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Pets> GF. You have no power to argue about this fact | non-suicide |
Why don't I have will to do things?i can't seem to do anything anymore. i need to sign up for school by the th and I still haven't taken the math placement. i'm in so much physical pain from fibromyalgia. nothing helps. I am getting worse and worse. I don't see a reason to live. I can't think anymore. my memory is so awful. i used to be so good at math and remembering things. im just worthless. i started to cut myself because my life is stacking up so much. please tell me it is okay to kill myself. | suicide |
Cried for the first time in years. Now I'm definitely going to kill myself.I woke up from a dream where I still had... her. The girl of my dreams. And then it's all just gone. Poof. I cried for the first time in a long time. I'm too numb to cry but the pain has transcended numbness. Is it wrong to want to be loved? Is it wrong to have someone by your side through thick and thin? Idk, it probably is for a piece of shit like me. I know I'll never experience the pleasure of being loved. Being wanted. Having someone by my side. Of getting married. Having sex. Idk. I've had this rifle for the longest time, probably good to put it to use soon. | suicide |
Hello Waiter?! I would like one Death please! - Shrek from shrek on the playstation | non-suicide |
I fucked up big time I just made a huge ass cut on my arm and im terrified. My parents are gonna kill me when they see it. HELP | non-suicide |
You call it running I call it escaping Start a new life in a foriegn location Similar to my niggas ducking cases Can't take the possible time that they facing | non-suicide |
Hello I have like spice memes I need to post and I need to do it quickly before the memes die Please Ive tried everything this is my last resort I need u p v o t e s | non-suicide |
I'm done. This is my endnote.I'm tired of fighting just to live. Every single day. If it's not my parent/roommate, it's my bipolar disorder, the voices in my head, or trying to explain that I'm not insane to my therapist. I've told myself a thousand times that things can only get better, that I can't do this to my cats,especially the one who doesn't trust anyone else. I feel so fucking guilty for even thinking of doing this to them, but I can't go on like this. I'm exhausted from not sleeping, from schoolwork, from trying to build normal relationships, even from struggling to exist. My dad keeps trying to talk to me like everything's normal. He knows something's wrong and keeps apologizing, but at this point, it doesn't mean anything. They're hollow words, and he's using them to try to make it so I don't seem angry at him for telling me that I everything that comes out of my mouth is nagging. I'm terrified of actually nagging him to the point where I don't talk to him about my problems anymore, and yet I'm still nagging him. I give up. If I can't say two fucking words without nagging him, why even try? I'm hurting, I'm miserable, and there's this growing numbness inside of me that tells me I don't have to take it. That there's a way out. The voices have been telling me this for years, and I do my best to ignore them, but maybe they're right. Maybe it's time to make sure the plan is foolproof. The only one who would care is pounds of orange fluff, and even he'd forget pretty quickly. There's a loaded . in my dad's closet. No safe, no lock, and no one would notice until I was long gone. I've been called a coward for trying in the past, and maybe I am. But I'm sick of existing like this. Something has to end, and maybe it's me. | suicide |
I'm gonna regret this idc tho | non-suicide |
My Last Day on EarthToday is the day, reddit. Im going to finish this today. I have written letters to everyone I needed to say something to. Ive written out a will as well. Im all set and Ive got it all planned out. Im just waiting till my boyfriend leaves to go out tonight. He broke up with me on Saturday and says well never get back together and that Ill never find anyone else. My ex probably doesnt want me back. I have no friends...basically no one else. Im completely alone in this world. Id rather not exist at all. I just released an album and its all that I had. But its not doing very well. No one is listening. No one ever does. Im trying to decide how to spend my last day. Maybe Ill go to the park. Get a good last meal from somewhere. If anyone bothers to read this, Ill post before Im about to do it tonight. Im going to try to enjoy my last day on Earth. | suicide |
What are you doing right now What is everyone up to Broskis. I am tired and listening to someone call me dumb | non-suicide |
were moving from one of the best houses weve ever lived in the potentially one of the worst i live in california, aka one of the most expensive places to live ever My previous house was on the same street as my best friend since first grade, it also had a Rite Aid and a GameStop I would shop at frequently because, yknow its convinient. It also was near a bunch of my other good friends. My mom couldnt afford a house in the same area so now were in the old town part of it, . miles away with no drivers license. Its always been a dream of mine to move away from my best friends and all my favorite shops in town, now I get to live near an Indian restaurant, a liquor store, and a tattoo parlor. And I hate Indian food. At least I have my own bathroom. Now I can vent to Reddit and cry in here without wasting anyones time | non-suicide |
Hey so uh... Is it pathetic that what keeps me from trying to off myself is(besides not having any balls lol) the fact that i think my favorite teacher would be kinda sad?? | non-suicide |
A song I wrote about a girl. Thoughts? With every day I pass, I feel like is should tell you in case its my last. I feel like I love you more than any other guy , but I'm too afraid to admit it yeah, I'm too shy. You might ask, why? Well that's a question I haven't answered for myself yet, I should probably just admit it before I regret. For christmas I got us matching hoodies, but I feel like I think more of us than should be. I want so bad just to be able to openly love you, and hug you, and cuddle you and snuggle you, but that's only in my dreams. I don't know, should I ask you how you feel? If you said yes would it even be real? I don't want to push anything on you but I need to say something about because I don't want it to be a big deal. | non-suicide |
Yo a cute girl I work with asked for my number... ...to log into the computer system at work to count out my tips so who wants my real number... | non-suicide |
Im gonna have a stroke Java won't fucking run so I can't install forge | non-suicide |
why do Spanish people laugh like jajajajaja. Not trying to be racist, just a question | non-suicide |
My life is spiraling out of control and all I can think about everyday is how much I want to die.I don't want to hurt anybody but I've been hurt so many times. I'm tired and I've been fighting this battle for years. I need relief. The Prozac doesn't help and I just spend $ with a psychiatrist who spoke to me for literally minutes before dismissing me and not changing the medicine or dosage. My ex boyfriend who i loved more than anything left me. He broke up with me back in the summer but our relationship barely changed. I'm tired of feeling like he's only sticking around because I was institutionalized and very obviously suicidal. I just told him to leave me alone from now on. I love him too much and he is the only one I have but he's a reminder of the worst heartbreak of my life. I'm a good student but I've dropped all but one of my classes because it's too much. I'm watching these flowers on my dresser die and I feel like it's a metaphor for my life. I don't know when it's going to happen but I'm already dead on the inside. If i had a sure way to do it, like a gun, i'd have been gone by now. Overdosing no tylenol and dying a week later from liver failure doesn't sound fun. I just want to end it. I might jump. | suicide |
Can't stop thinking about emotional abuse. I cry on the drive home every day and wonder what would happen if I just run my car off the road...I can't get these thoughts out of my head that my ex-boyfriend is such a bad person. I recently realized his actions were emotional abuse that I put up with. I can't get anything out of my head. Even when I'm having a great day, any sudden lack of activity switches my mind to him. I want to email all of his friends and family a list of all the things he did to show them he's a bad person... I don't know how to get him out of my head... | suicide |
How to fly in real life? I want to learn this kind of power Step by step | non-suicide |
i cant anymore...this damn mask of pretend happiness never comes offI want to end my life so bad but I'm just too much of a coward to do it. I have my knife next to my bed every night but just can't make myself let go, I know other people have it worse than me but it doesn't make the pain less real... I wish I could find an easier way to end myself... rant part... basically im being mentally abused every day by someone. I have to be watched / by them because they can't handle the 'spirits' in their head alone. my last post describes more... now it's gotten worse, taking my phone away every night cause I might message someone, not letting me chat in games cause they are more important than him. I've lost so much coming to Seattle with nowhere to go. I'm now -, in my bank and got rejected to the college I was hoping to get in the secretly leave and get a dorm. if I start to voice how I feel I get ' I want the real you back' and forced to apologize for what I think is right... I just want death in my sleep, please take me. I have no family, friends, anything as they all got destroyed... if you want to read more on the controlling part its in my last post... I just have no hope anymore after the negative bank, college reject, and no way out.... i plan on getting drunk secretly tomorrow and maybe the cutting part wont seem to bad and will send me over the top | suicide |
Since human penis doesn't have a bone.. Isn't it wrong to call an erection a boner? Cos there is no bone..??? | non-suicide |
If I had a girlfriend I would get her a duck And would say "hey, have this duck" And she'd be like "thanks" | non-suicide |
I hate school ok now give the all the awards you got. Im talking Argeniums, gold, your moms ass, and a give me your energy award. | non-suicide |
Im whats wrong with some people? I just saw a bus driver with his face mask under his mouth and on his phone at a red light. There were people in the bus and he wasnt in a separate cabin or anything. | non-suicide |
Really bad highs and lowsHello! I have a problem. For the first part of today I was fine, I wasnt really happy nor upset, I was just fine. Then my dad mentioned something about my job, which reminded me of the way he talked about me with my grades, which made me extremely anxious. That anxiousness made me feel trapped, and I suddenly felt super suicidal, and in this time frame I fucked up my hand pretty bad. However, now Im okay again, in fact more than okay. Im suddenly extremely happy and I dont have a care in the world. Its like the only reminder of how I was feeling is the physical pain in my hand. But this is my day to day life, almost everyday goes down like this. Sometimes Ill be extremely sad for days, sometimes Ill be extremely happy for days. And somedays it does what happened today. Its starting to concern me I guess, what if I finally get the balls to do something Ill regret? | suicide |
Anybody down to talk????? Dm me ,if you're interested in talking about anything.... | non-suicide |
Hey, all. I'm doing a project regarding dress codes for school and would love it if you could fill out this survey. [ It's a bit long, but you should probably be able to finish it in \~ minutes. You may also have to look into what your school's dress code says, but hopefully that won't be too hard to do. Thanks so much and have a great day! | non-suicide |
Unpopular Opinion: Looks are important too Don't get me wrong, obviously personality is super important and if you don't get along a relationship won't work either. But if you're just not attracted to a person ( Attraction doesn't mean that they have to fit in the general beauty standard) it's also a problem. I think people are lying to themselves if they say personality is the only thing that matters. | non-suicide |
[M] (Life story, basically) I hate my parents for what they did to meMy parents know they have bad genes (they explicitly told me themselves) yet they were selfish enough to fulfill their desire of having (read; abusing) a child without ever thinking of the consequences. My body is deformed, my face disgusting (to the point were people cant look at me without feeling disturbed, as Ive been told), and my non-functional tiny penis is just the icing on the cake. I couldnt make friends when I was a kid because the other children were scared of the way I looked. That coupled with my parents isolating me for my own good kept me from developing any social skills. Im so lonely and I just want to die. Please. | suicide |
There was a chemical explosion in a lab at my uni today Thats the intro to like, a lot of horror and disaster movies, and this is not the year | non-suicide |
So I was talking with some friends... Me - My neighborhood has about feet of snow! :O (I was excited) Friend - "Wow! That's crazy!! so do we!!!" Me - "Sarah we live in the same neighborhood." Ik it isnt to funny, but i thought it was funny enough. | non-suicide |
It's hard to know who to talk to because it's not even a crisis anymore. This is just how I existIt's not really fitting for me to call the Samaritans or other crisis resolution phone lines because I'm not in a heightened state of emotion, I'm not reacting extremely, I just constantly want to die and can't be convinced that it's worth living. I know I have the power to fix myself, it's within my control, but I'm so fucking lazy and self destructive that I even when handed the opportunity on a silver platter I just reject it outright. There's no definitive good or bad decision on me killing myself, it's just a variety of opinions and it seems that no matter who I talk to I just come away angry, frustrated and sad. | suicide |
So like how come every time I try to wash my face blood comes pouring out of it Is this normal? Its normal right? Cause I want clear skin I dont wanna look like I just killed someone and ate them | non-suicide |
It's raining again! Yayy! I love the rain but there's a catastrophic typhoon hitting some parts of the country so not really yey. | non-suicide |
I still miss him. My best friend and I were really cool with each other. He was nice, gave me compliments, and was funny. Have a lot of good memories with him, but one day, when i asked my mom if I could visit him, she casually told me that he moved. It made my heart sink, because he didn't even say anything. Now, the only friends I have are online. | non-suicide |
My parents keep telling me I should hang out with friends when I clearly don't want to and neither them My parents want me to hang out with my friends when clearly neither of them want to hang out with me, they think I don't get out of the house just to play video games in my pc, but that isn't the reason, I love staying at my house, and I don't really like being outside, how I can make my parents see that I'm kinda introvert and interior person? | non-suicide |
Give me tips on How to be more healthy or how to look better | non-suicide |
give me one good reason not to kill myselfI don't want the cliche "your family would be sad," "you'll miss out on so much," I want one reason that makes me stand out from everyone else as someone who shouldn't kill themself. | suicide |
I can't take it anymore...All my parents do is fight. About money, what each one does, what each one doesn't do. I'm fucking sick of it. It's all my fault as well, If I'd never been born, my parents would be a lot happier, and a lot more wealthy. I could talk to my aunt and brother, but I don't know what they would do. I'm , and my parents have been married for around years. My brother is and lives an hour away from us. Once I was born, some years later in , I guess things really went down the shitter. | suicide |
Wait wait wait So do you ever get the feeling of like So like you start to shake a lil bit and you look around and you think "I'M IN DANGER" and you feel extreme fear for only like seconds and then it goes away? Please I'm scared | non-suicide |
People don't take eating disorders seriously except for anorexia Anorexia is a big deal but there are a lot of other harmful eating disorders as well that are hardly taken into consideration, like when you think of eating disorders you normally only think of anorexia when there are so many that aren't taken seriously | non-suicide |
I told my crush I liked but that I just wanted to stay as friends I still like her, but every time I like a girl everything goes to hell and I dont want that to happen again because she likes that same things as me and is a great friend. So yeah, I just friendzoned myself so we could still be friends, idk what to do. Im just gonna give up on getting a girlfriend at all. I also need to sleep. Thanks to the two people who see this. | non-suicide |
is it weird? is it weird that soon I wanna move to Cali, get super ripped, have a job and get a decent car and eventually get rich somehow | non-suicide |
I think I'm readyI've felt suicidal for a while now and I think it's time. Been depressed and have social anxiety for a while and people say I'm emotionless. Also I'm ugly and short and never had a gf. I'm and about to go back to college but I have less than a . GPA and my parents are forcing me to take my classes online instead of in a classroom because they think it will be easier for me to imrpvoe my grades, which I disagree. I go to a large public state school and I'm going to be really lonely if I can't meet people in college. I just don't want to deal with it and I'd rather just kill myself. I don't really see a future for me and the only people who would really care about me are close family and they would probably get over it eventually. I spent most of my summer playing video games to try and distract my depression, but its still there. I'm too scared to ask for help. | suicide |
Lonely Summer by Lizard Gutz Lyrics: Lonely summer, it summer and I'm Lonely Repeat to times. | non-suicide |
I'm certain my mind is made upThe last five or six days now, it seems like at some point soon I'm probably going to die. I've done some great things in the past couple of weeks but I don't feel much of anything anymore. Despite the people (for the most part) around me in this time, I don't feel good enough. Neither to I even feel alive % of the time either. I'm just watching everything unfold before me. Why bother? Not the first time I've wanted to commit suicide, nor have I hesitated to attempt it.. but I'm not sure anymore. There's too much to say but.. yeah, I don't know. I've been alone for most of my life but in the past months or so.. I've never felt so alone. Days aren't even relevant anymore, one thing just merges into the next. I really don't even know who or what I am anymore either.. I really just don't want to wake up anymore. | suicide |
I wish I wasn't here.I'm so stressed out. I can't get enough work done and everyone is embarrassed that I'm having such a hard time. No one cares that I've been crying myself to sleep for the past three years and no one cares that I always have blood on my sleeves and scars all over my body that weren't even my fault. The only escape is running away or killing myself and I'd much rather prefer killing myself if I hadn't failed the last times. I'm a failure and a waste of space. I know my parents think it too. I can see it when they look at me. I just want to die. | suicide |
Why bother with life?I feel out of place, i have next to no friends, im to socially awkward to talk to people, and i hate my self, i wanna kill my self. This life just isnt meant for me and i dont know if i should stay or go. I think its time for me to say good bye | suicide |
years since the last time I was raped and the anniversary of it is too much. I can't keep doing this... I can't keep living in this fear.I have been dealing with sexual abuse from ages -. A month from being , I got to go to college and break away from the abuse. I've been raped several times over, I've been molested, I got pregnant at and had to give my baby away, and I've seen so many friends ruin or end their lives. But when I experienced my last sexual assault on //, I died inside. TRIGGER WARNING: I'm going to go into detail about the night of the assault. So I got to college and I felt free. I began a relationship with who I thought was a good guy. (He later became abusive) well, Halloween night of that year we were partying at his place and he goes into his bedroom with my best friend/ex girlfriend and they proceed to cheat on me. So I walked home. In the city. At am. In a slutty Halloween costume. I was almost to my dorm when I decide to take the fast route behind another building and away from the road. | suicide |
Subscribe to me so I can be noticed. I'm about to ROAST POKIMANE!!!! I'll roast fucking pokimane if u get me to the amount of subs that I wanted to do this so I can be seen. My channel: | non-suicide |
Chicken poggies Mmmmmmmmmmmm tasty Yummy in my tummy | non-suicide |
Guys, *DO NOT * under any circumstance choose the Extra Chromosome perk when creating your character. My friend chose it and it absolutely fucked up his playthrough, though he knows a shit ton about trains now. / would not recommend. | non-suicide |
Dom or sub I like Domino's and Subway, but it really depends on the night and how I'm feeling | non-suicide |
I wanna go back to being I wanna start over again and study more rather than just being a shithead me. Also I dont like being old. Responsibility sucks. | non-suicide |
OMG I ASKED OUT MY CRUST AND SHE SAID YES!!!!!!!! OMG OMG we have been talking for ages and I finally built up the nerve to ask her out last night and she said yes!!!! We are going out for the first time tonight wish me luck bois (and girls) | non-suicide |
Pretty I will always be angry I wasnt born pretty. I wish I cudve experienced being beautiful, having confidence, not even knowing to care because I DONT care,,Im asked well what are you gonna do after you get plastic surgery? It doesnt matter, who cares what I do?! Ill be pretty I wont care!! I cant wait to know what its like to be pretty to be happy | suicide |
Fuck channels that have videos like LIKE EQUAL % FASTER BREAKING BEDROCK how the fuck do they have k-k viewers? I keep getting recommended them even if I say not interested. It sucks. I dont like it. Is there a way to block specific channels? | non-suicide |
my parents are emotional/verbally/psychologically abusive, but I have nobody else to live withMy parents tell me what a worthless piece of shit I am and how depressed people are evil and they forbid me from seeing my friends. I'm , but my parents have decided to stop paying for college. I've asked every single friend and family member to give me a place to stay, but they've all turned me down. I don't have any working experience, so I don't have money to get my own place. Is there any way to escape from them? | suicide |
I finally broke down and bought life insuranceAs the title indicates, I'm getting closer to the main goal. I made sure to go over the paperwork; the company that I bought from doesn't have a clause specifically being able to deny a policy in the event of suicide. It isn't much but it will pay both my and my fiancee's cars off as well as the little bit of student loans I've accumulated. With a bit left over, it should cover portions of my unborn baby's tuition. Next step: getting an active will. | suicide |
I cant take my brain anymore :/Ive been fighting depression and suicidal thoughts for many many years. but over that past years Ive actually felt a lot better, more hope and honestly thought that Id never think of Suicide again....well this year Ive gone back to my same old thinking :/ and I just cant handle it any longer, I dont want to have this brain anymore I dont want to do this.. theres no more hope for me I dont see a future ... Im done. | suicide |
I give upI cant get better I cant make or stay friends with people Im just a worthless waste of space And my world is crumbling I hurt Selfish and dumb I want to be killed. Because I know Ill never be strong enough to do it myself | suicide |
My favourite season of the year is winter In my country (Aussie land) the winter temperatures are just perfect. Its currently c and Im burning inside as I lay upside down on my couch | non-suicide |
Looks like tonight is the night.I'm two shots of vodka and mg ativan into destroying my inhibition. Once I'm done disolving the rest of the bottle in water I"ll be drinking it and going to my bedroom to hang myself. | suicide |
yAaAy!My dad brought me a new room(everything is new and I kinda miss my old room) and EVERYONE thinks I should be thankful and happy but I don't feel anything at all. I know some people would do anything to have money for this and thats why I feel like I'm being selfish and ungrateful. Even my mom said it to me. I am diagnosed with depression and anxiety. I feel like my depression stole the life from me. I also have bad migraines and I'm in pain rn. Emotionally and physically. Suicidal thoughts are the worst. Sorry this post is messy but I don't really care. | suicide |
Damn so its that day isnt it So I guess Ive had this shit for a year. Thanks for the notification Reddit | non-suicide |
All hope is gone I feel like I have no hope for anything anymore. I've been battling depression for years, mental illness and trauma has eaten my entire adult life. Just when I started to finally come out and make some progress I got hit with chronic illness. No doctors have been able to help me. I have brain fog and chronic fatigue to the point where some days I can't function, small tasks become insurmountable. I can't lose weight and I'm too tired to exercise more than a walk everyday. My face is covered in hideous acne that no one can seem to get to go away. All the various meds have taken a good portion of my hair. All the trauma from never being understood and having all my friends, family and significantly otherd leave or use and abuse me has made it almost impossible for me to trust anyone and I can't seem to find anyone worth trusting anyway. Everyone just hurts me and leaves. I'm not good enough for anyone. I can't work, I don't enjoy anything, I don't feel anything but pain and hurt in every conceivable way. I have done therapy, I've done doctors, I've done meds, I've had my brain zapped with magnetic waves, I've done psychedelic new treatments and nothing is working. No doctor or therapist can fix me. I'm broken and ugly and there's no hope for me. The thing is I don't want someone to help me. I don't want someone to fix me. I just want someone to make me believe that I'm ok the way I am. That, even with all of this horrible stuff that has stolen my life from me, I deserve to be happy and loved and that it's possible. Because I just don't think it is. I don't think anyone will ever love me or want me the way I need and I don't see any point in going on with a life like this. | suicide |
testing if i can post im finally starting to do stuff on reddit and not just lurk. With all that said if you clicked on this post i won :) | non-suicide |
READ THIS STORY So this story first starts when a I was in th grade and I was in a bad time and this one girl named Haley. She had a mood stone and was talking about how her mother was very bad, that her mom would cheat on her dad a lot. She said that she loves her stepmom more than her mom and that she had called the cops on her. Two years later while some of my friends that were at that school before came to my new school and they were telling the story on how some dated Haley and that she would cheat on them with others..... I said, "Just like her mother!" The entire table erupted, I felt so good. | non-suicide |
Dudes!!! I had a dream about cockroaches for some reason!! And those things were so fricking huge!! Like almost a foot tall!!! It was seriously the worst nightmare ever!! | non-suicide |
I'm tired of lifeI guess I'm not really suicidal. I just don't want to be alive anymore. I feel enough guilt about the first time I tried to commit suicide not to do it again, but at the same time, I don't like being alive. I got a bad cough this winter, and I was really hoping it was cancer. I don't even care if it's an awful, painful death. I just want to know that there's an end. I don't want to have to live another years. I'm . I've only had sex once. I met her online. She wanted to take a guy's virginity and it was clear mine was available. I almost wanted to say no, but who could turn down something like that? I would have regretted it forever. And it's not that sex means anything to me. It's just that now I feel like I'm addicted to heroin and have no way to get it. It's not that I haven't tried to meet women and get them interested in me. But they never are, and I guess I don't blame them. I don't have any confidence. I'm just tired of fighting. It's never done any good. I'm just bitter now. Bitter and disappointed. | suicide |
I have body dysmorphia and want to die because of itSince I was a child, it was deeply-rooted in me that I'm ugly because I'm not white. I have beige skin, dark hair, and brown eyes. No matter what anyone tells me, I'll never believe that I'm beautiful because men don't desire me because I'm not a white woman. I've been considering dying my hair either red or blonde to fix myself. Unfortunately I have astigmatism so I can't fix my eye color. I'll bleach my skin though. If a man can't like me after my changes, then I'll probably commit suicide when I'm and single. | suicide |
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My reddit icon is normal lol Ig I'm lucky idk. Anyways I have to actually put words in the post so how's your day | non-suicide |
Does anybody else have the " million attendee" flair? I'm just curious if I'm the only one that has it because maybe I was the million user \_()_/ | non-suicide |
how to hit a lick? im broke af rn, need cash. how i do this? i need some good methods | non-suicide |
the song kiss you by one direction is the best song ever created no i dont take constructive criticism | non-suicide |
The type of guy I want Is funny, kind, not over masculine (but not femboy either cow that would be kinda gay) very open minded not sexist at all, can take care of himself(like cook clean), very active , cute in the UwU way. Selfless (not just for me but in general) thats it. My only physical requirement is be the same height as me or taller. | non-suicide |
Many people have been tossing around the word irony but dont really know what it means Well, irony is when something is funny The funnier it is the more ironic it is And when tis really funny, its satire | non-suicide |
Furry porn How do you get into that, as a man | non-suicide |
If I end my life at I wouldve been middle aged at Just thought about it and its kinda a strange thought | suicide |
You guys ever just look at yourself and get disgusted I feel and look like a deformed zombie. I feel like a monster. And my reflection terrifies me. What the fuck. I felt normal this morning. | non-suicide |
I will reply to every single one of your comments I will do it | non-suicide |
Ok tell me who's Stoping y'all from being my friend on this app :( | non-suicide |
One of my friends online is considering suicideOne of my online friends is considering suicide. He has been telling me that he has been depressed recently and that he is losing his will to live. He just sent me this message through discord "Im tired of faking myself, I act a certain because they like it, no one likes me for me, they like me for my desperation and need to feel like I belong somewhere, the reason I keep leaving at random is because I don't want to say goodbye, so instead I just leave and pretend it's an internet problem. I don't expect you to forgive me, I just want you to know I'm sorry the feeling of my life being nothing but a routine, I do nothing, I sit at home playing video games, and when school starts, I'll slave away doing things I don't care about. I've lost my passion, my will to live" This is the first time anything like this has happened to anyone I know. I am too young to do anything about this, and I don't have any real life contacts with him. If there's anything I can do to help him, please tell me. | suicide |
Why do Norwegian ships have barcodes on them? So they can SCAN-DA-NAVY-IN!!! I'm really sorry you guys... | non-suicide |
i think i had a moment with my crush and we % blew it context: i was out with my crush and my future class, we were there for hours and then met up today for , this time alone, she will commutes to the city by train for km ( miles for american pesants) anyway, we were about to say bye to each other and instead of hugging or something we just looked into each other eyes for like seconds before she went on train. FML how do i advance from that? pls help | non-suicide |
ExpiredIt breaks my heart that I cant emotionally be with someone because of my illness. I dont know what it is in me that shuts down, but I do notice it. I cant let myself out for anyone and it hurts because Im so big on strong connections. I want to be close with this person. I want to be near them. But I also dont. And I dont know how to stop. I try to end it and I try to make them go away but they just dont get it. They dont understand how hopeless I really I am. Theyre so optimistic and in reality Im just getting worse. So much worse. Im a fucking empty mess and Im so tired of hurting and going through this cycle. My moods feel like Groundhog Day and I want it to be over already. I hurt so badly my insides are fucking aching. Being stuck in the house for weeks alone isnt helping either, I think Im losing it. I miss my family that misses me and I wish the family that doesnt, would. I got a new prescription and I just want to down the whole fucking bottle. I hate myself. | suicide |
being on call for work makes me want to dig my eyes out i cant stand it | non-suicide |
I just ranted in a meme flair oops lol and also simps suck ass and thats what the rant is about Simps are terrible assholes that ask for nudes and send dick pics at every given opportunity. Treat everybody with respect. Ain't nobody wanna see y'all dicks. And if you wanna see naked girls then watch porn, don't ask these girls on this app for nudes that's just messed up. Get on somewhere. Just chill out. I am the type of guy that would pull a prank or tickle my gf right when shits about to go down because that is , super fun to me, and , because she is my best friend, not a glory hole. So fuck up. | non-suicide |
incest is bad incest is a pretty bad thing if you think about it its kinda gross I dont know what meds Alabama and India are taking to let cousin-fuckers roam around free but I think incest is dumb | non-suicide |
I'm going to make a gameI don't know why. I've never had the urge to make or do anything in my life, but all of a sudden I can't stop thinking about making a video game. Since I can't read books anymore, I feel like it'll be a great way to pass the time. As of right now, I'm still planning to kill myself in a month, but I'm hoping I'll at least have a working demo out by then that maybe somebody would enjoy. | suicide |
Anyone else only being held back because they don't want to fuck up their family members?They wouldn't get it if I ended my life, and I don't think I could do that to them. I wouldn't be able to live with myself lol | suicide |
Ahh she moved on and now I'm sad boy Can I rant to anyone? I don't really want advice about it just someone who will let me rant and then go commit arson with me later. | non-suicide |
god, i just. FUCK. im really not fucking ok. just seeing a message about someone asking me if im ok makes me start bawling. my mental health is absolute shit. im constantly thinking about how to kms. what ways to do it. and im always on the edge of doing it. im c-tting myself almost everyday. and it just doesnt hurt anymore. i really want to do it right now but i cant. there are multiple reasons why. my fucking parents. itll hurt them but ill know theyll think im trying to escape my punishment and thats just not fucking true. i plan on taking my punishment just fucking fine. i dont care about it. my friends. my two best friends specifically. i havent talked to them in so damn long. it hurts. it hurts not seeing the two people you care about the most for a long ass time. i dont want luther to get a text from my mom saying i committed s-icide. and then hed have to relay it to parker. that destroy the both of them. luther would end up being fine but parker would probably follow me. and then it would just be a string of s-icides caused by me. and i really dont fucking want that. i want a future. i want to see what the world has to offer but i also dont. because i know itll be shit. and i dont want to deal with that. im honestly just so fucking scared. i want to die but i dont want to hurt anybody. i hate hurting people. i have so many great friends and i love my family. but i dont want to live. its too fucking much for me. | non-suicide |
There are people who can help.Or so they tell me. But none of them have been able to make me want to live, and all of them remind me that, if given the chance, they would use violence to stop me. Death is the only thing that can stop things from getting worse, and they want to take it away from me. Now there is not limit, and it's their fault. They aren't there to help, otherwise they wouldn't do this. | suicide |
Todays my birthday And I fucked up my grade badly so my family didnt come like how they usually do to wake me up with happy birthday music. So I will celebrate with you guys. Heres a slice of cake only take one as we have two million teenagers to feed. Have a good rest of your day everyone. | non-suicide |
Discord sever join it if you want Hullo! We're a teen community, looking to discuss any various topics and share any interests we have! We watch movies, play games, as well as wallow in loneliness and horniness together! \^w\^ we are strictly sfw btw and dm me for details | non-suicide |
How do I make a friend who tried to kill himself?Im F in sophomore year of high school. Theres this kid(M) I want to be friends with. I heard he tried to kill himself in middle school. And I remember, I was at the guidance office to get something. Then across the room, I hear him crying and sniffling. And he used to eat in the guidance office. Right now, hes in my lunch period. He sits in my lunch table. And friends with two other people from the table. When the two other friends went to get lunch and he just came in the cafeteria. He was looking for them and he looks so lost. I dont know how to approach him. I did smiled at him in the hallway. Since Im socially awkward and anxious. | suicide |
One time a girl changed in front of me on a FaceTime call She thought I was straight so I guess that makes more sense. Shes my cousins girlfriend and he had just left the call so she decided to change. (It was just her shirt and bra btw) Legendary moment in my life, l expect you to be jealous. | non-suicide |