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I can't find a reasonEvery morning before I get out of bed I need to find a reason not to kill myself Some days I don't get out of bed Today is one of those days where I've been lying here staring at the ceiling and my phone for fucking hours and I just don't know what to do - I can't think of any reason worth getting out of bed today other than killing myself | suicide |
HEY YOU let's join United Nations but Young Discord Server! Hey, we've set up a new discord server! A Server where we young people who communicate through the Internet talk about everything. There are still shortcomings and we're completing them. You come with me! DM TO JOIN! | non-suicide |
Here we are againIf I cant help myself should I just give in to the thoughts and not wake up tomorrow? Or is that even a stupid question be honest please.. I really need help but I dont know where to begin. I have been to the doc for med the worked for a little while then the suicidal thoughts grew stronger and louder now they are back to normal but i seriously need advice.. been talking to my buddy at work he seems to know what to say but when I go home the thoughts demons what every they are tell me they are lies and not worth listening to him.... as bad as this may sound its getting worse over time and I dont know how long I can keep going... Im sacred for my family cause I dont want to leave them but I feel like Im a waste of space, a failure, a waste of oxygen... I just want these thought/demons to either end it all or leave.. please help Im in desperate need | suicide |
Girlfriend[] wants to go away to cottage with close guy friends for a week, one of whom she dated briefly and I[] don't feel okay with it. My girlfriend of around year has close guy friend, she has known for around a decade and the other one, who she dated briefly only met around .years ago. Just before we started dating she went one of their grandparents cottages and had fun. Now she wants to go again and we are sort of stuck. I trust her completely and I have talked with her friends before and they seem cool but I still know that if she goes I will feel miserable and paranoid. However if I don't let her go, then she is going to be miserable the whole week. She really wants to go but I just cant bring myself to say yes, cause she already went to a sleepover once with them and I was miserable the whole time. In my opinion it is a little to much. What should I do, it seems no matter what one of us ends up miserable. | non-suicide |
Overdosing on + Advil is constantly in my mind but I'm afraid of what will happen if I live.The effects of surviving an advil overdose sounds terrible, dialysis, kidney problems, liver problems. My mind constantly tells me to kill myself and reasons as to why I should but as soon as I hold the pills I start thinking of what will happen if I live. | suicide |
Big boner man has no big boner friends Or friends in general, sad boner man. | non-suicide |
UnlovableUnless someone has a partner and is looking for someone to fill in the missing gaps or is an abusive asshole, they want nothing to do with me. I want to not feel this pain of loneliness anymore. I'm tired of believing, tired of hurting. Tired of being unlovable. | suicide |
Comment a question and I'll answer as best I can anything, just click on my post. | non-suicide |
Please helpI'm not sure if this is the correct sub reddit to post this. But I have been feeling suicidal lately, and I can't break some thoughts down. (I have intense OCD and aspergers) Neither care center nor psychiatrists permit me CBT or curator talks, I have no fucking idea what to do. Got any ideas on how to proceed with life? Asking for a friend. | suicide |
Hey! You! I don't even have to meet you to be certain you're an amazing person worth the world! I hope you have an incredible day! | non-suicide |
Never in my life have i ever wanted to get a pair of boxers [just look at these boxers ]( | non-suicide |
I feel so so fucking alone.I feel so extremely alone nah fuck that I am extremely alone . I only have you guys on this subreddit . I have no friends no family no one that I can talk to it about but Im a guy so of course suck it up dont be a bitch and go on . Theres no one there that really cares or someone I can talk to , not even my family theyll just use it against me or undermine my issues because they had it worse so fucking what you had it worse it doesnt mean I dont have it bad . If you raise someone to be soft they will be soft. Basically shitty parents who I cant talk to . My friends , most of them are fake they chat shit behind my back but to my face nothing and think Im dumb and dont notice anything but its cool just letting me know who my real friends are and what friendships not to invest in . I have genuine friends in my life but each of them has their on problems and I dont want to be one to burden them with my shitty life and problems . My ex helped me when I was down but it showed her Im vulnerable which came back to me and fucked me over Everytime Ive ever opened to someone even in the slightest its came right back to me to fuck me over in some sort of way Ive even been laughed at for opening up to how I feel its insane . This is why I keep everything inside and try to bury it deep but its slowly eating me and destroying me from the inside . As a guy in this day and age with no role model and not a single person in my life I feel so fucking alone and hopeless . All I have left is you people on this subreddit . | suicide |
Things SuckSo I hate complaining but I really just want to die at this point because of the amount of people who have said they quite legit hate me. It puts a lot of stress on me and I overall believe and have been told I'm quite stupid. My mom even hates me and doesn't even laugh at my crappy jokes anymore, thankfully my boyfriend is nice to me (which my mom said I should keep a secret because I "don't know what you like") but I just can't shake the urge, a fourth of my friends hate me because "You're a dick" and the other / don't know how to react when I say I wanna die. Really I just need something, literally anything. | suicide |
operation 'remove my mustache with some duct tape i found somewhere' was a painful success was that a good idea or a bad idea? | non-suicide |
This is for all the dead cells players out there Fuck you knife thrower, fuck you bombardier, fuck you slasher, fuck you inquisitor, fuck you hammer, fuck you purulent zombie ,fuck you disgusting worm,fuck you pirate Captain , fuck you shocker , fuck you thorny | non-suicide |
Ha, I got you! You thought all of europeans are asleep, didn't you? Well guess what! I'm not! Hahahahaha | non-suicide |
I feel dead inside and it's getting worseI don't know where to begin, but I'll just start about half a year ago. I fell in love with a girl that was like a therapist that actually cared about me, as I was the same with her. However, she became a lot more distant, and hasn't talked to me anywhere near as much as before. Now that she's pretty much gone, I have nobody to trust with my feelings and I have no advice from anyone. I have this empty feeling inside me and I always feel drowsy. I'm starting to feel hopeless and feel like suicide is the only answer aside from taking cough syrup to sleep all day. I don't know what to do. I just want to feel better again. I'm tired of being dependent on someone who's "too busy to talk". What do I do? | suicide |
Can I tell you a story pt (gonna do one every day) Its currently : am Sports day , I had been chosen to do a sprint race and as I get into position I hear the tearing of material but dont think nothing if it. As I start to run across the field I feel a light breeze on my arse... thats when I realise, my shorts had ripped and my knickers were the only think that kept my year old arse from being on display :) safe to say I won the race bc everyone was distracted | non-suicide |
Yeah so class was fucking weird today I was talking to this girl about how another guy jokingly said he was into her (it was an obvious joke, he went down in his knees and everything) and this one guy just shouts out of the corner "(name), i have a crush on you". So we both start laughing a l o t bcs we thought it was a joke. But now that i think bout it i doubt it was a joke. He kept silent for the rest of the class. Also I've seen him staring at her back and told her about it. What do you think? He wouldn't have literally screamed, right? | non-suicide |
Spaceman-X Episode Teaser This is better than Star Wars episode .  [ | non-suicide |
I hate being gay and want to die because of itLet me say Ive tried to accept it but its causing me a lot of problems because I cant really be happy being gay | suicide |
This subreddit is pretty fucking shit tbh% of the posts are about someone whos minutes away from putting a bullet through his fucking skull and all of the responses are "same" and "me too". The only posts that actually get any traction are when a women posts an ya'll suddenly actually give a shit. There are to many thirsty simps in this place and it really shows | suicide |
Hows everyone doing? Feeling kinda sad so Im just trying to make sure you guys are doing better than me :) | non-suicide |
BackBack Hey guys Im back Sorry for not texting I was in hospital They saved my life I dont know how to feel Ive tried to stab me in the heart Im back | suicide |
i wish my friend good luck, my friend says no So my friend has exams right now, and I wished them good luck and I told them they could do it. They just replied with "no", which kinda just idk, made me feel bad or something. I mean, they could've just say thanks right? am I an asshole for feeling like it was kinda disrespectful? | non-suicide |
BIG realization i just realized that "with all due respect" is the adult version of "no offense, but..." | non-suicide |
Everyone's screaming My dad has a hoarding problem and we *finally* convinced our mom to let us clean. Of course he doesn't like it, and everyone is really fed up with him so we all fight all the time. My siblings are older so they are doing most of the work, but hearing the constant screaming still hurts. I feel like a little kid, I just want to curl up into a ball and cry until it's over but I can't. It's my senior year so I have to so good in school. My grades dropped a lot since the start of quarantine but I just can't bring myself to try to get them back up. I feel so apathetic sometimes and I hate it. | non-suicide |
I'm so sick of this, I just want to, want to be alive, why can't I just be content?It's been a rough couple of weeks, until I had a good day, I didn't even realise I'd been spending every day depressed, now tonight I've had an anxiety attack which made me realise how seemingly messed up I am. It's so hard to make it through everyday, I just got off the phone with my parents and it helped a little knowing they care, but it's the only thing keeping me here, the fact that people care about me and I don't want to let them down. Why can't I live for myself, why can't I enjoy things? Everyday suicide becomes more an option, everyday I care less that people care about me, they feel like an anchor keeping me here, and I hate being so selfish about it. I'm waiting for a call from my therapist to set me up an appointment for help, and it feels like forever. | suicide |
Laying in bed cryingI have reached out to friends and strangers yet Im still alone. I have tried different medications and therapy and Im still broken. Beyond sad. Everyday I think about hurting myself. Everyday I think about dying. I resist. But I dont think I can anymore. I am tired. | suicide |
The only thing standing in my way is my momI just had my heart broken. Apparently my situation is too much to handle. I'm too much to handle. I can't rely on anyone to share my burden. Two steps from homelessness, unemployed, I have a job offer but can't afford to move to where it is. I thought he'd help me, or at least give me the support I need to figure it out. Instead he walked out, I guess it's over. I'm a big pile of garbage. I don't have anything to offer anyone. | suicide |
whats your reason to stay?currently im at a low point which only seems to feel worse everyday. this is the thought i keep repeating: its okay to live for someone else as long as u stay alive long enough to find reasons to live for yourself. its helpful sometimes but also brings a lot of guilt and self loathing for being so fucking selfish. does anyone have a good thought to repeat? a solid reason to stay that ur brain cant pick holes in | suicide |
bitches be like " are u cancer ? " like, nah bitch ima hepatitis c # # # # # # # | non-suicide |
My friend has more karma than me So yeah, you read the title. I only need karma. He's been flexing on me and I dont like it. | non-suicide |
I hate this account Should I delete this or no. You choose. | non-suicide |
I can't go to the hospital because they'll throw me into a loony binSo I'm having a really really hard time. I don't know how much longer I can take it. I may well end up doing something drastic. But I can't go to the hospital because they'll put me somewhere horrible full of lunatics who want to kill me just like last time. | suicide |
Why do you think I chose this account name I want to hear some ideas as why why I chose this. Good luck everyone | non-suicide |
I can't take this anymore. I want to die.My loneliness is too hard to deal with. No one gets what I'm going through and everyone in my head keeps yelling at me and making me angry. | suicide |
I'm suspended from school for something I'm innocent for. What do I do? I've been suspended from school for a school week because I supposedly got into a fight. I wasn't even involved. What do I do? | non-suicide |
Used to keep it cool Used to be a fool All about the bounce in my step Watch it on the news Watchya gonna do I could hit refresh and forget Used to keep it cool *epic trumpet noises* | non-suicide |
Does anyone else had a good day but at the end of the day, you still feel sad and shitty? | non-suicide |
Should I hang myselfIm year old who gos to church lives with my parents, stuff like that, but since the beginning of I feel like my mental state has hit a low. A couple days ago me and my family were planning on going to Niagara Falls, so we were all packed, and right when we were leaving the next day my mom told me that my dad wasnt going to go. I got so upset I thought it was my fault and how I cant do absolute shit besides play video game so I ran downstairs and grabbed a cord out of my pc and tied it around the fan and got on my bed then I tied it around my neck and I jumped...I was planning for just a bit of pain then my eyes would slowly shut than I would be ok like if my goal was complete but what actually happen is that the cord yanked my neck as if some chocked me, and then the cord came loose. Im only so why should I know how to tie a knot.. I fell on the floor and just sat there crying wondering if there was a god or if lifes a simulation. I was planning on calling the suicide prevention hotline but I didnt want police to show up to my parents house. So now Im stuck here not knowing what to do. I need someones advice on how to get help but not release my info.(p.s I dont wanna sound like a year old seeking drama or some hoe that just broke up with a girl Im honestly asking for help.) | suicide |
I want to go back to July/august That was a good time | non-suicide |
Terrible hotline servicesThe therapist I go to right now belittles me and demonizes me. Suicide hotlines only end up hurting me more. One woman said a hurtful statment and when I confronted her about it she decided to calmly shut the phone in my face. Another man would dismiss the conversation without my consent, and I confronted them about it at least two times (I just asked why they do that, and they would say they have nothing to say and that I did not give enough details despite having giving them every possible detail). At one point they repeated their pleasantry goodbye and shut the phone in my face. It was not even a heated conversation, it was rather very calm and they just disrespectfully shut the phone in my face. I would expect more from an open hotline, and I do not care if they volunteer. It's their choice to volunteer, they probably have valid reason to open up a suicide hotline and I do not deserve to get such maltreatment just because they are considered "volunteers". I almost wanted to commit suicide after those calls | suicide |
Why do I feel so tired all the time I can't even bring myself to do the simplest things like texting people back which results in me responding after a long time or giving short replies I can't even bring myself to do the things i enjoy anymore lol I just feel so tired (and empty) all the time | non-suicide |
not a cry of help, really, i just wanna goi regret asking for help but i don't but i do. i made the mistake of prolonging my time here. | suicide |
Posting everyday until I get a girlfriend Day# They are opening schools at mil covid cases. They closed schools at cases. R.i.p me and my future girlfriend whoever she is going to be. | non-suicide |
I start online school tomorrow Bruh im not even excited. im gonna be stuck in my room staring at a computer for hours a day for the next weeks. covid probably wont be gone by then so ill have to do another grading period of online which is gonna suck even more | non-suicide |
shit I logged into my Instagram after deactivating it and now I can't deactivate it again that's so shit that you have to wait like weeks to deactivate it again for fuck sake and my hands keep fucking shaking and I don't know why | non-suicide |
I want to know which suicide way is fast and painless (no guns)I just dont wanna life anymore my family mostly hate me I never got a girlfriend and I tried best I just wanna end it And if nothing helpful comes Im gonna wait till I get my hands on a gun | suicide |
how does one not feel like shit? tell me now | non-suicide |
There is only one thing I have to do before I kill myselfI have been thinking about killing myself for about three years. I have severe depression and anxiety, money problems and frankly not much to live for. Every day is a struggle for me. Even thinking of my problems gives me so bad anxiety that I am unable to move or speak for at least an hour. There is just one thing I want to do before I die. And that is getting married. It is something (basically the only thing) I've always dreamed of and I can't just let that dream go. I do have an amazing partner and I know that I want to marry him. But we haven't been together very long and are also a little young to get married, which is why he would probably not be willing to do it yet. I don't know how to address this topic with him. He knows that I have been thinking about ending it but he tries to talk me out of it. And I don't want to hurt him by saying something along the lines of "Can we please get married as soon as possible so that I can finally kill myself?". | suicide |
I just feel so bad all the timeI desperately just want to do my homework and make it out of this semester alive but I feel like I'm dying all the time. I've been dramatic before but this is not one of those times. | suicide |
The Queen is a vampire Think about it! She is really old, according to this article ( she hates garlic, the weakness to vampires, also the first fictional book about vampires was published in Britain! And she also wears a hat to keep her out of the sun, why would she do that in a colder country like Britain, oh I know! Because she is a vampire. Thanks for coming to my ted talk! | non-suicide |
i hate cats so much theyre so bad ...is what i thought before my grandpa had one. theyre cute af but annoying as hell tbh (dogs still much better tho) | non-suicide |
I got a full hours of sleep last night God fucking damn that felt good | non-suicide |
Im killing myself today.To list out all the ways in which life has been cruel to me is pointless. Its simply time for me to go. I tried my hardest to make things better, but they merely changed in their cruelty. Im too weak for this life. Im not cut out for it. I wrote out all my letters to old friends. No point in writing to my family. They dont give a shit while Im alive, much less dead. I tried to kill myself when I was . It failed, obviously. Thought about it everyday the years since. Its my time. Goodbye everyone. | suicide |
can someone give me a good climax definition thats not from google my teacher didnt like mine. I put A very interesting or thrilling part of the plot of a story. idk if you have a good one comment it pls. | non-suicide |
Im going to attempt to make my own mod menu in gta I dont know shit the only thing i know is that i need to use c++ | non-suicide |
my life is meaninglessthe only woman who ever mattered to me has decided she wants another man. before she was here i was planning to kill me self but i met her. she made me feel like no other and i began to love her. now all that is gone and it's another cold painful day. i wake up, lay in bed for hours, unable to get up, cry, and sleep. i don't want to deal with the pain anymore. what is the easiest most painlessly way to do it.(please save the heart ache it's not worth it my mind has been made) | suicide |
I hate lifeI was unstable before but I started a therapy course this year that dug up a lot of shit for me. Memories have come flooding back about stuff that I had buried and I would be better off if they stayed that way. Now im dealing with the memory of being molested by my friends boyfriend while she watched and did nothing. I have tried talking to my parents but they always get mad and tell me to choose happy so i've stopped sharing with them. I am only sad when im alone and the worst part is that all my dreams for a couple of months have been me reliving these moments over and over again. I have friends that support me but they can't always be there for me and this is when everything always comes up. I cried myself to sleep last night just wanting a hug. I don't know how to be happy or where to start the journey to being happy again. | suicide |
Todays the day!I cant take living anymore. I was suicidal, told my parents and went to a psychiatrist only for eveything to get worse. Now my dad screams at me if I dont follow his ways of making me feel better. I feel betrayed. By everyone. I have no one and I cant stand this anymore. Dont know what to do but end my life. People told me it would get better. What a lie. | suicide |
forgot to tell u guys a teacher at my school got put on leave for watching porn during class n he typed "high school" into the search bar ahaha | non-suicide |
suicide feels inevitablethe meds Im on make me functional, Im not at my lowest but not better. Even in the good moments, suicidal thoughts seem to call me back and remind me Ill never be free. Its a hold on me and maybe it wont be in the near future, but one day I can say with confidence Ill end my life and I think itll be sooner rather than later | suicide |
Another man holding a microphone, trying to say something at all. Or finding himself on an empty road, tryna choose which way to go. Inside, you wanna make some money, ya wanna make money, side, ya wanna be somebody ya wanna make some money. # When it feels like the world's gone mad, and there's nothing, no there's nothing you can do about it. | non-suicide |
death grips makes music this is crazy. stay noided mc ride yeah yeah yeah yeah :) | non-suicide |
A little positivitySo many people posting lately but I get it. This world is fucked and the holiday season doesnt make it any easier but STOP and realize you can be the positivity in it. Make the effort, pull yourself out of this, talk to a friend, talk a professional or share your thoughts and personal experiences here, it can help someone else and truly make a difference. All it takes is one positive thought. You were brought into this world for a reason. I have been on this sub for the past few weeks feeling the same way but one comment turned it around for me. There is something in all of our lives that is positive, even if its a small thing. We will be ok, our lives mean something. We stand together. | suicide |
Would I be missed? [RANT]Sometimes I feel like a basket case no one wants to deal with. Im bisexual, I barely have a relationship with God, and I sing. And everybody hates my singing/voice. And Id like nothing more than to be on stage singing my lungs out. But none of my dreams have come true. On another note. My friends never call me, unless I call them. My family doesnt call me unless I call them first. Ive tried to kill my self twice and yet Im still here. And sometimes I hate the fact that Im still living. Part of me wonders if Id even be missed. Nobody calls me unless they want something. I cant even find a good place to kill myself. I was gonna do it at home by then I realized if I killed myself here my parents wouldnt be able to sell this place like they talked about. Im just wondering, would I even be missed? I dont think I would be. I know things would be a lot quieter without me around. Theyd probably save money from not putting me through school. And thatd be one less person on their insurance. And I dont think theyd want a bisexual as a son. Maybe I should just kill myself. | suicide |
please helptyping deleting. pointless anyhow. why even be here now. thanks, though, truly. if you got this far, thank you. don't stop trying. sometimes things just don't work out. | suicide |
Anyone wanna talk? Im rlly bored just finished school so I wanna talk to someone. Im down to talk to anyone about anything or play number game if u want so dm me pls :) | non-suicide |
what is dead can never dieIt's been a few months since I was a / suicidal, but this afternoon was pretty damn high on the scale. I can't get proper medical or mental health treatment, the system is fucked and the people with the power don't really give a shit if I'm suffering. Honestly, I just can't go on like this anymore. There's no hope for recovery, so why prolong this miserable shitty existance. I feel totally hopeless and powerless. I'm going to smoke an assload of pot and hopefully this will pass. or not. | suicide |
Hey, teenagers of r/teenagers. Please read before you continue scrolling, it's important Hey, I'm just a random redditer who wants to be of some help to people If you need anything, advice, a second opinion, a friend for a little while, anything. I'm here for you It doesn't matter how silly it is, I know what it's like to have something small bubbling in your chest. | non-suicide |
Any ideas of what I could code? My friends are really annoyed that I keep asking them this. Any ideas on what I could code? | non-suicide |
Im normally silent, but this is kinda an outreachSo, Ive been thinking about committing a lot lately, but I have a few anchors, recently I noticed Im starting to push them away... | suicide |
im so tired of being alive, i dont know what to doi cant stand waking up in the morning and feeling like shit everyday. it doesnt get better. i hate when people say that it does, but it doesnt. you get used to it. i know nobody actually cares, no one listens or tries to listen. my friends dont even bother talking to me or anything. ive found theres no point in life. i just do not want to be here anymore :/ sorry for making you read this, if you do.. thank you for your time. | suicide |
About to ask out my crush! Wish me luck. Sorry about flair I didnt know what to choose. | non-suicide |
Sometimes when no one is looking I switch the caps on all the highlighters so they need to switch them back | non-suicide |
well i finally asked her out :) it was exactly how i expected, she did say no, but its all good, she didnt seem weirded out or anything, more concerned for me than anything, which is why i wuv her she was respectful yk also she said shes been dry cos her crush doesnt want her talking to other boys, im gonna wish her good luck and not be jealous but im also gonna tell her that if he doesnt want you doing that then... he might just be a massive cunt, ill say it nicer than that tho lol | non-suicide |
Wanted to kill myself days ago, so i took somewhere around , to , mg of advil. Telling someone is not an option so what should i do?Wanted to kill myself a few days ago, so i took somewhere around , to , mg of advil. this was exactly days ago. the first days i felt very sick but now i feel perfectly fine and nothing is visibly wrong. I regret taking them but i also can't tell anyone or else i would be sent to the mental hospital for like the next year, which id rather die than do since ive been through all of that already. what should i do? just say fuck it and see what happens or go to the ER? | suicide |
Hey so I'm sad and I want to dieI really want to die. Ever since I was little Every time I fucked up there was this voice in the back of my head that was always like well you'll just get it right next time. But not next time like you'll get another chance but next time like the next time you're alive. Like without giving it a second thought or questioning it I would always just think next time I love ill get it right. Well right now I'm just in a bad place. I hate myself. I made mistakes with some people and now I don't have friends some because of that mistake and others because they wanted me to be someone I wasn't. I have one friend but she doesn't know how much she means to me I just love her as a friend but she started talking to some of my old friends and kind of stopped talking to me as much almost at all. I don't know. I just want to die. Like when I think about me dying it actually makes me feel calm. I'm exhausted. With life. Growing up my brother was an addict and he would beat my mom. When I was old enough around th grade I thought I could step in and defend her but he knocked me out with a pinch to the ear and even now years later I can't hear anything out if it. He's in prison now. He has a son that my parents take care of I love my nephew. I've always felt lost. Like this life was a mistake. I wish the decision was easier. I feel like honestly there is nothing wrong with me wanting to die and I should be allowed to. But the same people who make me feel bad everyday and ignore me well if I died they would be sad and I don't want that. I don't want anybody to hurt. But I don't want to hurt either. | suicide |
Whelp, time to do what I do best. Sit down, do school work, be lonely. | non-suicide |
I just realized my little cousin is actually a teenager now Hes , I still think of him as a lil kid but hes growing up so much | non-suicide |
Suicide DateI've been thinking of suicide since I was . I am tired of trying to forget and get better as it doesn't work. I'm ready to commit suicide and I'm looking at doing it days from now. Before I just wanted to speak to someone but now I just want to die. | suicide |
did anyone get the claudio conway photo? for the boys | non-suicide |
No connectionI am and have been unable to build a significant connection for years now. I don't have close friends or anyone to talk to. Tried online friendships as A substitute, but it fills me with nothing but void, I feel so desperate to share my feelings yet most of The Time I am unable to do so, sometimes I can spend more than A month without even going out, I feel pathetic and worthless. I've never blamed anyone or anything but myself. I feel like i'm done I don't know what to do anymore, I feel like I tried everything, I wish I wasn't living in a self-made isolation chamber | suicide |
i want to dieIve recently been released from jail, and am now a homeless, felon, veteran who seems to have fallen through the cracks when it pertains to any sort of assistance. I have days left of my prozac, and have lost all hope. Im , and feel like Ive wasted most of my life. My wife left me two years ago, and Ive just recently lost the most amazing girlfriend ever. Im recovering from heroine addiction, and have nothing else to live for. I have no family that will speak to me, Ive hurt and pushed away all but one friend. I have no job, no money, and no reason to keep moving on. i started walking towards a bridge thats about miles away. Its feet tall so I figure that will be high enough to take care of the job. A friend happened to drive past me and stopped and convinced me to stay the night in her parents garage, but tomorrow Im pretty sure the best thing for everyone involved is for me to end it. Im so tired of being a burden on society. Ive ruined every opportunity Ive ever had in life, and Ive run out of options. I just wanted to tell someone before I did it. | suicide |
is it just me, or do we not get as many rights? i mean, come on, we can't vote, drink, smoke, or even have a full time job, what's up with that? | non-suicide |
geometry dash do be making me wanna die though nd level on chaos gauntlet. XL level. more irritating than difficult. I'm on %. i know the next bit and it shouldn't be difficult for me. I just can't finish it. I've been trying this level in - hour bursts all of today. i can't stop now. it's so fucking long and boring. the colour scheme is shit. it looks like it's having an seizure with all the flashing lights and strobe effects going on. I just want to finish the level. I didn't want it to be the most annoying level in the fucking game. I've done the vast majority of the main game and an easy demon. why am I here. just to suffer? ffs. | non-suicide |
Don't click here That was not a click-bait, or maybe it was. I don't know. My mom who is yrs old thinks that she has liver cancer. She has reached this conclusion by knowing about the symptoms of liver cancer. Usually I would have laughed away this idea, but this time, the feeling is different. Almost all the symptoms match and she just did a CT-scan and my father has gone out to get the report. We eagerly wait about it and just wish that she does not have malignancy. Well, sorry for posting this on this sub, I know that you guys want to have fun, but you know, if I posted this here, there would be % chance that people will not see it and % chance someone will. Thanks for reading this IF you did and, I don't know. I'm so fuckin' tense, I don't really what to do. | non-suicide |
Someone just ended a conversation in my DMs on reddit with ***a what does it mean? seriously, I have been speaking english for a long ass time but do not know which word is hidden, can you help me know what it is? Is it a swear word or something bad? | non-suicide |
My physics teacher is loud When we do classwork, my physics teacher would type, eat chips and his chair-oh my God I don't even want to talk about it. Its so loud as he could and I can't even concentrate | non-suicide |
My friends dog humped my brother So yesterday, I was at a friends house. My brother is playing with their dog. This is a big dog, too. And the dog attempted to hump my brother. Twice. It was pretty funny. Unfortunately, I was laughing so hard, I couldnt get a picture. And Im still laughing thinking about it. | non-suicide |
What happened to me?Hi , thanks to everybody who reads this. I just wanted to say last year i got depressed cuz of my stupid ex.. she was fucking psycho. I broke up with her because i knew she had bad impact on me, i got my antidepressants ... they were working for a few months , but now i feel like shit again there is no day without suicidal thoughts even tho im on pills. Sad thing is that only weed makes me happy , its my escape from reality. I noticed i lost interest in all things basically nothing makes me happy i can't even talk to my family normally , i feel like a fucking robot everyday... like i become heartless to everybody but only animals no <. I wanted to suicide multiple times but never actually did and when i was thinking about my dogs mostly the one who is addicted to me , he can't be without me .. i would just feel bad leaving him here. So i changed my mind into this i'll wait till my dog dies naturally (hope) and then i'll suicide. In last years my view on world changed so much for me it's like place in hell. Hope y'all doing well guys peace. | suicide |
trump talks about socialized healthcare like it's a bad thing lol fillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfiller | non-suicide |
I find no enjoyment in lifeI find no enjoyment in life. There is only pain, confusion, heartbreak, stress, and fear. I have no friends. The few that I did have were recently taken from my life. My family treats me like scum. I am stuck living with my parents. I am trapped at home. I live everyday of my life waiting to die. I don't even know why I continue anymore. I wish I could be happy. Just once I wish things would go my way. I wish I could be like everyone else. I wish I could be like everyone else. I try and I try, but nothing seems to go well for me. What's wrong with me. I just want to be happy. I just want a break from all of this. I want to find friends and love, but the world always kicks me down whenever it gets the chance. I want to be normal. | suicide |
A quick Q and A. Who here has been to saint Augustine? | non-suicide |
how dare my mom tell me to do my homework no mother i am willing to stay illiterate for the rest of my life, thank you i don't need no advice!!!!! | non-suicide |
stages of writing a test . Studying for hours . Mentally preparing . *oh fuck oh no* . It was so easy. Idk why I was so nervous. | non-suicide |
I am a failure.I can't do anything right. I have been consumed by this darkness. Trapped in depression and it isn't getting better. I've been held back for not going to school, now probably going to be held back again. I am a failure and I just needed to get this off my chest cause I have no one else to talk to. I'm starting to see no other options and just seeing schoolwork makes me burst into tears. I've failed and I have no future. I just want to dropout, but I don't expect to make it to . | suicide |
I planning to end my life.I have nothing to live for anymore, my parents yell at me everyday and call me useless. my ex's mom called me a rapist and a pedophile when im just and i have no intention to sexually harass anyone. people just want me gone from this world. all i ever asked for was love. and person i loved stabbed me in the back. she cheated on me and left me. after all this i truly have no reason to live anymore. | suicide |
Does anyone wanna be friends? I know it sounds pedoish but I kinda want new friends so here's a description, see if you wanna talk. I'm , like pretty much any type of music, play xbox, perform bad at school, no real life plans, like to talk, like pretty much any hobbies | non-suicide |