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When I broke off with my boyfriend after three years. It was ÃÂá
quite unexpected for him and there was no particular reason for ÃÂá
the break up, such as someone else. | guilt |
I am not good enough for your experiment I am doing. | guilt |
self reflection as a person i have committed notmany so good things in the past in which i will not speak about as i have committed sin and live in full of regret i have acted out of order as an individual online keep changing my political ideology to disbanding christanity in which i not so long ago joined as started from now i am starting anew with christanity and myself as an individual i carry many burdens in which i am not proud of i have had abnormal fantasies such and incest and other things in which i would rather not talk about this is through abnormal sexual behaviour i masturbated a lot starting from today porn and masturbation will be no more its all about trial and error as porn can warp ones mind and destroy the harmony within there is this one addiction i also have the nicotine addiction there is nothing in the bible that says the use of nicotine is a sin though the addiction itself is the sin so therfore me vaping is a sin that i m alright carrying while the other sins i am not alright carrying i feel as recently i have somewhat mentally declined from a growing state and temporarily warped my mind in darkness and toxicity this will be a new leaf a new chapter for me thank you for reading | regret |
had suspicions dog of 20 years would die last night but convinced myself she d make another day and left her alone early this morning i found my dog dead her name was maggie i loved her with all of my heart she came into my life when i was 11 today i m 29 she had a tremendously long life and for that i m grateful however i m regretful about the way it went down earlier yesterday my father who lives with the dog as she grew up in the family home and stayed when i moved out called me to let me know she was not eating for almost two days considering her age i was concerned but did not concretely believe she was dying as i have had similar scares many times in the past still i rushed over with some chicken that i bought at a fast food restaurant once i got there i knew her time would be soon but considering that she ate all of the food i had brought for her and how she seemed okay as she laid on my lap for over an hour while i pet her i figured she had at least a couple of days so i left her to get back home to complete schoolwork that was soon due i planned to camp out on the couch with her for the following few days to come because i wanted to be with her when she went around 2am i had finished my work and began to feel that something was not right and that my dog was close to death so i took the 20 minute drive back to my fathers house and i found her dead she was alone soiled and away from her bed she lay at the foot of the chair where i held her mere hours earlier by the looks of her i must ve missed her by an hour tops i was heart broken i held her and cried i feel so foolish that i was not around for her i wonder if she was scared and if she wondered where i was in whatever way that dogs wonder i m going to miss maggie so fucking much such a great friend and such a good girl i wish i could rewind the day i wish i was smarter | regret |
i do not know if this is a big deal or not but i still feel bad when i remember it when i was 18 6 years ago we had a cleaner at my parent s house i had recently realised i was quite the exhibitionist and thought it would be cool to walk around naked while the cleaner was around so she could see me in the nude i would not say my motives were sexual but it may have been possible i had an erection i honestly do not know i just thought it seemed really exciting looking back on that period in my life i kind of feel i was bordering on insane i had no friends no prospects and was always bored and alone since then i have fixed all those things and live a happy life my actions still plague me though am i making a big deal out of this i just hate to think that i was some kind of sexual predator the cleaner still works in my parent s house and i see her quite frequently everything seems fine we exchange polite words and she does not seem awkward or fearful around me sometimes i just want to apologise to her but her english is not very good and i do not want her to misunderstand if i decide to bring it up again i probably will not but damn i feel guilty | regret |
a tiktok i regret so when was 11 years old i did a tik tok with my friend and in that tik tok we ate a chilli and the chilli was so incredibly hot so i said random cuss words including the nword and i never use that word the chilli was just so hot that i said random words not knowing what i was saying and it ended up with that i did not look through the video so i uploaded it but i think that i deleted it like 6 months later idk i do not have tik tok anymore it was 3 years ago i uploaded it please do not get angry on me or anything everyone makes mistakes hahaha but i just want people to know that i never never use that word | regret |
i knew i didn't wanna bring my bag they go through your stuff i can't have him go through my stuff its my stuff and i have private stuff on me that no one can have and its mine leave me alone go away don't wave your beeping stick at me don't touch me | guilt |
Why do I forget everything!!!!? WHY am I so stupid???? | guilt |
I argued with my father on matters concerning marriage. ÃÂá
Traditionally speaking, I was not supposed to, so I felt guilty ÃÂá
of violating my traditions which I must hold in esteem. | guilt |
My mother always evokes feelings of guilt in me. For instance ÃÂá
when I miss the last bus I know she will be concerned for me and ÃÂá
stay awake till I arrive. | guilt |
When I insulted my young sister for a very little misconduct of ÃÂá
putting on my shoes. She wrote me an apology letter and the ÃÂá
message she included made me feel guilty. | guilt |
regret not taking an apartment make or break living abroad experience so first i wan na say i have the priveledge of moving to barcelona and feel bad for feeling regret or sadness about any issues a little while back i saw a 2 bedroom apartment which was in my budget beautiful stunning fantasized about having guests over from the world maybe renting out the other room for i ended up declining because some people were extremely strong in their recommendation against anything on a plaza due to noise anyway i ended up taking an apartment that is more expensive in a different part of town closer to work add a friend thinks it will be louder than the 2 bedroom anyway it was an absolute gem of an apartment and i have not seen any deals like it i feel this deep pit in my stomach and i feel like this experience is ruined is this an abnorma reaction surprised at how much i m struggling | regret |
my parents isolated me because i am gay 17f two and a half years ago sophomore year i dated a girl without telling my parents because i was to scared to tell them i was gay they are hardcore republicans it was my first relationship two months into it my parents found out and isolated me they made me delete all my social media watched my every move yelled at me made me feel like shit etc then covid hit so then i was truly alone with no contact at all and stuck at home no contact not even with my closest friends fast forward to senior year it sucked because i lost all my friends since i did not talk to them over covid my parents just threw all of what happened under the rug and acted like it never happened they just wanted me to continue the perfect life i once had i became anxious because i did not have a friend group anymore and did not have anyone to talk to about my situation the day of my graduation i cried because it hit me hard that i wasted my senior year im pretty sure i m depressed but have not been diagnosed or anything cause my parents do not believe in therapy and never signed me up i asked them twice due to friend issues and nothing happened basically up to this point my life has sucked because of one decision when i was 15 any advice on how to stop regretting it | regret |
kindergarten this might be out of step for this subreddit but i did not think starting kindergarten would impact me so much it has been a rollercoaster of emotions for me good and bad and maybe i need help navigating through this time for one this is the first time since birth i felt the village concept i mean sure she was in daycare but that cost 20000 a year and we had to pick up drop off follow a laundry list of rules etc now i just pack her a lunch and water bottle and walk to the bus stop and that is pretty much it she goes and receives a great education with so much more than what a daycare could offer for well property taxes but i think that is under 5k a year for me my house is really small and i do not have a lot of land either and i would pay that anyway like i paid that on top of the 20k as well so really it is not an additional cost the teacher and kids in her class are wonderful and unlike a lot of other parents i actually felt relieved but for some reason my heart hurts like somehow something changed so drastically and i can not just fix it maybe it is my own childhood memories of school i hated how mean the kids were and only started liking life after well financial freedom i really can not place it it is not that she is gone because that is completely normal as she was in daycare i am even happy that she is growing and becoming independent that is the goal after all but this time when she is gone i just have an inexplicable weight in my chest and i do not know what it is sorry if this is the wrong subreddit i am thinking my regret must somehow play into all this but i am not sure are there any other regretful parents that have gone through this or did go through this as a quick recap my regret largely centers around the largely unobtainable societal expectations placed on mothers as opposed to my partner or child maybe a small part is and was that i had no village so a small part could be that the institutions of my country care more about my kid than my personal village but i do not think that is why my heart feels so heavy | regret |
By fun I had a tussle with my sister. Suddenly I obviously hurt ÃÂá
her unintentionally - and she ran out of the room, crying. | guilt |
When one of my lovers told me that I was a flirt. | guilt |
When my nephew asked me to tell him a story and I simply did not ÃÂá
have the energy or the will. When I saw his disappointment I was ÃÂá
terribly guilty and read a story to him after all. | guilt |
When I hurt my parents in one way or another. | guilt |
I'm horny and I get on this video app and flash tits and I've showed my ass and tongue........ Idk what came over me...... | guilt |
[ The same as in shame.] | guilt |
I was late meeting someone for an appointment. | guilt |
Having told a certain lie. | guilt |
regret not having had more sex i am 21 and in my first real relationship with a wonderful wonderful 26year old guy if we stay together it is highly possible that we shall get married however my sex drive seems way more intense than his and i find myself highly attracted to other guys any guy i find attractive i think to myself wow i would like to fuck him at the moment i can think of 7 guys who i am friends with that i would have sex with in a onenightstand sort of way i love my boyfriend and he loves me and i would never purposely sabotage the relationship or cheat on him but he has had over 50 sexual partners yet he is my only one i regret that since we are serious i will probably never know what it is like to have sex with anyone else or be comfortable hearing about his many sexual experiences i often fantasize about these men and having sex with them sometimes during sex with my boyfriend what is worse is that his best friend is incredibly hot and sometimes i masturbate thinking about having sex with him | regret |
i regret falling in love with her this might not get as much attention but here it goes sorry for my bad english i met this girl on high school i was in 3rd semester and she was in first when i first met her i immediately had a crush on her i asked her her facebook name and she actually provided it to me we started talking and we started to get a long very well the problem is that she is very conservative and she did not want to be in relationship since she was not ready yet she has told me before that she has never really had a relationship or even kissed anyone yet she was so wise and confident and gave the impression that she new this type of relationship stuff very well after a while i started to fall in love more and more with her however she would start to always be cold when we spoke i still wanted to speak with her after a while i graduated and did not continue with college sue to personal and family issues when she graduated she went to college and started to study on medical science to this day she is still working on her career and i had congratulated her multiple times although she is very cold she is such a lovely person and so mature and i absolutely love that and i still love her i had told her i would wait for her and try to do the best i can to be with her but she does not seem that interested in me anymore she does not have another love interest from what i can tell so i am still waiting for her to end her career to see if we can try a relationship with her but deep down i know that will not happen she is just so far away from reach from me i am currently working in an average paying job and i do not think i will go to college myself anytime soon i often compare myself to her and i just feel so small in comparison how would someone with her status be with someone like me i am not able to detatch my feelings for her not even one bit i heard people saying that time makes you fade feelings for someone away and i have tried to convince myself in believing in that but i just can not she is just so ingrained in my feelings i do not think i will ever get over her trust me i have tried to be in a relationship with someone else and either i get annoyed by them or they get annoyed of me in my mind it is only her i am literally scared of the thought that she might fall in love with someone who trully deserves her and if i ever find out i think i will go crazy and have a life threatening break down it is been now 6 years since i first met her | regret |
i said what i said because i really loved you not because i did not love you it was the last week of school garfield high in la and my grandma just dropped a bomb shell on me she was moving and if she did not find a place near work that would take two people then i was going to be homeless again my mind was gearing up for the streets and that is all i was able to think about on the last day of school you had followed me but i was lost in thought and did not notice you there you told me to wait and confessed that you had wanted to be my girlfriend since we first met in biology but wanted to know why i never made a move i was still thinking about where i could stay when you slapped me across the face feeling jaded because i did not return your affection i desperately wanted to tell you what was happening to me and how my life was about to fall apart again i was so scared of what was going to happen and i knew no matter what i was going to leave that day and not come back so i made the choice to not tell you instead i told you i did not like you and that i did not want to be with you you ran off crying and that was the last time i saw you i knew you would have sacrificed everything you could to help me and i could n t bear the guilt of dragging you down with me you were the only person to show me such affection with no ulterior motives and ill always remember you and what you did for me while my life was normal i m so sorry i said those things to you | regret |
I wish I could go back in time a choose my friends more wisely.
because some people are in fact, good people, they just aren't the type of people for you.
so it's hard to drop them.
choosing them more wisely would probably make me less anxious.
so now I try to focus on the friends i do want and cherish and attempt to work around the others.
I feel so fuckin bad about being fake about all this but i just don't know how to do it.
rip my past, lets pray i dont get murdered in the future !! | guilt |
not enjoying highschool i regret not joining clubs and sports teams i always felt that i was inferior athletically and i would only get in the way of the team if i tried out i did not join clubs and teams because i thought they were boring but in reality i was just scared of looking like an idiot i feel that i just had to get that out | regret |
careful what you wish for after fighting with myself for the last 15 years being a parent and the year before prepping for the pregnancy i wished many times that i could just run away from all this how to disappear completely had become my my mantra and it kept circling my head over and over again in between covid came i lost my job and after a long anxious spell finally found a new one a couple of months back the job forced me to be away from my family in a different country for about a month something the old me was pining for i m now in the new place we have recently learnt that our child may have learning disabilities i am now stuck here watching my partner struggle with her career and a young kid simultaneously helpless to do anything about it until my current situation resolves even though i sort of got what i wanted i am in more pain than i was before my desires came true making plans for the last two years has been like wishing on a fucking monkey s paw so careful what you wish for fellow sisyphii you just might get it | regret |
i feel like a part of my life was lost i m a 23 year old male i got married at 18 my wife girlfriend at the time became pregnant and i feel like i was pushed into marriage by my family i still love her and she is my best friend but i wonder what life would be like if we never became married i love my kids as well i have 2 now but again i wonder what life would be like if i waited my wife is the only person i ever have been intimate with i m a socially awkward person and never was able to have relationships in high school i never experienced dating or really had a chance see what that part of life is like i am a musician bass guitarist who played live music all the time in a hardcore punk band music is a huge love of mine all of that was put to a end once i started a family so early i still have a dream of playing live music again even if it is just locally i luckily found a love that can earn me a living working as a paramedic medicine and playing bass guitar are my 2 loves most of my friends are still single or unmarried i see the freedom they have in life and i m jealous life has felt like a dead end for me lately i have already accomplished at 18 what most people do not until they are in their late 20s i have brought up these feelings to my friends and wife but started feeling better and told them that the feelings passed they have came back and i do not plan on putting my wife through that heartbreak again i come to a anonymous forum like this because many people would consider me a shit person for feeling this way i have to vent somehow | regret |
regret of thinking bad things about loved ones or people you know during anger moments while being angry have you ever thought things like die i hate you or that harmful stuff towards someone you care for like something you did not control or had you told those things to someone do you experience big regret as well how do you cope with that or how did you fix it | regret |
i lost my virginity to a prostitute i have never been very confident about myself including my sexual orientation especially because i have never had a girlfriend nor slept with a girl so while i was on a trip in southeast asia i got drunk one night and a guy offered me to have a go with a prostitute i remember hesitating but i could n t resist and went on to lose my virginity i sincerely feel ashamed and disgusting because i always and always told myself that i would never do that i did not tell anyone not even my best friend whom i was travelling with nor my parents | regret |
I slammed my little brother into a wall because he was bothering ÃÂá
me. | guilt |
When I lost something that was valuable to my sister. | guilt |
i sent a bunch of pickup lines to my so i regret every decision leading up to that one that was a horrible idea fuck shit shit shit fuck how do i take it back fuck help | regret |
again did i do the right thing basically a few minutes ago my health teacher was pressuring me to talk with him and i could n t handle it so i went out of the calldid i do the right thing well i know i did the right thing for my mental health in the moment but did i do the right thing for the long run i m having suicidal thoughts right now and i just need to knowi m getting messages saying teacher jack is pissed and stuff like thatthis was also not the first time this teacher made me stressed one time he told me i did not deserve to get into this schooli m contemplating suicide and need some help | regret |
shame shame shame i am trying to love myself to forgive myself but the shame and regret are too strong it is like i feel bad if im not constantly ashamed like after what i have done i do not deserve happiness i am not all bad but sometimes i do questionable things and they end up consuming me you are probably wondering then why do these things i do not even know all i know is i like doing the crime but not the time any advice | regret |
cringy memories my embarrassing moment x200b i used to go to karate classes but i could n t keep up with the discipline my karate teacher used to embarrass me by hitting me with a blue stick in front of everyone because they all watched us do the training i m sad i decided to take karate lessons because looking back at myself makes me feel silly in the mind i joined karate classes because i believed it would be fun and make me feel like a real character but that did not work out i believed i was prepared in reality i failed every single one of them i did not pay attention to my sensei at all a blue stick hit me in the head once more i m completely humiliated i was just eight years old when i enrolled in karate lessons and i regret it when i was 9 years old i fantasized about being a kung fu master a martial art i had seen in movies but in the end it did not work out i was embarrassed that is when i realized i no longer wanted to do karate but i did not know how to tell my father i m sorry i started karate when i was eight years old it was fun for me but because i was bored at the time and did not pay attention my sensei will hit me in front of everyone the next time i do not pay attention and some woman will giggle about this x200b i now see that enrolling in a karate class was a bad decision and a terrible sense of regret about it i can not move on | regret |
my biggest regret i know i am only 17 and what regrets could i have so early in life unfortunately i have been very self sabotaging and these past years have been full of darkness my life is not the worst i know i am doing better than some and i am not trying to complain it just helps me to get the words out my biggest regret is cheating on my first boyfriend it was probably the best relationship i have had i was so happy with him even before i cheated i made a lot of mistakes though it was probably best it ended i just wish it did not end that way we had dated for over half a year but then i moved away with my family and i do not remember exactly when but i cheated on him i should have broke up with him before i should have explained that i could n t do long distance i am too lonely and terrible of a person i did not tell him for months that i cheated i can not believe i lied to him for months i can not believe i would betray someone i love so much we had dreamed so much of a future together back then maybe i put him on a pedestal now but how could i not he just seems so much better than me i was toxic at points i wish i had been a good girlfriend but i was not but still it seemed he loved me so much back then it is now a year and 2 months after we broke up and still the regret haunts me and i still think of him so much i have not been able to have a good relationship since always short and less and less meaningful i am now single for four months and planning to keep it that way i know i am not mentally healthy enough for an actual relationship and i do not know if i ever want to be it seems i just keep falling back | regret |
I feel guilty when when I realize that I consider material things ÃÂá
more important than caring for my relatives. I feel very ÃÂá
self-centered. | guilt |
i regret not buying bitcoin when it was 10k i had the money but was trying to save more to buy a bigger car for my family if i had bought bitcoin like i really wanted to i would have enough money for that car now instead i still can not afford a car because by the time i saved up enough the prices increased 2k and the price of bitcoin went up 8k i could buy bitcoin now but i m afraid it is going to drop back down | regret |
i really wish that i had n t tossed away my first two years of college i associated with the wrong people naive me got involved in the wrong things and neglected what was important focusing on my grades and friends instead of being with friends and developing my mind i abused drugs partied relapsed on old habits was not entirely dedicated to my schooleducation and thought i had all the time in the world as a result i had to drop out and had to spend a year rehabing myself now i realize just how hypocritical i was i constantly preached before coming to university the importance of focus on grades and not party so much as for it to be a distraction for the ultimate of a degree how drugs were a waste of time and were a drag on your health and how i would always be super healthy with my habits of course that all went out the window after my first semester of university because why not i was dealing with anxiety low selfesteem and was easily manipulated by others i really do not know how i could ve gotten things so wrong i guess i have my work cut out for me for the next few years patching up my mistakes and fixing my broken spirit thank you if you spent the time to read this and i hope everyone has a good day | regret |
i regret my baby so much i regret not aborting my baby and thinking that everything would be alright by keeping him his dad is an abusive person i been with him for a long time almost 12 years i was about to end things with him but i got pregnant and thought of abortion but felt like i could n t live with that i even felt like i might really love this baby and it would be a motivation to move forward with my life but here i am 1 month post partum and i absolutely do not want to be a mother his father is more loving and helping than i am i literally cant talk to my newborn i do not feel anything but regret and anger and want to be free i do not want to be a mom i want my old life back so bad i wish i was dreaming a very bad dream and that i did not have a baby or was pregnant i m literally suicidal now everyday i fucked up so so bad i still have a love trauma bond for his dad and now i will not be able let go i can not do this anymore everyone is noticing i m so cold towards my baby i just want to leave earth i m so so depressed i feel like i m living another persons life | regret |
I felt very guilty when I tried to teach swimming to my younger ÃÂá
brother, as I myself could not swim very well and my brother ÃÂá
had started sinking to the bottom, however my elder brother ÃÂá
saved him. | guilt |
A lonely, neurotic, shy girl lives nearby. She has expressed a ÃÂá
wish to meet me, I have however avoided her (turned down an ÃÂá
invitation) as the crisis my partner is going through uses up all ÃÂá
my empathy. | guilt |
i missed a opportunity to walk with my crush long story short i was getting home then i saw my crush walking alone but i was too shy and i fkn hate myself for it i feel like shit my mental health is taking a rapid decline i can not sleep or think straight i think that was the only opportunity to walk talk to her or at least my mind think it | regret |
not thanking the person that saved my life i was at a restaurant one day and began choking on my steak a lady at the table next to mine began performing the heimlich on me after several minutes the steak was finally dislodged but i was so embarrassedscareddisoriented that i just stormed out of the restaurant without paying or thanking the lady i think about it almost every time i eat if you re out there thank you | guilt |
I was cold to my sister without meaning it, just because I was ÃÂá
upset and frustated. | guilt |
what is something you regret it can be a small one it does not have to be your biggest regret in life last night i was going to take my pet rat out to cuddle but decided against it this morning i woke up to him having passed away in the night if i took him out i may have seen what was wrong or even just cuddled him one last time i really wish i took him out | regret |
i should not have gone to college i just finished a year of art school amidst this pandemic and it sucked i am sure anyone who s reading this is gon na be like yeah of course sucked when you fucking go to art school i actually really really enjoy it here and i so wish that i could just breeze through the rest of my college years without a worry but it is so expensive and covid made it kinda not worth it at least right now i was just so desperate to get away from home and be independent and art is the one thing i know how to do and would like to do i should have gone to community college i should have gone to an in state school my life would be so much easier now i wish i had given myself for time to explore my options i wish i joined the military to run away instead i have so many regrets about it it was so nice to be out in the world doing my own thing and i do not regret putting myself out there i recently came back home for summer and this is genuinely the most depressed i have ever been in my life and i want to just leave again but i was and will continue to be entirely on my own with only myself to rely on financially emotionally mentally physically etc if i had known what was going to happen to me when i did leave cuz a lot of things did happen to me that only worsened my financially problems i would have just waited 2 more years now i feel trapped i feel embarrassed even thinking about dropping out when i have already gone through all of these struggles and i had people rooting for me to make it i defended my choices that was wrong even though my loved ones and mentors told me it was wrong i just wanted to leave so bad i think now if i change my mind i will genuinely be disowned for it i am stuck | regret |
all my hobbies are not fun anymore when i have to also monitor toddlers anyone else have this issue i used to love cooking but now i can not get my mind into the groove since i m always being interrupted or having to monitor young children sometimes i get mopey and i would rather just eat kids cereal and let my health go to shit i used to love to sit and knit or read except now i would be lucky to sit for 5 minutes uninterrupted i used to love to do yoga back when i could pull out my mat without children climbing all over me i would love to get into gardening if most of my time was not spent stressed out having to monitor my kids from getting into trouble outside while i do so it is like the only thing i can enjoy is being on my phone at the end of the day while i lay next to them in bed my oldest is 3 and very high energy so i do not have enough time before my own bedtime to even enjoy a hobby my youngest is 1 and she is extremely clingy she is always cranky from not being able to take quality naps with me since i can not ditch her active 3yo brother for 3 hours so she sleeps in the carrier a lot and my back pays for the quiet i never knew how grueling parenting was sometimes i fantasize about not having kids because it is sucks feeling like you are failing the people you love the most because you can not find an ounce of personal identity or hobbies in your life anymore i know i m a toddler mom and things usually get better but i just had to rant | regret |
I need to suck it up. Deal with it. Whatsver | guilt |
I felt guilty when I lost K43 for my friend when he was arrested. | guilt |
take that trip back when i started my first job i had friends who would want to do trips for special occasions like a military friend would visit or there was a bachelorette party i regret not taking a sick day to take an impromptu day trip now we are all older married with kids and we do not have time for all that we no longer live in the same state so take that trip if it does not mean your job especially this past year with covid not being able to see friends and family taking that trip matters | regret |
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I WATCHED AN AD AND THERE WAS A VOICE ACTOR THAT I RECOGNIZED BUT I COULDN'T PLACE SO I ACTUALLY CLICKED ON IT JUST SO I COULD WATCH IT AGAIN
IT WAS JK SIMMONS | guilt |
thank you. for letting it out. i love you. | guilt |
love and regrets i have always been a shy guy that when i fall in love with someone i get very very quiet and i never tell them how i felt and when i do its a text i know what everyones thinking bloody cringe and what a loser been over a year since i have done something like that i recently fall in love again and i do not want this crush to end like all the other times i m afraid that i will never man up and express my feelings i do not want to be alone anymore i need someone to share my life with | regret |
uhh i got the same cyber rin...on a different account after saying pile bless me | guilt |
Bf stuff//
Hey guys I kinda need relationship advice//
So my boyfriend is a 1st yr in college and I'm a 3rd year we've been talking a lot but sometimes we just don't do anything romantic anymore, he hasn't call in the past months and he just sends annoying memes and cat pictures from time to time. He gets so boring that the only form of amusing talk we have is about video games and I like games from time to time it's just that's all he talks about. We haven't had sex and he's feelimg so distant. He doesn't want me to find a fuckbuddy cause Idk what to do? | guilt |
I just used it's learning so I can find out my crushes full name and stalk her online...oops | guilt |
wishing kid disappeared honestly every week gets worse and i wonder if i will be fired i work from home the kid gets sick and i have to take days off to look after him i have so much to do now and it flares us my anxiety im in fight of flight mode 80 of the day he got a cold this week and joins me in my early bedtimes now because im so tired of keeping this family fed and watered screaming his head off my wife thinks its a food intolerance at the new nursery but ahe cant work it out so i have to work it all out with gooogle im so tired and fed up and wish every moment the kid wasnt here or i could just finish myself off enough is enough im sorry but the kid ruins everything for me now at 9pm the other night i put on my favourite program on tv with my peanut butter toast and finally sat down and he starts to scream meaning i have to stay with him upstairs until he falls asleep | regret |
i regret not marrying the one i dumped several years ago i had a brief but strong relationship with a girl abby she was cute and fun but the relationship progressed very quickly within only a few weeks i had met her entire family spent the weekend with her out of town and introduced her to all of my friends and family for her part her family was wonderful and inviting our weekend away together was nearly perfect and all my friends thought she was great the only problem was that she told me that she was deeply in love with me very quickly i felt smothered things were moving too fast and instead of simply asking that we slow things down i broke up with her she was heartbroken and confused she contacted my friends seeking advice or insight but they were just as surprised that i had broken up with her a few years later i met and married the woman who is now my wife i m not unhappy at home but i can not stop feeling immense regret about breaking things off with abby especially the way that i did it she is married now and seems to have a happy life she looks even more beautiful than when we dated oddly her husband has a very strong resemblance to me i m not the only person who has noticed my confession is that every day i feel regret that i broke up with abby and did not marry her | regret |
i regret lying to my mom this happened this morning i got up and i felt a little sick my mom was in the kitchen just making her breakfast for work then she started yelling and saying who took her glass honey jar i lied and said i did not take it i should have just said i took it from the start so then she called my sister and started yelling at her and accusing that she took it i was going to just wait for when she left and just tell her i found the glass jar somewhere else but i cracked under the pressure and told her i took it i was using it as a container because i thought she would not need it she bought 2 years ago so i thought she just forgot about it then she started yelling at me i said i was scared she would yell at me so later in the morning i called my sister to apologize i said i was sorry and she said alright but before i could finish my apologies she hanged up now i feel guilty and regret taking that jar sometimes at this moment i m thinking that maybe i should hurt myself to punish myself and maybe they will not be mad at me anymore | regret |
I cannot fucking stand my 'friend'. She already seems kinda depressed and I feel kinda bad but god I just cannot fucking stand her. Just fucking stop talking for one fucking second for once in your fucking life and go away | guilt |
i have never asked my grandmother about her childhood when i still had the time i m german my grandmother was like 68 when the war ended and my grandfather her exhusband too now asking about the war experience itself would have been interesting enough but they were of the people with some more unusual backgrounds when the russians took over they made some new territories and expelled like 10 millions germans from their old territory my grandfather who died when i was like 2 lived on the most eastern border you could get it is now part of lithuania my grandmother was from a part that is now czechoslovakia it is interesting enough that they met here from such different places but i know absolutely nothing about their journey the one that could ve told me is my grandmother but i would gotten into the topic too late she is dead now well i started thinking about it when she was still alive but i was too afraid to ask because we have grown apart over the years my mother also knows nothing other than that there were a lot of snakes and they had to eat nettle soup because they had no food it sent me into a bit of an existential crisis because her life her memories they will be forgotten forever because we do not know we ll remember her as mother and grandmother but your own experiences die if you do not share them they live with you and they die with you and i can never ask her again i just can not stop regretting it other people can tell stories about their grandparents lifes but i have nearly none to tell just because i did not use the time we had and stories like these are worth being remembered they also do not have any documents cause as those refugees they could n t take anything much with them and wedding pictures that may exist has my aunt but we do not talk to her and never will if i just asked my grandmother maybe she d also shown me her old pictures but now i will never even see them she could ve told me about her parents who will now also be forgotten in the endless books of history | regret |
When I had lied to a friend/son about some things we had ÃÂá
discussed and I had to be one better. | guilt |
i have such regret over my life decisions i m only 22 years old 3 and half years ago i moved out of my grandmas and moved into my dads i regret i took a job that i wish i hadnt im a dispatcher for a tugboat company 24 hour business i regret it i hate getting shit on no matter what this job you can never make anyone happy including yourself last year in july i bought a house and moved my mom in with my sister to help my sister not drink and stay on the right path my sister was kicked out 9 months ago i feel such regret on all my past decisions like taking this job buying a house etc which now i just feel trapped i hate it just wanted to vent | regret |
I was very angry with a girlfriend for interferring a little too ÃÂá
much with my personal affairs. I told her so rather strongly and ÃÂá
she started crying. | guilt |
sexting with a stranger pls comfort me welp i was using a language exchange app lately i texted a guy but before he replied i decided to delete my account so i texted to his some other texting app account which was shared in his profile then we talked a little there i send him a normal picture of me in a daily outfit and i also have a profile picture too he had a pp as well but we will get to it so after some time things got a little juicy and we started sexting he wanted some pics sent as well so i sent some nakedish pics insisted on having a videocall but i rejected and then when we are done i deleted the chat history later that day i do not know why but it felt a little suspicious so i checked his name from ig i found his account but every pp he used in his social media both the exchange app the texting app was from that ig soooo idk if he is the guy he said he is and after i did the research i was like well it is okay im safe anyway but later i remembered i had a pp and i even sent him a normal pic of me with the same outfit i am wearing barely wearing in the sext pics so i feel horrible and dont know what to do i told him to delete the chat history but i know it wouldnt protect if he were to fuck me up i regret it now and i know i will regret it for a long time | regret |
i cheated on my gf with a girl from work out of curiosity also in retaliation for cheating on me i met a girl at work who i was immediately attracted to and was one of those girls that i considered out of my league during this time i was also trying to heal a relationship with my girlfriend who cheated on me months before why did i take my ex back because i honestly felt that she would not do it again why did i have sex with my coworker because i wanted to know what it was like to cheat on someone and also to secretly take revenge the details she came to my place to hang out and we started out touching each other playfully on the shoulders arms and legs then our hands interlocked and we started making out things got real hot and heavy as we made our way to the bed and we began taking our clothes off i did protest meekly at one point a string of moral fiber was twitching but my brain was not doing the thinking anymore since that first time we have slept together at least three more times until one day i told her we should not be messing around anymore she took it well and our interactions have reduced to amicable nonchalant exchanges why i m confessing i feel bad for doing what i did and even though i was in a limbo stage with my gf i knew i was immature for seeking this type of revenge and you know what s worse i m happy i did it that need for revenge is gone i am able to in my mind say that my gf and i are even is this healthy not in the least bit but i am happy and i m glad i got this off my chest | regret |
i regret not confessingcoming out to the boy i love i had so many opportunities to tell that to him but i was to shy every week we had pe and everytime we were the last persons to leave so i was with him in the changing rooms and i wanted to tell him that evertime but never did so at some point i thought maybe a text would be easier so i asked my teacher for his number for an other reason but she probally knows but i still didd nt do it cause i didd nt know what to say when i finnally wanted to say it i just could t send him a message thru whatsapp and i still do not know why i coud nt sent it but i did hear something in the class about someone pretending to me towards him but i do not know if that was it then later i thought maybe can i send a message thru my contacts and i could but he didd nt believe that i was it mostly cause i probbally used the words so i wanted to prove it whith an picture but for some reason my phone can not sent photos thru contacts or they hid it really good so i searched a site for it but because i hate to go on photos i thought maybe i use something else where he could see i was it as photo but that didd nt work and i do not know when but he blocked me or he didd nt but i think he did i do not remember when that happand but i think it happand after the schools close for carona and we had online lessions so i had no idea how i could contact him anymore the only thing that i knew of him was his youtube channel mvnl in case he sees this and i was done with school just like him but he hass nt uploaded in a while so that was also not an option and just a few day ago i thougt maybe can i find something on facebook twitter instagram or maybe even tiktok of him i only found an facebook and instagram account of him where its also been awhile since he posted something and i also have no ideas what i should say to him even if i get the oppertunity again because of last time but i can not get him off my mind so i really wan na say something but also not cause i am to shy i wish i said that i love him or at least see him again even if he doe nt like me we can be just friends | regret |
is there anything wrong with what i did 3 years back when i was 13 years i was having a drill marching practice we were told to stay in lines by some way there was something like a ladder shaped thing nearby my friend asked me to climb it up then within a few moment a senior one came and screamed at us and asked why i did that i was laughing and pointed finger at my friend and told he told me to do so i did not take it any serious but the senior started scolding at my friend i do not know why but i am remembering the incident and feeling very bad about it do you think i did something wrong then like betraying my friend | regret |
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I forgot my meds and now unit 01 is pissed I'm so shitty this is just who I am I remember everything but what's important | guilt |
all i do is piss people off | guilt |
sick give up feels like i need to give up about what i did or what is going to happen to me i just want to be vanished like no one know me anywhere i do love my cats that is all what i want to protect is my cats but against it it seems like i failed for what i wanted to protect not about cats but my life whole life is gone and i am not really feeling like i am living try to figure out my situation but i do not know how i need to do or what to do it is all doomed | regret |
you will always have my heart i deeply regret not asking her out early on in our freindship when i finally asked her 4 years after we had known each other she said a clear no i wish i would have asked to meet her early on we only met in college after that our conversations only happened on whatsapp i feel this will be one of the biggest regret of my life if you re reading this please know that i really care for you we do not talk anymore | regret |
i regret saying no my best friend in high school two years ago was being horny or something and i was a little innocent back then definitely not what i am now i also had a crush on her and she is very hot she held her hand out and chased me to the front of the class and asked if she can touch my dick and i said no right now i really regret saying that and i actually feel bad for saying no i really wish i had said yes people do not really have sex or anything in our school and me and my best friend and the other best friend the girl was in the class her hand was like two inches away from my crotch and i said no like an idiot i rlly wish i could travel back in time and just say yes and seen what would have happened even just a little bit of touching would have been something | regret |
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Sometimes I feel like such a cunt because there's a part of me that just wants her for sex. She's amazing but also has such a bitchy side to her to | guilt |
When I stole something. | guilt |
In a playground I was playing at the seesaw with a little niece. ÃÂá
I wanted to stop but nobody came to help me. When I got off, all ÃÂá
alone the seesaw fell down with a big smash. My niece got hurt ÃÂá
above her eye. Now there is a scar. | guilt |
my mom had me 25f at 23 and she resents me my mom had me when she was 23 she had n t graduated college i think she only had me because she felt she had to my birth dad married her because he felt he had to but walked away when i was one she provided the best she could for me at all times but i always knew deep down she resented me i grew up knowing having a baby at 23 was something you definitely should not do and becoming pregnant was and still is my biggest fear she always said she gave up her dream of traveling around the world when she had me now i m 25 and moving across the country to live by the beach and she has been vocally unsupportive calling me ungrateful saying if she had had everything i have at this age she d be grateful i think she is jealous of me during an argument she said i could ve aborted you but i did not this confirmed everything i grew up knowing i was her biggest mistake it sucks because i have a 9 year old sister and she is a completely different mom to her a kind one | regret |
I mixed my meds with alcohol and I almost died. ðÃÂÃÂÃÂðÃÂÃÂÃÂðÃÂÃÂÃÂðÃÂÃÂÃÂðÃÂÃÂàFuck this impulsiveness. | guilt |
I was supposed to fetch some friends at the bus stop, but I did ÃÂá
not do it because my father was in a bad mood and I was afraid ÃÂá
that he would grumble. | guilt |
i regret not expressing my feelings in time i met a girl who is incredibly beautiful seemed conservative enough until i asked around and turned out to have a pretty strong wild side drinks marijuana and was just about to start with the heavy stuff before she gave up she had an affair with her school teacher who later blackmailed her for her nude images pathetic pos then her parents moved countries so she could get over it and the guy would still message her parents saying you do not know what i have on your daughter somehow they ended that then she had another boyfriend with whom she brokeup i got to know all this from her directly we were in a spot where i think we both knew where it was headed but i never having had any sexual encounter even a single kiss was blown away by this the insecurity of being compared to another guy and thinking of the impressions she carried gave me cold feet but she was so honest about all of it it took quite a while to process it all the day i decided to talk to her about my feelings she could n t show up because her new boyfriend was in the hospital | regret |
[ Generally when I am shopping I feel like I were guilty of all ÃÂá
the thefts through the year (I have never stolen).] | guilt |
I can't do anything im just sitting here useless I can't do shlt | guilt |
i would drop out of school if you asked me to three years ago i met this guy and long story short i fell in love fast forward to now and we are 8 hours apart while we are both in grad school often we are even farther apart because he has to travel for his research or i am so busy that i can not take the time to visit him when we met i was emailing profs to find a program for me and we have done the long distance thing on and off for much of our relationship i got into the program i wanted and now that i m here i hate it a big part of it is that i m simply miserable without him and i hate being so busy that i can not visit and we have infrequent skype chats over bad internet connections when he is here with me i m the happiest girl in the world when he is gone my heart feels utterly crushed my advisor asks me what do you want to do in your career and i tell her things that sound productive but in reality i just want to finish school live with my boyfriend and start our family i have always been very independent and unwilling to fully commit to a relationship which is why i m sort of in this mess now truthfully i m just playing the waiting game until i can get out and i know my research is suffering for it i told him that i would drop out so we could be together he thought i was joking but i was not the only thing that is stopping me is what he would think i also only have until next spring so i m hoping i can last that long i can honestly say he is my soul mate and i want to spend the rest of my life with him i m almost 30 and i feel like my life is just rushing by and i m not taking advantage of it i m ready to start my life and i want it to be with him i made a really dumb mistake fyi i know he feels the same i m not a crazy psycho clingy girlfriend he d be really surprised if he read this long distance relationships are the worst | regret |
I need to go to bed for work today but my boyfriend has to be up in like an hour to work. If I get in bed, I'll wake him up and he won't be able to go back to sleep but if I stay awake, he'll get mad at me for not coming to bed. Also, he goes to work through a temp agency and he doesn't even go 85% of the time anyways. I guess I'm just gonna sleep on the couch and wake up in painðÃÂÃÂç | guilt |
I can't love anyone else except him sorry I can't love you like you want me too I only have eyes for him | guilt |
ditched the carnival yesterday my entire family went out to the carnival and after spending a few hours there we went out to eat i did not feel like going back i hate going out so my mom took me home with my sister i do not know if i feel that i should have stayed i missed the best part of when everything is lit up when it is dark i do not know what s wrong with me i m sure i have depression but only my sister knows my mom was mad at me later saying how it was only one day and all i do is sleep and that i should have enjoyed the day i wish i could but i just feel like s | regret |
my dog is ruining my life do not get me wrong i love him so much he is my son and i dearly love him but he is truly ruining my life in a sense i feel awful for admitting that but i could use some advice he is a chihuahua mix and the sweetest boy at times i adopted him from a shelter about a year ago he had been through 2 homes one was abusive and the other family moved when i first brought him home he was fantastic he really adapted beautifully and everything was great i began to learn though that he had a very bad issue with territorial tendencies marking and bladder issues he is an older dog so i came prepared with diapers and patience the bladder issues i understand completely it is not his fault at all he can not hold his pee but he purposefully marks anything new smelling and becomes aggressive towards everyone and everything that moves my boyfriend is scared of him and when he comes to visit he gets attacked friends and family do not like visiting and even if he is in a cage for a little bit he will growl and become very aggressive if he sees anything else he tries to attack people and my cat who has been with me since the start he does very well with the cat but will suddenly go after him randomly and it scares the living daylights out of both of us i can not take my eyes off of him or else he takes off his diaper and marks something over the last year i have not been able to go out or do anything i need to because even if i turn my back for a few minutes he rips things apart or marks it out of anger i have tried hiring trainers taking him to training school etc but the trainers just tell me he is too old it is beginning to take a toll on my mental health and overall well being i m afraid i will not put him back in a shelter he will not make it when i adopted him i adopted with the mindset that i would be his forever home until he passed it is so hard because he is not a bad dog he can be kind and sweet and so loving i just can not understand why he does some things he does i can not stand behind giving him up with his last history he is been through so much i have spoken to vets and they tell me to train him more or try to prescribe medicine but nothing has worked need some advice or to hear from people with similar situations | regret |
after months of looking for a job i finally got an offer now i m considering turning it down out of fear my fear is because of the nature of the job i was looking for ordinary student jobs food service retail etc this job however is different it is a sales job that involves finding people to sell to making appointments going to their house and giving a presentation to sell them cutlery i m not a very social person i m not good at networking irl and i fear that i do not have enough charisma to be a successful sales person we have to start out by attempting to sell to people we know and i m so uncomfortable contacting people and asking them to buy cutlery that i know they will not be interested in i do not want this job but i m just going to feel stupid for turning it down because it is important that i have one i m a student and i live at home and everything so it is not necessary for my survival or anything but i can not be unemployed forever edit oo the internet is telling me to run i m not a total idiot for wanting to leave ahhhhhhhh | regret |
I allowed my little brother to clean the bathroom in his own way. ÃÂá
My mother came and saw the floor overflowed with water, slapped ÃÂá
my brother in the face and told him to go to bed immediately. | guilt |
i still feel really bad for making her panic,, | guilt |
When my friend needed my help very much and I, at that moment, made ÃÂá
an end to our relationship. | guilt |
Low evaluation of other people's cares. | guilt |
regret saving myself from drowning so this story was when i was 8yo me and my family were at the beach and i started drowning because i am a dumbass i swimmed to a buoy and climbed on to it my family only reacted when they heard me hyperventilating on the buoy now im 23 and i regret not just accepting my destiny and dying | regret |
I was alone at home when I broke a figure and then mended it. A ÃÂá
few days later my mother noticed it and asked me about it, I told ÃÂá
her that I had no idea. | guilt |
[ I can not remember anything in particular. What I can remember ÃÂá
is feelings of having done or said something which then had ÃÂá
negative consequences.] | guilt |
I beat up a female friend after I heard the defamatory stories that ÃÂá
she had been telling. I was later called to explain my ÃÂá
behaviour. | guilt |
I shouldnt feel guilty for saying no to covering spmeone's shift but I do. Like bruh I cover a shift like every week ask someone else I cant do this all the time.
But at the same time, I can cover, I just dont want to.
But I shouldn't feel guilty for saying no, either. I dont have to. It's not my fault you can't schedule yourself appropriately.
Argh. | guilt |
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