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survived suicidal feelingsi feeling suicidal day feeling hopeless glad survived day feeling pas see therapist one day quite helpful helping survive strong emotion realized suicidal often not thinking straight hope encourage suicidal thought pas try go tough day week | suicide |
anyone else time right seeking help feel like longer suicidal moment past time sought help whether person using online chat felt like sudden longer suicidal speaking someone also experienced got medication celexa seroquel sleep week ago first day took know not cured still looking alternate way kill anxiety kick around pm opposed anxious day day took seroquel would like know anyone else get feeling cured suddenly seeking help | suicide |
netflix netflix orimginal series call original shitty trope clichs stop | non-suicide |
severely depressedso hard even pinpoint start almost way younger people feeling like emotionally far mature span year relatively normal happy childhood turned complete hell around end fifth grade depressed since gotten way worse anxiety started kick fairly recently absolute mess not actually want kill post depression subreddit not exactly seem kind post looking wish could die however not ending le sleep kind freak accident completely escaping terrible life surrounded nature sound cool despite strange may sound people not suicidal said definitely dark thought would better not born nobody care nobody would care even notice died etc live spring break almost way anxious go back school absolute torture trying hardest not fall asleep much hate anyways not brief list problem life frequent anxiety panic attack especially school school torture peer teacher likely hate hate human race slipping grade not enough motivation homework non existent self esteem think parent hate also major politics history buff even though interest stuff really depressing also losing interest hobby literally nothing make happy anymore one talk irl besides therapist not seem helping closeted atheist | suicide |
worse tip rant hi depression anxiety mentioned yesterday tried kill number one regret life not could died grief way thing feel like completely different person way people treat happy people treating better try kill self make love make want throw roof mum never really sudden not know ungrateful not come not anyone could go back time would not take tablet would hung instead considering suicide not tak ibuprofen not kill fuck liver kidney not work live life extra misery undergoing therapy worrying suicidal thought ibuprofen not answer | suicide |
mom rejected costume rip wanted go trish una probably slutty ment post week ago forgot | non-suicide |
browse want dieand fucked mental condition like b p nearly nightly pretend guy talking filled guilt feeling cry sleep knowing people care even not story thank not attempted two week thank | suicide |
today experienced strange new feeling definitely not related relationship currently preparing law entrance exam enter premier law institute country great interest international relation country conflict genocide power struggle revolution along civil war studying almost hr day yet anxious nervous worried time always seems like not enough considering future would literally depend upon exam conducted may see one set question not freak start breaking year plan year ba llb hons year job law firm solid background year llm international arbitration law becoming international arbitration lawyer thing not knew much scope field today came know person literally goal aim basically dream like role model new feeling experienced something like sort immense joy gladness almost immediately followed glim fear failure horror fail even single step feeling continuing cycle think going mad thank reaching far | non-suicide |
used lotion shampoo half month one day felt hair super greasy could not figure thought would pas kept washing hair not stop brother told need not wash hair everyday needed wash every day not dry started not show progress figured half month later hair greasy not using shampoo using lotion hair apparently someone decided would good idea put bottle lotion shower shampoo bottle normally go assumed shampoo bottle looked exaclty like bottle shampoo not expect anyone put lotion shower like would need lotion shower anyway mom asked brother bring lotion go shower come back bottle lotion face dropped lotion could not known anyway family made fun like year started using actual shampoo hair lucious not worry lol yea happened | non-suicide |
crush got boyfriend rip pretty sad | non-suicide |
zoo wee mama gt _ _ | non-suicide |
hey really stressed could guy help really stressed haveing big family party tomorrow carefull covid not state hold speech really nervous could guy try make not stressed | non-suicide |
common sleep paralysis pls leave discriptions comment sleep paralysis twice month usually get like month last night fell asleep sleep paralysis trying sleep happened constantly throughout last night tried sleep finally stopped got browsed phone like half hour got bit curious consistent sleep paralysis abit rarer could not find anything google fit description feel one happen try sleep not bad like still know going sleep paralysis irritating cuss constant keep happening not wake not sleep one happen want sleep not take much damage mental health scarier need time register going know going not bad sleep paralysis pls give description recently mine constantly happening trying find solution | non-suicide |
want scream help oneits almost th birthday feel like drowning another birthday plan friend dig like knife chest not want spend birthday boyfriend friend like pathetic loser want friend not understand one like work everyone job much older common ground tired alone not even try reach much online anymore feel like bunch guy hitting sending dick pic want life friend bad clue make fit world boyfriend going go friend get drunk tonight not help jealous want life feel like belong somewhere want friend love call asking hang not fait not get wrong one liked high school managing stressful job suicidal thought hard feel stuck like work sleep someone please help need advice | suicide |
get harder day without woman love life nobody died broke talking not hell hardly talk afraid making feel like pressured get back lied multiple thing feel like scum hurting trust perfect outgoing woman seems much happier moment glad not know go shared many wonderful memory past two year wanted make everything try help feel better hard music try listen loved make think time listened song together favorite show reminds time would sneak kiss helicopter parent not looking greatest moment life spent supportive woman cheering helping build path life not know reach anymore not want hurt family friend anything shit hard man could not bear even delete picture u anything sort wish thing year changed keep thinking covid handled better could changed proactive life could made proud love august god damn heart | suicide |
nitrous oxidewhere get | suicide |
year spanish todava u el traductor de google para esta oracin | non-suicide |
allow rate fetish kink sexual jolly homies today going rating fetish kink sexual jolly scale mean pretty normal mean bonk go horny jail holy fucking ball messed yeah go | non-suicide |
posting weids lyirics week see pretty face smashed bathroom floor disgrace feel sorry slashed raped not real crime pretty face feel sorry | non-suicide |
ventingi tried year back ended hospital cracked skull rib right arm knee rode motorcycle cliff know stupid not ruined good motorcycle scrap metal bike worth went back college people knew remember feeling ashamed time disgusted not able kill could feel growing hatred inside hate still ducking incompetent could not one little thing whenever saw mirror got angry would slap would kick wall knee would bang hand table wall edge time time ended hospital stupid not know bone joined together screw not react well impact stop well far ruined perfectly good bike wasted family saving repairing thus shitty assortment flesh bone twice stab phillips head screw driver since everything else become financial liability kill someday not know | suicide |
alexa put childhood photo screen ok putting top joke screen | non-suicide |
bout workout cookie bro amp xb | non-suicide |
think need help always voice head telling dark thing would like week several time day think going insane | non-suicide |
honest not sure want anymore found work accomplished goal working big city earning money still living shithole near narcesstic people paying bill not much left proper lifestyle feeling much alone battle see loved one die left right mean anyways not see future anymore sometimes little late given surrounding condition okay dying already dead inside wish dead instead seeing people avoid laugh hate genetic illness social awkwardness wish could find happiness not brightest way raised home feel tried best overcoming numerous struggle thrown regret proud found work know best position gut feeling matter time meet death till currently peace feel like accomplished persevered lot person shoe would given struggle due circumstance happy day wonder still even alive given someone else would gone crazy killed perhaps another night depressed thinking life future next day next year make say need stop stare | suicide |
lostim year old female wife six year everything going great seemed not problem world april lost dad unexpectedly talking hour prior lived together three u best friend everything together wife one found bathroom aneurysm gone best friend parent ever never even got say goodbye not stop thinking last thing talked air conditioning could not something meaningful always said love ending every conversation whether person phone text said annoying amount time day always said back thought saying last time habit took little time sad seemed like supposed pretend nothing happened stopped talking like never even happened aunt told counselor would make everything worse not go wish wish would wanted time able properly grieve still not gotten fast forward week ago wife told not love anymore not even look said partially suicidal partially not think love someone way cared dad without fear losing suicidal thought make angry push away refuse talk not even want try anymore not help feeling wish not truly want healthy without support really hard took almost two year tell felt could not tell got married married little year problem hiding emotional relationship year old tell everything met two month ago feel though replaced wife get angry anytime ask girl even know uncomfortable make plan finally see counselor sometime week telling not feel like alive anymore said not want go counseling point saving u ruined mostly want u talk professional since neither u time grieve individually couple kind counseling better none not know anymore suicide seems like right option nobody else wife not want anything mortgage family sorry rambling head place | suicide |
waiting phone charge go workout anyone want chat yea tell anything good philosopher listener | non-suicide |
dark tunnelmy grandmother said around age young men go dark tunnel darker last longer others vast majority go tunnel decade tried therapy medication exercise eating healthy even institutionalized psych ward depression none even brings glimmer light end tunnel fantasize killing sometimes get day often fantasize hour end think close going quietly killing life style look natural diagnosed something terminal may not quick enough feel inadequate uneducated despite best effort fail feel like horse quicksand tell make best shitty situation not make situation le shitty not hard loving family girlfriend satisfactory job prepared give know deep want happy not remember last time truly happy checking early remedy lot traffic understand one read read thank | suicide |
always feeling hey guy mean not sure would even worth post always nagging feeling not belonging not suppose born tear lot also feeling slitting wrist feel long due not know family although not accepting mental illness part could possibly express friend tired suicidal behavior cutting everything not know short post hard concentrate thought | suicide |
shaving pubes first time life changing experience like literally feel nostalgic tf | non-suicide |
run away dieat point life come term fact made disappoint people okay parent not proud not nd high school program not even find motivation went normal high school online variant thought would easier normal high school brain numbing even easier thought would put couple month done not case not done week mother think manipulating think trying get work go day avoiding thought avoiding parent avoiding school tired honestly completely exhausted never stop never fucking stop want go away not care want run away relief death promise without finality scared either keep digging bigger hole tired life tired | suicide |
hey guy _ _ _ _ | non-suicide |
hey project need pick song remind scene romeo juliet know would big help strugglin ngl couple might work music taste not broad difficulty know please tell need seriously | non-suicide |
campus counseling center turned away last try going tomorrow morning hello already fully planned suicide figured would shout good anyway going via train way pathetic pill hate every single thing life awful father debilitating mental illness borderline personality disorder complete lack genuine human connection thinking suicide since year old went campus counseling center yesterday told not help done trying life pain want stop year old people seem like mother certainly love not anymore feel alone also happy finally maybe even news look story quiet nice girl suddenly | suicide |
hey yeah right looking pretty hot | non-suicide |
not know talk iti daydream suiciding ocean min house bad day not get thought mind today afraid talk prevention hotlines afraid cop show also autistic fucking failure relationship pretty sure husband despises wish could thanos snap finger disappear | suicide |
not even bring get bed horrible mental breakdown today later felt suicidal texted best friend suicide text thing cry help responded chloe not time right go work hour nerve already shot please selfish another time not know respond not understand kind going something right always like snuck house around midnight last night said would smoke rest weed talk bothering need say thing like right selfish overreacting sensitive not know think causing overthink thinking worst need second opinion open question need answered better clearity | suicide |
relapsewhy report something action take begin claim report sort behavior make student feel safe yet nothing could actually help situation awful enough without false hope feel even powerless harassing telling kill not even enough image instagram face cut caption saying fake toxic wanted edit photo pretend real friend anyone browse account clearly referencing despite trying report nothing seems done feel sick not describe much hurt literally bullied right open picture right everyone congratulating supporting person posting comment would not even know share side story tried got home today wrote suicide note cut leg tried neck passed floor still wish would done not much happened feel like one final straw honestly not handle wish would done | suicide |
last christmas gave heart | non-suicide |
want dieever since covid stuck house due mother rule extremely depressed not ate week mom think failure nothing going right dad agree not think ever felt loved boyfriend absolutely adored left ex friend one stopped friend best friend grandma died not care grandma alive make fun fat even dad sibling one want see happy hate hate everything thing call life one check one say care even love not worth living anymore reached breaking point | suicide |
really like going rain people run inside use umbrella rain not go outside much pandemic always go backyard start raining not understand people hate much also not understand people like weather hot sweat ideal weather would cool rainy | non-suicide |
teenager view sex intimate thing done someone love something really not important done anyone curious think love somebody trust enough like go right ahead | non-suicide |
longer matter whenim going got finer detail figured tired living like hair starting fall eating disorder energy zero interest life outside child literally reason even holding long figure rule life insurance policy make sure live see birthday entirely completely alone cry help repeatedly nobody care go life expect scream not eaten calorie two day would go back talking failed relationship dumping ground men woman mean nothing anybody people feel comfortable projecting feeling even though excruciating head hurt constantly barely pay attention anything nothing nothing worth nothing hate nothing sight face body idiot not deserve live got courage not fucking shit stain not mean anything anybody beyond meaning derive applied directly life oh sad oh upsetting hate hate hate person not hate child time feel love like life meaning see mental health ruining perfection love joy goodness not deserve around let alone mother deserves entire world longer around ruin screaming void done | suicide |
weird peel banana tip always questioned normality eat ever since friend opposite way pretty much way forever always remove brown tip peeled mind recently normal universally right way peel banana | non-suicide |
helpthinking suicide would love hear advice | suicide |
girl looking since start school year since start junior high year noticed girl looking everytime accidentally glance made accidental eye contact class cafeteria outside recess idea coincidene also tried contact trough snap not work ever see hanging guy bullying whole th th th grade guy general asshole heard friend talk shit behind even anyways cutting chase snapping girl reply pic dude sitting opposite go trough nice conversation untill dude swoop phone start calling name stuff right thought got rid ruined everything incident not dared speak ever also asked friend said girl sending pic another dude might sign not staring got idea coincidence sign | non-suicide |
ready ever bei going try kill later tonight not situation impulse rd attempt year already tried get help not work need missing human connection people get family not really family neither life pretty much left course physically around people whole life always felt completely alone miserable always like not not take anymore matter much work personally never affect people lack thereof around hate place emptiness inside completely fucking unbearable | suicide |
sub as god damn sub suck one post relatable shit said yes boy psych got parrot rest bullshit karmawhoring mess leaving lol | non-suicide |
tired whether sleep not always tired every option think life faced wall room getting smaller need break wall slamming head ground thinking month get better every relapse hit ten time harder not take anymore tired | suicide |
person care stuck fissure either climb let floor break beneath plunge oblivion scared never scared friend losing hope quickly stress brought back multiple personality disorder full force one personality best interest told today kill friend get point even shred fight given hope anti depressant not take going talk tonight councillor med tomorrow going hospital get advice staff feel helpless not know lose | suicide |
need creative people advice school tradition last year student paint wall year want somehow make online clases crazy shit happened best idea autor get candy box idea usually artwork text | non-suicide |
ideating lotdaily failed lot thing life headed downward seems not exactly depressed sick thing afraid future watched lot friend family die like literally sitting hospital horrible thing like cancer took life eye actually made le afraid taking life mostly afraid pain fear end way people know beat constant ideation | suicide |
probably great person except greg fuck | non-suicide |
deleting reddit people bully wish death upon something not affect getting sick | non-suicide |
lunch time see ya | non-suicide |
truly lost aloneslowly losing everyone life hemorrhaging friend family past year would say person family still emotion aunty rarely even see anymore next friend see anymore even tell itching leave recently sister stopped speaking together would not even look passed street month heard mom talking uncle died cancer heard say good one die wished could instead not even get upset agreed never felt afraid alone long time pathetic realize pathetic sound hope muster courage one day end | suicide |
die better stay alive life pathetic sad without sense looking reason stay alive thing give reason stay girlfriend planed everything must wait moth want find reason stay alive please help find one lt | suicide |
badim ugly fat worthless hunk fat not funny interesting negitive quality theripist not tell shit reason not dead maybe know ill regret waiting night left alone mind alone try chug anti anxity med not know ill mad sad releaved not work | suicide |
woman cancelled men name sexist plz not kill | non-suicide |
find online mental help preferably free anything help get whether talking someone website conquer depression not know else | suicide |
worst partmy life utterly fallen apart boyfriend fight last night left not heard defended right swear disrespectful something apparently stumbled accidentally joking around board game relationship last bit hope life neither plan carry suicide note mentally written write password everything would like money go take picture note post facebook worst part not able see people reaction want people realize not okay treat way treated want regret want change want people see done effect unkindness others want realize friend not appreciate never see maybe blessing hope thing would probably not realized death mere blip radar people shrug shoulder confirmed belief crazy get life | suicide |
hopei got rid everything hope better life left hermit idaho moved fl around family nothing worked way planned always figured would kill would go journey try something different would set woth day trip cost k would sold house give buyer k sewer problem held sale day closing dog died last saturday watching lose control back leg half way trip wonder stayed put would little baby doggy still alive left clothes handgun use shoot head still not sure thinking daytona beach beach probably sat dog right arrived want bad not keep going anymore | suicide |
really going iti ordered bottle metalonin waiting deliver april sick life going end already | suicide |
insomnia lack appetite posted wife left took newborn earlier week affecting lot keep pretending okay everyone know person not sleep not eat | suicide |
snicker bad reese good change mind really | non-suicide |
pretty sure type sound lot people would know sound brt got favorite sound time | non-suicide |
death fear deathi not want anymore not worried leaving anyone devastated even anyone cared would get not leave not fathom death would like fear death thing keeping starting look like whatever death lot better | suicide |
hate life going another lousy year failure everything enjoy nothing getting nowhere life feel completely isolated addicted reddit youtube porn sleep day domt go outside much work shitty job mental health caved never graduated boot camp college want kill fucking new year everyone fucking happiness society rejected solution see suicide tried medication exercise pill dating drinking counseling nothing worked tried religion fuck everything done dead new year know fucking tried year succeed avail | suicide |
not seem make friend honestly not make friend feel like matter not happen well would say one friend love much appreciate every day couple people occasionally talk like aside nobody stranger acquaintance feel really lonely lot time not like not try make effort speak listen people tried strike conversation someone like thing something would enjoy hearing talk contacted people online person volunteered joined one sport group never result anything admittedly fairly shy person spent lot time trying overcome social phobia try best always make first move maybe problem always forcing interaction onto people not want tend get brushed fine people dislike interest want spent year not making first move situation others could approach never like try hard get noticed anyone whoever see not want anything plus even rarer case invited talk someone join group always incredibly difficult stay involved keep example whilst naming name school trip abroad grouped two people seemed happy enough went large public building group not meant separate turned around one second gone got completely lost half hour finally met back acted nothing happened not even seem realise not later pretty much thing despite trying keep mentioning happened gave group course friend already know not say zero friendship great talk every day sake mine not come constantly whatever thinking human need break people anyone lot time sitting wishing knew least one person half well know luck wanted put felt somewhere thanks read far | non-suicide |
simple way get loved one dispose gun without scaring not planning use afraid someone use want gone afraid gun know weird place ask | suicide |
might sooni not really want explain everything girlfriend think going break tomorrow getting tired life everytime give something take away knock way back happened much starting loose hope | suicide |
stalking everyone whose going comment choice f filler fillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfiller filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler fille filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler | non-suicide |
funny many people think bad yearso many people agree bad year forced isolation lack employment opportunity anguish not knowing make end meet lack human connection life like lot people way imagine live like rest life lot people would ask early exit would not really know tell | suicide |
ok want clear something see lot people talking stupid college give football player along athlete scholarship go school not giving enough scholarship academically gifted student scholarship going weigh high school football player high school player go play varsity college school not like college giving free high school student get academic scholarship not like disproportionate amount athlete get scholarship thanks coming ted talk | non-suicide |
pornhub release pornhub kid need replacement youtube kid anyways | non-suicide |
bro call w guy face mf adorable cry | non-suicide |
not much time make hews headline generator please pick one box per line gt lt gt breaking lt gt donald trump lt gt somethingabouttea lt gt mark zuckerberg lt gt mother lt gt lionel messi lt gt pope lt gt r teenager mod lt gt liverpool football club lt gt spotted lt gt found guilty lt gt accused lt gt sighted lt gt found basement lt gt prepares lt gt committing war crime lt gt selling drug lt gt sexually assaulting lt gt abusing lt gt conversation lt gt eating dinner lt gt killing lt gt somethingabouttea lt gt elderly lt gt russian secret police lt gt child lt gt native american lt gt half u population lt gt poor lt gt friend lt gt alexmaestro lt comment got not forget like enjoyed also might able see box depending setting happens | non-suicide |
going kill myselfim done | suicide |
hi hru longing kind human interaction right tell day | non-suicide |
anna elsa disney princess cute time cuter pjs pjs gt dress fight | non-suicide |
lost hopehappiness impossible nothing good life worst human alive reason not kill | suicide |
urgent please help good friend conversation old teenage acquaintance facebook saying want kill imminently apparently already taken bunch liquor valium know city life not even mutual friend know life notified local police info know facebook name full name obviously city absolutely information provided anyone idea friend mid acquaintance early teen year say medical problem palpatations heart issue every night dealing year given please pm help even brainstorm | suicide |
oh god stupid headache go insane headache bothering since yesterday not go away not fucking focus hell ibuprofen | non-suicide |
dating girl back kg fat whore not even suck dick chomped damned thing | non-suicide |
idea game create boss based popular r bossfight post make fully fletched bos fight special credit user | non-suicide |
call name think come running guess not dead not save drowned lied dead | non-suicide |
not fucking take anymore everything much nobody talk nobody understands way kill myselfi not know even write everything fucking much not think even want talk hardly good way describe not fucking anymore many fucking people hurt shitty person not escape not get fucking therapy want blow fucking brain hardly connect anyone feel fucking tired every single day father piece shit family know nothing fucking stuck house trapped want fucking die got abusive relationship narcissistic piece shit month ago still hurt deal fucking ocd trauma bullshit help feel like alien hate much person narcissistic scum piece shit made fucking believe would forever would take care would not hurt fucking lied probably least fucking concern horrible person many awful thing past want kill not want talk think must evil feel afraid sharing far much information fucking psychopath want killed anytime try find friend somehow usually though using subreddits purpose feel like people want fucking take advantage fucking creep not trust anyone not anyone really family close friend struggle shit time feel even not understand want independent time wish someone fill void sometimes feel hally always like fucking rollercoaster never going able escape hellhole house fucking hate u fucking hate earth wish lived somewhere far far far away not even fucking sleep last night tried sleeping early woke around pm wish could fucking die please help | suicide |
guy said yes going first date march let u go | non-suicide |
got back diet forgot easy especially discovering whole package strawberry calorie | non-suicide |
not know meaningfully cope feeling getting overwhelmed not know basically given stopped caring people old hobby anything one oldest one point best friend totally betrayed lost job place worked could not cope working ended leaving job friend pushed life thankful showed true color called pathetic said faking depression anxiety could not handle pushing cart give give getting new job not bother going back school tried like month tired not think try anymore person friend life one first know diagnosed depression anxiety aspergers aside family keep posting online found someone told glad not glad tell not know deal not know deserve not know want really die really not afraid anymore not know meaningfully cope feeling feeling overwhelmed | suicide |
milfs superior milfs without mommy milker superior | non-suicide |
need helphello not know right think post lost person loved anyone due suicide earlier today idea relationship person close full blown relationship wanted meet first not happen not even open eye see thing remind scared seriously not know help | suicide |
rough dayhaving rough day feel lowest ever never felt close breaking | suicide |
cope lost baby year ago unsupportive partner never emotionally tried work thing thing always turn shit u never put first ran time together sad baby losing top know not worth feel like feeling feel like since baby part u make hurt le gone feel sad alone like baby meant nothing overdosing painkiller every night trying end lashing hurting not get anger head already moved could not care le get not want see new girl kill inside even | suicide |
lose counselori started seeing campus counselor college persistent thought suicide year straight not say definitely made life better least venting feeling thought kept hidden long provide relief anyway campus provides therapy session per year not counting know getting close lately delving deeper issue past stirring emotion sometimes feel like counseling important thing right far shitty job class research obligation not know making better thing think might helping depression hitting like fucking tsunami lately anxious coming end life seems crisis crisis short reprieve boring meaningless existence not know going counseling done group not interest insurance suck not think good affordable option available loving family biggest reason stay alive due recent event thinking maybe hurt people help also huge presentation due tuesday not started funny shit seems happen simultaneously often anyway could really use kind help | suicide |
pushed friend slide see happens floor made concrete great idea park fell face first broke nose lol blamed kid nothing bad happened | non-suicide |
not know got haircut sky hair stylist cut short introverted say anything not really know | non-suicide |
hour ago literally friend dead left best friend first go started heroin warning week first time trying got batch laced fentanyl elephant tranquilizer remember last text got next someone reconnected service not seen year started hanging stuff never told pill problem probably knew would stopped talking overdosed month got close two day friend high school way work power steering went getting freeway car flipped neck snapped impact year emotional torment said could not handle loss hour ago get call friend mother telling lost battle cancer not anymore sick stomach alone literally one talk people could find comfort gone maybe afterlife see | suicide |
not deal breaking point failing school never get girlfriend never going successful matter end though humanity fucked going hit peak oil soon growing threat nuclear war terrorism rise sunspot getting worse everything going pell mell not want kill love friend seems like way want stress worry go away thought ought add diagnosed clinical depression possibly severe clinical depression oh philosophy life starting think not possible not swing away worth living edit ok not kill still head not plan anything thanks guy might post update | suicide |
keep seeing meme abode flash dying childhood ded adding post list rip adobe flash | non-suicide |
something wrong feel like always try best seems like tired wish thing could used | non-suicide |
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