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She seemed to be imploring Svidrigaïlov; she had entirely forgotten her
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fear.
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“There are thousands and millions of combinations and possibilities,
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Avdotya Romanovna. A thief steals and knows he is a scoundrel, but I’ve
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heard of a gentleman who broke open the mail. Who knows, very likely he
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thought he was doing a gentlemanly thing! Of course I should not have
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believed it myself if I’d been told of it as you have, but I believe my
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own ears. He explained all the causes of it to Sofya Semyonovna too, but
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she did not believe her ears at first, yet she believed her own eyes at
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last.”
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“What... were the causes?”
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“It’s a long story, Avdotya Romanovna. Here’s... how shall I tell
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you?--A theory of a sort, the same one by which I for instance consider
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that a single misdeed is permissible if the principal aim is right, a
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solitary wrongdoing and hundreds of good deeds! It’s galling too, of
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course, for a young man of gifts and overweening pride to know that if
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he had, for instance, a paltry three thousand, his whole career, his
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whole future would be differently shaped and yet not to have that three
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thousand. Add to that, nervous irritability from hunger, from lodging
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in a hole, from rags, from a vivid sense of the charm of his social
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position and his sister’s and mother’s position too. Above all, vanity,
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pride and vanity, though goodness knows he may have good qualities
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too.... I am not blaming him, please don’t think it; besides, it’s not
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my business. A special little theory came in too--a theory of a
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sort--dividing mankind, you see, into material and superior persons,
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that is persons to whom the law does not apply owing to their
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superiority, who make laws for the rest of mankind, the material, that
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is. It’s all right as a theory, _une théorie comme une autre_. Napoleon
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attracted him tremendously, that is, what affected him was that a
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great many men of genius have not hesitated at wrongdoing, but have
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overstepped the law without thinking about it. He seems to have fancied
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that he was a genius too--that is, he was convinced of it for a time. He
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has suffered a great deal and is still suffering from the idea that he
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could make a theory, but was incapable of boldly overstepping the law,
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and so he is not a man of genius. And that’s humiliating for a young man
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of any pride, in our day especially....”
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“But remorse? You deny him any moral feeling then? Is he like that?”
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“Ah, Avdotya Romanovna, everything is in a muddle now; not that it was
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ever in very good order. Russians in general are broad in their ideas,
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Avdotya Romanovna, broad like their land and exceedingly disposed to
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the fantastic, the chaotic. But it’s a misfortune to be broad without
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a special genius. Do you remember what a lot of talk we had together on
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this subject, sitting in the evenings on the terrace after supper? Why,
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you used to reproach me with breadth! Who knows, perhaps we were talking
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at the very time when he was lying here thinking over his plan. There
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are no sacred traditions amongst us, especially in the educated class,
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Avdotya Romanovna. At the best someone will make them up somehow for
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himself out of books or from some old chronicle. But those are for the
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most part the learned and all old fogeys, so that it would be almost
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ill-bred in a man of society. You know my opinions in general, though. I
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never blame anyone. I do nothing at all, I persevere in that. But
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we’ve talked of this more than once before. I was so happy indeed as to
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interest you in my opinions.... You are very pale, Avdotya Romanovna.”
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“I know his theory. I read that article of his about men to whom all is
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permitted. Razumihin brought it to me.”
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“Mr. Razumihin? Your brother’s article? In a magazine? Is there such an
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article? I didn’t know. It must be interesting. But where are you going,
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Avdotya Romanovna?”
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“I want to see Sofya Semyonovna,” Dounia articulated faintly. “How do I
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go to her? She has come in, perhaps. I must see her at once. Perhaps
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she...”
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Avdotya Romanovna could not finish. Her breath literally failed her.
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“Sofya Semyonovna will not be back till night, at least I believe not.
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She was to have been back at once, but if not, then she will not be in
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till quite late.”
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“Ah, then you are lying! I see... you were lying... lying all the
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time.... I don’t believe you! I don’t believe you!” cried Dounia,
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completely losing her head.
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Almost fainting, she sank on to a chair which Svidrigaïlov made haste to
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give her.
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“Avdotya Romanovna, what is it? Control yourself! Here is some water.
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Drink a little....”
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He sprinkled some water over her. Dounia shuddered and came to herself.
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“It has acted violently,” Svidrigaïlov muttered to himself, frowning.
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“Avdotya Romanovna, calm yourself! Believe me, he has friends. We will
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save him. Would you like me to take him abroad? I have money, I can get
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a ticket in three days. And as for the murder, he will do all sorts of
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good deeds yet, to atone for it. Calm yourself. He may become a great
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man yet. Well, how are you? How do you feel?”
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“Cruel man! To be able to jeer at it! Let me go...”
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“Where are you going?”
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