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just a warning for the future babe , you do not ever want to piss me off .
i 'll be lenient with you when it comes to certain things , but outright disobedience will not be acceptable , not now not ever .
`` you want me to leave your ass you pull a stunt like this again .
if i say no it means f**king no do you hear me ? ''
`` yes . ''
she mumbled .
`` i 'm sorry . ''
`` you 're too f**king spoilt for your own good .
i 'm not sure if i should let this slide , but i do n't want the news of my child 's conception to be marred by this f**kery , and since you 've spoiled my proposal you can live with that shit . ''
i took the box from her hand and put the five-carat diamond on her finger .
this was not how i 'd wanted this to go .
i 'd had everything planned out .
i was going to take her to paris since that was her favorite place and propose to her there in one of their over priced swanky restaurants .
that 's not my style but it 's hers so i was willing to do it to make the night special .
i did n't make love to her that night .
not because of any punishment or anything like that , i think i was just overwhelmed a little if you wan na know the truth .
i 'd gone from extremely pissed and ready to heat up her ass , to learning that i was going to be a daddy or a dad .
instead i helped her get ready for bed and held her as she gave into the fatigue of the long day and night .
once again i recalled my childhood , the always wanting , never having and never any hope of having .
and the hunger , humiliation , all the things you can expect from a young boy whose parents neglected him .
and then when lily came along , my beautiful little sister , i remembered the fear in my gut that i would n't be able to protect her .
she was the one and only baby i 'd ever held in my arms , and the love i 'd felt then , could n't be compared to what i felt for the unborn child shiane now kept safe in her womb .
i thought of her upcoming tour and knew there was no way i would let her go off on her own , not in her condition .
i came to the conclusion that it was time i delegated more at work .
i had men and women that i 'd hired , the best in their fields , sometimes straight out of college , but had yet to trust anyone to do what i did .
it was an easy decision to make now , whereas before the thought gave me cold sweats .
i took the hand with my ring on it and kissed her finger as i hoped and prayed that i would get this right , then being as gentle as i could and not awaken her .
i lowered my body until my lips were in line with her still flat stomach and made a promise to my son or daughter .
`` daddy will always be there little one , no matter what ; i ca n't wait to meet you . ''
i felt the tears gather at the corner of my eyes , and though it had been years since i 'd shed one , i let them fall .
my heart had never been so full in my life .
i held her until the dawn and that 's as long as i could hold out before taking her .
turning her silky soft body onto her back , i kissed my way down her body , stopping at her br**sts .
i took the nipple of first one into my mouth , licking and sucking , pulling strong as i imagined one day my baby would , before going to the other .
by the time i made my way down to her sweet cunt , she was writhing beneath me .
i licked her clit until it was peeping out from under its hood , then spreading her pu**y lips open , i closed my eyes and feasted on her flesh , her taste bursting into my mouth as i dug deep with my tongue .
sliding up her body , i slid into her going deep with one smooth thrust .
her eyes were sleep-warm as she looked up at me .
with my hands holding both sides of her head , i held it back so i could look into her eyes as i loved her .
`` i love knowing my child is inside you . ''
i let one of my handles cover her stomach between us for a brief moment before gathering her in close .
`` give me your mouth baby . ''
she lifted her lips to mine and we stayed like that , our lips locked together passionately as i worked my c**k in and out of her , her hips rising and falling with my thrusts .
it was the most amazing experience of my life so far , and there was so much more to come .
i 'll make sure of it .
epilogue he 's utterly unpredictable and totally insane my husband .
i do n't think i 've ever known a more volatile person in my life .
my dad was an easy going mild mannered man , sure he and mom had their tiffs over the years when we were growing up , but i doubt he 's ever done or said half the things has done to me .
like spanking her ass with a belt .
since my announcement of my pregnancy , he 's added one other element , over protectiveness .
do n't get me wrong , i love it , in fact i think i need it because my hormones have been out of whack from day one ; but i wondered how others would see him .
it started with my management team of all things , and a couple of the lawyers that handled my contracts .
the morning after our engagement , he 'd dropped the bombshell that they had been robbing me blind .
i 'd sat there dumbfounded , not having the first clue as to what i was supposed to do next .
`` do n't worry princess i 've got it covered . ''
'but how did they and why ? ''
`` the how is easy , you do n't know what you 're looking at when dealing with those things unless you 've done some kind of business class or you have someone reliable explain it to you . ''
he was right i guess , as a small town girl , seeing all those zeros on my account balance was enough for me , i was just happy doing what i loved most and the fact that i was actually being paid , well .
`` the why is that they 're greedy f**ks and they saw you coming a mile off . ''
i guess they never banked on trace mckenzie coming into my life and turning everything upside down .
i 'd wanted to do everything secretly after that , did n't want the brouhaha that would follow if the public got ahold of it .
trace wanted to burn them at the stake .
in the end he convinced me that it was best to go public so that they would n't be free to do it to others .
turns out that was the right call , because after the story broke , others had come forward after realizing that they too had been victims of these unscrupulous men .
my tour started when i was five months along .
trace somehow found the time to leave work for almost two months and accompany me .
i 'd had to do some rearranging which meant there were hardly any breaks in between cities , but i wanted to be done before i really started to show .
that 's when i saw the other side of him .
he 'd hired all new management for me when i told him i was n't sure what to look for .
he 'd threatened to fire my wardrobe staff until they had some kind of meeting and he got what he wanted .
in the end they 'd come up with more tasteful designs , though some of them were sexier than the ones i 'd worn before .
he was right you did n't have to be half naked on stage to get your point across .
one day we were sitting at the kitchen table , i was still sitting in his lap because we 'd just made love while our breakfast had grown cold .
as he slipped out of my body i 'd said , 'you know we can do the proposal thing over ' .
he 'd given me one of his looks and that was that .
i guess that ship had sailed .
i ca n't say that i felt deprived though , because in every way he was the perfect fiance and then husband .
our wedding was a very private affair in my hometown .
he 'd moved heaven and earth to make it so and it was beautiful .
he was completely fascinated with my body these days , especially after i started to show .
there was n't a day that went by that he did n't spend at least an hour playing with my tummy and having these long drawn out conversations with whoever was in there .
now though , i think he 'd reached his limit .
`` trace it hurts . ''
he leaned over me as he held my hand in his and brushed my hair back with the other .
`` i know baby , i know it will be better soon .
do something . ''
that last was said to the doctor and nurses that were there in the delivery room .
he had n't shouted the words that they carried more force than if he had .
the way he seethed them through clenched teeth and glared at the room 's occupants .
if i were n't in so much pain i would 've found it funny .
`` she 's coming along just fine mr. mckenzie .
just one more push shiane , that 's a good girl . ''
i bore down with all my might as trace held my hand and whispered in my ear how proud he was of me and how beautiful i was .
i think it was his voice more so than anything urging from the doctor that gave me the extra boost i needed to push my son out into the world .
i laughed and cried as i heard his loud wails fill the room .
trace never took his eyes off mine until the oh-oh from the doctor .
`` oh-oh ?
no fking oh-oh , what the fk is oh-oh ? ''
he was ready to tear the poor woman 's head off before she explained .
i was in too much of a daze from the new pain wracking my body to help .

just a warning for the future babe , you do not ever want to piss me off .

i 'll be lenient with you when it comes to certain things , but outright disobedience will not be acceptable , not now not ever .

`` you want me to leave your ass you pull a stunt like this again .

if i say no it means f**king no do you hear me ? ''

`` yes . ''

she mumbled .

`` i 'm sorry . ''

`` you 're too f**king spoilt for your own good .

i 'm not sure if i should let this slide , but i do n't want the news of my child 's conception to be marred by this f**kery , and since you 've spoiled my proposal you can live with that shit . ''

i took the box from her hand and put the five-carat diamond on her finger .

this was not how i 'd wanted this to go .

i 'd had everything planned out .

i was going to take her to paris since that was her favorite place and propose to her there in one of their over priced swanky restaurants .

that 's not my style but it 's hers so i was willing to do it to make the night special .

i did n't make love to her that night .

not because of any punishment or anything like that , i think i was just overwhelmed a little if you wan na know the truth .

i 'd gone from extremely pissed and ready to heat up her ass , to learning that i was going to be a daddy or a dad .

instead i helped her get ready for bed and held her as she gave into the fatigue of the long day and night .

once again i recalled my childhood , the always wanting , never having and never any hope of having .

and the hunger , humiliation , all the things you can expect from a young boy whose parents neglected him .

and then when lily came along , my beautiful little sister , i remembered the fear in my gut that i would n't be able to protect her .

she was the one and only baby i 'd ever held in my arms , and the love i 'd felt then , could n't be compared to what i felt for the unborn child shiane now kept safe in her womb .

i thought of her upcoming tour and knew there was no way i would let her go off on her own , not in her condition .

i came to the conclusion that it was time i delegated more at work .

i had men and women that i 'd hired , the best in their fields , sometimes straight out of college , but had yet to trust anyone to do what i did .

it was an easy decision to make now , whereas before the thought gave me cold sweats .

i took the hand with my ring on it and kissed her finger as i hoped and prayed that i would get this right , then being as gentle as i could and not awaken her .

i lowered my body until my lips were in line with her still flat stomach and made a promise to my son or daughter .

`` daddy will always be there little one , no matter what ; i ca n't wait to meet you . ''

i felt the tears gather at the corner of my eyes , and though it had been years since i 'd shed one , i let them fall .

my heart had never been so full in my life .

i held her until the dawn and that 's as long as i could hold out before taking her .

turning her silky soft body onto her back , i kissed my way down her body , stopping at her br**sts .

i took the nipple of first one into my mouth , licking and sucking , pulling strong as i imagined one day my baby would , before going to the other .

by the time i made my way down to her sweet cunt , she was writhing beneath me .

i licked her clit until it was peeping out from under its hood , then spreading her pu**y lips open , i closed my eyes and feasted on her flesh , her taste bursting into my mouth as i dug deep with my tongue .

sliding up her body , i slid into her going deep with one smooth thrust .

her eyes were sleep-warm as she looked up at me .

with my hands holding both sides of her head , i held it back so i could look into her eyes as i loved her .

`` i love knowing my child is inside you . ''

i let one of my handles cover her stomach between us for a brief moment before gathering her in close .

`` give me your mouth baby . ''

she lifted her lips to mine and we stayed like that , our lips locked together passionately as i worked my c**k in and out of her , her hips rising and falling with my thrusts .

it was the most amazing experience of my life so far , and there was so much more to come .

i 'll make sure of it .

epilogue he 's utterly unpredictable and totally insane my husband .

i do n't think i 've ever known a more volatile person in my life .

my dad was an easy going mild mannered man , sure he and mom had their tiffs over the years when we were growing up , but i doubt he 's ever done or said half the things has done to me .

like spanking her ass with a belt .

since my announcement of my pregnancy , he 's added one other element , over protectiveness .

do n't get me wrong , i love it , in fact i think i need it because my hormones have been out of whack from day one ; but i wondered how others would see him .

it started with my management team of all things , and a couple of the lawyers that handled my contracts .

the morning after our engagement , he 'd dropped the bombshell that they had been robbing me blind .

i 'd sat there dumbfounded , not having the first clue as to what i was supposed to do next .

`` do n't worry princess i 've got it covered . ''

'but how did they and why ? ''

`` the how is easy , you do n't know what you 're looking at when dealing with those things unless you 've done some kind of business class or you have someone reliable explain it to you . ''

he was right i guess , as a small town girl , seeing all those zeros on my account balance was enough for me , i was just happy doing what i loved most and the fact that i was actually being paid , well .

`` the why is that they 're greedy f**ks and they saw you coming a mile off . ''

i guess they never banked on trace mckenzie coming into my life and turning everything upside down .

i 'd wanted to do everything secretly after that , did n't want the brouhaha that would follow if the public got ahold of it .

trace wanted to burn them at the stake .

in the end he convinced me that it was best to go public so that they would n't be free to do it to others .

turns out that was the right call , because after the story broke , others had come forward after realizing that they too had been victims of these unscrupulous men .

my tour started when i was five months along .

trace somehow found the time to leave work for almost two months and accompany me .

i 'd had to do some rearranging which meant there were hardly any breaks in between cities , but i wanted to be done before i really started to show .

that 's when i saw the other side of him .

he 'd hired all new management for me when i told him i was n't sure what to look for .

he 'd threatened to fire my wardrobe staff until they had some kind of meeting and he got what he wanted .

in the end they 'd come up with more tasteful designs , though some of them were sexier than the ones i 'd worn before .

he was right you did n't have to be half naked on stage to get your point across .

one day we were sitting at the kitchen table , i was still sitting in his lap because we 'd just made love while our breakfast had grown cold .

as he slipped out of my body i 'd said , 'you know we can do the proposal thing over ' .

he 'd given me one of his looks and that was that .

i guess that ship had sailed .

i ca n't say that i felt deprived though , because in every way he was the perfect fiance and then husband .

our wedding was a very private affair in my hometown .

he 'd moved heaven and earth to make it so and it was beautiful .

he was completely fascinated with my body these days , especially after i started to show .

there was n't a day that went by that he did n't spend at least an hour playing with my tummy and having these long drawn out conversations with whoever was in there .

now though , i think he 'd reached his limit .

`` trace it hurts . ''

he leaned over me as he held my hand in his and brushed my hair back with the other .

`` i know baby , i know it will be better soon .

do something . ''

that last was said to the doctor and nurses that were there in the delivery room .

he had n't shouted the words that they carried more force than if he had .

the way he seethed them through clenched teeth and glared at the room 's occupants .

if i were n't in so much pain i would 've found it funny .

`` she 's coming along just fine mr. mckenzie .

just one more push shiane , that 's a good girl . ''

i bore down with all my might as trace held my hand and whispered in my ear how proud he was of me and how beautiful i was .

i think it was his voice more so than anything urging from the doctor that gave me the extra boost i needed to push my son out into the world .

i laughed and cried as i heard his loud wails fill the room .

trace never took his eyes off mine until the oh-oh from the doctor .

`` oh-oh ?

no f**king oh-oh , what the f**k is oh-oh ? ''

he was ready to tear the poor woman 's head off before she explained .

i was in too much of a daze from the new pain wracking my body to help .