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well almost everything done tomorrow rest world go test leaners permit drive except one final drive wise captain said may fortune favor foolish
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someone take blue cheese smells bad want it
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looking norwegian speaking friends play games talk either already speak intend want learn much norwegian can already know bit dm want
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helpi adhd know good self diagnose know itmy family doesnt take seriously though ive looked almost symptoms anyways also anxiety diagnosed im relaly anxious next school year anyways mom tried get diagnosed adhd kept nagging got forms give teachers forgot give one form take doctor guess one concluded didnt adhd confessed forgot give forms said wont go back doctor get diagnosed get really bad headaches whenever im faced much work focus one right told parents wanted try grapeseed extract read good focus yelled me really dont want help way marks low last school year want fucking kill myself people adhd dont belong earth cant function it feel like burden everybody know cant schoolwork go living ill probably fucking bum dont know do killing makes sense honestly im pretty worthless really cant anything without getting fucking migraine help
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merry christmas thats merry christmas
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weird yr old beard ill shave
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im bisexual friends say theyre default settings referring it dont think homophobic think is prove is
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well boss officially hates mei work last week last week doctors office building absolutely one here meanwhile everyone else vacation weeks except me stay dreadful office hours think thats fair im struggling significantly mental health pm came office late times got cause barely get sleep nightmares hallucinations today came late im anything answering phones sitting hours boss angry talk im late hired here definitely convinced full hates me suspected know everyone literally hates meall family thats zero friends im school cant even focus anymore depression thoughts getting bad im really ready now
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dont get itwhat point living know rest years plagued misery loneliness okay many us keeps going im running things keep going im getting tired people thinking depression something want want this want feel normal whatever normal is
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hello name ang years old struggling battle redflag depression quite long time now right going rough period able get bed sleeping crying feel meaning life pointless point human life dumb miss able feel something feel lost idk release pain trying something dumb point feel point here sort comment appreciated thanks lost life
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things got better middle school thankfully sad literally years young child when life supposed good rough still affect life day home life wasnt super bad school living hell excluded everything still day tend view world harsh unaccepting sorry rant sad cruel teachers students elementary school bullying elementary school directly caused many mental health issues
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solumnotes care one depart pain unshared sentient beings shatter light glass marines reign supreme insignificant seem soul share another human being empty shell full life mediocre hellish strife parasitic nothing more times eradication yesterday tomorrows war
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called jewish slur hate public schools full racist homophobic antisemitic as well religions guy m constantly says horrible things bus causes problems every single day today got angry making fun jewish songs told shut responded calling kike thats like saying nword person
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im tiredfor last weeks ive tired like walking miles miles miles barely keep eyes open matter much sleep im still exhausted life bad friends wonderful family shit theyre problem want keep going im tired feeling second best im tired exhausted numb im tired
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feel like im gonna die man allergies suck nose plugged both nostrils barley breath throat hurts hurts breath mouth im basically gasping air every couple seconds cause cant breath want fucking die hate much i cant breath i feel like im going to die in my sleep
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know live sober throw away account going written like slop would like apologize first that abusing drugs alcohol since feel like cannot deal life sober state started using heroin two years ago bi polar young lady needed put manic mind rest amazing although using lot less due resent overdose substituted alcohol pills again matter always self harming myself whether drugs cutting starving always need harm body cannot cope taking advice reading here past months keep telling kill today ill wait till tomorrow weekend see feel im end cant keep going tried get help many times clinics hospitals never seem help resent doctor drop health insurance dropped me stop taking meds last summer due well poor student medical bills overdoses attempts even process mother kicked recently bare watch anymore cant even talk really fathers passing anyway even want die feel to cant live like anymore thank reading
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feel like im stuck ruthi all im years old live united kingdom near dover past hours ive feeling low unhappy life right im final gcse exams im going get good grades ill probably getting ds es worse try hardest enough im overweight loser whos best enough never seem lose weight ive tried several times past unfortunately always seems fail skinny perhaps id confidence feel like ill probably commit redflag im im stuck home pretty much everyday school finished friends teamspeak voip talk to couple friends school social life girlfriend heh me girfriend happening id like nice job wife daughter move canada think ive damaged much young child especially weight normal happy healthy weight teenager instead fat one goals life feel like ill never able achieve them feel like crying know do
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neighbor commuted redflag days ago need helpbasically fucking pussy decided comment hurtful things ig post resulted taking life whole town working together figure dude bring justice get permission family spread story would like yall help find pussy ass motherfucker help bring justice family ill let know information
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know anymorei feel lost right now cant help feel like im terrible person like one part complete sociopath sometimes empathy could destroy someones life without feeling thing scares me ive done terrible things past messed every relationship ive had think world would better without me want keep hurting people care about
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im doneim done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im done im just fucking done
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feel like ive already completely ruined life beyond redemption im basically title graduated college years ago still able get job field went school for top that ive thrown away every opportunity every network had theres way get good job now crushing see peers lead successful lives me im going get blackout drunk tonight hang myself thats way feel relief now
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brother killed last year want thing nowhe lifelong depression i im early s female insane amount loss pain particularly last years recent loss friend thought would one person would always me wasnt gone without even goodbye ive tried couple times reach out apologise utterly cut off knew everything me cant see meeting anyone else depressed withdrawn would able trust anyone else anyway debilitating chronic disease incurable going get better ive already enough hopsital appointments tests pain etc last five lifetimes want more also desperately desperately desperately lonely despite absolutely lovely female friend scared ultimately driving away one day too everyone else put simply nothing left live for im mental pain nearly time ive tried different antidepressants years none worked longer weeks months absolute most left worse state began them interest trying antidepressants therapy unaffordable dilemma this desperately want end pain cannot go like much longer cant want put parents second redflag would swap places dead brother nanoseconds he may thank that give shit stuck special kind hell want wait parents pass elderly could still another years way hold long
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got another creepy pm whys always crusty ass year old man child saying dumb shit asking nudes cant sum big titty ass milf shit nicely asks nudes wouldnt mind tbh
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tw redflag failed exam u feel like killing myself
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movie far better original jerk would highly recommend anyone like quirky humor incorporated almost many lines movie daytime discourse monty pythonbr br the card game hobos mr suicide scene dinner table distaste turtle soup original jerk choreographed ans staged like steve martin seemed like trying hard jerk spoof enjoyed anyone jerk family friendly unlike original jerk
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life alright summer break hell deal going back school genuinely know deal this endless agony redflag redflag boredom somehow get start school make winter seasonal depression top depression good combo genuinely feel hopeless really want go back school fell helpless please deal id rather die go back school
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reddit isnt helpingi created reddit feel understood people always suffer major depression mental illness suicidal thoughts come alll see sadness people ready give up ruins even normal moments already fleeting heart goes everyone dont know healthy come always see stuff maybe unhealthy us idk leave reddit ill feel completely alone again dont fucking know whats gonna help me anything really want happy
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according society im yearold boy pretty sure im turning week female im girl scout multiple occasions people come walmart selling cookies thought troop mates younger brother
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rant highs high lows very low creeping back in unable comprehend random chaotic mind right now way easy one bad guy hate abuser molesterwhat burns hes gotten away it hes happy new born sure forgiven him know never stop hating me existence reminder guilt betrayal inflicted me every time thinks me cannot accept fact wrong people defend her manipulated abused know well well enough know even touches self thinks him memories had good felt rush excitement deep regret it cannot stand fact story one loved her bad guy creeping back again answer leaving crazy world
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previous reviewer claudio carvalho gave much better recap films plot details could recall mostly beautiful every sense emotionally visually editorially gorgeousbr br if like movies wonderful look at also emotional content beauty relevant think glad seen extraordinary unusual work artbr br on scale id give reason shy away mood piece mood really artistic romantic film definitely think mustsee none us mood time so overall
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stay alive mean cope stress little one talk emotions general pain existence
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um tall guys curious feel like im short
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life been worst past years rped abortion catholic family shot directly gun frienda man tried abduct meput truck sister went coma months clinically dead minutes physically abused everyway boyfriend figured seizure condition kill within years or lesswow whole paragraph think past years go things ill sad remember something random like abortion raped fact something unbelievable traumatic forgettable compared everything else wowwhat wrong me am luck like this like things done one person everything separate group people different parts country kidnapping thing happened days ago finally got courage work outgo run outside scared people second day years man tried kidnap mesomething life right something off feel like human guinea pig tested see far human pushedi want go crazy want control anymore tired want someone take body need anymore give up give this want anymore suicidaldepressed ever since remember certain point care hurting family need put empathy aside care myself game quit whoever win do please someone tell want alive want hurt family
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want end suffering pleasei want end really cant take anymore didnt ask brought world suffering waking hours
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muchive rough couple months recently lost mom live abusive father emotionally tears apart whenever talk telling death fault failure etc result speaking terms all child without relatives really family talk to sort exist school close friends all alone ive really bad person lately demons hate myself want kind person nobody returns favor give up forgetting love feels like ever expanding void heart used be im tired feeling like nobody cares mostly know true going tie loose ends tomorrow leave
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im tired tryingfuck this im sick always fucking bad guy genuinely feel like make every effort everything right im easy target people take shit me cant ever person people want fuck it god damn even fucking try long anyway always knew gonna happen im sick people world worth apart
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iti planned kill thursday obviously go it mom excited christmas deals mental issues christmas always seems make things better her even little while leave christmas
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want die three yearsright now things easy like way things going friends care care me people relate to ive got good family life fun siblings loving mother im currently college getting high marks higher grades ever entire life pursuing subject really enjoy hobbies love interests love life feel like drag slightest im happy like really good right now really hope three four years courage hang myself world getting worse like holy shit world getting much worse working class little mind boggling despise country hate much fucking despise everything america every single capitalist lie gets shoved peoples throats convincing working hours week possibly survive normal justifiable living nightmare exist in currently field im pursuing good jobs cities cities exorbitantly high cost living dollars month small unfurnished hole wall apartment building naturally field work regularly hour days hour work weeks thats generally norm first thought unique shitty feature preferred industry really isnt everyone deal bullshit working conditions order meet bare minimum living matter field workdays meaningless keep getting longer longer wages getting worse worse affecting everyone younger are worse going it college debt something deal rest life what want ground dust rest adult life lay hours day one day per week off human beings live like this inhumane disgusting inescapable climate apocalypse going bring hell earth even wealthier countries really life honestly life about adds to brief flash freedom were teens were driven dirt feel like shit lives try tell people ways feel like shit even though everyone feels like shit trying convince theres mythic utopian life living wages afford everything need live plus savings disposable income fun work hours week which way completely unnecessary given dramatic rise productivity standards reality everything sucks real world honestly want deal that want live next three years life best can ever since convinced ill dead three years felt amazing ill try anything want ill take chances whenever please feels great feel fucking liberated amazing deal consequences anything want to live best whatever want knowing easy fun runs dry life becomes nightmare feels fucked up theres something cathartic always get jail free card allows whatever wish want lifestyle ive adopted go away want live free forever cant freedom gone im going kill myself ill happy it let world get me ill live die terms honestly cant see better way it wrong me love life really wanna kill three years
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hate brain so weeks ago got asked out said yes fun stuff weird tech rule house cant text often last talked two weeks ago im writing now a fact appears accounts mine blocked my hope dad find out b weird amount stress seeing have a dads drunkard oldest sister still lives age severely limiting fact shes one work house b since sawspoke last brain flooded negative hypotheticals ifs because trauma previous relationships honest hell earth especially check back account see text them see account changed dramatically digress whole lotta abandonment issues clinginess first world problems still move forth yes struggle talking long also yes thank reading did
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huge cast gathered remake sadly box office failure notwithstanding great sound track cant say riveting entertainment cure insomnia nevertheless enjoyed film provided escape one afternoon good look us looking ideal life albeit fantasy expect corny moments thrills occasional laugh
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freaking fuck cant log back school laptop i cant remember password online school lots assignments hand laptop ive never scared
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get weidly ticked things even concern me know im transphobehomophobe anything think everytime see post saying fuck transphobeshomophobes feel weird almost like im mad not know guilt something else anyways day
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boys working outside recording studio hear the voice angel would miss van doren auditioning going name miss andrews father approve radio singer however hopes certain bigwig mrs bixby friend dads hire her give approvalbr br she leaves within minutes boys running amok studio causing havoc musicians kill ruin recording session finally things calm down whew eluded them says moe yeah got away too answers curlybr br the boys fool around studio put miss van dorens record curly gets dressed womens clothes pretends hes singing mrs bixby walks in impressed hires seniorita cucacha spot extra asked come sing highsociety party night rest sayis history curly pretends opera singer funny results oh way accompanied senior mucho senior gustobr br what happens party simply truth wins out slapstick antics take place all pretty good episode enjoyed rate anything special
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hey basicly feel like fucked everything everyone went university cov work weekends take care little brother cuz mom work could go kindergarden suffer sad depressions completle lost study way practice companies etc bought car lots malfunctions poped up mom wants house cuz adult y according go live gf find self flat gf lives parents grandpa flats suuuuper expensive live even video games super unlucky luck gf super amazing problem we feel like luck cuz almost died newborns somehow still here sometimes wish died live shit af worldpower sex money hungry world hate life soooo much feel good get fucked world everything unlucky
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feeling like worst version personlike title says feeling like absolute worm feel like ruin hurt everyone come contact with remembering words parents second grade youre mean person ones ever gonna wanna friend feeling ruin hurt everyone sad hours also quite bit drunk shfjekskfjd
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always mfs wanna downvote post second post wanna stay silent hate mfs
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living worm confessionive come terms suicidal thoughts never going end sometimes whisper others deafening scream begging end suffering like worm eating sanity little little stop me stop enjoying every joy life laughing harder smiling broader whenever outrun it flee worm acknowledge accept it help others ease pain others safe affliction love
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im going hang myselfim tired cant stand alive anymore give up hopeless
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know myselfi start first year high school next monday think ill make it within single day ive almost killed multiple times people could care less existed honestly agree more
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sometimes seems nobody caresis me seem like people used give shit understand everyones got lives live whatnot get people regard suicidal thoughts depression indifference temperature room way almost worse people care hear bullshit like just cheerful youre happy decide be like people choose depressed think switch flip off theyre ignorant hard actually trying hey lay bed day hating myself give credit know hospitalized decade ago i got accident make attempt life nurses told prayer list forty people more made feel good people happy still existed know people care me feels indescribably lonely sometimes like way people take seriously something yourself never far tell never will sucks thoughts swimming head one giving shit
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wish could get redflag pills end life instantlyi hate government much blocking pill people keep us alive minimum wages work live steal organ die replace thier body
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know theres lot going right things depressing might make happy know hamster follow instagram get surgery remove abscess complete success name vincent likes cucumbers hes super cute sounds like surgery went fine hes road recovery
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girl hit today hit balls specific hurt
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friend said i dont even want im girl believes break himhi reddit really really need help friend lets call guy fallen girlfriend severe trust issues them fully believes going lose thursday next meet up told eaten slept last hours said i dont even want im girl idea help ive told needs get help said hed get thrown looney bin mind too fucked right now idea say help him know help situation im good friends guy girl reddit please help me wrong area please tell get help friend thank reading tldr check title
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ended toxic relationship morning thought would tell you toxic relationship everything leave it need help talk family member friend help it
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wrote note babyi wrote goodbye note last night two plans figured out dying scares me dying part whatever hell comes after wanna die see nothing feel nothingnothing christian believe heaven hell obviously wanna go heaven id rather die go nowhere baby cant leave note follow
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birthday birthday today great time wanted tell sb cake
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right there good entertaining accurate erafeel scenes enough personality variations cover real people around days without story distractions exceptions credits show peralta mar vista california hill venice south malibu lived heartbreak hotel days prebeachboys next surfer kid bob cooper wasatch avenue alley used burn surfboards work old skatekey skatewheels used plywood cutouts roll sidewalk waves things different succeeding decade cool innocence fifties broke warmth sun whitewater freedom exhilaration electric sixties assertively innovative playtime inventive evolutionary madness weird seventies movie gives piece kind magic moment time place imaginary wave real source culturally significant influences btw theres another movie similarly american street edginess it genuinely unique goodness laid back realness helps refine elusively eternal sense cool two lane blacktop with one best examples freesouldoit attitude west coast california history dennis wilson like monte hellman one thanks sp right one gwr
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sign give up idk is nobody wants anything called doctor surgery every day week am line opens every time greeted someone really rude tells appointments booked today even though need telephone call
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horribly suicidal smoked joint im casually enjoying playthrough animal crossingweird mood change quickly
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know turn toive got much shit going wrong feel like share anybody know cares keeps getting worse want stop today made noose sturdy chord fact made fucking me feel like im letting everyone idea it seems inevitable
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got viewing program first time recently hour kidnapping program know sooner james caan outstanding whollybelievable role chief honcho featured vegas complexbr br so often programs like one ensemble either outright annoying seem picked must related producer directorbr br that certainly case program along caan primary supporting cast engaging attractive believable guest actors wellchosen br br the stories ive seen interesting show presents good view city wellbr br this entertaining program one hope remain know managed miss long plan tivo on
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im feeling year chronic depressedalready year feel nothing hatred sadness within fueling thoughts negativity ive hope ill ever trust people feel safe loved healed feel happy never person cry year feel like im constantly holding back could cry every day wanted command feel fucked head desire destroy vanish like greatness gone ive felt fucked often became chronic undeniable feel need someone fix make shit decisions professional would expensive right cant put real person shit im always keep evolving often leads going days denying insanity dont know do feel constantly outcast thoughts impossible fit in im either foggy fucked negative spiral inside head ive short outburst happiness hour drains energy
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letter myselfdear self hate you hate much thought many ways ive wanted die stupid things thinking actually going change youre parents think disappointment embarrassment said many times ive practically become numb words many people tried reach out tell fine obviously werent didnt accept it didnt want burden them want good image yourself want others believe everything control stupid sounds couldnt done work done everything correctly shouldve done everything start look brothers everything control great life ahead them always get compared theyre far smarter better looking overall superior you shouldnt born family mistake reason mom dad fight always you enjoy messing peoples lives still here everyone favor leave hate you hate much die
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im stupid even plan redflagand ive already failed multiple times past
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im losing hopehello joined subreddit need talk it cant talk friend dont want stressed whatever id rather talk and wont talk parents im crybaby recently death seems appealing everything problems im ptsd everyday mind torturing things like youre faking it youre worthless nobody would care died im going university tomorrow cant stop thinking everything ever experienced past happen university blamed friends point parents might think im unstable see state world honestly think unfair shitty world left behind even though sometime find beautiful things laying there ptsd avoid many things point ridiculous cant stop thinking none us free point think time rest die huge abandonment issues point someone doesnt act way millisecond stress think leave dont know im expecting putting here writing things way coping everything
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living sucksim gonna it bye everyone one care
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cant afford therapy anymore insurance sucks extreme guilt anxiety im just donei cant it cant quit therapy barely even afford medication now im afraid even make another redflag attempt fail im hospitalized wont able afford bill either want slap younger face im wrecked guilt did ill probably next person get called cancelled god want die wasted entire summer dont anything dont friends anything with im outsider looking dont relate anyone cant even go social media im intensely jealous people have job sit nothing day ive new projects months think boss forgot even work here im body desk want die want dead nothing gets better summer fucking wasted it hate myself
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here earth surprising beautiful romantic tale samantha boy problems health problems love current boyfriend jasper fades away love kelley blooms like new spring flower br br i found movie touching warm romantic touching enjoyed every bit movieand thats pretty rare highly recommend movie movie lovers one film want miss dbr br by wayif sentimental person easily cries watching movies bring tissues hand really really good movie romanticand surprisingly good dbr br
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this dont thinkdont think much this it find quite place youll get disturbed sit lay close eyes imagine small river flows river leaves put every mean every thought leave let flow river dont make river go faster slower observe thought flows river get distracted thought okay come back river again put thought leave let flow least mins
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tell ur crush u like them long friends ask someone out love want know people think
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know anymoreapologies advance know im longwinded boringly pessimistic incubating depression coming head im nearing two months unemployed goodpaying seasonal job lined up start weeks meantime ive searching something solid temporary gig ends since goal move current lease ends next year want leave town found much success county ive lived past years job prospects low im also struggling find right direction anyway quit job two years early summer little background think might relevant later id really well company year half id gotten great performance reviews made decent sales managers found resourcefulness communication skills exceptional however parttime encouraged take fulltime lateral position nearby sister location debated ultimately applied received transfer stood offer experience good hourly raise plus bonuses sales manager ill call melissa running office crucially busy time working alone lot sacrificing days meet deadlines suit melissas scheduling needs tried stay positive burned fairly quickly melissa salaried came work late and im talking least hour often not would keep paperwork so constantly fighting keep us current one occasion found integrityhonesty questionable also really problem taking ownership workspacei desk front worked hours week melissa office large desk upon kept fresh decorations personal photos etc however would come back day find personal affects place see written desk calendar which id personally purchased know writing appointments helps memorize them melissa would insist desk computer belong me needed utilize desk gone could front store really fight that really got skin removed everything bare essentials generic emailshers managerial one mine sales per company norms wed put names signature lines respective email accounts shed use computer shed log sales user instead manager one led sending emails sales outlook account shed send emails account used would sometimes even change signature line shed go far refer third person one final straws melissa boss our regional manager decided would get bonus technically belonged me pretty big sale required regional manager authorization bonus structure rightfully mine months worked location melissa id reached teams locations needed support trying best honest state office without blatantly calling melissa shortcomings bringing personal feelings it even addressed concerns regional manager sending factual professionallyworded email started looking fallback jobs realized melissa would running show regional manager going help deeply regretting making transfer came shamefully abrupt end one saturday morning long found shed taken bonus office open daysweek funny days off came back monday really saturday find background wallpaper computer changed obnoxiously pixelated blown image pink rose i prefer stock wallpapers dark colors find desktop icons even set keys patience took hit albeit trivial annoyance great start week whatever melissa showed surprisingly early prepared make morning rounds opening shop chipper mood obviously pleased punctuality day quickly sensed irritability keep mind im monday mode anywaynot thats excuse bitch anyway latched onto mood called putting damper morning sure could probably used attitude adjustment chose right perform impromptu assessment problem is caught guard prepared launch wellformed argument problem reached quick answer mentioned desktop wallpaper melissa said another manager spent time office help must changed it followed chastising too obsessed desk needed accept people needed use it moment done clearly respect effort put work care took organization feel valued respected allowed take ownership part job wanted rip top bun stupid blonde head call selfish bitch was instead calmly dropped office keys desk told quit going argue minutia foundational issues id dealing weighing heavy collected supplies id purchased left office last time morning left voicemail hr department headquarter office theyd know quit luckily one applications temporary reception job came through quickly resumed working week later days chose hire permanently wanted stay temp longer let me feel good long commute enough pay ive unemployed since late september ive applied places im avoiding industry id last two yearsits really cliquey good feeling toward anymore either mostly retail experience belt scrapbook collegeuniversity credits degree typically aim clerical work government positions least feel like im contributing society somehow kinda fell salesoffice job stayed pay awesome often hear keep finding situation problem likely you so im owning that maybe im straightforward worker think am maybe work ethic really be maybe get along people im spectrum something working relationship pattern melissa seem new tend regularly find fault type management guess feel like put bullshit know see way fix it make work me know belong calling ive lot jobs last years live longtime partner ill call p im ashamed say p support financially month next temporary job begins feel really guilty essentially ragequitting i really rage though swear good paying job turning next job offer havewant children pets p offers moral support well really emotionally supportive seem understand im experiencing right now thats okayi get job everything times feel really alone spite someone come home to come large family mother died four years ago week slow descent opiod addiction unexpectedly turned extreme alcoholism estranged years prior understand accept choices making family negatively affected death personally im peace knowing longer selfdestructing wish still mom sure woman became longer momid lost mom years died siblings understand feel way villanized bullied it talk them dad side count him either lives nearby relationship all ties cut whether inperson social media contact siblings abusive lead toxic lifestyles lot incestual abuse moms large family auntsunclescousins life either p thinks siblings take advantage funny probably take advantage him says thats hard time making friends thinks keep guard high ive made acquaintances work years gone dinner movies coworkers years since ive really connected someone could identify friend someone flakes me tend waste time anymore early twenties id get backstabbed lot too coworkers thought friends course leads question myself kind person prone backstabbing people think so hesitate confront someone example someone im friendly workplace drops ball somehow problem reminding expectation would describe stern straightforward unkind im left assume people generally like it otherwise think im good listener trustworthy honest make effort put positive spin things workplace tear others gossip tolerate vicinity guess im unlikable maybe im annoying uninteresting dumb hard tell kind person im perceived as many people outside p socialize with ampxb past weeks ive cleaning belongings mom died deal storage unit junk want leave kind mess p went journals present ive always same listless position running narrative know work bosses little work much pay feel alone know myself clearly im problem early thirties already im stumped find work entry level guess really deserve anything that stuck anything long enough earn it today cleared old video diaries laptop yes video diariesi get lonely lose patience handwritten journaling quickly so ive tried recording try talk even myself skipping them im disgusted emptyheadedness speak well seem know anything substance look like ive done anything value frustrating thing surface seem problem ablebodied enough jog miles time eat fairly well read bit resumee strung together time hands ive job search submitted applications every waking minute im employed right picky health home car manageable debt burdens hold back cant make something happen feel dead inside why since kid ive ever wanted dead see future real goals passion sense community theres book dbt skills got outpatient program ten years ago desk distract self care hey weeks ill job keep mind plenty occupied im really tired conversation days health insurance im sorry obama aca never good even staunch liberal therapys question right now put position involuntarily committed ill need pass last background check simply posting feels like red flag is could call hotline im cups volunteer im crisis modewhat even say shit work like that id tell like profound sense fallen cracks know im shallow idiot psych drugs fix loneliness change ideology maybe everyone supposed born maybe person life better without dark presence his maybe week maybe next week maybe next year even land another sufficient job ill ever dangling thread
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pitand heavenit scary thingthat depression becomes massive affects many people gathered lot info get god finally making shit first time life sometimes feel bad even suicidal but oh boy got better used like percent know felt darkbut finally gonna change better
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post herewhy yell void hope someone responds wonder many us go posting here ill start last time posted different account forgot months ago post im lonely ill make effort get contact friends theyll brush go back whatever theyre doing realize much think think me pull away obviously killed yet im dealing right is lots confusion uncertainty know whether im becoming paranoid beginning see truth know am really know want life wheres motivation without goals since were least staying hands long enough post here not talk
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finally told grandmother reason want dieshe long antagonizing family mom favorite child cant accept son forgotten her son always says take country us family lives never did never even told grandmother cousin got married already take care her feed her give stuff wants were still evil eyes likes twist words actions look like protagonist terrible drama likes make us look like were ganging really right need know fight among ourselves everything were still good enough everyday makes us feel worthless always feel like enough family im good person try best be keep quiet even want scream stay still even want kill all hold everything burden grandmother likes play favorites favorite among siblings me siblings like unnecessarily extra nice like giving food siblings watch making drink siblings watch expects side want take sides all want die resilient motherfucker would rather die myself greatest reason hate waking all today fought screamed her told reason want die kept quiet screamed loud neighbors heard screamed loud minutes later throat still hurts crying think hate seeing cry annoying shut trap suffer quietly cant she shaking mad sitting still want either us die get with whether goes first go first matter want end suffering already suggests move therapist keeps telling me easy need month advance month deposit paying bills were already paying current house is also easy third world country
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best chinese movie ever seen and opinion lot better hero chrouching tiger hidden dragon movie unique combination several genres beautiful love story action movie comedy horror time amazing thing really succeeds thisbr br this movie definitely makes top enjoyable every movie lover action sequences traditional unrealistic jumping even flying way shot differs style hero lot flying always looks great usually even makes sense ghosts flybr br see movie regret it
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want murderedi dont know else word it want someone kill me anyone else similar experience dont know suicidal self harm problem wanted killed years used want kill lot could never family murdered wouldnt know much wanted it im even depressed anymore im happy want die days often im mostly ok things looking up still cant shake desire killed think lot ive described ideal death doped drugs thrown fight ring get ass beat conversation friends idea killed alluring dont know cant shake it escape extent guilt feel towards redflag im one pulling trigger dont feel bad dying whole process sounds amazing intense fear rush pain getting shot gut realizing oh shit im going die falling ground slow drawn painful death slowly fade consciousness dread dying intensity feeling tempting die want really feel once know really unhealthy fantasy murdered would probably actually suck still want real bad ive tried times could never finish job felt sooo good tried to feeling rope tighten around neck oxygen slowly cut brain warmth slowly encroaching numbness amazing feeling body shut piece piece ecstasy moment something ill never forget pain melted away wonderful state absolute peace last minute guilt set took away bliss quickly undid rope sat guilt awhile havent tried since part still wants to want again want feel fade intensity pain before never gonna happen dont know id find someone willing kill me want real bad days maybe happened id run away even instincts kick in hope wouldnt least wouldnt get away im safe now refuse kill myself dont want kind control die want life entirely someone something elses hand want one made die want feel good it feel bad fantasy really fucked up wish didnt cant shake it bad was think maybe times week still idk needed vent anybody insight maybe similar experience
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th december dayso ive decided th december day years pain finally come end im tired now im always tired mind constantly ravaged thoughts ive managed destroy life greatly feel terribly parents destroy them cant go like longer complete failure im good anything constantly hurt people around letting down let one final time end it early morning th december clear dorm room ill wear favourite sweater woolen one shades red ill roll joint fine marijuana smoke listen nujabes ill rake beauty winter morning north india shall bid adieu peace
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grownup mids even close nancy drews key demographics pleasantly surprised film afternoon so could tell pair sixtyish silverhaired ladies row me older man left theater ahead specifically praised film ish female usher who said shed seen film previous evening quite liked itbr br more point however row ahead me nine count them nine tenyearold girls lined next other passing popcorn hot dogs candy back forth giggling previewsbr br once film began promptly settled watchbr br and much peep till closing credits began rollbr br this perfect film quite pay high school subplots quite confident enough tone thugs hair far toward critically inept times adaptation source material essentially respectful plot hangs together fairly well treads deftly sins excessive cheesiness excessive modernization last least emma roberts carries movie startling grace josh flitters superb timing notwithstanding roberts movie pulls beautifully nancy drew much direct ancestor kristen bells veronica mars film also lineal descendant jodie fosters early underrated candleshoebr br in todays marketplace rarity family movie respects viewers intelligence such everyones taste is best movie kind decades
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fuck russianeastern european accent literally know nobody there accents dont carry genetics still wouldnt make sense fucking clue dont live near eitheri live ohio
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first all id like say im amateur commenting movies english native language felt strong feeling compelling write movie possibly way thank congratulate c jay cox cast crew brilliant productionbr br yesterday watched latter days first timebr br at first thought might similar movie priest liked much showing gay priest closet priest maybe due restrict catholic ideological notions supply spectators needs revealing profound sad endbr br latter days hand broke concept and ones well mormons principles presenting tender cheerful story leading happy emotive end yet arousing feeling gods blessing hope great movie indeedbr br somehow latter days made feel la city angels br br i would recommend movie anyone likes astoundingly beautiful gay love stories
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what feel like life worth livingfuck everything got rejected another medical school spend years studying getting good gpa for spending thousands dollars applications countless hours dedicated extra curriculars amounted failure whats fucking point turn top soil use world unemployable skill set mom horribly financially forced move social housing cant handle change failure letting around too point fucking point
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