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fact juicceyy just say these are step to depression
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running awaydisappearing instead ending lifeive thought ending life consistently months now theres day goes dont think it ive diagnosed depression given medication due certain health conditions ive forced stop them opioids list refuse take since family history addiction id rather go rout since im fearful physically pain which havent committed redflag wondering disappeared instead basically person gone missing ive made scenarios mind would would go thought im assume police would still forced look ifwhen parents friends reported missing attempted this mind close fresh start would get
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transgender men women switched men modded women since cant post shower thoughts cause apparently political posted
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@lululawless Yeah but paying rent and eating is way cool too. My next road trip is Edmonton, then we'll discuss 'Nipeg. \m/
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im going jump apartment sooni cant take loneliness anymore im done literally way it im years old still feel like fucking child compared peers experiences had feels like permanent brain damage years isolation impossible recover it rather kill live rest fucking life loneliness
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facts eat lettuce alone herbivore
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@CindiCupcaking headin' east - Boston
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comment something pe teacher said add emoji end ill go first gotta slow ladies youre going fast
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question would change suicidaljust question curiosity want know better help
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hey guys subreddit called rpatriciasbitches would cool youd join im patricia roleplay kinda sub im running president kinda small think would cool people joined
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today i felt like doing something about this so i decided to make an account and come here ive been suicidal for like a year now and i cant fucking bear it ive almost killed myself quite alot but apparently i have a habit of pussying out of everything i dont know if im dealing with depression or if life is just giving me shit but im finally going to try to get help i also might just stop using this account all together i dont really know what people say here and i dont know what to say myself and thinking about it i dont even know why im doing this
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Think the sun has melted everyone away like ice lollies.lol
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The Wackness = dopeness. Gran Torino = much better than I expected. On my way to being Eastwood's char when I'm that age & that makes me
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During classes: bad depressionClasses over: bad depression
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i love airports. and coffee.
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aussie gothpunk clothing store f im tryna dress gothpunkas rlly like kinda style cant find clothing stores rlly sell kind stuff dont like ordering online much stores good clothes arent australia anyone got suggestion aussie gothpunk clothing store also dont want anything inappropriate again im short shorts rlly small cropped tops seductive clothing goth clothing sometimes is also find hard accessorise gothpunk accessory suggestions welcome just saying dont like wearing crosses bc im christian spiritual stuff like zodiac signs dont believe either
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please kill nowi dont want live anymore im tired manipulated people lied to nothing ever goes way feel helpless lost cant keep forcing happy im miserable inside lost everyone one left broken numb inside keep cutting legs feel pain feel selfish wanting die cant take anymore whole chest hurts brain hurts eyes hurt crying im fucking mess want fall asleep disappear want painless dont deserve feel way work hard try best im good person everyone intentionally try hurt me dont deserve this whatever did never deserved this want die
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sub starting get dominated complete pussies karma whores fictitious stories complaints sub stupid fact people actually think making stuff attention cool makes extremely disappointed another thing disappoints lately amount people quick call anyone bigot straight throw tantrum jokes silly tooive noticed mostly latter half s kids like that sub used different much better things mentioned agenda posts dont turn place twittersuper weenie hit jrs please
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@GriseldaLoL2009 Hey Yes I am - I'm from East Lothian (you know it?). How is Dundee at this time of year?
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realized narcissistic family main reason feel like cant kill myselfi born grew abusive environment abused home family phisically emotionally bullied school harassed street hospital years ago went contact everyone family thats full narcissists except father toxic codependent relationship im one whos aware this heres problem id kill myself father would inevitably tell whole family would give indirectly great great satisfaction feel like war created them like years still manage control letting taking life would make happy want make happy deserve that time simply cant move forward neither life right worth living never worth living ive lot feel like im damaged ever function properly dreams desperately need instant gratification know get that like abusive family let live life wanted that now finally want give up let kill neither want live life allowed that want kill yourself allowed that
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want hear proof live society pissed nothing came still felt satisfaction fuck america
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Are there any good guys left?
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got home and realized that both batman and superman need another coat of paint. oops. that'll have to wait. art history ahoy!
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homehome break feel alone brings back feelings people miss dearly people used life bed makes feel like sleeping never getting up place heavily associated many issues ive escaped away college toxic
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hang yourselfso ive wanting ive checked sites google cant find one actually works tie knot tie pull bar tighten falls down help would really appreciated
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gave film reserving eg amadeus slumdog millionaire recently film close slumdog difficult judge film without understanding balkan life mentality soul kusturica presents masterfully understand really need one balkan amazing movie much better contemporary previous films boring time think kusturica moving forward movie like humour balkan humour photography art itself scene artistic limit plot probably fairy tale recall now remember reading daughtergoingto sleep similar story
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sorry unsure right subreddit post already know goods severe depression adhd redflag name it today like hours put game something happened caused wastelose least two hours worth progress immediately made lose interest motivation keep going happens time me sense small thing leading loss feeling something do loss motivation boredom melts depression end sitting around day bored unable convince even bother trying another game my comfort hobby have even get up hate feeling like small inconveniences know get funk find new thing hyper fixate distract boreddepressed easily depressed unmotivated
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the cure touching poignant drama film focuses two neighborhood boys become good friends one boys aids boys become good friends despite eriks apprehensiveness first film shows boys journey discover the cure ohio according the national examiner affects relationship acting wonderful i never seen annabella sciorra better movie plain touching stop crying shoe scene good tearjerker keep kleenex nearby
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is anyone there maybe someone just up to talk i haven t had a hug since i wa a kid do anyone care about me lately my medication is weak or not working i just had cocaine and more medication i dont care too much anymore anyone up for a chat or something or not probably let hope the big nothing is better will it be good enough to od edit cool so did sme reading itll probably suffice sorry y all this will be it let hope probably here for a bit more until i sign off amp x 00b edit cheer i canceled my plan with my friend tomorrow based on some thread like http www reddit com r ama comment oa pdz i overdosed on antipsychotic yesterday ama http www reddit com r ama comment oa pdz i overdosed on antipsychotic yesterday ama http www reddit com r youshouldknow comment emqvvk ysk overdosing on antidepressant is not easy or http www reddit com r youshouldknow comment emqvvk ysk overdosing on antidepressant is not easy or or others all i need is a good day and not be found maybe i wake up later for some last word if this is it please enjoy with me frans listz little bell a k a la campanella
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deadlines three days cant fucking get anythingplease fucking end me death better migraines head cant get anything done meds helping shitty family friends shitty world live reasons go on smart enough good enough courageous enough better dead
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park bom treated her depression by intaking PRESCRIBED MEDICATIONS BY A LEGIT DOCTOR WHY CAN'T ANY OF YOU DRILL THE FUCKING CONCEPT INTO YOUR HARD SKULLS? ##박봄제발내버려두세요
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zenojones i can t go to sleep too much to do too little time long week ahead of me and ok i ll get u hat lol
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watched documentary assisted redflag people suffer psychologicallyand honestly expecting relate much light end tunnel end me im extremely tired alive wish never existed first place wanna cry want rip face off never want see again everytime look mirror cant help think im better dead everytime j think face body imagine jumping infront train hanging jumping building everytime close eyes imagine killing myself usually knife cant take anymore everyday worse suffering goes on
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want live twentyonly days thereabouts th thats deadline guess maybe setting one finally make able take next step want twenty want idea theres another year ahead another year soulcrushing loneliness another year selfhatred another year wanting die want future me know ever good one im person ive met entire life truly think hopeless see nothing myself ugly toxic piece shit dead set path inevitable empty funeral days ago finally set in im getting return investment need im unlovedno family lover hardly youd call friendsand honestly pretty unlovable ugly face ugly body ugly personality trifecta considering love one things keeps going guess realized meaningless is cant keep living people care love anymore enough thats im at days either man bite literal bullet wimp keep living hell begrudgingly call life heres hoping
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story time frightening moment life ok going sound ridiculous came farm goat visiting dads farm getting back car go home dad said bringing goat along sit next me next thing know sitting next goat back seat parents car terrible goat screaming kicking around scared life dad kept insisting safe certainly didnt feel safe all point crying like crazy screaming let front seat eventually mom convinced dad let go away goat still traumatizing slaughter goat now brb write another post traumatized time slaughter
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someone going noticeive cutting months scars wrists matter time someone notices dont know im going do
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@raraheileen have amber give you a little massage...shes taking after her mom
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@NoToriousTori Love the new pic
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i think we should all delete @whosjenny off facebook. yeah
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i can t enjoy the weather
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nasty budget due and my iphone is being sent to apple today
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money job hopeim cant get thought killing head different methods specific certain since background chemistryresearch fuck wish could it want it it hate even more thoughts get less coherent this muddled anger migraines want hospitalized never money never get another job cant around people got fired last job unable work others yelling one theyre goddamned irritating idiotic ended telling boss fucked everything is fuck him fuck world nothing madness head want stop
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emoji screams ayo
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@stormewg i hope the excessively mopey jams didn't affect your marks
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think im an insomniac i just cant sleep birthday in day oh yay
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say want hug mean wanna hug anyone
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@MarioSoulTruth Mannn, Im so amped for "And Then There Was Me". Break-Up is a banga. Turn Her On is a sexy, slow ballad. its gon be hott!
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grownup mids even close nancy drews key demographics pleasantly surprised film afternoon so could tell pair sixtyish silverhaired ladies row me older man left theater ahead specifically praised film ish female usher who said shed seen film previous evening quite liked itbr br more point however row ahead me nine count them nine tenyearold girls lined next other passing popcorn hot dogs candy back forth giggling previewsbr br once film began promptly settled watchbr br and much peep till closing credits began rollbr br this perfect film quite pay high school subplots quite confident enough tone thugs hair far toward critically inept times adaptation source material essentially respectful plot hangs together fairly well treads deftly sins excessive cheesiness excessive modernization last least emma roberts carries movie startling grace josh flitters superb timing notwithstanding roberts movie pulls beautifully nancy drew much direct ancestor kristen bells veronica mars film also lineal descendant jodie fosters early underrated candleshoebr br in todays marketplace rarity family movie respects viewers intelligence such everyones taste is best movie kind decades
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never together pointhuman beings suppose find couple someone feels good someone know forever lonely see point anymore except finding gun rope ending all
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suicidal ideation told manipulativei feel awful told someone trying date felt suicidal took ploy manipulation even though feel way lot told found someone died redflag note explain took cries help badly know need seek professional help feel like expressions feeling way taken manipulative regardless real feels me guess matter much need address late feel guilty saying emergency thought like terrible manipulative person thought normal live thoughts long time times worse others hurts lot feeling like must seem faking manipulate feel like thats true dont want hurt real attempt prove wrong think guess im fake all
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well sucks moms fleetwood mack record that have theres scratch middle song secondhand news makes replay spot repeatedly sucks
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really wanna kill myselflike yeah life tough depression believe bad care people sadly dont care people care much really dont wanna hurt them yes would end suffering dont care that care dont want suffer something did wish things different wish loved wish could happy wish didnt deal this
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uhh bored ill idk anyone tell sometjing im pool none mu friends dont wanna get water
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don t let depression slow you down we got this
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@gfalcone601 Mooorning Gio! Have a good trip! I hope to stop rain
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saw last night fort lauderdale general funny liked characters especially sabrina acting good story line ok except ending left way many strings dangling like what wanted know happened characters strange ending could done much betterbr br the film portray rule life really well laughed throughout flaws sure first time film ash christian thought good might want wait dvd one get chance see give shot
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really want cat live something so like ive wanting pet long literally since really really young apartment doesnt allow dogs grew older mental health issues started getting worse got psychiatrist decision get therapy dog apartment allows therapy dogs last moment decided wanted cat instead match energy less stress apartment building staff really want kitten im suicidal nowadays need something live problem first kittens expensive parents dont type money kk second all dad saying apparently theres room apartment clearly hes complaining fur left around im literally going clean doesnt clean house mom to concerned dont think im going able get cat im really really upset im crying right now anyone advice could give im really desperate
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@modejunkie awww sweetness! But he's still a cutie!
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wrote little story short man muscular physique smiles lifts rippled arms air lets great victorious bellow woooo yeah baby thats ive waiting for thats about cheers success mighty canine tetra loyally trots side enthusiastically celebrate accomplishment finally getting see unicorn relieve itself end
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trying to get higher paw points in pet society
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cannot believe unknown movie isit absolutely incredible ending alone stuck almost thirty years road sign rearveiw mirror blew away liked race devil love movie
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we found out a couple of day ago that my dog needed to be put down we had a beautiful last day with her yesterday technically she wa the family dog but she spent the most time with me and turned into an unofficial support dog for me she ha been with me through trauma and therapy and everything in between she ha been my rock scarlett ha been an anchor point a grounding into the world she ha been the only thing that ha stayed steady in a world of ups and down she wa there no matter the mood or how sick i wa she ha kept me engaged with the outside world walk and beginning interaction she greeted the world with a smile no matter what she forced you to give her affection and in turn forced hers on you she ha been the definition of unconditional love in my life mainly because i can t assume or misunderstand what she doe or say she ha been my safe place both physically and mentally i didn t want to leave her behind not understanding i ve been struggling with everything even with her to bring me calm i don t know how to do this without her i ve been using numbness to try and stop myself from shattering but a it splinter into smaller and smaller piece there s only so long it can hold a i hear the splintering standing on the cliff edge the ground start to shake i know that if i move i will explode into tiny fragment and that i can t escape from the edge of the cliff falling the splinter are so small i won t be able to be put back together without missing piece the fall into the abyss will spread the fragment far and wide there isn t a way to climb back out this time there isn t the energy to hope enough to look i don t want to die specifically i just can t keep doing this anymore i m beyond tired i m spent i can t see any other option i ve tried and tried and tried different treatment i ve pushed to do exercise and socialise and do what other people have decided is the best for me i ve taken medication even with shitty side effect taking some rest time with no appointment or pressure wa lovely but didn t change anything inside i ve been fighting a hard a i can and it hasn t been enough i began having passive suicidality when i wa and having intense trauma later certainly didn t help the past year ha been the hardest and lowest i ve ever reached i ve been in and out of hospital tried over 0 different med tried different therapy than i have in the past had ect and tried emdr i have a whole team mental health social worker psych intervention team a doctor specialist and so on the only advice that i wa given when i explained that i wa too tired wa to push through to keep going because there have been improvement and people think it will change and to be patient for thing to start working and maybe i should try doing more thing or le thing or have extra support or change my dosage or simplify my medication or go to hospital or an outpatient program i can t do anymore i can t keep forcing myself onwards because other people will notice a change in the outside without much of a change inside i know it s a selfish decision and that it doesn t get rid of the pain just pass over to the people around me it will affect them forever it won t disappear with time i can t kid myself that they will get over it a much a i think it will be the better option i know none of them will agree i can t look through rose coloured glass saying it take away the burden it just change it from me to the people around me i d love to say my goodbye with everyone and give them time to grieve and prepare with them have a perfect last day making sure that everyone know i love them and that it is no one s fault doing thing with people that are special for u trying to say everything that i want to to people face to face to give big hug and laugh together one last time i wish i could give everyone that i m so sorry that i can t and for the suffering that brings there is too much to say to all the people who are precious in my life to write down i m sorry i love you you did nothing wrong you are so important to me i m sorry that i stopped trying thank you for our relationship you have added so much joy to my life i believe in you and all you can achieve i m sorry that there is no time to come to term with the idea i know there isn t any combination of word or thought that will make it any easier for anyone i know there isn t anything that i can do to assuage the guilt and pain and anger i wish i could but that doesn t really matter doe it i don t even know if i can commit to finishing a plan everyone seems to think so but i don t know and if i can t go through with it then no one need to worry or be concerned because there isn t actually danger and i can just be unhappy without the need for restriction and people feeling responsibility for me
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advice attemptinghello im currently recovering failed redflag attempt immediate intense support time go back normal life something im really struggling time months ago thought id paid rent gone work commuted done weekly shopping etc last time yet am back life living before feel like know expect get back things like nothing happened went hospital real intense therapy waiting list cbt eyes ive treated better now really hard get told time support networks feeling suicidal even dealing grief caused redflag experience theres much weird recovery phase feel like im living dream world moment sometimes things even seem real help would much appreciated
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really want see shitposting yo future kids roast us
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know get helpso know title comes know get help know need therapist psychiatrist know may need meds again know know i know problem getting help strong one relationship family right now time fall apart financial provider go person fiance easily thrown get emotional cant handle well probably needs support group that family much help friends close me honest pushed away friends depression never really fixed broken bridges life short one confide in im also absolutely sure ive hit point depression complete danger myself stress levels sleepless nights really taking hold me im lucky job go late stay little later make it wake takes almost hours get bed im exhausted im frustrated sometimes cry commute home never used really cry think cutting like used to ache cut arms like used used keep rather stupid mental fantasies death ive tried exercising writing drawing reading gaming working overtime bunch things quiet thoughts work less less year goes by often find thinking dying even stop complete fantasy it losing control im struggling friendships right now need fiancee get day guess depression distanced fiancee emotionally front im her inside ive rotted core feel alone day started deleting people gaming lists social networks im again im going road want really want it know get help without spending much know ask it know hide fiancee family nothing ashamed cant know want feel like idiot like first time happened like feeling never got it know damn answer need hear general reddit sw population options do ive never needy yet afraid ask help like nearly everything wanted life depression swoops right starts eat away fucking hate it
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@ScottAllen C u use Tweetdeck Now if only I could use it w/my Sprint Wireless "unlimited" acct capped @ 5 GB/mo
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finally it wont believe it finally made post fact nobody actually cares posts like these stop making them please
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i taled pill but god decided that i shoudl stay i used to be grateful but i think he wanted me here just to burn my molester in facebook now after loosing my job and being a penniless looser with a lot of debt again i can t stop to remind all my recent mistake and wish i had died maybe if i burn the asshole before and maybe if i swalloed more pill or more alcohol i m so furious at myself right now
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cannot even that scared pain afraid weak regret ever letting get age always hoped would dead here loneliness carving away parts hoped already gone alone disgusting worthless trans depressed special hell whole world sees circus clown best likely dangerous perverted freakish disgusting abberant abomination agree assertion everyone hates me hate me find strength anything improve circumstances make irrelevant rotting corpse dead alive disgusting worthless dead pay food want fight anymore every day gets harder harder matter hard try want dead
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flirted concept suicide life even experienced brief bouts suicidal ideation manifested response something someone brashly reactionary radically honest myself believe would scared actually follow act means ending brief stints silly sounds helped lot saw as real real person like full name redacted hobbies talents upcoming trips calendar obligations actually excelled showing for makings future people active life theirs hate myself actually alright person minute thereoh talented hobbies amp supportive circle people value much do them etc sure things absolutely not taken granted course mandatory prerequisites order future worth living see natural end then always does stuff happened life happened blah blah blah still though suppose use phrasing but then since regard thought topic suicide merely something tried understand could not simple fact actually suicidal person thus existed mental block sorts preventing mind fully going grasping concept satisfactionnow fast forward to lately i must crossed line sorts somewhere somehow know because come across subject suicide context amp anyone fear unease surfaces within at least initially emotions come though response lack afraid act suicideit also even innocent introspection pondering husband committed decade ago no instead experience anticipatory excitement similar feeling get underwater know able come air soon yet frenzied eagerness relief guess even cost yanking steering wheel finding vein pump lethal amount opioids into the internal monologue basically goes something like finally stop last loudness end sharp edges existence cease experience epitome true nothingness words paradise go
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always thought father second life eagerly awaiting development birch street sat viewed first time amazingly movies journey took places expected made rethink assumptions judgmentstruly remarkable personal story told clever straightforward manner especially enjoyed film makers use pulling type mothers daily diary effective read previous comment wish note sound fine watched suspect either film changed somewhat theater could contributed poorer quality sound writer
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first time all year i came home and did all my homework. i'm kinda proud of myself
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just got my presentation done slide done i m cry for this week will be the hardest of all week
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My mom and tay love banana LABBY TAPPY! Oh and BAJAAAAA!
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lose suicidal thoughts askyou cant really way lose them hold tied cage tearing apart invulnerable take care let escape im buying electric guitar soon start love hearing heavy metal it started appreciate things love without heavy metal able hide fear rage anxiety maybe even depression think im struggling winter depression asa spring comes act normal im trying say find hobby it love it live it life loving love lol without cannot normal try something like even bad matter one thing tho drugs alcohol ciggarets nothing people die painful cancer parents edge getting one see it years old happy own friends internet friends anyone feeling miserable feel free write message good day live life way love
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sometimes when i m sitting down usually while thinking about something negative or feeling stressed anxious which mean my breathing is also a bit shallow or slow i suddenly feel a moderately painful pinch zap sensation in my chest that is also felt exactly in my wrist at the same time like the same nerve wa zapped is this something that could be due to anxiety stress i ve had an xray and echocardiogram that both came back normal do any of you also experience this
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keep goingim sure keep going know sometime future im going kill myself feel like day im alive im delaying inevitable wish now
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@Luiz3 thanks, just thinking aloud, thriving under healthy pressure right now, fight or flight? I choose fight
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woje early im tired usualy scholl today woke im tired all wierd
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hate myselfive come conclusion hate myself cant stop putting down got chewed missing many days cars broken i deliver stacked on cant accept compliments cant accept gifts bad things criticism myself every single day whole life cant make stop everytime date never lasts long maybe month sweep feet first get know find self esteem one girl let out put table told flat out depression problems know fix them went detail way am actually ill now mom especially siblings put time growing up matter tried stupid ugly good enough remember first grade considered putting birthday party invite friends sister quick note waste money friends frankly right knew it think around age accepted abuse would family lie worthless never went away im still think im shit told girl much that never told physical abuse kid embarrassed used get really frustrated myself used metal box kept canned things in id punish slamming head wall it really hard grade school age st nd grade told cut already eventually stopped id punch arms legs middle school age would get frustrated myself girl ended leaving ex ago since dated on think ill always alone nobody wants around somebody cant accept pleasure others self esteem low ever was need therapy cant afford it really know do think im close redflag thinking would did maybe awful option people make be done right so id cost efficient way possible also want somebody finding body like said im so guess needed vent depression episodes go stages ill feel better tomorrow hopefully come emo douche
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i m sick of hearing these are your best year and it only get worse i m year old i m in highschool and every adult in my life insists that it doesn t get any better than this i m told that a i get older get a job a house debt more responsibility i ll only get more stressed school alone coupled with my anxiety is enough to make getting through a single day a struggle i m fortunate enough to have a very good home life my greatest struggle ha been and continues to be with myself i m afraid that once i move on to life past highschool and i no longer have a strong support system i will collapse in on myself if you struggled with mental health in highschool when you were younger ha life a an adult improved for you doe it get any easier
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first all let comment audience loved first moment perhaps current events middleeast led people take attitude i came comedy george im going enjoy it whatever reason everybody seemed really comedy it last times woody tried straight comedy small time crooks curse jade scorpion hollywood ending ive felt like oneliners felt strained bit antiquated remember thinking one point that would funny early sixties going movie afraid woody becoming tone deaf however one comic sensibilities perfect tune admittedly plenty fellow aarp card carrying folks screening also plenty somethings somethings well seemed get give occasional belly laugh addition numerous guffaws chuckles like many instances throwaways people laughing loud missed next linebr br thematically woody traipsing familiar ground suspected trailer film lot manhattan murder mystery it again smidgen oedipus wrecks new york stories alice even little tribute broadway danny rose beginningbr br even woody movie scarlett sondra was times woodyproxy character far nebbish that say ferrell gave us melinda melinda kenneth branaugh attempted celebrity instead archetypal ticks quirks sondras nerdishness comes directly family history shares early on numerous occasions family business leads malapropisms get audience characters screen perceive strange nonsequiturs since joke cant help laugh laughs come recognizing woody nebbish truly character great extent unlike farrell branaugh cusack even mia farrow her scarlett required use woody voice evoke woody role thus find ripped narrative woodys voice suddenly emerges someone else facebr br as friend commented way out sid character played woody supporting role centerstage hoping going in however time woody seems written character truly fits current persona unlike ed dobel sage character anything else blind director hollywood ending time character comfortable fit perhaps importantly time character works story within elevated circles find in even fishoutofwater scarlett used great comedic effect throughout sid declining itinerant magician playing small audiences fact another era placed front center enjoymentbr br but jackman ian swearengen mcshane liked extent used piece particularly liked mcshanes short effective turns jackman charming ease old money often portrayed films years ago class echoes purple rose cairobr br so think short answer maybe best straight comedy since s bullets broadway less stylized mighty aphrodite less caustic deconstructing harry less forced small time crooks hollywood ending woody finally found comic voice works st century
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need stop wanting die itmy parents divorced last week father went big activity whole week relaying getting driving license get there didnt get it mother offered transport paid gas end week pay gave total gas price higher like argued didnt give more pay pension little sister still minor since changed job salary months isnt legally obliged pay months pension mother didnt know needed money its alot father got car began crying throwing big tantrum hard watch mother says cleaned room away which never happen mind found stuff shouldnt have broke alot stuff cant even use computer anymore also alot thing went missing says dont know talking about things like headphones keyboard made angry point matter anymore wont able buy food month didnt get money cant use computer try think killing time cant listen music feel better parents going fight much living mother going hell while tomorrow start college think wont attend classes sabotage reason kill apparently scared dying even wish so soo much
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Started writing a new song a few days ago, it's got such a funky groove. Can you say Lynard Skynard?
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i have a friend in another country who ha no one to turn to and is battling anorexia otherwise alone for the past month she s in a bad and worsening physical and mental state low key suicidal but ha the option of a stay in a treatment clinic however she s scared and ha all these reservation about going it s in a different city a train ride away for one thing she s an adult and there s no one who is able to arrange it for her i can t do it or i would family being no help no friend around her either this is new territory for me i m learning a much a i can about this illness but i don t know how to proceed here i want to urge her to make the phonecall all the time but i don t want her to feel pressured and shut down i m scared to even ask her if she s done it yet she talk about feeling worthless and undeserving of treament she question whether she s even that thin she is along with a bunch of other symptom she s a textbook case and she talk like she s ready to give up even though help is within reach what do i do
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please vote friend hey guys friend submitted brilliant monologue drama competition needs many votes possible please thing kind redditors httpslunchboxorgzacontestantsandrewingram
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homework time goodbye reddit enter hell
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is wishing everyone a good night.
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Have a small penis?Yes?You suffer from Depression.This causes loneliness.Try Adderall
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I ain't driving u no more miss daisy!
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always wonder depressed hate much always feel like need please others feelings matteri grew religious community think relived part dream last night remember conformity fear embarrassing different fear getting scolded parents embarrassing them feelings never matter situation know like worthy love compassion never receive unconditional love always something else not avoid shame punishment wonder low self worth bloody wonder suicidal woken realities past
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keongzai assign someone else to do it or eff it and do it yourself
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tw vaccine i got my booster yesterday and this is by far the worst i ve felt first dose i wa 00 fine second dose i had a super sore arm for hour but my booster is pfizer we had moderna for the first my body is just aching but we were warned of myocarditis of course a we re in our late 0 s and ofcourse my brain is fixed on i m going to get it i m so stressed every little pain i m like this is it this is gon na get me
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suicidal where start know exactly lets discuss present situation lost job staying lonely friends family busy lives cant disturb talk them started nonsense things harm physically since yesterday evening even took medicines instead taking two dont worry alright without side effects feel good whenever increasing think low self esteem understand would future consequencesif continues
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know continuehello first time thinking redflag already tried end life pull off life took turn better entered gymnasiumthe german version high school actaully started normal social life went friends enjoying going school im uni old thoughts buried deep mind beginning resurface even im studying together lots people half year able make single contact one talk fucking mindnumbing assure you due low selfesteem afraid speak people back high school people approached me easy seems like impossible task now fear getting bad im even afraid look emails going outside getting uncomftable appaears anxiety getting worse day sucks worst thing one absolutetely fucking one even parentswhich interested anything else rely on someone talk issues
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bruh want looked want someone around
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@JBmyworldxx let's do it?? this week. we'll draw or make something and send it over ;)
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getting betterbut worse ever dont know safe please help cant take anymore please help please please please please please meant cant take im done
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