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{ "en": "So I went to a party. ", "ja": "ใจใ‚ใ‚‹ใƒ‘ใƒผใƒ†ใ‚ฃใงใ€โ€•ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "I sat down next to a stout, middle-aged man with owl glasses and a bow tie, and he turned out to be a Fulbright scholar, there in China specifically to study Sino-Soviet relations. ", "ja": "็งใฏไธธ็œผ้กใซ่ถใƒใ‚ฏใ‚ฟใ‚คใฎใ€ๆฐๅน…ใฎ่‰ฏใ„ไธญๅนด็”ทๆ€งใฎใ€้šฃใซๅบงใ‚Šใพใ—ใŸใ€‚ใใฎไบบใฏใƒ•ใƒซใƒ–ใƒฉใ‚คใƒˆๅฅจๅญฆ้‡‘ใงใ€็•™ๅญฆใ—ใฆใ„ใŸใ€โ€•ใ€ไธญใ‚ฝๅค–ไบคใ‚’ๅฐ‚้–€ใจใ™ใ‚‹ใ€ๅญฆ่€…ใ ใฃใŸใฎใงใ™ใ€‚ไธญใ‚ฝๅค–ไบคใ‚’ๅฐ‚้–€ใจใ™ใ‚‹ใ€ๅญฆ่€…ใ ใฃใŸใฎใงใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "What a gift it was to the eager, young foreign correspondent that I was then. ", "ja": "่‹ฅใ้‡Žๅฟƒ็š„ใช็‰นๆดพๅ“กใ ใฃใŸ็งใซใฏใ€้ก˜ใฃใฆใ‚‚ใชใ„ไบ‹ใงใ—ใŸใ€‚่‹ฅใ้‡Žๅฟƒ็š„ใช็‰นๆดพๅ“กใ ใฃใŸ็งใซใฏใ€้ก˜ใฃใฆใ‚‚ใชใ„ไบ‹ใงใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "I'd pump him for information, I'm mentally scribbling notes for the stories I plan to write. ", "ja": "ๆƒ…ๅ ฑใ‚’ๅพ—ใฆ่จ˜ไบ‹ใ‚’ๆ›ธใ“ใ†ใจใ€ๆƒ…ๅ ฑใ‚’ๅพ—ใฆ่จ˜ไบ‹ใ‚’ๆ›ธใ“ใ†ใจใ€ไธ€่จ€ใ‚‚ใ‚‚ใ‚‰ใ•ใšใ€่จ˜ๆ†ถใ—ใ‚ˆใ†ใจใ—ใŸใฎใงใ€‚" }
{ "en": "I talk to him for hours. ", "ja": "ไฝ•ๆ™‚้–“ใ‚‚่ฉฑใ—ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "Only months later, I discover who he really was. ", "ja": "ใจใ“ใ‚ใŒใใฎๆ•ฐใƒถๆœˆๅพŒใ€ๆœฌๅฝ“ใฎๆญฃไฝ“ใŒใ‚ใ‹ใฃใŸใฎใงใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "He was the China representative for the American Soybean Association. ", "ja": "ๅฎŸใฏใ‚ขใƒกใƒชใ‚ซๅคง่ฑ†ๅ”ไผšใฎใ€ๅœจไธญๅ›ฝไปฃ่กจใงใ—ใŸใ€‚ๅฎŸใฏใ‚ขใƒกใƒชใ‚ซๅคง่ฑ†ๅ”ไผšใฎใ€ๅœจไธญๅ›ฝไปฃ่กจใงใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "\"I don't understand. Soybeans? ", "ja": "ใ€Œๅคง่ฑ†ใฃใฆใฉใ†ใ„ใ†ใ“ใจ๏ผŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "You told me you were a Fulbright scholar.\" ", "ja": "ใƒ•ใƒซใƒ–ใƒฉใ‚คใƒˆๅญฆ่€…ใ ใ€ใจไปฐใฃใŸใงใ—ใ‚‡ใ†ใ€ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "\"Well, how long would you have talked to me if I told you we're in soybeans?\" ", "ja": "ใ€Œๅคง่ฑ†็”ฃๆฅญ้–ขไฟ‚่€…ใ ใจใ€่จ€ใฃใฆใ„ใŸใ‚‰ใ€ใ‚ใ‚“ใชใซ้•ทใใ€่ฉฑใ—ใฆใใ‚Œใชใ‹ใฃใŸใ ใ‚ใ†ใ€ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "(Laughter) I said, \"You jerk.\" ", "ja": "๏ผˆ็ฌ‘๏ผ‰ใ€ใ€Œๅ†—่ซ‡ใ˜ใ‚ƒใชใ„ใ€ใจใ€่จ€ใฃใฆใ—ใพใ„ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "Only jerk wasn't the word I used. ", "ja": "ๅ‹ฟ่ซ–ใใฎใพใพใ€่จ€ใฃใŸใ‚ใ‘ใงใฏใ‚ใ‚Šใพใ›ใ‚“ใŒใ€‚" }
{ "en": "I said, \"You could've gotten me fired.\" ", "ja": "ใ€Œใ‚ฏใƒ“ใซใชใ‚‹ๆ‰€ใ ใฃใŸใ‚ใ€ใ€ใจ่จ€ใ†ใจใ€‚" }
{ "en": "And he said, \"Let's get married.\" ", "ja": "ใ€Œใ˜ใ‚ƒใ€็ตๅฉšใ—ใ‚ˆใ†ใ€ใ€ใจ่ฟ”ใ•ใ‚ŒใŸใฎใงใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "(Laughter) \"Travel the world and have lots of kids.\" ", "ja": "๏ผˆ็ฌ‘๏ผ‰ใ€ใ€Œไธ–็•Œใ‚’ๅ›žใฃใฆๅญไพ›ใ‚’ใ„ใฃใฑใ„ไฝœใ‚ใ†ใ€ใจ่จ€ใ†ใฎใงใ€‚" }
{ "en": "So we did. ", "ja": "ใใ†ใ—ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "(Laughter) (Applause) And what an alive man Terence Bryan Foley turned out to be. ", "ja": "๏ผˆ็ฌ‘๏ผ‰ใ€๏ผˆๆ‹ๆ‰‹๏ผ‰ใ€ใƒ†ใƒฉใƒณใ‚นใƒปใƒ–ใƒฉใ‚คใ‚ขใƒณใƒปใƒ•ใ‚ฉใƒผใƒชใƒผใฏใ€ไฝ•ใจ็”Ÿใ็”Ÿใใจใ—ใŸไบบใ ใฃใŸใงใ—ใ‚‡ใ†ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "He was a Chinese scholar who later, in his 60s, got a Ph.D. in Chinese history. ", "ja": "ๅคซใฏไธญๅ›ฝๅญฆ่€…ใงใ€60ไปฃใงไธญๅ›ฝๅฒใฎๅšๅฃซๅทใ‚’ใจใ‚Šใ€60ไปฃใงไธญๅ›ฝๅฒใฎๅšๅฃซๅทใ‚’ใจใ‚Šใ€‚" }
{ "en": "He spoke six languages, he played 15 musical instruments, he was a licensed pilot, he had once been a San Francisco cable car operator, he was an expert in swine nutrition, dairy cattle, Dixieland jazz, film noir, and we did travel the country, and the world, and we did have a lot of kids. ", "ja": "๏ผ–่จ€่ชžใ‚’่ฉฑใ—ใ€15็จฎใฎๆฅฝๅ™จใŒๅผพใ‘ใฆใ€ใƒ‘ใ‚คใƒญใƒƒใƒˆใฎ่ณ‡ๆ ผใ‚’ๆŒใกใ€ใ‚ตใƒณใƒ•ใƒฉใƒณใ‚ทใ‚นใ‚ณใฎใ‚ฑใƒผใƒ–ใƒซใ‚ซใƒผใ€้‹่ปขๆ‰‹ใจใ—ใฆใฎ็ตŒ้จ“ใ‚‚ใ‚ใ‚Šใ€่ฑšใ‚„ไนณ็‰›้ฃผ่‚ฒใซใ€ใƒ‡ใ‚ฃใ‚ญใ‚ทใƒผใƒฉใƒณใƒ‰ใƒปใ‚ธใƒฃใ‚บใ‚„ใ€ใƒ•ใ‚ฃใƒซใƒ ใƒปใƒŽใƒฏใƒผใƒซใซใ‚‚ใ€้€ ่ฉฃใŒๆทฑใ‹ใฃใŸใฎใงใ™ใ€‚ใ‚ขใƒกใƒชใ‚ซๅ›ฝๅ†…ใ‚„ใ€ไธ–็•Œไธญใ‚’ๆ—…ใ—ใ€ๅญไพ›ใ‚’ใŸใใ•ใ‚“ใ‚‚ใ†ใ‘ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "We followed my job, and it seemed like there was nothing that we couldn't do. ", "ja": "็งใฎไป•ไบ‹ใซๅˆใ‚ใ›ใฆ็”Ÿๆดปใ—ใ€๏ผ’ไบบใซไธๅฏ่ƒฝใฏใชใ„ใ€ใจ่จ€ใ†ๆ„Ÿใ˜ใงใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "So when we found the cancer, it doesn't seem strange to us at all that without saying a word to each other, we believed that, if we were smart enough and strong enough and brave enough, and we worked hard enough, we could keep him from dying ever. ", "ja": "ใ ใ‹ใ‚‰ๅฝผใซ็™ŒใŒ่ฆ‹ใคใ‹ใฃใŸๆ™‚ใ€ใŠไบ’ใ„ไฝ•ใ‚‚่จ€ใ‚ใšใจใ‚‚ใ€ๅฝ“็„ถใฎไบ‹ใฎๆง˜ใซใ€็ขบไฟกใ—ใฆใ„ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚๏ผ’ไบบใฎ็Ÿฅๆ€งใงใ€ๅผทใๅ‹‡ๆฐ—ใ‚’ๆŒใฃใฆ็ซ‹ใกๅ‘ใ‹ใ„ใ€ๅŠ›ใ‚’ๅˆใ‚ใ›ใ‚Œใฐใ€ไน—ใ‚Š่ถŠใˆใ‚‰ใ‚Œใ‚‹ใฏใšใ ใจใ€ไฟกใ˜ใฆใ„ใŸใฎใงใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "And for years, it seemed like we were succeeding. ", "ja": "ใใฎๅ…ˆไฝ•ๅนดใ‹ใฏใ€ไธŠๆ‰‹ใ่กŒใฃใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใ‚ˆใ†ใซ่ฆ‹ใˆใพใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "The surgeon emerged from the surgery. ", "ja": "ๅค–็ง‘ๅŒปใŒๆ‰‹่ก“ๅฎคใ‹ใ‚‰ๅ‡บใฆใใฆใ€โ€•ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "What'd he say? He said what surgeons always say: \"We got it all.\" ", "ja": "ๆฑบใพใฃใŸใ‚ปใƒชใƒ•ใ‚’่จ€ใ„ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚ใ€Œ็™Œใ‚’ๅฎŒๅ…จๅˆ‡้™คใ—ใพใ—ใŸใ€ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "Then there was a setback when the pathologists looked at the kidney cancer closely. ", "ja": "ใ—ใ‹ใ—็—…็†ๅญฆ่€…ใŒใ€่…Ž่‡“็™Œใ‚’็ฒพๅฏ†ๆคœๆŸปใ‚’ใ—ใŸๆ™‚ใ€ๅ•้กŒใŒๆตฎไธŠใ—ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "It turned out to be a rare, exceedingly aggressive type, with a diagnosis that was almost universally fatal in several weeks at most. ", "ja": "้žๅธธใซไพตๆ”ปๆ€งใฎใ‚ใ‚‹ใ€็จ€ใช็™Œใ ใจใ‚ใ‹ใ‚Šใ€้žๅธธใซไพตๆ”ปๆ€งใฎใ‚ใ‚‹ใ€็จ€ใช็™Œใ ใจใ‚ใ‹ใ‚Šใ€่จบๆ–ญใฏใ€้•ทใใฆใ‚‚ๆ•ฐ้€ฑ้–“ใฎๅ‘ฝใ€ใจใ„ใ†ใ‚‚ใฎใงใ—ใŸใ€‚่จบๆ–ญใฏใ€้•ทใใฆใ‚‚ๆ•ฐ้€ฑ้–“ใฎๅ‘ฝใ€ใจใ„ใ†ใ‚‚ใฎใงใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "And yet, he did not die. ", "ja": "ใใ‚Œใงใ‚‚ๅฝผใฏ็”Ÿใๅปถใณใพใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "Mysteriously, he lived on. ", "ja": "ๅฅ‡่ทก็š„ใซๅฝผใฏ็”Ÿใ็ถšใ‘ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "He coached Little League for our son. ", "ja": "ๆฏๅญใฎใƒชใƒˆใƒซใƒชใƒผใ‚ฐใฎใ‚ณใƒผใƒใ‚’ใ—ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "He built a playhouse for our daughter. ", "ja": "ๅจ˜ใซใฏใƒ—ใƒฌใ‚คใƒใ‚ฆใ‚นใ‚’ใ€ไฝœใฃใŸใ‚Šใ—ใŸใฎใงใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "And meanwhile, I'm burying myself in the Internet looking for specialists. ", "ja": "ใใฎ้–“ใ€็งใฏ็™Œๅฐ‚้–€ๅŒปใ‚’ใƒใƒƒใƒˆใงใ€ๆฒป็™‚ใ‚’ๆŽขใ—็ถšใ‘ใฆใ„ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "I'm looking for a cure. ", "ja": "ๆฒป็™‚ใ‚’ๆŽขใ—็ถšใ‘ใฆใ„ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "So a year goes by before the cancer, as cancers do, reappears, and with it comes another death sentence, this time nine months. ", "ja": "๏ผ‘ๅนดใŒ้ŽใŽใ€โ€•ใ€็™Œใงใ‚ˆใใ‚ใ‚‹ใ“ใจใงใ™ใŒใ€โ€•ใ€ๅ†็™บใ—ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚ๅ†ใณๆญปใฎๅฎฃๅ‘Šใ‚’ใ•ใ‚Œใ€ไปŠๅบฆใฏไฝ™ๅ‘ฝ๏ผ™ใƒถๆœˆใจใ€ใ„ใ†ใ‚‚ใฎใงใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "So we try another treatment, aggressive, nasty. ", "ja": "ใใ‚Œใงๅˆฅใฎใคใ‚‰ใ„ใ€้›†ไธญๆฒป็™‚ใ‚’่ฉฆใฟใพใ—ใŸใŒใ€‚" }
{ "en": "It makes him so sick, he has to quit it, yet still he lives on. ", "ja": "ๆฟ€ใ—ใ„ๅ‰ฏไฝœ็”จใงใ€ไธญๆ–ญใ›ใ–ใ‚‹ใ‚’ใˆใพใ›ใ‚“ใงใ—ใŸใ€‚ใงใ‚‚ๅฝผใฏ็”Ÿใๅปถใณใพใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "Then another year goes by. ", "ja": "ใใ†ใ—ใฆใ‚‚ใ†๏ผ‘ๅนด้ŽใŽใ€‚" }
{ "en": "Two years go by. ", "ja": "๏ผ’ๅนดใŒ้ŽใŽใ€ไฝ•ไบบใ‚‚ใฎๅฐ‚้–€ๅŒปใซใ‹ใ‹ใ‚Šใ€‚" }
{ "en": "More specialists. ", "ja": "๏ผ’ๅนดใŒ้ŽใŽใ€ไฝ•ไบบใ‚‚ใฎๅฐ‚้–€ๅŒปใซใ‹ใ‹ใ‚Šใ€‚" }
{ "en": "We take the kids to Italy. ", "ja": "ใใฎ้–“ใซใ‚‚ๅญไพ›ใŸใกใ‚’ใ‚คใ‚ฟใƒชใ‚ขใ‚„ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "We take the kids to Australia. ", "ja": "ใ‚ชใƒผใ‚นใƒˆใƒฉใƒชใ‚ขใซใ€้€ฃใ‚Œใฆ่กŒใใพใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "And then more years pass, and the cancer begins to grow. ", "ja": "ใใ‚Œใ‹ใ‚‰ไฝ•ๅนดใ‚‚้ŽใŽใ€็™ŒใฏๅบƒใŒใ‚Šๅง‹ใ‚ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "This time, there's new treatments on the horizon. ", "ja": "ไปŠๅบฆใฏๆ–ฐๆฒป็™‚ใŒใ€ๅ€™่ฃœใซใ‚ใŒใ‚Šใพใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "They're exotic. They're experimental. ", "ja": "ๅˆใ‚ใฆ่žใๅฎŸ้จ“ๆฎต้šŽใฎใ‚‚ใฎใงใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "They're going to attack the cancer in new ways. ", "ja": "ๅ…จใๆ–ฐใ—ใ„ๆ–นๆณ•ใงใ€็™Œใ‚’ๆ”ปๆ’ƒใ™ใ‚‹ใจใ„ใ†ใ‚‚ใฎใงใ™ใŒใ€‚" }
{ "en": "So he enters a clinical trial, and it works. ", "ja": "ใใฎๆฒป้จ“ใŒๅŠนใ„ใŸใฎใงใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "The cancer begins to shrink, and for the third time, we've dodged death. ", "ja": "็™Œใฏ็ธฎๅฐใ—ๅง‹ใ‚ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚ใ“ใ‚Œใง๏ผ“ๅบฆใ‚‚ใ€โ€•ใ€ๆญปใ‚’้€ƒใ‚ŒใŸใฎใงใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "So now I ask you, how do I feel when the time finally comes and there's another dark night, sometime between midnight and 2 a.m.? ", "ja": "ใ“ใ“ใงๆ”นใ‚ใฆใŠ่จŠใใ—ใพใ™ใ€‚ใจใ†ใจใ†ๆœ€ๅพŒใฎๆ™‚ใŒๆฅใŸๆ™‚ใ€โ€•ใ€็งใฎๆฐ—ๆŒใกใฏใ€ใฉใ†ใ ใฃใŸใงใ—ใ‚‡ใ†ใ€‚ใพใŸใ‚‚ใ‚„ๆš—ใ„ๅคœใงใ—ใŸใ€‚็œŸๅคœไธญใ‹ใ‚‰ๅˆๅ‰๏ผ’ๆ™‚ใซใ‹ใ‘ใฆใ€ใ ใฃใŸใงใ—ใ‚‡ใ†ใ‹๏ผŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "This time it's on the intensive care ward when a twentysomething resident that I've never met before tells me that Terence is dying, perhaps tonight. ", "ja": "ๅˆใ‚ใฆ่ฆ‹ใ‚‹20ไปฃใฎ็ ”ไฟฎๅŒปใŒใ€้›†ไธญๆฒป็™‚ๅฎคใงใ€ใƒ†ใƒฉใƒณใ‚นใฎๅ‘ฝใŒๅฑใชใ„ใ€โ€•ใ€ใŠใใ‚‰ใไปŠๅคœใŒๅฑฑใงใ—ใ‚‡ใ†ใจใ€ใใ†่จ€ใ†ใฎใงใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "So what do I say when he says, \"What do you want me to do?\" ", "ja": "ๅŒป่€…ใซไฝ•ใจใ„ใˆใฐใ„ใ„ใฎใงใ—ใ‚‡ใ†ใ€‚ใ€Œใฉใ†ใ•ใ‚Œใพใ™ใ‹๏ผŸใ€ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "There's another drug out there. ", "ja": "ๆ–ฐใ—ใ„่–ฌใฏใ‚ใ‚Šใพใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "It's newer. It's more powerful. ", "ja": "ใ‚‚ใฃใจๅผทใ„ใ‚‚ใฎใงใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "He started it just two weeks ago. ", "ja": "๏ผ’้€ฑ้–“ๅ‰ใซๅง‹ใ‚ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "Perhaps there's still hope ahead. ", "ja": "ใŸใถใ‚“ใ€ใพใ ๆœ›ใฟใฏใ‚ใ‚Šใพใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "So what do I say? ", "ja": "็งใฏไฝ•ใจ่จ€ใˆใฐใ„ใ„ใฎ๏ผŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "I say, \"Keep him alive if you can.\" ", "ja": "ใ‚‚ใกใ‚ใ‚“ใ€Œๅ‡บๆฅใ‚‹ไบ‹ใฏไฝ•ใงใ‚‚ใ—ใฆไธ‹ใ•ใ„ใ€ใจ่จ€ใ„ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "And Terence died six days later. ", "ja": "ใƒ†ใƒฉใƒณใ‚นใฏใใฎ๏ผ–ๆ—ฅๅพŒใ€ไบกใใชใ‚Šใพใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "So we fought, we struggled, we triumphed. ", "ja": "้—˜ใ„ใ€้ ‘ๅผตใ‚Šใ€็งใŸใกใฏๅ‹ใฃใŸใฎใงใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "It was an exhilarating fight, and I'd repeat the fight today without a moment's hesitation. ", "ja": "ๅฟƒ้ซ˜ใถใ‚‹้—˜ใ„ใงใ—ใŸใ€‚ใ‚‚ใ—ๅŒใ˜็Šถๆณใซใชใ‚Œใฐใ€ๅ…จใ่บŠ่บ‡็„กใ—ใซใ€ใ‚‚ใ†ไธ€ๅบฆๅŒใ˜้ธๆŠžใ‚’ใ™ใ‚‹ใงใ—ใ‚‡ใ†ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "We fought together, we lived together. ", "ja": "ไธ€็ท’ใซ้—˜ใ„ๆŠœใใ€‚" }
{ "en": "It turned what could have been seven of the grimmest years of our life into seven of the most glorious. ", "ja": "ๅ…ฑใซ็”ŸใใŸไบบ็”Ÿใงใ€ๆœ€ๆ‚ชใฎ๏ผ—ๅนด้–“ใ ใฃใŸใจใ€ๆ€ใ‚ใ‚Œใ‚‹ใงใ—ใ‚‡ใ†ใŒโ€•ใ€ๅฎŸใฏๆœ€ใ‚‚็ด ๆ™ดใ‚‰ใ—ใ„ใ€๏ผ—ๅนด้–“ใงใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "It was also an expensive fight. ", "ja": "ๅˆใ€่ฒป็”จใฎใ‹ใ‹ใ‚‹้—˜ใ„ใ€ใงใ‚‚ใ‚ใ‚Šใพใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "It was the kind of fight and the kind of choices that everyone here agrees pump up the cost of end-of-life care, and of healthcare for all of us. ", "ja": "ใ“ใฎๆง˜ใช้—˜ใ„ใ‚„้ธๆŠžใฏใ€ไผšๅ ดใฎ็š†ใ•ใ‚“ใŒๆ€ใ†ๆง˜ใซใ€็ต‚็„‰ๅŒป็™‚ใฎ่ฒป็”จใ‚„ใ€ๅŒป็™‚ใ‚ณใ‚นใƒˆใ‚’ๅทจๅคงใซ่†จใ‚‰ใพใ›ใพใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "And for me, for us, we pushed the fight right over the edge, and I never got the chance to say to him what I say to him now almost every day: \"Hey, buddy, it was a hell of a ride.\" ", "ja": "็งใซใ‚‚๏ผ’ไบบใซใจใฃใฆใ‚‚ใ€ใ‚ฎใƒชใ‚ฎใƒชใพใง้—˜ใฃใฆใ„ใฆใ€ๅฝผใซๅˆฅใ‚Œใ‚’ๅ‘Šใ’ใ‚‹ๆฉŸไผšใฏใ€ใ‚ใ‚Šใพใ›ใ‚“ใงใ—ใŸใ€‚ไบกใใƒ†ใƒฉใƒณใ‚นใซไปŠใงใ‚‚ๆฏŽๆ—ฅใฎใ‚ˆใ†ใซใ€่ชžใ‚Šใ‹ใ‘ใฆใ„ใพใ™ใ€‚ใ€Œ็งใŸใกใ€ใปใ‚“ใจใซใ‚ˆใ้ ‘ๅผตใฃใŸใ‚ใญใ€ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "We never got the chance to say goodbye. ", "ja": "ใ•ใ‚ˆใชใ‚‰ใ‚’่จ€ใ†ๆฉŸไผšใŒใ€ใชใ‹ใฃใŸใฎใฏใ€‚" }
{ "en": "We never thought it was the end. ", "ja": "๏ผ’ไบบๅ…ฑใ€ใ“ใ‚ŒใŒ็ต‚ใ‚ใ‚Šใ ใจใฏใ€ๆ€ใฃใฆใ„ใชใ‹ใฃใŸใ‹ใ‚‰ใงใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "We always had hope. ", "ja": "ใ„ใคใ‚‚ๅธŒๆœ›ใ‚’ๆŒใฃใฆใ„ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "So what do we make of all of this? ", "ja": "ใ“ใ‚Œใ‚’ใฉใ†่งฃ้‡ˆใ—ใพใ—ใ‚‡ใ†๏ผŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "Being a journalist, after Terence died, I wrote a book, \"The Cost Of Hope.\" ", "ja": "ใƒ†ใƒฉใƒณใ‚นใฎๆญปๅพŒใ€ใ‚ธใƒฃใƒผใƒŠใƒชใ‚นใƒˆใจใ—ใฆใ€โ€•ใ€ใ€ŽTheใ€Costใ€ofใ€Hopeใ€ใจใ„ใ†ๆœฌใ‚’ๆ›ธใใพใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "I wrote it because I wanted to know why I did what I did, why he did what he did, why everyone around us did what they did. ", "ja": "็งใ‚„ๅฝผใ‚„ใ€ใใ—ใฆๅ‘จใ‚Šใฎไบบใ€…ใŒใ€ใจใฃใŸ่กŒๅ‹•ใฎ็†็”ฑใ‚’ใ€ใจใฃใŸ่กŒๅ‹•ใฎ็†็”ฑใ‚’ใ€็Ÿฅใ‚ŠใŸใ‹ใฃใŸใฎใงใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "And what did I discover? ", "ja": "ใใ‚Œใ‹ใ‚‰่งฃใฃใŸใ“ใจใฏ๏ผŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "Well, one of the things I discovered is that experts think that one answer to what I did at the end was a piece of paper, the advance directive, to help families get past the seemingly irrational choices. ", "ja": "่งฃใฃใŸใ“ใจใฎ๏ผ‘ใคใฏใ€โ€•ใ€ๅฐ‚้–€ๅฎถ้”ใฏใ€ไบ‹ๅ‰ๆŒ‡็คบๆ›ธใŒใ‚ใ‚Œใฐใ€ๅฐ‚้–€ๅฎถ้”ใฏใ€ไบ‹ๅ‰ๆŒ‡็คบๆ›ธใŒใ‚ใ‚Œใฐใ€็งใŒๆœ€ๅพŒใซ็›ด้ขใ—ใŸใ‚ˆใ†ใชใ€ไธๅˆ็†ใช้ธๆŠžใ‹ใ‚‰ใ€ๅฎถๆ—ใ‚’ๆ•‘ใˆใ‚‹ใจๆ€ใฃใฆใ„ใพใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "Yet I had that piece of paper. ", "ja": "ๅฎŸใฏ็งใ‚‚ใ€ใใฎๆ›ธ้กžใฏๆŒใฃใฆใ„ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "We both did. ", "ja": "๏ผ’ไบบๅ…ฑใ€ๆŒใฃใฆใ„ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "And they were readily available. ", "ja": "ใใ‚Œใฏใ„ใคใงใ‚‚ๅŸท่กŒใงใใ‚‹ใ‚ˆใ†ใซใ€‚" }
{ "en": "I had them right at hand. ", "ja": "็งใฎๆ‰‹ๅ…ƒใซใ‚ใ‚Šใพใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "Both of them said the same thing: Do nothing if there is no further hope. ", "ja": "ใฉใกใ‚‰ใซใ‚‚ใ€ๅŒใ˜ไบ‹ใŒๆ›ธใ„ใฆใ‚ใ‚Šใพใ—ใŸใ€‚ใ€Œๆœ›ใฟใฎใชใ„ๅปถๅ‘ฝๆฒป็™‚ใฏๅธŒๆœ›ใ—ใพใ›ใ‚“ใ€ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "I knew Terence's wishes as clearly and as surely as I knew my own. ", "ja": "็งใฏใƒ†ใƒฉใƒณใ‚นใฎๆ„ๆ€ใ‚’ใ€่‡ชๅˆ†ใฎใ“ใจใฎๆง˜ใซใฏใฃใใ‚Šใจใ€่งฃใฃใฆใ„ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "Yet we never got to no further hope. ", "ja": "ใใ‚Œใงใ‚‚ใพใ ๆœ›ใฟใ‚’ใ€ๆจใฆใฆใ„ใชใ‹ใฃใŸใฎใงใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "Even with that clear-cut paper in our hands, we just kept redefining hope. ", "ja": "ๅนณๆ˜Žใชใใฎๆ›ธ้กžใ‚’ๆ‰‹ใซใ—ใฆใ‚‚ใ€็งใŸใกใฏๅธŒๆœ›ใฎๅฎš็พฉใ‚’ใ€ๅค‰ใˆใฆ่กŒใฃใŸใฎใงใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "I believed I could keep him from dying, and I'd be embarrassed to say that if I hadn't seen so many people and have talked to so many people who have felt exactly the same way. ", "ja": "็งใฏๅฝผใ‚’ๆญปใ‹ใ‚‰้ ใ–ใ‘ใฆใŠใ‘ใ‚‹ใ€ใจไฟกใ˜ใฆใ„ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚ใงใ™ใ‹ใ‚‰ใ€็งใจๅ…จใๅŒใ˜ๆ€ใ„ใ‚’ใ—ใŸใ€ๅคšใใฎไบบใ€…ใซๅ‡บไผšใ„ใ€็ตŒ้จ“ใ‚’ๅˆ†ใ‹ใกๅˆใ†ๆฉŸไผšใŒใชใ‹ใฃใŸใ‚‰ใ€ใ“ใฎไบ‹ใฏๆฅใšใ‹ใ—ใใฆ่จ€ใˆใชใ‹ใฃใŸใงใ—ใ‚‡ใ†ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "Right up until days before his death, I felt strongly and powerfully, and, you might say, irrationally, that I could keep him from dying ever. ", "ja": "ๅฝผใŒไบกใใชใ‚‹ๆ•ฐๆ—ฅใพใงใ€ใฏใฃใใ‚Šใจๅผทใใ€้ฆฌ้นฟใ’ใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใจใ€ๆ€ใ‚ใ‚Œใ‚‹ใ‹ใ‚‚ใ—ใ‚Œใพใ›ใ‚“ใŒใ€็งใฏๅฝผใ‚’ๆญปใ‹ใ‚‰้ ใ–ใ‘ใฆใŠใ‘ใ‚‹ใ€ใจไฟกใ˜ใฆใ„ใŸใฎใงใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "Now, what do the experts call this? ", "ja": "ใ“ใฎ็Šถๆ…‹ใ‚’ๅฐ‚้–€ๅฎถใฏใ€ไฝ•ใจใ„ใ†ใฎใงใ—ใ‚‡ใ†ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "They say it's denial. ", "ja": "โ€œๅฆ่ชโ€ใจ่จ€ใ†ใฎใงใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "It's a strong word, isn't it? ", "ja": "ๅผทใ„่จ€่‘‰ใงใ™ใญใ€‚" }
{ "en": "Yet I will tell you that denial isn't even close to a strong enough word to describe what those of us facing the death of our loved ones go through. ", "ja": "ใงใ‚‚โ€œๅฆ่ชโ€ใจใ„ใ†่จ€่‘‰ใฏใ€ๆ„›ใ™ใ‚‹่€…ใŒใ€ๆญปใซ็›ด้ขใ—ใฆใ„ใ‚‹ๆ™‚ใฎใ€็งใŸใกใฎๅผทใ„ๆ€ใ„ใ‚’่กจใ™ใซใฏใ€ๅๅˆ†ใงใฏใ‚ใ‚Šใพใ›ใ‚“ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "And I hear the medical professionals say, \"Well, we'd like to do such-and-such, but the family's in denial. ", "ja": "ๅŒป็™‚ๅพ“ไบ‹่€…ใฏใ‚ˆใใ“ใ†่จ€ใ„ใพใ™ใ€‚ใ€Œๆœฌๅฝ“ใฏใ“ใ†ใ—ใŸใ„ใฎใงใ™ใŒใ€ใ”ๅฎถๆ—ใŒ็พๅฎŸใ‚’ใ€ๅ—ใ‘ๅ…ฅใ‚Œใ‚‰ใ‚Œใชใ„ใฎใงใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "The family won't listen to reason. ", "ja": "็†ๆ€งใŒๅƒใ‹ใชใ„ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "They're in denial. ", "ja": "้€ƒ้ฟใ—ใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใ‚“ใงใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "How can they insist on this treatment at the end? ", "ja": "ๆ‰‹ใฎๆ–ฝใ—ใ‚ˆใ†ใŒใชใ„ใฎใซๆฒป็™‚ใ‚’ใ€ๅˆ‡ๆœ›ใ™ใ‚‹ใ‚“ใงใ™ใ‚ˆใ€‚" }
{ "en": "It's so clear, yet they're in denial.\" ", "ja": "็ตๆžœใฏๆ˜Žใ‚‰ใ‹ใชใฎใซใ€ๅฆ่ชใ™ใ‚‹ใฎใงใ™ใ€ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "Now, I think this maybe isn't a very useful way of thinking. ", "ja": "ใ“ใฎ่€ƒใˆใฏใ‚ใพใ‚Šใ€ๅŠฉใ‘ใซใฏใชใ‚‰ใชใ„ใจๆ€ใ„ใพใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "It's not just families either. ", "ja": "ๅฎŸใฏๅฎถๆ—ใ ใ‘ใงใฏใชใใ€‚" }
{ "en": "The medical professionals too, you out there, you're in denial too. ", "ja": "ๅŒป็™‚ๅพ“ไบ‹่€…ใ‚„ใ€็š†ใ•ใพใ‚‚ใ€ๅฆ่ช็Šถๆ…‹ใซใชใ‚Šใพใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "You want to help. You want to fix. ", "ja": "ๅŠฉใ‘ใŸใ„ใ€ๆฒปใ—ใฆไธŠใ’ใŸใ„ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "You want to do. ", "ja": "ไฝ•ใจใ‹ใ—ใŸใ„ใฎใงใ™ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "You've succeeded in everything you've done, and having a patient die, well, that must feel like failure. ", "ja": "ไปŠใพใงใฎๆฒป็™‚ใฏใ€ใ†ใพใใ‚„ใฃใฆๆฅใŸใฎใซใ€๏ผ‘ไบบใฎๆ‚ฃ่€…ใ‚’ใ€ๆญปใชใ›ใ‚‹ใฎใงใ™ใ‹ใ‚‰ใ€ๅŠ›ใฎใชใ•ใ‚’ใ€ๆ„Ÿใ˜ใ‚‰ใ‚Œใ‚‹ใซ้•ใ„ใ‚ใ‚Šใพใ›ใ‚“ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "I saw it firsthand. ", "ja": "ๅฎŸ้š›ใซใใ‚Œใ‚’็›ฎใซใ—ใพใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "Just days before Terence died, his oncologist said, \"Tell Terence that better days are just ahead.\" ", "ja": "ใƒ†ใƒฉใƒณใ‚นใŒไบกใใชใ‚‹ๆ•ฐๆ—ฅๅ‰ใ€็™Œๅฐ‚้–€ๅŒปใŒ่จ€ใฃใŸไบ‹ใฏใ€ใ€Œใƒ†ใƒฉใƒณใ‚นใซใ™ใ่‰ฏใใชใ‚‹ใจๅ‘Šใ’ใฆไธ‹ใ•ใ„ใ€ใ€‚" }
{ "en": "Days before he died. ", "ja": "ๅฝผใŒ้€ใฃใฆใ—ใพใ†ๆ•ฐๆ—ฅๅ‰ใงใ—ใŸใ€‚" }
{ "en": "Yet Ira Byock, the director of palliative medicine at Dartmouth said, \"You know, the best doctor in the world has never succeeded in making anyone immortal.\" ", "ja": "ใ—ใ‹ใ—ใƒ€ใƒผใƒˆใƒžใ‚น็—…้™ขใฎใ€็ทฉๅ’ŒๅŒป็™‚็ง‘้•ทใฎใ€ใ‚ขใ‚คใƒฉใƒปใƒใ‚คใ‚ชใƒƒใ‚ฏๅŒปๅธซใฏใ€ใ€ŒใŸใจใˆไธ–็•Œไธ€ใฎๅๅŒปใงใ‚‚ใ€ไบบใ‚’ไธๆญป่บซใซใ™ใ‚‹ไบ‹ใฏใ€ๅ‡บๆฅใชใ„ใ‚“ใงใ™ใ‚ˆใ€ใ€‚" }