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“And all that could be wished, indeed, in every respect,” Razumihin went
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on, not at all embarrassed by his silence.
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“Ah, the sly dog!” Nastasya shrieked again. This conversation afforded
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her unspeakable delight.
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“It’s a pity, brother, that you did not set to work in the right way
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at first. You ought to have approached her differently. She is, so
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to speak, a most unaccountable character. But we will talk about her
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character later.... How could you let things come to such a pass that
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she gave up sending you your dinner? And that I O U? You must have been
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mad to sign an I O U. And that promise of marriage when her daughter,
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Natalya Yegorovna, was alive?... I know all about it! But I see that’s
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a delicate matter and I am an ass; forgive me. But, talking of
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foolishness, do you know Praskovya Pavlovna is not nearly so foolish as
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you would think at first sight?”
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“No,” mumbled Raskolnikov, looking away, but feeling that it was better
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to keep up the conversation.
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“She isn’t, is she?” cried Razumihin, delighted to get an answer out
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of him. “But she is not very clever either, eh? She is essentially,
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essentially an unaccountable character! I am sometimes quite at a loss,
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I assure you.... She must be forty; she says she is thirty-six, and
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of course she has every right to say so. But I swear I judge her
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intellectually, simply from the metaphysical point of view; there is a
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sort of symbolism sprung up between us, a sort of algebra or what not!
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I don’t understand it! Well, that’s all nonsense. Only, seeing that you
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are not a student now and have lost your lessons and your clothes, and
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that through the young lady’s death she has no need to treat you as
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a relation, she suddenly took fright; and as you hid in your den and
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dropped all your old relations with her, she planned to get rid of you.
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And she’s been cherishing that design a long time, but was sorry to lose
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the I O U, for you assured her yourself that your mother would pay.”
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“It was base of me to say that.... My mother herself is almost
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a beggar... and I told a lie to keep my lodging... and be fed,”
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Raskolnikov said loudly and distinctly.
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“Yes, you did very sensibly. But the worst of it is that at that point
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Mr. Tchebarov turns up, a business man. Pashenka would never have
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thought of doing anything on her own account, she is too retiring; but
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the business man is by no means retiring, and first thing he puts the
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question, ‘Is there any hope of realising the I O U?’ Answer: there is,
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because he has a mother who would save her Rodya with her hundred and
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twenty-five roubles pension, if she has to starve herself; and a sister,
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too, who would go into bondage for his sake. That’s what he was building
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upon.... Why do you start? I know all the ins and outs of your affairs
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now, my dear boy--it’s not for nothing that you were so open with
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Pashenka when you were her prospective son-in-law, and I say all this as
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a friend.... But I tell you what it is; an honest and sensitive man is
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open; and a business man ‘listens and goes on eating’ you up. Well,
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then she gave the I O U by way of payment to this Tchebarov, and without
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hesitation he made a formal demand for payment. When I heard of all this
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I wanted to blow him up, too, to clear my conscience, but by that time
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harmony reigned between me and Pashenka, and I insisted on stopping
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the whole affair, engaging that you would pay. I went security for you,
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brother. Do you understand? We called Tchebarov, flung him ten
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roubles and got the I O U back from him, and here I have the honour of
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presenting it to you. She trusts your word now. Here, take it, you see I
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have torn it.”
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Razumihin put the note on the table. Raskolnikov looked at him and
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turned to the wall without uttering a word. Even Razumihin felt a
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twinge.
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“I see, brother,” he said a moment later, “that I have been playing the
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fool again. I thought I should amuse you with my chatter, and I believe
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I have only made you cross.”
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“Was it you I did not recognise when I was delirious?” Raskolnikov
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asked, after a moment’s pause without turning his head.
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“Yes, and you flew into a rage about it, especially when I brought
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Zametov one day.”
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“Zametov? The head clerk? What for?” Raskolnikov turned round quickly
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and fixed his eyes on Razumihin.
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“What’s the matter with you?... What are you upset about? He wanted to
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make your acquaintance because I talked to him a lot about you.... How
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could I have found out so much except from him? He is a capital
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fellow, brother, first-rate... in his own way, of course. Now we are
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friends--see each other almost every day. I have moved into this part,
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you know. I have only just moved. I’ve been with him to Luise Ivanovna
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once or twice.... Do you remember Luise, Luise Ivanovna?
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“Did I say anything in delirium?”
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“I should think so! You were beside yourself.”
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“What did I rave about?”
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“What next? What did you rave about? What people do rave about.... Well,
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brother, now I must not lose time. To work.” He got up from the table
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and took up his cap.
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“What did I rave about?”
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“How he keeps on! Are you afraid of having let out some secret? Don’t
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