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The door was as before opened a tiny crack, and again two sharp and
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suspicious eyes stared at him out of the darkness. Then Raskolnikov lost
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his head and nearly made a great mistake.
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Fearing the old woman would be frightened by their being alone, and not
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hoping that the sight of him would disarm her suspicions, he took
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hold of the door and drew it towards him to prevent the old woman from
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attempting to shut it again. Seeing this she did not pull the door back,
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but she did not let go the handle so that he almost dragged her out with
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it on to the stairs. Seeing that she was standing in the doorway not
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allowing him to pass, he advanced straight upon her. She stepped back
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in alarm, tried to say something, but seemed unable to speak and stared
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with open eyes at him.
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“Good evening, Alyona Ivanovna,” he began, trying to speak easily, but
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his voice would not obey him, it broke and shook. “I have come... I have
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brought something... but we’d better come in... to the light....”
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And leaving her, he passed straight into the room uninvited. The old
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woman ran after him; her tongue was unloosed.
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“Good heavens! What it is? Who is it? What do you want?”
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“Why, Alyona Ivanovna, you know me... Raskolnikov... here, I brought you
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the pledge I promised the other day...” And he held out the pledge.
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The old woman glanced for a moment at the pledge, but at once stared in
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the eyes of her uninvited visitor. She looked intently, maliciously and
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mistrustfully. A minute passed; he even fancied something like a sneer
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in her eyes, as though she had already guessed everything. He felt that
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he was losing his head, that he was almost frightened, so frightened
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that if she were to look like that and not say a word for another half
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minute, he thought he would have run away from her.
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“Why do you look at me as though you did not know me?” he said suddenly,
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also with malice. “Take it if you like, if not I’ll go elsewhere, I am
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in a hurry.”
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He had not even thought of saying this, but it was suddenly said of
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itself. The old woman recovered herself, and her visitor’s resolute tone
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evidently restored her confidence.
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“But why, my good sir, all of a minute.... What is it?” she asked,
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looking at the pledge.
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“The silver cigarette case; I spoke of it last time, you know.”
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She held out her hand.
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“But how pale you are, to be sure... and your hands are trembling too?
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Have you been bathing, or what?”
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“Fever,” he answered abruptly. “You can’t help getting pale... if you’ve
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nothing to eat,” he added, with difficulty articulating the words.
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His strength was failing him again. But his answer sounded like the
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truth; the old woman took the pledge.
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“What is it?” she asked once more, scanning Raskolnikov intently, and
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weighing the pledge in her hand.
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“A thing... cigarette case.... Silver.... Look at it.”
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“It does not seem somehow like silver.... How he has wrapped it up!”
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Trying to untie the string and turning to the window, to the light (all
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her windows were shut, in spite of the stifling heat), she left
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him altogether for some seconds and stood with her back to him. He
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unbuttoned his coat and freed the axe from the noose, but did not yet
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take it out altogether, simply holding it in his right hand under the
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coat. His hands were fearfully weak, he felt them every moment growing
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more numb and more wooden. He was afraid he would let the axe slip and
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fall.... A sudden giddiness came over him.
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“But what has he tied it up like this for?” the old woman cried with
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vexation and moved towards him.
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He had not a minute more to lose. He pulled the axe quite out, swung
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it with both arms, scarcely conscious of himself, and almost without
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effort, almost mechanically, brought the blunt side down on her head. He
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seemed not to use his own strength in this. But as soon as he had once
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brought the axe down, his strength returned to him.
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The old woman was as always bareheaded. Her thin, light hair, streaked
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with grey, thickly smeared with grease, was plaited in a rat’s tail and
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fastened by a broken horn comb which stood out on the nape of her neck.
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As she was so short, the blow fell on the very top of her skull. She
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cried out, but very faintly, and suddenly sank all of a heap on the
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floor, raising her hands to her head. In one hand she still held “the
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pledge.” Then he dealt her another and another blow with the blunt side
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and on the same spot. The blood gushed as from an overturned glass, the
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body fell back. He stepped back, let it fall, and at once bent over her
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face; she was dead. Her eyes seemed to be starting out of their sockets,
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the brow and the whole face were drawn and contorted convulsively.
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He laid the axe on the ground near the dead body and felt at once in her
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pocket (trying to avoid the streaming body)--the same right-hand pocket
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from which she had taken the key on his last visit. He was in full
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possession of his faculties, free from confusion or giddiness, but his
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