Axel's hair. His brow raised and he kind of gave her a "really? are you kidding me?" look as he giggled to himself, hiding his smile behind his hand. It looked like Axel had a fangirl, how adorable! |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Well, one thing was for certain this chick wasn't going to be some sort of a sexual predator any time soon. He didn't need to worry about Roxas getting jealous, because this girl had no game she was a clueless nerd who was only interested in his hair color. The only male she knew was probably her father, but it was really mean to judge at first glance. Who knows ? Perhaps she might be the worst assaulter out there an evil combination of all cheerleaders in existence times one hundred. He glanced down at her, and she was fiddling with his hair, giggling softly. Nah. There was no way. She went on to telling him that she had majored in biochemistry or whatever that was, and he nodded as if he understood what she had just said. So this chick who looked no older than sixteen was a college graduate ? For a nerd, she was really touchy, but after a while, she went back to her laptop, and he went back to pampering Roxas, wrapping an arm around his shoulders and leaning in to peck his cheek. "I don't know what ya think about airplane sex, but I really wanna do you back in the restroom it'll be fun," he whispered, smirking as he nipped his boyfriend's ear with a perverse purr. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | If the girl was any less of a nerd then Roxas probably would have quite the problem with the girl molesting his boyfriend's hair, but the girl was harmless, she was a fly while Roxas was the flyswatter, there was no way Axel would ever be attracted to her. On the inside the girl was probably dying because she got to touch a male's hair, not to mention that it was a sexy fox like Axel's hair. Oh, the poor girl, he sincerely hoped that she would one day either come out of her little nerd shell or someone would love her for who she was and they could have little intelligent babies that he and Axel would probably work for one day. Well, at least Axel probably would. He smiled as he felt the redhead's arm slide around him, pulling him closer to the male. He was going to protest, he really was. Airplane sex was not something he had ever planned to do in his life, but he was still at the very least semi erect and he could use with some relief. "I think you're nuts, but...if I don't cum soon I'm gonna explode." He whispered to him, locking his eyes with the redhead. "Now, how the hell are we gonna do this?" |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Their situation was rather funny in one perspective. They were practically dying to get in each other's pants aboard an airplane. They couldn't wait until that night to hit it off like mating animals ? Axel glanced back at Hannah furiously typing away on her laptop as if she was working with the federal government to hack some codes. He wouldn't be surprised if she really was a part of the FBI. He unbuckled Roxas' seat belt, undid his own, then tugged him up, pulling his wrist and asking the girl to scoot her legs in so they could pass. Thankfully, the aisle was clear of any stewardesses, and Axel had to bite his lower lip to restrain from doing him right there and then. The airplane was pretty stable, so he was able to find the restroom with no difficulty. He slid the door open, vigorously shoved Roxas inside, then switched the door's lock to 'Occupied'. The space itself was rather confined, but they could make do with a quick fuck ... Huffing like an animal in heat, Axel latched himself immediately onto Roxas and tore off his jacket from his shoulders, working at a ragingly hungry pace as he ground their mouths together and rolled his boyfriend's shirt about halfway up, stopping as he slid down and fingered his waistband. "Turn around. Bend over," he ordered in a gruff voice, using one of his hands to unbuckle his belt. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | As he was dragged to the bathroom by his boyfriend he couldn't help but glance at all the passengers on the way. He hoped none of them could exactly figure out what they were doing, how embarrassing would that be? He couldn't imagine what he would do if some flight attendant knocked on the door and asked if the were alright or asked them to come out while Axel was mid thrust. As he was pushed into the the small space and attacked by his boyfriend, their lips smashing against one another as he desperately tried to thrust his groin into the other male's. The relief he got from that didn't last long though, seeing as Axel ordered him to turn around and bend over just after he pushed his jacket off of his shoulders. "Yes sir." He did as he was told with a smile he loved when Axel took charge like this, it turned him on even more than he already was. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | They would have to make sure that they were very quiet, because if they made noise in a relatively silent area, it would be obvious that they were having sex inside an airplane's restroom. He wasn't quite sure how great he would do with the noises, though. Nevertheless, once Roxas was bent over, he unzipped the front of his ripped jeans and tore down his clothing, leaving his undergarments and pants pool around his ankles. His ripe ass was so intimately pressed up against his throbbing cock that Axel loudly groaned and spread the boy's cheeks widely to reveal that pink and greedy hole, his stiff erection pressing right up against it. "You want it in, Roxas ?" he whispered, leaning over him slightly to place one palm over Roxas' mouth. He pulled his head up slightly, muffling his lips, then rammed in as hard as he could, stopping his own moans from escaping. He wound his other hand around Roxas' member and squeezed the base, already pulling his hips back and thrusting. "Good boy ..." he sexily crooned, tracing Roxas' lips with his index finger and slipping one inside, silently prompting him to suckle on it. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Roxas pressed his ass up against the throbbing cock that he so badly wanted inside of him. If he had more room to maneuver and they had time, he would have started with sucking the male off and then they would've eventually got to fucking, but since he figured someone would have to use the bathroom eventually and there were only four of them back here, it was a good idea for them to get on with it. He nodded to answer the male's question as his mouth was covered with Axel's hand, a genius idea from his boyfriend seeing as when he thrust into him so suddenly, the boy had to hold back from screaming and instead groaned loudly into the male's hand. Roxas' knees shook slightly as his dick was squeezed and the male began thrusting. He put his hands on both walls of the bathroom to steady himself, soft moans escaping from his mouth until Axel's finger found its way in, his tongue circling it as he began to suck. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | It was extremely difficult to keep his moans in, because once they started their throes of passion, it was nearly impossible to keep himself from making any noise. Even his thrusts had to be controlled so that their flesh didn't make lewd slapping noises, so Axel decided to change positions, the hand that had been placed on Roxas' mouth traveling lower to hold up one leg. With his cheeks parted, it was easier for him to squeeze in without making much noise, and in case this would be too tiring for the one leg that was still holding all of Roxas' weight, he stabilized his waist with his other arm and jerked his hips upwards every time, fucking him rather brutally. He concentrated on Roxas' shoulder and suckled his neck hungrily, rapidly fitting in three thrusts every time he would normally do two whenever he had small bursts of energy to burn up. In one long stroke, he had all nine inches stuffed inside his boyfriend, and he groaned softly before pulling out all the way in one smooth movement, calming Roxas down by stroking his stomach and weeping member. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | If Axel thought he had problems holding his moans in then he had no idea what Roxas was experiencing at the moment. Every time Axel's cock pounded into his prostate he thought he was going to scream from pleasure, but he had to keep it down or else they'd be busted. The boy gasped as his leg was suddenly lifted and his hips were grasped the the male's other hand to keep him steady. "Goddamn." He breathed out as Axel sucked on his neck and fucked him so roughly. This was what he had been craving ever since the male started rubbing his thigh in the taxi. This was what he had so desperately needed from his boyfriend, to be fucked like there was no tomorrow so he could finally cum. He gasped as Axel pushed all nine glorious inches into him and then pulled out his cock, stroking his length. "Please put it back in Axel." The boy begged, shaking his ass a bit to tease the male. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Axel couldn't control himself any longer. They were squished in a private restroom, stuck so closely against one another on a flying vehicle with a hundred other people in close and quiet vicinity of them. Yet here they were, fucking like they were living on their own world. He sensed from the way Roxas squirmed to the way his breath occasionally cut off short that he definitely enjoyed this brutal treatment. When the boy begged under his breath, he couldn't help but oblige and keep his wiggling hips still to pound all nine inches into that tight entrance again. The rush of adrenaline overpowered his nerves, and he momentarily glued his sticky gaze on the way his length slid in and out of Roxas' ass like a fucking machine, getting sinfully turned on even more. "God, Roxas ..." he huffed, feeling his orgasm reach his body at light speed. Soon, he couldn't control it anymore, and as he rapidly plowed into him like the consecutive rattle of a machine gun, his hot cum splattered out in spontaneous bursts, filling up his boyfriend's rear. He didn't stop thrusting, though, and kept up his pace for Roxas, riding out his orgasm with sloppy and wet slaps. "Come on ... cum, babe ..." he whispered, gritting his teeth. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Oh, Roxas was close, he was real damn close. Each and every thrust that Axel made, pounding into his prostate, brought him closer and closer to going over the edge. "Oh god, fuck me Axel..." He whispered to him after a particularly rough thrust to his sweet spot. He too couldn't believe that they were doing this. He could imagine Axel going to the bathroom and jerking himself off. Hell, he could even see himself doing it as well, but the both of them in here with their pants around their ankles going at it like mad men? He was experiencing it right now and he still couldn't believe it. He ran his hand down his body and gripped his leaking cock, stroking it madly in time with Axel's thrusts as the male came, spilling his warm cum inside of him. As the cum lubricated Axel's cock and made his thrusts go even faster, a near constant barrage on the male's prostate, he suddenly came in long spurts, hitting the wall and coating his hand in a sticky mess. "Fuck yes..." He moaned, looking back at Axel with a grin. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Even though he had spent most of his stamina on their first wild attempt at releasing their hormones, he was still up and ready to go for a second round. However, as Roxas came, Axel's muscles loosened and he suddenly felt rather weak. He almost slumped against his boyfriend, then tenderly kissed his lips as the blond turned his head. He rubbed comforting circles on his boyfriend's waist, then slowly pulled out, groaning as the tip exited with a lewd squelch followed by a thin dribble of cum. "Mmm, that was sexy ..." he panted softly, raising Roxas' upper body so that he wasn't leaning forward in too much of an awkward position. He took one of the blond's hands and brought it up to his lips, licking the pearly drops that stained his fingers and palm. He wet a paper towel and properly cleaned both of their privates, making sure that it wasn't sticky with cum. Afterward, Axel raised his pants and buckled his belt, stretching a bit in the tiny stall. "Sex on an airplane, huh ? Wonder if anyone else beat us to that," he chuckled, kissing his boyfriend's cheek once. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | "It was very sexy." He commented with a grin, pulling up his pants after Axel had finished cleaning the cum off of them the redhead was always so thoughtful. He leaned up to kiss the male's lips softly for a moment, sighing with relief as he pulled away. "I don't think we're the first ones to ever fuck in a plane, Axy." He said with a smile and a slight laugh. "Ever heard of the mile high club?" He wrapped his arms around his boyfriend's waist and nuzzled into his chest, taking in Axel's scent. The male smelt of a mix of sex and soap and Roxas loved it. "We should probably get back out there, Hannah might be getting suspicious." The blonde almost laughed at the thought, the woman was probably still typing away on her computer doing only god knew what. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Sex on an airplane seemed a bit absurd, but there could be a possibility that one other couple of madly horny teenagers could have beaten it to them. He returned the soft kiss with an underlying moan, then chuckled as Roxas mentioned Hannah he hadn't really thought of her concern towards them. There was a pause, then Axel unlocked the door and shuffled outside rather casually, tugging Roxas along with him. Thankfully, there had been no line for the restroom after them, so they cut through a clear walkway and returned to their seats, letting his boyfriend pass through first. Hannah was leaning back watching something from her laptop, and she greeted the two boys with little enthusiasm, her gaze snapping back to the screen. Axel slid in after his boyfriend and dramatically exhaled as he plopped down on his seat. He was craving fruit juice all of a sudden to appease his violent sugar needs. He buckled the blond down first, then latched his own strap on, glancing over at Hannah. She was watching something gory, and he automatically took interest in it, not realizing that she had looked up from her own screen to weirdly stare at him. "Oh, I like gory movies too. What's this one called anyways ? Looks awesome," he chuckled, grinning when a head was spliced off. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Roxas smiled and thanked Axel as he buckled him in, also turning his head slightly to see what Hannah was looking at. The boy couldn't help it, he was a bit nosy after all. At the start of their relationship his nosiness was quite a problem for Axel, seeing as he'd always ask who he was texting, where he was going, and stuff like that. Eventually though, Roxas got a hold of his shit after Axel confronted him about it after he caught him going through his phone. Roxas' intentions were good though! Or so he thought as much at the time, Axel was the hot shit in town and he had just met the male his freshman year, he didn't know if he was some big whore or not! Well, he was before he met Roxas, but thank god he wasn't anymore.As soon as Roxas saw a person being decapitated he immediately turned his head with a roll of his eyes and stared out the window at the clouds below. He just could not stand gore movies, he absolutely hated when they showed closeups of the skin breaking and then the blood spurting out because the knife sliced against an artorie or some shit like that, he suddered just thinking about it. "Axeeeeeel " He whined, turning to the male, but keeping his eyes on his face instead of at the screen that Hannah had in her lap. "How much longer?" |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | He and Hannah talked endlessly about famous horror movies and gory scenes, mostly talking about how funny they were. He had almost forgotten that Roxas was sitting next to him, because when the other boy whined, he didn't heed his voice for a split second until his inner conscience made his presence quite obvious. Hannah didn't seem bothered at all and went right on with her movie viewing while he turned back to Roxas and kissed his cheek, grinning. "Shouldn't be too long. Why don't you take a nap ? It might be a little while more," he murmured, pulling out his cellphone to see if there was any connection available. Of course not. Roxas always liked to search through his phone for some reason, mostly for protective reasons. He checked his inbox and pictures, and once, the blond had deleted a few of the contacts he personally didn't like. While it had bothered him before, he found his nosiness actually cute. When a food cart went along the aisle, he asked the stewardess for a cup of orange juice and a bag of cheesy Ruffles, laying it out for Roxas to eat. "Eat up, babe " he grinned, smothering his face in kisses yet again.Only now did the girl notice that they were being affectionate and she smiled. "Are you two dating ?" |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | The idea of a nap was rather tempting, but he didn't really want to be a downer on the plane party that Axel and Hannah seemed to be having with their discussion of gore moves. "Ooooh !" He said with a grin as his boyfriend laid out food and drink for him. Ah, Axel, always the provider. His face scrunched as the redhead placed kisses all over his cheek. "Axy! You're embarrassing me!" He protested, pushing his face away with a slight smile. He looked to Hannah as she proposed her question, the answer rather obvious. He figured she would have gotten the idea that they were going out from how touchy they were, or possibly the fact that two straight males didn't just give kisses to one another, but it was polite of her to ask. "Mmhmm, a bit over two years now." The male said the words with pride, happy that he and Axel had lasted for so long. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Embarrassing him ? Oh, of course. Axel loved public displays of affection as if they were the only ones present in the space provided. While he would have settled with kissing Roxas all throughout the airplane trip, Hannah's question distracted him. "Yup. Two solid years. Everyday feels like I'm fallin' in love all over again " he chirped, diving back in to sloppily litter pecks all over his boyfriend's face, keeping him from eating what he had offered earlier. Hannah, obviously a fan of seeing two males getting it on with each other, admired with awe and slight jealousy before turning away with a light smile. He glanced down at the armrest separating their seats, then fiddled with it, finally making it go up so that nothing split them apart. Axel popped open the bag of chips and put one between his lips, leaning in to Roxas as if prompting him to take it from his lips. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Roxas didn't completely loathe public displays of affection, he just considered them inappropriate, especially now when there were countless people around them. At least they weren't back in the airport where Axel had decided to pin him up against the railing and molest him, that was truly embarrassing. He rolled his eyes at the redhead's confession of love and continued to try to stop his advances by pushing him away. "He's just saying that 'cause I'm the best he can get." Of course that was a complete lie, Axel could probably get anyone he wanted, hell, he could probably get Angelina Jolie herself away from Brad Pitt if he tried hard enough. Roxas propped his legs over Axel's own before leaning in and taking a bite out of the chip, chewing it and swallowing it with a smile. "I feel like Lady from Lady and the Tramp. You're the Tramp, of course." He teased, taking a few sips from the orange juice. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Was Roxas promoting or demoting himself ? He couldn't quite tell with the sarcastic tone he was using, but irregardless, the way the blond refused to acknowledge his affections was rather cute and admirable. When his boyfriend hung his legs over his own, he softly stroked his knee with one thumb and placed the other palm over Roxas' hand, turning his body to fully face him as if his gaze was for him and him only. "You are the best I could ever get, Roxas," he murmured as as a matter of fact, blinking as if he really was confused about what the other boy could have meant. "I'm the Tramp, huh ? I guess that fits me. Whaddaya say to spaghetti in Las Vegas, then ?" he crooned, tipping Roxas' chin up so he could steal a quick kiss from his juice stained lips. A quick dinner at an Italian restaurant sounded nice. He had heard of one being near the hotel they were staying at, which was convenient. He hoped there would be musicians playing in the background to fully make the whole Disney picture look real. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | He could instantly tell that the male was being truly sincere when he said that Roxas was the best he could ever get. Truly, the blonde didn't think that was true, but he simply nodded and pressed his lips to Axel's for a short second and pulled away as the other asked him about spaghetti in Las Vegas. "That sounds like a perfect meal for the first night." He smiled at the male, also imagining the exact scene from The Lady and the Tramp except with he and Axel replacing the dogs. He laughed slightly and then leaned closer to the other, resting his head on his shoulder. "This weekend is going to be so perfect." He said softly, almost as if he were speaking to himself. If only the boy knew about Axel's medical condition, then the weekend wouldn't be happening at all. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | He hoped he would never have to tell Roxas ignorance was bliss, and the blond was better off being so in love with him to consider anything else. He didn't want to plague his boyfriend withhisfinancial and medical problems. If he was to suffer from a blackening liver, that was his life. In the future, if he should ever feel the symptoms head on, he'd break up with Roxas first in the most jackass sort of way to have the blond hate his guts. Or he and Roxas could face the music together, and Axel could sincerely thank him for all he had done for him. While he had expressed his love so many times for the boy at other times, he hadn't ever expressed his gratitude before. Axel wrapped an arm protectively around Roxas' shoulders and kissed the top of his head, murmuring softly, "Yeah. Just you and me and big ol' Las Vegas." He stroked the boy's hair and rested his cheek on top of the other boy's head. "How about we take like an hour nap, babe ?" he whispered, smiling. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Roxas had considered the outcome of their lives together many times late at night when he was alone in bed. He was already pretty positive that he and Axel would be together for the rest of their lives as long as they continued on the way they were now. He had considered what would happen if Axel died, but he simply stopped at that, he could never quite figure out what he would do if he lost the man, he just always stopped because it caused physical pain in his chest to even think about it. He couldn't lose Axel, it would kill him, he was sure of it. The stroking of his hair had calmed and relaxed the small blonde quite a bit and his eyelids were already starting to droop. "A nap sounds good.He muttered, looking to Hannah for a moment, hoping she didn't mind that the two were showing such affection. "Night Axy." He said with a smile as he put his head on the redhead's lap and slowly closed his eyes. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Heaven without his amazing boyfriend would definitely be the equivalent to hell, and vice versa. He couldn't imagine leaving Roxas behind not when they had so many things to do with each other so many passionate nights to enjoy. Axel couldn't bear to see the blond cry over trivial things such as his own life, and that was what frustrated him the most about his impending death. What he could do now was to live life to the fullest and have no regrets. Roxas would learn someday, but Axel preferred to keep him in the dark. It was almost ridiculous how much Roxas didn't know about Axel, but even if he was in the other boy's shoes, he wouldn't be able to tell if Axel was truly happy or not. Indeed he was happy to be with Roxas, but there was always a hidden sadness behind his eyes that reflected how hopeless he felt when thinking about his disease. He stared out of the window for a second, then glanced down at Roxas, calmly stroking his hair. He skimmed a thumb over his boyfriend's fair cheek and slowly over his lips, knowing how he would dearly miss those sweet kisses ... He forced himself to smile, then chimed, "'Night, Roxy babe ... Dream of me ... 'kay ?" |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | "You know I always do." He said as he let out a heavy breath, his muscles relaxing completely. It was true, since his days were filled with Axel, his nights usually were as well and that included his dreams. Strangely, Roxas never got sick of the redhead, not even once had he ever not wanted to see him, well, except for when he found out that he fucked the whore of a cheerleader, but still, that was only for an hour or so. They were quite literally connected, emotionally, mentally, and for the large part of their relationship, physically. They were the true definition of soulmates, there was no denying that. Sure, they teased one another and the both of them made mistakes, but that was part of their relationship, seeing if they could survive the test that was given to them. It made the blonde smile, happy to know that they could indeed survive nearly anything as he drifted off to sleep.In what seemed to be only a minute or so later, he was awake again from the sound of the flight attendant's voice over the speaker, telling them to buckle their seatbelts because they would be landing shortly. He rubbed his eyes and stifled a yawn, buckling his seatbelt quickly before reclaiming his laying position in Axel's lap, his hand gently rubbing the male's thigh. "Wakey wakey Axel." He whispered, glancing up at the redhead. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | He always lived every moment of his life hoping that Roxas would be thinking about him as he did. He was so obsessed with the idea of Roxas being faithful to him even in his subconsciousness that Axel guessed that Roxas would find him crazy. A few minutes after his boyfriend fell asleep, he did too, dreaming hazy fantasies of him continuing life with Roxas forever. It was such a pleasant dream that he didn't want to leave, but when he heard a familiar voice recalling him from the dark, he had to open his eyes and squint into his lover's face. First, he smiled, then groggily rubbed his eyes, glancing around to see people hastily buckling up as the flight attendant's voice shut off from the announcements. His seat belt was already on, and Axel instinctively looked over at Roxas' lap, finding that he was safely tucked in, too. One more hour and they would be in their grand and golden hotel ... on a lavish bed ... between a multitude of sheets ... fucking each other in luxury ... "Slept well ?" he inquired with a soft yawn, planting a kiss on his boyfriend's forehead. He felt the airplane descending, and his stomach lurched forward nauseatingly.After a few more minutes when the airplane came to a complete stop, the passengers were unloading their belongings. He waited until Hannah stood up, but she turned back around and blatantly asked him for his number, fishing out her own cellphone. "Uhm ... sure it's 010 788 0980." he dizzily responded, reaching behind him to take Roxas' hand as she recorded his contact in her phone and told him that she would call him sometime later to maybe meet up again. Fat chance. He was planning on spending the whole weekend with just Roxas ! "Sure," he plainly answered, glancing back at Roxas and smirking playfully to pass on the message that he had slipped a little lie. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | He shook his head at Axel's question, his sleep hadn't been well at all really, he had barely got into a deep sleep before he was awoken by the speaker. Now he was feeling rather groggy and even more tired than before, but he wouldn't let that ruin his first trip out of the state. He too felt his stomach begin to play a game, as if it were actually attempting to make him vomit, but the blonde held it all down as the plane descended into Las Vegas.Roxas was a bit surprised that Hannah asked for Axel's number, did they really get along that well when he wasn't paying attention or something? Well, obviously not from the way that his boyfriend was acting and from he devilish smirk that he had just gotten from the male. He hoped she didn't really think they were going to meet up and hang out or anything, was she nuts? This was their luxury weekend, a weekend most couples in their financial situation didn't even really get to have, or if they did it was for their honeymoon. Axel was doing this all for him though, simply to show his devotion and love towards him and he couldn't be any happier. "Goodbye Hannah, it was nice to meet you!" He called out to her as he pulled Axel out of the plane and into the terminal, looking up for a sign to point them towards baggage claim. "That poor girl thinks you're going to call her, doesn't she?" |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | He was glad that Roxas had gotten his message before Hannah had, because if his boyfriend figured he was being sincere about meeting up with her, things wouldn't end well. He really had no intentions of selling his eyes out to other girls or boys when he had the golden boy of his dreams with him. This trip was solely for him and Roxas only where nobody else mattered. They would have a romantic dinner at the nearby Italian restaurant, watch a performance maybe , sight see, watch the fountain show going on at the front of the hotel, then resign to bed in their luxurious single bed and sleep naked in each other's arms after mind blowing sex. He was polite enough to tip his chin as a farewell in Hannah's direction, and he continued down a separate terminal, lacing their fingers together tightly as to not lose him. Teenage girls gossiped behind them even in the airport, they were a hot couple. "Was that mean to leave her high and dry like that ?" he chuckled, waiting by the conveyor belt for their baggage to roll by. Theirs was rather compact compared to most, and when it came around, he took it down and raised the handle so he could roll it by him. "Shall we go greet Las Vegas and find a taxi in the front, then ?" he suggested with an excited smile. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Roxas smiled and nodded, it really was a bit harsh to leave Hannah like that, maybe she had no friend in Las Vegas or something? Oh well, if it were any other weekend the blonde may have had some ounce of care in him, but this was their weekend, just his and Axel's to do as they pleased and ignore everyone else in their shit town and anyone else in the world for that matter. He rolled his eyes as he heard whispers as the two walked together, fingers laced and hands held tight. Honestly, this was Las Vegas, had these idiots never seen a homosexual couple before or something? It wasn't like he and Axel each had a few extra limbs or something, they were just two attractive males who happened to enjoy fucking one another! There was nothing strange about that. He looked up to the redhead, sharing his excited smile and adding a quick nod. "Absolutely." He was already nearly running ahead, pulling his boyfriend behind him as hard as he could. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | He wouldn't have hung out with her either way. She was obviously interested in him , and Roxas would be upset at him for letting a girl tag along on their special weekend off. He would ignore all calls from her for the time being, then maybe get back to her and apologize once they got back to their shitty town. Axel recognized the attention they were receiving in the terminal as well, but most of them were croons of adoration. They were both attractive now when did you find such a perfect couple like them in normality ? Roxas was so cute when he was so full of spunk. When the boy jerked him forward, he added in a surprised 'whoa !' and skidded along after him, dragging their suitcase behind them as they raced for the entrance of the airport. When they got out of the gate, people were waiting, but no one was expecting them, of course. Las Vegas was different in the sense that it seemed to be like a smaller New York filled with busy people and mostly tourists. It was about afternoon now. The sun would set a little later because it was late fall. "So we gotta check in to our hotel first, huh ? If we get to the restaurant after and eat something, we can catch the fountain show at nine," he explained, having memorized all of the information that had been in the pamphlet. When they got out of the airport, he breathed in the unfamiliar air and contently sighed. "So we're in Las Vegas, babe ! Whaddaya think ?" he grinned, waving a hand so a taxi could pull over. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | As they exited the airport, Roxas was a bit surprised to see so many damn people. He wasn't stupid, he knew the world had billions of people and all, but from their shitty town there were only a few thousand people and they nearly never gathered in bunches or anything, but right outside the airport there seemed to be more people in their graduating class, not that it was particularly large or anything, but still! It was a little overwhelming for a small town boy, but he was still excited, if not a bit impressed and shocked. He couldn't wait until they really got into the city and saw all of the lights and the people, he could feel the life in the city just from pictures he'd seen. "I love it. I can't wait until we get downtown." He said with a smile, looking up to Axel. "Thank you for this, babe." He leaned up and pressed a kiss to the redhead's lips before he opened the door and got into the taxi, leaving the door open for his boyfriend. "Hurry up!" The boy was excited and impatient, not really the best combination anyone could ask for. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Axel was stunned, too, but he had actually come from Los Angeles, and that city was pretty densely populated as well. He was satisfied that Roxas was excited, and as the blond giddily tugged him over, he pecked him on the forehead, shooing for him to get inside first. "I need to load this thing in the trunk, babe. Keep your pants on, geez." he chuckled, rounding the vehicle so he could open the back and load their luggage. Once he had it in, he slid in next to the blond and told the stoic taxi driver to drive them to the Bellagio Hotel. It wasn't very far from the airport, so the fee didn't come out to be over three dollars, and the eager couple didn't have to wait very long, too. As they passed the downtown shops, the stores were putting on their neon lights as the sky dimmed, and people were walking down the streets like busy robots. "Wow ... looks amazin'," he whispered, leaning over Roxas to stare out at the cluster of hotels bunched up in one bright and very expensive looking area connected to many outlets of shopping places and restaurants. He pointed to the Bellagio hotel, whispering in awe, "And that's where we'll be staying for two whole nights ..." The taxi stopped at the entrance of the golden hotel, Axel paid, and he ushered Roxas out, finding that it was colder than he had expected it to be here. There were workers in straight suits offering to carry their luggage in, and he handed theirs over, directing them to go to Room 608 on the tenth floor. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | Roxas smiled, noting that this may have actually been the first time in their relationship that Axel had actually requested that he keep his pants on instead of off. He was quiet as they rode to the hotel, his eyes eagerly scanning over the sight outside the window. There were just so many people and the whole city seemed to be one giant light bulb, or at least that's how Roxas saw it. He nodded as his boyfriend mentioned that it was amazing, obviously agreeing. The whole city did indeed look beautiful and he was eager to explore it. His mouth opened wide as they pulled up to the golden hotel. "Axel..." He said softly, gripping the male's hand tightly as the taxi came to a stop and he was pulled out by the redhead. "It's beautiful." He stood on his toes and kissed Axel's cheek before they were directed towards their room. He pulled the male into an elevator and pushed the button that would lead them to the tenth floor, wrapping his arms around the male's waist shortly after and just letting out a happy sigh. "You are the best boyfriend I could have ever asked for." |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | He was sincerely happy that Roxas was looking forward to their special weekend together. Nothing or no one else would matter but one another, and Axel was heavily enforcing this rule from here on out. He was almost lost in the great lobby, because there were so many people moving around that he couldn't see where they were supposed to go. There were casinos around, and was that a fuckingmalloff to the side ?! They would have to come down and investigate later. Before he knew it, he was pulled into a regal elevator a shiny one that he wanted to stare at all day. He glanced down at Roxas, then craned his head down to plant a soft kiss on his boyfriend's nose, responding, "You think so ? You are, too, Roxas. You know you're very special to me." He smiled and wrapped his arms protectively around the blond's torso, drawing him in for a warm and tight bear hug. It was nice hearing that he was the best from someone he truly loved. It convinced him that this vacation wasn't a futile and selfish effort for his own needs to see Roxas happy. Once the elevator opened, he moved away from Roxas and held his hand lovingly, tugging him out and leading him down the ornate hallway to see what room number they were in. 608. The number was so intricately carved on the door in gold lettering, and Axel dug out the card key he had been sent in the mail before, swiping it through the slot. Their luggage had already been dropped off, but he ignored it for a while as he suddenly swooped Roxas up bridal style and led him through their new room like he was his bride, dumping him playfully on the comfy bed. "Room looks nicer than I expected !" he chimed, quickly moving towards the door to pull in their luggage and close the door behind them, placing the card key on the counter. The place even had a convenient kitchen. |
DESPERATION & DEPRIVATION l [ Iilan l Mina ] | The blonde was a bit preoccupied with getting to their room to notice the lobby, he was eager to get this weekend started and hew knew that would happen by checking out their room and then doing whatever the hell they pleased. "Axel!" He said with a light laugh as he was swooped up and carried over to the bed as if he were the male's bride and this was their honeymoon. He let out a slight "ugh" as he was dropped on the bed, bouncing up slightly before settling and sitting up, looking around the place. "It's beautiful and perfect." He stood up and looked around the room, moving over to the fridge and grinning as he opened it. "They gave us little alcohols!" He picked each one up and examined them, thinking they were probably the cutest things he had ever seen in his entire life. He turned to Axel and narrowed his eyes at him. "You can't drink them until you know you'll be staying in the room for the rest of the night." He knew how the redhead got when he had a bit of alcohol in him and he didn't need him to get lost in Las Vegas, he would probably be kidnapped and be forced to work as a whore or something! Axel was too handsome to be a prostitute! |
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