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but I don’t need it now. I can always earn my own living. Don’t think me
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ungrateful. If you are so charitable, that money....”
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“It’s for you, for you, Sofya Semyonovna, and please don’t waste words
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over it. I haven’t time for it. You will want it. Rodion Romanovitch
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has two alternatives: a bullet in the brain or Siberia.” (Sonia looked
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wildly at him, and started.) “Don’t be uneasy, I know all about it from
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himself and I am not a gossip; I won’t tell anyone. It was good advice
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when you told him to give himself up and confess. It would be much
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better for him. Well, if it turns out to be Siberia, he will go and
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you will follow him. That’s so, isn’t it? And if so, you’ll need money.
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You’ll need it for him, do you understand? Giving it to you is the same
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as my giving it to him. Besides, you promised Amalia Ivanovna to pay
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what’s owing. I heard you. How can you undertake such obligations so
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heedlessly, Sofya Semyonovna? It was Katerina Ivanovna’s debt and not
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yours, so you ought not to have taken any notice of the German woman.
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You can’t get through the world like that. If you are ever questioned
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about me--to-morrow or the day after you will be asked--don’t say
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anything about my coming to see you now and don’t show the money to
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anyone or say a word about it. Well, now good-bye.” (He got up.) “My
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greetings to Rodion Romanovitch. By the way, you’d better put the money
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for the present in Mr. Razumihin’s keeping. You know Mr. Razumihin? Of
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course you do. He’s not a bad fellow. Take it to him to-morrow or...
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when the time comes. And till then, hide it carefully.”
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Sonia too jumped up from her chair and looked in dismay at Svidrigaïlov.
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She longed to speak, to ask a question, but for the first moments she
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did not dare and did not know how to begin.
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“How can you... how can you be going now, in such rain?”
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“Why, be starting for America, and be stopped by rain! Ha, ha! Good-bye,
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Sofya Semyonovna, my dear! Live and live long, you will be of use to
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others. By the way... tell Mr. Razumihin I send my greetings to him.
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Tell him Arkady Ivanovitch Svidrigaïlov sends his greetings. Be sure
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to.”
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He went out, leaving Sonia in a state of wondering anxiety and vague
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apprehension.
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It appeared afterwards that on the same evening, at twenty past eleven,
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he made another very eccentric and unexpected visit. The rain still
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persisted. Drenched to the skin, he walked into the little flat where
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the parents of his betrothed lived, in Third Street in Vassilyevsky
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Island. He knocked some time before he was admitted, and his visit
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at first caused great perturbation; but Svidrigaïlov could be
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very fascinating when he liked, so that the first, and indeed very
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intelligent surmise of the sensible parents that Svidrigaïlov had
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probably had so much to drink that he did not know what he was doing
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vanished immediately. The decrepit father was wheeled in to see
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Svidrigaïlov by the tender and sensible mother, who as usual began the
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conversation with various irrelevant questions. She never asked a direct
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question, but began by smiling and rubbing her hands and then, if she
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were obliged to ascertain something--for instance, when Svidrigaïlov
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would like to have the wedding--she would begin by interested and
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almost eager questions about Paris and the court life there, and only
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by degrees brought the conversation round to Third Street. On other
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occasions this had of course been very impressive, but this time Arkady
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Ivanovitch seemed particularly impatient, and insisted on seeing his
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betrothed at once, though he had been informed, to begin with, that she
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had already gone to bed. The girl of course appeared.
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Svidrigaïlov informed her at once that he was obliged by very important
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affairs to leave Petersburg for a time, and therefore brought her
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fifteen thousand roubles and begged her accept them as a present from
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him, as he had long been intending to make her this trifling present
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before their wedding. The logical connection of the present with his
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immediate departure and the absolute necessity of visiting them for that
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purpose in pouring rain at midnight was not made clear. But it all went
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off very well; even the inevitable ejaculations of wonder and regret,
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the inevitable questions were extraordinarily few and restrained. On the
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other hand, the gratitude expressed was most glowing and was reinforced
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by tears from the most sensible of mothers. Svidrigaïlov got up,
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laughed, kissed his betrothed, patted her cheek, declared he would soon
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come back, and noticing in her eyes, together with childish curiosity, a
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sort of earnest dumb inquiry, reflected and kissed her again, though
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he felt sincere anger inwardly at the thought that his present would be
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immediately locked up in the keeping of the most sensible of mothers. He
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went away, leaving them all in a state of extraordinary excitement, but
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the tender mamma, speaking quietly in a half whisper, settled some of
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the most important of their doubts, concluding that Svidrigaïlov was
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a great man, a man of great affairs and connections and of great
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wealth--there was no knowing what he had in his mind. He would start
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off on a journey and give away money just as the fancy took him, so that
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there was nothing surprising about it. Of course it was strange that he
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was wet through, but Englishmen, for instance, are even more eccentric,
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and all these people of high society didn’t think of what was said of
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them and didn’t stand on ceremony. Possibly, indeed, he came like that
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on purpose to show that he was not afraid of anyone. Above all, not a
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word should be said about it, for God knows what might come of it, and
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the money must be locked up, and it was most fortunate that Fedosya, the
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cook, had not left the kitchen. And above all not a word must be said
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to that old cat, Madame Resslich, and so on and so on. They sat up
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whispering till two o’clock, but the girl went to bed much earlier,
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amazed and rather sorrowful.
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Svidrigaïlov meanwhile, exactly at midnight, crossed the bridge on the
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way back to the mainland. The rain had ceased and there was a roaring
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wind. He began shivering, and for one moment he gazed at the black
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waters of the Little Neva with a look of special interest, even inquiry.
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