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could not have judged all the facts without being on the spot. This
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was how it happened. He is already of the rank of a counsellor, Pyotr
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Petrovitch Luzhin, and is distantly related to Marfa Petrovna, who
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has been very active in bringing the match about. It began with his
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expressing through her his desire to make our acquaintance. He was
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properly received, drank coffee with us and the very next day he sent
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us a letter in which he very courteously made an offer and begged for a
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speedy and decided answer. He is a very busy man and is in a great hurry
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to get to Petersburg, so that every moment is precious to him. At first,
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of course, we were greatly surprised, as it had all happened so quickly
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and unexpectedly. We thought and talked it over the whole day. He is a
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well-to-do man, to be depended upon, he has two posts in the government
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and has already made his fortune. It is true that he is forty-five years
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old, but he is of a fairly prepossessing appearance and might still be
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thought attractive by women, and he is altogether a very respectable and
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presentable man, only he seems a little morose and somewhat conceited.
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But possibly that may only be the impression he makes at first sight.
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And beware, dear Rodya, when he comes to Petersburg, as he shortly will
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do, beware of judging him too hastily and severely, as your way is, if
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there is anything you do not like in him at first sight. I give you this
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warning, although I feel sure that he will make a favourable impression
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upon you. Moreover, in order to understand any man one must be
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deliberate and careful to avoid forming prejudices and mistaken ideas,
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which are very difficult to correct and get over afterwards. And Pyotr
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Petrovitch, judging by many indications, is a thoroughly estimable man.
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At his first visit, indeed, he told us that he was a practical man, but
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still he shares, as he expressed it, many of the convictions ‘of our
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most rising generation’ and he is an opponent of all prejudices. He
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said a good deal more, for he seems a little conceited and likes to be
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listened to, but this is scarcely a vice. I, of course, understood very
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little of it, but Dounia explained to me that, though he is not a man
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of great education, he is clever and seems to be good-natured. You know
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your sister’s character, Rodya. She is a resolute, sensible, patient and
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generous girl, but she has a passionate heart, as I know very well.
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Of course, there is no great love either on his side, or on hers, but
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Dounia is a clever girl and has the heart of an angel, and will make
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it her duty to make her husband happy who on his side will make her
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happiness his care. Of that we have no good reason to doubt, though it
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must be admitted the matter has been arranged in great haste. Besides he
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is a man of great prudence and he will see, to be sure, of himself, that
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his own happiness will be the more secure, the happier Dounia is with
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him. And as for some defects of character, for some habits and even
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certain differences of opinion--which indeed are inevitable even in
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the happiest marriages--Dounia has said that, as regards all that, she
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relies on herself, that there is nothing to be uneasy about, and
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that she is ready to put up with a great deal, if only their future
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relationship can be an honourable and straightforward one. He struck me,
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for instance, at first, as rather abrupt, but that may well come
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from his being an outspoken man, and that is no doubt how it is. For
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instance, at his second visit, after he had received Dounia’s consent,
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in the course of conversation, he declared that before making
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Dounia’s acquaintance, he had made up his mind to marry a girl of
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good reputation, without dowry and, above all, one who had experienced
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poverty, because, as he explained, a man ought not to be indebted to his
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wife, but that it is better for a wife to look upon her husband as her
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benefactor. I must add that he expressed it more nicely and politely
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than I have done, for I have forgotten his actual phrases and only
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remember the meaning. And, besides, it was obviously not said of design,
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but slipped out in the heat of conversation, so that he tried afterwards
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to correct himself and smooth it over, but all the same it did strike
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me as somewhat rude, and I said so afterwards to Dounia. But Dounia was
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vexed, and answered that ‘words are not deeds,’ and that, of course, is
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perfectly true. Dounia did not sleep all night before she made up
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her mind, and, thinking that I was asleep, she got out of bed and was
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walking up and down the room all night; at last she knelt down before
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the ikon and prayed long and fervently and in the morning she told me
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that she had decided.
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“I have mentioned already that Pyotr Petrovitch is just setting off for
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Petersburg, where he has a great deal of business, and he wants to open
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a legal bureau. He has been occupied for many years in conducting civil
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and commercial litigation, and only the other day he won an important
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case. He has to be in Petersburg because he has an important case before
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the Senate. So, Rodya dear, he may be of the greatest use to you, in
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every way indeed, and Dounia and I have agreed that from this very day
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you could definitely enter upon your career and might consider that
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your future is marked out and assured for you. Oh, if only this comes to
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pass! This would be such a benefit that we could only look upon it as a
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providential blessing. Dounia is dreaming of nothing else. We have even
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ventured already to drop a few words on the subject to Pyotr Petrovitch.
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He was cautious in his answer, and said that, of course, as he could not
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get on without a secretary, it would be better to be paying a salary to
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a relation than to a stranger, if only the former were fitted for the
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duties (as though there could be doubt of your being fitted!) but then
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he expressed doubts whether your studies at the university would leave
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you time for work at his office. The matter dropped for the time, but
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Dounia is thinking of nothing else now. She has been in a sort of fever
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for the last few days, and has already made a regular plan for
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your becoming in the end an associate and even a partner in Pyotr
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Petrovitch’s business, which might well be, seeing that you are a
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student of law. I am in complete agreement with her, Rodya, and share
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all her plans and hopes, and think there is every probability of
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realising them. And in spite of Pyotr Petrovitch’s evasiveness, very
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natural at present (since he does not know you), Dounia is firmly
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persuaded that she will gain everything by her good influence over her
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future husband; this she is reckoning upon. Of course we are careful
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not to talk of any of these more remote plans to Pyotr Petrovitch,
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especially of your becoming his partner. He is a practical man and might
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take this very coldly, it might all seem to him simply a day-dream. Nor
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has either Dounia or I breathed a word to him of the great hopes we have
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