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close relationship someone hard close relationship ship wit someone ive pretty much given up sayin want gf someone dont keep secrets
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HAH it's a whole depression day i'm gonna go Cry My Eyes Out in a tiny bathroom cubicle see you later sisters
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four years amd still feel dead insidemet girl together almost three years kid loved little guy momma too two years later left guy met two weeks prior new job walmart left homeless reduced mere visitor son two year old son year later hostility grown powerful made clear longer welcome childs life got lawyer rich parents got one too realized would never win case courtus courts classist family court antifather gave up four years keep mind much anyways yet always comes back haunt me family audacity ask start dating again like want see start new life experience pain losing second one again even willing date again ive become miserly bitter person everyday pray cancer i know diety hears them never go doctor hopes might die someday well fuck could write book know shit get read anyways probably get deleted maybe someone worth saving talked instead want ride motorcycle concrete wall mph good news ive started siezures recently maybe health finally fucking fail probably bullshit fatal fuckery
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simple question cut hair cut hair
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went taco bell ass fire jesus christ fucking hurts help
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todays birthday finally join sub im happy
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wasted potentialthrowaway things bad ive spent last days empty room contemplating pistol bought home protection reasons failing myselfmy mom dog want know growing moreabstract skip history im write like goes ill tldr end ive therapy antidepressants alcoholism since teenager real reason why great childhood pony gods sake top class every year without even trying bored lonely terribly popular child used alone parents great kind people friends would come advice support every teacher loved told wait see would become well became year old stripper drinking problem went college tried study art get bed whole semester failed out went therapy got prozac tried again got depressed failed out got series physically emotionally abusive relationships smart tormented men attracted brokenness violence saw myself nice man could ever like understand me bored them things got darker rougher got hurt lot finally attempt distance myself moved across country tried start over immediately hooked thought great guylong story short ended hospital covered stitches blowout fight car chase redflag attempt got mad quit dating started taking krav maga became known scary chick class year krav started stripping loved it loved talking people loved dancing loved freedom money travel met great guy things looking cheated best friend back zero me lost anger took bed like ridiculous victorian flower months passed finally enough booked tickets exotic city fabulous vacation threw ring lying bastard given ocean met amazing women felt healed last night there met man got talking turned city back home i felt like fate felt like fucking soul mates sure drinking problem world very long depressing story short years later left without word got phone call hearing week hed moved thousands miles away id thought dead guess appreciate call brings us now nearly two months cannot get it two months ago talking marriage love life gone years pulling depressed ass mud bootstrapsi more never works never lasts im attracted wrong things still well work literally thing gets bed go pretend someone else listen problems men come go drink world little softer dread going work im there dread going home anything offer anyone spend day night writing crying im emptied out stare wall im exhausted enough sleep im sleeping easily hours day now plans ambitions cant get excited travel always savior cant get mad cant paint im getting much thin corner ive painted getting much small im old start again me dont even know could do long employment gap credit never graduated college acquaintances real friends im terribly uncomfortable talking emotions anyway last therapist went see told treat much liability want get meds again either make ragey lose memory even im misery id prefer remember it im thinking guess trying commit psych ward hours least environment would change know would help im tired tldr lifetime bad choices energy ideas desire get it living days honestly getting painful really prefer die see another option thank listening
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hope know im sorryim hoping see this cant face tell truth im sorry came want damage keep causing over really care you im really sorry making choice dont want think options point im sorry hope someday forgive
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orange man bad orange man bad ok hand karma
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explaining dreams everyday something cool happens day almost forgot today dream weird one im weird world massive carrots towering everything rest land bright green grass one large concrete tunnel spanned entire area tunnel half underground cant remember anything else besides area looked like one person it person doofenschmirtz phineas ferb dont know though
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cant bear pain anymore fun friendsyet yeet
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need s help with this anxiety crap
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want end pain cannot get happy anymore want lay die nobody loves cares alone fighting battle far long time end it given long ago ill never happy guys know expect guys care wanted put final goodbye people know ill finally free end people much happier gone cannot seem find happiness anymore
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living everyonei plan this circumstances heavily me way anything going get better next years im forced live family brining end me nobody know helping me one cares living everyone
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http://twitpic.com/6vf2y - My favorite puppy Panda with his eyes open!
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a blackened sky encroached tugging behind it my depression
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part thankful able successfully it first time numb happened fell onto floor hurt knees wrists second time earlier week really upset afterwards called hotline tell isolating due covid want go hospital not sure would even allowedi sleeping part past days maybe telling try survive going do still dealing lot ideation going keep practicing guitar see goes self harm still big issue need sort well survived two hanging attempts month maybe sign
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I found my Barnes & Noble gift card! Bought myself this: http://twurl.nl/jss41t Can't wait to receive it! It should really help.
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concince wash hair two weeks dont even like clean know should please help
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Exercise can prevent depression, no matter your age or gender The finding is important because it could help reshape health policy, putting a greater emphasis on exercise to allay malaise. https://ift.tt/2qYemo7Â via Quartz
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High income reduces #depression risk for #Whites but not #Blacks. by @assarish http://www.mdpi.com/2227-9032/6/2/37 â¦
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want lovedevery girl talk ends ghosting me school theres rumor im gay cant take more im pussy cant talk girls want kill im pussy too family understand thinks im old enough date want someone love tell everythings going fine ocd consuming life literally cant take step without getting intrusive thoughts make things make feellook like complete idiot know anymore cry every night sister thinks im stupid try talk one else talk to read all want thank
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@TheBloggess Hi all! I'm a mad scientist (literally) trying to balance a PhD and depression. I have pet ducks and collect oddities like a replica velociraptor skull named Arthur which spellcheck insists is really a 'velocipede' (WTF spellcheck) #letsbefriends
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tums u much acid gut something many ad vibes brain mean theres drugs alcohol that sadly im clean boi music gonna best
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stay chin hurts trying sleep ill get hours think
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movie quite pleasant surprise anticipated long time afraid going possibly live expectationsbr br it exceeded thembr br i adored moviebr br hilarious start finish stay end credits absolutely remarkable movie dumb annoying characters intelligent witty engagingbr br with obvious matte paintings movies future earth recalls planet apes series scifi movies erabr br in fact movie essentially planet apes people mental equivalent apesbr br it moves fairly brisk pace luke wilson carries movie quite well character recalls one played bottle rocket theres even notsosubtle nod bottle rocket early scenebr br maya rudoulph also surprisingly good former painter frozen wellbr br despite strengths idiocracy distinct feel movie taken away directoreditor could finetunedbr br i cannot life understand movie funny would dumped theaters advanced screenings trailers marketing whatsoeverbr br its studio decided going spend walked awaybr br or maybe thought movie makings cult classic way become true cult classic set fail br br whatever case shame mike judge film particular deserve betterbr br i predict movie real legs dvd word mouth propel success deservesbr br perhaps fox executives saw characters confused thought documentary
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wanna die wanna live eithermy life really bad ive lost everything made happy people love love anymore im really scared death wanna die life bad hurt emotionally everyday hate living
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i thoroughly enjoyed Up. that movie made my day.
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dont wanna die dont wanna live eitheri dont see point
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one best movies come hk long time eagerly waiting get hands movie looking title loads fantastic actors show particularly impressed sam lees impossibly believable insane behavior edisons portrayal killer machine totally reversed normal idol image would definitely recommend looking stylish action packed movie however must warn you also equally depressing movie every character movie kind dead end trouble own struggling breathe makes think life really
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live way long days year supposed live this thought motivated thought something would change nothing changed life worse last year cry almost everyday loneliness time give attention talk me people supposed understand even cant hate life say care me dont even know name killed tomorrow know existence meaning ending seems like best option even though know best option courage it pathetic
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reach out tohey everyone posted seeking clear honest guidance feel like view ask friends help distorted weekend yesterday ive edge ive self harmed im extremely suicidal know deep im scared it wish dead know reach friends this need support im anxious telling anyone due worrying ill see attention seeking exaggerating ive called friend usually reach low moods times busy chat made feel even alone feel stuck basically words say ask help
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even longtime shirley fans may surprised now forever movie filmed paramount studios shirleys parent company twentieth century fox fox producer darryl zanuck perfected successful shirley formula cute songs cold hearts melt young couples play cupid to happy endings thus now forever falls category shirley vehicle without standard shirley story awkward position movie impressive talented cast makes workbr br gary cooper carole lombard star funloving irresponsible con artists jerry toni day thing devoted yet dysfunctional duo seems hate together apart suddenly landed custody jerrys young daughter penny shirley temple toni penny many believe persuades jerry give criminal career jerry flounders desk job desperate prove provide new family soon returns thieving dishonesty standard shirley device penny tries melt heart crusty curmudgeon felix evans victim one jerrys cons attempt fails evans revealed con artist himself blackmails jerry helping steal jewels drama gunfight death sorrow follow make film unusual one little miss sunshine happy ending dancing one song sequence the cute number the world owes livingbr br but mean shirley fans avoid now forever rather divergence usual shirley story make interesting memorable many films beware avoid colorized version film see blackandwhite can color bright garish unrealistic many scenes shirleys famous curls actually red instead blonde yikes
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Woot! Cant wait for sunday
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im really trying hold onim convinced im going go nowhere life im tired im mentally physically drained im trying hold onto reasons wanna stay alive like friends cat sister know care me hard bad thoughts getting louder louder point drowns positive ones really want anymore want keep living keep used hurt im tired feeling like failure want anymore
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need sum help hi guys first time posting here well anyway told id starting mock exams weeks im known procrastinating whole lot im looking advice anything appreciated
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movie everything typical horror movies lack although things far fetched dealing quality snow man engineers preview reveal cant wait jackzilla dare say oscar winner perfect date movie advise men nice romantic surprise see movie special person
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feel anything anymorei make connections people anymore im quick temper sometimes otherwise solemn never feel happy sometimes laugh things emotions anymore feel nothing ive like literally years now thought would change back point used outgoing person unlimited energy wide social circle loved spending time people nothing care anything hedonism distraction feel stuff anymore either
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Thx 4 RT @jbuchana: Passive Suicidal Depression â I Wish I Didn't Wake Up - https://goo.gl/78Xxmd #bipolar #mentalhealh #mentalillness
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suicidal thoughtshow get stop ive struggled years years every time life stress come back medication seems stop them depression anxiety please help can
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im home alone for the first time in a while cant help but to think now is the time to do it hate my mind think this way but idk how else to think
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i dont want to go to school tomorrow for an exam after having one and a half week off
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corona time yeahhh covid feel like shit happy days
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normal everytime suicidal thoughts feel happy peace
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three months ago psych hospital attemptand made things worse
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im basically endi dont think anyone really help me
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Mom's depression tied to kids' emotional, intellectual development http://dlvr.it/QQmx4YÂ pic.twitter.com/1Bq2PAvWAG
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hello againi much want die hate inconsistency one day ill super confident ill polite funny feel like myself like week disappears reason feel completely brain dead ive suicidal whole life may seem petty suppose really much live for every day feels like dream lot due caring much alive feel like much potential happy confident ill much myself something happens sudden feel like complete garbage also really hate myself addicted self harm redflag seems like lil solution know nothing crazy yeah probably wont kill soon know fact die perhaps actually soon hope staying healthy way
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might sound dumb idea difference pickles cucumbers
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day posting random fun facts everyday forget get bored henry box brown escaped slavery american south mailing freedom friends pack small box ship cargo richmond philadelphia survived went work magician nice day
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life complete standstill wont matter im alive deadseriously last two years rough me worked ass last months make everything nice people stopped smokingdrinking got rejected interview today result caused big red mark profile cant anything anymore im drunk decided worth anymore
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pwease marry senpai im lonely need loveee oh senpai screams ohhhhh ssenpai thats a moans loudly senpai pwease butts donut hhole
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Michelle Stafford is an AMAZING actress. Just thought everyone should know that.
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drank drinks feel great little less sad maybe even brave enough finish job tonight knows going drink really like vodka drunk brave
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twiggassssssss i been out of range all day i m back now and hopefully for good
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hate myselfi hate fucking much human garbage vermin must exterminated complete failure every level without talent intelligence personality humor success purpose without anything really without value actually thats wrong negative value waste resources others actual need could use bitch moan expense around me id wasting time anyone reads anyway pathetic sense also thusfar failed myself thusfar failed kill myself understand people could enjoy existence understand one could love themselves atleast could wanna die badly know deserve im destined cant stop fucking stalling time like bitch
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need yalls advice apology hey rteenagers need advice apology already sent girl hurt past would guys mind take look it thoughts would appreciated apology listen dont really know got point across march apologized last done really hard thinking past several months believe me summer one hardest portions this constantly thinking past wrong except times friends side then like that nothing mattered days got back home thought everything more venting ashton tonight actually scared thinking gonna myself entirely intention swear wouldnt him gone through stemmed back one problem havent able get past multiple years now frankly starting affect much dont know feel same quarantine changed everything im politically motivated somewhat fit kinda ironic ngl considering state affairs last spoke starting delve theology starting better myself thought maybe maybe repair seventh grade pride spiteful attitude time respectively trying hurt spite anger lack pride since regained guess point telling life specifics happened ashton past hours feel like screwed everyones including my lives process whatever happened seventh grade wish part group again made peace ryan admittedly big step considering pure hatred past unsubstantiated all wish us least speaking terms more miss had friendship mean cried first time long time tonight long night recalling terrible things selfish arrogant ass past truly brings name shame names siblings came me majority honour actions years ago again truly sorry truly horrid things put seventh grade hope youll forgive maybe could friends least speaking terms im sorry super lengthy get everything chest yknow ive carrying burden years decided time release all youre really good person heart seems like much changed since last spoke friendly terms still good artist again sorry things you arrogance pride got better me hope maybe speaking terms friends group kinda misses you know miss friendship that formally apologize several years ago
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want kill myselfi want kill happened back parents started showing attention siblings me bad gradually disconnected started staying room day playing video games started going without come oldest younger sister started hurting eg kicking me punching pinching complained parents nothing one day kicked hard possibly could complained jack shit hit back hitting shouting screaming shit like boys shouldnt hit girls asked hit said take like man game sister idea could hurt get away continued horrible thing experienced couple weeks ago full bottle mine mothers body wash sink fucking mixture fucking years old laughed parents left said wasnt paying didnt yeah dont want shitty family ive assholes general annoy school time friend slammed football face purpose laughed called weird blocked him theres ton shit could barely write without breaking apart need advice want kill badly right
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regalkimi we re still clear of man united in everyone s book amp in refent time the world man united is nothing but i bin get class of 9 smaller than wolf plus a trophyless club that give pogba nightmare amp depression he had to shave his hair ratio
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insults better proper english shall insult proper fine victorian english thine cunt rancid smell rotten egg
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yall talking nut november many people shave november
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fucking panic attack shower recommend was taking hot shower middle hot sunday start think feeling loneliness ive long you guess much social distancing helped nothing extraordinary years old never kissed girlvery afraid talk new people im working therapy talked friends while felt joy year etc suddenly realize heart beating fast fast someone standing shower first time happened never got used it start focus breathing and while heart goes less desperate rhythm gotta say man think depresso pills job wish could stop feeling like time dont worry intend carbonara sayonara
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sad go hospital wontwell last night feeling awful took tylenol sleep aid mg clonzepam bad kill obviously fall asleep right away ignore world worked well woke extremely dizzy okay thats pointless backstory really want kill myself ever before today seems like great day money house mess friends s km away one would even notice days im tired alive dealing unfair im done course cant kill oding drugs awful id probably throw up alive impossible cruel case wondering reason im edge right girl im good friends went date last night know care like like that made upset jealous top off kept secret knew would upset me alive deserve want be edit umm hi guys clue anyone see this im alive worry im honestly surprised many people messaged commented appreciate lot im feeling bit better every day struggle guess yesterday much thanks again
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@dannyatticus aha, I love the sunshine it covers everything in a beautiful golden feeling
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yo boy sub still virgin idk seems like every time browse sub yes never gf idk work arse studying play videogames watch shows anime listen s metal bands workout weird btw thanks reading first person comment v gets free award cause
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feeling extremely suicidali suicidal get feelings atleast weekly fear something impulsively
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dorecently ive thoughts redflag im sure depression kicking imagine situations would easier gone life keeps dragging seems like nothing going way grades dropping work life getting worse im happy myself know talk to want parents think differently this friends im lost need guidance talk hard reach out do
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hmmive around short time ever cared learn one day could something improve lives around me never sought luxury though comparatively may live way brief period wanted sate curiosity friends possibly family try burden let depression take hold me however toil struggle enough maintain existence never time branch out make something better much life must sacrificed order obtain freedom measure ones worth continually conflicted part wants perish yet another strive chaotic nature sufferable far journey met many people boy boasts knowledge yet suffers braggadocios ways woman abused husband child live grandmother abusive parents lives wasted ignorance strive make world better place view world however happens unable view paths better yourself find sad find break chains despite skills appear meaningless even use help myself everything world must proven documented testament worth appears days document takes indentured servitude document takes freedom pursuit happiness pursuit leads serfdom back wrong do work full time go college done lot power self sufficient pay bills taxes rent insurance wrong myself believe sacrificed friendship pursuit love begun consume drive away family desire become better cost significant amount time wasted nearly youth seek options none tenable current state began believe one dream must take other happy uncertain takes lot live own done years taken toll mental state mind dance edge now waiting slip it wait wait time break contract binds me though view redflag selfish act still considering years going depression depression force drag let guard down strike time say pretty funny however creates world way lays ground work know me makes us venerable answer uncertain possibly world still undeveloped unavoidable mindset think work slaved reality meaningless purpose meaningless job exhausted myself drive either live kill myself pitiful really
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people make freinds iv never one scared ask someone friend im afraid ill mess make life worse
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@merejames yeah could see how pics might provide more problems.. LOlz but probs no less
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late s french study disaffected youth in early s actuallygrown up yet settled adult world probably missed mark mile terms accurate depiction french youth dont virtually youth films made adults this ones dontrivers edge comes mind rare indeed directorwriter marcel carne les enfants du paradis fame accurate observer humanity provide insightful view essence characters sense details importantyou could change details set film today would work wellbut loneliness insecurity superficial passion selfrighteous anger characters captured well young pierre brice jeanpaul belmondo supporting roles leads jacques charrier laurent terzieff pascale petit andrea parisy play roles subtlety depth also fine jazz score get cd jazz parisjazz cinema vol unlike commented film really see directorwriter carne sitting judgment charactershe seems though objective observer me course middleclass characters may seem like people spoiled nothing whine workingclass viewers film think carne certainly aware this american viewer i watched dubbed fairly literally id say version titled cheaters film provides interesting window france s also selfconsciously poetic the scene ledge saving cat one example this intellectual aspirations charming way french films get away withi imagine heavyhanded melodramatic shallow way kind material would handled american studio production sensationalistic moralistic suggestive way kind material would handled american driveinexploitation filmmakers feel marcel carne captured essence period between say high school graduation when ones early s people largely settled routine whatever routine may be willing watch film open mind fire away many easy targets offers find serious valuable study people early twenties even want that go room film playing simply enjoy fine soundtrack great s jazz instrumental pop including wonderful original score american jazz philharmonic group including coleman hawkins dizzy gillespie stan getz spelled goetz credits roy eldridge ray brown
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whats point mean know grand point personally whats point dont anything left fight forive grown much grief constant pain everyday theres nothing brings source happiness even contentment im incapable holding onto relationships mentally im plagued panic heavy heavy depression physically auto immune issues stomach problems add fatigue drained energy identity wise ive never felt comfortable skin dont really care more im glad lot people one thing would want to thats great think guess doesnt exist wish would doesnt ive always wanted one thing thing would make life desirable again worth fighting for isnt part problem think used me turn created horrid perpetual cycle grief internal pain dont want live anymore im grateful years ive had ive made pretty far im exhausted maybe thats okay wish best dont plan im guessing time will im tired pushing feel better completely honest you dont believe better real thing
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morning all starving and dying for a cuppa but can t co off to doc for fasting blood test in a little while
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no travoradio this morning blipfm is down http bit ly ch xr
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help meeee alt account ran away cage sub need guys help find it maybe hell come senses name ukarmeeee
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descent madnessas look back life see failure failure one another kid fought time when tiniest kid around getting picked on regardless still get picked on hell sometimes someone literally rub cow shit overalls shop class regardless thats reason view life failure failure society consider first failure came got rejection letter rejection letter different schools dumbass procrastinated submissions lead joining military father said going fail way kind right joined military picked drinking like fish water got legal issues got honorably years since get shape drinking habit go combat see time much accomplishment tell is maybe believe then besides one biggest mistakes would come right military three months got working shit job retail store brother convinced start school fucking itt tech really need tell thats failure right anyways deep realized probably quit itt ended getting associates degree transferring actual state university continue studying found associates degree useful blank piece paper start square one called failure number three number two came year form dui drinking habit picked up failure number four would come year starting university via totaled car wrecking car left messed up regardless though quit drinking months started back continued onto several incidents one went road almost totaled car no drinking involved drunk let friend drive car didnt drink resulted blown engine useless car failure number buy dollar truck get get money fix car realize im good major chose leads failure number eventually graduate years two cars later one ive replaced blown engine roll year later months surgery call failure number also time im sure drinking caused wreck tried kill myself point im feeling like worse breathalyzer beat truck im seriously thinking hanging myself right wreck tell brother go ahead take gun range keep house longer trust cannot trust alcohol since wreck stop drinking touched drop since months ago failure number came via failure submit forms resulting raise rent thus move point depression officially diagnosed im starting antidepressants yet im still distracted mind somewhere else thats wrecked truck find insurance lapsed license suspended point im thinking one thing end it go freeway over call brother help completely break car thoughts jumping stealing gun kept running head jumping traffic hanging somewhere seemed theme way february start new job basically placed little hope left tried best seemed like going succeed become permanent employee three weeks ago go meeting im told numbers average theyre going extend temp time days later get email friday night telling go work temp contract ended theyve chosen hire full time all depression going full swing getting news via email help all keep thinking thoughts im unemployed seems taking bigger toll expected meds somewhat work thoughts still there follow through im tied need someone know
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Watching goldmember http://myloc.me/2d4X
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carei great life w girlfriend im alcoholic stop drinking want ruin relationship years im tired myself
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hey guys car think get dads golf r powerful newest the fastest awd pontiac fiero gt swapped engine put little power late s early s mustang camaro theyre really cool cars different reasons also parents or least dad onboard options
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licks lips the guy whos lips im licking what hell
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driving to my parent and chilling with them well the sun is shining but i don t feel so well today
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fiona, alanis, imogen, regina... check. but the new recommendations are great to know! I'm favorite-ing them. Thanks!!
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want kill im scared painokay first off dont want get comments get better bs want need advice thats all tried get plastic bag head run front fast moving vehicle im scared pain dont know happen survive want painless death more less
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tf bad say dont like gay people bring sexuality time dont get it ive friend constantly bringing gay found annoying tf bad find annoying makes sense
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im fucking sick redflag hotlineim depressed im mentally ill even want die want live want finish school go college want get job kids get married decision based emotions based facts loosen bad redflag is besides loss world die im another waste space whatnot
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say movie said comments here pretty much sum everything people love cherish it people hate it well loathe it movie equivalent marmitebr br i personally committed every second memory cyclical claustrophobic introspective magical stands one unique films ever made despite many stated believe truly cult movie diamond rough waiting discovered unearthed fantastical psychedelic visuals incredible soundtrack unforgettable achievement itself one friends watched likened musical many respects fully appreciate context film made would probably get view head suchbr br i always fond monkees especially tv show back repeated s mum recorded head shown tv late night knew liked them watched day later lodged memory able find copy dvd decades later would love special edition would fascinating get greater insight making masterpiece hope
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i am excited for tomorrow
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broccoli piece shit hate you
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feeling edgeim feeling extremely edge like want hurt badly end life know anymore do many fucked things happend ive pretending im okay long time im trying fight urges difficult need vent feel alone worthless like one gives fuck died day now hate much feel like im going insane im lost broken scared want cry scream lose control instead act okay pretend smile one knows feel keep myself im scared one day soon end life
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school rickrolled everybody im even kidding
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id rather kill disappoint family killing disappoint familylife fair wish family love me theres many people deserve loving families one universe waste love me want love want die
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moment someone impersonates shit said dedicating whole life hating tiktok reddit moment lol like th time someone impersonated insecurities
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it s like knowing your place in this world i ve always been proud of me i always felt i ve done thing a they should be done fairly loving good people listen to others helping them always trying to draw a smile on their face and making their world a better place because life is short and everyone deserves to be happy no matter what and i thought i deserved that too but all i can see is that i m lonier than ever i never felt what is being loved the only partner i had abused and cheated on me leaving me memory like me cry next to him and he sleeping peacefully i ve been in love recently again but i got rejected like a few time before that previous relationship i guess i m not good enough a always there s always prettier people than me i lost friend and people i thought they were my friend family and the two three friend i have now can t understand how lonely i feel some of my friend deceived me when i thought they would be here for me at hard time like i always did for them all i try to be happy seems to be in vain i will never be precious to someone i m sure that people who know me will still live if i die so i don t care anymore if i die right now life go on for them but i want to stop mine now my place isn t in this world i m hoping for a sudden death like a car accident a domestic accident or something that kill me because i m a coward and i won t kill myself hoping my parent donate my organ so someone with force of will life a happy life a life i wanted for me but i never got
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im gonna try todaydown river hope courage close eyes walk in im sorry cant go more ill miss you
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@xykobas3rd I won't....that would not be fun! And I already have a hangover. Haha.
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sick wanting dieive tried everything point drugs legal notsolegal exercise videogames overeating undereating empathy apathy etc im shell person opinions solely based objectivity longer act volition react logically ive competitions ive lost lbs write music ive talked people redflag demon allows sympathise others made home right inside me ive heard many people complain life makes depressed ive done everything power change things better guess what depression nothing material possessions personal achievement depression makes feel worthless persevere want cant fill hole inside paycheck fuck supposed rock anyways want contentment sedation bliss
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theres car comingthem get road me keeps walking tge middle road them theres car coming get road car comes veiw me still walking middle road feeling depressed them get road me finally gets road long car passes also me i wish got hit
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want much you please take care bipolar strike like snake warning easily triggered beastly yelling rage maniahappiness somewhere cant sleep forced use everything known mankind force sleep talent ever yet think desire much failure everywhere anytime try fix go doctor step forward always steps pushed back denied disability court jan health insurance year working still nothing even got go doctor chances getting drug would work could still work would erase fact live since alienated everyone cant stay am enough money go anywhere options backed corner today day planning done alienating complete bankruptcy discharged close enough medical insurance still new improved snail mail zero concerns thats fall tried everything failed doesnt matter took responsibility gave tried failed told doctors therapists years racing mind could sleep doesnt help blame blame doesnt matter anymore hurt much numb cant think write want explain many times mind comes never sounds right years suffering would keep happening many people system doesnt work read many times young people know grandmothers died age said didnt get treatment have lot worked work well forced work drugged side effects family empathy ive said goodbye bed shower many last special meals nothing seems special anymore thats it ballot mail box hope dems wins last thoughts sat one came stop me expecting anything different except real ending finally thank memes lot good people there love other forgive can try seek revenge mental illness terrible get help soon can know someone suffering need help isolating let them die
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corona ruined bct httpsmyoutubecomwatchveewompyrsw probably whole career
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@toriilovesmcfly i;m mean? thats rich coming from you i still loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you though xxxxxxxxxx
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