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Okay. All right, such as throwing up, so vomiting. Okay, so then that, that kind of began to that started during that particular time. Okay. All right. That's, yeah. Okay. That's really helpful to get that.	4crq
Um, I mean, I guess I try to keep in touch with friends from my old school is tough because they all have new friends. And I've met a few people. Like, nothing I know and I really open to but I mean, I have a couple friends.	6cd
Okay, um, did anybody get anybody like emerges like, like a best friend or a really good friend during that time or?	1irq
I mean, I just went to my friends from like when I was really young.	0id
Okay, and what's her name?	1irq
is Julia.	0id
Julia. Okay. So do you enjoy? Did you enjoy and still kind of maintain contact during the time? Yeah. Yeah. Did Julia know what was going on with you? Are you Did you ever talk with her about kind of like the stress you were under?	11orq
Like she knew I didn't like my stepdad and that Brooke being born right.	10od
So if she was one person that you could kind of confide in a little bit. Did she know about your the struggles you're having with your ex With your binge eating no likes.	11orq
Okay, yeah, like we never really talked about it. Okay. And you're like she knew, like my mom, like put a lot of pressure. Okay.	10od
All right. Okay, that's helpful. So, so Julia was and then kind of a source of support for you during that time. And also sounds like your grandmother was but then you'd also mentioned early on that your grandmother died in high school. Okay, and so that when did she pass away? Okay, when you were 16 Okay. What was that like for you when she died? Yes.	4crq
Yeah, I mean, a lot. And then, like, my mom, for some reason, didn't want me to go to the funeral. Like, I don't even know why, um, because she doesn't like me being like so connected to my dad's family.	6cd
Yeah. So there is kind of like an argument there. About Going to the funeral and they had my dad get involved.	6cd
And so did you, were you able to eventually go? Okay. All right.	1irq
give me even more just been like the fight with my mom.	0id
Okay. All right. So during that time when you were arguing, you notice more, okay. All right. Okay. All right. So, okay, that's helpful.	4crq
I mean, that was well, actually seen before that my mom and Bruce actually also got divorce.	6cd
Oh, okay, so alright, so then	7ack
as I got like 17 surprised the, like, middle of senior year.	6cd
Okay, so in the middle of your senior year, then your mom and Bruce get divorced. Okay. All right, so 17 mom and first divorce. Okay, what was that time like for you? Because then obviously then Brooke is then she's about two years old, right? No, no, no, she before. Okay, she's four years old. Okay. Okay. So what was going on?	1irq
I mean, I never really got close to Bruce. But I would say the only hard part would have been like, kind of figuring out with broke because I was really, I mean, I feel like I raised her. Yeah, that's tough. And it's just like frustrating that like my mom off my dad and then get married and then divorced dad,	0id
right? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And so then what did that do to your How did that impact your relationship with your mom after you know in around the divorce?	1irq
I mean, we were still arguing. Okay a lot.	0id
Okay. All right.	7ack
She like kind of like started like trying to say sorry, like, feeling bad for certain things, but like, it was not again it feel like it was sincere.	0id
Okay, so it's almost as though that No, she didn't have anybody and she was you felt like that. She was kind of like trying to reach out to you, like Mike almost like too little too late or, okay. So then, you know continued sounds like continued kind of like anger and frustration with her. And then did did you notice any changes in your eating during that time?	4crq
I mean as excited hard to leave rock, but like definitely excited to get out of the house like really tremendous thing. something new. Okay. Yeah, it's good.	6cd
Okay, I want to thank you for your participation so far in this intake. But I want to move to another section of intake, specifically your family history if that's okay with you. So I'm going to be asking you various questions about your relatives. Okay,	3gc
yeah.	3gc
Are you adopted?	5yq
No.	9on
All right. Are your parents married?	5yq
They're not married.	9on
She's married four times.	5yq
Yeah.	7ack
What age were you when your parents divorced?	1irq
I was about 16.	0id
And then your father you said, remarried. He did. And how long after the divorce?	1irq
I think it was about 18.	0id
You're about 18. And then your mother remarried and was divorced a few times your sign?	1irq
Well, yeah, I mean, it was pretty much right after they got divorced. She married some guy. I don't even know he was nice guy, but it was like six months after pretty much like real fast. Um, and then that didn't last very long. Forgive me, I have to remember like how long they were together because there's so many. But I believe that they were only together for not even a year. And then she kind of had some time where she just was dating But it was numerous people. And then she met somebody in her a meeting. And they married. That lasted, that they probably got married.	0id
So well, she was married to your father.	5yq
Yeah.	7ack
And then, very quickly after that, you said and then she met some a Meeting.	1irq
Yes, that's a third and then this one would be Oh, yeah, the fourth the fourth. Okay.	0id
Yeah. She married now.	5yq
No, no. Now she's, I don't know, just dating or whatever she was	9on
how long did the last marriage so that	1irq
was three years that was the longest.	0id
So how's your relationship with your father?	1irq
Um, it's good, I guess. I mean,	0id
All right, how about your relationship with your mother?	1irq
Um, it's just it's honestly there's no other way to describe it. It's just chaotic. I mean, she's chaotic. So she's all over the place and it's just Hard to capture on a good day. And when you do, it's just you know, it's kind of surface our relationship.	0id
Alright, so who? Who raised you?	1irq
My parents raised me? Yeah, yeah. I mean, they were good parents, I guess, according to my standards, because my mom was just always a mess. So I guess they both did the best that they could, given some circumstances. So	0id
do you think the way they're raised has an impact on who you are now in terms of,	1irq
um, I think so. Yeah, definitely.	0id
tough memories in Yeah,	5yq
yeah, absolutely.	7ack
Can you tell me about your siblings?	1irq
I do. I do. I have two siblings. Okay.	0id
So what's your relationship with with them now? What's it like now?	4crq
Um, it's okay. You know, I guess. I mean,	6cd
I didn't mention that. Everybody went their separate way.	1irq
Yeah. I don't really see them quite honestly. So If I do see them and maybe it's like if I show up at a at a family party once every five years, but so I think to me, that's okay. That's right. Yeah.	0id
You're satisfied with your relationship with them?	11orq
I think so. I mean, you know, it's not my fault that they won't accept who I am.	10od
Are you aware of any medical conditions that like your mother and father might have or your grandparents,	1irq
like heart disease or anything like back in the medical? My grandpa had like heart disease. My grandfather had cancer but he beat colon cancer was in like the first stage but he was fine after. But as far as my parents, they don't have any medical issues that I know of.	0id
All right, how about kind of same question except for mental health conditions.	1irq
I'm just crazy. Like my mom was crazy and she was just completely	0id
You have any formal diagnosis she had her um	1irq
she uses magnetic like I guess like bipolar, but we she never really got like a definitive label as dipole bipolar and like therapy or anything like that. But	0id
you know, symptoms of bipolar and anxiety. Yeah.	1irq
No, that's just my mom with her. You know obsessiveness and she'd get depressed after But as far as any other siblings No, no.	0id
Do you have any special family traditions?	1irq
I mean, we would go on family vacations. When I was a kid. We were constantly staying at the best hotels and stuff like that. Because a mom, you know, would shop around, she actually would Book Three hotels, and just decide which one she liked better when we got there. I don't, I don't know. But anyway, we would do that we would go on vacations together, we would always go down to the beach. So that was really our family tradition as far as in like holidays. We did when we were younger. We would have like our family over for Christmas and stuff like that. But	0id
can you tell me about holidays, like were the most important holidays to your family.	1irq
I Christmas was yester During the most important Thanksgiving,	0id
how did you celebrate those holidays?	1irq
Sometimes we would go to my cousin's house on my dad's side, and Christmas would be at my parents house and then Easter woods. It was just very back back and forth between my cousins or my parents, whoever wanted to happen.	0id
Can you tell me about your extended family?	1irq
my extended family? Well, on my dad's side, my uncle, he's super successful. And he's a cool guy, you know, I don't really see him now. But when I was a kid, I did. But now I don't see him at all. Honestly, I don't really see anybody at all. But um, yeah, and on my mom's side, she has a sister. And she's like crazy, but she's not as crazy as my mom. But she has she has two kids. And she's actually still married to her to her husband. They were actually highschool sweethearts, so I don't have where my mom came from but and I hadn't seen her probably since I graduated high school. And, you know, she associates my mom and they talk amongst themselves so I don't really have a relationship with her either. So	0id
Alright, so not not many active relationships there. Your family history. It sounds like so.	1irq
Well, yeah, there's not many now.	0id
Is there anything else you want to tell me about your family history?	1irq
Um, my mom would drink sometimes when I was growing up, but that's what my mom is really friendly to me when she would drink And yeah, she would drink. I don't know if that's, you know, she was considered an alcoholic but she would drink often. And I think just to come off of her shopping a lot she would drink or vice versa. Sometimes she would drink or shopping or just to calm down, she would drink and sometimes in our drinking habits, she would actually be nice to me.	0id
And they also have something.	5yq
Definitely.	7ack
I appreciate your participation in tech so far. I want to change to new section. That's okay with you. And this section is on substance use. Is that an area you feel comfortable discussing?	1irq
Sure.	0id
So, are there any substances that you currently use?	1irq
I drink a bit.	0id
Can you tell me how often you drink?	4crq
I guess it's it's more than a bit. I would say. I have probably three drinks today.	6cd
And what are you drinking?	1irq
beer	0id
To know what size	1irq
the bottle says there's there's 3	0id
three bottles of beer a day.	4crq

Okay. All right, such as throwing up, so vomiting. Okay, so then that, that kind of began to that started during that particular time. Okay. All right. That's, yeah. Okay. That's really helpful to get that.

4crq

Um, I mean, I guess I try to keep in touch with friends from my old school is tough because they all have new friends. And I've met a few people. Like, nothing I know and I really open to but I mean, I have a couple friends.

6cd

Okay, um, did anybody get anybody like emerges like, like a best friend or a really good friend during that time or?

1irq

I mean, I just went to my friends from like when I was really young.

0id

Okay, and what's her name?

1irq

is Julia.

0id

Julia. Okay. So do you enjoy? Did you enjoy and still kind of maintain contact during the time? Yeah. Yeah. Did Julia know what was going on with you? Are you Did you ever talk with her about kind of like the stress you were under?

11orq

Like she knew I didn't like my stepdad and that Brooke being born right.

10od

So if she was one person that you could kind of confide in a little bit. Did she know about your the struggles you're having with your ex With your binge eating no likes.

11orq

Okay, yeah, like we never really talked about it. Okay. And you're like she knew, like my mom, like put a lot of pressure. Okay.

10od

All right. Okay, that's helpful. So, so Julia was and then kind of a source of support for you during that time. And also sounds like your grandmother was but then you'd also mentioned early on that your grandmother died in high school. Okay, and so that when did she pass away? Okay, when you were 16 Okay. What was that like for you when she died? Yes.

4crq

Yeah, I mean, a lot. And then, like, my mom, for some reason, didn't want me to go to the funeral. Like, I don't even know why, um, because she doesn't like me being like so connected to my dad's family.

6cd

Yeah. So there is kind of like an argument there. About Going to the funeral and they had my dad get involved.

6cd

And so did you, were you able to eventually go? Okay. All right.

1irq

give me even more just been like the fight with my mom.

0id

Okay. All right. So during that time when you were arguing, you notice more, okay. All right. Okay. All right. So, okay, that's helpful.

4crq

I mean, that was well, actually seen before that my mom and Bruce actually also got divorce.

6cd

Oh, okay, so alright, so then

7ack

as I got like 17 surprised the, like, middle of senior year.

6cd

Okay, so in the middle of your senior year, then your mom and Bruce get divorced. Okay. All right, so 17 mom and first divorce. Okay, what was that time like for you? Because then obviously then Brooke is then she's about two years old, right? No, no, no, she before. Okay, she's four years old. Okay. Okay. So what was going on?

1irq

I mean, I never really got close to Bruce. But I would say the only hard part would have been like, kind of figuring out with broke because I was really, I mean, I feel like I raised her. Yeah, that's tough. And it's just like frustrating that like my mom off my dad and then get married and then divorced dad,

0id

right? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And so then what did that do to your How did that impact your relationship with your mom after you know in around the divorce?

1irq

I mean, we were still arguing. Okay a lot.

0id

Okay. All right.

7ack

She like kind of like started like trying to say sorry, like, feeling bad for certain things, but like, it was not again it feel like it was sincere.

0id

Okay, so it's almost as though that No, she didn't have anybody and she was you felt like that. She was kind of like trying to reach out to you, like Mike almost like too little too late or, okay. So then, you know continued sounds like continued kind of like anger and frustration with her. And then did did you notice any changes in your eating during that time?

4crq

I mean as excited hard to leave rock, but like definitely excited to get out of the house like really tremendous thing. something new. Okay. Yeah, it's good.

6cd

Okay, I want to thank you for your participation so far in this intake. But I want to move to another section of intake, specifically your family history if that's okay with you. So I'm going to be asking you various questions about your relatives. Okay,

3gc

yeah.

3gc

Are you adopted?

5yq

No.

9on

All right. Are your parents married?

5yq

They're not married.

9on

She's married four times.

5yq

Yeah.

7ack

What age were you when your parents divorced?

1irq

I was about 16.

0id

And then your father you said, remarried. He did. And how long after the divorce?

1irq

I think it was about 18.

0id

You're about 18. And then your mother remarried and was divorced a few times your sign?

1irq

Well, yeah, I mean, it was pretty much right after they got divorced. She married some guy. I don't even know he was nice guy, but it was like six months after pretty much like real fast. Um, and then that didn't last very long. Forgive me, I have to remember like how long they were together because there's so many. But I believe that they were only together for not even a year. And then she kind of had some time where she just was dating But it was numerous people. And then she met somebody in her a meeting. And they married. That lasted, that they probably got married.

0id

So well, she was married to your father.

5yq

Yeah.

7ack

And then, very quickly after that, you said and then she met some a Meeting.

1irq

Yes, that's a third and then this one would be Oh, yeah, the fourth the fourth. Okay.

0id

Yeah. She married now.

5yq

No, no. Now she's, I don't know, just dating or whatever she was

9on

how long did the last marriage so that

1irq

was three years that was the longest.

0id

So how's your relationship with your father?

1irq

Um, it's good, I guess. I mean,

0id

All right, how about your relationship with your mother?

1irq

Um, it's just it's honestly there's no other way to describe it. It's just chaotic. I mean, she's chaotic. So she's all over the place and it's just Hard to capture on a good day. And when you do, it's just you know, it's kind of surface our relationship.

0id

Alright, so who? Who raised you?

1irq

My parents raised me? Yeah, yeah. I mean, they were good parents, I guess, according to my standards, because my mom was just always a mess. So I guess they both did the best that they could, given some circumstances. So

0id

do you think the way they're raised has an impact on who you are now in terms of,

1irq

um, I think so. Yeah, definitely.

0id

tough memories in Yeah,

5yq

yeah, absolutely.

7ack

Can you tell me about your siblings?

1irq

I do. I do. I have two siblings. Okay.

0id

So what's your relationship with with them now? What's it like now?

4crq

Um, it's okay. You know, I guess. I mean,

6cd

I didn't mention that. Everybody went their separate way.

1irq

Yeah. I don't really see them quite honestly. So If I do see them and maybe it's like if I show up at a at a family party once every five years, but so I think to me, that's okay. That's right. Yeah.

0id

You're satisfied with your relationship with them?

11orq

I think so. I mean, you know, it's not my fault that they won't accept who I am.

10od

Are you aware of any medical conditions that like your mother and father might have or your grandparents,

1irq

like heart disease or anything like back in the medical? My grandpa had like heart disease. My grandfather had cancer but he beat colon cancer was in like the first stage but he was fine after. But as far as my parents, they don't have any medical issues that I know of.

0id

All right, how about kind of same question except for mental health conditions.

1irq

I'm just crazy. Like my mom was crazy and she was just completely

0id

You have any formal diagnosis she had her um

1irq

she uses magnetic like I guess like bipolar, but we she never really got like a definitive label as dipole bipolar and like therapy or anything like that. But

0id

you know, symptoms of bipolar and anxiety. Yeah.

1irq

No, that's just my mom with her. You know obsessiveness and she'd get depressed after But as far as any other siblings No, no.

0id

Do you have any special family traditions?

1irq

I mean, we would go on family vacations. When I was a kid. We were constantly staying at the best hotels and stuff like that. Because a mom, you know, would shop around, she actually would Book Three hotels, and just decide which one she liked better when we got there. I don't, I don't know. But anyway, we would do that we would go on vacations together, we would always go down to the beach. So that was really our family tradition as far as in like holidays. We did when we were younger. We would have like our family over for Christmas and stuff like that. But

0id

can you tell me about holidays, like were the most important holidays to your family.

1irq

I Christmas was yester During the most important Thanksgiving,

0id

how did you celebrate those holidays?

1irq

Sometimes we would go to my cousin's house on my dad's side, and Christmas would be at my parents house and then Easter woods. It was just very back back and forth between my cousins or my parents, whoever wanted to happen.

0id

Can you tell me about your extended family?

1irq

my extended family? Well, on my dad's side, my uncle, he's super successful. And he's a cool guy, you know, I don't really see him now. But when I was a kid, I did. But now I don't see him at all. Honestly, I don't really see anybody at all. But um, yeah, and on my mom's side, she has a sister. And she's like crazy, but she's not as crazy as my mom. But she has she has two kids. And she's actually still married to her to her husband. They were actually highschool sweethearts, so I don't have where my mom came from but and I hadn't seen her probably since I graduated high school. And, you know, she associates my mom and they talk amongst themselves so I don't really have a relationship with her either. So

0id

Alright, so not not many active relationships there. Your family history. It sounds like so.

1irq

Well, yeah, there's not many now.

0id

Is there anything else you want to tell me about your family history?

1irq

Um, my mom would drink sometimes when I was growing up, but that's what my mom is really friendly to me when she would drink And yeah, she would drink. I don't know if that's, you know, she was considered an alcoholic but she would drink often. And I think just to come off of her shopping a lot she would drink or vice versa. Sometimes she would drink or shopping or just to calm down, she would drink and sometimes in our drinking habits, she would actually be nice to me.

0id

And they also have something.

5yq

Definitely.

7ack

I appreciate your participation in tech so far. I want to change to new section. That's okay with you. And this section is on substance use. Is that an area you feel comfortable discussing?

1irq

Sure.

0id

So, are there any substances that you currently use?

1irq

I drink a bit.

0id

Can you tell me how often you drink?

4crq

I guess it's it's more than a bit. I would say. I have probably three drinks today.

6cd

And what are you drinking?

1irq

beer

0id

To know what size

1irq

the bottle says there's there's 3

0id

three bottles of beer a day.

4crq