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im sick getting every day getting harder harderhttpiimgurcomogxlurjpg every day get shit like this every day gets harder live it
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i am i live at home i have a boring low paying job housing is impossible to afford and i m in a long distance queer relationship i have bpd dysthymia cptsd i don t think that my perception of reality is something that i could ever trust i m in therapy i m medicated nothing is really helping since i have relationship destroyer disease obviously my relationship is not doing the best entirely because i can t perceive anything for what it is i self sabotage constantly and i ruin everything i touch nothing feel real and everything feel dependent on whatever is happening in the moment i don t trust myself i will continue to ruin my own happiness for the rest of my life because treatment doesn t fucking help me with this shit ive been doing some ideation thinking about a plan i don t want to die and leave everyone behind but being here is too much for me to do forever i m and it feel like i m 9 i m so tired already and i m so scared i feel so alone i just want it to be over
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hello make short films contest currently subscribers hit contest see write best script whoever make short film want put yt channel credits interested like short films channel gonna try get subscribers end day contest httpswwwyoutubecomchannelucfwgxdcbzizdklphlzq
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@conartist4 Muahaha! I win! We need to go to Montr�al and have official poutine, lol. Hmm, poutine!
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gmb ive just retired ive had nothing from the budget but gosh how in such a time of depression war and these time we are all in a terrible time cut the cloth the nh need help i think he is trying to help what do you want money around the world is the same it sad
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meme use sheher pronouns go celeste hope yall still love
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enough suicidal note yes youve read righttoday extremely suicidal thinking today tried everything fix issues loneliness self steam college problems etc gave last hope called suicidal hotline talked hour half person called adam thank adam crying writing one within years listened me years old never someone listened problems every single one remeebr last time talked someone long hour half thank adam wish best reading this know stopped one person today killing yourself thank you feel like killing shitty life
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wanna diei woke okay im torn pieces let die please
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@YoungQ My hands up here!! I love it too
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tf society everyone hate
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@stefsanjati @kelseybl4ck @allthesedoubts interesting mentality thanks for replying, years after battling anxiety/ depression/ an eating disorder and getting the help i needed i havent seen them pop up at all, but things can always change. maybe they are dormant.
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i like messing with my bf and saying things like i can watch him play footie for hours but he cant shop with me
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reposting people awake get feedback humanity settled planet near future planet longer distance sun cant rely solar power slowly mine planet resources flooding atmosphere carbon dioxide keep people leaving planet corporations sign contracts employees promising big land wealth family couple generations down people invent biomekanical beings help work lighter air squid like creatures called carbon scrubbers sent sky eat carbon produce oxygen soon enough everyone starts using biomekanical machines machines need keep atmosphere breathable people needed stay longer perpetuating cycle endless slavery class separation encouraged hint plan slavery people become content knowing machines keeping alive keeping imprisoned
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im finding hard cling onto anythingmy pain real ive felt throughout high school years later without boring everyone lifes story depression family know anything ive kept secret since really want bother them lifes hard enough is fail everything life manages keep alive giving unbelievable strokes luck snatches away within days im telling im finally happy days believe im sick twisted reality show people watching me like group children huddled around scared cat offering food deciding fun put cat bag throw river
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looking typical war movie it note testosteronepumped carnagecraving war buffs there bother although film russian characters wwii expect see nazis cannons blood gore etc film people cause war fight war film ordinary people war happens choices make dealing itbr br acting cinematography writing perfect s here certainly appreciate russian like me even not probably love it speak russian look ruscico russian cinema council dvd version got subtitles different languages english dubbing one id say good course good original russian track some stuff lost translation good english subtitles go check out especially studying film aspect
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LOL fia you can't kill me
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deal pastfiguring fuck got point girl cheated lot didnt realise end blew fuse called got charged harassment subsequently dropped charges mainly trumped charges together four years lived countries memories relationship included hiding existence online indication relationships existence introduced subset friends pretend boyfriend holiday philippines putting using facebook obviously keep contact men especially first love towards end anxiety crippling me told stand back another guy making advances face going visit two weeks eastern europe little her arrested two weeks mental ward suicidal ideation three weeks recovery centre depression second masters almost ruined several months on elegant intelligent woman walks life flaky begin speeds dating process basically moves apartment two weeks later introduces world havent known before obsessed sex also beautiful dont know whats happening sex takes new meaning me problems arise talks ex husband still gunning her apparently seems family okay speaks phone chinese chinese one point say would like marry someday suggest marry three months try say soon know much you takes insult move forward takes offense rejecting mothers concern regarding integrity goes week lebanon gets good im apologetic several months speaks intention move back hong kong trouble ex there follow say move her approves things take nasty turn remarries ex husband she told millionaire visiting her spends hardly time me apologises still continues see me agree move shenzhen teach english move me j turn up book hotel shenzhen second night am wakes suddenly starts reminiscing insult mother challenging integrity goes hong kong shortly tells rented place hong kong still sees shenzhen still sex im working apartment there says move well point im insecure depressed sleep escort also develop nasty habit asking random people marry me im much love chinese girl move forward husband moves apartment think hers see hotels hong kong works husbands company well line things get even unstable finds misdeads run flowers sort thing make up goes on summer ideas forming im planning move hong kong accompanies interviews get one also gets pregnant tells mine thing is im stressed beyond belief point make another mistake gone another date shenzhen vengeful night sex chinese banker beginning relationship told sex great towards end disposition changed hold erection getting ill china made snide remark performance time around time im put back burner eventually contacts says wants raise child husband say seems contrived planned takes offense knowing arrested ex says arrested leave country week later says cruel sorry didnt mean it thing is left country shortly blocked contact im korea dont know true isnt dont know anything child dont know true know im suicidal know im probably even beta male know im best man planet story taken five years life lot could written would long also still feel incredibly attached woman intelligence far outstripped own degrees age two law also claimed least several hundred partners ive spent last three weeks absolutely nothing hiding feel like trauma probably exaggeration sorry spelling grammar mistakes dont particularly like reading written
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looking mod subreddit application rules needs moderating experience me moderating experience also me even start moderating
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hhh it s time like that when you want thing to stay right then someone come and wreck it
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just bought sour gummi worm peach gummi o s and cheeto puff and a ounce soda i m such a fat as had a huge dinner too
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i worry a lot about thing like getting into a car crash getting cancer and just anything bad happening to me any advice on hot to stop this it s bad
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abandoned kind feeling ready end all xpost rdepressionlast night tuesday night m best basically only friend f long story told want contact anymore according friendship toxic us thought well least therapy thursday far walk around weeks morning got email saying therapist got sick appointment moved march th idea anymore somebody help get mess life created im alone again happen every time people keep leaving me end it apparently im worth human contact keep living
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i constantly have suicidal thought even if i m doing ok it s like it s always in the back of my mind i have my dark day where it s all i can think about but it s still back there during the good day too i feel like i m strange for constantly thinking about it even if i m happy
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see next week even tomorrow morning point im empty want anywaysim sitting room alone dark kitchen knife pressed neck feeling empty scared im honest im fucking scared point tonight ill jam knife hope die alarm goes classes morning want keep going like this smiles fake everything fucking far away pointless feel empty im scared im going want live little end tonight
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My mom wants me to pay attention to her and pamper her when I'm over here having chronic depression and anxiety and I'm trying so hard not to let it show but I just end up snapping at her and she gets mad and upset and I just wanna d*e please @ God
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read synopsis plot movie would sound like quite typical one s story would seem quite contrived subject matter maudlin strength beauty film direct earthy performances casti seldom seen jean harlow display range feeling rich subtle nuances float face watch faces wedding ceremony chapel obvious depth feeling principal characters raw emotions sincerely portrayed true final sequence almost unbearably poignant clark gable looks joy surprise son lifts proudly says my kid help remember mr gables son born posthumously one finest examples depression era cinema
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being border restricted victim day by day we getting engulfed in frustration depression suicidal attempt and much more that we can t express in word depression fmwangyisaveindianstudents takeusbacktochina
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@gleea i hate the game playing too. that is why i never thought i would be good at youth ministry
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depression comes waves know continue lifei go waves ok severe depression want go sleep never wake again really see point life well work fucking cares value person one cares im here one cares me
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idk title u know ur pain u start smiling name pops ur phone
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Mixed reactions to @bing this morning. Can't wait to get in, give it a spin and add my 2 cents worth
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u guys actually awkward talking opposite gender look im girl dont find hard talk guys im awkward anything talking them class guys except treat dont act weird talking me dont know people say online hard talk opposite gender what guys actually find hard talk gender
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PAHA! I've been having fun today. ;) Apart from my feet which are cold and hurt > What cool... http://tinyurl.com/oqhsr2
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always unhappy lost condo owned mistake selling without realizing owned it relative threw away belongings apartment time going sickness briefly move residence lost everything lost job retire early going disability lost cats sickness moved put mental hospital someone saw crying vets hospital feel like lost everything short period time trouble dealing things seriously depressed need ways make feel better suggestions lost everything trying deal
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big fan stephen kings work film made even greater fan king pet sematary creed family moved new house seem happy pet cemetery behind house creeds new neighbor jud played fred gwyne explains burial ground behind pet cemetery burial ground pure evil jud tells louis creed bury human or kind pet burial ground would come back life problem come back person theyre evil soon jud explains everything pet sematary everything starts go hell wont explain anymore want give away main parts film acting pet sematary pretty good needed little bit work story one main parts movie mainly original gripping film features lots makeup effects make movie way eerie frightening one basic reasons movie sent chills back fact makeup effects one character film truly freaky character zelda particular character pops film three times precise zelda rachel creeds sister passed away years before rachel still haunted her first time zelda appears movie generally scary talking anything second time worst honest second time scares living me absolutely nothing wrong movie almost perfect pet sematary delivers great scares pretty good acting first rate plot mesmerizing makeup truly one favorite horror films time
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even trained help us explains lothttpswwwusatodaycomindepthnewsnationredflagpreventiontherapistsrarelytrainedtreatsuicidalpeople
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@smck11 Sorry to hear about your root canal... good luck and have fun with soft foods!
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@Laura_Thurston You should read Dewey
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@worodal7ob ???? ????? ???
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cat got house hours fucking sad really pushed edge love much worried her come back know do want die bad worst day life
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With the depression came ADHD. This has been horrible and the panic attack do not go well with it. It gets to the point where I'm scared of myself and I just feel like I have no point and I'm disappointing everybody. If I didn't have my family I don't really know where I'd be.
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@GeekPornGirl yes, that was me
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good afternoon everyone didnt wake pm mom fr call campus coz thought kidnapped crazy anyway uncomfortable around current friend group ive acquired simply distancing easy peasy happy slappy
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Back in the Hammer May 4th with our friends FALLEN LEGION for their Weekend Warrior Tour, come join us!! :) with: Maitreya, The Good Depression and The Albino Structure https://www.facebook.com/DawnVally/posts/10156368936572238 â¦
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covered everything time reliefi know sub prevent redflag admire guys do great believe someone cares ive depressed years cant continue everything anyone normal person could ever want consider lucky bring joy happiness everyday suffer im anti depressants tried talking therapist actually went today knowing final weekend honest tomorrow hopefully last time ever wake up ive made video left financial info passwords contact info ect ive written half notes plan cleaning house making everything easy possible im angry im even sad feel relief knowing over plan cooking favourite meal maybe beer watching movie guess im posting vent somebody want help someone hear understand final thoughts theres one person could save me cant go her dont want make feel trapped responsible fair her love much joy love reason ever found live person make want future ive dated plenty special messed up im ending things no light endless darkness candle go out
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hell always feel damn lonely even though im usually surrounded friends dont get it ill friends sudden get really fucking lonely im tired it
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anyone else ever create extremely unlikely scenarios head common one everyone knew suddenly died ill make entire lives head minutes think never happen go life
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just got reduced to tear by jeremy kyle off to the doctor now i hate the doctor it so scary arghhhh
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older brother persuaded watching once upon time hollywood im traumatized part girl set ablaze cranked feel sick now want puke jus come lol
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almost 6 am...about time for bed
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constantly controlled abuser fight continued harassment court controlled emotionally abusive husband cant leave money kids together starting become seriously suicidal last year birthday made serious almost successful attempt life redflag triggers even bad these birthday coming february know do
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Trying to tell my husband to care about Twitter!! Lol (via @TamekaRaymond) LOL you go girl, what's life w/o twitter?
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hey whats anyone bored yo anyone wanna chill group chat made made ppl make new friends chat literallyyyy anything ye comment invite
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toodles tweeters. goodnight
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im need somebody talk im here wether want talk suicidal thoughts bad day need get something small chest im want talk
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Hopes the bunnys find the carrots I left out for them
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film begins dowdy housewife norma shearer finding husband rod la rocque cheating her three years pass apparently theyd divorced years due infidelity oddly time la rocque see shearer two kids shearer took parisbr br marie dressler rich society lady invited new improved norma come house weekendostensibly help marie break budding romance daughter la rocque apparently norma supervamp magical sex appeal break romanceand one seems realize la rocque married several others weekend immediately norma hit gay carefree sexy waysand almost men including la rocque captivated her neither tells anyone married obvious ex wants new improved norma back film sophisticated comedy manners among uppercrustsimilar ways jean renoirs rules game oddly despite severity depression films pretty rich folks pretty popular though many today doubtless find bit droll spots however fortunately let us gay plenty cute funny moments particularly towards end marie dressler shows true colors great film certainly good one another timepasser real regret love end see yourselfperhaps agree ending perhaps wont im pretty sure enjoy clever film
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alright aint even gonna lie warm blooded female must admit ryuk death note gives serious daddy vibes like dayummm lets fuck already
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on my way to work.. find me a new job
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ugh hate haviinq dis sleepiinq problemsz
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stepford wife fetish thing im sure even describe it sort dutiful housewife baking cookies laundry thats kind bimboish sexually available kind keep tummy full balls empty attitude emphasis balls empty coming across cleaning something there feels like could bdsm thing even irl thing porn fantasy rarely see played with probably related men things hands carrying kids know even name know search theres community even thought much terms sexual fantasy mostly think lifestyle either something avoided revered standard im trying codify masturbation scenario really turns reason
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pissed coz a friend is to busy to see me day
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Game tonight @ home vs. Baylor. Be there or be square...or watch it on espn
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need help mother father really homophobic bisexaul need advice come
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dad ate skin plate fried onions asked wanted fried onions hes like some theyre extra crispy like fuck ate fucking skin onions
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yall shut th frick tiktok minute dont care whether positive negative getting annoying
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okay ill admit casting film really strangepart due plot still bit trouble believing pierce brosnan playing lead though really pretty good jobbr br its based true story englishman went live canadian indians early th century claimed mixed blood indian was fact successful well thought people came hear lectures taken wilderness trekseven though mixed blood indian knowledge books faked movie centers occurred hoax uncoveredbr br the acting settings great really liked film once suspended disbelief brosnan get widespread distributionprobably pretty cerebralnot bond film romancejust really odd film remarkable man
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really lifehow entertain life empty meaningless feel like nothing worthless nothing get feel something except alcohol cigarettes really point even free will like yes think live need things want really living need adapt worth adapt worth things want u live u free u want live happy possible u happy u things make ur mood go down really know life random thoughts
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hate people think opinions scientific fact theres dickwad controversial today arguing trans people delusional anarchists trying poison childrens minds lying cant actually transition theyve literally proved wrong many times science noooooooo science wrong dont like outcome
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boyfriend hour please keep occupied kill myselfi want badly please
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moving into MY house tomorrow
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life mineive thinking week kind truth apparent long time parents made believe possession still prisoner home im starting accept this keep insane reality forever harassed daily existing stalked dare go outside deal creepy obsessiveness fake love attention deal baby sister getting hurt time like im reliving childhood trauma need born came world anyway know leave cant physically hurt fear swallowing pills frustratingbecause live lot pain would nice easy way out exist one really made feel like right suffered try reach like people make feel like im crazy believing im suffering sister broke heart even acknowledge done trusted need talk person thought was loyalty sociopath mother strong feel disgusted shared much information depression therapy helped open eyes horrible truths strong enough know nobody side like deceived believe much support family reality destroying me keeping isolated everything could good me used comfort lotbut now recognise face feel like im existing body reali done things like starve cant even feel pain that feel bit sick whenever realise much food im eatibg much weight im losingi horrible health problems underweight decade could go really upsetting write out feel emotions anymore cried lot now things cant say real world still hope one day express people care hope destroying cant let go know im alone im living contradictions
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im kill myselfim year old male ive pretty much fucked life already see anyway im going successful adult little situation well im pretty much done school im technically drop state drop gone school months school really done anything it really friends talk anyone all days sit room listen music read philosophical books play video games also really like mathematics taught calculus anyone knowledgeable math limits derivatives integration started teach differential equations going series little later master differential equations seems lot integration used solve differential equations want forget integrate genuinely like learning figure since im probably going college higher education institution probably teach stuff now also hear einstein mastered differential integral calculus even though im told myself hey want that saying im genius anything honestly anyone iq least stuff anyways really hate school though hate way everything enforced stuff useless get wrong think genuine learning going public schools like set it cant stand it need independent study prefer teach someone teach me know probably sound like typical winy angsty teen truth told probably am expressing rarely get to said before really nothing day life job drivers license actually apply job back never go back me probably low gpa is jobs looked honestly fucking ridiculous im even old enough work places like family dollar walmart seeing lot internet news prom prom stories im going junior prom one knows exist anymore besides really fucking ugly like strikingly ugly hate myself even still school girl would want go prom me gross disgusting makes want die most hate myself hate much social anxiety public hideous face made fun kid ugly words never gone away ugly smelly stupid future ill living parents basement fucked up fucked bad low life piece shit lonely feel lonely never go anywhere talk anyone eating away hate myself keep alive want die worst part is know situation fault too really thought maybe hanging overdosing maybe even jumping bridge downtown live
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thoughts ed sheeran follow fan accounts hate accounts idk
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i m a yr old female and i wa diagnosed with bipolar when i wa almost been a month but i ve noticed that my anger ha totally converted into full rage when i wa just depressed a month before it s been year since my dad death but it isn t a normal death he wa murdered in cold blood because he wa running for politics i have been trying to seek help from therapist but it isn t enough for me to let go and move on my older brother and boyfriend have been trying to convince me to move on but it s not easy i don t think i can i ve been feeling very vengeful more than before about this situation but every time i let out my anger i go full rage and when that episode is over i can t help but feel hopeless and fucking worthless i cry my heart out but then i m filled with anger and rage again even conversation with my boyfriend would make me snap but instead of taking it out on him i simply tell him i need to call him back then i self destruct sometimes i feel like he doesn t really care since he sends me one worded text but it s whatever it isn t his problem don t know if i m alone in this one or if anyone feel the same a me
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oddi odd hours ago huge amount painkillers ambulance choking charcol drink fiance holding hand crying mother law outside ambulanc shouting telling everyone came stupid was tookevery pf fibre punch her regardless feel awful fiancee regret move sitting inside e waiting see doctor
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@redLIGHTjoli yupp i love their music
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please aware film nothing radio city music hall archivist re music halli know associated new york venue films theodore music hall rockettes film wonderful ice skaters plus superb actors fun thought would like know truly wonderful film never guess murderer watching filmtill end superb plot beautiful ice skating one never sees kind performances more roxy theater center theatres new york city ice skating performances stage
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manchester united midfielder paul pogba ha revealed that he ha experienced depression during his time at old trafford pogba is currently nearing the end of his sixth campaign at united and it is expected to be his last a he contemplates http t co tqy jcdeqj http t co vpllqru tq
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me think majority world corruption china entire country government dont understand would blame corruption people china little bad things cause would corrupt china corruption originated government take example tiananmen square massacre know happened event well guess people protesting for voice government guess what government decided put stop protests killing people people so saying here saying assassinate xi no saying declare war china no saying tell china stop corrupt things yes anddo forget thing china torturing uighur via rape key tactic
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essay thats due today havent even started honestly dont know even start im getting really stressed know do dont know even type out happening aaaaaaa
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http://twitpic.com/6e871 - Westminster Hall. Feel free to play Where's Liam.
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@rockythekid http://twitpic.com/6owig - Que bello!!! T lo digo ur the best
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Guess whos back(its depression yaaay)
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i don t know how to use this thing and my stupid picture won t upload
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free award first person comment yuh
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going leave todayi going leave today almost two years since lost person loved today birthday ever since feel like belong anywhere anyone feel like im toxic entity everyone around like im enough theres nothing help without breaking even more going hang home today instead celebrating holiday boyfriend family even went far look tie noose ha almost jumped ship sea last year thinking would best way go end always end thinking others pain guilt left wish courage it wish could rid burden peoples time lives
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little strings younger mother would tell hold together little strings never really understood meant back then understand strings little things life friend tell ok bright sunny day sound birds trees im trying hold things want lose hope better future unfortunately strings seem snapping day day something new pushes down im struggling stand own im struggling hold myself recognize anymore sadness comes goes end day im left empty stare ceiling hoping find something inside worth saving cant help think sometimes im worth saving
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@aubreyoday: elton john! Great song.. Just mastered it on the piano!
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tried suffocate pillow hours agowell heard could die suffocation pillow decided try pillow kills parents think died sleep failed decided today wasnt day kill myself
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Lil Prozac, a soundcloud rapper with songs made only using crippling depression and anxiety.
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@andreeaburciu Cibernetica, ASER, prieteni, proiecte, greutati, reusite... And we start again from Do
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dad heated discussion shark tank seems think everyone show greedy also thinks offer one shark equal offer two sharks
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i sometimes wish i could do it just finally end it then i catch myself and i tell myself why i am here for me i am so tired i am tired of working my 9 job i am tired of repeating everything over and over again i feel like everything i have in my life i destroy i am trying my best to move on from my break up i reflected and i pushed him away i wa toxic i feel like a shitty human being that maybe doe deserve to die if i could take it all back i would i tried so hard to keep the relationship healthy that in the end it wasn t the worst part is i made him feel like he couldn t even tell me how he felt the day he discussed it with his friend wa the same day we hung out he never said a word i just don t want to be here right now i just want to disappear i ruined everything in my life i am done i m not going to end it because thinking of the pain i cause others hurt but being alive hurt me more
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@_mer_mer yeah u should definitely do it!
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At destins. Shelbie makes me smile see lol
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off to london for the day on thursday it s gon na be raining oh fab won t see much on the london eye still robbie won t care bless him
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want free bodytg warning sexual abuse rape crashed dont want live keep moving single mom four children family nearby raped abused years want free body trapped body hate body ugly dont want see anyone want die dont want get bed cant this
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highstandard columbo story actually first filmed episode longrunning series originally transmitted second after murder bookbr br robert culp makes first three appearances guest murderer series plays owner private detective agency blackmails wife patricia crowley rich highly influential businessman played sympathetically ray milland falsifies report favour discovered affair wife later rebels blackmail scheme killed fit ragebr br a satisfying episode many respects particularly plot strongly setup subsequently developed also rare columbo ingredient crime unpremeditated killing whole thing enhanced widowed husband uses murderer assist columbo investigations feature facilitates numerous good quality scenes particularly first sequence three central characters meet columbos crucially deceptive qualities wonderfully evidencebr br directed flair bernard l kowalski acted appropriately high level really set tone whole series since murder book let poor ending script columbo creators richard levinson william link precise wellstructured wellthoughtout underpinned steady productive pace meaningful sequences really exhibit unpredictability story ultimately finale fittingly epitomises columbo always one step ahead murdererbr br overall fine piece detective work columbo strongly suggests production team worked notredflagly constructively render polished columbo story
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