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night cunt love you dont let bed bugs bite
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would schizophrenic deaf person hear voices head talking them im unable find answer anywhere need know
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seems like logical option world cant fit intohave never fit society im much nonconformist motivation finish college grades fine absolutely hate classes cant keep interest pretty much every class ive entire life ive tried multiple types classes spanning different majors friends to benefit success finding work parents use work mcdonalds critique smh career path well im worthless highly likely bpd mdd add well gad honestly sound like subsets one another tried medication unsuccessful tried stimulants hated well cure depression im essentially screwed life imagine death worse candy compared picture close lowest point ill probably get kicked soon become homeless
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ive done nothing contributeim taking space using food water peoples time aspirations direction easier ceased exist
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always avoided posting voice head muchcuz feel like problems pale comparison many posts see every hour shits getting hard theres constant voice head telling kill past years think moment im intensely engaged something like conversation work video games constantly reminds kill myself rn im waiting semesters college got let go work chilling friends cuz quit drinking smoking thats friendships built on basically theres much going me voice constant cant escape it getting really hard back hs could meet new people date girls make friends doesnt happen now idk why basically constantly reminisce awkward terrible things ive done voice tells kill self sometimes strong feel inclined forced say loud kill kill even people around involuntarily try play like saying something else humming something breath ive lots therapy intensive inpatient psych ward previous attempt much earlier life feel like none could help rn think need people life rn course online friends nice guys know really same idk do besides nothing really wrong great family almost problems life dumb things ive done feel like ill never escape guilt anxiety may well kill self instead years now reason im writing cuz idk else talk to brother cool doesnt know handle stuff really fuck
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anyone wanna talk im bored pm ya want ill talk bout almost anything listen problems ig
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im aloneim two hours away anyone knows im alive university friends even anyone knows name cant handle fucking alone subhuman cant even look anyone eyes speak every day panic attacks drawn fear schoolwork know wont make it please god let convenient dont disappoint family comes it ill find way cant fucking take anymore much im fucking sorry boyfriend friends family please god let finally feel peace
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got report card grades flunked so normally im good student high grades last year lowest grade ever b however last year teacher bitch know probably respectful since hes helping learn didnt gave detention pointless reasons constantly picked reading answering questions front room much could even though knows horrible case stage fright the principal told teacher let independant work often group work care worst thing is let get beaten up yard patrol time lunch got picked every day one time early january group kids throwing big chunks ice mainly targeting facehead teacher saw instead coming break since knew defend kids stronger me walked away smiling got concussion teeth damaged im lucky need braces away weeks injuries grades year as cs dissapointed im online school year im often confused were problems focusing im really anxious good thing online teacher really nice helps catch up cant change grades best mark b lowest c feel ashamed disgusted myself heard got fired know care long leaves alone thanks listening little rant wanted get system
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new hampshire friends hey guys got airbnb alton nh months since college online im freshman got people hmu around area would chill
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nothing wrong everything feel wrongim sure start saying this im sure start hopefully short paragraph text tries explain im depressed nothing depressed about feel alone despite room full loving supporting people cant manage explain hesitate tell parents this ive pulled together list people ive ever told struggle guess there freaking parents therapist know wanna tell parents anything like why depressed queston idea stop asking wanna go therapist requires telling parents this cant handle knowing someone paid talk me pretty damn good life honest cant fine feel like this hopefully short decently detailed kinda wrote suddenly
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question going hospitalso im incredibly depressed noone talk to call pessimistic think talking talking someone via reddit seem like would helpful go er right speak someone would entire process like suicidal thoughts everyday courage actually follow it wanted discharged would picked someone im also would discharge me last time went hospital suicidal thoughts transported psychiatric ward private clinic actually called told risk kill myself tldr want go er want held transported elsewhere do
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im destined shitty lifepeople always talk path life me honesty see fuckup eventually killing myself ill become drug addict live streets go jail stupid reason kill myself thats way see going motivation actually something useless life thought graduating school career starting family getting old makes sick life isnt worth living me everything pointless id rather suicidal crackhead successful fuck that successful people arent even happy anyway
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mom good emotional support dad sensitive touchyfeely whereas take something face value pick subtleties think somewhat loveless marriage dad turned emotional outlet point early teens would spend hours talking lessons morality suffering hands insensitiveclueless mom love things romantic sensual mixed here kind pervy behavior
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ucatswithalmdudler appreciation post stalking
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set failurei understand point living someone like me compare einstein poor foreign kid motivation live like them im stupid depression social anxiety physically unattractive ive spent years studying hard nothing return drop subjects chemistry physics backup am right now adults really need make minds say high school everything say best yrs life better atar make life easier past half yearlies tests im talking lowest rank average subjects cant focus im mentally sick hsc left think study anymore high school handle failure stress well would even hire job im scrawny female parents admitted burden siblings call moody pessimistic get phase whole life pls tell golden story breaking shell feel like vomitting start crying shaking near ppl point im waiting opportunity like tall building train deep water physical pain cutting last moment stop existing forever nothings holding back feel bad wasting familys time money me hate living gift me im waiting death old age come want check gets worse
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im suicidal found reddits big suicidal group peopleim years old im kinda fucked head thru shit sometimes dont know reality not kinda thought pathological liar genuinely thought things actually happened me get flashbacks things might never happened like overdosed something whole time ive coma
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riddle uh idk im good riddling gig
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friend mine really needs help im ideastldr friend mine going real hard times lots trouble parents recent horrible things happened her ive close one year weve rarely seen other trusts im trying best help her already attempted commit redflag work since little better today texted saying happened last weekend ruined this guy thought friend wanted sex blocked plus honestly thinks mother hates her words come point reason live anymore ive tried tried listen keeps saying shell it ideas convice otherwise
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theres escapemy life meaningless im stuck someone mistreats doesnt love me im completely alone support two year old husband covert narcissist feel like fucking idiot falling shit im forgotten person havent mattered since born ive always uncared about know sounds pathetic really emo really is left homeless mom died family took in sexual abused family knew kept secret nobody cares really dont truly believe reason existence suffering
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day nnn went even slower day studying minecraft fun bois good luck cumrades
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life fucking scam cute anime girl already smh want refund
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bad cum like brownish color bad
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thanks guys think may saved lifeso month ago came fully expecting last day life last thing list get flavors fucked up look old family photos put fat one right skull well came across graduation picture ranger school one old army friends decided give one last call knew something police come house ive spent last weeks involuntarily commited psych ward hey im still here dont really know since im right back started might pack bag start walking dont know im still matters rangers lead way
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yall ever want draw something really cool realize artistic skills
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still remember first seeing tv believe tvnz let on it lot humor lost nonnzers give go br br since finishing back series matt chris gone bigger better things nzs greatest daredevil stuntman randy campbell often appeared british tv series balls steel yes still fks stunts drunkbr br also house band deja voodoo since released albums brown sabbath back brown band consists members back team singles i would give one beers but ive got you even born s continue humorbr br the southbysouthwest film festival also featured feature length film the devil made it released early nzbr br all up find guys funny fk off
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use washing line ropei dont proper rope dont know get one would still work use washing line use doorknob method
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wait flirt always people flirt crush flirt random girls like mean
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feelings someone telling ones tho haha
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fly like paper get high like planes u catch border got visas name
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theres little hope left herethis reddit seems dead now nobody left encourage cries help now
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listening megalovania
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update still herea ago wrote talking plan make wellhere am made it regret wholeheartedly thought things get worse boy wrong i learned things always get shittier one friend decided abandon me today birthday anniversary day girl planned marry abandoned me disliked me shitty personality im depressed deal depression blame her all one thing saving every time verge have sit anniversary birth think fitting would end day know anymore want shoulder cry on want someone hug tell itll ok ive lonely want end
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never suicidal lifein years never thought redflag much past months like number thing mind time dont goals anymore dad doesnt understand im going really doesnt even try idea anymore look mirror dont recognize myself struggling nobody seems notice plan ready go stop pussy it cannot continue like this agony i dont care grammar punctuation
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story wishing well sam im sam wishing well call aristotle sam how get name wishing well i say thats name said call want that sam throws penny sam i wish wishing well i want grass greener sam hey wish something threw penny wishing well who wishing well you
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taking note momentim confusedand trying stay focusedon know rightim torn know wrong torn
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take long ban boiboiboiboi anyone unsee juice me
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went bedroom uh played minecraft
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hard assign fair number stars film settled high production values was innovative approach war film remember seen since make strong impressionbr br the long days dying must one vivid antiwar films ever made achieves simply portraying extremely realistic terms actions handful soldiers northwestern europe film one showed war infantry squad level much brutal detail coldly dispassionate way lets actions speak themselves preaching sentimentality comic relief complicated scenariosbr br unfortunately theres subtlety either partly situation trying stay alive characters come across flat familiar clichs entertainment film make it though clearly intended entertain intended slug head misery horror world war ii modern war general twenty years platoon thirty saving private ryan far watchable films flat generally disagreeable characters lack actual plot realistically unpleasant images including may first onscreen vomit theatrical history make film hard sit through though minutesbr br so stars production realism stars feeling over bonus star heart right place average br br like carl foremans underrated the victors equally downbeat interesting thoughtprovoking film long days dying seems dvd not films cable number times
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thanks twitterive made inflammatory twitter account hoping people send death threats feel justified killing myself love internet anonymity
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crystal blue persuasion yea yea
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year things im grateful move parents house pillow know people might get perfect pillow pillows arent comfy stepdad hes around since hes actually really solid guy sense humour bit selfish think life little bit enjoyable kind find funny side almost anything tune tomorrow
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im breaking pointim angry lonely feel like one understands me im breaking point im lose it someone says one stupid plattitude everyone says people experiencing lot emotional shit im done im longer gonna even try talk feelings open anyone im gonna end something really bad im gonna kill end it thought whole point opening people could find someone whos understanding avoid people insensitive wholl make things worse whatever dude im really close done right now
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biden president probably be election mine january
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know may isolate friends even family romantic partners too give mine space common people depression stop reaching partners going period depression
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options guyz pleaze choose ok choose thank u
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future dream id really like happen me maybe dumb hold something could possibly never happen want grow bloom person decided recovering getting better person want do try hope try me toosn always option me though hour ago almost set hanging recovering hardi wish everyone well sorry life brought us point rooting us alwayshugs decided stay now
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suicidal thoughts getting closer closer attempti hope means go psychiatric facility painful live need safe space
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feeling like nothing changei feel like im going feel miserable now forever good things going me yet im always unhappy great friends yet feel soulcrushingly lonely literally real responsibilities right now yet im constantly stressed ive thoughts redflag since child right things going better theyve ever been yet im still miserable feel like nothing ever change events life keep changing misery ever present therapist took leave absence whole pandemic started supposed return april havent heard anything way contact her im sure come back everything going on course want prioritize safety months im becoming increasingly desperate ive tried many meds past years none ever helped including ones im currently on im tempted stop taking them im tempted give up
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broke gf im really scaredso today broke gf almost year best friend one friends had lot unnecessary fights also took care world got bit much i sometimes short periods depression suicidal feelings pretty serious social anxiety many friends weve breaking months finally it cant say im relieved honest know better feel empty feel like anything told want remain friends want keep touch really itll hurt much says shell me want that want someone me time want anyone me makes sense me feel like fault person way handle things like fights insecurities know feel lonely
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hey girl painted leonardo da vinci youre priceless is better cuz apparently yall dont like picasso
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feel empty feel like something missing me something need something makes happy something positive even make sence
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good show entertaining good marshal arts acting good story plot entire main crew nice job robert urich chuck norris jennifer tung especially big hand judson mills especially fine tribute robert urich latter days great actor truly missed
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hate post someone dm me fillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfiller
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family annoying always watching walking dead want watch anything else get mad me thats even worst part th time through watch litteraly anything else god damn
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sleep
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redflag helpwould downing bottle tylenol pills drinking quite bit vodka kill me please recommend something thats common houses
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ever awkward position listen friend talk something interest scared tell stop man hoping good time stop talking even kept nodding
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love korean films ability really quiet eerily really capture real life tend watch korean movies reason alone ive seen directors movies before one comes closest feelings got oasis another awesome film called charming girlbr br however title summary supposed chrstian perspective ill start instead showering praisebr br for non christian perspective director changdong lee captured unbiased almost eerily real portrayal modern protestant church regardless denomination warts all ive always waiting christian film truly portrays darker recesses church life christian films tend speak language different want share faith to many films religious undertones though good motives tend resonance disney film school special need show life is real people curse real people lust real people fall though christians believe salvation available seek it still challenged everyday horrors life doyeon jeons character totally honest almost brutal portrayal woman found god lifes bitter realities loses love had deny god exists refuses accept live idea loving forgiving godbr br in decent edges morality madness character asks questions mind every one religious notbr br if god love allow terrible things happen film answer that rightly so believe last minutes film though open interpretation leaves us hopeful future main character brings idea secret sunshine full circlebr br i believe second film tried religious way tried set that lies reason worked even more real honest that far best summation real christian life seen film
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prozac making suicidalim sorts horrible thoughts going head right now
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thoughts head empty mind quiet numb use rare opportunity sleep goodnight
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nothing fucking mattersdoes anyone else view similar mine im years old college biochemistry student track medical school ive got gpa right now everything feels completely fucking moot lot happy moments even bad moments view humanity existence anomaly tiny speck dust known earth hurdling several thousand miles per hour space were bound die eventually humanity wiped future almost trace existence afterwards even then probability life finding remnants infinitesimally small god afterlife far know cant go living life hoping ill happy still existence im dead cant force believe crap like without good reason
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time talking overim holding box cutter wrist trying work power get with cant fucking deal life anymore give get nothing return im fucking tired want rest great im crying im weakling deserve alive anyways
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mean perfect breeding ground humans meant like covid bacteria stoff sorry beys
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parents house spring break nothing do suicidali friends literally lie bed stare ceiling went pc gaming cafe played games hours nothing else life worst part return university fucking hate even more working degree know get job go school lots stem majors agonizing swear thing take mind things video games went grocery stared charcoal consider charcoal burning redflag method someone please help me
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im feeling impulsive want stop talking everyone awhile quit eating much need eat much do wayyy much
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simon pegg plays part sidney young young entertainment writer begun beginnings career writing grassroots magazine specializes badmouthing shallowness superficiality rich famous making career lampooning celebrities although desperate wish celebrity himself movie based bizarre career toby young also ran small magazine britain called modern review offered scathing criticism pretty much everything imaginable closed magazine hail verbal bullets coeditor went spectacularly failed career writer vanity fair pretty much part life told movie br br he first thrilled go work major publication called sharps magazine movie despite active nerves notredflagly beaming first day meets chief editor clayton harding played jeff bridges hard nails also exactly kind editor needs goofoff like young keep job magazine offers little form immediate acceptance young also described liberal tolerance youngs offthewall antics inappropriate behavior br br much comedy movie derived youngs misunderstanding indifference generally accepted code public behavior peculiar etiquette involved dealing rich famous sidneys reasons acting weird way giving outwardly offensive interviews believes loathes entire celebrity culture and would seem believes ageold saying if cant beat em join emand beat embr br complicating matters two different women charming regular girl magazine named alison olsen kirsten dunst first appalled sidneys obvious arrogance womanizing ways stunning model named sophie megan fox represents celebrity culture needless say sidneys endless attack superficiality stardom superficial lust sophie one look starbr br sophie stunningly beautiful true also comes across single thought rattling around head alison regular girl interesting attractive dunsts performance makes real person relationship would reality britney spears marriage yet movie retains level believability because despite obvious is also feel sidneys pain pursuing i felt it anywaybr br how lose friends alienate people pretty interesting premise full honest satisfactory performances although turns bit standard romantic comedy third act variety welldeveloped interesting characters danny huston example gives us great performance alisons love interest pays homage big lebowski also starring bridges everpresent white russian one personal favorite drinks buying absolute kahlua china costs equivalent kitchen never without them br br i looking forward day simon pegg branch little bit love films completely unsure range played serious character hot fuzz serious relation lunacy surrounding him ultimately went back again pretty much shaun dead run fat boy run lose friends hes rising star interesting see else do
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want run away home cant really like living family really hate starting get there explain situation dad left mom alone brother time fine left exchange when came back year later everything went sht mom never home neither brother home yell stuff even do always clean brother plus cook hes home leave one dirty cup table thinks yell mom always chooses side ive known long time mom favored brother become really obvious lately top that brother horrible girlfriend reference threatened kill suggested move party people could make it anyway cant take anymore today mom threatened send dog away even kill her want run away cant take dog cause dont want leave mother also money soon start college mom pays dorm rent also scared leave dog home leave college reason previously mentioned
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good morning ladies gentlemen anyways recap last week ship got stuck canal another ship came crashed ship got stuck might semi truck oh thing happened vehicle lesson week drugs unless prevent crashing cars boats case take whole bottle gonna need them also small orange bell pepper died super mario bros gg mr bell pepper f chat coming next week terrorist attack amber heard
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anybody wanna talkfeel free message id like talk anybody else going it im years old seem nobody turn emotional support ig im best opening id love listen anyone willing talk
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someone vc w discord im bored hell idc tf dm
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gave free award wrong person comment section disappointment immeasurable day ruined
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want die im afraidlong story short im sex addict iv always careful got regular std tests found long time girlfriend gave herpes shes worry wort causes constant outbreaks last years depression never sex mentally destroyed me strong meds outbreaks year hardly ever sex dont want give anyone else iv settled relationship im longer able live life always hoped for wasnt scared id kill self tomorrow never really could expected life go way hide depression really well personality fun happy person ever met hate get std test started dating years ago plan kill times week months since iv sex feel like im going mentally shut able go work more im scared google redflag ideas thats really thats stopping more
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noose drawerhi deeply convinced die im bad core belief thats deeply rooted me past months lost tried build leaving toxic home recovering it much hope anymore died house ive done past five years never destined work out lately like im back there act guilt toxic one im beyond getting better deserve it resolved finish job made noose planned act im afraid one check dead body want neighbor find two weeks smell want leave note friend whats left money im afraid hed find early interrupt me
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eu referendum result last straw xpost rmmfbim male english not proud it worst year life graduated university managed get decent grade barely tried leaving got call centre job left month due pressure customersemployers causing numerous panic attacks day months later got temp job basic admin middle management fired weeks later panic attack november since self confidence hit rock bottom meaning job interviews could manage or bothered get come across terrible candidate and theyre wrong become partially dependant cannabis im antidepressant shit broke arm uk democratically decided leave eu cant see future myself redflag mind past months im starting seriously consider it im aware many people worse positions stronger depression suicidal thoughts im verge redflag im thinking lot tldr got degree tried different jobs failed both ive got confidence cannabis dependence broken arm useless antidepressants which cause insomnia go them uk decided leave eu based bigotry fear blind patriotism want live anymore
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turned guys bye
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wrote something down would combined enough kill mei overdosed times beforebut nothing seems ever work careful calculated stealing random pills relativescopied notes svelta mig tvr til rjr vikur fyrst gera etta allt tman maga paracetamolacetaminophel mg hjartamagnlacetylsalic acid mg quetiapin actavis mg dimenhydrinate mg prednisolone actavis mg wellbutrin veit ekki mg concerta veit ekki mg alprazolam mg tylenolibuprofen gr kkan kassar af sru sterkt fengi poki yfir hausinn herbergi ea elliarrdal
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found combination lock store donations guess combination ill give helpful award digit code numbers ill try numbers get home go on place bets
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dont really wanna live past next birthdaymy birthday coming months ill turning every birthday depressing supposed die years ago nobody even cares im still anyways fact birthday literally ignored throughout whole life ive one decent birthday bittersweet memory lies anyways ive basically given life dont really see future me future envisioned years came crashing destroyed sense reality im also stuck right now parents basically holding hostage feel like loser failure lie people question ride bus dont job still live parents like im lazy stupid dont even know would first thing come mind things cars expensive housing state horrendously high actually problems parents psychotic easier explain ride bus save money gas say im living get enough money apartment fact job once car once apartment too lost things mental illness fucking stupid idiot im stuck parents wont let get job car mental help rather stay suffer homeless again ik im weak rather die point plus ive winging awhile planned dying years ago ever since failed first time future planned bf refer abusive ex severely damaged me lot people severely damaged me wheres punishment wheres damage ive tried think it feel fucking angry it guess caring stupid again also feel like reason killing time stupid last time killed myself ex abused shit felt worthless im scared life people everyday fine cant fucking normal im pathetic
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one use email function reddit kinda sad underappreciated
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norma spent s playing beautiful ingenues first talkie cast brassy showgirl the trial mary dugan came flying colours sweet lovely ingenues cast aside sizzled parts cast sophisticated women world society girls thrills let us gay made released the divorce unusual twist upper crust dramas shearer made ownbr br norma first appears without makeup frumpish kitty brown whos main purpose life pander unappreciative husband bob rod la rocque hurrying get golf game reality going see mistress helen mistress comes house showdown kitty faces situation civility behind closed doors mass emotions bob leaves goodbr br three years later mrs courtland brown kitty comes stay house guest eccentric mrs bouccicoult bouccymarie dressler kitty knockout bouccy job her wants kitty romance house guest turn romancing granddaughter diane beautiful sally eilers shock horror man none bob ex husband kitty carries meeting sophistication witty repartee there seems something strangely familiar man one wiserbr br the film settles one early talkie boring drawing room comedies kitty casts spell men bob desperate start again women strong roles film men puppets raymond hackett seems film extra butler pass cushion get drink move chair instead dianes harassed fianc norma shearer course whole show marie dressler adds bouccy list eccentric portrayals sally eilers real eyeful gorgeous diane
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well bois finally said yes restraining order luckily covid instead feet feet
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possible distill heart soul sportno pure lifestyleof surfing perfect form documentary done it documentary shows life waves people pioneers modern day vanguard pushing envelope big wave ever beenbr br stacy peraltaa virtual legend early s skateboarding days socal teenhas edited reams amazing stock interview footage essence created documentary masterpiece genre heart soul subject matterand clearly herehis genius fraught pure vision glamorize hype sentimentalize subject reveres surfers surfingbeach lifestyle whitewash either gritty reality sport wellbr br there much could said documentary surfers early history sport wild big wave surfers profiles greg noll first big wave personality arguably pioneered sport jeff carter amazing guy rode virtually alone years northern californias extremely dangerous mavericks big surf and centerpiece documentary laird hamliton big wave surfings present day messiahbr br there tremendous heart warmth among guysand girls show cameraand deep powerful love surfing ocean comes every word found story hamiltons adopted father met hamilton small year old boy practically forced dad especially heartwarming and again stripped syrupy sentimentalitybr br if like surfingor even dontthis wonderful documentary must watched student form someone simply appreciates incredibly welldone works art
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see say freddys nightmares cheesy ripoff obviously know good tv see it episodes packed drama blood freddy creative way kills people love freddys nightmares hope get episodes dvd best episodes are saturday night specialschool daze love stinks think series sucked entitled opinion remember opinion means nothing freddys nightmares always one best series ever come accept fact soon enough like watch deny brilliance
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want real school back online school tiring like fall asleep every single day took away pe class online school restarted march cant socialize online school focusing ability fell floor and probably took grades along restart online school cant play chess friends break start online school
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finallyim finally gonna meet dead parents wonder happen people around me last words haha laugh myself im loser
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give things weeks school need stuff holidays suggest things and im studying
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movie parts every around minutes long based true story life joe bonanno telling see events notice heard different it movie make tied chair till end think possible watch row notice watched row next day row acting movie ok scenes awesome general could bather movie acting special effects glamor one show real thing story key movie one look spectacular rambomatrixtitanic movie skip one good thing movie follow main story long boring love scenes different interrupt something important crime business bonanno
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survival instinct prevents ending emotional falloutis anyone else frightened pain unsuccessful attempt hurt cause loved ones im meant feel blessed people care unlike people last thing im hanging onto think parents eventually understand death good thing would wanted go also think articulated adequately would able live without regret thinking could done something different ultimately life become less meaningful years everyone forget anyway probably selfish thats level apathy im at
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im completely alone foreign country im afraidive lost fiancee drug addiction had moved china kicked habit reality situation kicking in today best friend basically brother started hate something did last person left world ive suicidal different im afraid go home live fifth floor im afraid ill throw window
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life cant everyone rightmuch like everything else world things everybody couldnt life itself maybe im cut life
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important question pls answer anyones birthday one june exactly
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know whats really sad weeks ago camp hanging supposedly straight guys supposed sleep tent playing around acting gaylike which appreciate since im gay im like okay everything fine topic gays came up dude like think gays expected positive answers considering acting night instead got worst possible results ever agreed belong hell moment heart broke why wtf wrong them slightly tried hint arguments statement slightly accidentally myself avail quickly moved another topic atmosphere getting quite heavy day still act gay tbh im kinda attracted one guy occasionally gives hugs tells pick lines then tell one back instant keep head im pretty sure straight thats dilemma dont know actually gay hard read guys acting gay idk every guy high school acts gay least cant read back anyway please send help guy doesnt want leave mind hes got cute funny great hugger cute funny great personality feel like wanna forever person made felt way since previous rejection help im trying keep options god fucking damn it gay hard
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slugsoul shenanigans feel like shit
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like snapcheddar reddit memes snapchedit reddar memes hm either way im aware dank world ripe snapcheddits it boys
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think quote least correct wrong sticking past days depression started years ago bullied school staff surface sound bad treatment went genuinely left permanent scar me emotional turmoil put young age saw quote twice day kept sticking realized true feel like emotionally matured past point young happened stuck past years still throw tantrums fear alone naivete even methods self harm childish still feel like child literally feel process emotions like child does know even move past trauma think will emotional state including depression everything brought it changed years maybe things feel like getting worse dealing bigger problems able emotionally handle older get biting chew year old problems alot different almost year old problems want get help bad even know start myself let alone financially stuck here you emotionally mature past age traumatized at
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thinking hanging late september medication life badcannot fixedhi im antidepressants felt good told doctor want go mg mg eventually meds month became different person depression came back doctor told go back mg did month feel mostly normal recently started feeling suicidal never happened before set deadline hanging dont know meds life bad im already mg
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give reddit name someone send pictures sheep dont use u ping see
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cant come familyhi made new account post others would find main account really want happen anyway around five years ive kept large sercret family im bisexual much attracted gender so come relatively great family minus mother grandmother im extremely close to said numerous times everyone family anyone gay thatd particularly mind shed still love us great know found actually support gay people all father incredible guy makes jokes mocking gay people often makes little bit harder talk theyre like this managed open friends around year ago extremely supportive odd them high school grew apart ive cut connections them one talk anymore theres much building life including this becoming much want spend rest life like this honest think can ive thinking redflag much lately everything final straw mean got close oding last night im lost know do
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husband wants divorce disable schizo useless spouse blame him think much want dieposted schizo subreddit relationship troubleshttpswwwredditcomrschizophreniacommentsevmnwhave_any_tips_for_schizos_in_relationships_with says want continue relationship felt close years over wanting help move kicking anything sat hours talking kept thinking much want die strength start over im broken now edit looks like going spend thanksgiving alone told want go hang family cant spend time around people losing ghosts
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sure reason live enough anymoremy partner years went lovers best friends their choice mine longer trust made bad choices past i cheated understand viewpoint entirely still madly love them know go on miracle cheated still together trying work it honor trust paramount me know cheating destroyed things im cheater immediately regretted came senses killing option thought partner want make sad figured maybe regain shred honor living them make smile living punish did im sure keep going anymore barely able keep going before thought things mend wrong partner deserves world longer give that want best friend cant make happy give trust like loving relationship can like used have know do think soldier anymore could never bear sight someone else even though know would happier cant anymore im scumbag honorless piece shit cheating deserve die anyways
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