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Question for the girls in this sub! This is for my gov class (we need more responses): If you're comfortable sharing, which of the following period products do you use on your menstrual cycle? Sanitary napkins Tampons Menstrual cups Menstrual disks Follow up: Do you think period products should be free? | non-suicide |
I want it all to endI can't do anything to make my parents happy. I try my hardest for them but it never seems to be enough. They ask me why I don't have motivation and why I just want to lay in bed all day. I try to explain it to them but they don't understand what it is like to be depressed. One of my best friends recently had a suicide attempt. I want to follow in her footsteps. The bottle of advil in my drawer tempts me every day. | suicide |
How do I fix the steam black screen glitch So, Ive been playing on steam for a while, but now every seconds or less, the screen just goes black. I can still control the characters, but cant see. It makes everything unplayable. The reason I am doing this on this sub is that r/steam and r/steamhelp wouldnt allow me to post it, so I thought of this as the next thing | non-suicide |
Artists of r/teenagers! Can I have advice? Heya! I am u/Putrid-Assignment- but call me starii and I like to draw! Can I have advice? My mom got me a drawing tablet for Christmas and how do I use one? I don't know a thing about digital art with a tablet actually. | non-suicide |
Waterproof band-aids arent waterproof So, I dont know if anyone else has this problem but for me, waterproof band-aids always last like ten minutes before they come off. Like, Ill put one on before a shower, and its off in seconds. However, with a regular band-aid, I could go for days and the worst that would happen would be that that itd start to unravel. Like, even in showers, regular band-aids excel at waterproofing more than waterproof band-aids. Sorry, just a rand about band-aids for anyone who stuck to the end of that. | non-suicide |
Weight lossday + was an alright day. I had a cheat day and worked out twice as hard today. I was too tired to post that so I am here now doing so | non-suicide |
History Fact of Day Number Marie Antionette, the last French queen before the French Revolution, was executed at precisely : of October th . | non-suicide |
all i want is just pictures of your hand on your keyboard whilst gaming please gimme gimme gimme love gimme gimme love | non-suicide |
I can't let myself get fat Not to make overweight women feel bad, I j wouldn't look cute with extra weight and women in my family tend to start having difficulties with weight during their mid twenties :/ I hate my mom for not letting me dress the way I want when I j envision myself being fat eventually, that's fucked up to say but why can't I wear crop tops and noise now? | non-suicide |
This will probably get buried, but... I made absolutely nothing! | non-suicide |
Do yall have any free game recommendations Bc im broke and I dont know what to play, I already got gta, just cause, war thunder, and Minecraft so......anything? | non-suicide |
I could beat Albert Einstein at chess Well technically we all could because hes dead but I will take any advantage I can get | non-suicide |
I just want a hugI dont really care that I won't make my problems go away, I just want to lay down on someone's chest and fall asleep, does anyone else ever feel that way? But I don't really have anyone to cuddle, and I don't k ow what to do about it | suicide |
I'm at my breaking pointI've been depressed for as long as I can remember. It is hard, if not impossible, to find a single moment where I can feel truly happy. I feel inferior to everyone I know and have no positive qualities whatsoever. I just finally have broken away from a group of people I was talking to and just went to a hill to just sit and wait for whatever happens. I have no idea if anyone is looking for me, honestly I want nobody to look. I'm just going to wait here for the inevitable. I don't have a future and I don't care about life anymore. Also this may seem a little out of place but I apologize for any formatting as I am on mobile right now. | suicide |
Take me back to the days wake n bake days of highschool Did anyone else get high before school sometimes? | non-suicide |
I think that there's no way possible that being alive is worth a trywhat difference does it even make? I don't care about what people would feel if I die. it does not make sense. For me, when people say that is important that I stay alive its bollocks like for real, which life am I supposed to live when I fucking struggle since the day I was born? I enjoy NOTHING and for what? minimum wage, rent, pandemics and violence. ans FUCKING jeff bezos Im so done I cant even cry anymore | suicide |
I dont want to make it to .Im sitting here in art class. Art makes me so happy. I cant' bring myself to do any. This is probably a sign that I should just give up. Im terrible at it anyways. I dont have a single talent in life - im selfish, ugly, fat, pretty damn stupid, slow, everything bad. Nothing good. I try to be kind to make up for how terrifyijg i Must be to look at . I look like a creepy alien, my face is warped and scary and disgusting, my body is out of proportion and huge. im pounds. i was last year. im so ashamed of myself. My birthday is in June. I don't want to make it. I want to end it before, end it as soon as possible. My liver is damaged from an attempt a while ago. That means itll be easy to OD on all my meds at once tonight. I have a boyfriend but he will be fine. He'd rather get high than come to school anyways. I love him but Im way too crazy and dont deserve him. Ive finally made a few friends but im probably an annoying tagalong/liability. i dont want to be a burden. So I will end it. I just want my brain to be clear not foggy. I want to feel emotion. I dont know anymore. thanks everyone. I'll write some notes tonight. I've been planning on this for a while but it was going to be in May - i cant wait anymore. I really cant. Im tired. | suicide |
Please for the love of god dont say this Im an artist and constantly see people come up to me and say wow I cant even draw a stick figure! This is probably the worst thing you can say to any artist. All I can respond is haha ok. If you say this to an artist youre guaranteed to be hated by them. | non-suicide |
Living life as the child of a Karen Well, today she; *Reprimanded a hairdresser *Told the coffee shop manager that she didn't ask for sugar in her decaf because it causes cancer. (apparently) *It was mine and it was actually an Americano. *Took her mask off in the shopping mall. *Tried to get me to take mine off. *I said no. ***She ACTUALLY ALLOWED IT***. | non-suicide |
Someone got into a club meeting at my school and started saying a bunch of racist shit in the chat. So that was pretty dope. The only question now is... Which one of you was it? | non-suicide |
Posting everyday until I get a girlfriend. Day: I just dont care anymore to such an extent where Ill literally do every stupid thing I think of. | non-suicide |
Why is it selfish to want to die?I'l preface this with, I'm not actively planning to kill myself, I do have a plan and the means but I'm too scared to go for it but I want a few questions answered for. I often see people say that it's selfish to kill your self because of the pain you inflict on your friends, family, and loved ones. My question is, how am I the selfish one in this situation? It's selfish to ask someone to live in misery when it's never going to get better for them, just so you can have that person around. If your family member was dying of cancer and wanted assisted suicide, would it not be selfish to ask them to continue suffering just so you can spend a few more weeks/months with them? | suicide |
Tips to Inspire Compassionate ReportingI've found this article is worth attention because it gives clear guidelines on how to talk about mental illness and suicide. It is good not just for reporters but anyone who needs to talk about this delicate subject and has trouble finding the right words. There is a small list of resources at the bottom too. | suicide |
Why is it all so hard, can I just cease to exist?Everythings so overwhelming or doesnt feel like anything at all and I just want it to end. I know I dont have it as hard as a lot of the people on this sub and that Im really immensely lucky to have loving parents and financial stability (although this also makes me so fucking worried because I dont know how ill be able to get a high paying job after college with how absolutely depressed and mediocre I am), but each day just feels like the same thing over and over again. Its just a cycle of forcing myself to get out of bed to doing work and feeling so lethargic and drained to sleeping again. Is this all there is to my existence???? Im and Ive never even been in a relationship before and honestly it just attests to the fact that im unlovable outside of my biological relationships. Im not even horrendously ugly or illiterate, just unlovable. My friends are just... they say that theyre there for me but always hang out without me. And I cant even bring myself to reach out because I dont want my depression to linger on anyone else. Theres literally no meaning to life if I cant have a net positive so why cant I just move on? I cant even kms because I know my parents will be so heartbroken and I feel so guilty for hating my life and being the way I am. But fucking hell do I want it to end. Sometimes (okay actually a lot of the time) I wish I had some terminal illness or cancer so Id be able to pass without hurting my parents that much. I wish euthanasia was legal and that suicidal people were validated more often too. It sucks to see so many other hurting people only being able speak on here. It sucks to see everyone struggling with even performing the act and it sucks to see people suffering even more after failed attempts. The world is a cruel place, but only to some. I guess that applies here. Sleep is the only thing I can do now. Sleep gives me temporary death, and thats all that I can do. | suicide |
breathing is painfulThis time of year always seems to be harder than the rest. To see the winter melt away only for this feeling to still be there. It never goes away. It hurts to breathe. | suicide |
No One Cares About MeDoes anyone know how to cope when you know for a fact no one cares about you, just what you can do for them? My family doesn't care when I tell them I'm suicidal or know that I've relapsed and cut myself. My friends also ignore me when I open up and tell them I want to die and see no point in living. The most I get is some bullshit "thats sad :(". People always say they like me and that we should hang out but plans ALWAYS get cancelled or we just talk about making them and they never commit in the first place... then I have to sit through them all talking about them hanging out and how much fucking fun they had together. Or I scroll through my social media feed and see pictures of them all hanging out and having a great time while I sit at home alone. I almost broke down crying the other day because two of my friend groups wouldn't shut the fuck up about how they were all having fun together the same night I was crying myself to sleep and hoping I wouldn't wake up. I'm always the person trying to be there for everyone, be that reliable person people want as a friend but I think it's gotten to a point where people only want me to use me. Thats how my family treated me and I know in my gut that I'm just going to live a sad lonely life because I was never important enough for people to get close to so I never got to develop social skills. Is just one person who cares about me to much to ask? I just need someone who notices when I joke about hurting myself and tries to be there for me because they see me as a human being and not a thing to use. I'm so lonely if I died tomorrow no one would care. | suicide |
Wanna talk or something? Down to chat and maybe be friends Girls are not allowed... unless.... | non-suicide |
How can you say life is going to get better?I feel like I have it all and have nothing at the same time. I have all the material goods that I could have ever asked for. My parents care for me and do things for me that they don't even have to. But I feel completely empty. I'm socially awkward (self diagnosis). I can't interact with people unless I've been sitting next to them in class for the whole year. I try to make friends, but nope, this awkward sophmore in highschool can barely interact people without the situation getting awkward. As an obvious result, I have never had a girl to call my own. Hell, the only people that have hugged me in my existance are my parents. As a result from all of this, I feel completely lonely and alone in this world. I feel no one gets me or ever will. I'm a so-so student. Everyone says I'm incredibly smart, but I don't aplicate myself. I go out of my ways not to do schoolwork and procrastinate. I'm never productive except for my old job. Couple of questions I would like to ask. Why do you guys want to prevent others from killing themselves? Why does anyone care not in direct relation to the person want them to prevent that? Why does the government even care. It's not like there is a point to living. We are all just matter composed and designed over billions of years of design. So what. Our existence's only purpose is to create existences of more people. If i'm never going to reproduce, doesn't that make my life pointless and worthless? Also why would people want to live if they were in my situation. Life ahead of me is just going to be composed of awkwardness, anxiety, embarrassment, struggles, misery and more pleasant things like that. | suicide |
Id ask you to be my friend If I werent horribly awkward and weird and self-conscious \#fuckoffpedos | non-suicide |
Posting until I hold hands with a girl Day I go to an all boys school so this will be difficult, but it means I get to post random shit everyday so why not. I saw all the posting till GF posts, but for me this is more realistic. | non-suicide |
i hate hello kitty i dont know if its cause shes been crazy sexualized or something, or cause i live in vegas and shes on every other souvenir, or just cause she has a stupid face. also she gives off cheeto-print legging vives and i dont know why | non-suicide |
This is well overdueLong time listener, first time caller. I've been battling with suicidal ideation since I was in secondary school, so... Around probably? I've had a couple of pathetic suicide attempts with paracetamol overdoses, all that bought me was a night in hospital, treatment with NAC and some disappointed looks from my parents. I've been thinking for a long time about actually trying a fatal method. I struggle every day to cope with the emotions going on inside my head. I either feel everything at once or nothing at all. I'm diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. % of BPD sufferers complete suicide, and I can't help feeling that I'm just gonna be another statistic. My problem is this: I'm training to be a mental health nurse. I got into the field because I wanted to use my lived experience to help others... But I really don't think I'll ever be well enough to help anyone else. I had a meeting with my uni recently because a lecturer found my suicidal tweets. I was expecting that they were going to offer some support but actually they just asked me to stop posting tweets like that because it reflects badly on the uni. I'm not looking at this with tunnel vision. I can visualise every single person who I think would be at least a little affected by my death. Family, friends, colleagues. But why should I suffer to spare their feelings? My ideas are either a ligature/hanging, or a well thought out drug overdose. I spend a good part of every day fantasising about this and I just can't think of why I should put up with this pain anymore when i know there's a way out... | suicide |
[m] Can't wait to roll over, pull up the covers, and go back to sleep. It looks more appealing all the time.It occurs to me that suicide is not a choice, but a hard reality that I will soon have to face. I wouldnt say that its a necessity, as that is reserved for situations of life and death, but I would say that it is my best option, the other being to live for the next ten or more years with my parents, who coddle and belittle me. My two older brothers went mad from this, I will not be the third. If I could move out, I would, but that would be untenable on my income and, to be honest, I wouldnt have the stomach for living in poverty and isolation anyway. I have failed to graduate high school. I am not allowed out of the house save for work and school (there is a reason for this, but it does not matter). My anxiety is so crippling that I sleep with the light on to avoid my fear of the dark. But Im not going to talk about mental issues. They seem so small when you consider that I have no future. So suicide is looking pretty good right now. I feel like going back to sleep. It would be like that. Comfortable forever. At least I got to make it this far, even if I have to stop just short of adulthood and look on as everyone else progresses. | suicide |
Big tiddy goth futa fox mommy gf I need her milk _________________________ | non-suicide |
I feel like giving upSo I've tried everything. I got a career, a new truck, I got over my ex and got a way better girlfriend who treats me way nicer. I started working out, I made a lot of new friends, I quit smoking cigarettes and I quit drinking but I still couldn't shake the depression and it's so terrible, because I'm always the guy no one would expect to be this way. I have no one to talk to, my family cares but they don't understand the full extent of my depression. I tried to talk to my girlfriend about it and I only alienated her. I can't even bring myself to tell my friends because I feel like they won't talk to me. everyday gets longer and I swear I hardly sleep and when I do I only have twisted nightmares. to make things worse I had to leave my job due to anxiety and other problems. that's when I decided I'd start drinking again. I drank everyday and my poor girlfriend would put up with me. I hated what I was putting her through so I left her. she still tries to talk to me and I only avoid her for her own good but I swear I do miss her. then I noticed my friends are avoiding me now. I think they caught on to who I really am. I tried Dr's and so much medication but it only made things way worse. some medicine made me way to suicidal and some Dr's wanted me to ether go to rehab or keep taking these pills. I didn't wanna go to rehab so I seriously cut back on the drinking but somedays I really really need it it's the only thing that makes me happy for a second and I'll gladly take that over the painful depression. I've thought about suicide I even bought a gun and wrote so many suicide notes but no one knows. I even keep a journal of all my nightmares and hallucinations and other stuff. all of this may not seem that bad and I know others have it worse then me but I don't know what else to do. I tried living, I tried lying to myself for to long pretending to be happy. I'm sick of making others happy and only getting nothing but pain in return. I've been depressed for years now and I'm only I truly believe that I'm cursed. | suicide |
I graduated.From /depression to /SW. Edit : [redacted]. I guess it's a goodbye note and a thank-you. G'night, everyone < Edit : And an apology. I've drawn people in and then scared them away. People who wanted to stay with me couldn't and the people who I wanted to didn't want to. Nobody deserved this. | suicide |
I'm going to make an alternative to onlyfans. onlyhaters a platform where you humilate yourself and let people send you messages calling you names. | non-suicide |
My sense of humor is adding faces unnecessarily And it you dont like that, then thats your problem | non-suicide |
It's really hard being alone all the timeBirthday is on the st this month. I'll be . Just feels like the years are going by being lonley. If I could have a cuddle buddy that would be great but it's probably not gonna happen. I just don't want to be alone anymore. You'd think for my birthday I could maybe have someone cuddle up next to me and watch a movie or something but I'll probably just end up being alone. I don't know it's just sad always feeling alone. Really sad. | suicide |
Me and my friend had a really big conversation about how a code that could earn % of the principle everyday then we would become millionaires, and then decided that we will spend all that money after years to make a cuck shed. Ngl I somewhat expected this to happen | non-suicide |
I definitely would have already killed myself if i was born in any other gen Electronics and shit is the only reason to stay alive. There would only be complete loneliness and even more miserable without it. | non-suicide |
I have an essay draft due in just over hours. I've only written an introduction and body paragraphs (I have to write ... Odin help me) | non-suicide |
Anyone know why Why I cant post photos or videos on here? I was able to yesterday. | non-suicide |
If you ever feel useless just remember... ixine has a mobile game, and multiple ads about it on YouTube. | non-suicide |
How do you pick up a girl in a ehrelchair? Whats up hot wheels | non-suicide |
I want to move out.I'm not blaming anyone i can't keep on doing this my brother has verbally abused me for no reason i don't deserve this i'm currnetly unemployed therefore unable to move out i'm in a economically deprived area not good at all employers aren't willing to branch out people might say move out? I can't i'm not employed. I've been applying for jobs. My brother tells me what to do. | suicide |
I feel hopelessI feel like dying. The national suicide hotline, the boys town national helpline, my universitys after-hours counseling hotline, Crisis Text Line, and the Samaritans crisis line have not been able to help me. The person at the suicide hotline hung up on me and the next time I called, it was routed to the same center as the person before but to a different agent, and the agent this time sounded extremely bored, lacked empathy, was impatient when I couldnt give him satisfactory answers, and told me that the suicide hotline is for suicide and not for family abuse. Even though I told him I feel very distressed and want my life to end. | suicide |
Honors geometry is the worst U expect me to make a fucking angle with only a dam compass? Or figure out the midpoint with only points on grid at a slant then make that into a line? Wtf this makes no sense smh | non-suicide |
I vote, that we make this the new Rick roll This could be revolutionary. Something new fresh, it could inspire a new generation of internet memes. This could be the next big thing. | non-suicide |
Is there any way to aquire the full book of niggalations If read every book in the bible except for niggalations and I really want to read it. Help me pls | non-suicide |
I hate lying to my friendsI've got a friend who's the only person I know in real life that I've told about my mental health issues. She struggles too, so we try to help each other. This past week or two have been the worst I've ever had and I'm closer than ever to killing myself and she asked how I was doing and I told her I was doing ok. I've lied to plenty of people about how I was doing but never to her. I just didn't want to do that to her. I didn't want to burden her. But I feel like shit for lying to her and I feel like shit in general. I don't deserve her. She should have so much better than she does. She sure as hell doesn't deserve to hate herself. I hate her depression. She's such a good person it just pisses me off that she has to suffer. And now I'm lying to her too. God if only she wouldn't be affected when I kill myself. That'd just make it so much easier. | suicide |
I wonder why I have the urge to destroy everything around me and go on a rampage Then I remember younger me mesmerised by Jessie's J's "whos laughing now" music video | non-suicide |
Hey , A Quick Question ; How would you define Orange colour to a blind person? What is colour to them? | non-suicide |
My best friend told me she has feelings for me. Like bro how the fuck do I respond to that message, I'm simply not attracted to her. | non-suicide |
Trapped in a world constructed my my mind. English is not my first language. So some of the things that characterizes me I believe are: depression, sensitivity, sluggish cognitive tempo (sct), social anxiety and asd(have diagnosis). I've convinced myself that my version of reality is warped and greatly limited compared to the average person. Dunno, maybe I'm just being delusional. I've completely abandoned my ego because possessing one takes me to a place I like to call the abyss. This basically gives me ignorant suffering. Okay, I'll try to explain this the best I can. Several regions of my brain appear to be inactive and it's always been like this since I've been born. Due to this and the things I've listed before, without sufficient self-awareness life can become quite miserable without me realizing it. I reject my experience of reality and started considering the possibility of everyone else being soulless except me. The perfect coping mechanism! I can't validate my version of the world or other people's existences. Even as I read your comments, it will literally turn into a feedback loop to be interpreted by my brain. So I pay close attention to my thoughts, feelings, inclinations, ambitions, point of view, emotions and basically reject them. I have this constant need for stimulation(think I may have inattentive adhd), otherwise I get bored, completely empty and start feeling really . Though denying the very core essence of my being requires so much brainpower due to things listed above, and due to poor memory, I start doubting my belief. All I want to do is turn into a recluse and live a life of self-indulgence completely cutting myself off of society for good. A problem that I often have is falling victim to the flow of others (like a toddler). Have I lost a part of my psyche? I don't know what to believe, when to feel guility, when to feel happy, when to feel sad, what to consider an accomplishment. The world I know has been created thorugh the perspective of my mind. Something I deeply hate , and thus I am a forsaken existence. I can't communicate with the outside world due to the feedback loop thingy (Don't know how to interpret reality). Although, I don't feel completly alone because I believe in God. | suicide |
I don't see how it can get better at all.I just feel like I don't really have a purpose. I'm spouting shit about how everyone matters, but I'm really just as sad as they are. I don't know if I really have depression or not. I don't know if I'm really gay or not. I don't really know if I'm gonna make it past college. I'm scared and I feel alone, but I feel like there's nobody to blame but myself for this. I'm such a fucking idiot I can't figure out how to wrap a bandage around my fucking wrists. I can't figure out how to stop eating and vomiting it all back up. I don't think I even want to. I just don't know what to do. | suicide |
I just texted my significant other about how i think Im in the wrong reality and how so think killing myself gives me a shot at correcting the timeline.We havent had decks in over a year. Im completely miserable. Im too ugly and old to find anyone else. | suicide |
Unpopular opinion Rap is bad and you should start to listen to sabaton instead | non-suicide |
I'm human wasteI'm almost , I'm homeless, can't find a job, can't start a family, have no one to turn to. My day is filled with making people feel sorry enough for me to give me enough money so I don't starve. The only reason I haven't jumped off a parking garage is that there would be no one to take care of my dog. I am sick to death of being a second class citizen that doesn't deserve respect as a human being because I'm surplus population under capitalism. I'm not eating tonight because it rained all day, so there were no passers-by to panhandle. I have no reason to go on living, my presence on the sidewalk is an eyesore to worthwhile people to and from their way to work. | suicide |
Are you more attracted to guys or girls? Are you more attracted to guys or girls? | non-suicide |
Do you ever get nudes but still feel like there's a hole in your heart? Well, i wanted to say a joke here but I can't think of anything special so imma just leave it as it is. | non-suicide |
One of those nights againYou know those nights right? Where everything cracks. That wall that you spent all that time and energy building just crumbles. When all of those feelings, All of those memories, that you have been trying to fight back come flooding in. They drown you in their depths. They take your breath away. Theres nothing you can do but gasp and hold onto anything you can grasp until its all over. And then you just build it all back up again. Lay your coping mechanisms down one brick at a time. Then and you wait ... until its one of those nights again. | suicide |
I know the only way to make it better for everyone is to kill myself, but I'm too scared to do it.My mom lives in an abusive relationship. Today I learnt that the money I'm getting is coming from her. I am the reason she never got a divorce, I am the reason she probably can't leave now. I know I could give back if I would get a job (and I'm looking for a job), but my mental illness often prevents me from doing so. I feel like of things haven't gotten better now, why should they in the future. I try to live as modest as possible, but that means I'm missing out on a lot a teen or a twenty something would do. (this has been going on for years) Which in turn makes me feel worse, due to social anxiety and a general existential crisis. Killing myself is faster than wasting more years of her life providing for me until I'm finally settled. Years she'll never get back and years she'll be trapped with that monster. I know it will be hard on a few friends who have lost respectively a friend to suicide and a brother in an accident. But I haven't been a good friend either so I think I'll be soon forgotten. I missed out on more with them than I experienced, so it's not like we have a ton of memories anyway. I try to put everything in order over the next few days, there's not much to do. But I'm scared. I know it hurts. I'm afraid to fail. I would make everything worse if I fail. I just want my mom to be happy and my friends to be happy. But I let them down everyday I give into my anxiety or depression or whatever it is. Maybe it's pure laziness. Even killing myself just means that I took the easy way out. Instead of getting better and making things better for them, I disappeared and caused them pain along the way. But I don't see it getting better. So isn't suicide the only option after all? | suicide |
Zoom is complete shit. Discord and Google meet are so much better My school still refuses to switch over. That is all. Thank you for coming to my ted talk. | non-suicide |
Been a long time comingWelp. I think this is it. I've had a good, some would even say great run at things but i think this is it. I've just fucked my chances too many times. I have a loving family, but I've lied to them over and over again. I can't keep up with the pressure they put on me. I have failed them and there's nothing more for me here. | suicide |
Bye, it's been a great life.When u come to heaven, ask for me. You'll find me in the white section, ask for Harold &#xB; Yours truly, Harold. | suicide |
Anyone wanna talk? I'm , like cats, play minecraft PE ,don't have java. | non-suicide |
r/tiktokcringe is just tik tok for people who say they hate tik tok Stop saying tik tok cringe! The only valid reason to not use it would be the privacy policy. Which is eons better than reddit, Facebook, Twitter or pretty much most other social media. Please grow the fuck up and stop lying to yourself. You look like an egotistical asshat who cant bare not using reddit or Twitter because you said that tik tok is bad. | non-suicide |
September rd is my date. I can justify no further delay.I am utterly and wholly empty. There is nothing inside. I have no hopes, no dreams, and I'm starting to realize I never did. I live and have lived entirely as a product of inertia. Simply rolling where I was pushed, incapable of influencing my own speed or direction. But now friction has finally caught up to me and I must stop. I have the things I "want". I do not work yet I am financially secure through social security and basic planning. I have friends who appreciate and like me. I have hobbies I can participate in regularly. If I bothered to try, it's entirely possible that I'd be able to get into a relationship. There is nothing I want to buy. My friends seem alien and bring me no joy. Hobbies feel like empty distractions. A relationship would prove only how alone I am. I feel like a ghost, ever hungry damned to never be satisfied by any food as I walk the earth. Did I make a deal with Devil in my youth and simply forget? I have no hope of improvement. Medication and therapy have proven ineffective. Diet and exercise feel like Sisyphean tasks. Even medicinal doses of hallucinogenics have failed to deliver results. I am broken in some fundamental way. There is no cure for being me. The only thing that can save me at this point is my own cowardice. | suicide |
In this day and age I am embarrassed to be an American It feels like our country is a joke and are leaders are just the worst. Its almost like a war where left thinks they're right and the rights are wrong and horrible and rights think they're right and the lefts are wrong and horrible. It just kinda blows | non-suicide |
bleeds out look very temptingi ended my long term relationship with gf because i feel unloved. my friends avoid me. and when i try to ask nobody says anything. is it true that they said that bleed out feel very calming and peaceful? | suicide |
Yo dm me if you wanna chat Tryna make friends so hmu! | non-suicide |
its weird bc i only feel like myself at night/enjoy stuff at night during the day i feel tired n dead but then night i feel awooga strange hru doe | non-suicide |
Earth update .. (US) Hello, this is God speaking. A new update is coming to the US version of Earth. Subscriptions: -People who have bought the "paying attention to US politics" subscription will receive daily gifts of stupid things people say on Twitter, arguments, and the occasional motivational speech. COVID event: -Over the course of the year, we have introduced Karens to the event. We are now adding several more levels with them to add more challenge to the game. -Schools reopening will now have to be passed through to complete the event. This is likely to create some lag, making it harder to finish the event. Other: -We are working on a very large change to the game, which has rendered it unplayable to some people. If you are one of the people impacted by this, we are very sorry and are working to find a solution. We hope you enjoy the changes to the game. As always, if you find any bugs please contact the support team. | non-suicide |
Do people actually leave once they stop being a teenager? And if you stop being a teenager would you leave this sub? Do you think its appropriate for someone to leave once they become adults? Also between the ages / to maximum , there probably isnt much development/ maturity in most cases so what age range would it be weird to be in this subreddit? Not assuming anything, I dont mind the age range but it would be nice to get everyones input just for fun. | non-suicide |
Pulling two all nighters in a row, mostly my fault. I dont think people are supposed to be conscious this long, apparently going this long without a reset can have some weird effects, one of them likely being my writing, as I don't notice either but it may seem like near nonsense to some of you. I guess this is what I get for sitting on my ass all week and not doing my work, evidently Skyrim is more important. | non-suicide |
Ayy I got citizenship in a new county project. Well hopefully it goes well because it looks cool. | non-suicide |
Im having a really rough day and I dont wanna socialize but I have to School started this for me and I really havent been doing well emotionally, in part because of school and in part because of other things I dont need to go into here Anyway for the past months Ive been organizing weekly zoom meetings with my friends for us to all hang out and talk and were supposed to have one in half an hour but I just really dont feel up to it rn but at the same time I know if I dont start it everyone will get freaked out and I dont wanna have to deal with a ton of people asking me where I am when literally anyone can just start a zoom meeting. On top of that I know if I dont hang out with them Ill probably just be in my room crying alone for a couple hours so thats not exactly a good option either I just feel like everything sucks and idk what to do | non-suicide |
LolI hung myself last night but the chair rocked and came back to the same position. The adrenaline kind of jolted me out of it and I couldn't do it again. I was hanging by my neck for a good seconds though. Now I have a massive rope mark around my neck. I don't know why I'm telling anybody this. | suicide |
Does anyone even care?I dont know how it ever got to this point but Im about to end my life and no one that I know seems to even bat an eye. Ive been alone my entire life and now Ill die alone just like I always knew I would. | suicide |
My friend accidentally kicked a DEAD RAT at his teacher So yesterday my and my group of friends were playing a game of football and someone pointed out that there was a dead rat , so a group went over to it and out of nowhere someone kicked it and then another did , eventually a few started kicking it around and then a teacher came over and said what are you lads doing and then my friend got a good run up to the rat and kicked it and it accidentally hit her in the stomach. I don't know why i decided to put this here but i hope someone got a laugh out of it. ( No rats were harmed ) | non-suicide |
I just discovered all my friends have been lying to me! Yay Im a boy. I like to hang out with one of my close friends who is a girl and her girl friends. APPARENTLY THIS MAKES ME AN F-ING SIMP according to one of my other friends who told me that they all thought I was a simp for my friend who I have known since I was months old. | non-suicide |
I'm coming out I am officially superstraight | non-suicide |
Dont know how to reach outLife seems pointless. When you have nothing, nothing at all life really seems pointless. No friends, no job, no money, no car, no real family. Some might say why dont you get a job? Why dont you just go out and live your life? I really wish I could, honestly. Today I almost killed myself, just overwhelmed with being lonely, having nothing and what seems like bad luck. Im a really good person, Ill give someone the shirt off my back but everything gets taken from me. Last year I had a job on a oyster boat making $ a day I got cut over some politics. Growing up I had a somewhat decent family then my mom got with an abusive husband and that just ruined my concept of family. Two years ago I had a nice vehicle, $k in the bank ( at the time) and a decent job. And alcohol and bad friends ruined all that (my fault). One of the things holding me back is social anxiety. I hate meeting people to the point I cant get a job my anxiety wont let me. It seems like Im stuck in a hole and I just want to ask for help, I want to talk to a therapist but Im broke. I feel broken, Im at the point where life really doesnt seem like worth living. Somebody please give me some words of wisdom or something to make me feel better. Im at my rock bottom | suicide |
i want to cuddle with a guy and play with his hair ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh | non-suicide |
Casual Suicidal ThoughtsHey. I have a more indepth post on my situation in r/depression so I'll save you from it unless you want to [read it here.]( My main question is, for a generally functional mid-s adult that is leading what others would call a lucky & good life... how is it possible that I have casual suicidal thoughts? I could be walking down the street and a voice will pop-up into my mind calling me a POS and that I should kill myself. It's something I've lived with for years. Is there any scientific backing to this that I could read? I don't totally know where to start. I am against the idea of taking medication to 'cure' this and much rather want to find the best ways to live with it or overcome it. Sometimes I've had pretty dark moments where the voice is extremely strong and other times it just comes and goes. Mostly I try to separate it internally from my true self and attempt to observe and understand it. Through the years I've discovered certain triggers that will make it easier for these thoughts to get louder - being able to catch the beginning of the path early usually helps to mitigate the impact of the voice. | suicide |
Where did i do wrongThe person i need the most doesn't want to talk to me. Not sure what i want to do | suicide |
Cut myself todayThrowaway for obvious reasons. I'm a dude. Don't really know where else to post, just want to vent. I've been some form of depressed since I was y/o. Hated myself ever since, with some good and bad episodes sprinkled throughout. I'm stuck in a very bad episode these days. I hate myself like no tomorrow, I see no future for myself (every version I visualize ends with me dying some way) and I feel unheard and unloved. I've tried talking to people around me, even my GP and a psychiatrist. Had a talk with my GP today but she just said to talk to my psychiatrist about it. I've been feeling so extremely numb and I have some extreme, permanent form of Dissociation and Derealization going on. I feel like I'm an observer of the movie that is my life, and I'm just going through the motions without feeling anything. Sometimes, emotions do come up, but most often it's just extreme anger. The feeling of wanting to bash in the first person's face I see. And then I feel guilty about those feelings again. And the self hate restarts. I just wanted to know how it feels to feel something again, so I took a knife across my chest today. Just a few shallow cuts, just to feel something. Didn't really work, left some marks though. I feel like my life is so worthless nowadays. I can't connect to anyone on a personal level and everything just feels bland and dead. I feel dead inside already, and I'm thinking of suicide every day. No plans yet, just thinking of how I would do it, and why I would do it. I feel so alone. No-one seems to understand. Even my father (who has had his fair share of depression) just gives me advice, doesn't listen or try to understand. I've tried talking to friends, but they don't get it either. 'Just get over it', etc. I don't see a reason to continue living and I'm afraid I'll end it in a really bad episode soon. Sorry for the long story. Just wanted someplace to vent. It still feels like it's someone else who wrote the story above... I don't feel like myself at all. | suicide |
please help me i want to die. I don't know how you can help me but any way you can just please help me | non-suicide |
Subconscious urges?Hello SW. I was unsure of whether to post this on /r/anxiety or here because my situation has a lot of anxiety, but I figured the urges of suicide are a bit more urgent so I'll try here. I'm a relatively new university student who has had moderate depression and severe GAD since about th grade. Over the years I've gotten better and better at dealing with my demons, particularly the suicidal tendencies. In the past week or so, though, the game has changed a bit. A while back if I was having thoughts of suicide there would be concrete reasons in my mind (say, a recently-failed relationship, my grandma dying, something), but now I've been having panic attacks related to my anxiety disorder and, directly after, very very strong urges of suicide. I wish I knew how to explain this to you guys without sounding crazy or like I'm lying, but after these panic attacks I have a hard time being self-aware. All I know is that I want to kill myself. There's no reasons in my mind as to why, but it's just my mind constantly tugging at my body to just *go through with it already.* The best way I can describe it is when you really have to use the bathroom, you don't really think about it, you just go unless you're unable to. Fortunately I have nothing in my dorm to kill myself with. By about an hour after my anxiety attacks the suicide thoughts are usually gone, and every time I ask myself why I wanted to do it so badly, I can't think of a solid reason. It's almost like I'm a different person entirely for that period of time. Sorry to make this such a wall of word vomit; it's hard to describe all of this in a few sentences. Does anyone else ever have urges like these ones? Do they usually follow your anxiety/panic attacks (if you have them)? I look forward to your help | suicide |
r/teenagers mods be like Hummm yes am on a Friday = weekend What the frick | non-suicide |
How to overcome urges?I could be having a normal day and all of a sudden the thoughts kick in. doing it isnt easy and painless thats why i dont want to do it, i might survive and live with irreversible physical and mental damages that will make my situation even worse but i am stuck in an abusive home with no access to therapy or any psychiatric help , i dont want to die because i have been happy before and i know how liberating happiness feels like. My only option is to wait until the world opens up again so i can fly back to college and leave this toxic environment & get professional help but it seems like every day the hopes of the world reopening it get lower. Please tell me if there are things i can do to help with the urges because they have been more frequent lately i am going to try meditation and yoga if theres any oils that help calm down please let me know | suicide |
Who wants to play with me on CoD mobile boiz Complete CODM Soldier Return tasks for a free Epic soldier and weapon! | non-suicide |
Internal conflict about suicidal urgesIts like a long and alone fight with myself. Parts of me want to improve and some parts of me ask me to die. Its really hard to keep battling with suicidal thoughts. Im getting exhausted and feel like suicide is the only option | suicide |
this bi polar can fuck its selfno matter what i do i cant feel happy anymore. when i was , something in my brain snapped and i became failure encarnate. i cant keep a job or pay rent or handle myself at all im just a fucking burden to my poor inner kid that just wants to be happy. im sorry im such a let down | suicide |
I think I need help but to be honest I'm not sureLook I'm definitely not bipolar or anything but some days I feel like utter shit and other days im okay. I was walking to school today and I was having suicidal thoughts - happens occasionally - and I had to stop at one point of the way to shed tears, and I was late. A few days ago I had a knife in hand - just to cut my bread, and I thrust it at my chest. No thought put into it, until at the last minute I stopped and let go, dropping into the floor. Things like this. I feel okay now, but I still don't know what to do anymore... | suicide |
Does anyone know any easy songs to learn o. Guitar Im trying to get better at guitar so I want some ideas of things I can play. | non-suicide |
happy halloween gamer! heres a treat for you guys ( ) because i love you guys | non-suicide |
I'm straight up commando at work rn Too lazy to explain how I got here, but at least I'm wearing actual pants rather than the usual swimming trunks. My shit's hanging all the way loose | non-suicide |
My uncle has exactly minutes left on earth. I know this is a random rant, but my uncle had covid and it damaged his heart and lungs. He got through it, but due to the damage it caused he had a random heart attack while driving and was admitted to the hospital last week. He's been in a coma and the doctors did a few tests and it turns out he's essentially brain dead. My aunt is deciding to take him off live support at : Central Time. I don't even get to see him either. I love him so much and I've looked up to him since I was little. I love you uncle Don, I hope you enjoy heaven. | non-suicide |