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@theGypsy That would never happen. There are 2 people just waiting to pull the trigger on that Termination button. They don't like me. | 0 |
If you hate your job everyday and aren't making at least $20 an hour:A) fucking quitB) shut the fuck up about itC) talk to a therapist about depression | 1 |
im done im done absolutely positively fucking donei cant sleep night get rls whenever try wake times night terrors manage fall asleep im tired literally time zero goals life nothing enjoy besides going home playing video games nothing wanna go college for job want grades terrible parents called disappointment everyone nonstop shit talks me might gotten hacked recently friends overshadowed literal dozens people hate think im toxic piece shit ive driven many people away im shitty boyfriend girlfriend always wants go stuff want stay home come or go house one long distance friends committed redflag im shitty friend usually take excruciatingly long amounts time respond anyone texts me im even getting sick playing video games slowly overcome entirely boredom spend day bed nothing do cant hang friends groups outside school feel like unnecessary faggot isnt important group theyd much fun without pathetic ass ex gf molested cheated lied fitness friends think im false rape claimer get shit talked it slowly yet surely disassociating world around im passing everyday life trance feeling nothing overwhelming sadness crippling self harm addiction desire feel something sadness know im still alive also wanting punish severely possible annoying toxic piece shit hear voices hallucinate extremely often point think might need go psychiatrist im scared tell parents ive tried kill hanging failed shitty door mounted pull bar using broke etc etc want die want nothing die want everyone around hate reason im still alive know theyd sad died theres coming back this theres getting better im deep already know going get worse cant talk therapists anyone like dont trust talking issues seems make worse im getting worse worse day im pounds underweight cant even bothered eat food half time anymore literal hobby brings almost enjoyment anymore dont get see girlfriend often id like want over fucking bad havent able stop crying like full ass half hour stopping life im miserable time nothing want life getting worse worse day cant even pussy would destroy family friends beyond repair live it poorly written im sorry im sure chore read | 1 |
gimme handim young man looking outlet believe im depressed enticed idea committing redflag kinda wanna know one thinks thats bad choice im pretty lonely demotivated lost redflag become fantasy pleasant one that interested would prefer pm message boards give jeebies wanna talk one one thanks time | 1 |
t t need more sleep but my body wont let me so i will draw instead lt | 0 |
ive seen enoughim using throwaway case work time ive tried times last months cant even right took pills booze woke puked whiskey shitty cheap brand got drunk started slash wrists passed wound bleeding lot got lightheaded blood loss back yard tried also tried jumping river near asshole good samaritans asshole boat pulled even though struggled many things gone wrong lately job loss miscommunication gas company resulting gas shut yesterday straightened supposed back mondayso good wife son bankruptcy loss house couple years ago move rented shithole thing totally fucked brain shitty story brought wifes friends daughter christmas eve hate christmas anyway story something eaten away every minute every day since anyhow son going college hes got shit together wife beautiful guys way better hitting theyll like sharks circling couple days theyll fine mother still fucked fathers death couple years ago impacted that one knows give shit im feeling whiskey right im going go dig stash oxy | 1 |
@RoQqishNerD24 haha thanks and i owe it all 2 her | 0 |
vertical diagonalcurrently contemplating failed three times since oct last year dont want fail seem like attention seeking cunt fourth time | 1 |
last words fthank support messages longer handle pain ive lost everybody around me goodbye | 1 |
anyone wanna talk lt week one shitty ones unexplainable urge talk strangers internet yeah feel free dm like please seriously | 0 |
ha to return the shirt she bought from topshop bc she ha 0 in her bank account that ha to last her the rest of the month life suck | 0 |
@challyzatb which is probably a long-winded way of saying worry enough but not too much. Like you're doing | 0 |
hello twitter i m on a one week leave from school bc i have depression how are you all d | 1 |
ill probably okay read want toseems kinda weird posting place like this but fuck it wish somebody knew me anyone really cant believe small family is dad degenerative bone disease mom pancreatic cancer luckiest least one last couple years longer theres doubt it theyre dying never really knew anyway definitely know never really knew me still think im christian thats it family friends consist coworkers try hang much can know im dealing with cant it just dunno right make others feel bad situation friendly thing do theyre basically best friends cant tell anything whats going me told one once cried it cried too shit happened me suicidal two years ago downed bottle vicodin got warm bath razor me made okay ended crying sleep swore id never try again but fact theres but scares me know ill come back it matter stupid is much know never wanna go back there still goddamn stupid possibility nobody knows that nobody whomever happens read this get drunk almost every night somehow hoping ill escape problems really gets worse still nobody knows im actually pretty happy around others happy enough theyd never truly suspect thing im strong enough make work but yknow tick tock | 1 |
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Why Us? Because Suicide, Depression and Addiction Aren't Selective... http://thedirectiondiva.com/us-suicide-depression-addiction-arent-selective/?utm_source=ReviveOldPost&utm_medium=social&utm_campaign=ReviveOldPost ⦠#MilitarySpouse #Success | 1 |
theres chance one household members die soon whole family including me covid survival rate us makes survival rate doesnt seem like lot thats chance one us die freaking out | 0 |
search video change viewidk right place ask search motivicional video redflag helped cant find anywhere video man drawing xy graphic board explaining life turn good thing u less expected u committed redflag u wouldnt opportunity live | 1 |
@grapejellykelly Heading to Weho! | 0 |
haha theres red stuff coming wrists wonder happened | 0 |
feeling suicidal overall fcking terrible deep down small twisted part feels good deserve every second miserytldr planning redflag fantasies bordering schadenfreude relationship intimacy issues selfhate paranoid others jealousy plague mind selfdoubt preface im writing phone autocorrect spelling formating good english good either feel free correct me dont plans it probably lack courage ive thinking daily or least couple times week long time feels like part me strange bodys instinct selfpreservation yet brain finds comfort relish pursuing mental anguish like hummingbird looking nectar suicidal fantasies feel soft sweet comforting like warm blanket wrapping around me safe dont know feels good reassurance fact always option enjoy selfinflucted schadenfreude if could call that moment start thinking realitically hit wall ill start thinking statistics showing redflags fail ill fail im plain jane whose exception surviving redflag actually worse dying in eyes unwanted repercussions would make regret seek redflag even more life objectively bad fact id say average hope im arrogant im saying might potential better now even solar system or even orbit people look admire one always improve dont know far reach theres even limit now one thing keeps better way myself norwegian word redflag selvmord translates selfmurder now degree way think redflag graetly varies almost always want inflict damage part me fantasies redflag may stem desire killing part myself part bad part ive managed coexist majority life feel slowly dominating controls body noticable manner thoughts bit paranoid im throughoutly convinced friends even loved ones genuinely despise me every little action make interpretted scheeming making fun me dont know anyone would take advantage theres nothing good take me despite new fears fact frequent cant shake scaring me days convinced even dear sister detests prescence people honestly want and wouldve wasnt that warning long unecessary rant ahead ltrantgt younger didnt large variety potential friends anchored one girl could actually bear existance honestly relief one friend kindergarten she darkskinned girl there sadly left over rest bullied made feel terrible things couldnt change things defined me dark place socially shone like star distance closer got her clearer things got you thought would say brighter right mightve notsosmart kid still am knew using me told one day got bullied bit herself combined way treated like me immediately forgot offered opportunity girls felt used longlost friend kindergarten returned fifth grade immediatley loved everyone including me friend lets call eva differentiate furious mean bitter me built small empire schoolyard crumbling quickly eva desperate power tried turn everyone friend failed fortunately burnt bridges we dont go school now friend were still close friends currently bffs eva still terrible person stand experience least taught spot bad apples witv someone desperation ltrantgt reason mentioned event yikes rambly bitter fcking primary drama lmao trusting people fear intimacy ties back everyone hating me actually fucking crazy mind stretch bend like bloody playing twister find ways people hate me picture this youre sitting bus minding business see two people whispering eachother catch one briefly looking you sinking feeling hits you theyre taliking you youre useless even family thinks youre whiny dumb selfobssesed ugly look strangers finished talking looking eachother laughing see fucking see dumbass youre nothing prime entertainment them walking trainwreck people poke fun instant dopamine would almost shame killed yourself would people talk about youre good pleasing people best could do another voice head joins conversation said ever think you god youre selfobsessed course people dont always think even youre trash they like you lives live dont care shut up someone actual worth would able catch attention like that someone likewise hideousness youre unremarkable ways didnt even notice you think it mightve laughed that point youre immersed thoughts dont notice strangers leaving destination almost passed thats type thought processes everyday situations triggered simple gestures hate it hate it hate it im insecure person ive ever seen looking mirror makes nauseous sheer hideousness inside out even believe i know albeit denial fear confrontation one cares theyre faking dont want cause harm talking feelings redflag cause harm too matter mental battle mind well might dramatic thing ive ever written makes rather embarassed despite that im trying push beyond ill explode or implode already told friend suicidal thoughts worried made guilty make feel way deserve it internet place vent into feel selfish want people read desperately need second opinion writing made realise things know affecting me worst thing is scratch surface like fact im always sad unmotivated fact opposite point think im cured somewhat good person id rather plague person reading if someones reading this thank you really makes day im feeling sorry too | 1 |
hey girl write quantum physics equations spare time cos good making stuff long hard | 0 |
much molly suicidal againdivorce addiction self hate brewing something end well put dirt belong | 1 |
toilet seats designed women dont wanna say huge dick realised theres space toilet bowl thats kinda annoying especially theres toilet paper take dump | 0 |
anyone else suffer heart palpitation ive had them for day now and feel extremely scary and wish they would go away ive had them before a while ago and now they are back to annoy me i have a doctor appointment on wednesday but im not sure i can wait | 1 |
liked lot fact see againand plan to may love it ill echo reviewers saying movie really grow watch starts kind slowly way enfolds natural mood it get itbr br i really liked summery atmosphere movie thought movie touching whole characters strong element realism movie slowly gently weaves spell get involved various interactions want know ultimately turn paths characters choose take br br i surprised less dozen comments thisthere obscure tv movies comments rich lovebr br one thing say missed ending driving crazy watch see that movie may everybody feel strongly underratedeven film buff purist friends seen almost every movie seen this even seem much message board liked lot like family dramas warm scenery atmosphere unhurried languid pace probably take look this especially note worthy takes place south carolina like me love south movies take place there gem ill add vote woefully comments recommend little known flick | 0 |
i ve been keeping myself from here yet at the same time i keep coming back to read about other s experience maybe a a way to prove to myself that i don t have it a bad still though i feel so depressed and withdrawn from everything this suck everything suck i wish it wasn t like this plus i still can t put my finger on what exactly made me start thinking in such a nihilistic way i m constantly thinking if i went back in time or maybe if i did this just thinking of what could ve been knowing it s just going to drown me in hole of self absorbence i don t know if this ha bad grammar so if it doe then sorry | 1 |
looked ocean blue eyes glistering nightsky sitting there looking nightsky always fascinated secrets fo space like fascinated gorgeus smile im glad see happy brings slight joy me however wondered id ever enough | 0 |
feel goodi kind figured future id end killing myself oddest foreign feeling instead really feeling sad depressed exclusively feel also sense philosophical rationality comes wanting kill yourself all suffer entire life instead suffering lot little never suffering again entire life revolved around failure many times life ever genuinely good coping mechanism emanating sense fake happiness joy morbid jokes im sure someone shoes probably see bright future ahead either im depressed suffering mental illness final year high school likely getting colleges universities want again entire experience school fucking horrible matter hard try always fucking fail school worst fucking thing ever happened me want go near another institution again literally even know want life even want anything it life fucking garbage want anymore this hope sound like anything menial fear life fear want end midlate s jobless or fucking horrible broke worthless actually helpless literally one even parents around help figured killed sooner bad compounded depression turning even deeper utter sense failure guilt regret comes living ive relatively high achiever life feeling low really fucking hurts makes question value existence literally cannot connect anyone cannot talk anyone want talk anyone pseudo bullshit hotlines web services fucking horrible making lose faith humanity makes hate existence even more ive depressed several years gone it acid summer kind changed life better reality life hitting me shitty forseeable future showing again ever since born life actually shit abused young kid til now immense levels neglect throughout entire areas life want contribute something great things past weeks realized thinking could ever thing delusion everyone around telling im delusional thinking make anywhere realized right im sure believe either shoes really potential im stupid fucking dreamer wanna help impact guess deserve much im always known things really extreme insane fashion want go bang make chances living really low want quick never temporary looming long time since young ive tried several support groups counsellors lot stuff im done here unfortunately im really good lying nooses proper rope long drop system place potassium cyanide pills gauge shotgun im looking help guidance cant really neglect longer really thought would fade away im also curious would humans ever feel like killing themselves dogs animals that mean humans much better quality life compared dogs humans resources get yet still decide cost alive exceeds benefit value extracted enhanced quality life | 1 |
redflag one things think pointi really wish years ago came close got hospitalized gotten worse since tell family want go college covid me even point everything went perfect think could happy idea going college getting degree make happy accomplished anything makes dread every aspect process going class every fucking day exhausted hell wishing could die already whats point feel like whole life amount another redflag statistic im okay that long itll soon | 1 |
@Andrewgoldstein i already did, it was on repeat for about two hours | 0 |
dm bored ass im bored damn mind willing talk anything hit up | 0 |
well ive hit rock bottom high schoolerthats it nothing matters anymore | 1 |
need someone talk with anyone disorder wants open willing talk would helpful psychosis ocd schizoid depression | 1 |
just got back from coffee with sian. good times | 0 |
hopelessi came reddit hoping find others felt like could share stories vent other whats point all ill leave app since attempts friendship failed getting ghosted know hard hate it wish could give completely wish afraid die | 1 |
another rant no im anything attention would ask that thank calling ignorant cunt said dont care mental health really helped mental health im really sorry annoying im being tell im annoying you already got responses complaining things much im really sorry different people hope none read this last person im sarcastic rude | 0 |
today experienced strange new feeling definitely related relationships currently preparing law entrance exams enter premier law institute country great interest international relations countries conflicts genocides power struggles revolutions along civil wars studying almost hrs day yet anxious nervous worried time always seems like enough considering future would literally depend upon exam conducted may see one set questions cannot freak out start breaking down year plan years ba llb hons years job law firm solid background years llm international arbitration law becoming international arbitration lawyer thing knew much scope field today came know person literally goal aim basically dream like role model new feeling experienced something like this sort immense joy gladness almost immediately followed glim fear failure horror fail even single step feeling continuing cycles think going mad thats it thank reaching far | 0 |
felt alone long timemy fiance want talk tonight uncommon hes distant days one friends died wanted alone thats fne ampxb anyone talk to made worse fact almost am school night ampxb feel soul crushingly alone trapped mind ptsd flashbacks held back csa ampxb want get out would third redflag attempt month alone im starting therapy startup slow | 1 |
my boyfriend then dad and mom passed away all within a year of each other i have tried to move on but the grief is immense also i just lost my job and am about to run out of money i just can t take it anymore and i want to be with my family who i loved very much i have a plan and am thinking about going to the desert where no one would find me this is sad and i can t even afford a therapist anymore because insurance is too expensive i m not ok | 1 |
ive always thought inevitable way seems creeping closeri quit job january schedule environment made depressed thought thats life is cant worth doing time economy trouble job market begin made feel like crappy job probably best life ever going me im special life surely owes nothing think deserve exist way would make happy ive worked hard try work out meaningful degree meaningful university cant even get emails back bank teller positions rejection specifically hard issue father man refer father rejected whole adolescence found im likely product rape explained lot things still hearing dad say thought someone elses kid something ive never able get over ive ever tried get approval quit things loved young things like ive ever done sometimes wonder underneath all seems series failed attempts win fathers love think moment every day decade sometimes like im still right living room ampxb get rejection emails phone calls difficult dealing rejection world getting harder harder feel like ive already given much can googled cheapest way commit redflag today hard even get sad now life feels done | 1 |
real talk even weird like bdsm stuff like nowadays ive never met anyone somewhat | 0 |
spanx except i missed last week s lee and now it s gone from iplayer | 0 |
beyond helpeveryday severe depressive episode im medications right now ive tried many im honestly afraid tell psychiatrist ones arent helping either im beyond point wanting try harder get better ive lot trauma result ptsd anxiety well hospitalization sounds like nice option im terrified going know nothing it im pretty much afraid anything whats point im going come sort plan end life soon dont care people miss me theyll move on | 1 |
july ston date im gonna go lake pockets full rocks drowned myself feel change numbness anger go away ill make go away ive tried much happy nothing seems work never meant happy death different also least body cleaned decay water doubt anyone would find me last thing ill post ever write bye hope find happiness failed | 1 |
would date me boy almost kg weight would date me | 0 |
people know this literally insane here called national guard police practically everywhere full riot gear already set pm curfew isnt even national news yet httpspreviewredditwlcnnwpngwidthampformatpngampautowebpampscefeaccfddefbdcfcfafe | 0 |
@tracyyzamo maybe she's born with it, maybe its clinical depression | 1 |
knew this asks want stop im violently sobbing yes course want stop holds couple minutes starts talking again even though wed broken sexual arrangement months ago | 1 |
i wish people didnt give up on me so quickly because of how shy i am i wish they didnt view me a cold or mean because i never knew what to say so i just kept to myself i wish people didnt call me weird because i find it difficult to make eye contact i wish i didnt have to mask myself and pretend to be someone im not for the sake of fitting in i wish when my brother returned home from the military after year i had remembered how to properly communicate with him we seem like stranger now i wish i had been able to make friend even friend i wish i were able to get a girlfriend whats the meaning of life if you can t spend your time with someone you love i wish i didnt have autism i feel so isolated i feel so alone worst of all i know there is absolutely nothing i can do about it there are no pill for autism only mediocre therapy session to remind you of how different you are from those around you i cant do this anymore living like this is hell | 1 |
cannot cope deserve iv shitty son her wish could change past things iv put through mum got cancer | 1 |
sure go thisi remember thoughts always felt like struggle like them mean either hating telling shut fuck hating myself rolled pillow tried make stop sure sleeping know going on confused shit night carried morning hear back friends tried getting back ex fearing id made biggest mistake thought could handle leaving him made decision think thought people really needed them didnt needed ex back started questioning everything again felt like mistakes around felt really stupid still dont know believe need ex need friend james could talk james would begging ex break ex thought could james ever even make clear headed decision thought thinking rationally decided break him maybe wasnt mistakes around mistakes around know believe anymore people cant trust cant trust people makes pretty hard get day sometimes think im losing mind help ill find time times think ive already lost it want someone fix want die guess simple mind helping myself ive done lot help myself look like really got anywhere need someone take let turn around ive done many right things im going therapy working stuff own therapy helped anxiety think helping redflag stuff helping knowing believe feel like anxiety one smaller manifestations whats really going on no really know whats going feels bad im afraid ever okay could find someone cares enough make sure im okay maybe id feel better safer least right idea whats going happen feel like im going make it feel like matters probably reality doesnt guess could matter better person stands right now really matter know guess think itd easier died would be everyone talk to guess think think im going get better im always going need someone talk to find people get tired me feel bad it time desperately need them stop talking me find new people think handle helping eventually wear out sometimes im caught feeling bad one care every one times worse whats going happen eventually know bother anything all guess im slightly hopeful come together one day ill better ill good ill find need both one two things happen going really hard every time things feel bad gets harder harder believe either one things happen | 1 |
i think the pandemic hit me hard i moved out of my childhood home of 0 year week before the pandemic hit i had worked job and saved for year for a deposit on a place of my own which in the very expensive city i live in wa 0kms away from my family it felt like such an amazing achievement at the time but ever since then mentally i ve never been the same i am so lonely yet i enjoy living alone i am a highly anxious person i always wa but now i just worry all the time i move about life with a permanent storm cloud over my head i struggle to regulate my emotion i am getting more and more overweight and can not seem to stop eating bad food i quit my job in 0 and got a new one but i have never quite been happy or settled there i have tried mindfulness regular exercise breathing technique everything you can think of i went to the doctor for help with regulating my low mood and she put me on the pill which ha made thing even worse i am feeling thing lower than ever before i had a really bad day at work today and for the first time ever i thought not in any way seriously or actionable but the thought popped into my mind how suicide would be an option to not have to deal with thing everyone around me seems to be so busy with husband wife kid activity etc i seem to be getting left behind how do i cope with this how do i get back to being happy and determined and not so down and low | 1 |
@taylor_blue myspace is dead!! why bother... | 0 |
yall ever want draw something really cool realize artistic skills | 0 |
struggling lifeim yr suffering severe social anxiety top set subjects year or grade whatever fuck call america school almost year tempted start sh used protractor scratch letter acronym arm last night terrified im going start dropping soon unable face near people therapist really helping im scared admit parents spent alot money sessions idea fuck im supposed now considering sui feel mornings not exactly sure still stuff live like getting level hypixel please help ill ever check back | 1 |
mizzzidc if a pair of shoe will put you in a depression issue are deeper please understand you are so blessed to have ur mum don t ever lose an opportunity to appreciate her whatever your issue try to speak to her with respect and kindness she deserves that from you please | 1 |
really fucked dont usually fuck bad im fucking worried best friend calling made group chat told add people added two best friends school could check actually added best friend lou already added whole school started sending weird shit saw videos grossed out one man getting head chopped bunch porn videos went look group realise instead adding two people accidentally added people remove everyone got distracted gross videos left forgot remove friends luckily lou apologised friends accidentally added along people mean add two replied apology one weirded annoyed one cool it thought kinda weird yet funny rest left read havent read messages yet im fucking worried friends hate think im weird accidentally added group chat suddenly got super weird gross really fast took long many good friends im afraid ill lose closest friends stupid mistakes im super anxious always worry secretly hate im sure do really sorry sounds like mess needed say maybe get help say next something | 0 |
want hug someone close eyes peace rest foreveri tired now tired everything like nothing gives joy anymore dont know else say thats it guess wanted say something somewhere guess | 1 |
@LaTeaDolly So he sews better than you? At least the best thing about it is you both learn together. | 0 |
Chopped up peppers (poblano) and cheese (oaxaca) for 2morrow; still goin with it, JP! | 0 |
wanna kill badi feel worthless everyone abandoned me everyone try meet doesnt care hate me everyone hates me fuckin keep going try get better drives farther cliff | 1 |
im happy want diei got sober ago im happy im healthy love people life love life love everything future might become disgusted disappointed exhausted at whatwhom why sure hell know pit lower part chest hard concrete feels like crushing unity desolation loneliness hopelessness physically feel it despair involves matter well doing well think doing self harming often usually life getting better get happier spent whole week people love love me spent whole week things love good me spent whole week thinking moment would right moment cut neck spent every moment outside house wishing back bathroom razor hand ran fingernail across site im going cut good friends wanted either get locked psych ward tear fucking neck open wanted cry want die want live everything feels tasteless tiring even though everything beautiful exactly be feel powerless urge know going kill me kill im control myself always control myself tiring fighting myself hate happening actually love im might go wrote redflag notes want die feel like cant fight anymore | 1 |
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people get upset talk bottom dysphoriasurgery hi im eighteen year old afab agender person bad bottom dysphoria im trying get surgery completely remove vagina feminine bits leaving smooth crotch hole pee of ive known wanted parts gone body since young i tried glue shut thirteen live new york which queer positive city feel comfortable talking queer subjects bottom surgery dysphoria always something ive causios talking outside house im afraid people say mentioned wanting void genitals recently close freind who trans himself became super weirded worried me thought would supportive said really hurtful stuff it fault dont hate him feel cold alone know people weirded dysphoria enby people nullification surgery thing even cissys get it still havnt even mentioned bottom issues girl like think ill ever able get girlfriend mind like is | 0 |
latest movie watched filler gtefrrrrrrrrrrrrr curios | 0 |
hey basicly feel like fucked everything everyone went university cov work weekends take care little brother cuz mom work could go kindergarden suffer sad depressions completle lost study way practice companies etc bought car lots malfunctions poped up mom wants house cuz adult y according go live gf find self flat gf lives parents grandpa flats suuuuper expensive live even video games super unlucky luck gf super amazing problem we feel like luck cuz almost died newborns somehow still here sometimes wish died live shit af worldpower sex money hungry world hate life soooo much feel good get fucked world everything unlucky | 1 |
whoa whoa whoa listening to Miyavi's new song SuperHero for about the 9th time today! -swoons- that's one amazing Japanese boy | 0 |
last time got flu shot like today yis absolutely terrified get flu shot cause remember hurting really bad last time lol filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler blah blah blah | 0 |
several years ago navy kept studied distance away making men honor film based experiences services first black master chief divers struggle overcome virulent racism ever eager support films showing navys best side uss nimitz two helicopter assault carriers supporting shore installations provided complement engrossing tale young sailors battle uncontrollable rage movie shot aboard uss belleau woodbr br antwone fisher wrote script denzel washingtons directors debut stars navy psychiatrist treating fisher played effectively deeply derek lukebr br fisher obviously bright enlisted man assigned uss belleau wood lha front line helicopter assault platform fisher cant seem avoid launching assaults minimal provocation fellow enlisted men sent md part possible preseparation proceeding fisher slowly opens black psychiatrist revealing awful childhood great neglect shuddering brutalitybr br the story develops fisher cautiously increasingly trusts doctor gets courage pursue love interest enlisted sailor named cheryl played stunningly beautiful joy bryantbr br fisher reluctantly engages doctor asking long simmering questions soon realizes must seek answers however painful order grow move away conflictseeking destructive behaviorbr br while main characters black story transcends race unflinchingly showing evil exuberant religiosity concomitant hypocrisy foster family settings viola davis versatile actress seen number recent films picture sullen immorality nothing compared foster mom mrs tate novella nelson short searing scenes would earn existed oscar gutchurning brutalitybr br films patienttherapist interaction follow certain predictability all transference countertransference stuff earnestness fisher doctormentor realistically gripping good story well told periodbr br while set navy antwone fisher real sense service story men honor excellent movie dealt crushing racism directed real person truly film blacks surviving terrible childhood experiences and fisher says able proclaim adulthood victim still standing tall persecutors shrink size significance brave strong young man claims right decent life aid caring doctorbr br my quibble washington lieutenant commander addressed commander navy support people listed end credits someone told director washington character like naval officers rank commander addressed mister big criticism it br br i know film playing theaters deserves wide distribution derek luke may well get oscar nominationbr br br br | 0 |
Just one puff of #cannabis 'could ease #depression, #stress and #anxiety' https://www.thesun.co.uk/news/6137739/cannabis-ease-depression-stress-anxiety/ ⦠| 1 |
@djreplay You're at the Kogi truck??? Omg! We were totally gonna go today! Been wanting to try it for ages! How is it?? | 0 |
mrsa ruined life im considering ending itever since caught illness friend august every single day dominated it either actual symptoms worrying theyre going come next both earlier today told cant get help works private healthcare started accepted onto scheme thats final kick teeth long fucking line them ever since caught illness ive hopes raised new antibiotic referred different doctor every single time shattered im fucking done fighting im done hopes dashed over cant take another heartbreak keep fighting obvious im meant lose battle nothing beaten it im looking best ways ending life are ive asked friend mine works nursing home help hes refused method im capable looks promisingi may pick least worst option ive tried breaking news boyfriend hes devastated want end life says matter give me feel incredibly guilty might him hell better without me keeps living hell probably catch much misery im now hell better without even realise yet work tomorrow weekim sure might go in know know ill end this im sure anything right now im honest thought dying scares life basically nowi future worth looking forward anymore illness robbed it im rambing apologise know do want keep living future thought dying scares too thought picking least worst way thatdoes anyone know anything might help | 1 |
im straight vibing seasons change love went cold feed flame cause cant let go run away were running circles | 0 |
Goooooood morning | 0 |
@MELindsey lol, he has no shame | 0 |
caresi always feel like shit think assholes ive met life family friends love them general luck everyones praise smallest thing feel like ive tried hard make life end day realize one gives shit even give shit try hard right thing nice try successful help others matter end day im loser one would miss good trying alone feel fucking worthless older get realize going change true worthless mistake mean vent reddit one else gives shit give up | 1 |
im going get trouble dad bought shitty camera system context stepdad setup cameras corners house usually uses check took dog out yesterday guarantee took dog every time supposed since bought crappy cameras even worse motion tracking believe took probably going get grounded hell do | 0 |
im days self harm hello everyone lots wondering hell past weeks got phone taken away let spend time family ive addiction self harm want self harming thing past honest ill get back reddit wanted clear gone weeks want end addiction | 0 |
years years | 1 |
fucked bigtime actually started months ago started dating current girlfriend around then problem meth could stay away long time end least month even though really fucking hate stuff first asked told recovering addict asked problem it said stay away her felt like maybe girl would able help finally quit good course months dating though ended getting high noticed every time last night told somebody sold day got high could tell coming downi kind feel like killing now feel like ruined life know meth ruined mine best friend year old girl too best friend ends getting curious ends know gonna fault told tell best friend young impressionable fucking meth dealers sell almost anybody think happen im gonna shoot myself know damn sure im never gonna touch shit now ive already ruined friend mines life introducing back first started years ago really cares about think could live guilt fucked up | 1 |
@fake_vyvyan I second that. | 0 |
sleep | 0 |
@MillenFinServ How many memes about unemployment, the high cost of living, and depression are you encouraging people to post. | 1 |
i m all set for post anime depression attackontitan http t co vj jjwfrow | 1 |
quarantined coming awhile gives another level social anxiety like bro ok seen one old classmates brain flipped freak telling go outside while cold shi came back awkward like bro awkward asf | 0 |
thing super straight youre lonely ugly smelly guy dont date trans person doesnt matter dont make identity invalidates | 0 |
If we could take @kanyewest 's opinion of himself, dry it out, and grind it down into little tablets, we could single handily cure depression in this country; if not the world.. | 1 |
guess i should go to bed have to be up in hour haven t been able to sleep lately too stressed about website not being done yet | 0 |
end linehey there im starting go crazy ive miserable downwards spiral years think finally reached end ive become unmotivated mny like cant bring things used like go gym sleep even simple hygienic things seems like cant hold true friendship friends annoy never find something actually do nothing interests anymore simple things like skating gaming even reading gone disire focus simple gone life summer months go back school stay til am wake am work day sit computer mindless things get frustrated everything boring bland ive begin wander dangerous existentialist mindset nothing really matters dont even know here point desperate obtain significant other know probably wont make happy want someone care care back people always say im virgin loser never find anyone makes even insecure sex always mind frustrating knowing everyone going im not viginity thing bothers know does well honestly really really dont see point living yeah might sad see go care choice last pathetic attempt getting help something potentially stupid dont know dont see point anymore im ugly loser beta male lives parents basement goes community college gets terrible grades im unmotivated pathetic existence anything people like even born world dont contribute anything fail everything do hate hometown really need leave dont resources travel maybe find myself anyways maybe someone read maybe wont sorry thoughts writing style grammar spelling format head racing kill yourself kill yourself im little drunk even care j | 1 |
tiredi stupid amount money owed various places owed council due fact flatmate initially failed declare tax exemption court hearing said owed money th sept divorcing parents tearing whole family setup farewell abusive husband father mother me flatmate leaving go live someone else expected happen growing tired living could tell hard find work chosen career depression impedes efforts work times have tired feeling dull constant ache throbbing feels being nearly breaking middle supermarkets unable tell people around feel would gladly cease existence oh yes mind long wish around deal aftermath mother stepfather friends such aftermath would horrible note would fix anything brothers sisters fill place know feeling death another leaves open wound empty bare could die affect noone would lovely im throwing hands air shouting one last fuck you jumping front oncoming train want go quietly night nothing more | 1 |
know anymore im completely losti finished high school monday nothing planned careers go depression anxiety wasis bad dropped two four courses really really bad two kept ive throw world plan go im getting worse every day really think redflag im ready adult know do im much coward take life know happen time soon want work live gain enjoyment things two eating disorders top everything else one one knows bad am help whoever needs never want help return one day ill gain confidence one day ill finally peace | 1 |
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want die sleepsome nights go sleep hoping wake up would much easier wife family scar redflag easy too tonight one nights think would ever kill myself would gladly accept quick painless death sleep face big challenge tomorrow want anymore stressful year life things settling down something major wrong house im sure it contractor confirm morning material object yes last straw cant handle financial problems im tired problems tired struggling mental health issues wife dog loves me wider family love too jobs corona life really fucked addiction seems like problems people deal push edge easily one thing weigh us financially years hate alive more feelspointless ive lot live view third party plain old me want way devastate beyond normal death thanks reading | 1 |
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greystoke legend tarzan lord apes based classic book tarzan apes edgar rice burroughs faithful adaptation classic book film great scenery like jungles south africa greystoke mansion acting also great chirstopher lambert great performance tarzan also first english speaking role film funny moments sad moments touching moments makes real classicbr br the film sees boat crashing jungles south africa time later son named john apes go hut one kills father apes take live adopt one own years go john grows learns like apes teens foster mom gets attacked native hunters soon killed them years later group people going africa expedition setting camp theyre soon attacked natives escape capitaine phillippe darnot left behind injured arrows hiding meets john adult takes home takes care wounds phillippe starts teach john speak english teach hes one apes person phillippe goes leave john goes him sometime arrive greystoke manor sixth earl greystoke shown long lost grandson john shown bedroom picture true mom dad john also meets jane porter slowly get know begins feelings her christmas sixth earl greystoke slides stairs killing himself john starts miss jungle wants return phillipe tells stay since everything done would nothing john torn life greystoke lord apesbr br greystoke legend tarzan lord apes great classic seen | 0 |
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